Well out internet service came back in the middle of the night so it's time to start sifting through and reblogging the 2000 or so posts I liked on my phone yesterday.

(Phone internet was spotty all day so I didn't dare try to post from there, but also I wanted to wait to firm up my thoughts so I could share them in tags.)

alrighty, we're gonna save adding both arata and delwyn for some time this coming week ( or just whenever the inspo hits me hardest ); my brain is pulling me in multiple directions bc i wanna write, i wanna add muses, i wanna answer messages, but i also need to do the bingo asks, and i'm having trouble just settling on one thing rn. so we're setting del and arata off to the side for a minute and we'll just see if i can focus on one of these other things atm :' )

Anyways my queue output is now at 50 posts per day because I'd like to not be spitting out Halloween posts in February and eventually Christmas posts in March sorry not sorry for the extra spam for a while.

a little drabble to go with Lis @transactinides / @hex82141a 's post apocalypse au that we've been talking about!

word count: 453

warnings: none

HiMERU threw some more paper on the fire, watching it turn to ash as he warmed his hands up ever so slightly. It wouldn’t matter all that much, but anything to prevent the icy feeling in his fingers from creeping back in for even a moment longer. 

Kohaku Oukawa, a teenager just a few centimeters shorter than himself, sat beside him while Rinne Amagi and Niki Shiina sat across from them. They had been discussing plans for what to do the next day: food, water, clothing, gas for the truck, the necessities. 

At some point, Shiina and Amagi had gotten too engrossed in their own conversation, leaving HiMERU and Oukawa to themselves. HiMERU had been trying to keep his distance, only having tagged along with the intention of leaving once they got to the city, but when Oukawa joined their group as well…

“Hey, HiMERU-han,” the boy spoke. He really did look his age in the firelight. “D’ya think we’re gonna be okay?” 

HiMERU, almost a decade his senior, couldn’t find a response. What do you even say to that when the world is falling apart around you? It won’t be fine and he doesn’t want to lie to the kid, but he also didn’t want to make it seem worse than it was. 

“HiMERU thinks that we’ll be okay if the four of us work together.” A half-truth. He had no intentions of staying but Oukawa would likely be safer with Amagi and Shiina than he would be on his own. 

“Yer stayin’ with us then, right HiMERU-han?” Oukawa says, staring back up at him. HiMERU had to look away to avoid searching those violet eyes and finding what he feared most. 

“For the moment, yes.” Another half-truth, but it seemed to put the boy at ease. Oukawa didn’t say anything else for a few minutes, the only sounds coming from the two men across from them and the crackling of the flames. 

HiMERU was about to get up and settle into the truck bed for the night like normal when he felt something heavy lean into his side. Looking over revealed it to be Oukawa, eyes closed and breathing even, fast asleep in his seat. He must have been tired from the long day they had, not that HiMERU could blame him. 

HiMERU looked at Amagi and Shiina, who looked like they had also settled into their own pile of jackets for the night. He sighed and wrapped an arm around Oukawa and adjusted his position to be marginally more comfortable, leaning against the truck for back support. 

His hand unconsciously rubbed comforting circles on Oukawa’s arm as HiMERU closed his eyes and let himself drift off to a dreamless sleep. 

OMG!

I've made the world 5000 worse!

So I am going to post some older art bc I found a working USB that didn’t corrupt my files yippee!

It’s still not much, but I still like most of it and I even found some stuff I never posted anywhere! I think bc I intended to add more to them but never did but I don’t remember Imao

here we go again~!

Allowing me to take advantage of a new option in my “Occult Preferences” mod to have Victor offer himself up to a thirsty Smiler! Sadly, this automatically has them do the wrist chomp, and I don’t know if my old mod by Meep69 to turn the “drink with permission” animation into a “compelled” one would play nice with it. :( Meeeh. We’ll have to live with this version of Smiler drinking from Victor for the time being. At least now with him liking vampires, I know he’ll always say yes!

Anyway, after donating to Smiler and getting a thank-you kiss on the cheek, Victor ate some of the honey sitting around in his inventory (because why not? Currently not using it for anything else) and went for a nap. Smiler, in turn, spent their time finishing up the last of their homework, practicing their drink-making skills (results were -- mixed), and working on mechanisms at the robotics bench out in the barn. Because one day this farm will have robotic help! Just gotta get all the parts for said robotic help first. . .I have so much planned for this group that I keep meaning to do and not doing because complicated.

Speaking of stuff that I keep meaning to do and not doing because complicated, once Victor woke up, I had him perform his first ceremony at the seance table! Because they have one of those now. He successfully checked the spiritual harmony of the house, and found it was doing well, yay. :) We are finally on the road to him becoming a proper medium and getting that paranormal investigator license! Again, one day!

It was about then that I noticed that Smiler was getting rather dirty from all their welding and soldering and whatnot, so I had them bat into the house so Victor could try his new Scruberoo spell on them. Despite Smiler’s startled expression, it worked just fine, and the pair celebrated Victor not setting Smiler on fire with kisses. XD Look, that’s a legitimate thing to celebrate in this household right now!

But where the hell’s Alice, I hear you ask?

While doing research for stuff I found that the Aztec creature Cipactli doesn't have alot of good art to go base of for what it might look like so I decided to draw Tezcatlipoca losing his foot to it!

I want to eventually draw a full sketch of Cipactli but for now I know that I wanna give it a toads long tongue as Cipactli is described as having toadlike and fishlike qualities although being crocodillian in most traits.

Your Weekly TV Guide

On Monday you can expect:

2:30 PM: Hermitcraft - Rescuing Rusty

And Tuesday:

2:30 PM: Adventure Time

Wednesday:

2:30 PM: AT

Thursday:

2:30 PM: AT

Friday:

2:30 PM: AT - Petrigrof

Saturday:

2:30 PM: Just Desserts - Pets

Sunday:

2:30 PM: Sona daily goings-on

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That moment when you're writing a theoretical one shot and have a vivid idea for a scene so you skip ahead to it and you get all the way past the cute part to where you sorta stopped writing in your head and you've figured some world/story detail stuff out and you know what needs to end up happening from here and then it turns into a fight that you were not expecting or planning but now the girlies are sorta fighting and you're lowkey struggling to fully flesh out this fight because you skipped writing some of the story to write this part so there are details you are still debating on whether they have happened or not, and a part of you feels like this fight is gonna leave with them separating temporarily but also you don't fully know how that's gonna happen with the way things are and you kinda just wanna get back to the cute bonding and getting along stuff but it's not like their fight and inability to see eye to eye this isn't compelling enough to want you to focus on it but you are sorta flailing here.

damn, i still got a healthy amount of posts in the queue. i went a little ham in my last queuing spree huh

oh hey, my blog's queue is finally free from my that week I was intensely fixating on code geass

i don’t wanna spam the dash with answered asks but i’m just happy to see the fandom coming back to life and to have the will to write again dfjasdf;

After spamming y'all with my gig pics (haha), here's another try on a gig report:

Joker Out in Munich Strom, 26.03.24

- I arrived rather "late" for queueing, at 15 o'clock. Got nr. 50 general access, which was more than fine. The queuing people were really nice and lots of bracelets and fan art were exchanged.

- the weather conditions were so much better than in Cologne and the venue had way more infrastructure around (restaurants, shops with toilets).

- the venue itself is rather small. The stage was packed with the four boys in the front. Jure wasn't easy to spot ☹️ but no barricade!

- Sector 5 and JC Stewart were performing really well. People were singing along and cheered.

- Kris seemed to be on better terms health wise. He smiled and was more expressive with his face.

- they were given lots of gifts and crowns. Unfortunately, there's still people throwing stuff on stage. One item even hit Jan 😳 Guys, don't do it, please!

- besides the regular tracks, they played Omamljeno Telo (😍) and Barve Oceana. New songs were Sta Bih Ja and Schlager

- At some point, Nace circled around Jan and he kept on pirouetting

- Not to forget the ALMOST kiss of Kris and Nace: Kris was grabbing Nace's white button-down and shook him affectionately. While pulling him close, his face got super close to Nace's.

- UM was done without Bojan in the crowd. He tried keeping it short, kinda, but... Well... Lots of Slovenian versions, one from a child from the crowd, a Finnish one, German and Swiss-German.

- Jan and Nace were snickery hubbies again. In Cologne, Jan wore a white shirt, in Munich it was Nace. I'll just leave that information for you

- All in all, it was a good and joyous concert.

- After the concert, the boys had headed to the bus quite quickly. Jan was seen shortly, but other than that mainly Kiki and Dean. They have a gig in Milano today so they probably had/wanted to leave early.

- But that gave us time for a spontaneous Tumblr meeting. It was so lovely to talk and interact with you 🫶