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#but I do have my friend who lives a good 45 mins away we see each other often and it’s fun
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Ok college review now that I’m almost a month in. I’ve gained nothing from this experience but a janky apartment that I love
#no literally like. I’m not a people person. so that aspect of college doesn’t appeal to me#and also I’m in 4 classes. my library science one I was excited for is entirely geared towards being a school librarian and teaching#so I’m out here making lesson plans. which I have negative interest in being a teacher#my business class is structured in a way that makes lectures useless but I’m required to go#my theatre class. we haven’t really started anything so my opinion is neutral but tainted by last years experience. 2.5 out of 10#my programming class is fun though. I’ll be the one programming sketchy apps now#i do really love my apartment#but yeah. i don’t often leave it. and god people love to knock at my door and windows#i don’t like. wanna shut myself in and not speak to anyone ever. but I’m not saying I’d hate that either#bc ok. last year I talked to two people. one of which didn’t come back this year and the other one who chronically cancels plans#but also just in general. confuses me?? like bestie will do something and I’m just like. why#oh but there’s 2 guys who live above me I know. one of which was the one banging on my window at 1am wasted#the other guy is nice but also talking to him tends to tire me out bc he’s the type of person who has to be right#not in like an argumentative way. moreso the type to repeat himself and rephrase things until ur like fine fine ok#also a tiny bit of a show off/one upper type#but I do have my friend who lives a good 45 mins away we see each other often and it’s fun#so yeah that’s my academic stuff and my social circle summary!#also. my ex best friend? lived 45 mins away. same city. saw her like 2-3 times the whole year. she could have done so much better#but yeah. i don’t do much in college and am 97% certain I’m taking a gap year to go hang out at my summer job#soup talks
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this-doesnt-endd · 2 months
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I used to have a really giant family like tons of tias and tios and cousins and i say used to cause like it seems like after my grandparents died on both sides both families seemed to never speak again and i had no chance to even try and keep hold of those ties i was in elementary school watching my parents marriage crash and burn in real time dealing with major death in the family and then subsequent family abandoning me at the tender age of 11. Hell my brothers were older and jumped ship it was just me and the horrors
#my moms dad and my dads mom were like the heads of their families and they both died really close to each other#but my grandma and a tio on my moms side died within 3 days of each other after being in hospice literally 3 doors away from each other#for months and my parents both took the roles of like taking care of everything and being the descision makers cause no one else would#which im sure was super traumatizing in everyway possible but their siblings both seemed to resent them in ways#when they didnt want to be those people but had to be and they arent even the oldest siblings they are both like 3rd youngest#but like it just ruined the families and me and mom and my dad were all at the hospital or hospice center for months#we were there every day and night i remember it so much i can get anywhere in any hospital in my town using the stairwells#like i knew them that well#it also likely ruined my parents marriage which was bumpy before the intense major tragedy#which like yaknow what fair it was a lot to deal with ontop of like trying to crawl ur way out of the recession#but after all was said and done i talk to no one on my dads side i bearly talk to my older brother#and i talk to like my nina and two tias on my moms side and occassionally a few cousins#when theyre arent being fucking insane and unhinged#idk i loved having a huge family the like going to 5 houses on christmas type#going to birthdays or weddings and seeing everyone taking at least 45 mins to say bye to everyone#and now its gone and i wont ever get it back#and its by no fault of my own cause i was literally 11 and every adult decided i was gonna pay the price too#like i think abt when i get married its not gonna be what i thought itd be or when i get my first movie in theatres#im not gonna have the major family celebration ill have all my friends which im so greafull for#but its not the same yaknow#and id love to have that relatiomship with my family again but like where do u start when its been over 10+ years#like they remember 11 year old me if they remember me#and thats part of the problem#like on my moms side specifically i have some family who acts like theyve never met me before when i used to see them every weekend#and it was a major failing on my part as an 11 year old for not keeping in touch even tho we did my mom calls everyone and she tried#but people didnt want to return it#and as for my dads side its the same and if it was a moral failing for me as an 11 yr old to not reach out and they didnt like my mom much#my grandma fucking loved her but the rest of the family didnt and like i lived w my mom and was fucking 11 i couldnt go anhwhere by myself#and i didnt like not being places without a parent and i hated sleepovers i refused and they took it so personal#and they stopped talking to my dad and bad mouthed him and still do nd ill never allow that around me my dad isnt perfect but hes a good man
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thyfleshc0nsumed · 2 months
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I really hope I can build my own strange kinky queer family someday, thanks for sharing parts of yours! It’s sexy but also heart warming?
This is legitimately so sweet. It honestly made me tear up a little
It's weird it kinda just... Happened. I met my sweetie 5 years ago now. We met on Grindr and she brought over some drinks and I was like "oh if you're at the grocery store, can you pick me up some milk." We dated for about six months and stopped seeing each other cuz life kinda got in the way. We saw each other a handful of times over the next two years and when I moved I asked if she could help, which she did. I hadn't even realized that I had moved less than 10 mins away from where she lives (she always came to me when we were dating)
I was still madly in love with her (tbh I'm realizing that she was really my first love) and she knew she couldn't give me what I wanted from her and she told me that. I needed a couple months to feel my feelings (and also get footing in my sobriety) before I was ready to be friends. Late fall of 2022 we started hanging out sometimrs again, and then probably spring ish of 2023 I met her Daddy. She started modeling some leather for me not long after I started doing it, but it wasn't until that spike strap photoshoot in ~ Oct 2023 that things got weird in some fun ways. That was like the first time I feel like I really domd her in a way that wasn't just for the camera. Since then, it's been a rollercoaster of constantly developing so many dynamics. She's my sweetie, she's my lover, she's my auntie, she's my sub, she's my best friend, she's so many things to me.
Her and her Daddy started dating like spring of 2022 and I was maaaaad jealous, I projected allllll my insecurities onto him, despite never having met him. The first time we hung out one on one was in late July of 2023 where we went and saw a screening of a porno. After that I think we saw each other at tranny takeover nights at one of the local cruising bars and just started hanging out in group and solo settings. He's truly one of my best friends in the world, and the brother I never got to have
I met his husband (the rabbit) not too long after and we've gotten really close too. One of the most insightful people I've had the pleasure to meet in my little time on this earth. Such a profoundly compassionate person who consistently challenges me to be kinder and gentler with myself. Theyre witty without ever being unkind, and goddamn can they carry a bit. Also they're really fucking good at pointing out when I'm letting ppl be transmisogynistic towards me cuz they're hot lmfao.
I met the femme, the rabbit's girlfriend at the rabbits birthday party last November. She's such a delightful presence and really admire how strongly she stands by her values. I remember a month or two ago, I was on some fuck shit, I don't even remember what, and she was like "hey girl you're on some fuck shit." I respect the hell out of her, and am so glad she's in our weird little crew
I didn't realize what we had was a family until recently. It was a lot of things tbh but I think it was this moment I had in January that really showed me. I was having the worst mental health moment I had had in probably a year. I was feeling so unstable. I was out and I was feeling impulsive. I was planning on either going and getting fucked by some guys at the cruising bar or getting in the lake with my clothes on. The daddy told me to come over cuz I clearly wasn't okay. I did. By the time I got to their spot it was probably 11p and I was nonverbal. The rabbit made me a bagel. The daddy got me a stuffed animal to squeeze. It was probably 45 minutes before I got even a single word out. And they were fine with that. They didn't pressure me to talk, but they didn't ignore me either. They let me be with them the way I needed to be. And when I was ready to talk, I was met with such compassion and emotional intelligence and love. I was taken care of in ways a family does.
Idk. This was long. And maybe over share y. I just. I fucking love these people so much and it kinda all spilled out.
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candiedapplez · 1 year
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I ask you all of the questions from that one reblog. Good luck/nf/j
Omg ok this will be a while then tehehehehehehhe im not complaining though!!!! Heres the questions so u can look at the questions and the answers!
1.this one is OBVIOUS!!! A-90 and Opheebop!!! DUUUUUUUH!
2.lighter. Ive never used a match before
3.ew no!!! I don't want buggies crawling in my room while im sleeping!!!! However i have before!
4. Aaaaaa ive never really gotten into that stuff so i cant really give an answer-
5. A really dark brown!!
6. Oops i did that again???
7. Well idk ive used both and they are both work really well! however i do think scrunchies are safer for your hair, i use normal hair ties more often because scrunchies are more bulky and yeah i dont prefer that, but both are great!
8. Six. I have six.
9.NONE! COFFE IS GROSS BLEEEEEEGH!!
10. Ofc!!
11. Does drawing count?
12. Good day!!!!! I havent cried yet so-
13. Not too long ago, like an hour ago actually. I had pizza! (Incase u were wondering)
14. HELL YEAH!!!
15. Nope and i never want to be 😗
16. NoooooOoOoO-
17. Nope i have perfect vision muah
18. I DONT WANNA SAY TEHE! (Sry)
19. Yea ofc!!! But they probably wont turn out good…
20. Soda…. Ive never seen or heard anyone say pop before….
21. Plushies!!!! I have a unicorn plush my old friend (we dont talk anymore since she moved) gave me for my 7th bday!!!! Yes i remember when, yes i still have it! And its in perferct condition!!! Also there was this one kid who ig had a crush on my and he gave me a basket full of stuff for valentines day and i still have said basket-
22. I have no clue what this means? I guess sensitive?
23. Love it!!!!!
24. Eating :] (and joking abt pushing each other off probably/JOKE/JOKE/JOKE/JOKE)
25. Aaaa i use all of them but i use lotion most so ig lotion?
26. Idk what to say for this one aaaaaagh
27. Like 5 i think? Ive been getting better with my sleep time!!!!
28. Not anymore, our school last year said we could take them off, however i was SO insecure about my face (still am, but not as much as before) so i would wear it every single day. If i showed up to school without one people got surprised. I stopped wearing them this year, however.
29. Hot????
30. THE FUCKING WATER BOTTLES!!!!
31. Theres a lot, i dont wanna get into it 😵‍💫
32…… is that a thing? People have favorite towels??
33. Hm my school took us on a field trip to a high school so we can see animals if that counts… (i have pictures btw if u wanna see them! We saw pigs, sheep, cows and bunny! I didnt take pic of bunny tho 😢)
34. LITERALLY EVERY SIX THE MUSICAL SONG HOLY SHIT IVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS (the only ones i might mess up on are aywd and idnyl bc aywd is long and i dont listen to idnyl often)
35. Pst!!
36. Only once! My username used to have a 0 between the words (Candied0applez) but i changed it bc it made it sound like i candied no apples… but i was originally going to be called caramelapplez but i thought candied sounded better heheh)
37. The friend i mentioned earlier i met first day of kindergarden, her name is Alana, and this other girl Maya i met before kinder! We met eachother at a park and when we walked home we found out we were neighbors so we instantly became besties! (We still are to this day but she lives 30 mins away so i dont see her often-(
38. All…?
39. Sometimes!
40. Ice cream!!!
41. Empty. Coffee is gross
42. Hahahah yt, roblox and occasionally twitter!
43. HAND IT OVER BITCH!
44. Myself/j fucking donald trump 🤮👈🖕
45. NO ☺️
46. Oh god i dont watch any 🫢
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this actually was to the other girl i mentioned earlier! Maya! I found baby pictures of us when we were in 2nd-3rd grade and i showed her today!!!
48. Never and i dont plan on ever!
49. Never tried
50. GO AHEAD I GET SO EXCITED WHEN IM TAGGED IN SOMETHING AAAAA!
omg that took forever!!! Gosh i dont mind though!!! These were fun questions! Aaaaaaaa i enjoyed that tyty!
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elthegoddess · 2 years
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Mind Dump:
I’ve been in such a disarray these days. It seems like I can’t stay happy. It seems like I’ve lost hope on a good portion of my dreams. I forgot what I’m even “hustlin” for anymore. It feels like ever since my dad passed on 12/31/2021 I’m really not the same. So many people have turned their backs on me. At the same time I’ve grown a lot closer with my friends and community, so for that I am grateful for. I had this guy friend, we’ll call him Tee. My guy friend Tee came along around the time my dad was severely Ill with Multiple myeloma. I was going to the hospital 2x a week to take care of my dad. Tee saw me at my worse, more intimately than I let anyone ever see me. I was crying everyday, stressed, barely sleeping and frustrated, guilty cus I knew in my core this was my dads end. On Christmas my dad had a heart attack and his heart was down for 10 mins and lost alot of oxygen to the brain and had a stroke on top of that. When the doctors called me telling me they were able to bring him back, I almost passed out and Tee was there. He held me even in times where I mentally and emotionally checked out it’s like he understood all I could handle was just being held. He was really there for me during that time all the way till my dad passed and after. We were shortly dating after that and that was probably such a huge mistake. And let’s just say I’m not one of those people who are strong enough to take care of a grown man and wait for him to get his life together cus primarily that was the reason only 3 months later we broke up. His priorities were and still are in the wrong place. I’m not perfect either, there’s things I could’ve done better but he stopped being there for me out of nowhere. He would hang out with best friend more, or sleep all day. We live 45 mins away from each other but it’s like he had ways to get to me if he wanted. I stopped overtime sharing my thoughts and feelings with him cus he’s barely been there for me. And even after the break up I chose to be friends with him and try to move on but he always questioned me about what I was doing, and who I was with and I didn’t owe him that. I knew that. I had kept my distance and boundaries. Every time we went long periods w/o us talking he would have these depressive and suicidal moments that resulted in me leaving what I was doing to go check on him. And even then in those moments we wouldn’t even talk. It would be me him, his best friend in the car while they smoke and I say nothing cus it’s like what was the point of me being there. I wasn’t even spoken too. If you’re reading this far you probably realized the focus about the grief of my father is non existent. Right ? Well even til this day it’s still like that. I’ve made some wrong decisions with Tee between communication, probably still relaying any form of words of love or feelings. We got into a fight over the other day cus our communication was still below minimum and I kinda just snapped and he spends all his time smoking, sleeping or blunt rides with his friends. Won’t come down to see me unless he wanted to. And I really just want the friend who was there for me when my dad passed. Not even the romantic, sexual or intimate parts of our relationship but the bond we had of our actual friendship when we watched anime or dorky YouTube videos. But I have my community of my real friends who actually do pour into me and love. I feel shitty to even reach out to them cus they all know what I’m going through and all of them are so happy and flourishing beautifully with their lives. And, I’m just kind of here. Stuck in my depression and my half great life. I want to move desperately out of my parents house but with the state of the world with inflation it seems damn near impossible and I don’t make enough. Even if I wanted a second job I can’t work one because I don’t have the energy too. Eh. Idk, I’ve been suicidal between losing my dad. Losing friends and people I’ve cared about, weird relationships that probably never needed to happen. Im just heartbroken and I wanna know if my life means anything anymore.
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29.
was a random number that I chose to fit in the lyrics when I originally wrote this song in 2016.
I called the song “We” and recorded it on GarageBand with my iPad. 
I guess the message I was going for is the obvious love equation: You + Me = We. Two loving hearts coming together as one and all the questions you’ll ask yourself like would it still be the same years down the road? Or how would I feel if I was the other person? Being truly in love, to feel this way has for the entirety of my life been a fantasy I’ve dreamed and wrote songs about. But now finding myself in love and living alone in the middle of the desert on a military base in Twentynine Palms, California, my very simple lovey dovey lyrics stand out to me more now than they did then.
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I tell people I live here and they sympathize with me about how hot it is and how WalMart is 45 mins away. How there is not a thing to do or see but I do-not-see it this way… The sun sets so beautifully behind the mountains and the skies are so clear that I see every single star without night vision goggles on. Optimistic people here say “You’re in the middle of nowhere, but in the middle of everything”. And I love that, it’s true. Vegas, LA, Lake Havasu, San Diego, Flagstaff, Zion etc. are just a scenic drive away. I’ve always wanted to see sunny southern California, so what, the sun hits us just a little more. 
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This is what I tell myself on days that I feel like I’m alone out here being away from friends, family and the one I’m in love with. But if we really are one, then she’s always with me because she is me. And to everyone who knows me personally and cares for me with real love, they have a piece of me and vice versa, with each other always.
THIS TOO SHALL PASS.
29 years from now, all the little things I see as a struggle will be of the past. “This Too Shall Pass” is what I tell myself when I’m struggling with those little things, but it’s a lot harder to tell myself this when I’m in bliss, and in love because the same goes for those too.
I need to appreciate now, no matter how good or bad, as much as the memories I’ve made and the dreams I have for my future.  So, for the rest of the time in this oven that I have to bake out here in Twentynine Palms, I want to enjoy it and prepare myself for all the new things coming to my life and being with my true love. Our life, singular. 
What if I could be you? You’ll always love me.
And in the next 29 years & beyond, I hope my love continues to give comfort to every single person that has a piece of me with them. 
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Post 6 : Amsterdam
During the school week, my roommates and I took our first Spanish Cooking Class! SAI set up the program completely for free and for this meal we were making Paella. About 12 of us created the dish from start to finish, we cut the vegetables, cooked the chicken, rolled out dough, brewed sauce, and seasoned everything to perfection. We ended up having a 3 course meal; papayas bravos, pan con tomate y pimientos, paella, and creme brûlée- we even got to torch the sugar on top!
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I also started my local friend and service project this week! My local friend is an optional program you can sign up with SAI, and you are paired with someone who lives in Barcelona and wants to meet Americans and practice their English. I met my friend, Adrian, and he is so nice. He is 18 years old and just started his first year in veterinarian university. He lives 45 mins away from school so he has to take a bus or metro everyday. He said I can visit his hometown area and he can show me his school! For my service project, I am volunteering at an elementary school in Barcelona for 4th graders. I constructed a presentation about myself and was told to speak very slowly because they are still learning English. Most of them speak Catalan or Spanish so I am practicing a little bit of my Spanish while learning some phrases in Catalan. I am very excited to continue this project because I love working with kids and it is crazy to see the differences in American schools vs Spanish schools. 
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This weekend we flew to Amsterdam! For some reason I have never had a strong desire to visit Amsterdam. I think it was because I didn’t know much about it, but it ended up being one of my favorite places ever! It was unlike any city I have been to. The first day we arrived, we checked into our hostel and grabbed fabulous waffles from the shop below us. We walked through the busy streets to the Anne Frank House. The streets here are crazy! There are many different lanes and curving streets for not only cars and pedestrians but bikes too! Not to mention the large canals winding through very road. It is very cool to see so many people riding their bikes and you can tell that it is the most common method of transportation. The Anne Frank house was phenomenal and interesting to see her families stories hiding in isolation from the entire world. 
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We finished the night with classic Danish food and tried Amsterdams version of a croquette - a bitterball! It was very yummy and for our main course we ordered a danish meatball on top of mashed potatoes. So good!
The next day we went to the famous Pancake Bakery. This was scrumptious and deserves the hype!
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We then made our way to the (slightly underwhelming) Fault in our Stars bench. Along the way we stopped in some shift stores and shops and I bought a light blue scarf. The fashion in Amsterdam is immaculate; everyone wear stunning colors and cool unique pieces. I felt so dull and underdressed in my white coat, so I knew I had to buy a colorful scarf. We then stalled over to Vondelhar park and rented bikes for an hour. This was my favorite part of the trip, it was so freeing riding our bikes through the beautiful greenery. 
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Later that night, we bought tickets to tour the Heineken Museum. This was a very interesting museum and they even gave us 2 free beers! We learned how each beer is made, the time it takes, the ingredients put inside, and you could even design your own bottle!
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The next day, we booked tickets to do river canal cruise. It was so cool to see how all the canals intertwine and our tour guides were awesome sharing the history and funny stories of Amsterdam. 
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August 7, 4:45 pm
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Ry was supposed to pick me up around this time so we could hang out at his place. However, he's not here yet, and so I decided to let y'all in a bit more info from where I'd left off.
So yeah and that's how I have a boyfriend now. He's nice. He would ask to hang out with me and when we do, he always hold my hand in the car while he drives. He's not very good with direction, so we often miss exits. He isn't very decisive either lol. He seems like a nice guy though, which is a first for me.
Later, when I had moved in with my dad and started work, he'd come ouck me up from my office and we'd drive around. Once he even offered to come shopping with me. We spent 4 hours in H&M and bought 4 pieces of outfit. I was pretty damn sure he probably didn't want to ever go shopping with me after that. However, he told me he loved me when he dropped me home that night. I said, love you too. I'm not sure if I felt love yet. I do like him. More so, I'm glad I found someone who makes me happy and bot insecure and upset.
We hadn't yet kissed tho, after we started dating. It was only when we drank together with Abhi, and Shris again that we did. Abhi kicked us out of his car cause we were being too touchy. So Ry and I got in his car and ended up making out in the backseat in a dead end area. However, while we're at it, Abhi came around with his car and flashed his headlights at us. Shris and him were seated in and laughing their heart out. So we ended up going to a desert somewhere around the area instead. We were parked at the side of the highway, drunk af, him all over me.
He even pushed me to drive his car back to his place, and surprisingly I did. I got a lot of heat from Chak and Par for the drunk driving tho.
It was amazing while it was, then we didn't see each other for the next 2 weeks, cause he was busy shifting to this new place in Cafe City, which is 15 min away from where I live. He's staying with 2 of his friends there.
As I write, they were supposed to have lunch, get haircuts and then pick me up around 4:30. Yet, here I am still waiting.
I hate waiting. When people don't come to see me on time, I feel unimportant to them, like whatever they're occupied with at the moment takes higher precedence over the plans they made with me. I won't lie. I am upset. I have half a heart to call Ry up and say, "Hey, it's kinda late to be out for me anyway. Maybe I'll see you another day".
That's what I'm good at right? Drawing boundaries, getting upset, closing myself off.
I have half a heart to just go to sleep so I don't ovethink this anymore. Half of my brain thinks he probably forgot about me. God. Maybe I should just go to sleep.
I have contacts in though.
Ugh, fuck this. I'm taking my contacts out and sleeping.
If I stay up ill just get more upset.
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likesplatterpaint · 2 years
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Are all pufferfish kinda hard to care for or is there a species that is a little easier on beginners? I would love to buy one one day but I want to be able to narrow it down so I can do proper research..
Hiya! So in short…yes and no. Some of it comes down to if you have experience as a fish keeper already! If you’re already solid on the nitrogen cycle and how to keep water parameters safe and clean, you have a leg up. I wouldn’t recommend puffs as a very first fish. Puffs are messssssyy and need heavy filtration and weekly water changes. They are generally more sensitive to ammonia build up and water quality than some hardier fish.
The other component to consider is the food you can provide. Can you offer a healthy array of crunchy foods (snails mostly, to wear down ever growing teeth. Mine get clams frequently), earthworms/bloodworms/black worms, crustaceans, and the other things puffs need based on their species?
Are you comfortable working with brackish or saltwater? Some of the commonly recommended beginner puffs either need brackish, or eventual full marine (like Burd, our GSP)
Most puffs do best in at least a 20 gal, but of course it varies from species to species.
The species *I* started with, and the ones I see recommended often are dwarf puffers (ten gal min), figure 8 puffers (20 gal min), and green spotted puffers (40 gal min). The last two fall into that salinity issue I mentioned above. Dwarf puffers are freshwater and should be kept in groups, if certain criteria is met (that’s newer info to me- I had been told keeping a singleton was okay, but apparently it’s really stressful for them. Fish keeping gets less black and white and more gray as I get older)
South American puffers are similar in size to GSPs and F8s, and very personable. They are also shoaling fish like I’ve recently learned about DPs, and need a group of at least 6…which means around a 55 gal tank. I love them but have stayed away from keeping them because of all the freshwater puffers, their teeth grow the fastest, even with crunchy foods. And tbh puffer dentistry is something you should be prepared for with a lot of these guys. I’ve had to sedate Burd and trim his teeth. It’s my least favorite thing, because honestly sedating them scares me, but it’s a responsibility I have to deal with that I signed up for when we brought him home.
There are a looooot of species tbh! We also have Louie the fahaka (freshwater, 180 gal) and Yamuel the Congo/potato puffer (freshwater, 20 gal- but Yamuel is spoiled and lives in a 45. Honestly he uses the space!). I wouldn’t recommend them as beginner puffs at all. There are other freshwater puffers out there too, but they tend to be lurkers and not as interactive.
I’ve found ThePufferForum dot com to be very helpful with articles and such. PufferfishEnthusiastsWorldwide also seems to have great info and LEGIT info. I’ve become friends with admins from both, a lady much older than I keeping puffs longer than I’ve been alive (Jeni/PufferPunk) and Macauley, who I don’t know as well but knows his fish info forward and back. I also have a friend Sabrina who runs BeFishy, another site that has reputable info. She has MANY species of freshwater puff and is a joy to talk to. I don’t know if Mari is still around, but Aquariadise also had some solid puffer care sheets.
It’s very easy to run into misinformation on these adorable fish, so thanks for asking and doing your research first! I’m happy to talk puff more once you have some specifics about size/salinity/food available/activity level! And talk deworming- most puffers are wild caught. If you click the tag I gave this there should be more info and links, though be aware I may have learned more since I wrote older posts. Good luck!
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nostalgic-pancakes · 3 years
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you look bizarre, in the apricot
Summary: Thomas Sanders and Nico Flores VS The Town of Night Vale: An Epistolary from the outside.
Pairings: Pintoverts, Cecilos and Gen friendships otherwise
Read on AO3
Word count: 976
Warnings: Unreality, reality being really weird, sparsely described body horror. I am not as good of a surrealism writer as Min, this is my first foray even remotely into the genre, but I hope to make more stuff like this sometime! Stay Safe
Other notes: For Min! hope you enjoy <3
Tagged: @sometimes-love-is-enough
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Joan: u there yet?
Me (15:03): yes!! Sending a photo real quick
Me: (IMAGE.png)
[Image description: Thomas and Nico, both fairly suntanned, facing the camera with some parts of their faces awkwardly cropped off. However, it’s easy to see that they are both grinning wildly in front of a new house, reminiscent of fifties suburbia behind them, with a small pile of boxes near the door.]
Me (15:94): we’re gonna be unpacking now
Me (15:94): byeeeeee!!
Joan: Wait what’s up with your clock thing?
Me (15:95): dunno looks fine to me
Joan: yea prolly a glitch
Joan: see ya
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“And now: Traffic.
Today on traffic, as we can see, the formerly fictitious aspects of a newcomer’s personality, Mr. Thomas Foley Sanders are currently running amok, amongst the many vehicles in today’s commute. However, Thomas is a rare case of someone who has enough internal strife that he feels the need to regularly bring out his aspects. For the rest of us, we either live in blissful, absolute ignorance, or neverending guilt.
Props to Mr. Sanders for trying to find his way through the deceptive caverns of the conscious and subconscious mind, but I would really rather get into our real traffic report, instead of talking about the state of vehicles in the city. This is boooooooring!”
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Call history:
Joan Sticks (45:15) Tally (28:10) Nico my beloved (10:59) Joan Sticks (10:12) Joan Sticks (1:19:34) Nico my beloved (11:102) Carlos ? (???) Carlos The Scientist Palmer (???) Carlos The Scientist Palmer (???) Cecil Palmer (???) Cecil Palmer (???) Cecil Palmer (???) Nico my beloved (???) Patton (???) Logan (???) Virgil (???) Roman (???) Janus (+Remus) (???)
Group Chatroom with: Joan Sticks, Tallycat, Nico my beloved
Nico: @Joan @Tallycat I think something’s wrong with this town
Me: yes why is there a secret police
Me: why
Me: frickin w h y
Me: and the sides? Real
Me: i have pictures!! Evidence!!
Me: [IMAGE.png] [IMAGE2.png]
[Image Description 1: the sides and Thomas in a large cuddle pile. They are toppled together and making obvious contact, with fabric becoming creased under contact points.]
[Image Description 2: The Sides, Nico and Thomas are cooking together. It is going badly.]
EXISTENTIAL CRISES! | Sanders Sides
“And for today’s sponsor, we have a minor switch! Today we are sponsored by Big Rico’s Pizza!” says Thomas, a bunch of pixels on hundreds of thousands of screens.
“Now in two more flavors- one with vegan pepperoni and cheese, for anyone to enjoy, and of course, for all our eternal scouts, void. Simply void .Nobody does a slice like Big Rico’s! No one.” Thomas seems surprised at his own nonchalance at what he’s saying, but he gets a thumbs up from a hand just barely in camera view, and continues.
“Anyways- go to the checkout, enter the promo code thomassandersAAAAAAA and order some Big Rico’s Pizza today! Now, on to the episode”
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CosmicAce 1991 Why is the last thing on Thomas’s twitter from a month ago and WHY IS THIS VIDEO SIX MONTHS LATE?
Berry-Blast Ngl love the hugging- care to share a process reel? Aren’t Joan and Talyn too far away to work on this anymore? Let's Go Ghost When are we getting a new cartoon therapy?
Patton-Patoff WHERE ARE THE CORNERS?? THIS DOES NOT WORK WITH GREENSCREEN?? HOW DID THEY JUST… DO ANYTHING IN THIS VIDEO??
Minute Where is the checkout? Can’t find it. Also hi nico!
Cecil Jaws Stan All hail the glow cloud
DreadfulZombie19 These existential crises are… uncomfortable to say the least. Thank you for at least adding trigger warnings. Speaking of which, where are the SVS redux epilepsy warnings?
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Minerva
Dang wonder what’s been going on.
Call transcript: Thomas Sanders, Joan Sticks, Nico my Beloved (xx:xx:xx)
“But here’s the thing- it used to be really scary-”
“Terrifying.”
“Yeah, but now? I guess we just have an all-powerful glow cloud (all hail) on the school board.”
“And we also have a sentient hand as my swimming coach. She’s cool.”
“How- How are you so cool with all this?”
“Stockholm syndrome?”
“I mean, the sides are real people here, so I get to have my crises off camera for once, which is nice.”
“Joan!!!” “Joan!” “Joan <3”
“One sec guys, I’ll give you the phone in a minute!”
“Okayyyyy” “How did Roman pull off pronouncing the heart emoticon?”
“Don’t ask me.”
“Well, if you’re happy…”
“Don’t worry too much about us, buddy. We’ll be fine.”
“Yeah! Carlos and I are going to be at a Slap-Poetry contest against Thomas and Cecil!”
“Mmhm. Well, goodnight then. Love you both.”
“Love you too!”
“Yeah! Love you too, Joan!”
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foryouthegays · 3 years
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techno liveblog w timestamps lets go for ‘a new home (dream SMP)’ stream
good laugh times: 00:13:50, 00:14:55, 1:38:45, ik it doesnt look like a lot but like u should watch the stream anyway bc philzas there and his laugh is amazing and they just go so well together
times techno calls phil his friend: 00:6:00 00:37:00, 00:45:17, 0:1:09:30, 01:11:15, 01:26:35, 01:50:05, 2:35:00
FSDJKFAF;LS HE KEPT THE MUTED INTRO IN JHKADFLS (ends at 00:1:25)
i like how, when faced with Leaving Youtube, techno would choose to be an author. i want a book by techno. reblog this if u want a book by techno (with an audiobook by him as well) /hj. 00:1:33
i love how he says ehhhhhh so much lskjhdfas (abt 2 mins in) 
who the FUCK just remembers that the word fortuitous exists wtf 00:5:17
00:7:45 PHILZA TIME PHILZA TIME LETS GO
00:8:55 tommy time :/
0:14:10 rANBOO JUST WALKS IN, LOOKS AROUN ,AND LEA VE SIM CRYING 
i love how much philza laughs at technos jokes bc pretty much everything he says IS a joke he just says it in such a serious voice that p much everyone else is like,,,yeah,,,,yup,,,,and phil just knows when hes joking and his laugh is so good with technos voice. sbi? whos that? i only know philza and technoblade
00:19:30 ghostbur joins! this is my first time hearin ghostbur btw
00:19:40 haha string axe technos so bad at crafting what a fool /j
00:21:07 ghostbur: “Even I remember how to make a fishing rod!” ghostbur u just MURDERED technoblade oh my god im gonna scream hgjdfksla i love ghostbur so much
00:23:55: GHOSTBUR NO!! DON’T DIE YOU’LL BECOME A DOUBLE GHOST!!!! -technoblade 2020
00:24:55 technoblade neva lies -guys he almost did the technoblade neva dies ahh!!!!!
i havent heard anyone talk about this but techno has a dedicated roleplay voice. like listen to him talk to tommy at 00:25:08. his voice gets more even, he uses names a lot more often (seriously, listen to his theseus speech. he says tommy so often, its incredible.), and his voice gets,,,,deeper? not deeper but smoother, in a way, and he repeats what he says for emphasis instead of humor. and his voice is louder, and he seems more assertive. 
00:27:30 philza: where we goin, by the way? techno: to our- to my new home. 
techno cmon let phil live w u wed get so much more content cmonn
00:28:50 the fact that he calls the manhunt theme “dream music” makes me laugh so hard. and then his version of it,,,,,m love he (also he sings it here and at  01:14:20)
00:35:10 why is ranboo so cryptic im-
why does he just casually know the word sentry wh at i hate him 00:39:45
this is the worst sentence (structurally) ive ever heard techno say im gonna cry 00:49:33 ‘im too busy thinkin of new ideas to sleep so i could actually execute them’ and tubbos *oh?* after is just hdsfgkjlka
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techno: thats one of dreams powers, he can just stop the rain
tubbo, quietly: like jesus!
i love them sm dsfhkjla they kept going but i jus gdfhjksa jesus has op
techno @ being the second worst thing to ever happen to those orphans: haha funnie!!
techno @ having fun w religious stuff: i wILL BE CANCELLED NO-
00:58:10 “hey if ur [ghostbur]  a ghost, do instant damage potions heal you now?” “...no,, they hurt me still :(” DSIULZKJHFSLKFJH 
01:04:00 his brother named the cow bob im- aww 
also he has a fanart wall again!!!
01:09:30 “phil, you’re the only friend i have left in this world.” aWWWWW HE GAVE HIM THE COMPASS 
“dont smoke, it’s a joke” -technoblade 01:14:15
ROLEPLAY SPEECH VOICE IS BACK AT 1:16:10 “they pillage my base for everything i’m worth, they use me for the revolution, but oooOOOoo i took a pickaxe with his consent? oOOOooOo i’m a thief!”
holy shit 01:17:15 “you know what, phil? for you, the world, alright? it’s fine.” oH MY GOD HHHHGHG (context, right before they were arguing bc phil took some blocks from his base and techno thought that when he said phil could take anything he meant from the chests)
the COMIDY of that villager coming in and sleeping while techno was readin donos at 01:22:05 RIGHT AFTER phil freaked out abt inturruptin his dono readin im SFDHKJLA:
techno talkin bout the winstreak and how he wont be able to live up to that sort of playin at 01:22:30ish is super important and ill transcribe it tomorrow, but if u can id highly rec watchin it. 
01:24:20 “[readin dono] what’s your favorite movie? uh, the princess bride is pretty good” techno ily that movie rocks also he said it so fast like hes ashamed of it noo
techno says no to canon ranboo son btw! 01:25:30
01:25:55 “i wasnt in that story, therefore it doesnt matter” all of technoblr be like 
01:37:49 is great lemmie transcribe
“how have you still not gotten a second monitor?? holy shit.”
“let me tell you something. and im only telling you this because i know that so many people in the chat are gonna be furious. so i recently realized- i think the second monitor can just be any ol’ monitor, right? you literally just plug it in, and its set up? well i mean you have to turn on some settings, but like, thats it, or something?”
“yeah,,,,, uh techno you fuckin destroyed my chat, by the way, oh my god, [earlier techno told his viewers to twitch prime philza] there has been like 40 primes just flying through”
“yeahhh twitch prime!!! twitch prime philza yeahh!!! so anyways the other day, i like, i looked to my left, and realized that my old monitor has been like, five feet away from where i sit and stream for the last three years?”
“oh my god...”
“so i- i literally do not have to leave my room to set up a second monitor and i havent. and i’m still usin my laptop for this stream.
“is this gonna be one of those situations where you like, you have a thing, you just refuse to do the thing?”
“listen, my desk is-
“yOU STILL HAVENT OPENED UP THE HYPIXEL PACKAGE!!!”
“AHHHH I HAVENT OPENED UP THE HYPIXEL PACKAGE! I HAVENT EVEN OPENED UP MY MCC COIN! DUDE I HAVENT EVEN OPENED UP MY ONE MILLION SUBSCRIBER PLAQUE! ITS STILL THERE RIGHT BEHIND ME! ITs sTILL IN THE BOX! i never made a video on it....”
“bruhhhhh [philza laughs] thats FREE VIEWS what are you doing??”
“ill open it at 8 mil :/.”
“you could LITERALLY make a video of you just like, throwing it off a wall, and then thumbing up, like doing a thumbs up, and then that would be it. 10 seconds. ten seconds. thumb and elbow in shot. [laughs]”
techno is such a disaster i love him
01:34:18 the way techno says “tommy, that statement has NEVER been true” i dont like sayin i simp for block men but GOD sometimes his voice is nicer than usual hhhgn
“man i sure wish tommyinnit was in this stream” -nobody ever (just after previous timestamp)
01:40:15 is fuckin hilarious and im actually crying oh my god techno just says things and says them well with a completely straight face how does he do it
i cannot WAIT until theres a president w the last/first name andy so we can say president andy and think abt technoblade
IM CRIASDNGUSFHD 01:44:38 PHILZA LOOK OUT LOOK OUT PHILZA  LSKJDAFJASD;LKF
i love when techno talks abt his vids. like u can tell he puts a lot of thought into the vids (esp these ones) and like at 01:47:00 he talks abt the “I DIDNT PUT DEAPTH STRIDER ON THOSE BOOTS, FUNDY!” and how its just that creepin realization that you were doomed from the start and how he made the armor, he isnt intimidated by the netherite bc he didnt enchant it all the way and only he knows that,,, and i just,,,hgg he
he reveals that hes writin the next arc at 01:48:00: “oh, speakin of arcs, chat, i’m writing the next arc. so, you know. hope nothin bad happens in two weeks, chat!” IM SO EXCITED like he clearly has his character fleshed out and is SO good at writing and retellin history im so so excited to see where he takes it AHHHH and also taht means he might stream more bc he might make his character more important (keep in mind this is the guy who wrote self insert hypixel fanfics. he has no shame in puttin himself first and i respect him so much for it) 
01:51:20 “they’re tryin to get a second customer but they’re riskin their first” is lowkey a good line
has anyone else noticed that techno says wise a lot? like at 01:55:10 he literally says “wise dragon armor” as a joke but like i think he says wise so much BECAUSE of skyblock like hjkfdsla
01:57:30 techno plea se eat 
ok 1:58:45 is hilarious and all but at the end of his ramble he says “come back, i miss you” and lowkey im crying 
techno needs to stop knowing his audience more than we know ourselves im hsfkjda 02:05:25 “the chat’s spammin ‘eat technoblade, eat!’ like they’re not gonna start, like, theyre not gonna get super sad if i ended the stream right now, like theyre not gonna all cry ‘i miss technoblade *sniffs* why- whyd he leave to eat food, why did he listen to our advice noooo’”
02:14:50 NEW VIDEO POGGGG CARL THE HORSE POGGGGGG  NOT A STREAM HIGHLIGHT POGGGGG
02:17:40 “i could start a potato farm out here to show how much ive changed” techno last time u made a potato farm u started an entire war that lasted a year that does NOT say calm and retired to me lskgdfjagsldj
02:23:00 why does techno just reference greek mythology so much. makin me scared for his arc. 
also he talks abt smp earth a lot in this stream i love it so much
i also just. love?? how much sbi respect tommy like they bully him but when talkin bout him they just have so much respect for how much work he puts into youtube and i just,,,,hgnn they r friends 
02:33:13 sbi streamer house lets go cmon
02:34:15 “i think if i streamed every day i could keep up” on one hand YE S  but on the ohter oh god techno no we have to keep up tho
hearing techno say “violence isnt the answer” is so scary  02:35:40
02:37:30 technosneeze 
hiS BROTHER SENT HIM 46 DISCORD MESSAGES SFKDJLFLKASF 2:49:25 i love his end screen so much hes just sadness,,,,retirement,,,t,echnoblade,,,the government is going to fall on its own due to lack of organization and ideals,,,,,,subscribe,,,,,sadness,,,,,also 2:50:45 is making me laugh so hard its just sad music and technos like??? whys phil in my house drinking milk????? 
overall, fantastic stream, if ya want some chill techno philza content i highly recommend. 
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blue-angel-wings · 4 years
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Bishop Drabble - take your times
18+ (because I got a little nasty for a brief moment hehe)
Characters: Bishop Losa x Reader (Y/N), basically all the Mayans briefly but mainly Angel, Coco, Gilly.
Summary: Reader is a single mum and close with the Mayans specifically Bishop, because they crushing on each other. And Emily Galindo being a bitch because I don’t like her 😊.
Warnings: Cursing, horny talks but not full blown smut, slight talk of injuries.
Word count: 3,768 it’s longer because I got carried away 😈
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You had known the Mayans since you were little, although your Father wasn’t a patch he always helped them.
As a day job your Father owned a small car dealership and would often frequent Romero scrap and salvage for odd pieces to use on whatever new vehicle he was working on, but behind the calm face of a man who liked cars and bikes, was a trained assassin, murder for hire, hitman, whatever you wanted to call it. So over time your Dad did jobs for the Mayans. Through that they met you and whilst your Mother didn’t really like the Mayans knowing your family she had to admit it was useful always having a group of knights in shiny leather to hand.
Your father had been killed one a run with them when you were sixteen years old, and ever since then the club had take your Fathers place with you and your mother. She worked the bar sometimes and whilst you chose to work elsewhere you always attend the parties, well as much as you could whilst also being a single parent. At the age of eighteen you became a mother to a beautiful baby boy you lovingly named Rio. The guys were shocked but supportive and excited for the new little baby in their lives. The Dad of your son decided that a baby wouldn’t work for him so he ran. Not like you needed him.
Yours and Bishop’s relationship had only just started, you had been on a few dates but you spoke constantly and you may have slept with him on a few occasions, because who could resist a man like that. He had started to find you attractive once you showed up more. For your safety and now Rio’s your Mother kept you away from the guys until you were in your twenties, so when you turned twenty one and could legally drink you knew exactly where you were going to get wasted for the first time. The clubhouse.
Ever since Bishop saw you in a tiny black dress that made your body just look too good he knew we wanted you but stayed back not wanting to look like a perv who only dated girls half his age. He admired you for years, how you raised Rio somewhat alone, how you always helped the club without a complaint, how you deeply cared for the guys and he just couldn’t helped that he fell for you more and more.
But he was done waiting and at Rio’s eighth birthday party, whilst you stood there playing nice with the other parents from the prestigious school you sent Rio to, and whilst wearing jeans that Bishop swore were painted on, he asked you out.
You thanked the heavens he did because you were getting sick of the waiting game.
A few months had passed and although you had been on dates, Bishop was yet to ask you to be his. It was almost like he was still scared that you would reject him. During the day he was almost shy around you not saying much or interacting with you as much as you hoped almost like he feared he would say or do something wrong, but at night he’d have you shaking in ecstasy on a bed drenched with your arousal, whilst whispering the nastiest shit you’d ever heard.
You didn’t think too much about it you knew he loved you deep down he was just struggling to say it, he had no problem showing it through his actions and you saw the way he looked at you when he thought you weren’t looking. But saying the words that would make you his girl officially, he just couldn’t manage do that.
At Rio’s birthday he had been gifted a skate board. A small red plank of wood you swore would be the end of your son. And although Angel had also purchased a helmet to go with it, your son seemingly refused to wear it. He constantly rode it without the helmet no matter how much you asked him to, it was like he was allergic.
You had taken the board away once he started to show zero regard for himself and others. Swerving through people on the sidewalk was okay if it was quiet and people moved out the way in time, but once he started heading towards the roads without his helmet you called time on his little Tony Hawk phase.
A few weeks passed before he grew restless and bored without it. He had come looking for you with full safety gear on, helmet, knee pads, elbow pads and little gloves. And you cracked, you gave him back his death board and sent him on his way.
Rio’s school was just out of Santo Padre and about 45 mins away from your home, it was a bit of nuisance being so far from you but your son was smart, too smart. He had eidetic imagery or as some would say photographic memory. He had shown signs when he was little, about 4 or 5, when he was able to recall in perfect detail his toys as if they were still there in front of you. It was terrifying to you but when the doctor explained what it was you were stunned. Due to his abilities you sent him to a school that burned a whole in your pockets each month but was perfect for your little boy. He loved it, he excelled at all subjects aced every test and had a big group of friends that were surprisingly pleasant children.
The Mayans clubhouse was only twenty minutes away from Rio’s school. And when work had started to get busier, you couldn’t pick him up from school anymore. You generally finished worked at the boutique in town at 4:30 an hour after Rio had finished school, you hadn’t given him a key to the house out of fear he would lose it, so you suggested he’d ride his board to the clubhouse and then once you were done you would pick him up. It worked out great, the guys loved having him there and you got to see Bishop more.
The guys were just chilling at the club, the younger ones were playing poker and smoking whilst the elders were in templo.
‘What the fuck prospect!?’ Slamming his cards on the table in a frenzy, Coco practically threw his money at the chuckling Ezekiel who in return shook his head at the snipers antics.
‘Not a prospect anymore bro, imma patch now.’ He said smugly, pointing lazily at the patch on his kutte.
‘Keep taking my money and I will change that real quick.’ Coco was pissed, he owed Ez about $300 from just this afternoon alone.
At the front porch Angel and Gilly were working the yard when they heard the slight rattling of small wheels of the stones, lifting their heads just in time to see the arrival of Rio on his board. They had to admit when they purchased the board for him they were worried he’d be crap at it and give up, but we wasn’t. The guys sometimes rode behind him on their bikes just to watch his skate. It was mesmerising.
Happily finishing up their work, Angel nudged Gilly towards the clubhouse to tell the others of your son’s arrival.
‘Hey, Rio’s here.’ The larger man bellowed into the space causing the other Mayans to stop what they were doing and follow him out.
Outside Angel had Rio swinging from his neck, when Rio was around the Mayans he deliberately acted younger to get more attention, the guys didn’t do anything to stop him they enjoyed him acting all silly and somewhat babyish, it stopped the sad truth of him getting older right before their eyes from rising to the surface.
‘Hey little guy, how was the ride in?’ El presidente asked the boy whilst messing with his hair, that he spent hours getting perfect for school.
Bishop was closest to Rio, well joint with Angel. Rio saw Bishop as a father figure, much to your delight, and Angel as a brother figure.
‘It was okay, some car was following me really closely and honking at me.’ He pouted whilst spinning the wheels on his board.
The men perked up at the sound of somebody pestering the young boy.
‘ I don’t know why though, mama says I can ride in the road if I stay to the side out of the way with my helmet on.’ Rio didn’t seem to be upset, more worried he was defying your rules of riding his skateboard.
‘Well, what did the car look like?’ Creeper asked whilst blowing the smoke from his cigarette behind him, being mindful of the small child in front of him.
‘A black Lexus RX Hybrid, black tinted windows, driver was a middle aged male, bald, tattoos up his arms.....’ the boy rambled on, his memory working overtime. The guys stopped him mid way through not wanting him to worry himself with the stranger who was bothering him. They assured him he did nothing wrong and took him into clubhouse.
None of the other guys recognised description of the car or driver, but Ez did. He knew who was sat in the back of the vehicle, whilst they texted him and continued to call upon him every waking second of the day. He heard the sound of a car coming to a halt at the front of the scrap yard, he knew this was the car that was following Rio plus he saw the man Rio had described in great detail. He glanced at his phone to check if his suspicions were true. His screen was flooded with notifications of texts and calls, and some social media notifications, all from the same person.
Emily Galindo.
She had been contacting Ez, at first he didn’t mind the contact from his ex, he selfishly used to want the relationship to rekindle with the married woman, but now with Gabby in his life he didn’t, he wanted her gone. She nodded to his trailer, with a pleading look is her eyes he succumbed to her request, checked nobody was around and headed to his trailer.
‘Do you have any Capri-Suns i’m kinda thirsty?’ Rio asked, cheekily checking behind the bar for something to eat hoping one of guys would fulfil his request. Bishop smirked reached into the fridge round the corner and retrieved two orange Capri-Sun pouches and grasped the bag of Doritos they kept on top of the fridge for him to munch on as well.
‘How’s school going mate?’ Bishop genuinely enjoyed talking with Rio because he reminded him of you, he much like yourself, was so passionate even over the little things.
Bishop played with Rio’s discarded school tie, folding it neatly knowing you hated ironing it.
‘It was alright, we learning about dinosaurs in science which is cool cos I really like Jurassic park and I’m gonna ask mama later if we can watch it.’ Rio exclaimed loudly waving his hands around wildly. He continues to tell Bishop about school, avoiding telling him about the masses of homework that was set knowing the older man would tell him to do it and wouldn’t drop it until it was done. The conversation was interrupted by Angel who had just got finished on a call.
‘Hey Rio, your Mum just called saying she got caught up at work and won’t be picking up til 5.’ The oldest Reyes told the child who was seemingly unbothered by the change of plans, but the news had Bishop frowning, why didn’t you call him, you knew he didn’t have Templo today so he would have his phone on him?
‘Okay, can I go practice my kick flips out front?’ He asked the president.
‘Yeah sure, take one of guys to watch you incase you fall, and remember to map out where your skating with the cones.’
‘Yeah I think I can remember that.’ He teased the older man, by referencing his condition.
The guys had bought these little orange cones for him to use when he was skating in the yard so he didn’t get in the way of them working.
Bishop lightly shoved him in the direction of the door with a shake of his head, he needed to call you, the jealously he felt when you called Angel instead of him was growing unbearable. Was it Angel stretching out your tight little pussy each night? Was it Angel that had you screaming with his head between your legs? Was it Angel that you called Daddy? Was it Angel that had you making the most delicious moans?
No it wasn’t, it was Bishop.
So why weren’t you calling him?
It was 5:30 when you pulled up to the scrap yard to retrieve your child. You surveyed the grounds looking for Rio once you had parked. But when you were greeted with the noise of laughter, you opted to follow that. Turning off your car you headed to the front porch where a groaning Coco was laying on the floor clutching his arm. You walked over not too worried seeming as the sniper had sustained worse injuries than a scrape on the arm.
‘You okay there Coco baby?’
You squatted beside the man and glanced as the injury on his arm, there wasn’t more that’s a slight graze on his elbow however from he noises he was now making you’d think he’d been shot.
‘No! This piece of sh-‘ you clapped a hand over this mouth before he could finish once you realised that the giggling you heard earlier came from your son, who sat comfortably in Gilly’s lap at the bench a few feet away. Standing up, leaving Coco to get on with it, you walked over to your son to kiss his forehead.
‘You okay baby? School was good?’
‘Yeah it was good we are doing dinosaurs in science so I was wondering if I can watch Jurassic park tonight to learn more about T-rex’s, please? ‘ he pleaded with both hands clasped together.
‘Of course baby.’ You went to say more but you saw Bishop on the step, looking at you with an unreadable expression on his face.
You knew why though, in an attempt to push Bishop to ask you to his girl you messed with him a little by deliberately calling Angel instead of him to inform the guys of the change of plans. Normally you wouldn’t mess with the man who so clearly had control of the reigns in the relationship but you were sick of waiting, you wanted him and he wanted you, the hickies on your breasts and inner thighs confirming that.
You kissed Rio’s head and Gilly’s, once he jokingly pointed to his forehead, and headed towards Bishop. He turned without a word and heard towards the clubhouse, the guys waited a few minutes before following suit, not wanting to miss the potential start of your long awaited romance. Rio was left alone to skate outside after he said he wanted to practice a little more, Angel was happy to leave him out there alone knowing he could ride perfectly fine.
Bishop sat on a couch in the far corner and when you went to sit next to him he grasped your wrist and manoeuvred you onto his lap, well this is a good start you thought.
‘How was work?’ He asked whilst sneaking a peek at your cleavage that you pushed up slightly before you left work.
‘It was good, busy which is good. A little tired and my feet hurt.’ You answered, slightly wriggling your feet. Bishop caught on quickly, removing you shoes and and starting to rub your feet slightly, causing a slight moan to slip from your lips.
‘Y/N I want to ask you something.’
Here it comes, you acted calm almost ignorant to what he was saying but inside you were screaming.
‘I really like you and I love spending time with you, you make me feel like a little kid with his first crush. You’re my first thought in the morning and last thought at night. I wanna be with you always and forever, so i was won—‘
‘Hey!’
Bishop’s monologue was cut short by a small voice you recognised to be your son’s. Every head in the clubhouse turn so quickly you feared they all get whiplash.
Grabbing your shoes and placing them haphazardly on your feet you all but sprinted to the front porch, where the now female voice could be heard.
Running out you saw your son sat on the floor fighting back tears and Emily Galindo standing over him slightly. She obviously was leaving Ez’s trailer, because that’s what married women do, they meet with their ex’s in trailers behind their husband’s back.
‘Hey baby you okay, are you injured?’
You rushed to your sons side as well as Bishop, who carefully picks up Rio’s skate board that was currently sporting a large crack in the middle of the wood.
‘No, I’m okay mama.’ He whispered growing embarrassed at the crowd around him, his bottom lip started to tremble telling you that tears where only moments away. Bishop started brushing the hair off of Rio’s face to calm the young boy, he too knew Rio hated crying in front of crowds.
‘What happened sweetheart?’ You spoke quietly not wanting to blow up too much in front of your son, you’d had a long day at work and you didn’t have time for a confrontation today. You wanted this sorted so you can go back to Bishop and then go home.
‘He wasn’t watching where he was going!’ The blonde woman spoke, the venom in her voice unnecessary in this situation.
‘I wasn’t fucking talking to you!’ Apparently you did have time today. All heads snapped to you and Gilly managed to scoop Rio into his arms before you whipped yourself in front of the culprit of your son’s upset.
‘So that warrants you to push him!? A small, eight year old child!? Did you not see the cones hun? They are bright fucking orange, maybe if you lifted your head of your ex’s dick for a moment you would see my son skating out here.’ The guys were loving it, watching with smirks on their faces.
‘Somebody should’ve been watching him.’
‘Hah okay sweetheart.’ You scoffed, you worked in retail you could handle opportunists like Emily Galindo.
‘I’m hardly gonna take parenting advice from you, am I? Mrs Galindo.’ You emphasised her name in the hopes she’d remember her marriage and start acting like a wife.
‘What’s that supposed to mean?’
‘Well you’re hardly mother of the year, not after your practically gave your son away to a terrorist.’ You weren’t backing down, gasps were heard throughout the yard, the hang-arounds emerging in the hopes of a fight.
‘Thats not fair, they were armed and I was terrified.’ She tried to reason with you, who would try to rationalise their son’s kidnapping?
‘See that’s the difference between you and me, Emily, see they would have to pry my son from my cold, dead hands.’
‘They were shooting people right in front of me!’
‘I’d let them shoot every motherfucking bitch in this town before they ever laid a hand on my child!’
You screamed in her face, women like Emily didn’t deserve the love or attention they received.
‘I just hope his four nannies that actually raise him coped alright during that time.’ That was it, the final straw. She raised her hand but you never cowered, she went to slap you but al she could do is try. You got there first taking the board from Bishop’s hands and slapping her in the stomach, so it’s not as obvious as a face injury, you didn’t fancy having the cartel on your ass.
She doubled over in pain and screamed, clutching her ribs. You didn’t hear a crack but you knew it mustn’t of ickled.
‘Ez take the whore back to her car, tell the driver the pain is due to her period that’s just started, and it’s nothing to worry about.’
Ez nodded and quickly moved Emily from the scene, not daring to speak a word incase he got the same treatment.
You spun around and thanked heavens that Gilly had taken Rio inside, although you knew the Mayan would be pissed that he missed the altercation.
‘Damn Mamas you got some claws!’ Taza was the first to break the silence, beaming at you and your display of violence. You pulled into his embrace and chuckled.
‘Yeah it was kinda hot seeing you all angry’
Of course Coco was the one to turn it into a dirty joke. All the guys gathered round you and starting joking about you joining UFC.
But one man was quiet, too quiet. Bishop was yet to move a muscle let alone say anything, you worried it was too much and that your outburst made him change his mind.
The guys followed your eyes to the president behind them.
‘Let’s go inside and check on Rio, yeah guys?’
Riz encouraged the guys to move, catching on that you needed a moment alone with their president.
‘Bishop I’m so sorry about that, I just freaked when I saw Rio on the floor, I know this probably fucks things up with Galindo. And I get it if you take back what you said inside, it’s just I—‘ you were stopped short by a pair of lips on yours, you took a few seconds or realise they were Bishop’s, you moved your lips in sync with his and after what felt like a lifetime you pulled away for air.
‘I guess I gotta make you mine to watch over you now. Can’t have to terrorising the streets with the this can I?’ He joked whilst holding up Rio’s now fully snapped board
‘You still wanna be with me after that?’
‘Yeah I do because I’m in love with you.’
You melted right there on the spot, you laughed a little at your previous panic.
He leant in close to whisper in your ear
‘Plus Coco was right, it was fucking hot.’
You groaned and palmed his chest playfully. You finally had it, a perfect little family, it was about time. You went back to kissing Bishop and at this moment nothing could go wrong.
‘Hey, my board! What the hell Mom!’
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hopesangelsprite · 4 years
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Sin City | KSJ (1/?)
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Pairing: Demon!Receptionist!Seokjin x Reader
Summary: In a world were angels and demons co-exist with humans, an angel meets the most beautiful yet dangerous demon in the world... her brother’s bestfriend. (Slight crack tbh)
There were three kinds of people in this world:
Angels. Demons. And Humans.
Angels were pure-hearted, kind souls who spent their days bringing joy and purpose to peoples’ lives. They were generous and caring, but, most importantly, they were accepting. No matter who or what you were, they didn’t care. They loved you all the same.
Demons, however, were opposites of Angels. They were known for causing mischief and discord. The nights and shadowy places were where they thrived the most. They were top-notch manipulators, whispering lies and truths here and there. Making it impossible to tell which was which.
Humans were just… in between. They were neither good nor bad. They could be moral when they wanted to be, but if they wanted something and you stood in their way, they proved to be incredibly ruthless. The lives of Humans tended to be influenced by the people they lived with. A Human, who was around more angelic folk, was more compassionate and benign. Humans who held the company of the more demonic sort were mostly cruel and malevolent.
Cadence King was born a pureblooded Angel to Nicolai and Charity King during the Winter Solstice of 2002. Unlike her dark-haired and brown-eyed parents, she had snow-white curls and mismatched blue and green eyes. Her mother, who had been told that she was physically incapable of bearing a child and thought that her caring Cadence was a miracle from Heaven above, was ecstatic when she held her tiny baby girl for the first time. The couple vowed to raise her as lovingly as they possibly could.
And they did… until a fateful summers night in Daegu stole them away from this world. Mr. and Mrs. King had been killed in a mugging, leaving poor little Cadence orphaned and alone on the night of her fifth birthday. There were no living relatives to take her in, so she was placed into foster care with the Min family.
The Mins were a four people family that consisted of Mr. Min, Mrs. Min, and their sons, Junki and Yoongi. Although the Mins were Demons, they accepted Cadence into their family and treated her like she was their own. Junki and Yoongi, who were 17 and 15 at the time, watched over her as overprotective brothers tend to do. They taught her all kinds of Martial Arts and made sure that she was able to defend herself when it was time for them to leave for college a few years later.
Mr. and Mrs. Min focused all of their time and resources on Cadence’s training and studies after their youngest son, Yoongi, left to study music in the city. They raised her to be a responsible and thoughtful child. She was obedient, kind, and beloved by all who knew her. As she grew older, she remained well-mannered and intelligent. Soon, it would be time for her to leave home just as her brothers before her had.
* TIME SKIP TO PRESENT DAY / THE REST OF THE STORY WILL BE IN CADENCE’S POV *
I stared out the train’s large window in boredom. Trees and meadows passed by in green blurs as we zoomed through the countryside. Earlier this morning, my mother and father had helped me finish packing my suitcases and put me on the train with sweet goodbye, from my mom, and a stern ‘be careful’, from my dad. I had finally turned 18 a week ago, and mom and dad made a phone call to Yoongi asking if I would be able to stay with him in Seoul. He’d agreed and now I was 15 minutes away from seeing the brother I hadn’t seen in 10 years. Yoongi had left on bad terms and he promised to stay away until he was ready to come home. Yoongi was always good at keeping his promises.
I sighed before unlocking my phone and checking my recent messages. As usual, they were filled with threats from my crazy ex I’d dated when I was 16. It started pretty well until he hit me. He promised he’d never do it again, but he did over and over and over again. After the eighth time, I left him for good and told him that if he ever came near again, he’d have my brothers to deal with. He stayed away physically but continued to threaten me to come back to him.
“Ladies and Gentlemen, we’ll be arriving at Seoul National Station in five minutes. I repeat, five minutes.”, the voice of the elderly conductor informed from above. As if on cue, a message from Yoongi came through saying that he wouldn’t be picking me up because of his daily 3:45 nap. I rolled my eyes and began readying myself for the exit soon to come.
Within the next ten minutes, I was in a cab on my way to Yoongi’s. The city of Seoul was beautiful and diverse in many ways. Groups of Angels, Demons, and Humans socialized amongst each other peacefully. Street performers attracted cheering crowds and healthy tips. Food trucks and venues filled areas with delicious smells and dishes. A small bit of happiness filled my chest. This was my new home!
Soon the cab stopped at a luxury condo in the heart of the city. After paying my fare, I collected my things and made my way inside. At the front desk, a beautiful receptionist sat quietly clicking on the keys of his keyboard. I walked to the desk causing him to lift his head and display a million-dollar smile. “Hello, love. Welcome to Seoul Condominiums, how may I help you today?”, he inquired in a velvety voice. “Hi… Seokjin! I-I’m here to see my brother Min Yoongi.”, I responded softly after reading his nametag receiving a nod from him.
He picked up a sleek black phone from the desk and, after punching in a few numbers, put it to his ear. After a short wait, he spoke into the phone. “Hello, Mr. Min!... Your sister is here to see you. Shall I send her up?... Of course, Mr. Min.”, he spoke. Giving me a bright smile, he put the phone back and smiled. “Up you go, love. He’s in suite 777.”, he informed before helping me into the elevator. After a short ride, I found myself in front of a door that had the number ‘777’ in beautiful gold font displayed on it. I knocked but received no answer. I raised my hand to knock again, but as soon as my fist collided with the door, it slightly opened.
I frowned in confusion and worry before opening it fully and dragging my luggage in. I looked around in the beautifully furnished condo, hoping to catch a glimpse of my older brother. “Hello? Yoongi? Where are you?!”, I called out whilst taking a step forward. The hairs on my neck stood to attention and adrenaline filled my veins. I quickly sidestepped, narrowly avoiding being tackled by a dark hooded figure. I dropped to the ground and put my knee on the person’s chest before unmasking them.
Underneath me laid a very pale and very proud male. “Looks like you maintained your training pretty well, little one.”, Yoongi drawled out in a voice that I didn’t recognize. I stood and assisted him in getting to his feet before taking his face in my hands. I gazed at the boy who used to have chubby cheeks and horrible acne. Now his face was strong and defined with pale, clear skin. He was a bit taller, too.
“Who are you and what have you done with my Yoonie?”, I asked with a soft smile. He chuckled before pulling me into a warm hug. “I missed you too, little one.”, he cooed. I sighed with content before pulling away smacking his arm and glaring. “Don’t ever try to scare me again. I could’ve hurt you, bro.”, I demanded causing him to chuckle and roll his eyes.
After picking up my luggage for me and leading to my new room, Yoongi helped me unpack my stuff. It went relatively fast mostly because I didn’t have a lot of stuff. I sat on my bed and looked around. The room was twice as large as my old bedroom with a connecting bathroom. Yoongi had had it painted baby blue, and he’d personally hung little cotton clouds from the ceiling that glowed a soft blue. He’d gotten me a large California King canopy bed with white curtains and a blue bed set to match the walls. He’d even installed Tik Tok lights!
“You did this all on your own?”, I asked. He nodded and sat in the hanging egg chair across from my bed. “I had a little help from a friend with choosing the color scheme, but it was mostly me. I don’t know if mom and dad told you this, but I’m gonna spoil the hell out of you here. Just a small warning before.”, he spoke proudly. I chuckled and nodded.
Suddenly, a familiar voice called out, “Come out, you sleepy bastard! I brought you food that I slaved over, so you better be hungry.”. Yoongi stood and pulled me up afterward before dragging me into the spacious living area. There stood the handsome receptionist from earlier. Instead of his work attire, he was dressed in black ripped jeans and a pastel pink button up. His hair had changed, too. The blonde tresses had been transformed from a sleek and elegant look to messy bangs that screamed danger.
Upon our entrance, he glared at Yoongi. “There you are! Boy, do I have words for you. Did you make your sister carry all that heavy shit from the train station?! I know damn good and well I raised a gentleman and most definitely not a fool!”, he raved angrily. Yoongi muttered something along the lines of ‘loud-mouth ass’ causing the blonde to pause his rant and look at Yoongi with wild and incredulous eyes. “Did… did you just BACKTALK ME?!! AH HELL NAH! UH UH! NO! NOT TODAY! I’M FINNA WHOOP YO ASS RIGHT NOW!!!”, he snapped before setting the bags down and lunging at my brother.
I stepped aside and watched as he put my brother in a chokehold whilst pulling his hair. “Cadence! Help! Me!”, Yoongi managed to choke out causing his attacker to look around until his eyes met mine. He paused before dropping my brother and approaching me. “I’m so sorry you had to witness that, love! I’m Seokjin, by the way. Welcome to Sin City on behalf of me! Let’s have lunch together sometime!”, he spoke before reaching down to grasp my hand before pressing a kiss to it.
What the actual fuck had I gotten myself into?
(A/N):
Should I turn this into a series? Lemme know if I should!! Please like, share, and comment your thoughts!
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getitinbusan · 4 years
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97 Line :
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Jungkook finally gets a night off to hang out with his friends. Fluffy, Smutty One Shot.
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Jungkook was trying not to let his nerves get the better of him.
Coming back from tour he finally had some downtime and was looking forward to going to the club. It wasn’t just spending time with friends he didn’t see very often, it was getting to see you again.
97 Line Group Chat:
Bam Bam: We’ll be pre-gaming at my place and then heading to the club. I’m bringing Yugyeom, Jackson and his girlfriend and her friend Y/N so Jungkook you’d better be prepared.
Jungkook: You’re sure she’s coming? I haven’t seen her in months. Do you think she remembers me?
Mingyu: I know she doesn’t like me, I tried hitting on her 2 weeks ago and she shot me down. Good luck my friend.
Bam Bam: Jackson says she asks about you all the time. Pretty sure she has a crush on you JK.
Jungkook: Ahhh, I’m so nervous. You all better be good wing men tonight.
Yugyeom: I’ll make sure she has a few extra drinks before we go😉
Mingyu: So 11pm?
Bam Bam: Yep
Jungkook: Let’s Get it
Private Text:
Jungkook: Please make sure Yugyeom doesn’t get her drunk, I like this girl…a lot.
Bam Bam: I’ll watch him.
It was about 10:30 and the meal had just arrived. Jimin always ate fast but Taehyung liked to take his time.
Jungkook sat impatiently knowing it would take at least 20 minutes to get to the club.
What if someone else caught your eye? What if you got too drunk?
Jimin couldn’t stop laughing, “JK, how could she not like you? Just relax.”
Taehyung chewed slowly, “I’m not leaving food on my plate so you’ll just have to wait.”
Taking that as a challenge Jungkook reached over and grabbed his garlic bread shoving it in his mouth.
“I hope your happy, now we’re late and I have gross breath.”
Breathing deeply he got out of the cab. He’d thought about this night for weeks, did he look okay? Was his cologne too much? Did it even matter? You probably weren't even into him.
The door opened and he could feel the pulsing bass through his body, the lights and fog were immediately disorienting.
Was everyone already here or did he have to wait longer to see you?
Walking to the bar the three of them ordered  drinks and started to look around for the rest of the group.
We are bulletproof began playing and the dance floor went crazy. Jungkook felt a surge of pride that everyone was feeling it, he hoped you were here to see.
His eyes skimmed over the crowd, there you were.
At the front dancing, you spotted him too. Pointing directly at him and coming closer you sang in time, “The name is Jungkook, my scale is nationwide.”
He couldn’t help but laugh as you approached singing his own lines to him. God he wanted to kiss you. You kept singing and dancing in front of him until the song was over.
“Hello Jungkook.” spilled from your lips as you smiled. “I was hoping I’d see you tonight, it’s been too long.”
Should he? He put his arm around you in a makeshift hug, “I’m really glad you’re here.”
Yugyeom appeared, slipping in between you he handed you both a shot.
"To friendship", he toasted.
Your glasses clicked in cheers and the shots were downed quickly.
Bam Bam's voice rose over the crowd, "Let’s VIP room!"
“Are you coming Y/N?”
You looked around the room, “I don’t know where Jackson and Y/F/N are, I’ll come after I find them.”
Shit did he just blow it?
“Ok, I guess I’ll see you in a bit”
Walking in seperate directions Jungkook felt his heart drop, he was sure you didn’t see him as more than a friend.
Monitoring the time closely it was a least 45 mins later when you appeared in the VIP with Yugyeom by your side.
Stopping at the bar you were both laughing while taking another shot.
"What an asshole," Jungkook muttered under his breath.
You perused the room until you saw him sitting there frowning. When your eyes locked he managed a smile but what little confidence he’d walked in with was gone.
The waitress followed behind you with several shot glasses and bottles meeting the group at the table.
“Shots for everyone!” Yugyeom called out.
Everyone grabbed one and cheersed, except Jungkook. Feeling tipsy you decided to leverage your liquid courage and take the lead.
“Come dance with me Kookie.”
Off to the side, Yugyeom made drinking motions and threw Jungkook a thumbs up.
Following you to the floor he was hesitant. He wanted nothing more than to be pressed against you but didn't want to take advantage of your state.
“Don’t be afraid to touch me Guk, this is just dancing, we don’t need formalities.”
It was now or never, if he didn’t make a move he’d end up back on tour masturbating to thoughts of how he’d feel inside you.
Wrapping his arms around your waist he pulled you in until your bodies were pressed together. Face to face he stared into your eyes.
“You know I like you right?” he whispered.
“I do,” you grinned, “Do you know how badly I want you Jungkook?”
He started blushing, “I guess I do now."
You began moving with the music, hands exploring each other, trying to make up for lost time.
Turning your back to him you pressed your ass into his crotch swaying to the music. Moving up and down grinding into him you could feel his bulge growing.
Closing his eyes he imagined you doing this in bed. He couldn’t control his erection so he subtly tucked himself into his waistband.
Turning to face him, your hands wandered, moving under his shirt your fingertips traced his abs. Continuing your path you dragged them lower feeling the tip of his cock sticking out his pants. It was so smooth and hard you just wanted it in you.
His mouth came crashing down on yours like he couldn’t wait a second longer. His fingers were in your hair, your head was back and your tongues met in a soft sensual dance.
It felt so good to finally break the anticipation but the taste of liquor was distracting.
How much have you had to drink, was this taking advantage of the situation?
“Jungkook, I’d like to leave with you if that’s ok?”
He nodded in agreement.
“I’ll be back in a minute i’m going to let Y/F/N know we're leaving.”
The minute you walked away Yugyeom approached Jungkook.
“You can thank me later, she’s had at least 10 shots and you can probably do whatever you want with her tonight.”
Shit, there was no way taking you home was the right thing to do. Disappointed and upset Jungkook went outside to clear his head.
He’d waited so long for this night and now you’d only kissed him because you were drunk.
Maybe he should just leave? Sitting alone on the steps outside of the club Jungkook was internally wrestling his desires against his morals.
You looked around the club and couldn’t find him anywhere. Fuck, maybe you’d been too forward with him. You knew Jungkook was a gentleman and now you were cursing yourself for coming on to him so strongly.
You’d already told everyone you were leaving so you might as well just head home. It had been weeks of anticipation for tonight, you were finally going to make your move and now it was ruined.
How did you even fool yourself into thinking that Jeon Jungkook could be interested in you 
Opening the door into the cool night air you found him sitting by himself.
“Hey Guk, I’m sorry if I scared you off.”
You sat down beside him, "I’ve just been fantasizing how this night would play out for a  long time and I got carried away."
He looked at you and reached for your hand.
"Do you really like me? I’m worried that the alcohol is making think you want me more than you really do.”
You couldn’t help but laugh out loud. “Jungkook I think I can handle my liquor a little, I’m no lightweight”
“Yugyeom said he was giving you shots all night?”
You rolled your eyes, “Yugyeom is a dick, he told me he liked me and kept trying to hit on me a while ago. I gave away most of the drinks he bought me because I figured he was trying to get me into bed.”
His thumb rubbed the back of your hand, “So you’re not really drunk?”
You leaned in and kissed his cheek, “Jungkook I’ve had my sights set on you for months, I didn’t want anything to ruin tonight. This has all been planned since I knew you’d be coming here...right down to my lingerie.”
That was all he needed, his lips found yours again and you were immediately lost in each others lust.
The Uber pulled up and honked, startling you when you failed to notice its arrival.
“Who’s place is closer?”
“Too many people at my place,” he moaned. “I don’t want to have to be quiet, can we go to yours?”
Pulling up to your complex Jungkook led you out of the car and up to the door. Digging through your purse you couldn’t find the keys. growing impatient he latched on to your neck and dragged long deep suctioned kisses over your collarbone.
“You’re distracting me Guk, fuck we need to get inside!”
Finally locating them you made it into your apartment and clothes immediately began coming off.
“Bedroom?”
“That way”
Refusing to break contact you fumbled your way towards your room. Once in the door you steadied your feet as he halted the make out session. He cupped your chin and tilted your head to look at him.
“I need you to know how much I like you. I’ve thought about you for months, I've imagined being with you... it kept me going when I was lonely on tour.”
He slowly took off the dress you were wearing and revealed the lingerie you’d bought just for his eyes.
“Fuck, so much better than my fantasies”
Blushing your eyes took in his bulging cock. His black Calvin Kleins were straining to contain his erection.
“Kookie, do you know how many of your damn V-Lives I’ve watched just so I could see you?” 
He ran his hands up your arms and reaching around, unclasped your bra.
Tangling his hand in your hair he kissed you, hard. He moved his lips inch by inch lower and lower stopping at your breasts, kneading and sucking until you were moaning under his ministrations.
Lower again down your stomach, down your abdomen until he got to your clit.
Stopping there he sucked deliberately light enough to tease you, coaxing the juices from your already wet entrance.
Softly pushing into you with his tongue he moaned, “you taste so good, you’re so beautiful”
Your legs shook, struggling to stay on your feet while your body felt like it was floating. You held tight onto his shoulders as he spread your folds and twisted his finger inside you.
“Maybe you should lay down.”
He guided you backwards to the bed, laying you down so your knees were bent over the edge.
“Do you want to cum like this? Should I keep going?”
You could barely find your voice, “please keep going.”
He moved back in, two curled fingers dragging against your soft spot and his tongue flicking your clit relentlessly. It only took a minute to have you hyperventilating. Repeating his name you came on his lips.
He gave you a moment just to be still and catch your breath as he placed small kisses on the insides of your thighs.
“Are you ok?”
“I’m so much better than ok.”
He got up from his knees and you sat up, face to face with his six pack. Sucking red marks onto his abs you hooked your fingers into his underwear. Slowly you pulled them down exposing him bit by bit lowering your mouth with them until you’d taken him all in.
You could hear him slowly releasing his breath as you slid back up to the tip. Popping him out of your mouth you looked up at his face.
“I can’t believe you’re real Jungkook, you are so incredibly perfect.”
He reached down placing his hand on your cheek and smiled.
Putting him back in your mouth you began sucking him until he was hitting the back of your throat. His hand slid from your cheek to the back of your head where he grabbed your hair and pulled slightly.
Moaning at the tension, he clutched it harder, angeling your mouth to make it easier to thrust into.
His hips picked up speed and he was about to cum when he stopped completely.
He held your head still while his cock sat in the back of your throat cutting off your air.
“Don’t move, please don’t move, I don’t want to cum yet”
When he was under control he pulled himself away from you.
“I want you so badly you can’t possibly even know. I just want to fuck you so hard and fill you up until you’re screaming my name... but I’m not going to do that.”
Confused and waiting for an explanation, you moved up the bed to lean on the pillows. Crawling up to lay beside you, his rock hard cock pressed into your leg.
He kissed you, “I only have one chance to be with you for the first time and I want to make love to you."
He kissed you for what felt like an eternity, until you both reached the euphoric feeling of seeing stars in the black void of a blissed out mind.
He moved on top of you until he was positioned at your entrance. Looking you in the eyes he pushed slowly while watching your face for discomfort.
Finding nothing but pleasure in your reactions, he began moving himself, rolling his hips into you.
Neither of you could control your sounds and you found yourselves sweaty and moaning in an act of pure ecstasy.
Bringing your legs up around him his cock hit you over and over rubbing your g spot while his pubic bone rubbed over your clit with each stroke.
Picking up his speed he was reaching his high.
"Can I cum in you Y/N”
Pulling his hair you came for a second time.
“Yes, Yes, Kookie…please."
You could feel the spurts of his release spill inside you before he collapsed on top of you.
Holding onto each other, you rested. Post coital quiet took over the room as you lay trying to regain your strength.
His phone suddenly broke the silence, going off with incessant notifications. He snuggled closer into you not moving to look.
"Just check it already Jungkook it's making me crazy. What if something's wrong?”
97 Line Group Chat:
Bam Bam: JK? Where did you go?? Lol, hope you’re having fun brother.
Mingyu: I can’t believe she’d pick you over me, I’m way better looking. Must be your money.
Yugyeom: You're welcome, I had to get her good and drunk before she’d consider going home with you.
Jungkook: You guys can just shut the fuck up. Have some respect for Y/N.
Bam Bam: It’s…
Mingyu: About…
Yugyeom: Time…
Jungkook: How long did it take all of you to plan that clever response?
Jungkook: You’re all assholes.
Jungkook: Stop texting me.
Jungkook: I'm busy.
Jungkook: WITH MY GIRLRIEND.
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4-27-21 The end of a 12 day shift
4:22 a.m. I woke up at 4 a.m. but I stayed laid down thinking about all the things I needed to do. Pack a bag (I’m going to spend the night with Dani...well nights) cut my hair, and, manicure myself. I also have to prepare myself for work. “Shit, what am I packing” I exclaimed to the still air. Sometimes it’s weird when nobody is there ie; my children my mother. Dani sent a text “Good Morning my Love”...Ditto.
5:21 a.m. I leave the house...too late to go to McDonald’s to get 2 round egg and cheese biscuits and a large sweet tea with a little bit of ice. But my addiction to cigarettes does lead me to 7-11 to get a pack, even though I’m running late for work.
Frustration #1 So the cashier that’s normally there, ain’t there, thank goodness, however it’s a new guy...not new but not the normal early shift guy. He’s slow, I’m late, and there are many amigos in line. “Newport 100 box brother”....quick exchange and we are done. So in this instance it’s truly not an outside frustration...it’s me that’s frustrated that I am compelled to go to this job, just to make money, so I can maintain food, shelter and clothing for my loved ones. I’m a slave, all of these things should be free. I’m getting under compensated and overpaying for living....yes...just for living.
5:50 a.m. Work. It’s Tuesday...my Friday. I’m exhausted already, pained to be at this workhouse/plantation, anticipating the days end (I’m going to meet Dani). As I walk up and get settled in my work station, the jones (talking shit) begins..”You on the phone?” says my short bus patron co-worker...I head nod to confirm his thought. He still finds a way to come over to me to draw my energy which sooo many people seem to do as of late. “You be proper as shit when you’re on the phone...then gangsta as shit when you get off”...says the man that just two weeks ago hurled words that would provoke me to smack him with the bricks I call my hands on the street...but we was at work, so it’s a bunch of bullshit he’s spewing. I laughed, “It’s true brother, I am proper on the phone with my lady!” What he doesn’t know is that when I’m relaxed, I’m proper, shit I’ve studied this language so much, I’ve mastered it...so I use it. You can only go as far as your thoughts take you...so if you have a limited vocabulary that’s how far you’re going. I know I know, it’s the white mans language, but I’m from here, and it’s the only language I’m well versed in. Espanol...un pocito!!
7:00 a.m. The arrival of Omar. My friend. We are almost 30 years in as friends. “What’s up big guy” he says...”What’s up O” says me. We are both strong headed men, and about the only two people at this job that are not afraid to lose it. That characteristic trait sets us apart from the sheep at this place that are scared to speak up for themselves, instead for some of them, we will speak up. Do me and O bump heads...hell yeah. But we’ve come to a point where we can gauge each other...and we now know when and how to stay away from each other, with no hard feelings. One time we were arguing at work, a dude came to try to calm us down, we simultaneously shut that nigga down...and retired outside to squash it. Work ensues...
12:00 p.m. After Lunch. I was called in the office. Ok I fudged some numbers on the diesel gas pump for the buses I service...a couple of buses mileage was off. Who cares right? The supervisor does...Dave. He’s an older white guy that is accustomed to talking to black men any way he wants. Not me though...our first run in was our last. “LARRY to the office” on the loud speaker he says. I go... and he starts to raise his voice as if I were a child.
Frustration #2 Although this instance didn’t happen on this day, I’m getting frustrated by merely thinking about it. When Dave gets to yelling (mind you this is the 2nd of two caucasian supervisors I’ve ever had, I’m 45) all I hear is the “Blah Blah Blah...aggression aggression aggression”...I meet aggression with aggression...I don’t fight fire fire with fire...I fight fire with water. “Dave, when you raise your voice at me, I can’t hear you, AND all I get is angry.” He quickly stopped, apologized and let me calmly know what the ailment was. Nonetheless on this day, I got called in the office, informed about the challenge and I said I would fix it. He went on this soliloquy as to how and why it needs to fixed. I’m smarter than him, but I get paid less...I already knew how to solve the problem. It gives me hives, listening to idiots...
2:30 p.m. The Anticipation of Dani. I’m off work...my anxiety is on 100...I’m not having a good day, but I’m going straight to Dani...I miss her, but I’m anxious about sex...we haven’t done that yet. I rush to her, she gets off at 2:45, but she’s 45 mins away in Baltimore, and I don’t want her to be waiting too long. “What’s up babe...how was your day” says she, whilst on the speakerphone in my car. I’m completely honest with her “I’m not having a good day.” Now I don’t want to not have a good day, shit I’m about to see her, my love, my buxom enchantress, but I must be real and honest...it’s the basis of our relationship. I get there.
3:30 p.m. Dani and the food reviewer “Big Schlim.” I arrive, a hug and kiss ensued, we are both exhausted but glad to be in each other’s presence. “How was your day Dani?” “It was ok” she said and then goes in on the length of her time at work and how she was amped to get out of there (anytime you feels this way about employment, it’s definitely slave work). Normally I already have a spot that I want to go review, today I didn’t. Soooo off to MyMammasVegan to get them delicious ass honey ol bay fried cauliflower bites. In the intern I’ll figure out what we will be eating. As we rode, my guard was let down, I don’t have to defend myself with her, she is a part of my solace. We got the bites, we went to the spot, we people watched and joned on folks...laughter and her...got me through. Let’s go home...
I forgot to mention Friends...how many of us have them. Malika...well..here’s the text I sent... Good Day Malika. I truly hope that you are in a harmonious space to receive and wholeheartedly digest this message. I’ll start by saying that I love you, and I am honored to truly call you and think of you as a real friend.
I’m sending this message to set up some boundaries for me, with you. I will no longer accept you yelling at me out of frustration. I will no longer accept you hanging up the phone abruptly out of frustration. As a long time friend I expect support for my endeavors. A like, a share, a comment on the new ventures I have, are simple but effective gestures to show support and cost nothing. I noticed, a while back, that the things I was posting on my IG pages were getting no support from you. That was truly disappointing. Even the IKEA post that you called me about wasn’t liked by you, and if you truly read it, you would’ve known what that “Pink Shit” was. That call you made to me also showed a complete disregard for my schedule. I’ve relayed to you several times that I work the early morning hours...and you seem to “forget” or you just simply don’t care. Also...for the last 4 years I’ve noticed a pattern amongst my “friends”....none of you know my children. Initially I was riddled with guilt behind this, thinking that was on ME to bring them around more often. But wait a minute...you know where I live, I’ve had the same number for years, at ANY time you could’ve called and came by to chill with them...do ANYTHING with them (pre Covid). They’ve received nothing from you...nothing....your occasional presence is free. They are almost 15 and if they see you on the street...they won’t know you...and that’s not on me. I sat back and waited to see what was going to happen...nothing. So Malika, I must set up some healthy boundaries with you, these behaviors for you hurt me, and I will no longer allow that to happen, especially to my children who don’t know you for real. Ian remaining your lifelong friend...period....I ask you to respect me in the aforementioned manner going forward, and this text is not meant for you to rebuttal, it’s for you to know, and for me to release. Thank you for being around for 30.
6:30’ish Home. Dani’s House. We finally arrived. This is where I end. Me and her at home are private...I just know that I’m meant to be with her...my wife.
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Exchange student modern au jon pertwee x reader: Studying abroad
Notes: reader is a student from the netherlands she's 20 years old (jon is 24) and goes to england to studdy. She goes to frensham heights school and meets there jon pertwee as her asigned student for the year. It may not all be acurate but please enjoy reading jon lives in rowledge (this is an au and probably not completly acurate)
Words : 2488
Warnings : bullying, cursing
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Y/n was working on her degree in (prefred feeld). Her year of studying concidered also of studying one year abroad, she was extremly exited about it
"Do you have everything dear?"
"I think i do don't worry mom everything will be alright"
"Alright just wanted to make sure, here is your ticket for the train"
"Thanks mom" She hugged her " once i arive i'll call alright
"Alright, take care my dear "
"Take care mom" y/n ran to the train while waving "bye!"
"Bye sweetheart!!"
The wissel went off and a few seconds later the train started to move she kept waving at her mom, once she was out sight y/n sat down it was going to be a long ride.
She had to get from the netherlands to belgium to France and then to London england but she had brought some stuff to sketch a bit the ride was about 7 u 47 min.
Y/n drew the landscape around her sketching with difrent kind of colors
Finaly after almost 8 hours the train had finaly arived, packing everything back up y/n grabed all her things and got out
She had to wait for an other train to frensham cause there was the school she had to go to
Once the train had arived to bring her to frensham y/n sat down again it was going to be about an other 2 hours oh wel she thought its better than biking everywhere.
Late that afternoon y/n finaly arived at frensham heights school the princable greated her " Ah you must be y/n y/l/n" he shook her hand
"Yes thats me" she smiled
"I hope the ride went wel here"
"Oh yes it did everything went alright and the trains were on time"
"Good, you will be staying at a room for one night and tomorow you wil go back home with one of the students he has already been informed of your stay"
"Alright great" she picked up her suit case "please show me the way" about 30 minuts later y/n was seteled in the room, she wasn't going to pack out everything also because of tomorow. She grabed her phone and dialed her mothers number
"Hey mom"
"Hey sweetheart have you arived?"
"Yes i got here about 30 minuts ago and im now in my room where i stay for the night"
"Oh for the night? I thought you would stay there for the whole year"
"I do but they informed me that i would stay with a student for the year"
"Do you know who it is?"
"Not yet they will tell me tomorow"
"Alright wel i don't have to worry about you your 20 years old dear"
"I know mom its fine really, Anyway i should be going i have class at 9 tomorow"
"Alright sweetheart sleep wel"
"Night mom" She hang up And placed the phone on the bedsite table "wel Its time to sleep" she grabed her pyjama out her lugage and put it on, then she went under the blankets and went to sleep
*time skip to 8 o'clock next morning*
Y/n got out of bed and started to dress her self breakfast was waiting then she left her room to eat
"Good morning sir"
"Ah good morning y/n did you sleep wel?"
"Oh yes i did "
"Good im glad to hear that, breakfast is waiting for you it might be difrent from what you normaly eat"
"Oh thats alright im not making a big hassle out of it as long as it is bread its fine"
"Alright then once school starts you will be inform who you wil stay with"
"Thank you, see you later sir"
*skip to 9 o'clock*
Everyone had sit down for class and y/n walked in with the teacher
"Good morning everyone we got a new class mate she is an Exchange student from the netherlands please introduce yourself" the teacher stept aside
"Hi im y/n y/l/n and i hope we will have a Nice year with echoter im really looking forward to it"
"Good miss y/l/n do you know yet who you are going to stay with this year?
"not yet im suposed to get the info today"
"Alright the student you wil be paired with is mr pertwee" the teacher pointed at a guy with big grayish blue eyes dark brown wavy hair and he was wearing a school uniform "you can sit right next to him "
"Alright thank you sir" y/n sat next to mr pertwee
"Hi my name is jon its Nice to meet you y/n "
"Like wise"
"Please grab your english books and turn to page 45"
The day went by fast
"Oh now i don't know who im going to stay with this whole year"
"Y/n You are staying with us"
"Oh... we i guese that we should get my stuff then "
"Good idea, please lead the way" jon grined
"Here is everything"
"Three suitcases and a bag i have seen girls who brought more"
"Oh wel that doesn't really mater i only brought things that i would need, and i got my school uniform today"
"Ah i see, we should go i bet my aunt is waiting for us"
"Alright lets go" They grabed everything and went out
Once they arived home they went up the stairs jon opend the door
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"This will be your room for the upcoming year"
"Oh its absolutly wonderfull" she looked around on the otherside of the room stood a desk and a big closet
"The bathroom is down the hall first door on the left, i leave you be so that you can settle your stuff"
"Alright thanks jon i'll be down in an hour"
Finaly an hour later y/n was done with packing out and placing everything in the right place , then there was a knok at the door
"Yes?"
"Hey y/n I just came to tell you that dinner is ready "
"Oh thanks jon im coming with you" she stood up and followed him
Y/n sat next to him at the table "jon i have a question, um where are your parents? "
"They devorced and they don't want anything to do with me anymore so i moved in with my aunt"
"Im so sorry jon i din't know"
"Its fine y/n don't worry" he smiled softly
"Hello everybody!" Came a voice from the front door
"Hi bill, y/n This is bill my cousin"
"Nice to meet you" she shook his hand
"Like whise"
After dinner Everyone went to bed early to get a good night of sleep, the next day was going to be a long day
*time skip to four months later because im to lazy *
"What lessons do we have today ?"
"Um english, biolgy, art , music, history and french
" and Tomorow ?"
Mathematics, science, sport and geography
"Alright noted"
Once they arived at school they went to their class room
"You go in jon i need to check something"
"Alright"
"Well wel wel if it isnt the Exchange student" y/n turned around and looked at a girl and there where two more behind her , y/n knew her of course she had been there already for four months
"what do you want erica" (Im sorry if it is your name you can change it if you want)
"Oh don't try to be all smart and stuff you know what i want and don't think you get a chance with jon, he's one of the best looking boys in the school and he will be mine"
"Honestly i don't mind i only stay at his place, in 6 months i'll be going back home"
"Good because he wil never like a whore like you, now bye" she fliped her long blond hair over her shoulder and walked away while her friends followed while snikering
Y/n signed and looked down "he's just a Friend Anyway" she mumbled while walking back to class
Once she was back in class she sat down next to him "what took you so long" he wispered
"Sorry i could't find my book" it was a lie of course, y/n doesn't want to talk about the struggels she's having with erica, and stuppid enough she's in the same class as her so she always has to look at that dumb face
Y/n Her thought were stoped by what the teacher was saying "as we all know we have a ball at the end of the year and because its you guys last year here you get to decided the theme of the party"
Erica raised her hand "Oh what about a party with lots of alcohol" she grined
"No erica alcohol will not be tolareated" said the teacher
"Whats the fun then if there is no alcohol tsjk" she scold
"Sir what about an all decade event everybody can dress up from the 40s thill now, difrent food will be served and all kinds of music will be played"
"Thats a Nice idea miss y/l/n" People around the room agreed with her idea
"Tsk sounds boring" erica said and her friends agreed
Y/n got angry but calmed her self down "wel if you think its boring please come with a better idea im curious to hear it" she said with a smile, erica went quiet and turned away
"Alright then its setteled this will be the theme of our ball it will be held 6 months from now"
*skip to the end of the day*
*sigh* "im glad this day is over" y/n sat down on the coutch
"Me to" there was a pauze between them "you know y/n Im really proud of you how you handeld yourself in class
"Thanks jon"
"Are you ok?"
"Oh yes i am, im just tired" she stood up
"What Are you going to do? "
"I have to call my mom to sent some of my stuff over for the party"
"Alright im going to make dinner"
Y/n went upstairs and called her mom "hi mom"
"Hi sweetheart Hows everything going ?"
"Everything is fine ..... mom i was wondering if you could sent some stuff over here"
"Sure thing what do you need?"
Could you pack my hair curler some of my make up, my black evening dress with glitters, my 1930s evening coat, the silver high heels i bought with the dress a and the ear rings and necklace i got from grandma ?"
"Sure thing i will sent it in a big box anything ells?"
"Oh yes my trolley i have to take my stuff back home as wel so thats the best idea i guese"
"Alright i noted it i will look everything up And sent it to you"
"Thanks mom love you got to go now"
"Love you to sweetheart speek to you later"
"Bye" she hang up And went back downstairs to eat.
About a month later everything had arived that she would need to dress up
*time skip to 4 months and 20 days later*
The bulying got worse and worse, y/n had been atacked, spit on and called names but never had she imagined that jon would go to the dance with erica.
She had done her hair but stoped with everything els it just wasn't worth it she would rather stay here at home, jon already left a bit sad by the news y/n don't want to atend
*knok knok* the door opend "hey y/n?"
"Oh hi bill"
"Whats wrong"
"Jon has gone out with somone wich i din't expect him to go with"
"Who?"
"That stuppid bitch Erica"
"Really with her? Goodness i expected better from him"
"Me to" she sniffed
"Hey don't give up now there is still a chance come on get dressed chop chop"
"Are you sure I mean..."
"Yes 100% sure you are way more pretty than her come on "
"Alright if you say so.... but how am i going to get there?"
"I have a car"
"Alright give me 30 minuts" y/n started to get dressed put on her necklace, ear rings and shoes she then did her make up, she grabed her long coat and walked out.
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She opend the door and heared a car horn
"Hey y/n over here" it was bill he sat in a old black vintage car "here is your ride my lady"
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"Why thank you kind sir, lets go" she steped in and sat down
Bill started the car up And drove away
"Thank you so mutch for the help i really need that"
"Its nothig everything for a friend, now come on lets go i also have a date"
Everything was nicely decorated and music was playing, people were dressed up in all Difrent kind of dresses and suits, a table stood against the wall where there wer all Difrent kinds of food it looked all So good
"Look there is jon"
"Alright thanks bill" she hugged him and walked to jon who was dancing with erica, people looked at her as she walked acros the dance floor she tapped his shoulder "hey jon"
He turned around " hey y/n I thought you were going to stay home "
"Bill convinced me to go anyway so here i am" the was caught of guard by a cough from behind her
"Im sorry but jon is my date so shove it you whore"
"Excuse me what did you say?"
"You heared me"
"You know what fuck you its a wonder jon would even want to dance with you, do you even know how miserabel you made me feel this past year, you are also 19 years old you really should be more mature" She was caught of guard when erica shoved her " I get it now you are jelouse of me for staying with jon get a grip, come on jon lets dance" she took his hand and walked to a chair and placed her coat on it, then her beautyfull evening gown got revealed
People stared at her "y/n you look absolutly gorgeous"
"Thank you" she blushed
"May i have this dance "
"Of course jon"
Jon leaded y/n to the dance floor and they both started to do the walz
"Y/n i have to tell you something"
"Tell me jon what is it"
"Well i really enjoyed this year with you staying and i wish you could stay longer, but y/n Im really realy in love with you and i wish i had told you ealyer "
"I love you to jon i really do"
"May i give you a kiss?"
"Sure" she smiled softly at him, He leaned in and gave her a kiss
"Perhaps i can stay a little longer but i need to inform my parents first"
"Thats all fine with me"
"Lets hope they don't mind"
"So do i" he said smiling
And both danced the night away
The end
I hope you enjoyed reading 😊
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