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skxllz · 6 months

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Hey... i'm in desperate need of some more Ian and Mickey x reader.. ilysm btw

baby ily too, here you go <3

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male! reader

“ why the fuck are you starin’ at me like that? ” mickey's voice rang out on the other end of the phone. the signal was icky, so the crinkling of static could be heard through the line.

your fingers pressed to your lips to hold back your laughter. “ I'm not staring at you like anything. ” you heard ian reply - it sounded as if he rolled his eyes, too, just by the tone of his voice.

these two drama kings were always fightin’. even in jail, the two just wouldn't stop. but i mean, I guess that's more than likely to happen since they're in each other's presence every second of the day.

“ yeah the fuck you are, ” mickey accused again, this time scoffing. “ you gonna’ come over here or what? y/n's on the phone. ”

“ no shit, sherlock. I heard ‘im. ”

“ do you want me to bust you in the mouth? ”

“ there will be no busting anyone in the mouth. ” you sighed, rolling your own eyes. that seemed to catch both of their attention, because you heard shuffling —and mickey and ian slightly bickering— before ian's voice met the phone.

“ hey, gorgeous. ” his breathy tone met your ear, causing you to instantly melt. mickey and ian both always had an effect on you, but the red head had ways of making you gush like no other.

“ hiiiii... ” you slowly, shyly replied; trying not to giggle like a school girl while you rolled onto your stomach. you were lying on your bed, legs bent and kicking in the air. “ how's it goin’, i’ ? ”

ian chuckled dryly — and you heard more shuffling, probably him moving the phone to his other ear, before he replied. “ shitty. the guard's here are a pain in m’ass. ”

“ you can say that again! ” the familiar brunette shouted. you heard a bang after that — sounded like something hit the bars of the cell.

furrowing your brows as you heard ian yell, worry clouded your brian. “ what was that? ”

a huff from ian could be heard after a moment of silence. “ fucking— my god, mickey kicked the cell bars to piss off our guard. damn asshole. ”

“ I'm not an asshole — you're an asshole! ”

“ will you two stop? ” you pinched the bridge of your nose, squeezing your eyes shut in irritance. “ you're gonna’ get in trouble. ”

“ already ha— ” a scraping sound and more static cut ian off from finishing his sentence. skin on skin contact was hard, like a slap, and then mickey's voice rang out from the other line again.

“ I'm back. ” he sounded smug. ian could be heard muttering swear words. “ what, uh— ” you could only picture him biting his lip right about now. “ whaddya’ doing? ”

your brows raised in light amusement — releasing the hold you had on your nose, only to slide your fingers down your face and chuckle. “ nothin’. talkin’ to you two dummies. ”

“ I'm a dummy? ” mickey scoffed. “ you wouldn't be sayin’ that shit if I was there, sweet cheeks. ”

you bit your bottom lip, cheeks pinkening at the suggestive threat. “ uh huh, an’ why's that? ”

it was clear mickey was now wearing a shit eating grin by the way he responded. “ your mouth would be too full swallowin’ my cock. ”

aaaaand you were red. curling your fingers closed, pressing them to your lips. it was hard not to squeal — but you were sure as hell curling your toes and kicking your legs excitedly. mickey preferred to bottom, as did you, but when he did top, it was beyond hot.

you were going to reply, but then you heard something over the intercom in the background. it was difficult to make out, the words sounded muffled — but by mickey groaning, you knew it wasn't good.

“ fuck.. ” he muttered.

“ what is it? ” you were concerned again; now worried that something had happened.

mickey sighed, passing the phone to ian. he now had a halfy — a growing erection to deal with, and couldn't speak to you since he was pissed, so he'd let ian deliver the news.

ian greeted you with a sigh, “ we gotta’ go, pumpkin. some stupid ass got us goin’ on a lockdown. probably an idiot that attacked a guard. ”

that made you frown. you had barely been on the phone with them for six minutes — you usually got fifteen. “ seriously? that fucking blows.. ”

a small laugh escaped ian. you could only imagine his pretty smile. “ I know, I know... ‘m sorry. we'll be home soon though, okay? ”

you huffed, “ yeah... okay. I just miss you. ”

“ we miss you, too... ” ian sighed. if anything, he was probably trying not to get too sappy over the phone. god only knows how emotional he can get with you. “ I love you, pretty boy. stay good for us, okay? ”

a smile lifted to your lips — hand sliding up your cheeks, only to lean on it and nod into your palm. “ I love you, too.. and I will. tell mick’ I love ‘im. ”

ian huffed a smile, “ I will. goodbye, y/n. ”

“ bye bye, i’. ”

#ask skullz #shameless #shameless x reader #ian gallagher x reader #ian gallagher #ian x mickey #mickey milkovich x reader #mickey milkovich #shameless us

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pasta-in-the-pudding · 6 months

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HI HELLOOO!!!

Can i request jeff romantic hcs with a very caring and kind male reader but with other people he’ll be cold and stoic?

Thats actually so him as cliche as it is to say it 💀

Thank you so much for requesting!!

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Jeff x double bladed!male!reader

It threw everyone for a whirl in the beginning

Including jeff

He really liked you because he knew you werent afraid to stand up for yourself, and he'd be lying if he didn't fall for the whole "stoic mysterious boy" thing

You being so kind and caring to him, even doting on him at times was unexpected to him

Not that he didn't like it, because he very much did

It was just so unexpected of you

Nowadays he uses it to his advantage when partaking in being an asshole and starting shit around the manor

He'll test his luck by rudly shoving someone like Brian, then seeing how fast he can get to you

"You're so dead, jeff!"

"Get the fuck away from him" you say coldly, narrowing your eyes and stepping in front of jeff

Jeff grins and sticks out his tongue like the little shit he is

He loves this little game of his, he really does

Also, with your personality this drives his already intense love for pda up the wall

Say you were out training with another creep, he'll walk up to you all sweet and press his forehead to yours, you smile and mutter something about how pretty his hair looks today and then he'll walk off like nothing happened

Don't think he's going soft now, because he isn't

Instances where he's actively sweet to you in public like the one mentioned previously are very rare

Usually his affection in public consists of him groping you, making out with you, biting you, etc

And you do the same, both of you share the same nasty grin when doing it too

But in private, you are oh so sweet to each other

Gentle fingers carefully gliding across each other's skin, warm kisses being pressed to your faces, etc

Occassionally creeps will ask something of you through jeff

Because they no if they asked, you would say no

But if jeff asks, you will always say yes

"Hey y/n can i borrow ten dollars? I'll pay you back tomorrow"

"No."

"Baby can i please have ten dollars?"

"Of course, my love. While I'm at it, I'll go ahead and give you an extra five <333"

The messages do tend to get twisted though...

"Jeff please go ask y/n if they can teach me his workout routine"

"Y/NNNN, TOBY THINKS YOU HAVE A FAT ASS AND KILLER PECS"

#creepypasta #slender mansion #creepypasta x y/n #creepypasta x you #jeff the killer #jeffery woods #jeff the killer x male reader #jeff the killer headcanons #jeff the killer x reader #jeff the killer x you

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gh0stsp1d3r · 10 months

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Could I request a lemon x wife!reader were he doesn’t know she’s working the same job as him nor her being an assassin in general and he finds out once they’ve crossed paths?

I’m just now getting into bullet train fics and I’m now starving over here😭

IVE NEVER REALLY WRITTEN FOR LEMON SO IM SO HAPPY I CAN DO THIS THANK YOU ANON 🤭I always make the reader ladybugs partner because it’s such a funny dynamic

Lies

“Shut up.” You whisper yelled to your partner, ladybug.

“You shut up!” He sassed back.

You narrowed your eyes at him, which made him mutter a small “sorry” and shut up.

You furrowed an eyebrow as you looked in the hall.

“That’s literally my fucking… brother in law.” You mumbled, and you both hid in a small space while he entered the room, talking on the phone.

Somehow, you both had managed to get not caught and go the opposite direction.

“Holy shit. My brother in law- my husbands brother is literally working for the white death. I can’t hurt my brother in law!” You grabbed Ladybugs shoulders, shaking them.

He raised his eyebrows and grabbed your shoulders instead, looking into your eyes.

“We’re not hurting anyone. We are getting the fuck off this train.” He said, trying his best to calm you down.

“Yeah. Yeah. You’re right.” You nodded, and you both walked, talking some.

That’s when you walked straight into someone when you looked the other way.

“Oh. Shit I’m so sorry s…” your words stopped when you looked at the man, the man looked at you with wide eyes.

He said your name, it came out as more of a question.

“Uh.. Brian.”

He looked at Ladybug, and back to you.

(I always go off the actors names if they don’t have one, like lemon and tangerine, you can imagine it as something else if you want)

That’s when he attacked ladybug, practically pouncing on him and choking him.

“Stop! Stop! He’s my partner!” You shouted, Brian stopped, looking back at you again.

“Seriously? This asshole?!” He shouted at you, nodding his head at ladybug trapped underneath him. Ladybug regaining his air.

“Okay. Okay. I get you’re mad, but you lied too!”

He sighed heavily, shaking his head.

“You’re right. I shoulda’ told you.”

“Hey, I think some marriage counseling would really help-“ ladybug said, still trapped underneath Lemon.

“Shut it.” You both said at the same time.

“Jeez, I guess that’s why you both get along.” He mumbled to himself.

“I’m sorry for lying.” He said after a while of silence.

“I’m sorry.” You said.

“You both needa get the fuck off this train.” He stood up, staring at you now.

“What? Are you being serious right now?”

“Serious. It’s dangerous, and I swear to god if something happened to you-“

“It won’t.” You cut in.

“Jus’ get off the train-“

“No way.”

“Yes way, come on.” Ladybug grabbed your hand, which you pulled away and turned back to lemon.

“I’m not leaving without you.”

“I’m not leaving without Tangerine.”

“Who?” You furrowed your eyebrows.

“My brother.”

“Oh, Aa-“

“Yeah, that’s the one.” He cut you off.

“So what’s your nickname?” You asked.

“Oh, mines Lemon.”

“So, Lemon and tangerine-“

“Like the fruit, yeah, yeah, okay can we please go?” Ladybug groaned.

“If your staying I’m staying.” You argued.

Lemon groaned, looking at the ceiling and then back at you.

“Your too stubborn, you know?”

“You love me.”

“Mm. I do.”

The doors closed, and Ladybug groaned and complained while you both kissed.

#lemon #lemon x reader #lemon bullet train #bullet train x reader #bullet train fic #bullet train x you #bullet train imagine #bullet train #brian tyree henry #brian tyree henry x reader

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lakesbian · 6 months

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“I just don’t get why you want me,” I said, “I control bugs. That’s not going to stop Alexandria, Glory Girl or Aegis.”

I know I said I wasn't going to go for the low-hanging fruit when it comes to knowing turns to the camera. But this is really juicy low hanging fruit.

“Honey,” Lisa said, “Entire teams of capes have gone up against Lung and got their asses handed to them. That you managed as well as you did is fantastic. The fact that the asshole is lying in a hospital bed because of you is the icing on the cake.”

first time she calls her Honey is fucking. 2.6. in response to taylor's insecurity. [staring off into the distance] the thing about pity is that it's condescending by default

god. 2.6 is really good i forgot how much i loved seeing these little guys interacting w each toher. i think the point of lisa's longwinded explanation of how badly taylor fucked lung up probably is supposed to serve the two purposes of 1. talking her up to herself and 2. while doing so, hammering in how violent she was and setting those first seeds of doubt about her inability to continue hacking it as a hero. if that Was what lisa was trying to do, she did so very successfully, bc taylor does think:

I closed my eyes. I could see my reputation going down the tubes.

“You’d better hope he doesn’t escape,” Alec said, his voice still quiet but bemused, “Because if someone made my man bits fall off, I’d be out for blood.” Brian pinched the bridge of his nose, “Thank you for that, Alec. Way you two are going, our potential recruit is going to run off to have a panic attack before the idea of becoming an Undersider even crosses her mind.” “How do you know this?” I asked, within a heartbeat of the thought crossing my mind. When Brian turned my way with an expression like he thought he had said something to offend me, I clarified, “Tattletale, or Lisa, or whatever I’m supposed to call you. How do you know this stuff about Lung… or about the fact that I was at the Library, or that the cape was on his way, last night?”

leans over whispers to the crowd. alec isn't necessarily specifically attached to having a dick vs having a pussy but he would say this nonetheless. i love brian here i love how he is literally A Teenage Criminal but he still can't refrain from treating this like an actual job interview and becoming so exasperated when anyone is candid about the level of danger involved in being A Teenage Criminal. or even when they you know. act like a teenager. immediately worried he had done something to offend taylor! breaking out the brianisms when feels the need to help the team succeed (because the team succeeding = him being able to care for aisha). i like him. worlds first 40yo 17yo.

#wormtime 2 #wormtime 2 arc 2 #worm spoilers

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shireentapestry · 1 year

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Happy New Year, Everyone!

This is my first attempt at writing fanfiction. I chose it to be about Matt Murdock 👉🏾👈🏾

Please do read it and comment on it, like it and support it. Thanks❤️

⚠️ Warnings: Some drunken abuse, a bit of beating (not mentioned), fluff, mention of alcohol, mention of kiss, new year's kiss, I guess that is it. Please let me know if I miss something.

A Momentous New Year's Eve!

It's intoxicating!

I didn't know it could feel this way until I stood at this spot. I lost the count of cups I had consumed of that inebriated drink. But it was the time of the year when people party and let themselves lose to the music, to the booze and maybe to some frivolous mistakes. Let's not talk about the mistakes because my life was already a mess. Partying with Columbia Law students as an outsider should be enough, for now, to think about anything else.

I might slightly be under the alcoholic influence, but one look at this black glasses guy made me sober in an instant. Could someone be this beautiful yet foolish at the same time? He was trying to perform tap dance. At least, that's what I could comprehend with my hazy mind while someone was trying to catch him in his miserable attempts. I didn't know that I was staring at him intensely when his friend looked at me once and said something in his ear.

Assuming that my party was over, I headed toward the door surreptitiously. Well, no one would mind anyway if I made my exit known to people. Moreover, my friend Stella, who studied at Columbia Law, could not be seen anywhere. And knowing her, she might be with her boyfriend and guessing their nature, both must be drowned in alcohol. Smiling at their childish behaviour, I looked at my watch, which stated 11:30 PM. Though not that late, but considering it was New Year's Eve, I should head home before some drunkard ruined my mood. I wore my coat and exited the door, ready to taste New York's winter air, but halted in my steps when somebody held my wrist a bit harshly.

"Excuse me, do I know you?" I couldn't comprehend whether he was a grown-up man or a college boy due to his drunk self. Besides, he was slurring.

"I saw you yesterday at the canteen with Stella. I wanna hangggg outtt with you."

"I am really sorry. I don't know you. Maybe we should talk tomorrow or the day after that. Sometimes later."

"Noooooo. I like you, and I want to kiss you. Right fucking now!!"

He wasn't leaving my wrist, and his grip was tightening with each passing second, which I was pretty sure would leave a mark.

"Listen, man, first of all, I don't know you, and second, leave my fucking hand! It HURTS!!"

I didn't know I was shouting until he winced and tried to cover his ears. He tugged my wrist and tried to kiss me.

As soon as I uttered a meek "no" the next moment, I saw him lying on the road, wincing in pain.

"The next time, when the lady says "NO" it means no, drunk or not. And I think you might have learned your lesson by now."

"Jesus, dude! I will not leave this matter here. Watch your back, Matt!"

"Sure, Brian. I can say the same to you."

"You fucking blind motherfucker!"

I might be a bit drunk, but that blind Matt guy (my apparent saviour) was throwing some awesome punches at Brian the asshole. I meant it was impossible for a blind man to do such things, but I could be imagining things too. God knows whatever was in New York's air. I was gawking at him intensely until someone cleared their throat.

"Oh, hi! I mean, I am sorry. I mean, thank you."

"Oh, it is okay. I mean, I am sorry you have to deal with that. But, you are safe. Did he hurt you? Are you okay?"

"Yeah, I guess. I am. Pretty tipsy, a bruise on my wrist, but I'm okay. Thanks to you."

"I wish I could come here sooner." He whispered this to himself because it was nearly inaudible.

"Sorry, did you say something?"

"No, nothing. I know it's not my place, but are you two guys dating or what? I might be out of line, but I've never seen you before."

"Did you just say "seen me before"?"

"Ohh, I meant heard you before on the campus or lingered around here."

"Uhm, I'm not a student here, came here on a friend's invite."

"A friend? I hope you didn't mean Brian?"

"Oh, no! I never saw Brian before the mhmm incident. I am here or was here with Stella. She is studying law here." And all this while he held my bruised wrist, trying to create soothing circles.

"Stella Cunningham?"

"Yeah! Do you know her?"

"Not exactly! I know her, but her boyfriend, Winston, is kind of my friend."

"That's great, I guess."

"So, would you mind if I ask your name?"

"Yeah, I mean no, I am Y/N."

"Y/N. You have a nice name. I am Matt, by the way." My name never sounded better. I might be too drunk for my own good at that moment.

"You have a nice name too. And I think I should leave before the street filled with drunkards, mobsters and whatnot!"

"Really? I think it's rude to leave the place before giving New Year's kiss."

"WHAT?"

"Hahahaha...just pulling your leg. They have started the New Year's countdown. That's all I am saying."

Should I be kissing a complete stranger who just saved me from an asshole in the middle of the street?

"Hey, Y/N! I was just kidding. No need to think about it."

"Yeah, I know."

And then everyone's voices started reverberating in the atmosphere. All the people had started the countdown - 10 - 9 - 8 - 7 - 6 - 5 - 4 - 3 - 2 - 1.

And I kissed my saviour on the cheeks because I still needed two-three bottles worth of alcohol courage to kiss him on the lips.

"Happy New Year, Matt!" I nearly whispered this.

"Happy New Year, Y/N. Can I hug you?"

"Uh, I think, yes."

"Yes? Thank you."

And I never felt better before. It was heavenly. Could hugs always feel this magical, or was it the person that makes hugs better?

"Thank you, Matt, for saving me."

He did not say anything at the moment, just tightened his hold. As if he was telling me never to worry because he would always be there for me. And I never felt that safer in my entire life. I was at peace. Perhaps he was too.

Some years later...

"Are you serious, Matt?"

"No, I am not! I was trying to talk to you since the day Stella brought you on campus with her at Winston's welcoming party."

"OH MY GOD! I did not know that. I swear!"

"Oh, I know, sweetheart, trust me."

"Oh My God, Matthew, you are such an idiot! Why didn't you talk to me? I mean, we could have met earlier. In reality, we met at that horrible New Year's Eve party. May I remind you, it was two years after Winston's party!"

"But it's worth the wait."

"You are such a lovely idiot, Mathew Murdock."

"Only for you, Mrs Murdock."

"I love you, Matty. Too much."

"I love you too, Y/N. Way more than you can imagine."

All these years, I was thinking we met on that dreadful yet magical night. As it turns out, he is a sneaky man, who slipped his way into my heart with love, adoration, trust, and everything that comes with it.

And on this New Year's Eve, we are sitting together, drinking each others' company and hoping for peace and happiness in the upcoming years, forever and always.

With that thought in mind, I kissed him with all my love because I do not need alcohol's assistance anymore, and him kissing me back, pouring all his love fervently.

And this, right here, is our peace, our happiness, our celebration of togetherness.

@digwhatudug

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hamliet · 2 years

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why did Justin fall for Brian?

Probably because Brian was unashamedly himself and provided him the first opportunity for Justin to be himself, out and open, not just in words but in action. He was gay, and Brian helped him express those desires without any shame or fear.

Justin was scared to come out. He hadn't even told Daphne. When he does later on, his father does reject him, and his mother, while she ends up being awesome, had some really flawed moments because she was human too. So, his fears weren't unfounded. I think it's pretty clear that he gets the idea that love is conditional long before his father told him not to come home if he was going to live a "disgusting lifestyle." He tells Brian that his mom said she wished she never had him in the shower in episode one, after all; whether or not Jennifer ever actually said that (because it's clearly not true), he certainly got that impression.

Justin expresses that he can't go home that first night and gets caught lying to Brian about his age. But, instead of kicking him out--which he'd have been in the right to do--Brian doesn't dump Justin on the curb. He takes him with him. Plus, Brian then takes care to give Justin a good first time--he wasn't just focusing on his own pleasure, on taking what he wanted, which is something that the penetrative partner in sex can do. He took care to make sure Justin enjoyed himself, and likely Justin hadn't previously had someone ensure that he was simply enjoying an aspect of life that a great deal of society at that time would look askance at.

Also, Brian (later in the series) tells Justin that it was obvious he was "fucking terrified" that first time, and that "we're all a little scared our first time." It's not that you shouldn't be afraid to be fully yourself, to go after what you want--it's just that it shouldn't stop you. He doesn't tell Justin that Justin shouldn't feel the way he feels--even when that feeling is fear. Instead, Brian acknowledges it and helps Justin do what he wants anyways. This stands in sharp contrast to, say, Ethan, who tells Justin not to be nervous or afraid whenever he is.

Despite coming across like a selfish asshole, Brian ironically listens to Justin that night. He names his kid what Justin suggested, slows down when he asks him to, and helps him relax. So in a basic sense, Brian acknowledges Justin's feelings and thoughts, and that helped him feel valued--even if Brian was literally only thinking of Justin as a one-night stand whose name he couldn't even remember.

Of course, Brian is not a simple character who is only a jerk, or even a character who just goes after what he wants (which Justin at first thinks he is, and then discovers he isn't). Brian is unashamedly himself only on one level. He actually hides his hurting self and what that vulnerable inner child wants (love and to live) deep inside.

I've said before and will say again that Justin upfront decided that he loved Brian because of what Brian represented to him (safety, pleasure, a lack of shame), and then spent the rest of the series learning what loving Brian actually meant as a parallel to learning to love himself. People are complicated. They fuck up. They are contradictory. But they are beautiful.

#ask hamliet #qaf #queer as folk us 2000 #queer as folk meta #qaf meta #britin #britin meta #brian kinney #justin taylor

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winderlylandchime · 8 months

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2/2*points to the art* YOU SEE THAT?? IM LIKE 89% SURE IS BRIAN! That’s right BRIAN! His BOYFRIEND! Who I’m sure will be here any minute now! WHY ARE YOU GIVING HIM FREE ART? FOR A SONG?!?! Justin, i will personally give you a performance of Row your Boat just stop talking to him, NO JUSTIN! NO YOU WILL NOT GO TO HIS APARTMENT’ ‘Debbie, I swear to God, you better be fucking nice about Ben because otherwise I’m jumping through this tv and turning this show into an episode of CSI’ He is so over this episode that I swear I can see smoke coming out of him. He has no clue what’s coming. ‘My man who are you trying to impress? Your grandpa is somewhere calling you a bitch right now. *mock Ethan in a childish voice* not even your rich successful boyfriend.. THATS CAUSE HIS BOYFRIEND KNOWS THAT ART IS AN ESCAPE YOU LITTLE PRETENTIOUS FUCK. Your jealousy is showing, we get it you got your couch off a street and you wish you were Brian. Oh he had a boyfriend? You’re telling me someone actually willingly spent time with him? Correction: youre telling me that he somehow had a boyfriend that sounds just like Brian? bitch who the fuck are you trying to play right now? justin and I are smarter than this, we see right through the bullsh-i hope that picnic gives you diarrhea’ ‘HE WAS IN THE HOSPITAL FOR THREE DAYS? THREE WHOLE FUCKING DAYS?! AND HIS MAN IS NOW ON SOME OTHER MANS FLOOR EATING CHEESE? AND JUSTIN STILL DOESNT KNOW HE VISITED EVERY DAY?! IM ABOUT TO FUCKING BURN THIS PLACE DOWN TO THE GROUND. THREE FUCKING DAYS! fuck this whole fuck- your man is dying and you still wanna kiss Brian? If i was Ben, id die just to make him feel bad.’ ‘Oh so Justin spent a day with that cello fucker and now he’s coming to Brian with inspiration..i have a feeling this won’t end good or maybe it will gotta stay positive! HELL YEAH BRIAN! Eat and fuck on the floor and make him forget that little weirdo. Oh damn it, was it because he said romantic? THEYRE CUTE! WHY ARE THEY RUINING THINGS…Justin, no offense but 31 is not too old to fuck around. I should know. He’s acting like he should be in retirement home already. *looks at me sad* this is the beginning of the end isn’t it? Please tell me, that next episode that little shit disappears mysteriously.’ He is bouncing his leg so much that the entire couch is shaking. ‘DEB! AND BEN! Debbie, please be nice, ive been so disappointed already. Is this..is this the beginning of something nice between them?’ He is very happy that Emmett didn’t accept the check and he keeps saying that Pickle Guy is smiling at him right now. *jumps in the air* ‘ow. DEBBIE AND BEN LOOK AT THEM! FUCKING FINALLY! Thank god something good happened, i was losing my mind. Okay so basically for her to be nice to you, you almost gotta die..noted’ And he once again groaned so loudly that Im sure the neighbor heard him ‘WHY IS HE BACK! JUSTIN WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU HERE?! Asshole neighbors? My dude, youre the asshole. JUSTIN STOP LYING. You never even liked violin music?! Who are you and what have you done with the Justin from season 1 and 2 because this is bullshit. he came for his song? Justin, just put a cd on in BRIANS LOFT! Romantic?! Justin…for fucks sake what the hell. I wanna puke. I don’t have enough pills to watch this. What is he doing? justin sit your ass back the fuck dow- JUSTIN NO JUSTIN NO JUSTIN NOOOOOOOOO YOU FUCKING CHEATING ASS BITCH! YOU MADE THE RULE! YOU BROKE IT ONCE YOU BROKE IT TWICE! WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS FUCKING SHIT? I’ve never been more grossed out by a kiss before. WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK JUSTIN?! i am actually really fucking sad right now. I hate this fucking shit. He’s actually CHEATING. This is cheating. This is… i can pretend that nerd kiss was him doing him a favor but this? He’s been toeing the line for the whole episode. HE CHEATED BC OF A VIOLIN. BRIAN PLAYED GUITAR IN THAT ONE EPISODE and no offense to cello players everywhere, guitar is way hotter! Man, fuck this shit and fuck him too’ He then proceeded to call our mom and the only thing i heard him say was ‘please don’t hang up, i will actually cry’

Um, I really need to go back and watch these episode again because:

YOU SEE THAT?? IM LIKE 89% SURE IS BRIAN! That’s right BRIAN! His BOYFRIEND! <- Very likely but I never paid close attention. Holy shit.

hope that picnic gives you diarrhea I AM DYING

HE WAS IN THE HOSPITAL FOR THREE DAYS? THREE WHOLE FUCKING DAYS?! AND HIS MAN IS NOW ON SOME OTHER MANS FLOOR EATING CHEESE? AND JUSTIN STILL DOESNT KNOW HE VISITED EVERY DAY?! IM ABOUT TO FUCKING BURN THIS PLACE DOWN TO THE GROUND. THREE FUCKING DAYS! Oh look it is the song of our people, the anthem of the fandom. THREE FUCKING DAYS

H'e actually cheating - oh brother anon, oh brother anon.

He called your mom... oh sweet child.

#ask winderlylandchime #dear sweet anon #queer as folk #a straight man watches qaf us 2000 in the year of our lord 2023

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john-deacons · 2 years

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could you do one where trans!deaky gets fucked by the rest of the band? like they eat him out, they fuck him, etc

omg i love this 😭😭

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"how ya feelin'?" roger asked as john was getting violently eaten out by brian.

"i-im feeling o-ok~" john whimpered out. his pussy has never felt this good before.

the band was currently in the rehearsal studio, doing, well.... you know. this had all been freddies idea, of course, to gangbang john. so here they are, having the time of their lives. john pushed his shirt and sports bra up to start toying with his nipples. his hips bucked up as he squirted inside brians mouth with a moan.

"did he taste good?" freddie immediately asked when brian pulled off.

"really good..." he muttered.

"alright! my turn!" roger exclaimed and swapped spots with brian.

he started lapping at deakys clit at a decent pace. deaky let out little whimpers and groans while bucking his hips. roger held his hips down, clearly wanting more of his tastiness. he continued lapping at his clit, sliding his tounge inside every now and then.

"god... s-shit.." he breathed out. roger then stuck two fingers inside of deakys hole, making his eyes roll back.

after a little while of this, the brunette squirted on rogers face and fingers.

"freddie, you wanna try?" the blonde man asked.

"no, i think ill just fuck him from behind." deaky swore he couldve came again as soon as those words left his mouth.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ soon enough, deakys ass was against freddie with him fucking his asshole. roger was underneath him, with his cock inside of his wet pussy. brian was in front of him while he sucked his cock. this was an unusual situation for deaky, let alone anyone to be in. but john had agreed to be their little slut for the day, and he would be lying if he said he wasnt enjoying it. as the brunette was deepthroating the curly headed man, roger said something that changed their relationship.

"we should do this again." of course roger would suggest that, but it did happen once, twice, hell, a lot more times after that.

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ahhhhh this sucked 😭

#brian may #freddie mercury #john deacon #queen #roger taylor #poly queen #joger smut #dealor smut #deacury smut #smut #queen smut #classic rock #dealor #joger #maycon #maycon smut #deacury #submission

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obsessivelollipoplalala · 1 year

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Paul McCartney also said he didn’t like Freddie in the 80s too lol he said something like “too camp for me” like damn they really hate someone with a bit of flavour huh? There’s a reason why Freddie is still one of the most famous rock people

Also both ringo and John are abusers both admitted to abusing their partners

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I feel like “too camp” is a thinly veiled “too gay for me,” but either way, it probably hurt Freddie to hear tbh since he loved The Beatles.

Yeah, I knew that part. I’ve seen people say there’s no evidence for Lennon’s own comments about his behavior, but come the fuck on, men don’t lie and say they hit women when they really didn’t; it’s usually the opposite, with real abusers lying about their behavior or justifying it. No one cares about violence against women, especially not in a space as male-dominated and misogynistic as classic rock, so you get hero worship of these assholes for their character in addition to their music. I know Lennon said vile, antisemitic and homophobic shit, too.

This is why I always roll my eyes so hard when someone with a John Lennon icon is going on and on about how problematic Brian May is 🙄 People are like, “I can excuse violence against women, antisemitism, and homophobia but I draw the line at stupid comments on instagram 😤”

#abuse tw #replies

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sp1resong · 2 years

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a mechs/warrior cats au? when i'm still working on the wof one? it's more likely than you'd think!

this started off as me making up potential warrior cats names for each mech and it spiraled like an ant. anyways.

basically, they're all from various AUs and possible timelines of warriors, and technically exist within the same multiverse as my rewrite + the Eldritch Bristlefrost AU, although this never comes into play aside from the lore being more similar to the rewrite than warriors canon.

onto the characters!

Dr. Carmilla is Frostshade, an ex-healer of RiverClan. Her timeline is one where Darktail succeeded in driving out the Clans, leading them to die out over time.

Following her death, she found herself in... what might have been StarClan at one point, where she proceeded to fuck around and find out. You... pretty much know how that ends.

She may or may not be her timeline's version of Frostpaw.

Jonny D'Ville is Foxfang, a former warrior of he-says-it's-ThunderClan-but-he-might-be-lying-for-main-character-privileges. His timeline is pretty much the canon timeline, in the 'you can't prove it didn't happen' way.

Ashes O'Reilly is Ashfire, a former rogue. Kind of. It's complicated.

In their timeline the Clans had dispersed over time, leading to a number of smaller groups that kept some but not all Clan customs. The Sevens were one such group, keeping... pretty much just the naming conventions.

Drumbot Brian is Copperpelt, a former healer of SkyClan. In his timeline, SkyClan managed to drive out Darktail and as such never moved to the lake.

He's a former loner, presumably; a patrol found him wandering around the territory with no memory and were like 'may as well keep him lol'

Gunpowder Tim is Stormleap, a former warrior of ThunderClan. He and Bertie (Birdwhistle) are former kittypets who were recruited by ThunderClan, who were at war with ShadowClan because their leader (Moonstar) was an asshole. tim backstory ensues.

fun meta fact: he's named Stormleap because of how the moonstone got fucking exploded by a lightning strike. so that's a little roundabout reference

Ivy Alexandria is Ivyflight, a former mediator of ShadowClan. She's from some variation of the canon timeline's future.

Nastya Rasputina is Snowsky of GlacierClan, from a timeline where the Clans more blatantly conquered the mountains (the Tribe doesn't exist in any of these timelines because of. all the many many problems and issues, but there were certainly cats there at the time who weren't too pleased with being conquered).

The Toy Soldier is ???? dude I don't think that's even a cat

a wooden toy that was probably supposed to be a cat but is fairly simplified. everyone in every timeline they travel through just passes it off as normal. no one's sure if it's a possessed toy, an AI, fully mechanized or what. but either way it sure is There

Marius Von Raum is Mottledfur, a former rogue/semi-warrior of WindClan (he worked for them but wasn't really a member). He is also from a potential canon future.

Raphaella la Cognizi is Cricketwing, a former healer of SkyClan. She's from a timeline where SkyClan didn't find the lake, and just kind of adapted to a wandering lifestyle.

The Aurora is... something, for sure. She's less bound to one reality than the Shadow (eldritch bristlefrost au) but is nonetheless likely formed from one faded soul or another. Despite this, her consciousness is complete and seemingly unimpaired, and Frostshade has figured out how to communicate with her.

#the mecatnisms #< that's this au's name now. i'm not sorry #the mechanisms #spire rambles #my aus #i am tired. should probably sleep #bye losers i'm off to get some fuckin rest #(they lie; like a lying liar who lies)

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kfedup · 1 year

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Thank you, dear @klirving for alerting me to the perfect typo in the tags on my last post. I mean brains are lying assholes, but I’m not going to edit it, because in my experience this has also been true for Brians.

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chinesefoots · 2 months

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Ryan reproductive abuse. It seems like a funny little white man joke, right?

Do you actually believe that you should be working as a medical doctor?

I said Brian

But either way, I don’t think you should be working as a medical doctor, and I also am telling you guys right now there will be a lot of medical doctors thrown in prison and forgotten about or even worse, beaten senseless, but remember guys keep them alive so you can beat them the next day

Did you think that just because some woman has an Indian bitch tattoo on her titty that she was going to beat my ass?

Oh baby, you have no idea

I’m tired of all of it. Nara, you make me very sick at my stomach.

I hope they throw you away

No baby, we are past all of that hello nonsense. You will never be from Africa and that woman is absolutely fucking right. Why is it that you would have two parents from separate places like that and have no kind of accent whatsoever

Because you’re a lying sack of shit

Black people said that is awfully strange, I know isn’t it you can usually hear something something

But it’s Hollywood, so it’s important to make sure that they have their freedom

Before we try to cut peoples faces off for shit that Hillary Clinton started

Hillary Clinton has a very special place in hell reserved for her. She already knows that she will probably rot a few lifetimes.

Did you also know that there is truth to some of that religious stuff from the east?

Did you know that you fucked yourself in the asshole?

But I think it’s pretty funny, when white people fuck themselves in the asshole

#reproductive abuse #nara smith #human trafficking #Dark web #South Africa #Ralph Smart #Prince William #Make Smith stop lying #Stop Hollywood #Jennifer incest Garner

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beta-adjacent · 5 months

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AGGHHH YIPPEE :strained smile emoji: I GUESS YALL ARE GETTKNG MORE FEELS TODAY: autism edition (not me having autism, I don’t think, unless this is related to that somehow. Idk my Brian is genuinely so scatterbrained rn I don’t know what to do with myself. Like all my organs are unraveling bc I kept them too compact last week. Sorry, worse stuff under the cut :’)))))))) sorry again)

Bro, my empathy is so fucking bad because I feel too much of people’s emotions and then I just. Assume something I read is something everyone experiences.

Like, number one, got called ~The Spectrum Whisperer~ during the holidays this year ayyyyyyyyyyy let’s go (they all marvel at me, like understanding autism is somehow to be marveled?????????? Skill issue, that’s what they all have.)

Number two, I sometimes feel like a really really bad whisperer (I shouldn’t actually call myself a “whisperer” because again, this shit isn’t hard, people are just assholes or just aren’t taking the time to learn. Fucking skill issues y’all!!!) because I Know I can’t assume or generalize things, but I still do.

Like, ohohoho my god, my anxiety around the thought of autistic people getting their schedule thrown off because of me?????!?!? I want to break down crying and eject my organs out of my body bro. Because I know that feeling!!!! Losing control because you don’t know what’ll happen in your day is fucking angering and confusing and makes you feel terrible!!!!!!! And that’s coming from someone who (probably) doesn’t even have autism.

So good golly, it makes me sick to my stomach to think I’ve ruined someone’s schedule. But I am a human and schedules often go wrong and I feel so guilty everytime it does. I can’t ever tell if it’s better to just suffer through and let the schedule run its course (save their schedule) or if I should just say I can’t do it (and save my schedule).

What’s worse is that I think the majority of the autistics I’m surrounded by rn don’t actually mind schedule changes that much!! It’s a fucking me emotion and assumption I’m imposing onto them, like a total asshole!!!!!!!! It makes me want to break out in hives or pull my bones out of my body, like that level of anguish y’know???!?!?!?

So then of course now I’m the self-fulfilling asshole prophecy who’s ruining my own schedule and torturing everyone else by trying to make everyone fit in my schedule. Which of course I’m aware of and that contributes to just another feeling of self-loathing and doubt.

And what sucks about that is the autistic people in my life rn really prioritize honesty. It’s been so hard to remember to be honest. I kind of forgot why I lie in conversation or about anything at all. No one likes dishonesty. Except those rare times when they do. But I can’t always tell that so I just play it safe by lying about random things all the time. Am I lying to you all right now by explaining this story? I might not be, but now I’ve planted the idea in your head!

anyway uhhh. Right, there’s a rarely seen desire in the people I care about in my life to be truthful about everything. “Ew gross,” I think to them, “even lies of omission?” They reply in my head “especially that!!” I groan, and turn away from them, but then I get scared they disappeared, as if I’m some child and they’re playing peekaboo just to fuck with me. So I whip my head back and they’re still fucking there. Tormenting me, I tell you!! But of course they aren’t actually, it’s just my fear again. Silly fear.

….wow I totally lost track of everything I was talking about. But I’d love to talk to my Good Honest Friends about this stuff, but after all of this, do you really think I’d allow myself to tell them? My Good/Bad Dishonest Friends definitely wouldn’t get it. My Bad Honest Friends actually might…. But they might hurt my feelings if I tell them. Lord forbid they do as I fear and actually say I have a skill issue!

No I’m kidding. None of this is real. I made it all up. I’m perfect and have no such feelings or flaws or worrries. And if I did I’d certainly feel like I could tell absolutely anyone about them other than my therapist who I’ve even started to suspect hates me for my withdrawn nature.

Ok I read through everything I wrote. This is a good skill I learned a long time ago. If I don’t know what I’m saying, I pause and then I think back and then I try to reformulate my thoughts before the anxiety of taking too long to think eats me. So I’m trying to say that my empathy levels of really kind but really really stupid, because I’m imposing my own issue onto others, and instead of just owning up to my issue and working with people on a mutually agreed upon midpoint, I try to cut corners by meeting them exactly where they’re at, which isn’t often where I’m at, and praying I didn’t stretch myself too thin, except they can always tell when I have because I’m so fucking easy to read that it’s embarrassing.

I don’t know what I’d do with myself if they hate me for what I do or think or say. Probably unsavory things. I wish I didn’t care so much. Maybe this isn’t empathy. It’s just some ugly curse I’ve been born with. But I love them so much. But I hate myself so much. I’m so tired.

TLDR uhhh. Purposefully bulldoze over people’s schedules, especially mine.

#vent #rant #idk what this is #a bitch is scatterbrained rn

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mendesbhraanth · 3 years

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Hi beautiful sending you love mwah 😘😘 just wanted to know if you can write something were you hear Shawn talk badly about you so you distance yourself. Please.

Thank you so much for requesting!! 😘😘

Pairing : Shawn x y/n

Warnings : language and angst

Word count : 2.8 k

The first thing you heard when you opened the door to Shawn's condo was basically loud laughter of people including your boyfriend's. You just came back from work, a bit earlier than usual because shawn had been complaining about how he doesn't get to spend time with you because work has been crazy for you and you had a lot of files to finish and you were hella tired of your boss being a complete asshole, who never lets anyone stay home and he was no different to you. Anyways you were not at all aware of the fact that he had guests over.

The sound was coming from the living area of Shawn's penthouse apartment and apart from Shawn's, you recognised the laughter as Brian's, and Connor's. A small smile creeped on your face. You absolutely adored Shawn's friends so you walked towards the living to say 'hi' to them.

You were close enough to hear what they were talking about when your legs came to halt at the mention of you name.

"So how's life with y/n? Tour's over....You're free and now that y/n is staying with you, you must have a lot of cheesy things to say" Connor said whilst laughing.

"Oh yeah I actually do but not right now because why the hell would you mention my so called clingy girlfriend?" Shawn said and Brian laughed so loudly at that but your heart stopped.

"What??! What are you saying?!?" Connor said because shawn has been the most "I'm obsessed with my girlfriend and she is my goddess!!" Type of guy he had ever met.

"I said y/n is extremely clingy and annoying and I don't have anything good to say about her right now so please stop talking about that hoe!!" Shawn said and started laughing like crazy with Brian. Both of their laughs clouding your mind. You just stood there not able to comprehend anything.

You turned around silently, grabbed your keys and left the apartment in the same clothes you came in.

You got in your car and started driving slowly. You were now driving to nowhere for about 30 mins.

The moment you processed the words shawn said you slammed the break and your head came down on the stearing wheel with a plasticy bang.. must have been painfull.. ow poor y/n.

Did he really say that?!? Does he think I'm an annoying clingy hoe?!? Hell! "HE" was the one who wanted me to stay home and spend time with 'HIM'!! And I'm clingy?!? Is this the guy you've been in love with for what? Like 3 years?!! How could he call you a hoe!?! Why would any boyfriend disrespect his girlfriend like that??!? This is the worst day ever!!

All these thoughts were knocked out from your mind by a loud honking sound. You were basically in the middle of a road and by now, there were tons of cars parked behind you. Wow! You just created a big traffic block in the middle of Toronto city. Go you!! *Claps of sarcasm*

You quickly turned around and took another route to make your way back to Shawn's apartment like nothing happened. Haha asshole! but sometimes you gotta act like you weren't the cause of a huge ass traffic block..

You didn't know exactly why you were going back. To lay it onto him?? To get your things?? I don't know but you got home with slouched shoulders and an emotion less face.

You were about to reach and open the door when Shawn opened the door and a bright smile appeared on his face on seeing you which almost made you forget about the things he just said. Eh but not really.

"Baby!!!! I missed you so much today!!" He said and went in for a hug and you hugged him back it was as if someone was clawing at your heart.

"I'm just gonna walk these guys out and I'll be back in a second okay? You get freshened by then" He said sweetly but right now his words seemed anything but sweet!

How dare he say that to them and then act like nothing happened?? That too infront of them?!?! Which speaking of-!

"Hey y/n!!!" Connor and Brian said at the same time and both hugged you and you silently hugged them back, with a fake smile that could basically convince anyone but not Shawn.

"You guys go ahead I'll come in a sec" he said and turned to you.

"Okay then Bye y/n" they both bid their goodbyes and made their way to the lift.

"Hey what happened baby? Any problem with your boss??" Shawn asked tilting your chin up to look you in the eyes.There was evident hurt in them.

You were debating to weather tell him or push him away but you didn't choose any of that.

"Yeah..had a bad day at work"

"Aww baby you go inside and sit down okay! I'll be back after properly saying goodbye to the guys and you can tell me all about your day. Alright?" He asked sweetly but it sounded like straight up sarcasm to you but you chose not to call him out right now.

He gave you a short peck and there he goes ....'probably gonna talk more shit about me' you thought to your self which and it made you feel like your heart was stabbing itself.

You went inside and sat yourself on the couch. The same couch where the love of your life talked shit about you being a clingy hoe. (Sorry I'm just over dramatic 😅)

About 5 mins later shawn came in and sat by your side.

"What happened baby?? What did your crazy boss do this time?" He asked while taking your hand in his and slowly stroking the back of your hand with his other hand but you didnt move.

"Nothing..just the usual..I have...work...just...I-!...I'm going to take a shower" you said. A slight frown appeared on Shawn's face. But he understood....some days you were like this when work really stressed you out.

'Maybe she doesn't wanna talk about it' he thought.

"Okay baby" he said and you stood up from the couch and before you walked 4 steps shawn caught your hand and pulled you into him.

He craddled your face in his warm huge palms that always made you melt like it wasn't even a big deal at all and kissed your lips sweetly.

You kissed him back but pulled away quicker that shawn would have liked which caused a small pout on his perfectly soft pink lips and all you wanted to do was kiss it away so that's what you did but quickly reminding yourself that he thinks your a clingy hoe and pulling away again.

"Let me kiss my girl properly first" he said smiling at you and you'd be lying if you said it doesn't do things to you even if your upset with him. How could he do this?!? One time he's saying he hates you and now he's all over you as if he really is?!?

"I'm tired shawn I wanna take a shower" you said while planting the same fake smile on your face. He frowned at you and them pulled you into a hug and you only dropped your hands low...not embracing the hug.

"Want me to join?' he asked playfully smirking at you and it literally made you feel all sorts of way but you knew it was all an act and he just.. thought you were a hoe.

"No I'm really tired shawn" you said now turning around and walking to the bathroom with tears forming real quick in your eyes.

"Okay... baby I'll start preparing dinner then" he said and you didn't fail to pick up the hurt in his voice. But why??? He doesn't care at all!! What a great ass actor?!? Your seriously doubting if you dreamed all that. But nah...its real..he hurt you.

You took a long ass shower washing yourself and feeling all your emotions get warmed up by the warm water and you just...started crying. You cried silenty under the shower where one couldn't distinguish tears from water. Maybe you were clingy. But that's only because you love him but why would he call you a HOE!?! Why?? Why would he disrespect you like that?? After 3 years of relationship, was your love for him making you look like a hoe??

After you got out of the shower, usually you would've just put on one of Shawn's hoodies and then go chill on the couch but today you just.. couldn't bring yourself to wear his clothes. So you put on one of your band t-shirts and some shorts and walked to the kitchen where Shawn had already prepared and put out dinner on the table and was waiting for your company.

He came to you with a toothless smile on his face which quickly dropped by half when he noticed you weren't wearing one of his clothes..but he didn't let it bother him that much or let's say... tried to act like it didn't bother him as much as it did. You still noticed it though..and it gave you a weird feeling.

He hugged you which again you didn't return.

"You smell so good!" He said pulling away from the hug and you gave him your half assed fake smile AGAIN.

Shawn was fully aware that something was wrong but he thought you'd tell him while having dinner.

He led you to the table and pulled the chair out for you like he always did and you both sat down to have dinner.

Awkwardness was all around the table.

You did not talk at all and even though shawn tried his best and asked you stuff to get you to talk about what's wrong or let's say..make it less awkward, all your replies were just..yes, no and silence.

After dinner you washed your plate and mumbled a goodnight that didn't feel like it was to ANYONE and went to sleep.

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It went like this for a few days.. you being extra awkward to Shawn and purposely avoiding him and distancing yourself from him and being really down. He was really sad and hurt and frustrated because he would ask you whats the matter and you would either tell him "nothing" or just shrug your shoulders. You didn't even look him in the eyes anymore. Shawn was really really confused and even more worried.

Well how could you talk to him?!? After all he called you clingy and annoying which means he doesn't want you around and also he called you a hoe.

One day Shawn came back from the studio and saw you reading a book on the couch. A small smile creeped on his face knowing that you were reading some sort of romance novel.

"What are you doing?" He asked while coming and sitting next to you.

You were pretty lost in the book so you did not see him coming in.

"Oh just a stupid book haha... I have to get back to work now.." you said and got up to leave only to walk two steps and stop at the mention of your name.

"Y/n" you turned around to see Shawn now standing up from the couch with a very hurt look on his face.

"I don't know why but I noticed that you've been purposefully avoiding me for a few days..why are you doing that?? What did I do??please talk to me.." He asked now looking straight into your eyes and you could see right in his eyes that he was hurt.

"What? I don't know what your talking abou..-!" You were cut of by Shawn showing his palm infront of your face.

"Y/n stop...you know what you've been doing.....Is it me?? Did I do anything wrong?? Please talk to me.....you can always talk to me you know" he said now reaching for your hand but the moment his hand touched you you shook it away and backed off like he attacked you or something.

Shawn looked at you as if his heart just broke.

"No shawn..you should've thought about that before calling me a clingy, annoying hoe" you said for once and stormed in your bedroom slamming the door shut.

Shawn followed right behind you and got the door shut right on his face.

"What are you talking about-!? I- I-..! Dont understand! I never called you any of that!" Shawn said now leaning on the door.

"Stop fucking lying shawn I heard you talking with connor and Brian that day and you called me all those things!!" You barked from the other side of the door.

"Shit! Baby I can explain! Please open the door for me! I swear I didn't mean for you to hear it!" He said now banging on the door.

"Of course you didn't! And Explain what?!? That I'm being delusional and maybe even say some half assed lies?? How did I ever believe that you love me?!? Maybe I am clingy...But you called me a hoe!!"

"No baby please listen! I know it would've sounded so very wrong but just wasn't being serious! We were just joking around and I said that" he tried to explain and it did not even harm a hair of your anger.

"Haha what are you saying shawn?! That would never convince anyone! Try harder with your lies and leave me the fuck alone!" You said.

"Baby please believe me.. you are the most gorgeous and amazing women I've ever met and I could never ever say such things about you! I love you! Please believe me!" He said with tears threatening to spill from his eyes.

"I wish I could believe you shawn..but I actually heard this with my own ears.." you said.. now wiping your own tears.

"Please open the door for me I will explain it all please just...hear me out!" He said now bringing his hands to his face to catch the spilling tears.

You opened the door to him kneeling on the floor. You sat next to him resting your back on the wall.

After a few seconds he came and sat next to you..... Both of you staring at whatever that was ahead of you.

"Explain" you said.

Shawn wiped his tears and started talking.

"So...that day..you went to work and connor and brian came over and we were chatting on the couch and you know how connor loves you and me together like he ships us so hard haha so me and Brian were just pranking him and joking around so I just said I don't like you to prank connor....it sounds so fake...I know but that's the truth..I should've never said that..even if it was a joke I'm so sorry baby. You can even call Brian or Connor right now and ask them if you don't believe me " he said

By now you felt almost dizzy..you're so dumb!! 😬..you were making such a huge ass deal about this. OMG you're so stupid!! Wtf?? How could you be so stupid?? Like..all of this would've never happen if you just opened your mouth and talked to your boyfriend!!!!

"I..-! I'm sorry" you said, looking at Shawn who was already looking at you.

"I'm so so sorry baby I thought you didn't love me anymore I mean..I know I'm not that good looking and you could basically have any girl you wanted and I just-! I'm so sorry!! Ya know I always am terrified that one day I'll wake up and you don't love me anymore and I just-.... I should've just talked to you about this. Shit! I'm so stupid this is all my fault!!" You were full on crying right now and shawn just pulled you to his chest while you cried.

"Hey Don't say that!! You're the most beautiful girl I've ever laid eyes on and I can't even imagine living a life where you hate me and it's okay bubba I mean..if I was you this is exactly how I would've acted but from now on ..please talk to me if I did something that upsets you....I hate it when we cry" shawn said cracking a small smile.

"I'm sorry again" you said pouting your lips only for shawn to grab your face and kiss your frown away replacing it with a genuine smile, Something that has been lacking from your face for the past few days.

"It's alright now do you wanna make dinner or get Mc Donalds??"

You smiled at your sweet boy. He already knew the answer.

"Mc Donalds it is!"

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