name of god | mustafa

Okay but what if we get a time skip or an arc where we see Kyouka save her own traumatised child from certain existential dread and despair? What will we do then?

just played a kids on brooms valentine's oneshot and,, holy fucking crap i am still weeping

what it all comes down to: local aroace himbo jock becomes the quiet protector of love at his local valentine's festival even though he did not want to at the first place, because he felt really uncomfortable by the pretence of being known as a 'heart thief' while desperately trying to ignore the girls who were falling head over heels for him and he did not know how to deal with, the protector of something that he does not experience in the ways that his peers experience it, and fucking OFFERS up his own heart if it means that this weird fucking void creature stops trying to literally steal people's hearts and leaving their chests like empty cavities, and when that doesn't work, fucking plunges his OWN fist inside of the entities' chest to get them back, crowning himself the heart thief of the festival

❝  OH MY GOD, IS THAT SAILOR VENUS? I... I CAN'T... I CAN'T EVEN... I have no choice but to stan.  ❞

❝  𝗧𝗛𝗔𝗧'𝗦  𝗥𝗜𝗚𝗛𝗧--  the  guardian  of  love  and  beauty  herself!!  it's  always  nice  to  meet  admirers,  especially  stans!  ❞

wailing wailing rent to smithereens How do people pack without wanting to fucking implode into a miserable pile of goop

careening through the universe

gave in and got on one of those therapy apps purely bc i literally can't stop crying. it's anything at all:

like a cute cat pic? tears bc i start thinking abt how someday nisha won't be around and how I can't protect her from old age and sickness.

bobs burgers ep that i usually love? sobbing bc Family

staring at ceiling bc only other thing my body wants to do is sleep, and I'm trying to stay awake? tears, bc ???????

the therapist there said, based on all the info i gave her abt friday and my last job, said it sounds like the interviewing lady (liar abt her actual position which im still pissed abt) sounds incredibly like my first supervisor at the clinic (the one that led to me getting back into therapy bc her treatment of me led to me wanting to...ya know)

and that this may be a new PTSD trigger for me (ngl, that tracks)

she asked why my current doc isn't doing more to help me dig into my trauma and help find ways to deal better when triggered and i was like ur guess is as good as mine bud lmaooo

but she also said that's probably why the crying and sleeping thing since friday nightish so. at least i have an answer

speaking of closure. julien, in whatever place he ends up in that's at least sort of permanent after getting back to earth, makes a memorial. for season one. he keeps flowers by it. changing the soil reminds him that he's back on earth, the way they smell helps mask the nicotine and gasoline from the street, and it makes him feel... a little better, that there's SOMETHING of them left back on earth. that airy didn't erase them. (his feelings about airy would be SO complicated.)

weeping and sobbing................ the idea of julien getting closure after So Long literally is so. means so much to me. and like. and like. i looove the idea of the contestants from season 1 being Remembered, because?? thru the entirety of the series nothing is ever shared about them. all the audience and? really even liam knows abt them is that they Died. julien is the only member of season 1 who was there With them when they all died. oscar may have survived s1, but juliens the only one who survived all of s1, and saw them to the end. i think its sooooo meaningful for him to Remember them AS people, and for them to BE remembered. to have what happened to them Known and for them to have existed. makes me so emotional its unreal

all of percabeth's kids remember their seven birthday very fondly with the big party and many gifts but the memory that always made them smile was the afternoon walk with mom and auntie thalia to the street food stands that was until they found what happened to her at 7 . They never looked at grandpa the same way again

i’m weeping

it’s so sad because i’ve always imagined that frederick is actually a really good grandpa (i mean he’s no paul blofis, but who is?) to annabeth’s kids. and on one hand, it’s hard seeing him be to them who she wanted him to be with her. but on the other, seeing him be so good with her children, who she loves more than life itself, means more to her than she could ever express. i think it would be incredibly healing for her to see her kids have such a good relationship with him

so the day they learn about how he treated her, (and i’m assuming she’s not the one who tells them) and she sees it in their eyes, the way they look at him differently, would be so painful. for them to look at their silly geeky grandpa with uncertainty for the first time would shatter her heart. because it still hurts how he treated her, but she never wanted her kids to feel the same way about him.

anyway i’m gonna go sit in a corner and cry brb

Entrapta having the LUVD chip in Save The Cat means that at some point after being saved from Beast Island she went back to the Fright Zone to see if Hordak was there and that was all she found among the wreckage…brb weeping and howling I don’t want to talk about it

Back on my Gen/Irene bullshit and I WILL NOT be stopped

Smthn smthn about throwing inkpots so you're seen at your worst but know that you're still loved. Smthn smthn about the direct hand of the gods but not a pawn it is only BC they know you so well. Smthn smthn saving each other from the same fate, love to cast out ruthlessness and loneliness brought on by necessity and circumstance. Smthn smthn two people who have never once known how to healthily express anger or love or any emotion, trying to do so together. Smthn smthn two people both, in a way, giving up their country for the other, and in the process saving it. Smthn smthn the awe and fear that accompanies love and worship of the divine, but also love of the other, and the parallels between mortals and the gods. Smthn smthn who is he that he should love her? Who am I that you should love me? Smthn smthn it is born out of empathy where none is expected, for a lonely child dancing alone, for a young man weeping with fever and fear. Smthn smthn abt the split between personal and political faces, esp in koa. And what that entails for peace. Smthn smthn AND SHE BELIEVED HIM.

BRB I'm eating glass :)

arlecchino voice line leaks!

oh she can't STANDDDDD his ass i just know she was gritting her teeth while saying this!!!!!!!!! .....also oc lore time hehehe 🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭 maybe... maybe esfir and arlecchino, our arlecchino, would get along quite well, hm? crucabena was def the one that handed her over to dottore then. i love new harbinger lore bc it makes me think of new oc lore

OK GIRL LMFAOO NOT THE DOTTORE SHADE "compared to, lets say, someone who would go so far as to create segnents of themselves to better wander across the land.... 🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️" SHE'S SO FUNNY ILY ARLE 🙏🙏

PANTALONE LORE RRGRGGFGRGRGEGRR oh so he's CRAZY crazy, driven mad by HATRED and BITTERNESS? i love that for him. you go king. do whatever insane little thing you're going to do 👍 also this is VERY fascinating because we've seen him to be calm and collected but, as i suspected, that really is just a very delicate and well-crafted mask, based on this line. dude. i'm so excited for this guy's lore you guys have no idea

Oh. wow. wouldn't it be crazy if i just started crying actually. ah. Brb guys i need to WIPE MY TEARS THIS IS SO FUCKING SAD DUDE. SHE LIKED HANGING OUT WITH THE KIDS. I AM GOING TO THROW UP. CRYING SHAKING WEEPING THROWING UP SOBBING WAILING HOKY SHIT DUDE. DUDE. GUYS??? HEY HOYOVERSE? WHAT THE FUCK???? WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS TO ME. I MISS YOU EVERYDAY ROSALYNE. SOBS. FUCKING CRIES. also more oc lore. hestia and arle exchange letters sometimes i think <3

Hey.

(If you’re still doing it because I’ve been asleep.)

Hey.

(I am doing this because I'm still awake.)

Opening Credits: Centuries - Fall Out Boy (oh, I am so here for this) Waking Up: waking up slow (piano version) - Gabrielle Aplin (always great to start the day with some *yearning*) First Day At School: Hold my Hand - Lady Gaga (awww, of course) Falling In Love: Good Mourning - Sophie Holohan (good lord, what is with you and @diazsdimples?) Fight Song: Run - Harrison Storm (well that is certainly a choice) Breaking Up: Place in Me - Luke Hemmings 😭😭😭 Life’s OK: Echo - Suriel Hess (... is it tho???) Getting Back Together: Oceans - Seafret (brb gonna go weep) Wedding: Finally // beautiful stranger - Halsey (OMG i love this) Birth of Child: NO - Meghan Trainor (*wheezing* 🤣) Final Battle: Say Don't Go - Taylor Swift (well that happy mood was short lived) Death Scene: Beverly Hills - Weezer (how very classy of you) Funeral Song: Danger Zone - Kenny Loggins (bad. ass.) End Credits: Houdini - Dua Lipa (hell yeah, death ain't stopping you from having an excellent jam)

message me ‘hey’ for ur life story built from my shuffled music library

hi!!!

so sorry for sending another ask lol. i went through every post under the football kiddo au and omg omg omg!! getting such a huge brain rot rn. i recently fell in love with ted lasso and i didn’t realize there was a fandom (most live action shows don’t rlly have one) im just so excited to go more into this wonderful fandom and read these fics along with the post and yk. everything ab being a fangirl lol (wish i got into this show and fandom earlier but better late than never) anyway, i have my own thoughts ab this au that i would love to share.

who can forget everyone’s fav kitman, will! can you imagine will but not a baby will. instead he’s around fifteen or sixteen and had his own emotional trauma and baggage (bcuz every character deserves a good old angsty backstory). and he just helps the kids by giving them water and helping injuries (my highschool has an athletic trainer program. idk if uk schools do but it would be fun). like he’s just a teenager who lives in richmond with everyone else and just starts showing up to help their makeshift football club. and like practically gets adopted my trent and ted. and he sees roy as this older brother (my personal headcanon is will’s an older sibling who ends up being the parent in his house due to his parents being neglectful) and for once he gets to be treated not as a parent. and jamie and sam and the other boys remind him of his younger siblings. also, once he graduates highschool. everyone, the kiddos, ted, roy, beard, trent, rebecca, higgins, etc all show up to his grad. and are screaming from the audience along with his siblings (and his parents aren’t there ofc but his found family is)

also, rebecca is such a cool aunt. like she grows a soft spot for the kids and treats them like she treats nora

sorry about my rambles, i just love this fic so much and i can’t wait for more. also brb gonna read your other works. just i think we both can agree how much we love this little found family.

so much love <33

hi hello hi!! it's so lovely to have you join the fandom, it's a very fun and sweet little corner of the internet and i'm so glad you're here with us now :-) and weeps? WEEPS! i'm overjoyed to hear that you're enjoying the football kiddos au -- i am slowly but steadily working thru chapter 4 and getting comments like this shrimply makes my day.

first of all: I LOVE YOUR WILL THOUGHTS. PLEASE KEEP TALKING. i am ashamed to say that i forgot will existed sjdkfj but i do adore him and his funky ways and i am very [eyes emoji] about a teenage will herding his wee siblings of various ages around town while the adults follow behind and keep anyone from running off into the street. the entire team coming to his graduation........... oh weeps :') this is everything i adore. he'd be so gentle and caring with all of the kiddos but particularly the younger ones, and able to tease the older ones in such a specific Older Brother way. this is so!!! ough. i'm rotating a new plotline for will in my head as we speak.

second of all: you are SO correct about rebecca that is in fact EXACTLY how she's going to be once she finally meets the kiddos. and nora!!! nora my beloved. she and rebecca will be having a large role to play in this fic Mark My Words.

and third of all: please do not apologize, i adore hearing people's rambles about my fics and i cherish each and every comment with all my heart. and yes, we CAN agree on that. this little found family is very incredibly special to meeeeeeee. so much love to you right back!! <3

Hi codes! I don’t know if we’re still doing the thing where we send delinquents lots of love in their ask boxes but I wanted to contribute. So yes, many reasons to appreciate you. First off, you created the delinquents. You’re the founding delinquent, an honor all to itself, and I couldn’t have asked for a better mod. Secondly, you seem both incredibly smart and extremely sensible, and I hope people make a point to remind you of that a lot as it’s so rare to come by nowadays. Thirdly, your poetry is amazing, fourthly, you’re always so nice to everyone, and fifthly, you added the divorce emote. It’s hilarious. A personal favorite if you will, so I guess I should say thanks for that too. All this to say, I hope you keep being you. Have a great rest of your day!

WHATTTTTTT WHATTTTT IM CRYING ???? this is so kind...... im glad you like both my sillies and my sensiblies.... eueuee okay brb about weep into a pillow /pos!!!!!!!

The Linen Loincloth

This is what the LORD said to me: “Go and buy yourself a linen loincloth and put it around your waist, but do not let it touch water.”

So I bought a loincloth as the LORD had instructed me, and I put it around my waist.

Then the word of the LORD came to me a second time: “Take the loincloth that you bought and are wearing, and go at once to Perath and hide it there in a crevice of the rocks.”

So I went and hid it at Perath, as the LORD had commanded me.

Many days later the LORD said to me, “Arise, go to Perath, and get the loincloth that I commanded you to hide there.” So I went to Perath and dug up the loincloth, and I took it from the place where I had hidden it. But now it was ruined—of no use at all.

Then the word of the LORD came to me: “This is what the LORD says: In the same way I will ruin the pride of Judah and the great pride of Jerusalem. These evil people, who refuse to listen to My words, who follow the stubbornness of their own hearts, and who go after other gods to serve and worship them, they will be like this loincloth—of no use at all.

For just as a loincloth clings to a man’s waist, so I have made the whole house of Israel and the whole house of Judah cling to Me, declares the LORD, so that they might be My people for My renown and praise and glory. But they did not listen.

Therefore you are to tell them that this is what the LORD, the God of Israel, says: ‘Every wineskin shall be filled with wine.’

And when they reply, ‘Don’t we surely know that every wineskin should be filled with wine?’ then you are to tell them that this is what the LORD says: ‘I am going to fill with drunkenness all who live in this land—the kings who sit on David’s throne, the priests, the prophets, and all the people of Jerusalem. I will smash them against one another, fathers and sons alike, declares the LORD. I will allow no mercy or pity or compassion to keep Me from destroying them.’ ”

Listen and give heed. Do not be arrogant, for the LORD has spoken. Give glory to the LORD your God before He brings darkness, before your feet stumble on the dusky mountains. You wait for light, but He turns it into deep gloom and thick darkness. But if you do not listen, I will weep in secret because of your pride. My eyes will overflow with tears, because the LORD’s flock has been taken captive.

Say to the king and to the queen mother: “Take a lowly seat, for your glorious crowns have fallen from your heads.”

The cities of the Negev have been shut tight, and no one can open them. All Judah has been carried into exile, wholly taken captive. Lift up your eyes and see those coming from the north. Where is the flock entrusted to you, the sheep that were your pride?

What will you say when He sets over you close allies whom you yourself trained? Will not pangs of anguish grip you, as they do a woman in labor? And if you ask yourself, “Why has this happened to me?” It is because of the magnitude of your iniquity that your skirts have been stripped off and your body has been exposed. Can the Ethiopian change his skin, or the leopard his spots? Neither are you able to do good— you who are accustomed to doing evil.

“I will scatter you like chaff driven by the desert wind. This is your lot, the portion I have measured to you,”

“because you have forgotten Me and trusted in falsehood. So I will pull your skirts up over your face, that your shame may be seen. Your adulteries and lustful neighings, your shameless prostitution on the hills and in the fields— I have seen your detestable acts. Woe to you, O Jerusalem! How long will you remain unclean?” — Jeremiah 13 | The Reader’s Bible (BRB) The Reader’s Bible © 2020 by Bible Hub and Berean.Bible. All rights Reserved. Cross References: Exodus 39:28; Exodus 39:42; Leviticus 26:19; Leviticus 26:33; Numbers 14:11; Deuteronomy 7:17; Deuteronomy 29:20; Joshua 7:19; 2 Chronicles 36:15-16; Psalm 60:3; Psalm 75:8; Proverbs 1:22; Proverbs 16:5; Proverbs 27:22; Isaiah 2:10; Jeremiah 1:15; Jeremiah 20:4; Jeremiah 32:44; Jeremiah 49:10; Jeremiah 51:63; Lamentations 1:8; Matthew 3:4; Matthew 24:8; Matthew 24:51; Luke 10:11; Luke 19:41-42; Acts 21:11; Romans 1:25