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#billy taylor talk
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I need him. I really really really need him.
AND I AM FULLY AWARE IT'S A NEED AND NOT A WANT
IT'S LIKE BREATHING AND EATING AND SLEEPING
GOD
AND HIS NAME IS FUCKING BILLY. BILLY GODDAMN TAYLOR
THE GOOFIEST AHH NAME TO MOAN OUTLOUD BUT LORD HAVE MERCY
IF I HAD THE CHANCE TO SLEEP WITH THIS MAN I WOULD SCREAM IT LOUDER THAN A CANNON FIRE I SWEAR TO GOD
Ain't no shame in my game.
Nsfw Alphabet of him when? Huh???? WHEN ARE YOU GOING TO FEED ME.
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And he is good with kids. He has a younger sister.
I would give him 100. As many as he wants. Please. Pleade just listen to me.
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you’re on your own, kid, you always have been
normal people, 2020/@ryebreadgf /ceilings - lizzy mcalpine/the haunting of hill house, shirley jackson/untitled, frank wright/unknown, from pinterest/nicolas martin, “dedicated to light”/you’re on your own, kid - taylor swift/edward hooper, “gayle on the f train”/@seashellronan/tolerate it - taylor swift/unknown/tv - billie eilish/unknown, from pinterest/@lustloveandliarsx/@finehoney/@farmlesbians/liability - lorde/i get so jealous of euthanized dogs - june gehringer/anne magill/you’re on your own, kid - taylor swift
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syl-stormblessed · 1 year
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inside of you there are 2 wolves. one of them is listening to Regret Me on repeat. the other is crying in the corner because you’ll never get to hear “And Baby, when you think of me // I hope it ruins rock ‘n’ roll”
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hoosbandewan · 3 months
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THE Billy Taylor Post
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I have a love/hate relationship with The Halcyon as a show overall. I don't feel like all of it is written well, but the area in which it definitely excels is Billy Taylor's story. You know, the cutie pie bellboy that Ewan plays and who is always bugging out in all of the gifs we make of him. He's young, he's sweet, and he's insanely adorable.
And his story is also the best in the entire show. In my opinion!!
I also cry whenever I think about Billy for too long but we'll get into that later, hehe.
Spoilers for The Halcyon, btw!
If you haven't seen it, The Halcyon is set at a fancy hotel in London just as WWII has come to Britain. Also, fair warning that this post is a little bit all over the place because I have SO MANY BILLY TAYLOR FEELS
At the start of the show, Billy is seventeen and working at The Halcyon as a bellboy. He's portrayed by Ewan as someone who's maybe a little bit... no thoughts, head empty. I jokingly refer to Billy as having big NPC energy when he's in the background of scenes because it looks like he has radio static going through his head whenever he's not being interacted with. And like to think that it's not because it was Ewan's first gig as an actor. I think Billy genuinely is a little bit daft. He's the baby himbo. He's the golden retriever puppy who isn't the smartest in the room but he makes up for it with hard work and dedication and pure sweetness.
I mean, he's only seventeen and he appears to be one of the higher ranking bellboys at the hotel. He's given important tasks like welcoming ~secret guests to the hotel, showing new hires where to go, and personally taking care of high ranking guests' belongings. He's clearly trusted by the management and is, more importantly, very good at his job.
But, bless his heart... Billy can be kind of a mess. He's forgetful and sometimes just plain thick. He loses the family dog of the lord and lady who own the hotel while taking it out for a walk. (Literally how does that happen. Billy.) He bungles the staff poker game by revealing his hand without realizing. He's also a silly little dumbass when he and a couple of the other hotel staff are at the movie theater and see the lady who owns the hotel (who's there on a !secret date) and he straight up points at her from several aisles back with his eyes all bugging out. Be more obvious, Billy!
Billy is young and naive and maybe not the smartest guy around, but you know what? He's good at what he does (most of the time, lol) and he's a damn hard worker.
He's also someone who knows that people are reluctant to believe in him and he clearly doesn't like that. Billy signs up to join the army the moment he turns eighteen and, although we don't see it, his mum Peggy (who works at the hotel as the telephonist aka switchboard operator) mentions to the hotel general manager that there was a bit of an argument between them over it.
“Do you know why he was so upset that I didn’t want him signing up? He thought I was saying he wasn’t good enough.”
He also gets angry with his mum when his call-up papers do arrive. I know I called him daft before, so I'm giving him credit where credit is due - he actually very cleverly notices that the letter should have gone to his family's house, but it showed up at the hotel instead. And, upon learning that he's been assigned to the Royal Artillery instead of what he wanted - the engineers - he knows it was his mum (with the help of the hotel general manager, but he doesn't know that part) who moved things around so that Billy could stay close to home.
He angrily tells her, "I ain't a child no more," and storms out of the room. Billy wants to prove himself. He wants to be a grown up with responsibilities and he wants to be believed in.
You feel for him, but you also feel for his mum, who is watching her only son grow up and enlist in the war effort. At one point, Peggy mentions that she was only 19 or 20 by the time she'd had Billy, so she was a young mother (and still is!). Her worrying and fretting over him clearly annoys him because he's a teenager, but, god you feel for her. We also learn that Billy's dad, Jim, was drafted to fight in the war so she must be out of her mind with worry. I'll get more into my Billy feels as related to his mum in a bit. But I mean... just look at this line of Peggy's after Billy's joined the army:
“I pray. I fuss. I hold him a little tighter each time I see him."
Before I move on, GOSH, Billy is such a teenager when it comes to his interactions with his mum, lol. He doesn't want her fussing over him or being affectionate. He shrugs her off when she tries to fix his collar. He's reluctant to let her kiss his cheek... but he lets her do it anyway, of course.
Speaking of his family, Billy's relationship with his little sister, Dora, is also so cute and I love them. She tells another character that she doesn't miss him once he's moved out to join the army because she thinks he's "annoying" but she really does love him, lbr. And he's clearly very close with her, too.
At one point, their family home is destroyed in the Blitz so Peggy and Dora move into The Halcyon for a while. Billy watches his sister on mornings that he can get away from his army duties. He carries her around piggyback style. He lets her wear his army hat. He calls her "squirt." They're freaking adorable.
There's also a cute little moment during one of the Blitz raids where Billy's mum and sister are in the hotel shelter and Dora is frightened. Her mum tells her to listen for the sounds of the artillery and says, “That’s our Billy. He’s protecting us.”
And he is. Billy is a protector. He's always looking out for the people he cares about. When Kate, the maid he has a crush on, is SA'd by the Count, Billy angrily confronts him and even points the Count's own fucking gun at him. AND HE PULLS THE TRIGGER. He was about to fucking murder this man for doing what he did to Kate!
Billy is a fucking real one. God, he's the best character.
I don't have anywhere specific to put this, but I wanted to mention how much I love the little detail the writers added in about Billy's handiness and interest in machinery:
He is seen chatting with one of the waiters about the guns they use in the war and is later able to correctly identify the type of German plane flying over the hotel.
Later on in the season, The Halcyon's general manager and head concierge are trying to fix the hotel generator and lamenting that Billy was the one who always maintained it before he left to join the army. (I will come back to this later because omg)
Billy himself mentions to his mum at one point that he's planning on helping a neighbor with some things she needs done in her shelter and that he expects it to be a quick job.
When he joins the army, he's put in charge of operating one of the anti-aircraft guns - directing his fellow soldiers and being the one to manually operate the machine itself.
Now that I think I've covered every other Billy feel, I have to talk about... the worst one. The saddest one. His death. /:
I don't know how to say this without sounding like a complete [Michael Gavey voice] loooser, but I can't really think about Billy and his story in this show for too long without... crying? Oof.
I think that's a testament to just how well written his storyline was in this show. They make you care so fucking much about this sweet, innocent, pure-hearted, good to a fault, daft, brave young man so much that, when he dies in the Blitz, it really fucking hurts.
I swear, thinking about Billy Taylor deals psychic damage to me every time.
And I think that, part of the reason that Billy's death hurts so much is because of how it's shown to us. We all know the famous orange scene between Billy and Kate so I'm sorry for ruining it by making it sad, lol. But that scene ends with Kate telling Billy that she'll meet him the next morning to share the orange with him. So when morning comes and the hotel staff are arriving and see Kate waiting impatiently for "someone" who hasn't arrived, your heart fucking sinks immediately.
They don't even tell us about Billy's death by showing Peggy learning of the news. We're told through Kate's POV. He doesn't show up to their meeting in the morning and, when she arrives for her shift, the staff has been gathered around by the general manager. Only then do we learn that Billy was killed by a parachute mine the night before. And we follow Kate to the same closet where Billy gave her the orange, where she's sobbing and cradling the fruit in her hands.
But what's even sadder is that Billy remains a presence throughout the rest of the show. You, as the viewer, grieve him alongside not only his family, but also the people who knew him and worked with him.
When the hotel loses power during a bombing one night and the general manager and head concierge are trying to fix the generator, they're lost for what to do and even lost for words because Billy was the one who always handled the generator. They end up fixing the thing by taking a wrench and banging the side of it because "That's what Billy used to do." And it works. The generator turns back on thanks to Billy. Thanks to the memory of him. And the concierge look up and says, "Clever lad," as though Billy can hear him.
Of course, Peggy spends the rest of the season grappling with the loss of Billy, too. The other characters mention more than once that she's "talking about Billy as though he's still here" and that it's worrying them. Eventually, the general manager sits down with her and she says that she does know he's gone but that it's so hard to believe because she wants to think that he could just walk through the door at any moment.
But, oh my god, the saddest moment of the show for me... is the moment when Peggy is walking through the hallway in the staff area of the hotel and she sees one of the bellboys walking towards her. He has his head down so his face is in shadow but he's about the same height as Billy... and you can see in Peggy's face that she's allowing herself - just for that one moment - to imagine that it's Billy. To let herself think that he's still alive. You're watching her process the scene before her and seeing her think, "Could it be him?" for those few seconds... until she sees the bellboy's face. And, oh my god, it absolutely wrecks me every single time.
Billy's death is the reason that Peggy gives up the one thing she has left - Dora - and sends her away to the countryside along with the other children who are being evacuated from London. Because she can't bear the thought of losing her last living child.
Billy is the character who shows the audience how cruel and unforgiving the war is. That it can take anyone, no matter how sweet and kind and young and good the person is.
And it illustrates the enormity of the chasm they leave behind.
Billy's loss is felt in everyone, from his family to the people he worked with to the girl he had a crush on. AND IT'S FELT IN ME, TOO, GODDAMN
This was so long and I may not have even touched upon all of my feels but thanks for coming to my Billy Taylor TED Talk. I fucking love him. The writers did an amazing job writing him. 10/10, no notes whatsoever. I cry every single time.
He's such an underrated Ewan character and, I know I haven't mentioned it much, but Ewan's portrayal of him is flawless. He's perfect at capturing all the silliness, daftness, and earnestness that makes up our sweet little Billy!
Tl;dr - Everyone should love Billy Taylor!
Aaaand here's another gif of our sweet boy to end this massive post:
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Who else watched the Golden Globes tonight? I didn't take notes, so here's what I remember
Those tasteless Barbie jokes were not it...who put this man on stage? + Selena's reaction!!
And the Taylor one!! The side eye she gave him as she took a sip of her wine
By the way, her
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I haven't watched Oppenheimer (will at some point when it's available streaming), but I've only heard good things. Good for them!
Robert Downey Jr winning!
Jeremy Allen White is finally getting recognition. Loved him since Shameless (that buzzcut was not it though...)
Christopher Nolan mentioning Heath Ledger *cries*
Billie Eilish had to win for the song in a motion picture
Sad Taylor didn't win, but happy for Barbie (loved the movie!)
I can't wait to see Poor Things. I love Emma Stone <3
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fangomusic · 4 months
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Upcoming Disney Pixar movies.
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mourntheantagonist · 6 days
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“guilty as sin?” is so billycore
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the soundtrack in "the summer I turned pretty" is literally SO fantastic ?? like where did they get the budget for FIVE taylor swift songs, TWO Olivia rodrigo songs, TWO Billie eilish songs, TWO Tyler the creator songs, and like a ton of other songs by Ariana grande, cardi B, dua Lipa, phoebe bridgers, etc??
also mr blue sky??? lisztomania ???? 2017 me is going crazy
also FIVE TAYLOR SWIFT SONGS!!!!!!! had to highlight that again fr fr
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d1gnan · 1 month
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( link to the article ) ive always loved billie eilish but its so fucking cool to see such a big artist consistently work towards environmentally conscious solutions.. theres other + bigger examples of her sustainable habits in the article but whats cool is shes actually been consistent with this for years! she's even influenced some fashion houses to be more sustainable, its so fucking refreshing and i realy hope more artists follow suit
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barclaysangel · 19 days
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Junior Wheeler Playlist
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*pats playlist* This bad boy can fit 207 songs that lasts in total 12 hours and 27 minutes. I fixate too much on Junior. But I got inspired by @high-functioning-fang1rl Nica playlist so I had to do one for Junior too.
This is on my iTunes account and idk how to manage Spotify so if y'all wanna listen to it, I'm going to put all the songs down below. The ones with * on it are the ones I 1000000% relate for Junior. And feel free to send asks about any of the songs and I'll legit do a lyric analyst to explain why I chose it for Junior.
Anyway, enjoy :)
Avril Lavigne
Losing Grip*
Wish You Were Here
Let Me Go
Billie Eilish
COPYCAT
lovely*
you should see me in a crown*
bury a friend
everything i wanted*
Therefore I Am
Happier Than Ever*
Christina Perri
Distance
The Lonely*
Tragedy
Human
Digital Daggers
Where the Lonely Ones Roam*
The Devil Within*
Can't Sleep, Can't Breathe
Still Here*
Bad Intentions
Dorothy
Raise Hell*
Wicked Ones
Beetlejuice the Musical
Dead Mom*
Say My Name
That Beautiful Sound
Home*
Evanescence
Going Under*
Bring Me To Life
Everybody's Fool*
My Immortal*
Tourniquet
Hello*
My Last Breath
Whisper*
Sweet Sacrifice*
Weight of the World*
Lithium*
Like You
Lose Control*
All That I Am Living For
Made of Stone*
The Change*
My Heart Is Broken
The Other Side
Lost in Paradise*
Sick*
Never Go Back
A New Way To Bleed*
Even in Death
Missing*
Farther Away
Fall Out Boy
I Don't Care*
My Songs Know What You Did in the Dark
Alone Together*
Young Volcanoes*
Irresistible
Centuries*
Immortals*
Halsey
Empty Gold
Hold Me Down*
New Americana*
Ghost
Colors*
Colors, Pt. II
Gasoline*
Control*
I Walk the Line
Alone*
Now or Never
Sorry
Good Mourning*
Lie*
Angel on Fire*
Devil in Me*
clementine
Graveyard
Forever ... (is a long time)*
I HATE EVERYBODY*
3am*
Finally // beautiful stranger*
Still Learning
Bells in Santa Fe*
Easier than Lying*
Lilith
Darling*
1121*
honey
Whispers*
Ya'aburnee
People Disappear Here*
Hollywood Undead
Young*
Paradise Lost*
Another Way Out
We Are*
Medicine
Renegade
Imagine Dragons
Radioactive
Demons*
I'm So Sorry*
Monster*
Who We Are
Natural*
Enemy*
LINKIN PARK
Faint
Numb*
What I've Done*
Heavy
Livingston
Shadow*
Surprise!*
Marina and The Diamonds
Oh No!*
Teen Idle
Melanie Martinez
Dollhouse*
Soap*
Training Wheels
Pity Party*
Milk and Cookies*
Mad Hatter*
The Principal
Show & Tell*
Drama Club
Lunchbox Friends*
Orange Juice*
High School Sweethearts
DEATH*
VOID*
FAERIE SOIREE
LIGHT SHOWER
SPIDER WEB*
LEECHES*
BATTLE OF THE LARYNX*
THE CONTORTIONIST*
NYMPHOLOGY
EVIL*
PLUTO*
Olivia Rodrigo
brutal*
Can't Catch Me Now*
Queen
Bohemian Rhapsody*
Under Pressure
The Show Must Go On*
Set It Off
Nightmare*
I'll Sleep When I'm Dead*
Wolf in Sheep's Clothing
Skillet
Falling Inside the Black*
Monster*
Taylor Swift
I Did Something Bad*
Don't Blame Me*
Look What You Made Me Do*
my tears ricochet
seven*
this is me trying*
hoax
Anti-Hero*
You're On Your Own, Kid*
Vigilante Shit*
Three Days Grace
Just Like You*
I Hate Everything About You
Born Like This
Overrated*
Pain*
Animal I Have Become*
Riot
Let It Die
Bitter Taste*
Break
The Good Life*
Someone Who Cares*
Chalk Outline
Misery Loves My Company*
Human Race*
Pain Killer*
Fallen Angel
So What*
Nothing's Fair in Love and War
One Too Many
twenty one pilots
Stressed Out*
Ride
Fairly Local*
Other Artists
Let Me Down Slowly by Alec Benjamin
Here by Alessia Cara*
Panic Room by Au/Ra*
I'm Gonna Show You Crazy by Bebe Rexha*
Dark Side by Bishop Briggs*
idfc by blackbear
Break the Rules by Charli XCX
Arcade by Duncan Laurence
The Monster by Eminem*
Gorgeous Nightmare by Escape the Fate*
Seven Devils by Florence + the Machine*
You Found Me by The Fray
Achilles Come Down by Gang of Youths*
So Alive by The Goo Goo Dolls*
Blood // Water by grandson*
Boulevard of Broken Dreams by Green Day
Impossible by James Arthur*
Human by John "The Ragin Cajun" Jones*
Broken by lovelytheband
How Villains Are Made by Madalen Duke*
Twisted by MISSIO
Voices by Motionless In White
Funeral by Neoni*
How You Remind Me by Nickleback*
Don't Let Me Get Me by P!nk
Cradles by Sub Urban*
Bad Things by Summer Kennedy*
Shattered by Trading Yesterday*
Unsteady by X Ambassadors*
Heads Will Roll by Yeah Yeah Yeahs
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solarsleepless · 11 months
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question for the the kimberly hart fans, if any of you guys are still here: do you think kim would be able to sacrifice her morals for her team? we know she'd die for them, but could she kill for them?
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mollysolo · 1 year
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i desperately need taylor swift to have billie eilish featured on reputation tv
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oh-cramity-its-amity · 5 months
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i know im late but does anyone wanna see my spotify wrapped? i didnt know ppl were posting them on here 💀
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(i love telephone sm i hc it to be abt lumity and sapphic but thats just me *shrugs* i wanna write a fic with it but i just havent yet)
kinda knew that waterparks would be my number one since they're my favorite band out of everything. taylor swift being second because speak now tv is my literal life and i will die with that fact.
lmk when and if someone decides to write a songfic abt lumity to timeless. i will eat that shit up so fast.
anyway haha i use spotify a lot- dont i?
i mean- music is my everything though and i love talking abt it along with toh. if yall want at a later date i can give some hcs of like songs i think remind me of lumity 👍.
i wanna see ur wrapped though!! give me music recs if you wanna. or dont. idm.
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bloodynereid · 1 year
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just finished writing up a Graham Dunne one-shot based off La La Land and I am not okay. I repeat... I am not okay.
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When phoebe said “I’m a bad lair with a savior complex” and when Taylor said “you let all your damage damage me” and when Coldplay said “I will try to fix you” and when Billie said “you ain’t nothing but a lost cause” and when Olivia said “it’s always one step forward and three steps back” and when-
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roev-wade · 10 months
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