#being made to pay to see my husband? wtf is that about
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Straight up the only thing in my life rn that is giving me something to look forward to 😭
#blocked out any doxing info :)#i'm excited for this#i might wanna kms but at least KNY is doing something to make me happy#booked seats with the best view as well#looking forward to seeing my man in the best quality possible#i think i should be allowed in for free becahse i'm literally Douma's WIFE and he is in the thing#being made to pay to see my husband? wtf is that about#sky rambles#god gonna see gyutaro and daki die AGAIN 😭
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Mitsuya Takashi x F!reader
Warnings: Angst ? financial problems, kinda not angst, it turned out to be slightly funny
summary; Mitsuya and her Wife dreamt of having a child and being successful in their business. Not knowing Takashi has some secrets to hide from her wife that made the company lose money. it even made their relationship in a worst-case scenario.
inspo; second chance - filipino movie
"so Mr. and Mrs. Mitsuya, this is an interview and we're gonna ask questions about what happened to you both for the past 6 years of marriage, okay?"
"Sure"
-6 years earlier-
"I always knew you'd be the one for me, yn. through my ups and downs, you're the one who's there for me baby. I can't imagine doing anything without your support and love. I always think of you as my wife nowadays. I want to make it true, princess."
as he touched your cheeks softly he slowly bend down on his one knee
" I'm asking this with no pressure, love. will you do me the honor of becoming my wife?"
as tears went down your cheeks, you know what you want to answer to that question.
"yes, love!" chuckled and sniffed as you said
your heart is too happy you cried for more than a minute.
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after the marriage, it's already been 6 years
you and Takashi are handling a business of your own. it's about sewing of course.
you were the designer and he's the tailor.
but since you just had a miscarriage he wants you to just rest, he was so busy. he just leave you at home with nothing to do.
he didn't get to tell you his problems, he started to be so irritated all the time you cant even talk to him properly.
as days passed, you didn't know how to keep yourself busy, and its sunday so why not check on your husband in his office? i mean its not going to be a long ride, just maybe 10minutes far from your house soo...
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"Good Afternoon, Ma'am Y/n! It's nice to see you back!"
the guard greeted you with a big smile, the staff in your office surely missed you since you've been gone for months.
"Good Afternoon, too"
you went inside and looked for takashi, you saw him talking to his phone in his office room, so you went in.
"hey, Love! I bought Lunch!"
he hangs up and looked really irritated...
"wtf yn, what are you doing here?"
"visiting you and our office... what else?"
"i told you to stay at home, didn't I?"
"yeah but it's so boring there, what's wrong? i just visited"
"yeah, go home now. don't want you here. you'll get tired"
"what?"
"go home."
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after what happened you always overthink about why did he asked you to leave?
i mean everytime you ask him 'how's his work?' he always says 'good' or it's fine but really he looks so problematic. as his wife you want to help but he don't open to you anymore.
so he has this trip to another town so you decided to do a little visit the office...
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you went to the office and first thing is ask the financier hows the money?
"um ma'am we're very low on budget. sir told me to not tell you this but we're really bankrupt. he accepts all projects and does not finnish it so the clients/customers cancel their appointments. but sir is really trying hard. and almost half of our staff's are resigning because we have no money to pay them anymore and plus we have so many debts. it's almost 3million."
...
what?
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you left cause how come your husband didn't told you any of this?
this is fucked up.
really. he isn't the takashi you used to know.
you were heartbroken but tried to understand him cause you know he needs you, to calm yourself down you went shopping.
you bought a lot! it made you happy, really! new plates new cups, new home decorations, etc etc.
he came home very late, then saw the new things you bought.
"yn?"
"oh takashi, hey"
"why tf did you shop? where'd you get the money?"
"uh i have my own money, why?"
"you just waisted tons of money, yn"
"what's your problem? you've been acting so strange lately"
he looked really mad, then threw the new plates on the floor
"WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM TAKASHI?"
"STOP WAISTING MONEY! YOU LOOK LIKE YOU'RE NOT CONTENTED IN THE LIFE I'M GIVING YOU, WHAT? YOU DON'T WANT TO BE IN THIS RELATIONSHIP ANYMORE?"
"WHAT ARE YOU SAYING? WHERE DID THAT CAME FROM???"
"YOU'RE SO FUCKING SELFISH"
"YOUR PROBLEM IS THE NEW PLATES? IS THAT WHY YOU'RE HATING ME RIGHT NOW? THEN LET'S THROW THE FUCKIN' PLATES, TAKASHI"
you threw the plates and the cups and all the things near you on the floor.
"ARE YOU HAPPY NOW?! YOU FUCKIN' HAPPY NOW MITSUYA?"
he gave you nothing but a silent treatment.
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after the fight you went to your friend's house, emma sano.
emma really comforted you. after a few weeks you went to your house again...
found nothin' but a girl in bed
girl?
his ex?
but where's takashi?
......
the girl woke up then saw you, and cover her top since she was naked.
"oh- are you his girlfriend"
you were about to cry but really you didn't. you're a badbitch.
"wife. his wife, bitch"
"..."
"get tf out of my fuckin' house, whore"
you tried to control your temper.
she left the house.
but still figuring out where tf is takashi
he deff cheated...
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you fixed the house again.
waited for him to come home.
and remembered his vows he gave you
"With this hand I will lift your sorrows. Your cup will never empty, for I will be your wine. With this candle, I will light your way in darkness. With this ring, I ask you to be mine".
it actually hurts seeing your relationship like this. it sucks
he used to be so sweet. what happened? you really missed him.
you cried praying, hoping he'll come back.
the man who promised you you'd have kids, that you'd wake up everyday with a smile and by his side, the man who promised to never treat you bad, to never cheat, to be there when you need him
the man who is very careful with his words, very responsible with his words. the man who will keep his promises.
nevertheless, he's like that you still love him, you're just really hurt.
-------------------------------- 5 years--------------------------------
"Yah! Takashi can you carry your daughter! I'm still doing my makeup"
"sorry babe, I was cooking but sure"
10 mins... at the interview
"so it's been 5 years already, Mr. & Mrs. Mitsuya"
"yeah, time flies so fast"
"How are you guys? well you two seem pretty happy today"
"well of course, we'd get to share our journey with some people. first, we had financial problems, cheating problems, trusting problems, all that we almost got out divorced. but as for me, as the wife. of course, I love to spend my life with my husband though I was hurt. I'd still love to understand him, I wanted to know the reason why he cheated, wanted to know the reason why he didn't trust me? cause I know myself takashi isn't like that so I knew that there was something wrong. I talked to him the night he cheated. he ranted for the first time in our 6 years."
"as the husband who did all that, I figured my wife's the most understanding woman I've ever met. though I wasn't ready to break up I knew she'd break up with me. but didn't. she fixed all my problems, she was there for me. always."
"so I guess everybody deserves a second chance? Based on your experience Mr. & Mrs. Mitsuya"
"no, but if you still see that the person is trying and see them struggling to get you back, try to understand them, even if they cheated on you once, twice, or more than. we should forgive them cause we're not the ones who will punish them for their sins, God will. especially when God knows that you did nothing wrong, figured that prayers work." -Mitsuya, Takashi
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hiiii today's reminder is a notes app list of observations/thoughts from the concert that I kept to say to you lol:
- xiaohenyang black on black dance break I sobbed
- the first VCR started with jungwoo and jeno and I thought they'd do Js first then it went to yuta and my brain said "mera juta hai japani" which is a line from an old Bollywood song meaning "my shoe is japanese" and it cracked me up too much to pay attention to the rest of the VCR
- about the from home stage: RENJUN MY BABY smiling when he made it through his famous voice crack part and all the members putting their mics up to him for the "and it starts from here our home" bit 😭😭😭
- new stages/songs i don't remember being performed before that I loved: Oasis (why does sm hate winwin's voice), kangaroo (i need a well shot performance vid), ok, pado (tho why would they call it pado and not wave bc my brain immediately read it as pedo and then it was a sexy song and I was Disturbed), call d (what does that even mean lol they're not even trying to hide the frat boyness anymore), and you specifically are gonna love bat and alley oop
- why were the mics so bad. why was the camera work so bad, esp in nct u songs where they clearly don't know which part is whose. also they were focusing wayyy too much on close-ups for choreo-heavy songs (rip nectar). also the random hour long delay in between wtf?? tho I did like wayv banter in the meanwhile, speaking of which
- WHY DID THEY CHANGE WAYV'S INTRO TO "TO THE WORLD THIS IS NCITY"?!!!!!!!! also they clearly just tossed wayv up there to buy time while they fix the sets, it was kinda hilarious. they're pushing winwin to act cute and winwin taps his in ear and says "give us more time" (as in the staff asking them to fill up more time before the performance) and they jumped on him with "you can have all the time you want to act cute baby" to which winwin tries to hide behind ten but he's a whole head taller than him lol
- baggy jeans is good and I'm sure it'll grow on me more, but the t7s unit reunion feels wasted on it. love love LOVE ten's rap verse tho
- songs i loved live but really missed the missing members (this is mostly taeil tho sungchan makes a couple of appearances): round& round, my everything, taeil's empty spot in good night broke my heart, misfit, the 90s love bit in resonance. i like that they didn't have anyone cover taeil in 127's songs tho because he really is the heart of their music to me
- conversely: why does winwin still have 0 lines in boss, why not give him you know who's verse??
- apparently the new 127 album will be the most 127-esque yet and should I be scared?
- so so so very few resonance era songs :(
- some beautiful people: chenle, winwin, ten's wayv outfit, jisung in his black outfit (is that allowed???), taeyong's little braids even though I'm not sure how to feel about this hair, KUN 😭, yuta being the only one without a shirt in resonance for some reason
- Kun, Doyoung, jeno and Chenle together in the end that's my husbands and our sons
Hiii!!!, I might be responding super super out of order.
Overall the missing members left a layer of pain the whole time but the members who covered for them did amazing, Yuta hitting taeil's high note my baby did so well. And Jisung too, speaking of, recently I have been fighting any attraction to Jisung back with a stick, but the past day I... Can no longer fight it like hello???? Sir?? Sir?? Also I really noticed how much he and Winwin look alike I used to think it was just their lips but its their cheeks and smiles too. Jisung still looks more like Taylor Swift though. Who is coming to Miami next year! I think it's an amphitheatre so might picnic in the parking lot. Anyway next!
I just wanna talk about how much of a cutie patootie sweetie pie Renjun is every time I see him I'm like heres the boy! and his little smile! His redemption. And just everyone clamoring to him and Winwin, the princes of NCT.
I really didn't want to spoil all of the new songs yet so I just skimmed over them. And I did allow a little more of Bat and you are so right but but I left some surprises and I'll go back after the album release. But Hendery!!!! That is all. Call D, I have so many questions but the sheer vibe of the song answers them. It's not an NCT album without a song covertly about sex. Baggy jeans from what I've heard so far, same I'm not completely sold on it but I didn't hear the whole song so who knows.
The production value was definitely lacking and they seemed confused about how to film it. At least Winwin had a few of you knows lines in Wayv's songs but I always say this but it's cause the first time was so hard but the Yixing vibes are so strong with Winwin, and I worry. SM if you appreciate Winwin and give him everything he needs he won't find it else where just give him more please. Give Wayv more!!! I am an exo-l who's seen a lot and I'm scared okay. I don't want history to repeat itself. Again!! Cause exo was history repeating itself the first time.
I think we should just be prepared for the next 127 album it could honestly be anything, genuinely anything. I think just go in open-minded and ready to hear them out.
And I just wanna add just Xiaojun Yangyang and Hendery, that's it Xiaojun Yangyang and Hendery just wow look at them also.
Ignore the text I don't agree with that, that's just the tiktok. I only okay you know what nevermind.
Also Yuta can *** ****** ** me
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“It takes great deal of courage to see the world in all its tainted glory, and still learn to love it.”— Oscar Wilde
I need a moment after that fight. Hold on a sec. I swear I'm not crying 😭😭😭
A warlock was using magic – the second most beautiful thing in the world – to hurt David – the first most beautiful thing in the world. Unbelievable for me too honey...
YESS!!! David finally realized!!! He's so smart and sexy for it, now there is only the sliiight problem of Max not believing him....
Max!! Open your eyes!!! She's a phsyco!!
“That’s not what this is about. This isn’t about Mallory.”
“No, it isn’t,” David shook his head. “This is about your inability to be alone.”
Ok, that was a reaaaally shitty thing to say🙂
Miscommunication: 123
Talking and figuring stuff out: 0
I loved his dreadlocks so much😭😭 like, good for him if this is what he wants but I'll still mourn them smh
Camilla speaking facts and Gigi kicking ass😎 god I love women❤️
Sometimes people wanting to help felt better than them actually helping you. I support Lovehollow above all else🥺🥺 if they don't support me and are glad for my accomplishments and want to help me in whatever way they can then I don't want it. Expectations have been set!!
Honesty, the only one who doesn't know now about the wedding it's Anjali, and I'm not even sure about that anymore 😂
He is going to make her a fucking dress😭😭 Lovehollow>>>> anyone else rn
I hope that dress has pockets....
Anjali 🤝 Gigi
Respecting each other and being badass together. Love the way Anjali smiled at her 🥺
Fuck you, Marcus!!!
I just feel the warlock issue is going to get really big really fast and I am not prepared...
Literally my reaction:
I JUST KNOW MARCUS IS INVOLVED IN THIS SHIT!!
Jace be like: I'm a mavid Stan first, shadowhunter second😎
Yeah, Alec! Call him out!!!
The GROWTH of this man!! He went from wanting to take Magnus' inmortality away, to now understanding this will always be a part from him and respecting that there isn't something he can say and just wanting to be there for him or give him space to talk to someone else who gets it🥺🥺
“Because my biggest fear that is that I won’t get to see them grow up,” Alec said in response. “You know shadowhunters live short lives. So, to see them grow up, it’s a blessing.”
AHHH PLEASE💙💙😭
Max needed to be dragged to study math. To attend nephilim events that were ‘too boring’. To go play with children whose name wasn’t David. Right where it hurts my mavid heart🙂
Alec be like: Yeah, you are my kid and I love you, but I can and I will drag your ass up to apologize to my husband bc you made him sad🔪
“You’re assuming we’d still be hanging out in 500 years,” he is an asshole sometimes 😂😂
“But I’m not just a warlock,” Max said with a soft smile. “I’m Magnus Bane’s son.” HE SAID IT!!! HE SAID THE LINE!!!
Not me ignoring all the mavid angst for the sake of Lovehollow and Gabrielina ❤️😎
Sometimes you needed to run away. It was self-care. She's so wise and so right about this
YES THE NY ATTACKS AND THE WARLOCK ISSUES AFE CONNECTED!!! I KNOW IT!!!
“The Clave is made up of hot, respectable people,” Gabriel told her, kissing her finger.
“You’re talking about Rafael and Anjali?”
“Who else?”
Hundreds of languages, and he decided to seal with the truth 😎
“Did it fall?” Selena asked.
“No,” he replied. “I smashed it."
...
“Maybe I should have. I deserve to get hurt for hurting Max.”
Love me some feral David, bit now I'm getting concerned lmaooo
That shit wasn't a mistake!! Something is happening to Selena's powers!! Ahhh😭
Gotta go bc I didn't pay attention to class and now idk wtf to do😂😂
💙.💙.💙.
Pleases have this tiktok of Ruel I found as compensation for the pain caused.
Feral David rights only 😎
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Man, what is this story even about other than “two idiots fall in love and uwu”.
There’s no bigger overarching plot that I can see. All the hints that I thought was pointing towards a bigger scheme hasn’t really progressed. Like there was a mention or two of some financial drama, but there’s no further build up for it.
We had what looked like the husband still being floozy after marriage, but it was nothing in the end. We have some shady shit, but it’s just the heroine’s former suitor going insane.
If some really crazy stuff suddenly pops up now, I’m not going to be satisfied :/
Brad saves Aira and basically was just like “Kid, you’re really stupid, ain’t ya?” at the friend, Hans.
Hans was like “My debt was already paid, so get off my case”.
So to backtrack a bit. Hans had taken out loans to buy a house for his crazy dream to marry Aira and I guess start a jockeying business, but the business fell apart because the horse died and he just went in debt. He fobbed the debt off to his parents, which made Aira really go “WTF dude, you’re insane”.
Hans flew into a rage and hit her, and then attacked her some more. That’s when Brad showed up to save her.
And yeah, so Hans’s father the baron or whatever his rank was, had to sell off a lot of property to pay the debt. As Brad takes Aira away, Hans grabbed a musket and tried to shoot. The bullet only grazed Brad’s arm, and Hans was in a shock both from the recoil and I guess the “Oh shit I shot someone” realisation.
It was then that Aira finally admits that she’d fallen in love with Brad and she wants to be a proper wife to him, not just a contract one. And he also tells her that he likes her too. So he wasn’t upset at her tsun reactions, he knew what was up and just thinks it’s cute.
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SEPTEMBER 30TH HORROR WATCH
Nanny (2022)
I have been trying to watch this for a week
Me and this internet tusslin chile
N e way
Senegalese immigrant to US nanny to white family
Anna diop Goddess
FIWINE ASS sinqa walls adonis
It's a horror movie because you cannot get to them through the screen
Okay so mami wata story
So far there's just weird vibes in the ytpipo house?
Sinqa (malik) is the doorman at the fancy building they start seeing each other
Annas character ( aisha) is having visual hallucinations
She has a kid back home from some guy who was messing with a bunch of school girls and now there's drama with that family
She's in the city alone but making friends with other immigrants from other African countries
And nannies
She's teaching that child french, feeding her jollof and reading her anansi the spider
Malik grandma is a wisdom, a seeer, a sensative
She has a mami wata painting and i WANT IT it's beautiful chaotic colorful
I don't have any art on my walls
Malik revealed his moms was schizophrenic and in a bad way- she passed a while ago
Failure of system for black mentally ill ppl
They not paying her what she do
The white husband just kissed her after saying he was gonna get her money shes owed
She BIT HIM!!! HA!!!
But also there was like a hallucination of herr??? Being a seducer???
Woah time jump WTF
MERMAID IN THE POOL MERMAID IN THE POOL!!!!!!
She drowning her oh she woke up back at the right time
Oh no big fight with mom
Mom mad she eating real food
Then aisha come with receipts saying it's no food in the damn house and she buys her own and subsidizes the kid lunch
Mom said you lost my kid one time (she ran off in the park for idk few mins got out into the street)
She said my bad but you still owe me a hundred dollars
Mom doesn't push really cause it was obviously an oversight kids run out of parks unlike never buying groceries for a month
She said pay me Ave ill be back
It's clear they are in a fancy house but underwater
But also choosing to stiff the nanny when they could cut another bill
Child tantrum
No what is going AWWN SIS the girl keeps disappearing
Bleeding knife bathtub she having a breakdown
Girl said she not gon tell because anansi made her flip out because
Bump bump bumm
Jealousy about the girl when her kid is not with her
Oh shit yea did the nanny cam catch it
She sent the money to get her kid the flight is there no kid
Bruh the friend watching her kid came on the plane
Her kid drowned and she never said anything
Just got on the flight to America
She seemed like was just going to dip when she got to America and never say anything
Just take the money
She jumped in the water
But malik fished her out
THAT'S IT
😮😮😮😮😮😮
DOUBLE FEATURE
A haunting in venice (2023)
"Scary stories make life less scary."
Still wtf does this guy do???
Delightful puppet show
I love old timey puppet shows
Venician masks
Games are foolish check on father pobreceito
Not her enabling the kids canoodling 🤣🤣
The costumes and set are legit
The sceance is for a dead daughter
Lol she said nemisis and not in a very sarcastic way
Medium neither big nor small
Dropped that lovely chandelier
Rats in the walls
No credit for theaterical timing
Suicide driven via the kids
Ex bf??
Literally don't understand why ppl just i would have kicked him out
No crystal ball
A type writer
Boy said I talked to ghosts and they say you are full of shit
Busted lol confederate in the chimney magic typewriter
And now the theatrics increases
I appreciate the silence during the theatrics to highlight how silly it is
They are not even addressing her subterfuge
Lol bobbing for apples
COVID
An attempted MURDER
Oop
Bruh they fucking already
Dude 🙄🙄🙄🙄 the only reason I'm watching this is for her now she dead
Lol yea she was a nurse
That woman like i hate this place bad vibes
The kid with the books insists she was a fake Ave he hears the voices
Standard who done it
It was obviously the writer from jump but once everyone is in league it's boring
The guy just not interesting enough his character is too silly to be a Sherlock type guy and the voice is silly
They tilted their hand too early for the mom
And it amounts to misogynistic tropes
A desperate mother
A charlatan woman
Yuck zero stars
Let's try again
TRIPLE FEATURE
No Exit
Rehab
The self absorption of addiction
Rehab or jail
Mom sick
She busted out/ stole a car
Storm hit
Local community center opens up
She found the girl in the truck
Already promised to get her out
Dennis haysbert has been outside twice and woke be the prime suspect
What's wrong with BS?
Lol you never played BS ?
Bruh what that's not how you play
It's an allowable variation though
The problem with this variation of the game is if you flop back and forth it's easier to spot a liar and easier to keep track whereas if you go in order you would have to remember what was played 52 cards ago
She's trying to get intel on everyone via the card game
The weirdo stereotype has an explosion loosing at cards
She decides it's him and tries to dial 911
No one has had service the whole time obvs snow storm
So so busts into the car
The girl has a medical band but i didn't catch it
The guy busts in but she is very small and hides under junk in the big ass creeper truck
He's talking violent
Until he leaves
He has a gun
This guy seems borderline
He finally notices the footprints from the van
The issue is
Dennis haysbert character is ex military and now that she knows it's not him why didn't she just tell him as soon as she found out???
Fake kiss to throw him off the scent
Okay she told the young man
He still thinks it's her though
Why wouldn't they tell the ex military man
Knew it was him from jump obvs the attractive one 🙄🙄
Upset the stereotypical mentally disturbed guy is involved though
They did play it that they didn't know each other the whole time though
Why would her silly butt not just go back into the main room with them??
There's something to be said about addiction and being alone and not asking for help
Okay second time silence being afraid to reach out for help has resulted in someone not being rescued
Yea this is literally just an inability to reach out
The girl dips and they use our protag as bait to smoke her out but it's a literal snow storm they can't find her
Mr and ms common sense go outside and find the girl
So now the protag the nurse the ex military have the girl
But the girl is half frozen and needs her meds now it's a stand off
The kidnappers threatening to burn the center down they got a gas can
Completely plausible i have a gas can in my lil car they got a old van goin over a mountain
These boys are being put up to by their uncle (not actual foster dad)
OMG she's in on it
Apparently the girl is a little shit
And the wife is a maid for the rich family
The marine gambled all their money away
Like the house and everything
Another everyone's in on it
But in a better way
They are trafficking the kid
Boom he shot everybody quick
Knew he would get popped, too useful
The ex nurse current maid
Nailed gunned her to the wall ooof
Like in the wrist though major artery
Brutal
I'm 100% for the attractive guy being the villain but also two murders is hot like you gotta be a real sociopath for that or very disregulated he wasn't either they should have like advertised that a bit
Ooof
Just got a text her mom died
I think he thought that would break her but this dumbass doesn't realize that just freed her up to be wreckless
Nothing to live for
Her pending texts obvs went out when the mom text came in
About the kidnappers to her sis
Lol not snorting the coke she found in the car as a pain numbing agent
Shes free
He really does care about his brother
She's holding him hostage
WHOA the lil girl swiped at him holding the nail gun it went off hit the brother in the head
Woah now it's getting silly he tripped on the blood of the other two bodies face planted and the nail went in the rest of the way
Cop arrived
Her dumbass (or coked up ass) shot him while the cop was there so obviously he shot her
Shes a bad shot the brother shoots the cop
He goes back to finish protag but she knofes him
(after some more implied sexual assault via gun)
Protag should be dead but she is on coke so maybe not feeling too much
She radioed for help i would say they would have found them anyway the cop would be missing but possibly not before they all bled out/ froze to death
48 days rehab now
Her sister finally visits after a month under her belt
Fin
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7 Years...
Wow it has been 7years.... and im back again... I got so much to rant.
7 years has passed and lot of things had changed..
I got engaged, married, move out, living together with my husband in rental apartment, got the BTO and currently preparing for wedding next year. Needless to say, I am happy but disappointed...
Honestly? I don’t know whether I am really happy... Sometime I wish I could see these red flags and somebody taught me these red flags.
It started with his family. HIS FREAKING FAMILY IS SO NIGHTMARE.
All the years I thought they are okay with me and turn out they are REALLY not okay and yet my husband didn’t tell me about it because he don’t want me to be hurt but WHY? If he had told me earlier and we could work it out together, it could be better but he didn't..
Initially his family was against me just because I am D and they are worried that he have to support the family if our unborn child is born D. WTF? A child that has been not made or born, is already facing discrimination. But in the end, I found out why.. Because his parent is heavily depending on him for family financial. Isn't it funny? His dad is head of the family but still want to depend on my husband to pay for their house bills, cig and betting.
Are you even not ashamed of yourself?? What kind of father expecting their child to pay for them? Why did you give birth to these children?
Ironically, my husband think it is nothing wrong and said it is “pay-back” to parent.. Is $550 allowance every month and asking for $500~$1K fine?? Nobody does that, dude....
Another one, his sister is shitty snake. Actually I don’t know how can her bf tahan her given her shitty attitude and worse that they are planning to get marry next year when she had not been proposed yet and already bought the wedding ring and decided the month.
After my husband proposed to me, she totally act like nice sis in law that I will have but her attitude totally change right after I wanted to start prepare for the PWS as I initially wanted to get married on 22 Feb 2022 and had told my husband the reason and he also agreed with it but I don’t know why he has been delaying in preparing proposal and everything when he already bought proposal ring in end of Dec 2020... (Yes, I knew because he brought me to ring shops and bought right after I said I like this ring). Plenty time to prepare right? I don’t know what is going thru his mind.
In Sept 21, he finally proposed and I asked him is the 22 Feb thingy still on and he said yes but funny, he still had not start doing anything so I decided to do and research everything on my own in Nov and Dec. I start preparing everything and shared everything with him and he always kept said “Anything, you decide. I am fine with anything”. So I processed to book appointment with several bridal studios to try gowns on. His sister heard about it and told us that she wanted to be part of it as well so that she and her bf can help us in preparing and even mentioning “Eventually marriage isn’t just between the two of you.”. Weird but fine, I said ok as it is our first time preparing and I told her that I will ask my sister to be part of it as well because I find it weird that why must her bf be part of it when he is still “outsider”. So I suggested to having another chat group of us for easy convenience and she agreed. It seem all good till she suddenly asked in new group chat, “Actual wedding is 2022 or just the rom?”. Since he and I already planned to have both on same year and and asked her whether my husband had told her. My husband said the parent are fine with it, just that the different date then his sister said that since we are insisting, she will not be attending our wedding. Then she start going off at me on how I am being so manipulative and etc.
I was very stunned and don’t know what to say because little while ago, she was so sweet, asking to be part of planning as she wanted to help and yet few minute later... she fking change her attitude and also self confessed that she have mental problem..
Ironically, she didn’t think she start it first and had been blaming me for few months. That is one of red flags but I choose to ignore and thinking that it will be getting better once we got married BUT no.
It didn’t get better. One month to moving in our rental apartment, he wanted to move in on 1 Nov and I agreed. 2 days before our ROM, he told me that he changed mind and asked whether can we live separate for a few months because his brother is not comfortable with him moving out. Turn out, it is his SISTER WHO IS NOT FUCKING COMFORTABLE. She suddenly self harmed and that made my husband worried.
Excuse you, what about me??? I had been so stressful preparing PWS, liaising with people and all the stuffs while he was busy with overseas missions and yet one word from his sister, he readily drop everything.
That made me thinking of myself. What am I had been doing all these years, months, weeks and day?? All for nothing? What am I? Am I just a “sex toy” that he can release his monsters any time?
After 2 weeks of me crying and asking him why another couples and us are so different, he decided to move in but on one condition, he need to go back to his parent place to spend few days.
Needless to say, I was shocked and asked him whether he think the arrangement is fine and he said yep. I asked him then why did we married at first place and he said oh because you wanted it.
WOW, so everything started because of me.. I really don’t know what to say anymore. I am so tired and tired of being disappointed again and again.
I sometime asked myself why did I stay with him for long time and get married to him? I really wanted to ask him that why don’t he marry his family since he treat them as his priority instead of his wife. What is the purpose of marriage? What is the purpose of renting apartment when you cannot spend your time sleeping here and build the marriage bond?
Boy, i want to tell you that if you continue doing this, you might lose me one day without realising. I don’t want to cry to sleep every day and night.
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i wanna date you and be with you again just for the sake of being with you again. i do not have too many reasons. i just simply fucking want you and all i ever wanna do is be in the bed with you for 24 hours and cuddle with you while watching kral sakir on the television of a cheap hotel. but i have good news. if we get together again you can come anytime to my new apartment and you can stay as long as you'd like. i'd pay for all your expenses and your tickets for transportation. i could show you around and i can sneak you into my classes too :DD. another reason that i want to be with you is to (im sorry for using you and taking advantage of you :[) to watch ratatouille. i stillh avent seen it because i thought we would see it togerher. im still waiting on you to watch it. i want to watch you watch it and see you entertained and having good time. all i need is the you love give me. all we need is the love we give to each other. to only each other. to only me and to only you. i wanna redate you again because i regret all the things that i didnt do it with you. i want to go to a zoo with you, i want to visit an art gallery with you, i want to visit a museum with you and make fun of the things we dont understand. i want to date you again because i fucking love you so much and you are the only thing that i've cared about you in my life. i have never cared for anyone in my life. i just want to date you because i want to feel secure, to express my thoughts and feelings with you. to be understood and to understand each other. i want to see you achieve happiness, i want to send you tiktoks. i have been saving almost a hundred of tiktoks that i am dying to show it to you. all of those pertains to our lives at some point. i want to appreciate you again and kiss your little cheeks. kiss your beautiful and slim fingers, to touch and feel the warmth of your hands again. to held hands again.. you were the only person that made me go ecstatic with happiness and reach euphoriaic state of joy. you've made me experience experiences that i never thought i'd experience again. i want you to be my wife. such an awesome honor. to be the wife of aybuke celiksoy. i want to inherit your surname. i want our children to have the surname celiksoy instead of this dumb motherfucking thing called 'caliskan' like wtf does it even mean?? anyway. i was saying that ughhhhhhh i wanna marry you. and i literally mean it. i can even picture it in my mind (even though i have aphantasia and cant see things when i close my eyes). i can picture you with a beautiful white dress with a cute hat. i can picture me saying 'eveeeeeet'. and then kissing you afterwards. i even want to have kids wiht you, i neve r thought i'd want to have kids but seeing you makes me wanna have 2 kids. we can have more if you'd want to too. after taking care of you, i want to take care of our children and help them have the childhood our parents didnt provide for us. i want them to have everything they want (of course to some extent because we shouldn't spoil them too much) because i couldnt have most of the things i've wanted when i was a child. i just want to give you and our children a great future and be a good husband to you.
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Milestone Celebration Part Five: More Than Ever
Deleted scenes from More Than Ever
Summary of Original Fic: Sy made a promise to his best friend, your husband, to look after you and his son when he died. One night, Sy takes things too far making a drunken pass at you just before his last deployment and it threatens to derail your relationship. Sy sees you again for the first time since that night at a New Year’s Eve party.
Pairing of Original Fic: Captain Syverson x Female Reader
Snippet Pairings: (Snippet One Walter Marshall x Female Reader), (Snippet Two and Three: Captain Syverson x Female Reader)
Word Count: Approx. 1k
Warnings: fluff, angst
Authors Note: These snippets will be presented pretty much as I left them, incomplete and unedited. I’m bloody nervous about posting these, I guess because they are so unpolished, so please be gentle with me!
This story had a strange path. It was a combination of two ideas, an ask that I had tried to write several times and a New Years Kiss story for @cavillsthighs Cavillmas celebration. Snippet One was my original idea for New Years Kiss and was going to be about Walter (wtf? Ikr) and Snippets Two and Three are my original attempts at answering the ask.
Thanks to @amberangel112 and @henryobsessed for being beta's on the original fic
This is my last lot of Snippets. Tomorrow I plan to post a new fic that I had in my WIP. Its not finished and I normally wouldn't post it as is, but hopefully some of you will enjoy it. Fair warning... it's a little different from my usual fics.
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Original fic link: More Than Ever
Snippet One: Original New Year’s Kiss version with Walter
A drink is placed in front of you. You pull out an earbud and look up at Evans. The sound of Dying Fetus was louder than you anticipated, but you had to have your music up loud to drown out the sounds of the New Year's Eve celebrations.
Evans raises an eyebrow at your choice of music, then shakes his head. “Take a break,” he says, resting his ass on your desk. “It’s nearly midnight.”
You glance at your partner’s office, well boss really, but you are supposed to be working this case together. However, he is the senior Detective, and this case feels like it’s his and you’re just along for the ride because his boss said so. And to do the grunt work. Marshall has the blinds closed and you can’t see what he’s doing, but if he catches you distracted by Evans there will be hell to pay.
“I better not,” you say regretfully. “Marshall will have my hide if I don’t go over these statements again.”
“Go on, have a drink with us.” Evans insists, smiling. “Half an hour won’t make a difference. Or take your lunch break.” He smirks and adds with a lilt to his voice, “We have pizza.”
“Ok, fuck it.” You stand up and take out the other earbud and pick up the drink.
As if he has a sixth sense, Marshall sticks his head out the door and his eyes go directly to the cup in your hands. He looks from the cup, to Evans, to you and back to the cup and frowns, raising an eyebrow. He jerks his head, the gesture calling you into his office.
Evans looks at you, with an apologetic shrug he takes the drink out of your hands and goes back to the party. Sighing, you pick up the statements and make your way into Detective Grumpypant’s office.
“Sit,” Marshall says.
Snippet Two: Ask version with Sy POV
When you’re lonely, Sy decided, seeing the gentle touch of two people in love is as gut wrenching as watching an act of violence. Both cut deeply into your soul, make you question yourself, make you wonder what it’s all for.
It wasn’t so much jealousy that Sy felt, he wouldn’t deny his men love to make himself feel better. No, he wasn’t jealous, but he was covetous. There was a longing in him, a yearning he could deny when busy on tour but couldn’t be shoved aside on his return home. He had to though, before he could even contemplate self pity, he had to go see her. And as lonely as he felt in that moment, he knew it wouldn’t compare to the pain she feels every day.
Snippet Three: Ask version with Sy POV
The doorbell rang just as you sat in your feeding chair. You look at Edith, her poor little mouth was opening and closing, her head turning towards your breasts as she searched for food. No doubt she could smell your milk and the scent was making her frantic.
“Momma should get that,” you tell her. You run your finger down her nose, you love her nose. It is so little, but already looks just like Sean’s. “You wanna come with?” Letting out a groan like an old man, you get up and go to the door.
For a moment you’re too stunned to speak, the man in front of you, you never thought you would see him again. For half a second, you feel a spark of joy, your eyes fall over his fatigues and your mind floods with memories. You look at Edith, that’s what your Daddy used to look like when he’d come home to me.
He takes off his beret and holds it in his hands. “Hey, Darlin’,” he says with a large genuine grin.
The sound of his familiar voice pulled you back to reality. “Sy. Sorry, I was…” you don’t get to finish, Edith starts crying.
“I’m interruptin’ ain’t I?”
“No,” you say. You unlock the screen door and hold it open. “I was just about to feed her, that’s all. She’s hungry.”
“I can come back another time.”
“No, you come in.” You move aside and let Sy in before making your way back to the chair.
“Want a drink or something?” you ask before you sit.
“Im fine,” Sy says, following you inside.
“Close the door for me, would you?”
You sit in the chair, hushing Edith. You look at Sy who awkwardly stands in the doorway. “Sit down Sy. You act like you’ve never been here before.” Sy nods, a slightly sheepish look crosses his face before he sits on the single seat across from you. “When did you get back?” you ask.
“Uh, this mornin’,” Sy says.
You glance at him in surprise. He came to see you before his family. Unsure how you feel about that, you direct your attention back to Edith. You lift your shirt a little and unclip your feeding bra.
“Sure, you don’t want me to come back?” Sy asks. You notice he’s looking everywhere but at you. Right, tits. After six weeks of constant feeding and walking around with your tits out half the day, you kind of forgot about modesty.
“It’s fine,” you assure him. “Edith takes half an hour to feed, it’ll be nice to have some company instead of watching mindless television.” She was attached now, she was a good feeder really, and usually slept well for an hour or two after a feed.
“Edith, huh?” Sy asks, a slight blush appears on his cheeks. “That’s nice.”
“Sean picked it,” you tell him. “I hated it at first, but it grew on me.”
You start to rock the chair, you like the gentle motion as much as Edith does. It's soothing and right now you need that comfort, because you won't be able to stop yourself from asking the question that was seared into your brain from the day those two officers showed up at your door three months ago.
“Do you know any more about what happened than what they told me?” You stare at Sy.
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Yeeaaah… so this ended up turning out longer than I intended… but it’s a theory I felt like sharing nonetheless. Hopefully tumblr doesn’t eat this & if this is too long or odd to answer… don’t worry, I understand. I just wanted to share while it was in my head, ya know? So: Long Post Warning!
I am not 100% caught up on every chapter yet, but I do have a brief understanding of all the events up til now. So please forgive me if this has been revealed and I just don’t know about it yet.
Bell 🧚🏻 = wind spirit🌬🌪
Salamander (who honestly looks more like a dragon than a salamander so he’s gettin’ the dragon emoji) 🐲 = fire spirit 🔥
Undine 🌊 = water spirit💧
As far as I know, we don’t yet have an inkling of who the earth spirit will be or to whom he will “choose” to contract with.
Tbh, I have a some of feelings about possibilities surrounding the earth spirit…
Bell and Undine are both obviously women and I’m 96.8% sure that Salamander is a boy… but who knows, I also wouldn’t be the least bit freaking surprised if Tabata threw that back in our face and Salamander ends up being a girl like in Shrek (and on that note, I just need to ask, in Shrek 2 when Shrek and Donkey drank the Happily Ever After Potion, it’s described as “"Happily Ever After Potion maximum strength. For you and your true love. Drink of this potion and bliss will be thine, happiness, comfort, and beauty divine.” This stuff turned both Shrek and Fiona human while it turned Donkey into a pure white stallion… am I the only one that still gets peeved we never got an answer on wtf that stuff did to Dragon??? Or how it would’ve affected their dragon donkey hybrid babies??? That’s the only thing that irks me about Shrek 2… okay, whew, now that I’ve gotten that out, back to Black Clover theorizing)
Going by the assumption that Salamander is most likely a boy, it would stand to reason that the earth spirit has a good chance at being male as well like 2 female spirits, 2 male.
Salamander’s inspiration obviously comes from dragon lore, I can’t find one singularly specific mythology reference Tabata would have based Salamader on so I’m guessing Salamander is based on dragon lore.
Bell has, for the most part, 2 inspirations Tabata based her on. The main one being Sylphs have power over the skies and air. They've been delineated to have control over the wind and the clouds, and even have the ability to purify the air and control the weather itself. Sylphs are not officially from a specific type of mythology, but if they were to be categorized they’d qualify as European folklore, same as Undine and Gnome which will be explained a few bullet points later. The second and most obvious (my fav of the 2) inspiration Tabata drew from for her character is Tinkerbell; from the blond hair, green dress, gets pissed when male partner pays attention to any female that isn’t her, yeah no denying she’s based on tinkerbell; my guess is Tabata combined her with Sylphs wind magic because it was Tinkerbell’s pixie dust that Peter, the lost boys, and the Darling children used to be able to fly. “Faith, trust, & a little bit of pixie dust” (Which is even more perfect because, even if he doesn’t show it, there is no one else in the series that has more faith & trust in Asta than Yuno does… Yuno’s infinite faith/trust in Asta both drives their rivalry forward and, by this logic, is one of the very reasons Yuno can sore so high🥰).
Undine is the only spirit character, for now, that is directly based off of a real water spirit in European folklore (again, even though Sylphs technically qualify to be categorized under European mythology, as far as I know, they are not officially categorized as such which is why I say Undine is the only one) - “Undine, also spelled Ondine, is a mythological figure of European tradition, a water nymph who becomes human when she falls in love with a man but is doomed to die if he is unfaithful to her.” Being that Undine is described as being able to take human form when she falls in love with a man *cough cough* Ariel *cough cough* Black Clover’s Undine’s background states that she made a contract with the first queen of the newly formed Heart Kingdom and has thus stayed loyal and made a contract with every Heart Queen since. Maybe she fell in love with the father/brother/husband/male-figure associated with the first queen and since the queen is the predominant ruler of the heart kingdom - Undine made a contract with her to be close to this man while knowing he could/would never be hers… she wouldn’t die if her love is one sided… if her love is unsaid and unrequited then anything this man does with another woman isn’t considered being unfaithful.. and maybe she’s maintained contracts with every Heart Queen since out of sheer devotion, loyalty, and love to that original man whom she took human form for. Or she was in love with the first queen and has made a contract with every queen since out of sheer devotion, loyalty, and love not on just for that first queen but every one of her descendants. Who knows?
Tabata’s mythological references (demonology excluded because that a whole other thing) for the most part mainly circulate around Greek mythology, Norse mythology, and European folklore.
Going based off of Undine (and Sylphs) , there’s a strong possibility that this yet to be named earth spirit will possibly directly based on, even if only slightly, someone of those three categories above.
Greek mythology, I find somewhat unlikely seeing as there’s no official male god of earth in Greek mythology. There are deities that have roles related to the earth yeah… but no god surround the earth itself or the element itself. The closest thing to a god of earth in Greek mythology is Gaea - goddess of earth. Simplify it to god of dirt and still the only result is Demeter goddess of agriculture (which seems similar to Mimosa in some ways but I don’t think she will obtain an earth spirit because I think the earth spirit will have more to do with mineral earth than plants and agriculture). If there is to be any inspiration drawn from Greek mythology in terms of an earth spirit, but even this seems a little unlikely, my guess would be possibly some characteristics from Satyrs seeing as they are the male equivalent of nymphs - what Undine is technically classified as.
Norse mythology seems a bit more, but not by much at first, plausible in terms of gathering reference for an earth spirit. It probably wouldn’t be the Norse God of Earth Jörd because she is still technically a goddess and mother of earth like Gaea. However, Norse mythology does have a deity of rocks - Hrungnir is a jötunn (a type of entity contrasted with gods and other non-human figures, such as dwarfs and elves. The entities are themselves ambiguously defined, variously referred to by several other terms, including risi, thurs and troll). There is also one more Norse aspect that goes along these lines - Dvergar or Norse dwarves are entities in Norse mythology associated with rocks, the earth, deathliness, luck, technology, craft, metal work, wisdom, and greed.
Norse mythologies depictions of both jötunn and dvergar tie into the third category of European folklore’s depiction of earth deities/spirits. In European folklore, Gnome, is a dwarfish, subterranean goblin or earth spirit who guards mines of precious treasures hidden in the earth. He is represented in medieval mythologies as a small, physically deformed (usually hunchbacked) creature resembling a dry, gnarled old man. - this description is similar to that of jötunn/dvergar and also ties into Charmy being revealed as part dwarf which will most likely be explored in a later arc.
Tbh, I picture this guy’s personality being somewhere between Grumpy from Snow White, the grumpy but well-meaning and wisecrack Lorax, and Phil from Disney’s rendition of Hercules… (not only does imagining this type of personality have me laughing… imagining the 2 most whom I find most likely to be chosen by this earth spirit… imagining them being partnered up with this personality has me near cackling😂)
As for the 2 whom most likely might be the “chosen one” of this earth spirit?
Even though he is technically described as being Arcane in terms of his magical attribute, Mercury is by definition “a naturally-occurring chemical element found in rock in the earth's crust, including in deposits of coal.” So mercury is naturally occurring, derived from earth, and the fact that it can come from deposits of coal ties in perfectly to the hypothesis of this earth spirit/deity being along the lines of dwarves which (not JUST in Snow White) are heavily associated with miners in various mythologies and folklores. So even though technically classified as being arcane, I do think Nozel has a strong possibility of being chosen by the spirit of earth (+ it would make for an EVEN MORE epic rivalry between Nozel and Fuegoleon if they both have an elemental spirit) (++ based off of how dwarves are depicted in mythology and based on how I decribed how I think this guy’s personality will be, I can see this guy as wise/rational but also getting grumpy/irritated easily with a short fuse and just imagine him getting irritated and kicking Nozel in the shins when when he doesn’t communicate his feelings properly & almost always kicks Solid/Nebra/Augustus in the shins when he says something he shouldn’t have - omg this guy’ll be a hoot!!🤣)
The second possible “chosen one” of this earth spirit could be Sol. Not only is she 100% raw earth magic but I also feel like it would balance her out a bit having a male spirit attached to her and that’s where the wisdom side of the Lorax/Phil could kick in and help her not only improve as a mage but also as a person helping her not see things so one sided. You notice, even though the Blue Rose Knights are an all girl squad… Sol is the only one that goes to that much of a degree in despising men; everyone else on the squad detests men on the surface but for the most part not truly. Charlotte keeps up the façade of detesting men to both appear strong for her squad ladies but also to mask her own insecurities. Sol, while she has gotten a little better since her initial introduction, is the only one who barely tolerates men… the only one who’s depicted as not having a façade and genuinely detests all men with a few exceptions. Having a male spirit like character who does not take her BS (*shin kick💥*) but also offers her wisdom and guidance that helps her grow as a person would be phenomenal for her character overall.
I find Nozel to be the more interesting outcome (NO! not just because I’m a Nozel simp… who told you that? They lie) but either of these characters would be interesting and could improve drastically in character development and as a mage having someone like this joined at the hip.
What are your thoughts?
– Grimoire_Girl📚
OKay, okay *takes a moment* (Also: did I just stop what I was doing, just to read and reply to this? .... Maybe)
I'd like to platonically kiss you on the mouth (with your consent ofc, because consent is a big thing on this blog), because I love this. Okay the Fue simp in me was hoping to have more of him, but in the end I didn't even mind. And can I just say that I love, lovelovelove the idea of Nozel getting the Elemental Spirit of Earth.
The theory is made *so* *much* *better* by the mental image of him (supposedly 'him') being a Lorax/Phil (from now on, let's call him Phorax). Because can you just imagine this duo?! Nozel, our lovely tsun-tsun who is in need of a big, warm hug and therapy. (Like Nozel, sweetie, I know that there aren't many therapists around, but you need to talk to someone.)
I'm also thinking that since it's probable that there'll be the 2-2 divide between boy/girl spirits, because I kinda agree with you on Sal being a boy (I'm aware of Shrek 2, but unfortunately I have no answers, but I laughed *so hard* while reading that), if there'll be a divide between the Spirit forms that have wings. Because I can't see the Earth Spirit giving a flying Spirit Dive form.
I mean, what, everyone else, aka the rest 3 spirit owners can rise to the skies and then Nozel is left behind like a plucked chicken? (I'm so, so sorry for that comparison, but ain't no one leaving him behind! Nozel. Needs. To. Be. Included.) I don't think that's fair. So, it could very well be that the two else give a "grounded" Spirit form, and Bell and Undine give a flying form.
Aaaanyways... I do like your theory/thoughts on how Undine came to be. And I could very well see that to be canon.
I, honestly, have nothing further to add at this point. Because this is brilliant. I love this.
But Tabata please, give us a tiny bit more lore. Please? A pretty please
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An Essay (sort of) Explaining the Many Grievances I Have With Debbie Gallagher
Once again, Debbie is the fucking worst.
I’ve been wanting to write out my feelings towards her character for a fucking minute now just so that I have a full concise list. Now, I can talk about how Debbie has a constant need for attention, or how her character has become someone unrecognizable in the past few seasons, or how she’s a terrible mother, but what I really want to focus on is the center of my issues with her: her sexuality. Don’t get me wrong, this isn’t about to be a homophobic rant or anything. I just think her queer development has been written terribly and that should be addressed.
Too often I see people praising queer characters or relationships based solely on the fact that they are queer, and as a member of the community, I get it. I am also starved for representation. This, however, does not mean I’m going to settle for annoying, poorly written characters.
Why Make Debbie Queer?
The first thing I want to address is why suddenly develop a WLW storyline for her. Given that Debbie started as a little girl on the show, this gives the writers a lot of opportunity to give a character like that interesting storylines because she does not yet have a solid personality. It gives writers the liberty to take her story anywhere they want to without the constraints of established character because she, as a person, is still developing into adulthood. The show runners unfortunately dropped the ball with this.
From season 4 and onwards was when Debbie began showing interest in dating, sex, and romance having just turned the corner to puberty. From then up until season 9, she has shown exclusive interest in men. It isn’t until Alex the welder that Debbie deviates from this path. Alex is portrayed as a stud who confuses Debbie. I am inclined to believe that Debbie was originally attracted to her because she was masculine and therefore close enough to the people Debbie had previous experience with.
This arc was treated very much as Debbie experimenting with her sexuality, something that Alex also ends up realizing after Debbie tells her that having sex with a girl is “not that bad” and “like having sex with yourself” (S9E4). Once this storyline wrapped up (with Debbie shouting “you make me want cock again”) the writers powered through, adamant about Debbie now being a lesbian.
I have two theories as to why they’ve been fighting so hard for her queerness.
1) This was around the time that Cam was leaving Shameless. This obviously didn’t end up happening, but I was under the impression that the writers were freaking out at losing their token gay character and needed to fill that position. When Cam ended up staying, they were stuck with a queer Debbie storyline and decided to just go with it.
2) Shameless was planning on doing a WLW storyline regardless of Cam’s choice to leave and were originally going to give it to Fiona and her lesbian tenant that she had a close relationship and a lot of chemistry with, but Emmy Rossum wanted to move on from Shameless, and so they pivoted and gave the arc to Debbie, a character that was not supposed to be moved in that direction and so her new sexuality seemingly came out of nowhere. Fiona as a bisexual character would have made sense. Debbie still does not.
Shameless’s Awkward Relationship With Bisexuality
One of the biggest issues I have with Debbie is her insistence on being a lesbian. Lesbianism doesn’t come out of nowhere. Bisexuality, however, can. When you grow up being told that you are supposed to feel attraction to men, and you genuinely do feel attraction to men (which Debbie has expressed in past seasons/episodes) it’s easy to ignore your attraction to women and write it off as something that either isn’t a big deal, or something that isn’t there. It’s a lot more confusing than being strictly at one end of the spectrum. It would have been so much more believable if they had simply made Debbie bisexual. Unsurprisingly, they didn’t because the show has a history with bi erasure.
Bisexuality has been treated badly all throughout Shameless, used as a vengeful plot device back in the earlier seasons where Monica was only ever with women when unmedicated. Then in Season 7 when Ian’s boyfriend Caleb cheated on him with a woman (enforcing the stereotype of bisexuals being unfaithful) Ian, possibly acting out of anger or ignorance, said things like “only women are bisexual. When a man says he’s bisexual he’s really just gay”. The only semi positive bisexual representation on the show was Svetlana and Vee when they were in a poly relationship with Kev (though I also think that storyline wasn’t handled as well as it could’ve been).
This fight against the bisexual label in media is not a new one but it is also a harmful stance to take when writing a sexually fluid character. Debbie declaring that she is, in fact, a lesbian after waxing poetic about how Matty had a big dick and Derek had a great body and knew what he was doing is not the way to go.
You could argue that Debbie, like many other queer women, is an unfortunate victim of compulsory heterosexuality, but frankly I don’t think the writers are well versed enough in queer theory for that to be a possibility.
Debbie as The White Feminist
Debbie is the pinnacle of white feminism. It’s an unfortunate thought that has occurred to me a few times throughout the show. She talks a big game as a man hater and someone after the equal treatment of women but she herself participates in a lot of problematic and anti feminist behavior.
For one, she r*ped Matty back in season 5 when he was blacked out and unconscious. This was a point in the story that was glossed over and one where she suffered no repercussions other than Matty no longer wanting to be around her. It was explained in the show that Debbie didn’t realize what she did was wrong until after she was explicitly told so because she was maybe 14 when it happened (not 100% on the age Shameless is very inconsistent about timelines). It was treated as somewhat of a punchline, something that Shameless has unfortunately done more than once when referring to male sexual assault (Mickey’s r*pe, Liam in season 10 ((i think??)) and in this latest season, Carl) but that is a different topic.
There was also the time in which she lied to her boyfriend about being on birth control so she could trap him into a relationship with pregnancy (which also counts as r*pe!!) Good on Derek for getting out of that.
Debbie has also been pro-life in the past. Now I understand this was when Fiona was pressuring her into aborting her pregnancy, and as a pro choicer myself, I believe that Debbie was fully in her right to have bodily autonomy and go through with the pregnancy. This isn’t where the issue lies. It’s when Fiona finds out that she too is pregnant and tells Debbie that she wants an abortion that Debbie accuses her of “killing her baby”. Again, her behavior could be explained by her age given that Debbie was still a young teen during this time.
When her actions as a White Feminist become less excusable is mostly in the latest season. Her relationship with Sandy is one that I’m not really happy with because Debbie doesn’t deserve her.
Recently, it has been revealed that Sandy is actually married to a man and has a son. It’s explained that she was basically married off against her will at the age of 15 to a man twice her age. This implies that the product of the marriage, her son, was most likely conceived through dubious consent (or worse) at the hands of an adult when she was just a kid. Just because Debbie thinks that Sandy’s husband “seems nice” does not give her the right to try and make a victim of grooming feel bad about not wanting to be with her abuser. While I understand that Sandy’s son has no fault in how he came into the world, I’m still gonna side with Sandy when it comes to having to take care of a child she didn’t want and who is most likely a source of trauma for her. It’s not difficult to sympathize with Sandy and see that she’s clearly gone through something fucked up and Debbie, despite claiming to love and support her, AND despite her dumb white feminist arc about wanting equal pay and all that jazz, turns her back on the girls supporting girls aspect of feminism.
This isn’t even mentioning how shitty it was to just leave Franny by herself and assume that one of her siblings would take her to school and pick her up and stuff as if they don’t all have separate lives. She talks a lot about being a good mother but decided to “let off some steam” by fucking off to a gay bar to get loaded on coke and fuck a gay man (which wtf thats not a thing that really happens with casual coke but whatever I guess). Once she realized she fucked up, instead of taking responsibility she decided to paint herself as the victim as well as spew offensive bullshit about how she “probably has AIDS now” because of her sexual encounter with a gay man. No lesbian in their right fucking mind would ever say that because as members of the LGBTQ+ community, you are at least a tiny bit informed as to how devastating and tragic the AIDS crisis was for queer people.
(I also have an issue with how Debbie capitalized on her felony as a sex offender and her sexuality to start her Hot Lesbian Convict business but I think that’s enough said.)
Blame the writers
The show got almost an entirely new cast of writers after season 7 which is why the show feels more like a sitcom with low stakes and no consequences rather than a drama, but if there is a queer writer on the team it’s not very evident. Even the better half of the queer relationship story, Ian and Mickey, I don’t feel has really been done justice since the change in writers. It’s just become painfully obvious that the actress is a straight girl playing a gay character (not to mention I have never seen any chemistry between her and all of her female love interests). I don’t fault Emma Kenney (the actress) for this. I actually really like her as a person and I like the videos she makes about the cast and such, and I think she does her best with the script she’s given. My complaints with Debbie are targeted entirely towards the writers.
This brings me to my final point. I need them to let Debbie be alone. Her whole thing for the second half of the season has been that she clearly has abandonment issues and is afraid of being alone. It’s why she’s so adamant about keeping the house and fighting with Lip about it (I’m actually on Debbie’s side for that one but that’s besides the point). They had her and Sandy break up which leaves Debbie to spiral further into her loneliness. From a writing point of view, it makes sense to take this opportunity to give her an arc in which she can overcome that and feel comfortable with herself so that she can move on as an adult instead of jumping into a new relationship. This is especially true since this is quite literally the last season ever of the show and any character development needs to be wrapped up. Introducing a new character out of nowhere does not give the viewers enough time to actually get invested in the new relationship. It’s also unfair to Debbie’s character because her arc is going to feel incomplete.
Anyway,,,,,,uuuhhhhh,,,,,feel free to add on if u want lmao
#shameless#debbie gallagher#sandy milkovich#lesbian#ian gallagher#mickey milkovich#terrible queer rep
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『 As your boyfriend | FKBU Headcanons 』
Characters: female!reader, Kambe Daisuke, Kato Haru
Tags/warnings: Fugou Keiji Balance: Unlimited (anime), 18+, strong sexual references, fluff, angst, Haru's PTSD, headcanons, daddy kink and cockwarming (kind of?) for Daisuke, breeding kink for Haru *coughing intensifies*
⚠️ 18+ CONTENT! MINORS: PLEASE DO NOT INTERACT ⚠️
A/N: Felt like writing some more for these boys because ~holy shit~ do I love them, and I maybe went a teensy bit overboard. Oopsie! 🤭 But anyway, have y'all seen episode 6?! Let's freaking gooo! (No spoilers, don't worry) Thanks for reading! Enjoy! Imo~
Kambe Daisuke
First up: daddy kink. I know it, you know it, we all know it. So let's not beat about the bush
Quite dominant and firm with you (see: daddy kink)
But he absolutely loves spoiling you
Expensive gifts, like one-of-a-kind necklaces, seductive perfumes, satin dresses, lace underwear, etc.
He loves dressing you up and showing you off
But he also loves spoiling you in bed more like ruining, I am deceased
A lot of butt grabbing in public hnng
He likes it when you don't wear any underwear because it makes for easier quickies like bent over the sink in the bathroom at his favourite club
He likes you sitting on his lap in front of people, too aye papi
American gangster vibes, honestly
He's not really one for soppy, romantic PDA, but he loves you letting people know that it's him you want and nobody else
He loves the look on people's faces when you call him 'daddy' that grin will be the death of me
Especially the look on Haru's face, lmao. He blushed like a tomato and couldn't speak a coherent sentence for a whole hour
Hickeys. Lots and lots of hickeys. And don't even think about covering them up
Daisuke loves sleeping naked and has a habit of walking around the house in just a towel when he gets out the shower fight me
He's also completely oblivious to what it does to you
A MASSIVE bed with super soft, satiny sheets. They feel like clouds uwu
He gets HEUSC to remind him of important dates, like birthdays, anniversaries, etc.
Date Ideas: Unlimited sorry, not sorry
From fancy restaurants, to exclusive movie premieres, to late night helicopter rides to the other side of the country, Daisuke can and will pay for anything if it makes you happy
He also lets you introduce him to lots of new things, like trying different kinds of street food on dates, going rowing on the pond in the park, having a go at karaoke, renting bikes and cycling round the city, going hiking at the nearest nature reserve or wilderness, etc. adorable
He's like a curious kitten when he's trying new things, putting a lot of trust in you to guide him through it
He always looks perfect in the photos you snap, even the ones he wasn't aware you were taking, and it's a lowkey frustrating that he nearly always looks prettier than you
But it's not his fault, so you'll only pout for a little while
His face is pretty hard to read most of the time, but you eventually get used to it and pick up on all his little mood indicators
His ears move when he's happy, and you can't convince me otherwise
He'll hold your heels for you when your feet hurt on a night out
He smells of leather and sandalwood, and his kisses taste of expensive whisky and cigars
He loves it when you bite his lower lip while making out
He's kind of possessive, but in a protective way
He never thought of himself as a particularly jealous person, until one night he came back to the bar and saw some other guy hitting on you the attention was definitely unwanted on your side
It made his blood boil – clenched fists, piercing glare if looks could kill
But he managed to stay calm and maturely tell the guy to get lost, with his arm snaking round your waist
Daisuke made it very clear that it wasn't you he didn't trust. It was that he didn't trust that guy – or any guy, for that matter
His favourite ~position~ is on a table or other surface with your legs over his shoulders
He's a god at eating you out
He's a god at everything in the bedroom, tbh
Saint Laurent condoms, because he's that fucking extra I'm screaming
His hair always falls out of place when you're fucking it's so hot and cute, wtf
It's a lot of glitz and glamour on the surface, but when it's just the two of you, you know just how much you mean to him
The King of Aftercare™
He used to suck at aftercare until he properly tried it. Then he realised that he needed it as much as you did le cry
Back rubs, forehead kisses, playing with your hair, soft whispers in your ear
He holds you so tightly that it gets hard to breathe, and you can feel his heart beating hard against your back
Sometimes he likes to just stay inside you after finishing
He enjoys the feeling of you around him, and honestly, you like just feeling him being inside you cockwarming, kind of?
Soft little nuzzles with his nose in his sleep even better when he's fallen asleep while still inside you
He's not perfect, but being with you makes him try to be better
Help, my heart's so full 🤧
Kato Haru
This man is a sweetie pie, honestly
Not just boyfriend material, but husband material put a ring on it, hun
Lots of home cooking, and it all tastes so good you honestly believe he could just quit being a cop and open up a restaurant
He loves cooking with you, too. It's fun bonding time
Sometimes he stands behind you and guides your hands etc. it sometimes goes a little further, if ya know what I'm saying 👀
Knows how to do all the chores and housework, and actually does his share look at my practical hubby
Random pillow fights that turn into cuddle sessions
He talks in his sleep waaahh, so cute
Sometimes it's utter nonsense, like 'Don't let the donuts escape'
Other times, it's things like, 'I love Y/N so much,' or 'Let's have babies,' while he's holding onto you, and you just melt
Spooning. So much spooning
Lots of budget date ideas, like building pillow forts, watching sunsets and stargazing from the balcony, going for hikes and runs together, going for picnics, feeding ducks at the pond, etc.
One time, a duck chased him around the pond because he had the bread, and he had to run for 20 minutes before it gave up thank God for all that cardio
The Master of Flat Pack Furniture™ – because he takes his time and actually reads the instructions
Daisuke had a ™ so Haru needed one too
Takes good care of you on your period and actually knows about different sanitary products
He smells really fresh and clean, like Imperial Leather soap and air-dried laundry as long as he hasn't been on a stakeout, lmao
He loves taking showers with you, but like, actual showers
The first and only time you had shower sex was hot and steamy until:
1. You realised that water does not a good lube make and 2. He slipped and accidentally shoved his dick in your ass instead
You fully passed out, and he was so frantic that he bundled you into the car and drove you straight to the ER you were in just a towel, might I add
You both look back on it now and laugh, but he was genuinely scared
Shower sex = never again
But he loves it when you straddle his lap and start grinding on him bonus points if you kiss his neck and run your hands through his hair
He's a pretty vanilla boy when it comes to sex, preferring positions like missionary and cowgirl, and liking a fairly even balance of power
He got super embarrassed and flustered when he finally mustered up the courage to suggest having car sex
And then even more embarrassed and flustered when you actually ended up doing it
He was blushing so hard the entire time and came really quickly, which only added to his embarrassment but you thought it was cute
He has really sensitive nipples which you use to your advantage
He absolutely loves hates it when you send him nudes or try and sext him while he's at work, because he gets a massive boner and will either have to live with it and probably get laughed at by those goobs in the office, or deal with it in the bathroom, which feels wrong to him on so many levels
Doesn't really stop you sending them though, because whenever you do, he comes home and fucks you really well
One thing that's not vanilla about him is how much he likes cumming inside you breeding kink, welcome to the party. Please take a seat
He didn't tell you about it for the longest time because he was embarrassed about it and was afraid you'd think it was gross or something please cum in me, sir
He was so relieved when you were understanding about it and open to the idea of indulging him
But he genuinely really wants kids some day he'd be a great dad
His PTSD doesn't stop him being a good boyfriend, but he's convinced that it does
Most days he seems okay, like he's over it, even
But sometimes you'll wake up in the middle of the night and find him curled up in the bath, shaking and crying into his knees my poor baby, I can't
Excuse me while I go and cry into my pillow for a while
You're his safety net
When he feels like he's drowning, you keep his head above the water until the waves eventually calm and recede, and he can breathe again
He hates putting so much on your shoulders
But you swear to him that you wouldn't want to be doing anything else, and that you're not going anywhere
This got so angsty, my heart can't take this 😭
© imo-chan-imagines 2020
#imo chan imagines#fugou keiji balance: unlimited#fkbu#the millionaire detective balance: unlimited#fkbu headcanons#fkbu x reader#kambe daisuke#kato haru#kambe daisuke x reader#kato haru x reader#fkbu smut#fkbu fluff#fkbu angst#i love them so much#one does not simply choose between daisuke and haru#both? both is good
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i'm curious about your expectations/ thoughts on the ep 9 preview. Can we expect a post on it like you did for the ep 8 preview?
Hii~
I wasn't going to make one for episode 9 bc I think it looked more clear than the other previews of what to expect and what will happen now that everything fell into place. So maybe there wouldn't have a need for people to read what I have to say BUT I'll do it rn for you in this ask since you asked for it :3
First, we have at least two scenes with Sunah interacting with Yohan and she says in the one in front of a car: "Not people like Heo Joong Se and Cha Kyung Hee, you should take over the country".
To which Yohan answered:
A shepherd dog is known to herd and guard sheep. We've seen Sunah mention before in episode 7 that "the wolf broke into the ranch and got too violent" and the sheep would get scared and violent too, which made things easier for Sunah to take over the Foundation, that's why she wasn't surprised nor worried when Yohan announced the war against the nation. So here we have her directly tell him that she wants him to keep doing the job of leading and scaring the sheep (the corrupt powerful politicians) out of the way bc it's benefiting her and it's their enemy in common.
It seems Sunah is planning some type of tactic to reach her goals through the public on a planned/directed live court show or independent video with Yohan following her instructions. If not him, someone else but I think it's him, maybe Jinju and Gaon too (?) because when she's fixing Yohan's tie she's using the same blue outfit (She dresses so well, is so cute and beautiful and I feel sorry for what she went through, I can understand some things she has done but I'm not capable of liking her or defend her in all the other things).
Yohan and Gaon, Yohan must have talked with him about it now that they're a team, knows she is using them and maybe they will cater to her every whim and cooperate for now and strike later on when it's time to get rid of her. Just like Sunah will probably want to do with Yohan.
We see Yohan is fulfilling his promise of finding the people responsible for Gaon's parents death and make them pay for it. The fraud guy (Gaon's sworn enemy in Yohan's words) and the ones that helped to get him out of jail: Cha Kyung Hee's husband and Cha Kyung included bc Yohan has to avenge Elijah and K as well.
The president said something about creating a much more loyal group and giving them "the job" while the preview showed the people fighting on the streets. I think it has a relation with Yohan and the rebels/radicals civilians. He will try to use them in his favor? Yohan has been worried and watching them closely for some episodes now, his extremist fan base. Remember I could be wrong in all this haha
AND THE PART WE'RE ALL EXCITED FOR (why are we like this):
Gaon arrived in the address the fraudster is living (with Yohan's help from what we see or Gaon went there without telling him and Yohan knew he would do that and followed him to stop him) and as expected Gaon gets angry that this scumbag is living peacefully out of jail after everything he has done and tries to barge in but Yohan doesn't let him. "Is your hunt the only one that counts?" Gaon says and Yohan explains in other words: "of course not babe, but what's the fun in just entering and punching him to death? lmao no, let's come back later, you can strangle him like you've seen me do two times before and when we're finished we put his house on fire and make it seem like he got killed by accident" or some Yohan sh*t like that. It could be the opposite, fire first, choking later. Or not, many possibilities.
BTW, Yohan in a leather jacket while being his devil little self will be so 🔥 same with Gaon being encouraged by said daddy devil on his first murder................ no seriously why do I find it hot and nice when it's the two of them doing things like that in this drama, wtf. I'm SO Gahan biased and whipped for them, it's not even funny.
Is it too much to ask for some angst and comfort even if not in this episode? We've discussed it here.
Gaon feeling guilty and shaken after killing a person for the first time or becoming too uncontrollable. Yohan getting concerned of Gaon hurting himself and completely losing the good/selfless side that he admires in him even if he wanted them to be partners in crime. Yohan comforting Gaon and afraid of putting Gaon's life in danger. Same with Gaon, always taking Yohan's side and defending him through thick and thin. If he already put his life on line before for Yohan, he would do it now because he can't see a world without Yohan and Elijah.
They would be two idiots telling each other "Go ahead and kill person x, I can even help you, but don't you dare get killed or I'll kill you myself and Elijah will be the one helping", "Things went wrong, someone has to take the fall, it has to be me" and "We're in this together. I'm not leaving you behind or alone ever again. We both know how that feels". Alright, I'm getting too carried away, emotional and 🤡. That's what ffics are for.
I'M WAITING FOR MY GAHAN HUG.
That's it, anon! Sorry and I hope you liked it :')
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Can I ask for multiple character break downs?👀
Well if I can, then would you please do one for Ada and one for Tommy and one for John
But if only one has to be done, then you can choose any one of these.
Thanks! <3
Thanks for the ask! 💞
Ada Thorne nee Shelby
How I feel about this character
Just love for her! She is adorable, strong, fierce, absolutely amazing! Ada and Polly are the best developed female character on the show. Mainly, because Tommy can’t fuck them, so they can’t be reduced to his love interest, which is such a good thing, because I love strong women. Makes me weak in my knees.
All the people I ship romantically with this character
Freddie Thorne, Ben Younger, Jessie Eden, because Ada is bi, she just gives off that vibe, u know.
Somehow I prefer to read stuff with a female reader for her, more than a male reader for her. Because it’s either Freddie x Ada for me or Ada x female reader.
My non-romantic OTP for this character
Lizzie, Polly, Ada and Linda are an amazing combination! She and Tommy have an interesting dynamic as well! I would have loved to see more John and Ada interactions, because they have not such a big age gap inbetween, so I think they are close. Especially after Ada got her child and John got married with Esme. Oh, Ada and Esme would have sooo much fun together. Esme would be like the sister Ada never had.
My unpopular opinion about this character
I think her character changed a lot between season 1 and 2, because of Freddie’s death and also after she joined the business again. Sometimes when I make memes or the alignment charts, I have two icons for her, one from first season and one from third season, because I think she is one of the characters who changed the most through the series. First season Ada would do a lot of things different and more naive than third season Ada. Mainly, because she still believed in communism in season 1 and she somehow lost her faith after losing Freddie. Which is super understandable tho.
She acutally becomes wiser with age... unlike her brothers, who just do the same shit over and over again.
One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon.
I wished Ben hadn’t died, because they kill her lovers even fast than Tommys. WTF, right?
On the other hand I wished Ada talked some sense into Jessie, to NOT SLEEP WITH TOMMY THE WHORE SHELBY! Because Ada knows her brother very well and I think she genuinely liked Jessie, or she liked her enough to save her from the pain of being Tommy’s toy or pleasure doll.
And I’m still bitter about the way they killed of Freddie... but more about that later...
Tommy Shelby
How I feel about this character
Relationship status: It’s complicated!
Yes, well, I ramble about Tommy’s shit a lot. I know! He is still an intersting character and it’s so tempting to think about his actions in certain situations, but if I would meet him as a person- I would hate him from the bottom of my heart! <3
He is such an asshole all the time and when I first watched the show, I forgave him a lot he did to his siblings, because I was caught up with his good looks and the presentation of him being the good guy who does bad things to survive. But I spend some time to think about his actions and I noticed, he is an awful human being... to Polly, to his siblings, to his lover and actually to everyone. He might think he does all those mean things to archive a bigger goal, but he is just a gambling addict who can’t stop taking risks he isn’t even prepared for.
Shitty things Tommy has done over time:
Forcing his brother to marry somebody, John didn’t even know at that time, to end a feud, Tommy had started himself and only when it was in his favour to end it, he used John as pawn, so he could archive his plan. HOW FUCKED UP WAS THAT? Nobody seems to talk about this. It was fucking awful! And the way he did it was horrible to! Tommy said nothing to John until the very last moment, when they were already surrounded by enemies, so John couldn’t said no. It also shows, that Tommy thinks he is above his siblings. Tommy thought John wasn’t capable of chosing a wife for himself, so Tommy did that for him too. Even when John didn’t ask for this at all!
Destroying Ada’s relationship with Freddie and chasing his best friend out of town, just because... TOMMY WAS AGAINGST HIS SISTER HAVING A RELATIONSHIP. and yet he proclaimes to listen to woman and to give them a fair change. Maybe just not for our dear Ada!
Destroying Arthur’s marriage, because he kept dragging Arthur into shit, he wasn’t mentally stable enough for. Putting thoughts of rejecting Linda into Arthur’s head, by talking bad about Linda and making jokes about her any given time.
Sleeping with Lizzie over and over again, even when he knew she loved him and when she tried to get over him by dating someone new, he made the order to burn down the pub of Angel, humilated his family, and have him killed later.
Sleeping with Jessie, so he could use her
Humiliate Polly, when she was at her lowest, after Rueben had left her
Drag Michael into the illegal business after Polly begged him not to
Dragging Finn into all this shit after John died, because John wasn’t avaiable anymore
Calling Grace a whore, when they first met
Paying Lizzie in his head, even after she stopped being a sex worker
Helping a fascist
I could go on for a while, but you see my point here!
All the people I ship romantically with this character
Nobody! I want to see him miserable and alone! Honestly I’m never going to read all these soft!Tommy fics or whatever, because they really don’t interest me. I don’t want to see him happy.
But go have fun people and write and read whatever you want!
My non-romantic OTP for this character
Tommy and Lizzie, because they have a sexual relationship, which is not based on romance and I love this sad and depressing dynamic between them. It’s so interesting to write and read about.
Tommy and Ada are great in the show. I love their talks and Ada actually points out when Tommy is acting like a douche again.
My unpopular opinion about this character
I have a lot... where should I start?
I get so annoyed, when I see Tommy shown as a twink, because the actor is just 1,70m... which is not small to me. I know a lot of men around that height and I think they are average and not small. Also a lot of men feel bad for not being tall enough, because everywhere in our society it’s normal to have a tall man and a small woman. And the way tall man or small man are sexualized in this alpha/omega thing or in a top/bottom dynamic is so... meh. It’s really uncomfortable to see how people try to push the patriarchal man-woman dynamic into same-sex relationships.
Tommy is a class traitor and a horrible husband.
Man, I could rant for hours, but I stop right here. Just remember, please don’t feel attacked, I don’t mean to attack you. Even if you write or draw... whatever with Tommy, I would never say something bad about this. Enjoy creating Tommy content, I will love to ignore it!
One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon.
I was so disappointed when they killed Freddie, because those two could have had an interesting and compelling relationship. Freddie could have been a great frenemie. I put this here and on on Ada, because their marriage wouldn’t changed the plot as much as Freddies and Tommys friendship. Tommy would have been a way better person, if Freddie was around.
John Shelby
How I feel about this character
MY HUSBAND! I love him and he has never done anything wrong in his life.
Nah, John has many faults, but I still adore him as a character, because his faults are actually making the plot more interesting. I also read, that he and Tommy fight a lot, because John is more moral and has way more integrity than his older brother. It was just hinted in the show, but I love this side fact and I will base my whole characterisation this.
I love to write, draw and read stuff with him. He is my favorite character from Peaky blinders and my love will never die, even though he did.
Funny tho, when I first watched PB, I adored Tommy and was annoyed by John, but as I rewatched it I changed my mind about those two.
He had so much potential and I would spend all my money, which is not much, but the devotions counts, to see a spin-off with just John and his army of children.
All the people I ship romantically with this character
Esme, because they are sooo cute together!
My OFC, because I love writing them.
Any reader, because I’m a sucker for John.
My non-romantic OTP for this character
All kinds of interactions with other characters and John are great! My favorite is John and Ada to be honest. But here are other dynamics I adore as well:
John & Polly, (she would help him a lot with the kids)
John & Arthur (they come to the garrison to drink and play cards, they talk a lot about their problems, deep bond here)
John & Tommy (in my head they are always fighting)
John & Lizzie, because they have a great friendship, and they helped each other a lot. She spend time with the kids and he gave her financial support, so she would quit her job, which she didn’t do, because she feared being all alone again, and she has trust issues) (I’m actually writing a fic about these two)
John & his kids (I’m soft for dad!John)
John & Michael (especially in season three, because John seems to be jealous of Michael)
My unpopular opinion about this character
John is not completely stupid. Well, he is certainly not smart, but he works in the betting shop, and Arthur does not, or not really, because Arthur is bad at math... John at least knows his numbers. And also Tommy chose him to be the legal bookie over the others, so John must do a good job there. He just never got a degree or something similar like Michael. Which is also a reason, why John seems to be bitter about Michael joining the business. Michael was put in a higher position than he did.
One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon.
This one is obvious... John should have survived.
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Oooh what issue do you have with naming J/B babies after Joanna if you wanna talk about it?
I mean... my issue is basically that it goes hand in hand with some more joanna fandom idolization which is not just in jb fandom it's everywhere which I'm extremely skeptical about, specifically:
jaime barely even remembers her and the one time he dreamed about her... she was sad? I mean honestly it doesn't seem to me like they had the most special bond in existence
everyone in fandom has this... idealized idea of joanna like 'oh tywin was an ass but she made him a decent guy so she had to be some kind of perfect angel' and I mean... tywin ruled westeros but joanna ruled him in private or however that sentence was doesn't suggest that to me, it suggests to me that she actually could handle him
and like......... to handle tywin lannister you have to be somewhat at last half as ruthless as he was so I honestly have trouble imagining her as some sweet lovely woman who'd have been a great mother to all of her children
also like... she separated jc when they were six and how if you're paying attention to your children you don't realize wtf they were doing and need the maid to find out about them? okay fine you're a high lady and blah blah blah but then it means those kids were left to each other or to someone watching them half of the time and that you didn't spend much time with them so.... again why would you name your daughter after a mother that was no great influence to you directly before she died?
also there's this whole take of 'if she hadn't died then tyrion would have been treated well and tywin wouldn't have hated him' which.... I mean guys westeros is an extremely ableist society and while I'm sure that tywin would have been less of an abusive arse to tyrion hadn't his wife died birthing him since she was apparently the only human being he ever gaf about (certainly not his kids) I'm really not sure that it'd have meant happy healthy family dynamics because no one says joanna would have been happy with having a disabled child and like sorry but when jc were experimenting at six it just screams unhealthy family dynamic and while I'm obv not arguing that she was as bad as tywin... like compare how the stark children that we have a pov of think about ned and cat who weren't perfect parents but certainly loved their children vs how c. and jaime think about tywin and joanna or tyrion thinks about tywin because there's like an abyss - c. might not be a surprise but j. doesn't think about joanna the way idk sansa or arya or bran think about catelyn ever so like while I don't think she was a shit mother or an abusive one I don't think she was a great one either and I see absolutely no reason why jaime would want to name his kid after her like sorry but it would make a lot more sense if he named her genna since it seems like she was more around in his life than joanna was from the way they interacted in affc;
and for that matter bringing up someone unrelated but who also had her mom kiiind of taken away from her young tho she's not dead... compare how asha thinks about alannys pre-war in affc to how jaime or c. think about joanna and do the math like asha obv admired her/loved her/had a rship with her, those two? meh, and okay asha was like a teenager when the rebellion happened so she had more time with her but still it's not that much given the circumstances so :/
tldr: I don't think joanna did anything either way to deserve a female jb firstborn named after her, idt jaime has any particular reason to name a kid after her and honestly I don't see why he'd do that, idt joanna is like a paragon of motherly virtue on account of 'we can deduce she wasn't an arse like her husband' and for that matter anyone who's in love with tywin for real can't be a saint (sorry this is not a tywin friendly blog here) and I don't believe in ppl naming their kids after their parents out of duty unless that parent did their job right/did well by them and I don't see jaime wanting to go there anytime soon because I don't see any text telling me they had the kinda relationship that means you name your kids after your parents *shrug*
obv this is just my two cents and I'm certainly not gonna tell ppl HEY YOU CAN'T NAME JB BABIES AFTER WHOEVER YOU WANT but... i don't see why joanna would be their #1 choice *shrug again* I can buy it if it's like... the second or third girl and at that point fine but a firstborn or the first girl they have? not really
#1#2#3#4#5#jaime x brienne for ts#i mean AGAIN it's mvho and my personal preference#and i'm p. sure i wrote enough fic with them having a firstborn girl to make it clear who i think they'd name her after#IF they named them after someone#but yeah *shrug*#i mean sorry but not a fan of the lannister parenting unit here#tywin first and foremost BUT#XD#only slightly less toxic than chernobyl's ruins#anti-cersei lannister#anti-cersei#anti-lannincest#anti-jaime x cersei
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Where it all started [Part 1]
Chapter 1
Sometimes links don’t appear on posts. if you can’t see the link to “Chapter 1”, my masterlist is pinned to the top of my blog, and you can find it there.
Summary: Slytherin’s parents have another argument, but at this point, no one’s surprised. After all, they’re her parents. It would be abnormal if they didn’t argue. However, this one’s a biggie. The fight ends with the slam of a door and her dad packing his bags into the car and getting ready to leave. Desperate for him to come back, Slytherin’s mom forces her to go to him with a message that will surely make him stay. Buckle up folks, for this is where it all began.
Slytherin stood on the sidewalk as she watched her dad pack up his things into the van.
She dug her fingernails into her arm, her heart stinging with ache as her dad turned around with a smile on his face, a failed attempt to reassure her that it was going to be ok. It was all gonna be ok. After all, this was normal, right? It’s not like it was unusual that her dad was leaving again to go back to Florida, where the homewrecker waited for him, her outstretched hands eagerly opened up to him and his credit card.
However, this was the first time he left abruptly. A spike of sorrow stabbed at Slytherin’s heart as she thought back to the sound of her parents’ door abruptly opening; soon after, she could hear angry stomps that quickly descended down the steps of the staircase.
She could almost hear the hiss in her ear as she stood in the archway of the living room, watching her dad leave in the far distance. “Tell him that Ravenclaw’s crying,” her mother spat, pushing her towards the front door. “Quickly, before he leaves!”
Slytherin internally sighed. How typical. Instead of resolving their relationship issues by going to couples therapy, her mom decided to throw all those burdens onto her daughter, who had already grown tragically used to being used as her puppet.
She decided not to argue against going after her dad and trying to guilt-trip him into staying home as her mom wanted. Otherwise, she would be lectured on how she’s selfish and wouldn’t do this small thing for her mom, how she’s basically ruining this family by letting her dad leave, how family is so fucking important and manipulating her dad into staying would be vital to their happiness as a whole, how family this and family that.
You get the point. Slytherin certainly did. That’s why she was currently standing awkwardly behind her dad, staring at his back as he lifted boxes into his car.
“Um, Raven…” She paused. Her throat felt dry and tight. Swallowing with difficulty, she tried again. “Ravenclaw’s crying.”
It wasn’t the crying itself that mattered. That wasn’t the main reason why her mom rushed her out the door to deliver the message to her dad. It was simply the fact that it was Ravenclaw who was crying. Let’s just say that he and his dad had a complicated relationship.
Things were never the same between them after Ravenclaw sent an angry message to him via text when he was in Florida a year ago. The contents of the message reeked of disdain for his constant infidelity. When his mom found out, she shoved the phone into Slytherin’s face in the dead of night and asked if she knew about this. The glaring light from the screen nearly blinded her.
Slytherin read the text messages through squinted eyes and could make out a few curse words here and there. Though she was slightly disoriented from the sudden ambush of information, it was clear to her that her brother resented their dad for what he did.
That made Ravenclaw’s anguish even more useful in their mom’s opinion. Seeing the tears streak down his face when he heard that his dad was leaving again, she had a glorious idea. Perhaps if her husband knew of their son’s sorrow, he would reconsider his abrupt departure. After all, it was Ravenclaw who was crying.
If it were Hufflepuff, that would be understandable—she can get quite emotional sometimes. But it was Ravenclaw, who was usually guarded and distant. One might suggest that he was secretly broken inside. But that’s not the point, at least not in his mom’s opinion. The main thing she was concerned about was that she could use his misery to her advantage! Maybe if her husband knew of his sadness, he would feel guilty enough to stay behind. After all, if his son, who despised him, was upset over his departure, perhaps it wouldn’t be so bad to stay home and endure his wife’s temper for a little while longer.
Slytherin’s words did produce somewhat of a reaction. Her dad didn’t turn around for a while, but when he did, his eyes were slightly red and puffy. It was evident that he was trying to hold back his tears. One might think that this means that he’ll stay. He seemed distraught over the news that his son was crying because of his leave. Surely, he’ll stay, right?
It wasn’t enough. Nothing ever seems to be enough.
“I’ll be back soon, okay?” He hugged her briefly and gave a light squeeze as a sign of reassurance. As a silent message that it was going to be ok. Even though everything was most definitely not okay. A thousand hugs and gestures of reassurance wouldn’t change this.
Slytherin didn’t react angrily to his refusal, the unspoken declaration of No, I will not go back home. In fact, it seemed as if she didn’t react at all. However, if one were paying close attention, they would notice the sparkle in her eyes dim. But maybe there wasn’t a sparkle to begin with. She had been enduring this shit for so long that she forgot what it was like to be normal, to feel like the white kid you see in commercials, the one who seemed to radiate mirth, a type of energy that said, I don’t have a care in the world because life is so fucking great and I can’t stop smiling. She didn’t even bother to smile, a common facial expression when one is in a difficult situation and tries to diffuse the somber atmosphere by slapping a facade on their face, the corners of their lips upturned to form a grimace that resembles some sort of a smile—a twisted kind of smile, that’s for sure. Why should she pretend that everything was okay when it wasn’t? Instead, she merely nodded in response.
When her dad pulled away to pack the last box into the trunk, she took a deep breath to diminish the familiar sense of abandonment that flooded her senses, to clear the warning signs that flashed in her mind. He’s leaving! Your dad is leaving! He’s abandoning you again. You’re apparently not important enough for him to stay.
She stared at the ground, only looking up when she heard the sound of a car door slamming shut. The resounding click was all it took for the waterfalls to finally pour from her eyes, for it was at this moment when she realized that this was actually happening. This was no dream—it was reality. Her sad, devastating reality. Tears blurred her vision as she watched the car drive away, leaving her in the dust.
Slytherin gasped in erratic breaths between her broken sobs as her eyes hung onto the tiny speck that resembled her dad who was driving
away,
away,
and a-w-a-y.
Through the jumble of thoughts that clashed in her head, one thing was clear. Her dad was her dad, but only sometimes.
Tears streaking down her face, she tried to soothe her pain with the belief that he would be back soon. If only she had known that it would be a while before he returned. If only he hadn’t left. Perhaps things would’ve been different for her if he stayed, for this was where it started.
This marked the beginning of it all.
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MASTERLIST ; sometimes links don’t appear on posts. if you can’t see the link to “MASTERLIST”, the masterlist itself is pinned to the top of my blog. check it out if you haven’t already!
Author’s note: HI! Were you surprised to see that I posted two fics in a row?? I hope you enjoyed this. Most of it was unfortunately based on what happened to me a year or two ago. I based Ravenclaw on my brother, who did actually cry when my dad was leaving after an argument, and yes, my wack mother did force me to run after my dad to tell him. One of the few differences is that I’m not a drug addict and I’m fine now so dont worry.
Idk how I feel about this series, it is a lot darker from what I usually write. I know I’m gonna have to write more for creative writing class, so maybe i will continue it. I will try to think of how to turn these fics into something more positive, because this stuff is very heavy and depressing. however, that will be a little difficult because the plot itself is naturally drab. however, i will try to think of a happy ending for Faye/Slytherin.
Shall we look at some wholesome pictures?
lmaoaoa i pasted this picture from the internet and tumblr glitched and pushed the pic all the way to the top. imagine seeing this dog at the beginning of the fic, that would be funny :’)
AWWWWWW I THINK THIS MIGHT BE MY FAVORITE
ok hold up i just realized that is probably a stuffed animal 😐 this is so embarassing lmaoaoa when i saw it i was like THAT IS SO FRICKIN CUTE
OK WAIT WTF NOW I THINK ITS AN ACTUAL DOG??? CAN SOMEONE HELP AND TELL ME IF ITS REAL OR NOT?!! at first, i thought it was real, but then i looked at the paws and it looked kinda fake and i was like this dog is too fluffy and wholesome to be real. BUT THEN I LOOKED AGAIN and i think the owners just put the pooh outfit over the dog?? what is going on with my brain.. but at the same time, its 2 am for me rn so maybe i should get some sleep BUT FIRST, LETS LOOK AT MORE DOGS <3 (lmaoaoa i feel like my friend would say “gosh ur such a hufflepuff” (menna im talking about u lmao omg hey gorl))
After seeing this gryffindor pup, i immediately searched up “dog costumes hufflepuff” lmaoooooo
OK THATS ENOUGH DOGS FOR NOW. Part 2 is coming soon. I already have it ready but I might not post it right away.
That’s all for now. Be sure to let me know what you think. TOODELOOO!
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