#because MY GOD this fight. this fight was so fucking cool.
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what do you think fights with chris would be like ? what starts them and how they get solved ?
this can go one of two ways
1. he’s had a bad day and is incredibly overstimulated, [ i don’t think chris would mean what he says, but when a person is overstimulated, they lash out unintentionally ]
“jesus christ, please just stop talking, i cant take how annoying you’re being.” chris snaps, he’s fidgety, almost as if he skin is vibrating with nerves that are going haywire and his voice rough and direct as he looks at you, his anger and resolve withering away at the sigh of your shocked, slightly hurt face.
he hadn’t mean to snap, or sound so harsh, but his thoughts were going a mile a second and ricocheting off his skull and he couldn’t catch up with them, and paired with your slight frustration made his emotions run high.
“y/n-“ he starts, the words forming on his tongue but he can’t get them out, he has never wanted you to be the target of his misplaced frustration and your name comes out strained, and he sounds defeated.
“go take a shower, or just some time to cool down. you’re obviously on edge, we’ll talk when you’ve calmed down, promise.” you whisper, removing yourself from the situation to let him have some breathing room.
but almost in the blink of an eye, he’s crawling on top of you as you on the couch and tucking his head in the space between your neck and jaw, mumbling jumbled apologies and is nearly in tears over how badly he needs you to know that he’s sorry and wants to make sure you’re okay.
and you’re running your fingers through his hair as he lifts his head, watching your face as you tell him that you’re fine but you need to know when he needs a breather so that things like that don’t happen.
2. leaving important details out in favour of the other person’s feelings and the other takes it the wrong way. [ ie: miscommunication ]
chris has mentioned he was going to a party with nick and matt to film some content as an indirect collab, but what he had failed to mention was who was throwing the party, and you felt hurt by this.
the party chris was going to, was being thrown by a girl he had been with for a while, but he had called things off months before getting with you. however, what made things hurt the most was the fact that everyone who knew of her “relationship” with chris, sung the highest praises about her. chris himself had nothing bad to say about her.
sometimes, the way he would talk about her if asked, it made you think that maybe there was still some lingering feelings floating about. and it didn’t help that the two of you had been having issues communicating things properly for the last few weeks, and for chris to go ghost at this party after leaving out vital information, whether intentionally or not, it set you off. and it hurt you. so when he came back home to an empty bed, he was confused. instead of replying back to your clearly upset texts, he made his way to your place, and let himself in with the spare key that you had gifted him on your seven month anniversary. as he found you curled up in bed, a stoic look on your face, he couldn’t help but scoff to himself.
“so instead of talking adults, you decided to just fuck off and not let me know?” he spits, his arms crossed as he leans against your door framed, sighing as your gaze on your tv had reminded unwavering as you shrugged.
“you didn’t tell me who threw that party, so i didn’t tell you where i was going and clearly it didn’t cause you much trouble because you found me.”
“so that’s what this hissy fit is about?”
“oh my god chris, if you’re going to act like this, please just leave. we’ll talk when we’re not angry with one another.”
“no y/n, we’re going to talk about it now. i’m sorry i didn’t tell you that she was throwing the party, but honestly i didn’t think it mattered because she doesn’t matter anymore and i didn’t want you to overthink anything.” he sighs as he sits on your bed, his head in hands as you cross your arms.
“chris have you ever stopped to try and think about why i would overthink about that shit? have you heard the way you and everyone else talk about her? it’s like she hung the fucking moon! i know you’re with me but feelings don’t just disappear when you snap your fingers. everyone talks about how good she was for you and to you, i feel like i can’t compete with that. it makes me sick to think of you around her because she’s set this standard and i don’t know if i measure up to it. and i get scared that i’m not enough and that you’ll find your way back to her because of it.” i love you so unbelievably much, and i just want to be good for you and to you.” you vent, your voice starting out strong and dignified, but just like your guard, it slowly crumbles and depletes into nothing but a scary, shaky whisper of vulnerability. you’re baring your soul, and it terrifies you as you turn your back to him, trying to form some sort of shield to save yourself from the raw emotion of the topic at hand.
chris lifts himself off the bed, sitting himself on knees in front of you with his hands wrapping behind your knees, anchoring you in place so that you have no choice but to look at him, unable to hide from the truth to what he says that shows in his eyes,
“baby, you are everything i want and more. i don’t give a fuck about her, not in the ways that matter. i come home to you every night and i want it to stay like that, i left the party because i missed you. i came back because things have been so rocky between us and i knew something was up, and i knew that i had been wrong to hide that she was throwing the party from you. i chose you tonight, and i’ll do it for the rest of my life. i’m sorry that i made you feel like this, and i understand what my actions did, and i’m sorry for that too. i love you, okay?”
“okay, i love you too.”
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hey.
would you like to hear an xtale siblings thought?
rhetorical question.
(abuse mention bc its the fucking xtale siblings)
so. according to jakei (via cornmayors twitter), xpapyrus is "the kind of person who would harvest his own food", which is pretty cute i think. ik corn has a comic abt xasriel being into gardening, and i think theres some canon stuff that might support that, too? so yeah neat, papyrus and asriel/flowey friendship prevails!! they have a common interest/hobby, thats pretty cute, yknow?
but like. i was thinking, right? what would make xpap want to garden? not that he necessarily needs a reason, but..
and i mean the (possible) explanation is pretty damn clear. its been shown before that xgaster doesnt care abt his kids and doesnt seem to provide for them most of the time. im guessing they went hungry a lot as kids.
and like xpap has been shown to be more outspoken, defying orders and/or talking back on multiple occasions (sometimes making cross step in to "correct" him to avoid or at least soften xgasters wrath), so i think if he was hungry hed just say it, and depending on his mood xgaster would either tell him thats not his problem or begrudgingly give them something (or make xalphys go buy food or cook or whatever)
but cross? cross wouldnt say a fucking word. he could be dying of starvation and hed say hes just fine to avoid the potential punishment of "inconveniencing" xgaster
so like. im thinking. what if xpap started growing his own food because he didnt want to be so dependent on someone who couldnt be assed to provide for them? because he was tired of going hungry and being punished for trying to get the only person who could do something abt that to actually... do something? because he was tired of seeing his brother suffer in silence because he was too scared to say anything?
i can see him finding some like.. tomato seeds or something. maybe just planting a slice from food xgaster finally brought them in the hope that it grows into a plant eventually. cross would definitely help him care for the plants. maybe xalphys would occasionally bring him books about gardening or new seeds or just tell him general knowledge so he could more successfully grow things.
idk like. we see a lot of cross caring for xpap (bc of course he would, hes his older brother), but xpap explicitly caring for and providing for cross in return makes me bash my head into the wall /pos like ik thats normal. to yknow. care for and provide for your family. but god damn.
they make me violently ill.
(this was very xpap centric bc im very normal abt him (lie) hope youre ok w that)
vomits glitter everywhere youre soright..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! also dont worry ily xpapyrus ilysm..... xpapyrus u deserved better... i love any characters from any au theyre all so cool....
UGHHHHHHHHHH i love it when younger siblings take care of the older ones,,, ugh.. .., i mean xalphys is the youngest of the three, meaning papyrus would technically be the middle sibling but yk what. that makes it better actully imo. middle sibling takes ccare of the other two.
ANYWAY yes. xpap is the most outspoken, as you said, out of them all about xgaster's mistreatment. while cross is silent and alphys is indifferent (outwardly) towards xgaster, xpapyrus is the one with the strongest sense of justice. cross is anxious, xalphys pretty much had her will to fight stripped away from her, but xpapyrus still has that spark in him, and that spark remains despite everything. he'd tell xgaster that he's hungry, because he's hungry, dammit, and if xgaster doesn't feed him, he'll take matters into his own hands. i can imagine xgaster picking a burger up for him after hours of nagging, and xpapyrus plants the whole tomato slice in a bunch of dirt in a tupperware bowl for later.
xpapyrus would defend those plants with his life if he had to because to him, as a child, i think they'd be synonymous with 'he doesn't have complete power over us. look, this is something i did on my own, something he doesn't control'. it would be the first bit of independence he's ever really had. xasriel probably helped as well because he thought it was just a fun hobby of xpapyrus' and not a means to not starve. this also probably helped cement xpapyrus and cross' loyalty to the dreemurr family,,
im ill about them too UGH.... the xtale siblings (+ chara/frisk) are my favorites ever and i just...man!!! the way xgaster abused them all in so many different ways is SO overlooked in this fandom and its my number one duty to make sure eveyrone knows how terrible xgaster is,,.!!! hes a child beater!!!!!!! cross, xpapyrus, xchara, xfrisk, and probably xalphys were beaten children!!!!!!
#rambling again#its my favorite au... xtale..wow...#xtale papyrus#xpapyrus#xalphys#xtale alphys#cross sans#xtale#underverse#utmv#undertale#xgaster#cw neglect#cw child abuse#cw child neglect
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man. ive had this art in my drafts since like three dnd games ago (so, like, two months? lmao) and have been putting off finishing it because NOTHING i could draw could possibly express how fucked up this fight made me feel. immense shouts out to my DM for a) understanding my taste in symbolism and themes, and b) letting raz literally kill himself with no consequences
#well maybe a little consequences (the rest of the party was freaked out)#(we all gained some trauma from this boss battle it was dope)#anyway.#dungeons and dragons#dnd#raz#raz'elen serianni#i should really do like. a writeup of our campaign so far.#to put in the ao3 series collecting all the fic ive written for this campaign#because MY GOD this fight. this fight was so fucking cool.#(for just a little context: we fought a mimic-type monster that turned into mirror versions of all our characters)#(and we had to kill our doubles basically)#(it was... really weirdly cathartic. like genuinely.)#(i'll be thinking about that dnd fight for the rest of my damn life ngl)#(this was right after raz SHOT HIS MIRROR SELF IN THE FACE WITH A GUN)#(and the mirror shards reformed into the next spell mirror!raz cast)#(it was so fucking cool auggghhg)#(also raz killed his mirror self by using inflict wounds to re-open the scar on his throat. so that was sick as fuck.)
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other taylor gold morning moment that i will never be over is when glastig uaine spends like twenty minutes comparing her to eidolon and panacea and shit and then she goes and thinks “Yeah I’m definitely a lot closer to someone like Uber or Leet than Eidolon” because she is fucking insane. also that time during the echidna fight when miss militia is like “yeah we don’t want people to find out how much damage powers can do, even the lame ones that suck” and taylor is like “i have one of the lame ones that suck right” and miss militia is just like. “N. Nnooo.” it is a genuinely well-written and impactful indication of the fact that her self-esteem never fully recovered from the bullying, but it’s also just really fucking funny.
“yeah, i’m basically a cringefail loser like leet,” says master 10 about to launch an attack on god.
#worm#not to FUCKING mention during the bit during the echidna fight where she's like#woah. eidolon's cape looks so cool. thank god i didn't bring a cape#or i'd be so insecure about my cape not looking cool that i wouldn't be able to function#and she's thinking all of that while micromanaging like a million bugs at once. because she is insane.
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What gets me about certain people being so fucking pissy about Bob not writing much about Eilistraee (until the last fucking trilogy where EIlistraeans featured heavily) is that
a) Bob basically built drow culture up from almost nothing, and Eilistraee came after he started writing Drizzt
b) no you guys really don't understand. I own the first 4 modules drow appeared in. There's... not much there. And it hasn't aged well.
c) and the Big One: he has a specific vision for his specific characters when it comes to the narrative he wants to explore, from sexual abuse to religious trauma, both of which are fucking complicated and for most people just switching deities isn't enough to fix that.
I have religious trauma that I still struggle with to this day and probably will for the rest of my life to some extent, and it's fundamentally different in nature from what most people would probably expect, and the thing is even though I am happily polytheistic and very enthusiastically into it, I still struggle a lot with certain things because every time I get into my religious practice I have to actively force myself into (or out of) certain things because my whole relationship to religion and spirituality is complicated and messy.
It would be easy and frankly incredibly superficial for Bob to decide to just have them all convert to half-assed Neowiccan ~woo~ drow Jesus Eilistraee to *~*save their souls*~* and call it a day
BUT HE DIDN'T DO THAT
Partly because she wasn't his creation and other authors were writing her at the time so he really couldn't, and partly because it's a shitty message to send.
Sometimes people benefit from converting to a new religion or following a new deity. Sometimes people don't.
I benefited from gradually converting to my religion, but it's come with a whole different set of complications and hasn't been a smooth journey for me.
Just going from extensive religious trauma to switching deities does not fix your problems, and for a lot of people it realistically can make them much worse.
but also
you don't have to be saved by a deity in order to have value as a person
#I fucking WAS saved by a deity and while I'm grateful it wasn't an easy ride#and in fact the way certain people in my family treated me was very emotionally abusive#to this fucking day on a journey that's taken me 19 years I STILL have issues with this whole thing#there are some people I may never speak to again because of how they treated me over this#for a Lolthite drow I could easily see them struggling with switching to a new deity especially one like Eilistraee or Vhaeraun#who are NOT seen very positively at all in the society they were raised in#and for a lot of people the fear of being found out and punished is more than enough to prevent them from seeking out a new deity#to say nothing of the already existing religious trauma that would also just as likely make someone hesitate to embrace a new religion#and speaking AS a religious person I do not at all agree with sending the message that traumatize people need to be saved by a god#or by a religious fanatic#my case is extremely unique and while it more or less worked out in the end it was frankly hellish at its worst points#and it cost me a great deal in terms of my relationships with my family and my ability to trust other people#because the way society frames belief in the Greek gods as some distant thing in time like#'haha these people were so STUPID. they believed in gods that turn into swans and stuff'#has absolutely led to a situation where paganism is only cool and okay if it's the woo crystals and sage Neowiccan aesthetic#but actually being a historically based polytheist is conflated with mental illness#and it's damn near impossible to challenge when most modern people have NO understanding of polytheism and take everything literally#as someone who has had to FIGHT just to continue EXISTING as a polytheist I am still FIRMLY against the idea that people NEED religion#in order to have value as people or to heal#yes for SOME people it works. for others it doesn't. AND THAT'S OKAY
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The Slayer reveal for Guilty Gear Strive was cool, but really there are only two characters that I am certifiably Insane about, and that's Bridget and A.B.A who are both in the game already. I've popped off and popped bottles for the two characters I wanted to see more than anything else, and everything going forward - like the season 4 DLC roster - is a bonus.
#guilty gear strive#like come on. the way they upgraded bridget's character and made her work in such a fun and respectful way is just#they might not have been able to have done a better job y'know. and god knows people were assblasted about bridget being trans#but the actual handling of it and the huge fanbase that sprang up around bridget was absolutely beautiful#bridget is probably my favorite gaming moment of the 2020s so far#and aba is such a cool fucking character to begin with. maximum edgy with a key motif and she fights with a giant key#and she feeds blood packs to her demon homunculus key axe boyfriend#and she's so weird and maladjusted because SHE'S A HOMUNCULUS and she's covered in bandages and blood SHE'S SO COOL#ABA FUCKING RULES. literally always has
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…yall afraid of pancakes?
#ra speaks#personal#….god grant me patience and mercy but not strength because I want to dunk on them so hard#bro. bro I get that you’re Catholic and whatever but like. really. you’re not going to get pancakes for dinner bc its pride pancake night???#I am clearly not dyking it up enough that folk will just say the quiet part loud in front of me#at least the guy who suggested they eat elsewhere wasn’t any of the guys I’m out to and cool with.#(its y’know one of the assholes that so badly wants to pick a fight with me but is too pussy to speak to me outside of meetings)#I’m always fascinated by the lines other Catholics draw. idk maybe my family is too Irish and it’s like#there’s people who won’t swear or watch anything that acknowledges queer people or apparently eat pride pancakes#like ???? where I’m from is you’re happy healthy and not hurting yourself or others who gives a fuck. more pancakes for my gay ass I guess.#I’m not even mad really it’s just. I am feeling incredible: you would not survive the real world. abt these guys.#except they would bc their parents are loaded rich white folk :/
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oh my god can we not have this fucking argument again istfg
#I don’t even care anymore just no more discourse please I am so sick#people are allowed to dislike ships the same way people can like them#i obviously don’t ship b*llford because the way bill used/treated ford really makes me mad#as someone who once had someone treated similary(not to the same extent ofc but)#it’s also ok if you ship them ig but you have to understand how evil bill was to ford#like he’s a cool villain but a downright terrible person#and also I know fiddauthor isn’t the healthiest too fiddleford did use the memory gun on him#but like. what fiddleford did to him was never on the same level as what bill did to ford#they were also to properly make up at the end#bill just continued to torture ford till the end. that is something else#like it’s ok to ship them but please please understand how abusive bill was#and don’t act like it was healthy or on the same level as ford/fiddlefords relationship#or don’t like it because you think toxic abusive relationships are hot#but honestly I am so fucking tired I just wanna stop fighting I just don’t care anymore#just no more discourse oh my god#anyway sorry for whining#time to shut up Bella#I may turn off rbs
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I wish I could tell the one piece animators how much I personally appreciate them because
this new episode
fucking woah
it's so stunning in everyway. they absolutely killed it.
#one piece#king#zoro#no cause i remember reading this fight in the manga and being like#'yeah thats pretty cool anyway wheres the next fight'#but watching this episode i was on the edge of my seat because that animation is so fucking stunning#the IMPACT FRAMES the SMOOTHNESS of it all#the LIGHTING the COLOURS#god it was so fucking gorgeous i need to watch it a second time#the imperial flaming wings scene? so fucking well done i was in awe
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hxh 85:
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#hello world#hxh#hxh spoilers#SPOILERS IN TAGS.#dude i'm so fucking sad what the fuck#this WHOLE TIME ive been like wow kite's definitely gonna die#but i had almost convinced myself he wouldn't!#i liked him :((((((((( field ecologist :((((((((((((((((((((((((((#AND ON TOP OF THAT. KILLUA#absolute roller coaster ride. zero self worth. and then.#you're too bright to look at but can i stay by your side....#bluebird flying into the sun :((#cries forever#god. gon just exploding with power.#.................................. oh my god i just googled kite to check he was for sure dead. and. um.#wow i'm going to cry so much about this arc.#eta: coming around slightly on the fact that we didn't get one more cool fight scene with kite because instead there was the rain#field season feeling. the storm rolls in. slow dread and then understanding.#so it feels very right to me in that way
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Bro I’m </3 thinking too hard </3
#vent#ugh. artfight. bullshit. fucking shit#I would rather have banter with my friends than draw for people that don’t care#but alas. the all consuming art game#I love drawing for people in theory but I hate how it makes me feel. do you understand what I mean by this#idk what it is but the fact art fight starts TOMORROW has me feeling like a worthless sack of shit#and that feeling is only heightened by the fact that everyone is going to be invested in it while I fucking crumble for what? the 3rd?#4th year in a row?? god. fucking sucks. I get so in my head with this bullshit every year. but I want to do it#ugh. awful. and I feel worse when people make me things and then I don’t get to send something back#awful gross beast. and now I’m just feeling worse thinking about other things. I’m so overwhelmed#and not a damn person to talk to cus 1. there’s no one to listen and 2. I can’t articulate my feelings! I don’t understand myself!#the only reason I know how to act is because I do research for my fucking characters! I’m my own fucking character!#and I wish someone was there to make me feel special like how I (hypothetically) make my ocs feel!!#ugh. whatever I’m cool and fine and dandy and NOT on the verge of tears and I’m going to eat fucking jellybeans#am I going to have a breakdown every time there’s a Holliday or event? I canNOT be caught feeling like a fucking ball of lint every#valentines day dawg. I can’t be that person. I already did that one time too many ok#how’s it feel to have people enjoy talking to you? cus I’m either too much or not enough for people
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my mom is literally yelling at me bc i “study too much” and she says that’s selfish and i shud be doing other things and spending time w my family. like. as if everytime i spend time w my family i don’t just end up hating myself more.
#to delete#like girl maybe the reason i don’t want to spend time w u is because u yell at me everytime i do#all we ever ever ever talk about is how stressed she is how everything’s so hard for her how she hates her life and i make things worse by#being a terrible child#like god im fucking trying#i’m so so so so so sorry u feel the way u do i wish the world was kinder to you#and i will always be there for my mother if she needs someone to talk to or someone to listen no matter how much it hurts me#like idk maybe she is right and i’m an awful kid#i’m sad a lot and i get angry because no one ever listens to me or treats me like a person with a heart and feelings.#but i’m so tired of being yelled at all the time#i just want to go to a place i can call home and feel safe#idk maybe i’ll have a couple cats and cool trinkets and awesome lamps and vintage clocks.#no gray walls#no fighting#no more flinching#only peace and colors and love and warmth
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I'm in fuckin bitch mode today I guess
#speculation nation#saw Another take in main tag that has me fuming#an inconsiderate and flippant take about smoking that has me just. UGH.#like you dont have to agree with a headcanon. but going out and calling it 'gross cringe and small brain' is just#a: youre missing the point. it's about the ways grief fucks with us.#and b: can you NOT wave around your superiority complex about smoking????#like for fucks sake i dont smoke & never have but i have people i love who have#and i literally just lost my uncle to lung cancer lol. because he used to smoke.#and im just. it's NEVER just about being 'cool' anymore. people who smoke have Reasons they do#and your fucking blatant superiority complex over the matter is dissmisive and diminutive.#im clinging soo desperately to my 'just block and move on' mentality about bad takes#i Dont send shit to people i Dont. i just complain about them where they wont see lol. like here.#but god i want to say something so fucking badly. im SO fucjing angry about this take.#if it was just about not liking the headcanon i wouldnt be this angry. but theyre just so. Holier-than-thou about it.#god. i need to fucking chill. im just working myself up at this point.#im. not. sending anything. im not. i dont want to start any fights.#im just... so fucking pissed at this person. fucking asshole.#negative/#i guess.
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remember rewatching the part in strikers a couple years ago in which nanoha goes to save vivio, her adopted daughter, who is a girl of FIVE forced to become a magical super weapon no longer in control of her body and nanoha has to beam her so incredibly powerfully that nanoha becomes permanently disabled to a small degree and nanoha KNEW of that risk (could easily have been worse) and i was literally CRYING even with completely forgotten context because SOMEHOW this is just this series’ specialty where the most emotional moment is when Nanoha pulls it ALL OUT to stop somebody and in doing so saving them andhere it is extra powerful because vivio is calling out for nanoha to save her and nanoha can only do that by hurting her
SHES FIVE!!!!!!!!!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
#im gonna rewatch that now#also thepart where nanoha is CRYING because vivio was kidnapped and Fate comforts her on the roof#just - this anime got it - dont do stupid fanservice high school SHIT#get out the whips! the child abuse! the clone experiments!!! the ancient weaponry that takes over your body and mind!#makes people into weapons against their will!#get out the kids fighting desperately!! the self-sacrifice!!! the fucking tragedy!!! the love!!!!#get yourself some cool fucking ai sci fi weapons get yourself actually good fucking action with sky high stakes get yourself characters tha#man#but really - dont watch nanoha lol#i just wish gundam had followed up on its promise...........#my stuff#personal#GOD I JUST REWATCHED THE CLIP WHERE NANOHA FINDS FATE AND VIVIO IN HER BED AND GOES TO GET UP AND VIVIO IS UPSET IN HER SLEEP THAT SHES NOT#THERE SO SHE PICKS HER UP AND PUTS HER NEXT TO FATE AND THEY INSTANTLY CUDDLE AND NANOHA IS LIKE :O :D#shut uppppp#and the one where vivio falls which was removed from youtube -_- but i found it and nanoha is like no you can get up yourself and then fate#in her adorable soft voice and military black shirts is like No you can't nanoha she's too small!!!! and goes to pick her up and hug her an#Nanoha is like Fate-mama you're spoiling her and Fate is like Nanoha-mama is just too strict#MY GOD!!!!!!!!!!#this is WHAT#20 years old?????#ok#im calm let me look at the devastating scene
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the corpse of king minos is very fucking big and Scary but you can parry his punches pretty easily and thats the easiest way i can explain how good ultrakill feels
#but even when the game is actually hard and kills me several times i dont feel like quitting?#i turn it off after 2 - 3 missions because thats the amount of time it takes for my body so get so Over Excited it stops aiming right#but i havent actually felt like ragequitti g#because the game just feels so good#i can ramble about how good ultrakill feels for HOURS bro#ramblings#switching between guns. the variants. coin tossing never gets old. accidentally exploding yourself with your own shotgun#fucking. SOUND EFFECTS#that too like when you parry. that sound?? makes my autism happy#THE SLIDING SOUND AOUGH#the fact that it does sound like ur made of metal but not in a bad screechy way that makes me want to cry#in a world where realistic movement physics are the norm having this much control. god#the witcher 3 is one of my favorite games ever. just as an example. but i DREAD playing that again knowing how walking around feels#yes sometimes in ultrakill you overshoot something because youre Fast but thats also just me needing to stand perfectly right for terminals#'look we have realistic physics' ok COOL BUT ARE THEY ACTUALLY FUN TO PLAY WITH#hyperrealism is impressive in videogaming YES but its also led to this monolith. in triple a#i do want to give credit where its due once i got used to the destiny warlock jumps (blink especially) that game felt really good too#but ultrakill doesnt force me to socialize and has a much more pleasant community so im fine where i am rn. actually#ive done all totk dungeons (I THINK) except for the final chasm and let me tell you. i dont want to fight any of those bosses ever again#why js that relevant? ive already beaten 1-4 twice and will probably go for my second 3-2 run tomorrow. THIS GAME. BOSSES. AAAAAAA#i love totk but those bosses were a fucking nightmare#thats gonna be a separate post
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god i LOVE zelda sorry to you freaks that say she's boring, she's such a good character throughout all of the games. yes of course there are flaws in certain games where she gets no personality cough wind waker but she's such a genuinely cool character and i love her so much.
#ocarina zelda my beloved you are just a kid with so much knowledge being tormented by ganon#botw and totk zelda my beloved you are also just a kid that wants to fight and be purposeful#when you already are so incredibly purposeful its fucking insane#god i just LOVE zelda shes such a great character#people rag on her all the fucking time for being a woman & a damsal in destress#but i gotta be honest eho cares who cares if you gotta save her. at least shes interesting!#so sad that tetra becomes devoid of personality when shes recognized as zelda#but before knowing hwr true powers shes a cool ass priate like ?!?!?#how do you people go around calling fleshed out incredibly story rich charscters 'boring'#(answer: its because shes a girl)#anyways hi. i love zelda#op
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