OH MY GODDD idk if i needed to make this clear but apparently i do but DONT FUCKING FOLLOW ME IF YOURE A THINSPO BLOG OH MY GODDDDD !!!!! if ur just doing it bc i posted haha funny bingus post and ur following me from tht or w/e other unrelated reason then to make it clear i am infact a fucking fat person who doesnt support tht bullshit and tbh i dont need to deal with it in a society already constantly telling me to hate my body and if youre one of those ppl tht delibreatly follow fat ppl bc we like motivate u to loose weight bc you think wehre that gross or w/e youre a giant peice of shit and fuck all the way off !!!
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Not to be bitter on main but can the world stop showing me cat shit.
FUCKS SAKE.
I get it, I dont have a fucking god damn cat anymore and probably wont ever get one cuz my mom refuses to let me and my job would it impossible to spend time with it!!!! I know! Fuck off and fuck you.
I dont care how your cats doing, I dont care that you found or saw one. SHUT UP. Fuck!
On one hand Im sooo happy for these people but on the other end im so fucking..angry and bitter and jealous and it fucking sucks.
And the fact I couldve spent time with my cat and Ill NEVER know what happened and how she got worse CUZ MY FUCKING MOTHER TOOK MY KEYS FOR TWO DAYS SO I COULDNT FUCKING SEE HER AND I GET BACK AND SHES LIMPING AND CRYING AND I DUNNO WHAT FUCKING HAPPENED FUCK.
I cant stop thinking about it and I just fucking get angry cuz I spent one day with her!!!! And she fucking died!!fUCK. I CANT FUCKING GET OVER THAT AND IF I FUCKING EXPRESS HOW MUCH THIS SUCKS AND HOW MUCH ITS DESTROYED MY EMOTIONAL AND MENTAL STATE ID FEEL LIKE IM BEING DRAMATIC AND ANNOYING.
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need to rant about this again
im glad i didnt cheer about getting my switch here today because, despite Physically Going To A Store With My Parents To Pick It Up, and Me Literally Being The One To Hold The Box On Our Way Home,
i still am treated like i'm 8 years old and told i am not able to open it until christmas because OHH TRADITION and mom going "well i do this for christmas things i buy too so you have to too :] upset?"
love bein slowly expected to do adult stuff and to break out of my shell slowly but then when i finally ask for one thing that i know about for christmas that i was excited for so long (i first asked years ago but we didnt have the money) but then im forced to follow a tradition when its an item i know im getting why am i forced to wait to open it under the christmas tree. i already have to fake emotions. yaay. happy. i got a thing i bought basically two weeks ago.
i cant do shit without asking my parents because im too scared to do so and Its A Really Complicated Issue Trust me so im just. pissed . i ask for one thing thats NOT some replacement for an old thing (like getting a new phone after my old one stops functioning and the screen broke completely. thats why i got a new one on/around christmas last year). otherwise its random christmas stuff
the oneeeee time i ask for something. that i hype it up. and im forced to do this. great. not like i even based my sleep schedule on finally getting this thing as soon as possible basically because i could finally play games with friends. im being forced to wait. to open something being kept in my room. until december 24rd. because mom said so. great thanks i really feel like an adult .
like i already dont like christmas day. foods great! time spent with friends great! but having to sit in the living room, eat food WITH DAD NEXT TO ME. yeah i usually wanna cry and im severely uncomfortable before im done with my food! so then im sat down and stared at as i open presents and act out emotions while being awkward as hell and i just wanna hide in my room again without this pressure. but now i gotta do it for something i was forbidden from using because of a dumb tradition cool.
bro if i got a gift for myself/a friend around christmas i wouldnt?? force them to?? wait?? they can have it now.
ugh. i feel so petty. ironically making me talk like a child. but come on. thats my thing. youre making me wait. to use it. wow. thanks.
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