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lailuhhh · 5 months

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here's some fic year in review asks! 2, 10, 19, 28

2. How many fics did you work on this year? (They don’t have to be finished or published!)

Oof uuh eleven completed ones and seven wips that aren’t nearly close to being done

10. What fic made you feel the happiest to work on?

No Good+Very Bad+Murphy’s Law. It was a silly one in the midsts of all the angst and emotional damage and was definitely needed

19. Answered here!

28. How did you recharge between fics?

Honestly?? Taking a few days to just stop and reread whatever I just wrote and read some of my favorites others have written gives me strength to start more things

#but as of late i haven’t been reading anything #because I’m not in the mood #so everything is on standby at the moment #Laura is like the only one to know any details of the au that is brewing in my brain #and I haven’t even been working on the secret Santa thing IM SORRY #lailuh speaks #ask #answer #ask game #hello thank you i love you #rosieblogstuff

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honeypleasejustkillme · 1 year

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i just wanna be protected and cared for like i'm a tiny kitty with abandonment issues

#actually bpd #actually mentally ill #bpd fp #bpd shitposting #actually borderline #bpd favorite person #bpd problems #bpd #bpd vent #bpd mood #i lost electricity for two days and my fp said i could stay with him and his sister.. i love him so much #tho i can’t fall asleep because it’s a new space #so i might go see if i can sleep in his room in like a half an hour if i’m still awake #because i always get anxious when im in new spaces that someone is gonna break in and id be the first victim

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juniper-clan · 2 months

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MOON 18: Oh Shit She’s Feeling It (pt. 1)

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#warrior cats #clangen #clangen warrior cats #warriors oc #wc #wc oc #jcmoons #oh man that’s embarrassing #I dedicate this to all the angry / embarrassed cries out there……….#I also dedicate this to MC Ride from Death Grips because of course I listen to them #I wonder what kind of mood she will be in back at camp #oh shit I’m feeling it #takyon #hell yeah fuck yeah I feel like killing it #takyonnnn #shout out to everyone who reads my tags to further understand me and are only more confused

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doctorsiren · 9 months

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“Sometimes when magicians vanish, they leave something behind…That’s how Trucy became Trucy Wright…my daughter. To be honest, I was pretty lost those first few days. Thinking back on it, it was a pretty dark time in my life. But Trucy…happy, smiling Trucy…she was my light.”

#doctorsiren #ace attorney #phoenix wright #trucy wright #beanix #ace attorney fanart #comic #art #digital art #my art #fanart #procreate #this started out as me wanting to give an origin to his dumb beanie #but then it became something so cute 😭😭#she’s his sunshine 😭#I took inspiration from Gwen Stacy’s universe where the colours reflect the mood and characters #especially for the part where Gwen hugs her dad —> Trucy hugging Phoenix #the only time that Trucy is fully blue is when she’s empathizing with Phoenix #because he probably told her that it’s okay to cry as well #I’M REALLY HAPPY WITH THIS GRRR 😭💖😭💖#if I had a nickel for everytime I’ve created something where a dad is crying and their young child comes to comfort them and cheer them up #I would have a LOT of nickels #also!! when doing the shading #i first laid down shadows over Phoenix’s entire form #but then when shaping the shadows I took shadow away from Phoenix and added small shadows to Trucy #and she’s acting like a sort of pseudo-light source (the beanie also acts as this as well ^^)#sunshine is my middle name (not even joking) and so Trucy being his light resonates with me #it’s funny bc this comic literally contradicts the comic I did a couple days back because in that one he already has the beanie #but in this one Trucy says Iris helped her make the beanie

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mytearsrricochet · 4 months

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not speaking up about Palestine is genuinely one of the most cowardly things Taylor has done and I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t wildly disappointed in her over it. I’m sure someone will take this as hate or bullying or whatever but it’s just like. absolutely the loudest silence she’s ever had. especially being famously close to the Hadids. even Jennifer garner’s daughter wearing a watermelon shirt generated $120,000 worth of aid for Gaza. no one even knows her daughters name. imagine what Taylor could do and chooses daily not to do.

#whatever #if ur mad about this #don’t be #because idc :(#I’m in a bad mood rn #and I’m really upset

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jackienova · 8 days

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Fairy Lights Series

Inspired by songs from The Amazing Devil ---------- Shop Links: ✦ Redbubble for prints, stickers, notebooks, buttons, t-shirts, tote bags, blankets, pillows, and more! ✦ Ko-fi for digital downloads, or if you'd like to give a little monetary support.

#fairy lights series #the amazing devil #TAD #joey batey #madeleine hyland #painting #gouache painting #gouache #watercolor #signal boost #artist shop #i wanted a masterpost i could pin #because look at them all!!! pretty proud ngl #I might do more eventually if the mood strikes but for now this makes me happy 🥰#would also really appreciate any sales right now i’m having such trouble job hunting so if ya like cute TAD merch here ya go

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lenaellsi · 1 month

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it's honestly a bit odd to me that so many people have jumped on the 'aziraphale will be pulling all the strings and playing politics in heaven' train. like I think it's true that the metatron is underestimating aziraphale's intelligence and ability to disrupt the second coming even while separated from crowley, but I also think the idea that aziraphale is going up to heaven with a clear idea of how he's just been lied to, an understanding of how much danger he's in, and a plan to stop it is a huge reach.

frankly, aziraphale is very vulnerable to manipulation. I'm thinking now of neil’s post with the diary entry from before the edinburgh minisode where he was duped by two humans, the whole thing with the nazis in 1941, and his sponsorship of shadwell's various obviously fake agents (sergeant milkbottle, etc.). he's not nearly as savvy as fanon tends to portray him. he takes people at face value, especially people he thinks of as Good. (that's not a dunk, btw--I find these things endearing, and a sign of aziraphale's innate wish to see the best in people. I just think that sometimes the BAMF protective aziraphale of fanon overshadows the slightly more naive aziraphale of canon. and honestly, I also think TV aziraphale is just a bit softer than book aziraphale, though he is capable of stepping up when it counts.)

and he's a bad liar! I know it's a meme in the fandom that aziraphale lies all the time, but he doesn't like it, and he's bad at it. he gets nervous and comes up with terrible excuses and the only reason he ever gets away with it is because the people he's lying to are idiots (gabriel), have their own agendas (god, the other archangels), or trust him to be honest (crowley).

aziraphale's real strength is his ability to take sudden, completely unexpected action. that's one of the things that crowley admires most about him. "he's unpredictable," is what he says to nina, and it's true! aziraphale's greatest moments of rebellion have always come from spur of the moment decisions, not intricate plans. (if anything, crowley is the planner--the arrangement and the thwarting of the apocalypse, their two longest cons, were both his idea.)

aziraphale gives the sword away because when he is forced to make a decision under pressure, he tends to land on the side of rebellious kindness. shielding crowley from the rain in eden, lying to gabriel to protect job's family, defying the quartermaster and returning to earth via possession during the apocalypse, blowing up his halo--he does these things because he's following that same impulse. when aziraphale has time to over think, he frets and fusses and is paralyzed by indecision. (or worse, he falls back on what heaven has taught him.)

TL;DR: I don't think aziraphale has any sort of grand plan other than a generalized "make things better," and I certainly don't think he is planning to betray heaven. he might try to come up with a plan once he figures out how bad things are going to get, but my bet is that what will actually disrupt the second coming is an absolutely bonkers off the wall decision that no one, crowley included, could ever predict. and I think it’ll happen, as it usually does with aziraphale, just after he accepts a difficult truth that fundamentally shifts his worldview—in this case, his final rejection of the idea of “good” and “bad” people, and of the entire morality system of heaven and hell.

#good omens #good omens 2 #good omens meta #final fifteen #aziraphale #long post #been in a meta mood lately sorry #to be clear people can write whatever they want. playing with characterization is fine and good in fanworks #but also I do wonder if the fanon built over four years between seasons is seriously impacting the way people read the final fifteen #and because I suspect it will come up: his smile in the elevator reads as Aziraphale’s denial smile #the one where he plasters it on as a ‘this is fine this is what I want I am a Good Angel’ reaction #‘I’m not trapped in here with you you’re trapped in here with me’ is not a thought aziraphale would ever have about himself #he doesn’t think about himself that way #crowley thinks of him as a force to be reckoned with for sure. but aziraphale is not that sure of himself

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 1 year

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We can’t keep doing this.

[First] Prev <–-> Next

#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #wei wuxian #lan wangji #made this one a bit general because its a reoccurring action wwx makes #He can take it! He’s strong! No one else has to suffer if he’s there to shoulder the weight of consequences #horrible mindset. Go to therapy foul sir #He internalized the concept that his life is only worthy in the service of others…mood buddy but it sucks in this hole #Lwj really said ‘your self sacrificial attitude has caught my ire and I’m taking you on as a personal project’#ok he didn’t but him calling out wwx is so god damn critical to what makes their dynamic the way it is.#how they *both* call each other out!#in love we grow together B*)#wei wuxian now has a big ol’ ‘fuck you’ cat on his leg. Like the worlds worst drunken tattoo #(its the energy of a wronged catboy coalesced into a single image)#outfit changes are approaching but just…remember….its always there.

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time-slink · 7 months

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mayhaps spare a zedaph. ..? i dont think ive ever seen you draw him o:

i certainly have but it’s been a bit so here he is again!!

#asks #art asks #slinky’s sketches #zedaph #in a turn-my-brain-off-and-draw mood lol #turns out drawing is way more fun when you don’t worry about proportions or consistency X)#also if we get zed in the life series. somehow. i’m so sorry for the person i’ll become #i feel like the frequency at which i post him is misleadingly little because i think abt him A Lot

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ghostcupdraws · 2 years

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Witchers need taking care of too

#listen…. LISTEN. i decided to go through my asks and pick up on that kiss art challenge and now i have Feelings 🥺 thank u for this request #the witcher #geraskier #geralt of rivia #jaskier #art challenge #7. On the lips (passionate)#except it’s not because i’m in a Soft mood #fanart #my art #krisart #art request #art ask

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honeypleasejustkillme · 1 year

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why is it so hard for me to believe that someone actually cares about me and isn’t always going to replace me at any given moment

#actually bpd #actually mentally ill #bpd #bpd fp #actually borderline #bpd shitposting #bpd problems #bpd favorite person #bpd vent #bpd mood #it’s the abandonment issues isn’t it.. fuck #but goddamn i’m tired of it #like i walk on eggshells around everyone cuz i don’t want to piss them off #because what if i do and they decide that’s the final straw and leave

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puppyeared · 1 year

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(SEASON 4 SPOILERS)

Here is the current wip for Dear Wormwood!!

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nonetoon · 1 year

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A guy who’s a half fish and half dog but not a sea lion

#my art #digital art #digital illustration #character art #sea life #animals #fish #I guess I’m in a beach mood #which is funny because I’m terrified of the ocean #eyestrain

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what-even-is-thiss · 2 months

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#bad news that brings your whole week down kinda day #the kind of bad news you can’t bring up or else it’ll ruin everyone else’s mood kinda news #but I feel like I need to tell someone or it’s gonna tear me apart #my grandma is in the hospital and we don’t know how serious it is yet #it could be an easy fix or it could be bad we just don’t know #the waiting is the worst part when someone’s in the hospital #it always floors me #makes it hard to do anything #I’m praying it’s a fixable problem but we just don’t know yet #and I’m half a continent away so I can’t do anything #I just have to wait and I hate the waiting #I haven’t told any of my friends or classmates yet because I don’t wanna bring the whole room down #but it’s hard waiting for answers #it’s really hard #anyways sorry for rambling at you guys about my personal problems #I just needed to tell someone

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napping-sapphic · 8 months

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Telling people i’m too shy to start talking to people and dating only for them to tell me to just meet people online like bestie i’m shy online too😭😭

#wlw #wlw mood #sapphic #sapphism #lesbian #they’re like ‘just send someone a message or something’ like no i would die wtf #wlw dating scene where we all stand in a room trying to avoid eye contact with each other #but if I’M too shy and YOU’RE too shy then who’s dating as a lesbian??🤔#are people really attracted to confident girls or simply to the idea that someone else would message first🤔#lesbian philosophical questions #anyway yeah very sorry i never talk to people i love yall but u scare me #i do not get people who get more confident online because i am simply The Same #perhaps even more awkward though #🙃

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totally-sapphic-posts · 11 months

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You know that moment where you realize you love them, where you’ll be doing something random and you think about them and realize that they’re everything to you. And instead of feeling scared, you feel warm and safe because everything they do tells you they feel the same

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