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#I don’t understand how I go from having a decent day to being in a shitty mood#I’m in a mood about everything#I hate my fucking job but I’m still basing all these decisions around it like it’s the end all#I’m sick of myself#I got out of my writing funk but I fucking hate everything I’ve put on paper#can’t seem to clean up my tiny living space to make it feel better#I was talking to a friend after the movie we saw and got struck with that almighty of realizations that I’m the least accomplished#at least in this friend group#they have things they consider careers or at least not fucking Starbucks#they don’t have to work bullshit jobs anymore because they have degrees!#and job experience!#and I can’t even get myself to look at a college website#because my fucking brain doesn’t work right anymore#and I have no energy for any actual productive thoughts just stupid fucking fanfiction#Jesus fucking christ I’m sick of it all#I’m tired#I want to delete this fucking blog#it makes me feel fucking stupid
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it is all chaos and entropy. the thing is that the chaos and entropy make it beautiful and lovely.
yes, it's true that nature and the universe are uncaring and unspecific, and that is terrifying. i have lived through some of the unfairness - i got born like this, with my body caving into itself, with this ironic love of dance when i sometimes can't stand up for longer than 15 minutes. i am a poet with hands that are slowly shutting down - i can't hold a pen some days. recently i found a dead bird on our front porch. she had no visible injuries. she had just died, the way things die sometimes.
it is also true that nature and the universe are uncaring and unspecific, and that is wonderful. the sheer happenstance that makes rain turn into a rainbow. the impossible coincidence of finding your best friend. i have made so many mistakes and i have let myself down and i have harmed other people by accident. nature moves anyway. on the worst day of my life she delivers me an orange juice sunset, as if she is saying try again tomorrow.
how vast and unknowing the universe! how small we are! isn't that lovely. the universe has given us flowers and harp strings and the shape of clouds. how massive our lives are in comparison to a grasshopper. the world so bright, still undiscovered. even after 30 years of being on this earth, i learned about a new type of animal today: the dhole.
chance echoing in my life like a harmony between two people talking. do you think you and i, living in different worlds but connected through the internet - do you think we've ever seen the same butterfly? they migrate thousands of miles. it's possible, right?
how beautiful the ways we fill the vastness of space. i love that when large amounts of people are applauding in a room, they all start clapping at the same time. i love that the ocean reminds us of our mother's heartbeat. i love that out of all the colors, chlorophyll chose green. i love the coincidences. i love the places where science says i don't know, but it just happens.
"the universe doesn't care about you!" oh, i know. that's okay. i care about the universe. i will put my big stupid heart out into it and watch the universe feast on it. it is not painful. it is strange - the more love you pour into the unfeeling world, the more it feels the world loves you in return. i know it's confirmation bias. i think i'm okay if my proof of kindness is just my own body and my own spirit.
i buried the bird from our porch deep in the woods. that same day, an old friend reaches out to me and says i miss you. wherever you go, no matter how bad it gets - you try to do good.
#writeblr#warm up#i can't write rn but i have SO much words in here bc im reading the chorus of dragons books#(just started book 4)#and this woman's writing is just LIVING in my brain. let me out!!!#(i read roughly like 2-4 books a week usually bc i go on long walks with my dog but when a book is REALLY good like. it eats my life. )#anyway ...... so like here's a story that idk i've tried to explain to other people as being wild#but maybe im the only one who thinks it is wild???#so i play pokemon go (i just started in jan) bc i love pokemon and as i have mentioned i walk goblin for like an hour in the morning#and i don't like a lot of fitness trackers due to the fact it makes me .sad. but i also wanted the little digital rewards. enter pokemon go#anyway so they make you make friends to complete quests. so i used a reddit thread. i do not usually use reddit. i don't have an acct#i lurked. i just googled like ''pokemon go reddit '' and randomly added a bunch of numbers#i was on that page for all of 15 minutes. there are THOUSANDS of responses on that page.#here's what's wild: in that group of people. even though i am not on reddit and it was one random event once#it turns out one of those people lives in the town i live in. or at least very close. i only know this because#when we send each other gifts. it's from the same freaking area.#i can't ask them to meet up bc pokemon go doesn't have a messaging app lol but like . what are the fucking chances that#a random person posts in a random reddit thread and HAPPENS to get added by someone ELSE from their SAME TOWN#who by pure fucking CHANCE is ALSO playing pokemon go and looking for friends#i googled it there's only 42000 people in my broad region. the .......... smallness ! of the world!!!
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what if when (if?) the bells hells and the crown keepers reunite aabria gets to DM at least the first half of that and for the first time in almost 10 years matt gets to be a player in a main campaign and gets to interact with his friends as a player WHAT THEN
#critical role#critical role c3#critical role spoilers#i would cry#they can't have a billion people at the table for long but at least if BHs gets to interact with the guests aside from just robbie#i feel like it would be a great opportunity to have aabria DM that#and let matt be a player until they decide how to divide the groups#matt the dm finally being squished together with his friends while playing their game#I WOULD CRY OK
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redrew an old comic bc it was super ugly and i kept getting notifs for it and i was ashamed anyway feluka nation rise up
#miraculous lb#felix miraculous#luka miraculous#miraculous ladybug#luka couffaine#feluka#felix x luka#viperion#ml argos#ml luka#ml felix#ml viperion#ml feluka#lukix#felix fathom#felix graham de vanily#yes it’s a running joke in the friend group that whenever adrien/chat is complaining about his dad they say at least he isn’t monarch
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alright ill admit it. popstar is pretty cute
#the ultimate 'she asked for no pickles' pairing#i thought about these two for more than a second and went Oh#small & loud x big & soft will ALWAYS take me tf out#lesbians... lesbians galore...#sally deserves a big kind gf whos very patient#and poppy deserves a small firey gf who will talk to the cashier#scribble salad#welcome home#helloooo i'm here with another rarepair#at least i Think its a rarepair. i only ever see julie/sally and poppy/nobody#LET POPPY LOVE DAMN IT#just bc she's the cautious caring friend of the group doesn't mean she shouldn't have a gf smh#i always see 'oh poppys the mom of the group' 'lets not ship poppy bc shes the mom friend' etc etc#exhibit a) cowards the lot of ya#exhibit b) why are the worriers always made into the parental friend who is portrayed as older than the rest and cant have a love interest#theyre all the same age group... poppy is lesbian... let her be in love with her loud but endearing neighbor....#they have much Potential
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does this man have ANY friends in his group....
#genshin impact#// genshin impact spoilers#childe#tartaglia#????#bro i'm losing it i'M LOSING IT OVER THIS MANNN I LOVE HIM BUT THE SELF-AWARNESS#THE ONLY ONE THAT ISNT EDGY IN THE GROUP I LOVE IT#I love this menace so much man#i know he has at least ONE friend but it's funny to think that out of everyone there's only one person he's chill with#but everyone else is on thin ice with him#// okay to rb btw !!#silly.png
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How do the girls get along
Pretty great actually!
Jenny and Kim are very good/close friends, since they met relatively early compared to others (they actually met each other first out of everyone, then others at one point and another) and had a shared adventure sometime after the ends of their respective shows (wink wonk).
But, their first meeting was not actually very um, positive. There was some conflict, but after it was resolved both of them gained a very solid friend for life!
Jenny, was glad to meet someone else (beside Brad) who treated her like a person/normal teenager (instead of an 8th wonder of the world or a freaky robot) and not to mention she got a fellow superheroine girl friend! After Misty, she kind of missed having someone like that to kick butt with (considering that like, 70% of her friends are dudes) or just hang out.
Kim was fascinated by Jenny, not because she is a robot (tho she does think its pretty cool) but because it kind of gave her a contrast to her own life in a weird way? Like, Kim was a normal teenager who got into superheroing on accident and just went with it, while Jenny was created with a goal of being Earth's defender but rebeled to have some sort of normal life. And now they both live those weird semi-normal lives, that led them to meeting each other.
Jun is around 5-6 years their junior and while they met each other much later on, when Jun was a little older (like not 11-12 age of the show), she still kind of looked up to them and both Jenny and Kim felt an instant kinship with the girl.
Before she met Jenny and Kim, Jun only knew a couple other guys as fellow heroes/magical protectors (guess who ;D lol), and while she had plenty of female role models (Ama/Jasmine being the most prominent) and friends, she kind of enjoyed meeting some cool older superheroines to bond with! It also helped that despite the age difference, both Jenny and Kim never looked down at her when it came to superheroing/fighting, but respected her abilities and expertise (considering that Jun was practically an apprentice to her Ama since at least 8-9ish of age, when her powers first awakened, she has a lot of experience).
They both are kind of like cool older cousins to her, who travel a lot for their work and come visit to hang out often and tell/share stories about their adventures. Their and her lines of work while similar, also run in completely different circles (human/interplanetary vs magical/supernatural), so its always a treat to hear about the things they do.
(And yes sometimes she feels jealous about the fact that both of them get to travel all over the world, and despite the developments, more often than not she has to stay town locked and limit her excursions to magical realms.)
Silly thing, but Jun absolutely adores Jenny, for one simple fact that she can travel to space just like that (she and Danny, fellow astronaut/space fans, share that, despite the fact that Danny kinda can travel to space just like that too.)
#que?#hom au#hom au q&a#juniper lee#jenny xj9#kim possible#fun fact: both jenny and jun have beef with some other person in their friend group while Kim doesn't#Kim is very likable ;3 and also sensible even if she is sometimes overly competitive and a perfectionist lol#both Jun and Jenny can get overly passionate and thus they have a recurring beef/argument/tension with their respective opponent (?)#Jenny and Kim are that sort of friendship that one makes in a camp and you exchange numbers/e-mails and you dont see each other for months#but message almost every day and like know a lot about each others lives and when you meet again u like instantly hug and everythng is cool#also their families (some members at least) are sort of? friends now too. i will elaborate on that later ;3#still answering homauQ in broad strokes because i just cant decide on the details lol#i promise im answering asks TToTT i was just eyebrows deep in the comic itself to actually answer properly#i have like several in drafts and some in askbox and also i think i lost a few when i was cleaning my other askboxes so um like sorry#if i never answer those they are now forever lost in tumblr graveyard
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Actually, history is more frequently written by that little weirdo in the corner taking notes
#Procopius of Caesarea#Eustace Chapuys#etc etc etc#did not realize this had blorbo post power#but looking at it yeeeeah fair#every friend group has a little weirdo in the corner taking notes#or at least I assume that's true because it's the only kind of friend group left in the written record!
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if i think realistically (based off my own experience anyway) there is no way the ninja have remained friends all of these years and one of them has NOT had a crush on the other, even if it was fleeting.
if u think about it this way, literally any ship u want can be canon cuz like there’s no way they spent all of that time under one roof without SOMEONE having some Internalised Thoughts. cole staring at the floor whenever kai walks around topless without even thinking about it. jay realising that both of the smith siblings are attractive. nya googling “is it weird to be in love with a robot girl if i am a human”
like even if the crushes were for like a week, they definately happened. something about big friend groups, huh …
#random thought. but if i think about my closest friend group of my life there were definately internal crushes that were never ever mention#now we know for sure that gay people exist in ninjagoland (we all knew. but now it is Confirmed) then i’m so sure some of the ninja r 🏳️🌈🏳️#at least some#ninjago#lego ninjago#ninjago dragons rising#jay walker#ninjago jay#ninjago cole#ninjago kai#ninjago nya#ninjago headcanons
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so I started playing the new Frontiers of Pandora game last night, and was pleasantly surprised that not only did the opening cutscene feature a few lines of spoken Na'vi dialogue, but said dialogue was actually pretty accurate!! Good job game!!
Here’s the lines transcribed as far as I can tell:
Aha'ri: Plltxe po nìtsleng!
He speaks falsely/he lies!
Player: Ma tsmuke, ftang!
Sister, stop!
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Aha'ri: Ma Nor? Ma Nor, tìtxen si. Awnga ngahu, tam.
Nor? Nor, wake up. We [are] with you, it’s ok.
Nor: Tsat oel uniltsola nìmun…tsatxon a fol awngat kämolunge.
I dreamed about it again…that night they took us.
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Aha'ri: Awnga kä ne kelku!
We go home!
Player: Za'u, ma Teylan. Oeng kivä ne kelku.
Come, Teylan. We [may] go home.
#lì'fya lena'vi#frontiers of pandora#there was one spot where I initially thought might be a mistake#aha'ri says the “we’re going home” line a couple of times#and one of the times she says it in English to Mercer and then repeats it in Na'vi#at first I thought she was still talking to Mercer in which case it should’ve been “ayoe” instead of “awnga”#cuz “awnga” would imply that Mercer is “going home” with them which….yeah no lol ^^;#but upon further reflection I think the intention was that she’s addressing Mercer in English#and then switches to addressing her friends in Na'vi#in which case “awnga” would indeed be correct#they did also get the awnga vs oeng distinction right so good job!!#(awnga being “we” as in a group of 4+ people vs oeng being “we” as in only the speaker and listener (in this case the player and Teylan))#on a side note Alma sounds like she’s coughing every time she says Aha'ri’s name :P#welp at least she’s making an effort
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Knowing that the Spongebob crew doesn't know what to do with Sandy because they find her unfunny hence why she's been used less and less throughout the seasons.
#I LIKE SANDY#She was tied with spongebob as my favorite as a kid#Idk somehow it feels like shes grown away from the main friend group in the show#Shes just there#Occasionally she does have interesting interactions with characters but often very limited#I'd like to see her more😭#Idk i feel like she can be funny but they gotta stop relying so much on her being 'the smart one'#And she works well with another character to bounce off of#But in order to do that you've got to work out and fix how she interacts with characters which they've definitely tried there are some good#Modern episodes with her#Idk i wish she was used more#At least she's getting her own movie#the spongebob connoisseur#spongebob squarepants#spongebob#sb#spongebon squarepants#spongebob meme#Sandy cheeks
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#persona 4#p4#persona 4 arena ultimax#p4au#hanamura yosuke#yosuke hanamura#satonaka chie#amagi yukiko#hello i have spoken recently about how yosuke functions as the team's morale backbone#even when hes not around chie and yukiko think of him when they're frustrated or worried#consciously or otherwise they know they can turn to yosuke to cheer them up or at least alleviate some of their anxieties#chie calls yosuke because she needs to rant - even though she complains about how unserious he is she knows he can be relied on to listen#yukiko calls yosuke because she thinks he'll know whats going on with their friend - she sees HIM as the connected person in the group#i think its part yukiko seeing yosuke as yu's substitute and also part just... a general recognition that he's the most on the ball#and even when he doesnt know the answer#yukiko still finds comfort in hearing him talk#however yosuke sees himself i think its nonetheless true that his friends love him and depend on him!!!#and i love that so much guys#yosuke team wrangler but also team emotional support and just all around good friend confirmed!!!!#he's good with his queue
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This is what trying to talk to my friend for the past several weeks has been like.
#bestie ily and I’m so sorry your life is shit rn but can you at least acknowledge the effort I put in my look#like no one in that group chat talks about positive things anymore I’m TRYING my best over here#the friendful visiter#quality shitposting
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i think it's interesting how steph is like... the nerds see her as part of the popular group, and sure we see her talking to the cheerleaders a little, but other than that she doesn't really seem to be one of them in the truest sense? i could fully believe that she feels like the tiniest bit of an outcast there, like she's just cool enough for max to give her a pass but she doesn't really click with them that well. she feels to me like the bridge between the popular ones and the nerds, which is appropriate i suppose for her place in the story.
#idk i just keep turning this feeling around in my brain#that she doesn't Quite feel like she's actually proper friends with that lot#in my mind steph is pretty lonely before she starts talking to pete and by proxy the other nerds#like... i feel like the cheerleaders are friendly with her but they don't really Get each other#or enjoy each other's company That much#maybe even on their side there's some slight intimidation factor of her being the mayor's daughter and it's still a bit isolating#poor girl :(#but it's ok now she has real friends :]#... well. at least one. i honestly can't tell if pete and steph would even hang out with grace after everything#even ignoring The Ending And What That Implies#even if that didn't happen#i still don't think??? they would be besties with her#which is interesting for like. yknow. the main protag group who's been through everything together#npmd#nerdy prudes must die#hatchetfield#stephanie lauter
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new dnd character! drow echo knight, and only character in the party with any strength whatsoever
#dnd#d&d#dnd oc#d&d oc#drow#dnd drow#dnd fighter#echo knight#dungeons and dragons#unfortunate timing with the dnd ogl drama but i just managed to get a group of friends to play again :^(#well at least we didnt spend any money#oc#valrak#my art
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“why did i get the fandom autism instead of the science autism” dude i promise u having science autism makes u 10x weirder and anyone who knew me from age 8-11 can attest to that
#at least infodumping abt mlp as a small child’ll get u a group of fandom friends#infodumping abt human reproduction’ll just make the friends u have think ur weird 😭#autism#science autism#ryan shut the fuck up
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