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mimikittysblog · 9 months

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Soon to Be

Pairing: Husband! Jay x Reader

Genre: Angst, a lil bit of smut, fluff at the end

Synopsis: You and Jay are in the process of getting a divorce, however on this fateful night you found yourself under him once again. Is your soon to be divorce still gonna happen? Or will this moment change things for the better or the worse?

Warnings: Sex, mentions of arguments and divorce, i think thats it? If I miss anything let me know!

Word count: 1,9k words

A/N: OKAY I actually have so many other works I have yet to finish but I’m just gonna squeeze in this one. I got inspired to make this morning cause of a TikTok lol. I hope y’all like it! There’s not much dialogue in the beginning so I’m sorry if it’s boring but I do hope you guys will still like it! Okay then, enjoy!

.✧･ﾟ: ✧･ﾟ: ✧･ﾟ: ✧･ﾟ: ✧･ﾟ✧.

"J-jay.."

"Fuck."

"Aaah! Jay!" You moaned out as your soon to be ex husband thrusted harder.

Yup.

Soon to be ex husband.

You and Jay have been married for almost ten years, yet unfortunately times got rough. Big arguments over little things started becoming common, he became busy with work and almost never had any time for you and the kids etc. Pretty cliche but it happened.

It all accumulated into the biggest fight you two ever had and it ended with the two of you agreeing to get a divorce.

Not long after the process began and he even moved out already. It's been a pretty long process and you're not entirely sure why.. it even started to make you wonder if this was even worth it. Cause truth be told. You still loved your husband with all your heart. Then knowing that soon your signatures will be on divorce papers and your kids are always wondering what's gonna happen now is eating away at your heart.

What you didn't know is that it was eating away at his too.

Yet how did you end up here? yknow. under him again.

Well it was your son's birthday actually. So of course you all got together to celebrate it. However as Jay was about to leave to go back to his new place it started to rain heavily. Almost a hurricane really.

Or maybe you guys were just trying to find an excuse to have him stay the night.

So you suggested that to him. Furthermore not wanting to be cruel to the father of your kids and the love of your life you let him sleep in the same bed with you.

"Huh.. you haven't really changed anything did you?" He commented with a small longing smile when he walked into his.. old room.

Fuck did that hurt to think about.

To think about how he doesn't come home here anymore.

How this technically isn't his home anymore.

How now whenever he walks through the door he calls home he's no longer greeted by his kids and the love of his life.

"..I thought it was perfect the way it was.. so I didn't see the need to change it." You replied while looking down, leaning against the door.

Jay gulped before looking back at you and making his way towards you.

"..I thought it was perfect too.." He whispered when he was right in front of you.

..Was this still about the room?

You took a big gulp before looking up at your soon to be ex husband.

He looked at you like how he used to. Like you were the only thing in this universe.. like he loves you.

He does.

Yet you were too stubborn to acknowledge it. Trying so hard to convince yourself that he no longer had you in his heart. The divorce is about to happen.

But why is he looking at me like that? Like he still wants me? Like he still loves me?

He does.

and why aren't I looking away?

Because I still love him too.

Not being able to contain it anymore you both grabbed onto each other and shared a passionate lustful kiss.

And thats how you ended up here.

"Ugh. I-I've missed you!" Jay groaned as he was starting to near his climax, also trying to keep it down, not wanting to wake the kids.

"J-jay..! We.. ah! we really.. s-shouldn't be doing this..!" You croaked.

"But.. why does it feel so good??" He whispered, nuzzling his head into your neck.

"M-maybe its just cause you h-haven't found someone else to get your dick wet."

He stopped.

That's when you realized that you let that slip.

You didn't mean to say that..

He then pulled away to look at you, eyes wide but eyebrows furrowed. Truly appalled at what you just said to him.

"I.. Do... do you really think that..? Y/n. I.. would never. do that to you. Y/n. I'm still your legally wedded husband. and.. even if I wasn't already I would never find someone else to- y/n no one is like y- I just.." Jay couldn't even speak. Not believing that you would ever think this.

"...if.. if you really think all that I'm doing is just trying to use you for my personal sexual needs then we can stop." He explained sternly looking into your eyes.

..No.. You didn't think that.

He was making love to you. You knew. You felt it. You don't do this with someone you don't love.

But.. but you were soon to be divorced. It was soon to be over. He can't still be in love with you?

Can he..?

So in confusion and stubbornness you slowly put your hands on his chest pushing him away softly.

"We.. we should stop."

Jay said nothing as he looked down before slowly pulled out of you. He continued to keep the silence as he put your nightgown back on you and dressed himself. He then got in bed next to you and turned away.

"Goodnight Y/n.."

"...Goodnight Jay.. I.." You stopped yourself as tears slid down your face.

Not knowing Jay had stopped himself too.

.✧･ﾟ: ✧･ﾟ: ✧･ﾟ: ✧･ﾟ: ✧･ﾟ✧.

The next morning Jay woke up before you did. He smiled seeing you next to him and wanted so bad to just hold you in his arms and never let go.

But he had to leave soon, and he doesn't know if you wanted that too. So he got up and made his way to the kitchen and seeing he had some time he decided to make breakfast for his family like he used to. Before work, pride and other stupid shit that doesn't really matter got in the way.

Once he was finished he still had some time so he decided to prepare his kids uniform like how he did back then. Seeing how his kids sleeping peacefully as he prepared their uniforms just break his heart even more.

God he missed this so much.

Even when he still lived here he hadn't done this in so long. Plus he realized their uniforms have gone a size up, his little ones were starting to grow and he's been missing it. He hates this. Once their uniforms were prepared, he gave his kids each a kiss on their heads and a little note to motivate them through out the day.

He didn't have anymore time. He had to leave. But he didn't care anymore. He made his way back to your room and sees you still sleeping so peacefully. However as he got closer he saw the tear stains on the pillow and the tear tracks down your beautiful cheeks.

He fucked up. Big time.

So with that he kissed his wife forehead lovingly, also left her a personal little note as he left to make things right.

.✧･ﾟ: ✧･ﾟ: ✧･ﾟ: ✧･ﾟ: ✧･ﾟ✧.

It was now the afternoon and its almost time to pick up the kids from school.

You were really grateful Jay did what he did before he left. It really warmed your heart even though it brought tears to your eyes. Your kids seem to really appreciate it too, showing you the cute note their father left them.

You were just about to open the door and leave to pick them up but jumped back when you saw Jay at the door with a bouquet of your favorite flowers in one hand and some documents in the other.

"Jay..? w-what are you doing here?"

"...To make things right."

"Jay? what?"

"I'm sorry.. for everything. Absolutely fucking everything. From the moment I started ignoring my duties as your husband and the father to our precious kids until now. Y/n.. I want to start over. Can we start over please? I miss you so much and I.. I still love you."

"You..? b-but jay were soon to be d-"

"I know. I know. But please stop with that.. just for a moment while I lay out my heart for you."

You took a deep breath then you nodded letting him continue.

"After what happened last night.. I couldn't believe how far I let this happened. I.. let you believed that I didn't love you anymore. That you were nothing more than someone I could use. And that I could ever find someone else other than you for anything. Y/n.. I fucked up. Everything. and honestly I don't even think I deserve to ask for a redo.. cause after last night I'm not sure I deserve you.. and after what I did to our family I don't know if you deserve someone as shitty as me..." Jay couldn't keep it any longer as his tears started to flow, causing yours to flow too.

"But I know.. that no one on this earth can love you as much as me. Because I love you.. I love you so so much. My love for you has always been real.. every time I told you that I love you has been nothing but the truth. And I know I haven't been proving that to you.. for fuck sake we were in the process of getting a divorce.. and I let this all happen to the point that this finally showed up in my email.." he continued through choked sobs

He then showed you the documents he was holding, which were the divorce papers. The papers that only needed your signatures to finalize everything.

"And I will forever be sorry for that. I.. I don't even remember who suggested it.. I don't know why I even agreed to it because I'm so madly fucking in love with you and I cannot just let us go. I need you.. I love you.. and I'm hoping you still love me too.. Even though I don't deserve you anymore.. or maybe I never did.. I'm still hoping you can let me fix everything and that we can have a do over..." He said looking at you with hopeful eyes as he offered the bouquet to you..

It looked exactly the same as the one he gave you when he confessed..

and the one when he gave you when you went on your first date.

and when he proposed.

He always remembered how much you loved this bouquet.

"But.. but if you truly... want this divorce.. then we can go inside to sign these.. I won't force you to accept me again... I just needed you to know that you will always.. always. have my heart. No matter what. No matter when. Until the day I die and even after. Even after time itself ends. My heart will forever be yours."

Hearing him tell you that just made you break out into sobs as well as you envelope him in a big hug.

"..Y-you remember your vow..." You sobbed into his shoulder.

Flashing back to the moment he told you this on your wedding day as a part of his vows.

"How could I ever forget..?"

You pulled away and held his face, staring into his eyes.

"Are you sure you want to try again..?"

"As sure as the day I asked you to be mine. as the day I asked you to marry me. and especially as sure as the day I said I do."

With that you took the papers and flung it across the room as you kissed your no longer soon to be ex husband.

"I love you so much Hubby." you mumbled against his lips.

"I love you too wifey. Now lets go pick up the kids and get some dinner."

.✧･ﾟ: ✧･ﾟ: ✧･ﾟ: ✧･ﾟ: ✧･ﾟ✧.

#enhypen #jay park #park jongseong #enhypen jay #enhypen imagine #jay imagine #enhypen smut #jay smut #enhypen fluff #jay fluff #enhypen angst #jay angst #mimikittysblog

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mkmas · 3 months

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Jude and the Loving Kiss

inexperienced kiss xxx event

love how thats the title. as usual sorry it’s not perfect and if there’s anything wrong🙇‍♀️

(Wah, a beautiful flower garden…!)

(But why are we in a place like this…?)

(I don't know but... This place is so wonderful, it would be nice if I could stay here forever…)

A pleasant breeze fiddled with my hair and the scent of sweet flowers filled my heart with happiness.

At that moment, someone’s voice could be heard.

???: Tch… You, you're not just going to drop dead here without paying me back.

Kate: That voice, Jude…?

(Anyhow, I owe Jude a debt!)

Kate: 一Ugh! Ha, ha….!

A change from the beautiful scenery.

As soon as I regained consciousness, I spit out a large amount of water.

Ellis: Are you okay Kate?

Ellis pats my back as I groan. I exhaled water in response and finally calmed down to breathe.

Kate: … Thank you very much.

Ellis: I was really surprised. Kate was drowning in the river.

Kate: I was drowning…?

(Could it be, that flower garden I saw was the afterlife…)

(If it weren't for Jude's voice, I'd still be there一)

Trembling at just the mere thought of it, I grasped my own body with both arms.

Jude: Ha… Isn’t the season too cold for swimming?

Kate: I-I wasn’t swimming. Yes… I think there was a child drowning in the river and I tried to help... The child… !?

Ellis: The child was soaking wet but will be okay. Just to be safe, the child went to the doctor.

Kate: Is that so, that’s a relief… Um, Ellis was the one who saved me right?

Ellis: Nope, I was too far away to make it…

Ellis: Jude carried you back to the river shore, and breathed into you. ***(he didn’t directly mention CPR)

Kate: Jude………..

After I calmed down, I finally noticed that Jude's clothes were wet.

Apparently, he went into the river in such cold weather to save me.

Jude: Unfortunately, it wasn’t a prince that woke the princess up from her slumber. Such a pity it was a wizard.

Kate: It’s not a pity. Thank you so much for saving me!

Kate: …………. Uh, “breathed into?”

Jude: For people drowning in lakes, the appropriate first aid measure is to provide air with a mouth-to-mouth approach.

(I don't remember any of it at all, but doesn’t that mean that our lips were pressed together?)

Jude: Oi… Don't get all red-faced and excited over a common medical procedure. Saving you was dumb.

Kate: I-I wasn’t excited…!

Jude: I don’t know... Well, I'm soaking wet, so I'm going home. You should see that quack doctor just to be safe.

After he said that, Jude threw his jacket at me.

Jude's jacket was not wet at all, probably because he had taken it off before he went into the river.

Kate: Eh? Um, this…

Jude: You're going home now too, aren't you? If you walk behind me dressed like a sl*t like that, I'm going to look bad and it will be a nuisance.

I looked down and saw that my clothes were wet and sticking to my skin, and the thin fabric was becoming transparent.

Kate: T-Thank you very much.

Flustered, I quickly borrowed Jude's jacket and put it on the front.

His jacket felt very warm, and the faint scent of cigarettes filled my nose making my heart skip a beat.

Ellis: Ah… You two, up.

At that moment, Ellis suddenly noticed something and pointed above our heads.

Jude: …

Kate: Thats…

Directly above our heads was a tree with a wreath of mistletoe hanging from its trunk.

Maybe they forgot to take down the Christmas decorations.

(If I’m not mistaken, there's a superstition that if you kiss under the mistletoe, you'll be together forever…)

(… I mean, didn’t Jude just now give me artificial respiration!?)

Jude: ….

Jude glanced at my flustered state with a confused and annoyed expression,

He reached for the mistletoe, roughly pulled it off, and shoved it to Ellis.

Jude: Burn it.

Ellis accepts the mistletoe with a nod, and quickly walks away.

Kate: Well, uhm, Jude….

Jude: You, you don't believe in that mistletoe superstition, do you?

Kate: … I-I don’t believe it?

Jude: You’re a shitty liar.

Jude clicked his tongue and grabbed my arm.

Jude: Get that foolish head of yours to carve out a new superstition.

I was pulled closer and our lips forcibly met. This time it wasn’t life-saving, but rather just a normal kiss.

Kate: Un….

Our lips met tightly as if seeking warmth.

However, because the two of them were completely cold after entering the river, they could only feel the coldness of each other's lips, and could not feel the slightest bit of warmth.

Kate: … Fu….

Jude: … Nn…

Jude: … Not like this.

The icy kiss ends with Jude murmuring, as if to prove that there was no love in it.

Jude: …… “Even if you kiss under the mistletoe, if you kiss again in the same place, it will be canceled”!

Kate: I… Understand…

Of course, such a superstition does not exist, it was Jude's original.

(I can't believe you would go to the trouble of kissing me one more time to make up for my superstition…)

(… Could you have hated that superstition that much.)

Jude and I are not lovers, so it's only natural that we don't make eternal vows.

And yet, a bitter feeling spreads in my chest, as if I had lost my love.

(I'm sure I feel this way because I was happy that Jude saved me...)

(That gap is just making me feel lonely... Right?)

I forced myself to believe that I was in love and that I had a reason for my feelings.

Jude: … It's not worth it to make a promise of eternity with just a kiss.

Jude muttered thoughtfully and returned the swelling.

Since we are going back to the same place, I hurriedly follow behind him.

Kate: Jude, do you hate promises?

Jude: Nothing is eternal.

Jude's answer didn't seem to align with the question, but after thinking about it for a while, it started to make sense.

(It’s not that Jude hates promises, he just doesn't make them because he can't promise forever… He can't promise eternity, so he doesn’t make such promises.)

Eternity does not exist. As long as it doesn't exist, promises will always be broken. That's why such promises shouldn’t be made from the beginning.

I think that’s what Jude probably wanted to say.

(Isn’t that very sincere?)

It is easy for a person to lie in their heart. They can just lie and say that they will love you forever.

But even if it’s only superstitions, Jude never makes promises he can’t keep.

(... I wonder if Jude will someday have someone to whom he wants to pledge eternity to.)

Despite everything, Jude never abandoned me when I was drowning.

He is ruthless and arrogant, but I know from our time together that he is inhumane from the bottom of his heart.

(I wonder if someone will notice this side of Jude, somedayー…)

Being curious of such things would either make you feel like you want to look at the person, or not look,

I was driven by a strange feeling that I could not explain.

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sorry but it’s so funny how ellis just went ok and ran off to burn a random mistletoe that belonged to the country or whoever was in charge of decorating the town😭 also smth that surprised me a little was how they really wanna emphasize jude’s foul mouth bc 痴女 = generally means sl*t but i’ve seen people use this to describe really bad female perverts or even female m*lesters (take it with a grain of salt, he’s extremely horrible with words but he always means well)

#jude jazza #ikemen villains #ikevil

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bedbellyandbeyond · 6 months

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Check In On Your Friends

(Story Post)

“Hej mine kære venner! Jeg kommer med gaver!”

Theo was lounging in bed when he heard the elf raucously burst into his apartment. He was tired, hungry, irritated, and now bigger than he could’ve imagined. The last thing he needed was noise, but he was a bit surprised to hear Korsy was back from his trip.

“What?” Theo groaned, turning over to try and sit up. His stomach stuck out like a torpedo now and sat between his legs, webbed with stretch marks and red from minor rashes.

Henderson let the elf into the room and Korsy beamed, carrying a shopping bag with him. “I said ‘Hello, my dear friends! I come bearing gifts!’”

“Ah…” Theo yawned and waved Henderson over. “Do I have any snacks left?”

Henderson was already prepared and brought him a plate of crackers and fruit. “I just got some groceries today.”

Theo received the plate delightedly while Henderson sat down beside him. “Merci… Ugh, what would I do without you…”

“Shit, dude. Can you even get up with that much baby?” Korsy commented, unable to fathom his friend’s shape.

“Not really…” Theo shrugged. “I’m officially on bed rest.”

“No kidding.” Korsy put his hands on his hips in bewilderment. “Shouldn’t you be on, like, hospital bed rest?”

Theo sighed. “That’s what the doctor’s office said, but now both my usual doctors are away for whatever reason, and there’s just this one doctor there now, who I’ve heard is a whack job, so I would rather stay home. Non, merci.”

“Ah, Dr Gardi’s not bad. But I see your point.” Korsy lifted his bag. “Anyway, souvenirs for you.”

“No way it’s been two months…” Theo said, checking his side table alarm clock for the date.

“No, we had to come back a little early, but I’m leaving again tomorrow morning,” Korsy said as he started rummaging through his bag. “Anyway, I can’t give you all the details, but I did go ‘home’ and I ‘borrowed’ a few things. Catch.”

Henderson jumped a little when a metal object was tossed to him. He caught it and realised it was a gold bracelet of some kind. “What’s this?”

“Sun elf bangle. Drow probably stole it. So, eh. Yours now.”

Henderson was shocked at first as the moment he slipped the bangle on, it adjusted to the size of his wrist. Worried it might be stuck, he pulled at it, but lit up seeing it resize again and slip off easily. “…Whoa. That’s incredible. Theo, look! It fits me so well!”

“It does,” Theo complimented. “It suits you.”

Henderson beamed. “Thanks, Korsy.”

“Don’t mention it. My uncle’s wife doesn’t need it anyway.” Korsy pulled something else from his bag, but this time handed it nicely to Theo. “For you.”

Korsy had handed him a little figure of an elven soldier carved in walnut with silver details. It carried a bow and looked noble. “That’s sweet, Korsy! Wow,” Theo said, admiring the figure. “Thanks.”

“Also, here.” Korsy handed them each something bundled in paper. “My aunt made these traditional elven buns.”

Theo put the figure down quickly so he could take the buns. “Oh, I can smell it already! I love fresh bread.”

“So, she’s you ‘aunt’ now?” Henderson questioned. “After calling her your uncle’s wife…”

“Different women, same uncle.” Korsy shrugged. “Divorce is weird… Karla’s still my aunt though, even if not by marriage.”

“So, why’d you have to come home early?” Theo asked before biting into his bun.

“That’s classified…” Korsy leaned against the bedroom door and sighed. “You guys should really consider some APID jobs. It’d be so much easier to talk to you about this kind of stuff if you have clearance.”

“Working on it,” Henderson said, and Theo nodded but he couldn’t speak through mouthfuls of bread. “Since you’re back briefly, have you checked in on your little…situationship?”

“It’s not a situationship. We’re just friends,” Korsy said. “And no, I don’t think I should bother him right now. I don’t have a lot of time anyway.”

“You made time for us,” Theo pointed out. “I thought you cared about this guy.”

“I don’t! I mean, I do, like friends,” Korsy tried to answer. “It’s just too complicated. He knows I’m away for two months, so he won’t be missing anything.”

Theo and Henderson both exchanged looks and frowned.

“You have feelings for him,” Henderson said.

Theo nodded along. “You like him.”

Korsy shook his head quickly. “Don’t make this something it’s not. I don’t like him like that. And I know he doesn’t see me that way.”

“Mmhm.” Henderson gave his gift bun to Theo and got up. “Korsy, are you looking for a romantic relationship?”

“No, I don’t do relationships,” Korsy said confidently.

“Why not? Are you aromantic?” Henderson asked.

“Ooh!” Theo got excited. “I’ve never known anyone aromantic before.”

“Guys, I’m not aromantic!” Korsy said. “I just don’t have time for that right now. My job is too important, and it doesn’t have room for settling down and having kids.”

“Aw, you want kids?” Theo cooed.

“That’s not what I’m saying!”

“You’re the one who brought it up,” Henderson pointed out.

“Wait, is this the same guy you had a pregnancy scare with?” Theo asked. “Oh, so that whole thing has you worried about your future and fatherhood and stuff. Je comprends.”

“You don’t comprends shit,” Korsy said.

Theo furrowed his brow and motioned to his heavily pregnant belly. “Je comprends.”

Henderson chuckled and wrapped his arms around Theo’s torso to rub his belly. He continued with Korsy’s dilemma. “Anyway, you say your job doesn’t have room for that, but I feel like you’re giving it too much credit. Does APID not provide time regular time off?”

Korsy sighed. “It does, but—”

“Does it not provide vacation time?” Henderson continued.

“Yes. Obviously.”

“Do you use your vacation time?”

“Um…” Korsy shrugged. “Here and there.”

Theo jumped in. “Does APID provide paternity leave and partner benefits?”

“Yes. It’s the government,” Korsy said. He motioned to them. “We have the same benefits. But I’m away all the time for months, and I am often putting myself in harms way. I don’t need to subject a partner to that.”

“You know there are people who are comfortable with that, right?” Henderson reminded. “You know, military spouses and such.”

“That’s their choice, but it’s not what I would want for a partner,” Korsy said. “I’m not ready to put that on someone.”

“But it sounds like you do want that at some point,” Theo said. “If not now.”

“It’s not something I can want, okay?” Korsy was starting to get worked up. “Can we move on from this? Please, I just wanted to drop off gifts and hang out a little bit.”

Theo sighed. “Okay. Do you want to play some games or something? I just got Baldur’s Gate 3.”

Korsy frowned. “The D&D video game?”

“Yeah. You wanna make a character or something?”

Korsy rolled his eyes. “And be what, a drow elf rogue?”

Henderson shrugged. “You don’t have to be.”

Korsy opened his arms. “You know how I feel about D&D.”

“Ah, right, sorry…” Theo tilted his head. “So… You wanna play Tears of the Kingdom or Mortal Kombat or someth—”

Korsy crossed his arms. “No, let’s play Baldur’s Gate I guess.”

Theo grinned. “Really? You won't be offended?”

Korsy shrugged and found himself a seat on the edge of the bed. “Well, I have to try it out to see how bad the representation is, don't I? And, is that a PS5? I haven't tried one yet.”

“Oh, you definitely have to try it,” Henderson encouraged.

“Yeah, here.” Theo tapped his side table. “My controllers are in the drawer.”

Korsy retrieved a controller. “Alright, nice. So, are drow good or bad?”

“Eh, it depends.”

“Hm. Alright, so how do I make a drow rogue?”

“We said you don't have to be a drow rogue...”

“I want to.”

“D’accord, d’accord…”

[Disclaimer: This author does not know Danish. If you do and this is bad, lemme know! I'd love to fix it. I do know French, but if somehow that's fucked too, lemme know.]

#lore #Korsy #Theo #Henderson #mpreg #tmpreg #mpreg belly

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koolkat9 · 4 months

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The Boss' Brother

Rating: T

Pairing: Canmano

Word Count: 830

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Stupid Alfred. Stupid cleaning. Stupid work. What was so special about Alfred’s brother that had him working double time and missing his afternoon siesta.

At least this was the last room, and Lovino could finally rest. He cringed as he approached the shelf. He knocked over things all the time with a sudden jerk of a limb, but those were easy to deal with, however annoying they were. But shelving was a different story. Maybe he could get away with not doing it. Not like Alfred had an eye for detail. Too much in a rush all the time.

A voice spooked him, knocking him into the shelf. It teetered, he tried to catch it, but it was heavier than he remembered.

Just when he thought he was going to lose his grip, someone rushed behind him and caught the shelf. Together, he and Lovino pushed the shelf upright again.

“Are you alright?” the same voice that first spooked him asked.

“Be careful when you…”

When Lovino turned around he found a face similar to Alfred’s. For a second, he thought it was his boss, but the hair was all different. Curlier, softer looking, and a lot longer. So this was Canada, Matthew, Alfred's brother.

“Sorry about that…” Matthew chuckled bashfully.

Lovino could feel his cheeks heating up. “Well…J-Just be careful. For a giant, you sure have light steps.”

“I get that a lot. Oh, I’m Matthew by the way. Canada. Alfred’s brother.”

“Figured.”

“And…You must be South Italy?” Matthew extended his hand.

Lovino hesitantly took it. “Most call me Romano.”

“Nice to meet you.”

Alfred burst into the room. “Hey dude! Tolys told me…Oh, I see you met Romano. And here I had a proper meeting all planned. Well, more time for you to settle in bro. And Romano. You can be off for the rest of the afternoon. You and Tolys have gone above and beyond these past few days.”

Alfred led Matthew out of the room, and Lovino finally had his peace.

— — —

Thunder rumbled in the distance. Hopefully, Tolys and Alfred would be getting home soon. Not that Lovino was worried or anything. He just didn’t want Alfred rushing around and dropping groceries, trying to avoid the rain.

It was just him and Matthew now.

The thunder got louder as the storm moved in. So much for his nap. At least he got a little one.

Then the power cut out.

Lovino let out a shriek, surprised by the sudden darkness. Then he prayed that it wasn’t loud enough for Matthew to hear.

Matthew rushed into the room, a lantern in hand. “Everything alright? I heard a–”

Lovino jumped

“You heard nothing,” he threatened, whirling around and pointing at Matthew

The younger nation stumbled back. “O-Okay. Um…Do you know where we could find some candles?”

“Ugh. I’ll get them.”

“Cool, cool. I’ll start a fire in the living room.”

He handed Lovino the lantern and was off again. Lovino groaned and trudged to the nearest storage closet to get those candles. When he got to the living room, candles and matches in hand, Matthew already had the fire going. Lovino put the candles around the room and lit each one, giving them a bit more light.

He collapsed on the couch dramatically, throwing an arm over his eyes.

Matthew laughed.

“And what’s so funny, bastard?” Romano hissed, glaring.

Matthew straightened up, smile getting wiped off his face. “N-Nothing.”

“I had a long few days, no thanks to you.”

“S-Sorry.”

They sat in silence at opposite ends of the couch, watching the dancing flames. Despite the fire, Romano started to shiver.

Matthew jumped up when he noticed, wiggling out of his jacket. He draped it over Lovino’s shoulders.

“What the hell?” Lovino shrieked.

“You look cold. With winter around the corner, I’m sure it’s a lot colder than you’re used to. Stay put. I’ll get us blankets.”

“B-But you’ll be cold,” Lovino stuttered out, cheeks set ablaze, heart pounding all the way to his throat.

Matthew waved a dismissive hand. “I’m used to it. I’ll be fine. Try living in northern Canada in the middle of winter.”

“With all due respect. Fuck no.”

Matthew chuckled. For a nation so cold, his voice, his laugh were so warm. Wait. Why was he thinking that? He pressed his hands against his cheeks.

“I was just teasing,” Matthew noted. His freckled cheeks flushed with a light pink. “It’s pretty nice in the summer. N-Not that I’m expecting you to come over or anything. B-B-But I’m not saying you can’t I…”

“Maybe a change of scene would do some good,” Lovino pondered, wrapping Matthew’s jacket just a little tighter around him.

Matthew looked at him wide-eyed. “What…Really?”

“I’ll think about it. Also depends if your brother gives me the time off.”

“O-Okay…”

When Tolys and Alfred finally returned, drenched from the storm, they found Lovino and Matthew curled up on the couch, Lovino’s head in Matthew’s lap.

#hetalia #hws #canmano #hws canada #hws romano #hws south italy #hws america #fanfiction #hetalia fanfiction #my writing

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damonsalvitorewife · 3 months

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Big Brother

Summary: your brother died and JJ doesn’t like your

Request: no

Warnings: talk of death, dead bro, mean comments, JJ being an ass, fluffy end.

My brother just died and this is how I got my anger and emotions out. I’m sorry if it’s bad.

MY WORK IS NOT TO BE REPOSTED, TRANSLATED OR COPIED PLEASE DON’T STEAL MY WORK!!

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You’re on your way to the Château for the first time since your brother just died you haven’t really been up to hanging out much is Justin died he died three months ago and it’s been really hard. Justin was your rock. Both of your parents passed away when you were seven since then Justin has been there whenever you needed him wherever you needed him I guess until now .

“ hey yn look who finally decided to show up” JB said giving you a hug.

“ it’s good to see you guys.” You said giving Sarah a hug.

“ how have you been since Justin?” Sarah asked.

You spelt, tears sting in your eyes at the mention of Justin‘s nam.

“ i’ve been all right it’s just hard because I still tried to call him and text him and I wake up and realize he’s gone.” You say in a sad tone.

“ come on we have to go pick JJ and Pope up.” JB said.

JJ maybank he never really liked you don’t know why he just… anytime you talk to get mad at you randomly for no reason to hurt your feelings sometimes but just you know, we said that tell men wore.

You were torn away from your thoughts by JJ speaking.

“ ugh, who invited Miss emotional.” JJ asked clearly upset.

“ I did she needs to get out of her house.” Sarah said.

“ oh, so we’re babysitters now is that it?” Jj said with an eye roll.

“ dude stop being such a dick all the time.” Kie said.

“ I’m not being a dick all I’m saying is that why can’t she go hang out with her brother or some shit? Why does she have to hang out with us?”

Jj said.

You start tearing up at his words.

“ I mean come on man look at her she’s already crying again. He said pointing a finger at her.

“ John B can you just take me home? I’m sorry for intruding. OK I’m didn’t even wanna be here. you know what fuck you. if I could hang out with my brothers still I would be instead of sitting here. Bitch about how I’m fucking snob and stuck up when I’ve done literally nothing to you. I’m sorry that my brother just died and that I have nobody anymore OK but don’t worry I’ll be off the island soon enough!!”

Right then all there faces dropped as JB pulled up to the dock you jumped off with all your belongings and ran to your car.

“ JJ what the actual fuck is wrong with you. She just lost her brother. The only family she had left. And your mad at her for grieving! How much more of a dick could you be? Hm?” Sarah yelled at him.

“ I-I didn’t know. I’m I’m sorry. I’m really sorry okay?” Jj said flustered.

“ okay. First of all how the fuck did you not know? Second of all why are you telling us sorry when it should be yn you need to apologizing to?” Pope said.

“ okay okay I’m going.” The blond said

Time skip at your house. ( sorry I’m lazy)

“ what do you want Jj? Hm? To make fun of me some more?” You asked anger laced in your voice.

“ no. No actually I came to say I’m sorry. And I am I’m sorry for today and not only today but every other day too. It’s just your so nice and pretty and I- I don’t know. I just.. I know I’m out of your league and I didn’t want to get attached. But it’s not about me it’s about you and I’m really sorry.” The blond looked at you shyly.

Your heart felt like it was on fire. He liked you. JJ Maybank liked you.

“ I want to say it’s okay but it’s not J. Everything you said really hurt me. But I do like you too.” You admitted.

“ Is there any way I can make it up to you.” He asked a little taken back with the fact that you like him.

“ actually two things. One you stay and we hang out eat some dinner and learn more about each other. And two you take me on a date.” You said with a slight smile.

“ absolutely.” He said with a huge smile on his face.

Things may not be good right now, but maybe with JJ and the pouges things could eventually get better.

#jj maybank x reader

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killwhatsnolongerneeded · 2 months

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Dying on my knees PT.2

Slight platonic mixed w/ feelings with Eugene Porter.

(TW: ANGST, SEXUAL VIOLENCE, DRUG USE, WOUNDS, NEGAN DOESN'T GIVE A SHIT, TORTURE, MURDER, KIDNAPPING. DEAD DOVE.)

"Get up darlin'.."

My eyes swung open, I was being carried, I saw my group trudging along the road, I heard Maggie crying, I groaned softly, and everyone stopped, immediately surrounding me, peppering me with questions, my head was ringing, I noticed it was Rick holding me, I leaned into him, he murmured, "...I'm sorry...Glenn's dead." I gasped softly, realizing why Maggie is crying, I held onto him, and sigh shakily, I can't even cry, I'm too sore, too pained, too traumatized, I close my eyes for a second, Praying it isn't real, hoping that its just a bad dream, I hold onto the '22' necklace Shane gave me in his last moments before he passed, Glenn was my best friend, And now he was gone, like my husband, took in near minutes. it hurt like hell, felt like a pit in my heart.

Rick kissed my head softly, "I.. I know.. J-just rest for now.." I hear the gates of Alexandria open, I feel almost relieved, all I want to do is go home, lay in me and Abraham's bed, and just cry. Surround myself in memories, and anything to get me closer to something like his touch, something to relieve me. I felt Rick put me down, and then I looked around, before I croaked out "..Where's Daryl..?" Rick put his arms around me, "Not dead. Or hurt, I promise you that, but you need to rest, and I'll assure you later okay?"

I nodded, I had a tug in my stomach, but I was too tired to acknowledge it, But Eugene came over and just. hugged me, practically picking me up, I sank into his touch, as he relieved me, "..C-can you stay with me..I don't want to be alone Eugene.. not after all this.." he sighed shakily "I can assure you that is one thing I did not plan on doin tonight." he replied, I wanted to smile. So bad. But it wasn't even physically possible, I loved Abraham, like a kid loving their favorite toy.

We arrived into my house, and entered the room, I shuddered, at the feeling, the smell of Abraham, it was a relief, but a fear, all I could see was the image of his skull being bashed, I layed down. Eugene pulled a chair, sitting next to me, I just softly cried, he rubbed my arm gently, I understood that Eugene wasn't the best at comfort, and Abraham was his best friend, eventually I fell asleep, slightly soothed by his touch.

Days passed, I couldn't do really anything but sleep, and smoke cigarettes, I found some cocaine, so I kind of raided a high, cruised of the emotions you could excuse from sadness and grief. Until one day, I went into the bathroom, I was a mess, eye bags, I was pale, and looked like trash, wearing a tank top, sweatpants, and Abrahams old jacket, blood stained at the top, I butt the cigarette into the wall, and put shoes on, and walked out, I discovered that Daryl had been taken by Negan, ugh.. the name made me sick to my stomach, I found Rick, and walked over to him, his eyes lighting up at the sight of me "Y/N.. are you feeling a bit better?" He grasped my shoulders and pulled me near "I guess.." I sighed, but then jolted at the sounds of engines, both me and Rick knew, Negan. I breathed heavy, my body felt like it was under a deep weighted pressure, Rick grabbed my jaw, forcing me to look at him "Go to your home, lock your door, just.. stay put." I nodded, and ran towards my home, thrashing in the door, as I hear a booming voice.. "LITTLE PIG, LITTLE PIG! LET. ME. IN!" I feel horrified, I lock the door behind me, running upstairs, I knew they were here for their things, but I wanted to be away from him as much as possible.

I grabbed everything, shirts, jackets, everything that was from Abraham, shoving it in the closet, and then doing the same to myself, locking myself in the closet, I gripped the jacket I wore, trembling, I heard a knock on the front door, it grew louder.

louder..

Louder

The door was slammed down, people coming in the house, I heard the mortifying voice, I don't remember his name.. the same man that let us to Abraham and Glenn's fate. I hear footsteps, the door is kicked down, I hear the man walk around, sit on the bed, before he went through the drawers, and.. no... he came closer.. before flinging the closet door open. "Well would you look at that.." he bent down, smiling cruelly at me. "Hello there baby! I remember you, you passed out after we killed the red head. Didn't you?" I trembled, but I didn't want him to hurt me.. Not anymore. I nod, trembling. He grabbed me by the hips, my eyes widened, thrashing as he dragged me closer, I welled up in tears, he hushed me, stroking my H/C hair softly, "Shh.. It's okay baby.." His hand went to the waistband of my sweatpants, I quivered and screamed, before hearing footsteps, and a man with blonde hair, and a half burnt face, his face went to pure anger, seeing the other male's hand down my pants, he grabbed my wrist pulling me up, and shoving me behind him, before yelling at the other man "YOU FUCKING PEDOPHILE. YOU DON'T GO AROUND STICKING YOUR HANDS DOWN SOMEONES PANTS SIMON." Simon, that was his name, Simon rolled his eyes, "Fuck off Dwighty boy." Dwight sent his fist down on Simon's face, they tackled, fighting like grade school kids, tumbling over to the door, fighting, drawing blood, I casually tumbled back into the pile of clothes I threw in the closet, until another Savior came in, breaking them up "Dude- break it up! C'mon, Negan's ready to-" A horrifying familiar voices booms in "Now what have we here?"

Negan steps in, his sadistic grin making me sick to my stomach, Dwight cleared his throat "ahem.. Sorry Negan.. Simon.. Sexually put his hands on this young-'' Negan interrupted, chuckling in a more intimidating tone. "Simon, Simon, SIMON! We both know that.. Doing that? That shit doesn't fly!" Negan came over to me, grabbing me gently, and HOW, does this man, Pick my ass up? I have no idea. "Hey.. You okay dollface? He didn't do too much did he?" He smiled sadistically at me, tears went down my face, it hurt to see him up close, all I see is him when he bashed Abraham's skull open. He got the message and put me down. "I get it, I kind of kicked you in the lady balls when I bashed your husband's skull out. But.. I'm gonna take you with me, You seem awfully pretty to be alone." I shivered, and spat "Because of you." I trembled, into tears, he grabbed me again, throwing me over his shoulder, I screamed for him to let me go, he walked down the road to his cars, Rick ran up "NO- Please- let her go..!" Negan scoffed "Nah, so if you want her to stay alive I need you to back the fuck off prick." Everything was blurry.. I couldn't breathe, or see.. I closed my eyes.. and realized.

I'm going to die.

#negan smith #negan fanfiction #the walking dead #twd negan #negan x y/n

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My RL gameplay (18+)

!CW! drugs, addiction, (its a bit sad too 😢)

My parents are still gone and Ana and I are alone. This morning I forgot my phone at home and when I finally got it, I saw that Philip called me. YES! After more than 4 weeks! I was totally angry when I saw this! Now suddenly he calls? 😠 Anyway, I texted him, and after a short while, he called me back.

He apologized to me for ignoring me for weeks. He said, because of me, he was totally sad & pissed He needed a break. After I told him he acted like a fucking jerk, he gave me another reason for his ignorance, Nico! 🙁

Me: Stop it, Philip! Stop telling me why you’re acting like an ass. I don’t wanna hear it! 😞 And you hurt me TOO!! But I kept calling you like.... a crazy stalker! I felt like-....as if I had never meant anything to you.

Philip: A.! LISTEN! Please!....Nico was here! He was with me for almost a week! Only two days after we had that fight, he called me. 🙁

Me: What? 😠 Why-...why didn’t you tell me?

Philip told me everything! That Nico saw me in front of my apartment with D. and that Philip was totally pissed at me too, because of that. He also told me that Nico doesn’t want or can’t see me, he’s afraid. Afraid of what Philip told him. Besides, Nico just started dating someone new, after all these months.💔 He finally got the feeling, that it might get better for him. He wanted to give this new woman a chance, before he gets back into all this.... MESS! And he saw that Philip loved me and somehow he didn’t want to get in the way. 😩 😔He thought I loved Philip more. 😭 🤦‍♀️ I know, I said I chose P., but it hurt to hear how Nico felt. SO MUCH! He also said to Philip that someday, he will contact me to talk to me. After all, he promised me this when he left and he asked Philip not to be mad at him, if he meets me. 😭 Philip said that even if Nico wants me back, he would somehow get along with it, but he would not go away or leave me because of that.

Philip sent me some pics he took with Nico and I started to cry so terribly when I saw them. Nico has changed so much. 😞 💗.... I felt so, so BAD! I just couldn’t talk to Philip anymore! He hurt me a lot and now all this news.... it was (again) too much for me. Everything came back up! I just wanted to die, so I threw my phone on the floor and started crying.....Atm my sister came into my room. She was so scared! She thought something bad had happened.

I told Ana that I don’t want to live anymore and that this pain just won’t let me go. Ana took me in her arms and held me tight. She couldn’t calm me down at first. I felt like I was losing my mind or was trapped in my own body. I just wanted to escape and leave everything behind. I didn’t want to hear from Nico and Philip anymore!! This was the point, where the two only meant pain to me.

Ana was also of the opinion that Philip and Nico are pure poison for me and I should forget them both. If only I could do this! 😩 But.... ugh, I’ll do so much bullshit! 🤦‍♀️... With... Daniel.

The next day I felt better. Ana wanted to spend a nice day with me to cheer me up & she told me to have fun with Daniel (Z.). But I didn’t want to take advantage of Daniel, to forget N. & P.! He didn’t deserve this! I started to like him. 😕 You know? 🤷‍♀️ But I didn’t want to get involved with him at first, because of Philip, but I was so MAD & hurt! And honestly, at some point, I didn’t care about ANYTHING!.... That morning, Sandra came to us as always and she wanted to talk to Ana and me, she was a little worried about us.

Sandra: The last days were really nice with you guys and I want this to stay that way.... forever! But I’m worried! Especially with you Ana something is wrong! First you were constantly with Daniel and now suddenly you have a new bf? Jacob here!...Yeah, hey J.! Is Ana taking drugs?

Jacob: Aren’t we all doing this? Seriously now? Daniel and Aleksa are constantly high!

Me: Fuck you, Jacob!

Ana: Ugh! Yeah, we’re just having some fun! It’s nothing bad or serious, just a few pills from time to time, that make us pretty....fine!

Me: WHAT?...ANA!!!! What kind of fucking pills?

Sandra: Yeah!

Ana: Um...you know? It’s that one particular pill, with a smile 🙂 on it and which is gladly taken at parties. 😬

Me: HA??? What are you talking about a fucking smile??? Idk such a pill!

Ana: Oh come on, YOU!? 🤨

Me: I’m not into those fucking party drugs!! You two taking Ecstasy?

Ana: Um... yea. I think it’s some kind of E!

Me: Stopp this! PLEASE! 😨

Ana: Yeah, is good! It’s not a big deal! We only took it a few times and yeah, that’s it! No Drama! Ok?

Sandra: And you A.? Dominick told me, what Daniel’s into! I mean you and him, you two withdraw quite often. What are you doing with him? I know you’re sad about Philip, but this is no solution sis. Okay, if you like Daniel, no one will mind, but....you know what I mean.😟

Me: I need Daniel! Trust me, I know what I’m doing, We understand each other and we just....smoke a bit. 🤥 And because you’re pregnant, we don’t wanna do it in front of you, so we prefer to be alone.

Sandra: Okay, I’ll turst you, A.! I know the conversation with Philip yesterday really hit you. But you should be careful with what you do! I just want you to be okay!

Me: I’m ok, S.! Don’t worry about me! Think about your Baby! That’s all I want from you. And I’m happy for you and Dominick, if this should be something serious with you two. I just hope, he doesn’t use you to comfort himself. Because of his grief. 😟

Sandra: He’s not well at all! 😞 But.. if I can give him some joy, then....I will continue to do this and I expect nothing from him in return. 🙁

Me: That’s why he likes you! I think he feels good with you. But don’t forget yourself!

Sandra: No! I’m a big girl, sweetie! I enjoy the time with him too, but whether this is really enough for more? I honestly don’t want to think about this........Are we all going out later?

Ana: Sure! Just call, D.! And you, A.! As I told you, you call Daniel.

Me: He comes to me after work and I’m sure, he wants to go out.

Later Daniel came and the first thing I wanted from him was for us to take drugs. He still had something from last night. But somehow, I exaggerated again and almost passed out in his arms. And omg, I imagined he was Nico for a short moment. So embarrassing!! 🤦‍♀️

Me: Wow! That was really.... intense! I’m a bit dizzy.

Daniel: I warned you to slow down! But come here, A.. Now you can use me as a pillow. 😉

Me: Yeah! You smell so good......I missed you so much Nico! 😵

Daniel: Nico?........You can barely stand! That’s it for you today.

Me: I’m so sorry! I didn’t mean to say Nico to you! 😞 Yesterday, I saw his pics and I talked with Philip....Now I feel so bad.

Daniel: It’s ok! I know what you’re going through, but maybe you should lie down for a minute before we all go out. I have to go home first anyway, to change.

Me: No, pls don’t leave me alone.

Daniel: You wanna come with me? It won’t take long.

Me: Ok.

This is going to be a really crazy night. But he & I were STILL JUST friends! But.... this will change. 🤦‍♀️

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#ts4 #sims 4 #sims 4 story #my rl with my simself #simself #myrlgameplay #18+ content #cw drugs #cw addiction

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blueikeproductions · 1 year

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A battered and tired Dan and JD stand in front of Dan’s house after the boiler room incident, JD carrying a duffle bag with his stuff.

Dan: You ready?

JD: -looks nervous but takes a deep breath- Y-yeah.

Dan: -unlocks the door and they walk in- Ma? I’m home!

Dan’s mom upstairs, Liam can be heard making baby noises: Daniel? You’re home already? What about the pep rally?

Dan: Um. -rubs his bandaged arm and JD just looks mortified and embarrassed- Let’s just say it got too intense and leave it at that. Can you come down for a minute? Uh, Jason’s here too!

JD: Uh greetings and salutations, Mizz Danny-boy’s ma!

Dan’s mom still upstairs, but they hear excited thumping as she runs down stairs: THE infamous JASON? I finally get to meet this dark horse of a pal of your-

Dan’s mom, a portly almost middle aged gal with a tattooed arm, her messy grey-brown hair tied up in a haphazard bun, cocooned in a AC/DC bandana stops in front of the boys, stunned upon seeing JD- Oh my god, Jocelyn…?! -she grabs JD’s face and gives him a look over-

JD: -muffled- Ack, that was my mom’s name…!

Dan’s mom: -tearing up- You’re the spitting image… Oh my god…!

JD: -thinks back to his angry dad, still muffled- So I’ve heard…

Dan: Wait, you… you KNEW Jason’s mom?

Dan’s mom: Of course I did, Daniel! You never told me your bestie was MY old bestie’s boy! -releases JD- Oh Jocelyn and I were inseparable in middle school and high school, she was a delicate, sweet thing but … well she had her demons like we all do, but we completed each other like PB&J! And then she met that rotten banana Bud Dean Senior Year. Ugh, what an asshole.

Dan and JD look at each other awkwardly.

Dan’s mom: I dunno what she saw in that grease ball, but after graduation I never heard from her again. Bud inherited his father’s construction business and took Jocelyn away to Ridgemont, California. Anyhoo, look at me ramble, how IS your mom, Jason?

JD: She’s … uh dead. Died when I was eight.

Dan’s mom: …What…? Oh no. Honey I’m so sorry. -sighs- Dammit Jocelyn I knew this would happen, you poor angel. I guess that means you’ve been stuck with Dud Bud during your formative years…

JD: Not anymore. Big Bud landed with a big thud earlier today. …So I heard.

Dan’s mom can’t help but get a perverse glee out of this, but tries and fails to keep it contained: Hohoho, so THAT’S what all that hullabaloo on the news was about earlier. I was busy with Liam and wasn’t paying attention. -clears throat- Still, I’m -dark snickers- so sorry for your loss, Jason. -snrks, but clears throat again-

JD: Yeah no, no need to be …polite, I get it. Dad was a shit slurping bastard. Er pardon my French…! But uh that’s kinda what Danny-boy and me wanted to talk about… -gently sets his duffle bag down, Fangry’s beast mode head pokes out of the bag slightly. -

Dan: Yeah, JD and his Pop were squatting in the apartment complex down town, but since Pop … popped, the landlord kicked JD out and his dad’s stuff was repo’d.

JD: Yeah I’m pretty much wearing all that I own at the moment, and with all the rough patches and moving around growing up I don’t really have a place t’go… -shuffles his feet awkwardly, blushing, looks embarrassed but hopeful- I … I was hoping I could stay here for a while? At least until I get my shit together… Danny-boy offered and…

Dan’s mom gives the suddenly sheepish Dan a look: Oh he did, did he? -smiles and hugs them both tightly- Of course you can stay! It’ll be a little cramped, you’ll have to room with Daniel and Liam since that’s the only other available room. And before you ask, forget the couch: we’re in the middle of trying to get a new one, y’see, but Roland refuses to throw that dreadful moth ridden monstrosity out. -points to the living couch which cartoonishly coughs and collapses to one side, a spring pops out of it for effect-

JD: -looking at the couch- Yikes… -shakes head- I mean, NICE! T-thank you. -looks more relaxed and happy-

Dan’s mom: -smiles still hugging them both- It’ll be nice to catch up with Jocelyn too, indirectly… but I’m sure you have stories. -pauses, sniffs them both, releases the hug and recoils slightly- Yeesh, I dunno what went on at that pep rally, but you two reek of sweat and wood smoke.

Dan: Aw Ma we can’t be THAT ba- -sniffs his arm- Holy cats, is this what was meant by smelling gangsta?

Dan’s mom: -pushes them towards the stairs- You boys go upstairs and wash up, and neither of you come back down until you smell better! I’ll get supper in the meantime and tell Roland what’s happening. You boys in the mood for KFC?

Dan: Sure…? JD: It’s finger licking good…?

Dan’s mom: I think you’ll fit in just fine here, Jason. -gets her keys and heads out the door-

JD: Fit in, she says. Me? -smiles- Who’d a’thunk it.

Dan: Better late than never, right? Welcome home, bro. -one arm hugs him and they go upstairs-

#heathers fanfic #heathers oc #heathers au #jason dean #heathers the musical #heathers headcanons #heathers 1989 #heathers movie #jd heathers #jd headcanons #blueike productions #blueike

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ocean-anchored · 5 months

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Dear future self... December 13, 2023

It's been a week. I don't fully remember where I left off, if I talked about going for bunch with Daniel last last sunday but starting last week - I went over to Annerieke's again for dinner which wasn't too bad, I kept it light and tight, didn't stay too long but it's been nice to see J. Tuesday I didn't do anything, just relaxed which was good, wednesday went out for wing night with Shane, ugh that's when my instagram got hacked. Seriously still so frustrated about it. I was trying to make peace that I lost everything but then a few days later when talking to Cass my hair dresser she said the process she went through and it took a week to get back but she got it, I had randomly tried friday night to get into it which allowed me to go through the steps of verifying and taking a selfie of myself so I had hopes, but been trying again and still nothing. I'm more just mad I lost everything, like all my stories and highlights which finally I was happy with, I lost all the accounts I was following that was good, I had 740 followers which took years like ugh and all my saved things... like man so so frustrating. Im still holding a bit of hope that it might come back by the end of the week but I guess I have to carry on. I mean its kind of nice because now I've literally barley been on it because there's nothing to look at, I think I follow like 70 people and there's not much to scroll so I'm not inclined to be on it so maybe it's a blessing in disguise... anyways, then Shane came over & we watched some Harry potter. Thursday I did nothing, Friday I got my hair done, my once a year annual time, it didn't turn out how I actually wanted it but thats ok I still like it and it'll be really easy to grow out. I was supposed to go for a xmax pub crawl with Sasha and Shruti that night but they cancelled due to weather, I still tried to see if they want to go for drinks or hang out but they said no which was fine but then I found out later that they hung out together so that was kind of annoying. Saturday I went for santa photos with Nova and then it was Shane's christmas party with 24/7. It was good, I was nervous at first cause I didn't know too many people but it was fun overall. Buffet, comedy was funny and then we played pool for the night which Shane & I won against Tera & Chloe. Shane came over, nothing happened though but it was alright. Kept my boundaries, I'm glad he respects them at least. Sunday afternoon I went to amber & naythan's to dog sit and house sit. Nova did so so good, they all were great for most of the time, only the next morning Rue got grumpy with Nova but ultimately it was great. It was nice to stay there and chill. They came home sunday evening and bought me dinner & we just chatted & hung out for a while. We were talking about NYE and Amber wants to do a murder mystery & asked who I'd bring, I jokingly said Troy and we talked about it more, she said I should invite him but I was nervous cause we really haven't ever talked outside the twice Ive seen him this year in a group setting. I ended up msging him later that night on FB messenger (literally out of nowhere mind you) and invited him & he responded pretty quick & said yes to my surprise.

#personal #dear future self #life update #dearfutureself #journal update

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benefits1986 · 6 months

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Circa 1995

It's a blessing to have friends who stick like glue and slay together, too.

I thought that my travel buddies call me Tita because I'm an aging millennial. I am totally wrong. They had to spell it out for me after years of being a bit worried because we're keeping up with 14 going 40 life peg as a recovering suicidal bitch. LOL. Tita in Manila is because whenever I'm in the city, I stay home unless provoked by my dogs, my close friends or by errands like grocery, palengke, family matters, Blue-Maroon fights and the like. Kaloka. As an overthinker, I'm not bothered naman kaso parang ang hassle kasi even people older than me, call me Tita or Mommy na. JUSQ. Shoo. Alis.

Today, I finally met my unlikely soul sister who is my friend since Grade 4. We went to an exclusive Catholic sectarian school in the South then moved to a parochial school because lower middle income hits. Let's call her Ju. We didn't start out as friends because we have different mindsets. She is super out there, extroverted and shameless. I am super introverted, sungit and I have my own universe ever since. Our moms are both Handmaids of the Lord and felt that their sisterhood will be passed on to us. Ju and I even hunted a decent college and went to the same nursing school together. Shemay. When mom got sick when I was 17, that's the time when I saw Ju in a sisterly light. Diesel po talaga tayo. It takes time to warm me up like Elemental's Ember. Ju is Lake, straight female version. Tita J and Ju would drive me and mom to some hospital trips. They would ask us if we need help and syempre, we politely decline kasi nga, 3 sila nagaaral ng college noon. Iiyak kami together. Magpray over. At lalaban. Up until kanina when we fetched Ju sa bahay, nastress na naman si Tita J sa OOTD or drip ko. Hahahaha. Sabi ko, papabuntis na muna kami ni Ju. Kinurot na naman ako ng pinong-pino. Hahahaha. Sabi ko, wala na mom ko; so, wala ng hadlang. CHZ. Sabi ko nga kay Ju, try niya magpabuntis if mag-work. Tapos, sundan ko yapak niya as a menopausal mom. CHARRRR. Speaking of my pansexual state, Ju witnessed my kalandian sa lalaki so, alam niya. Hindi ko siya masisi na doubtful siya nung nagkaroon na ako ng ka-on. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Shet. Memories, bring back... ackkk. Lerkzzz. Pati Enchanted may kalandian po tayo nung nakaraang life natin as a straight girly. HAHAHAHAHA. Kaya kahit na gusto kong sumaya sa EK anniv ng org ko, mhie, the shitballs kalandian sa lalaki came rushing in. I didn't expect it. Pero fun times. Solid fun times. Solid landi. At malandi po tayo ng ayon sa nararapat at hindi nararapat. How landi? Nahuli pa kami ng guard levels sa school grounds. Nakuha ko naman ID namin after so much negotiations. Kaso, tropa ng nanay kong clingy at matang-lawin 'yung guard, so sabunot mode ako pag-uwi. Nasungalngal pa ako ng mineral water bottle. Tumigil na raw akong mag-aral. Mag-asawa na raw ako agad. Sabi ko naman, chismoso 'yung guard saka epal niya. Nakuha ko rin IDs namin so, wala akong principal's office hits and safe homeroom grade ko. Nasampiga ako, of course. 'Wag daw siya daanin sa matatalinong kagaguhan. Kung puwede lang raw akong ibalik sa sinapupunan niya para hindi na raw ako maging Cancer na Tiger, ginawa na niya. Sabi ko, gawin niya. Ngayon din. Nasampal with kalmot ang ending ko. UGH. SHET. Lerkzzz. Sorry na sa lahat. So, Ju is a devout Catholic; so for a long time, she and I would argue about my sexuality. She can tolerate naman my landi because I landi responsibly. Saksi din siya dito, so periodt. Eventually, wala na rin siyang naggawa ang it so happened that one of my lesbian exes is the daughter of her mom's close friend. OWEEEMM. So saksi din siya sa lahat. Puwede na niya akong i-blackmail levels dito.

When she got her ticket to our pangarap na Europa as a nurse, damnnn. I was so happy for her. As in naiyak ako at nag-ukay pa kami ng boots and winter clothes niya. She thanked me and mom for her unlikely chapter since she does not have any chosen course nung college. Years later, aba! She only has one passport ---a Europa one. Hindi na siya Filipino. Damn. One time, she invited me to a trip to Morocco. Sabi niya sagot niya pamasahe ko kasi dream country namin 'yun. Of course, ako naman, as tanga for life, I said, wait lang. Hindi pa kami nasa rurok ng tagumpay. I checked the flights and damnnn, sabi ko, aynako. Padala mo na lang 'yan sa pamiliya mo. Gusto ko siya, but it's too generous. To be specific, straight po siya. Ulitin ko lang. Sadyang baliw lang 'to and my other friends. Masyado lang nila ako love and my RBF x sungit ways. Syempre, pilit-pilit. Bayaran ko raw in gives. Sabi ko naman, girl... matutupad din natin 'yan. Sa tamang panahon. 'Wag muna ngayon. I know you have the best intention, but, 'pag may beach house na tayo, sige, pasakayin mo pa ako ng hot air balloon sa Cappadocia. Ikaw magbayad pati photoshoot ko and outfit. Okay? Natawa si gagita. End of plea na niya. LOL. Fast forward to this Saturday. We had our catch up sesh which happens F2F kasi we're not the type of friends who update each other with memes, reels, SS and the works non-stop. As I've said, we have opposite views kasi so wala, 'wag ipilit. But, we're kind of the ride and die minus the complications. As an example, when we have milestones from the gutters to the high street, ayan, message kami niyan. 'Pag may rock bottom, magiiyakan kami pero lalaban bilang pinalaki kami to the tune of Sexbomb Girls PL. 'Pag natawid na, celebrate kami niyan minus the emojis and the drama.

So, every time she visits the shit hole called Manila, we spend at least 5 hours daldalan. This Saturday hits different. Straight pa rin siya at hindi ko rin siya type, so safe. CHZ. Though may internal usapan na kami na kapag wala pa rin siyang asawa, magpapakasal muna kami tapos divorce para ang pangarap kong Europa, matupad na MMK shitshow style. Baliw levels 1000000, 'di po ba? No strings attached pa 'yan, so game! CHZ. She's gonna buy a house na very soon and todo dasal talaga kami dito. I told her that I won't go to Europa ng 70K pocket money lang kasi sabi niya, siya bahala sa akin. Sabi ko, baka mamatay ako 'pag 'di ko nabili Harry Potter, GoT atbp. na gusto ko doon. Nag-costing na ako. Pota. Isang pirasong postcard is 200 PHP na. UGH. E paano na 'yung mga gusto kong merchs plus nood ng Broadway na premiere seats??? Gusto ko rin matulog sa Harry Potter castle so lumpo. Wasak na 70K for curry pa lang at mga anik-anik. 'Di po tayo nepo baby or angat much pa. We're hustling our way there aotm. But, sabi ko rin, Paris Olympics 2025 is waving at itatawid ko muna 2024 ko as a lower middle class ferson under hyperinflation and rigodon season. HAHAHHAHA. Most importantly, I won't settle for anything less than her own house. Periodt. Sabi ko, sabay na naming tuparin ang aming tiny home dreams sa 2024. So bahala siyang ma-pressure sa pag-hustle for 25 to 30 mortgage in GBP. Hahahahaha. I know she'll slay it.

But, you know why I consider Ju as my unlikely soul sister? She taught me how to be cool lang sa lahat ng sunog. Her work-life balance is so amazing. She looks after her retired parentals and still manages to lamyerda sa Europa as in living vicariously through her talaga. Sabi nga namin, ang saya lang kasi nga nagsimula kami sa below zero lifestyle. Ngayon, hati pa rin kami sa lahat ng bayarin 'pag nalabas kami. Hahaha. We ride jeeps, trikes and all PUV and hati pa rin kami sa pamasahe just like the old days. Malimit nga lang siyang walang cash kasi nga, sanay sa credit card, tapos hina ng signal for GCash payments na pinagyayabang niya pa. So, sabi ko, ipunin mo na lang ambag mo sa 1-month +++ squammy mode ko sa bahay niya. Hahahahahahaha. Natawa na naman siya. Ok, fine daw. Sabi ko, maglalakad na lang ako papunta at pauwi ng BGC with baon para matawid namin ang mga hanash namin for today's vidyewww.

I just want to leave this here as a reminder that good things take time. Better things are coming. And the best things in life can't be bought except syempre for the lumpuhan sa Europa 2025. :D Sabi ko, papabuntis na kami a Europa, B1T1 edition. Hindi tayo papayag na ako lang. Dadamay ko na siya. Grey eyes po or green. Nothing more, nothing less. 'Pag Pinoy or Pinay baby, true love na po talaga ito. CHZ. Katakot. Nasasakal na naman ako while typing this shit. Ju kasi wants to settle and have a family. Taccaaa, Ju. Sabi ko naman, lumandi kasi siya instead of mag-prayer meeting na unlimited. E, iba rin talaga mindset nito. Sabi ko, mhie. Invitro ka na lang. Bilisan mo na. Makakapili ka pa ng magandang genes.

So, tinanong ko kung nagpa-fertility check na ba siya. Pota. Hindi pa raw. FUDGE. She promised me she will have her uterus and the whole gang checked. Time to harvest the fucking egg cells to buy time. Hahahaha. Gusto raw niya sa St. Luke's para mura. Bobba tea, teh. Sabi ko, doon na lang siya mag-imbak sa countryside para logistically, mas feasible. Tawang-tawa. Humanda siya sa 2025. Eto na talaga. 14 going 40 ang peg namin. Ipapain ko siya. Gusto niya kasi Pinoy pa rin. NKKLK. I'm like, mhieeee. We need good genes bilang hindi tayo chixxxx. Kailangan masigurado na maliit margin of error ng menopausal babies namin. Syempre, alam naman niya na hindi ko dream ng kiddos at ipapain ko lang siya. Sabi ko, mhie... 'pag hindi colored eyes ng baby mo, hindi ako mag-ninang. NO. NO. NO. Sabi niya baliw daw ako, pero alam naman na daw niya 'yun, matagal na. Hahahahaha.

So far, my egg cells are saks pa back in 2021; so malamang ngayon, hindi na sila okay. LOL. Hinihintay ko na lang talagang mag-expire sila para tuloy ang adventures and misadventures. But, we'll see. Shet. Nasasakal na naman ako. Ju told me that I should have someone who'll tame me. Makalma ako. Me: Gusto mong mamatay ako? Gusto mong mawala identity ko? Nakita mo na ako noon. Gusto mo ganun ako ulit? Ju: Aynako. Me: Remember the old me? UGH. Alam mo 'yan. Ju: Okay. Humanap ka ng someone who you'll choose not to hurt. Me: Fine. Fine. Fine. Nasasakal na naman ako. Tama na. Change topic. Commitment. Attachment --files lang kaya kong i-attach with feelings.

And sooooo, we decided on another kabaliwan project. 45 years old. Tiny beach house with a beach front. 50-50 split. I thanked her kasi isa na namang anti-suicide squad goal ang parating. Syempre, hindi ko pa sure kung kakayanin ko ba itawid ang mental health ko, pero, shemayyyyy. There are properties in Batangas and Palawan that are up for grabs. Alam namin sobrang laking lumpuhan hustle season na naman ito, pero, if we end up single, we'd be in that house, together. Road to aged millennials hub by the sea na kami neto. Hihihihihi. Libre namang mangarap. Libre naman mag-hustle so sige, push. Shemayyyy. Sana hindi na lumala ang inflation lalo. Sana wala ng WW3. Please naman. Magdadagat pa kami netong Ju na 'to. Since, I surprised her as well, may this Scorpio sting the love of her life soonest. Dali na. May character arc development na 'to. Saka sobrang worth it niya. As in. Siguro, 'pag nagka-endgame, mapre-pressure na talaga ako. Siguro, 'pag nagka-baby 'to na kahit Pinoy or Pinay kiddo, baka maniwala na talaga ako sa "in this lifetime and the next" shit na 'yan. Oweeeemm. Lordeee, alam mo na wish ko for Ju ha? Super specific, kaya please, grant her heart's hidden desires and may your plans align with hers. Amen. LOL. Now, let's go Sunday bago mag-sabak szn non-stop Monday na naman po. Hirap talagang hindi tumingin sa work phone and laptop. Sabi naman ng tatay ko as a galit boomer, 'pag ikaw nabinat, bahala ka. 'Wag mo munang tignan laptop mo, kasi hindi naman mauubos ang work. Ikaw ang ubos na ubos na. :P Excited na rin akong bumalik sa daily grind because, hihihihihihi. Nag-aral po tayo ng mga paganaps na essential sa mga need and want itawid for Bats 2024 and Europa 2025. Abangan!

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doctor-grimshaw-and-co · 1 year

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Interview Series 2: Dr. J. Damien

Interviewer: Hello, Dr. Damien; thank you for agreeing to this interview.

Dr. J. Damien: Oh, yeah, of course!

Interviewer: So, you were a travelling doctor before you settled with Dr. Grimshaw's practice.

Dr. J. Damien: That's right!

Interviewer: Right, so, can you tell us a bit about your time then?

Dr. J. Damien: Ah, yeah. Well, when I was a kid, I was determined to be a doctor! My parents weren't supportive... They said I could never be a doctor! Hmph! They also wanted a girl, so they put dresses on me and made me cover my hair! But they wouldn't let me cut it off! It was stupid! What's the point of long hair if you're going to cover it!? Hmph! Aah, anyway, I began finding hurt animals that the other local boys would leave around. I wanted to show that I could be a doctor so, I took the animals home and amputated the broken limbs, sewing them up! Ugh, but my parents yelled at me and told me to, "Stop using up the thread! We need that for clothes making!" Hmph! They never appreciated my talent! But that didn't stop me! When I was about... uuuhhh... 13...? They tried to sell me into marriage! How horrible! How could I try to be a doctor if I had a husband to take care of!? Ugh! Of course, I managed to escape that fate multiple times, but did finally agree to marry a physician! I had taught myself to read in secret, using his manuscripts and his tendency to talk as he was writing! Eventually, I was able to start finding hurt animals again! I was able to amputate broken and infected limbs again! I also was able to find dead animals, since we were close to a patch of woods, and so I was able to dissect them too! Of course, there's only so much you can learn with a dead animal... But luckily, he had a hunting dog that he was breeding! I took a newborn pup and dissected it! I still remember how its heart was beating and its intestines were wriggling!

My husband was, less than thrilled with me dissecting one of his pups... It was just one, though! There were five others just like it! He confined me to our room for weeks! Hmph! During that time, I secretly took my clothes and sewed them into proper men's clothes. Every day after I wore a dress, I would cut it up and sew it into the right clothes for a boy like me! He didn't catch on until I didn't have anymore dresses. But then he confided in me! He didn't want a wife! His father just wanted him to continue his bloodline! He was an only child, surprisingly. Most people in the 1400's would try for as many as they could... Well, the men would, at least... I never heard of his mother, though... Anyway, anyway; he ended up helping my former self fake his death so that my parents wouldn't come over and see that I was actually studying under him! He was actually able to not give a body because our story was I died from the Plague! And so, I became apprentice Johannes de Luciano! I've since changed my name multiple times, and settled on J. Damien. He taught me how to reset bones, bloodletting, natural remedies, and he even did surgery on me to take away my breast tissue! But to be honest... It could've been better... I mean; I don't have nipples anymore for one... But I guess, given the time, he did the best he could... especially since I think I was his first mastectomy.

Around the time I was 28 or something, a strange being came to me in a dream; they said, "I can give you the power to create anything; to become anything... Lend me your heart, and I will give it to you..." When I woke up, I had no pulse, and didn't need to breathe anymore... Well, except to talk, of course. I still had to eat, for some reason, though... And I still get my fucking period, goddammit!!! Aaaahhhh!!! Hmph! I continued to practice medicine with my husband until he died; but he did notice that I never seemed to age, how I was always a bit cold, how we tried, but, never could have a child... Granted we were trying before I died so...

After he died, I took his practice and stayed in business for about another decade before the allegations of me being a witch started... I had to leave the country... I stuck to places that spoke Romantic languages so that I could get by easier... It didn't work too well... I think I managed to just barely escape being killed about... Well, I want to say, like, 1,000 times, but it was probably closer to 50 before I went to America in... uuuhhh... 1600? Around then. Of course, I did learn English during that time. It's an absolutely fucking stupid shit-show of a language! I swear! It's like, 8 languages in a goddamn trench coat! Either way, I moved to America on a Spanish ship; I forget the name... But I got there! I stuck out like a sore thumb, though, I was so pale compared to everyone else! I did eventually develop a tan, though. I actually tan pretty well; Dr. Boris and Nurse Willow burn to Hell and back! And then they're back to being pale!

I started treating patients as I slowly worked my way North. I, may have gotten lost a few times... and ended up in the same town I was at a month ago... Okay, a lot...! But it's not like I didn't have infinite time anyway! I think I actually ended up on the West coast at some point... I eventually got to the Northeast, though! Around... aaahhhhh... 1820...? No, 15? Um... hold on, I know it...! Aahhh... Fuck! Sometime around then! And I met Dr. Grimshaw and Dr. Boris who were recent immigrants from Europe. They catered to everyone! Natives, Black people, the Irish, slaves, everyone! I'm proud to be a part of this practice!

Interviewer: What were your initial thoughts on Dr. Grimshaw and Dr. Boris?

Dr. J. Damien: Oh, god, well... At first, their masks were scary! But then Dr. Grimshaw explained that diseases were spread by "tiny pestilences" and that the best practice was to completely cover up and to wash clothes and skin regularly! That was really shown during some wars when the nurses would reuse bandages by boiling them and the soldiers would be better off with the boiled bandages than the ones who got them fresh! As for Dr. Boris, I thought he hated me! I mean, he wouldn't speak, or make any noise at all! But then, Dr. Grimshaw told me that he can't talk; well, in that time that was called being "dumb" unfortunately. Also, uh, since the meaning changed to mean "stupid," Dr. Boris started to punch people who called him that... He... doesn't take well to insults... And he doesn't pull his punches... I've had to fix people's faces after they insulted him... I think, he may have killed someone before, for insulting him... Don't quote me on that, I'm not entirely sure...

Interviewer: What are your thoughts on them now?

Dr. J. Damien: Well, they're amazing! Dr. Grimshaw's so loving and understanding! Dr. Boris is actually very cuddly once he gets to know you!

Interviewer: What are your thoughts on Nurse Willow?

Dr. J. Damien: Ah, well... she doesn't really trust me all that well... She says I'm "not squishy enough..." I like her, though. She's very caring, and nice, she really puts our patients at ease.

Interviewer: How far do your alchemical powers go?

Dr. J. Damien: Well, I have the power to change various elements into other ones with the use of my mental energy! For example, when we need an oxygen tank refilled, I have the ability to take an electron from Fluorine, give it to Nitrogen, and fill up the tank with Oxygen again! It goes even further than that, though! I can change various dirts and soils into chalks and salts! And those into metals! and those into gems! I've tried making homunculi but they've all died shortly after their "birth..." Dr. Grimshaw says we don't have the funds to raise a humanoid creature; but I'm soooo tempted to just, try! I mean, I can get the DNA from myself if I have to! Or even a tree! Hmm... I think I'll start trying just to see if they can survive for more than a few minutes! Don't tell him that, please! I don't want to be put on punishment again!

Interviewer: Ahh, well... That should about do it for our questions! Have a good day!

Dr. J. Damien: You too!

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thatfuzzyfamiliarspace · 1 year

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Just so much in my head. I don’t wanna eat after what he said last night. I have this huge urge to just go above and beyond to prove to him I can do better than a week. I was so proud of myself. Don’t feel it anymore tho. Just again, not good enough. And especially since I was fighting the competitiveness to sh when he told me about Kia and Jenna. I felt so shit yesterday at the end of work. Crying my eyes out all the way home.

I nearly did sommin stupid this morning. I really wanted to. I just wanted to drive by hers and watch her leave for work. I know J would’ve been able to see what I was up to so I couldn’t. But I was just so tempted. I watch every bus that I drive by on the way in every morning. Even a lot of the cars too. I have to drive by her turning everyday. And it takes so much to just keep driving passed.

Everything feels off atm. And idk why. I’m upset and annoyed that he said I could’ve dealt things sooner rather than bring it into the evening when he’d finally got his uni work done and was his last rest day. That made me feel awful. Thing was, I was alright by the time I came to see him ! It was stupid comment on my eating that upset me again. I try so hard to be at my best for him. I’m trying to be healthy and look good and I’m waving on my ED shit being too much. I’m not starving myself. I was eating, I was actually doing what a lot of people do. Most people only cut for a week or so. But he made me sound stupid. Like I didn’t know what I was doing or that it was pointless. And I tried so hard that week. And I let myself have little treats on the weekend so I wouldn’t push it too far. Malu even caught on to what I was doing and warned me. If I don’t let myself have little “cheats and treats” then I’ll just go to the extreme and not eat anything at all. I’ll get obsessive and restrict everything. Yes I was treating him this weekend for everything he’s gotten done and he deserved it. But I was ensuring I was treating myself too. Now I feel like I didn’t deserve it. I was gonna get a Starbucks coffee today, but fuck that now. For atleast the next 2 weeks I’m gonna be so strict. Then it’ll be 3 weeks of a cut. That won’t be pointless right ? And you’ll see a change then for sure. I’m gonna gym tonight. I wish he’d come with me. But even if he doesn’t I’m gonna go. And I’m gonna go wed and thurs too. I’ll have to raincheck with Aran for that waga’s. Unless I can work out the macros in their menu. I’ll go home tonight for dinner and I’ll stay there too. I’ll keep myself so busy with this that I won’t even have time to get worried or stressed that I start my new job in 2 weeks time.

That’s defo a big factor to why I’m not alright I think. I’m so fucking anxy about leaving here. My comfy job. Yeah it’s shit but it has so many perks . The freedom I have here and the privacy too. Idk if I’ll have that at my new job. And ugh omg I’m so annoyed at myself for fucking up Saturday night. Of course I had my keys ?? Why did I think I didn’t ? I’m gonna be gutted if we don’t get to fuck here before we leave. It would’ve been so fun on Saturday. But you’re a twat that messes everything up all the time.

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suckitsurveys · 2 years

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Do you take pictures of yourself on a daily basis? Not even close.

Do you like the name Adam? It’s okay.

What is the first liquid you drank today? Water.

Have you ever been to Los Angeles, California? I haven’t, but I might be going next summer.

Do you believe in angels? Sure.

Do you prefer Pepsi or Coke? Or do you not care either way? I prefer Dr. Pepper or root beer.

Is there anything in your past that you used to regret, but now you don’t? Sure.

When is the last time you ate donuts? A few weeks ago Mark and I were randomly craving them so we got a couple, which is weird because he doesn’t really like sweets and I don’t really like donuts.

Are you left handed? Nope.

Do you use your left or right thumb to press the space bar? My right it looks like.

Have you ever had a Hershey’s bar with almonds? Yes.

What cell phone company do you have? Sprint or T Mobil or whatever they were bought by.

Do you text on a daily basis? What about hourly? Daily.

What’s the last song you listened to? Running Up That Hill by Kate Bush was playing as I was parking my car this morning.

When is the last time you sneezed? I think today.

Who is the 3rd person you talked to this morning? One of my coworkers.

Are you dating the last person you talked to on the phone? Nope/

Do you like surveys that have good grammar and spelling? Yes.

Does your knee hurt? No.

Has anyone ever bitten your knee? A cat maybe.

Do you know anyone whose name starts with an X, Q, or U? U.

Do you know anyone whose name ends with a J, Q, or W? Lots of Js and a few Ws.

Has anyone ever called you sexy? Yes.

Do you have children? Never.

Do you like raisins? Sure.

Do you speak any language besides English? No.

Can you eat cheese? Yes.

Are you in college? Nope.

Have you ever driven a purple car? I don’t think so, but that would be my dream.

What about a green car? Nope.

Do you drink hard liquor? Yeah.

Do you like scrabble? Sure.

What should you be doing now instead of this survey? Working.

Do you have a printer? Not at home.

Have you met anyone new yet today? Nope.

Have you ever overheard a conversation you weren’t supposed to? Yes.

Do you wish it was 10 hours later than it is now? Yes because then I’d be at home and not here.

Have you ever been to New York City, Chicago, or Indianapolis? I live in Chicago and I’ve been to Indianapolis. Never to NYC though.

Do you want some pie? Nah.

Have you ever stayed up until 7:30 AM? Yeah.

Have you ever lived in Pennsylvania, Arizona, or Hawaii? Nope.

Do you like ants? Ugh we just had an infestation of flying ones so they aren’t on my good side right now.

Did you like the movie Antz? Sure,

What was your favorite ice cream flavor when you were little? Butter Pecan because I’m 80.

Is it still your favorite? Yes.

By the way, what is your name? Hannah.

And what time is it? 9 30 am.

What time zone do you live in? Central.

Do you like drums? Yeah,

Have you ever drank goat milk? I think so.

Do you like cats? Yes, very much so.

#surveys

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milliumizoomi · 3 years

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𝐓𝐈𝐌𝐄 𝐓𝐎 𝐒𝐇𝐔𝐓 𝐔𝐏

➣ SUMMARY. ; Shutting up TR boys with a kiss

➣ FEATURED. ; Mitsuya, Baji, Chifuyu & Draken w/ GN! Reader

➣ FORMAT. ; Headcanons

➣ GENRE. ; Fluff + Slight Crack

➣ WARNINGS. ; Cursing and Rambling

➣ NOTES. ; This request was soooo cute thank you for requesting my love,, hope you enjoy it <33!!

REBLOGS ARE APPRECIATED.

⌕ MITSUYA

✗ he would literally be so shocked but try to hide it

✗ and would lowkey want another one but would say nun about it

✗ he was rambling about a last minute project for his home ec club

✗ poor boy was frustrated as hell since the teachers were telling him about it 3 days before it had to be submitted

✗ he was just babbling while running around the home ec room while you sat in the corner

✗ “Babe..?” You called out.

✗ he didn’t even hear you

✗ he was just running around the room like a mad person trying to find supplies

✗ “Takashi?”

✗ still nothing

✗ you got up and walked over to him

✗ “helloooo?? Earth to boyfriend can you even hear me?”

✗ he flinched at you, finally beginning to hear you

✗ “o-oh were you calling me babe? I’m sorry it’s just that I was looking for the stuff for the project and I don’t want it to be late so I’m rushing and I—“

✗ you just leaned in a kissed him

✗ man had to take a few blinks before he could even begin to understand what was going on

✗ he kissed back ofc🙄

✗ after you pulled back you hit him lightly

✗ “you can shut up now you know and also,, don’t overwork yourself you look like a cat going after a laser pointer the way you was scrambling around this room”

✗ “yeah.. sorry about that” he laughed nervously

✗ “you all good, NOW! Let’s work on this together cause god knows you need some help with this”

✗ he nodded and smiled

✗ so you might have jabbed yourself with a needle a couple times but y’all did what needed to be done

⌕ BAJI

✗ his loud ass

✗ man stay shouting abt something

✗ he was loud as hell bout his homework assignment that he procrastinated doing

✗ and now u gotta be the one to hear bout it

✗ NOT TO MENTION THE TOMAN MEETING HE HAD TO REPORT ON

✗ man was just all over the place

✗ “I don’t even know what to do with all this shit! I’M NOT DOING ALL OF THIS IT’S DUMB”

✗ you just sighed and rolled your eyes

✗ he’s been yelling like this for the past 15 minutes and it was starting to drive you up the wall

✗ “and then I got the fucking toman meeting to- MMPFT!”

✗ you had kissed him cause you couldn’t take it anymore

✗ when you pulled away he was just standing there like 🧍

✗ “what was that for?”

✗ “you wouldn’t shut up what else was I suppose to do?”

✗ the man just smirked

✗ “I should talk more often if that’s how you’re gonna shut me up”

⌕ CHIFUYU

✗ ugh my precious

✗ WHY

✗ why would you do this knowing DAMN well the man would simply factory restart

✗ you could’ve just patted him or shook him to get his attention

✗ BUT naw you gon violate him like this ☹️

✗ he was just stressing over peke j too

✗ the little cat sprained one of his paws and chifuyu was so worried

✗ “is he gonna be ok?”

✗ “yes ‘fuyu peke will be just fine”

✗ “but what if it’s broken, I don’t want him to— MM!”

✗ you kissed him and his eyes widened

✗ when you pulled away you could see the dark red spread across his face

✗ “ ‘fuyu look at peke j he’s ok see”

✗ still red faced, chifuyu turned his head to see the little cat in his bed sleeping

✗ “y-yeah ok, I just want to make sure he’s fine..”

✗ “he is ‘fuyu and if he isn’t we can take him to the vet ok?”

✗ “ok”

✗ “now come here you’ve been stressing too much”

✗ you grabbed him and he rested his head on your chest and you started scratching his undercut

✗ “relax ok”

✗ “okok”

✗ p.s. he was still blushing :(((

⌕ DRAKEN

✗ lord him😭

✗ it’s like the man is made of STONE

✗ there’ll be only a few times that he actually voice things

✗ although it’s very rare cause he doesn’t want to burden you with his problems

✗ but at this moment he couldn’t keep quiet because there’s been a gang tailing toman for a couple weeks and he stressed trying to figure out how to get rid of them

✗ “this shit is frustrating..” Draken sighed, running his hand down his face

✗ he was sitting on his bed with a notepad and a pencil in his wondering what to do about the other gang

✗ “Mikey’s frustrated I’m frustrated these bitches won’t get out of our damn business!”

✗ “Ken hold on you need to take a breather”

✗ he just kept ranting ideas and writing them down

✗ basically he was just in his own little stressful world

✗ “KEN!”

✗ no answer

✗ “we didn’t wanna start a petty fight but they’re in our business!”

✗ “DRAKEN?!”

✗ it’s like the man doesn’t even hear you

✗ “or maybe we could— MMP?!”

✗ you kissed him so hard the pencil flew out of his hand

✗ he looked at you with his eyebrows creased but he was kissing you back

✗ when you pulled away you stood up straight

✗ “are you calm now ken? Can you hear me?”

✗ he nodded, still a little out of it

✗ “why did you kiss me?”

✗ “because I was literally calling and yelling at you and you didn’t hear me”

✗ “oh.. my bad baby this is just stressing me out”

✗ you frowned at the irritated state he was in

✗ “then how about I help you yeah? You knowww,, I do have some good ideas sometimes” you smirked

✗ he just laughed at you and shook his head

✗ “come here” he said

✗ you grinned at him then jumped on his bed

✗ he raised his eyebrow at you while smiling

✗ “so, what’s the plan you got beautiful?”

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[9.45] yeosang × single mom!reader

⇀ being a single mom, you'd obviously be worried about your child's wellbeing. In this case though? Your child's relationship with your boyfriend. But honestly, this is Kang Yeosang we're talking about, what could possibly go wrong?

When you got home that afternoon, the last thing you expected to see was your apartment being so quiet.

You've raised a beautiful baby girl on your own so it's only natural for you to experience chaos every day and ever since little Jueun started kindergarten, her social skills had progressed slightly.

Jueun, the light of your life, is a shy little girl, having only several constant people in her life which made her not so easily open to other people that she had just met. While other children would run off to make friends on the first day of kindergarten, Jueun went straight to the book collection about dinosaurs.

Yes, dinosaurs.

She's a little quirky like that.

Ask her what she wanna be when she grows up, she'll tell you she wants to be a princess with a pet ankylosaurus.

Knowing her introversion, you had hesitated on letting your boyfriend, Yeosang, and her to meet. It's not because you're afraid that they won't like each other or that Jueun would feel that you'd force him as her new daddy, but simply because you're afraid that they won't have anything to talk about.

You initially introduced them to each other when you had been in a relationship with Yeosang for 3 months, before that you had only told both of them stories about the other, buttering them up to like the other.

Not so surprisingly though, Yeosang had told you that he likes Jueun even before meeting her. Which was a relief to say the least. So when they met, Yeosang tried so hard to make Jueun like him. This effort doesn't go unnoticed by the little girl, but she didn't immediately take a liking to him. You've always been there to mediate between the two even though they had known each other for well over half a year now.

Today however, you had no other choice but to ask Yeosang for help picking Jueun up from kindergarten as you were swamped with a project at work.

Yeosang was more than happy to provide aid, but the notion that he'd be alone with the kid whom he doesn't know whether or not she likes him almost made him puke.

But he sucked it up.

He walk up to the gates of the kindergarten, approaching the teacher on standby, "I'm Kang Yeosang, I'm here to pick Jueun (Y/L/N) from class A-3," he said, smiling awkwardly. The teacher smiled brightly at him while nodding, "of course! Ms. (Y/L/N) called in earlier and told us that you'll be picking her up, I'll go get her," then she walked into the building to get Jueun.

Whilst waiting, Yeosang could feel himself sweating a little, nervous about how Jueun would react when seeing him instead of her mom.

When he saw Jueun came out with her backpack strapped on, looking cuter than a bunny with marshmallows stuffed into its cheeks, he smiled brightly at her.

Jueun's eyes wide when she saw Yeosang, having been familiar with him but never really surpasses any significant level with him.

"Hey, Jueun-ie," Yeosang greeted, crouching down to her height. She smiled shyly at him, making his insides clench at the effortless adorableness. "Your mommy need to work a little longer, would it be alright if I take you home?" Honestly, Yeosang didn't know why he asked that in the first place, but knowing that this particular little kid is smarter than most kids her age, he felt like the question was appropriate.

A sudden look of determination appeared on Jueun's face as she nodded eagerly. She knew how important she and Yeosang is to you. Knowing how much you love and provide for her, she's beyond willing to try and let Yeosang in.

Yeosang stood up and was about to walk but Jueun raised her right hand up at him, "safety, mommy said I have to hold her hand at all times, so I should hold yours," she said.

Hearing that, Yeosang smack his forehead dramatically, "ugh! Of course! How bad of me to be so careless!" He said as he grab Jueuen's hand as she giggled at how silly he sounded.

During the walk, Yeosang tried asked her questions about what she did at kindergarten that day. Surprisingly, Jueun blabbered long about what she did, what she ate, who did what, and when was that.

As they walk home, Jueun suddenly stopped her steps in front of the convenience store right outside your apartment. When her steps halt, Yeosang's too.

Yeosang was about to ask her why she stopped walking but Jueun was already looking at him with her best puppy eyes. He crouched down in front of her, "what's wrong Jueun-ie? Why did you stop?" he asked to which Jueun pouted and pointed at the convenience store, "I want ice cream," she said sadly.

Her eyes alone rendered him defenseless. But he was hesitant because he knows that this is not his kid and he doesn't know whether or not you'd let her eat ice cream.

"I don't know, Jueun," he muttered, scratching the back of his head with his free hand. Realizing he's not outwardly saying no, Jueun pulled out the big guns, "pleeeeeease," she whined, wrapping her tiny arms around Yeosang's neck, "please, daddy, please," she pleaded as her pout deepens.

The use of the 'd' word-

No, not THAT 'd' word.

The use of said 'd' word made Yeosang's eyes widen to its maximum extent.

"D-d-did you j-just called m-me..." he trailed off, not really able to said the word himself. Whether or not Jueun realizes how much the word affect Yeosang was unclear, but she definitely knows, based on Yeosang's expression that she's getting what she wants.

"Please, daddy?" she asked one more time.

And true to her prediction, Yeosang scooped her in his arms and walked into the convenience store, letting her pick any ice cream she wants.

Jueun now knows that she has Yeosang in the palm of her hands by simply uttering the word 'daddy' to him.

Which is why as you got home at 7.30, you were greeted with the sight of Yeosang and Jueun in her little tea party table, wearing a tiara and pretending to sip some pretend tea.

Oh, and best part is. Yeosang is also wearing a tiara and a pink feather boa around his neck.

"Wow, you guys seem to be having a lot of fun together," you smirked, breaking their conversation as the little girl jumps up and run to hug your legs.

Yeosang stood up as well, pulling the feather boa from around his neck to set it on the table. He walked closer and peck your lips, "welcome home, love, how was work?" you sighed and shook your head at his question, "disastrous, but I don't wanna talk about it, I wouldn't want to ruin the fun that you're both having right now," you grinned down at Jueun, "how did you manage to get Yeosang to wear a tiara, baby?"

Jueun shook her head excitedly, "I didn't, mommy! Daddy put it himself!" your eyes widened at her choice of pronoun, snapping your head towards Yeosang who had a big, proud grin on his face, "yeah... I guess I'm her daddy now," he chuckled as Jueun decided to run out of the room.

"Yeosang, we never talked about this," you said to him lowly, not really wanting Jueun to hear your worries. Yeosang's grin dropped to a frown as he steps closer to you, taking both of your hands in his, "why? Do you not want her to see me as a father figure?" "It's not that, it's just," you paused, thinking of the right words before continuing, "I don't want her to be attached to someone she considered her dad only for that someone to leave her,"

Hearing that from you made Yeosang realize that it wasn't just you worrying over Jueun, but you're also worrying about yourself too and how it would affect you and Jueun if he leaves.

Smiling gently at you, Yeosang leaned his forehead against yours, "you don't have to worry about me leaving because I'm not gonna, I'm gonna stay with you both until you all get sick of me and kick me to the curb," he joked, making you laugh, "so please, can we celebrate the fact that Jueun called me dad and that I'm moving in with you two?"

You raised an eyebrow at him, "who said you're moving in with us?" "I did, yeah, Jueun's convinced there's an evil sorcerer living in her closet and I promised her that I'll shoo him away every night before bedtime,"

It warms your heart knowing that your two favorite person got along so well. Had you known that leaving them both alone together would end up like this, you would've done it months ago.

You were about to comment on him moving in again when suddenly Jueun's voice was heard from the kitchen, "daddy! I can't- I can't reach the ice cream!"

As soon as you both heard that, you narrowed your eyes at Yeosang, "you bought my kid ice cream?" to which he rolled his eyes at you, "well she's my kid now too," he defended. You couldn't believe that you'd ever hear him say that but hearing that he's Jueun's dad seems so natural to you.

Giggling, you pushed him out of Jueun's room, "well then, please go and handle your daughter,". He blushed slightly as he tried to suppress the grin that was threatening to form on his face. So he opted to ran to Jueun.

But before he could walk too far, you grab his hand to say something.

"By the way, congrats on being a dad,"

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