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The other day i was watching how people made fun of the Hazbin trailer and someone uploaded a clip from "Inside Every demon is a Rainbow" to say it was a downgrade and my jaw dropped when i saw that it was true, i always thoght that the "new" H.H had something that made it look worse than the pilot but i couldn't put my finger on it, and now i think i understand the reson.
So, these are the reasons why the new clip looks like a downgrade (in my opinion):
1)The Song.
No matter your opinion on Hazbin, we all agree that "Inside of every demon is a rainbow" is an iconic song. Its not a masterpiece, but it works really great to introduce the show. Maybe its nostalgia talking, but i love this song, i really like how it start slow but then goes into a fast catchy tune as Charlie is talking with enthusiasm about her proyect. The voice actress also is doing an amazing song because she sounds SO energetic and genuine, wich is clearly a sign of how much she loved that job. Its a cringe song, but in a "charming" and pure way, that is very unique and enjoyable when you turn off your brain a little.
Meanwhile, the new one sounds like a generic, forgetable, lifeless Disney song, the only difference is that it has curses and shit. Its like its trying to replicate the other one without understanding what made it so loved.
2) The damn camera movements
The pilot was fast moving, energetic and sometimes there were parts where you couldnt tell what was happening until you paused, but even so, it was easier to digest because the camera was still most of the time, it didnt need crazy movements. There was a million things happening on screen, but at leats the camera had slight movements so your eyes could at least know where your focus should be in (check out the "so all you cartoon porn addictions" part to see what im talking about).
The new one? It shakes and zooms like crazy every time a character takes a step and it makes it hard to the eyes to understand where the fuck they should be looking. Its not even funny, someone WILL get motion sickness.
3) The character designs
Im one of those people who didnt like most of the redesigns, now i understand why: because they dont fix ANY of the problems the original ones had: no less use of red, they still have a shit ton of unecesary details, they still have copypasted body types...
I would say some are WORSE.
Take Charlie, for example; she used to wear a light red shirt with black pants, she would blend a little bit in the background when interacting with it. Now she wears a bright red suit in bright red background and she gets lost EVEN MORE. The only thing they improved was her hairstyle.
4) The animation
Some people say that the animation is good and its just the editing that makes it look bad, but i disagree. Just take a look at the pilot and then the new clip, you will see a clear downgrade.
The old animation was so smooth and expressive, new one is choppy and is afraid of smearframes. Making characters with cartoony propotions look so stiff.
Its like those Sonic games when they used motion capture to animate Sonic and his friends. So they would be literal cartoons animals moving like realistic humans and it sucked.
4) The pilot was visually easier to "diggest" in general
I gotta say, while re-watching the clip of Inside of every demon, the only parts where it was hard to follow were when Charlie interacted with characters with exagerated designs and when she is rapping and there are a lot of fast scenes that ends before you have time to understand what you saw. The rest was just ok.
But in the new clip, it was 90% Charlie jumping around different backgrounds with a drunk camera man and in some part i paused to look at the wall cuz i felt like my eyes were gonna burn if i keep looking.
So thats it, there are some other reasons but these are the most important ones.
Sorry for writting too much, its such that im mad for what they did to a proyect i used to be obssesed with.
Anyway, hope Hazbin gets cancelled in the mid of the first season and the rest became lost media, have a good day 🩷
These are some great thoughts, Anon, thank you. New Hazbin doesn't have much appeal to outsiders, but it looks even worse when held up to the pilot.
"Inside Every Demon is a Rainbow" isn't the best song in the pilot, but it was an excellent song to introduce us to Charlie. It's not an easy one to sing either, but Charlie's singing VA nailed it.
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So does Eusine have mystical power?
If not, then why do so many things work in his favor? How did he know in his 10 years of pursuing Suicune that he should go to the Burned Tower on *that* particular day? How is he so damn good at tracking Suicune down? Eusine in the midst of his pursuit himself says that it perhaps likes high places with a lot of water as if he’s *just* finding that out after a decade long pursuit. How is he able to almost catch up to a leopard that is as fast as the wind? Perhaps mystical power isn’t just being able to see into the (possible) future or bend spoons with your mind, perhaps it's also heightened physical prowess and it's a magnet that can guide one to other creatures that also possess mystical powers. Dude’s out here running like he’s Sonic the Fucking Hedgehog and is damn close to catching Suicune with his bare hands, despite not being chosen by it. He’s not following the player either because he only bumps heads with you when Suicune is around. Dude got something going on.
If not, then why does Morty work with him? Morty should be more than capable of finding Ho-oh on his own as a (possible) future seeing mystic and his more offensive battling style. Eusine’s team is strictly designed trapping and capturing one specific pokemon, Morty fights to win as a gym leader and a rival that’s also after Ho-oh. Think of how Morty talks to the player, you’re simply the next step he has to climb as part of his training. He’ll defeat you, and move on to his goal of the rainbow-colored phoenix (or so he thought, anyways). Morty and Eusine could just as easily be rivals, but they’re not. Morty values and respects Eusine and rather be with him in the Burned Tower as opposed to staying at his gym, his workplace. Morty prefers to work with Eusine and accomplish their goals together as opposed to just battling to see who’s better. Does Morty see, or sense, something in Eusine that we don’t as the audience? Perhaps they have just have a great relationship and that’s it. But that’s not addressing that Eusine just knows too damn much for somebody that’s not from Ecruteak.
We’re not really told *why* Eusine pursues Suicune other than he thinks it’s really neat. In the remakes, he does mention his grandfather told him stories about Johto folklore when he was young, but we’re not really told much about this grandfather character to have a definite answer as to why Eusine is chasing Suicune other than he thinks it’s really neat. His grandfather was probably just Some Dude. Let’s go back to examining Morty. The anime tells us that Morty’s ancestors once communicated with Ho-oh and it in a sign of compassion and unity with humans granted Morty’s bloodline unnatural powers. Powers those outside of Ho-oh’s clan attempted to steal, thus leading to Ho-oh fleeing the world after seeing the worst of humanity, with only bits and pieces of mystic power still remaining in the world. Morty wants to see Ho-oh because he and his ancestors were “blessed” by it, simple enough reason. Perhaps it's the same for Eusine, his grandfather, and Suicune…but it just doesn’t add up. Eusine isn’t from Ecruteak. Suicune was said to be rejected by humans and solemnly seen by it, if at all. Doesn’t sound as if it could have blessed any family line with powers, and there’s doubt that it ever went to Kanto (no FRLG does not count). But again, Eusine knows too damn much and he’s inhumanly fast. He’s not normal. Perhaps it's not Suicune who gave him and his bloodline these traits, but another pokemon? It’s not Ho-oh, Eusine and Morty aren’t related. Perhaps his powers are desperate to know its source that is long forgotten. Perhaps his powers are subconsciously telling him to find that source of power, but in his mind he’s confusing that source to be Suicune? Maybe this is the real reason why Eusine’s a mystery man - he’s not mysterious in his intentions, he tells us he’s after Suicune - there’s just too much mystery as to how he’s significant from everyone else in Johto and yet not important at the same time. Just who is he?
Or maybe he’s just a con man that just extorts money out of people by tricking them into thinking he’s a mystical magician man who can do magic tricks when he’s just pulling shit out of his ass. Heheee haha he just stole $40,000 pokedollars from some dude who believed Eusine can set stuff on fire with his mind. No he can’t asshole his Haunter turns invisible and does it for him. Dumbass.
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Hybrid Rainbow
Joy has always been a rare and precious commodity. I would argue, though, that in the developed world (Wherever, exactly, that is), it has become somewhat less rare in recent times, as standards of living and education continue to go up. That’s an absurdly privileged thing to say, I realize, but I’m trying to start this thing as evenhandedly as I can. I understand about suffering and poverty; I’m reading A Tree Grows In Brooklyn right now, even! Okay, saying we’re closer now than ever to utopia is going to smack of ignorance no matter how you phrase it, but it also strikes me as undeniably true, in the grand scheme of things. I think most people--aside from the fascists--would refuse a one-way trip in a time machine to any previous era, or at the very least, would recognize that it wouldn’t improve much of anything for them. As unruly as our age is, it’s still probably the best one we’ve gotten thus far, and as the boot-heel of oppression starts to ever so slowly ease up its pressure on the necks of the long-suffering masses, the question has begun to enter into the collective consciousness: what is to be done with joy when it begins to fall, unbidden, into your life with something like abundance? What is to be done if moments of joy no longer must be pried with great effort and sacrifice from the rockface of life, but lie strewn liberally throughout our days, needing only the will and lack of embarrassment to seize them?
Thus far, the latter-day generations have faced up to this problem with decidedly mixed success. The idea that expecting anything other than the very worst leaves one vulnerable to the universe’s cruel whims has been stamped upon the human brain for centuries, and has left many sadly unable to recognize their own privilege (Which, by the way, is a big part of why a whole lotta white folks refuse to admit they have it better than anyone else and continue to dig their heels in against progress because to them it looks like cutting in line). It is still widely accepted that constantly finding joy and peace and purpose in one’s own life is the purview of children and children alone, that it is a naivete to be grown out of. We have the impulse always within us to be hard, to be warlike, to show the world that we’re not weak and frivolous but monsters to be feared, without emotions to be appealed to or ideals to be fallen short of.
Remedying this problem has turned out to be one of the primary functions of counterculture. If it is often unhelpful to simply look at the entire value system of one’s parents and say “Fuck that”, as it tends to foster a rather negative self-definition, still, if part of that value system is a deeply entrenched distrust of happiness, “Fuck that” may be exactly the response called for. The beauty of “Fuck that” is that it leaps past the slow loss of faith in something and arrives immediately at a flat rejection of it, and since much of the history of civilization has been bound up with blind faith in arbitrary and harmful things, the ability and the courage to flatly reject something, to give it no credit for however widely accepted it is but to dismiss it as bullshit from the ground up, is a step forward in human consciousness tantamount to the reinvention of the wheel.
The great irony of the end of the sixties is that all the hippies were miserable for no reason: they won. Rock n’ roll did change the world, it just didn’t immediately transform it on every level into an unrecognizable nirvana. For all the apparent emptiness of its utopian dreams, the basic thrust of the thing worked out just fine: that particular cat will never be put back into its bag, and those ideas are now out in the ether forever, always waiting for someone to find them and be inspired to change their own life and the lives of those around them for the better. The same goes for the punk rock revolution a few years later: they may not have brought the bastards down, but they did successfully bring personal liberation to a lot of people, and poured exactly as much gas on the fires of populism as they intended to. Culture, and in particular art and in particular music, cannot, unassisted, change the world, but it can change your world, and has been changing small worlds all over the frigging place at least since those mop-topped Brits set foot on American shores and probably since Johnny B. Goode learned to play guitar just like a-ringin’ a bell.
The thread can get lost, however. Culture is always a reflection of the people, and the people still spend a lot of their time bored, frustrated, and terrified of letting on that they have feelings about stuff. Young people especially, formerly the eternal pirate crew waving high the flags of “Liberty” and “Up Yours”, in recent times have often capitulated and resigned themselves to no more than a few stray moments of fun pilfered from the fortresses of the almighty Money Man-Kings, usually in the form of drugs, sex, and reckless self-endangerment. The cost of the hippies and the punks giving up their battles is that the counterculture lost its intellectual leadership, at least until the resurgence in political literacy in the 2010s. In the wasteland following the 70s, there were no John Lennons or Joe Strummers to look to for guidance; even the people who were elected to speak for their generation seemed adamant that there was fuck-all they could really say. Yeah, it’s nice to know that someone else feels stupid and contagious, but that’s not really a direction, is it? The generation-defining message Kurt Cobain and his peers sent out was “We’re all way too fucked up to do anything about anything”, and that introspective moodiness pervaded American underground rock music from the invention of hardcore at least all the way up to the moment Craig Finn watched The Last Waltz with Tad Kubler and said “Why aren’t there bands like this anymore?” and set out with rest of the Steadies in tow to remind everyone that music can save your immortal soul and that hey, that Springsteen guy was really onto something, headband and all, and together they all successfully ushered in the New Uncool and now we’ve got Patrick Stickles wailing that “If the weather’s as bad as the weatherman says, we’re in for a real mean storm!” and Brian Fallon admitting “I always kinda sorta wished I looked like Elvis” and everything’s great, except it’s not, everything’s fucked, but rock n’ roll is here to stay, come inside now it’s okay, and I’ll shake you, ooo-ooo-ooo.
The point of all this is my belief that even with the responsibility rock music has to provide cathartic outlets for dissatisfaction, is has an equal or greater responsibility to provide heroes. I think it’s time we all got over pretending that we’re better than the need for heroes, because we all insist on having them anyway, imperfect roses by any other name, and we’d do a hell of a lot better selecting them if we just admitted what we were after. We don’t just want particularly talented comrades, we want King Arthur, Robin Hood, Superman, Malcolm Reynolds. Damn it all, they don’t need to be perfect, they don’t even need to be all that great really, and yeah, Arthur dies, and Robin never gets Prince John, and Superman can’t save everyone, and the war’s over, we’re all just folk now, and John Lennon beat women and Van Morrison is a grumpy old fart and John Lydon’s a disgrace, but it’s the faith that counts. The faith that there’s something greater than ourselves that some people are more keyed into than others, and that whatever they can relay from that other side is what’ll see us through. All the best prophets are madmen, and madmen aren’t always romantic fools; sometimes they hurt people, or fail at crucial moments due to a compulsion they can’t control. Let he who is without sin etcetera, right? Why not cast aside realism and sincerely believe in something or someone, huh?
I believe in the Pillows. I don’t know hardly anything about them; my expertise of Japanese culture and history extends to the anime I’ve seen and that “History of Japan” YouTube video that made the rounds a while back. I can’t locate them within the Japanese music scene; all their western influences seem obvious to me, and the rest I know nothing about. They’re the only rock band from their country I’ve listened to any great amount of, I don’t speak the language they mostly sing in, I don’t even know their career very well. The particulars of any experiences they might have had that motivated them to make the art they make are not ones I could possibly share in, so, saying that I “Relate” to their work sounds a little preposterous. They ought to be a novelty to me, a band that clearly likes a lot of the same bands I do despite hailing from a foreign shore, marrying that shared music taste with a cultural identity I have nothing to do with, a small, nice upswing of globalism pleasing to my sense of universalism but not having any kind of quantifiable impact on me.
Yet I, like a good many other westerners, believe in the Pillows. I’m a little buster, and my eyes just watered as I wrote that. In fact, it’s likely because of the barriers of language and culture that exist between us that my belief in the Pillows is so strong. Pete Townshend, someone else I believe in, once opened a show by saying “You are very far away...but we will fucking reach you”, and though the Pillows are both geographically (At the moment) and culturally miles away from me, Lord strike me down if they don’t fucking reach me. They reach me in a way many of their American college rock peers, many of their biggest influences in fact, never have. Dinosaur Jr, Bob Mould, Sonic Youth, the Pixies, Nirvana--all these artists speak directly to the American adolescent experience, but though they have all moved me to one degree or another, none of them have produced a body of work I can so readily see myself in as that of the Pillows. Maybe it is the novelty of it, maybe I’m fooling myself and it is just my sense of universalism carrying me away, but there’s something I hear in the Pillows that I don’t hear in those bands, and though the obvious candidate for that thing would be the foreign tongue the majority of the lyrics are written in, when it comes down to it, I think that thing is joy.
Joy, to me, is the possibility glimpsed by rock n’ roll. Not hedonistic pleasure, not a sadistic glee over the outrage of authority figures, but real, true, open-hearted, “Freude, schöner Götterfunken/Tochter aus Elysium”--type joy. Buddy Holly had joy. The Beatles, The Who, the pre-fall Rod Stewart, they had joy. Springsteen’s got joy to spare. Those people have such profound love for their art and their audience that just the continual recognition of the fact that they have a guitar in their hands and they’re being allowed to play it is enough to make them ecstatic, and whenever they want to actually express something serious they have to get themselves under control to do it. Yet, whether it’s the unfashionability of those utopian dreams, or the simple fact that rock music has become accepted by mainstream culture and is now a commonplace, unremarkable thing, but half the people who have picked up an electric guitar for the past few decades don’t seem all that excited about it. From Kim Gordon snarling about how people go down to the store to buy some more and more and more and more, to Thom Yorke moaning about how he’s let down and hanging around, crushed like a bug in the ground, even up to Courtney Barnett asking how’s that for first impressions, this place seems depressing, it’s not really a given anymore, if it ever was, that people who make rock music are very joyful in what they do.
Of course, I’m not demanding that our artists be empty-headed fluff-factories; far from it. The Pillows write sad songs and angry songs same as everybody else. But the important thing is this: every song the Pillows play is played with an exuberance and abandon that is immediately striking, regardless of the emotional content of each song. Channelling that kind of revelry into rock music is both to my mind the initial purpose of the genre in the first place and something which has become so rare as to be remarkable. A veneer of detached cool, a howling ferocity, a whimpering woundedness--these have become the hallmarks of American rock music, and they are nowhere to be found in the Pillows.
At the same time, the Pillows are the very antithesis of artlessness. Joy of the caliber they deal in is more commonly found in folky rave-ups, a lack of musicianship giving way to trancelike festivity. But the Pillows are skilled song craftsmen like few others; their sound has evolved throughout the years, but they tend to settle in the neighborhood of power-pop, abounding in glorious hooks and surprising structures. A hundred unnecessary, perfect touches seem to exist in every song; a pause, a solo, a bassline, all deftly elevating the song into a perfect expression of something sublime, something that always--always--takes ahold of the musicians themselves and imbues their performances with power and purpose the likes of which most little busters can only dream of feeling. It should be testament enough to their brilliance that upon first listen to a song I never know what most of the lyrics mean, but whenever I look up a translation, they always turn out to be exactly what I felt they must be; their songs are so musically communicative that they all but lack the need for lyrics.
This dual nature is why I believe in the Pillows: by so utterly failing to neglect both the highest possibilities of musical composition as an unparalleled tool for capturing emotional nuance and the unrestrained id-like rush that is the province of rock n’ roll, they successfully attain the lofty realm that is--or ought to be--the goal of music in the first place. Never once is there a hint of straying into the realm of primitivism nor into overthought seriousness, and instead they locate themselves somehow exactly center on the scale between punk and prog, lacking the weaknesses and gaining the strengths of both. They make rock whole again by finally disproving the tenet initially laid out by their heroes, your heroes, and mine, The Beatles: the notion that growing up means having less fun. The viscerally exciting early work of The Beatles lacks any of the depth and vision displayed by their later records, but those records are so carefully and expertly crafted that they tend to lose spontaneity, and constantly second-guess themselves where the juvenilia they followed forged unselfconsciously ahead. That legendary career path has laid out a false dichotomy that every proceeding generation of kids with guitars has chosen between, save for the few who could see past it, the ones who heard the wildness in “Revolution” and the wisdom in “Twist and Shout” and realized that they were of a piece, were one and the same, not to be chosen between but embraced fully. Pete Townshend. Bruce Springsteen. Joe Strummer. David Byrne. Paul Westerberg. The Pillows. The real heroes are not those who champion one side or another but fight all their lives for peace between them, knowing that we have not yet begun to imagine what could be accomplished if that were made possible.
Just as they bypass the divide between what Patrick Stickles termed the Apollonian and Dionysian tendencies of rock (I prefer to think of the usual battle as being between the Dionysians and the Athenians, with the true devotees of Apollo being most of those heroes I keep referring to, except Dylan, who might be a Hermesian), so too do the Pillows bypass the Pacific frigging ocean. And the Atlantic, to boot. Their music quotes the Pixies and The Beatles directly, and obviously owes much to Nirvana and all their college rock predecessors who spent the entire 80s desperately stacking themselves until the doomed power trio could finally vault over the wall. Their first record is practically a tribute to XTC. They do speak a lot of English, too. I’m informed that much of western culture is seen as the epitome of coolness in Japan, which might explain their obsession with Baseball, and apparently sprinkling a bit of the Saxon tongue into the mix is far from uncommon in the music scene(s). Regardless, there is something ineffably touching to a distant fan in a foreign land about hearing Sawao Yamanaka spit “No surrender!” or exclaim “Just runner’s high!” It looks from here like a show of mutual effort to understand me as much as I’m trying to understand them. They’re generous enough to have already walked to the middle where they’re asking me to meet them, a middle where it doesn’t matter that I don’t have a suffix attached to my name or that they don’t wear shoes in houses. The invisible continent that all forward-thinking and sensitive people come to long for is where the Pillows are broadcasting from, because they’ve realized that its golden shores and spiraling cities are attainable. They’re attainable with joy, with the fundamentally rebellious act of refusing to let the fascists bring down even your globdamn day, because who the hell gave them that power other than us? I know enough about Japan and America to know that either one accusing the other of being imperialist and socially conservative to a fault is a fucking joke, and to know that we’ve done a lot more wrong to them than they’ll ever do to us and the presence of the Pillows amounts to a “We forgive you”, not an “I’m sorry”. Having watched a decent amount of anime, which is basically the result of Japan’s mind being blown by western media and then proceeding to show their love by often almost inadvertently surpassing their inspirations, I know that the only way to save our respective national souls and everybody else’s too is to put our knuckles down, have Jesus and Buddha shake hands like Kerouac tried to explain that they would anyway, and embrace each other’s dreams and passions and adopt them into our own.
It takes better people to inhabit that better world, and in case that sounds like fascist talk, I mean we’ve got to do better, not be better. It’s no physical imperfection that holds us back, nor a mental imperfection exactly, as we all have our own neuroses and if we expunge those then we’ll be kissing art and lot of other vital stuff goodbye. No, it’s our discomfort with ourselves, our world, our neighbors, our aliens, that keep us from seeing that crazy sunshine. If we can’t even acknowledge the greatness around us, that surplus of joy I mentioned a while back that we just seem to have no idea what to do with, then we have no hope of ever achieving further greatness, of ever quelling man’s inhumanity to man down to an inevitable fringe rather than the basic order of the world.
There was always more to do
Than just eat and work and screw
But now that there’s time at last to do those things, we’re still afraid to, afraid that we’ll come up empty, that the search for fulfillment leads only to disappointment, better to hang back and play it safe, better not to risk becoming one of those people I shake my head at and pity and will secretly envy until I die. It’s a new world, and we must learn to be new people. I believe in the Pillows because I believe they make excellent models for that new kind of person. The way they behave in the studio and on the stage is the way people behave when they’re truly free, and we’ve all been set free already or will be soon, so if we’re going to try and learn what the fuck is next from anyone, I think we might as well learn from the Pillows. At least, that’s one of the places we could get that insight. There’s a lot of art and a lot of philosophy and political theory to sift through to in order to put together a workable 21st century identity, and the Pillows are hardly the only people to have begun making the leap. But because of a silly thing like the size of the earth, the infinitesimal size of the earth even compared to the distance between us and the next rock we’re gonna try and get to, not everybody is getting their particular brand of free thought and action, and I happen to think that’s regrettable, and it’s my will as a free individual to rectify it as much as I can.
Writing about music really is worthless, isn’t it? I haven’t said jackshit about what the Pillows actually do other than to vaguely qualify their genre and temperament, and the only more useless thing I could do than not describing their songs would be to describe their songs. If you don’t hear the bracing weightlessness in “Blues Drive Monster”, or the aching nostalgia in “Patricia”, or the soul-bearing cry in “Hybrid Rainbow” then nothing I could write about those would be more effective than “Little Busters is a really good album.” The better primer might be Happy Bivouac, from a few years later; it has the melancholic rush of “Last Dinosaur”, the ascended teenybopper “Whoa, whoa, yeah” chorus in “Backseat Dog”, and the intro that should make it obvious immediately that you’re listening to one of the best songs ever recorded which opens “Funny Bunny”. Those two, Runners High, and Please, Mr. Lostman are the classic era, selections from the former three immortalized in their biggest claim to western fame, the FLCL soundtrack, a brilliant use of their music that could warrant an equally long piece. Before and after those four are periods of experimentation and discovery equally worth your time, not all of which I’m familiar with yet. See, now I’m just an incomplete Wikipedia article; it’d be equally worthless to expound upon the individual bandmates, on the pure yawp of Yamanaka’s vocals, on the passionate drumming of Yoshiaki Manabe and the supernaturally faultless lead guitar of Shinichiro Sato, or the contribution of founding bassist Kenji Ueda, which was so valued by the others that when he left he was never officially replaced (They’re so sweet). I’m not here to write an advertisement or a press-release, I don’t really even know why I’m here writing this, but I know that I believe in the Pillows, that they’re important, and that people should write about them. I’m being the change I want to see in the world, get it? That’s all we can be asked to do.
It occurs to me that people believed in Harvey Dent too, and that didn’t turn out so well. Hell, let’s leave the comic book pages behind, people believe in Donald Trump, they think he’s a hero, and that’s all going down in flames as I write this. Having heroes can be dangerous, but I still believe it’s not as dangerous as not having heroes. “Lesser of two evils” sounds an awful lot like one of those false dichotomies between fun and intelligence or between misery and foolishness I mentioned earlier, so, let’s call it a qualified good. I’m not much of a responsible world-citizen if my only effort towards bringing the planet together is spinning some sweet Japanese alt-rock tunes and bragging about how open-minded I am, but if I do ever end up doing anyone any good, then I’d consider it paying forward the good done to me by the Pillows, among others. They helped me form my identity as an artist (Read: functional human being) and they made my adolescence a lot easier. Actually, that’s a lie: my adolescence was (And continues to be) pretty easy already, and the Pillows reassured me that I wasn’t avoiding reality by feeling that. While American bands sang about the downsides of being a mallrat or a non-mallrat, the Pillows offered a vision of teenagedome much like my own, one that was grandly romantic, in which suffering wasn’t a cosmic stupidity but a trial with pathos and merit, and joy was not an occasional indulgence but a constant presence, whether it was lived in or lost and needing recovery.
That’s the old idea of youth, the youth of John Keats, the youth that makes the old miss it, makes it required that we explain to them that it’s still there, it never left, it’s a dream, a momentary affirmation, an attitude, a muttered curse word. So many of my peers, now no longer engaged in a constant race to stay out of the grave as their ancestors were, seemed intent on beating each other into their tombs, as if reaching walking death before their parents was the only way to outgrow them. There’s so much life just lying around and it’s just plain wasteful to let it lie in the sun and rust in the rain. There’s space enough to stretch, to not keep who you are awkwardly curled up inside yourself, to breathe the air and taste the wine and dig the brains of your fellow travelers in this loosely-defined circus. I found that space in the Pillows, having often suspected it was there, and while everyone is going to find that space in their own way--or not, still, tragically not--I have to think that experience was due in part to some innate and unique quality of the music itself, not just a complimentary sensibility contained within myself. The Pillows are free, and that makes them freeing, it’s easy as that. Their liberation is plain as day; it rings in every chord, every snare-hit, every harmony; it’s up to us ascertain what we can do in our own limited capacity to hoist ourselves up to their level and give some other folks a boost along the way and a hand to grab afterwards. It’s the gift that art gives us, and the Pillows just give it more freely than most is all, which is why I think the suggestion to listen to them is more than just a solid recommendation. Like the insistence on listening to The Beatles, or The Clash, or any of the others, it’s a plea to save your soul, to learn the language of tomorrow and drink the lifeblood of peace and love and piss and vinegar, or else you’ll be lost, lost, lost.
Can you feel? Can you feel that hybrid rainbow?
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a dream i have
hello so uh ever since i was in to pokemon i had this day dream and still have it sometimes anyway it started as an idea for a fanmade evil pokemon team called team nightmare the leaders name is Draco Darknram (Dark-nin-ram) the admins names are Sebastian (male#1) , Prometheus (male#2) Claudia (female #1) and Torali (Tor -a-lie) the leader has a very young daughter by the name lisa who has powers like physic abilities , can read peoples minds can hear the voices of pokemon , is extremely intelligent , can control legendary pokemon and can make wild mean pokemon kind and loving anyway Draco found lisa being attacked and bullied by other people so Draco took and adopted young lisa and raised and loved her as his own and yes this character actually cares about his own child and team . now if ya wonderin what Draco and lisa look like lisa has long dark purple curly hair wears a light purple tube top and purpleish pink leggings with regular purple shoes has blue eyes wares glasses and she is six years old but act like a very mature adult now draco has medium blonde hair wears a black felt sweater like shirt with black leather pants and has a light black cape and very dark brown boots he is very handsome and very attractive and wares glasses like lisa now the admins Sebastian wears an all black tuxedo has very dark purple hair has black sun glasses , Prometheus has a spiked leather black jacket a dark grey tank top and purple boots and dark grey hair , claudia wares a black short coat with grey buttons wears a purple long dress and a black fedora and light grey high heels and a necklace with a purple heart ,and black hair Toralie wears an outfit kinda like the one lady gaga wears in the intro of poker face except its dark purple and the mask is black and has light grey hair now on to the grunts *for the females* ever seen lady gagas blue outfit that she wears in poker face* well you might have to watch the video to know what i am talking about* anyway they wear that which is dark purple they ware gray tights and black gloves and gray shoes they have long dark gray hair and they wear sliver sunglasses Now the males they wear the same lady gaga outfit thing except the bottom has shorts and instead of it being purple its black with purple tights they have black hair with grey shoes and wear dark grey sunglasses. now they are from the Sadoka region (sa -do -ka ) which is close to galar their hideout is a huge abandoned castle . anyway sorry this is super long but i understand if you say no but the reason im tellin ya bout this because i want to make a series where team nightmare team up with team rainbow rocket and well id make it myself its just that i’m not good at art so maybe you could help me make this series like a collab or something but if ye say no i understand but feel free to draw the characters if ye’d like of course ye don’t have to . thanks for reading :)
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Heya! Ok, first of all: this is really cool!
I also keep daydreaming a lot thinking about stories, but usually they are about characters that already exist, like the ones here in the blog, so it’s super amazing to me that you can actually think of all that just out of your imagination, specially with so much detail regarding the character’s clothes and hairs, their story, the relationships between them and etc.
I really like your descriptions and it seems to me that you have a color pallete going on there… with lots of purples and grays. That’s very nice! It totally sounds like something that could be canon in the games. Really, congratulations, because it’s very well-thought! And I have to add that I love the names Torali and Prometheus. I know Prometheus is from a Greek legend, but Torali is a name I’ve never heard before and I really liked it. ^^
Also, you don’t need to apologize for the long text, I always write gigantic chuncks of text myself, so who am I to complain? It’s fine. :) Thanks for sharing your ideas with me and the other followers, I’m sure others will enjoy it as well! :D
Now… uh… It’s kinda painful to me to say it, and I’m sorry about it, but I’ll have to refuse the offer of working with you on that project… Not because I didn’t like your idea or don’t feel like working with you on it, but because I’m currently pretty much overwhelmed by all the projects I have for my blog, and I really don’t think I’d be able to engage in another drawing-related project now… :/ I’m already working on my comics at a slower pace than I wish I could, and I’m trying to think about how to accelerate the process of drawing them so that I can post more often… I’m also creating some written content about the Villains and I have some drawing rewards for my patrons that I need to finish… As well as drawing stuff to keep my Instagram alive every now and then. And there are also my sideprojects that I make with my siblings: we make some comics about Sonic characters in my own language, and even though they are just something between me and my sibs, I don’t want to give up on this project and let them down. And I’m looking for a job because capitalism……. Oof.
So yeah… I���m sorry, really! But basically it would be very complicated to me right now, I don’t think I can handle another project, specially one involving another person, because that would be an even bigger responsibility to me and I wouldn’t wanna fail to deliver something I promised. Oh and… By the way, I’m pretty flattered that you asked my help with it, it means a lot to me as an artist! Thank you!
Anyway, congratulations again on all that, because it sounds really amazing! I hope you can find someone to work with you on that, and if you ever create some content with it, please do show me! ^^ Good luck! ♥
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My 19 Favorite Albums of 2019
2019 is coming to a close. The entire decade is coming to a close. This list has been an increasingly comforting exercise the last few years. I guess this will be the eighth annual version of the linernotesandseasons favorite albums of the year list! Crazy how time passes. So here are the collections of songs that I used to mark my personal time & space this year. The lyrics that I learned by heart & sang out in dark & dirty rock clubs. I also made a spotify playlist with two songs from each album if you’re interested in listening along as you read.
This year most of my writing focuses on when & why I fell in love with a specific album. Sometimes the history is important, building a base or connecting some threads, so when relevant, I have also included my history with when I fell in love with a specific artist. And finally, as has become more important to my music chasing brain in the last few years, why this artist or album is important to music right now. What they’re doing to leave a mark on the world, in whatever small space or way.
So without any further ado, here it is, in no particular order (unless you’re particularly knowledgable or fond of the english alphabet) my 19 (well actually 20 cuz freaking Big Thief put out two!) favorite albums of 2019. It’s been a pleasure.
BETTER OBLIVION COMMUNITY CENTER / Better Oblivion Community Center
Spring 2019 in Denver was cold & breezy, sunny & exciting. I had spun the Phoebe Bridgers/Conor Oberst match-made-in-indie-emo-sad-folk-heaven record once through, but in late March I made a game time (like I bought a day-of ticket off stubhub at 6pm!) decision to drive down from work and see their show at the Gothic on South Broadway. I’d been up since 7am the night (morning?) before, watching opening day baseball live from Japan (on March 20th?!). Ichiro’s final game and I was feeling maybe a little emotionally fragile already. But anyway… Better Oblivion Community Center’s live show (they call them meetings) has all the potential to come off as cheesy or contrived. A recorded voice welcomes you, self-help-cult style, and invites you to “celebrate sound & light” & “travel the well worn pathways,” because “we are one.” A mystical backdrop gives a hint of what you’re in for (I didn’t know what I was in for...) with letters at the top reading “It will end in tears.” The band is brilliant, loose, & fun. They play all the songs. They play “Lua,” “Bad Blood,” & “Easy/Lucky/Free” from the endlessly varied Bright Eyes catalog. They turn Phoebe’s “Funeral” into a punk blast. They cover The Replacements! They wear shades and sing a song from lawn chairs! The show feels effortlessly cool and I feel like I’m part of something special again. Music has a way of doing that.
The record is perfectly equal parts Phoebe & Conor. From the opening lines, where Phoebe takes control with “my telephone it doesn’t have a camera” sounding for all the world like a gloriously mopey “Smoke Signals Vol. 2″ to the way Oberst sings the first lines of ethereal closer “Dominoes” sounding 100% like Cassadaga-era Bright Eyes. If you know & love either, you should know the other now. Phoebe carries a torch from early 2000′s emo with a sad-at-heart, genius songwriting style that emphasizes pinpoint autobiographical lyrics, a cutting, (even humorous at times) wit, and a teenage, feminist, internet, millennial heart. Oberst for his part has kept up a steady output since Bright Eyes, and (at least lyrically) doesn’t seemed to have cheered up much. Better Oblivion Community Center’s self titled debut feels fresh & catchy. While there is definitely an aching sadness in the duo’s songwriting, light hearted moments abound, and the writing often points to getting older, all hard work & growth. There is the bouncing outro to “Sleepwalkin’” where their voices rise in unison singing “Acting insane, playing it safe, I wasn’t sold on that plan anyways. Feeling afraid of making a change.” Or in the bright, rolling verses of “My City” where they go looking for “little moments of purpose.” But the one song I kept going back to; the one I recorded to cassette tape and played on almost every drive home from work at 4am through April & May, is the bittersweet closer “Dominoes.” Ironically, this one is a Taylor Hollingsworth cover (I think that’s him adding the random, spooky voice overs) but Conor takes the lead on vocals, singing a mostly lonely, hopeless tale, until the last verse when Phoebe cuts in. She’s “carpooling to kingdom come, into the wild purgatory.” Encouraging us to “Experience a magic rainbow, all you gotta’ do is follow. & if you’re not feeling ready… There’s always tomorrow.”
“The world will not remember when we’re old & tired / We’ll be blowing on the embers of a little fire…”
BIG THIEF / U.F.O.F. & Two Hands
2019 was the year that I finally finally got really really into Big Thief. A band’s band known for their live show (I still have yet to see them live) their following seems equal parts cult-y and universal. How a band that sounds the way they do, made it almost to the top of the indie-rock world is an exciting & inviting mystery.
This year, for me, the catalyst was “Cattails.” Released at the beginning of April, this song struck me and stuck with me, making its way onto almost every mix I made last Spring, Summer, & Fall (including this one for my Mom!) A real song of the year contender (& my #1 most listened to song of 2019 on spotify!), “Cattails” is a melodic, driving, beautiful tune, that finds singer & front person Adrienne Lenker marking Time (”riding that train in late June”) & Space (”going back home to the great lakes”) with grace & depth. There is a sacredness & mysticism tied up in a lot of Lenker’s writing and she refers to her writing experience with “Cattails” saying…
“It was one of those electric, multicolored waves of connectivity just sweeping through my body. I stayed up late finishing the song and the next morning was stomping around playing it over & over again. We thought why not just record it … & when James and I were playing it felt like a little portal in the fabric had opened and we were just flying. Listening back to it makes me cry sometimes.”
In truth, U.F.O.F. (the last f stands for “friend,” a way of humanizing the foreign) is a gorgeous record. Soft & gentle, full of songs about the constant tussle between things known & unknown. A real headphones-on-an-airplane record. And then, out of nowhere, Big Thief announced that they had a second (!) record on the way in the Fall. A dirt & earth twin for U.F.O.F., a special surprise gift for their burgeoning fan base. They announced Two Hands with the vicious single “Not,” a song very unlike “Cattails.” A brooding, ravenous rock song that made me remember why I love unhinged, well-written, unafraid rock & roll music. Another song of the year contender. If you’ve followed this blog the last few months, my well thought out comments to “Not” were “ohhhhhhhhhhhhh shit” & “oh my holy shit.” to the live version! But it was actually the second track on Two Hands that solidified Big Thief’s greatness for me. “Forgotten Eyes” is sonically similar to “Cattails” and rides the same effortless rhythm, driven by Lenker’s repeating guitar riff and James Krivchenia’s consistently impressive drumming. The riff seems to fall in & out magically, and the writing bookends “Cattails” with lyrics that speak to both a great pain & a great universal truth. While she wanders through homelessness & death, Lenker reflects beautifully on the life cycle we (& our planet, & maybe everything?) are all going through.
“Forgotten dance is the one left at birth / Forgotten plants in the fossils of earth / & they’ve long passed but they are no less the dirt / Of the common soil keeping us dry & warm / The wound has no direction / Everybody needs a home & deserves protection…”
BLACK BELT EAGLE SCOUT / At the Party With My Brown Friends
After finding Black Belt Eagle Scout’s debut album late last year, I soundtracked many a dusk, dawn, or midnight drive with her swirling vocals & entrancing guitar, usually in the cold & dark, through the early part of 2019. It made my 2018 favorites list, and her Larimer Lounge show in May was a highlight. I guess it makes sense then, that I didn’t truly fall for her sophomore album At the Party With My Brown Friends (released in August) until it got cold in November and I was able to take it out for some dark, snowy drives. Moody & serious at times, Black Belt Eagle Scout sounds every bit like the gray Pacific Northwest where front person Katherine Paul (KP) hails from. The lyrics are simple, repeating phrases, full of deep, important ideas. Family & friends. People & land. There are bursts of guitar coming out of rewarding slow builds, shredd-y, rhythmic, & melodic. Also, all the instruments on ATPWMBF are played by KP, and the drumming is fucking fantastic.
I have some sort of longer form writing building somewhere in the back of my mind about listening to music in cars, and both Black Belt Eagle Scout albums are perfect examples for that. I have always loved the feeling of having roads (highways or simply long straight dirt back roads) & music to listen to. In high school, we would sometimes get in the car simply to drive & listen to music (small town life ya know?) and I still relish any chance I get to take new (or old & long loved) songs & albums on road trips or just commutes around town. The time to sit with the songs, to focus on nothing but the words & melodies, instruments & voices, & the pull of the road, mystical & magical. Black Belt Eagle Scout’s songs have been a calming companion on a lot of drives over the last year, and I recommend you taking them out on a spin of your own. Drive to that coffee shop that’s 30 minutes away that you’ve been wanting to go to, drive out of town just to drive, alone with your thoughts & the road. You just might learn something about yourself.
“& I wake up / I love you / Screaming loudly / Screaming softly too / Am I here? / My heart dreams…”
BON IVER / i,i
Bon Iver is a long time favorite and if you’ve followed this blog at all, you know how much I love his albums and how much Justin Vernon’s Eaux Claires festival has helped shaped my musical timeline. Seeing 22, A Million (the record that precedes i,i) live in Wisconsin by the river for the first time, was something special. That record made my 2016 favorites list, but until this year, until i,i, my story of the music felt very insular. Special & secret for me, confined to very specific times & places. Only to make me feel certain things. It’s why I was hesitant to buy a ticket to see the Red Rocks show last September. Or why I questioned streaming the album early while I was on vacation in Holden Beach, North Carolina. I thought the songs were only meant to carry me back to the river, back to Wisconsin, back to the Summer. Back to a very specific, special place in my heart. But thanks to the wonders of spotify, and the Bon Iver crew just up and releasing the album a week early under the simple & generous guise of “wanting folks to have the album & learn the songs before the tour!!” I obliged and… YESSSS that’s how you do an album release in 2019! I had the album in my headphones as I ran and sweated on the beach in North Carolina, letting brand new songs transport me thousands of miles away.
i,i is a gloriously weird, perfected mess of a hit indie record. It’s everything I wanted the next chapter of the Bon Iver story to be. It feels personal & widescreen. Little moments stretched out and shared with family & friends. Lyrics about growth & hard work & life (& a few WTFs, it’s Bon Iver after all!) The gang’s all here again (the massive crew that worked on the album are all pictured on the record’s gloriously, weird inside gatefold!) recorded from Vernon’s home (April) base in Wisconsin, to Sonic Ranch in west Texas (also pictured in the liner notes) walking distance from our southern border. The sounds are all here again too. There are hints of For Emma’s Winter falsetto folk in the gorgeous acoustic guitar of “Marion.” There are the industrial swells & stomps, bleeps & bloops of bi, bi’s Spring in the warbling, green grass, warmth of “Holyfields.” Then there is the distortion, the choppy samples of 22, in the jigsaw glory of “iMi,” the way it starts & stops, all choruses & voices, real & programmed. Threads of new songs tied up with threads from long, long ago. There is a fullness to i,i, a generosity, a true front to back album, with hits & new favorites sprinkled everywhere. The second half blooms with the charging folk of “Salem” & “Faith” and the contentedness of closer “RABi.” These are songs that I will love for years to come. These songs make me happy. They make me think. They make me want to share them with friends. They make me want to work on relationships. Songs about life. Songs about true, unconditional friendship. As Justin said way back in 2015, when my journey with the Bon Iver story began “The story is history, nothing more. Only the music can rise anew. & it is gone as soon as it is sung. & so we sing again…” I am soo soo happy to sing again, with songs anew.
“Living in a lonesome way / Had me looking other ways / Cuz I am lost here again / But on a bright Fall morning I’m with it / I stood a little within it…”
EARTHGANG / Mirrorland
EARTHGANG’s major label debut Mirrorland comes in hot & dancing, a hip hop duo with a true tribute to Southern culture, and a whole world encapsulated in 14 tracks. My personal introduction to the EARTHGANG universe, came courtesy of a dusk till dark dance fest at Denver’s Underground Music Showcase on South Broadway back in sweaty July. Their energy was infectious, their stories hilarious, & their songs stuck in my head. Specifically the Young Thug featuring “Proud Of U,” a song that carries enthusiasm & positivity through to the end. Other standouts include colorful, bouncing opener “LaLa Challenge,” & the squealing horns of Atlanta hot spot, name dropping “Wings.” A concept album of sorts Mirrorland references “The Wiz” as a jumping off point saying,
“We thought about how, if we’re going to make a project sonically to rival The Wiz, we got to create another world for people to imagine & go to. You know when Dorothy got swept away and she met the Munchkins? That was such a beautiful thing. You could see Quincy Jones on the piano, just playing away. It’s really colorful. It’s really dangerous. It’s really trippy. It’s literally Freaknik Atlanta in the summertime—folks riding around in cars with big rims with paint on their faces.”
EARTHGANG was formed in 2008 by high school buddies Johnny Venus & Doctur Doc in Atlanta, GA. It’s impossible to ignore Outkast comparisons and for their part, EARTHGANG does their best to keep up the Southern hip hop tradition. Mixing in bits of soul, blues, & jazz, Mirrorland plays like an homage, a soundtrack to the South. A real reminder that the album is not dead. These songs sound best played together. Also, that the hip hop group, or duo, is not dead. And finally, that touring and playing live shows is most definitely not dead. I probably still wouldn’t have heard about EARTHGANG if it wasn’t for their primo UMS slot (at the same Import Mechanics stage where Leikeli47 & Kiltro played!) and infectiously positive live show. Speaking of their live show, see y’all at Cervantes on February 3!
“One time, one time for your baby moms / Two time for the hand in the candy jar / Holy Ghost showed up in my favorite thong / Three times in the car for the way we are / Another white man scared, another black man dead / Another rich man war, another red man bled / I been writing this album down way too long / When I drop my shit, pray it hit the toilet like lala, lalalalala...”
FRUIT BATS / Gold Past Life
In the Autumn of 2013, my coworker Cassandra Disney at Mile High Organics played me “When You Love Somebody” by Fruit Bats (had that song already been out for 10 years in 2013?!) on one of her early morning work mixes, and I immediately put it on one of my favorite (if embarrassingly bro-folk heavy) mixes I have ever made myself. Discovering a weird/cool indie band in the vein of all my other loves (Band of Horses, The Shins, Modest Mouse, Yeah Yeah Yeahs, etc…) but more underground (!) was hipster heaven. I subsequently forgot about Fruit Bats for awhile, but was reminded with their graceful “comeback” album Absolute Loser in 2016. Although that one missed my favorites list, it gradually became a constant road trip companion; from the mountains of Colorado, through the great American Southwest, and even on some epic Mexican back roads. All alt-country, lost 70′s AM radio classics, and wistful, witty, & wise writing about highways and scenery. A true classic.
I was therefore super excited for Gold Past Life (Fruit Bats’s seventh album?!) to drop on Merge Records this Summer, and fell in love pretty quickly on a late afternoon drive across the high road between Taos and Santa Fe, New Mexico back in late June. Swirling guitar, bouncy piano. and Eric D. Johnson’s piercing, clear, impassioned vocals. Fruit Bats sound timeless & effervescent. Upbeat guitar rock with some weird twists, and Johnson’s consistently bittersweet, humorous, & big hearted lyrics. Growing up, growing older, & grinning a wry smile at a golden world. After catching back to back beautiful Fruit Bats shows in Fort Collins & here in Denver at the Bluebird this September, these folks are the real deal. Long live touring bands, long live seventh albums, long live music marking time & space! Here’s to many more Fruit Bats albums, Gold Past Life will be car stereo classic for awhile.
“Still waiting around for some mystical shift in the winds / So honey please, don’t go just yet / Cigarette fingers, a shake in the knees / A bit blue, kind of tired, but not broken… Anticipating a magical bend in the road / So hang on, take it slow / Your go bag is packed & your hangover gone / Another dawn at the edge of the known world…”
HISS GOLDEN MESSENGER / Terms of Surrender
Durham, North Carolina’s Hiss Golden Messenger (folklorist, family man, & singer-songwriter MC Taylor & revolving crew) have become something of a mainstay on this music blog & in my car’s cd player over the last five years. I picked up a used (!), advance (!) copy of Lateness of Dancers in the $1 bin at a record store in Seattle, Washington. after having been passed a burned copy of his 2010 solo album Bad Debt by an old coworker. Lateness ended up on my 2014 favorites list. Two years later, Heart Like A Levee made my 2016 list, and the next year, Hallelujah Anyhow was one of my favorites of 2017! I referred to the songs on Hallelujah as Hiss “building a repertoire, creating a legacy.” This may seem like quite a bit of superfluous backstory, but believe me, it is essential to the story, a journal of the journey. Geographic art for a topographic heart if you will. But anyway, Terms of Surrender…
The title is cryptic, referencing (as Taylor puts it “what we are prepared to sacrifice in order to live the lives that we think we want”) and the songs are deep (& growing deeper) & timeless. Not so much timeless in the way Yola’s songs sound timeless (skip down a few albums on this list to read about Yola!) but timeless in the way the songs seem to seep their way into my bones and stay for years. Terms burst on the scene with the release of the first single “I Need a Teacher” back in stormy June. With bright, rolling guitar stabs courtesy of The National’s Aaron Dessner (whose upstate New York recording studio was home for the Terms recording sessions), “Teacher” is about “the search for infallible guidance in an ever-changing universe.” but it is also about everyday work. Dedicated every night of the tour to all the teachers in the room, a political statement wrapped up in the seemingly obvious sentiment of “Defend Public Schools.” See what I mean? Timeless songs written for the here & now. “Bright Direction” & “My Wing” are reminiscent of Hallelujah’s “Jenny” & “Darkness.” a 1-2 punch of driving, drifting major key numbers, written from a hillside in Virginia, high on mushrooms. They contain multitudes. With a murky middle (Brad Cook gets funky on “Old Enough to Wonder Why” & “Cat’s Eye Blue”) & the already canonical Hiss’ live fav “Happy Birthday Baby,” the back half of Terms spreads out the Hiss’ sound in new ways. New live favorite, the nostalgic “Down at the Uptown,” had me googling maps of San Francisco to find the mythical Uptown bar where Taylor first heard Patti Smith’s Horses.
In late October, Hiss played an absolutely glorious three night run at little Globe Hall over in Globeville, just Southeast of where Interstate 70 meets Interstate 25. I went to all three shows. The shows were special & career spanning; from “Jesus Shot Me in the Head,” to Dead covers (& a Jesus & Mary Chain cover!) to all the Terms songs. I spent the Saturday afternoon before show #2, walking around the disappearing & rapidly gentrifying neighborhood in & around Globeville (& drifting across the highway into Sunnyside) listening to Terms of Surrender on my headphones. Thinking about the things I’m willing to sacrifice, thinking about the life I want, what are my Terms? After all, “It’s a real live world & I wanna live in it.”
“Something drove me crazy / Love had me lazy / Backwards won’t get me to my destination / Move me in some bright direction / Looking to be captured, looking for my freedom / Oh, dreams will come to get you / So careful what you’re wishing / Your family might correct you / Your heart might take a pounding / Make sure you take a picture…”
JUNE JONES / Diana
I can’t remember where I first heard of June Jones, but I’d like to think it was from one of my many Australian music friends (thanks Camp Cope, Julia Jacklin, Middle Kids, Courtney Barnett, Gang of Youths etc…!) The music community is a wonderful thing. June’s songs can be hard to explain, but Diana is an epic album that burns with a steady, stately drama. Most of the songs ride swelling synths and measured, 80’s sounding drums and center around June’s unique, emotive voice and head turning lyrics. Jones had fronted the Australian rock band Two Steps on the Water and written songs on the guitar for many years, but it’s pretty clear from listening to the writing and sound on Diana that these songs were meant for piano, synth, and a solo album. Her own writing. Her own words.
The album begins with the brooding “Rome From Afar” and the opening line “I got drunk again last night & I fell down outside the bathroom at my little sister’s party.” It then follows a dancing bass line into an apocalyptic nightmare of a world ending. “Meryl” is a gorgeous, autobiographical (?) song, an ode to “complicated” hard working women everywhere. There are parts of Diana that nod to it being a break up album, like in the gorgeously melancholic “Boulder Falling Slow” (”I am a boulder falling slow / You’re a magnificent spiderweb”) but I have been viewing it as just a complex, everyday life album. Jones lets her magnificent voice trail slowly over seemingly uncomfortable or awkward topics that she strives to make… not so. Sorry Alex Cameron, your “eating your ass like an oyster” line in “Miami Memory” is only the second best “eating ass” line this year after Jones’ “Look at You Go!” Her voice often belies the emotion in her lyrics, she works it up & down, and lets it stretch out over words, like in lonely closer “Sixteen Horses,” but she also sounds almost matter of fact at times. There is a moment in the piano led “Thorn” where she glibly throws “Have you seen the moon tonight? No, me neither, who cares about the moon when everything is dying?” over an understated horn trill. Everything is dying after all, but I want June Jones to sing it to me like an Australian Lana Del Rey or Matt Berninger. Trust me, you’ll be hearing more about June Jones in the coming years. Watch out.
“I haven’t thought too much about family / Ain’t got no husband or a couple of kids / I’ve spent 26 years in this office / I said goodbye to my relationships a long time ago / What does the mayor of a small town heart do after she retires?”
JUSTIN PETER KINKEL-SCHUSTER / Take Heart, Take Care
My long time music friend Adam over at songsfortheday had been trying to tell me about Justin Peter Kinkel-Schuster for quite a few mixes with songs I loved from his 2016 release Constant Stranger. But it somehow wasn’t until I needed Take Heart, Take Care, that Schuster’s work hit me right. It didn’t feel like a light at the end of the tunnel, but more like a light in the tunnel, something lasting, a collection of songs lifting up & out towards a light. As Schuster wrote upon it’s release…
“Here, I’ve fumbled my way, as always, and of necessity, into a collection of songs that hold a light to the joys & comforts of life not given up on, those that appear over time as we are looking elsewhere, to surprise & delight us when we need them most. Sure, it’s me, so there are glimpses of and nods to the dark, but the dark is not winning anymore. I simply mean to acknowledge its presence. To me, that’s the most fundamental job of songs, of stories, of all art — to be allies, friends, companions, when we need them most and it’s my hope that these songs can do that work in a world that seems to need it. If you are lucky enough to have something good to say, say it. Please. We’ll thank each other, now & later.”
So i guess it’s that second part that I have found solace in through my 20′s and into my 30′s. That songs (and stories & all art, but songs & albums seem to be my thing) can be allies, friends, & companions, and that sometimes (like Hanif Abdurraqib wrote in his brilliant collection of essays “They Can’t Kill Us Until They Kill Us”)…
“If you believe, as I do, that a blessing is a brief breath to take in that doesn’t taste of whatever is holding you under: say I Speak To God In Public and mean more than just in his house, or mean more than just next to people who might also speak to God in public, or say God and mean whatever has kept you alive when so many other things have failed to.“
Take Heart, Take Care is a straightforward, well written, indie rock album. The songs ring true with light & darkness, an uplifting take on growing older and finding “Plenty Wonder” still to be found in the world. Schuster played the Hi-Dive on South Broadway in November, the last show on the Take Heart tour. A show I had bought tickets for months in advance, and I found myself in a crowd of maybe 15 people, celebrating the songs of Take Heart, Take Care. Listening to a writer with something good to say. Trying all in our own way to hold our own. I have a feeling I’ll keep these songs with me for awhile.
“Time is the mender / Whose strange mechanics yet untold / Bid us rise entwined together / So take heart, take care / Be true but beware / & honey we need not be scared…”
KARA JACKSON / A Song for Every Chamber of the Heart
In only 10 minutes & 42 seconds, Kara Jackson creates an intimate, magical world with just her voice and a guitar on her debut EP A Song for Every Chamber of the Heart. Four intricate & intentional songs, none longer than three minutes, finger picked slowly & methodically, Jackson balances a poetic, whimsical wandering with a steely focus on the craft of songwriting. These are the bones of songs, played honest & upfront, with no adornment. There is room for Jackson’s lyrics to really shine, all aching & wistful, yet practical. Like the way she balances “I have a crush, I have an ache” with “I know that love’s just a pain in the ass” in the bittersweet “Crush.” Her songs buzz with a youthful energy & teen angst. Wise beyond their years, finding their way in the world. As a songwriter and a poet, Jackson writes about race, activism, social justice, self, bodies, & humanity.
At 20 (!) years old, Chicago’s Jackson is... oh also a poet. The 2019 National Youth Poet Laureate (!) in fact, and it was her absolutely breathtaking writing about being a teenager that first caught my attention. She quotes Gwendolyn Brooks (pulitzer prize winning American poet) in her Ted Talk saying “write what’s under your nose.” She says that Brooks took the mundane and put it on a pedestal. That she understood there are “poems in train cars, poems on front lawns, & poems in microwaves & tea kettles.” An almost obligation to celebrate the ordinary. Ordinary folks celebrating similar ordinary folks. It’s the way that John Darnielle howls on The Mountain Goats song “Werewolf Gimmick” (track nine on 2015′s Beat the Champ) about “nameless bodies in unremembered rooms.” In his prerelease essay for Merge Records, music writer Joseph Fink wrote that the entire career of The Mountain Goats has been about “giving names to nameless bodies and remembering unremembered rooms.” and what a worthy cause that is. That thought has stuck with me for years and I have always loved the specificity of it. Whether it is Darnielle resurrecting historical characters real or fictional, or the way Lady Lamb (keep reading a few more albums down!) celebrates the specifics of her friends & family, in all the messy details. Written in song, remembered forever. It is also essential that all cultures have artists who look like them and think like them, as the ones doing the remembering. It’s why it’s so important that Kara Jackson is the one doing the remembering for young black girls. The same way Eve Ewing did for her, and Gwendolyn Brooks did before that. I can appreciate the magic of the remembering, but I need to let them be the ones to tell the stories. Oh, speaking of appreciating, I bugged Jackson enough on social media and got a handmade PHYSICAL copy of the EP that I’m hanging onto forever cuz it’s probably gonna be like the next original pressing of Bon Iver’s For Emma! Thanks Kara!
“Don’t take my pillowcase, that's my place to be alone / Don’t take my lamp from me, it helps me read about places I don’t know / Don’t take a lot for me to be on my own...”
KILTRO / Creatures of Habit
My end of the year albums list usually has at least one local Denver band. The Lumineers way back in 2012, Gregory Alan Isakov & Covenhoven in 2013, Nathaniel Rateliff, Covenhoven (again!), & The Yawpers in 2015, Nina de Freitas in 2017 (hey Nina & the Hold Tight, new album in 2020 please?!), and Izcalli last year. Kiltro is a part Coloradan, part Chilean folk band that have been putting on one of my favorite live shows around town this year. The brainchild of Chris Bowers-Castillo, a native Coloradan who spent time growing up in Valparaiso, Chile, Kiltro is named after the Spanish word “Quiltro” meaning a mixed breed dog. A dog that Kiltro has taken for their logo. In their own way, Kiltro is a mix breed; both in the way they mix the sounds of South America with the folk music of North America, and also the way they mix organic, acoustic instrumentation, with electronic, looping sounds and effects pedals. Their live show is a masterclass in layers, with Bowers-Castillo adding loops of guitar rhythms (sometimes simply bare hands slapping beats on the top of the guitar) to steady bass & drums, until the songs swell & build into dramatic crescendos and almost EDM-influenced drops. The extended intros & outros are my favorite parts of their songs and the live versions (from their sweaty 2pm UMS dance party, to Lulu’s Downstairs in Manitou Springs) have stirred hearts & feet alike with dancing not usually found in the Colorado “indie-hipster” scene. Keep an eye on these guys and maybe come out to Larimer Lounge in January and witness the dance party for yourself!
“Somewhere down the bank where the dogs go / Por la calle que te lleva a Curicó / & down the beach, where no others can find / Ni por agua, piso, coche, ni avión...”
LADY LAMB / Even in the Tremor
As I have been writing this year’s favorites list, I’m realizing that so many of the albums I loved & learned, came hand in hand with experiencing the artist, and specifically that new album, live. Lady Lamb released Even in the Tremor, her masterful & moving third album, way back in April, and I had a Spring-y three weeks to learn all her intricate, visceral lyrics to sing back at her Larimer Lounge stop in Denver on the Deep Love tour. Maine by way of Brooklyn’s (by way of a bunch of other places) Aly Spaltro has always written songs for Lady Lamb like her hair’s on fire. Wailing & gasping about blood & guts & death over spiraling electric guitar, there is a realness to her writing that reminds me of the east coast emo I grew up on. But for all the blood red gore & messy heartbreak that colors much of the Lady Lamb discography, there is a light hearted tenderness as well. Tremor has songs written for & about friends, lovers, parents, & god. Quirky opener “Little Flaws” is a first-dance-worthy love song, while personal favorites “Strange Maneuvers” & “Emily” are odes to platonic friendships, mental health, & growing up. In the same way I wrote about Kara Jackson celebrating the ordinary, Lady Lamb has always celebrated specifics of people, time & space. Tremor’s characters are Spaltro’s real life people (Emily, Shervin, Kurt (Kurtie Bear), Isaac, & her Mom), and the places (the diner, the batting cage, Templehof Park, Midtown, Berlin, Montreal, Madrid, a fast food joint, the stage of a church, someplace upstate, Lavanderia & Graham Ave) are specific, varied, & globe spanning. Her stories are autobiographical and rewarding and the music is stirring, singer-songwriter rock & roll with some punch behind it. She is one of my favorite modern writers for her ability to not just tell a story, but to find wonder in the small things and to celebrate the ordinary. Like she tells Shervin, minutes before “Emily” closes the album on a gorgeous, uplifting high note, “No photographic artifact, but here is something better than that.”
“There’s a picture that I found, my first car in the falling snow / Seems like yesterday I drove down into low tide / & Isaac snapped a polaroid of me pretending I was sinking, pressed against the glass pleading / I misplaced it but I’m looking... / When we are young, if only we could see beyond our fears where we are free / When we are lonely if only we could know that in our stillness we are growing... / All the portraits we collected, while we were running around in the desert / We were trying to seem fulfilled to rewrite our New York City narratives / But Emily we were utterly dejected / We took turns crying on the passenger side of America / Too clouded to be empowered by towering Redwoods... / When did we lose the ancient truths? / Is it what we’re born bending our bodies toward?...”
LIZZO / Cuz I Love You
For much of 2019, Lizzo could be heard playing everywhere. The 31 year old Minnesotan’s third full length album Cuz I Love You, came out in April, after a busy three years of huge singles, consistent touring, & building a repertoire of songs capable of headlining arenas. When Lizzo finally exploded these last few years, it has been fun watching the whole world embrace her uptempo, bold, self-love anthems, and hearing them blaring from open Subaru windows in Cap HIll, from balconies & rooftops in uptown, and on the lips of countless joggers & bikers, loving themselves in the Denver Summer sun. I know for my part, I took Lizzo with me to the beaches of North Carolina & through the Southern mountains of Colorado, dancing, singing, & gleefully giggling along. Bottom line, the songs on Cuz I Love You are FUN! You try not to crack a smile as Lizzo romps through “Never been in love before, what the fuck are fucking feelings yo?” on the bouncing, brassy, vocal led, track one title track MOMENT. Or the way she makes up the word “accessorary” on the spot (“my ass is not an accessorary”) and then fires back with “Yeah, I said it, accessorary!” Lizzo has been an outspoken supporter of our generation’s version of the self-love, body positivity movement, and has put her money (and body) where her mouth is, inspiring legions of teens & twenty somethings to do the same. “Soulmate” is a loner anthem that finds Lizzo belting “True love ain’t something you can buy yourself / True love finally happens when you’re by yourself / So if you by yourself, then go and buy yourself another round from the bottle on the higher shelf.” The soulful slowdown “Jerome” is about being the bigger person and ending a relationship that isn’t working. Lizzo manages to actually address her own issues, focus on the work she needs to do (“I’m trying to be patient & patience takes practice.”) and still absolutely belt a singalong chorus that rhymes Jerome with “take your ass home.” Also, the deluxe version of Cuz I Love You tacks on three previous Lizzo singles that hadn’t found an album home. Those singles? “Boys,” “Truth Hurts,” & “Water Me.” Three songs totaling almost 555 MILLION plays on Spotify. With apologies to Ariana Grande & Billie Eilish (Billie see ya in a few months at the Pepsi Center!) Lizzo is the biggest superstar that I want on this list. And she 100% deserves every bit of it.
“If I’m shinin’ everybody gonna’ shine...”
ORVILLE PECK / pony
There is an appealing, theatrical quality to the dramatic country songs on Orville Peck’s debut record Pony. I spent my high school years growing up in small town Western Colorado so country music has been embedded in my brain since I was 11. I’ve gone through so many phases of loving it, hating it, loving it ironically, nostalgically, hating it for it’s sound, cheesiness, backwards politics, etc... But with Pony; these are true country songs written by a gay, masked cowboy anti-hero from.. Toronto? Maybe? Who is Orville Peck?!?! It’s like all the best parts of “country” music came together. And the mask? The fringe? All the packaging & theatrics? It makes it fun. Part Bowie, part Coheed & Cambria, part Grace Jones, part Ghost, part Brandon Flowers. Hollywood meets Vegas meets Carson City.
When I listen to Orville Peck’s songs it brings together so many feelings from my youth. From country radio & boxes of old country cds, to the dramatic side of theatre, play acting on a stage, dress-up, halloween, cowboys, loneliness, & the open road. From the tumbleweed roll & mournfully powerful coyote howl of opener “Dead of Night,” to the shoegaze rumble, autumn ride of “Winds Change.” Peck’s lyrics are honest & heartfelt, drawing on sweeping, western imagery, & idolizing the classic country ideal... the cowboy. Music marks time & place and Peck makes sure to reference the cities along his highway songs. Salt Lake City, Las Vegas, Carson City, Kansas, a veritable Rand McNally road map of the American West. In the same manner as both Black Belt Eagle Scout albums, Fruit Bats, & Caroline Rose from last year, it wasn’t until a highway drive that I truly fell in love with Pony. It was a brilliant November sunset & still warm, but windy & changing, and we knew we had to hustle to beat the snow back to Denver. Highway 159 from the Southern Colorado border through Costilla County, on the way towards Fort Garland & then Walsenburg. Purple & Orange out the window to my left, Winter on it’s way. Peck’s songs sang with a heartache... a loss. a rhinestone loneliness that country finds a way to revel in. When “Kansas (Remembers Me Now)” statics out like a long lost FM radio. When “Hope to Die” fake ends at 3:30 and instead key change pivots like a washed-up Broadway starlet, shooting her shot on a dusty jukebox. When “Nothing Fades Like the Light” draws its last, peaceful breath, closing Pony like the last light of that November sunset. Thanks Orville, this one’s a classic.
“Fell in love with a rider / Dirt king, black crown / Six months on a knucklehead hog / I like him best when he's not around / He gets me high, oh, big sky... Fell in love with a boxer / Stayed awake all year / Heartbreak is a warm sensation / When the only feeling that you know is fear / I don't know why, oh, big sky...”
RAPSODY / Eve
Rapsody’s third album Eve is a masterclass on rap music, and the Snow Hill, North Carolina rapper sounds relaxed & loose, while still staying focused & on topic with an album that reads as, as Rapsody herself puts it “a love letter to all black women including myself.” She is at the top of her game right now, and these songs cement Rapsody as one of the premier rappers in an exciting field of rap talent both young & old.
Each track on the album is dedicated to one of Rapsody’s personal heroes, and I am going to focus these words & my research for Eve (besides listening to it nonstop, which I’m currently doing now!) on those black women. Track one is for Nina Simone (”without Nina there’s no Lauryn Hill, & without Lauryn Hill there’s no Rapsody.”) and features critically important verses about black heritage & culture over Nina’s terrifying & sobering classic “Strange Fruit.” Rapsody is recognizing her legacy and the importance of heritage, but she is clearly claiming her spot in that bloodline. “Cleo” preaches standing up for yourself over a Phil Collins sample (between Cleo & Lucy Dacus, “In the Air Tonight” is getting some serious love this year!) and is named after Queen Latifah’s character in the 1996 movie “Set it Off.” From there Rapsody recognizes artists (Aaliyah), philanthropists (Oprah & Michelle Obama), actresses (Whoopi), athletes (Serena Williams & Ibtihaj Muhammed), writers (Maya Angelou & Reyna Biddy), models (Iman & Tyra Banks), and historical figures & activists (Hatshepsut, Myrlie Evers-Williams, Sojourner Truth, & Afeni Shakur). Bottom line, ALL of these women are essential google material (you’re reading this on your phone or laptop, google and give yourself a five minute refresher if there’s anyone you don’t already know!) While you’re at it, google the lyrics for Eve (and Jamila Woods’ equally incredible, equally name dropping LEGACY! LEGACY!) and listen along. This is an important time capsule document for Rapsody and it’s just a damn good rap album.
“I am Nina & Roberta, the one you love but ain't heard of / Got my middle finger up like Pac after attempted murder / Failed to kill me, it's still me, woke up singing Shirley Murdock / As we lay these edges down, brown women, we so perfect...”
SABA LOU / Novum Ovum
When I listen to Saba Lou’s intoxicating sophomore album Novum Ovum, I am transported to somewhere magical & different. Maybe older, maybe out of place & time. Everything about Novum feels… classic. From the dusty, record-store-bin-find look of the out of focus cover photo, to the laidback natural way Saba Lou seems to dance along on top of a rollicking house band lifted from the 70’s. There are elements of surf rock, shoegaze, late night soul, and classic rock & roll on Ovum, but it is all driven by the singular writing & vocals of Saba Lou. In the liner notes of the record, a note can be found, claiming that this album is meant to be from the future. 2286 to be exact! Is a concept album?! Is it actually from the future & delivered to us by a time traveling band of Germans?!! Does it have songs about Star Trek??!! Maybe, mayyyybeee... & YES!
Yet to turn 20 (!), Saba Lou is a German born singer songwriter who has been making & releasing music since she was literally six years old! Novum Ovum is Latin for “the new egg” and features a hot four piece full band, and wonderfully fleshed out songs that bounce and swing with palpable energy. The lyrics span an awesomely wide spectrum from endometriosis pain (the title track obv) to a Star Trek mindmeld tune sung from the perspective of Gracie the pregnant whale (closer “Humpback in Time”)!! All in all, Saba Lou is an absolutely electric songwriter and her youthfulness & fervor are contagious. It’s the reason I love making this list every year, and what makes discovering new music so exciting. Can’t wait for the next one!
“A brick wall around your placenta / Cut them all off from her mother blood / The hounds call for appassionata / A phoenetic paste for the fetal bud...”
SHARON VAN ETTEN / Remind Me Tomorrow
Over the last few years I started the practice of making a draft favorite albums list in January and adding albums throughout the year, as I fall in love with them. This way I don’t forget the ones I loved in January & February, the ones that got me through the backend of the Winter. I’m able to track my year in music as it develops, a sort of captain’s log. A living, personal journal using music to mark time & space as I sprint my way through another increasingly faster, increasingly chaotic year. Sometimes, scrolling through the list acts as a comfort. “That album only came out this year?! OK, this year isn’t moving too fast, that feels like forevvverrrr ago!” Sometimes it helps to show me how much I’ve grown, how much an album has meant, or has helped with my mental & emotional growth. This year, the very first album I added to that list, the very first album that I fell hard & holy hell in love with... was Sharon Van Etten’s Remind Me Tomorrow.
A blast of energy. A weird synthy, pulsing red & blue darkness. Simultaneously club-y & indie rock vibey. Van Etten’s fifth album is supposedly written from a place of contentment. A marriage, a child, a life & happiness discovered. Less desperation, more introspection. I hear in her voice & words, how taking care of yourself, how striving to be your best self, can bring out the most powerful, most emotional art. She also isn’t afraid to let her voice go and I think her vocal performances are what truly take Tomorrow to another level. “Memorial Day” rides a haunting vocal loop & tumbles in nearly wordless, glimmering vowels, all ethereal magnificence. The chorus of the brooding “Jupiter 4″ spirals upwards & then rollercoasters, a late night drunken banger. But at the heart of Remind Me Tomorrow sits one of my songs of the year, one of my songs of the decade, “Seventeen.” I had heard it first live, way back in October 2018 in the rain in the mountains at Red Rocks. I got tipsy & wrote about it the day it came out, January 8, 2019, after a long, cold stretch working the night shift. This album & especially this song will stay with me for a long time. Sharon has taught me to keep working on myself. To look back in fondness. To think about how, with hard work, how much joy & peace & comfort await in my coming years. But she also taught me to lean into emotions. To embrace the ache of memories and the bittersweetness of growing up. Thanks for making this album Sharon.
“Downtown hotspot, halfway up the street / I used to be free, I used to be 17 / Follow my shadow around your corner / I used to be 17, now you're just like me / Down beneath the ashes & stone / Sure of what I've lived and have known / I see you so uncomfortably alone / I wish I could show you how much you've grown...”
TIM BAKER / Forever Overhead
I have a special feeling tied to the collection of intimate, swirling songs Tim Baker released this year from Canada. Forever Overhead carries a certain small town holiness, recognizable to those who grew up in small towns , but specific to his own personal, north-north-eastern-eastern “small” town, St Johns, in Newfoundland & Labrador, Canada. Growing up on the farthest coast of the Atlantic on the tippy, tippy point of Canada (seriously google it!), Baker fronted emo band Hey Rosetta! for four albums until striking out this Spring on his own with Arts & Crafts Records. There is a very Springsteen-esque bent to the way he writes about growing up somewhere (as someone) small & wanting to be somewhere very big and exciting. He captures the bittersweetness of growing up so perfectly. From the teenage romantic feelings in swaying opener “Dance” & the rousing “Mirrors,” to the friends & bars & singing found in the melancholic “Spirit” and the absolute hit “All Hands.” The latter is the core of the album, a bright, rhythmic guitar number that builds & swells with voices & instrumentation to a few huge, singalong choruses. A real song of the year contender. Baker isn’t afraid to let the songs go on journeys on Forever Overhead and they rarely finish where they begin. Horns & handclaps burst in at points, celebratory & fearless. The sexual tension of “Strange River” is lightened with a false start and a “sorry. In ‘D’” followed by a belly laugh, before restarting. The light & dark are present throughout Overhead and listening to these songs remind me of growing up. I feel like I’m being given a secret glance into Baker’s youth and the parts that mirror mine make me want to lift my voice in unison with those that understand. Sometimes small collections of well written & well played songs can do that, and to me... it’s sacred. Hopefully I get a chance to visit St Johns someday, and if I do, these songs will be playing as my soundtrack.
“A boy in bed, all the windows wide / You can hear the hot rods running from the light / From the light, into the dark / That's all I wanted in my cousin's car / To listen to the wind & to the lead guitars / & feel the reckless running of your heart / Now is that gone or does that all remain? / Can I go back and have it all again? / Well now I know it, where I'm going / I'm going back behind the river / I'm going back behind the rain / Cuz no matter where you're heading / You end up where you’ve been...”
YOLA / Walk Through Fire
It’s clear from the first minute & 30 seconds of Yola’s debut full-length Walk Through Fire, that this album is destined to be an all-time classic. She comes in slow & wistful with “wish I knew what you were wishing for...” over a soft wash of cymbals and mournful country-soul guitar. Then one minute in, her voice swells to gigantic proportions, seeming to lift the song right off the page, carried into another stratosphere, timeless & magnetic. That “Faraway Look” in your eyes.
From there, Yola (36 year old Yolanda Quartey from Bristol, England) takes her commanding voice through bluesy, fiddle-led country (”It Ain’t Easier” & the title track), and laid back soul (”Shady Grove” & “Deep Blue Dream”). Personal fav “Ride Out In The Country” became a backroads, summer anthem for me this year on multiple trips through Southern & Western Colorado. Through it all, her voice booms, whispers, & rocks gently, propelling the songs forward with warmth & light. Her lyrics are full of both dreamy memories & work-a-day stories about the challenges of life. It was fun this year to have different friends & family members get into Yola at different times, getting texts like “have you heard of YOLA??!!” Sharing songs, & collections of songs (like the ones on Walk Through Fire) is what makes making this list every year so fun, and I’m always excited to see what new, life-long favorites I will discover. See you in a couple months at the Bluebird Theater on Colfax here in Denver Yola!! Can’t wait!
“A little shady grove / A memory long ago / A tale too old to know the ending / I gave it all away / It takes my breath away...”
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The Nightmare Before Christmas
Author’s Note: This was never supposed to be a Christmas story, but it somehow ended up becoming one anyway. Don’t worry, I have a true Christmas story coming up after the 25th, so stay tuned for that. I apologize for any and all typos in this story. My finger is broken and it was difficult to type this out. I also didn’t have a beta reader for this. Please inform me of any errors so I can fix them!
Prompt: This was inspired by Early Sunsets Over Monroeville by My Chemical Romance and the video game Left 4 Dead 2.
Summary: For some reason, the Doctor wasn’t a fan of Christmas. Hoping to get him into the holiday spirit, you go shopping for presents together. When things start to go downhill quickly, you find out why he doesn’t like the Christmas season.
Warnings: Death, dead bodies, blood, guns, zombies, people changing into zombies, injuries, heavy angst
Words: 4,221
“I can’t believe you wrapped me into this,” the Doctor pouted as you looked through a rack of clothing, looking for a nice sweater to give as a Christmas gift to a friend.
“Did you just make a gift wrapping pun?” you smirked, knowing that he hadn’t meant to do so. You weren’t one to pass up a good pun, however. He groaned, annoyed with himself.
“Stop it, you,” he scolded, waggling his finger at you as if you were a small child. “We could be absolutely anywhere else in the universe doing absolutely whatever we wanted, and you chose to go Christmas shopping in a mall on a planet inhabited by humans? C’mon, wouldn’t you rather go to a planet that has rainbow snow? Because I can take you there, you know. Each color tastes different! There’s strawberry, cookie dough, we can’t forget banana, mint, orange…” You rolled your eyes as he rambled on, talking about the vast amounts of snow flavors, like it was the most interesting thing in the universe.
“Doctor,” you interrupted as you pulled away from the clothing rack, sweater in hand. “I get that humans aren’t the most interesting creatures to you, but it’s nice for me to be around my own kind every now and again. Plus, we’re not even on Earth! I kept that in mind when I asked to come here!” You bumped his shoulder with your own, trying to get him to smile. “Listen, after we’re done here, we can go and taste test different snow flavors, alright?” He glanced over, noticing the warm look in your eyes. He sighed and nodded his head in agreement, a small curve appearing on his lips. He just couldn’t say no to you.
“Fine, you win. But! Don’t you think that we’re going to stay there for only a little while. We’re staying until we’ve tried every flavor possible.”
“Even pear?”
“…Except for pear.” You laughed loudly, noting the scowl that had replaced his smile. How he despised pears. You were still chuckling by the time you made it to the register to pay for your items. Bags in hand, you and the Doctor made your way back out into the busy mall. It was Christmas Eve on the planet. Frantic shoppers rushed through the stores, looking for last-minute gifts for their loves ones. Even there, people were still very poor planners. You hadn’t meant to land on such a hectic day, but with the Doctor piloting, you never made it exactly where you wanted to go. Deciding to head to one of the many department stores, you turned right and began walking.
“So tell me, Scrooge, why are you so adamant on keeping me from my Christmas shopping?” you asked as you slipped through the crowd. He had never been huge on the holiday during the time that you had known him. You had tried more times than were really necessary to get him to enjoy the season. Snowball fights, decorating Christmas trees, cookie baking, and even hot cocoa weren’t enough to bring him around. He seemed adamant on avoiding any and all Christmas cheer.
“Nothing good ever happens during Christmastime. I’m certain I’ve told you about my last regeneration. And about those murderous Christmas trees.” You let out a laugh, finding some humor in his misfortune.
“Alright, dying and having near-death experiences at Christmas aren’t exactly at the top of my list of fun holiday activities, but you’ve had those experiences loads of times. It’s just coincidence that some of them have happened during Christmas. I mean, I’m sure you’ve had plenty of run-ins with death on, say, May 27th!” You linked your arm with his as you kept walking, hoping to offer him some comfort. “You’re only remembering those specific times because they were at signifiant times. They’re just coincidences, nothing more.” His eyes traveled towards you, a reassuring smile gracing your face. His head bobbed in agreement.
“Yes, nothing more than just mere coincidences. Speaking of coincidences, did you know that on May 27th, John I of England and Alexander III of Russia were both crowned? Well, several years apart, of course. And Malcolm IV became the King of Scotland! Again, not on the exact same day, but on May 27th nonetheless. And…” You shook your head as he started to ramble yet again. He could talk for hours without stopping if no one intervened.
As luck would have it, it wasn’t someone who intervened, but something.
Horrified screams rang throughout the space, people running towards the exits as fast as their legs could take them. Confused murmurs broke out around you, no one knowing what was happening. Then gunshots rang out, some trying to take matters into their own hands. The pop! pop! pop! of the guns forced them to stop questioning and instead try to escape as well. Your eyes meant with the Doctor’s, knowing that whatever was going on was going to have to be stopped by the both of you. As people ran away from the impending danger, you and the Doctor ran towards it like you always did.
What you saw next made your stomach churn, the bile rising in your throat. You skidded to a halt and dropped your bags in shock, taking in the terrifying sight. There, in front of you, were four humanoid creatures kneeling down and feeding on the flesh of dead shoppers. Their skin was a sickly, faded green, some falling off in different places. One of them had an eye missing, the red socket sticking out amongst the pale. Some lay beside the carnage, bullet holes in their heads; the targets of the previous gunshots.
“Zombies…” you breathed out, watching the scene unfold. You felt the Doctor’s hand against your back, the man trying to comfort you and pull you out of your trance. You screamed and leapt forward, scared that the touch had been from one of the changed humans. The pale beings jerked their heads up at the sound, wanting to find the source. As their eyes found you, they rose slowly. You felt the Doctor’s hand grab your own and pull you away as the zombies rapidly charged at you, ready for their next kill.
“Keep running and do not look back!” he yelled, dragging you through the last straggling patrons. You followed his orders, too worried that if you stopped, they would catch you and cause the same cruel fate as their last victims. “We need to find some shelter and wait this out. It’s safer that way,” he said as he tugged you towards a seemingly abandoned department store. Despite him being unable to see the action, you just nodded in agreement, too scared to say anything.
Then, you spotted it. On the ground, directly in the path of your escape, was a pistol. Opting not to think about the gun’s owner and their fate, you placed all of your focus on grabbing it as you ran by. You knew that in your situation, it was better safe than sorry. The Doctor’s sonic was useful, but it was no firearm. As you quickly approached, you leaned down, aiming your hand towards the object.
“Wait, what are you do-“ You grasped at the gun, knowing that it was your one and only chance. Your fingers touched the barrel, fireworks going off in your head. You were doing it! You were going to protect yourself and the Doctor and you were going to make it though the apocalypse just fine! Then, without warning, you were jerked away from the pistol.
“No!” you cried out, turning back to watch the gun get further and further away. “No!” you yelled again, but this time out of anger. You dragged your feet into the floor to the best of your ability and pulled your hand as hard as you could, effectively slipping out of the Doctor’s tight grasp. You heard him yell out your name, panic in his voice, but you ignored him. You had to get that gun. You hurried back towards the weapon, aware that the group of zombies were close. You dove forwards, arms and fingers outstretched. Once more, you felt the cool surface of the pistol beneath your fingertips, this time getting a firm grip on it.
You had no time to celebrate your victory, the zombies having caught up to you. Your heart raced in your chest, the realization of your mistake catching up to you. You heard a strangled voice scream your name, the sound nearly being drowned out by the beat of your heart. On impulse, you raised your arms up, holding on tightly to the weapon in your shaking hands. Four shots rang out, followed by four soft thuds on the linoleum floors. You took in rugged breaths, adrenaline running through your system. The zombies lay dead in front of you, blood oozing onto the floor.
You felt a rough tug on your shoulders and then you were running again, the Doctor pulling you into the store. Doing a quick once-over to be certain there were no undead beings within, he let go of your hand and found the gates used at closing time, pulling them shut. He sonicked them and checked their durability, making sure that nothing could get in. Once he was certain that it was secure and safe, he turned to you, anger in his eyes.
“What were you thinking!?” he roared, stalking towards you. In that moment, you found yourself more afraid of him than of the zombies. “You could have been killed! Or worse, you could have turned into one of them. And for what? A gun?” You backed up, the Doctor’s wrath nearly making you cower in fear.
“It’s to keep us safe! Didn’t you see me kill the ones who were chasing us?” you argued back, trying to appear strong.
“And what if the gun hadn’t had any bullets? Or if you had missed? It would have been over for you! I…I could have lost you…” Your shoulders dropped as the anger left his body. You knew that he was right. What you did was stupid, but in the heat of the moment, you hadn’t been thinking of anything except finding a way to keep you both safe. In doing so, you very well could have lost your life or caused him to lose his. You jumped as you heard rattling against the gates followed by low moans. The creatures were trying to get to you, luckily to no avail. You winced, knowing that the harsh noises of the gun drew them to you.
His jaw tightened at the sound, knowing that had he waited only a few extra moments, they would have made it to you. You sighed as you looked at the Doctor, knowing that once you made it back to the TARDIS, you would be scolded even further. Until then, you reasoned, you could at least try to lessen the blow. You willed your legs to move, beginning to walk towards your friend to comfort him and apologize.
Without warning, you heard a raspy cry and felt something grab ahold of you. The gunshots and your shouts had drawn one out of hiding, the beast hungering for fresh meat. A new shot of adrenaline soared through your veins as you tried to fight the zombie off. The Doctor, a look of fear covering his face, rushed towards you, ready to aid you in your battle. You called out in both shock and panic as you felt a pinch on your shoulder. Before it could cause more damage, you raised your hand, gun still held tightly, and sent a bullet straight through its skull. Its hands slipped off of you as it fell to the floor, dead. You instantly felt a new set of hands on you, these ones pulling you into a tight embrace, ignoring the blood and brains that coated you.
“Are you alright!? Are you hurt!?” He pushed you back and looked you over, trying to assess the damage. He held your shoulders and looked you in the eye so intensely that you wanted to shy away. “I need you to be honest with me. Did it bite you?” You had never seen him look so serious in all of your time traveling with him, but underneath that seriousness was an intense uneasiness. You wanted to say no just to ease his nerves, but you couldn’t do that to him. Even if you did lie, he knew you better than you knew the back of your own hand. He would have known if you weren’t being truthful.
“I…I really don’t know. I felt something on the back of my shoulder, but…” He wasted no time turning you around and lifting your shirt up, not bothering to ask for permission. You heard a sharp intake of air and nearly inaudible whispers of denial. You heard him fumble around in his pockets for a moment before hearing the sound of his sonic, the device scanning you. “Doctor? Is everything alright?” you asked, knowing, somewhere deep down, that no, it wasn’t alright. He put the screwdriver away, pulled your shirt back down, and turned you back around, this time at a much slower pace. When you met his eyes, you held back a sob. The look he held told it all.
You had been bitten.
“Here, c’mon.” He wrapped an arm around your shoulder, hand resting on the bite. He pushed you forward, keeping an eye out for any other lurking zombies. You were shaking violently, unsure if it was from nerves, the bite, or both. You could feel him shaking too, the Time Lord afraid of what was to come. He guided you to one of the store’s large display beds, hastily rearranging the pillows for you. He helped you climb onto the soft mattress and get as comfortable as possible. You expected him to join you, hoping that he would attempt to comfort you. Instead, he paced back and forth in front of you, muttering to himself. You eventually leaned forward and clasped onto his sleeve, forcing him to stop and look at you. You gulped, the look on his face showing complete helplessness.
“Doctor?…Am…Am I going to be okay?” you whispered out, unable to make yourself speak louder. The Doctor just looked at you, his eyes moving over your face as if he was trying to take in every last detail. Unshed tears threatened to spill over and rush down his cheeks, the man trying his hardest to keep them from doing so. His body was rigid, tension spread throughout. You swallowed, noting his actions. “Doctor, please…” He shook his head and placed a hand over the one holding onto his suit.
“I’m so sorry.” The breath caught in your throat, all attempts to allow air into your lungs ending in failure. You finally placed the gun down next to you, the weapon having been held tightly throughout the whole ordeal. You raised the hand up in front of you, examining it for any changes. Your skin, already, was beginning to turn into the diseased green of the monsters that had caused the whole situation. The Doctor’s other hand grabbed ahold of it, trying to give you all the comfort he could offer. Your eyes shot back over to his, trying to ignore the pain in them.
“No. There has to be something. There has to be. The TARDIS. She must have something in the med-bay. Right?” You knew that the chances were slim, but you refused to accept that you were doomed. The Doctor always had a way. He could fix it. He could make you all nice and healthy again and then you would be off on more crazy adventures, narrowly escaping death’s grasp again and again and again. He squeezed his eyes closed and detached his hands from yours, wrapping his arms around your shaking form instead. He whispered apologies into your ear, his warm tears falling onto your neck.
You clawed at his back, trying to prevent there being any space between you both. Your face was buried into his chest, the feel of his twin hearts beating wildly noticeable beneath his clothing. He was mortified at the events that had lead to that point and of the events that would follow.
He was losing you, and he wasn’t ready.
You pulled him into the bed with you, the Doctor allowing himself to lay with you and hold you close. In that moment, all you wanted was comfort from the most important person in your life. You pressed your ear against his chest and closed your eyes, his hearts being one of the most beautiful sounds in that moment.
“I’m sorry,” you whispered, knowing that if you hadn’t stopped for the gun, you wouldn’t have drawn the attention of the zombie that had bitten you. You both would have been more alert, so it wouldn’t have snuck up on you. You would have been on your way back to the TARDIS. Once there, you would have gone elsewhere, perhaps the planet with the multitude of snow flavors. Maybe you should have gone there in the first place. You had begged him to come Christmas shopping with you, desperately hoping that he would start to enjoy Christmas if he just had the right experiences. Tears started to soak the fabric of his suit, leaking through until they touched his skin, making him shiver.
“I’m sorry. This is all my fault. I forced you here and now I’m going to-“ You couldn’t say the word, a sob taking its place instead. You were either going to die or turn into one of the undead. You didn’t know which was worse. Instead of going home and spending Christmas with loved ones or staying in the TARDIS and spending it with the Doctor, you were going to lose your life.
“Do you know why I hate Christmas?” a broken voice asked, tearing you away from your thoughts. You pulled away and looked up at the Doctor, his tear-filled eyes closed tightly.
“What? I thought it was because of the trees and regeneration?” you replied, confused by his question. He took a deep breath, willing himself to speak about one of the biggest reasons as to why he didn’t like the holiday.
“As you know, you are not my first companion. I’ve had many before you, all of whom left me in various ways; some willingly and some by means outside out their or my control. But I’ve never told you about the few almost-companions. After Martha left me to continue her life on Earth, I met another woman almost right away. Her name was Astrid.” His arms squeezed you tighter, the appendages holding you like a vice, too scared to let go. “She was a waitress on a space-cruise ship replica of the Titanic. Just as it always is with me, trouble wasn’t too far behind. We, of course, attempted to fend off the impending doom.” Tears finally began to appear on his cheeks, the liquid falling into his sideburns. He angrily wiped them away.
“We were going to travel together, her and I, as soon as everything was taken care of on the ship. It was her dream to explore the universe, a dream that I could have easily fulfilled if…if she hadn’t…” He trailed off, knowing that you could put the pieces together. He let his tears fall freely, no longer caring. “It was Christmas. Since then, I’ve had no desire to celebrate or partake in any Christmas traditions. Too many terrible things have happened during those days. And now…” He opened his eyes and let them fall onto your face, causing him to breathe out a pained “Rassilon.” Your pupils were dilated and your skin was completely the wrong color.
You didn’t have much time left.
“Doctor,” you rasped out, your voice having changed as well, “I shouldn’t have-“
“No. Stop that.” He looked deeply into your eyes, taking them in for what was going to be one of the final times. “It’s not your fault. I wasn’t honest with you when I should have been. I could have taken us somewhere else. I-“ That time, you cut him off.
“Stop it, Doctor!” you croaked. “You always blame yourself whenever something bad happens. Some things are just out of your control. This was just bad luck? It’s just coincidence, like May 27th, right?” No matter who’s fault it was, you didn’t want him wallowing after it was all over. If it was his fault, you didn’t want him believing so. He had been through enough. He didn’t need more.
Your eyes widened as you felt a nearly uncontrollable urge to latch your teeth into the Doctor’s flesh. With all the strength you could muster, you pushed him as far away from you as you could, wanting to distance yourself from him. You couldn’t let him share the same fate as you. He tried to crawl back towards you, wanting to examine you.
“No!” you wailed. “Don’t come any closer! I won’t be able to control myself!” You looked at him in despair, knowing that you were coming down to the final minutes. You were turning into one of them, and nothing could be done to stop it. Unless… You looked down next to you, the discarded firearm still where you had left it. You picked it up in your shaky hands and checked to see how much ammo was left in it. There was a single bullet remaining. You inhaled deeply, knowing what had to be done. “Doctor.”
“No.” You locked gazes, the agony in his old, tear-filled eyes prominent. “No, I won’t do it. Not to you.” Your face was filled with despair, knowing that if he didn’t, you would turn. Tears fell quickly onto the bed’s comforter, the fabric darkening.
“Please Doctor,’ you sobbed. “I don’t want to become one of them. Please, please, please.” The Time Lord shook his head, closed his eyes, and bared his teeth, angry at whatever god or gods had lead him to that point. He didn’t have it in him to take your life, but he couldn’t let you turn into a monster. The options tormented him, tearing him into tiny, little pieces. He wanted to block out your pleas for him to end your life, but he knew that there was only one way. He looked back up at you, misery coating his entire being as he made his choice.
He could never say no to you.
“Fine.” You swallowed and leaned over, placing the gun near him before leaning back, desperately fighting against the desire to sink your teeth into his skin. He picked the gun up, hating the feel of it in his hands. His chest hurt with every breath he took and with every beat his hearts made. “I’m sorry. I’m so very sorry. It should have never ended like this,” he breathed out, knowing that no amount of apologies could make up for what had happened and for what he was about to do.
“Please don’t blame yourself,” you replied through gritted teeth, fighting the change. Even so, you gave him the biggest smile you could make. “I wouldn’t trade any of this away, really. I enjoyed traveling with you. Thank you for giving me the most amazing time of my life. I…I love you, Doctor.” All at once, his hearts stopped in their places and his lungs couldn’t bring any air in or out. No no no no no. You couldn’t say that to him, not as he was about to end your life. Trying to break him away from his thoughts, you weakly called out to him to no avail. He didn’t want to do it, he couldn't do it, he just couldn’t.
“Doctor!” A deafening, throaty voice called out his name and he was suddenly charged at, your teeth bared and ready to strike. With no time to think, he raised the gun towards your head and pulled the trigger, the sound ringing in his ears. Your body slumped down onto the bed, no life within it. His eyes were wide as they looked over your sickly body, blood pouring out onto the bedcovers. He dropped the gun on the floor, the clattering not even registering in his brain.
Ignoring the blood and brains, the Doctor scooped you up into his arms and lay back down, replicating the position that you were both in before. He held you close, your body quickly growing cold. He cried, thinking about your final words. “I love you. Doctor.” It wasn’t a surprise to him, not really. He knew that you held intense feelings for him, but you had never admitted them. He never expected you to come clean, and he certainly never expected you to tell him on your deathbed. Clutching onto you, he lay in the bed, hearing the zombies at the gate trying but failing to get to him. He didn’t care if they got through. In fact, he almost wished that they did so he could be with you.
For the Doctor loved you too.
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I don’t know if you guys are comfortable with this topic, but could you write something where Obi-Wan starts self-harming after the events of the phantom menace, and Anakin walks in on him?
Hi anon, this is a grey area of my comfort zone as a writer but I gave it a try. If this fic isn’t what you were hoping for, try submitting another prompt when Leslie comes back so maybe she can write you something.
tw non-graphic self-destructive behavior (not cutting) under the readmore; tw complicated grief
Be brave don’t look back be brave don’t look back
Master Kenobi comes home from his mission. He’s limping a bit and hides his face from Anakin, disappearing into the sonic without a word.
When he emerges, he is walking more normally, and he has something smeared on his face to cover up the black eye.
“Get dressed—casual robes will do,” he says to Anakin. “We are going downtown for supper.”
Master Kenobi gets injured on more missions than not. In lieu of the six-month solo assignment that a newly-made knight would traditionally be given, the Council sends him on shorter, more frequent missions so that he can be in the Temple with Anakin most of the time. Anakin hates that things have to be done differently to accommodate him, just another problem he’s created.
Anakin isn’t sure what to tell his classmates when they ask him about Master Kenobi, their eyes full of jealousy and sometimes malice. What’s it like being trained by the Sith-Slayer? He doesn’t think he’s supposed to tell them that Master Kenobi is unpredictable, sometimes friendly, sometimes aloof. And he knows he’s not supposed to tell them about the constant injuries, or the bloodstained robes that he tries to scrub clean in the sink rather than take them to the quartermaster. Or the fact that four months after the funeral, Master Kenobi still sleeps on the sofa rather than in the bed that was previously Master Qui-Gon’s.
Anakin gets dressed and follows Master Kenobi down to the hovertrain platform in silence. Anakin is painfully aware that Master Kenobi hadn’t really wanted a padawan in the first place, but he likes to think that things are improving between them. Master Kenobi is teaching him Shii-Cho so he doesn’t have to take Master Yoda’s class in a room full of 4-year-olds. They laugh and kid around sometimes. It’s just that other times, Master Kenobi comes home bloodied and bruised and they can’t seem to talk about it. Time passes painfully slow on the tram ride.
When they arrive at the diner, Dexter Jettster isn’t fooled by whatever he’s painted his face with. “Quite the shiner you’ve got there, my boy,” he thunders, grabbing Master Kenobi’s shoulder roughly and offering Anakin a smile.
“You know which booth. I’ll come and join ‘ya if I can catch a break.”
Obi-Wan leads the way to their usual seats. He’s still too quiet and seems distracted, even though Dex’s food is his favorite treat. At the end of their meal Dex asks Anakin into the back kitchen under some pretext about some spare parts from old kitchen droids.
“Listen, kiddo,” the Besalisk says once the kitchen door swings shut behind them. “Your master, he’s not acting right. Even considering all that’s happened.”Anakin averts his eyes and takes a half a step back, just another instinct he hasn’t unlearned from his previous life. He doesn’t want to get in trouble. He’s still very aware that Obi-Wan is the only thing standing between him and the Council, so he can’t screw things up between them.“It’s alright, you don’t have to tell me nothin’. But Anakin?”
Anakin’s head snaps up.
“There’s a healer at the Temple, sweet girl, goes by Bant. If our Ben needs help—even if he tells you he don’t—give her a call, alright? It’s alright to tell somebody if he’s worryin’ you. Go to your healer’s wing and ask for Bant.”
“I know Healer Eerin,” says Anakin quietly.
“Well, there you go.” Dex’s gentle smile reaches the corners of his eyes. He claps Anakin on the shoulder a little too hard. “It’s a bad job, poor Jinn, poor Kenobi. Shouldn’t be for someone your age to worry about, but somebody oughta keep an eye on him.”
Anakin agrees, shoulders this silent and awkward responsibility that he doesn’t quite understand.
Dex’s warning is timely; the following week is a rough one. Obi-Wan sleeps too much and eats too little, and barely pays attention to Anakin at all. It makes Anakin dreadfully homesick, mixed with a guilty wish that Qui-Gon were here to train him. He’s pretty sure Qui-Gon wouldn’t have stood him up for sparring practice and left him waiting in the dojo for hours.
Anakin comes home and lets himself in, crabby and feeling sorry for himself. A drop of blood on the hallway floor catches his eye.
Anakin treads lightly to the open ‘fresher door, and sees Obi-Wan kneeling on the floor in front of the med kit. He is dabbing bacta on the corner of his blackened eye.
Obi-Wan leans forward and shrugs out of his shirt, and it’s all Anakin can do not to gasp.
Obi-Wan carefully examines the mottled flesh that spans from his hip halfway up his rib cage in a rainbow of colors. The horrendous bruise sprawls at the edges into the outlines of blood vessels. Obi-Wan lays a hand over the injury and presses experimentally.
He grimaces while applying more pressure. There’s a sudden hitch of his breath.
Anakin swallows hard, sickened by what he is watching. He feels a wave of guilt for intruding on something so intimate and private, watching Obi-Wan explore the hurts all over his body with cruel fingertips, prodding and picking at the injuries as though the pain of them were a relief.
Anakin starts to suspect that some of these injuries were avoidable. He’s known slaves who possessed the same tendencies. They weren’t as easy to spot as those who inflicted wounds by their own hand, but they were the dejected folks who disobeyed and acted out, and didn’t seem to mind the beatings it earned them. An outsider might think they were simply strong-willed or foolish, but Anakin could recognize hopelessness when he saw it.
He sees the same look on Obi-Wan’s face, as if the pain is deserved, as if it brings him some sense of rightness. A wave of repulsion crashes over Anakin. He slips back through the hallway and out the front door. He thinks about Dex’s advice again.
His feet take him to the healer’s wing, but by the time he gets there he still hasn’t decided what to say. A padawan greets him in the lobby.
“I need to see Healer Eerin, please,” he squeaks.
“She’s in an appointment. Do you need medical attention?”
Anakin swallows hard. He is starting to feel like this was a bad idea. What if he gets Obi-Wan in trouble? What if Obi-Wan gets angry with him?
“It has to be Healer Eerin,” he stammers. “Master Kenobi—he—well, Dex said…”
Anakin is starting to panic. The junior healer leans over the desk. “Take a deep breath. If Knight Kenobi is injured, he might have asked you to fetch Bant because she is his friend, but another healer will still be able to help him. Is that what happened, padawan?”
“No!” Anakin’s stomach churns. He’s not sure if Master Kenobi is going to get in trouble for what he’s doing, but he’s obviously been trying to hide it. Anakin’s not a tattletale…but Dex said it was okay to tell Bant even if Obi-Wan said no. He doesn’t think Dex would have told him to do something bad, but then again, Dex isn’t a Jedi so maybe he doesn’t understand the rules. Everything is too confusing.
“Does anyone need a healer right now?” the boy behind the desk tries to get his attention again.
“No!” Anakin says quickly.
“Are you sure?”
“Yes, don’t, please,”
“Alright,” the junior healer looks thoroughly confused. “How about I just leave Bant a note, and have her comm Knight Kenobi in an hour?”
Anakin agrees before he takes off at a run.
Jacosta Nu is not particularly happy to see him sprinting through her doors, so he slows his pace to a respectable walk. He weaves through rows and rows of archived datafiles and finds his preferred hiding spot, a narrow cranny between two tall shelves, hidden by a row of force-sensitive ferns. It’s just right for someone his size, and impenetrable to anyone bigger. He used to come here a lot in the first few weeks, to avoid the mutual embarrassment of overhearing Master Kenobi’s crying. It’s comforting to have a place in the Temple that no one else knows about.
Anakin pulls his knees up to his chest and braces his feet against the flat side of a shelf. It’s oddly comforting to be so snug. He takes deep breaths. Be brave don’t look back be brave don’t look back
He lets out a few silent tears, and contemplates his options. Weighs the likelihood that Master Kenobi will find out he almost told and be cross with him. Weighs the likelihood that the Council will find out anyway and take Anakin away from him, or something equally horrifying. Wonders if Master Kenobi is going to be okay.
Anakin’s not sure how long he stays there, taking deep breaths. Probably a few hours at least. He falls asleep there and wakes up feeling worse.
The fronds of the oversized plant rustle. “Hi, Anakin,” whispers a voice.
Anakin’s head shoots up as he wipes the tear tracks from his face. “Master Siri?”
“It’s alright, Anakin,” Siri Tachi assures him. “Come on out of there, it’s past your bedtime.”
Anakin obeys, wondering suddenly why Master Kenobi wasn’t the one to fetch him.
“Is—”
“Everything’s fine,” says Siri quietly. “You’ll see.”
Anakin thinks a bit as he walks. “Master Siri, how did you find me?”
Siri laughs. “Jacosta said you weren’t the first little padawan she’s known to take a liking to those ferns.”
Anakin almost says something when they reach the level where he and Obi-Wan live. Master Kenobi never entertains and Anakin isn’t allowed to invite people over either – he suspects it’s to hide the fact that Master Kenobi still hasn’t cleaned out Qui-Gon’s room.
Obi-Wan’s not going to like it if Siri barges in, but before Anakin can say anything, the door is sliding open.
The scene that greets him inside is a complete shock. Master Kenobi sits in the center of the sofa, flanked on either side by Bant Eerin and Mace Windu, each with a hand at his back. Dexter is hovering near an armchair beside a green-eyed woman whom Anakin has never met.
Anakin and Obi-Wan make eye contact, then look away. Anakin can tell that he knows—knows what Anakin saw. That he’s wondering what Anakin thinks of him now. That a childish part deep down in Anakin isn’t sure of the answer.
“Anakin, it’s alright,” Obi-Wan manages hoarsely.
“You’re not angry, Master?” Anakin barely whispers.
“What?” he asks. Mace’s hand shifts higher on Obi-Wan’s back. Obi-Wan shakes his head. “Anakin, I’m sorry.”
Anakin nods and presses himself up against the wall.
“I’ll make you a deal, Obi-Wan,” says Bant quietly. “I’ll sneak some supplies from the Halls and patch you up here if you let me set you up an appointment with Raina.”
“I don’t think I need a Mind Healer,” Obi-Wan mumbles.
Bant shrugs.
“I’d take that deal if I were you, Obi-Wan,” says Mace with a rare note of humor. “If you make us take you to the Halls, Vokara will have some choice words about those bruises.”
“There’s no shame in it, kiddo,” says Dex sagely.
Anakin doesn’t know whose face to look at. He’s thankful no one seems to be paying attention to him.
“Okay,” Obi-Wan sighs.
Bant nods and rises to go fetch her medical supplies.
“We all miss him too,” says the girl sitting next to Dex. “If you want our help tomorrow, all you have to do is comm.”
“Thanks, Astri.”
“But if not, that’s alright too,” Dex adds. “Sometimes you gotta have your space. But we’ll just be here in a few clicks if you ever need.”
As they begin to take their leave, Obi-Wan beckons Anakin to him.
“Mace and Bant are coming over tomorrow morning,” he says slowly, as if the words were a great effort. “And we’re going to clean Qui-Gon’s room.”
Anakin glances towards the bedroom door, the one that they never open. He realizes he can’t remember the last time he heard Master Kenobi say Qui-Gon’s name out loud.
“If you would like to help, you can skip your morning class. It’s up to you,” he continues. He lays a hand on Anakin’s arm, almost gingerly.
Anakin doesn’t react either way, still watching nervously.
“I haven’t been myself,” Obi-Wan half-whispers. “Things are going to get better. I’ll be a better master to you.”
“You’re a good master,” says Anakin quickly.
Bant returns with her pockets full of bacta, gauze and painkillers. “Let’s try the kitchen table, Obi,” she says in a business-like tone. “Wouldn’t want to get blood on your sofa.”
Mace takes that as his cue to leave. Obi-Wan politely indicates that Anakin should go get ready for bed.
As he’s brushing his teeth, Anakin can hear the muffled sound of their lowered voices in the kitchen. It’s somehow a weight off his back, knowing that there’s a grown-up taking care of Master Kenobi. He hadn’t realized how heavy those secrets were while he was carrying them.
Master Qui-Gon’s presence is still missing in their home, something that should be there but isn’t, an empty hole that aches. And perhaps he always will be. But Anakin falls asleep with Obi-Wan’s promise echoing in his ears, that things are going to get better.
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When it comes to shipping, am I the only person that’s like a die-hard fan for a ship yet my mind is not screaming that it needs to be canon? Now don’t get me wrong, I’m all for people wanting to see their two favorite fictional characters together as a couple; but then again I’m down with whether or not a creator/developer of a film, show, video game, book, etc. can confirm that a couple is canon. Though even if I can find that adorable, let me stick with any other aspects that I want to see in various outlets aside from romance. Or what I find better, for a fictional character I still want to think about portraying them as the way they’re originally portrayed. Sure that I understand that there are AU’s or any form of alternative just so we can make up anything about our precious OTP. Even though I’m all for anyone doing AU’s, sometimes I can’t help but to think that it would corrupt my head; but I’d like to do an AU one day! I’m usually a shipper that doesn’t think that my favorite pairings are the “oh-so perfect OTP and they need to be together forever”, because even for having a ship I do have other shippings that would involve the same character! So, this would probably be the longest text post I’ve ever wrote but at the same time a lot needs to be put down. And with some of the pairings that I will mention, maybe you would be familiar, maybe I’ll not mention your favorite OTP, but do take my conception in consideration!
So my first ship that I’m going to begin with talking about will be Moana x Ariel (or MoAriel). Do I ship them a lot? Well, I’m more in between with they could be great gfs or just best friends, but the way I see it is that they make great ocean buddies! So I cannot deny they’re cute! Do I want them to be canon? No, and here’s where I say that even if MoAriel is cute I still want my mind to be on the right path where I want to portray Moana and Ariel as the way they were originally portrayed in Moana and The Little Mermaid. For Ariel, I still need to keep in mind that she has Eric and Melody (idfc if I’m mentioning the shit sequel, it was one of my favorite direct-to sequels growing up k bye). I also like seeing Ariel and Eric together! Now with Moana, I just think she’s too good for a man and I’m not even headcanoning that she’s lesbian either. While we’re in the topic with the Disney Princesses as all of the news is spilling for Ralph Breaks The Internet, and as an avid LGBT supporter myself, it’s times that I couldn’t take a few people seriously to where they say that Merida, Elsa, Mulan, and many others are lesbian or bi. NOW DON’T TAKE THIS THE WRONG WAY! I’m all for seeing anything LGBT-related in animation, but sometimes I get a bit iffy on that issue with what will kids think of when they see it. I mean I understand that some people would say that it would mess the kids’ minds up. All I can think for now is that if I were to have kids, I would probably teach them about gay marriage not at a young age but maybe when they get older. I guess I’m that one LGBT supporter who can’t stand some of the SJWs… but hey, if people want to headcanon that they’re gay, well they can do them. I won’t stop them for that. Like for Merida, I’d still think she’s better off without a man but I won’t headcanon about her sexuality. For Elsa, like I get that people want her to be lesbian for the Frozen sequel, but I’d prefer wanting to know about the premise of the sequel more. And with Mulan, okay I get it that her outfit is dope and I’m all for her modern outfit. But I can’t have the mindset screaming “OMFG MULAN’S BI!” I believe that she’s a strong female warrior, and even I can’t help to think that she and Shang are great together! Okay now to get back and wrap up with MoAriel, I will say huge kudos for the shippers for making that happen. Like I can’t deny that it’s an amazing crossover between the land and the sea.
Alright, so another ship I’d like to talk about, and another same-sex ship, will be TwiDash (Twilight Sparkle x Rainbow Dash from MLP:FiM). Oh hey look, Imma throwback to one of my all-time favorite OTPs especially I happen to watch some of the old episodes again! Now let’s get to those 2 questions again: do I ship them a lot? I pretty much do, especially the fact that they happen to be my favorite ponies out of the Mane 6! Do I want them to be canon? No, and it’s not because that I think they should end up with stallions instead (and apparently, I don’t want to have those pairings be canon either!). Obviously RD is one of Twilight’s best friends, so I’d rather stick with whatever chemistry they have for each other! So because I have to bring up the fact that I also have pairings of Twilight and Rainbow with stallions, here’s what I need to say about that: Of course having TwiDash as one of my MLP OTPs, I happen to like SoarinDash and FlashLight (that’s Flash Sentry x Twilight Sparkle just to clarify in case if anyone gets mistaken for literally a flashlight; and yes, I like Flash try me bitch). And as a same-sex shipper, I’m not one for giving another character shit for getting in the way of the same-sex couples that I like. So as a TwiDash fan, I really don’t give flak on Flash if he were to get in the way (and Soarin’ too, I guess). Not even to mention that not only that I’ve had it with the Flash hate, it frustrates me to see some bronies/pegasisters making attack/kill art of him (I do have a vivid memory of seeing an art piece of Flash getting attacked by Trixie just bc the artist likes Twixie.). I mean I get that Flash doesn’t have that much character development (human or pony; in fact I’m more of a pony Flash x pony Twi shipper) aside from appearing near Twilight or Sunset Shimmer to where a lot of people scream “gary-stu” or “waifu stealer”, but I will say that I think Flash deserves better. Now I know saying this as a FlashLight shipper in where they don’t really interact with each other that much, I really couldn’t help myself thinking how cute they are together though. But then again, there’s more to MLP:FiM than just shippings! So to get back and wrap up with TwiDash, sure there’s nothing wrong with having other shippings with one of the same characters! Though at the same time, and just like I mentioned from my previous statement with MoAriel, I’m not headcanoning Twilight or Rainbow’s sexualities at all. So I’ll just let my imagination flow to wherever the hell it wants!
Okay let’s get into another of my favorite ship, and this time it’s a hetero ship, ShadAmy! Yay, time for another throwback to one of my favorite Sonic ships! Though I will get into a later topic that’s kinda like the topic with me as a TwiDash fan and not giving Flash a lot of shit for being in the way. So onto the same two questions: do I ship them a lot? I think shipping Shadow and Amy together was sudden, bc I was a huge SonAmy fan back then (and I still do ship SonAmy don’t worry) and wasn’t really fond with Shadow until to this day. I guess after seeing fan art of ShadAmy, it led me to start shipping them. Do I want them to be canon? Probably not, and it’s not that I think that Amy should be with Sonic (and as an SonAmy fan, I could care less whether or not it’s canon, and if anyone screams at me that it is canon and I can’t change anything about it, leave.); and I don’t think that Shadow and Amy have a huge chemistry with each other (even if they only interacted with each other twice in Sonic Adventure 2). Now here’s the part in where I say that as a ShadAmy fan, I’m not one for giving shit on Sonic or have to make him the bad guy just bc he keeps running away from Amy. And even if I’m more into Shadow than Sonic (I promise y’all I’m not like one of those Shadow fangirls…), that doesn’t mean I won’t stop loving Sonic! And playing the games of that blue blur will always hold a special place in my heart! So what conclusion do I have for ShadAmy? Nothing probably. But no matter what I’m okay with whoever I want to ship with Amy. ShadAmy? SonAmy? I really don’t care!
Now since the pairings that I’ve mentioned so far happen to be my favorite OTPs, let’s take this next topic with talking about a NOTP. And who will I be talking about next? Enter Victor x Emily from Tim Burton’s Corpse Bride. As much as I enjoyed this masterpiece of a Tim Burton film, apparently having to think about this does grind my gears. So onto the questions again: do I ship them a lot? I’ve already stated that they’re not my cup of tea. Do I want them to be canon- okay um yeah let’s get right into that! I guess ever since I first saw the film back then, when I saw the ending scene with Emily turning into butterflies and then Victor and Victoria embraced my mind screamed, “welp, at least Victor and Victoria have each other now”. But at the same time it did sadden me to see Emily go away like that, yet then again Victor has freed her from the memories of pain and shit she’d been through with Barkis. So where am I going with this? Oh yes y’all, I actually like Victor x Victoria. And no, it’s not that I think Victor x Emily is necrophiliac. Pretty much, I’ve had it with everyone talking shit about Victoria all bc she was in the way between Victor and Emily. Tbh I could go on and on talking about defending Victoria, but to keep it a bit short it wasn’t her fault for interrupting the wedding; in fact, that can be saved for a later time. Now before I wrap up, and as I mentioned since the beginning, I’m all for alternatives or “what-ifs” made by Victor x Emily fans but at the same time we gotta accept the fact that the ending of Corpse Bride is just the way it is. Get used to it. Emily had her own happy ending.
Alrighty then, I’ll be taking this last topic discussing about WildeHopps just before I wrap this whole post up! Ah yes, our favorite fox-bunny duo; yet I do have some tweaks with what I think about them for the near future.. But anyway, let’s get into the questions one last time: do I ship them a lot? Now for anyone that have followed me for my Zootopia shenanigans, I do need to say that it seemed sudden of me shipping them out of nowhere. Like sure I can’t deny that Nick and Judy have a great chemistry, but there’s more to the film than just the shipping (or any romance outlet for that matter). I guess I should say that after seeing the film and looking at the fan art of the two, it led me to start shipping them! Do I want them to be canon? Okay see, this is where I get iffy about it bc even if Disney confirmed that they’re canon (or at least that’s what I heard) I still think that Nick and Judy need to start off as best friends first and then we shall see what will happen in the future if there were to be a sequel. So yeah, I think I’m that one person who had to cool off from seeing the ending bc yeah it’s cute but I don’t think I’ll be falling for it sorry! Friends? Couple? Again, these two have chemistry and that’s all that matters to me! So for now, I’m in both platonic and romantic sides of their relationship. And even though having this thought never occurring in my head, I don’t want to think about giving in for them to have their own mate by the same species. But hey, if y’all want to ship Nick with a vixen and Judy with another rabbit I ain’t stopping ya! Which would somewhat lead me to talking about how Judy would be shipped with Jack Savage (quick fyi for those who don’t know him, he’s a deleted character that was the main protagonist of the early version of the film); while I may not be into SavageHopps that much (and this is pretty much the same thing with my TwiDash and ShadAmy topics..), but damn some of y’all are salty on him for trying to “steal” Judy from Nick. If people want to like Jack, let them. If people want to ship SavageHopps, let them! I mean hey, he’s got Skye (who’s another deleted character during the early process) and I’m all for SavageSkye y’all! Okay, yeah I know I brought them out of nowhere as this topic is supposed to be about Nick and Judy but at the same time I kinda had to bring that out there haha. Like I said we shall see where will their future will take them, and we can have our imaginations flow wherever the hell they go!
So that wraps up with what I have to say with shippings! Thank you guys for taking your time reading this~ ❤️
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Dear Father Christmas Chapter 6: 24th December, 2021
MASTERPOST
Characters: Tentoo; Rose Tyler; Jackie Tyler; Pete Tyler; Tony Tyler; OC Hope Tyler-Noble; OC Charlotte Tyler-Noble; OC Wilfred Tyler-Noble
Rated: Teen
Tags: Family!Fic; Kid!Fic; Pete’s World; Letters to Santa; Christmas Fic; Family; Fluff; Hurt/Comfort; Angst; Romance; Love
Summary: When Rose Tyler was little, she always wrote a Christmas wish list to Father Christmas. As she grew older, the wish list became more of a letter to someone she could confide in once a year, but she fell out of the habit somewhere along the way. Now, as a new mum, celebrating her daughter’s first Christmas, Rose takes up writing her Christmas letter to Father Christmas once again.
Rose’s Christmas letters are excerpts from her life with her beloved Tentoo and their children in Pete’s World, written once a year, for each of 31 years.
Chapter Summary: Rose is beyond frustrated when the children’s creative intelligence results in an explosion of melted candy canes.
Notes: As always, my thanks to my darling betas mrsbertucci and @rose--nebula for offering their unstinting support and insightful comments. ((((hugs, ladies))))
Thanks to @doctorroseprompts for their 31 Days of Ficmas prompts. A reminder that I am using the prompts very much out of order, but I intend to use them all. The prompt I used today was Candy Canes.
Also read at: AO3; FF.net; Teaspoon
December 24th, 2021
Dear Father Christmas,
Ooooooh, some days I just want to tear my hair out. Today, in case you couldn’t guess, is one of them. It was completely mad! The Doctor aggroed (full Oncoming Bah Humbug), the TARDIS is in a snit, the children are in solitary lock-up until the foreseeable future (imposed by aggro-Doctor), and I have candy cane melted into my hair. The smell of burned sugar is everywhere! And on top of all that we’re expected at Mum and Dad’s in a few hours for Christmas Eve, and I’m not even sure we can pilot the TARDIS in her current state. We’ve been travelling this past week, so Mum suggested we could stay at the mansion overnight tonight and open pressies with them Christmas morning. Honestly I just want to go to bed and stay there for a very, very long time.
Even though it’s completely against everything me and the Doctor agreed on, this is one of those days when it’s really tempting to consider cheating a little with the timelines and stealing a few hours to give us a chance to get it together. It’ll never happen, but it’s sure nice to think about.
Actually, the whole of autumn has been a bit of a challenge, if I’m being completely honest. We decided to do try something new this year. When the school year began in September, we enrolled Hope at her own age level to help her to socialize (that’s another story! Let’s just say, some attitude adjustment was necessary.) That meant taking the TARDIS out on the weekends to explore and educate the children, Doctor-style, which was lovely. But, it also meant the two kiddies left at home during the week whilst Hope was at school weren’t having their intelligence challenged as much as would be considered ideal… for them. It’s a constant battle trying to keep on top of them to figure out what they’ll get into next.
I don’t quite remember why we didn’t enroll them in the Torchwood Nursery… Some nonsense about me needing to be home to do the school-run, morning and afternoon, and since they had each other for company, they might as well stay home too and drive me mental while they were at it. I mean, don’t get me wrong, Santa, it was a mutual decision between me and the Doctor. We talked it over and decided since he’s enjoying working in the Torchwood labs so much, he should keep doing it, and he relieves me whenever I really need it. It’s just some days I find myself questioning my life choices...
Anyway, the upshot of it is, this past week, we thought we’d give ourselves a nice break. We took Hope out of school a week early for a few days of hols before settling back to Earth-life over Christmas. It started out great, exploring cave life on Naotol-ri-Pibol one day and observing the process of the Grand Canyon gradually forming over eons from the TARDIS doors the next. (That little trick always floors me: to have the TARDIS hover in one point in space, but move through time, so the evolution of the planet plays out like a time-lapse film before your eyes! Brilliant!) But our final stop, yesterday, was the absolute best Christmas planet in either universe: 63rd Century Yultidia! I know, I know, the name is cheesier than my mum’s festive nutty cheese ball, but it sure makes up for it in many wonderful ways.
You’d love Yultidia, Santa, for a chance to get away. It’s completely impractical and over-the-top, not at all suited for building toys, but still everything’s decked out in Christmas cheer. And there’s so much to do: reindeer-pulled sleigh rides (not that that’s anything special for you), shops, carnivals and amusement parks, ice skating, sledding, and all kinds of other winter sports. There’s brilliant, posh hotels and restaurants, the ultimate hot chocolate, and the most wonderful spas… ever! You can guess where I spent most of my time. You and Mrs. Claus should come and treat yourselves to a post-Christmas massage some year. You deserve it!
(I could bloody use another massage, myself, right about now.)
So, while I was enjoying my day at the spa, the Doctor and the brood went exploring. They went snow tubing and they each got to ride a reindeer. And then they went shopping…
Hope, being the most diplomatic of them all (and not just because she’s the eldest… it’s just her nature) convinced her pushover of a Daddy (she has him wound around every single one of her little fingers) to allow the three of them to buy, in addition to a soft toy each, Christmas decorations to add to Gran and Grandad’s setup this year. Of course they chose the tackiest, most garish multicoloured garland possible. Now I’m not talking about tinsel-garland, yeah. I’m talking about fake metallic tree branches in every shade of the rainbow and then some. A bit naff. Not that Mum would mind one little bit. Even though she’s gone a bit posh, living in luxury these last few years, she could never be accused of being particularly sophisticated in her decorating tastes. And besides if her grandkids want something, her grandkids get it.
They also bought a huge box of candy canes to hang from the garland, and no doubt from other places as well, given the quantity of them. I’m not quite sure what the Doctor had been thinking, allowing them to buy so many. Probably thinking with his sweet tooth instead of his brain.
Anyway, they picked me up from the spa, and we all went to a restaurant to have our tea. Soooo good! They have Christmas Chips! I can’t begin to explain the flavour. Gooorgeous! So after enjoying some hot chocolate and mince pies for dessert we all headed back to the TARDIS. Me and the Doctor left the three kids to play in the console room. They were looking all innocent, oohing and awing over their purchases and plotting where they would hang everything when they got to the mansion. Basically, they seemed content, so we headed down to the family room to watch some Scrooge. Biggest mistake ever… but we wouldn’t know that until this afternoon.
In retrospect, we should have known. The three of them were being awfully quiet for children who were “playing”, but we were just so happy to have a quiet evening to snuggle together, we didn’t want to jinx it. When the movie was over, I went to get them ready for bed. They had already tidied up the garland and candy canes, and Wilf was nodding off, hugging his new stuffie reindeer. I got them all into a bath to wash the glitter off them, then into their new Christmas jimjams and straight to bed. Nothing seemed amiss. Same this morning when I made banana pancakes in Christmas shapes for breakfast, although there was rather a little too much chatter about them getting to see Father Christmas (you!) hiding pressies under the tree this year.
We decided to spend a little longer on Yultidia. They all wanted me to go tubing with them! So much bloody fun! Then we had lunch and bought a pile of Christmas goodies for Mum, Dad, and Tony, and gifts for Hope’s teachers and the folks at Torchwood. They’d get them a little late, but that’s okay. I know you’re thinking “time machine”, Santa, but remember, me and the Doctor agreed not to cheat with the timelines, and anyway, those sweets are worth the wait.
We all bundled back into the TARDIS, and got ready to go: the kids were all buckled in and squirming, so excited to show Gran the garland. The Doctor did his usual dance around the console switching switches and pushing buttons, and I followed behind, making sure everything was set just right, then both of us once again. I know it sounds tedious, but these days… safety first!
Then, the Doctor’s running his hands through his hair and telling me “Something doesn’t feel quite right. Something’s off. I just can’t put my finger on it.” And as he’s fishing for his sonic, I can’t help but see our three little angels giving each other guilty looks and biting their little lower lips. And all I can think is “Oh, bloody hell…”
Next thing I hear is the buzz of the sonic, then a violent rumbling coming from the candy cane box under the console, and I’m throwing myself between it and the children as fast as I can. Flames come shooting out of the box, and the Doctor’s just standing there gawping and saying “What?” over and over. I mean, at this point, Doctor, does it matter?
Suddenly the whole thing explodes, bits of melted and burning candy cane go soaring around the console room, sticking to everything. And believe me, hot candy cane burns are not to be taken lightly. The stuff was everywhere, in our hair, on our clothes (the kids had managed to come out of it with only a little stickiness, thank goodness.) But, worst of all, some of the molten sweet had seeped into the TARDIS controls.
The Doctor lost it. Completely lost it. I could see he was scared shitless. Things could have been so much worse, and he was over-reacting as a result. Like I said earlier, he put the kids in solitary time-out rooms. They were blubbering and apologizing and begging. At least Hope and Charlie were. Poor Wilfred, was just sobbing and sucking his thumb, really frightened and not quite realizing why his Daddy was so angry.
After the kids were settled, the Doctor gingerly ran his sonic over the TARDIS console and deemed it would be hours before she’d be ready to fly again. She just grumbled and dimmed her lights. I wonder if she would enjoy a nice spa treatment…?
Anyway, the Doctor just went down to interrogate the little hooligans, so I’m taking the time to record my letter to you now.
Holy crap! Hang on just a minute, Santa! Now, that plonker is crowing away to the kids about how brilliant they are. Like Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde, he is! And they’re all laughing and talking some bloody technobabble language I swear they all made up. I’ll make them laugh, all right! I’ll be right back. Looks like Mummy Scrooge is going to have to step in after all.
--ooOoo--
I’m back! Honestly, that man is such a pushover! If I hadn’t stepped in… The brood may be little but they’re definitely smart enough to learn that they have to be held accountable for their actions. I saw their faces when Daddy thought there was something wrong, and they knew it was probably their doing. So accountability! No matter how clever their little invention was!
So, right now, they’re giving the TARDIS her “day at the spa”. They damaged her, and they can fix her up again. They’re polishing and buffing her, and the Doctor is helping them take apart the damaged bits and they’re all putting them back together. The Doctor’s even letting Hope use his sonic for the really stuck-on candy, and the TARDIS is humming in appreciation. My lovely, baby TARDIS. She’s such an important part of our family and it doesn’t hurt for us to remember that once in a while.
In case you’re wondering, it turns out the little inventors were devising a surveillance system to watch for you coming down the chimney. They had rigged each and every candy cane with miniature cameras they found in one of their father’s storage cabinets. (To answer the burning question that must be on your mind: no, I don’t know why he had them. I think it must have been from when Hope was small and he wanted to be able to keep an eye on her everywhere she went.) Anyway, long story short, they rigged them up incorrectly (they were a bit dodgy to begin with, mind) using some wiring they had pinched from under the TARDIS console that was completely incompatible. So, when the Doctor activated his sonic, he ended up reversing the polarity of the neutron flow (or some rubbish like that) and BLAM! Candy cane fireworks!
All I can say, is thank goodness we found out about it before we got to Mum and Dad’s. Can you just imagine Mum’s reaction to having peppermint-scented goo all over her living room? Blimey, what a nightmare that would have been!
Well, it’s time for everyone to get bathed and dressed again (right into their jimjams, I’m thinking.) Then off to the mansion to put up some rather naff garland (minus the candy canes!), hang some stockings, and as it’s been a very long day, a quick tea and off to bed.
Happy Christmas! Love to all, Santa. And here’s hoping you don’t encounter any exploding candy canes on your travels tonight!
love, Rose
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Musical Smorgasbord
10/23/2019
Plastic Factory, Imaike
Nagoya, Aichi
Photos by Matt Chima
Review by Travis Finch
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Imaike may seem like just another neighborhood to the layman, but after enough nights on the town in Nagoya, one would find that it is actually a thriving district littered with spots for frequent live music and other arts. Plastic Factory is one of these gems that attracts the bold and the weird, artists and fans alike. If you visit more than once, you’re bound to see a recurring face because Plastic Factory is usually a good time that brings people back for more.
Sometimes Plastic Factory is a packed house where you can’t see someone on the other side of the room. This Saturday night had a little more intimate setting however. That’s not at all a polite way of saying no one was there. It was still full of roaring applause and other forms of exclamation. I simply mean this show had more of the atmosphere of a house show or a big group of friends watching each other take turns on instruments in a garage. Human Name and Masattack’s Steven Stringer harped on this sentiment when he opened the night by stating “Welcome to Musical Smorgasbord, where we have more cables on stage than we know what to do with.”
HNAMA is a two-man act that can be described as “very experimental.” Their sound involves a lot of live looping guitar riffs and vocals. Looping would become a running theme in the night. At one point the audience could feel the different layers pulsating over one another in a barrage of sonic unfamiliarity. I use the word, “unfamiliarity,” because the music began to feel unpredictable. It definitely wasn’t contrived or anything like that. I heard an audience member say at this point, “I feel like I’m on LSD right now.” I hope the duo wouldn’t be offended by my calling their music “weird,” but I feel like that’s what they’re going for anyways. Beck and Captain Beefheart at the weirdest points in their careers would be intrigued.
The next act was another two-man band referred to as “Futsū No Banana.” If your Japanese is no good, it means “Ordinary Banana.” They were the only instrumental band of the night and this set had a real garage rock vibe to it. I could actually imagine it going over well in a park *cough cough.* The riffs and drums were solid, but the in between banter was also a plus. By request, they finished the set with the early 90’s Power Rangers theme song, but couldn’t quite finish the tune, gave up towards the end, and laughed it off as good sports. It was a funny moment for everyone.
The two male pair acts were then followed by two solo female artists. The first of which was the dazzling Aichi queen of cabaret, May Chu Chu メイチュチュ. She is a multi-talented artist who can be seen belting out tunes with her rockabilly band or hosting a wide range of respectable events with a sharp edge of wit and humor. Tonight she was flying solo on the mic with only the help of a phone hooked up to the PA. Her acts always involve crowd participation and one memorable moment of the night consisted of May Chu Chu assigning different factions of the crowd to each sing a single word of the chorus in Queen’s “Don’t Stop Me Now.”
The following female artist was truly a unique and creative individual named Rishao who composes the most interesting atmospheric songs with a keyboard, sampler, and other surprising instruments that she would loop live on the spot. As it was my second time seeing her perform, an audience member asked me what Rishao’s sound is like while she was setting up. I started by saying, “it’s electronic,” and the other person asked “Like EDM?” “No, not quite.” I tried to find comparisons but couldn’t. “Have you heard of Crystal Castles? Wait, it’s not like that. You know Portishead? No, nevermind. It’s like Bjork. Actually, not really. Com Truise….what am I saying?” The truth is Rishao’s sound doesn’t give the impression that it’s influenced by anything. It seems like a pure artistic representation of one’s self. I can’t describe it any better than that. Rishao is Rishao and you have to experience it yourself to get what I’m talking about.
Minus Rishao, the other acts all followed with second sets. Futsū no Banana delivered a much more satisfying second set filled with post-rock guitar grooves, building tension on the drums, and overall a more complete sense of songwriting. There was even a metal track aptly titled, “Heavy.” Not to take anything away from the songs in the first set, this is just the time that they really shined. May Chu Chu took the stage again and performed a hilarious music bit teaching colors of the rainbow with a medley of iconic pop culture numbers involving lyrics that the use red, yellow, etc. I won’t spoil the act if you haven’t seen it, but I was thrilled for an excuse to chant a certain gothic metal band from the 90’s. Human Name and Masattack closed out the night by hypnotizing the crowd with more sounds from another realm and overall this show was a very enjoyable evening between friends and musicians.
Special thank you to Heinz Senn for keeping open such a wonderful space for artists and fans alike to frequent.
Head over to Human Name and Masattack's Facebook page for music and upcoming shows: https://www.facebook.com/humanname/?hc_location=ufi
You can catch Futsū no Banana on their free park tour at Sakae Plaza, Shimozono Park, Shirakawa Park, Tsurumai Park, and Meijo Park on December 7th.
Don't miss May Chu Chu as well as some other local acts on December 20th at Bemondsey Arms.
Make sure to listen to Rishao’s otherworldly music on Spotify at: https://open.spotify.com/artist/5TBc2GgVHNTiYKwBJ1LDmV
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Blessing 2
OK, jumping the gun a little, but I’ll be busy tomorrow. This is a follow-up to “Blessing” and responds to the 5-1 prompt.
-William Easley
(August 31, 2017)
“Mabel,” Dipper asked early on the morning of their eighteenth birthday, “can I borrow your car?”
“Nope!” she chirped brightly. “But I’ll drive you to Wendy’s house!”
“Uh … I want to … ask Manly Dan something.”
“Yup! So, you might need a driver to get you to the hospital.” Mabel had gone retro—a new version of her rainbow sweater, and her hair band in a matching red—and they set out right after an early breakfast.
It was only seven o'clock, but Manly Dan was an early riser. “Git them trees before they’re full awake,” was his motto.
Gravity Falls was already stirring on that Thursday morning—a morning that threatened rain later, with low gray clouds. Mabel’s graduation present, a new Chevy Sonic (bright red, stick shift, a compromise because Mabel had requested a BMW M6, a wee bit pricey), took the curves well, though Dipper had to grip the edge of his seat from time to time.
“Off to college next month,” Mabel said. “So—you and Wendy are gonna room together, I guess?”
“Married couples do,” Dipper said between clenched teeth.
“Set the date?”
“Today.”
“No freakin’ way!”
“Yeah—squirrel! Squirrel! That was close. Just a civil ceremony, to make it legal. Then on September 15, we’ll have the church ceremony and you’ll be—”
“Maid of Honor! Yes!”
Wendy was waiting on the porch of the Corduroy house. She hugged both Mabel and Dipper. “Happy birthday, you guys! I now pronounce you technically adults. Mortgages and weight control forever!”
“Is, is your dad—?”
“In the living room, dude. Mabes, let me drive your car for a little ride with you?”
“Sure! Here’s the keys. Try not to hit any wildlife!”
Manly Dan glowered at him. “Well. Finally come around, did you?”
“Yes—yes, sir. I love Wendy, and she’s agreed to marry me. I—I—we—I—”
“Spit it out!”
Dipper gulped, feeling like a twelve-year-old again. “I want to ask your blessing on our marriage!”
For many seconds, Manly Dan just glared at him. “You think you’re man enough for my baby girl?”
Taking a deep breath, Dipper said, “If I’m not, I’ll die trying to be.”
Manly Dan cracked his knuckles. “Here’s the deal. Let’s put you to the test. Six, in fact. You fail ‘em, you can’t marry my daughter. You pass three, I’ll give my OK.”
Dipper clenched his jaw. “You’re ten times stronger than I am, and I know the kind of test you’ll put me to. Let’s say if I pass one, you’ll give us your blessing.”
“One. OK. I hope you know what you’re up against.”
“I think I’ll find out.”
The two trees were of identical girth. Manly Dan said “Ready, set, go!”
Their axes flew. Dipper had learned a little about tree chopping from Wendy—but Dan’s muscles and expertise had deep roots. Chips flew from his tree like sawdust from a buzz saw. When he yelled, “Timber!” and his tree crashed to the floor of the forest, Dipper had cut maybe a tenth of the way into the trunk of his own tree.
“One down,” Dan said with a fierce grin. “I’ll finish that one for ya. We don’t have all day.”
Dipper had seen Wendy do this a dozen times—loop the belt around the trunk, walk yourself up, quickly relocate the belt, repeat. Tree climbing, easy-peasy.
He got up five feet, lost two while repositioning the belt. Up ten, lost two more. Up fifteen—
“Two down!” Dan yelled from the crown of the tree. “You aint’ doin’ so well, sonny boy!”
“Let’s do something I’m good at,” Dipper suggested.
“Like what?”
“Math.”
Dan grinned. “How many board feet of timber are in that first tree I cut? We’ll measure it and calculate.”
Maybe if Dipper had ever heard of the term “board feet” he might have stood a chance. As it was—
“I got 2500,” Dan said. “Halfway through, and you ain’t come up a winner yet. You want to check my figures?”
“No, I’m sure you’re right,” Dipper said with a sigh.
“Three to go, son. You want to go through with this?”
“Sir,” Dipper said, “I’ll see it out. But if I fail every single one and you don’t give us your blessing—you know we’re still going to be married.”
“That so?”
“It’s so.”
They drove to the lake, to the place where back in July the lumbermen had thrown their get-together. In the pen a waterlogged, well, log, still floated. “Log rollin’,” Dan said. “I know you seen us do this. First one to fall in the water loses.”
For the first time that morning, Dipper gave Dan a run for his money. His track experience had given him speed and agility, and they were as important as sheer bulk and strength.
Forward, reverse, canny stop, leap, faster, slower—the log revolved in the water as the two struggled to stay on it.
And then something went wrong. Dipper’s foot slipped on the slimy log. Dan reached down and plucked him out of the water.
“Down to two, boy.”
At least Dan lent Dipper some of his son’s old clothes, though Dipper did not feel at home, really, in flannel shirt and overalls. Next was—the hatchet toss.
Dan had a target set up out back. “My baby girl,” he said, “can get five in the circle every time. Let me show you how.”
It was almost like a juggling trick. Dan held four hatchets in his left hand, one in his right, and onetwothreefourfive he threw, shifted another, threw again, and all five were in the air practically simultaneously. With solid-sounding thwacks! they embedded themselves in the wood and stuck there quivering.
Dipper … didn’t have the knack. The very first one hit handle-first and bounced off. In the end, he managed to get one hatchet to stick, and it was outside the circle.
“I got my doubts about you,” Dan said. “One chance left.”
“Next?” Dipper asked grimly.
Dan grinned at him. “Arm wrasslin’.”
“So …” Wendy said suspiciously, “Dad let you win?”
“Not exactly,” Dipper said. “We sat down at the table, got into position—he had to sit way back because his arms are so much longer—and when he said, ‘I’ll count to three, and then we go,’ I interrupted his count. I said, 'Sir, I just want you to know why I think I’m man enough. When I was thirteen years old, I slept with Wendy.’”
Wendy and Mabel both gasped.
Dipper shrugged. “He was so shocked that I think he was paralyzed for a second. That was when I slammed his fist down on the table and then, real quickly, explained that we just fell asleep watching TV on the floor in the Shack that New Year’s, and nothing happened.”
“And—you’re not a ghost, are you?” Mabel asked. “He didn’t kill you?”
“No. He laughed. He clapped me on the shoulder so hard I think I have a mild sprain. He said, 'That’s what I was waiting for, boy! I know you got the Pines smarts. Listen, I want me some good strong, smart grandkids from you and my daughter. You get to work on that soon.’”
Wendy blushed. “That’s my dad!”
“But,” Dipper said, “he also told me he was just funning with me. He was going to give us his blessing anyway.”
“Well-p,” Mabel said, “that’s one down. Now for Mom and Dad.”
“Two down,” Wendy said.
“Say what?” Mabel asked.
Dipper chuckled. “We’ll tell you,” he said, “when you’re older.”
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Sonic & Tails: Beyond the Stars - Prologue
Prologue: All Is As It Seems...?
"...zzz..."
"Sonic."
"...zzz...zzz..."
"Sonic..."
"Zzz... zzz... zzz..."
"Hey. Sonic."
"Urgh... what?"
"We're nearly here."
"Oh! Great!"
Awakening from his deep slumber... on the wing of the Tornado... Sonic the Hedgehog slowly opened his eyes and wiped them, and when he could see more clearly, he was dazzled by what he saw.
The sea below their flight was just as faintly green as it was blue, making for a shimmering spectacle of colour. But what was up ahead, what the ocean surrounded, was even greater: An island of truly impressive size and scope. Far larger than South, Westside, and possibly even Angel Island. All sorts of sights and geography could be seen to the naked eye even from afar. And though you couldn't tell by looking at it from the side, if you looked at it from above, you would notice it's shape was perfectly circular, like a smooth gemstone.
This island, known to the world at large as Viridonia, was where Sonic and his best friend Tails were planning to take a well-needed vacation. Saving the world is hard work, and after all the trials these two have faced, you couldn't say they didn't deserve it. But is it possible that malicious intentions could come along to make a mess of their intended vacation time...?
Well... we'll get to that when we get to that.
"Looks stunning, doesn't it?" Sonic asked out loud, with a massive grin on his face.
"It sure does," answered Tails with a smile, as he took in the pleasant view. "I've heard great things about this place, but seeing it is another story. I can't even begin to think of where to start with somewhere so big!"
"We have all the time in the world for that, so what's the rush?" He glanced at the island once again, this time with a more thoughtful expression. "I just hope there's no trouble from Eggman this time around. We never get a break from him, do we?"
"Actually," Tails pointed out with a raised finger. "You told me there was no Eggman in those books that were lent to you. Well, technically there was a guy who looked like Eggman in the first one, but..."
"Alright, don't get technical with me," Sonic poked his tongue out in light jest. He then motioned towards the ground. "Okay Tails, we're getting real close, let's find a spot to land."
"Right away," the fox obeyed, before adding "And uh... don't worry, I made sure to install the landing gear this time."
"Oh. Nice."
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They landed on an empty stretch of sand by the sea, having made sure they wouldn't land in a place that would cause too much interference. The little beach was peppered with turquoise rocks that looked and shined like real gems, and the sand itself was more white than it was yellow. Despite being by the sea, the town nearby had a very modern, yet elegant appearance. As Tails spent a little more time fiddling around with the Tornado, Sonic wasted no time in admiring the setting.
"Heh heh... just look at all this," Sonic said to himself as he marveled at the environment, hands on his hips. He was definitely liking the look of his vacation spot. "So much to see, so much to do. And it's just me and Tails."
"~Soniiiiiic!~"
"And... Amy?"
Sonic turned to his right to find none other than Amy Rose, who was currently sprinting over to him with a big grin. Her younger friend, Cream, was tagging along behind her.
"Fancy seeing you here!" Amy beamed. Her tail was unashamedly wagging away in excitement.
"Oh uh, hey Amy..." Sonic muttered out of surprise. Not disappointment, or annoyance, just surprise. "Didn't know you'd be here... why ARE you here?"
"Isn't it obvious? We wanted to go on a vacation of our own! And we just HAD to come here when we read all about it." She looked over to Cream, who simply nodded. "We haven't seen much of the place yet, but there's no hurry, right?"
Sonic looked over at Cream, as if he was expecting something from her.
"She's telling the truth, Mr. Sonic," the rabbit assured.
"Okay, good."
"Huh? What do you mean?" The pink hedgehog frowned as she crossed her arms. "You didn't think I just followed you here like some creepy weirdo, did you?"
"NO. No. Of course not. I'm sure you wouldn’t do that... not intentionally."
"Good! We didn't know you would be here, but what a great turn of events that you are! Maybe we can discover the Rainbow Paradise together... and find the perfect spot for the two of us, hmm?" She winked playfully, complete with a little spin.
"...Maybe. Maybe. We'll see," Sonic said in a very neutral manner, although he couldn't help but smirk at his friend's ever present determination. As he walked off to see how Tails was doing, Amy turned and noticed that Cream looked uncomfortable despite the lack of any apparent danger.
"Hey, what's wrong?" Amy asked out of concern. "You still feeling a little anxious?"
The rabbit just nodded silently. Her hands were mildly fidgeting.
"Well, that's okay, you know." She put her hand on Cream's shoulder. "But your mother wouldn't have let you come with me if she felt it would be a bad idea... although then again... she didn't mind you taking on evil monsters... or evil robots..." She shook her head and hoped her friend didn't hear that part. "This is meant to be a good time for both of us, Cream. It's why I brought you along, after all."
"I know, and I appreciate that very much, Amy," the girl thanked her politely. "Maybe I could have a little look around... but I won't go too far away from you, okay?"
"I know you won't," Amy smiled.
Meanwhile, Sonic was busy pondering to himself. "Rainbow Paradise... Rainbow Paradise... never heard of it. Sounds made up. You ever heard of it, Tails?"
"Heard of what?" asked the fox as he was in the middle of reading the guidebook he had about Viridonia's sights and spots.
"The Rainbow Paradise."
"Nope, new to me. Sounds made up."
"Yeah, I thought that too."
"You said that too."
"Hey now, you better not be poking fun at my habit to babble again." The Blue Blur raised an eyebrow jokingly.
"My bad. But you do the same thing with me when I do that."
"Yeah, that's true."
And they both had a hearty laugh together.
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ADVENTURE FIELD: Lime Shores
Welcome to the first hub of the game. There are quite a few hubs in the game, but for obvious reasons this is the only one you can play around in for the time being. Things might be very humble and not particularly intense so far, but fear not, that'll all change soon enough. This doesn't count as a spoiler, because it should be blatantly obvious that something's gonna happen, otherwise there wouldn’t be a story. You can probably guess who will be responsible for it too. But I'm getting ahead of myself.
Lime Shores covers both the town and the beach it's next to. As mentioned before, the beach has plenty of rocks that might as well be gemstones from the way they look and shine, and the sand is very light in colour. The town on the other hand is very reminiscent of England. More specifically, Birmingham, Solihull, and Stratford-upon-Avon. A perfect blend of old and modern architecture all around, and a very humble yet proud atmosphere all around. (And classy lamp posts everywhere!)
Right now, you can't really do too much aside from talking with the locals. Said locals will be all too eager to tell you such interesting facts like:
"Oh my god! You're Sonic the Hedgehog!"
"I can't believe Sonic the Hedgehog is here!"
"SONIC! SONIC! ...I don't know who you are, but everyone else seems to be excited, so I should be too! SONIC! SONIC!"
Yeah, they're all very hyped up about the hero showing up in their area. Maybe they'll be a little more helpful and informative later on once they've calmed down.
So what to do for the time being? Head over to the beach where Tails is, and you'll discover that for whatever reason - maybe he read the script ahead of time - he's set up a Virtual Reality training system, not unlike the one he used with Emerl all those years ago. Talk to him, and he'll ask if you want to work on your moves for a bit. Don't be fooled by this setup. Unlike most tutorials within the story, you're NOT forced to do it if you don't want to. If you say No, the story will go on ahead, and you won't have missed out on anything. No worries. No tedium. No problem!
But for the purpose of this... hypothetical guide, let's pretend that you said Yes so that we can go over the tutorial anyway. Don't worry. It's not long.
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ZONE 0: Light Speed Simulation
Note that when you start, you're given the option to pick between Sonic or Tails. Like in Sonic Rush Adventure, you can pick between characters whenever you want for each act or boss. Very convenient.
This one-act zone takes the form of a neon grid in a pitch black area. Most of the grid is blue, but certain parts of the architecture - such as loops, and crates for you to destroy - are green in order to help you recognise them more clearly. There's even some pools of water, but because this is just a simulation, you never run out of air for this one. (Of course, you are helpfully reminded that you won't be so lucky when it's time to face real water.) Amusingly enough though, the infamous countdown still ticks away in this area, but when it reaches zero... nothing happens, and your character remains completely dumbfounded for a second.
This tutorial does not require you to go through certain motions in a specific order. Nor does anyone tell you what to do. This is nothing more than one big playground for you to get your teeth into at your own leisure. There's no end to the zone either, it only ends when you choose to quit.
The controls of Sonic and Tails are for the most part identical to their Sonic Adventure incarnations. But there are a few key differences:
• Sonic is a good deal faster than Tails, even though the latter is still legitimately fast in his own right.
• Tails is able to keep flying for a longer period of time compared to how long he could fly in Sonic Adventure.
• Sonic keeps his ability to Parkour from Sonic Lost World, in addition to his ability to wall jump from various 3D games. Although in this case, the latter takes a page from Super Mario 64, in that the wall jump is only activated when you actually jump against a wall, as opposed to just randomly locking onto the wall after a homing attack.
• Like in the 2D games, Tails is able to swim in water, but his swimming speed is a little faster in this game, more reminiscent of the underwater charging in Spyro 2 and 3, aka the best 3D swimming mechanics that have ever set foot on this earth. But Tails still needs air bubbles like Sonic, so keep that in mind if you’re too deep to swim to the surface.
• Due to there being no Adventure-esque upgrades in this game, Tails’ Tail Spin attack reaches a middle ground here, in that he can spin infinitely for a select period of time before stopping. But don’t worry, the tired out period doesn’t last for a long time, so there won’t be any annoying situations like enemies hitting you repeatedly whilst you’re unable to react.
When you feel you've had enough of fooling around here, proceed to quit at the pause menu, and the story will continue immediately.
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In an effort to get herself acquainted with where she'll be staying for the next few days, Cream had wandered into a nearby forest, accompanied by her loyal pet, Cheese. She took her time looking around, making sure she didn't get too lost in the place. The forest reminded her very heavily of the one she had went through a long time ago with Amy and her other friend, Big. Various fruits of peculiar size could be seen on the trees, and even though it was clearly daytime, fireflies could be seen lighting the place up. The young rabbit was impressed with the scene, an innocent smile having planted itself on her face the whole time.
"It's so pretty, isn't it Cheese?" The Chao nodded. "Maybe it was a little silly of me to get tense. It's just a new experience for us, you know? I wonder if Amy would like to see this... Maybe Mr. Sonic would like it too?"
"Like he would care what YOU think!"
"Huh?"
Right on cue, a small gang appeared on the scene, and it was without a doubt the most stereotypical gang of hoodlums you had ever seen. They were all roughly the same height, and they looked to be within a similar age group as Sonic. There were four of these blatant wrong'uns in total: a panther, a lime gecko, a grey rat, and a light blue falcon. The panther was wearing a black tuxedo, the gecko was wearing a purple zoot suit, the rat a brown trenchcoat, and the falcon a white fedora.
They looked incredibly goofy, but they were still intimidating enough in the eyes of young Cream.
"This is Sonic the Hedgehog you're talking about!" the panther said incredulously. "The world famous hedgehog! He doesn't have time for little brats like you!"
"Yeah!" The falcon shouted in agreement, flapping his wings.
"What...What do you mean?" Cream asked, with a hint of upset.
"He means..." the gecko started, in a slightly indecipherable accent. "You are... lacking in importance... for someone like... the hedgehog."
"Yeah!" The falcon agreed again, flapping his wings again too.
"That's not true..." Cream muttered fearfully, as she slowly took a few steps back. As if by instinct, she covered Cheese with her hands to protect him. "Mr. Sonic cares about all of his friends..."
"Yessss! For publicity!" The rat cackled in a completely over-the-top manner, complete with clasped fingers. "You're a blip on the radar to him! And so is everyone else! People like him only care about themsssselves!"
"Yeah!" Once more from the falcon, complete with the flapping of his wings. It became abundantly clear that the falcon had absolutely nothing to add to this already ridiculous discussion.
"Why are you guys saying this? None of that is true! Mr. Sonic does care!" The poor rabbit was getting into a panic.
"Because it's true!" The panther took a step closer to Cream. "Anyone with a brain can see what a world-renowned superstar truly thinks of weak, helpless, useless little girls like you..."
Cream looked like she was ready to cry, even as her grip on Cheese grew tighter. She only just got here, and already she was having a scary time. She took another step back, but the panther took another step forward. Though Cream could have very easily taken care of these guys like nobody’s business through the awesome power of her pet Chao, she was too distraught by their slander to consider the thought. But just when the rest of them started taking a few steps forward themselves, as if to overwhelm the rabbit all the more, a brand new voice emerged out of nowhere. A low yet feminine one.
"You guys stink."
The four members immediately looked around in surprise at the new voice that had joined the conversation. They searched and glanced for where the voice came from, and their expressions indicated a sense of familiarity. After a few unsuccessful moments of searching out the source, the source decided to reveal itself instead.
Emerging from the shadows was a female figure, her fur a gentle light green, and her eyes a cool brown. She appeared to be older than anyone in the gang. She was wearing a light tank top, trousers, a pair of knee-high boots that were completely flat at the heels, a pair of gloves that reached up to her elbows, a headscarf atop her head, and a bandana scarf covering the lower half of her face. With the exception of her brown trousers, all of her clothes were blue, three different shades used in total.
It wasn't immediately obvious at first glance, but you could tell from her lengthy tail, and her equally lengthy ponytail, that the young woman was meant to be a horse. You could also tell from the look of dread on the gang's face that they've seen this person before. But what caught Cream's attention the most was the way the woman was walking over to them. It was very... slow. Deliberate. Almost meticulous, even. She didn't understand why the woman was walking like that, but before she could think more about it, the gang was already talking to her. The latter simply stood there, calmly, with one hand on her hip.
"Uh, hey there!" The panther swaggered about in an obvious attempt to save face. "How ya doing? We were just giving the kid a warm welcome, we thought you'd like to join us?"
"No thanks. I don't greet people by making them doubt themselves. Least of all young children." She held her nose high as a sign of disapproval, not that you could see it due to her bandana obscuring it. "This is the most pathetic thing I've seen out of you yet. You lot are becoming parodies of yourselves by the day. What reason do you have for spending your time putting down this girl?"
"Well... you see..." the gecko reasoned, his eyes darting left and right. "It was... the boss... He wanted to... give our regards... to the newcomers."
"By threatening them."
The rat grinned sheepishly as he cowered away. "Some people have a rocky exterior?"
"Haven't heard that justification before." Her right hand held up her left elbow as she rested her head on her left hand. Her eyes indicated a sense of fatigue. "Don't bother with the excuses. I'm going to ensure that none of you ruffians cause a disturbance for our visitors. This is not up for debate. And that guy you speak so highly of? He does care about his friends, inside and out. What he doesn't care for is people who spend their time causing trouble and making a complete imbecile out of themselves." She sarcastically waved a finger at the group. "Kinda like you guys, right?"
"Yeah!" The falcon shouted yet again, to which the other three members glared at him. The falcon just shrugged.
"Ha, a bit of common sense from one of you at least." The woman made a fluttery shooing gesture. "Now away with you, please. It's rude to pester visitors like a bad smell."
Without a single argument, all four members of the gang bolted out of the forest like their lives depended on it. The woman stood there for a few seconds with a stone-cold stare, making sure they were definitely out of the picture. All the while, Cream wondered to herself why the gang had been rendered so easily skittish when the woman had made no indication from either her tone or her body language that she was going to attack them.
The horse turned to her right to face the rabbit. As she walked up to her, Cream still felt nervous and intimidated, something that the horse sensed right away. So, very slowly and carefully, she knelt down so that she was equal to Cream's level of height, and after a few further seconds of examining the girl, the woman lowered her bandana to reveal the rest of her face. Despite the blocky facial structure you would expect for a horse, the face of this one was instead a lot rounder and softer.
"You okay there?" asked the horse in a comforting tone.
"I... think so, yeah," the rabbit replied shyly. "I'm sorry if I caused a lot of trouble. I could have gotten Cheese to handle it, but it didn’t occur to me. But thank you for defending me, Miss... Miss..."
"Lutrudis," the woman answered for her. "The name's Lutrudis. And you didn't cause any bother at all. Those guys have had a history of doing nonsense like that. They like to fool around with everyone for reasons I don't quite understand. I'm just glad I arrived in time before things got out of hand." She took Cream's hand and covered it gently with her own, indicating to Cream that she had no reason to feel afraid of this person. "Are your friends a fair distance away from here?"
"No, they aren't. They were at the town the last time I saw them." Cream looked left and right, with a worried expression. "But I think I've gotten lost in this forest after all. I didn't mean to go too far away... Oh, I should have stayed with Amy..."
"I can take you back to your friends if you want," Lutrudis offered.
"Would that be okay?" Cream asked. "Because I don't want to waste your time..."
"You wouldn't be wasting my time, sweetie." She smiled warmly. "I've got little better to do anyway. Your friends wouldn't want anything to happen to you, right? And neither would I."
Cream looked at Cheese, who in turn glanced at Lutrudis, as if he were silently coming to his own conclusions on whether she could be trusted. He nodded, and the girl felt at ease. "Okay... If you’re sure that would be alright, Miss Lutrudis."
"You don't need to be so formal with me, Cream," the woman assured, still smiling. "Just Lutrudis will do." She slowly raised herself back up, every bit as careful as she was when kneeling down. And as she did this, Cream had a question to ask.
"How do you know my name? We've never met before... And you've never met Mr. Sonic before, have you? So how do you know about him?"
"Well, you guys are heroes, aren't you? Of course I know about you all. Doesn't take long for the word of heroics to spread." She held Cream's hand, and they began to walk ahead. As they walked, Cream felt more relaxed around the horse, as did Cheese. But not long later, another question popped up in the rabbit's mind.
"Miss Lutrudis?"
"Yeah?"
"I don't mean this in a bad way, but... why are you so careful with your movement? The way you walk, and crouch, and..."
"Heh, so you did notice it then." Lutrudis lightly chuckled as she looked down at Cream. She looked as though she wanted to add something, but the words weren't quite reaching her mouth. Eventually, she returned to looking ahead.
"I'll explain when we get back. I can demonstrate it more that way."
"Okay then." Cream then proceeded to beam brightly. "My friends are really nice, you know. I'm sure you'll like them! And I think they’ll like you too!"
Lutrudis simply chuckled once more.
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NEXT TIME: The game properly begins! And the first zone ain't your typical Green Hill... but not your typical City Escape either...
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Doctor Who/Phillip K. Dick Adaptation Part 1: Make The Moon My Home
So a few months ago I decided to start adapting Philip K. Dick’s Ubik, but as a Doctor Who episode, and then expanding from there. I hope to make about ten parts altogether, but I’ll see how it goes. I am about a quarter of the way through part 2, so that should be up in a few weeks to a few months, depending on school and work, etc. Enjoy.
NOTE: Desk with an upper-case 'D' is the device, and
desk with a lower-case 'd' is the usual meaning of the
word.
EXT. - RIVER SONG'S HOUSE; GARDEN
River and the Doctor are sitting outside in a small suburban
garden on a sunny day. It is covered with a variety of
plants, along with a small table and chairs. Both the Doctor
and River are smoking cigarettes. The Doctor is also
drinking a cup of coffee, River a glass of red wine. There
is also a small bowl of potato chips and a plate with a
sliced cake on it on the table.
RIVER
Thin air?
DOCTOR
Yup.
RIVER
A corpse? Just like that? Gone?
DOCTOR
Yup.
RIVER
Fuck off!
DOCTOR
If it's of any consolation, I am
just as confused as you are.
RIVER
So tell me the story. What
happened?
DOCTOR
I already told you.
RIVER
From the very beginning. Context
and all.
INT. - TARDIS
DOCTOR
(VO)
Well, I was in my TARDIS, and I got
a strange reading.
Something starts bleeping on the console. The Doctor goes
over to the source of the noise and looks at it, confused.
DOCTOR
(VO)
And so I followed it.
EXT. - RIVER SONG'S HOUSE; GARDEN
RIVER
Very you. No surprises there.
Curiosity killed the cat, as they
say. Anyway, continue.
EXT. - SCUNTHORPE; TERRACES
The TARDIS materializes and the Doctor steps out. She looks
rather bemused, but wanders off.
DOCTOR
(VO)
Anyway, I tracked it to this county
fair in Scunthorpe in the early
twenty-first century.
Twenty-thirty, I'd say.
EXT. - SCUNTHORPE; COUNTY FAIR
A field with a number of stalls, with people buying various
items from it. The Doctor goes up to one selling various
cakes and the like, and has a realisation.
DOCTOR
(VO)(Cont'd)
And I saw this stall with cakes and
brownies and shit, and went up to
it. Noticed a microwave. And I've
just gotten a new console, so I
just put it up to that.
We see the Doctor buying a few brownies and a slice of cake,
and chatting to the saleswoman.
DOCTOR
(VO)(Cont'd)
Plus, microwaves fuck with my
sonic.
EXT. - RIVER SONG'S HOUSE; GARDEN
RIVER
So what has this got to do with the
dead body?
DOCTOR
Well, the level of the alert in the
TARDIS did seem a bit high for just
a microwave.
EXT. - SCUNTHORPE; HIGH STREET
We see the Doctor walking around the middle of Scunthorpe,
scanning the odd building.
DOCTOR
(VO)(Cont'd)
So I decided to have a little nosey
around, but found nothing too
special.
EXT. - SCUNTHORPE; GARAGES
A small back street, with closed garages either side. We see
the Doctor gleefully walking down the street, eating a slice
of cake.
DOCTOR
(VO)(Cont'd)
But then, as I was walking through
some garages back to my TARDIS, I
smelled something off.
She wrinkles her forehead in confusion, looks up, and
sniffs.
DOCTOR
(VO)(Cont'd)
Like rotting meat.
She walks further down the street, eventually covering her
mouth from the smell.
DOCTOR
(VO)(Cont'd)
And I got to this one that smelled
so bad I just had to open it.
She sonics a garage door and lifts it.
EXT. - RIVER SONG'S HOUSE; GARDEN
RIVER
And you found this vanishing dead
body? Are you sure it was a body? A
human body?
DOCTOR
All I got was where it teleported
off to. Whatever it was--
INT. - SCUNTHORPE; GARAGE
We see the Doctor slowly walking towards the body, with her
hand over her mouth.
DOCTOR
(VO)(Cont'd)
It was certainly off.
The body is shrouded in smoke, and then disappears in a
flash of light.
Opening credits.
INT. - LONDON; LECTURE HALL
Commodore Travers (Harvey Keitel?) is standing on a clear
podium in a futuristic lecture hall, facing a large, seated
audience.
TRAVERS
Friends, this is clean-up time and
we're discounting all out silent,
electric Ubiks by this much money.
Travers points to a screen, and a slide comes up, with
several facts and figures.
TRAVERS
(Cont'd)
Yes, we're throwing away the
bluebook. And remember; every Ubik
on our lot has been used only as
directed.
We turn to see The Master in a large tank, with a metal cap
on her head, floating. Applause.
INT. - MOONBASE; TRAVER'S OFFICES.
A small beige office with no windows, and nothing too
exciting, apart from a plant in the corner of the room, and
a cheap metal desk with an old PC on top, and Travers
sitting behind it. Joseph (Peter Wight?), the chief security
guard knocks on the ajar door.
JOSEPH
Commodore? Sorry to bother you.
TRAVERS
What? I have rather enough work to
do as it is. All those fire alarms
are usually just glitches. You do
realise that you don't have to
report them to me every time, don't
you?
JOSEPH
No, it's not that. Let me show you.
Joseph turns on the video screen on the other side of the
room.
JOSEPH
(Cont'd)
We have this news from one of our
inertials.
TRAVERS
Let me look.
Travers turns and faces a large screen behind him, while
Joseph fiddles with the remote.
JOSEPH
Our Ms Dorn reported it; as you may
recall, she had followed him to
Green River, Utah, where -
TRAVERS
(sleepy)
Who? I can't keep in mind at all
times which inertials are following
what telepath or precognicient.
He smooths down his grey hair.
TRAVERS
(Cont'd)
Skip the rest and tell me which of
Hollis' people is missing now.
JOSEPH
S. Dole Melipone.
TRAVERS
What? Melipone's gone? You're
shitting me!
JOSEPH
I shit you not. Edie Dorn and two
other inertials followed him to a
motel named the Bonds of Erotic
Polymorphic Experience.
TRAVERS
(Scoffs)
I'm sorry, come again?
Joseph laughs nervously, and takes a sharp intake of breath.
JOSEPH
It's a subsurface structure
catering to businessmen and their
hookers who don't want to be
entertained. Edie and her
colleagues didn't think he was
active, but just to be on the safe
side we had one of our own
surveillance agents, Mrs. G. G.
Anderson go in and track him.
Anderson found a found a scramble
pattern surrounding all of
Melipone's activity, so she
couldn't do anything; he therefore
went back to Topeka, Kansas, where
she's currently scouting out a new
possibility.
Travers lights a cigarette, and is clearly now more awake
and attentive.
TRAVERS
You're sure it was Melipone? By
what I've heard, nobody seems to
know what he looks like; he must
use a different physiognomic
template every month. What about
his field?
JOSEPH
We asked Sandra Archer to go in
there and run tests on the
magnitude and minitude of the field
being generated there at the Bonds
of Erotic Polymorphic Experience
Motel. Archer says it registered,
at its height, 68.2 units of
telepathic aura, which only
Melipone, among all the known
telepaths, can produce. So that's
where we stuck Melipone's
ident-flag on the map. And now he -
it - is gone.
TRAVERS
Did you look on the floor? Behind
the map?
JOSEPH
It's gone electronically. The man
it represents is no longer on Earth
or, as far as we can make out, on a
colony world either.
TRAVERS
I'll consult my wife.
JOSEPH
It's the middle of the night. The
moratoriums are closed now.
TRAVERS
(With a grimacing smile)
Not in Switzerland. Goodnight.
INT. - MORATORIUM LOUNGE
A late middle-aged man (David Sedaris?) in nearly opaque
round glasses, a tabby-fur blazer, and pointed yellow shoes;
Herbert Schoenheit von Vogelsang; sits down behind a
clerical desk at the beginning of his shift. A young woman
(Zoë Sugg?) walks up to the desk with a small piece of paper
in his hand.
HERB
Yes, ma'am, I'll take your stub
personally.
ZOË
It's an elderly lady, about eighty,
very small and wizened. My
grandmother.
HERB
Your code is 3054039-B. I will only
be a moment.
Herb walks off into one of the corridors.
INT. - RIVER SONG'S HOUSE - LIVING ROOM
River is playing with the front camera of her smartphone
with the Doctor.
RIVER
So if you just press that...
She presses a button...
RIVER
(Cont'd)
And you open your mouth...
The Doctor opens her mouth. We now see things from the
camera's perspective - River has turned on the rainbow-mouth
filter, and a cartoon rainbow is coming out of the Doctor's
mouth. The Doctor lets out a quick scream, cups her mouth
with her hands, and along with River, starts to laugh
hysterically.
RIVER
(Cont'd)
And look at this one!
River changes the filter.
DOCTOR
Awwh. Hon, before I forget, that
dead body story.
RIVER
Oh, must we?
DOCTOR
The whole reason I told you that is
because I need you to do me a
favor.
The Doctor starts writing on a piece of paper.
DOCTOR
(Cont'd)
I need you to go over to the Time
Lords.
RIVER
You're asking me to go all the way
to Gallifrey?
DOCTOR
No. A bunch of time lords set up
camp in an office in Shoreditch. I
need you to go over there and ask
them to keep an eye on me. I traced
that body to a prudence
organization, which is an
unbelievably high risk. If anything
goes wrong, which it probably will,
I need them to step in.
RIVER
Are you sure you want to do this?
DOCTOR
I need to.
The Doctor hands River the piece of paper.
DOCTOR
(Cont'd)
This is the address. As far as I
know, a few of my mates are there,
so they'll know who I am.
RIVER
All Time Lords know who YOU are,
Doctor.
The Doctor turns to leave.
RIVER
(Cont'd)
Doctor?
DOCTOR
Yes?
RIVER
Stay safe. You know how risky this
is.
DOCTOR
I'll try.
The Doctor runs up to River and hugs her.
INT. - MORATORIUM CORRIDOR
Herb finds a tank with a withered elderly lady (Helen
Mirren?) - it's her. He opens a panel to the right of the
tank. The small screen says '15 days'.
HERB
Shit.
Herb turns on his portable radio.
HERB
(Cont'd)
Dave, patient 3054039-B. She only
has 15 days left of her half-life,
should I give permission for
visitors?
DAVE
(OC)
Yeah, sure. Go ahead. She hasn't
had any yet, no?
HERB
No, this one's the first. Her
grandchild.
DAVE
(OC)
Took their time. Have you checked
her cephalic?
HERB
About to do that now. See you
around, okay?
DAVE
(OC)
Yeah, see ya.
Herb takes out his smartphone and puts it up against the
glass of the tank. He then taps a certain point of the
screen several times and in quick succession. From the
speaker of the smartphone, a faint voice;
GRANDMOTHER
...and then Tillie sprained her
ankle and we never thought it'd
heal; she was so foolish about it,
wanting to start walking
immediately...
The smartphone lights up green. Herb takes his it off of the
tank, closes the app, and puts it back in his pocket.
HERB
Good, good.
INT. - MORATORIUM LOUNGE
Herb enters, and walks over to Zoë.
HERB
(Cont'd)
She's ready
INT. - MORATORIUM CORRIDOR
Herb and Zoe walk up to the Grandmother's tank.
ZOË
You checked her out, did you?
HERB
Personally. Functioning perfectly.
Herb flicks a series of switches, then steps back.
HERB
(Cont'd)
Happy Resurrection Day, Sir. Do you
know how to work the tank?
ZOË
Yes, thank you.
Herbert walks off. Zoe seats herself in front of the tank.
ZOË
(Cont'd)
Flora, dear, can you hear me? I
think I can hear you already.
Flora?
INT. - MORATORIUM CORRIDOR 2
The TARDIS lands in the corridor. The Doctor exits the
TARDIS, and looks around. She then walks down the corridor,
and sees the tanks, full of a water-like jelly, all with
different bodies inside them. We get to the end of the
corridor, and see Missy, unconscious, floating.
DOCTOR
Oh, I am so sorry.
The Doctor puts her hand on the tank, as if to comfort her.
She tears up.
INT. - MORATORIUM LOUNGE
The Doctor covertly enters the moratorium, and takes a seat
in the waiting area. She then notices Herbert behind the
desk, and strides up to him.
DOCTOR
Hi I - what does this place do,
exactly?
Herbert looks at her, confused.
DOCTOR
(Cont'd)
Stupid question, I know. Just want
to be absolutely clear.
HERB
No question is a stupid question,
madam. We revive the... dearly
departed, to the point where you
can talk to them, in a state of
half-life. A way for friends and
relatives to say goodbye, if they
haven't already had the chance.
DOCTOR
Oh, I see. Thank you. I believe an
old friend of mine is here. She's
lived a while, so might be a little
frail. I wonder if you could take a
moment to check her over. I'd
really appreciate it. Maybe even
allowing me to talk to her.
HERB
Certainly. What's her name?
DOCTOR
Missy. Or the Master. Could be down
as either.
HERB
I'll be with you in a moment. Take
a seat.
DOCTOR
May I come with you, if it isn't
too much trouble?
HERB
Of course.
DOCTOR
I'll try not to get in the way.
INT. - MORATORIUM CORRIDOR 2
Herbert and The Doctor walk to the end of the corridor. He
checks the half-life - 50 days.
HERB
Came just in time. Less than two
months of her half-life to go.
He gets out the smartphone, and repeats the earlier action.
We start to hear Missy's voice.
MASTER
...you know as well as I do that
this man does not fear death. I
want him to suffer a much worse
punishment. Look, my skill and
cunning has brought about this war
which will make you the masters of
the galaxy. Leave him with me, and
let him see the result of that war.
Let him see the galaxy in ruins.
Let him see the planet Earth, that
he loves so much, in ruins, then
exterminate him...
As with last time, the smartphone lights up green. The
Doctor chuckles, while Herbert has gone sheet white. She
puts her hands on his shoulders to comfort him.
DOCTOR
Draconia. Years ago, that.
Surprised she remembers it at all.
I can only barely. That's all in
the past now, I guess. She has a
good heart, really. May not seem
like it, I know. Where did you find
her?
HERB
She was found on the doomed Mondas
colony ship. Brought in by someone
only known to us as Nardole.
DOCTOR
Well of course it was.
HERB
Nice chap. Said that he would have
sent her to Testimony, but here at
the Beloved Brethren Moratorium
seemed more - fitting.
DOCTOR
May I have a few minutes?
HERB
Of course. Take a seat. Just put
these headphones on -
He points to a pair of large headphones hanging from a small
metal rod. The Doctor sits.
HERB
(Cont'd)
And speak into this microphone, so
she can hear you.
He then points to a small microphone sticking out from under
the window of the tank, reaching to the mouth of the now
seated Doctor.
DOCTOR
Thank you.
SALLY
(OC)
Mr. Von Vogelsang; sorry to break
in to your meditation, but a
customer wishes you to assist him
in revving up his relative.
HERB
I'm almost done dealing with one
right now, Sally. Who is it?
SALLY
(OC)
The customer is Commodore Travers,
all the way here from the North
American Confederation.
HERB
Thank you Sally. I'll be with you
soon.
(To Doctor)
I'll leave you two alone. Happy
Resurrection Day, Ma'am.
DOCTOR
Thank you. Happy Resurrection Day
to you too.
(Aside to herself,
unheard to Herb)
Whatever that means.
She puts the headphones on, and prepares to speak.
DOCTOR
(Cont'd)
Missy, it's me. The Doctor.
(A lump in her throat)
Missy's voice slowly fades in.
MASTER
...once the great empires destroy
each other, I ask... Doctor?
A teary-eyed smile comes across the Doctor's face.
INT. - MORATORIUM LOUNGE
Herb enters to Travers standing, waiting in the lounge.
TRAVERS
How is Ella? Ready to be cranked up
for a talk? She's only twenty; she
ought to be in better shape than
you or me.
Travers chuckles, and then places his hand on Herb's back,
and guides him to the corridor.
INT. - MORATORIUM CORRIDOR
HERB
You have not been here for a while,
Commodore.
TRAVERS
This is a moment of importance, Mr.
von Vogelsang. We, my associates
and myself, are in a line of
business that surpasses all
rational understanding. I'm not at
liberty to make disclosures at this
time, but we consider matters at
present to be ominous but not
however hopeless. Despair is not
indicated - not by any means.
Where's Ella?
Travers halts, and glances rapidly about.
HERB
I'll bring her from the corridors
to the consultation lounge for you.
Do you have your numbered
claim-check, Commodore Travers?
TRAVERS
God, no, I lost it months ago. But
you know who my wife is; you can
find her. Ella Runciter, about
twenty. Brown hair and eyes.
He looks around him, impatiently.
TRAVERS
(Cont'd)
Where did you put the lounge? It
used to be located where I could
find it.
Herb gets on his radio.
HERB
Sally, show the Commodore to the
consultation lounge. We're in
Corridor 20, near tank 398.
SALLY
(OC)
I'm 'round the corner. I'll be
there in a sec.
A short while later, a young American girl (Selena Gomez?),
in square glasses, a sweater and slacks, with a brunette
bob, comes round the corner.
SALLY
(Cont'd)
Commodore, how very nice to meet
you. With me.
TRAVERS
Thank you.
SALLY
Just over here, sir.
Travers looks into the lounge.
TRAVERS
It's gotten full. I can't talk to
Ella in there.
Travers walks up to Herbert, and again puts his hand on his
shoulder.
TRAVERS
Isn't there a more private sanctum
for confidential communications?
What I have to discuss with Ella my
wife is not a matter which we at
Runciter Associates are ready at
this time to reveal to the world
HERB
We could do it in these corridors,
and if that isn't confidential
enough, we can possibly bring her
to our offices. Sally?
SALLY
With me, sir.
She looks wearily at Herb as she leads Travers away.
HERB
(Mutters)
Don't!
Sally puts her hands up while she scoffs.
INT. - MORATORIUM CORRIDOR 2
The Doctor is still sitting in front of the Master's tank.
DOCTOR
So where exactly are we?
MASTER
Switzerland. Near a sweet little
village about two hours outside of
Geneva. Gruyères, I think it's
called.
DOCTOR
Oh, yes, I remember reading about
this place. It looks more
innovative than I first thought.
Although, there is one thing that I
haven't quite worked out about this
place. Yes, moratorium, converting
brain waves into speech, humans
kept in a state of half-life, all
expected from this time period. My
question is this - how did they
manage to keep a Time Lord in
half-life? Especially with this
technology, by the looks of it,
it's only capable of supporting
human life.
MASTER
It keeps me going. They give me a
nice little shock in one of my
hearts every so often.
DOCTOR
But what about the other heart?
Must be uncomfortable, and that's
understatement.
MASTER
Yes, it is rather claustrophobic.
But the Wi-Fi's good. Keeps my
mind off of it all. I'm actually
binge watching Call The Midwife at
the moment. You'd like it, Ms
Optimist.
DOCTOR
Watched every season. Loved it.
Hold on - if I just...
MASTER
You've worked it out, haven't you?
DOCTOR
(together with the
Master)
Reverse the polarity of the neutron
flow.
DOCTOR
(Cont'd)
Exactly.
She sonics a panel on the side of the tank, and then one of
the edges. The front of the tank opens like a door. The
Master exits the tank via a clear forcefield. The Master
stumbles a little, and they gently take hold of each other
by the shoulders.
DOCTOR
(Cont'd)
Easy, now. There we go. Good as
new.
MASTER
Alarms?
DOCTOR
Bitch - you really think I am that
stupid?
MASTER
Yes. Anyway, what now?
DOCTOR
I want to have a look around this
place...
INT. - TRAVERS' OFFICES; ZÜRICH
A dark, wooden room with an old desk opposite to a pair of
large double door. Light seeps in through some dusty
windows. In the corner of the room sits a vintage TV, which
Travers passively watches from his desk.
TELEVISION
(OC)
The best way to ask for beer is to
sing out Ubik. Made from select
hops, choice water, slow-aged for
perfect flavour, Ubik is the
nation's number-one choice in beer.
Made only in Cleveland.
Armed security guards dressed fully in dark armour open the
doors, and hold them open while Herbert wheels in a tank,
similar to the ones seen in the corridor earlier. Ella
Runciter is in this one, a thin twenty-year-old woman with
long black hair, and black mascara and lipstick, and dark
clothing. Travers grumbles as he fiddles around with the
earphones.
TRAVERS
Isn't there are a more comfortable
or more natural version of this?
HERB
No, that is the only model we have.
Travers glares at Herbert.
HERB
(Cont'd)
It seems everything is set up. Are
you familiar with the system,
Commodore?
TRAVERS
Yes, of course I am. Now, I'd
rather you'd leave. All of what me
and Ella are about to discuss is
confidential.
HERB
Of course, sir.
Herbert leaves the room. Travers now speaks into the
microphone.
TRAVERS
Hi, Ella.
ELLA
(OC)
Oh, hello, Glen. What - how much
time has passed?
TRAVERS
Couple years.
ELLA
(OC)
Tell me what's going on.
TRAVERS
Aw, Christ, everything's going to
pieces, the whole organization.
That's why I'm here; you wanted to
be brought into major
policy-planning decisions, and God
knows we need that now, a new
policy, or anyhow a revamping of
our scout structure.
ELLA
(OC)
I was dreaming, I saw a smoky red
light, a horrible light. And yet I
kept moving toward it. I couldn't
stop.
TRAVERS
Yeah, the Bardo Thödol, the Tibetan
Book of the Dead, tells about that.
You remember reading that; the
doctors made you read it when you
were - well - dying.
ELLA
(OC)
The red light is bad, isn't it?
TRAVERS
Yeah, you want to avoid it.
Travers clears his throat.
TRAVERS
(Cont'd)
Listen, Ella, we've got problems.
You feel up to hearing about it? I
mean, I don't want to overtax you
or anything; just say if you're too
tired or if there's something else
you want to discuss.
ELLA
(OC)
It's so weird. I think I've been
dreaming all this time, since you
last talked to me. Is it really two
years? Do you know, Glen, what I
think? I think that other people
who are around me - we seem to be
progressively growing together. A
lot of my dreams aren't about me at
all. Sometimes I'm a man and
sometimes I'm a little boy;
sometimes I'm an old fat woman with
varicose veins...and I'm in places
I've never seen, doing things that
make no sense.
TRAVERS
Well, like they say, you're heading
for a new womb to be born out of.
And that smoky red light - that's a
bad womb; you don't want to go that
way. That's a humiliating, low sort
of womb. You're probably
anticipating your next life, or
whatever it is.
He puts his head in his hands and groans.
TRAVERS
(Cont'd)
Oh, I feel foolish talking like
that. You should know - normally I
have no theological conventions,
but this whole system has made
theologians out of all of us. Hey,
let me tell you what's happened,
what made me come here and bother
you. S. Dole Melipone has dropped
out of sight.
ELLA
(OC)
Who or what is an S. Dole Melipone?
There can't be any such thing.
Ella laughs warmly. Travers' spine trembles. He hasn't heard
that laugh in over ten years.
TRAVERS
Maybe you've forgotten.
ELLA
(OC)
I haven't forgotten; I wouldn't
forget an S. Dole Melipone. Is it
like a hobbit?
TRAVERS
It's Raymond Hollis' top telepath.
We've has at least one inertial
sticking close to him ever since G.
G. Ashwood first scouted him, a
year and a half ago. We never lose
Melipone; we can't afford to.
Melipone can, when necessary,
generate twice the psychic field of
any other Hollis employee. And
Melipone is only one of a whole
string of Hollis people who've
disappeared - anyhow, disappeared
as far as we're concerned. As far
as all prudence organizations in
the Society can make out. So I
thought, Hell, I'll go ask Ella
what's up and what we should do.
Like you specified in your will -
remember?
ELLA
(OC)
I remember. Step up your ads on TV.
Warn people. Tell them...
TRAVERS
This bores you.
ELLA
(OC)
No. I - are they all telepaths?
TRAVERS
Telepaths and precognicients
mostly. They're nowhere on Earth; I
know that. We've got a dozen
inactive inertials with nothing to
do because the Psychics they've
been nullifying aren't around, and
what worries me even more, a lot
more, is that requests for
anti-psychics have dropped - which
you would expect, given that so
many Psychics are missing. But I
know they're on one single project;
I mean, I believe. Anyhow, I'm sure
of it; somebody's hired the bunch
of them, but only Hollis knows who
it is or where it is. Or that's
what it's all about.
Silence. Travers leans back in his chair and runs his
fingers through his hair.
ELLA
(OC)
Tell me what this Melipone person
is like.
TRAVERS
A screwball.
ELLA
(OC)
Working for money? Or out of
conviction? I always feel wary
about that, when they have that
psychic mystique, that sense of
purpose and cosmic identity. Like
that awful Sarapis had; remember
him?
TRAVERS
Sarapis isn't around anymore.
Hollis allegedly bumped him off
because he connived to set up his
own outfit in competition with
Hollis. One of his precogs tipped
Hollis off. Melipone is much
tougher on us than Sarapis was.
When he's hot it takes three
inertials to balance his field, and
there's no profit in that; we
collect - or did collect - the same
fee we get with one inertial.
Because the Society has a rate
schedule now which we're bound by.
As near as we can tell, Melipone is
a money-Psychic. Does that make you
feel better? Is that less bad?
Ella?
Silence
TRAVERS
(Cont'd)
Hey, hello there, Ella, can you
hear me? Is something wrong?
A young boy's voice (Cameron Boyce?) comes on the line.
JORY
(OC)
My name is Jory.
Travers starts to panic.
TRAVERS
Get off the line, I was talking to
my wife Ella; where'd you come
from?
JORY
(OC)
I am Jory, and no one talks to me.
I'd like to visit with you for a
while, mister, if that's okay with
you. What's your name?
TRAVERS
I want my wife, Mrs Ella Runciter;
I paid to talk to her, and that's
who I want to talk to, not you.
JORY
(OC)
I know Mrs Runciter, she talks to
me, but it isn't the same as
somebody like you talking to me,
somebody in the world. Mrs Runciter
is here where we are; it doesn't
count because she doesn't know any
more than we do. What year is it,
mister? Did they send that big ship
to Proxima? I'm very interested in
that; maybe you can tell me. And if
you want, I can tell Mrs Rincoter
later on. Okay?
Travers removes the pair of headphones, and runs out of his
office.
INT. - CORRIDOR
Travers eventually finds Herbert, stops running, and starts
to pant.
HERB
Is something the matter, Commodore?
Can I assist you?
TRAVERS
I've got something coming in over
the wire, instead of Ella. Damn you
guys and your shoddy business
practices; this shouldn't happen,
and what does it mean?
Herbert starts to walk toward Travers' offices, and Travers
follows.
TRAVERS
(Cont'd)
If I ran my business this way...
INT. - TRAVERS' OFFICES; ZÜRICH
HERB
Did the individual identify
himself?
TRAVERS
Yeah, he called himself Jory
Herbert frowns.
HERB
That would be Jory Miller. I
believe he's located next to your
wife. In the bin.
TRAVERS
But I can see it's Ella!
HERB
After prolonged proximity, there is
occasionally a mutual osmosis, a
suffusion between the mentalities
of half-lifers. Jory Miller's
cephalic activity is particularly
good; your wife's is not. That
makes for an unfortunately one-way
passage of passage of protophasons.
TRAVERS
Can you correct it? Get that thing
out of my wife's mind and get her
back - that's your job!
HERB
If this condition persists your
money will be returned to you.
TRAVERS
Who cares about the money? Fuck the
money! If you don't get this Jory
person off the line, I'll sue you!
Herbert places his smartphone against the glass of the tank
and put the pair of headphones on.
HERB
(To Jory)
Phase out Jory, that's a good boy.
(To Travers)
Jory passed at fifteen; that's why
he has so much vitality. Actually
this has happened before; Jory has
shown up several times where he
shouldn't be.
(To Jory)
This is very unfair of you, Jory;
Mr Runciter has come a long way to
talk to his wife. Don't dim her
signal, Jory; that's not nice
(Pause)
I know her signal is weak.
TRAVERS
What'd he say? Will he get out of
there and let me talk to Ella?
HERB
There is nothing Jory can do. Think
of two AM radio transmitters, one
close by but limited to only
five-hundred watts of operating
power. Then another far off, but on
the same or nearly the same
frequency, and utilizing
five-thousand watts. When night
comes -
TRAVERS
And night has come. At least for
Ella.
HERB
When we return her to the bin, we
won't install her near Jory again.
In fact, if you're agreeable as to
paying the somewhat larger monthly
fee, we can place her in a
high-grade isolated chamber with
walls coated and reinforced with
Teflon-26 so as to inhibit any
hetero-psychic infusion - from Jory
or anyone else.
TRAVERS
Isn't it too late?
HERB
She may return. Once Jory phases
out. Plus anyone else who may have
gotten into her because of her
weakened state. She's accessible to
almost anyone. She may not like
being isolated, Commodore. We keep
the containers - the caskets, as
they're called by the lay public -
close together for a reason.
Wandering through one another's
mind those in half-life the only -
TRAVERS
Put her in solitary right now.
Better she be isolated than not
exist at all.
HERB
She exists, she merely can't
contact you. There's a difference.
TRAVERS
A metaphysical difference which
means nothing to me.
HERB
I will put her in isolation, but I
think you're right; it's too late.
Jory has permeated her permanently,
to some extent at least. I'm sorry.
TRAVERS
So am I.
INT. - MORATORIUM CORRIDOR 2
MASTER
I also want to see how in hell they
could support a Time Lord.
An alarm starts to sound.
MASTER
(Cont'd)
I thought you disabled the alarm.
DOCTOR
So did I!
Two armed guards run in and point guns at the Doctor and
Master.
GUARD 1
Oi! You! Hands in the air!
GUARD 2
Which one of you is the half-life?
The first guard is holding a small round device in his free
hand.
DOCTOR
What the fuck are you two on about?
GUARD 2
Language!
GUARD 1
It's the ugly bitch in the
victorian dress.
MASTER
How dare you!
GUARD 1
Should I?
GUARD 2
Best thing to do.
The first guard shoots the Master point-blank. He then
speaks into his radio.
GUARD 1
All right, call off the alarm.
All's been dealt with.
The second guard point his gun at the Doctor.
GUARD 2
Did you let the halfer out?
The Doctor is speechless.
GUARD 1
Nah, she's too pretty to do
something like that!
The guards walk away, joking and laughing. The Doctor cries
out in pain.
DOCTOR
Shit, shit, shit.
(Shouting)
Someone call an ambulance! Please!
MASTER
Here we go again.
DOCTOR
Regenerate, come on, how hard can
it be?
The Master attempts to get up again, but is clearly
struggling to even sit up straight.
MASTER
It isn't a matter of refusal. No,
not this time.
She coughs and splutters.
DOCTOR
Focus on yourself. Try and stay
calm.
The Master laughs.
MASTER
Like you.
DOCTOR
You're gonna be alright.
Both the Doctor and the Master start to cry.
DOCTOR
(Cont'd)
I know, I know.
Sandra (Reese Blutstein?) walks by and stops.
SANDRA
Oh, god...
DOCTOR
Call an ambulance, please.
Sandra takes out her phone and dials.
SANDRA
I have someone here. I think a
half-life. Must have gotten out of
her tank.
The Master looks at the Doctor, and smiles, while Sandra is
still on the phone.
MASTER
Hey, you.
She starts to sob.
DOCTOR
Hey.
MASTER
Sorry for everything I must've put
you through.
She starts to hyperventilate.
MASTER
(Cont'd)
Don't blame you. For hating me. If
Susan or Jenny had brought someone
like me home I'd be well
disappointed.
DOCTOR
That's ridiculous. You're my best
friend and I couldn't be more glad.
And you care, you care and that's
all that matters.
MASTER
I do care.
DOCTOR
Love you. You're going to be fine.
SANDRA
You will. Hang in there.
MASTER
You know what this reminds me of?
DOCTOR
What?
MASTER
San Francisco.
DOCTOR
Wait - I thought that was New York!
MASTER
No, no, that was when the Monk put
that bull on the top floor of the
Chrysler building. What a fun day.
DOCTOR
You can talk. I was hungover for a
week. But yes, it was fun. When
were you thinking of?
MASTER
1999. New Years Eve. You got shot
by that gang.
DOCTOR
Got to know the bloke they meant to
kill. Nice guy. Made a killer
burger.
MASTER
I used the body of some financial
executive. Poor human. Might try
that again. See what I can do
DOCTOR
I don't think that'll work a third
time, sweetie.
MASTER
Used up my nine lives. In all
honesty, if I was to lose one of
us, I'm glad it was me.
DOCTOR
Don't say that. You're not gonna
leave me. Not now.
MASTER
Not now, not ever. I've never seen
you cry like this since our rabbit
died. You can put me in the garden.
DOCTOR
You're good. How can you joke?
MASTER
Yeah, you're right. I am good.
She gasps for air, then sighs. We then see her eyes roll
back into her head, foams at the mouth, skin goes pale, and
her eyelids flutter and close. Glowing regeneration energy
slowly seeps out of her open mouth.
SANDRA
(To operator)
I think she's gone.
DOCTOR
No. No. No, no, no, no, no!
INT. - SANDRA'S APARTMENT - KITCHEN
Late at night. A small and pathetic kitchen, only with the
essentials -fridge, countertop, and stove, with a small
table in the middle of it all, with a few old chairs
surrounding it. Sandra wearily walks into her kitchen in a
pinstripe pyjama top and underwear, and sits at her kitchen
table. She is clearly hungover. Sandra then opens up a
holographic screen on her desk - known as a 'Desk', and
brings up a video.
FIONA BRUCE
What could Stanton Mick, the
reclusive, interplanetary known
speculator and financer, be up to?
This is what the business community
asked itself as rumour leaked out
of Whitehall that the dashing but
peculiar industrial magnate, who
once offered to build free of
charge a fleet by which Israel
could colonize and make fertile
otherwise desert areas of Mars, had
asked for and may possibly receive
a staggering and unprecedented loan
of -
Sandra leans forward and starts to fiddle with her Desk.
SANDRA
Stupid Desk. This isn't gossip.
Today I want to hear about which TV
star is sleeping with whose
drug-addicted wife.
While Sandra was talking, another young woman (Chloë Grace
Moretz?) walks in. She is around the same age as Sandra, and
in similar clothing. Except she is taller, and has long,
flowing, blonde hair. She is clearly lethargic, but still
has the energy to warmly wrap her arms around Sandra.
ALICE
Sandy, hon, what are you doing up?
It's three in the fucking morning.
SANDRA
Had a bit too much to drink with
the boys. Can't get a wink.
ALICE
Why can't you take a soporific?
SANDRA
I'm out.
Alice sits down next to her.
ALICE
Didn't you just get a new pack?
SANDRA
They're out due to 'my own oral
greed', as Dr. Daniels puts it.
ALICE
But out nevertheless. And by law
you can't get more until Tuesday.
SANDRA
Tuesday. Two more long days.
DESK
(OC)
Setting filter for - 'Low gossip'
LORRAINE
(OC)
Accosted by a cutpurse in a fancy
New New York after-hours mole the
other night -
Sandra lies down and puts her head on Alice's lap.
LORRAINE
(OC)(Cont'd)
Lola Herzberg-Wright bounced a
swift right jab off the chops of
the do-badder which sent him
reeling on to the table where King
Egon Groat of Sweden and an
unidentified woman with
astonishingly large -
The Desk lights up green, with a message saying 'DOOR
ALERT'. Underneath, three options - 'Accept', 'Talk', and
'Decline'. Sandra groans and presses 'Talk'. The screen goes
from green to a glowing white dot, the size of a tennis
ball.
SANDRA
Who is it?
ANDERSON
(OC)(Middle-aged, female)
I know it's early, Sandra, but I
just hit town. Major Anderson here;
I've got a firm prospect that I
snared in Topeka - I read this one
as magnificent and I want your
confirmation before I lay the pitch
in Travers' lap. Anyhow, he's in
Switzerland.
SANDRA
I don't have my test equipment in
the apartment.
ANDERSON
(OC)
I'll shoot over to the shop and
pick it up for you.
ALICE
It's not at the shop. It's in my
car. I didn't get around to
unloading it last night.
Sandra shoots Alice a dirty look
ALICE
(Cont'd)
Can't it wait until after nine?
ANDERSON
(OC)
Dearie, this is a sweet number, a
walking symposium of miracles
that'll curl the needles of your
gauges and, in addition, give new
life to the firm, which it badly
needs. And furthermore -
SANDRA
It's an anti what? Telepath?
ANDERSON
(OC)
I'll lay it on you right out in
front, I don't know. Listen,
Sandra. This is confidential, this
particular one. I can't stand down
here at the gate gum-flapping away
out loud; somebody might overhear.
In fact I'm already picking up the
thoughts of some nosey shit in a
ground level apartment; he -
SANDRA
Okay. Once started, your relentless
monologues can't be aborted anyhow;
I might as well listen. Give me
five minutes to get dressed and
find out if I've got any coffee in
the apartment anywhere.
(to Alice)
Let her in while I'm making myself
up.
ALICE
If I must.
SANDRA
(Sarcastically)
Yes. You must.
(Laughing)
Love you.
Sandra kisses Alice on the cheek and walks off. Alice
fiddles around with the screen, and Anderson walks in soon
afterwards. Anderson (Pam St. Clement?) is an average-height
woman, in her late sixties or early seventies, with white
hair, a pink velvet shirt-dress, large earrings, and heavy
mascara and eyeshadow. She sits down at the kitchen table,
and turns to Alice.
ANDERSON
You'll like her. Although, as it
happens, she's the daughter of a -
ALICE
Her? Our apartment's unfit to be
seen; we're behind in our payments
to the clean-up robots - they
haven't been inside here in two
weeks -
ANDERSON
I'll ask her if she cares.
ALICE
Don't ask her. I - we care. I'll
ask Sandy to test her out down at
the shop, on Traver's time.
ANDERSON
I checked her thought processes.
She doesn't care.
Sandra walks into the kitchen in a black and white jumpsuit.
SANDRA
I've heard what you two were
talking about from the next room.
How old is this woman? She's likely
to be only a child, knowing you
lot.
ALICE
I heard a lot of new inertials are
children. Makes sense.
ANDERSON
How old are you dear? You're
nineteen, Sandra. And you, Alice
you're - twenty.
ALICE
Well, that shot that.
SANDRA
Give me until nine.
ANDERSON
Too late.
SANDRA
Okay, eight.
(Pause and a sigh.)
If I work fast, and if I miss both
coffee and breakfast, I could
probably effect a tidy apartment by
then.
ALICE
At least it seems worth trying.
SANDRA
Do we have a vacuum cleaner?
Alice gets up and checks the cupboard.
ALICE
Uh - no.
SANDRA
A broom?
ALICE
No, again.
Anderson smirks.
ANDERSON
Oh, dear. I'll give you some
privacy.
She then stands up and leaves the apartment.
ALICE
Well, that's me off to bed, if
that's okay with you.
SANDRA
Sure, go ahead. See you tomorrow.
Alice goes back into the bedroom. Sandra opens her desk
again, and pulls up a keypad. She dials in the number 214,
and a scruffy looking man (Woody Harrelson?) soon appears.
SANDRA
Listen, I'm now in a position to
divert some of my funds in the
direction of settling my bill
vis-à-vis your clean-up robots. I'd
like them up here right now to go
over my apartment. I'll pay the
full and entire bill when they're
finished.
MAINTENANCE DEP.
Ma'am, you'll pay your full and
entire bill before they start.
SANDRA
I'll charge my overdue bill against
my Triangular Magic Key. That will
transfer the obligation out of your
jurisdiction; on your books it'll
show as total restitution.
MAINTENANCE DEP.
Plus fines, plus penalties.
SANDRA
I'll charge those against my
Heart-Shaped -
MAINTENANCE DEP.
Ms Archer, the Ferris and Brockman
Retail Credit Auditing and Analysis
Agency has published a special
flyer on you. Our receptor slot
received it yesterday and it
remains fresh in our minds. Since
July you've dropped from a triple G
status creditwise to quadruple G.
Our department - in fact this
entire conapt building - is now
programmed against an extension of
services and/or credit to such
pathetic anomalies such as
yourself, ma'am. Regarding you,
everything must be handled on a
basic-cash subfloor. In fact,
you'll be on a basic-cash subfloor
for the rest of your life. In fact
-
Sandra hangs up. We then cut to her running around her
apartment, putting away unnecessary items such as dirty
dishes and old magazines. We then cut to her sitting on a
windowsill with a cup of coffee, as the sun is rising. Out
of the window is the skyline of a city; skyscrapers, office
buildings, and the like. Alice comes into the room in a
green dress.
ALICE
Hey, you.
SANDRA
Hey.
(Pause)
I might get a second job;
part-time. Just for a while. I need
to catch up on some bills.
ALICE
Honey, no. I barely get to see you
with you at that job with Travers,
with an extra job -
SANDRA
Alice, it's only for a couple of
weeks. Just to raise my credit
score.
ALICE
That maintenance shit is a cheat.
SANDRA
Tell me something new.
There's a pause. Alice puts her arms around Sandra, and
rests her chin on Sandra's shoulder.
ALICE
Look, honey, I need to get to work.
It's the day of the kids' assembly
at the school, so I can't take the
day off. You going to work?
Sandra shakes her head.
SANDRA
Travers gave me the day off to deal
with Anderson's inertial. I'll do
some job searching after if I have
time.
ALICE
Okay. I'll see you this evening,
then?
SANDRA
Yeah. See you. Bye.
ALICE
Bye.
Alice kisses Sandra on the cheek, and leaves. Anderson and
the girl (Ariana Grande?) enters soon afterwards.
ANDERSON
This is Pat. Never mind her last
name. Pat, this is the company's
highly skilled, first-line
electrical type tester.
PATRICIA
Is it you that's electrical? Or
your tests?
SANDRA
We trade off. Sit down, have a cup
of actual coffee.
Patricia sits down at the kitchen table.
PATRICIA
Such luxury. How can you afford
real coffee, Ms Archer?
ANDERSON
Sandra gets paid a hell of a lot.
The firm couldn't operate without
her.
Anderson takes a cigarette out of Sandra's dispenser.
SANDRA
Put it back. I'm almost out and I
used up my last green ration stamp
on the coffee.
ANDERSON
I paid for the door.
Anderson offers one to Patricia. She refuses.
ANDERSON
(Cont'd)
Sandra puts on an act, pay no
attention. Like look how she keeps
her place. Shows she's creative,
all geniuses live like this.
Where's your test equipment,
Sandra? We're wasting time.
SANDRA
You're dressed oddly.
PATRICIA
I maintain the subsurface vidphones
lines at the Topeka Kibbutz. Only
women can hold jobs involving
manual labor at that particular
kibbutz.
SANDRA
That inscription on your arm, that
tattoo; is that Hebrew?
PATRICIA
Latin.
Patricia gets up and looks around the apartment.
PATRICIA
(Cont'd)
I've never seen an apartment so
cluttered with rubbish. Don't you
have a mistress?
ANDERSON
These electrical-expert types have
no time for tarra-tiddle. Listen,
Archer, this girl's parents work
for Ray Hollis. Is they knew she
was here they'd give her a frontal
lobotomy.
SANDRA
(To Patricia)
They don't know you have a
counter-talent?
Patricia shakes her head.
PATRICIA
No. I didn't really understand it
either until your scout sat me down
in the kibbutz cafeteria and told
me. Maybe it's true.
She shrugs.
PATRICIA
(Cont'd)
Maybe not. She said you could show
me objective proof of it, with your
testing battery.
SANDRA
How would you feel if the tests
show that you have it?
PATRICIA
It seems so - negative. I don't do
anything; I don't move objects or
turn stones into bread or give
birth without impregnation or
reverse the illness process in sick
people. Or read minds. Or look into
the future - not even common
talents like that. I just negate
someone else's ability. It seems -
stultifying.
SANDRA
As a survival factor for the human
race, it's as useful as the psychic
factors. Especially for us norms.
With a sharpie, Sandra draws the following on the wooden
table.
SANDRA
(Cont'd)
The anti-psychic factor is a
natural restoration of ecological
balance. An insect learns to fly,
so another builds a web to trap
him. Is that the same as no flight?
Clams developed hard hard shells to
protect them; therefore, birds
learn to fly the clam up high in
the air and drop him on a rock. In
a sense, you're a life form preying
on the psychics, and the psychics
are life forms that prey on the
norms. That makes you a friend of
the so-called 'Norm class'.
Balance, the full circle, predator
and prey. It appears to be an
eternal system; and, frankly, I
can't see how it could be improved.
PATRICIA
I might be considered a traitor.
SANDRA
Does it bother you?
PATRICIA
It bothers me that people will feel
hostile toward me. But I guess you
can't live very long without
arousing hostility; you can't
please everybody, because people
want different things. Please one
and you displease another.
SANDRA
What is your anti-talent?
PATRICIA
It's hard to explain.
ANDERSON
Like I say, it's unique; I've never
heard of it before.
SANDRA
Which psychic talent does it
contract?
PATRICIA
Precognicient, I guess.
Patricia looks to Anderson, who still has a smirk of
enthusiasm.
PATRICIA
(Cont'd)
Your scout Ms Anderson explained it
to me. I knew I did something
funny; I've always had these
strange periods in my life,
starting in my sixth year. I never
told my parents, because I sensed
that it would displease them.
SANDRA
Are they precogs?
PATRICIA
Yes.
SANDRA
Yes, it would have displeased them.
But if you used it around them even
once - they would have known.
Didn't they suspect? Didn't you
interfere with their ability?
PATRICIA
I - I think I did interfere but
they didn't know it.
SANDRA
Let me explain how the anti-precog
generally functions.
She gets her sharpie out again.
SANDRA
(Cont'd)
Functions, in fact, in every case
we know of. The precog sees a
variety of futures, laid out side
by side like cells in a beehive.
ANDERSON
For him one has greater luminosity,
and this he picks. Once he has
picked it the anti-precog can do
nothing.
SANDRA
The anti-precog has to be present
when the precog is in the process
of deciding, not after. The
anti-precog makes all futures seem
equally real to the precog; he
aborts all his talent to choose at
all. A precog is instantly aware
when an anti-precog is nearby
because his entire relationship to
the future is altered. In the case
of telepaths a similar impairment -
Anderson sits down.
ANDERSON
She goes back in time.
Sandra glares at Anderson, while Anderson savours the
moment.
ANDERSON
(Cont'd)
Back in time, the precog affected
by her still sees one predominant
future; like I said, the one
luminous possibility. And he
chooses it, and he's right. But why
is it right? Why is it luminous?
Because this girl -
She shrugs in Patricia's direction.
ANDERSON
(Cont'd)
Pat controls the future; that one
luminous possibility is luminous
because she's gone into the past
and changed the precog; he's
affected without knowing it and his
talent seems to work, whereas it
really doesn't. So that's one
advantage of her anti-talent over
other anti-precog talents. The
other - and greater - is that she
can cancel out the precog's
decision after he's made it. She
can enter the situation later on,
and this problem has always hung us
up, as you know; if we didn't get
in there from the start we couldn't
do anything. In a way, we never
could truly abort the precog
ability as we've done with the
others; right? Hasn't that been a
weak link in our services?
SANDRA
Interesting.
ANDERSON
Hell - 'interesting'? This is the
greatest anti-talent to emerge thus
far!
PATRICIA
(In a low voice,
apologetically)
I don't go back in time. I do
something, but Ms Anderson has
built it all up out of proportion
to reality.
ANDERSON
I can read your mind. I know you
can change the past; you've done
it.
PATRICIA
I can change the past but I don't
go into the past; I don't
time-travel, as you want your
tester to think.
SANDRA
How do you change the past?
PATRICIA
I think about it. One specific
aspect of it, such as one incident,
or something somebody said. Or a
little thing that happened that I
wish hadn't happened. The first
time I did it, as a child -
Anderson sighs
ANDERSON
When she was six years old, living
in Detroit, with her parents of
course, she broke a ceramic antique
statue that her father treasured.
SANDRA
Didn't your father foresee it, with
his precog ability?
PATRICIA
He foresaw it, and he punished me a
week before I broke the statue. But
he said it was inevitable; you know
the precog talent. They can foresee
but they can't change anything.
Then after the statue did break -
after I broke it, I should say - I
brooded about it, and I thought
about that week before it broke
when I didn't get any dessert at
dinner and had to go to bed before
five p.m. I thought, Christ - or
whatever a kid says - isn't there
some way these unfortunate events
can be averted?
ANDERSON
Your father's precog ability didn't
seem very spectacular to you, did
it?
PATRICIA
Not really, since he couldn't alter
events; I still feel that way, a
sort of contempt. I spent a month
trying to will the damn statue back
into one piece; in my mind I kept
going back to before it broke,
imagining what it had looked like
... which was awful. And then one
morning when I got up - I even
dreamed about it at night - there
it stood. At it used to be.
Patricia leans towards Sandra.
PATRICIA
(Cont'd)
But neither of my parents noticed
anything. It seemed perfectly
normal to them that the statue was
in one piece; they thought it had
always been in one piece. I was the
only one who remembered.
Sandra offers a cigarette to Patricia, who accepts it, and
lights up.
SANDRA
I'll go get my test equipment from
the car.
Anderson tries to open the door.
HOUSE
(OC)
Five cents, please.
SANDRA
(To Anderson)
Pay the door.
ANDERSON
What? But I found her, the bounty
is mine. I spent almost ten days
tracing the field to her; I -
SANDRA
I can't test her with your field
present, as you well know. Talent
and anti-talent fields deform each
other; if they didn't we wouldn't
be in this line of business.
She leans out her hand waiting for change as Anderson gets
to her feet.
SANDRA
(Cont'd)
And you can leave me a couple of
nickles, too. So she and I can get
out of here.
PATRICIA
I have change in my purse.
SANDRA
This is different.
She hands a nickel to Sandra, and the door opens.
ANDERSON
I don't have any more nickles, I
can't get out.
Sandra and Patricia turn around and look at Anderson. She
sighs and storms out.
ANDERSON
(Cont'd)
You sure shot me down. Both of you.
I discovered her. This is a
cutthroat business when -
The door slams shut behind her.
PATRICIA
When her enthusiasm goes, there
isn't much left of her.
SANDRA
She's okay. Anyhow, she did her
part. Now -
PATRICIA
Now it's your turn, so to speak.
May I take off my boots?
SANDRA
Sure.
PATRICIA
A shower?
SANDRA
A quarter.
(Pause)
It costs a quarter.
PATRICIA
At the kibbutz everything is free.
Sandra is shocked.
SANDRA
Free? That's not economically
feasible. How can it operate on
that basis? For more than a month?
PATRICIA
Our salaries are paid in and we're
credited with having done our job.
The aggregate of our earnings
underwrites the kibbutz as a whole.
Actually, the Topeka Kibbutz has
shown a profit for several years;
we, as a group, are putting in more
than we're taking out.
Her shirt is suddenly off, however we do not see her taking
it off.
SANDRA
Are you sure you want to do that?
Take off your clothes, I mean?
PATRICIA
You don't remember?
SANDRA
Remember what?
PATRICIA
My not taking off my clothes. In
another present, you didn't like
that very much, and so I eradicated
that; hence this.
Patricia stands up.
SANDRA
What did I do when you didn't take
off your clothes? Refuse to test
you?
PATRICIA
You mumbled something about Ms
Anderson having overrated my
anti-talent.
SANDRA
I don't work that way; I don't do
that.
Patricia bends down and rummages through her blouse and
hands Sandra a folded piece of paper.
PATRICIA
Here. From the previous present;
the one I abolished.
SANDRA
Anti-psychic field generated -
inadequate. Below standard
throughout. No value against precog
ratings now in existence.
We now see the sheet of paper - a stamp mark underneath the
analysis saying 'DO NOT HIRE'. She refolds it and returns it
to Patricia, who returns it to her blouse.
PATRICIA
Do you need to test me? After
seeing that?
SANDRA
I have a regular procedure, six
indices which -
PATRICIA
You're a little, debt-stricken,
ineffective bureaucrat who can't
even scrape together enough coins
to pay her door to let her out of
her apartment.
SANDRA
This is a bad spot right now. I'll
be back on my feet financially any
day now. I can get a loan. From the
firm, if necessary.
She walks over to the coffee machine.
SANDRA
(Cont'd)
Cream? Sugar?
PATRICIA
Cream.
Sandra tries to open the fridge.
HOUSE
Ten cents, please. Five cents for
opening my door; five cents for the
cream.
SANDRA
It isn't cream; it's plain milk.
Just this one time, I swear to God
I'll pay you back. Tonight.
PATRICIA
Here.
She slides a dime across the table toward Sandra.
PATRICIA
(Cont'd)
At least you have your partner. You
really have failed, haven't you? I
knew it when Ms Anderson -
SANDRA
It isn't always like this.
PATRICIA
Do you want me to bail you out of
your problems?
She puts her hands in the pockets of her jeans.
PATRICIA
(Cont'd)
You know I can. Sit down and write
out your evaluation report on me.
Forget the tests. My talent is
unique anyway; you can't measure
the field I produce - it's in the
past and you're testing me in the
present, which simply takes place
as an automatic consequence. Do you
agree?
SANDRA
Let me see that evaluation sheet
you have in your blouse. I want to
look at it one more time. Before I
decide.
Patricia brings Sandra the piece of paper, and Sandra sits
down.
SANDRA
(Cont'd)
My writing, yes, it's true.
She returns the piece of paper, then takes a fresh piece of
similar paper. Sandra then writes 'Has unbelievable power.
Anti-psychic field unique in scope. Can probably negate any
assembly of precogs imaginable'. She then writes two crosses
underneath, and underlines both of them. Patricia is
standing behind Sandra.
PATRICIA
What do the two underlined crosses
mean?
SANDRA
Hire her. At whatever cost
required.
PATRICIA
Thank you.
Patricia picks up a bag, takes out a stuffed envelope, and
hands it to Sandra.
PATRICIA
(Cont'd)
This will help you with expenses. I
couldn't give it to you earlier,
before you made your official
evaluation of me. You would have
cancelled very nearly everything
and you would have gone to your
grave thinking I had bribed you.
Ultimately you would have even
decided I had no counter-talent.
Patricia carries on undressing, while Sandra, without
noticing Patricia, signs the paper. Patricia then makes her
way to the bathroom.
PATRICIA
(Cont'd)
When can I move my things in here?
I consider it mine as of now, since
I've already paid you what must be
virtually the entire month's rent.
SANDRA
Anytime.
Patricia enters the bathroom. Sandra then quickly writes in
the bottom right-hand corner of the page 'PTO', flips over
the piece of paper, and writes in small writing 'Watch this
person. She is a hazard to the firm. She is dangerous'. She
then folds it up, puts the piece of paper in an envelope,
and puts it in Patricia's bag.
HOUSE
(OC)
Fifty cents, please. Before turning
on the water.
Patricia runs back into the kitchen and reaches fifty cents
out of her purse, and then runs back to the bathroom.
Afterwards, Sandra opens up her Desk, opens her contact
list, selects Alice, and turns the volume down to 25%.
INT. - LIMOUSINE, NEW YORK CITY
Travers is sitting in a limousine, driving through a rainy
New York City, with a small television playing in the
background.
TELEVISION
Wild new Ubik salad dressing, not
Italian, not French, but an
entirely new and different taste
treat that's waking up the world.
Wake up to Ubik and be wild! Safe
when taken as directed.
Travers looks out of the rain splattered window.
INT. - TRAVERS' OFFICES; NEW YORK
The next day.
An office very similar to Travers' office in Zurich. In this
office, however, there is a large flat screen television in
the left hand corner of the room. A call comes in on the
television, the call ID reading 'Public Relations'. Tamish
(Turk Pipkin?)
TRAVERS
Tamish - I've only just got back
from Zürich. I conferred with Ella
there.
TAMISH
Very good, Commodore Travers. Look
we -
A knock at the door.
TRAVERS
Hold on. Come in.
A man (Rory Cochrane?) with stubble and black, stringy hair
knocks on the door, and cautiosly enters - Charles Freck.
FRECK
Commodore.
TRAVERS
What do you want, Freck?
Freck itches his arms and what little beard he has.
FRECK
Apologies, sir. I had no other
choice but to bother you.
TRAVERS
Okay, Freck, what is it?
FRECK
A new client, Commodore. I think
you should see her.
Travers gestures toward the television.
TRAVERS
As soon as I'm off the phone.
He turns to the television.
TRAVERS
(Cont'd)(to Tamish)
How often do our ads run on
prime-time TV planetwide? Still
once every third hour?
TAMISH
Not quite that, Commodore. Over the
course of a full day, prudence ads
apppear on an average of once every
third hour per UHF channel, but the
cost of prime time -
TRAVERS
I want them to appear every hour.
Ella thinks that would be better.
(To Freck)
Freck, sit down.
Freck does so.
TRAVERS
(Cont'd) (To Freck)
You know that recent Supreme Court
ruling where one spouse can legally
murder the other if they can prove
that the other wouldn't under any
circumstances give the first a
divorce?
FRECK
Yes, the so called -
TRAVERS
I don't care what it's called.
(To Tamish)
What matters is that we have a TV
ad made up on that already.
(To Freck)
How does that go? I'm trying to
remember it.
FRECK
There's this man, an ex-husband,
being tried. First comes a shot of
the jury, then the judge, then a
pan-up on the prosecuting attorney
cross-examining the ex-husband. He
says 'It would seem, sir, that your
wife -'
TRAVERS
That's right.
TAMISH
Is it not the assumption, however,
that the missing Psychics are at
work, as a group, for one of the
large investment houses? Seeing as
how this is probably so, perhaps we
should stress one of our
business-establishment comercials.
Do you perhaps recall this one,
Commodore? It shows a husband home
from his job at the end of the day;
he still is suited up. He seats
himself wearily on the living room
couch, next to his wife, starts to
take off one of his gauntlets, then
hunches over, frowns and says
'Gosh, Jill, I wish I knew what's
been wrong with me lately.
Sometimes, with greater frequency
almost every day, the least little
remark at the office makes me think
that, well, somebody's reading my
mind!'. Then she says, 'If you're
worried about that, why don't we
contact our nearest prudence
organisation? They'll lease us an
intertial at prices easy on our
budget, and then you'll feel like
your old self again!'. Then this
great smile appears on his face and
he says 'Why, this nagging feeling
is already -'
FRECK
Please, Commodore Travers.
TRAVERS
(To Tamish)
I'll talk to you later, Tamish.
Anyhow, get hold of the networks
and start our material on the
hourbasis I outlined.
He hangs up the phone, and turns to Freck.
TRAVERS
(Cont'd)
I went all the way to Switzerland,
and had Ella roused, to get that
information, that advice.
Freck walks to the door, and pops his head outside.
FRECK
(To Wright)
Commodore Travers is free, Ms
Wright.
Freck leaves, while a tall, blonde woman (Robin Wright?) in
her mid-late forties enters.
TRAVERS
Ah, Ms Wright. I can't give you too
much time; maybe you should just
get to the point. What's the
problem?
WRIGHT
We're having a little trouble with
telepaths. We think so but we're
not sure. We maintain a telepath of
our own - one we know about and
who's supposed to circulate among
our employees. If he comes across
any Psychics, telepaths or precogs
of any kind, he's supposed to
report to my principal. Late last
week he made such a report. We have
an evaluation, done by a private
firm, on the capacities of the
various prudence agencies. Yours is
rated foremost.
TRAVERS
I know that.
We see a folder labelled 'Evaluation' on Travers' desk.
TRAVERS
(Cont'd)
How many telepaths did your man
pick up? More than one?
WRIGHT
Two at least.
TRAVERS
Possibly more?
WRIGHT
Possibly.
TRAVERS
Here is how we operate. First we
measure the psychic field
objectively, so we can tell what
we're dealing with. That generally
takes from one week to ten days,
depending on -
WRIGHT
My employer wants you to move in
your intertials right away, without
the time-consuming and expensive
formality of making tests.
TRAVERS
We wouldn't know how many inertials
to bring in. Or what kind. Or where
to station them. Defusing a psychic
operation has to be done on a
systematic basis; we can't wave a
magic wand or spray toxic fumes
into corners. We have to balance
Hollis' people individual by
individual, an anti-talent for
every talent. If Hollis has gotten
into your operation he's done it
the same way; psychic by psychic.
One gets into the personnel
department, hires another; that
person sets up a department or
takes charge of a department and
requisitions a couple
more...sometimes it takes them
months. We can't undo in
twenty-four hours what they've
constructed over a long period of
time. Big-time psychic activity is
like a mosaic; they can't afford to
be impatient, and neither can we.
WRIGHT
My employer is impatient.
TRAVERS
I'll talk to him. Who is he and
what's his his number?
WRIGHT
You'll deal through me.
TRAVERS
Maybe I won't deal at all. Why
won't you tell me who you
represent?
He presses a covert button on the bottom of his desk, and
Nina (Jen Brister?) comes in through a rear door, nods to
Travers, and then goes back in to the back room.
WRIGHT
You're hidebound; all we are asking
for is speed. And we're only asking
for that because we have to have
it. I can tell you this much; our
operation which they've infested
isn't on Earth. From the standpoint
of potential yield, as well as from
an investment standpoint, it's our
primary project. My principal has
put all his negotiable assets in to
it. Nobody is supposed to know
about it. The greatest shock to us,
in finding telepaths on this site -
TRAVERS
Excuse me.
Travers gets up, and walks to the office door.
TRAVERS
(Cont'd)
I'll find out how many people we
have about the place who are
available for use in this
connection.
Travers exits, shutting the office door behind him.
INT. - NINA'S OFFICE
A modern office; modern pastel-coloured fabrics chairs,
sofas and beanbags dotted around, with wooden coffee tables
next to them, and with Apple Macs on top of the coffee
tables. Nina is alone, sitting on one of the beanbags,
working on one of the Macs. Travers enters, and wearily sits
down on one of the chairs, with a heavy sigh.
TRAVERS
Find out who she represents, and
then find out how high they'll go.
NINA
Sure thing. Anything else?
TRAVERS
Reserve a place for us at a café or
restaurant once you're done. A nice
one.
NINA
I recently went to a nice place on
Lafayette Street.
TRAVERS
Is it cheap?
NINA
Compared to everything else in
Manhattan, I'd say so.
TRAVERS
Screaming babies?
NINA
Not when I was there.
TRAVERS
Great, give them a call.
He turns to a desk sticking out of the wall, with a coffee
machine, mini milk cartons, sugar and sweetener sachets, a
pot of ready-made coffee, teabags, porcelain mugs, and a
kettle. He lazily points to it, and turns to Nina.
TRAVERS
(Cont'd)
Do you mind?
NINA
Sure, help yourself. You are my
boss, mind.
TRAVERS
That's true.
He boils the kettle, makes himself a coffee with milk and
sugar. Travers then carries the cup over to a window, and
sits on the windowsill. He looks out of the window at the
New York skyline, and lets out a sigh.
EXT. - MONTAGUE STREET
Golden regeneration energy comes down from the sky, and
gathers in to a translucent cobra on the outer wall of one
of the apartments, and slips through one of the windows.
INT. - BEDROOM
A regular teenagers/young person's bedroom. A young woman
(Lily Collins?) is lying on a bed, fast asleep. The
translucent cobra slides across the wall, nearer and nearer
to the girl. The girl's mouth is forced open, and the cobra
goes through. As this happens, she starts seizing. After a
few seconds, she calms down, and eventually sits up - her
eyes are black. She looks to the side a little bit, and
smirks. She is now the new Master.
EXT. - FRANKLIN STREET, EARLY EVENING
Travers and Wright are walking down Franklin Street. Travers
is in a trenchcoat and fedora, and Wright is in a jumpsuit.
Wright is also wearing a removable cast around his wrist.
TRAVERS
Does it still hurt?
Wright nods.
WRIGHT
It can't be that bad, though, as it
hurt right away. If it is really
bad, it doesn't hurt. The
adrenaline, and all.
TRAVERS
You should see my wife's cooking.
That hurts right away.
WRIGHT
I'll be sure to avoid it like the
plague.
TRAVERS
You do surprise me, Miss Wright.
WRIGHT
Robin, please.
TRAVERS
Robin, sorry. Usually you are too
cautious. The Catholics know of
only one way to settle their
differences.
WRIGHT
Times are difficult enough for them
here, without you provoking further
quarrels.
We see the Master, in her new body, looking at Travers and
Wright, eventually following them. She is wearing a classic
victorian night gown.
TRAVERS
I? Oh, come, be fair. Paris hates
our kind. It would do anything it
can to provoke us.
WRIGHT
You must control your temper,
Travers. As Locke says, it is
imperative that we keep the peace
at this time.
TRAVERS
Back to business, if telepaths have
gotten in to our operation, then
you have to face up to and accept
the realization that the operation
per se is no longer secret.
Independent of any specific
technical info they've picked up.
So why not tell me what the project
is?
Wright hesitates.
WRIGHT
I don't know what the project is.
TRAVERS
Or where it is?
WRIGHT
(Shake of the head)
No.
TRAVERS
Do you know who your employer is?
WRIGHT
I work for a subsidiary firm which
he financially controls; I know who
my imediate employer is - that's a
Mr Shepard Howard - but I've never
been told whom Mr Howard
represents.
EXT. - LAFAYETTE STREET, EARLY EVENING
They turn on to Lafayette Street. Travers glances behind
him, and the Master dashes in to the Canal Street (6) subway
station. He brushes it off.
TRAVERS
If we supply you with the inertials
you need, will we know where they
are being sent?
WRIGHT
Probably not.
TRAVERS
Suppose we never get them back.
WRIGHT
Why wouldn't you get them back?
After they've decontaminated our
operation -
TRAVERS
Hollis' men have been known to kill
inertials sent out to negate them.
It's my responsibility to see that
my people are protected; I can't do
that if I don't know where they
are.
EXT. - BALTHAZAR RESTAURANT
Travers and Wright start to enter the restaurant. Wright
enters, but Travers pauses outside, as Nina's voice comes
over the earpiece.
NINA
(OC)
Travers? It's Nina.
TRAVERS
Took your time. Sit rep?
NINA
(OC)
Miss Wright represents Stanton
Mick. She is his confidential
assisstant.
INT. - NINA'S OFFICE
Nina is sitting on one of the beanbags, sitting in front of
a coffee table and a laptop, with a headset on her heat.
NINA
(Cont'd)
There is no one named Shepard
Howard. The project under
discussion exists primarily on
Luna; it has to do with Techprise,
Mick's research facilities, the
controlling stock of which Miss
Wright keeps her name.
EXT. - BALTHAZAR RESTAURANT
NINA
(Cont'd)(OC)
She does not know any technical
details; no scientific evaluations
or memos or progress reports are
ever available to her by Mr Mick,
and she resents this enormously.
From Mick's staff, however, she has
picked up a general idea of the
nature of the project.
INT. - NINA'S OFFICE
NINA
(Cont'd)
Assuming that her second-hand
knowledge is accurate, the Lunar
project involves a radical, new,
low-cost interstellar drive system,
approaching the velocity of light,
which could be leased to every
moderately affluent political or
ethnological group. Mick's idea
seems to be that the drive system
will make colonization feasible on
a mass basic understructure.
EXT. - BALTHAZAR RESTAURANT
NINA
(Cont'd)(OC)
And hence no longer a monopoly of
specific governments.
Nina clicks off. Travers enters the restaurant.
INT. - BALTHAZAR RESTAURANT
Travers enters and sits down across from Wright, who has
already sat down. He pauses, in thought.
WRIGHT
What are you thinking?
TRAVERS
I'm wondering if you can afford our
services. Since I have no test data
to go on, I can only estimate how
many inertials you'll need... but
it may run as high as forty.
WRIGHT
Forty? That's quite a few...
TRAVERS
The more we make use of, the sooner
we can get the job done. Since
you're in a hurry, we'll move them
all in at one time. If you are
authorized to sign a work contract
in the name of your employer, and
you can come up with a retainer
now, we could probably accomplish
this within seventy-two hours.
INT. - NINA'S OFFICE
NINA
(Speaking in to
microphone)
As owner of Techprise she is fully
bonded. She can legally obligate
her firm up to and including its
total worth. Right now she is
calculating how much this would be,
if converted on today's market...
(Pause)
Several billion postcreds, she has
decided. But she doesn't want to do
this; she doesn't like the ides of
committing herself to both a
contract and a retainer.
INT. - BALTHAZAR RESTAURANT
NINA
(Cont'd)(OC)
She would prefer Mick's attorneys
do that, even if it means several
day's delay.
Pause. Travers looks uncomfortable.
NINA
(Cont'd)(OC)
She has an intuition that you know
- or have guessed - whom she
represents. And she's afraid you'll
up your fee accordingly.
INT. - NINA'S OFFICE
NINA
(Cont'd)
Mick knows his reputation. He
considers himself the world's
greatest mark. So he negotiates in
this manner: through someone and
some firm as a front. On the other
hand, they want as many inertials
as they can get. And they're
resigned to that being enormously
expensive.
INT. - BALTHAZAR RESTAURANT
Travers takes out a pad of paper and a sharpie, and starts
writing.
TRAVERS
Forty inertials. Let's see. Six
times fifty times three. Times
forty. I wonder who paid to put his
employees in the middle of your
project.
WRIGHT
It really doesn't really matter,
does it? What matters is that
they're there.
TRAVERS
Sometimes one never finds out. But
as you say - it's the same as when
ants find their way in to your
kitchen. You don't ask why they're
there; you just begin the job of
getting them back out.
He finishes his calculations and breathes a sigh of despair.
Wright also takes a look, and looks up in shock. She stands,
up, ready to leave.
WRIGHT
I'll - have to think it over. Do
you know if there is a payphone
near here? Where I can possibly
call Mr Howard?
TRAVERS
It's rare for any prudence
organization to have that many
inertials available at one time. If
you wait, the situation will
change. So if you want them you
better act.
WRIGHT
And you really think that it would
take that many inertials?
TRAVERS
Take a look at this.
He takes out an iPad, and Wright sits back down. Travers
fiddles around with the iPad, and then hands it over to
Wright.
TRAVERS
(Cont'd)
This shows the location of our
inertials plus the inertials from
other prudence organizations. In
addition to that it shows - or
tries to show - the location of all
of Hollis' psychics. I know now
where they are. I'll send this to
you over the nets. You can stay
here and meditate. There is a
vidphone over there -
He points to a corner of the restaurant, and stands up.
TRAVERS
(Cont'd)
Hopefully, no one will bother you.
I'll be back in my office.
Travers makes his way out of the restaurant, and Wright
makes her way to the vidphone.
INT. - TRAVERS' OFFICES; NEW YORK - OUTER OFFICE
Back in Traver's offices, Freck is sitting behind a curved
mahogany desk. Across from the desk, there are a series of
magazines on top of wooden coffee tables, next to leather
chairs, and sitting in two of them is Patricia and a
hungover Sandra. Patricia is dressed in a long black dress,
and Sandra is in a loose-fitting tee shirt and dungarees,
while holding a large cup of coffee. Travers enters, having
just come back from his dinner with Wright.
TRAVERS
Freck, type up a work contract
specifying forty -
He notices Patricia and Sandra.
TRAVERS
(Cont'd)
I gather Anderson is back from
Topeka.
SANDRA
This is Patricia. Dunno her last
name.
Travers sits next to Patricia.
TRAVERS
Anti-what?
PATRICIA
Anti-Ketogenesis.
TRAVERS
What's that mean?
PATRICIA
The prevention of ketosis as by the
the administration of glucose.
TRAVERS
(To Sandra)
Explain.
SANDRA
Give Travers your test sheet.
Patricia hands over the yellow A4 sheet to Travers, who duly
reads it.
TRAVERS
Amazing score. Is she really this
good?
He glances at the back, and then up to Sandra.
SANDRA
She's the best so far.
TRAVERS
Come in to my office.
INT. - TRAVERS' OFFICES; NEW YORK
Travers enters his office, where the vidphone is ringing.
TRAVERS
(To Sandra and Patricia)
Sit down. Gimme a minute while I
answer this.
He takes a seat behind his desk, and Sandra and Patricia sit
across from him. Travers then presses a button on his desk,
and Wright's face appears on the TV screen.
WRIGHT
I phoned Mr Howard. He has now
given me my instructions. Mr Howard
would like the formal arrangments
made right away.
INT. - TRAVERS' OFFICES; NEW YORK - OUTER OFFICE
Back in the waiting room, muffles voices bleeds from
Travers' offices. We see the Master has already sat down on
one of the leather seats, reading one of the magazines. The
Doctor enters, and leans her elbows on Freck's desk.
DOCTOR
(To Freck)
Hi, can I make an appointemt with
the manager here?
FRECK
Travers?
DOCTOR
Yes, thank you.
FRECK
He'll be free in about an hour or
so. Take a seat.
The Doctor sits down next to the Master, and starts reading
a magazine. The Master turns to the Doctor, eyes still jet
black. The Doctor looks up, and notices the Masters eyes.
The Master puts her fingers up to the Doctor's temples. A
small stream of regeneration energy flows from the Master's
eyes to the Doctor's. The Master then presses her lips up
against the Doctor.
INT. - TRAVERS' OFFICES; NEW YORK
WRIGHT
So may we go ahead now? I've
already acquainted you with the
urgency, the time factor.
(To Sandra and Patricia)
Do you two mind waiting? My
business with Travers is of a
priority nature.
TRAVERS
You'll have to wait, Wright.
WRIGHT
I can tell you exactly, Commodore
Travers, how many inertials we
intend to take. Mr Howard feels he
can make an adequate determination
of our needs, of our problems.
TRAVERS
How many?
WRIGHT
Eleven.
TRAVERS
I'll sign the contract in a little
while. As soon as I'm free.
Travers hangs up.
TRAVERS
(Cont'd)(To Sandra and
Patricia)
They'll never make it. With eleven.
Or fifteen. Or twenty. Especially
with S. Dole Melipone on the other
side. This is, as I assumed, the
potential trainee that Anderson
scouted in Topeka? And you believe
we should hire her? Both you and
Anderson agree? Then we'll hire
her, naturally. Nobody has managed
to tell me yet, which of the
psychic talents she counters.
SANDRA
Freck says you flew to Zürich. What
did Ella suggest?
TRAVERS
More ads on TV. Every hour.
(He speaks into a
dictaphone)
Draw up an agreement of employment
between ourselves and a Jane Doe;
specify the starting salary that we
and the union agreed on last
December; specify -
PATRICIA
What is the starting salary?
TRAVERS
I don't even know what you can do.
SANDRA
It's precognicient. But in a
different way.
TRAVERS
(To Sandra)
Is she ready to go to work? Or is
this one we have to train and work
with and wait for? We've got almost
forty idle inertials and and we're
hiring another; forty less, I
suppose, eleven. Thirty idle
employees, all drawing ful scale
while they sit around with their
thumbs in their thumbs in their
noses. I don't know, Sandy; I
really don't. Maybe we ought to
fire our scouts. Anyway, I think
I've found the rest if Hollis'
psychics. I'll tell you about it
later.
(Into dictaphone)
Specify that we can discharge this
Jane Doe without notice, without
severance pay or compensation of
any kind; nor is she elegible, for
the first ninety days, for pension,
health, or sick-pay benifits.
(To Pat)
Starting salary, in all cases,
begins at four hundred credits per
month, figuring on twenty hours a
week. And you'll have to join a
union. The Mine, Mill, and
Smelter-workers Union; they're the
one that signed up all the
prudence-organization employees
three years ago. I have no control
over that.
PATRICIA
I get more maintaining vidphone
relays at the Topeka Kibbutz. Your
scout Major Anderson said -
TRAVERS
Our scouts lie, and, in addition,
we're mot legally bound by anything
they say. No prudence organization
is.
Freck walks in with the typed out agreement.
FRECK
Here you go, sir.
TRAVERS
Thank you, Freck.
(To Sandra and Patricia)
I have a twenty-year old wife in
cold-pac. A beautiful woman who
when she talks to me gets pushed
out of the way by some kid named
Jory, and then I'm talking to him,
not her. Ella frozen in half-life
and dimming out - and that battered
crone for my secretary that I have
to look at all day long.
PATRICIA
I'll sign.
INT. - ASHILDR'S HOUSE - BEDROOM
A bedroom on the large side, red-maroon walls, littered with
retro furniture. Ashildr is lying in her bed, with a metal
skull cap on her head. Wires are coming out of the metal
cap, leading in to the wall. A small, old, television is
leaking muffled voices from the corner of the room.
TELEVISION
(OC)
Can't make the frug contest
because||your stomach is upset? Fix
yourself some Ubik! Ubik drops you
back in the thick of things fast.
Taken as directed, Ubik speeds
relief to head and stomach.
Remember; Ubik is only seconds
away. Avoid prolonged use. The
voices from the television starts
to glitch as we fade in to the next
scene.
DREAM STATE
Ashildr is walking across a white, desolate plane in a black
suit, with a red shirt under her jacket. A man, Matt, in an
three-piece suit is standing a few yards in front of her, at
a slight angle, so we can just see a hateful expression on
his face. He speaks with a distorted female child's voice.
MATT
I can't be myself while you're
around.
ASHILDR
Perhaps your definition of your
self-system lacks authentic
boundaries. You've erected a
precarious structure of personality
on unconscious factors over which
you have no control. That's why you
feel threatened by me. This clearly
makes the man nervous.
MATT
Aren't you an employee of a
prudence organization?
ASHILDR
And you work for Hollis. If you're
the stupendous talent you claim to
be, you can tell that by reading my
mind.
MATT
I can't read anybody's mind, my
talent is gone. I'll let you talk
to my brother, Bill. Here, Bill;
talk to this lady. Do you like this
lady?
A man with puffy grey hair, in a olive t-shirt and khaki
shorts materialises. He also speaks with a distorted child's
voice.
BILL
I like her fine because I'm a
precognicient and she doesn't
postscript me. 'I, that am
curtailed of this fair proportion,
cheated of feature by dissembling
nature' - how does it go, Matt?
MATT
'Deformed, unfinished, sent before
my time into this breathing world,
scarce half made up'
BILL
Oh, yes. I remember. 'And that so
lamely and unfashionable that dogs
bark at me as I halt by them.' From
Richard the Third.
ASHILDR
What does all of this mean?
Both the brothers give wide grins, and now speak in even
more distorted voices.
MATT
It means that we are going to kill
you.
INT. - ASHILDR'S HOUSE - BEDROOM
A distant ringing of Ashildr's desk wakes her up. She gets
up, lethargic, and slowly walks from her bedroom in to her
living room.
INT. - ASHILDR'S HOUSE - LIVING ROOM
The hologram-screen says 'Travers' in clear text, with green
and red phone logos underneath. She presses the green.
ASHILDR
Travers. Has a job turned up for
me?
TRAVERS
(OC)
Ash, I'm glad I caught you. A group
is forming under Sandra Archer's
and my direction; eleven in all, a
major work assignment for those we
choose. We've been examining
everyone's history. Sandra thinks
yours looks good, and I tend to
agree. How long will it take you to
get down here?
ASHILDR
For this one will I be living -
TRAVERS
Yes, you'll have to pack. We're
supposed to be packed and ready to
go at all times; that's a rule I
don't ever want broken, especially
in a case like this where there's a
time factor.
ASHILDR
I am packed. I'll be at the New
York office in fifteen minutes. All
I have to do is leave a note for my
husband, who's at work.
TRAVERS
Well, okay. I'll see you soon.
Ashildr hangs up, and sits down on her bed. We see
flashbacks of the dream she had.
ASHILDR
But I've never read Richard the
Third. How would I know poetry I've
never read?
Uneasy, she hurriedly gets dressed.
INT. - TRAVERS OFFICES; NEW YORK
Travers is still sitting behind his desk. He presses a
button on his intercom.
TRAVERS
Make a bounty check, Freck. Payable
to Major Anderson, for one-hundred
postcreds.
FRECK
(OC)
Yes, Mr. Travers.
Anderson enters, and starts pacing around the office.
TRAVERS
Sandra Archer can't seem to tell me
what the Jane Doe does.
ANDERSON
Sandra can be a real cunt.
TRAVERS
How come she, this Pat, can travel
back in time, and no one else can?
I'll bet this talent isn't new; you
scouts probably just missed
noticing it up until now. Anyhow,
it's not logical for a prudence
organization to hire her; it's a
talent, not an anti-talent. We deal
in -
ANDERSON
As I explained, and as Sandra
indicated on the test report, it
aborts the precogs out of business.
TRAVERS
But that's only a side-effect.
Sandra thinks she's dangerous. I
don't know why.
ANDERSON
Did you ask her why?
TRAVERS
She mumbles, the way she always
does. Sandra never has reasons,
just hunches. On the other hand,
she wants to include her in the
Mick operation. Ask Sandra to come
in here so we can see if we've got
our group of eleven set up.
He rearranges paperwork on his desk, and checks his watch.
TRAVERS
(Cont'd)
They should be arriving about now.
I'm going to tell Sandra to her
face she's crazy to include this
Pat Conley girl if she's so
dangerous. Wouldn't you say,
Anderson?
ANDERSON
She's got a thing going with Pat.
TRAVERS
What sort of thing?
ANDERSON
A sexual understanding.
TRAVERS
Sandra has no sexual understanding.
Nina read her mind the other day
and she's too poor even to -
Travers breaks off, as Freck walks in with a folder marked
'Bounty Check'.
TRAVERS
(Cont'd)
I know why Sandra wants her along
on the Mick operation. So she can
keep an eye on her. She's going
too; Sandra's going to measure the
psychic field despite what the
client stipulated. We have to know
what we're up against. Thank you,
Freck.
He waves Freck away, and holds a check out to Anderson, who
accepts it.
TRAVERS
(Cont'd)
Supose we don't measure the psychic
field and it turns out to be too
intense for our inertials? Who gets
blamed?
ANDERSON
We do.
TRAVERS
I told them eleven wasn't enough.
We're supplying our best; we're
doing the best we can. After all,
getting Stanton Mick's patronage is
a matter of great importantce to
us. Amazing, that someone as
wealthy and powerful as Mick could
be so shortsighted, so goddamned
miserly. Freck, is Sandra out
there? Sandra Archer?
FRECK
Ms Archer is in the outer office
with a number of other people.
TRAVERS
How many other people, Freck? Ten
or eleven?
FRECK
I'd say about that many, sir. Give
or take one or two.
TRAVERS
That's the group. I want to see
them, all of them, before they
leave for Luna. Send them in.
Freck leaves.
TRAVERS
(Cont'd)
We know that as individuals they
perform well. It's all down here on
paper. But how about together? How
great a polyencephalic
counter-field will they generate
together? Ask yourself that,
Anderson. That is the question to
ask.
ANDERSON
I guess time will tell.
TRAVERS
I've been in this business a long
time. This is my contribution to
conteporary civilization.
ANDERSON
That puts it well. You're a
policeman guarding human privacy.
TRAVERS
You know what Ray Hollis says about
us? He says that we are trying to
turn the clock back.
The inertials start to fill up the office. Travers spots
Ashildr, as she walks in.
TRAVERS
(Cont'd)
You made good time, Ash. You had
less time than anybody else, as I
notified you last. Some of you, I
know. You, Ms Dorn; Ms Archer and I
chose you because of your top-notch
activity vis-à-vis S. Dole
Melipone, whom you eventually lost
through no fault of your own.
DORN
Thank you, Travers. It is good to
be part of this new undertaking.
TRAVERS
Which one of you is Al Hammond?
A tall, black man in a leather jacket raises his hand.
TRAVERS
(Cont'd)
I've never met you before. You rate
the highest among our anti-precogs.
I should, of course, have gotten
around to meeting you sooner. How
many of the rest of you are
anti-precog?
Three other hands go up.
TRAVERS
(Cont'd)
The four of you will undoubtedly
get a great bloop out of meeting
and working with Major Anderson's
most recent discovery, who aborts
precogs on a new basis. Perhaps
Miss Conley herself will describe
it to us.
EXT. - FIFTH AVENUE
Travers is standing outside a rare-coin store, looking
through a window. He then suddenly shakes his head, as if he
is waking up from a trance.
TRAVERS
(Cont'd)
What the fuck?
He then comes to a realization, and clenches his eyes shut.
TRAVERS
(Cont'd)
Oh, shit. It's gone. Everything I
built up.
INT. - TRAVERS' OFFICES; NEW YORK
Travers opens his eyes again. He is sitting across from
Sandra and Pat, and Anderson is sitting Other than those
four, the office is empty. Travers looks around, dazed and
confused.
SANDRA
Travers, I'd like you to meet
Patricia Conley.
PATRICIA
How nice to be introduced to you at
last, Commodore.
Sandra pauses, and looks down at the floor for a moment.
SANDRA
I can't put my finger on it but
things are different.
PATRICIA
Nothing is different.
SANDRA
Everything is different. You must
have gone back in time and put us
on a different track; of course I
can't prove it and I can't really
specify the changes - at least not
yet--
TRAVERS
Please, no domestic quarreling on
my time.
SANDRA
'Domestic Quarreling'?
TRAVERS
Anyhow, to continue, we must each
ask ourselves why Stanton Mick took
his business to a prudence
organization other than ours.
Logically, we should have gotten
the contract; we're the finest in
the business and we're located in
New York, where Mick generally
prefers to deal. Do you have any
theory, Mrs Conley?
PATRICIA
Do you really want to know, Mr
Runciter?
TRAVERS
Ye, I'd very much like to know.
PATRICIA
I did it.
TRAVERS
How?
PATRICIA
With my talent.
TRAVERS
What talent? You don't have a
talent; you're Sandra Archer's
wife.
ANDERSON
Pat, you only came in to here to
meet Sandra, Travers, and me for
lunch.
TRAVERS
Have you measured it? I mean,
that's your job. You sound as if
you have; you sound sure of
yourself.
SANDRA
I'm not sure of myself. Something's
wrong. I'll get my test gear.
TRAVERS
Oh, come on Sandy. If your wife has
a talent or an anti-talent you
would have measured it by now.
He presses a button on his desk.
TRAVERS
(Cont'd)
Nina, do we have a file on Mrs
Patricia Archer?
PATRICIA
Conley. Patricia Conley.
SANDRA
What is wrong with you?
Pat turns to Sandra, and smirks.
SANDRA
(Cont'd)
Oh, no. Fuck you.
NINA
(OC)
On a Miss Patricia Conley we have
two items; an initial report by
Major Anderson, and then test
findings by Ms Archer.
Travers Desk pops up with the two mentioned documents shown.
TRAVERS
Sandra, you better look at this;
come here.
PATRICIA
I know what it reads, "Unbelievable
power Anti-psi field unique in
scope." Can probably -
TRAVERS
We did get the Mick contract. I had
a group if eleven inertials in
here, and then I suggested to her -
SANDRA
That she show the group what she
could do. So she did. She did
exactly that. And my evaluation was
right.
Sandra smirks, and laughs.
SANDRA
(Cont'd)
My own wife.
PATRICIA
Yeah, I'm not your wife. Changed
that, too. Do you want it back the
way it was? With no changes, not
even in details? That won't show
your inertials much. On the other
hand, they're unaware...unless some
of them have retaines a vestigial
memory has Sandra has. By now,
though, it should have phased out.
TRAVERS
I'd like the Mick contract back;
that much, at least.
Anderson puffs on a cigarette.
ANDERSON
When I scout them, I scout them.
TRAVERS
Yes, you really bring in the
talent.
FRECK
(OC)
A group of your inertials are
waiting to see you, Commodore; they
say you sent for them in connection
with a new joint work project. Are
you free to see them?
TRAVERS
Send them in.
Patricia holds the back of her hand up to Sandra.
PATRICIA
I'll keep the ring.
SANDRA
I think you're forgetting.
PATRICIA
What, that you're taken by that
bitch, Alice? Give me a break.
SANDRA
How dare you!
PATRICIA
I'll have you know that on a
different time track you had me
pick this very ring out.
Sandra, speechless, turns to Travers, who is gathering
paperwork.
SANDRA
Couldn't you just slap her
sometimes?
TRAVERS
I barely know her.
INT. - TARDIS
The Doctor wakes up on the floor of her TARDIS. She suddenly
sits up with a sharp intake of breath.
DOCTOR
What the fuck? What the fuck? What
the fuck?
We have a flashback of the Master's recent
quazi-regeneration. Another sharp intake of breath.
DOCTOR
(Cont'd)
Oh no you don't. No way.
She stands up and starts running around her console,
pressing buttons, pushing levers.
DOCTOR
(Cont'd)
Don't you dare, mate. Don't you
fucking dare. Not under my watch.
INT. - TRAVERS' OFFICES; NEW YORK
The inertials have again filled up Travers' office, and are
all talking, making a racket. Travers is looking at a
clipboard and ticking off people's names with one of those
yellow pencils.
TRAVERS
Edie Dorn; yes you're here.
Hammond? Okay, Hammond. Ashildr?
ASHILDR
I made it as quickly as I could.
You didn't give me much time,
Travers.
TRAVERS
Hmm. John Ild? Yes, good.
Francesca?
FRANCESCA
During the last few minutes,
Travers, while we waited in your
outer office, mysterious voices
appeared to me and told me things.
TRAVERS
You're Francesca?
FRANCESCA
I am; I have always been; I will
always be. May I tell you what the
voices revealed to me?
TRAVERS
Possibly later.
Traver goes on to the next document on his clipboard with a
large sigh.
FRANCESCA
It must be said!
TRAVERS
All right, we'll take a break for a
couple of minutes.
Everyone, with the exception of Travers, Sandra, and
Francesca spills in to the outer office. Travers opens a
draw and swallows a pill with a glass of water. He then
turns to Sandra and shrugs.
TRAVERS
(Cont'd)
Let's hear what the voices revealed
to you, Francesca.
FRANCESCA
Someone, just now, moved us, all of
us, in to another world. We
inhabited it, lived in it, as
citizens of it, and then a vast,
all-encompassing spiritual angecy
restored us to this, our rightful
universe.
SANDRA
That would be Pat. Pat Conley. She
just joined the firm today.
Travers rolles his eyes and walks out in to the outer ofice.
INT. - TRAVERS' OFFICES; NEW YORK - OUTER OFFICE
All the intertials are in the outer offices, chatting. The
Dotor enters, soon by the Master. The Doctor turns to the
Master, shakes her head, mouthing the word 'No'. The Master
promptly smirks. The Doctor walks up to the Master.
DOCTOR
Whatever you're thinking --
MASTER
Don't worry! I'll be such a good
girl.
DOCTOR
That sounded sarcastic.
MASTER
Whether or not that was sarcasm is
for me to know and for you to find
out.
DOCTOR
You still going with Missy?
MASTER
No. Too camp. This body is not
really the campy type.
Travers peeks his head through the door.
TRAVERS
Tito Apostos? You're here?
A bald man in gold lamé trousers and a handlebar moustache
(Jamie Hyneman?) nods his head. Travers walks out further
with a clipboard.
TITO
I'm an anti-animator.
TRAVERS
(to Sandra)
The only one we use. I wonder if
we'll need him; maybe we should
subsitute another anti-telepath -
the more of those the better.
SANDRA
We have to cover everything, since
we don't know what we're getting
ourselves into.
TRAVERS
I guess so. Okay, Wendy Wright? Goh
yes, good. Sammy Mundo?
A brief pause. The Doctor then runs up to Travers and
flashes her psychic paper at Travers.
DOCTOR
That's me. Sammy Mundo. Short for
Samantha.
TRAVERS
Okay; that leaves Fred Zafsky.
MASTER
Right you are. How about that?
The Master takes out an object from her bra that looks
similar to the Doctor's psychic paper, and shows it to
Travers.
TRAVERS
Christ. Well, we have to include at
least one anti-parakineticist, to
be safe. And you're it, by the
looks of it.
The Doctor takes the Master to the side.
DOCTOR
What was that?
MASTER
What?
DOCTOR
The psychic paper! Where the fuck
did you get that from?
MASTER
I have my ways, sweetie. Come on,
let's watch the show.
DOCTOR
Don't you ever fucking call me
sweetie.
On the other side of the room...
TRAVERS
That's the group, plus you and me.
Any last minute changes you want to
make?
SANDRA
I'm satisfied.
TRAVERS
You suppose this bunch of inertials
is the best combination we can come
up with?
SANDRA
Yes
TRAVERS
And it's good enought to take on
Hollis' Psychics?
SANDRA
Yes.
Tito walks up to Travers and Sandra.
ASHILDR
Ms Archer, may I have a second of
your time?
TRAVERS
I'll leave you two alone.
Travers walks in to his main office.
SANDRA
May I help you, Tito?
ASHILDR
Could I discuss an experience I had
late last night?
SANDRA
If this is of a sexual nature, I
really can't help. My expertise is
better in the -- female department.
Sorry.
ASHILDR
No, it's not that. In a hypnagogic
state I seem to have contacted one,
or possibly two, of Mr Hollis'
people - a telepath evidently
operating in conjunction with one
of their precognicients. Do you
think I should tell Travers? Do you
think it is of impotance?
Sandra pauses, looks out in to the crowd, and sighs.
SANDRA
No. I'd let it go if I were you.
Travers enters the outer office again with a piece of paper.
He puts his hand up in the air, and waves it.
TRAVERS
(With a raised voice)
Excuse me, everyone. Everyone?
The room quietens down.
TRAVERS
(Normal tone)(Cont'd)
Ladies and gentlemen, we're taking
for Luna, you eleven inertials,
Sandra Archer and myself, and our
client's representative, Miss Robin
Wright; fourteen of us in all.
We'll use our own ship.
Travers glances at his piece of paper. And then his watch.
TRAVERS
(Cont'd)
It's three-thirty now. Pratfall II
will take off from the main roof
field at four.
He snaps his watch shut, folds up the piece of paper, and
returns it to his pocket. He then leads Sandra in to his
office, and shuts the door behind him.
INT. - TRAVERS' OFFICES; NEW YORK
SANDRA
Well, Travers, we are in this for
better or worse. I wish we had a
resident precognicient who could
take a look ahead for us.
INT. - TRAVERS' OFFICES; NEW YORK - OUTER OFFICE
The Master looks out at the small crowd preparing, smirking;
like she knows something more.
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Gaming in 2018: The Good and Bad
2017 is largely considered an awesome year for video games as a whole. Plenty of fantastic titles and the impressive debut of the Nintendo Switch certainly meant that 2018 had a LOT to live up to. This past year has certainly been interesting in a great many ways; some of it’s good, some of it’s bad and a lot of it is just…business as usual. As the year is winding down, let’s take a look at some of the notable releases and happenings in the video game scene. Take it away!
The year starts off fairly strong, the first few months having a fair amount of quality titles, some even potential “Game of the Year” candidates. Both Monster Hunter: World and Dragon Ball FighterZ released not only to high acclaim and sales, but on the same day no less! A wide variety of games from several different franchises and genres dot the calendar. Co-op adventure games like A Way Out in March, the return of God of War in April competing with Nintendo’s odd Labo line of potentially over-priced cardboard and the controversial Detroit: Become Human in May. The summer saw a slew of releases, from a new entry in the Mario Tennis series with Aces, Octopath Traveler in July, and Spider-Man on the PS4 in September. The last three months see a sudden explosion of hotly-anticipated titles from some mega-franchises. Everything from Assassin’s Creed to Call of Duty to Pokemon and Super Smash Bros. sees a release, not to mention Red Dead Redemption 2 right at the end of October. Just looking at things generally, there’s a good spread, but let’s look at things more in-depth.
Fighting games had quite a few releases this year, though sadly I’d say most of them were considered underwhelming for one reason or another. Another entry in the Dissidia series was absolutely crushed by FighterZ and Monster Hunter to kick the year off, while niche fighting games like Blade Strangers, Fighting EX Layer, SNK Heroines and BlazBlue Cross Tag Battle were met with mixed reception overall. The anime crowd also got a 3D Brawler based on the My Hero Academia license…that launched the same day in the West as Red Dead Redemption 2 so…ouch. The year does see a bit of a rebound with titles like SoulCalibur VI and Super Smash Bros. Ultimate being fairly well-received. It’s nice to see the fighting game genre continue onward, and at the very least I’m glad to see attempts at innovating or just new ideas being thrown out, but they can’t all be winners.
Unfortunately, I’d say there were also a fair few stinkers released this year, or games that just failed to capture much of an audience. February saw a double-whammy of Dynasty Warriors 9 and Metal Gear Survive, two games that are largely viewed as massive step backs from their previous entries. Shadow of the Tomb Raider, Sushi Striker and Just Cause 4 released and were quickly forgotten by the general public. You have some games that received at least SOME coverage and potential success, like Ubisoft’s toys-to-life Starlink game likely being the closest thing we’ll get to a new Star Fox game for quite a while (on the Switch version at least), and a fair number of indies came out this year too, or in some cases, came to consoles and boosted visibility. Hollow Knight came out last year on Steam, but is now out on everything and that thing sold like crazy on Switch at the very least. Then you have things like Dead Cells or The Messenger, Celeste and Guacamelee 2 that also received rave reviews. While last year we had Crash Bandicoot’s remakes and Sonic Mania appealing to nostalgia, this year we saw Spyro get his turn at a remake trilogy, as well as Mega Man 11 and an 8-bit, classic-Castlevania styled throwback in the form of Bloodstained: Curse of the Moon. All that said, let’s talk the big dogs.
Nintendo didn’t have nearly as many heavy-hitters in comparison to last year, though honestly I think it’d be hard to top that line-up anyway. The Switch’s library has ballooned since last year, a lot of that coming from ports, with that trend likely continuing into next year as well. The third party support is certainly welcome and fills out the Switch’s catalogue, though there’s an awful lot of first-party Wii U ports too. Donkey Kong Country Tropical Freeze, the Captain Toad game, as well as the first two Bayonetta games and Hyrule Warriors graced the system. Even the 3DS seems like it’s getting the shaft in terms of huge titles. Outside of a “greatest hits” of microgames with WarioWare Gold, there was a Luigi’s Mansion remake/port and…I guess Yo-Kai Watch still exists, so there’s that? The 3DS is clearly slowly being phased out, so as long as it still prints money, we’ll be seeing these strange remakes and ports…like…Kirby’s Epic Yarn coming next year…for some reason. As far as NEW titles, entries like Kirby: Star Allies and Mario Tennis Aces can be considered somewhat lacking, but it’s balanced out by a return to form for the Mario Party series, a great third-party exclusive in Octopath Traveler, a well-received DLC expansion/pseudo-sequel to Xenoblade Chronicles 2 and, of course, Super Smash Bros. Ultimate. Actually, I’d say that tips them back over into pretty darn good overall.
Sony did pretty well this year, though honestly they only saw TWO major exclusive releases. However, both God of War and Spider-Man, despite having uncreative names, are clear “Game of the Year” contenders, and it surely reaps the benefits of the various third-party hits on the platform…and Detroit: Become Human, I guess. Shame about Xbox though; as far as exclusives went there was Rare’s Sea of Thieves, seen by many as too devoid of actual content to play for very long. Its E3 show was good at least! Good at showing off a bunch of games that will also be on other consoles!
Industry-wide, the year was a bit of a downer though, with some notable layoffs and studio closures, some very close to one another. Cliff Blesinski of Gears of War fame, closed down his studio, Boss Key Productions, following two back-to-back flops with Lawbreakers in 2017 and Radical Heights in 2018. As the year winded down, Capcom Vancouver closed its doors in September, with Telltale Games following soon after, generating a fair amount of media buzz over the volatile nature of employment in game development and the concept of “crunch” time in games as well. Right as Red Dead Redemption 2 came out, Rockstar also received flak for their workplace conditions when news of employees working “100 hour” work weeks was brought up as if it was some sort of positive thing.
The game industry isn’t all sunshine and rainbows; for every success story, you have a studio closing, for every hit, you have a game that crashes and burns on release. It can be hard to tell what to expect in a given year with video games, what big franchises will do and what new tent poles might pop up in the meantime. Fortnite is suddenly among the most popular games right now, and after Nintendo’s last console flopped, the Switch is on the warpath to reclaim that status Nintendo has always been known for. In this year alone, we saw several sequels to iconic, major franchises. It can be easy to forget them all, but it’s important to soak all that variety in. New Far Cry and Assassin’s Creed games, Mario Party and God of War, for starters. There are toys-to-life games and cardboard creativity, alongside your annual Madden and Call of Duty and Battlefield games, and TONS of fighting games. Capcom in general seems to be on a hot streak of hits, which considering the reception of Street Fighter V and Marvel vs. Capcom Infinite last year, is saying something. I haven’t lost my love for gaming, though I do somewhat worry how certain modern monetization trends will affect things going forward. But there are also tons of things to be on the lookout for. PS4 and Xbone are going to be on their way out someday soon (relatively speaking anyway), Nintendo always seems to have surprises under their sleeves (like announcing and releasing a SMASH BROS. game all in the same year, for one) and there exist plenty of talented developers both large and small that continue to innovate, making fun, new ideas. Here’s to 2019 hopefully continuing the trend of being mostly good!
Happy Gaming, and until next time.
-B
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Final Fantasy 4 Radio Show! Casting!
Now casting for Season One of the Final Fantasy 4 Radio Show! Final Fantasy IV (known as Final Fantasy II in the U.S.) was a video game originally published by SquareSoft for the SNES in 1991. It has since been re-mastered and re-made multiple times for multiple systems and now we are creating an unofficial radio adaptation of the classic story of sword and sorcery. The game follows Cecil, a dark knight, who begins to question his king's motives, which sets off a chain of events that leads him on the path to righteousness. Along the way he and his friends discover an ancient forgotten history of their planet (and beyond!). Season One (6 episodes) follows the story of FF4 up to, and including, Cecil's climactic transformation into a paladin. Season Two will see the heroes valiant efforts to stop Golbez turn deadly. Season Three will follow their time in the underworld of the dwarves. And, finally, Season Four will reveal the secret of the crystals as well as Cecil and Golbez's tragic shared past before culminating in a battle for the fate of the world that you will not want to miss! This is a FULL RE-SCRIPT of Final Fantasy 4 into radio play format, and will be published on YouTube and as a Podcast on iTunes (fingers crossed). I'm taking full artistic license with the plot, characters, and dialog; pulling from every different version of the game. It is still very much FF4, but delivers a fresh, exciting new adaptation! using the format: AUDITIONS ARE OPEN UNTIL WEDNESDAY, NOVEMBER 1st Send your audio files (one file per character) to
[email protected] using any standard audio format Listen to the PILOT EPISODE or take a look at my previous project, The FINAL FANTASY 6 FANDUB To contact me directly with any questions email ff4radioshow(at)hotmail.com *The actors for Cecil and Rosa are continuing their wonderful work from the Pilot episode. Apologies to anyone hankering for those roles. *A NOTE ON ACCENTS* I love accents! I want you to try any accent you believe you can do well consistently or you believe fits the character. BUT be warned that I am a HARSH CRITIC of sub-par accent work. No Dick Van Dyke nonsense. OPEN ROLES NARRATOR Male/Female, Ageless Delivers an intro and outro for each episode. Warm, pleasant voice tone. Able to project excitement and generate interest in the show to come. Audition Lines: Quote:This is a tale of far away and long ago... A time when knights and kings gripped the world with fists of iron and steel! A world where magic and technology clash together in awesome competition for power! This is The Final Fantasy Four Radio Show! Quote:The airships of the mighty Red Wings from the Kingdom of Baron race across the sky on their way home after a successful mission in the mystical country of Mysidia. The crew look forward to their return to hearth and home, but one man, their Captain, Cecil the Dark Knight, casts his gaze backward... --- EXTRAS! Male/Female, Varied Ages Crew of Red Wings (x3), Merchant, Baron Soldiers (x2), Cap'n, Chancellor, Sailors Nine varied background roles. Nine chances to try out your crazy voices! THESE ROLES ARE VERY IMPORTANT! I love to have a bouquet of extras available just in case. Please audition here if you are unsure of which role to try for! Audition Lines: Quote:Hey! How's it going? You doin' anything later today? Quote:Y'arr. Fifteen souls went ashore that day. An' only ol' Flint himself sailed away. Quote:Bilbo Baggins was a hobbit who wanted to be left alone in quiet comfort. But the wizard Gandalf came along with a band of homeless dwarves. Soon Bilbo was drawn into their quest, facing evil orcs, savage wolves, giant spiders, and worse, unknown dangers. Finally, it was Bilbo -- alone and unaided -- who had to confront the great dragon Smaug, the terror of an entire countryside... --- BAIGAN Male, age 20-40 Baigan does not care about you. Baigan only cares about Baigan. Sarcastic and apathetic. A drawling, sneering, douchey voice. This character may return in Season 2. Audition Line: Quote:Hmph, isn't killing what you do? You are a Dark Knight after all, Cecil. I didn't think you could still feel pity. --- KING BARON Male, age 40+ King of the country of Baron. Regal and imposing. He has a secret plan for which he is gathering the world’s Crystals. This character will return in Season 2. Audition Lines: Quote:Ah! Cecil! The Kingdom of Baron hails your return! We trust you have the Crystal? Quote:If the state of the Red Wings so concerns you, Dragoon, that you would eavesdrop on the Royal Chamber, then you may join him in his penance. Take the ring! And do not enter Our sight again until it is done! --- KAIN HIGHWIND Male/Female, age 18-30 Cecil’s closest friend. A sporty sort of person who enjoys fighting for it’s own sake, rather than for any cause or loyalty. Kain was abandoned as a child and now clings to Cecil and Rosa. Perhaps Kain clings a little too closely though, and wishes for things to always stay just as they are between them. Kain has noticed Rosa’s affection for Cecil and is beginning to grow jealous. Voice type: Athletic and yet also oddly indolent. Think Jaleel White's Sonic the Hedgehog, or Ashleigh Ball's Rainbow Dash I would prefer to cast this role female to balance out the skewed gender ratio of the original story, but am accepting male voiced auditions. Audition Lines: Quote:Majesty! I petition on Cecil's behalf. Please reconsider! He has done no wrong, he questions out of care for his subordinates. He meant no disrespect, I assure you! Quote:Ahh, I woulda come with you anyway. Slaying monsters is right up my alley! Anyhow, the King'll relax as soon as we finish his "mission of contrition". We are his favorites. --- CID POLLENDINA Male, age 30-50 A rough, tough, jolly sort of fellow. Cid takes life as it comes and is enthusiastic about everything he does, damn the consequences! He has a daughter whom he is very proud of but not very close to. Cid is always working on airships and other mechanical inventions. Cid's voice should feel bombastic and loud (without actually clipping out, plz!) Think Brian Blessed or perhaps John Lithgow. Audition Lines: Quote:What's the matter, kiddo? You and your goons better not have wrecked up my airships! Quote:The King's been acting mighty peculiar. You know, the other day he asked me if I could design an airship that can torch an entire city? I mean, obviously I could! But... makes me wonder if Baron will be going to war soon. --- MIST DRAGON Female, age 20-40 A mysterious dragon made of living mist. And also Rydia’s mother. The strongest of the valley’s summoners and it’s chief protector. One time, Non-recurring role Audition Line Quote:Leave at once and no harm will come to you. We will not allow further trespass. --- RYDIA Female, age Child/Teen A young child just beginning to learn the way of the world and find her incredible strength in summoning and taming beasts. Rydia has a kind heart and has been taught to never kill or injure. She is able to sense the feelings that others carry, even if they are not aware of it themselves. Rydia will be aging for season 2 to teen age. Priority may be given to actors able to play both ages. Voice Type: Childish but not immature. Sounds like 10-14 years old. Audition Lines: Quote:Mother! Get up! Please! The fire- *gasp!* Quote:He kills everything. Do you think... can I help him? Or is it too late? Quote:I'm coming with you! You'll need all the help you can get to tame that creature! --- DOCTOR Male/Female, ageless A blustering medic. Will talk anyone’s ear off if given half a chance but has a kind heart and a charitable streak a mile wide. *First season role only Audition Line: Quote:Oh, you poor lamb. What has happened? Oh, but, no. You needn't say if you don't wish to. Lost your parents. I'm sure, I'm sure. Tragedy! Oh cruelty! But let's just look at you! All worn and filthy from traveling. The earthquake, no doubt? Thought we might see a few come through here, I did. But you're the first. And such a dear young thing! --- TELLAH Male, age 40-80 World renowned sage of the mystical, magical arts. Tellah settled in the desert to raise his daughter, Anna, and to meditate on the mysteries of the shifting sands. Tellah has lived by his own code for a very long time and believes wholly in his own judgement. Stubborn to a fault, Tellah’s strength is his greatest weakness. Voice Type: Cranky old guy, slightly reedy or nasal. Audition Lines: Quote:You there, Knight! Did I hear that right? You aim to clear the waterway to Damcyan? I beg you, let me come with you! I have tried to get through the waterway alone to no avail. The beast is strong. Strong, I warn you! But perhaps the three of us together... Quote:It is vicious. A writhing mass of tentacles and malice. And I am too old now to face it alone. Once, perhaps... But I fear something else may be waiting for us. I sense a darkness beyond. A doom yet clouded in the fog of the future... Quote:Stay and weep if you must! Do what you will; I don't care! Anna will be avenged. You keep your nose out of it! This death will be mine alone. --- EDWARD CHRIS VON MUIR Male/Female, age 18-30 The prince of the country of Damcyan and husband of Anna. A highly skilled musician and a born diplomat. Edward believes that any disagreement can be solved with communication. He detests violence. I would like to cast this with a female/feminine voice but keep Edward as a male role. Audition Lines: Quote:You're right. I'm nothing but a coward, just as you say. I only wanted him to leave. Leave us in peace. My Anna... and me... Quote:Put your sword away! There has been enough death today. Antlions are docile creatures. I shall get you your pearl. You stay here. Quote:Anna... what can I do now that you are gone? Everything is lost. Our kingdom is fallen, and I... I could do nothing. I still can do nothing. You loved to hear me sing and play but what good are they? What good is music in a world falling apart!? --- ANNA Female, age 18-30 Tellah’s daughter and wife of Edward. Anna is just as headstrong as her father and has eloped with Edward. A powerful magic-user, but not strong enough to stand against Golbez. Audition Line: Quote:Father! Stop it! ... just stop. There's... nothing you can do. Edward is... my husband... I love him... --- YANG FANG LEIDEN Male, age 20-50 Master of the monks of Fabul. Yang is highly disciplined Despite this, he is a humble man, and so does not bask in his glory, but rather tries his best to be respectful. Voice type: A deep, gentle, calming voice. Audition Lines: Quote:I was lucky. We are all lucky. Most of their force already left, certain of victory. My comrades... we were ambushed. Drawn out onto the mountain by a decoy. Quote:Had enough of my friend's sword? Then perhaps you'd like to try my fists!? Hy-aahh! --- GOLBEZ Male, ageless Unknowable master of darkness. Golbez is the Dark Knight who replaces Cecil in the Red Wings. Little is known about him, but he shows a callous disdain for life and only a grudging respect for power. Golbez hides a terrible secret in his past. Voice Type: Deep and scary. Vader-esque. Audition Lines: Quote:Hmm? Ah. You must be Cecil. My predecessor in the Red Wings. Enough. I did not come to gabble with insects. Kain! Take the crystal. Quote:Ask not the eagle how he soars, little prince. My motives are beyond your ken. Quote:Fighting? This is no fight. I am simply collecting crystals. You are the ones who insist on throwing yourselves in my path. --- YIN Female, age 20-50 Wife of Yang. (AKA Sheila, Ursula) Not much is known about Yin. She is fiercely protective of her husband and home. Audition Line: Quote:Soon after you left the sentries spotted those airships coming in from the west. The King ordered the city to evacuate. But I stayed put! None of those Baron thugs are going to touch MY house. --- "KING" FABUL Male/Female, ageless Ruler of the country of Fabul. All the more regal for their humility. Can be "Queen" or "King". Could be a child ruler or an aged monarch. Audition Line: Quote:Yes, we have been informed of the situation. And I must apologize to you, Master Yang. I unwisely sent your monks to their doom in the mountains, and shamefully fled when the airships appeared. --- PALOM Male, age Child/Teen An apprentice Black Mage from the land of Mysidia. Though young, Palom has proven himself a skillful, if arrogant, student of magic. He is a casual show-off, even to adults, and refers to himself as "The Mysidian Genius" or "Prodigy". Audition Lines: Quote:Watch it, buddy! You're talkin' to the most powerful dark wizard in the whole world! Quote:Some people say that a monster from the depths of night resides at the summit. Others say there's nothing there. Like, it's a metaphor or something. Like, the whole time, YOU were the obstacle. --- POROM Female, age Child/Teen An apprentice White Mage from the land of Mysidia. Mature for her age, Porom is already an accomplished spellcaster. She is respectful and polite, and often has to keep Palom in line. She loves her brother and supports his quest to become a Sage, but believes he lacks the discipline. Audition Lines: Quote:Perhaps you were unaware, sir. I just so happen to be one of the most puissant white witches in the world. Quote:Well, I WAS just gonna lead him quietly into a cell in the tower. But you're right, Palom, yelling and making a scene is a much more sensible option! --- ELDER OF MYSIDIA Male/Female, age 40+ A leader of the town of Mysidia. Unusually long-sighted and kind. They are Porom & Palom’s teacher and an old friend of Tellah. Audition Line: Quote:Escort this man to the summit of Mount Ordeals. I see a dim star shining in the once-dark night sky... this will be a test for all of you. --- SCARMIGLIONE Male/Female, ageless The archfiend of Earth and appointed guardian of Mt Ordeals. It is an undead monster which Golbez has set to keep Cecil out of the summit cavern. Audition Line: Quote:I am the gaoler of this forsssaken peak. Golbez set me here and now I have company at lassssst. Come! I shallll pulllll you into my embrace. --- KLUYA Male, 30+ A mysterious reflection in the summit cavern? Or something more? He is only a dim, echoing voice now. Audition Line: Quote:I have waited for you for an age, it seems. And yet our meeting has come too soon, for now I must do as I have been dreading. The time is come! Hold your sword of darkness to the light! FF4moonLogo3.png (Size: 366.21 KB / Downloads: 0) http://dlvr.it/PvCr4m www.voiceacting.space
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