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frecklystars · 1 month

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im gonna start making doodles trying to reclaim my TF F/Os that i've lost, maybe once a week or once every two weeks... or once a month?? i dont know, i will try to keep some consistency but i really need to start slow on this. here's to hoping that drawing them every once in a while will make even just the smallest difference.

im so sick of associating these characters with my abuser and i'm so sick of the immediate fight or flight response that i get when just looking at pictures of TF characters or even the voice actors. i have tried just about everything... therapy, medication, exercise, watching a few clips from the shows, buying cameos, commissioning art/fics, talking to voice actors in person at conventions... nothing has helped me get better at all. i tried giving up on TF entirely, throwing out/giving away all of my TF merch, refusing to touch the franchise, but that has only made me more and more miserable as time has passed. it has been over a year since [insert the most horrific experiences ever here] happened to me and since i associated that with a long list of things, TF included. and im! sick! of feeling bad! so! if im gonna be miserable no matter what, then i might as well try to get better, right?? drawing my F/Os loving me has never failed me before, so here's to hoping it isn't gonna fail me now. i am quite the stubborn bitch and i refuse to allow my main coping mechanism i've used for 2 decades to remain tainted forever and ever 😤😤

these will be the shakiest, shittiest doodles imaginable, but i think drawing the robots i miss so much at least once a month can help me rewire my brain into believing they're safe again and they love me and i'm not in danger. i think the best thing that will help me is drawing my Ryan F/Os interacting with them as "proof" that they're safe to be around, that they've "approved of" them, will help me slowly reclaim them. fake it til you make it as they say. let's try this for maybe just a couple of months as a slow start and see how it goes :/

any TF doodles will be tagged as "reclaiming robots tag" and nothing else - free to blacklist it if you dont wanna see. i'll most likely be rarely posting these but jic //shrug

anyway. yay. attempts number one and two. i like to think barbie and ken stop by the starflower meadow every now and then because stsc summons them across the multiverse, asking them how i'm doing, if i'm safe, if i miss him at all. wow i am shaking so bad. ha ha haaa. these took about ten?? minutes?? so woohoo to ten minutes of drawing TF. im proud of myself for trying. even if i dont go through with this and end up not being able to draw TF ever again, at least i managed this one single post. if i keep this up, maybe a year from now, or two years or five years or whatever, i'll be able to handle it. i don't even expect to hyperfixate on TF ever again because my self shipping will never ever be the same w/ them -- i'll never interact with the fandom again, i'll never reblog fanart or gifsets or anything like that ever again, if i even somehow managed to feel good enough to actually throw myself back into the shows -- but i want to think i'll feel indifferent to it one day. to not have that fight or flight response. that is my goal. literally the bare fucking minimum <3

anyway. i'm super nauseous. this is so incredibly hard! holy shit!!! but that's why i have to do this. to quote pedro pascal, i am going to have a panic attack and i am going to leave 👍✨

(BTW I am still gonna stay offline for a few more days. I am back from vacation but I am SO burnt out I don't want to interact with dms/my inbox yet. I just wanted to post this just to get it out of my system and let it disappear into the void. But I will be back later this week bc I still have some commissions to finish and I wanna gush about my very exciting time meeting steve/tom/the brba cast. anyway... goodnight. i love you. smooch)

#reclaiming robots tag

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villaim · 2 years

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guided access — event — window meet up

+ rocks tap at the glass, "who could be here at this hour?" you look down to see none other than them. at 2:00 am.

genre — fluff, crack-ish, drabble

notes — g/n reader for the most part, m!reader on rook (use of monsieur), breaking in? (malleus is the only one who knocks)

a/n — TUMBLR TAGS KEEP FUCKING WITH ME IM SORRY FOR THE REPOST

# — ace, rook, malleus

+ || ace trappola —

"hey! mind helping me up?" ace looks up at you, at the window still.

you rub your eyes, "why are you even here?!

it's the dead of night, ace."

“i thought you said that when the clock passes twelve, a new day is formed." ace shouts back.

throwing down a rope, you yell at him to hurry in before somebody catches you both.

"what brings you here, trappola."

ace grunts, "so formal... we are literallydating."

“just tell me why you're here before i throw you out the window." the moon shines through the open window, wind blows in.

"i was bored."

…

"okay fine! riddle kicked me out.”

"again?! ace, you need to take more responsibility.”

"riddle can suck my toes for all i care! i'm gonna stay here for the night and there's nothing you can do about it.”

the urge to throw ace out the window was real, however, you gave in, pushing ace onto the bed while pouncing on him.

"S/0?! What's gotten into you?!"

"go to sleep i'm done hearing you."

"so blunt, but anything for my babe."

"oh my seven. do not ever say that again."

+ || rook hunt —

"monsieur! i make my arrival!" rook announces as he climbs in through the window.

"why. are you coming here.. at two in the morning.

rook starts poking your face. "to see your beauté of course! why, you look so beautiful at any hour! weather it be day or night, you bless us with-"

"rook, i love you dearly but you know vil will kill both you and i for being up this late?"

rook's eyes went wide as he pursed his lips. finally, he announces, "do not fret, i shall sleep here for the night."

the world was dark, however, rook saw through to your soft blush.

"what will vil do in the morning when you aren't there?"

"i’Il be back before he rises. now lay back down."

“so persistent..” sighing, you flopped onto the bed, rook following behind you.

"no need to be shy! come closer."

"that's so creepy.” you laugh.

rook inches closer, your heartbeat increases.

“i apologize for not being able to be here when you arise." his words can be felt as he breaths into the back of your neck.

"i don't mind; just don't get caught by vil. i want to spend more time with you.”

rook giggled at your word choice. "goodnight, s/o."

—

rook took a photo of you sleeping when he woke up. (its his new home screen and he actually thinks you look beautiful in it. you don't /j)

+ || malleus draconia —

2:03 am can be read on the clock. cramming for exams can be so exhausting… you were soon interrupted by a knocking on your window.

you look out to see malleus, crossing his arms with a small bag in his hands.

"malleus?? it's so late why are you here." you said in between yawns.

"i could ask you the same thing. it's not good to stay up late. especially if you're a human." malleus frowned a bit, "i thought you'd be used to me showing up late, no?"

you sighed, "come inside, it's cold out."

he let out a sly smile, “the cold never bothered me anyways."

you somehow felt you heard that line somewhere, but shrugged it off as you opened the window, letting the heir in.

"thank you, i'm simply here to show you some books i thought you may be interested in."

you watched him pull out books. some focusing on briar valley's history and some involving mortal magic.

"we may read them together if you wish; however if you don't like them then i-“

you cut him off immediately, "i love you."

malleus's eyes went wide then he let out a smirk, "i love you too." pulling you into a kiss.

requested by — @trappolaces @hyuckbucket @lycanrocmidday

taglist — @granzreichsgoldenberry @pastelmages @ineligible-indefinitely @ventisaircurrent

#twst x reader #twisted wonderland x reader #ace trappola x reader #ace trappola #rook hunt x reader #rook hunt #malleus draconia x reader #malleus draconia #twst #twisted wonderland #epelys #+ || guided access

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starsoverjupiter · 11 days

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4/18/24

total: 373

cals burned: 85

today sucked, ish.

i woke up around 11, texted my plug, begged for bud, did NOT acquire. i got dressed, and then undressed to shower lol

after i got out i dried my hair, got dressed again, and did my makeup. i got all dolled up for NOTHING! at 3ish i decided i was gonna go on a run before work, so i got dressed, but then my grandma came by!! she told me i was losing too much weight, and that i looked very pretty :3 i was wearing all tight clothes, black leggings, black lowcut longsleeve, so that made me feel a bit better.

i went on my run and did a mile! but, it was more of a walk than anything. i ran maybe half of it but i got tired so quickly, i need to find low cal protein options lol.. there's a 10k may 11th that i want to do, but i would have to train super hard from now til then, and make sure im not gonna fall over and pass out mid run hahahsh

after i got home i chilled for a little before work, pet my cat and cried because i realized she's getting old, and i gave her a bunch of treats,, i went to work and started crying in the car otw, but i pulled it together. it was kinda slow, i didn't do too much.

when i got home i relaxed, then decided to take my dog on a walk.. while we were walking i dropped my phone face down on the pavement, and cracked it. this led to me hurrying home, and then having a complete breakdown for an hour. i snapped lol

my mom comforted me, and then i sucked it up and went to watch tv with my family. she made flatos for dinner, but since mine were black bean they were only 180ish each, i had two and gave the rest to my dogs. i waited 30ish minutes before trying to make myself throw up, big mistake.. i tried so hard and maybe threw up 1/3, and so much blood///373

i brushed my teeth and washed my face, took a nausea pill and benadryl, and now i'm in bed watching martha stewart lol

um anyways goodnight

#girl blogger #thinspø #skiiiny #meanspø #tw ed but not sheeran #blog #thigh g4p #sweetsp0 #⭐️ ing motivation #light as a 🪶#low cal restriction #cal log #counting cals #ed challenge #meow #mealsp0 #th1nsp1ration #tw vomit #tw ed

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asherthehimbo · 4 months

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I hate and love large nagural bodies of water sm

okay so small rant so just like ignore this

warning: large natural bodies of water, nightmares, slight mention of anxiety attack, nausea, i think thats it idk

but like idk ever since i was young i always loved swimming so obviously i loved going to the beach or to a waterpark or river and in the moment i would enjoy myself sm but i would always be really tired cause of the Sun, cause for sum reason when i spend a lot of time in the sun I pass tf out but anyway

this is kinda going with my nightmare things cause everytime i spend the day in places like mentioned above when its night time and im lying down, my brain keeps thinking that my body is moving, like im in one place and I can control my limbs and everything but it feelz like a stream is pulling me and i hate it sm cause then even tho im tired i cant sleep and when I do fall asleep I have a nightmare assosiated with water (usually drowing or trying to escape sum dangerous water creature)

hehe but yeah anyway just wanted to get that off my chest since I had this weird anxiety feeling in my chest most of the day wich I hated cause it was actually a good day, and now im scared to go to sleep so im jus lying on the top bunk of bunk beds, hungry as shit cause i didnt eat much but also nauseous cause my body keeps feeling like its moving and i hate it and im scared im gonna have another nightmare cause I suprisingly hvnt had one in a while but ik that means im gnna have another one soon, esp since im not in my house or my bed so my brain is paranoid and wont completely shut off to go into rem sleep all the time but it hast happened yet (ive been here for two nights) so lets hope it doesnt happen at all

no but this water thing is weird cause ive almost had a lot of anxiety attacks due to the fear induced anxiety i get afterward.

anyway im so sleepy my eyes r so heavy i think im gonna eep now, sorry for the bother jus needed to get it off my chest :/

goodnight to all my beautiful meow meows and pookies and my wife and my child and the rest of u who stalk my blog🫡

#asher 🌑 speaks #its so weird #cause i love water #but afterward #when im in bed #i literally have this fear induced anxiety

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tomuraist · 2 years

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' 𝐌𝐑. 𝐆𝐇𝐎𝐒𝐓𝐅𝐀𝐂𝐄 ! — [ 𝐄. 𝐘𝐄𝐀𝐆𝐄𝐑 . ]

﹒⟢ 𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 : 𝐆𝐡𝐨𝐬𝐭𝐟𝐚𝐜𝐞!𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐧 𝐱 𝐛𝐥𝐚𝐜𝐤!𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫

﹒⟢ 𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 : 𝐬𝐦𝐮𝐭, 𝐝𝐞𝐠𝐫𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠 , 𝐩𝐞𝐭 𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐞(𝐬) , 𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐬 𝐦𝐞𝐚𝐧 :( , 𝐨𝐫𝐚𝐥 , 𝐛𝐢𝐦𝐛𝐨!𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐬𝐞𝐫 𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐧 , 𝐩𝐮𝐬𝐬𝐲 𝐬𝐥𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐠 , 𝐝𝐞𝐞𝐩𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐨𝐚𝐭𝐬 𝐛𝐲 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫'𝐬 𝐭𝐫𝐮𝐞𝐥𝐲 <3

✶﹕𝐄𝐍𝐉𝐈'𝐒 𝐍𝐎𝐓𝐄 : ghost!face eren is just so hot so why can't I make a fanfic abt it? creds 2 thea for making me write this & so as axe 😘

𝐏𝐋𝐀𝐘𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓 ! creds ; Niki / thea !! Ilysm

A MORE SO QUIET NIGHT, JUST AS THIS ONE . . . Your roommate had left a sticky note on the clear, spotless fridge to let you know they weren't coming home until sunrise. Though you hated and i mean HATED staying home alone your own relaxed emotions calmed you down anyways.

Having the time to scroll down on your phone in a bored manner you suddenly had got a loud call from the group chat which had in armin , mikasa , & Eren fucking yeager. it’s not as if he was some type of portrait or something to be put on display But eren wasn't home at the moment nor did he even think of bringing his phone, at least that's what you thought. You sighed annoyingly and answered the call but only to hear armin and mikasa discussing about the sudden missing flyers and etc.

“ Hey , y/n have you heard about the missing people & how they were just gone when they randomly got a call from this ' unknown number ' ? ” Said a worried mikasa on the other line of the phone.

“ Oh yeah i have , it quite dangerous now since the killer has been on the looser for so long! But i heard from a friend of a friend that once you get that ' unknown caller ' call you'll go missing right after they ask you , what's your favorite scary movie..? ” You heard armin giggle at the silly thought and so did mikasa. You let out a faint laugh after them.

As you were still on call with the blondie & dark haired woman & man it wouldn’t hurt to stream a scary movie on your tv , would it?

Time only passed by at the minute. Mikasa & Armin had left the call in a rush as they remembered to do the project that was assigned for you & them , “ damn.. i almost forgot to do that stupid project that was due tonight. ” you sighed tiredly & rubbed your temple in annoyance, ' but im sure that little project could wait just a little more. ' Your own thoughts talked for you honestly. So you decided to put it aside & payed attention to the flashing screen in front of her that only showed the horror in the main characters eyes when she knew it was too late.

It was only a matter of time before a unknown number had lit up your phone and that's how it caught your attention. The same ring tone buzzing off and on as you got a little frightened but you wanted to hear who it was before you even made a move. So you answered the phone , you were so gullible and stupid , indeed.

“ who would be calling me at this time.. Hello? Who is this? ” All you could hear on the other line was the breaths of the stranger who only stayed quiet until now, “ Hello , y/n. What's your favorite scary movie ? ” The raspy & deep voice finally answered after his sudden low breathing in the mic.

Oh no. This had to be a joke , it must have been a joke. Maybe Armin and the group was just messing around with you, you were sure of it. That rush of fright and fear strikes your core quickly but armin doesn't sound the way they do , nor does mikasa or anybody at that. So who was it that was bothering you at this time? another feeling told you that you did like it.

“ Mhm yeah , that's a funny joke You guys! now stop messing with me i have a project to do early in the morning so goodnight. ” that fear could be heard in your soft words. Oh but it didn't stop there! just when little old you were gonna end that horrible call he spoke again , like the feeling he almost knew you were gonna do that. “ Don't you dare hang up this call dollface or ill— . ” , The raspy unknown man shouted out but it was too late for you to hear what he last words were when you had already hanged up the phone and set it down on the sofa.

as you went to go change the channel from that horrid movie and on to something more fun it wouldn't change what so ever. You confusingly pressed the remote over and over again on the ' channel ' button but it didn't budge. But the tinted lights above the kitchen flickered on and off & so did the other lights , you quickly went to get your phone and call 911 but it wasn't there , “ Oh shit . . . Please let me live for the love of gods sake. ” You thought to yourself once again.

You rushed to go get the old house phone the surprisingly worked even if it was in bad shape but it was already too late before a tall , dark figure was right in front of you , “ Cat got yer tongue ? My , My i never knew you're such a little scaredy-cat ” “ WHO ARE YOU AND WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME? “ You had never acted like this ever and certainly those scary movies didn't seem like help at all. All you could make out was the same raspy voice and the dark dress-like cloth they wore with that same fucking ghost face mask.

He approached you as your body trembled , the soft breaths of air flowing in and out of your mouth, but he had better plans in mind. And if it didn't make it any clear eren had always and will always have a crush on you , but there was no point in letting you know now, was it? He's basically a mass murder and you wouldn't like the sound of that. You backed up and talked , “ come any fucking closer and i'll— ”

the tall, dark figure painted his knife right in front of your innocent face. a stench of dirty human blood was all over his clothes. . . and the knife. but, besides blood, weed came along with the awful stench. You spoke once again, “can’t we just.. figure this out without trying to get at each other’s neck..?” the figure nodded, obeying her orders. eren wasn’t the usually type to do that, but you was so hot, so it was hard for him not to.

You flinched at the tall unknown man getting so close to you so intimidatingly & unfazed. He finally spoke , “ you're so. . .” his words were cut off short but he didn't wanna finish it anyway, you were still confused as to what he wanted with you. What does he even want in general? you were only in collage and you didn't have much to spare when you think about it. But he only got closer by a inch and you ran to try and reach the door and make it in time to scream for help . . . The same tall figure only pulled you back and threw you on the near by couch in the small living room.

You shouted and acted quickly , “ PLEASE DON'T HURT ME , MR. GHOSTFACE! ” before making the man pause for only a quick second. What kind of nickname was Mr. Ghostface? it's unusual but also kinda arousing. He stared at you lowly and looked into your eyes behind the mask before speaking , “ mr. ghostface , huh? so tell me how you came up with the ridiculous name, y/n ? And i wasn't gonna actually hurt you . . unless you run away from me i will but it was just a threat. ” you answered freely , “ a threat..? what kind of sick joke is this. ”

Oh but this wasn't a joke , all of it was real and it was in your cute little face. it wasn't even until eren had climbed on top of you to kiss your naked skin, confused moans & whimpers flooded your mouth in ease Before he pulled away & of course , he loved to see you get all flustered and moaning for him and only him.

“ You make my heart race a beat , wearing such devilish clothes that show your cute little ass & making yourself out to be the whore you are. I see you when you walk in that tight clothing with that small mini skirt on, you'd think i wouldn't notice? ” your eyes widened in shock. Was he watching you? how'd he know your name, the name that was given by a friend..? So many questions flooded through your head , displeased at what had become.

“ how'd you know that..are you some type of stalker? do i know you from somewhere? I swore I've heard your voice before. ” He answered once again , with a low tone. “ Oh , no. Im much more then that y/n , i know all this info but you just don't know it yet. ” oh the sweet , sweet voice of your's made his heart flutter! But it only went down to the tent in his pants. He wanted to destroy you slowly and take that as a sign to have you as his , that's only if you agree. He slightly played with your tank top with the uncleaned, bloody knife. Some of it dripping onto your shirt a few times. Oh how the smell was unbearable. You couldn't understand how a mass murderer could have such a soft spot for you or even take the time to study you slowly. “ You're fucking sick. ” That's all that came out of your mouth with a disgusted expression. You couldn't lie, his voice was so hot even for a obsessed killer.

But ofc you'd have to give up some way or another. Either way you weren't gonna try and fight back , just let it happen. It was not to long until the masked man firmly wrapped his veiny hand around your neck before lifting your head up slightly and brought you into a ever so lasting kiss! Your soft plump lips excitedly kissed him back unknowingly as his other hand keeping a tight grip on your waist While the other stayed in the same spot , pulling you closer and closer as the kiss gets longer and longer. He let out a muffled groan at the taste of the same cherry lipgloss you wear to school along with others in your purse. That kiss only really lasted a second or maybe more..? You didn't even know how much time was passing by and it only seemed like the house and minutes got longer and longer. “ See? I knew you'd come around sometime~.. ” you heard him say between your lips and his.

Easing up and getting all hot from that makeout session you pulled him into another one as you held his chin , desperately submitting to him. His tongue fought for dominance and rushed to feel your own and the large hand that resonated on your waist snaked down to your ass. You were slowly falling into his trap , the trap that only fought for your love and you'd fall into his hands like putty. Not even wasting time he reached down to remove his undergarments while he watched you quietly kept your hands to yourself and removing your clothes as well. All the excitement went down to your heat while your walls thumping like a drum waiting to be played with. As he pulls out his dick from his boxers you could clearly see his hard on perfectly such as how it had just the right amount of pre-cum , The head was flushed a little with a pinkish purple , the shaft of his cock had slight veins protruding the sides and base of it , and he was well trimmed. “ What? Are you gonna sit there and stare like a hungry puppy? hurry up and suck my cock , jeez, ” He commanded , almost nearly letting out a wheeze.

He held onto your jaw and inserted his thumb in your mouth to make sure it would stay open , Having to guide a lost soul like you down his aching dick that rose above your face was enough to make you drool over , He sat back and wanted your mouth to do the talking for you. his eyes were closed but he could still see and feel his surroundings. After he let out a sharpy breath through his nose as he felt your warm mouth hit his cock badly , he needed you badly. “ Fuck , doing such a good job babygirl , keep up the work and ill r..reward you ,” He hummed out , biting the inside of his lip as you took him farther into your mouth , Eren putting his hand on your head and stroking your hair as if he was petting a dog. He kept you there for a few seconds before throat fucking you harshly. To him you weren't like any girl he'd met before and therefore that made you special and you'd be his target. “ Yes baby. You gonna take all of it for me , yeah? yeah. I know you can. ”

A few seconds past and he was already about to tap out , but that didn't mean he wouldn't show his slut a good time , right? “ ard, stop, at least let me breathe first—fuck, ” he pulls you off with a breathless laugh that almost sounded like a groan to you. you sat on your knees before his large body figure , as you clean your face with your hand.

“ lay down, hang your head off the bed , will ya ? ” By Then the brown sliver haired man had already carried you in bridal style into your bedroom and sat you on the bed before locking the door and you quickly did as you were told. Your eyes fluttered and your eyes rolled in the back of your head , it's just 'ren taking you so good that he's actually showing his baby what it means to love , even if its mean. “ Nasty fuckin' whore, you never learn, ” Eren grits , letting his slender fingers explore your drenched cunt, spanking your clit and stimulating it a few times before gently rubbing the pads of his fingers over it.

He slides his cock into your mouth until he can't see his imprint anymore , choking your neck with one hand he can't help but stare at you in awe. He thrusts a sharp thrust in your mouth , hearing how cutely you take him with your teary eyes looking up at him. “ snarky bitch , you're giving me a reason why i shouldn't even let you breath down there. Just sit and look pretty for me , okay lovely? ” his voice soft and nice , just enough to make you believe him. He continued to thrust deeply into your mouth and with each thrust it only got harder to breath. But he was on the verge of cumming straight into your mouth! Unless you'd let him of course.. “ Shit—im gonna cum , 'gonna let me cum down that little throat? ” you nodded your head eagerly. “ There we go , that's the answer i was looking for pretty~ ” he grinned underneath the mask. His thrust's became more sloppier and all over the place , god this felt like heaven for him , the warmth of your mouth comforting him and letting him in felt so good. Before you knew it his body shook as his cock twitched in your mouth and dumped his thick load in your hole , swallowing it whole he started taking sharp breaths and laughs beneath it. He grip on your throat loosened and a hand mark was left there , and he pulled out. You got up with watery mascara covering your face and he gave you a head pat. “ You're so mean , mr. ghostface. Hmph, ”

You squished your thighs together and 'ren pried them open , laying down and bending his head towards your aching pussy. His hot breaths hit your core fast before grabbing your left leg and putting it over his shoulder , he moved his mask to the side a little bit so you can only see his mouth , His firm tongue went gliding down your slit and teasing that clit of yours , his other hand was messing with the bud of your nipple which caused you to let out a breathless whine. Never in a million years would you see yourself having sex with a mass murderer but here we fucking are. “ Ghostface! Oh—fuck~ ” You gripped his long strand locs that peaked out from his mask. “ What happened to that ' you're sick! ' personality , huh? dollface , you truly are something else and i love it. ” he muttered before sliding his tongue into your virgin hole. It didn't take him long to slide in and out of you , the feeling of his tongue piercing tickling your insides felt amazing and by then you already felt overwhelmed by the pleasure. Pornographic moans were heard from the inside and out! And he loved it. “ 'm gonna cum! f..aster , please ! ” and so he did , granting your wish like a gene in a bottle baby , whatever you wanted he'd give it to you. He went at a more faster and pleasurable pace that wasn't so normal , taking all of you , wanting all of you. his grip on your thigh got even tighter and his nails digging deep into your fleshy skin.

You felt your high reaching closer and closer. it only took a few thrusts before he's tongue deep into your seeping cunt as your release washes over you like a boat. it felt refreshing as you breath in and out with soft breaths and eren under you , collecting all that he can on his tongue before lifting himself up and let go of your leg. “ Maybe i was too rough with you—Oh what the hell! i'd never be too rough , did i? ” he looked at you with a bit or concern in his voice. “ No , No you didn't! don't worry. it's not a big deal anyways. ” The embarrassment in your voice spoke for yourself but he didn't seem to notice it. He just hummed and returned to pulling back up his clothes while you on the other hand sat in the bed with a bit of confusion.

He turned towards you and brushed his thumb against your soft , cheeky face. It made you melt into his hand like putty , just as he expected. he removed his hand from your face and you covered yourself with the bedsheets , the dim led lights shined on the pearly white mask made him look even more hotter in person then the movies , even if it was acted by some jackass he was the real thing. “ Oh and y/n , you'll see me a lot more then usual , till then Cya Whore. Oh and one more thing before i go , What's your favorite scary movie?. ” As soon as he said that he walked off with the bloody knife and waved before he closed the door. You looked 'round your surroundings , making sure he didn't steal anything of yours. After making sure you looked down under the bedsheets to see that your underwear wasn't there , or anywhere. “ did this bitch really— sigh im gonna get you and when i find you we aren't off the hook..” He wasn't really gone , his ear was up at the door and when he heard you say that he let out a quiet chuckle and removed his mask , finally showing his face and tilting his head down before walking and putting it back on , leaving your house and leaving any trace he was here. needless to say there's no way in hell are you gonna tell mikasa or armin about the night you just had the the famous "Mr. Ghostface." at least , that's what you called him.

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