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moonrise au mumbo and grian doodles bc they are so silly ft. a quote by the lovely @germworms when we were exploring their dynamic
little bit of explanation below!
basically after grian disappears from his position as a god he lives in disguise on "square earth" and eventually finds his fav human, mumbo! (the moon prophet)
being so detached from the land of the humans leaves grian really curious about almost everything (yes like the little mermaid but w mcyt gods)
so he's pestering mumbo w all his questions and just generally never leaving him alone, mumbo is slightly annoyed by this and tries to get him off his ass by giving him random objects to inspect or he starts a fire for him to stare at for hours
grian is naturally very warm (sun god tings) and mumbo is naturally cold being the moon prophet so grian sometimes just hangs close by to make sure he doesn't die of hypothermia (red winter era, very cold brr) even though mumbo doesn't mind the cold as much
mumbo also has no idea grian is the sun god (remember no human has seen him in this form other than his prophet) so he starts complaining to bdubs about this weird guy who keeps following him around and is too frustrated to notice bdubs giving him suspicious looks
for more info about bdubs go check out Sea's character sheet for him!! also check the hashtag for other posts!!
#hopefully i can make character sheets soon but not w/n this month#bc i actually forgot to pack my tablet pen when going home for break#so my tablet is basically useless and i can't really draw anything digitally#BUT! i have found out i can color trad drawings digitally using the mousepad on my laptop!! just need a lot of patience lol#anyway sorry for rambling hashtag time#mc moonrise au#grian#mumbo#grian fanart#mumbo fanart#hermitcraft au#life series au#mcyt#mcyt fanart#traditional art#my art#waffle duo
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#alright i was trying VERY HARD to post a lot of carlando things and only carlando things in which i am pro carlando#specifically to fuck with that one anon#because yeah i DID wake up to another positively bizarre ask in my inbox this fine wednesday morning#blocked deleted but anyway i DID think it would be incredibly funny to reblog loads of carlando just to fuck with them#HOWEVER#i am four (?) posts in and i can't hold it back anymore#my own agendas are getting in the way so much lmao#bcs it's like#i'm listening to that clip from the P1 podcast where they're asking him if it's hard to form lasting friendships with other drivers#and carlos goes 'yes it is'#well my FIRST thought in response to that was 'not for piarles it isn't <3' because MY otp is superior and they've been friends forever#anyways then carlos carries on to say 'it's easier with lando [than with charles]' and HA#my petty brain just immediately wanted to CACKLE#hashtag charlos is over party#SORRY LMAO#but it WAS my first thought#fuck 'em ahahahahahaha#anyways <3 hope you have a good time reading all this anon#🥰#katie rambles
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I have not seen the Rock of Ages movie and while I'm interested, frankly I doubt it can hold up to the wonders of the low-budget college theater club rendition. I'm sure a professional show would be more polished and technically perfect and also not have styrofoam and cardboard guitar props that fall apart in a stiff breeze but this production has my friends and the styrofoam/cardboard guitars I helped make so that means it's better.
#hopeful rambling#this show is so funny#it scratches a very specific spot in my brain where i can't stop grinning the entire time#i literally haven't seen any pictures of the movie/broadway cast but if i do i think they'll be Wrong#hashtag not my cast or whatever#i am rotating this show as though it's a blorbo i stuck in the microwave#i've been advertising it as: if you want a deep and profoundly emotional experience do not see this show#if you want 80s music and silly goofy fun times and strippers dancing on stage go see this show#there are so many good lines but the one that drives me genuinely insane is#'as you may know we lost dennis three years ago' 'what??' 'yeahhhh sorry man you're dead'#anyway. i am normal about rock of ages.
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maybe i will like him in the later eps he appears in more but at least based on thee first ep abt him i. do not like jet atm 😭�� like im sorry but he is infact. giving gale !!
#guy who just reread the hunger games consuming any other media: getting a lot of hunger games vibes from this#but actuallyy he is ! and at least its ambiguos wether or not gale made the bomb that killed prim jets just like okay yeah im gonna kill al#the innocent people in this village bc the fire nation took over it like. dude !!!#again maybe i will like him more in the other eps hes in later. i dont actually remember if i did on my first watch#also this is kinda worded like its my first time watching its not. im just rewatching for my first time in over a year#and having not personally engaged in the fandom for a while. also my first watch while. making sure to develop my own opinions on the show#instead of just having the opinions of everyone around me by default. hence me not liking jet atm. sorry but i must speak my truth#also love tht im kinda taking the fact tht u all know i dont like gale for granted. this blog is HASHTAG TEAM PEETA !!!#(from a which character i prefer angle. but also ofc everlark 5ever etc. but thts also not rly the point. anyway)#flappy rambles#atla#<- in that tag just for me sorry if it ends up in the main tag too#i might have rambles in the tags enough that it didnt tho idk
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OGHHHHH THE NEW VIVID BAD SONG MV.....
#rat rambles#sekai posting#theyre all so so ugly I love them sm I hope they die I want to pat them on the head oh so gently I want to punch them in the face#I wanna change my icon so badly rn ngl but first idk which image Id use and second its not actually out yet I think and I dont wanna spoil#but let it be known that Im stuck between everyone but akito sorry bestie since I think this is ur song fndkfbf#my sibling is gonna lose it#speaking of hope theyre asleep they follow me lol I wanna watch them react in person#oh also hashtag win for milfs or whatever#ngl idk how much I actually like the song atm Ill probably have to listen to it a few more times before it clicks one way or the other#anyways hopefully its out by time I wake up tomorrow so I can chose out a new icon lol
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Media presence, part 3
word count; 1526 – gn!reader, final part of the mini series
go read part 1 and part 2 first for the best experience
You were tapping your foot under the desk like a bunny, lips pursed as you tried to choose who to talk to first. Your eyes settled on Hinata. “Sweetie,” you started, and he nodded eagerly as if he awaited praise. “You don’t have to do everything Atsumu and Bokuto do.”
Hinata visibly deflated, but puffed out his chest to put on a brave front. “Yes, boss,” he said, and it brought forth a small smile because you did like it when they called you that.
“Imagine how much you could have earned if Calvin Klein was the one asking you to do it. Now it’s just out there for everyone.” you kept saying, visibly frustrated. Once again, Sakusa was thankful that you couldn’t see the smile behind his mask as he watched you from the side.
You turned your attention to Bokuto and Atsumu, who were so perfectly placed in the middle of the four, both wearing very guilty smiles.
“It’s not about posting thirst traps, obviously hot guys draw attention,” you said and just missed the way Sakusa’s nose scrunched. You gritted your teeth, breathing through them as you stared at the angry message from one of your bosses that was open on your computer screen. “It’s the fact that Black Jackals has taken in four younger players and three of them are doing a flexing competition on social media like they’re 17 years old,” you said, definitely rambling at this point.
Did I forget to explain what happened? If it’s not obvious already, all three of your problem children posted shirtless thirst traps on their stories last weekend and hashtagged it with HottestMSBYJackal, and then Atsumu posted another one with a poll on it so people could vote between the three. While they gained a lot of younger followers from the stunt, your bosses were not happy as older fans of the team found them to be way too vain and busy with their bodies, and not focused enough on the sport or whatever. What you felt about it was irrelevant. Caring about what everyone else thought about them was your job.
Bokuto pouted and nodded, not understanding what he did wrong but still not liking your tone. “Sorry, boss.”
“I’m letting you off with a warning, just please think twice before posting stuff. Be normal,” you begged them, shooing your hand as a hint for them to wrap up the meeting.
Atsumu must have put some extra audacity in his smoothie this morning because he seemed to let the whole thing fall off his shoulders when you said they just got a warning. “I need to ask you something first, it’s important.”
“Let’s just go,” Sakusa said. He was trying to herd them outside without touching them, which always proved equally difficult. Perhaps he had an inkling about his teammate’s question.
“Which one would you vote for?” Atsumu asked, a toothy grin growing on his face that usually did great for advertisement. You sighed. They probably expected you not to answer.
“Sakusa,” you said, which made all three start yelling for different reasons. He was your favourite today after not participating, knowing that if he tried to stop them it wouldn’t have worked anyway. You covered your ears, regretting answering immediately.
“Quiet down, this isn’t a playground! Let’s go.” Sakusa commanded, this time with a sternness that made the others kick into gear.
“Keep your shirts on, thank you.” They were all on their way out, Bokuto and Atsumu hanging with their heads like wounded puppies who startled once you spoke again. “Not you, Sakusa.”
“Not keep my shirt on, or?” he asked, that Atsumu-coded smirk ringing from his voice.
“Don’t test me, sit back down,” you said, and he shrugged before following your orders. The other jackals had turned around and were looking between you two curiously until Sakusa closed the door in their faces. He sat down and excused them for being so loud, which you brushed off.
The bosses had instructed you to scold all of them, even though you insisted Sakusa was not part of it. Those old men only saw how everyone referred to the MSBY four online.
Honestly, you had no idea why you asked him to stay, so you had to pull something out of your ass real quick. Your mind was racing with all the things you had to do because even though this wasn’t the biggest scandal, it still came on top of everything you usually did. So instead of lying, you rested your head in your hands for a second. “I’m not sure why I asked you to come back inside.” It wasn’t some grand confession, but just that made it feel like a tiny butterfly was fluttering its wings in Sakusa’s belly. He was so pleased that he wasn’t sure what to say, choosing instead to scoot his chair closer to the desk and wait for you to unbury your face again. You eventually did, resting your chin on your hand instead. “Did you think about my suggestion yet?”
“Yes.”
You smiled, nodding your head as he once again gave you one-word answers. Feeling like there was too little air in the room now, you went to open the window. That might soothe your headache. “Once again, the quality of your answers rock my world,” you said sarcastically.
Sakusa hesitated for a moment before speaking up again. “You do a great job,” he said just as you sat back down. For what felt like the first time that day, you really let your eyes settle on him. His hair was a little extra nice that day, in your opinion. You liked it when it was more messy, not picture perfect. Behind the hair, you could still see how his eyebrows were drawn together. More than usual, you’d say.
If you were honest, you would have told him you didn’t always feel like you did great. That you felt like it was so difficult to understand who you were supposed to cater to when everyone had a different opinion and kept expecting you to bounce back every time you met a new challenge. Because you were so good at your job, that came with expectations.
However, your relationship with Sakusa wasn’t like that, so instead your eyes teared up a bit and you whispered a weak “Thank you”.
He nodded but desperately wished you were close enough that he could ask you to tell him everything. To rest your head on his shoulder and hug you until the pain went away. But he knew he had to go back to practice any minute now, and you two would stay an unspoken thing.
You might have only started looking at him now, but he had practically been staring at you since the second he and his teammates came into that office. “I’m sure those idiots will charm everyone with time,” he said, an added assurance he didn’t usually give anyone else. “I’ve seen Bokuto practising his Bokuto Beam, lately.”
“You’re right,” you said. The Bokuto reference did make you laugh and quickly wipe at one eye where a tear threatened to fall from the pressure. It had been a long day. “I’m just glad you didn’t join them, imagine you finally started posting and I had to yell at you.” Sure, you would love a shirtless photo of Sakusa, but your job came first.
“Mm.” He cringed at the thought, hands stuffed in the pockets of his training jacket. After a beat of silence, Sakusa’s frown slowly loosened up. He was glad he could make you laugh a bit, that wasn’t usually his strong suit. “Anything else?”
“No, you can go,” you sighed. “They need you.” He nodded and silently got up, wondering if he should say something more. But he didn’t, he just left. It left you staring at the door, sighing deeply as you realised your predicament. You felt something special for Sakusa Kiyoomi.
As Sakusa got home and settled into his sofa after he was freshly showered, he unlocked his phone and opened messages. He wrote a message, deleted it, and then repeated this a few more times before switching to Instagram. There, he opened the story camera and angled it to show a small part of his pristine living room where the last lick of the sun was shining across the floor. Imagine you finally started posting, were the words that rang in his ears.
The picture he took was nice enough, and he added “Good evening.” in white before spending a while choosing the font he liked. He even added a calm song he heard the other day and grew to like.
After it was posted, the likes flooded in, but he turned on silent mode and switched back to messages. He wondered if seeing the story would make you do another victory dance. Once again, he opened your contact and wrote, deciding to finally send it.
What are you doing for lunch tomorrow?
You: Probably eat
Sakusa rolled his eyes yet smiled affectionately. Eat with me.
You: Okay:)
You: I look forward to it
No more 'unspoken thing'.
part 1 ║ part 2 ║ part 3 (final part) ║ masterlist
#hq sakusa#hq x reader#haikyu x reader#haikyuu#haikyu#fanfiction#haikyuu x reader#haikyu fluff#haikyuu fluff#haikyuu x you#hq#sakusa kiyoomi#sakusa x reader#haikyuu sakusa#msby sakusa#msby
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3000-1000 bc dash simulator:
🐈⬛ indenile
another day another ship to build
#amenmose speaks
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who up burying their porcelain to confuse future archeologists and force them to admit that legendary history is real?
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in light of the whole "gay representation in the epic of gilgamesh" thing here's a friendly reminder that gilgamesh isn't good representation because he's a literal war criminal
#tw epic of gilgamesh
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new nsfw achilles/patroclus wip fresco guys......... 🫣
Keep reading
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AAAAAAAAA EUMELIA THIS IS SO GOOD!!!
#mutual art #nsfw #i demand everyone follow eumelia NOW
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#dude my stomach hurts so bad rn #i'm in a new area and the vegetation is different here and ugh #idk why my band expects me to try new shit for them every time like #and i feel guilty saying no but i also don't know how to assert myself and i #fully acknowledge that. but like idk i'm just tired and there's no sources of water here #sorry if this is rambly i'm just frustrated #mine #d0n't r3b-log
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gilkidu moodboard
#gilkidu #eog
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"home alone 2: lost in mohenjo-daro" who tf gets lost in mohenjo-daro it's a grid system motherfucker
#my post
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ok the lack of critical thinking skills on this website is fucking off the tablets like. the epic of gilgamesh is like 100 years old. you can't view it through a modern lens of "representation." like some of you guys are like 25 whole years old aren't you supposed to be dead
🧅 lambstewfan90 Follow
anyway stream ir-nanna's epic of gilgamesh lecture/analysis made for the 80th anniversary of the release of its first tablet
#epic of gilgamesh #save
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call me the indus valley the way i'm fertile and moist
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come on now
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this is why i'm anti-agriculture
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i was hanging out with my cousin ea-nasir today and i made him some barley stew and he tried to send it back like it was a tavern???
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wait.... THE ea-nasir??
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holy shit is your cousin ea-nasir
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how the fuck do you guys know my cousin
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oh i see. me and nanni should unionize.
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ok wait wtf do they do when they like subtract 5 from 5 for example in greece if there's no zero in their number system??
#original #hashtag just bathing thoughts
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i thought i wouldn't end up making one of those sappy posts before the end of 2023 but here we are i guess
what i wanna say in advance is a huge thank you, and that i'm sorry
this year has been a nightmare for me and i can't stress that word enough. i won't get into details, if you follow me you may have seen some occassional rant posts. long story short though, i'm ending 2023 being mentally exhausted af and even though i'm not in my most optimistic mood, i hope 2024 will not as shitty as 2023
as of my tumblr presence, there have been some changes. i jumped from one fandom to another without completely leaving the bc fandom. i'm just not that much in the mood anymore. maybe this will change once the new album is out? we'll see 👀 and jumping to another fandom means that i lost contact with so many people from the bc fandom. i promise you i didn't do this on purpose and i don't hate or stopped liking any of you. it just... things got weird and a bit too much in my head and now idk how to keep contact without looking extremely weird in this fandom
anyway! entering another fandom has been weird not only in means of interests but also in means of communication. ever since i remember my tumblr activity in any fandom, i always tried to interact as much as possible with other accounts and talk with people, whether that was via posts or messages. in the jo fandom i feel like i have kinda failed that
i'm aware that i post a lot and i'm probably everywhere with the content updates and the gifs. and that may be annoying to some people. and i understand it, i don't like it but i understand it and i wanna apologise for being... all over the place yet not really reaching out to anyone in the fandom or building any kind of online friendship
idk if there's an accurate explanation for the way i feel about this so i'll put it in the best words possible: i wanna make jokes and have fun in here and exchange random messages or mentions in posts and talk shit or not about jo etc, but i feel like my social anxiety (both online and offline) has passed any limit i had put to it until now that i end up thinking it's actually wrong to interact with anyone in this fandom. because everyone has already connected with some people and have built a specific line of interests and you all seem so fucking cool for someone who is as insecure and scared to talk as me so i end up hiding behind my gifs, shitposts and content updates in hopes that people will like me or at least aknowledge i exist in this fandom. and again, that's all on me, there's no one to blame for this behaviour but me and my fucked up mind (which got even more fucked up in the past year). so idk, i feel like i wanna apologise for this, for being like that
however, no matter the anxiety, i must admit that the jo tumblr fandom was actually my escape when things in real life got bad bad. i've spent hours scrolling through the jo and kaarija hashtags in hopes of seeing something unhinged and funny to lift my mood and you know what? i found something every single time. and that was more than nice. if it wasn't for all of you being as funny and crazy (in a positive way) as you are, i'd feel even worse. but every time i open the jo hashtag there's someone posting a wholesome thing or saying something unhinged like how many ways has Kris listed to kill Bojan in his sleep lmao
anyway i ended up writing a lot, this could easily be an entry to the journal that i don't keep but maybe should start keeping. if you read until this point, congratulations for going through all this ramble and i'm sorry
hope 2024 is gonna be a lot different than 2023 but in a good way this time. and i hope i get better and actually get to interact more with all of you great people 💕 and obviously i hope you all have a fantastic year ahead of you 💖
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I ramble for too long about my art (The post)
(Drawings here)
Thanks again to Nunki and Nov so much for pulling me out of art block 😭💕 I had so much fun drawing all of this and experimenting with poses and colors, etc. that I wouldn't have tried before this!! i'm so sorry this took like 2 months to finish there was lots of stuff going on but I finally finished it and i'm very happy how it all turned out. I made this post just to go through my thought process LMAO
DAY 1: Early SMP Days
This one was inspired by the "he asked for no pickles" meme and how in an early dsmp stream c!dream (in full enchanted netherite armor) asks c!george (half iron/diamond armor) to protect him with a crossbow while they go to l'manburg
At first this one was gonna be a quick drawing but then i got too invested into drawing the armor that it got out of hand and suddenly i had spent 2 days on that 💀
Also all the other drawings were gonna be like this one, a bit simple than what i usually do, but i got too invested x2 and ended up rendering(?) more the rest of drawings
C!dream is c!george's baby, like the cc's dynamic 👍
DAY 2: Objects of Affection
THE SHIELD DEMONS GOT ME 👹👹👹👹 also c!gnf keeps the mask even though it's a bit broken :3
C!gnf is a bit dirty because he doesn't shower, also he sleeps on the grass sometimes, he doesn't get sunburnt because XD protects him from that, also c!sapnap is the one that finds him like that and brings him back to kinoko
I think this is the drawing with most layers only because it was for setting the lighting
This one set the bar of how many details can i put on the next drawings haha got too silly and flew too close to the sun
DAY 3: Worship/Devotion
Inspired by religious imagery in renaissance paintings, they're very pretty and detailed and ohgggg i thought that aesthetic fit XDNF's dynamic ^_^
When I finished the drawing i added a canvas texture so it looked like the mentioned paintings' texture
The pose was so complicated but thankfully i hid all the weird anatomy under capes and hair(?) 🤭 and I have a mirror right next to my computer so i used myself as reference for the hands
The halo around c!gnf's head could be a reference to the headcanon of georgeeeHD existing and being another dsmp deity or also hinting at george's "destroying the smp" stream and how powerful and crazy insane he is!!! also the reflection of XD's halos on his eyes, they worship each other i think, xdnf makes my tummy hurt /pos
DAY 4: Visions/Dreams
Inspired by my weirdcore demons :3 i love that aesthetic so much
I did the error pop up on this custom generator!!
Saved a lot of time by making c!dream faceless since it would be covered by the pop up anyway, but it can also be symbolism for c!gnf not remembering his face or something crazy
I again used myself as reference for the hands i'm so cool and epic
Also I used a tutorial on how to make the vhs effect/chromatic aberration on paint tool sai and added grainy texture on the background for more spice :3
DAY 5: Reunion/Post-Nuke
I reused an old sketch of c!dnf side profile for this one, hashtag work smart not hard 😎 except i polished it and changed some stuff and now it looks way better than the old version
The concept was happy reunion, they're happy to see each other!! c!dnf good ending, i say in tears.
c!gnf touching the c!dritties :3 jk he's feeling his heartbeat, he can't believe he's real!!!
I had so much fun drawing the blood on the bandages and c!dream's scars, please zoom and admire them, it took so long,,,,
DAY 6: Roleswap
My demons..... my beloved rs au..... the posts i made some while ago were based on this drawing, i have a tag on my blog now for that au
RS!dnf wear matching chains!! also the concept for this drawing was that someone interrupted their make out session :3
Symbolism moment!! I like to draw characters with nail polish of the color it represents them, in this case green for dream and blue for george, but for this au, their colors are swapped: green for george and blue for dream, it symbolizes how their roles (king/knight) on that story are different and don't match with the canon. storywise, they're so in love they wanted to keep each other on themselves somehow so they exchanged nail polish colors
DAY 7: CC Roleplay/Cosplay
Sisyphus would be proud of me (<- almost gave up before drawing this), unironically i got demotivated when i finished day 6 so i took a break and then i went insane with this one
The concept was c!dnfies wearing cc!dnf outfits, dream specifically has so many outfit options but I ended up choosing the famous "dteam in madrid" outfit plus a cat beanie, and I couldn't find a fortnite jesus poster for george's shirt so i just found a silly cat pic and yeah ^_^
Thank you random twt user for the idea 👍
And that's it! I probably forgot to say some stuff more but i started to get anxious this post would be too long. Again thank you so much guys for being supportive over the wips i showed you and also being insane about c!dnf too 😭 <3
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i mean. mostly just the recent stuff is fine. and possibly the current setting ? thank youu ! :3
also. same. its just that im. very embarrassed lol
-🍈 (if u dont already have any anons w that sign off ,,)
I think youre actually my first anon with a sign off!!! :D:D:D
Imma put everything under the cut bc im prone to rambling about ocs so idk how long this will be ehehehe
So just a short recap of previous lore, not too in detail:
Zee is Sou's younger brother (in this rp, Sou is transfem btw!). He kinda idolized her growing up, even agreeing to work at Asu-Naro but in his late teens he kinda realized. How bad she was.
As soon as she turned 18 he dyed his hair black and moved out, trying his best to hide his identity but obv it got out lol.
More recent stuff:
Zee is Not Doing Well since his sister died (Shin ended up killing her, tbh i dont remember why ive slept since then DSLKJ). Right before, he graduated college to go from working as an assassin to a biomedical engineer at Asu-Naro. Once he learned that Shin was the one to kill her, he kinda. Attempted to kill him. He made a poisonous medicine. Shin lived. I think after that, Zee left the cult Veritas Aurora and completely devoted himself to Asu-Naro. He works with Kaiser @ ask-thealchemist i believe it is to prepare for the next death game.
But like Zee's mental state has been getting worse and worse. He was extremely unstable, he threatened to kill Shin at least one other time. But it got Bad and he ended up cutting his arm off (he has a doll replacement). He was having Shin get rid of the evidence bc he couldn't do it himself and I think thats when Shin kinda. Sibling adopted him? That was a little bit ago. But afterwards his mental health was starting to get better.
Then.. Misty (aka Mars, or Mist-Shift) died. She was someone Zee was close to, one of his adoptive siblings. So then his mental health tanked again. After learning this, he grabbed some stuff and ran away from his home.
If you want to see the most recent Lore Video i made, i believe its under the hashtag 'lore'? ive made 3 videos but the other two are a little older ehe, theyre around when Zee started making the medicine that he ended up using to poison Shin.
Anyways long story short he ended up cutting his leg off. Shin found him (Zee was Not There Mentally and gave the poor man a concussion SDLKJS), he and Keiji got him to the hospital. He's doing a little better, but he's still a little unstable.
His current situation is technically at the hospital rn I believe? Shin is also there, Keiji is in the lobby last I was told. He's planning on staying at Shin's place for awhile until his mental health is better.
His normal residence is an apartment, nothing fancy.
A few other Fun Facts owo bc this is my Main Oc rn so I wanna ramble since i have the opportunity.
So when he worked as an assassin he actually would. Dress feminine to lure targets in. It was originally a little joke but fuck it, its canon now. People with a gaydar would often call him a lesbian. No honey, you got the gay in the wrong direction SDLKJD.
He has a tad bit obsessive boyfriend. Just a smidge obsessive. Yup. Nothing more. But its not Toxic, more just Clingy.
I absolutely fucking LOVE the symbolism im trying to make between Zee and Sou and im very happy its kinda working out
idk if ive said this but. zee doesnt honestly HATE Sou. most of it is surface level. like yes sou did some Bad Shit, but shes still his sister. he's angry he never got to reconcile with her.
last thing i think: theres this niftly little guy, the Zee AI back from when he was 12. He's currently with Shin right now, and he's besties with the Riley AI. his at is zee-ai I believe?
sorry thats a lot!! have a good one anon!!!
#oh boy im sorry this is so much#im sorry im on computer i cant type emojis#melon anon!! ill edit this on my phone and add the emoji LKJSDF#zee’s ooc#🍈 anon
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Just realized the post I made with the hashtag "gufa rambles" was actually a vent ._. So sorry for that but.. yeah. At least it was not like, "oh god, i am suffering blah blah blah" yk? Sorry anyways .w.
Anyways, I am obsessed with a novel and 2 webcomics and I NEED to talk about them ;w; but I dont want to spoil anyone who might wanna see them so.. I'll leave their names
▪︎ The trash of the count's family (the manhwa is pretty "trashy" (ehhehe) in comparison to the novel. I recommend the novel, it has so much heart ans is SO GOOD!! Perfect novel 10/10. You wont get bored)
▪︎ All of us are dead (they made a series of this, yet it gave me so much anxiety... the webcomic is better, the only bad thing is that you have to pay or wait 24 hours to progress 9 episodes each time (tho it lets you read like.. 10 free episodes before you need to use the tickets thingy)
▪︎ Sweet Home (same as the other one, they made a series and it has the same system. Yet the artstyle is wonderful and the things on it creepy af. Love it)
Those are my favorite tbh ^^ also the first one is kind of like an isekai, yet not a thriller/horror story like the other 2 uwu
THIS is now a ramble kgkfkgk
#gufa rambles#love those series dude#but got no one to talk about them#wanna draw the trash of the count's family protagonist so bad#but no one knows him ;;;;
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WAIT I JUST REALISED YOU ARE THE AUTHOR THAT MADE TWO OF MY FAVOURITE FICS OF ALL TIME OH MY GOD WHY DID I NOT CONNECT THE DOTS gosh please continue ranting in the hashtags lol I do enjoy reading it
And since this is an ask box could I ask you what inspires you to write please? (your writing is so good I can’t even put it into words like I feel like my life shifted on its axis and it’s never been the same since O.o )
Wait anon you can't come here and say you love two of my fics and then not tell me which ones!!! Stroke my ego let it out!!
Also I have no idea lol when I was like really trying to write I used to look up prompts to try and inspire myself and I think some good things came out of that imo. The lottery offering, which is what I consider my best fic in terms of like story and execution, was inspired by... I'm not sure. I knew I wanted to do an abo but I wasn't sure how and I think I settled on that because I was reading a lot of arranged marriage fics at that time (saying this I will also say I usually am inspired to write the same topic as a lot of the things I'm reading at the time)
Honestly recently though I think a lot of my unpublished things have been inspired by like random one off comments I hear in real life. Or things that I talk about with other people. Like I have a whole SLEW of single parent wips based on conversations I've had with my brother about things that have happened with his kids. I think allowing myself to just like write a specific scene or conversation that I've thought of has really allowed me to be a little more free with my writing and I really should post more wips that I have that I know I'm not going to finish because they're fun!! I also use writing sometimes to write about things that are bothering me and use the characters as ways of like talking to myself to talk myself through it. Very therapeutic.
I read a book once, Fangirl by Rainbow Rowell (which I HIGHLY recommend even though you didnt ask), and there was one line in there that has really stuck with me for years and it's something like: every piece of fiction has some truth to it. I've always kinda of took that and used it in that I use real things in life to base my fiction off of and I think a lot of people do that! But anyway to end my rambling I guess I'll end this by saying that's what inspires me, real situations I can spin however I want, whether good or bad.
Sorry anon, I hope this somewhat made sense!
#anon#answered#lol i love talking i will just talk about whatever i want and you just have to listen isnt that great? :)#also looking at this on my dash should i put a read more?#its so lengthy
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APOLLO!!! OMG HI HAVEN'T TALKED TO U FOR LIKE A HOT MIN 🙁!!! and omg how r u?? how's life lately<33?? also saw ur recent post abt music and stuff!!! as someone who also tried to learn playing the guitar i only know like 3 chords and that's it HELP i basically gave up because it got to the point my hand would hurt after practice 😭
i have to say tho being scared of like starting an instrument because its intimidating is normal!! when i started learning the violin i was definitely scared bcs most of the people i wld be with for class was like playing for almost 9 years 😭??? and i was afraid i wldnt be able to catch up, even my mom expressed her concerns abt it 🥹 but looking at where i started and where i am now!! im proud to say my improvement is there even though its not as big or impressive but its noticeable!!!
i hope ur fears wont stop u from learning, i'd say that learning music is amazing and a precious time and if u or lune need any help im here :)!!!
TAKE CARE AND GOODLUCK ON UR JOURNEY!!!
AN HI LOVEY !!! it really has been a while AAA I NEVER REPLIED TO MY LAST ASK TO YOU BUT i will rn rq as well uhm.
i totally get taking a break i kinda did that as well, and yes that's absolutely amazing, rlly shld put yourself first with those kinda stuff <3 hehe + I HOPE YOU'VE BEEN ENJOYING FR ... balancing everything is difficult fr but you got this (so do i hehe we got this fr) ^__^ AND TY BUBS AND @noxtivagus SAYS TY AS WELL I'M SURE <33 i have not seen the show yet ngl SOBS i never played the og myself but only watched my dad play ... hashtag Coward but shh T__T tbf we don't have a means to play it anymore bcs our ps3 broke and we only had a ps3 copy eee and likely won't get for 4/5 anytime soon ... but i think we cld watch the show sometime soon anyway so. WILL SEE. it seems so good so far tho from what i've seen and REAL the actors are >>>
anyway sorry this is so long i still tend to ramble... </3 but i am WELL <3 just. busy and stressed lots ngl :") and okay i took a while to reply to this but i kept telling lune abt this teehee AAA TYSM FR ... yeah, i'll keep that all in mind thank you lots T__T i'm rlly gna try to set aside time to learn/relearn instruments? and then uh. w consistency. yeah! improvement (however small) !! <3 hehe also proud of u btw AND ONCE AGAIN thank you mwa still amazing lil sibling fr even if we don't talk as much anymore HAVE A GOOD WEEK ALRIGHT !!!
#also yeah fr guitar is really straining on the hands WHABJFH BUT THE VIOLIN I'VE HEARD IS DIFFICULT YEA? GJ FR#i lov music so much so. yeah. dw i'll def keep trying and carrying on despite my worries and whatnot <33#hope you are doing well btw :<#⋯ ꒰ა my galaxy ໒꒱ *·˚#⋯ ꒰ა letters of stardust ໒꒱ *·˚#— an! ♡
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me: *watches 6 episodes of kill la kill in one day*
the last three were with my brother asldkfjafla
also i dredged up this fanart I drew in 2014 for it
#miscellaneous#i will shut up about kill la kill alsdkfjafal sorry#i just fucking. love the elite four so much#hashtag back when i used to draw fanart for things. now im just trying to draw my comic and i Should be doing a water color painting but#okay im gonna keep rambling this series also holds a special place in my heart#because every night for a while my brother and i would watch 1 episode of this because that's all i could handle#because in 2014 i had an excruciating concussion that has left me with permanent brain damage#and long story short i couldnt use my phone or computer and tv time had to be limited for like a month and a half#and i ended up watching this show with my brother then and it was just a good fun time during a period of misery#*rolls into the void*#anyway be careful around horses kids! one bit off my thumb and the other damaged my brain!#also in this sketch book there's a shit ton of hetalia too lmao
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Hey everyone!
This is an update to this blog and I’m changing my name and will instead be going by Identity
Generally I had been thinking on a different name for a couple of months and I’ve always had Identity Crisis on all my social media so it was a logical switch to me that felt comfortable.
This blogs not gonna change at all don’t worry. It’s just a something that I wanted to do
~ identity <3
#so yeah#icy also didn’t have like any nicknames and felt too short#and I also like glitchy themes too and identity fits well#it’s the vibes#yeah mainly vibes#identity talks#BOOM changed the hashtag I’m using for my rambles#sorry about being absent#I know I say that like every 2 weeks#finals week was rough and I was spending times with family#like every other person#I am gonna post but I’m also gonna enjoy my break#anyways#stay safe everybody
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Dream SMP fandom etiquette
So. This post is probably too little, too late, considering the fandom and the issues I'm about to talk about have existed for so long now, and a lot of the people who need to hear this probably aren't on tumblr anyways, but I just wanted to dedicate a quick post to talk about fandom etiquette. Mostly pertaining to discourse, and interactions with people outside of our circle. These are just going to be my own personal thoughts, of course, but I felt it could be good to bring some of this to attention. So without further introduction:
Where to (not) talk about discourse:
Don't go into other streamer's vods to only focus about a different character. If you want to analyse, for example, c!Techno, do it in Techno's stream. Don't go into unrelated streams, like Tommy's, Tubbo's etc. to do it, even if they were a part of the event in question. This is, of course, with the exception if the character in question didn't stream their own pov. But otherwise, stay in your own space. This is to prevent cluttering a streamer's comments about unrelated discussion. To give further example: Tubbo's vod comments should primarily focus on Tubbo's character. Not Tommy's, Ranboo's, Techno's or whoever else's.
Don't start discourse in the comments of animatics. Seriously, stop that. Animatics aren't discussion boards. The comments are there to analyse and appreciate the video presented, not argue. It's especially rude if you pick a small detail, that wasn't even the focus of the animatic, or even a completely unrelated issue to rant out your frustrations about. To give examples: starting disc discourse in an animatic of Tommy talking to Wilbur, or rambling about how tragic Techno's character is in an animatic focused on clingy duo, etc.
This applies to fan songs as well.
Video essays are the exception to these rules. I think it's safe to say they're the place to bring your hot takes, if you really feel so inclined to argue in youtube comment sections (Though I'd personally advise to still keep the topic relevant).
Keep negativity out of fanfic comments. This isn't nearly as big of an issue as the last points, but I've seen it happen a couple times, so I'm deciding to mention it. Fanfics are written for fun. Even if you disagree with the characterisation or something else, unless the author is clear in accepting critique, keep criticism to yourself. And definitely don't rant about how you dislike a character unrelated to the fanfic. Sharing your thoughts on the fanfic itself is of course fine and welcomed, but when it turns from discussing the author's story to talking about how you dislike a character in canon, that's when it crosses a line. Example: comment talking about what you don't like about c!Tommy on a Bench Trio fanfiction.
When commenting on art, keep the feedback positive. Even if you dislike any presented character, keep that to yourself. Example: Don't say things like "I hate x character, but this art is good". You might think the author would feel honoured, but it's actually just hurtful.
How to deal with discourse:
This is gonna be a shorter section, because I think we all chose to do it in different ways, and that's valid. Also, it's just that I, myself, am still learning how to do this well, but I thought it could be good to try to lay it out anyways.
Try to scroll past takes you disagree with instead of arguing if you don't think you'd be able to keep your cool. Noone likes a random person yelling at them through a screen, and if you rant, you'll get an equally frustrated reply back, and noone will be happy. Either explain your point in a calm manner, or scroll past/ unfollow/block.
On the keeping cool thing, remember to just step away. Take a deep breath and calm yourself down before proceeding. To minimize the frustration you feel on a daily basis, filter tags, block people, avoid videos and youtube comment sections that you know will upset you, and leave certain internet spaces if you find yourself unable to escape negativity even with all those steps. Remember: in the end, it's all a game played by friends, a story, and your enjoyment of it lies in what you take from it. Abandon what makes you unhappy. Marie Kondo your fandom experience.
Also, here's your reminder, to whom this is relevant, to take care of yourself. Hydrate, eat, sleep, clean up, get fresh air, remember the things outside of all this. There's plenty to do outside of this fandom, and what you can do here can wait. There is no pressure, or obligation. Not for the content you create, not for the discussions you bring, not for responding to discourse, not for anything. Fandom is meant purely for fun, so take care <3
Interacting with people outside of the fandom:
This is something that I've seen a bit of talk about, and I thought I'd drop in my own thoughts on this as well. No matter the differences, we're all just trying to vibe, and I think these are important things to keep in mind to leave both sides better off:
Don't interact with hate posts. Just don't. You don't want to see them, they don't want to see you. Even if your response is lighthearted, their animosity is not. They will feel frustrated regardless, and the grudge will only grow. And if they're being agressive, calm discussion most likely won't happen even if you're being polite. Just leave it, please.
Correct misinformation calmly. I completely get how it can be frustrating to see blatant lies and all, but with our reputation, people will not listen if you're being antagonistic. Provide sources, explain, and leave it at that.
Don't be hateful, send death threats, or assume privilege or whatever else. That's stepping into the same shoes of the people you hate. Misunderstandings go both ways, and the fact of the matter is, I think most people who dislike DSMP, even the ones who are agressive about it, don't have their stance rooted in maliciousness. To expand on why the situation became what it is today, taken from a discussion on discord:
I think it's just a combination of Dream growing so insanely quickly + how internet spaces have changed over the years. When ccs like jackstepticeye or pewdiepie etc. grew popular, activism wasn't as prevalent and held to such importance. Now it's thankfully more talked about, but that also leads to Dream being more scrutinized in comparision. Add twitter trends and the general prevalence of the fandom, and you've got everyone feeling tired and frustrated and paranoid. People also tend not to fact check stuff, especially when it comes to celebrities and stuff they're not really interested in, so rumors spread fast.
And actually, I think there's absolutely valid reasons to be made uncomfortable by Dream SMP, either in it's creators, content or fandom, and there is, of course, stuff to criticise in general. The problem is the hate and misinformation and overexposure, but we are not going to solve any of that by being aggressive in return.
(This is, by the way, not talking about more serious cases. Like doxxing, or leaving gore images in hashtags, or similar instances. That's a whole different complicated issue that I don't feel qualified to tackle.)
And finally, don't overwhelm outsiders who merely mention the Dream SMP. Don't send asks asking them to watch it, don't write paragraphs explaining the lore, don't confuse them with inside jokes, just... Don't jump on people like that. Unless they're explicitly clear in wanting interaction and getting into the fandom, that kind of thing will just drive them away. This is in no way exclusive to the Dream SMP fandom, pretty much every fandom has people enthiastic to have more people involved, but since there are so unbelievably many of us, it's especially easy to go overboard with this stuff. Just... be polite, and don't pressure anyone. Be nice, please.
So.... ya! This would be it for this one, I think. Sorry that it's kinda long, thank you if you read it at all. Hope y'all have pleasant days ^^
#dream smp#mcyt#fandom#fandom etiquette#fandom critical#tommyinnit#technoblade#tubbo#dreamwastaken#let me know if i should remove tjose tags - i'm not sure whether it counts as crosstagging or not sorry#long post#my own post
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