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hella1975 · 2 years
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Eat your pasta dearie
this actually did cross my mind when I was making my pasta to eat
#I’m apologising in advance bc these tags are about to be rude#so just a heads up anon this is very much one of those ‘x thing has happened multiple times and I’m finally snapping’ things#that sees me lashing out at the next unfortunate anon that does it regardless of their intentions#so I’m very sorry it’s not you it’s just a trend I don’t like#but basically#sending things like ‘be safe’ ‘drink water’ etc are really nice things to do#like I don’t want what I’m saying here to be misconstrued as ALL messages like this being bad#but if I make a post effectively being like ‘my cramps are so bad I can’t even eat the pasta I made’#and your response is ‘eat your pasta’ then can you see how that can actually be super invalidating?#for me I can hear a very loud ‘just’ at the beginning of that sentence#and it happens a lot with my sleep schedule too like I’m all here for the jokes I genuinely find them funny#bc 9 times out of 10 I am also laughing about it#but on the few times I’m acc venting about how annoying it is that I can’t just sleep and someone sends me#what I KNOW was supposed to be a helpful ask going ‘go to sleep’#I feel very much like what I’m trying to say is being totally ignored and I’m being written off as overdramatic#like I have insomnia. I have had debilitating periods every month for my entire teenage life#I know what I’m doing so if I complain and say I can’t do something#then trust it’s bc I CANT DO IT#so yeah I know this is very much a grey area bc it’s not a set rule for whenever I talk about these things#but I need you guys to just use the context of my posts a little better sometimes lol#again sorry that this was snappy especially bc I know u were just trying to be nice anon#ask
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clubkira · 1 month
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hi everyone!!
sorry this is gonna be a VERY long post so if you’re not interested just scroll dw i’ll put everything under read more lol but i got this anon ask today and i wanted to address some of the points the anon was making in it.
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this anon brought some things up i'd like to address bcs this does actually matter to me the things they’ve said and i want to try and clear any misconceptions up.
i know i don't really interact w much of my mutuals (again, that's on me) but i really don't mean to make myself seem self centered or like in a clique of some sorts (i feel like that's smth that's been going around lately?) and i really only talk to a few people online, which is who i interact with the most! if you see me interacting with the same few people on here, it’s most likely bcs i am close to them and talk to them outside of tumblr, i find it hard to talk to others bcs i’m just generally shy and when i first joined tumblr in the summer it seemed everyone already had an established friendgroup so i didn't feel like i fit in anywhere. for checking up on people, i do try but i'm not the best at comforting people, but i do see your point in that and i will try to reach out more to people when i see them struggling. i don't mean to just watch my mutuals go through hardships without saying anything but i worry that what i say will not sound genuine. this isn’t an excuse for me, ofc this is just my explanation
the constant attractions of jjk writers is really just a joke 😭😭 like i swear, i have never actually been serious or angry abt how many jjk mutuals i have LOL i just think its a funny pattern considering i don't really write for the fandom ykwim (i do see your point, but it's all just jokes) though i have some strifes w the jjk fandom which might be how this joke kind of got misconstrued? jjk fandom is just unfavourable imo but i don't actually hate any of my jjk mutuals!!
i'm a very impulsive and emotionally driven person so i do ++ i say things without thought bcs i'm just so in the moment i can't think 😭 and it leads me to wanting to deactivate like atleast every other week Imao. it's smth i've tried to hold back by just shutting up before i say smth i'll regret but also bcs i know that i'll probably be fine the next day and that i'm just being dramatic but yeah i have seen that i am guilty of it! i do acknowledge that of me and want to change.
if you're talking about the "not acknowledging others in conversation" specifically about servers since you mentioned we've been in a few, i also do see your point! normally i'm very shy in servers so i tend to just stick to writing channels where i dump all my wips, and i apologize that i haven't acknowledged the people who were in the channel before me! it's usually just one dump and then i exit out of discord, and also in just normal conversations like in general chat or etc sometimes i forget to reply to some people i’m talking to or i'm just more confortable talking to certain people in a server and i do apologize if i've ever done this to you. i don't mean to purposely ignore or make you think of me as self centered bcs of this.
think that was mostly everything i wanted to address, i really don't interact w my followers on here as much as i should / want to just bcs i'm usually on discord, inactive bcs of uni or i'm just so so late replying to asks 😭 i'm sorry to not only this anon but also any of my mutuals or followers if i've ever made you have a bad experience with me, i do apologize and it's not my intent to come across as self centered or unapproachable!
since you said this is a quality that some people are noticing, it does worry me that this behaviour of mine is to the point of where multiple people see me in this light and i do want to change that which is kind of why i’ve calmed down on this account and just queued up posts
this anon ask came from a different blog of mine (a blog i haven't announced yet cuz i was just semi-quietly posting there, it’s not a huge secret that it was me but i didn’t want yall to think i was moving or deactivating again 😭) but i wanted to post it here as well just to clear anything up!
i probably won't be on this acc for some time (no i'm not deactivating lol i just priv my works for now while i'm frolicking elsewhere while uni kicks my ass) and i won't delete this post or anything, bcs i don't want to hide from this. i do see your points anon and realize my own faults and i'm glad this was brought up, and i am in no way a victim so please don't treat me like one just bcs this anon brought these up LOL
anyways sorry for all of that! that was super long but i wanted to touch on all the points they had and if you have anymore questions i'll try and answer as best as i can but i’m also not gonna be on this account too much atm again so if i’m late to replying (like usual) i’m sorry </3 i do try to log in here once a day tho to check notifs so anything sent in i’ll probably see when i have time!
sorry for any typos in this too i’m writing this all at like 1 am😭😭😭
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theflyindutchwoman · 5 months
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Hi. Anon who send the ask about the show not being as angsty as we may want sometimes. Maybe I should have put emojis or express myself differently because I wasn't coming in a agressive way. Sorry if it came out like that and if I offended anyone with it, it wasn't what I wanted. I hope everyone have fun with the new season. :)
Don't worry, your message was perfectly fine :) But I am sorry for making you feel the need to apologise. Or for coming across as short. That wasn't my intention. I was only trying to make sure that your words or mine weren't going to be misconstrued but I probably should have re-read my reply before posting it.
But thank you for getting back to me ᥫ᭡ and I also hope we'll all have fun with this new season. I cannot wait!
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casey-s-foot · 2 years
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I am so sorry about some of these anons, they are so rude! Like omg! You have as much right to be here as the others. They need to back off.
It's okay, Anon. A lot of them have brought up valid points (including one Anon, whose ask ended up being swallowed by the void, but who was kind enough to let me know that the story arcs that are ongoing right now are being planned by content creators, and are not just roleplay blogs.)
In hindsight, it's something that I should have realized sooner, but being relatively new to the internet, let alone tumblr, I did not realize that I was inserting myself where I did not belong. That was not my intention by any means, and to those who have been frustrated by this, I am very sorry. This was not intentional, and I am a human being who is doing their best to grow.
I am more than happy to take your constructive criticism in order to improve myself, and I know it can be very easy for things to be misconstrued online, but I created this blog with the intent of having fun and being part of a community I care an awful lot about, not in an attempt to chase clout or likes by interacting with the official blogs.
I do appreciate your concern though. Thank you for your kind words. 🖤🖤🖤
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rustyvanburace · 9 months
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I've read your posts about your struggles with writing and such, and all I wanna say is it's okay to be selfish and do the things you want to do in your own unique way. Personally, I'd LOVE to read whatever you put out and I always enjoy seeing your IssaNava posts on my dash, but please remember your enjoyment comes first. Write for yourself and if you feel confident enough, share it. What matters is that you're enjoying it
And I know perfectionism can be a lot, but remember that we're all human. We learn through our mistakes and that doesn't make you a failure! Start small if you want to, warm up to it and go for it! But if you want to keep it to yourself, it's perfectly fine too as long as you're having fun. You don't need to be perfect to be acceptable
Another thing I wanna add: everyone is different and we'll all have different headcanons for our ships and blorbos. That doesn't mean that yours are any less valid. And I think it's very fun to see someone else write/imagine a ship in a different way than yourself
(also, sorry if my wording is a bit weird!! I have very disorganized thoughts)
Thank you so, so much for your kind and thoughtful ask, Anon. This has been something I've been struggling with a lot more than I'd honestly like to admit, as can no doubt be seen in that last post of mine. Your understanding and patience on the matter is really appreciated and about all I could ask from my friends and followers.
Certainly, everyone has different perspectives of how characters and ships should be and that making mistakes is part of being human. Even though I have always been keenly conscious of those, it has been difficult getting out of the negative mindsets from my past experiences. I think what makes it especially hurtful is how far too many people treat innocuous mistakes as a be-all end-all and resort to assuming bad faith. As someone who is neurodivergent, I am far too used to mistakenly saying or doing the wrong thing and having my intentions misconstrued. It gets very exhausting.
I'm keenly aware too that perfectionism is a frankly unrealistic and impossible standard to reach for. I am as much tired of holding myself to that standard as much as I am tired of other people's expectations beholding me to it. So yes, the answer is very clear: what I create should be for my own enjoyment first and foremost. And the mistakes I make, I should learn to embrace them.
Thank you, truly. Your understanding and reassurance helps in reaffirming this resolution of mine. I will continue to create for my own enjoyment.
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puppyluver256 · 2 years
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this goes out to a specific person who prolly had an expression similar to this when writing a message to me earlier, at least if it is the exact same person in question (obvs can’t tell for certain with anons but I’m going to assume it is that person and act in good faith accordingly)
I apologize not only for my actions toward you, but also for basically announcing such actions to the public that could be misconstrued as personal beef. I was not “offended” by you liking my posts, nor was I trying to “obligate” you to interact with me beyond said liking of my posts. And like I said, I am generally not bothered by what others consider “like spam”, when I see someone liking a lot of my posts in a short amount of time my thought process is along the lines of “well that person’s certainly having fun! :3 ” I just did not understand why someone who, according to all appearances, had me blocked would be liking any of my posts. It felt like it defeated the purpose of blocking someone in the first place.
Now I’m 100% willing to bet that the block from your end might not have been intentional. Maybe it was a glitch, I’ve heard of that happening before here. Maybe you meant to click “follow” and clicked “block” instead (I have done the reverse at least a good handful of times). But if the block was intentional, and it certainly seemed to be considering you never seemed to notice you were the one I was talking about until the moment I had blocked you back...the continued liking of my posts made no sense to me. Isn’t the purpose of a block to keep someone away? To not see their content? I know other sites I’m on, such as DeviantArt and Twitter, will hide a person’s page and prevent interaction with their content if you have blocked them, and for all the other problems with its block system in particular DeviantArt straight up will not allow you to view a blocked user’s page at all unless you log out/use an incognito window or unblock them. But this is Tumblr, a dumpster fire of code where I can apparently still like m4nsc4p3d’s non-sponsored posts despite having had them purposefully blocked for as long as I’ve been aware of their presence here.
Again, my initial choice to block you was indeed not personal, even if it understandably seemed as such. It was solely to help strengthen the boundaries you had seemingly set. I do not know for certain if the block was intentional, a glitch, or a misclick, and I do not wish for you to feel forced to interact with me in any way beyond liking my posts if that is your preference. I apologize that it came off as spiteful, there was no spite whatsoever involved in my decision but I can certainly see why it could be seen that way.
(btw you’re unblocked and that series of ranty posts has been deleted, sorry again)
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tobe-sogolden · 2 years
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I’m sorry if I’ve made you and your anons upset with my asks, I am truly being genuine in having a conversation about something that is tearing this fandom apart and just want to understand what your perspective is because there seems to be a very absolutist mindset here when it comes to Olivia. I do not condone misogyny and abuse online nor that we should just turn a blind eye to the bad things. I don’t like that my ask is being misconstrued as if im excusing disgusting behavior directed at Olivia, that was not my intention. I’ll stop coming to your blog, as it’s evident you and your anons don’t agree with what im saying and I don’t want to further feel like I don’t have anywhere to go in this fandom. I only want friends to talk to about Harry, I thought I’d find that here. Im sorry.
Please I'm not upset 😅 But I think you've either misunderstood what I've been saying or purposely misconstrued it. I've never said anyone who doesn't like her is in the same category as the people being abusive. Not once. I don't agree with that. But if you're annoyed with seeing people speak positively about her or don't like discourse, you should definitely unfollow.
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incoherentbabblings · 3 years
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Hi!
I love your content, your love for TimSteph, and I was actually going to ask what you love so much about them. I, for extra credit for English, decided to write an analysis of Stephanie (and why I love her so much), but I just got into comics, and cannot really put my feelings for her in words ... which is odd, considering how much I love her and writing. Also, I was going to do a section on why TimSteph is narrative genius, and I needed help elaborating on that too.
Could you help me out, please? Thanks!
(I feel the need to mention that I have read quite a lot of comics with Stephanie in them, though not all. I'm not much of a comic book fan, but I'm really interested in the Batfamily!)
I'll be very happy to write out bullet points that you could talk about, and feel free to go through my ask and I'll babble/TimSteph meta tags for anything that you think may be worth discussing in your own words - there's like four or so years of stuff there to spark your brain.
HOWEVER!!!! Keep in mind though that much of what I have written is half based on textual evidence and half me just writing what I like/wish would crop up in canon.
For example, yes I like to draw comparisons between Tim being cold and Steph being warm, moon and sun and so on, but there's genuinely nothing in text to hint as this being an actual character trait or symbolism. If anything Tim's stated to be warm several times, more than Steph.
So, and I am sorry to be so blunt, but if I take your request in bad faith for a moment, don't use either directly or indirectly what I've written for your work. Especially without actually going and reading the arcs I talk about. A lot of the time it doesn't hold up under genuine textual scrutiny, and we want to be good academics here! There's Death of the Author and then there's me making crap up because I want to include it in a fanfic. Not the same thing! My blog is called IncoherentBabblings for a reason after all!
I will therefore say this: If you want to write about Steph as a character, I would use the below video as a point of reference. Using the below, you can then go into why she resonates with you the way she does, or why her relationship with Tim is so interesting to you.
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If I were you: focus on her dynamic character development: cynical to idealistic. And use three points in her publication history to do this: her introduction in Detective Comics, War Games, and Batgirl. I am sorry to recommend War Games as something to read but it is important to her character. Use the Stephanie Brown Wiki to help!
That lends itself to a biography of her character, a look at her motivations and values, her role within the batfam, and so on. You can also use this to make comparisons with her peers, specifically Tim moving in the exact opposite direction development wise; Babs and Cass in their approaches to Batgirl; and the other Robins through her similar character progression as Dick, which in turn allows her to be a good mentor to Damian, and finally how her character arc runs perpendicular to Jason's. Does that make sense?
Anyway, let's get going! If I were to write an academic piece on Stephanie, these are the main points I would work through. In other words, this is what I would do. You probably will not need nor want to go into this level of depth, and you will want to make it much more personal about why she resonates with you, which may be different to why I love her. So don't worry about touching base with all of them. This is like... 10,000 word essay level stuff. And don't get overwhelmed. I've taken your request far too seriously is all.
Again, I can't write it for you! You gotta do the reading and writing I'm afraid.
...But I still wrote 1,500 words anyway. Gosh darnnit.
Steph’s Character Development
Always keep three points in her character history in mind – her aged 14/15 in her introductory arc in Detective Comics, her aged 16 in War Games, and her aged 18/19 in her Batgirl run.
How does she change? How does she grow as a character? What events caused these changes? Compare that angry 14-year-old trying to choke her father, to the 19-year-old crying happily on the roof. A lot happened between those two points! Outline the main plot beats.
Steph's Role as a Batfam Character:
Protagonist or Antagonist: Supporting Protagonist
Static or Dynamic: Dynamic (think of her character development - angry to alturistic; she softens in her life outlook and in the way she treats others as the years go by)
Minor or Major: Minor and we all mourn that fact :(
Foil or Symbolic: A foil to Tim Drake (and to a lesser extent the other Robins, specifically Jason Todd)
Importance of the character/Position in Society: Fourth Robin, third Batgirl, own superhero. Tim's girlfriend, Cassandra's best friend, one of many of Bruce's 'children'. Initially introduced just as a one-off character for a small arc in Detective Comics, brought back with the intention of being a supporting character to Tim Drake, and eventual love interest. Eventually gained enough popularity on her own terms to support her own solo comic, but has since returned to a supporting role. The character she supports, at the end of the day, is Bruce Wayne.
Motivation
What influences their decisions?: Stephanie's dynamic characterisation comes in here. Compare her motivations during her introductory arc, versus why she does what she does in War Games, versus why she dresses up at Batgirl - Stopping her father, getting Batman's approval, need for redemption.
What do they value?: Values emotional openness, vulnerability, second/third/fourth chances.
Goals/Hopes/Dreams: No long term goals/hopes/dreams in the domestic sense... Continue to be vigilante. Be respected by her peers. Continue to improve self worth through deeds. Graduate college?
What are their views: Views the justice system and police as corrupt, but still trusts in the inherent goodness of people. Focus is usually on the individual, rather than societal or structural.
Actions
Behaviour, Attitudes, Impact on Story and other Characters, Internal Struggle (Wants versus Needs): This is why I think you are best to look at three points in her story - Intro Arc, War Games, Batgirl. Focus on her Wants versus Needs - Steph's take a very long time to align, but they finally do in Batgirl.
Character development is usually driven by the conflict between what a character wants. The plot forces them normally to confront the fact that what they want is not gonna work out, and what they needed instead takes priority.
Everything usually goes tits up for Steph when she is in the driver's seat of the narrative because what she wants from a situation is rarely what she actually needs to happen. See every time she seeks Bruce's approval. She wants it. She absolutely does not need it. And only as Batgirl do we get that acknowledgement, which coincides with her being at the healthiest point in her life emotionally. Look at what she wants as Spoiler during her introductory arc, as Robin/Spoiler during War Games, and then as Batgirl. Why is she so unhappy in the former two? Why have her wants finally aligned with her needs with her time as Batgirl?
Character Traits
Personality: Cynical but perky. Sardonic but sincere. Think about how she changes over the time. This can be attributed to her different writers, but - for example - is there a universe reason for why Batgirl Stephanie is so much more socially awkward than Spoiler Stephanie?
Strengths & Weaknesses: Link these two together because Steph is a very good example where her strengths as a character can simultaneously be a weakness. Her determination can lead to her making ill conceived decisions. Her empathy can lead to her putting her trust in the wrong people. Her forgiving nature can lead to her being taken advantage of. Her temper, whilst landing her in hot water, can also just as often get her out of it.
Relationships
How do they interact with others: Focus on which characters pop up in all three arcs – Steph and her parents; Steph and Bruce; Steph and Tim. I am chucking Cass out the window here, sorry Cass, but if you’re focusing on these three arcs, Cass doesn’t really fit in.
How others view them: Conditional love/affection from her father and Bruce. Unconditional love/affection from Tim and her mother (though both are not without serious pitfalls).
How they view others: Stephanie has explicitly never loved her father. She has also never explicitly hated him either. What does that say about her? Look at her changing closeness with her mother. What changed between them, and again, what does that say about Stephanie? Crystal got sober, supported Stephanie through her pregnancy, Arthur was removed from their lives, Stephanie makes a conscious effort to be closer to her after returning ‘from the dead’, though continues to lie consistently to her. Stephanie admires Bruce, whilst also right from the get go insisting she does not answer to him. She never quite lets go of wanting that approval.
How does society view them: Her outsider role within the Batfam. She never quite belongs, and at points her closest relationships are actively discouraged from seeing her. Which Tim specifically never entertains. This outsider nature bites literally everyone in the butt during War Games. Her outsider status is still in place by the time Batgirl concludes, due to its largely self-contained nature as a book, but this is less being an outsider more having earned to right to operate independently. Trust has been given and earned.
Dialogue
What does she say and how: A teenage girl in New Jersey from a working class background has a very distinct voice. She does not mince words, nor does she hide what she is feeling. If she is happy, she will say so. If she is annoyed, she will say so. What she won’t do is ask for help when she needs it, due to her background formulating a need for her ‘to do things on her own’.
Think of famous/important Steph quotes from the three arcs I keep talking about – the excuse me if I don’t jump when you bark, the I really was part of the legend, the only variable you can control is yourself. These show how Steph views others and herself.
When I was writing I Would Have Loved You, I literally made a spreadsheet where I have picked out what I think are pertinent quotes from every New 52 issue featuring Tim or Steph along with a synopsis that explained what they were up to/what the main theme of the issue was. Not saying you should do the same because I’m just that goddamn anal when it comes to this sort of stuff, but the point is – look for quotes by/about Steph which highlight the above things we’ve talked about. You have thirty years to go through!
Author Intention
What purpose does this character serve?: A character that young female readers could get attached to – the every girl/girl next door archetype or a character that young boys could have a crush on – the kind of girl who’s into the same sort of stuff as you, I think Chuck Dixon once said of her, from her initial appearance. Fodder for Bruce and Tim’s man pain in War Games. Batgirl it’s a combination of filling the void for a female lead solo character in the batbooks, but also tonally taking on a much lighter and self-contained book that new readers could jump into very easily, directly compared to the more lore heavy Batman, Detective Comics, and Red Robin books.
What is the author trying to communicate: Steph’s character shows that determination can only get a person so far, a support system and doing things for the right reasons (again remember that want versus need argument) is the only way a person will genuinely succeed.
What is her main theme?: Balancing cynicism and idealism – doing acts for the right reasons, and discovering what these reasons actually are.
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Is this even usable for anyone but myself? Possibly not!
Still... Go write! And good luck!
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bailey-reaper · 3 years
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hi! I was wondering if you could write Barok in the middle of a trial and next thing you know his child comes running in. Everyone’s shocked cause they didn’t know the reaper had a child, let alone a significant other. Just Barok x reader and their child fluff! Take care and drink water!!
Courtroom Capers
Notes: Thank you, anon! I hope you’re taking lots of good care, too!
Content Warnings: child; mass confusion that the Reaper is a family man?!
"OBJECTION!" he roared, thoroughly irked by the idiotic counsel across the way from him, "Be careful what you say, Counsel, because that was quite the serious allegation you just made toward the prosecution. You may rest assured that I will not take such slander lightly when it is you who are at fault for your poor defence of this matter."
The opposing counsel, a stuck-up young man of the middle class who clearly fancied himself a hotshot, shrunk back, "No.. I ... My Lord... my learned friend has.. well he's misconstrued my words."
"Back tracking? How pathetic, Counsel," Barok's eyes narrowed into a fierce gaze with which he leveled the other man, "Have the courage of your convictions, sir, if you intend to accuse me of misleading the court then you will follow up on that assertion with evidence. Let this be a lesson to you in how to conduct one's self in court," he slammed his leg sharply on the table, causing his opponent to jump, "Now. Get on with it, he who asserts must prove after all!"
"Well.. Um... I .... that is to say," the young man was rubbing his forehead with a handkerchief, his face growing redder with each passing moment as the judge and the prosecution looked on expectantly, "What I meant was... this... is... well, it's not a fair trial my Lord... the prosecution is using circumstantial evidence to fool the jury into thinking my client is guilty..."
"My Lord," Barok lowered his leg from the desk and folded his arms.
"Yes, Lord van Zieks?" the Judge said.
"Might I suggest that this... child be asked to leave the court and have his pupil master attend in his stead to answer to the court regarding why such a pathetic young man has been allowed to acquire rights of audience."
"Hmmm... I am certainly concerned, Defence Counsel, you've not only called into question the conduct of Prosecutor van Zieks, whom I know from experience to be a man of utmost integrity, but you've also suggested that this is not a fair trial, thus calling into question my ability as a Judge to oversee the dispensation of justice in this matter. I must say your conduct is ill-thought out at best and highly offensive at worst..."
"I... I apologise profusely, my Lord, it was not my intention to insult the court nor to call into question your ability to oversee proceedings... I merely wanted to vocalise my concerns that the prosecution is not giving my client a chance to profess his innocence."
"Where do you think you are, man?" Barok scoffed, "We're not in Europe. This is not the inquisitorial system... this is an adversarial system where I will put forward my case using the evidence and arguments at my disposal. Do not look to blame your lack of ability on anyone but yourself. If you cannot rebut my arguments and you fear that your client is being done a disservice, then declare yourself professionally embarrassed and return to your studies -- for at present your competence is severely wanting."
"But I--"
"OBJECTION!" Barok's eyes glinted with fury, "Excuses are the fare of cowards and fools, take responsibility for your actions!"
Suddenly there was loud SLAM--
"Papa!" the doors to the court flew open and a small form darted in. Moments later an adult rushed in after the boy, who had already reached his father and thrown himself into his arms.
The court descended into a choir of confused murmurs:
"Did that child just say 'papa' and then throw himself at the Reaper?!"
"No! It could not be so!"
"I'd have thought it's impossible for a being of death to have a child!"
"Well... I suppose Demigods do operate on a level beyond our own?"
"I... simply cannot believe this!"
"ORDAR! ORDAR!! OOOOORDAAAAR!!!" the Judge roared, quieting the room, "Lord van Zieks?! Who is this little trespasser!?"
Barok picked the small boy up and held him so he was sitting on his right forearm, facing the judge, "... I apologise, my Lord, this is my son."
A shocked gasp rippled through the public gallery.
"Your son?!" the Judge adjusted his wig, "I was unaware that you had sired a child, congratulations sir!"
"Thank you," Barok bowed his head, before looking at his son, "Now boy, show the Judge that you're capable of a proper apology... you have burst into these proceedings quite unexpectedly."
"Ah..." the child looked downcast, before regarding the judge with an apologetic expression, "I'm truly sorry, my Lord, it's just I heard my papa's voice and became terribly excited to see him. We're going to the park for lunch!"
"Hmmm! I see," the Judge smiled and nodded, "It seems you are very fond of your father, lad."
"Oh yes! He is the most wonderful man in the world!"
Barok hid his smile behind his chalice as he took a sip of wine.
"And.." the Judge looked over at the person who had chased after the child, "This must be..."
"My spouse, yes," Barok replied with a nod.
They bowed their head respectfully, "Apologies, my Lord."
"Mmmm, well, it would seem that this is as good a time as any to adjourn proceedings for today. Defence Counsel."
"Y-Yes my lord?"
"Perhaps suggest to your Pupil Master that he might want to lead you at the next hearing, hm?"
"...Yes... my lord."
"Very good, court is adjourned," the Judge stood, gathered various papers from the bench then bowed his head once to the court before leaving.
"Does this mean we can go to the park now, papa?!" the young boy asked, eyes bright with excitement.
Barok nodded, "Yes, it does, but no more bursting into court when it's in session. Understood?"
"Yes, papa!"
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shijiujun · 3 years
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guys, i’m deleting all asks that mention cql in comparison for any sort of reason. mostly because i disagree with a lot of takes but also don’t really know how to put it into words properly without offending like a bunch of people and also while certain asks and comments are factually correct on some level, there are a bit more factors to things than just the statistics itself, and am also done with how ppl entirely miss the point of some of my posts (not eaxctly for the anon who just messaged asking me about why i posted their ask on my twitter but for all the asks i’ve gotten and had to delete)
yes i do post some of the anon asks that make me go ?????? on my Twitter :D and I will continue to do it, I leave my Tumblr MOSTLY fight free but some asks really make me go ???? and then i leave that to Twitter where fights are more easily processed basically :D 
also some of you might not mean it, but i swear the way some asks come off, it inevitably is read in a certain way. i can’t figure out if you’re praising CQL against all other shows or what because of the way the ask is written, so I tend to delete - and then rant on Twitter XD i’ve deleted that post but yep :DDDD 
inevitably if you mention it or put it in the same sentence, people on both sides are going to be really unhappy, it’s unfortunately the byproduct of dedicated and sometimes opposing fandoms even if unnecessarily opposing - emotions and tensions run high. better to just avoid it entirely especially for me on tumblr where it’s supposed to be clean and nice and :DDDDD
to the anon, please feel free to head to my twitter! i agreed with the second part of your ask, but the first part had me going like :/ it might not have been intended that way but it did come across as that so :D sorry in advance if you did not mean it that way and i misconstrued your intentions, but yeah my fight response when i see CQL and then in comparison with even like guardian is like :/ i have a lot of opinions on that, so XD
so i apologize if i overreacted and misunderstood your ask, i do admit i am definitely quite a bitch. no excuse if i hurt you but yep. please also yeah, unfollow and feel free to like rant back about me here, wherever you’d prefer for that (as you can probably tell mine is twitter), if I’m not the person you thought I was XD I’m not being sarcastic here haha like truly, from the bottom of my heart. A lot of content and asks bring out my fight response and I really am not nice, in any sort of way. I think a lot of you might actually already feel this from the way I answer some asks XD
this is NOT a CQL hate post. i love CQL, which makes it even harder to like answers asks because i inevitably end up hurting a lot of my CQL moots as well even indirectly, so yeah i’m just DONE okay hahaha
(i did compare shl/spl/hyx but that was a factual comparison of sorts, no hate on all the content, it’s just some arguments really have no basis and coming as a cross fandom fan it’s like are we even in the same fandoms sometimes)
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nostuntmanneeded · 3 years
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Though I agree with the anon that Seb is grown and he should be held accountable for his actions, he has taken responsibility in the past for actions people felt was offensive. I think he’s dealing with both sides of the coin right now:
1. People are gonna blame her because she is problematic and known to block and delete comments and so they believe he and his team are doing the same and not making him accountable. But how many times does he need to see fans hate that he traveled in the middle of the pandemic. I believe he gets it by now.
2. Tommy Lee role, I think this role is playing a major part in a lot of what we have seen recently. If he’s not posting about TFATWS he’s posting about TL which is normal for him to do check his feed, but the Buddha post got a whole lot of flack, rightfully so it was inappropriate but it’s not my job to speak on it being inappropriate it’s the job of those whose culture/religion it may have offended to speak on those instances. A blog on here made a good point that the “fuckerzzz” at the end of the caption for that post is how TL addresses his fans. The man has fully immersed himself into a role, that’s his job. We don’t have to like it but that’s what he’s getting paid to do.
3. The n-word video, I’m still mad at this, as a black woman because far too many non black people blew his like of that video fully out of proportion. They misconstrued the context and instead of actually watching the video and being mad at the person repeatedly saying the word (while acknowledging he shouldn’t be saying the word) they were mad at Seb who liked it and probably actually watched video in it’s entirety and probably learned something from it. It’s moments like that, where I know if I was a celebrity and I know that to my fans the root cause of your anger towards me is because of who I am in a “relationship” with, what is the point of defending myself. He’s damned if he does and damned if he doesn’t.
He should be held accountable, but a lot of the flack he is receiving is not because of things he has done, it’s because he is associated with her and that’s where people mess up. He hasn’t technically done anything recently that is cause for explanation or apology. But people are digging things up to further associate him with her.
Sorry mod for this long post, but I get super passionate about a lot of these issues because the people who are “upset” sometimes don’t even know what they are upset about.
Anon, don't apologize for a long post. I enjoyed reading this, and it was really helpful to me as I am just learning about some of these controversies.
As for traveling during the pandemic, if the relationship is a publicity stunt, he honestly had no choice. Because the relationship is for business purposes, work was the main reason why he traveled.
For the Buddha post, I agree. I'm not saying that the post wasn't offensive to some people, but I do believe he (or his team) was trying posting in-character and it backfired because people focused on the religion aspect of it.
I can't speak on the video he liked because I haven't seen it, but this whole tip goes to show that we subconsiously will think things without knowing the full story behind it. We tend to hyper-focus on the "offensive" part of it, but we don't realize what the intention of the action was.
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bayleymania · 2 years
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I saw your post admonishing people for considering anything other than the wellbeing of Jeff and I wanted to apologize. I sent a somewhat lengthy anon about the storyline WWE ran wherein Jeff's addiction played a large part and I didn't want my question (how you felt about that storyline) to be misconstrued. Above all else, I just wish Jeff the best. I hope he gets the help he needs. Addiction is no joke, it's tough and is a lifelong battle. I know that from a personal perspective and maybe that's why I got heated thinking of the way that storyline was used. You do not have to post this or even respond, I just wanted to ensure you were aware I wasn't trying to be an asshole by "blaming" the WWE for his addiction. I don't know what I was trying to say, I guess. Just that addiction is a serious thing and from a personal perspective I hope he can find the support he deserves. Thanks for your time. And I hope I didn't overstep again. I actually really love your blog and your views on most things and it wasn't my intention to upset you with my question/statement.
Hi! I wanted to reply to this because I want you to know that my post wasn’t directed at you. I said that because I went to Twitter and I found people already fantasy booking Jeff in AEW already and it made me upset. It wasn’t about your ask.
In fact, I am going to reply to your ask because you have a really good point with what you mention.
I’m sorry if I made you believe that post was about you, I swear it wasn’t. ♥️
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mareebird · 2 years
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Long question anon here - this and the other was the only time I ever sent you messages. I actually very, very rarely reach out to people online now. I do no trust PMs as they are not anonymous and I'm sorry but the truth is I wanted to remain anonymous for my own sanity and safety.
My long post was not meant to offend. I simply too often see casual meanness and mocking on here and it makes me tired, it seems like there must be only one way to interpret something. I don't think that's the case, I believe what you take from a bit of media is your own and valid to you. But here you can get mobbed for such simple things. The arguments I see are so cyclical and always result in personal attacks somehow, I thought you were the sort of person who would understand what I was going for. Maybe I was incorrect in contacting you this way. I'm sorry if this is the case.
Farewell
Tbh Anon, assuming you just confirmed that you are the person who sent me those previous messages, and then complained about me elsewhere, I think you need to reconsider whether you're doing the same thing you find so bothersome. You're not as neutral and nice as you claim, because it's pretty aggressive to send me multiple asks, telling me that my opinions—which I'm posting on my own blog—are...whatever it is you're saying I am. Mean? Too strong?
What's most interesting about this is that you've been going after me for being too strident about something being good. You think I'm being too harsh in defending something. That's...
I'm mean, you do you, but don't pretend you don't have strong opinions and that you didn't go after me. I think that if you agreed with me, you won't have said anything.
You sent that long ask in the hopes that I would post it with my reply, because that's what people do here, but I didn't because I didn't want to inadvertently open the floor to people who might go after your takes, which I also haven't explicitly stated. I clearly have NO interest in embarrassing you—and I'm pretty sure I figured out who this is and idk I thought you were a cool person—so there was no reason not to PM me. We could have had a legit discussion. Instead, you chose to unload a LOT at once and it felt pretty aggressive.
And this is genuine advice: take some classes on film and theater theory before you continue to misconstrue intent with interpretation. It's important that you learn this, as a creative person.
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starrynite7114 · 4 years
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Trust
A/N: I was able to fulfill a request during my study break! This was fun to write and pretty short, but I hope you all enjoy it! I’m working on Snapshots and Misconstrued, Snapshots may be out first, but regardless, I’m working on a few things! 
Requests are still open, if you want to make a request, feel free to do so!
“So you don’t trust me” and “fuck you” with EZ or Angel 🥺. I love your writing ❤️ also you don’t have to do both prompts if they don’t mix! - Anon
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Relationships were complex. Whether it was family, friends or a significant other, there were many layers to it.
With significant others, jealousy was a part of relationships. A layer that could be seen as a way to show your significant other that you care or it could drive a wedge in your relationship. 
Angel was hardly a jealous man, okay, that was a lie. He didn’t even like it when another man he wasn’t familiar with breathed the same air as you, but he trusted you with all of his heart. He just didn’t trust these fuckers around you. But it wasn’t his fault. You were charming, beautiful, people were just drawn to you.
Lucky for Angel, Santo Padre was a small town and people never tried to cross that boundary with Angel. They were respectful, but they would never make a move on you or even flirt with you. Angel was well known to threaten anyone who even looked your way. You were the only person that brought this out of him. His past girlfriends, he didn’t even bat an eye when they would flirt with other guys. For him, those girls were just women he went through and now he had you and it was a whole different feeling. But this showed him how much he loves you, how true his feelings were for you.
It may also have to do with the fact that he felt you were out of his league. He was human, insecurities come, but you were the one thing he knew that he scored out of pure luck. 
Here he was now, watching as your ex-boyfriend, some prim and proper douchebag you met in college. He was currently in Santo Padre on business with Galindo. He was going to help build this new development in Santo Padre. To say he was annoyed was an understatement. This ex-boyfriend of yours, Dante or whatever the fuck his name was, decided to visit you at your grandmother’s bakery, that you’ve been helping with since you came back. 
Angel was going to pick you up to bring you back to the clubhouse since they wanted to do a BBQ and of course, you were such a big part of the club at this point, it would be weird if you weren’t there.
But with Angel seeing this before him, he was irritated, no, he was pissed. 
He knew David, a prick that pursued you relentlessly. 
He also knew how nice you were. You didn’t mean to be inviting, but people gravitate towards you. 
Angel could tell you weren’t exactly comfortable, but he hated how friendly you could be. This guy did not need to be here. 
You looked outside and saw Angel, sitting on his motorcycle, smoking. Your man looked so good, but you could tell he wasn’t exactly happy that Dylan was in your grandmother’s bakery after hours. He came in a little late and he had very full intention of staying and speaking to you. He was always a nice guy, but you could tell he could be a bit pushy if he truly wanted something. 
Currently, he was trying to entice you to attend this BBQ his mother was throwing for Memorial Day weekend at Texas. He didn’t want to be bombarded with relationship questions and wanted to take you along to keep his mother at bay. His mother had adored you, which apparently was a feat, but you knew this wouldn’t go over well with Angel. Personally, you didn’t want to go either.
Your phone vibrated, breaking Dylan from one of his babbling. You gave him a smile and picked up your phone, it was from Angel.
                                                Hubby <3
Get rid of Doug before I do.
Looking up, you found Angel still sitting, that smirk on his face. 
Dylan, his name is Dylan. Calm down papi. He’s just asking me to go to his mother’s BBQ next month. He’s harmless, he’s with someone else now.
Placing your phone down, you focused on Dylan once more.
“I know you don’t like your mother’s matchmaking ways, but why not just bring Kristin?” You advised. 
“Cause my mother hates Kristin, she’s my high school sweetheart, fucking hated her.” Dylan shook his head. “Kristin is a great girl, but she always compares them to you.”
“Well, I am quite memorable.” You laughed, shrugging. 
“Humble you are.” Dylan shook his head. “I always wondered why we didn’t work out.”
“We weren’t happy at the end of our relationship Dylan, I was here and you were in Temecula. Believe me, things worked out for the best.”
“You can’t possibly want to stay here for the rest of your life. It’s dead space here.” Dylan never understood why you decided to stay in Santo Padre. For your biker boyfriend? He met Angel, and he didn’t understand how you could tolerate being here. 
“I don’t expect you to understand. I feel at home here.” 
And it was true, you did feel at home here, well mostly, you felt at home cause you were with Angel. 
You two met in middle school, but you ended up moving away to Las Vegas with your parents. You tried to keep in touch through MySpace then texting every once in a while. After graduating college, you came back to Santo Padre to help your grandmother out after a nasty fall. It was nine years ago that you came back and you had texted Angel after you settled down. You had a crush on Angel when you were younger, but it faded when you two parted. Almost instantly when you two saw one another again, the attraction was immediate. But you didn’t want to start a relationship with Angel, knowing you most likely would leave Santo Padre.
But the city always somehow pulled people. 
It was insane. 
You never wanted to stay in a small town, but you found comfort on just knowing everyone and if you were being honest, you couldn’t leave Angel. He was always a part of your life, but being in his presence, seeing how he grew up and the charm he had, you couldn’t walk away. You tried, but he always pulled you back to him and you two weren’t even together. When he finally asked you out on a date, it was cute, and you two were just at the beach, watching the waves, sitting in peaceful silence. He broke it by asking that and you still remembered how you blushed and how you immediately said yes. He chuckled and the rest was history. 
Now, things were different. 
It was peaceful here to some degree. You liked the pace of life and your family was here.
“I think you’re settling.”
“I think it’s time for you to leave.”
You and Dylan both looked towards the door and Angel had just walked through. Dylan gulped. He didn’t scare easily, but Angel could be imposing. 
“You’ve overstayed your welcome Donnie.” Angel tilted his head towards the door. 
“Nice seeing you Y/N.” He made his way towards the door, bowing his head when he passed by Angel. He wasn’t an idiot, he knew Angel could kill him if he wanted to. He didn’t want to push his buttons. 
Angel locked the door after him, turning to you and shaking his head. 
“You really need to entertain that mother fucker?” Angel questioned. “He fucking asks you to go to Texas with him and you just what? Entertain the idea.”
“Fuck you, Angel.” You spat out. 
“Oh, there’s time for that later querida,” he smirked, but it wasn’t his playful smirk, it was his smug smirk that he always had on when he was irritated and ready to press your fucking buttons. “Settling huh?”
“Angel, you know that’s not how I feel.” You frowned. “Why are you going to let Dylan get to you?”
“Because, he shouldn’t even be fucking here. Why does he come here every fucking week? Do you like going down memory lane with him? Do you like knowing that if you get tired of me you have that chump waiting for you?” Angel knew he was being irrational, but Dylan was visiting far too frequently. It was like you were enticing him to come and see you. “Do you talk to him regularly?”
“Unfuckingbelievable. So you don’t trust me?” You scoffed. “I’m not the one always surrounded by women, willingly throwing themselves at them. Also, how the fuck do I know that you don’t fuck other women while you’re on a run?”
Angel scoffed, looking at you in disbelief. “You fucking serious? You think I fuck other women?”
“No, no I don’t.” And you didn’t. You love Angel and knew he was loyal to you. He was never a cheater, never seemed that way. If he was in a relationship, he was all in and was solely focused on you. “Angel, why are you being unreasonable, if I trust you, why wouldn’t you trust me? Why would I cheat on you?”
Angel sighed. He fucked up. He didn’t actually think you would cheat. But seeing Dylan was a reminder that if you wanted, you could leave him and be with someone else. That once upon a time, you had a life without him and Dylan was that reminder. He fucking hated it. If he didn’t acknowledge his name, he wasn’t important, but he was. Looking at you and just how visibly upset you were, Angel grimaced. He made his way over to you and wrapped his arms around you.
“I’m sorry baby.” He apologized, placing a kiss on the top of your head. “I love you, I just, insecurities are a bitch.”
“I know, but Dylan is hardly someone you should be insecure about. There was a reason why we broke up. We never meshed well. Maybe in college we did, but priorities changed. He never understood why I had to come here and be with my grandmother.” You pulled away from Angel. “I never loved Dylan, especially not the way I love you. Please keep that in mind. You’re my world Angel, I couldn’t leave you, unless you do cheat on me then I’ll cut your dick off too.”
Angel laughed then, kissing you on your lips. “You’re fucking crazy.”
“You like crazy though.”
“As long as it’s you, I fucking do.”
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aquillis-main · 4 years
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Starlightzonedy here, I can't replay off anon because that is a side account. I respectfully disagree with your and I don't think you are dumb, but I think it's fair to defend My intentions, I am not trying to excuse bad writing, because I don't think it was bad writing in the first place, I could be 100% wrong but in my point of view, I just don't find it bad at all, you can disagree all you want but please don't pass me as an idiot with vile intentions.
Sorry, sorry. I’m not trying to make it seem like that, it’s just that I’ve been arguing that this arc hasn’t been good for a long while, and I don’t like it when my perfectly legitimate critique is ignored or outright strawmanned by everyone who just wants to bury it and allow Flynn to keep stagnating. You can happily defend your beliefs, but you have an annoying habit of either outright ignoring my points, or misconstruing them to the point that they aren’t my points anymore -- they’re a caricature of my points. That’s not how to properly convey your argument, and I don’t like that.
Try not to make my points one-dimensional when you argue, please. I don’t like it when I’m misconstrued, and I’m sure you are too from the way you are in my inbox. I wanted to like IDW Sonic like you, but I can’t enjoy it thanks to how often the characters are thrown out to be idiots for the sake of it.
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jencala · 5 years
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How can you be a mother and like a drabble that clearly screams child abuse? Fenrir Greyback is an abuser. Of children. Nothing sexy about that to me, especially since having my son. Maybe you want to re-assess your kinks. Ew.
You know, i was going to just ignore this ask because it really is a waste of my time and energy to respond to obvious targeting and hate anons who don’t have the courage to speak to me directly off anon.  But honestly, there’s a lesson to be learned from this ignorance so I decided, what the hell, I’ll answer.
First of all, the post that you are referring to was wildly misconstrued and was very dark, creepy, and yes abusive, but why on earth would you say anything about “sexy” or “kinks”?  I’m sorry, but that obviously speaks more about you than me.  I liked that post and reblogged it because it was beautifully written and I enjoyed reading it.  If you think that was dark and child abuse, have you actually read the HP books?  There are scenes in it much darker, much creepier, and much more abusive than that one.  Fenrir is a character who is dark and abusive in canon and if someone thought reading anything about him was going to be light and fluffy, they were delusional. 
Secondly, do you understand what fiction is?   I can read something about what it entails to be asexual and not be asexual.  I can read something about a serial killer and not be a murderer. I don’t think any logical person would follow your line of reasoning that my being a mother means I can’t read something dark.  Every HP fan that’s read the books has read about wizards and you don’t see any of us out there waving a wand and performing real magic, right?
Now to the actual point of why I’m answering this ask when I was strongly advised just to ignore it.  Because I know exactly who this nonsense is coming from, I know no matter what I say it’s going to be twisted and used against me because that’s what you’ve been doing for months. But I’m not a coward and I don’t go on anon and send hateful messages to people and I stand by the things I say because that’s who I really am, not the vile, horrible creature you allude to here.
For years I’ve been in this fandom and I practice what I preach.  I don’t ship shame, though I am absolutely vocal about the pairings I personally don’t like.  I don’t kink shame, though I’m definitely not a fan of certain kinks or tropes.  I have always said to write and read whatever it is you personally enjoy.  I have my own personal head canons, but I would never force them on anyone or say that my head canons are the only right ones.  That’s why they are called head canons; it’s something each person believes and thinks and all of them are valid.  
I’ve ignored the other hate anons I’ve been sent the last few months because it’s not worth my energy to respond, but you attacked me being a mother and that’s where I draw the line.  How dare you question my parenting or anything about me being a mother?  My children are my absolute life and anyone who really knows me knows I am a fierce mother and protect and care for my children with every ounce of my being.  The fact you sent me this speaks volumes about YOU, not me.  The sheer hypocrisy of the things I’ve seen in the last few months floor me, but it’s more sad and pitiful than anything else.  Say whatever you want about me because I, and the people that know me, know that I’m a good person.  But the moment you come at my children and my parenting all bets are off.  Then I really will turn into the hateful bitch you think I am.  There is NEVER a need to go after someone as a parent like this and it’s disgusting that you’ve done this. 
The only thing I did was like and reblog a post that was well-written and I enjoyed.  It was dark and creepy, but there was nothing wrong with it, yet you feel the need to send me this vile nonsense?  I am tired of being targeted for doing nothing other than enjoying fandom and relogging and gushing about things I enjoy.  So here’s some facts for you:
Stop trying to police fandom.  As someone else much more eloquently said earlier today, cultivate your own fandom experience.  You are responsible for the content you consume.  If you don’t like it, just keep scrolling, it’s really that simple. 
You will not drive me from this fandom.  Fandom is my escape and bright spot in a sometimes very harsh real life.  Other than a tiny minority, every one I have encountered in this fandom is so wonderful, so open, and so happy to share what they love and hear about what others love too.  I will never give that up.  
You will not change who I am as a person.  I truly care about people and try to help everyone no matter what’s going on in my own life. I gush about people and things I love and I couldn’t care less if that bothers you about me.  
You will not make me ashamed of enjoying things, even if you consider them too dark and creepy for a mother to enjoy.  I’m a mother, first and foremost, but I am also an adult woman who can enjoy anything she damn well pleases and it doesn’t mean a damn thing about my parenting skills.
Now stop this nonsense and stop attacking me and anyone who associates with me simply because they are my friend.   I’ve let it go, but you seem intent on doing anything but.  Please, just stop. All I want to do is read and enjoy HP and Wolfstar content, but this corner of the fandom has become toxic because of a few and it’s so heartbreaking and sad.  This is not what a fandom should be.
We are one fandom.  We don’t have to agree on anything to be kind and respectful of each other.
We should all be allowed to enjoy the diversity and multiple facets and head canons without attacking anyone over it.  This fandom is large enough for us all to find the things we enjoy and not bash anyone for any of it.  
I’ve said what I needed to and I’m done.  Any further hate will be immediately blocked and deleted.  I don’t even want any asks agreeing with me.  I just want it over with and done because it’s so ridiculous.  I will not be turning off anon because I know several of my followers are too shy to DM me and come off anon for advice and other things so I won’t stop them from having that capability.  
You’ve crossed an unthinkable line here with this ask and you should be ashamed. Just stop.
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