the urge to add a big spoonful of angst to a fanfic i'm writing even it's all cute and fluff at this point

right when i thought you’d break the tension with 18.2, you only made the plot even better. sending you love 💗

Mhuahahahaha, me? Break the tension? NEVER!! I live for angst, darlin'! Remember back in the early parts when everyone (including me) thought PS was just gonna be smutty drabbles?? Those were the days! What sweet summer children we were back in August! But, no, I am apparently incapable of avoiding angst so we are all paying for it. LOL 🤣

But seriously though, thank you sm darlin'! Definitely receiving that LOVE! 🥰 💗 I need it after dredging my soul to write that monster! 😘

(actual footage of me trying to get the angst to leave but it stubbornly always comes back for more lololololol)

When I decided to do a sequel for a fic and being me already knew I'd kill someone, then decided I'd kill everyones fave bc I wasn't personally attached to them but was surprised and delighted by all of the comments I got from readers who loved him.

Don't tell me you love someone that puts a target on their back

DUST YOU JUST DID NOT DO THAT

MY POOR HEART CANT THAT MUCH ANGST 😭😭😭😭

Knowing that this could happen makes me even more sadder and I can't even cry properly cuz Monster High song is blasting through my headphones and it ruins the mood 😭

I don't think I can recover from this for a long time but hey, now I have another material to imagine and cry at night!

Thank you for feeding us with high quality angst <3

-⛄️

[About this]

Oopsie, sorry not sorry 🤭 You know by now I love my angsty brainrots.

And yes I could really imagine this could happen. Genshin lore has so much potential for angst (I'm thriving but I'm also crying at the same time)

And thank you, thank you <3

Hanahaki disease

~ In which the victim cough flower petals when they suffer from one-side love. This disease can be cured if the beloved returns the feelings (this fealings HAVE to be romantic). If not, the victims die.

☆numbers reported: 6,489,197

★recoverys: 500,000

Gojo Satoru

Infected with the Hanahaki deseas over 4 weeks ago. The symptoms have progressively become worse. If he doesn't take action in a week, the disease will kill him.

For someone who is the strongest, Gojo fealt the weakest in this moment. After a visit to the doctors office for the weird things that were happening to him (that definitely was not normal), the doctor diagnosed him with Hanahaki disease. He knew the person who did this to him,and that was you. From everyone's perspective, you two were really good friends (even you thought so), but satoru didn't see you as a friend. After years of working together, you felt like he was a reliable friend. But Gojo, he actually fell for you. He wanted to be more than friends....All the little things that you would do for him, the time you spent together, and those little comments that made satoru's heart go crazy. He grew warm to all of those actions. After the death of suguru, he thought he'll never find that warmth again, but after some time, the universe sent him an angel of death. An angel that made his life a bit more toleren. But in the end, not everything good lasts forever. Love sure is the biggest curse in this world. Every person is a puppet to the one that holds there heart. If you find the right person, an amazing show will be created. However, if you lack that person, nothing will be good. That was Gojo current situation. He loves you, but you didn't. In his mind, there was only one thought "If I die, I die loving you "

the end :p

I'm already on a streak tonight, I wanted to draw Y/N getting like, panicked at seeing the family photo, because yes, angst, the beloved

Headed quickly for a downward spiral and feeling the urge to keep it going (who doesn’t love to be self-destructive every once in awhile?) so any recommendations for angsty fics/movies/etc are appreciated rn.

Also side note it’s hard for me to deal with this garbage when I no longer cope in the same ways that I did years ago. So when I’m in my feels about old shit from my past but I can’t handle it how I used to, I feel a bit trapped with absolutely no where to go.

K enough of my emotional baggage 🙃

becky blackwell and her family history

i have this theory abt sxf that keeps bugging me and its that the real head villains are going to turn out to be becky’s family + Damian’s mom specifically. 

now, do i think Donovan isn’t going to be a part of it at all? no, of course not. but i do get the feeling that Melinda is the one actually pulling the strings, with the major help of the Blackwells, possibly Becky’s mother (because of the mother’s club thing that Melinda and Yor are in). Everyone agrees Melinda’s first introduction gave everyone chills and I saw quite a few other people saying that it feels like Melinda is worse than Donovan too. Her cold aura, her lack of emotions towards her son and the way she gave even Yor the creeps? Definitely something there. +we already know that Becky’s family creates MAJOR military weaponry, and it seems like they’re pretty desensitised to how much destruction it causes. Melinda and Donovan could be funding + helping the Blackwells create those weapons, making them even deadlier than before. i mean look at this. 

Both of becky’s hairclips are literally military weapons of mass destruction - a literal bomb and a fighter jet?? for ur 6 year old??? and then of course there was the pink tank earlier too. It’s as if they are proudly claiming it and showing it off like family heirlooms, or a harrowing reminder that their family has this major power, shown even in their 6 year old daughter’s hair accessories and toys.  So obviously, becky isn’t aware of what this really means in terms of her family’s role in the war, and she’s probably been fed propaganda just like Damian and the other Eden children since her birth. So where am I going with this? A lot of fan theories/fanfics include how Damian is gonna feel finding out about Donovan and his involvement in the war, but what about Becky? Becky being told by Anya one day that her parents are both children of war, and then realising what her family has been doing for decades, presumably? Becky and Damian both finding that their beloved friend Anya was experimented on by rich influential people like their families, and now those same parents are trying to start war again? And what if Loid or Yor end up having to target Becky’s family as well, even killing one of them? I know that’s not the mission right now, as Loid is just working to get closer to Donovan to gain information, but who knows at this point. And then if that happens, imagine Anya reading her parents’ minds to find out that her best friend’s family is causing a war and she has to choose between saving Becky’s family and telling her parents about her telepathy, or just letting her parents save the world from a major military company causing mass destruction?  I don’t know what direction Endo will go in specifically, if there’ll be a reveal like that to the kids, or anything at all in the future, but it would be very interesting to watch and probably way too dark for the tone of the show right now, but things are definitely getting darker, with the cruise ship arc and now the recent chapters. I’m really excited to see how it all unfolds, and if Becky and Damian will both reject their family names and legacies in the name of world peace. 

{to mun tho not directly anything: i love the difference in pizza tower au askblogs i follow-

Like i just looked at the peppino tower au blog and its like *MASS AMOUNTS OF ANGST AND OH DEAR GOD FEELINGS* and then i hope over here like "hehe Oni :)" /pos}

WHEEZES I LIVE FOR THE CONTRAST SO MUCH. I actually gotta check that one out I admittedly haven't dipped my toes in a lot other blogs around here yet . a lil . . as they say . . . timid BUT i'm sure its super cool >:)

I'm too big of a wuss to delve into Super Angst territory yet but I'm sure it'll happen. FOR NOW... ENJOY... LIL GUY...

as overseen by white smoke

Sephiroth Week 2023

Day 4: Free Day / [Flames]

Sephiroth and Cloud play a very uncomfortable game of chess

somewhat patiently waiting… anyway chpt 19 was really fucking good ur angst is unmatched!!

Nonnie baby, you're a dear!! Thank you!! 💗 (It seems no matter what I do, I always end up somewhere in angst-land, so I'm glad someone enjoys it so much!) And thank you for your patience...I know it's been a wait! 💋

Would anyone possibly be interested in the lore of the Jerry's side of the family's Blood Cult? I've got a whole document written out, so if anyone's interested, I'd be happy to post it for people to read!

me drawing eyes: ok so how can i make them SADDER 

(just a collection of some eye details from my artworks from the past yr or so)

I need to either draw/write this (maybe both, probably both) but I've always had this idea floating around of what if Lucemon replaced/shared bodies with Kouichi post canon due to the data absorption. And its interesting, finding out that the twins are actually mischievous devils when they aren't like, strangers to each other, and that the cast doesnt spend every moment together like... imagine the angst potential of knowing your brother is partly the dude who killed said brother and having to wonder if him setting up some "harmless" prank or saying some snide remark was your brother or the actual devil inside of him, and being unable to properly communicate this with others. Like, not because they wouldn't care, but because they have lives and Kouji wouldnt want to disturb Takuya's outing with his own brother for hypotheticals, right? Wouldn't want to ruin Izumi's first chance at love with someone outside of them, right? Et cetera et cetera. Plus, its not like Kouichi isnt there - he's partially there, its just Lucemon is also partially there. Yknow?

Imagine how much that'll hurt

oh my god