you're not stuck. it's not over. you can claw yourself out again and again. find strength in yourself. find strength in others whom you can trust. the fight isn't over until you're dead.
I figured I would take whoever reads this on a journey with me on this spiral cause why not 😅
We have progressed to chest pain and swallowing lumps in hopes of avoiding a panic attack! Oh and also repeating over in my head “that was 12 years ago, that’s not now” to try to avoid the inevitable as well. Lovely!!!!!! 🫠
Headed quickly for a downward spiral and feeling the urge to keep it going (who doesn’t love to be self-destructive every once in awhile?) so any recommendations for angsty fics/movies/etc are appreciated rn.
Also side note it’s hard for me to deal with this garbage when I no longer cope in the same ways that I did years ago. So when I’m in my feels about old shit from my past but I can’t handle it how I used to, I feel a bit trapped with absolutely no where to go.
Headed quickly for a downward spiral and feeling the urge to keep it going (who doesn’t love to be self-destructive every once in awhile?) so any recommendations for angsty fics/movies/etc are appreciated rn.
Also side note it’s hard for me to deal with this garbage when I no longer cope in the same ways that I did years ago. So when I’m in my feels about old shit from my past but I can’t handle it how I used to, I feel a bit trapped with absolutely no where to go.