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megueggu · 2 months

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design piece of Jasper for Youso ✨

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sproutzai · 1 month

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the disorder faking in this generation is genuinely wild. like.

#yiure meaning to tell me you have DID #a disorder known for severe memory loss #a disorder known to be so so difficult to disgnose to anyone unrer the age of 18 #and all of ur alters r fictional cjaracters?? all of them remember to sign off with a silly emoji?? all remember how to use a phone??#bullshit genuine bullshit i dont care #maybe thats because i have an interest in psychology but . be so for realm #if youre gonna fake a disorder at least do the minimum amount of research #i dont even qanna get STARTED on the “autism” community #“w-wait this isnt normal??” and its like. being tired after social events.#i guarentee it is normal.#Good lord stop diagnosing yourself off tiktok or instagram reels #see genuine psychiatrists / doctors 😭.#self diagnosing isnt valid #never will be #btw #if you think you have a disorder do research and dont announce it like youve been diagnosed for the past 7 years #“i think i have adhd because i have heavy symptoms” is more mentally positive then “I ABSOLUTELY HAVE ADHD I SAW 3 REELS”#exaggeration but you know what i mean #“b-but zai!! what about the people who cant get a diagnosis!!” womp womp?? use the point i said before????#therell come an age for everyone where they can go be independant with it and seek genuine help bruh #my bad for ranting but like. christ.#normalise mental illnesses but not the way half of you are doing it ....#🌱 idle #🌱 rant

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trannydykes · 5 days

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ngl, self-diagnoses doesn't harm anyone.

"They're taking away resources from actually autistic people!" where. proof for that. Also, most resources that non-diagnosed autistic ppl can get are just DIY remedies(headphones, sensory toys, ect), how is that taking away from your remedies.

i think instead of saying "no you cant self-diagnose or can only under specific circumstances", we should be sharing resources to help people who are questioning if they really have a condition or not

if you want ppl to stop incorrectly thinking they have autism, maybe we can just make content where we talk abt what autism actually entails and what is/isn't an autistic trait. instead of saying all self-diagnosers are faking on purpose

Information is the best killer of misinformation actually if you didn't know

#autism #self diagnosis #neurodivergent #neurodiversity #mental health #mental illness #like im only clinically diagnosed with depression and anxiety #but do you know how expensive a psychiatrist is? or how much energy it takes that i just dont have (for some reason)#and the history of mental disorders in my family give me a good idea on what i have #so like no im not faking i just cant afford a piece of paper that confirms it #plus peer reviewed diagnoses are never talked abt in these debates #bc i never considered autism until my diagnosed (since before 10 yrs) friend mentioned i might have it

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barking · 26 days

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me about to drop my phobia history list like a verse in we didnt start the fire oh my fucking god

#ITS ALMOST LIKE MY EVEN HALFWAY DECENT PSYCHIATRISTS HAVE BEEN RIGHT FOR YEARS #ive just been diagnosed with SO many different fucking things over the years by professionals of genuinely varying skill #that i outright reject most psych diagnoses i recieve these days. not because im exactly unaware of HOW they reach the conclusions #its always very obvious. i just simply began defaulting to “oh this guy doesnt know shit and is totally wrong lmao”#especially when its often misdiagnosed or overlapping things #anyways im about to go have fun so this diary session is concluded #thank you for attending

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sophiethewitch1 · 3 months

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in my hater era

#sophie speaks #tw vent #like. what. what???#i do try not to upset anyone with trauma dumping or whatever but sometimes that bites me in the ass because people assume I'm not strugglin #struggling hugely #had one of my most violent meltdowns ever recently and it was after pushing myself to do something #and you know. thats on me #but saying like #im NOT trying??#i dont want to start any problems but oh my GOD what do you think being sick constantly does to a person #what???#trying to be a proper adult here but i am quite upset #idk how are you supposed to deal with shit like this #express this has upset you and that you are having a hard time #but then they dont believe you??#trauma dump it is. hope you enjoy my psychiatrists notes #like im level 2 support needs autistic. i need a little fucking leeway or i genuinely try to kill myself #i KNOW its pathetic i KNOW its weak but my number one priority is keep myself alive #im so tired #ive been suicidal for like 7 years now #my life sucks so incredibly hard and I'm in constant pain and that just #it doesnt make me willing to deal with this shit #cripplepunk core lmao #cripple and im going to kill you #this is just geniunely upsetting #i feel like i need a good cry #i really am so tired #i feel like i just dont want to do this #why am i paying for this? why am i doing this?#if im not enjoying this why the fuck would i do it

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danandfuckingjonlmao · 2 years

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typically whenever put into a fight or flight situation my brain chooses “fight”. want an example?? ok!!

when i got the notification saying “dan and phil finally tell the truth” i was filled with terror. so instead of not watching it (flight), my fear turned instantly into uncontrollable rage. i started SCREAMING at the video the following: “NO THEY FUCKING DONT!! YOU ARENT TELLING US SHIT!! I DONT WANNA KNOW!! SHUT UP SHUT UP SHIT UP!! FUCK YOU!!” while clicking on the video and sitting through the advert. got through the video a shaking mess. need to do some breathing exercises.

glad to know that the video was what all joint content has been since they came out: oversharing about their shared s*x life without giving specifics of their relationship. like yes kings leave me in the dark. don’t tell me shit. i don’t wanna know <3

so that’s the story of how my psychological response to the video was to throw hands with dan and phil through my phone because i am sane and healthy and normal

#dnp #dan and phil #phan #amazingphil #daniel howell #dystopia daily #phil lester #guys my chest is so tight #one day i’ll be able to watch joint content for the first time without feeling physically i’ll #i just have this constant fear that they’re gonna gaslight me akdbdkhfkdhfjd #idk how to explain it i just have a very fragile grip on reality that is ready to shatter at any minute #my biggest fear is that i’ll encounter something that will make me completely reassess reality #like i often feel afraid that i will look outside and see cartoon bread driving a toaster bc of that episode of rick and morty #what would i do if i saw that?? how would i cope?? i would simply cease to exist #anyway i’m insane 😃 and i’m allowed to say that bc i am actually insane ask my psychiatrist #hope you got through that phannies even though i know for a fact that you didn’t #i didn’t either i’m dissociating now #danisnotonfire #dan howell #yeet my deet

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doctorweebmd · 5 months

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well. congrats to me for being diagnosed with ADHD at 31 i guess lol

#...........#i mean #i suspected since i was in my early 20s #either way. i got prescribed some stimulants. this should be... interesting.#will let you know how things are going with my prescription meth #...honestly i think most psychiatrists would not make that diagnosis #i selected someone specifically who works with med students/grad students for that reason #because by virtue of doing/completing higher education most people would rule it out #but. you know. wont look a gift horse in the mouth

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lucyvaleheart · 5 months

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#sigh. another vent post....#almost getting tired of making these but. I'm just.... I just don't really have much else I can do without botherin people #uh pretty big trigger warning for this one BTW #don't read on if you're low on spoons and whatnot. genuinely it's fine and I will be fine I always am #but like. yknow. when shit sucks it fucking sucks #anyway. uh. I just can't stand the idea that I might be bothering someone #so at least this way my stupid cries for help have a possibility of getting me some without making any specific #person feel obligated. yknow? maybe you see the post maybe you don't #Maybe you don't read all the way maybe you do. either way you can choose if you have the spoons to reach out #without feeling guilty either way. I hope.#.......i kind of want to fucking kill myself again #.....it used to be a much rarer thought. and I used to be much less struck by intense loneliness and longing like this #but I just feel so fucking needy. so desperate for attention and love and it hurts so much if I don't get it #and like. it's realistically nobody's fault but my own yknow... i need to ask for it more. i know that. i just suck at it #and then I can't ask. so I don't get attention. and in turn I feel neglected. secondary. like I'm not anyone's primary focus #and it just fucking hurts so much and it's just my own damn fault and I don't know how to fix it.#......i do. I need therapy I need meds or something. that's the answer here really #picked out a psychiatrist. need to call and make an appointment. but adhd and executive function and anxiety (that last one I need meds for)#mean it's very hard to both remember and then actually perform the task of calling the fucjing Dr #......believe me I'm trying.....like fuck I'm trying so hard.... and I started bawling having seen sparkles and ms robot girl reblog that #post from me about letting prev know you're proud of them. bawled when quinn called me cutie last night. bawled when #ginny said they wished they were here.... fuck me I do too I want to be the focus of someone's attention so so so so badly #fuck #...............it's redundant to say at this point a second time but. goddess above its a little scary how much I wanna kill myself #........sigh #....anyway. please do not feel obligated to respond to this in any way. do what you got the spoons for.#thank you for even reading all of this shit if you've gotten this far. i love you deeply and with all my heart. I'll be fine I promise #won't act on it no matter how strong the feeling is. just.....hurts in the meantime. but I'll be ok. I promise #................fuck. im going back to bed

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0809sysblings · 5 months

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it is always a little funny to me when people try to make psychologists and psychiatrists out to be the only people ever capable of being able to accurately diagnose mental illnesses and disorders and that their word is law as a way to criticize self diagnosis when like. once i was hospitalized and the psychiatrist there who i had not even known for more than a day tried to diagnose me as bipolar despite me having No history of mania because he.. couldn't really understand why i acted the way i did i guess???

#milgran't #tw hospital #tw psych ward #i just randomly remembered this (i say randomly as if i dont know exactly why im thinking about this stuff). dont mind me #tbh i should make a tag for like. more personal posts. but. idk what to make the tag name..#oh well #apologies for not being cool and collected and expressing things that show that im a human with emotions and needs recently #The Holidays are probably. one of the worst times of the year for me </3 #its not even seasonal depression or whatever its just Oh Jesus Oh Fuck Oh God (gets hit by 99999 trauma bullets)#that psychiatrist sucked SOOOO fucking bad btw #trying to prematurely diagnose me as bipolar was one of the tamest things he did during my stay #i hate him i genuinely hope he dies <3 #tbh i think he actually did. Break The Law with me. he probably couldve argued it was for the safety of others bc im crazy :3. but.#sometimes i just Remember That and im like. huh. hey what the fuck actually #but seriously. so many mental health professionals just make you sit there and go. .. how the FUCK did you get your license??????#ive heard some of The Most ''oh only people who are completely ignorant about mental health say this!'' type of shit from professionals #idk why im the one being labelled as insane when they think saying some of that shit is okay and professional MFKDLSFMDSf

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opens-up-4-nobody · 6 months

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#love that when ur stressed and having a bad time it makes ur menstrual pain worse so you feel even more awful #like. yes. id love to get things done but unfortunately i need to go home immediately at 2pm bc i feel physically ill. vibes wretched.#im considering sleep here at 6pm but 2 b fair i think i only slept 4hrs last night. woof. tomorrow is gonna b interesting #i think the allergic reacting is abt over now tho. like im not really itchy anymore. the rash is still visible but i think its just dry now #bc of the cold. so was i ever reacting to the tatto0? or was it all the medication? im so interesting in what happened #would i not have had a reaction if i hadn't got a bunch of holes poked in my skin? or was it just a coincidence #that the rash started on that arm? ugh. so frustrating. and i think the psychiatrist forgot to actually book my appointment from when we #last talked so idk. maybe if i watch t4skmaster over and over it will heal my soul #ay. its all very frustrating. and i still dont have fucking autoclave access. fuck off. just give me the fucking key code #i just wanna pour plates 🫗 lol that actually looks a lot like pouring solid media. i dont wanna have to steal someone else's card to open #the door. who even locks up an autoclave??? they didnt at my old school and u could wheel a body into that thing. im pretty sure it was #bigger than this one. also there's another unlocked on on campus. why?! i ask ppl and fucking no one knows. that's just how it is #ugh. i should go to sleep. my tummy hurt #unrelated

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jewishfalin · 1 year

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Why do so many psychiatrists love to gaslight. Okay, Hannibal Lecture.

If I had a nickel for every time a psychiatrist straight up told me lies I would have too fucking many and that's a problem.

#like first a psychiatrist tells me my seizures r psychological BECAUSE of my history of Forbidden Disorder and anxiety #and then they get worse and its clearly epilepsy and im on meds now and my condition was neglected bc a misdiagnosis based on stigma #and then now im like hey so i am still struggling with Forbiden Dissociative Disorder can i get some resources or a mf therapist rec #and this psych straight up tells me DID isn't a diagnosis anymore (I FOUND NO EVIDENCE OF THIS CLAIM BTW)#AND tells me my amnesia is bc of seizures.... LIKE I LIVE IN MY BODY AND U HAVE LITERALLY ONLY SPOKEN TO ME VIA PHONE #IDK I THINK I KNOW MYSELF A LITTLE MORE THAN YOU DO FUCKING JEFF #and i know the mf difference between switching and and HAVING A SEIZURE like???#those r very different things. like ik theres different kinds of seizures but for ME theres just no comparing theyre 2 different things😭#there is a clear difference between me collapsing and becoming unresponsive on the floor like a fish outta water #and me telling people to call me a different name and having completely separate identities that others notice. and i cant remember #and like ive dealt with it all long enough that I'm aware and can communicate w my alters n stuff and i have to to function #and for YEARS since highschool its been like. i talk to professionals and theyre like hm yea u basically would meet all requirements #however u might as well not get diagnosed bc no one wants to deal w that.#LIKE IVE LITERALLY BEEN TOLD THAT MULTIPLE TIMES ALMOST EXACT WORDS #and i hate how i know fake claiming being a public thing has rlly fucked w peoples perception of did n stuff #idk im so fuckin pissed man. reverting to my will graham era i fucking guess

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donghuamuqing · 2 months

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I dont like the fact that crying for 10 minutes (not very hard) can make me feel like i need to throw up

#my post #hate my psychiatrist please be nice to me im sorrryyyyyyyyyy #im sorry you didnt explain that you sent prescriptions even without meeting once a month im sorry i didnt know that #bc you never told me!! you said we’d meet every month and now suddenly we dont and now i have to keep track of all this shit when you didnt #tell me #or maybe you did!!!!! sorry you have this way of making me think everything i get wrong about my prescriptions or the pick up is all my faul #because i dont understand or im stupid!!!!!!!!#and then im sorry you get mad at me when im in the appintment on time but i thought itd join automatically and it didnt so you had to call #and then all of a suddenly i was behind scehdule and it was all my fault even when i was there on time!!!!!!!!#what the hell!!!!!!!#how can our last meeting be so good and this meeting finally makes me almaot cry right in front of his face trying to explain my thought pro #process #when i feel like hes mad at me #god i just hate it please be more understanding im sorry i got it wrong

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stellacadente · 10 days

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and that's on top of pinning my distress and suffering and the awful time i'm going thru on the fact i'm on hrt

#why are cis people so obsessed with our transition when it has nothing to do with the situation #why does every therapist psychiatrist and other professional keep asking me if i've “fully” transitioned #if i see any huge side effects #if i find it hard to adjust to changes in my body (it's been 4 years btw)#and then when i try and tell them hrt is going well and i don't have any problem in that regard #they ignore me and keep saying it's hard to deal with your body changing even if you wanted it to and it's understandable to be struggling #literally so so tired of this. you guys aren't even listening to me. you guys don't care about me #you only care about your weird beliefs that hrt is harmful and you're so uncomfortable with my transness (always have been) that you don't #even want to help me for real you just want to have the satisfaction of saying see i was right see you're suffering bc of your “choice” to #be like this #well honestly i don't know who would ever choose to ask for help when you either pay lots of money or maybe get lucky or pay more money and #try again until you hit jackpot or just get no help just transphobia from public healthcare #i'm tired. i'm so tired. and i don't know how to stand up for myself. i'm sorry i wish i was one of those trans or fat people who fight lik #hell to get the respect they deserve but i'm just a scared traumatized mentally ill person who struggles to talk to people #so i just get stuck in these feelings of helplessness and no wonder i let myself reach my limit and would rather die instead

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monster42069 · 6 months

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God bless y’all’s souls for your continued dedication to being hypocritical, smug, lying, and cruel “wellness” workers in the easiest healthcare profession to get into that’s mostly quack science and experimental work that puts people like me in danger of dying if I don’t continue working with them because they forced me on pills going by word of mouth from others who hated me for being weird and gay.

& God have mercy on them especially for charging my card at 9AM, 4hrs before my appointment, because they cancelled in less than 48hrs, not me. Then they sent this voicemail 3 hours prior to my appointment and wiped out my account access.

#…#god I fucking hate them. nothing is harder to hold back my rage with than with them and that fucking sucks because #it’s just like every other broken system: you have to know how to play the game and play it good. how do I do that with extreme grief/rage #while being misunderstood from my speech from my fucking illness and medications and ptsd while being treated worse than this on the calls?#I don’t want to roll over. and I can’t risk that anymore. the next mistake could be the end of my life. what don’t they understand????#this is a past psychiatrist of mine. he literally put me on Xanax AND klonopin together when I was 17.#also what…..I don’t want stimulants girl…I said I do not want those and that’s why I left my other psych.

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kingspuppet · 9 months

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Also, hi hello I miss you guys lots and I hope that you've all been doing well! ;3;

#; OOC || Bri ♟️#//I miss writing and talking but I'm still going through it you know how it is. :')#//But at least there's good news in that I'm seeing a new psychiatrist and we're figuring out the depression stuff!!#//Or at least we're trying to. And honestly her validating my experiences in the last year has been so nice.#//Especially since my adderall was not being kind to me or my OCD.#//I don't expect my activity to really pick up for at /least/ a couple more weeks.#//But it's nice to feel like there's some hope that this might be a step in the right direction. I'm crossing my fingers at least.#//So I apologize for still being so radio silent and inactive. But hopefully soon I can be a bit more feeling like my old self again. 💙

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bloodycraquelures · 26 days

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I really want to care about Alana, I do but the fact that Abigail was stuck in that hospital and clearly hated every second of it, well I blame Alana a bit.

I know what it feels to be stuck in that kind of institution. It’s horrible and I love Abigail so much so I related to her on an intimate level. I don’t care if she needed it to heal. It makes me angry that she was forced to stay there.

Someone needed to save her from there and I’m so damn furious that Alana insisted that she stayed in that environment.

#nbc hannibal #hannibal #abigail hobbs #alana bloom #you clearly do not know how it feels #it’s the worst memories I have #so yeah sorry Alana #but I resent you as a psychiatrist

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