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nylilcosmos · 7 months

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♱ 4. Bat Wings ♱ #vamptober

#50% of this challenge will be castlevania help me #astarion will cover the 30%#and the rest depends on what im thinking about #nylil art #its not a doodle but its also not finished hmmmm #a finoodle #vamptober #castlevania fanart #castlevania nocturne #drolta tzuentes #i loveeeeee her design so much

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osoreruna · 3 months

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i even narrate all might replies differently than toshinori replies 💀

#𝗦𝗠𝗔𝗟𝗟 𝗠𝗜𝗚𝗛𝗧 + [ OOC ]#tbd #them being the same person but not being the same person #but also one in the same #and how toshi once thought himself to *be* all might but later began to mentally separate the two as they physically began to #sever from each other...forming this massive crevice in his mind #making it feel more like an ACT or performance being all might in public #even though all might was foundationally built on the back of toshinori's core values and ideals and will always #fundamentally *be* toshinori —#toshinori is not always ALL MIGHT and i think that's what really...tips off the imposter syndrome scale when he realizes this.#hmm...#toshinori has strong feelings about all might. maybe one day i will be able to put those feelings into words.#i just thought it was funny...reading back over that last reply.#anyway — IT'S FINALLY MY WEEKEND !! my three day weekend !#however ! my body hurts...and my brain ?? mush. so i'm thinking maybe silently working on drafts until i fall asleep...#maybe catch up on im's from the rest of the week. depends on how charged the social battery is tonight.#BUT REGARDLESS you should be seeing me around tomorrow !!#i know valentines day is passing but i've still got some things i'd like to reply to / answer related to it so i'll be accepting that #sort of stuff for the rest of the month :))

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a-gay-little-cat · 3 months

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walking in to rephrase my thoughts from discord but i was just thinking about tiger getting checked up by his ripper n yknow one could consider tiger a 'borg in cyberpunks terms sure hes not super insane looking like smasher, he likes looking human and theres almost an art to having all these enhacements and reinforcements all neatly tucked away for no one to see yes you have the obvious visible cyberware on his face, his body, the tail but its nowhere near as extreme as you see elsewhere at times, hell, look at someone from maelstrom

all in all he looks.. tame, very stylized sure but you might not exactly expect this all going on in there

#theres definitely a humm to him when its real quiet and you rest your head on his chest #would usually hear the cyberware idling #n sure... something to be said about cyberpsychosis or what have you but i think the way its done in lore is kind of. lame #i like to imagine it with alittle more nuance #highly dependant on the person and how fast you install it all #i think after a certain point yes your body or mind cannot handle any more but theres more fun ways to show this #that arent just super murdering everyone #tiger is a big guy without all of that tech. hes built and healthy so i think that sets a higher baseline #more space to build on and more options to push further up #without him being in any danger #and all of this cyberware was installed gradually over years with his ripper's watchful eye #making sure it all works #doesnt conflict or affect tiger negatively #and yea i admit it. its overpowered perhaps. but im playing touys and if theres someone like smasher looking like that being perfectly fine #well. tiger is allowed #tiger #my ocs #i also think its just a fun aspect to have this mechanical noise alongside the organic heartbeat

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laurmaus · 1 month

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Hellll nooooooo😭😭😭😭😭

#OK BUT i kind of went crazy like thats literally him i think #i b so bored in first period i was on gacha this morning like my life depended on it i had a Vision #i made garroth too but he looks so stupid he’s hidden away😭😭#IMMA POST THE REST OF MU GACHAS THEY ARE ACTYALLY SO AWESOME #I never had a gacha phase as a pre teen and decided it’s never too late like last month before downlaoding #IDK WHY I EAS NEVER ON THIS IN FIFTH WHEN LIKE EVERYONE ELSE WAS THIS APP IS SO FUN #i literally go to the best high school ever and have the best friends ever literally no one cares what cringe ass thing people do #ive neverhad to feel ashamed abt my corny interests and imma b real i literally wouldn’t even have any corny interests if everyone wasn’t so #nice like😭😭😭😭It’s an encouraging environment u would NEVER see me doing this stuff in middle school i think it’s like the County school vibe #Sorry i got side tracked kind of I WISH I COULD TALK ABOUT HOW GENKUENLY GRATEFUL I AM ON TWT BUT I FEEL LIKE THATS SO SAPPY like no one #is thinking abt it that deeply but I AM im SO HAPPY to be in a place where i’m cherished and appreciated and where people will listen to my #mcd rant during lunch even fhough they have no idea wtf im talking about like GUYS☹️☹️☹️❤️#ougghhhh shout out to class of 2025 and my School in general and mt Friends obviously i love fhem so much

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13eyond13 · 1 month

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#here's some of the classics on that list i have beef with btw:#i have tried to read A Confederacy of Dunces several times and it's funny but it's also so cringe and Ignatius is so obnoxious #that i find it too difficult to finish like i just feel depressed and bad for everybody around him too much #i tried reading Infinite Jest like a decade ago and i got like 200 pages in and i remember thinking it felt like #such a slog the entire time because he's just so gd wordy and also i stopped liking DFW after i heard the abuse allegations against him #frankenstein i didnt read that long ago but i just remember finding it so boring for some reason?? i feel i might need to read it again #dracula ngl i feel like im cheating a bit saying ive completely read it because i loved the beginning and then HATED so much of the rest #the characters were just so boring and melodramatic hahaha i just liked the part where jonathan was doing a travel diary #and trapped in the castle tbh and after that i skimmed quite a bit #i almost flipped my shit when i saw ender's game on there because I ALWAYS mix it up with ready player one by ernest cline #which i bought the audiobook of a while back and hated every minute of it i dont think its good at all #but it wasnt that so phew my faith in this list is somewhat restored #i read most of the first game of thrones book and was disappointed tbh maybe because id seen the show already #so i was like 'this feels almost exactly the same except worse?' because i'd been expecting it to give me more depth and insight #into the characters but instead it felt exactly the same and i still didnt love any of the characters enough to feel attached to them #also i am fully aware me not personally liking or vibing with a book doesnt mean it doesnt deserve to be considered great btw #but i think if youre gonna be like me and force yourself to go through a bunch of lists like this very seriously then you also need to just #let yourself be like 'yeah not for me' without feeling too bad about it sometimes too #often times i dont particularly love the classics or 'important books' but at the same time #i still feel like im getting more out of reading them than just grabbing the newest hyped up books that also dont do anything for me #maybe not in a 'wow i loved reading this' way but in like a #'i now have first-hand knowledge of this thing that is so influential / so frequently referenced'#or 'this challenged me and i feel like i did a mental/emotional workout or gave me some new food for thought'#or 'made me more aware of what gaps in my knowledge and reading skills and what my tastes are too'#sort of way...#it really just depends on what you're reading for and why and what you're hoping to get out of it a lot of the time maybe #it's like the homework i give myself to go through these lists that i also intersperse with the stuff i read more just for fun #p

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ottiliere · 2 years

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do you think dirks apartment would be bare or cluttered

This ask reminds me of the tags on this post specifically because... so true. not enough people are brave enough to make him as weird and gross as he is.

I mean, looking at his actual room is like...

it's not "that bad". right. this is a teenager's room. but it's noticably a little messy? and of course a lot of this can be attributed to the fact that he wasn't raised by anybody and is therefore very pragmatic about his environment (e.g., why would I make the bed if I'm just going to mess it back up later?) (IMO a lot of this could be said for Roxy as well, like... her room is equally as cluttered...these kids have no PARENTS to come in and tell them to clean up after themselves).

Overall I think he would be a clean person & very meticulous in, like, only certain respects... he's the type to have a very high tolerance to very certain types of messes. his "organized chaos" except it's even weirder than the generally understood concept of that. certain types of actual garbage do not phase him while others he needs to get rid of immediately and it doesn't make sense to anybody but him. I'd imagine it's largely a sensory experience for him, or at least that would be his basis for what bothers him and what doesn't.. it isn't like he's lazy or idle or anything liek that, he's just got a specific vision of what his environment does and doesn't benefit from.

I imagine he categorizes taking care of himself like this too but with the added concern of like...if for some reason he might be seen or otherwise encountered by someone meaningful to him, that would be a concern. i think any iteration of him has this feeling of pretending to be human in one way or another, somehow in my mind that is very linked to the physical practices of personal grooming and presentation.

#dirk strider #opining #ask #sighs. i wish we could've seen the rest of his canon apartment #i think the answer to this question is very much variable upon which dirk we're talking about #the latter self-presentation point is mildly discordant with my view of hospital dirk who i genuinely think is so averse to Society that #this concept implodes. he wears really shitty oversized clothes with many holes because hes POOR #while also spending inordinate amounts of money on ugly ass chains #because he thinks it's funny. i've mentioned this before in the dirk schedule post. he is swagless #i think a canon dirk or more ''normal'' nosburb dirk would be a bit more neurotic about his appearance #and how he presents himself to the public/others. even though im firmly of the belief that his fashion sense is quite poor #because. again..no formal irl influences he's teaching himself how to dress and nobody is checking him and telling him he looks terrible #hospital dirk #because tags #*public slash others. my god never use slashes in your tags i guess #obligatory disclaimer that these are just thoights. like i don't view this as THIS IS THE ONLY DIRK #i also enjoy dirks who are very clean about their surroundings in a neurotic way. i think they are awesome #''cluttered'' is just usually what my brain defaults to for him #like. genuinely i adore seeing dirk meticulously upkeep everything that is an extension of him. it just depends on the dirk #that's what's fun about character hcs I guess. usually I am not set in my ways like some people are just objectively WRONG about certain #things but for the most part I'll see other interpretations and be like aw yeah I can see that

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fizzlehead · 10 months

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ok not to be delusional but what if this season has been bad on purpose. what if all of the dumb boring shit has been them saying “this is what riverdale could have been all along if we had cared about being normal and making a ‘faithful’ adaptation of the comics but instead we’re insane so the show has been what it is. but it COULDVE been this” and now after torturing us with that for a while they’re breaking down those expectations all over again, bringing us back to the riverdale we know and love and taking it even further than ever before by making beronica real and archie bi….like only after coming face to face with this horrible alternate vision of what riverdale could have been can we truly truly appreciate it for what it actually is and has been all along. and im not saying i necessarily LIKE that the whole season has sucked but if this is the case and they did that on purpose then maybe i get it.

#much to think about! and this theory still doesn’t forgive like the racism. that sucks no matter how you look at it.#and also this is probably not actually the case but i think im delusional enough to pretend it is for my own peace of mind #ALSO this is not me saying ‘i was wrong everyone else was right please forgive me’ because i still think i was right to hate it and that #everyone who thought it was actually good was wrong. but maybe it can be one of those things where in hindsight im able to understand and #appreciate what they were going for. but also all of this depends on what they do with the rest of the season as well like if it immediately #starts sucking again and continues to suck until the end then none of this matters. but as of rn im hopeful!#taylor xoxo

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sniflig · 3 months

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number 1 rule of ratr is to never ask me what my target demographic is. idk man anyone who will read really

#i think 16+ is a good place to start #there are points where its more suitable for teens and points where probably 13 year olds will enjoy #but then there are parts and themes where its like waiiit a minute is this an adult comic whats going on #im just writing to write man you all just have to sit and see what happens #nothing really that intensely fucked up has happened yet but when it does rest assured there will be a content warning for the episode #and who knows maybe nothing fucked up at all will happen. depends how im feeling in the monwnt #everything is written out/planned but there are some parts that are ambiguously fucked up and maybe while actually drawing it ill find #that itd be better to make it actually clearer #who knows #just read the comic im bored of talking about themes now #talk

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m00ngbin · 4 months

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Uh warning this whole thing is me complaining about my bones and pain and stuff so if you're sick of hearing about that you should probably ignore this

Whatever's wrong with my knee spread to my hip so I think that maybe I WILL be needing a cane or something soon and it's not just a joke I was making cause I had to keep sitting down in random places

Joke might be the wrong word because it wasn't really a joke and it wasn't funny, I was just trying to be lighthearted and it didn't seem like it was really happening or that it was probable

#sorry if we're ever in a public place and i suddenly make us stop so i can sit down for a few seconds #its not because im lazy or im trying to be annoying i swear #something ive been thinking about is disability #i don't think im disabled because i can still get around and do things but sometimes it is a little difficult and im worried that #in the future I'll have a really hard time walking without pain and ill have to depend on someone more than i already do #im already going to need to live with someone for the rest of my life anyway because of mental health stuff and i really dont want to have #to give up what freedom i have left #i read somewhere that disability forces you to rely on people and it takes away your independence and totally overhauls your life #and that disability really destroys your walls surrounding asking others for help/support #being independent and being self sufficient #i pride myself on my independence and self sufficiency and seeing that slowly start trickling away while theres nothing i can do about it #and nobody knows what to do to stop it is really painful #maybe it wont get so bad that ill be fully reliant but the possibility is there and not knowing is really scary #my choice and my autonomy are being ripped away and it not a person thats doing it its my own body #im not in control of my own body anymore #maybe im being dramatic but it really doesnt feel like it #because i am slowly watching my joints get worse and i am completely helpless. i cant do anything. im watching whatever this is spread and #not a single person can tell me what it is or why its happening

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came0dust · 2 years

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trying to figure out how i want to draw him

#my art #... my tagging system is a mess and its only been like 5 posts. ANYWAYS #son goku #okay you know what thats it thats all im doing i gotta like standardize it ill do it later #im planning to do some studying as well as force myself to rest a bit bc i have been Drawing but kind of neglecting some fundamentals #ive been making a point to stretch periodically but if im getting shoulder cramps and turning into a pretzel posture-wise i think thats #a pretty decent sign that i need to step back #might round up some older art but one thing ive been wanting to do is make some image descriptions for some posts that didnt have them #as well as read up on best practice for them in the first place as im basically playing by ear #in any case expect some self rbs and maybe some older art depending on how i feel about them #(unlikely though as just with this from like 2 days ago ive already soured on it a little plus i want to do something else from here)

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eievuimultimuse · 6 months

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how much we bettin that i, with my habit of getting attached to doomed by the narrative charas, will eventually add ( MM-based ) stockman /SILLY but also........half-joking

#WEREWOLF RAMBLES. / OOC.#( as always whenever i make posts contemplating muses: take this w/ a massive grain of salt lol #however i DO have a lot of thoughts abt him; esp AU thoughts. bc that also seems to be what happens when i grow attached to #doomed charas; i start essentially thinking about 'what could have been' bc!!!! theyre always very interesting 2 think about!!#esp for a chara as diverse as stockman who's historically been both 'mad scientist' & 'a wee bit tragic' depending on where u look #(FROM my limited understanding btw; the most of him ive seen outside of MM is 87 & ive only watched a lil of 2003 so far.#im working on it ok /SILLY /lighthearted)#ANYWAY HIIIII IM BACK my first day was a lil hectic & confusing but i came out ok!!#gonna be hanging out around here for the rest of the night now bc i am. So Tired; KJHGKJFG #also tumblr straight up crashing when i tried to post the 1st time. smfh let me SPEAK )

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rearranging-deck-chairs · 1 year

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i Am sorta thinking about missys mysterious daughter through all this. i dont know what kinda parent the master is but the.... idk devotion? idk if thats the word. mrs coulter has does seem like.....not unlike the master