#and im sure jisung would love this too heh
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remember that theory on the nct dreamverse about jisung forcing the members to stay with him on this imaginary realm/time loop/dream so he wouldnt be alone........ im starting to think its true... bro looks sus af in these new teasers because whats this ??
and like this is not even his first time breaking the 4th wall......
thats: chewing gum, joy, synchronization of dreams and rainbow.
bonus: (its very long, sorry)
the video NCTmentary EP3. Empathy is literally about how the dreamies are conected to each other thru dreams. and theres a scene where jisung says "last night i had a dream"
and then we get jaemin saying he had the same dream as jisung and that he thinks he was "lured by something" and felt like he was "wrapped in smoke", which is interesting because the other dreamies talk about how they think they saw each other in their dreams but none of them say they were actually there or lured by something (none of the other dreamies shared a dream with jisung, just jaemin).
also !! when the members talk about the dreams they had about each other they are together in reality, but jisung is the only one thats alone on a room writing about it on his diary instead of actually talking to someone (another member or the camera).
when jaemin talks about his dream with jisung, jisung is also not there, and the scene we see of them together are the scenes of the dream (theyre wrapped in smoke). so jisung is never seen with the members in the real word.
and then on EP.4 Synchronization of Dreams is when we get this scene
the full scene shows jisung entering the room, the rest of the dreamies were already there watching the tv not moving at all.
on DREAM LOOP : The Last Midnight #1, jisung is the only member that immeditely assumes theyre trapped on a dream, with little to no proof, he just remembers (and we see someone kept a diary, im sure it was him, again) and he's the one to tell the members "i think we're locked in here"
on EP5. Back to the Reality, they explain to us that reality is "a world with limits" and so the dream lab was "created to break these limits in reality". they also say one of the stages they can reach its called "dream in a dream" where "the dream can influence reality".
now we get kun telling us about a dream he had where he saw a door and we get these scenes:
thats jisung !!!! on the inside of the dream door !! like-
which is something we ALSO get to see on EP3. Empathy, while hes writing about his dream on his diary (he's the only member ever shown by the door):
and when the narrator explains how to come back to reality they show a bit of jisungs dream with the smoke but this time is on reverse, as in deleting all their progress.
NOW all of those are actual canon events on the nct universe so whats the theory.
theres a lot of versions of the same thing but they all conclude the same: jisung doesnt want the members to leave this imaginary realm/time loop/dream theyre trapped in.
why ? the main theories ive seen are:
-the dreamies are not real and jisung made them up as imaginary friends but this dream in a dream state that can influence reality made them lowkey real ?? but they dont exist in the real word so to leave the dream world would mean to lose them.
-the dreamies died and jisung has them trapped on a loop where they dont get to ever die. jisung can come in and out of the loop/dream but the members cant.
in every version of the dream in which the members are aware that theyre trapped, they want to leave. either because they don't know what would happen if they do or because they just want jisung to let go and get to have a real life without them.
at the end of DREAM LOOP : The Last Midnight #2, the members solve all the puzzles to get out of the loop correctly but right after they leave the dream world thru the door the day starts again with jisung saying theyre trapped on a loop.
this implies jisung is succesfully controling the realities where the members exist and that even if he reveals to the dreamies that they are trapped in a dream, they still wont be able to leave.
so jisung is using the dream lab to break the limits of reality by keeping the members trapped because they wouldnt exists if not for this.
and then i think all the different universes we've been seeing the members go thru as 7DREAM (like all the chapters of DREAM-VERSE or Production : Stranger Seven) are realities jisung is making up to keep the members together forever, but it probably gets more and more difficult each time.
maybe we get to see them scape this comeback ?? i mean its literally called [DREAM( )SCAPE].................
cant wait to see the scape films ! 5 chapters !!
wait i cant believe they posted one of the new teasers while i was writing this lmao
youtube
i love it here !!!!!! this is so good !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#nct dream#theory#comeback#kpop#jisung#nct#dreamverse#dream scape#dreams#i know this is probably not real#like i do not think SM has been planning this shit since chewing gum#not when this unit wasnt even suppose to exist today.....#but its still fun#i love theories#and i love playing with reality#alternative universes#fate#destiny#the red string of life#and im sure jisung would love this too heh#renjun#chenle#mark#haechan#jeno#jaemin#Youtube
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I sent this to Ems too (yes I legit did a copy paste 😂) cause I love how both your brains work but 🧅s on SKZ and feminine coded undergarments, if they were to wear them. Like we know Chan would wear black panties, but would they be basic cotton? Who like to keep it simple and functional most days, who wears the pretty ones every day and why is it Felix, do they have special pairs for special things, who just likes wearing them and who gets turned on by wearing them.
Bonus questions that you can ignore if this is too long: since we’re assuming they all do it for the above, MTL to actually wear them. Oh, and what happens when their SO finds out.
me and ems discussed male skz wearing fem coded underwear btw im not sure if u wanted fem skz but we ran with it. i’ll just talk abt them in age order then say who i think would do it the most <3
chan: chan would be the type to wear basic black cotton panties. he’d like the way they hugged his length just right and it would turn him on so bad to see his precum leak through the fabric!! he’d send you pictures of it too, pulling his trousers down to show you that he’s naughty enough to wear them to the studio with a “So embarrassing… heh”
minho: oh he’s wearing a red lacy pair just to wind you up. he’d make sure you can just see the waistband over his joggers when he’s practicing, or he’d ‘stretch’ with his arms above his head so you can see the colour against his milky skin. he’s a menace. let him fuck you with them pulled just under his balls and he’ll never let you forget it, all “my little cat likes me in these, hm?”
changbin: omg so me and ems discussed the type of panties with like… cross detailing on the back. that’s SO changbin!! something pretty that hugs his perky ass just right and accentuates the shape of it? yeah. smack his ass and watch it jiggle and he’ll whine for you. he’s veryyy into body worship in my mind so
hyunjin: strikes me as a satin or silk pair kinda guy. like a pair of white satin panties with little frills on the edges, so delicate against his skin… that’s very hyune coded to me. let him sprawl those long legs apart with some white thigh highs on too and he’s yours
jisung: g-string. like straight up filthy g-string and he’ll have a plug stuffed in his hole too for you to find. i’m telling you he’s diagnosed filthy like he will wear a cute little bralette over those sexy tits for you too, let you call him whatever you want. tell him he’s a bad little princess and he’ll whine so pretty for you.
felix: soft pink lace panties!! soft pink lace panties with his leaking cockhead justttt coming out of the waistband and just as pink as his underwear. definitely the matching set type of guy too!! wants to be pampered when he’s like this, treat his balls like precious jewels in the pretty fabric 🩷
seungmin: i struggle to see seungmin doing this BUT then i thought of him in some form of lingerie like a basque or corset or something and… yeah. i think seungmin would get off on fucking you dumb while he’s dressed like a whore, the juxtaposition of it would send him WILDDD
jeongin: i think he’s most likely to do it in such a joking, teasing way. like definitely some satin because he likes the way it feels over his balls, but he WILL make fun of you for enjoying it too.
the members i think that are most likely to do this are changbin, hyunjin, felix, jisung. our subby boys <3
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every month of 2023 🥳 / i was tagged by @euijin. thank you for always tagging me in these carly.. i do enjoy look back on sets 😀 tagging: @foxinys @hyunsung @yangjeongin (hi mary) @huiracha as always u dont have to but id like to see... sorry if you're getting tagged again btw 🤍
january / popular. i rmr this clip being unavoidable for like a month...... 🚶♀️ anyway surprise to no one. vs favorite. ok but this has to be one of my favorite sets 4 ever. the day seungmin showed up with bleached bangs was beautiful.... i do rly love how much fun they had with it....😔
februrary / popular. omg moment of silence for mahagrid these clips were really fun. also this guy continuing to haunt my most popular sets. vs favorite. omg im doing 2 for 1 (1,2) cause i can't pick and really had fun giffing con and i think they came out rly cool 😁👍
march / popular. i do not know why. omg actually i do. it's the hair isnt it. vs favorite. wooho 😿😿😿😿😿😿 omg. they rly were cute together. this really was my favorite but i'm including miroh cause i really liked how it came out 😺
april / popular. you will never guess who this is! okay but i wholeheartedly agree i love when he is like a mop 🤍. vs favorite. 2min(:
may / popular. i can't believe this was late may.. look where we are now. who would have thought. but hyuji is very cute. vs favorite. omg this one is an easy jisung fav. he looked great. no idea why i went w these dimensions for the gifs but jisung im a fan 👍
june / popular. yeAHHHHH fucking finally and also Deserved. i loved sclass cause finally it was a mv i had fun giffing again and also seungmin looked great. and i love this set. fun mv. vs favorite. omg this one cause i rmr having fun with it 😿 also liked how it turned out. just silly guys boxing and dancing. but shout out to koms seungmin because i had to include him naturally..... 🥲
july / popular vs favorite. nothing happened on this blog in july apparently. but still i agree. come back seungracha.....
august / popular. solid....he looked good. i rmr this being a bother to color tho. vs favorite. popular 🤝 japan cb 🤝 favorite. i rmr this also being a bitch to color but now i really like how it came out 😸
september / popular. been a second. but 100% real.... might actually be one of my favs of the year overall too (sets and things that happened). vs favorite. wait i might have peaked in sept cause this is one of the best sets i ever made in my life im p sure 😭😭😭🚶♀️🚶♀️(to never be able to recreate ever again)
october / popular. heh(: 2min. vs favorite. omg bitch ass set to make.... was so close to being deleted for good but she deserved to escape the trash i think. at least i can say an attempt was made 😶🌫️
november / popular. right. im with the people on this one 👈 vs favorite. 😕🙁☹️😣 man. circumstances and insanity of deciding to do this aside. im happy with how it came out and i cant believe i stuck with making these sets his entire mc career 🧍♀️
december / popular. at least for now. i agree though. vs favorite. actually this one might as well be my favorite of the month too.
oh. i forgot. bonus round cause i decided but this is one of his best styling ever.
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Do you write yandere? If so, can I request skz yandere headcanons on how they would react when S/O rejects them because she doesn't wanna deal with whole drama that would come with dating an idol?
i mean kinda?? i have a seungmin yandere fic in my drafts sooo BUT YEAH
oh also, requests are not open but im just gonna do this one cause headcanons are kinda fun BUT REQUESTS ARE CLOSED <33
also why is the felix one so short-
Warnings; yandere!skz, rejection, k-dnapping, slight gaslightning or like manipulation, restraints, threats, aggression, mentions of masturbation, stockholm syndrome
Chan
nobody rejects him. nobody.
you two were friends from school and you were sooo happy when chan made it as an idol, finally persuing the dream he had been yapping on about for years.
but in the midst of that he realized that he had feelings for you, he missed you all the time, just wanting to hang out with you and maybe explore the things he had on his mind. so,, he decided to confess when you guys were at a cafe.
“look y/n,,, there’s something I wanna tell you” he started to which you tilted your head
“nooo,,, are you guys going on a tour again,,, i wil miss you sooo much channie” you said with a pout but the boy shook his head.
“i like you y/n”
your mouth stood agape, this was not what you expected and truthfully,,, not what you wanted.
“chan,,, y-you know thats not possible” you said with a frown, looking at him straight ahead.
“of course it is,,, why wouldn’t it be? w-what are you trying to say y/n?!” his voice started growing louder, you looking around in order to see that people werent turning their heads towards your table.
Minho
you have made a big big mistake my friend-
wont even hesitate to keep you hostage in his basement LIKE IM NOT JOKING-
might just tie you up and like,,, not even do anything to you, just talk to you and admire you, maybe tracing your facial features and cuddle closer on the cold floor
just wants to keep you as a pet or smth and you are scared out of your mind cause you cant move cause of the restraints, you cant speak because you have silvertape across your lips that he only removes to feed you but if you start screaming you wont get any so you deicde to just stay calm and quiet before someone saves you and play along.
i mean you do,,, kinda fall for him but you know you cant,, but you cant help but to fall for him and miss him whenever he’s out on schedule things
he always returns to you and you get so happy when you see the little crevice of light from outside when he opened the basement door
whenever he lies next to you, you put your head against his shoulder and take in his scent the best you can
he told you everyday that he would let you go if you agreed to date him but you shook your head,, maybe cause you liked being his prey.
Changbin
he’s more of the threatening type of yandere,,, like,, not that he’s violent but if you try to block his number he will create new ones and keep on sending you messages about how you have betrayed him and how he wished that you loved him back and all that,,,,
you guys often meet because you go to the same college and are students in the same department sooo,,,, avoiding him is pretty impossible
he stares a lot at you,,, you guys have a couple of classes together and he just stares the entire time, his eyes are just filled with revenge, he somehow wants you make you his, own you but he doesnt know how yet, for now he can just look.
watch this fucking message conversation just be this;
[why did you talk to him during class?]
[you could have just asked me]
[nobody loves you like i do. no one y/n]
you are never getting rid of him basically,,
he’s gonna get to you first ;))
Hyunjin
i feel like he goes more to the stalking route than the kidnapping and drugging and whatnot-
ok,,, you rejected him,,, but that doesnt mean you’re getting rid of him.
ohmygod what if he turns into a peeping tom- cause he obviously knows where you live.
like yall were not even that close?? he just saw you backstage at one of the concerts and thought you looked good so he decided to go up to, you werent an idol so no problem he thought.
but he gets a bit too,, hasty with his decisions and often falls for people randomly and so when he politely greeted you and gave you his number you simply shook your head, explaining that this wouldn’t be possible since you worked in the same industry and you needed to stay clear out of any scandals in order to keep your job.
no was not answer in Hyunjins mind.
luckily he managed to catch your full name by flickering through some papers in an office and also saw your full adress there, knowing exactly what he was going to do on his free time.
Jisung
if im being completely honest,,, i have no idea-
like,,, he gives me kinda pervy yandere vibes,,,
what if youre like his ex before he became an idol and now he wants to get back together with you-
oh,,, he masturbates to your pictures-
i feel like he always thinks about you, wondering what you like and wants to write songs about you but he doesnt do much-
but when he finds out that you have been hired by the same company as him to work as a like,,, economics accountant thingy he is all of a sudden vEEERY interested-
always asking the manager of when the group will have meetings with the accounting team,,, although they had nothing to do with them-
he just wanted to be in a conference room with you (and think pervy things about you in your tight office skirt and white blouse)
you went to the toilet on day and you saw him lurking around the same floor,,, WHICH ONCE AGAIN WAS NOT CONNECTED TO THE GROUP AT ALL-
and idk,,, probably sneaks in with you and locks the door before you even react that theres someone else in the toilet-
i feel like he’s pretty mild,,, but when he’s alone with you he is aggressive broooo
probably pins you to the wall and threatens you or smth along those lines,,,,,
(writing this is what my life has become to-)
Felix
“what do you think you’re doing?”
you turn around again, you had just thought of just leaving with a vague answer to his question but he was not having it.
“answer.”
his words sounded cold, his dark voice making an entrace, the exact one you’ve heard on many of the songs you listened to.
“felix,,, you have to understand,,, u-um,, if we date theres gonna be some issues” you said but he just stared at you with cocky eyebrows and a dark gaze, running his tongue on the inside of his cheek.
“do you think i care? would i ask you if i cared?” he said to which you shook your head automatically, what more could you do?
“you get until tomorrow to think and if i don’t get the answer i want well,,, we’ll see what i’ll do to you.”
Seungmin
he plots shit behind your back yk?
he’s more of the sneaky type of yanderes (oop spoiler to a fic heh)
like he makes this like fucking year long plan where the objective of the mission is to make you obssessed with him-
he starts kinda subtely,,, first its going to the same gym as you and like,,, knowing where you placed your stuff
and then he starts putting small notes like under your waterbottle when you went to grab something that say like “i think youre cute, call me” and then his number
you obviously dont react,,, because why the fuck would you contact a stranger at the gym
BUT THEN you realize that its him, its mf kim seungmin. yo,,,, u didnt know he went to this gym,,, that was not,,, the best-
of course you got a bit interested,,, you wanted to know how he was off camera,,, like just in his everyday life and i meeean,,, he was attractive but obviously you should stay away bc,,, he’s a celebrity but seungmin didnt want to stay away
he notes somehow started to get more aggressive,,, suddenly being like “why are you ignoring me?” and such,,,
and one night you were left alone in the gym with him,,, it was sooo quiet, only the sounds of your strained breaths as you lifted a dumbell
here where the plan came to play ;))
Jeongin
he’s obsessed with you and you are not going anywhere, even if you rejected him.
he’s more clingy?? LIKE HE WILL NOT LEAVE YOU
ok sure,, he falls more into the stalking category too,,,
also veeeery much a obssessed kinda yandere,,, like his mind is not thinking about how to like capture you,,, more about how to make you soooo comfortable and fool you into loving him despite the circumstances?
i just imagine that you work in a cafe and jeongin often meets you there when he buys coffee and you are already in awe when you see fucking yang jeongin enter the coffee shop on your shift but you were even more excited when he leaves his phone number on a napkin and slides it over the counter before leaving.
you thought about it,,, contemplating multiple times but,,, you decided it would be best not to since well,,, safety purposes
but he would visit you and every day his face got more and more perplexed cause he wondered why you didnt call
mf would not leave you alone, he would even wait outside the coffee shop until you finished your shift and walk you home,,, so now he knew where you lived-
and then do the same thing over and over again until you talked to him.
does. not. give. up.
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MISS CALY BESTIE. THAT CHAPTER, HOLY FUCKIN SHIT. IM BOTH SOBBING AND GOING FERAL AHHHHHHHH (I’m currently screaming like that one rubber chicken or that one goat video). like sweetheart, this is the best chapter for me now aside from the one where HJ is like I’m sorry I’m a selfish man and you’re mine now baddie. Like 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺. IM NOT OKAY AHHHHH. I’m so happy HJ apologized and explained why he was so upset with her because that’s v important and I loved the little moment between SH and her 🥺🥺🥺🥺. I hope he gets what he wants from that mission. Also MAAM I hope we get a story time about the captain in a corset and dress because that sounds absolutely hilarious. So many good one-liners, great layout of the chapter (it flowed reallly well). And omfg like how is she gonna explain the heart thing to San BAJBDJDNSI. THAT WAS TERRIFYING BUT ALSO FASCINATING LIKE OMG BESTIE DO THAT TO JISUNG TOO 😍😍 but the mf chemistry between San and mc, like are you trying to make me sob like jESUSAHHHHHH so good I’m in absolute love. Also !! THAT FLASHBACK AHHHHHHH very excited to learn more about that. This chapter was a masterpiece queen, thank you as always for blessing us with such amazing writing. I hope you’re resting well and are feeling excited about whatever comes next! I’m so hyped for Sans reaction to JISUNG like omfg like how they gonna get rid of him and make sure he doesn’t touch MC ever fuckin again 😤😤😤, and also for MC to learn more about her powers and also for them to all rest and have good times 🥺🥺🥺 omfg and I forgot about the uhm spicy triangle u were planning/mentioning earlier this summer so I’m keeping my eye out for that Oho, but first San kicking Jisungs ass pls
BESTIE!!!! sobbing and feral? sounds like the perfect reaction to the chapter 😌 screaming like that one rubber chicken or goat video OIGJAOIGJAORIGJAEORIGJ got me cackling PLEASE!!!!
best chapter tho oh my goodness T_T im so glad to hear that ;-; hongjoong is a proud proud man but he finally apologized and explained his reasoning and we finally got to see into his personality a bit more :3
while we won't get to see firsthand that mission for seonghwa bc y/n isn't on it BUT we will get to see the after effects and how it impacts him and maybe we'll get a little insight in a future interim?? i'm not sure yet!! on one hand i want to keep it ambiguous but on the other it would be good insight !!! captain in a corset and a dress hehehehe :) im glad the one-liners and tension breakers flowed well !! i didn't wanna overwhelm with pure emotional overload so im glad the humor helped break it up !!
how is she gonna explain that T-T how is it gonna affect them T-T we've seen San react to her darker parts but ! it remains to be seen how he reacts to something like this !
their chemistry ;;-; it's about damn time methinks!!! im glad you're in love heh that means so much to me ;-;
indeed we have to have a BIT of suspicious stuff aka that dream 👀 im resting so well heh i'm working ona few other fics to share with you guys !! im so hyped for the next chapter too esp any potential confrontation between san and jisung 🌝 and potential spice triangle.... lots of fun stuff to look out for 😌👀
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Don’t Need Your Love Club - Recruiting Now! (Welcome, Lee Donghyuck)
genre: high school!au, student council member!donghyuck, friends-to-lovers!au (fluff, angst with a happy ending, kind of mutual pining?)
pairing/s: Haechan / Reader (ft dreamies and some other Kpop 00 line boys, and Gugudan Mina)
word count: 17k+
tw: none!
a/n: after the long wait...the final part is up!! thank u guys for being patient lol I hope this chapter was satisfactory,, so please enjoy~~ also none of my works are beta read sorry so feedback is very much appreciated heh under the cut bc its pretty long!
Lee Donghyuck was a selfish being. He was someone that joined the student council for the sake of being able to bend the rules, someone that had a way with words that managed to manipulate people into doing things for his convenience. And someone that never felt bad about guilt tripping somebody for his own gain. Even if that somebody was you.
lee donghyuck
11:15am -r u coming for my match later-
You rolled your eyes, sinking further down in your seat as you typed out a reply with one hand, hiding your phone under the table as you nodded along with whatever your teacher was saying.
11:15am -you've asked me this already im trying to pay attention-
You glanced over at Donghyuck's seat at the other end of the classroom, the teachers having separated your desks at the start of the term since the both of you were always distracted if you were seated near each other. Not that you weren’t still distracted when he was all the way at the other side of the classroom, clearly.
He was sitting with his body angled towards you, leaning against the wall with his head supported by his elbow on the table, his hair mussed up as he kept his gaze on the board while typing his reply to you.
lee donghyuck
11:16am - wtv -
11:16am - was just checking if u rmb... -
11:16am - anyway r u buying me flowers-
You cast a glance at him, seeing that his position had shifted now as he hunched over his desk, fiddling with his tie. Looking over to you, he'd met your gaze, quirking his eyebrows ever so quickly as he gestured discreetly at his phone, a small smirk on his face.
11:16am -it's not like its a choir performance... i see u play all the time-
You swore you'd heard Donghyuck stop himself from whining, smiling sweetly at your teacher before he typed his reply to you.
lee donghyuck
11:17am - but jisung said u were getting him flowers!! >:( -
You pressed your lips firmly together in your attempt to suppress your smile, twirling your pen with one hand.
11:17am - 1. thats bc jisung is my brother
11:17am -2. the flowers are from my mom bc its his first game.-
11:17am -from what i know, u r both not my brother n not playing ur first game = no flowers for u -
lee donghyuck
11:17am - :(!!!!! -
11:18am - what time do you have to leave? -
lee donghyuck
11:18am – in 2 minutes -
11:18am - ok have a good practice see u later -
You watched out of boredom as he'd already begun to pack his things, blatantly disregarding that the lesson was still going on (you were sure he'd ask you for the notes the following week).
"Lee Donghyuck, you need to be dismissed, am I right?" your head turned sharply towards your teacher as her voice raised slightly. She never did try to hide her annoyance at Donghyuck having to skip lessons all the time because of volleyball matches or student council events.
Donghyuck looked up from his bag, nodding with a smile as he zipped it up, slinging it over his shoulder. It didn’t help the teacher that Donghyuck simply loved to piss her off.
"Alright, go," she waved him off.
Bending down to hook his shoe bag and water bottle on his finger, Donghyuck turned to you to nod his head goodbye before he'd strolled leisurely out of the class.
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You'd retrieved the (awfully large) bouquet of flowers from your locker after school ended before heading to Donghyuck's volleyball match, having hitched a ride with Chenle so you could split the cab fare, despite Chenle's insistence that he could have paid for the both of you.
"Is that for Jisung?"
You gestured with your gaze towards the bag he was holding in his hand, earning a nod from him. Looking closer, you realised that it was a cup of Jisung's ever-so-specific drink order from the bubble tea shop near your school.
"He seemed pretty nervous for today, thought it'd be nice to get him something small as a reward."
The corner of your lips lifted into a smirk, a huff of amusement leaving you, "are you sure it won't be diluted by the end of the game?"
Chenle's eyes widened, glancing between you and the drink as his lips parted, making you shake your head, ruffling his hair affectionately.
"Don't worry, Jisung will probably still drink it anyway," you laughed.
"Did you get those for Donghyuck, too?" He nodded with his head towards the bag you were holding.
You raised an eyebrow, following his gaze to realise he was gesturing to your bag containing Jisung's bouquet, almost forgetting you were carrying it.
You shook your head.
"Nope, my mom got these for Jisung..." you trailed off, your mind wandering back to how Donghyuck was pestering you to get flowers for him, a strange feeling of guilt creeping up on you if you were to decide not to get him anything.
Staring out of the car window, you tried to recall how much spending money you had left for the rest of the week.
"Chenle, do you remember if they have a florist near the venue?"
You wanted to scoff at yourself. What was the special occasion anyway?
It was just any other one of Donghyuck’s matches, yet you were only feeling extremely guilty now about not buying him flowers of all things to show your support.
Chenle's lips pursed, shaking his head before taking his phone and keying in something.
"Oh! There is! Says here that it's at the mall next to the stadium," your eyes widened, eyebrows furrowing slightly as you tried to read the details on the shop location on his phone.
Chenle narrowed his eyes at you, "are you gonna get something for Donghyuck?"
You scoffed at the way he was smiling at you, waving him off, "I'll see if it's within my budget."
Finding the florist took you and Chenle long enough, the dainty shop having been tucked away at a far end of the mall, but picking out a flower took even longer.
"What about this one?" Chenle pointed at a similar bouquet as to what you had for Jisung, a pretty bouquet of yellow and pink tulips.
"Too expensive," you whispered just soft enough that the shop owner wouldn't hear, skimming over the bouquet and letting your gaze travel towards the bright sunflower bouquets.
"And plus, Donghyuck likes sunflowers."
"This one?" you asked Chenle, pointing at a small simple bouquet of a sunflower and baby's breath.
Chenle let out a hum in approval, "oh, this is cute, yeah, sure you should get this!" he told you, nodding.
You bid the thirty-over dollars in your wallet goodbye, mentally cursing Donghyuck for managing to guilt trip you into buying flowers for him.
Grabbing the bouquet and shoving it into the same bag as Jisung's before practically jogging to the venue with Chenle, the both of you running late from spending so long at the mall.
Struggling to keep up with Chenle, you saw him turn to you, waving his phone, "Jeno says they saved a seat for us!"
You nodded, already out of breath as you let him lead you into the stands closer to where your school's team would be seated, spotting them doing warm-ups at the bleachers.
Greeting Donghyuck’s friends, you’d seated yourself in between Chenle and Renjun, stretching your neck to look over the banners that the girls seated in front of you were holding, trying to find Donghyuck in the crowd of black volleyball jerseys.
Jisung seemed to have spotted you, calling the said boy and pointing at your direction. Looking up in confusion, Donghyuck’s eyes searched the crowd before spotting you and his friends, the group of you waving enthusiastically (not to mention the girls in front of you as well who had immediately squealed when Donghyuck had smiled in their direction).
Walking over to Jisung, the two had partnered each other for warm-ups, Donghyuck starting to get into his more serious mood as he would during his games.
“Damn, look at Donghyuck. He’s just stretching but he looks so good,” your eyes widened when you heard the girl in front of you lean over to divulge to her friend.
Chenle turned to you with raised eyebrows, not-so-secretly pointing at the girl with an expectant look on his face.
“What?” You scoffed.
“You’ve got some competitors,” he told you, erupting into a burst of laughter causing the girls to turn around, eyeing Chenle in shock.
Nodding apologetically to them, (though you weren’t all that sorry), you leant over to Chenle slightly and dropped your voice to a murmur.
“They can have him. I’m sure his ego would explode.”
Renjun turned to you, seemingly interested in your conversation.
“What are you guys talking about?”
Chenle butt in quickly, “I’m telling Y/N to claim her man!”
Your eyes widened, shooting Chenle a warning glare.
Renjun’s lips formed a thoughtful pout, “Donghyuck?”
You scoffed, “I don’t know what you guys are talking about, Donghyuck and I are just friends.”
You grimaced at the thought of you and Donghyuck ever dating, the thought itself enough to make your insides stir.
Was it supposed to do that? Maybe you were having indigestion.
Chenle made a face, trying hard but not doing a very good job to hide his scepticism, seeming to disagree with you.
“Ouch, hope Donghyuck never has to hear that,” Renjun laughed, seeming to distrust your words as well.
Rolling your eyes, you kicked the bag of flowers under your seat, not wishing to see them and let your thoughts wander even more.
Shaking your head, you’d tried to focus on the game as much as you could despite the incessant commentary coming from in front of you of ‘oh Donghyuck’s this, Donghyuck’s that’. As much as you were glad that he had people who liked him instead of hating him, you couldn’t help but wish you could shield Donghyuck from their view, their drooling over him growing distracting as time passed.
You tried your best, for Donghyuck’s sake, to look past your annoyance and focus on the game, even though you couldn’t say you knew what was happening, having not paid much attention when Donghyuck had tried explaining the different roles of his team members to you on countless occasions.
To you, you would cheer when the girls sitting in front of you cheered. That was safest.
Aside from cheering, you would never fail to return the little proud smile Donghyuck would give you after a shot he was particularly proud of, something inside of you feeling heavy with the memory of Renjun and Chenle’s previous words, wondering if it was normal to feel so enamoured when you were looking at your friend smile at you from the court like that.
You were starting to grow anxious as the game neared its end, your leg starting to bounce as you saw the girls in front of you starting to prepare their gifts, reminding you that you had a gift for Donghyuck too.
You wanted to scoff at yourself. You weren’t sure where all your anxiousness was coming from. It wasn’t as if you guys weren’t close. You’d given him plenty of gifts, so what made the flowers so different?
Friends give each other flowers all the time. Yeah, whatever, maybe that’s just my love language, you assured yourself, despite knowing very well that it wasn’t true.
Startling in your seat when you heard the crowd erupt in cheers, you tore your gaze away from the girls in front of you, cursing inwardly when you realised the game had ended and you’d basically missed the final sequence.
“Did you see that?” Chenle turned excitedly to you, beaming.
Laughing nervously, you nodded, surprised he couldn’t tell you were lying with how blatant you were being about it.
“Now we wait,” you heard Renjun sigh, leaning back in his seat with his hands in his lap just as the girls in front of you had stood up, practically running downstairs to head over to the lobby to wait for Donghyuck.
“I wish they could just mail them to his house or something,” you yawned, bending over to pull the bag of flowers out from underneath your seat.
Peeping in the box to check if any of the flowers were damaged, you nodded in satisfaction when you found that they were all still in good condition.
“I can’t wait, I’ve gotta go meet my girlfriend,” Jeno confessed, a sheepish smile on his face, warranting much teasing from the boys.
“I’m hitching a ride with him, what about you Renjun?” Jaemin added, slinging his bag over his shoulder, the two of them giving Renjun an expectant look.
Renjun looked almost contemplative, casting Chenle a glance before shaking his head, “nah, you guys go ahead, I can wait with them.”
You walked with them along to the entrance of the venue, gripping the bag in your hands tightly, switching between holding Jisung’s bouquet in your hands and shoving it into the bag together with Donghyuck’s in your indecision.
You watched as Chenle took a sip of the drink he bought for Jisung, an impressed pout on his lips as he nodded in approval.
“Wow, I should give this place a good review, it still tastes pretty good even after all the waiting.”
You shook your head with a huff, not being able to help the smile from your face, yet at the same time you were thankful Chenle was so calm while waiting, serving to help you calm your nerves as well.
Renjun, however, was the opposite. Leaning against the wall you stood at, he shook his fringe away from his eyes as he let out a loud sigh, his features pinched in annoyance.
“What’s taking him so long?!”
You laughed, “they’re probably still taking group pictures.”
You could already imagine it, the way Donghyuck would pose ridiculously with his teammates, anticipating the shots he would show you later on.
You tried to ignore the way the girls who had sat in front of you were now anxiously fixing their hair while waiting for Donghyuck, practically squealing in their giddy anticipation.
Soon enough, (and thankfully before Chenle could drink too much of Jisung’s drink), you’d watched the double doors open, Donghyuck’s teammates walking out, your eyes widening when you saw who was next to him.
Chenle had summoned Jisung over quickly, giving you a chance to calm down your racing heart that Hyunjin and Donghyuck were beginning to approach Renjun.
Your excitement was short-lived, the girls having ambushed him before he could reach Renjun, holding out their small presents for him.
“Donghyuck you were so cool today! You played so well!”
“Yeah! You look really cool when you play!” You heard another girl chime in.
Suppressing your feelings of annoyance, you decided to ignore them for the time being, tuning out their words as you tried to focus on your task at hand.
“Here,” you shoved the flowers to Jisung, his eyes wide as he sipped on the drink Chenle got him, a surprised smile making its way on his face.
“You bought these?” He mumbled through his mouthful of tapioca pearls, shaking his head to arrange his hair, though it didn’t do much since it was already messy from playing, sticking out at strange places.
Rolling your eyes, you ignored the way Donghyuck was tugging on your hand, asking for your attention.
“No, they’re from mom,” you shook your head, “anyway, are you two going out after this?”
Chenle gave you a pleading smile, making you scrunch your nose up with a smile. You were never one to say no to Chenle.
“Alright, go, just remember to tell mom you’ll be late, okay?” You reminded, watching as Jisung’s mouth fell agape in realisation, nodding appreciatively at you before he started to walk off with Chenle.
Trying to keep your tone steady, you’d finally turned around to face Renjun, Hyunjin and Donghyuck.
Your breath hitched at the sight of Hyunjin, whose stoic expression changed to a smile to greet you, bringing a hand up to wave at you.
“Hey,” he huffed.
“Hi,” you cursed yourself at how breathless you sounded, raising your hand despite Donghyuck’s fingers gripping tightly on the sleeve of your school sweater.
You missed the offence in Donghyuck’s glare, said boy unable to believe that you were paying more attention to Hyunjin than you were to him at the moment.
Like you said, Donghyuck was selfish, and he couldn’t stand the fact that Hyunjin was getting more attention from you than he was.
What was this, a smiling contest?
Donghyuck wanted to scoff, tightening his grip on your sleeve, though it didn’t seem to bother you, your mood seeming to have lifted just from seeing Hyunjin.
Renjun seemed to have sensed Donghyuck’s tension, trying his best as he tried to divert your attention back to Donghyuck, trying to signal to Hyunjin that it would be better to leave the two of you alone.
“Hey, yeah so you were telling me about that thing just now?” Renjun interrupted whatever strange exchange you were having with Hyunjin.
His sudden question made Hyunjin’s eyebrows lower in confusion, earning a desperate look from Renjun (which you’d missed while you were busy looking at the pretty earrings Hyunjin was wearing).
Donghyuck caught on quickly to Renjun’s intentions, the latter discreetly waving his hand in a silent plead for him to go ahead.
“Right, okay, we’ll be off now. Bye!” Donghyuck beamed, his grip moving to your wrist before pulling you out of the venue.
“Why’d you leave so quick? I was having a great time,” you scoffed, stumbling once he’d let you go, regaining your balance ungracefully, dropping the bag of flowers with a gasp.
Donghyuck rolled his eyes, straightening out his jersey as if you’d gotten it messed up when he’d dragged you out from the venue.
“Yeah, I could tell. I could see your heart eyes for Hyunjin from a mile away,” he scoffed, “actually, now that I’m thinking about it...” he helped you up, looking elsewhere as he pretended to be upset at you.
You dusted off the bag, flinching away when Donghyuck had turned abruptly to face you.
“Do you just come for my games as an excuse to drool over Hyunjin?”
You grit your teeth, huffing as you shoved the bag containing his bouquet towards him, hitting him in the chest with your fist as you did so. Letting out a dramatic whine in feigned hurt, his eyes widened at the sight of the bag, his hand wrapping around yours and tugging the bag out of your grip.
“What’s this? For me?” His smile grew, holding his shoe bag between his elbow and his waist, opening the bag and pulling out the bouquet with a slow gasp, his expression abruptly dropping, “please tell me these weren’t from your mom.”
You groaned, walking ahead of him, “they weren’t. I bought them.”
Donghyuck’s lips pressed against each other firmly, poorly concealing his smile, taking his phone out and holding it out as if about to take a selfie, beckoning you over with the bouquet.
“Come here, I need evidence that this happened.”
You tried to maintain your glare, though you couldn’t help the smile from your face, reaching over to take his shoe bag and water bottle from him, carrying it behind your back so it wasn’t visible in the picture. Taking the picture quickly, Donghyuck smiled at his handiwork.
“You’re an ass, you know that? I spent the rest of my week’s allowance on your stupid flowers,” you laughed, swinging his shoe bag as you walked, turning to him with a smile, not being able to stay annoyed at him with how happy he looked.
Maybe you weren’t so upset about spending your money on the flowers anymore.
Donghyuck brought the flowers beneath his nose, inhaling and letting out a sigh of contentment, glancing at you before looking back down, pulling his phone out in his attempt to appear as nonchalant as possible.
“Thanks,” he murmured.
“Whatever. You played really well today,” you told him, “well, not that I understood what was happening during the game, but the girls just now seemed to have thought so too,” you shrugged, turning to him with a playful grin on your face.
Clearing your throat, you tried your best impression of the girls that had approached him just now, “oh Donghyuck! You’re so cool when you play! You look so hot when you’re serious!”
Donghyuck scoffed, trying to hide his blush by pretending to act busy booking a car for the both of you.
“They never said that second part,” he scoffed.
You shrugged, “yeah, well you didn’t hear them during the game. I never knew till now that you had so many girls thirsting over you,” you crouched down next to him, tired from standing.
“Yeah, like how you thirst over Hyunjin?” He shot back, “anyway, the car’s coming in 5 minutes.”
“Okay,” you acknowledged, “and by the way, I don’t thirst over Hyunjin.”
Donghyuck made an obnoxious sound to imitate you, folding his arms before he used his knee to nudge you, making you lose your balance and fall onto your bum.
“Yeah, sure,” he drawled, a smug smirk on his face.
The both of you sat in a fatigued silence until the car had arrived, Donghyuck having entered before you, setting the flowers carefully on his lap, fiddling with the packaging of the bouquet.
You watched as he brought his phone up to check the time, swiping accidentally and revealing his reminders, one of them being ’29 days to my birthday!’ not being able to help the smile from your face.
“Are you having a party this year?” You asked, seeing him nod, yawning loudly as he shoved his phone back into his pocket, making you cast a worried glance towards the driver to see if Donghyuck’s volume had annoyed him.
“Yeah, on the day itself. It’s a Sunday. Can you make it?” You frowned.
“I was supposed to go visit my grandma that week, but I have to check with you again,” you told him, seeing his features pull into a frown.
“Can grandma wait a few days more?” He sulked, and you turned your gaze away from the window to look at him in both disbelief and amusement, almost knowing he would have said that.
You saw him leaning closer to rest his head on your shoulder, pulling his phone back out to change the subject, not wishing to let himself feel upset at the thought that you might not be able to make it for his birthday party.
“Look, I came out really well in the pictures we took just now,” Donghyuck showed you the group picture of his volleyball team, making you zoom into where he was, conveniently standing next to Hyunjin.
Donghyuck seemed to have realised this, swiping the picture so you were only able to see him in the photo, making you laugh, shoving his phone away.
“Have you figured out what you wanted for your birthday?” You asked, trying to turn your head in an attempt to see his face better but not doing a very good job, giving up and settling on looking at his fingers which were touching the sunflower petals gently.
Donghyuck thought off of the top of his head, wanting to slap himself when his first thought was that he’d wanted a kiss from you. He was definitely spending too much time with Jaemin.
“No, I’m not sure yet,” he yawned, snuggling more into you, and you’d relaxed your shoulder in your hopes to make him feel more comfortable.
You nodded, “think about it, okay? Let me know so I can get it for you.”
You were thankful that you were already reaching your house, since Donghyuck was already beginning to doze off after a short period of silence, his head slowly sliding down your shoulder before he would jerk back awake and resume his previous position.
Eventually, he’d pulled his head away from your shoulder, bringing his hand up to push his hair away from his forehead haphazardly.
“I’m so tired.”
“Maybe you should try to sleep early today, you don’t have to wake up early tomorrow, do you?”
He sighed, pausing before groaning, possibly with more anguish than his sigh, “I do. I’ve got some stupid student council thing tomorrow that I’ve got to be in school early for.”
You gave him your best look of pity, “on a Saturday?”
He nodded gravely, “we’re hosting the student council members from other schools too. I wouldn’t go if I had a choice but they’re giving me credits for attending, and you and I both know I need all the credits I can get,” he sighed, sinking down in his seat.
Donghyuck noticed how you’d begun to gather your things, a part of him wishing he hadn’t fallen asleep so he could’ve talked to you more.
Feeling the car start to slow down, he’d given you a tired smile, “bye.”
You nodded, waving him goodbye before exiting the car.
===
The next time you’d met Donghyuck was during lunch in school the next Monday, you were seated with your friends at your usual table in the cafeteria, away from the crowd so it wouldn’t feel stuffy but also in a position where you would have a direct view of almost everyone in the cafeteria.
“Can you come for my finals match?” was the first thing he’d asked you upon squeezing himself next to you on the bench, your eyes falling onto his absence of his badge above his breast pocket.
“Name tag,” you reminded out of habit, seeing him glance down at his chest before fumbling in his pocket to pull out his name tag, pinning it onto his shirt with haste.
“It’s next week,” he told you, “on a Friday,” he added as an afterthought.
You nodded, “I don’t think I have anything planned that day, for now.”
“Okay, great. Text you later,” he beamed, about to leave when you’d grabbed his wrist before he could.
“Are you not eating?”
Donghyuck paused to process what you were asking, momentarily thrown off by your hand on his forearm, not to mention the way he’d almost let his heart flutter at your concern, shaking his head a little belatedly.
“No, yeah. I’m eating with the dnyl guys,” you nodded slowly, letting go of his arm before waving him off.
“Bye,” he left quickly, strangely excited after receiving the news that you would be able to go for his match, especially since it was his final match for your national competition among the different schools.
Jogging over to the empty classroom he’d opened for the dnyl club to meet, he’d barged into the class, shocking Renjun with his loud entrance.
“Oh my God, I thought you were a teacher,” his hand flew to cover his chest where his heart was, glaring at Donghyuck.
The boy remained unapologetic, taking a seat at one of the tables they’d pushed together to form a misshapen circle.
Pulling his phone from his pocket, he’d set it on the table.
“So, did you ask them about your match?” Jaemin asked, tearing open the packaging of his bun.
“Yep,” Donghyuck smiled.
“Are you referring to Y/N?” Jeno asked, setting his phone down when it was still open on one of his battleground rounds, his interests clearly not being in his match anymore.
“Yeah,” Donghyuck murmured, reaching over to grab a bun from the bag on Jaemin’s table.
“How’s things going with her?” Jeno continued, making Donghyuck shrug, suddenly focused on getting the packet of bread open,
“What do you mean?”
Donghyuck sighed, at the difficulty of tearing the packaging open or at the topic, he wasn’t too sure.
“You know, didn’t you have this whole plan to win her over by your birthday?” Jaemin chimed in, sensing Jeno’s confusion.
Renjun eyed Donghyuck carefully as he saw his phone light up with notifications, Donghyuck glancing at his phone briefly before looking away almost in disappointment.
“Who’s texting you?” Renjun murmured, earning confused looks from Jeno and Jaemin for changing the topic so quickly.
Donghyuck managed to tear an opening in the packet with his teeth, taking a bite out of his bun, “oh, this girl I met on Saturday that was helping out at the student council event.”
“Oh, do you guys have to do like a project together or something?” Renjun asked, though he knew better than to think Donghyuck actually did things for the student council.
Donghyuck shook his head.
“Nope, we’re just like..talking. She’s pretty nice, and like, fun I guess. She’s pretty popular too” he shrugged.
Jaemin’s mouth fell open, looking almost offended, “what about Y/N?”
Donghyuck shrugged, “what about her?”
Jeno gave Renjun a surprised look, the both of them glancing back at Jaemin quickly to see what Jaemin would respond with.
The latter scoffed, not seeming to understand Donghyuck’s logic this time.
“Oh, well, maybe because if I were you and I really liked someone, I wouldn’t be hitting on other girls?”
Donghyuck rolled his eyes.
“I’m not...hitting on her, we’re just talking, that’s all there is to it.”
Renjun let out a low whistle, the discomfort of the tension between Jaemin and Donghyuck feeling heavy in the room.
“Whatever you say, man.”
“Look, I do like Y/N. I really really do. But how am I supposed to know if things are gonna work in my favour in the end? I mean, I know I can try but, I’m putting myself up to get hurt too, you know?”
Once again, Donghyuck proved that he was selfish, afraid to wear his heart on his sleeve like how Renjun did. Protecting it was first priority, especially when he still wasn’t clear on how you felt.
Jeno pursed his lips, nodding slowly, huffing.
“Well, I guess that’s what we’re here for. Think about it, you’re the only one out of the four of us that doesn’t have a girlfriend yet. If anything, our advice would be for your benefit, not the other way around.”
Donghyuck wanted to groan. He wanted to believe them, he really did. But a part of him couldn’t shake the way even Hyunjin seemed to have more odds in winning you over than he did, the feeling of fighting a losing battle.
But ultimately, Donghyuck nodded, dismissing the topic, “yeah, whatever. I don’t need love, right? That’s the whole reason Harvey made me join this stupid club anyway.”
In other words, the only reason why Donghyuck joined the club was because he realised that seeing your stupid smile went from feeling familiar to feeling unfamiliar, and it was the kind of unfamiliar that Donghyuck knew was akin to the heart-pounding, time- slowing love that movie protagonists always went on about.
And he figured he’d might as well surround himself with stories of unfortunate love lives, because he knew his was screwed.
The boys exchanged knowing looks with each other, choosing to brush the topic off for Donghyuck’s sake.
“So, how’s preparation for your match been going?”
===
“I still can’t believe mom asked you to tag along,” you huffed, pushing the shopping cart with your body as you strolled past the cereal aisle, Jisung dumping several boxes into the cart.
“Yeah, well, it’s not like I wanted to spend my night getting groceries with the both of you,” he glanced at the list on his phone your mom had sent him.
Donghyuck was ahead of the both of you, looking at the party items in the other aisle.
“Why’s he buying his birthday stuff so early, anyway?” Jisung asked, making you smile.
“He’s excited. It’s best to leave him be.” You glanced down at Donghyuck’s phone, reading the list and checking off the items you already had.
“How many people are you planning on hosting?” You called, getting Donghyuck’s attention successfully as you strolled over towards where he was in the supermarket.
Donghyuck hummed, holding a long bag of plastic cups in his hand as he did his mental calculations.
“Well, there’s the volleyball team, there’s some people from the student council, the guys and their girlfriends...some classmates—”
You pulled out another bag of cups, handing it over to Donghyuck, “just get two to be safe.”
“Does that mean I get to drink too?” Jisung asked, his eyebrows raising.
You shot him a look, making him raise his hands in surrender.
“Forget I asked.”
“So...if your volleyball team’s going, does that mean Hyunjin’s going too?” You asked, already anticipating Donghyuck’s reaction, not being able to help your giggle when you saw him look at you blankly.
“If you keep this up, it’s gonna be the volleyball team minus Hyunjin.”
You scoffed, “hey, I’ve gotta have something to look forward to, right?”
Donghyuck pulled the end of the shopping cart towards another section, “is it not enough to look forward to the fact that it’s a celebration of my entering into this world?”
Rolling your eyes, you looked back at the list of items on Donghyuck’s phone, about to retort with something witty when you saw an unfamiliar contact appear on the phone, frowning before reluctantly holding the phone out for Donghyuck to take. Mina?
“Someone’s calling you,” you told him, Jisung bending over to read the contact name before giving you a confused look, expecting you to know who they were.
There was a sinking feeling in you when you saw the way Donghyuck’s demeanour had changed upon reading the contact, taking the phone from you roughly and answering it, the tone of his ‘hello’ already making you question just who this person was that Donghyuck was so quick to answer.
“Hey," he murmured, smiling at something whoever it was on the phone was saying to him.
"Who is it?" Jisung whispered, making you shrug.
"How would I know?" you shrugged, trying to listen in on the conversation but not being very successful.
"Yeah, no I'm alright to talk," you heard him say, "nothing, I'm just out with my friends."
You pretended to be occupied with the items in the shopping cart, oblivious to the way Jisung was eyeing the both of you.
"Yeah, actually it's for my birthday party. Do you wanna come? It's on the 6th," he murmured, fiddling with the disposable plates he'd just picked up.
Was he blushing? You couldn't believe the feelings of annoyance that were building in you at the sight of him.
Since when was Lee Donghyuck so shy talking to his friends on the phone?
You scoffed, getting Donghyuck's attention unintentionally, the boy looking at you expectantly. You chose to ignore his look, much to Jisung's shock.
Jisung whipped his phone out discreetly, deciding that desperate times called for desperate measures.
7:08pm -do u know anything abt this person called mina?-
chenle
7:08pm -jeno says its the girl donghyuck's talking to-
7:08pm -but doesnt he like y/n?-
chenle
7:08pm -yeah he does but jeno says hes being a wuss... n personally i think y/n's in denial too-
7:08pm - sure seems like it.. donghyuck's on a phonecall with her now n y/n looks more than pissed-
chenle
7:09pm -maybe u shld ask y/n abt it later n see what she says-
Shoving his phone back into his pocket, Jisung watched silently as Donghyuck ended his phone call, his smile lingering on his face a little too long for your liking.
"Who was that?" you asked, hoping the edge in your voice wasn't too obvious.
Unfortunately, it was, and Donghyuck couldn't help but let his smile grow at the thought of you possibly being jealous that he was talking to her.
"Oh, just this girl I've been talking to. Met her at the student council event that day."
You scrunched up your nose, letting out a small sigh, "cool...so she's going for your party too?"
Donghyuck narrowed his eyes at you, a small smirk playing at his lips.
"Uh-huh. Why? Is there an issue?" he drawled, leaning over the side of the trolley to bring his face closer to yours.
Yes, there was an issue.
Although Donghyuck may be unapologetically selfish at times, you, for one, were not. You didn't think it was very supportive of you to be so possessive over Donghyuck. I mean, it's a good thing that he's meeting people, isn't it? It's not like we're dating, there's nothing to be jealous about.
"No issue," you rolled your eyes, pushing the cart past him to head to the cashier.
"What's up with her?" Donghyuck laughed, hoping Jisung would give him some insight on your feelings.
Jisung gave Donghyuck a look of sheer disbelief.
"What's up with you!" Jisung whispered harshly, confused as to what Donghyuck's intentions were.
"Oh, so you're gonna shit on me for it too?"
Jisung gave him a look, "not without reason.”
"Look, trust me. I got it covered. The last thing I would want is to fight with Y/N, alright?"
Jisung glanced at you while you sulkily scanned your items at a self-checkout register, directing his gaze back to Donghyuck with a sigh.
"I know, just....be careful."
Later on that night, (or morning), Jisung had gone downstairs to grab a snack from the fridge, spotting you lounging on the sofa, practically glaring at the television.
"What's up?" Jisung's voice snapped you out of your annoyed state, after being told that this Mina girl he was talking to was not only awfully pretty and sporty by your friends who knew her, but that her personality meshed well with Donghyuck's.
"Nothing," you sighed, seeing Jisung raise his eyebrows, thinking back to what Chenle had told him and figuring now would be a good time to ask you.
"Are you sure? You looked kind of upset since Donghyuck picked up that call."
Your eyes widened, not realising your feelings had been so obvious. Shrugging, you'd fiddled with your phone.
"What are you trying to say?"
Jisung averted his gaze, sitting on the sofa next to you, hugging one of his knees to his chest.
"Do you like Donghyuck?"
You scoffed, almost choking on your saliva, looking at him with wide eyes. Opening your mouth, you closed it back again for lack of a good response.
"'Cause....you know, it's kind of obvious that he likes you.”
You shook your head, huffing in amusement, "I don't know what you're talking about."
"No, like really. The volleyball guys all think so, and so do his dnyl guys," you furrowed your eyebrows.
"Volleyball guys? So Hyunjin knows this too?" you asked, wondering how ridiculous it would've seemed that you were so smiley towards him even when Donghyuck was right there. That is, if what Jisung was saying was correct.
Jisung rolled his eyes.
"Yes, I'm pretty sure he knows."
You gasped lightly, "how many people even know about this? Okay, but, whatever that’s kind of beside the point. What makes you so sure?"
Jisung contemplated telling you about just how much he mentions you or asks about you in their conversations, or how Donghyuck was visibly more affectionate whenever you were involved. Even how Donghyuck had been trying different ways to get your attention, particularly through inviting you to his games (but that didn't seem to be working out with how little you paid attention during the last one).
Eventually, he figured it would be better if he didn't put ideas in your head, deeming it better that you figure it out on your own.
"I'm just sure, okay? Maybe you should try just observing and seeing how much he does for you.”
Jisung shrugged, getting up from the sofa, "maybe then you'll realise you like him too," he snickered, running up the stairs before you could respond.
You rolled your eyes, going back to glaring at the television. Except this time, your gaze kept wandering to your phone. Curse Jisung for making you curious.
Almost as if on cue, you’d received a text from Donghyuck.
lee donghyuck
12:34am -u awake?-
You had a few options in your head. Firstly, to ignore him and pretend you were asleep. Secondly, to reply him and bring up what Jisung had said as a joke. Thirdly, to just act like everything was normal yet not normal and that you weren’t totally scared that he was going to fall in love with Mina.
The temptation to be selfish was there, of course, to just ignore the situation for the sake of your sanity and leave Donghyuck hanging. But you knew that your worry for him overrode all sorts of selfishness you could possibly give in to.
For now, you’d chosen option three.
12:35am -yeah, what’s up?-
lee donghyuck
12:35am -can I call you?-
You didn’t respond, choosing to find his contact on your own and dial his number.
“Hey,” you sighed, hearing muffled sounds on his side before a small grunt and a thud, almost being able to picture Donghyuck
lying on his bed and talking to you, something about the mental image feeling endearing.
“Hey.”
“What happened?” You asked, the question catching Donghyuck off-guard.
Despite the countless number of times you’d called each other in the night like this, you’d never asked why, frankly not deeming it to be anything other than Donghyuck’s or your boredom. Only now, you were beginning to wonder if there were more to unfold behind these phone calls, and you were hoping Donghyuck would give you the answers.
“Nothing, nothing happened, I just...like, you know...couldn’t sleep...and stuff.”
You huffed, “you never sleep this early.”
Donghyuck sighed, not knowing what came over him when he’d said his next words.
“Do you want me to say I wanted to hear your voice for a while?”
You fell silent, expecting to hear him follow up with a ‘kidding’ or a ‘because that isn’t why I called’, yourself growing anxious the more you didn’t hear anything else from him.
Shifting on the sofa, you’d lay down and put Donghyuck on speaker, setting your phone next to your head.
“Hello?” You heard him murmur, making you clear your throat.
“Have you decided on what you wanted for your birthday?” You changed the subject quickly, trying to steady the beating of your heart.
You heard him huff, his voice sounding tired.
“Yeah. I decided that...” Donghyuck caught himself before he could slip up like before, shaking his head quickly, “I want a plant.”
Your eyebrows furrowed.
“A plant?”
“Yeah, like get me those, I don’t know like a plant I can take care of or something,” he panicked, “with a flower, like an orchid or something.”
You frowned, nodding slowly as you tried to understand his sudden request. Meanwhile, Donghyuck couldn’t help the regret that washed over him that he’d wasted his birthday wish like that.
“Okay, yeah. I’m feeling better now, goodnight.”
Donghyuck hung up quickly, kicking his blanket in frustration, rolling over and burying his face into the pillow.
Got it covered? Please.
===
After much observation, you were starting to realise that Donghyuck meant many things to you, and you didn’t like how it took you a situation like this to figure it out.
Firstly, with all his match preparations, Donghyuck was kept busy, but that didn’t mean that you wouldn’t receive all sorts of updates on him from Jisung at home. You were starting to wonder if he was a part of Donghyuck’s fan club as well.
You were having your science lesson in the lab, Donghyuck being your lab partner (fortunately and unfortunately for you), the said boy looking more tired today than ever.
“Are you alright? You look like shit,” you offered, pretending to be focused on removing your test tube from your beaker.
“Feel like it too,” he brought his hand up to run it through his hair, “stayed up late last night to help Mina with this proposal she had to write up.”
You scoffed, “you? Help her?”
In your annoyance, you’d applied too much force on your tweezers, practically cutting your specimen before you could place it down.
Donghyuck smiled, glancing at your annoyed expression after what happened to your leaf.
“Yeah, what’s so shocking about that? I kind of owed her.”
You stopped yourself from responding, deciding you shouldn’t be too bitter about their relationship. Shrugging, you shook your head in dismissal.
“Nothing. I guess it’s nice that you guys can help each other out.”
Donghyuck’s lips formed a surprised pout, his eyebrows raising slightly, not having expected you to be so gracious about it.
“So, uh...have you told your grandma to postpone your visit?” He brought up later on when you were on your way back to class.
You nodded, “yeah, I’m visiting her this weekend instead.”
Donghyuck couldn’t help the smile from his face, looking elsewhere as he relished in the way the sun shone in through the corridors, the warmth mirroring what he’d felt building in his chest.
“Nice.”
You felt it too. The way his smile was like that of the sun rays he enjoyed so much, how it made you feel scared. Scared that you were so used to seeing him smile like that until now.
You looked away quickly, hugging your books closer to your chest, accidentally brushing your finger against the paper, hissing when you’d felt a sting.
Pulling your hand away from your books, you’d groaned at the sight of blood on your finger, making Donghyuck turn to you with wide eyes, his gaze falling onto your source of distress.
The displeased sound that had left Donghyuck was even more obvious to you now, the way he’d gone to grab your wrist when you brought your hand to your mouth in your attempt to stop the bleeding.
“You should be more careful,” he chided, making you nudge his arm away, his concern putting you on the spot even more now that you were getting confused over your feelings towards him.
“It’s fine, it’s just a small paper cut.”
Donghyuck furrowed his eyebrows, leading you back into the classroom and sitting you down on your seat, scuffling over to his desk and rummaging through his bag, pulling out a small pouch and making his way back to you.
“I got these from Jaemin,” he grinned, squatting next to your desk as you turned to face him, watching closely as he pulled out a bright coloured, kid’s band-aid with Pororo the penguin printed on it.
You lightly thumped him on the head, uncomfortable with the stares you were getting from the people sitting around you, wondering if they too thought that Donghyuck was interested in you. A part of you wishing now that Jisung hadn’t shed light on Donghyuck’s (possible) feelings for the sake of your sanity.
“You’re being so dramatic, I don’t need a band-aid.”
Donghyuck sucked in a sharp breath, his expression stern and unwavering, “shut up, just hold still.”
He’d opened the band-aid, wrapping it carefully around your cut, leaning back with a satisfied smile to admire his handiwork.
“All better,” he beamed.
“Lee Donghyuck, please go back to your own seat,” you’d startled, your heartbeat audible in your ears, having barely noticed your teacher entering the classroom.
Shoving Donghyuck away quickly and turning to face the front, your hands went up to press against your cheeks as Donghyuck calmly strolled back to his seat, giving your teacher a slow nod as he walked past her.
Donghyuck had bid you goodbye before his training that day, telling you that he would call you that night because he had something to tell you.
So you waited, you’d waited even though you knew that the volleyball team had gone out for drinks despite their game being the next day, running later than he’d estimated, and you waited until you ended up falling asleep with your phone in hand.
Meanwhile, Donghyuck had gone home in a daze, partially giddy from excitement for his finals but also at the thought of what had happened earlier in the morning with you and your paper cut, not knowing that the small gesture was enough to send him reeling.
Grabbing his volleyball, he’d flopped on his back onto his bed, tossing the volleyball in the air and catching it absently, thinking about what the volleyball team had brought up during dinner.
“Y/N’s coming tomorrow for sure right?” Hyunjin had asked Jisung, a playful smirk on his face. This made Donghyuck narrow his eyes at Hyunjin, chewing on his noodles harshly.
Jisung nodded, “yeah, I’m pretty sure.”
“Why does it seem like her coming is so important to you?” Bomin laughed, making Donghyuck nod in agreement, nodding his head at Hyunjin in a challenging manner.
“Isn’t it obvious? For Donghyuck’s sake,” Hyunjin smiled, his eyes forming small crescents as he did so.
The sight would’ve been absolutely endearing for you, however, Donghyuck couldn’t help but scoff.
“What do you mean ‘for my sake?’” Donghyuck huffed, narrowing his eyes at Jisung who had seemed to agree with Hyunjin as well.
“You probably haven’t noticed, but...you play a lot better when she’s around.”
Donghyuck sighed, laughing at the sheer absurdity of the situation.
No amount of texts, calls or face-times with Mina would be enough to make Donghyuck change the way he felt about you, and it was a shame to him that he could only step out of his denial at this point of time.
Yet, there was still a nagging fear of the possible awkwardness and tension that could arise if you didn’t reciprocate his feelings like how he assumed you did. A vicious cycle, really.
Turning in his bed, he’d discarded the volleyball elsewhere in his room, taking his phone and unlocking it, his finger hovering over the phone app as he let his gaze fall on his wallpaper, the picture the both of you had taken on the day of his last match. The flowers were still on his tabletop, at this point, dried and ready to be displayed in his room however he wanted.
Trying his luck, he’d called you, the ringing having woken you up from your slumber, picking up the phone call hurriedly.
“Hello?” he huffed, already smiling without noticing.
You hummed in response, too tired to form a coherent response.
“Did I wake you?”
“Uh-huh.”
Donghyuck let out a small sigh, “sorry, just wanted to tell you to meet me tomorrow after my match ends.”
You groaned, “you couldn’t have waited until tomorrow morning to tell me that?”
Donghyuck had to stop himself from giggling at the sound of your voice, even if it was when you were annoyed at him.
“No, I couldn’t. Goodnight,” he murmured, pulling his blanket up on his chest to hug it, closing his eyes in anticipation.
“I hate you, goodnight.”
Donghyuck shrugged, he figured he could live with that for now. His (rather irritable) lucky charm.
===
You were running late. After Donghyuck had called the previous night, you struggled to fall back asleep due to your racing thoughts on possible things Donghyuck could have wanted to tell you. If anything, you’d probably only slept a few hours that night.
Which was what landed you in this situation now, trying to get a cab from where you were at the bus terminal since you’d dozed off on the bus, even in spite of all the energetic music you were playing in your attempts to stay awake.
Donghyuck should have seen it coming when you hadn’t answered his texts when he’d reached the venue. The match was already about to start and Donghyuck still couldn’t seem to spot you in the crowd.
He’d stood up, looking frantically in the direction of where Chenle, Jeno, Renjun and Jaemin sat, mouthing with big movements, ‘where is y/n?’. A part of him growing even more anxious when he was met with shrugs and head shakes.
“Lee Donghyuck, what are you doing? Go! The match is starting,” his coach’s voice rang in his ears, making him dismiss his feelings of anxiousness, trying to focus his thoughts on the game at hand.
You were receiving many texts from the guys, all asking where you were, making you even more anxious that the cab driver wasn’t going any faster.
As if that wasn’t bad enough, you’d met with bad traffic once you’d neared the venue, seeing as it was about time people were getting off work now, which only meant that you’d be close to missing the entirety of Donghyuck’s match, a horrible feeling of guilt stirring in you.
You were sure Donghyuck would be mad at you, knowing how petty he was when it came to things like these. The last time you hadn’t been for his match, he’d never let you live it down, claiming he was so upset you hadn’t shown up and couldn’t focus on his playing properly.
Little did you know, the same thing was happening now, Donghyuck was trying his best to not let his feelings interfere with his performance.
After a particularly successful top-spin serve that had caught the other team off guard, since he’d usually played it safe, he’d turned on instinct to the direction his friends were seated at, expecting to see you there with a smile, his smile falling when he’d realised you still hadn’t arrived.
You were barely reaching the venue when you’d gotten a text from Chenle.
Chenle
6:11pm - are you still showing up? The match just ended -
Looking out the window, your heart sank when you saw some people you recognised to be from your school walking on the pavement next to where you were, your attention diverted back to your phone when you heard another chime from your phone.
Jisung
6:11pm -hey, where r u? Donghyuck said he’d wait for u at the back entrance. Me n the guys r leaving for dinner cause he told us to head over first-
Your leg started to bounce in anxiousness once again, gritting your teeth before deciding that you couldn’t afford to waste any more time.
“Uh, sir? I’ll just get off here,” you murmured, “can you unlock the doors, please?” You blurted.
The man looked at you curiously, “are you sure? It’s quite a far walk.”
“It’s alright! Thank you anyway,” you smiled politely, waiting for him to unlock the doors, immediately shoving the door open once he did and exiting, slinging your bag around your shoulder and running to the back entrance.
Spotting him from afar, relief washed over you that he was still waiting.
Running up to him, you almost hadn’t seen the girl standing in front of him, stopping yourself where you were, not wanting to interrupt them.
Mina was currently standing in front of Donghyuck, asking him a question he frankly wasn’t paying attention to after having spotted you running from the entrance gate.
“So....do you like me?”
Donghyuck’s gaze was still on you, tearing his stare away from you reluctantly to look at Mina, his mouth moving before his head could process the situation.
“Uhhh...yes?”
Donghyuck immediately regretted his words, especially when he saw the smile Mina had given him, also because she didn't have to look twice to know he wasn't paying attention.
Only when he'd agreed, Donghyuck knew that something about his decision didn't feel quite right, deciding that he'd explain his situation in more detail to Mina the next time they met so she wouldn't get the wrong idea.
"So... I'll see you Saturday night then?" Donghyuck nodded.
Bidding him goodbye, Mina had turned her head to look at you, bowing her head slightly in a greeting before walking off, leaving you standing there dumbfounded as Donghyuck made his way towards you.
Glancing at the serious look he had on his face, you were expecting him to scold you, to tell you how upset he was that you hadn't shown up, not expecting him to give you a shy smile, bringing his hand up to smooth your hair down, after it having gotten dishevelled while you were running.
"Was that Mina?" was all you could ask.
Donghyuck huffed, feigning hurt, "no ‘hello Donghyuck how was your match?’"
"Hi," you added after his prompting, "what did uh..." your tongue wet your lips that were feeling awfully dry all of a sudden, "are you...mad at me?”
Donghyuck shook his head, a small smile on his face, shocking you at how gracious he was being all of a sudden.
“What did uh, you know, what did Mina ask you?” you cleared your throat.
Donghyuck's hands were still cupping the sides of your head, "she asked me out."
Your eyes widened, knowing his hands on your head hadn’t prevented you from hearing him loud and clear, a part of you dreading the answer to your next question but knowing you had to ask anyway, "did you say yes?"
Donghyuck looked at you, taking the side of his lower lip between his teeth gently and letting go immediately after. Was he being selfish?
Donghyuck nodded.
His response seemed to have triggered a stream of thoughts in you, ranging from feeling sad to hating why you were sad at the news to desperately trying to suppress your emotions because Donghyuck was your friend and you should be happy for him, right?
You pursed your lips, nodding slowly as you gave him a small smile, bringing your hands up to pull his hands off of your head.
"That's great. I'm...really happy for you, she seems like a great girl."
Donghyuck's eyebrows raised slightly, surprised at your reaction, having obviously expected you to react how you usually did, with passive aggressive comments and subtle hostility in your gaze. But none of that could be seen from you now, if anything, you looked almost....sad?
"I think uh.. I'll skip out on dinner today, you and the guys can go ahead," you told him, "I kind of wanna go home and rest."
Donghyuck nodded, not wanting to prod you more, a part of him feeling that you weren't in the mood for it today.
He'd pulled his phone out while you walked to the front entrance, "I got you a driver, he's coming in 10."
You heard your phone chime, taking it out to see the details of the driver Donghyuck had sent you.
"How much do I owe you?" you asked, earning a disgruntled sound from him, shaking his head.
"You don't owe me, consider it...compensation. For having to rush over here just now just to meet me."
That reminded you.
"Right, I almost forgot. What was it you wanted to meet me to tell me?"
Donghyuck swung his shoe bag, kicking the ground absently before he looked back at you, shaking his head with a small smile.
"It's alright, forget about it," he waved you off in dismissal, "It's not important.”
You frowned. Not important? Lee Donghyuck, kept me worried all night just for something that's suddenly not important?
You scoffed, folding your arms and looking elsewhere, your grip tight on your phone, making your knuckles almost turn white with how tight your hold was.
"Go, you're gonna be late for the dinner," you told him, not being able to handle the sight of him with how mixed your feelings were.
Donghyuck was hesitant, the slight raise of his eyebrows seeming almost disbelieving.
"You sure?"
You paused, not knowing why you even bothered giving this thought, decidedly nodding your head.
"I'm sure."
===
"Are you sure that's gonna work? Like....she won't be mad at you when she finds out or anything?"
Donghyuck shrugged, sipping on his drink calmly.
"Well, that's kind of the point. She wouldn't be getting mad unless she liked me," Donghyuck brought a finger to his temple, looking at Mina with a playful glint in his eye, internally claiming himself to be a genius for this idea.
"So...your plan is to get her so mad that she confronts you?"
Donghyuck nodded, grinning widely in the hopes that his optimism would convince Mina.
Mina tilted her head hesitantly, looking down at her drink, "and you're sure this'll work."
He nodded again, earning a resigned sigh from Mina.
"Okay, fine. I'll do it. But only because you really like her, and I don't think I can handle seeing you silently pine over her any longer."
Donghyuck's grin grew wider if that were even possible, clasping his hands together triumphantly, already feeling as though half of the battle was won.
Pulling out his phone, he'd gone to his Instagram, because yes, Donghyuck wanted to make sure you would've seen it even when you were all the way at your grandma's house.
Taking a picture of Mina and posting it, he'd chosen an intentionally ambiguous caption in the form of emojis just to push your buttons (knowing you would be frustrating yourself while trying to figure out what it means).
"What's this?" Mina asked.
Donghyuck wriggled happily in his seat, satisfied with his post once he was done, “phase one."
And sure enough, Jisung never heard the end of your monologue called 'they should just get married while they’re at it but you know what I’ll just be happy for them: no big deal'
===
After that day, you'd gone days without speaking to Donghyuck. And though that wasn't anything out of the ordinary, since your relationship was at a stage where you could go ages without seeing each other but still remain just as close, contacting each other often.
However, this time it was different for you, knowing that the reason behind his packed schedule was his frequent meetups and study dates with Mina.
As if Lee Donghyuck ever cared about studying.
Donghyuck was currently laying on the floor of the school gym, having finished a particularly tiring training session with some of the guys from the volleyball team.
“Are the rumours about you and that girl true?” Bomin asked, earning a loud groan of protest from Jisung.
“Yeah, speaking of which,” he sat up from the floor with a grunt, his towel draped over his head as he pointed a finger at Donghyuck, “I’ve got a bone to pick with you. Are you dating Mina?”
Donghyuck rolled his eyes.
“What if I said I was?”
Hyunjin frowned, his eyes narrowing in confusion, “didn’t you say you liked Y/N?”
Donghyuck nodded, “I do.” He shrugged, fiddling with his shoelaces as his lower lip jut out in a pout unconsciously.
“Then what’s going on with Mina?” Jisung’s tone was exasperated, not understanding how you could like someone as frustrating as Donghyuck.
“It’s fake,” Donghyuck laughed, amused at how seriously everyone around him was acting, wondering if you were feeling equally as serious.
Jisung fell silent, his mouth agape and his finger hanging in the air, not quite understanding the situation at hand. Hyunjin on the other hand, was quick to understand Donghyuck’s intentions, raising his eyebrows in surprise.
“Is this to make her jealous?” He asked, earning a feigned look of uncertainty from Donghyuck.
“Well, that’s the plan.”
Jisung let his back fall back against the floor, kicking his legs and punching at the air with his arms as a sad whimper left his lips.
“I hate you, Lee Donghyuck. I really do. It’s your fault I’ve been getting an earful from her recently,” he whined, getting up abruptly, draping his towel around his neck.
Donghyuck’s eyes widened, “good. Hang in there a little more. It’ll be a matter of time before everything falls into place,” he reached over to pat Jisung on the shoulder, a sweet smile on his face.
Hyunjin took his lower lip between his teeth, pursing his lips as he averted his gaze from Donghyuck, finally speaking.
“I don’t think this is a good idea.”
Donghyuck sighed, “You too? Just trust me, okay? I’ve known her for like...a long while now. And knowing her, she’d be crazy jealous if the guy she liked was doing this. And she wouldn’t be quiet about it either.”
“You can’t just tell her you like her like a sensible person?”
Donghyuck hummed, “I will, okay? Don’t worry about me, I’ve got it covered.”
Jisung huffed, “yeah, right.”
Sighing, Donghyuck had stood up, sighing as he bunched his towel up in his hands, beginning to walk over to his backpack.
“I’ll be heading back now, gonna meet Mina to...discuss,” he waved, slinging his backpack over his shoulder and leisurely exiting the gym.
9:48pm -hey, wanna come over to hang?-
Donghyuck received your text while he was with Mina, hesitating before replying you.
lee donghyuck
9:48pm -alright, you can pick ill be there soon-
Figuring you shouldn’t jump to conclusions as to why he was still out even though Jisung had returned from the gym, you’d lounged on the couch, scrolling absently through social media while you waited for him to reply.
Deciding to play some music while you waited, you’d begun to doze off when Donghyuck had arrived, the boy entering the house anxiously only to spot your head lolling around as you tried to fight your drowsiness.
Walking over to where you were as carefully as he could, he leaned over, letting out a breathy giggle out of sheer affection, reaching out a hand slowly as he deliberated on whether he should wake you, feeling as though it would be selfish of him if he did just because he wanted to spend time with you.
Unfortunately for him, Donghyuck had stepped on a pillow you'd pushed onto the floor previously, letting out a small yelp as he tried regaining his balance.
You'd startled awake, looking up with wide-eyes at Donghyuck who had his hands stretched out beside him as he'd managed to stop himself from falling, looking at you with a sheepish smile.
"Hey," he straightened up, his hands flopping down to his sides, letting out a small sigh.
Funnily enough, it took you more than a few moments to realise you weren't dreaming.
The sight of Donghyuck in his pyjama pants and a simple black t-shirt indicating that he’d showered before coming over, the way he’d smelled of his shampoo and looked ready for sleep had you in a daze, wondering how you’d let yourself get to the point where just looking at him was enough to send you spiralling with your thoughts.
Shaking your head, you spoke, voice slightly hoarse, “sorry, kind of fell asleep while I was waiting," you brought your hands up to rub at your eyes with your palms, letting out a small yawn.
Reaching over to grab your phone, you’d turned your music off as you regained your composure.
Donghyuck took a seat next to you, shifting his body so he could face you more, one of his hands resting on the back of the sofa comfortably.
“Are you tired? Do you want me to come over another time?” He murmured, earning a firm shake of the head from you.
“It’s fine,” you dismissed the thought quickly, not adding the part where you had missed him.
Donghyuck nodded, leaning back so his head was resting on the plush armrest of the sofa comfortably, reaching over for the remote control and turning the television on, turning on a movie the both of you had probably watched a million times but never gotten sick of.
“Did you go anywhere before this? I was wondering what was taking you so long when Jisung came home earlier,” you mumbled out of curiosity, leaning back comfortably on the sofa in a position that mirrored Donghyuck’s, your legs bent at the knees and leant against the sofa next to his, which were stretched out fully.
You’d felt one of his hands rest just above your knee comfortably, his thumb rubbing your leg gently.
Donghyuck glanced briefly at you before directing his gaze back to the television, “oh, you know, just went to meet Mina for dinner.”
You nodded slowly, a low hum leaving you, “oh...cool.”
He seemed happy. You didn’t want to make him feel bad about being with Mina just because you had a problem with it. You’d never even thought much about him at first, it wouldn’t have been fair if you just claimed him as yours when he was already in a relationship with Mina, you figured.
Donghyuck sighed, his hands stretching out in a force of habit gesture he would use to beckon you to cuddle with him, only now realising that that may not have been all that appropriate considering he was supposed to be pretending to date Mina.
“That’s nice. I’m really happy for you that you found someone like her,” you mustered with a small smile on your face.
You’d sensed his reservation too, feeling as though you were both being banished to either end of the sofa, not allowed to go any closer.
Donghyuck frowned, your reaction seeming to have been unsatisfactory for him.
“Really? You’re not like...mad or anything?” he prompted, making you laugh.
“You sound like you want me to be mad,” you huffed, flustering Donghyuck into opening and closing his mouth, fumbling with his words.
“I mean like, no, like, you are entitled to feeling however you want about it, like...” he stopped himself, “you’re really not mad?”
You sighed, turning away from the television to look at Donghyuck, who was already looking at you bewildered.
“Look, I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t bothered by the fact that you’re a lot busier now, but what kind of friend would I be if I couldn’t even support you when you’re happy with her?”
Donghyuck shut his lips tightly, not knowing how to react to your statement, wondering if he was wrong to assume that you had feelings for him.
You hummed, letting your legs rest over his slightly as you turned your body to face the television.
Donghyuck inhaled deeply, debating on whether or not now would be a good time to tell you, but knowing that it would put you in a tight spot since he hadn’t ended things with Mina yet.
Today, Donghyuck figured he shouldn’t be selfish.
Choosing not to pursue the topic more, Donghyuck had let you continue to watch the movie. Though as you did so, laughing and cooing at the happy and sad parts of the movie, Donghyuck couldn’t keep his gaze from wandering to you from time to time. As if it was second nature for him to gauge your reaction during the comedic parts just to make sure you were enjoying yourself.
Or maybe, it was just an excuse to look at you, the line had blurred a long time ago for him.
Only later on in the movie, Donghyuck couldn’t help but let his thoughts wander to how you felt towards his (fake) relationship, picking up his phone to distract himself only to see the many texts that had flooded in from the dnyl chat group.
renjun
12:59am - donghyuck what is this about you and mina -
jeno
12:59am – yeah! I heard from chenle abt it...-
renjun
1:00am - I think this is possibly the worst idea you’ve ever had -
jaemin
1:00am – I don’t want to lie to y/n >:(
1:00am – - im gonna tell Harvey -
jeno
1:02am – same! n btw chenle said she felt rly bad about missing ur match –
renjun
1:02am – jeno idk how that’s relevant but sure we’ll take it –
jaemin
1:03am – a part of me is kind of curious how this would play out at hyuck’s party though –
jeno
1:03am - oh right, isn’t it this weekend? -
renjun
1:03am - yeah it is -
jeno
1:04 am – how are u guys getting there? are we helping Donghyuck set up? –
jaemin
1:04am – I’m cool w that -
Donghyuck typed out his reply discreetly enough without you noticing, too distracted by the movie.
1:20am -trust me I have a plan-
Setting his phone down on the coffee table, he’d looked at you, debating on whether or not to ask you what was weighing on his mind, catching him off guard when you had turned to look at him, eyebrows raising curiously.
“What’s wrong? The movie’s over”
Donghyuck paused, turning to realise that the movie was indeed over and he hadn’t paid attention at all for the last bit.
“Nothing. I was like...was wondering if you were gonna come early this weekend to help me set up for the party.”
You felt a tinge of disappointment, hoping it hadn’t shown too much in your expression as you gave him a delayed nod, letting out a small sigh that you masked to be because you were tired.
“Yeah, of course,” you huffed.
Donghyuck nodded, getting up abruptly, “I should probably be heading back now, you should get some rest.”
You frowned, but nodded nonetheless, “okay,” you stood up, walking closely behind him.
Donghyuck contemplated asking if he could stay over, almost forgetting his entire plan for a second (and then wondering if he even had a legitimate plan in the first place), his hesitation causing his body to function faster than he could process, turning around abruptly without warning.
His sudden halt making you yelp, almost colliding into him and stopping yourself just in time, Donghyuck reacting quickly and reaching his hand out to grab your arm in an attempt to steady you.
Something about the air had thickened with tension then. Donghyuck blamed it on his prior racing thoughts, because looking at you now, he definitely did not have a plan.
You, on the other hand, blamed it on the way you weren’t even focused on the movie to begin with, too occupied with hating the feeling of pining after somebody that was already taken. But whatever it was, you knew that you didn’t have much of a plan either.
This was too close. You should’ve stuck to whatever 2 metre radius you had on the sofa just now, because if you were already distracted by his presence then, it was definitely a lot worse now.
You could smell the fabric softener of his shirt, feeling him squeeze your arm gently as you dared yourself to look up at him, your breath hitching at the way he was looking at you.
Maybe you were just imagining things.
Like how you were ‘imagining’ the way he seemed to be leaning closer to you, his gaze flickering between your features to ultimately end up on your lips, almost as if he was gravitating towards you.
Donghyuck scoffed. The universe was basically begging me to kiss my close friend.
Just as you’d felt yourself leaning closer as well, you’d begun to process what was happening, stepping back quickly and averting your gaze, suddenly interested in what was in your kitchen.
“I should go.”
You huffed nervously, “yeah, you should.”
Donghyuck nodded, wordlessly leaving your house, shutting the door behind him as he left, the only sound left being the trailer for whatever movie was on the television sounding throughout your living room.
===
You were sure this was going to be a very long day.
You’d just bought your present for Donghyuck from the florist, packing it carefully in a nice bag before you headed over to his house, only to have arrived at Donghyuck’s house to see him and Mina busy with preparing snacks.
You’d entered the kitchen to be met with a laughing Donghyuck and a squealing Mina, joking around as they prepared the various food and snacks.
“Oh, hey, you’re here! Is that a gift? If it is you can put it up in Donghyuck’s room,” she smiled at you.
You’d returned her smile out of politeness, ignoring the way Donghyuck was looking at you as though he was searching your face for any emotions that were out of the ordinary. You hoped you weren’t being too obvious with your forced smile, turning quickly so you could let your smile drop, wanting to roll your eyes.
What was this? Their housewarming party?
Huffing, you’d left the kitchen, meeting Hyunjin and Jisung on the way upstairs, Jisung nudging you as a greeting as he continued down the stairs.
Hyunjin reacted quickly, calling out to Jisung, “hey, I’ll meet you downstairs later,” he called, turning around and accompanying you upstairs.
“Hey, how’ve you been?” he asked, earning a shrug from you, opening the door to Donghyuck’s room as you took the plant out of the bag.
“I’ve been good, I guess. You?” you spoke as you walked over to his balcony to place the small potted flower on the small table he had there, admiring the way it looked.
“Uh... good too...I guess,” he huffed in amusement, bringing his hand up to the back of his neck, fiddling with his collar.
Hyunjin figured he’d might as well try to distract you from paying too much attention to Donghyuck and Mina.
“D’you wanna help Jisung and I with the decorations?” he offered, earning a nod from you.
“Yeah, sure. Not like I have anything better to do here,” you shrugged, letting him lead you downstairs to the living room where you saw Jisung and Jeno sitting on the floor at the coffee table, focused on cutting something to decorate the makeshift backdrop Donghyuck had where the photos would be taken later on.
“Where’s the rest?” Hyunjin asked, making Jisung and Jeno look up.
Jeno gave you a smile in greeting, beckoning you over to sit with him.
“Jaemin and Renjun went to collect the balloons. Chenle....” he looked at Jisung in the hopes that he would know where his friend was.
“In the kitchen spying on Donghyuck and Mina.”
You scoffed, not being able to help the laugh from bubbling out of you.
“He should leave them alone, wouldn’t want to spoil their alone time.”
Hyunjin gave you a surprised look as Jisung scoffed, “please, as if they don’t get plenty of alone time as it is.”
You’d made a displeased sound, knowing you agreed with him but not wanting to be sulky about it.
“Yeah, well,” you’d cut a piece of tape to hand to Jeno, “It’s not like I can tell him who to spend his time with, can I?”
Jeno perked up at the statement, “yes, you can. You totally can. You should definitely do that.”
Assuming they were joking with how quick Hyunjin and Jisung were to agree, you’d let out a chuckle, shaking your head.
“Y/N, can you follow me to go hang these up?” Hyunjin asked, holding up the many streamers he had hooked onto his fingers, earning a nod from you.
Holding his arm out for you to take, you couldn’t help but wonder why you weren’t feeling as excited as you usually would be if a situation involved Hyunjin. Choosing to ponder over the thought, you followed him over to the backdrop setup.
Sitting on the table where the cake was supposed to be, you’d pre-cut various pieces of tape, pasting them on your arm, holding it out for Hyunjin to access it more easily as he hung up the decorations, your gaze constantly wandering over to the kitchen where you could see Donghyuck whispering something to Mina, earning a giggle from her.
“Does it bother you?”
Your attention was directed towards Hyunjin, making you frown.
“Huh?” You did a once-over of the decorations, shaking your head, “nah, I think what you did was fine. Maybe move that one a little to the left.”
Hyunjin burst into laughter, shocking you at the sudden outburst as he shook his head, speaking as he calmed down.
“No, I was talking about those people in the kitchen,” he told you pointedly, making you look back at the kitchen to realise who he was referring to.
You shrugged, letting out a sigh instead, unsure how to reply Hyunjin.
“I figured. You’d been staring at them ever since we came here.”
You scoffed. “I wasn’t!... okay maybe I was, but it doesn’t mean anything, I swear.”
Hyunjin huffed, “I thought Jisung was a bad liar but... I’d say you’re a lot worse.”
“Maybe it runs in the family,” you sighed.
You’d averted your gaze quickly when you saw Donghyuck exiting the kitchen, making his way over to where you and Hyunjin were, your presence together with him clearly having struck a nerve with him.
“Hey,” he murmured, standing next to where you sat on the table, so close that your legs were touching his hips.
“Careful now, wouldn’t want your girlfriend getting jealous.”
Only then did Donghyuck register your words, not having given it a single thought when he’d approached you, the only thing in his head having been to make sure Hyunjin wasn’t trying to hit on you. Little did he know, you wouldn’t have noticed even if he was, your head preoccupied with thoughts about Donghyuck.
Taking the tiniest of steps away from you, he glanced over in Mina’s direction, seeing her prompt him to carry out what they’d discussed.
“Not much of a girlfriend, if you asked me,” Donghyuck shrugged, making your eyebrows knit in confusion, a small pout appearing on your lips.
“Really? Thought you guys seemed to be getting along pretty well,” you murmured.
Hyunjin was trying his best to eavesdrop, taking particularly long to hang up each streamer.
“That’s kind of the thing...” he began, your conversation interrupted when the doorbell rang, making him halt your conversation to go and answer the door, leaving you hanging.��
Hyunjin turned around, a scandalised look on his face.
“What was that!” he whispered harshly.
You handed him the last piece of tape on your arm with a wide-eyed look, shrugging, “beats me.”
You’d seen Donghyuck walking back into the room, with Chenle, Jaemin and Renjun following behind him, before parting ways and walking over to where you and Hyunjin were, Jaemin and Renjun beginning to display the balloons. Or more accurately, Renjun displayed them while Jaemin gave him compliments.
Jaemin stood next to where you sat, leaning on the table, his arms folded in front of him.
“I trust their artistic direction,” he gestured to them, “the last time they did the banners for the school’s valentine’s day fair I ended up with a girlfriend.”
Renjun scoffed, “speaking of which, where are they?”
Jaemin shook his head, “nope, couldn’t make it cause they’ve got some family dinner.”
You nodded in understanding, seeming a little uninvested in the conversation, but Jaemin figured he knew why, being able to sense that you were a little preoccupied with your continuous glances cast towards Donghyuck and Mina’s direction.
“Who knows, maybe their weird art magic will help you get a boyfriend too,” Jaemin nudged you.
This had only caused your frown to deepen when you’d immediately visualised Donghyuck as your boyfriend, shaking your head in dismissal.
Mina had noticed you staring, leaning over to Donghyuck, “I don’t think your plan is working very much.”
Donghyuck sighed, “I know. I’m honestly close to giving up, but I just need a chance to talk to her alone later, I swear I’ll tell her everything then.”
Mina narrowed her eyes at him, “okay. I’ll try to create an opportunity, but you’d better make sure you tell her. I can’t bear seeing her look so sad,” she scolded, mustering a smile before she’d left to talk to the other guests Donghyuck had invited.
Soon enough (thankfully), the decorations were done and Donghyuck had started to play music in the house, bringing out the snacks and food for everyone to eat. You’d taken your seat next to Hyunjin and Jisung since Donghyuck seemed to be a little preoccupied with Mina.
Which, of course, you had to lie to yourself again and say you didn’t mind.
You were thankful for Hyunjin and Jisung’s presence, of course, since it had managed to distract you from being sad over seeing Donghyuck being happy with Mina and taking food for her or how she would brush his hair back for no reason and oh, how much you wished you were Mina.
You were about a hundred percent sure you liked Donghyuck, in the least best-friend way possible.
Somewhere along the way, when people had brought out the drinks and everyone had been lounging and using their phones for a while, you’d heard someone call for everyone to gather so you could play games. You figured you were up for it, since you were never one to refuse board games, so you didn’t mind when Donghyuck had brought out his ‘Jenga’ set.
You decided to play in teams since there were so many of you, and you’d teamed up with Hyunjin since Chenle had teamed up with Jisung, while Jaemin preferred to be the (arguably unnecessary) ‘referee’.
Somehow or another, you were stuck in a difficult position, having to bend your hand awkwardly to get the piece you had chosen out, and in trying to get into a favourable position, you’d somehow ended up having to squeeze yourself between where Donghyuck sat and the coffee table, trying not to let yourself lean against him.
“Don’t choose that one, choose that one,” you’d almost jumped at his hand that had gone next to yours, grabbing your hand and directing it to the piece he was referring to, your breath hitching as he did so.
Your heartbeat was beginning to pick up speed, as you tried your best to do so, unappreciative of the commentary Donghyuck was giving from behind you, even to the extent of leaning over so his head was mere inches away from your ear as he directed you calmly.
It wasn’t as if you were the only one feeling tense, Donghyuck’s gesture had warranted many stares and wide eyes from the people in the circle, making you eager to get this over with.
Unable to take it, you’d barely moved the piece when you raised your hand abruptly, “Hyunjin, you do it. I can’t.”
Donghyuck backed away quickly, raising an eyebrow at you as if he didn’t know why you’d given up, making Mina roll her eyes at Donghyuck, “now that’s just cheating,” she told him.
Hyunjin had taken over for you, and for many more turns afterwards. You were thankful when Jisung had lost since you decided you had enough of this game. Proposing another game, you had hoped they had another board game prepared, since you were sure Donghyuck had more than a few in his storeroom.
Unfortunately for you, they seemed to have other plans, with Mina (you were too distracted by what the game was to pay attention to who said it) proposing a game of ‘Truth or Dare’.
As if you hadn’t been put on the spot enough today already.
The first few questions were simple, typical of the game. Simple questions of this or that whenever people chose truth, everyone seeming too afraid to start choosing dare.
Soon enough, it was Jaemin’s turn to ask a question, humming in thought as he scanned the circle.
“I pick Hyunjin.”
You weren’t paying much attention, glaring at the coffee table after you saw Donghyuck slinging his arm around Mina’s shoulder, letting her rest her head on his chest as if it was second nature to them.
Hyunjin scoffed, “truth,” he answered without missing a beat.
Jaemin stuck his tongue out at Hyunjin teasingly, “If you could date anyone in our school who would it be?”
“Y/N?” Hyunjin answered, earning a glare from Donghyuck (and many low sounds of surprise from the rest).
Donghyuck searched your gaze for a reaction, something stirring in him when he didn’t spot the look that he usually saw you wear whenever you saw Hyunjin. Strangely, this time you looked as though you didn’t care much for his answer.
“Would you ask her out?”
Donghyuck scoffed, standing up abruptly, making everyone’s heads turn to face him, amused at what would have triggered his outburst since he’d been so willingly upholding whatever happy-couple façade he had with Mina.
“This game is boring. Let’s play something else,” he blurted, making you scoff.
What was he doing getting so riled up over a question that wasn’t even for him?
Donghyuck’s outburst had caused the crowd to dissipate, the boys gathering at the sofa to play video games on Donghyuck’s console, everybody seeming to have returned to their state before you started playing games.
Mina nudged Donghyuck, “now’s your chance, go and talk to her. I’ll make sure no one interrupts you guys.”
Donghyuck heaved a heavy sigh, nodding slowly, his confidence from before seeming to have returned as he stood up, making his way over to where you were, laughing at something Hyunjin had said.
“Hey,” you heard Donghyuck’s voice, looking up to spot him standing with his hands shoved in his pockets, his body language a contrast to what he was feeling.
“Hey?” you answered, unsure what he was approaching you so aggressively for, but slightly thankful that you were getting some sort of attention from him today.
“Can we talk? Like..upstairs,” he gestured with his head in the direction of the stairs, making you nod slowly, growing nervous at his sudden request, your thoughts having immediately wandered back to what he’d said just now about Mina, wondering if that was what he’d wanted to talk to you about.
Hyunjin gave you an encouraging nod, wanting you to go up with Donghyuck, prompting you to do so. Letting him lead you upstairs, you reminded yourself repeatedly to keep calm, that this was your close friend you were going to be talking to. Your close friend that had a girlfriend. Your close friend that you really really liked that had a girlfriend.
Entering Donghyuck’s room, he shut the door behind you, walking over to the balcony, and leaning against the railing, shutting his eyes as the breeze grazed his cheeks, finding that he would much prefer your touch on his cheeks.
“So, uh,” you began, “what did you wanna talk to me about?”
“Don’t date Hyunjin.”
You frowned, leaning with your back against the railing so you could look at him, your arms folded across your chest, “what?”
“I don’t think he’d be a good match for you,” Donghyuck shrugged, going completely off course from how he’d initially planned on approaching the topic of his feelings.
Scoffing, you glanced at the orchid flower sitting on his balcony table, rolling your shoulders back before speaking. Friendship, new beginnings, you remembered the florist telling you when you’d asked for what the flower symbolised.
“That’s what you wanted to talk to me up here about?”
“Well, no but—”
“Since when did it matter to you?”
Donghyuck looked down at the small view he had of the neighbourhood, his voice coming out firmly, “it always mattered to me. You just never noticed.”
You weren’t sure what he was getting at. His words were doing nothing to help your feelings for him, if anything, it made you even more confused.
“What if I was going to date Hyunjin? Does that mean you’d tell me I couldn’t?”
“Are you going to date Hyunjin?”
“What does it matter to you if I date him? You’re already with Mina.”
Donghyuck scoffed, “It matters because I don’t like it.”
You groaned in frustration, your hands going up to brush your hair back harshly, “so what? Just because you don’t like Hyunjin means that I have to give him up?”
Donghyuck turned to you, nodding as if it was his legal right to dictate your love life. “Fine, so go downstairs and ask him out, then.”
“I’m not doing that.”
“Well, why not?”
“Because I don’t wanna ask him out,” you shot back.
“Then there shouldn’t be a problem with me telling you what I think, right?”
You scoffed, not wanting to let him manipulate you into confessing your feelings for him. Blinded by frustration, you’d let yourself slip, “well if that’s the case then I can say that I don’t like you dating Mina either! Does it mean that you’re gonna break up with her?”
“I will if you want me to.”
You fell silent at that, unsure how to interpret what he’d said.
“This isn’t how it’s supposed to be, Donghyuck. I’m supposed to support you as your friend, and you’re supposed to support me. You look happy with Mina, so I’m supporting you. Shouldn’t you want me to be happy too?”
Donghyuck narrowed his eyes at you, tipping his head back in frustration before he’d made his way in front of where you stood, his hands going on either side of the railing next to you, caging you on the spot.
“Then can you say for yourself that you’d be happy dating Hyunjin?” You hesitated.
“... No,” you murmured, averting your gaze anywhere except for him.
“Then who would you be happy with? Tell me, and I’ll tell you what I think.”
“I don’t care what you think—”
“Tell me who, Y/N.”
You rolled your eyes, upset that he was putting you on the spot like this, deciding to look him in the eyes, despite the warmth you felt pricking at your eyes, “you’re being mean.”
“Just tell me,” Donghyuck insisted.
“Okay, fine. It’s you, okay? Are you happy now?” you scoffed, “look, you’re perfectly happy with Mina and as your friend I should respect that—”
“We’re not just friends and you know it.”
Donghyuck groaned in frustration, his grip tightening on the railing as he kept his gaze on you.
Just for a moment, Donghyuck had managed to make you forget about hesitating. The way he was looking at you, it’d almost made you believe that he wasn’t with Mina, that everything else could wait but in this moment, he’d wanted it to just be you and him.
“That doesn’t make sense...” you murmured, though that hadn’t stopped you from staring at his face, trying to get a sensing of just what it was that he wanted from you.
Donghyuck had a few options, to tell you now about the fake relationship and risk you getting mad at him. To stop himself and tell you about how he’d been planning on breaking up with Mina.
But his last option, the most selfish of all, was to just let himself have this moment with you, and deal with the repercussions of it later on.
Donghyuck chose to be selfish.
Leaning closer to you, you’d found yourself looking up as well, his gaze replaced by a more determined, decisive one, as he glanced at your lips, inching closer so your lips were barely touching.
Not being able to handle the tension any longer, you chose to be selfish too.
Apologising to Mina in your head, you’d brought your hands up to cup his face, bringing him closer to you to meet your lips with his, hearing him sigh as he kissed you back.
Donghyuck wasn’t sorry, not at all, especially when he’d removed his hands from the railing to grasp at your waist, his other hand moving from your waist to cup the side of your face, holding you firmly as if he was telling you that he wasn’t going to let go first.
Coming to your senses, you’d stopped yourself just as he tried to deepen the kiss, pulling back breathless with your chest heaving, your hands dropping from his face as if they’d been burned. Donghyuck tore his gaze reluctantly from your lips, soft breaths leaving him as he bit his lip, trying to process what had happened.
You shook your head, instantly feeling horrible that you’d kissed him but the worst part being that you knew you made the choice on your own.
“I’m not supposed to be doing this with you. How could you let me do that, you have a girlfriend!” you gasped, your hands flying up to cover your mouth, staring at him scandalised.
Donghyuck stood dumbfounded, “wait, let me explain. It’ll all make sense.”
You shook your head, pushing his arms off of you as you took a step back from him.
“Settle your shit with Mina before you talk to me. You can’t just assume you can go behind her back like this and that we’ll both be okay with it,” you scoffed.
“That’s not how it works. It’s not the same as saying you love both your mom and your dad. I need you to make a clear decision and not put me through this anymore,” you blurted, your words coming out a mile a minute with how flustered you were.
“I’m sorry, I’m leaving. Happy birthday.”
Donghyuck parted with the feeling of your hands cupping his face, now met with the cold breeze once again.
===
It wasn’t as if you wouldn’t see Donghyuck in school. You did, except he hadn’t made a move to reach out to you first, since he figured you still needed some time to collect your thoughts.
You’d only heard halfway through the week that he’d broken up with Mina (much to Jisung’s relief), though strangely, he didn’t seem very different to you.
Not that your information gathered through furtive glances in his direction during lessons were of any indication.
He’d surprised you on Friday morning, when you’d been freezing in the classroom because your school sweater was still in the wash, looking stupid as the only student that hadn’t brought a worn the sweater.
Only upon returning after a trip to the washroom in between lessons to try to warm up your body with a walk, you’d spotted the presence of a school sweater on your desk, and the lack thereof on Donghyuck, who fiddled with his tie nonchalantly, supporting his head on his arm which was on his desk.
Lifting the sweater, you were about to hang it on your chair, stubbornly not wanting to give him the satisfaction of you putting it on, only to reveal the big scrawl on your notebook that you could only identify as Donghyuck’s handwriting, reading : ‘don’t be stubborn and wear it. You’ll freeze if you don’t’.
Huffing, you’d reluctantly put on the sweater, your fingers grazing lightly over the small student council pin near the collar, not wanting to make it too obvious that the comfort and warmth of the sweater was absolutely needed, simply looking down at your notebook and flipping the page.
You’d stayed behind in school that day to get some work done in the library, not expecting to have spotted Jisung and Chenle there, the group approaching you to greet you.
Chenle’s eyebrows raised in surprise.
“I’m guessing you and Donghyuck have made up already? God, it was so hard keeping all that fake relationship nonsense he had with Mina a secret from you—” Chenle stopped himself once he saw your expression, instantly regretting opening his mouth.
“I’m sorry, his what?”
Chenle directed his gaze elsewhere, shrugging, nudging Jisung with his foot in his panic, making Jisung shrug, “uh..what? I didn’t hear anything, did you?”
“Where is he now?” you spoke, not sure whether you were happy or angry that the situation turned out this way. All you knew was that you needed to see Donghyuck and give him a piece of your mind.
“He’s uh...he’s in the council room with the dnyl guys.”
You stood up, gathering your things quickly and bidding Jisung and Chenle goodbye, Chenle pulling out his phone to text Donghyuck.
chenle
7:19pm -y/n just found out n shes super mad at you prepare yourself-
Donghyuck had pulled his phone out, not being able to help the giddy feeling in him from arising.
“Why? What’s got you looking so happy?” Renjun asked.
“Y/N found out.”
Renjun frowned, not knowing how Donghyuck could be so happy about his impending scolding, leaning over to Jaemin and Jeno to murmur, “I think he’s lost it.”
You weren’t even sure what you’d wanted to tell him as you were storming towards the council room. I mean, you knew you needed to confront him, yet you couldn’t quite phrase your words in your head, all of them seeming to do no justice to your true thoughts and emotions.
But before you knew it, you were already in front of the council room door, with no prepared speech whatsoever, shoving the door open and glaring at a smiling Donghyuck.
“Lee Donghyuck, we need to talk. Now.”
You’d left the room, waiting impatiently until the doors opened again, Donghyuck walking out calmly, his hands in his pockets like before.
“Hey,” he breathed.
“Hey? Hey? You lie to me about something so big and kiss me to confuse me and now all you can say is hey?” you scoffed, hating the way he was smiling at you because whatever it was, it was making it harder for you to stay mad at him.
Donghyuck didn’t care, he was happy. He didn’t care if you were mad at him, or if you were gonna nag him until your voice went hoarse. He didn’t care about whatever you could possibly throw at him because he was so happy that you were finally telling him truthfully about all the emotions you were feeling.
“You’re wearing my sweater,” he pointed out calmly, as if you hadn’t just showed up to the council room fuming.
You flushed, trying to ignore the way you’d felt somewhat shy under his gaze, choosing to cover it up for the sake of your pride.
“I didn’t come here to play spot the difference, Donghyuck.”
Donghyuck let out an amused huff, “I know. Look, I’m sorry I lied to you,” he said, letting out a breathy laugh. “My initial plan was to just make you so jealous that you would crack and admit your feelings for me. But that didn’t seem to be working very well.”
You scoffed, “oh, it worked. It worked very well. I was so jealous I couldn’t even think straight. I should’ve known it was fake, this is so like you.”
“Well then why didn’t you show it?” he pouted.
You gave him a look of disbelief, “because that was how much I liked you! I didn’t want you to feel bad just because you liked someone that wasn’t me. I’ll have you know, I was trying very hard to be supportive.”
He grinned, his hands coming out of his pockets to fold his arms across his chest calmly, scrunching his nose up cutely.
“I know, Jisung told me.”
You rolled your eyes. The anger you were feeling from before dying down, now being overtaken by the giddiness from the thought that this meant that Donghyuck reciprocated your feelings, and there was essentially nothing stopping the both of you from pursuing these feelings.
Donghyuck gave you a soft smile, stepping forward to wrap his arms around you, resting his chin comfortably on your shoulder, “are you still mad?”
“You’re really manipulative, you know that? It’s so hard for me to stay mad at you.” Donghyuck laughed, his hands rubbing your back soothingly, “good.”
“Now...because the last one didn’t end very well, can I have a second try?” Donghyuck pulled away from you, his hands on your shoulders as he leant back to gauge your expression.
“At what?”
“Trust me, close your eyes.”
You frowned at him, but obliged, not being able to hide your smile when you’d felt his hand cup the side of your neck, instantly knowing what he was about to do, feeling the confirmation of his lips press against yours not long after.
Watching from the inside of the room, Jaemin let out a relieved sigh. “Awfully dysfunctional dynamic, but I’m glad it worked out for them.”
Jeno hummed in agreement, “maybe Jaemin was right about your weird art magic, Renjun.”
Jaemin scoffed, “of course I’m right,” he let out a gasp, “wait...but doesn’t that mean we won’t necessarily be needing the club anymore? Since all of us are kind of...you know, taken?”
“I vote we keep the club,” Jeno suggested, earning a low impressed sound from Renjun.
“Thought you were the one that said this club was stupid, huh?”
Jeno shrugged, “guess Harvey was right...about what exactly, I’m not very sure but just...right.”
“Speaking of Harvey, we should probably tell him about this...development.”
Donghyuck pulled away from you, burying his head in your shoulder shyly, “I don’t think this is appropriate to be doing on school grounds.”
“Oh so now you want to be a rule-abiding council member?”
Donghyuck huffed, maybe being selfish wasn’t such a bad thing after all, especially when it came to you.
Donghyuck scrunched up his nose, letting out a thoughtful hum, “... on second thought, maybe we should head out of school so we can continue this in peace.”
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SKZ Reaction: Their Girlfriend Is Super Clumsy (Pt. 1)
UwU my first official request? I actually love this since I'm hella clumsy too - hope you like it (Sorry it took so long! AP classes were a bad idea and are currently kicking my ass) - I'll add Jisung, Seungmin, Felix, and Jeongin as soon as I can 💕
Bang Chan
- He's literally the sweetest for this.
- You're clumsy? No problem! Chris wouldn't be the type to tease you about it, but he would try to stay close to you to protect you from yourself.
-If you trip and fall, I can 100% guarantee this man will catch you, and say something corny about you falling for him.
_ He tries not to let you cook by yourself, not exactly trusting sharp things around you.
- If you do happen to hurt yourself under his watch, poor baby would feel so bad about it. Like, if he didn't catch you on time before you fell, or if you cut yourself while chopping vegetables, or just bumped your head on something.
- He'd be all pouty as he tries to take care of you, make sure your injuries aren't serious. You'd probably have to reassure him that he's doing great protecting you, and that you're just extra prone to accidents.
- Now, if you managed to severely hurt yourself, it would be a whole different scenario.
- Channie would literally call 911 freaking out over the phone.
- "what do you mean an ambulance will be here soon?? she needs it now!!"
- Meanwhile, you probably just dislocated something, you keep telling him you're probably fine
- but BOY he's so worried :(
Woojin
- As the eldest, I'm sure he's had plenty of experience dealing with clumsy children [cough SKZ cough]
- Honestly, you being clumsy wouldn't phase him at all.
- he wouldn't glue himself to you like Chan, but he would definitely take precautions
- probably doesn't let you cook at all (you? With a knife? And a hot stove? And boiling water? Thats a recipe for disaster)
- on the down low, he will task other members with looking out for you if he isn't around
- if you fall? He'd help you up, probably gently tease, with no real bite to it, just to lighten the mood and make you laugh
- "Ah, again? That carpet just came out of nowhere!"
- with a severe injury, i still see this man as unphased, simply with a here we go again mindset
- will drive you to the hospital himself, likely telling you what happened before the doctors do
- "Jagi, another sprain? I know you trip a lot, but can you try to be more careful how you land???"
Lee Know (Minho)
- This boy is literally awful when it comes to this — he WILL tease you, no mercy
- he wouldn't make a huge deal out of it, not really that protective
- He'd figure that if you could survive your own clumsiness up to this point, then youre probably fine, health wise
- besides, whenever you got hurt he'd get to baby you and kiss it better, so why would he protect you from that??
- okay but serious injuries would definitely scare him - like, if you fall and get back up and a bone is bent the wrong way? He will LOSE IT
- tbh is also the kind to call an ambulance, despite the fact that you literally could take YOURSELF to the hospital
- "Minho I'm fi—"
- "Sh, Im helping — anyway, yes, the address is... Uh-huh, okay, five minutes, yep"
- while waiting for the ambulance, he'd def make jokes
- "Y/N-ah, i swear I'm going to have to start charging your insurance company for all these kisses I'm giving..."
- "Huh? What's that? Did you say my kisses don't work? Nonsense! There's nothing my love can't make better" *Looks at your dislocated shoulder* "Heh, okay, yeah, maybe not that."
Changbin
- oh dear, this boy.... He has literally no idea what to do with you
- he takes so many precautions and he clings to you and tries his best to keep you out if harms way
- he just... Doesn't understand how in the hell you keep managing to injure yourself.
- you're walking with each other in the park one day, and you fall into Changbin's muscly arms
- he holds you up, obviously, but when you regain your composure again he's staring at you with a seriously? look
- "Did you... Did you just... Trip over fucking air??"
- can't help but laugh at the situation
- he typically doesn't tease? But he does say stuff like "that's it, I'm wrapping you in bubble wrap when we get home"
Hyunjin
- this boy would never admit it (because he thinks it sounds mean to say) but he loves that you're clumsy
- not that he needed an excuse to baby you and treat you like a princess but he sure is happy to have one
- he makes sure you two are joined at the hip at all times, that way not only can he catch you if you slip, he can also look out and warn you about incoming dangers
- "Noona! Be careful, the sidewalk gets really uneven over there!"
- is the type to complain when (unlike him) the world doesn't revolve around you and take steps to keep you more safe
- "Yah! Where are all the taxes even going if my baby cant walk on a sidewalk safely?"
- i personally don't see any scenario I mind where you get seriously injured with him? He's too careful for that
- boy keeps himself all alert for you so you don't have to
- he feels hella proud of himself and you whenever you go a day or two without even tripping up at all
- celebrates with kisses!
- "no bruises this week, jagiya? I'm so proud of you!"
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My love and feels for Skz 🌹🖤
I was tagged by my dear @pikachulein (thank you for doing that btw) to do a post about my feels for Skz so here it is!
I’m just gonna say that this post is probably a bit cringy and makes zero sense because I have a hard time putting my feelings/thoughts into words :p Also... this ended up being.......1,2k+ words long, whoops 😌
Woojin:
I see Woojin as an older brother he’s 3 years older than me so there we go even tho it’s not that much, anyway so with him it’s definitely brotherly and sibling-like love. It would be awesome to have him as my older brother can i swap my annoying bro with him please and I feel like he would be someone who I can rant about stuff and ask advice. Since he’s also super loving towards his members and takes care of them, I can sort of relate to that since I’m lowkey the mom-friend in my friend group. He’s such a sweetheart and I’m so soft ;-;
Bang Chan:
Ah, it’s mister ”here to wreck your bias list once again”. Chan is probably the one who confuses me the most, I mean he’s my bias but at the same time he’s my bias wrecker and I really don’t know how I feel about him?? I just feel drawn and very attracted to him. But despite being attracted to him, I seriously admire and respect Chan a lot. To me, he’s such an inspirational person and I would love to spend time with him talking about lyrics meanings and deep things. I think we're both that sort of people who sometimes think about stuff too deeply and maybe stress over small things. He's still so young and has a lot on his shoulders and i just sjdhsh. I would probably say my love for Chan is intellectual/magnetical type of love.
Lee Know:
Ohlord it’s the pisces+scorpio duo with minho it’s definitely the best friends/playful type of love, absolutely. I feel like if we two were best friends we would be that super salty duo who throws shade at everyone. Minho is someone who I would love to just hang out with and share some hot tea ☕ about stuff. Also, I feel like minho would appreciate my super bad jokes and puns no one ever likes my puns and i bet my friends are ashamed of me lmao and we could throw awful pickup lines at each other. I would love to just go on a random shopping spree with him or mess around in a park in the middle of the night. Where do I get a best friend like minho?
Hyunjin:
Another sweet child o’ mine, my fellow Pisces son. I relate to Hyunjin a lot on an emotional level since I feel like we’re both emotionally sensitive so I’ll say I have this similar people/affectionate type of love towards him. I want to watch those overly sappy and cheesy movies/dramas with and cry together when something bad happens. Also, you know that face he does when he thinks his face is bloated?? I swear to god I do that exact same face 24/7. he's an affectionate person imo so i think he would make a nice hug/cuddle buddy, heh. and we both have a thing for weird noises too Hyunjin is probably the member who I relate the most to and he’s sometimes such a mood.
Han:
oof, the ultimate bias wrecker. My love for Jisung is probably the affectionate kind of love and he is another member, who I admire. Jisung is quite deep and poetic person in my opinion and I’d love to discuss and write lyrics with him. I adore his positive and goofy personality and his shenanigans always make me giggle and lift up my mood. I sometimes just get distracted by him and then I find myself thinking “what an adorable bean you are”. He’s such a kind-hearted and sweet person, I just want to squish his cheeks and ruffle his hair. But sometimes I feel like he doesn’t really feel that confident about himself, so I would want to just comfort and support him. I want him to know he’s doing well, that he’s talented and he’s more than just the mood-maker of the group. I just want to cheer him up with my very shitty jokes and drag him to the nearest arcade. Yeah, I just want to be friends with Jisung and have a blast.
Felix:
Felix, my sweet sunshine baby boi, a precious puppy with a deep ancient God voice, I love him so much i might cry. Felix was my first skz bias and is now my second bias, so I do have a sort of special soft spot for him. I would say my love for him is a mix of affectionate and pure love. Felix is such a soft sweetheart and pure, I just want to hold and cuddle him. Like?? i just can’t imagine anything bad or nasty about him??? that boy just radiates sunshine and happiness ;_; Like I would just love to play video games and make goddamn vine references with him, that would be life.
Seungmin:
With Seungmin it’s friendship like love. I just see him as a good friend who I would have a blast hanging out with I lowkey wanna have a roast battle with him, don’t ask why i just do also, as a fellow myday, we two could just scream and fangirl about Day6 together lmao. me and seungmin singing more like screaming the lyrics to shoot me at 2am? sign me up. He’s such a cutie squish. Seungmin is kind of a mischievious person and he lowkey brings out the mischief in me too, so I kinda want to prank the other members with him lmao.
Jeongin:
Okay, Jeongin is not that much younger than me but he feels like a younger brother to me, so with him, it’s probably sibling-like love I would say. He’s so cute and precious and I just want to look after him and I’ll fight anyone who dares to corrupt this smol bean. I also lowkey want to have that friendly, sibling rivalry -like relationship with him, idk why. I want to make sure he’s doing well and offer my help if he needs it. Jeongin is such a pure baby and his smile is worth fighting for.
baby boy culture uwu
*sigh*
now,
this next part is gonna be the cheesiest thing ever and probably a bit cringy so you've been warned. bear with me and my feels
Changbin:
oh my god, where do I even start with seo changbin. I'm sure everyone and their ancestors know that my love for him is definitely romantic/true type of love. That boy makes my heart burst and I'm just so damn whipped. im so sorry but i must expose myself and admit that there is some sexual love here too sometimes cuz boi i've had some rather heated thoughts/dreams with bin, anYWAY BACK TO BEING SOFT I love that we share the same kind of aesthetic with all the "i love dark" stuff and wearing mostly black, but then actually being the softest. Since we both have had the thought of becoming a tattoo artist, it would be so cool to draw and design tattoos together! andthengetacoupletattoo I would want to spend time with him at the studio, bring him food and make sure he doesn’t overwork himself and even though I don’t know much about making music but I would love to help him with writing lyrics too. I would support and hype him all the way and make sure he’s healthy. I want to make sure he’s eating and resting properly. Also! Since I love the height difference between me and Bin, I just want to give him all my hoodies to see how smol and soft he would look in them!! I honestly just love everything he does, every little thing. His aegyo, his cute nose crunch, his adorable laugh, his smile, his fierce stage presence,…. I could go on forever. I want him to know he’s doing well and I want to be there for him. I want to have those random, sleepy 3am conversations with and hold each other close. I want ruffle and run my hands through his hair and boop is cute nose. I want to share soft kisses with him and kiss that jaw goddamit. I just can't properly put it into words how much I love Changbin and how much he means to me. I could honestly just spend hours talking about him and he just makes me go all ajdhshswg. This got rly long and it's very cheesy and cringy sorry. I just love Seo Changbin with all my heart ♡
so yeah, here it is then. this post is a goddamn mess tbh but so am i so 🤷
#jsdhdhs brb i im gonna hide#this turned out really cheesy#soph rambles#tag#tagged#stray kids#bang chan#kim woojin#lee know#seo changbin#hwang hyunjin#han jisung#lee felix#kim seungmin#yang jeongin
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at least the two of us have the spirit HAHAHA. we'll have to depend on the really athletic members like chan. and speaking of whom, YES HE WAS BEING SUCH A SUPPORTIVE BROTHER even though his team was kinda doomed best leader for sure!
oooh YES I FORGOT ABOUT BLUE HAIRED JISUNG. these are the hair colors we need a petition to bring back. and lkjsdlfkm prince hyunjin with the half up hair °(ಗдಗ。)°. this is what cemented his spot as one of my biases tbh
now i wonder tho, do you have any outfits/looks that you're not particularly a fan of?
awww puppym and han quokka! love how that still aligns with your favorite boys ♥♥♥♥ ah i have all eight of them but i still feel you -they're all adorable but expensive...i bought them when i was too stressed (;''∀'') i hope you get all of them one day too! including the meme himself dwaekki (like father like son indeed HAHAHA)
speaking of merch, do you collect photocards or anything that isn't the albums themselves?
YESS LEVANTER! i've just been really feeling the lyrics (esp the english ones) this year. it really is such a beautiful song tho, and i can imagine you must have a lot of emotions over it since you were already a stay when it first came out. your b-side taste is 👌👌👌 tho - i love insomnia, any, and surfin too! off the top of my head, i also like sorry i love you, phobia, mixtape #4, and slump. as for MVs, the first that come to mind are god's menu because it's just god (heh) tier in terms of transitions, christmas evel for the chaos, and TOP and thunderous for the cool effects. what about you?
and another random question: what drew you into stanning skz?
- your skznta ^^
Fr like i played some sports when i was younger but i would be of no use now 😭 especially something where you have to use your feet like that 😭 i would be completely hopeless! but fr and he was so calm and gentle 🥺 he’s the absolute sweetest !!
but fr we need to start a petition right away!! and i can’t even blame you that hair looks so good on hyunjin i fell for him a little more too!!
Ah luckily skz’s styling is pretty good for the most part!! the only thing i can really think of that i remember not liking is jisung’s like arm warmer things in victory song?? like they’re not horrible and it’s grown on me a little bit but i just really can’t get fully behind them lmao😭 Do you have anything you feel that way about?
Oh im so jealous!! Fingers crossed i can get them all one day as well but im broke so we’ll see 😭 As for collecting stuff, there’s nothing specific really!! I’ve definitely thought about collecting seungmin’s pcs bc he’s my boy and i love him!! and jisung’s too but his pcs are always so expensive that idk if i would be able to😭 ive bought a few seungmin pcs but skz is constantly coming out with new things that it would be so hard to keep up!!😭 but luckily i was able to snag seungmin’s levanter lenticular for a really good price !! So now i have him and felix!! jisung’s is always so expensive though😭
Yes yes!! it really is a beautiful song and it’s just so comforting to me!! And i love how you can really hear skz’s vocals shine in it since it’s not as rap heavy of a song!! Sorry i love you and phobia!! your taste is immaculate those songs are 🧑🏼🍳💋 God’s menu is so iconic (love the pun lol) i remember losing my mind when that came out LMAO i woke up at 5am to watch it bc that’s when it came out for me and i was absolutely not expecting it to be that crazy like… Changbin coming in that hard and then Jisung’s rap in the beginning i was losing my mind!! and like you said the transitions are amazing!! I think for me my fav mv has to be I am you!! That was my first cb and it’s so nostalgic and happy for me!! and i love how happy they look with each other and like the shot where they’re lying on the trampoline 🥺😭😭 It’s probably still one of my favorites song wise too!! like i love a platonic love song and it just really fit my life when it came out too so it just has a really special place in my heart !! unfortunately you know who is in it but :(( at least i get jisung singing the chorus in the 2020 ver so!!
let’s see!! I adore groups that you can see their personalities shine through in their mvs!! and i loved my pace so much and they just had such a unique sound!! So when i watched the awkward silence mv for the first time it completely sold me bc it was so funny and you could see how chaotic they are !! :( but hbu!!
Also!! if you had to choose any skz member to pick out all your outfits for a week who would you choose?🥰
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yoon jisung as your boyfriend
something quick that i can post!! my laptop is possibly corrupted?? so i borrowed (read:stole) my brothers laptop to post this fdknsjdsn
also it’s quite late so im sorry if nothing makes sense heh
- absolutely adores you and wouldn’t be afraid to protect you
- puts you before him and makes sure to keep you happy, even if it means risking some of his happiness
- but of course, you catch on to that right away and you made sure that jisung would be happy too
- a relationship should make sure both sides are happy and communicating well!! this has been a psa!!
- communication is huge in this relationship, so sometimes the two of you like to sit down and talk about if there are any problems that the two of you had
- and while it may be ugly sometimes, jisung is low-key glad that the two of you can talk it out and fix what needs to be fixed
- even though he’s so focused on making you happy, he makes sure to keep himself happy too!!
- he’s big on skinship so expect lots of hand holding or hugs
- hugs you anytime or anywhere
- gives those big bear hugs that make you feel fuzzy inside and makes your heart go !!
- he likes to bury his face into your neck when he hugs you and its so soft and pure fndjsfk
- he likes to hold hands a lot too, so expect that to happen, especially in public places!!
- likes to mess with your hair a lot because he thinks its funny when you get mad at him for that lmfao
- the two of you likes to go on dates a lot too!!
- loves to spoil you and probably will spend all his money on you
- but you manage to strike a deal to switch off on who’s paying on every date
- takes you out on restaurants or picnics or even to see the animals fjdnkds
- likes spoiling you, so expect him to try and pay for everything
- (which you counterattack by paying for things first when he’s not looking fjdkfnds)
- the two of you adopt another cat together and thats the first time you see jisung cry LMFAO
- cue the two of you spoiling the cat along w jisungs
- basically they are your children lmfao
- as much as he adores you, he tries his best not to get jealous because he doesn’t want to dictate who you can be friends with
- and he’ll understand when you want to hang out with your friends and not with him
- because he knows the two of you can’t always spend time with each other
- but will be clingy once you comes back hehe
- the only time it’s quite obvious when he’s jealous is when you spend more time with his cats than him LMFAOO
- and you have to shower him in kisses and cuddles to make you forgive again hah
-anyways, as much as he would like to flaunt that you’re a couple in public, he keeps it toned down and instead, you guys buy couple items
- and it’s not matching shirts that say “he’s mine’’ or ‘’she's mine’’
- they are subtle, like matching bracelets, corresponding sweaters, or even matching socks hehe
- but low-key jisung will just brag about it to everyone about your relationship nfjdik
- you two like to take a lot of selfies hehe (because jisung keeps it for memories and when he’s unable to see you because his schedule, he’ll scroll back to the photos and know that he’s completing his dreams for you)
- the two of you like to cuddle a lot, and he looks forward to that the most - especially coming home after a long day hehe
- likes to lay his head on your lap and having his hair played with fhdbks that boy will just knock out on your lap the moment your fingers are running through it
- sometimes when the two of you are cuddling, he’ll draw shapes on your back with one hand and running his fingers through your hair with the other. and he’ll sing to you and it’s literally the sweetest thing ever im crying
- and sometimes he’ll confess his deepest fears or what is troubling him or what he wished things could’ve gone different and he’ll basically spill out everything
- and you would keep quiet and just reassure him that you’re there and that you love him and that you were so glad that you met someone like him nfdjnfkd
- and for jisung, he’s forever grateful that he met someone like you who could understand him
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I always wonder how skz would react to an s/o with a LARGE SEX DRIVE SHSBDBS idk like guys r usually super horny but imagine if u were hornier than them HAHA
BRRRAH QUICK REACTION POST!
warnings: mostly dom!skz x gn!reader. impact play, nicknames, hickies, masturbation, exhibitionism, overstimulation, slight dacryphilia, sex toys, daddy kink, riding, degradation, dumbification.
Bangchan:
The thing is not that he wouldn’t like it,,, more like he would be tired?
Sure,,, he has good stamina but he would more prefer longer sex sessions that are more intimate and romantic rather than a bunch of quickies.
but thats like... 95% of the time, the remaining 5% is dicking you down so hard you won’t be able to walk because “you asked for it, you dumb fuck”
BUT THATS RARE
you would really have to get him worked up in order for that to work
and even then he would only go for maybe 2 rounds
“c-chan... one more time~” you said after cumming for the third time that night. “y/n, arent you sleepy?” he says, chuckling. you shake your head, “just one more time!” you say all giddy to which bangchan sighed.
Minho:
ok now hear me out, im not gonna mix astrology in here,,, but i am going to mix astrology in here lmao
this boy a scorpio
a scorpio
meaning his intimate parts rule over his body (JUST SAYING TAKE IT OR LEAVE IT)
so he loves this. A LOT
any opportunity to be inside of you he’ll take
he’s hella horny and would like a s/o that matches that aura so HEY! fits perfectly (thats what she said)
show any sign of a sexual act and he wont hesitate to slam you against a table
legit as small as licking a lollipop
“stop that unless you want my dick in your throat” he says, not even looking up from his phone as the sounds of you sucking a lollipop fills the room. you don’t stop, no, you go even harder. he looks up from his phone. “is that a yes?”
Changbin:
ahh... binnie binnie is head over heals for this
he finds it extremely hot that you initiate the sex most of the time
it shows that you really want him
and he likes attention and feeling appreciated so this works
also has kind of a firey attitude
meaning that he gets worked up real quick
just like minho it doesnt take much for him to notice your sexual signs
“binnie~ i need you” you whisper in his ear as he’s working on something on his computer. you drag your lips across his neck and nibble on his ear before he turns around and glares at you with dark eyes. “princess/prince wanna play that game huh?”
Hyunjin:
shy to initiate so this makes it easier for him
his stamina is relativly high
but i feel like there would be kiiind of a gap between the two of you since he’d be completely exhausted after a couple of rounds but you beg for more.
leaving him with no other choice but to give it to you
since he loves you too much to say no ><
i feel like he’d make fun of you for it
LMAO I DONT KNOW WHY BUT JUST HE’D FIND IT FUNNY THAT YOU’RE ALWAYS SO DESPERATE
“hyunjin,, please!” you says in the nicest tone you could muster but only being mocked by hyunjin copying you in an annoying voice
“HyUnJiiinNn~” you burst into laughter, hitting him playfully on the shoulder. “thats what you sound like y/n!!”
but nah most of the time he will take it but always with some playfulness first.
Jisung:
HORNY TEENAGER JISUNG AGENDA
all the time
no matter where or when
some of yall are about to be real mad at me but it must be said HASHAHAH STOP CHER STOP
he just gives me this hormonal teenager vibe
and so there’s a lot of fucking in a lot of unconventional places
simply because his angel wants it
it even borders to him being even hornier than you but you find joy in that
you’ve lost count of how many times you’ve caught him watching porn or masturbating BECAUSE IT HAPPENED OFTEN
and everytime it would lead to heated sex that could last for hours
“h-help me y/n! dont just stand there s-staring” he says, blushing a bit as he openly strokes his dick infront of you. you shrug your shoulders, closing the bedroom door and inching closer to the warm boy.
Felix:
tough one to read... hmmm....
honestly he wouldn’t mind
sure he’d be tired
and therefore he’d rather prefer seeing you ride a dildo or something
because then you’re satisfied and he doesnt have to do much
NOT THAT HE’S LAZY
just that he likes to cuddle and chill more than being inside of you all the time
he’s sensitive which has its pros and cons
pro: easy to get horny
con: easily overstimulated
WHICH SURE you’d find it fun to torture him by keeping him cumming over and over again
but poor boy would be crying in the end
which only added to your horniness OOP
“y/n,, s-stop please im begging you,, ahhgh..” he moans from underneath you, you putting him through his fourth orgasm which is causing him to shake and cry as you didn’t stop riding him. “mhm... but I wanna cum once more, not fair... you can cum so many times but I can’t! be a good boy and shut up, maybe i’ll let you go after this round”
Seungmin:
giving me that same energy that chan has
but this time instead of 95:5 its more like 65:35
meaning 65% romantic puppy that wants to take his time with you, roaming his hands all over your body and really connecting with you
and the other 35% well... more like relentless pounding, all covered in love bites and hand prints (im drooling)
he becomes all hard dom when he’s stressed and soo...
you get him stressed which ok you feel bad about but... he gets to release all his stress (and cum) on you and you get what you want
DING DING DING! win-win situation!!
so yeah he would like it most of the time especially when you’re stressed and especially when you’re a brat
turning him on by rubbing on his lap but running away the next second
he likes to make you obey rather than you already obeying.
he was watching tv peacefully when you suddenly plopped down on his lap, starting to squirm about when watching a tv show. he held you down by the waist. “shh stop” he says once with a bitter tone but you didn’t listen, only continuing to move and feeling his member getting harder. “Is d-daddy getting hard?” you coo at him with a mischievous voice to which seungmin sighed, his hands snaking around your upper body and wrapping around your neck, pushing your back against his chest. “little fucker wanna play with daddy”
oml why did this become so aggressive i have a lot of pent up sexual frustration ASHASHS
Jeongin:
he’d find it really hot in the beginning
but what he didn’t realise was how tiring sex is
yk teenagers! learning as they go (i like how im talking about this as if im older than him LMAO)
catch his search history being: “is it normal to have sex everyday”
he’d be sore :((
and when he told you that he probably needed to just cuddle he felt bad because he always wanted to please you
but the two of you would find your ways around it
vibrators EHHEHE
especially those remote control ones
he’d just go ham with those I KNOW IT
because just like felix, you’d be satisfied and he could chill for the time being
beg pretty enough and he’ll give you the real thing
“b-but i need you now jeongin! stop with that fucking controller!!” you try to snatch it out of his hand but fail. “say please” he says, looking at you with sweet brown eyes. “pl-pleaseeee~!” he melts into a puddle of blushes as he speaks “alright but only because you’re a good one”
HEY THIS WAS SO MUCH FUN WRITING!! send in sum more, i’ll make them into short reactions like these because my requests for the “official” reactions is closed (will probably open shortly) but YEEEAH
thank u anon for your very very smart brain and for requesting HEH ><
also this is not proof read so ignore any mistakes OOP
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How do you think would skz be in a home party?🥰 love your writing~
OOOH this is fun heh LEZ GO THEM SKZ HOME PARTY HEADCANONS
also ah thank you <33 >//<
warnings; homeparty, alcohol consumption, puking other,,, drugs,,, mentions of sex under the influence, blowjobs.
Bangchan;
ah finally some good as stress relief
chan definitely has a secret party animal hidden inside of him
he’s just so hot?!?!? like wearing ripped black jeans and those mf tanktops that show his entire ribcage from the side
~grinding~
but then he’s a total dork doing moves like the sprinkler HASHAHSAH
LOWKEY DAD MOVES
likes the really intense music, like he gets high off just music
all sweaty and UGHHDSKAJ SO HOT SO FUCKING HOT
attracts everyone at the party cause he’s just that hot
omg the arm wrestles
the more drunk he is, the more aussie he becomes
IMAGINE HIM JUST SPEAKING IN A THICK AUSSIE ACCENT WHEN HE’S DRUNK AS A FUCKING BOAT
likes beer,,,, or like straight up soju
from the bottle ahsahsa
Minho;
will 100% trick somebody into doing drugs
I KNOW THAT SOUNDS BAD BUT NOT LIKE ANYTHING REALLY HARDCORE
he’d say its candy or smth (i feel like the person that would fall victim to this is drunk jeongin ahsahsah)
~grinding pt2~
its them dancer hips 😔
he walks around this party like he owns the place (he probably does)
says the cockiest shit - “what’s up, babygirl” I FUCKING CANT-
i mean kudos to him, everybody wants to suck him off
drinking games that involve pain HASHAHAS
like slapping the person that loses the count in some sort of number game or smth
this has nothing to do with the games but just eats the ice in drinks
“it tastes yummy” and he’s like “IT ACTUALLY TASTES” you’re like wtf you stupid ass its frozen water
“oooooh,,,,”
becomes dumber as he gets drunk like,,, real dumb
will call his ex
Changbin;
i feel like he just zones out
and then starts dancing all of a sudden ahsahsha
complaining over the music
very quick in and out of emotions??
is the member that would most likely fight someone
also likes drinking a lot
and making out
just very wild,,, and then not HAHSAHS I-
his ego increases by like tenfolds when he’s around that many people
striking up conversations from left to right
most of his friends are people that he got to know at parties,,, or made out with
why does his voice get lower when he’s drunk??
also has a weird habit of undressing
NOT LIKE IN A SEXUAL WAY
he just starts feeling hot and doesnt even mind that there are people there
somebody fucking stop him-
Hyunjin;
the loudest mf you will ever meet
he’s screaming for no reason at all
he’s just too excited (and if jisung is there then fucking expect to not have eardrums after the party is over)
his camera roll is just drunk party photos
most of which are so blurry you can barely see what its supposed to be LMAO
also the mf that sings along to lyrics ITS LIKE CAN YOU STFU
before he gets too drunk he likes to make cocktails ahsahs
like mixing ice lollies with vodka
lowkey comes up with some new type of alcohol
total slut when he’s drunk
will let anyone fuck him
just does the sluttiest shit
licks everyone
moans in other peoples ears (a joke or not?? we shall never know)
just ugh,,, himbo material
Jisung;
BEEP BOOP BEEP BOOP FUCKBOY ALERT
no legit trying to hit up every girl and guy he sees
never goes home without sum pussy/dick
actually likes to drink?? surprisingly?? or maybe not really lmao
cannot control his limits
“i’ll just drink this and then im done”
30 minutes later homeboy is bent over the fucking toilet
also becomes the biggest baby
like after his hormones subside he just cuddles,,,
goes over to chan to ask him to hold him
and chan is like; BITCH IM TRYING TO RELAX SHO
i also feel like he cries a lot
just gets kinda,,,, empty??
like sure, it’s fun,,, but why was he here?? what is the purpose of his life??
and then he pukes again HASHSA IM-
also,,, bong rip HASHAS IM SORRY IM SO SORRY
Felix;
loves loves loves playing games
spin the motherfucking bottle (or 7 minutes in heaven)
its all fun and games until he’s the one that gets the bottle at him
very very veeeeery giggly and just laughing at everything
muzzing NO IM JOKING IM JOKING
makes a shit ton of pot brownies and then gets too high
doesnt even recognise where he is
just staring at a mirror and then bursting out in laughter
throws it back
like its tiktok dances to the max
loves the attention he gets in like dance battles and such
LIKE LOWKEY HIS FAVORITE THING EVER
because he always wins
GO FELIX GO FELIX GO FELIX
Seungmin;
responsible puppy
it doesnt mean that he’s boring, it just means that he doesnt want anyone in the ER
but eventually he’s drunk himself ahshash
he gets sleepy when drunk so the odds of finding him passed out in the bathroom is pretty large
when he dances he does like a little two step AHSHAHA PLEASE ITS SO ADORABLE-
he becomes like kinda awkward ahshash and its like what are you doing over in the corner??
munches all the snacks
accidentally eats felix’s pot brownies
UH OH.... he might be the one in the ER if im being frank
he thinks he’s about to pass out HSHAHSA
will beat the shit out of felix the next day for putting the pot brownies next to the real brownies
doesnt like the taste of beer
Jeongin;
i have a feeling he would go a bit too hard
because he’s never really partied before and so he wants to try EVERYTHING
gets a bit too drunk OOPS-
but he’s very cute when he’s drunk so the others dont really mind
he’s like rubbing up on the others and giggling a lot with his face all flushed
would be a bit too shaky from all the substances he’s been putting into his body THAT SOUNDS REALLY BAD UH,,, I MEAN LIKE,, sugar and shit like that
he hates the taste of alcohol but pretends to like it so he fits in aASHSHA POOR BABYYYY
easily pressured into things
might actually get his first fuck while drunk just saying,,,,
everything becomes like x1000 times more interesting
balloons on the walls? i wonder what happens if i try to bite it
PROTECC
#stray kids smut#skz smut#stray kids headcanons#skz headcanons#stray kids imagines#skz imagines#anon#Cherrymail🍒
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Alright so since bangchan is the type to definitely have trust issues and super insecure i feel like he had a relationship before but was faced with reality that is nothing lasts forever. So that's why i think even he feels like a perfect relationship exists and won't date anyone easily. My point is what's that thing that would make skz members date you👀👀
no this is so fun, IM REALLY GONNA TRY TO LIKE,,, be a spiritual queen (LMAOJGDAHSD IM NOT BUT LIKE,,, lemme pretend like i am) but i think i would have to agree with you. BUT LEMME SEE WHAT I CAN SENSE
also all the astrology in this is kinda half assed since we dont know their exact birth time BUT LETS JUST KINDA,,, wing it. also not saying that someone only needs one of these aspects in an relationship, you obviously need all of them but these are just the ones that stood out more than others.
Bangchan
Trust.
ohoho,,, this is important.
his trust has been broken far too many times and therefore he doesnt trust people as easily (just like anon said heh,,)
except,,, he does,, because as soon as somebody shows even an ounce of affection he pours his entire soul into this person
which is both good and bad
you have to be the one to open up first because he’s now hesitant
take the first step, show him that you’re actually interested in his mind, his thoughts, his soul, everything about him
only then will he know whether you are worth his time or not.
Minho
Mystery.
he loves people that are hard to get
not too much tho cause then he will lose interest completely
but if you are mysterious it means that he gets to uncover your personality bit by bit
he will know things no one else knows about you
which makes him feel so special
he likes this mutual exchange you guys have when the both of you get to know each other more and more since he’s also kinda mysterious in the beginning
but then when you actually do get to know him its so rewarding and vice versa
ah,,, he’s the cutest, showing sides of himself he doesnt show to anyone else!
also wanting to add this; scorpio sun, scorpio venus... I MEAN COME ON,,,
Changbin
Loyalty
i get this feeling that he’s VERY picky
its not that he thinks he’s better then anyone else, he’s very humble and stuff
but he’s afraid to get hurt?? or like get in a relationship that will end messy
and so he’s VERY careful,,, but if you show him that you are loyal to him and ONLY him he will love you unconditionally.
i mean nobody likes someone thats not loyal duh but its so important for his to know that you will stick with him through his,,, even a bit questionable ideas and plans
but he makes it up to you since he’s always very loving because you give him this sense of being appreciated and seen
which feeds his sun and moon leo OOP-
Hyunjin
Respect.
if he’s not careful he will date the wrong people
and he will forgive them even if they’ve hurt him
he’s too nice for his own good basically
so if you show that you have respect for his bounderies he will love you more than anyone
he expects you to treat him the same way he treats you
which is very very good btw
very respectful of bounderies and always asks for permission whatever it might be
he’s also very emotional (pieces sun and pieces venus,,, yikes)
NOT THAT THERES ANYTHING WRONG WITH THAT
but he gets to get his emotions tangled and devalues them
so please,,, take care of this ferret boy.
Jisung
Emotional Intelligence
i know everybody likes to think of him as this always happy person, an actual giggle machine but his thoughts are very deep
this is gonna sound weird but if you display weaknesses he has mad respect for you
somebody that is in tune with their feelings and can help others with genuine advice and not just telling them to “calm down” or “not worry”
THAT!! THAT IS HIS KINK (lmao- ok stop making this sexual)
he doesnt want to be alone in his struggles and if you have been through something similar to him he will cling to you as if theres no tomorrow
HE’S A SENSITIVE BABY :((
Felix
Comfort.
i dont know why but i keep hearing the word “ok” or “i am ok” which is great but,,, i feel like he craves that, he craves someone that will keep him in that “ok” state.
he’s afraid of his feelings.
sounds ~deep~ but whenever he’s feeling down he tends to be drawn to comforting people
like chan for example! ok sure,,, chan is their leader but he’s a very comforting soul and he just throws himself onto him
he would so the same with a s/o
show him a safe space and he will never leave~!
he’s been alone many times in his life and he never wants to be there again and therefore he will be very clingy
but its cute
BUT PLEASE DONT BREAK THIS SAFE SPACE FOR HIM UNLESS YOU WANT HIM TO BREAK :((
Seungmin
Innocence.
not in like,,, a sexual sense or whatever but more like,,, kinda this free spirit that both wants to lead him and be led kinda??
he likes to take care of people but doesnt get to do that too often so if you show that you like to be taken care of he will do it kinda subconsiously
almost like a mama bird taking care of their baby (w-wait this is so cute :c)
hmmm i feel like he’s very much also kinda a free spirit,, liking whoever he likes, whoever he vibes with
but theres one thing that will never ever attract him and thats being quarrelsome
yeah sure! voice your opinions! he’s all for that but dont be defensive, starting arguments because he’s a) scared of argumentative people and b) will get tired of trying to battle you with words
Jeongin
Charm
this is gonna be so fitting but he wants a fox-like partner
somebody that knows how to use their brain and can captivate others with their general charisma
somebody whose scent will linger around but who is never seen
its very very sexy,,, when you have this confidence about you, walking around like you know who you are and what your purpose is
he also likes it if you can give him actual feedback and voice your opinion!
he wants to learn from you, look up to you and be you good little boy
that doesnt mean he can’t be leading, he definitely can but he wants someone reliable to lean back on sometimes
wants to be cuddled
bonus points if you’re very giggly and touchy sometimes
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OK, new MOC chapter, here we go. First off, Yunho, please stop eye-fucking Hongjoong. He’s trying to give a lecture, and you are being distracting. Just stop, bro. Hongjoong just ripping straight into yn while disregarding Yunho, though. XD But like, Joong, love, can you not be that beautiful while giving this lecture? What was that little exchange about keeping yn in line? What were those two talking about beforehand? The respect thing, though. Sir, you are a mystery we love to dwell upon. Hongjoong pointing out yn’s inability to act like an actual elitist.
Wooyoung, you little dorky baby. YEo’s hair is not the priority at the moment no matter what you may believe. Rofl. But the way he’s speaking up more, such growth. So proud of you, Woo. So proud. But what is the special case for San? I’m curious, do tell me we get some more details on that later on? he revelation about the pardon papers? Also, calling her out on San being a weak point when it comes to Jisung? Oof. Sir, calm down. The idea of Jisung getting payback for messing with yn’s memory? Would that truly give her closure on the subject, seeing as she would never really be able to trust memories prior to meeting the crew?
Oh, oh god, the scene in the brig. Joong, can you stop being cruel and beautiful at the same time? It’s hardly fair. Poor Hwa, though. I wanna put him in my pocket. The casual ‘have your talk in this time’ and then leaving? I can’t say I laughed, but it was more of a sigh, cuz the brig didn’t really seem like the place to have that talk? But it was had, and while I’m sad about it, I’m still hoping for sanhwajoong foursome as the ending ship. Lol.
Woo being so excited that Mingi is home! So sweet, he’s such a wonderful boy. Oh no, what just? Woo just reached a new peak and I am for it. Go, baby, go. I have loved watching him grow from that quiet little shy thing to where he is now. And getting a little on the cruel side for him with Jisung over yn? Can’t say these boys don’t consider her a part of the team at this point. Especially to Woo. But Mingi is back, which is a relief in the middle of the joy of Jisung getting just a little bit of what he has coming to him. These boys are not going to let her go without a fight, and I feel like San is gonna be at the front of the line.
Again, the checkmate line? Probably one of my favorite lines in the whole chapter, and I loved a lot of lines. This was so good. I’m so excited to hopefully get San back.-🦋
OKAY SORRY IM LATE!!! took me a bit to sit down and answer this i'm so sorry flkjsldfjslkdf but !! our dear yunho HAHAH props to hongjoong for ignoring him and continuing on with ripping into y/n tho :3 unfortunately we all simp for hongjoong even when he's lecturing mc ;;-; him and yunho talking about things beforehand hmhmhm 😏 but hongjoong is always there to remind her of her shortcomings mhm
wooyoung is learning and growing and being more open ! and lots of growth to come as well! what IS the special case for san hmhmhm we WILL get more details on that in the next chapter indeed ! we couldn't have thought that hongjoong DIDNT know what was going on hm?
there shall be a lot of deliberation and moral dilemmas and personal dilemmas when it comes to the situation with jisung and i think that the resolution of it will be one that may not be expected and perhaps not even make a lot of sense at first glance but i promise it'll all work out :3
the scene in the brig was very ?? bittersweet i hink is the right word for it. and honestly for a talk like that, the place and situation they were under cant be too much of an effect on them as its been a convo they've needed to have for a while ! but its still FARRRR from endgame, nothing is over for certain yet so do not worry ! there is still plenty of time !
our sweet wooyoung is truly best boy (along with mingi of course) and seeing him go from tiny shy scared lil thing to more confident and stronger and ahhh it's so lovely to see the way they're growing over time and its exciting as the writer to see how you guys react to it ahhhh i hope im able to keep it up and continue to show their growth well over time <3
heh im glad you enjoyed the checkmate line, i wrote that line a long time ago actually and before i wrote anything else for this chapter so ! it was one i was excited to share for sure :3
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I FINALLY GOT TO READ MOC 43 AND OMFG!!! YOU WERE NOT JOKING!!! AHHHHHHHHH!! I want explanations from the man at the end stat. I love how we’re getting more explanations about sirens and Y/n’s past and her ties with Woo. But what I’m MOST curious about is that prophecy, who be the sun and the stone 👀👀👀?? I feel like we’re either getting new characters or it’s someone we already know. Also that one doctor harping on about Yunho, big oof but facts. I am curious by what he meant when he said HJ has already handled his PTSD like I’m just curious 👀👀 but that dream was so good omg. I guess my overall feeling about this chapter is feeling satisfied because I wasn’t sure what to expect but I feel content and HYPED for the next chapter. But im so happy for Y/n 🥺🥺 like imagine all those years trying to clear his name and then getting the chance to see him again 🥺🥺🥺🥺. I hope she gets more memories back and explanations. I forgot about Jin for a second and I was like bestie don’t do it don’t go to him, bad idea. But as always awesome chapter Miss Caly!!! Also! HAPPY BIRRHDAYYYYYY I HOPE ITS BEEN A GREAT DAY FOR YOUUUUU, I didn’t know you were an Aquarius 👀👀 no wonder your storytelling is so good.
HEHE i usually pull punches and understate the chapters but this time around i was too excited and i was generous <3
the man at the end is the man of the hour for sure 👀 but also wooyoung... he’s got a lot to answer for as well, doesn’t he 🤨
the prophecy yes yes yes she’s quite important actually so i would say it would be smart to keep an eye on her for a while 🧐
as for our new doctor friend,,,, his words will carry some weight in a future interim !! and he was actually referring to his captain (aka jisung) having already handled his ptsd not hongjoong 👀
im glad you feel satisfied content AND hyped heh that’s SO LOVELY TO HEAR!!
im sure our darling y/n is feeling all sorts of things seeing him again for sure, going from burying an empty grave to getting to see him again, really that feeling must be unmatched!!!
AND THO IM LATE THANK YOU FOR THE BDAY WISHES <333 im indeed an aquarius heh 💃💃💃
Also! What I’m wondering about the new chapter is what are Jisung’s plans for her now that she’s with ya know who? Like is she to remain on Rathmos or does he plan on dragging her to wherever? Because I’m trying to figure out how *this* ends, like how is she going to get away? Has Jisung softened up or something??? So many questions about that plot point
indeed jisung is a bit sus now isnt he... especially given what he said about that man... however all will be answered in the next chapter 🤭
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i’m screaming crying throwing up with chapter 43 so i can’t promise coherent/deep thoughts right now BUT oh my god i don’t know how but i always doubted that hyunwoo was truly dead. i’m so excited to see how his relationship with mc is. and her and wooyoung!!!!! i love how they are connected (not literally because it’s sad, but you get it). i’m bad and repetitive at compliments but i feel the need to say every time that i LOVE your writing. the story is getting so deep and complex right now, and everything you write makes sense every single time (i promise this is a compliment, i’m saying this bc if it was me i would have the hardest time keeping everything tied together). i will never not be in awe of your talent, caly!!! mc’s dream was a masterpiece, the details, everything is so well done. reading it felt like a movie, i could see everything in my mind. i hope that someday i’ll be able to see you publishing books and rocking everyone’s shit with the stories you write — if you want to, of course!! if you don’t, then i’m grateful for moc and everything else you already did and shared with us. i just can’t keep these messages short and simple, can i? sorry . love you my dear caly - 🧸
oh and i forgot to say. jisung. i love to hate him and hate to love him. he’s so interesting. twisted insane little jisung - 🧸
major moc spoilers below //
you have no idea how happy it makes me when i hear that people had their suspicions and were on the right track for the reveals in this chapter, it’s so so satisfying to me as a writer bc it makes me feel successful as a writer like hello 😭 just so glad <//3
there’s so much to come in terms of answers and understanding more but now we have two key players in two parts of y/n’s past who can provide answers in hyunwoo and wooyoung, and they will play a huge role too and i’m so excited to share it all <3
and pls every compliment means the world and more to me and it’s so so nice to hear that it makes sense bc that’s always my biggest worry is making sure that the story makes sense and that i convey the story in a way that makes sense so im so thrilled to hear that it does 😭
i really love writing those dream sequences so much i always play them like a movie in my head so it’s so exciting to hear they read like a movie too <33 ahhhhh im so overwhelmed with love thank you so much T-T i would really love to one day have a book out there on shelves and published that would be so amazing too 😭😭
our twisted insane little jisung i hope he never changes heh <3 i love u my beloved dear <3
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