au where geralt never figures out jaskier wasn’t the one with the wishes (maybe his second wish is more subtle and he just figures the guy had a stroke or whatever) until months later he runs into a bard calling himself valdo marx and he’s so surprised he just points and says “but you should be dead!” and the djinn, who at this point has been following this stoic taciturn dipshit around for months waiting desperately for him to express a desire for literally anything at all, it’ll take anything at this point just want something it’s begging you, goes THAT COUNTS BITCH NO TAKE BACKS and marx drops dead on the spot. geralt has to leave town. he never tells jaskier.

Umm … Edward Hyde deliberately killed a man by whacking the guy over and over with a cane until it broke, even past the point the guy was dead, and he had fun doing it.

Spoilers for TNC and A bunch of rambling

I wonder if Audrian ever considered stopping and living the rest of his life as Edwyn. Did he ever consider trying to fix things? Did he ever consider letting things return to how they were before? Did he ever stop to reconsider his plan, did he ever realize that flooding the Elsewheres with Lore would only make Elsies more afraid of Lore? If he did, why is he doing all of this? Is it because Yasha lost everything to a blight? Did Audrian lose something because of a Blight? Does Audrian even realize what he is doing? Does Audrian even know why he is doing all of this? Is he scared?

(slightly spoilers for the barbie movie)

take a walk with me while I explain the Twst x Barbie au that my brain has been mulling over for the better part of two days in great detail down to who would bring the patriarchy to Barbieland.

(Spoiler alert it’s Rook)

I drew this in the middle of the night in the dark on my lumpy mattress and it looks better than stuff in my art book why

I had to use flash in order to take a good picture TwT the second one is how much light I actually had my little egg light just roaming around

Me rn bc I’m actually going to see ghost and its not just a silly little thing my friend and i were talking about

Yeah no writing got done 🫠

When the autism autisms at the worst time

I’m going go go fucking insane they’ve been doing siding and roof work on the buildings and the last 3 days have been mine and they are right against my bedroom window

This episode (Ep11) wrecked me. But it was so, so good.

And that final scene and the confrontation. Oh man, no wonder Freen said that, that’s her favourite scene. It is bloody good.

My brain isn’t making the tired chemicals but OH BOY OH GOLLY IT SURE IS MAKING THE ANXIOUS ONES!!!

‘In terms of being about that— initial excitement of meeting someone and you just like, you know— take me! Umm, but uh [giggles] this is Adore You. I’m gonna regret that, probably.’

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sobbing over Frodo “But I have been too deeply hurt, Sam.” I shouldn’t have related to that when I was six I shouldn’t have been able to feel that so deeply. Here is to all the children who were too deeply hurt too early and never got to be someone before that I hope there is a world where something something was saved for us because when I was growing up all the characters who were hurt like me died or had to leave and there’s so little to go on where it’s still living and you shouldn’t have to know what it’s like to have your soul stripped empty like that ever, but as a child you don’t even have a grasp for just how deeply it will affect everything in life going forward, which is to say I want others to understand more but at the same time I’m fighting to create a world in which no one will understand me, and that’s one of the hardest things about trying to stop these cycles of abuse and generational trauma because it is saying ‘I hope there will never be anyone else like me’ and do not tell me that I am not broken if you don’t know. My trauma isn’t my only identity, but it shaped the very essence of my being. I was never innocent. And I want a better world than that, and that means acting to ensure and wanting no one else to be like me, to understand me, and if you don’t understand then you don’t understand but it’s being not even ten years old and already knowing you are irrevocably broken in a way that will never be possible to fully fix. And you can’t tell me I’m not broken because I was and I am and I have to keep piecing myself back together, but it will never be quite right, and I know that’s what the doctors keep saying because “I have been too deeply hurt” and that’s what it means. Don’t tell me I don’t get to be angry. I’ll live through this like I have lived through so many other hells but it doesn’t mean it’s easy and it doesn’t mean I don’t get to be angry. And for ever child who read Aragorn’s lines replying to “what do you know?” with “Too much; too many dark things” and understood and wanted to scream because it wasn’t fair. It wasn’t fair. And you can mourn the person you didn’t become. And if all the violence you faced just made you want to be violent and you feel a monster ripping through you and the monster is the only thing that kept you alive you’re not alone. And if you never, ever got to be innocent, and you hate that people would condemn you for the memories that you hold, you’re not alone. You’re angry because the violence touched you, and you didn’t come out pure like they all want you to be: Good and clean and untainted. When your body is a crime scene and it carries the violence as pain, as a torturous memory. I’m sorry I’m not good I say as the men try to cast out demons (not a metaphor.) In a dream I saw a way to beat a man to death and I was filled with joy. What do you know? Too much; too many dark things. I have been too deeply hurt, Sam.

Stomach aches being a symptom of anxiety is the stupidest thing ever like. yeah okay brain I’m in a life or death situation sure, u know what would really be helpful? shitting and throwing up on myself

I am about to grow so violent