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kittycak3s · 3 months

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I hate that I'm being made responsible for coping with and "forgiving" abusive behavior just to protect myself.

I'm tired of being fucking "understanding". I'm tired of my survival being dependent on how much I'm able to take. I'm tired of being treated like dog shit for no reason.

#''you need to work things out!!!1'' eat shit and die #what really enrages me about all of this is i'm literally always the one that's actually calm and civil and respectful #but im not gonna sit there and do nothing while you're cussing at me and slamming doors and acting like a fucking aggressive toddler #and coming from a GROWN MAN???#especially when they're manipulative enough to cry and get in your face blubbering about how sorry they are #just to throw an absolute fit when you want them to fuck off and leave you alone #even though i didnt even say it with like an attitude or anything lmao #but when that degenerate freak sends me into a meltdown #*I* am the one that has to forgive the piece of shit???#''he had a bad day!'' clearly not bad enough!!#He's literally been the primary source of my problems with my mother #and he's a piece of shit to her too #but god forbid i actually say that lmfao #abuse tw #I might delete this later I just needed to get this off my chest #I fucking hate being disabled I wish I were able to be independent #I wish I didn't need care from other people #I wish I had the luxury of being able to go no contact #I'd have multiple restraining orders against multiple people if that were an option lmfao

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whollyjoly · 1 month

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you know i dreamed about you / for twenty-nine years before i saw you - slow show. the national

4x05 Buck Begins II 7x05 You Don't Know Me

#look how far you've come look how far you've GROWN #the quote from the national for me is both about tommy AND buck himself #both saying how he dreamed of tommy specifically #but also how he dreamed about this future - a future of finding the thing that made him the person he *could* be #and here he is finally realizing that piece of himself that was missing #that it was here all along #buck dreamed of this version of himself - joyful and light and FREE - for his whole life #and he *found it*#here in a coffee shop #across from tommy kinard #something something invisible strings #...the parallels man...#they kill me #anyways #i literally learned how to gif to make this so #baby's first gifs #thats how you know how insane they make me #otp: better ways to get your attention #bucktommy #kinkley #also on the #firepilot #firecopter #agenda #evan buckley #tommy kinard #911 abc #911 on abc #i made this!!#im so proud!!

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curestardust · 24 days

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Saaya...... you are a magical girl

#dusty adventures #precure #precure all stars f #cure ange #i know she is talking abt like.... using magic outside of being a precure #but the fact that she also comes from a team where one of them is a android #and their fairy is a talking hamster that transforms into a fully grown adult man #makes this remark so funny to me

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magnetic-dogz · 5 months

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Jokes aside as an autistic person I hate hate hate the fandom trend of taking an adult autistic character or a character that's seen widely autistic-coded and just like. Infantilizing them and stripping them of any agency in fanworks. Making them this innocent naive helpless sexless uwu cutesy baby. It's gross and demeaning as all hell and especially if it's coming from someone who claims to be supportive of autistic people it's like. Going full mask off and showing what you really think of us

#cookie.txt #i could list off a number of examples but the prominent ones that come to mind #are papyrus from undertale and peridot from steven universe #he's a grown ass man. she's a grown ass woman.

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bacchuschucklefuck · 23 days

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this whole thing being abt rage is also really interesting. I feel like it comes up so much in fiction as a motive because it's the one emotion that's unifyingly restless while everything else can be petrifying, and just personally nothing hits like impotent rage for me, esp. with teen characters, esp. with characters whose rage is stoked by Someone Else to further that Someone Else's cause. like you'll have done all that in a bout of passion and when you're done you look around you and nothing has changed. those sentiments don't get quelled by being satisfied. righteousness withdrawal is a horrible thing to intentionally drag someone into, least of all just some kids.

#I think Ive brought my personal experience into this whole thing lol but yeah just.#the ratgrinders read so much like radicalization to me. or you know just. high control group recruitment #and I've seen that one time brennan brought up uhhh conservatism? and where people come from with that #that quote of his thats like. before youre a fascist youre a bully. like extreme sentiments take root on specific soils #and that's like a higher level than what we're talking abt here lmao it's fake fantasy high school role playing #but yeah just like. the simultaneous understanding of the grift working on these kids bc they already think a certain way #and also the other part that is no matter what the way that they think is not. conducive to them being happy #like yeah a nasty person is nasty to be around! but that also means they're often isolated #which makes them even easier prey for people who want to use them #fhjy coming out in The Current Climate makes that connection so apparent too lol like #me hearing abt the rage god: oh so like twitter #for the record of course I Dont Know if this is a read that's intended by the show #but it maps well onto my experience with radicalization/decentralized cult #Ive just. been thinking abt the rat grinders in those terms ever since I made the connection #like. you're accomplished and high level and such. is this sustainable? have you done anything For Yourself #or has everything you've done so far been coerced out of you by someone else's sweettalking #anyways if I can run porter cliffbreaker over with a car I would. and I'd reverse on him too #truly thats the highschool trauma as well as the grown man with niblings talking lmao #nothing gets me more mad than a shitty teacher #not art

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moeblob · 7 months

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just gonna lay down and think about FE Fates for a while now... don't mind me

#fe fates #felicia #saizo #i still love them and i just really love lil pink haired kiddo boy and just come on #i love this pairing a lot you guys #saizo would blush over holding hands AND he would also ask permission to hold hands even after marriage like #he tries to be so aloof and YET HE CARES SO MUCH #local grown man confesses in a terrible way and then gets it reciprocated and is like :c that was kinda vague #and she gets mad over it being the same confession and hes like YEAH BUT IM EMBARRASSED #anyway in this blog we love and appreciate saizo growing in his supports #also from what i recall hes more like. growing socially cause he genuinely shows care in a fair amount??#i should go and reread fates supports thanks ninja banner for doing this to me #its always fehs fault when i get fates brain rot

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illdothehotvoice · 18 days

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Also I don't want to be rude but I feel people are missing the point of the post so here's some more thoughts I have about overprotective Mario

idk it's also especially weird because a) Luigi is an adult grown ass man b) they are twins

#i understand that the games give them that sort of dynamic at times I get it #but GENUINELY I think the big bro little bro thing comes from a translation of the japanese text #since there isn't really a term you call your twin so they're still referred to as the older and younger sibling respectively????#anyways hi once again i was in the utdr fandom in 2015 i've had my fair share of weird over protective older brother tropes #I think it's fine if the younger sibling is like. a child??#But your honor that is a grown ass man and they are the same age #like to the day dshgjfndh #five extra minutes on this earth does not give mario enough life experience to act like that lmfao #alright I'm done live your best life play with the dolls in your dollhouse the way you want to and all that #smb #mario #luigi

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fighting-these-demons · 15 days

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Hello Internet Stranger looking up G Gundam on Tumblr dot com!

This is an idea for a fic set in an Alternate Universe involving Queer Non-Canon Relationships between the characters of the series.

If you are not looking for this content please scroll on.

If you ARE looking for this content - and you're ok with reading my and other's Headcanons for this Alternate Universe I've haphazardly spun up -

Then go ahead and feel free to:

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Ended up outlining a completely different fic as a Segway for an explanation instead of making progress on the Royal Flush Haunted Honk AU's Clown Motel Fic like I wanted to but uh....

For y'all's review for the AU: A Prequel Outline - Divorce Saga Domon

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Hey real quick - I'm thinking of maybe changing the timeline to 2 years post canon as opposed to 3 years and change post canon.

The reason being: I had a thought that this scene could either be part if the fic or if it's getting to big then it could be a stand alone tie-in prequel fic as part of this AU but - like

Immediately Post Divorce Domon Needs Space and runs off. As one does. And he runs to Earth because he just wants to Get Lost for a while.

He has Argo smuggle him out to avoid detection.

Argo has Andrew help stow Domon in a storage hanger of a Neo Canadian supply ship that's returning to the US - they have trade often enough and share agricultural resources - which leads to Domon ending up in New York when he hits Earthside pavement.

He's privately worked on his English the last couple of months and after being dropped in New York with a different hairstyle, outfit, and accent he's unrecognizable.

He considers making his way west to get some solitude in the wilderness, but something about that initial plan feels off now that he's on the ground.

Chibodee is also Earthside for a special series of prize fights aimed at raising charitable appeal for the US in the eyes of Neo Americans.

Domon decides to hit up Chibodee for a fight on a day between matches hoping it'll clear his head and give him the clarity to decide on a course of action. What ends up happening is an unexpected heart to heart via blows and a breakdown.

Domon is happy for Rain and Kyoji, and he knows it's not true; but he feels like he lost a piece of himself when his relationship with Rain fell apart.

Domon's instinct is to run after that but Chibodee knows this city and Domon doesn't hide out for long before Chibodee drags him back to his place to stay and just "Chill out and breathe. You don't have to be anyone but yourself here. You can take as long as you need to find out what everything changing means for you." Friends and teammates stick together.

So Domon spends a few weeks with Chibodee sparring and hanging out in New York. Chibodee does a frankly awesome job at containing his feelings because he's focusing on Domons feelings and being a good friend first and foremost. Whatever he's feeling can wait until after Domon is done going though it.

There's a bit of a twinge in Domon's heart as he leaves that he can't really place.

After he returns to Neo Japan and gets settled back into life with his family, The Dreams start.

They're mainly set in New York. Small things first like noticing Chibodee's smile and his eyes. Then sparring sessions that begin to turn lurid.

He thought these kinds of dreams would stop after he was married.... he doesn't know what to do about this.

I just figure it gives more clarity and sense of time for the journey from Comphet Marriage Dissolution to Feelings to Confession. Idk.

But I got stuck on a bit and then had this thought and needed to get it down before I lost it and it was so long it made sense to make it its own post as opposed to several replies.

The Maize and Clown Motel will probably still be 3 years and change post canon for clarification.

@thedragonchilde @amplexadversary @youreaclownnow

#Domon Kasshu/Chibodee Crocket #Royal Flush #Chibodee Crocket/Domon Kasshu #Royal Flush Haunted Honk AU #mobile fighter g gundam #I imagine he hasn't had time for a Big Gay Crisis yet but the time is absolutely now #Kyoji absolutely helps him through this crisis because he had a normal environment and university to figure his own shit out.#Kyoji has to figure out WHY Domon is imploding and explosive and avoiding everyone a second time though.#This doesn't seem related to the Divorce but it doesn't seem immediately obvious either. 🤔#Cue Schwarz FINALLY getting a fucking break and immediately coming to stay with Rain and Kyoji at their place.#Domon was aware that they had been living together in Neo Japan briefly before Schwarz was called back to Neo Germany for questioning #Once his rank was stripped of him he was back with Kyoji for a short period before the Divorce as part of Kyoji and Dr. Kasshu's study of #DG Cells. Once they had a breakthrough - Schwarz was sent abroad with a small military group and Doctors Without Borders group to assist #With immediate infection cases on behalf of Neo Japan as part of reparations. So Domon hadn't seen him in quite some time.#Domon certainly wasn't expecting to see him in the garden when he rounded the corner of the Mikamura residence #Leaned over Kyoji who appears to have been working outside on his laptop. Fingers intertwined a hand on Kyojis jaw and locked in a kiss.#Which ends pretty much instantly as they sense Domon and break apart. It occurs to Kyoji and Schwarz that Kyoji never #Got the chance to actually tell Domon much about himself and the man he'd grown into while Domon was training in Hong Kong with Master Asia #This might be a pretty significant shock to him.#I can't decide between Domon running from his Gay Revelation or IMMEDIATELY Losing His Shit at the thought of Rain's SECOND marriage ending #And knowing for sure now the reason why his and Rain's marriage didn't work out. He really does prefer men.#Bu HOW DARE Kyoji do this to her!!! She's been through enough!!!! This will HURT her SO BADLY!!! (Projection of guiiillllttt)#Back to square 1 fir a moment like damn #And once he starts fighting Kyoji about it (Thank God the ressurection gave them the option to make Kyojis new build similar to Schwarz's)#It comes out that Rain cant go through this AGAIN and he won't let him do this to her! Her honor means something to Domon #And it should mean something to Kyoji too as HER HUSBAND #Kyoji and Schwarz catch on the Again bit and Kyoji makes it clear that Rain has known about his situation with Schwarz since they returned #That they're quite literally inseparable and that Rain married him knowing this. She's fully aware and an active participant.#Domon takes a leg sweep and doesn't quite make his recovery as Schwarz steps in #Pinning his arms and one leg in place so he can't run from Kyojis question. Kyoji grabs Domon's hair to turn his head and asks

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ivyllamauwu · 10 hours

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Spoilers‼️

I mean get it Rapunzel 💅

But anyone else lowkey scared he might not be the same? And ngl… he looks bad.. like what happened to the cute lil guy? Who is this tall man??? And this means I can’t make dead Percy joke anymore 😔 BUT SERIOUSLY WHY IS HIS HAIR SO FUCKING LONG?????????

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sylphwing · 2 months

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hm. i do not like chilshi 🤔

#sylph.txt #everyone likes to joke abt how much of an epic divorce man chilchuck is #but i dont think he ever even refers to her as his ex-wife. i could b wrong bc it's been a while since i read it tho #idk a lot of his arc is him learning to b more open w others (which is essentially what ended his relationship)#and u can see how much he's grown in the chapter where senshi goes into his past #to me it would b a lot sweeter for him to take on these lessons and go back to her and make things work #it's been 4 years but he's remained loyal to her depite their issues. idk to me it rlly does feel like he still loves her he's just a fool #it's made p clear that he's a coward and that he's quick to run away so actually committing to her would b a nice way to wrap things up #we don't get to see much of his wife so i get y ppl r quick to put him w the only other man in the party #but like senshi knows abt his wife too like i do not think he's gnna b making any moves here bc he has morals lmao #(*only other older man in the party. laios doesn't qualify for old man yaoi to most chilshi likers)#(even tho chilchuck isn't old either but shh they don't care abt that)#when it comes to senshi the changeling chapter def helped him w understanding how old the rest of the party is #but he clearly still views them as significantly younger than him #i don't think he views chil as a child anymore but for the majority of their time together he did #and so going from that to in a relationship is uhh rlly weird to me!#senshi has always taken a sort of parental role upon himself #w him romance is no where as interesting as the platonic bonds he has w the rest of the party #similar to how romance is entirely unimportant to izutsumi in the succubus chapter #idk i def don't hate the pairing and there r some takes on it that i find funny #but for me i just don't see anything between them i think ppl just want an m/m ship to play with #that ao3 gap is only gnna get bigger lmao

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bmpmp3 · 10 days

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and another thing about vocal synth fans: we will always find some adult male voicebank to turn into a funny little clown for our amusement. some guy to communally bully in our talkloids, the miserable straightman to the shenanigans, the sad little freak punchline to our jokes. it happened to kaito. it happened to gakupo. it happened genbu. it even happened a bit to kevin (although he seems to have looped around somehow). and it will happen to you too, frimomen. it will happen to you too.

#hell its already begun. or maybe he was born for this role. his origins being that of which they are #the other day i saw a favourite meal announcing dragon parody 'list of past girlfriends' with frimomen #and of course the joke was him going silent for the listing part <3 a classic but it still got me LOL #i dont know why we need to do this. i feel it too though. i see a grown ass man vocal synth and im like I NEED to make him swagless #child and teen vocal synths are mostly safe from our wrath (although we've definitely done a good bit of len bullying)#but the second i see a guy who pays his taxes i NEED to make fun of him <3 <3 <3 #a vocal synth tradition. its a tradition #i dunno i was kinda thinking about genbus characterization and how in the japanese fanbase he kind of varies from what ive seen #sometimes hes a nice and calm guy with a tsundere edge. sometimes hes a goofy loud straightman to shenanigans #but overwhelmingly in the english speaking world in talkloids we turn him into this high energy beloved little freak LOL #and i love all characterizations. my own personal version is kind of all combined LOL hes friendly but a little too hype #to me he seems chill at first but is like 0-100 in like seconds <3 like his voicebank <3 <3 <3 i think he feels every emotion so so much #and absolutely suited to the straightman to hijinks role with his grumpier edge when hes embarassed #i also sometimes like to give him a bit of an unearned ego sometimes because of voicebank deprecation #hes clunky but he was the first!!! he was the first!!! hes not owned!!!! he slowly turns into a corncob #thats another characterization that mostly comes from the english speaking side LOL #TO ME genbu is like if ll nico was trying to put on a nice calm guy exterior instead of a cutesy idol exterior #which might be why genbu's becoming my favourite LOL nico was always my fav.....#going back to our favourite little guys to bully i will say nowadays kaito isnt bullied as much. because we have gakupo to bully instead #the bullying can pass on. frimomen. it can be inherited frimomen. watch out frimomen

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deepfriedpaddymayne · 1 year

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I know I roast Augustin for this moment all the time but also the more I look at it the more I want to bang my head against the wall because like. my immediate reaction to this is "my man how touch starved do you have to be to enjoy yourself in this situation" but we KNOW he's not touch starved. we see him be very physically comfortable with his friends. which brings me to my other question which is HOW REPRESSED do you have to be to enjoy yourself in this situation

#sas rogue heroes #augustin jordan #paddy x augustin #ok so here's the thing #i don't think augustin sees himself as repressed #i think he IS comfortable with his sexuality and that he knows what he wants #however i also think he keeps a pretty tight grip on all of it #so like. of course physical desire is fine he's a grown man but only when he can rationalise it and control it.#i genuinely think that's why he lies about having a wife after i think he just gets kind of overwhelmed with huh. you know. in this scene #and just blurts out the first thing that comes to mind #also because the moment immediately after that gif you can see him setting his jaw like he's annoyed #and I SWEAR at least some of that annoyance is at himself #anyway i think paddy should keep making him insane. never forget what they took from us #whoops ramble in the tag alert #i am sorry i have thoughts and crunchy is away and i am giving myself a short writing break so i need to get them out SOMEWHERE #oscar rambles

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celestialulu · 1 year

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My completely self-indulgent list of things I want with nalu in 100yq that will most likely never happen:

-future Lucy/Lucy’s fakeout Alvarez arc death mention or flashback

-reunion hug

-forehead touch

-natsu being worried for lucy when shes not with him

-lasting effects from lucy re-writing the book of END

-either one of them protecting the other

-someone teasing natsu about his feelings for lucy

-nalu duo battle team-up

-natsu pining for lucy (honestly both ways is fine but we’ve already seen lucy pine quite a bit)

-jealous natsu....

-some insight on natsu’s feelings

-lucy spotlight + cool looking star dress mixs

-more natsu resting his head on lucy’s lap

-old nalu banter

-some sort of kiss... (lips, head, hand, cheek i want any/all of it)

#jealous natsu was kinda already hinted at so mayhaps...#I NEED PROTECTIVE WORRIED NATSU YOU DO NOT UNDERSTANDDD #i need something similar to nalu vs jacob cuz omfggg that was so good #okay im done i swear (i am not)#ALSO NATSU NEEDS A FUCKING SEX ED LESSON BRO U CANT TELL ME THIS GROWN MAN THINKS BABIES COME FROM EGGS #nalu #fairy tail #fairy tail 100 years quest #lucy heartfilia #natsu dragneel

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chloeapplepi · 19 days

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i need abled people to shut their mouths and never speak on kabumisu absolutely ever

#no it is not abuse bcs kabru was his temp cg???#even if he was mithruns full time cg that isnt abuse????#“power dynamic” SHUT UP !!!!!#most insane part of the post i saw was that they even mentioned real life disabled ppl and said #that just bcs some disabled ppl have caretaker partners doesnt mean its okay in fiction?????#actual rocks for brains #genuinely think it comes from a place of ableds not seeing disabled ppl as autonomous . like mithrun is a grown ass man #infantilizing a character in a series where infantilization is a pretty important minor plot point for one of the main characters is CRAZY #chilchuck 🤝 mithrun

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d-1hater · 1 year

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More Low Quality Memes of a High Quality Movie

I fucking love Across the Spiderverse with my whole existence

I just think Hobie fits this so well so there are several, I am not sorry. I love him

#i'm not sorry for these and I will make more #atsv spoilers #miles just wants his dad #is that too much to ask #i love miguel but him beefing with a 15 year old is fucking hilarious #imagine being a grown ass superhero man beefing with a teenager #them expecting miles to just let his dad really was so ridiculous #legitimately why would he EVER do that #like yeah no i totally understand where you're coming from despite the insane amount of lies and gatekeeping #let me just let my dad die #makes total sense #hobie was one of the only real ones from start to finish #because he knew expecting that of miles with how much they weren't being told was insane #hobie is the master instigator #he fits that meme format so well #i'm not sorry for making three #i love him okay #across the spiderverse #spiderverse #atsv hobie #atsv miguel #miles morales #spiderman atsv #atsv miles #into the spiderverse #atsv memes #spiderman: atsv #atsv #hobie brown #miguel o'hara

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phoenixcatch7 · 1 year

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Man I am just SO CONFUSED. About the time line of this game.

No one is telling me how long links been gone! Or how long the botw-totk timeskip was! They all just started selling my stuff again lol. I'm going to have to get everything redyed!

Me: hey random stranger! Lore dump? You look like a lore dumper.

Kindly npc: why hullo there, link ^^! My, I haven't seen you in a while since the calamity ended! I was so worried when they said you and the princess had gone missing! But it's good to see you're well.

Me: aw, thanks. How long has it actually been tho.

Kindly npc: ^u^

#Having a great time btw I've just been chased across a near sea of miasma by stal riders and more! 10/10 nearly died in a high speed chase #Made it out relatively unscathed which is truly amazing lmao #Spoilers ahead: I have had the funniest time doing the great plateau quest chain. Once I sucked it up and made nice with the creepy statue.#He's(?) been alright. Fair trader. Good deals. I've mostly been terrorising kohga in between absolutely failing to craft working vehicles X #His new boss fights are so much easier than the first one lol. Less fun I'll admit but the music is groovy. You can probably make a #Machine and try and dog fight him but with few exceptions the turning circles are decrepit so I just stuck to mild dodging and shooting him #And running over to hit him some more. Kinda bland for a boss fight I'll say. Could have done with a lot more pizazz. It's kohga come on.#Anyway I do feel kinda bad because apparently he's been stuck down there for however many months/years and I AM kinda cheating with the arm #After the first fight he fled to the gerudo mine and the steward very nicely showed me how to get there but never underestimate #My procrastination because I'd already found it by just exploring so I just teleported. In game it must have been terrifying lmao #Racing across an endless void filled only by the light of your rapidly running out of battery glider and the red glow of the gloom away fro #The apparently immortal ancient warrior who beat you up and tossed you down there and there's no sign of perusal so you're probably safe #But you get there and he's already sitting there poking some bananas having wiped out your goons and plundered your supplies.#Like sorry man but the arm comes with the hero territory I can't exactly take it off.#Maybe if you stopped terrorising the people purah would let you have one of her long distance teleportation slates. It comes with photos?#It can't have been long since botw link hasn't grown an inch XD. Also I've been turning the lore timeline over in my head and still no idea #Are we not sure Rauru isn't from some alternate timeline that got fused with the main loz timeline by accident??#loz #legend of zelda #totk #loz totk #tears of the kingdom #loz tears of the kingdom #totk spoilers

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