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xxsabitoxx · 10 months

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Get to Know Me!

This is just a fun little thing I’ve been wanting to do since the dawn of time but could never find a post to reblog that satisfied what I wanted. So I made this, feel free to reblog and use it yourself!

❤️ how tall are you?

🧡 what is your sexuality?

💛 what is your favorite feature on yourself?

💚 where are you from?

🩵 do you have any pets?

💙 do you have any siblings?

💜 describe yourself in five words or less!

🩷 dream job?

🖤 favorite hobbies outside of your blog

🎂 when is your birthday?

🌙 your zodiac (Sun, Moon, Rising)

💉do you have tattoos and/or piercings

🚗 can you drive?

✈️ favorite place you’ve traveled

🎤 have you been to a concert

🎵 favorite artists

🎧 last song you listened too

📺 last show you watched

📝 last thing you wrote

🔐 something no one would guess about you

🧟‍♀️ scariest thing that’s happened to you

🔥 craziest thing that’s ever happened to you

🍓 favorite food

🍅 least favorite food

🍊 favorite season?

🍋 favorite genre to read / watch / write

🍐 if you could make one character real, who would it be

🫐 some place you’d love to visit

🍇 a word your friends would use to describe you

🍒 what is your earliest memory

🍌 what is one talent you wish you had

💌 why did you start this blog?

✏️ when did you start writing fanfic

🖇️ what are your favorite asks to answer

📚 how do you come up with the fics you write

📌 what is the fic you’re know for

🔍 what character do you enjoy writing for the most

🖊️ what character do you not enjoy writing for

💔 is there a fic you wish you didn’t write

❤️‍🔥 what character do you simp for most often

🧚‍♀️ favorite characters of all time

🪐 favorite shows / series of all time

🌝 a show you would recommend to anyone

🌚 a show you’d tell people to stay away from

🌹 favorite kinks to write for

🥀 kinks you would never write for

🌊 a kink you would like to write but you think you’d be judged

❄️ full fics, imagines or head canons

☂️ your favorite fanfic from another writer

A couple of in depth questions!

🍄 what is something that’s happened in your life that you wish you could go back and change?

⭐️ what is one of your biggest accomplishments? Why is it so important to you?

🪻what is the toughest thing you had to go through, but can say you’ve successfully overcome?

🌺 what is the best gift someone has ever given you and why is it so important

🍀 what is your comfort show/series and why is it your comfort show? How has it helped you?

#also you can fully ask me lol #get to know the person behind the blog #get to know me #idk what the fuck to tag this #emoji game #ask game #send me asks #idk man #get to know the author #smut writer

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venusbyline · 14 days

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❤️‍🔥?

oh shit maybe i'll be a little judged now, but Coriolanus Snow, Nate Jacobs, Felix Catton, Peeta Mellark, Noah Calhoun, Sebastian Wilder, Finnick Odair, Billy Dunne, Stefan Salvatore and Kol Mikaelson are some of them

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birb--birb · 20 days

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The Pale Elf

3D print sculpted by Bulkamancer, printed in Siraya Tech grey UV Resin on my Elegoo Mars 2, and hand-painted by me! I cannot be more pleased with how he turned out 🥰

Detailed shots under the cut

Had to share all these gorgeous details, like the TEXTURES on this models are just gorgeous! All that filigree and bead detailing is raised which made painting it much easier, but still very tedious (so worth the results though). This was my first time painting a face bigger than tabletop mini scale, and boy was I intimidated. Had some friends point me to ball-jointed doll makers and learned about detailing faces with chalk pastels, so I used pastels to give his cheeks some colour, blush the tips of his ears, and make the shadows under his eyes. I could go back and add more colour/texture to his hair but I think its best if I leave it, lest I play with it too much and end up ruining things. I have to keep reminding myself that just cause I can see things in macro lens photos, doesn't mean I'm actually able to go correct those things 😅

Regardless, I'm so so happy with how he turned out, and its crazy that I can look at this and go "me!!! I PAINTED THAT!! ME!!!", and now I have a stunning model of everyones favourite lil rat bastard (affectionate) vampire mans💕

#Astarion #astarion bg3 #bg3 astarion #astarion ancunin #bg3 #bg3 art #baulders gate 3 #baulders gate 3 astarion #miniature painting #3d modeling #scale model #mini painting #model painting #I saw someone on social media with a fully painted astarion model #and was like WANT but having one professionally painted was $$$#and I thought to myself “I have a printer...I can paint...I'll just make my own!”#those artists deserve every dang penny they charge cause this took me like 30 hours #and before anyone asks no I won't be selling him or taking commissions #this was art just for me <3 #I've already got an artsy side hustle I'm not making yet another hobby of mine a job lols #also bonus points to anyone who notices the rip in the back of his doublet #I didnt wanna wait to print a new one (and was out of resin) so I just went with it bc you can't see it from the front anyways hahahah

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tanjir0se · 2 months

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Alright so here’s what I’m thinking

A plot B plot structure because you KNOW your girl can’t resist an A plot B plot

A plot: while sparring and bickering a little, Giyuu accidentally calls Sanemi ‘Sabito’. Sanemi, being Sanemi, who doesn’t know who Sabito is, automatically assumes Giyuu was trying to insult him (not helped by Giyuu’s stubborn refusal to elaborate). As fate would have it, shortly after they’re assigned to a mission together and Sanemi makes it his mission to get Giyuu to explain who Sabito is. We cut back and forth between this and B.

B plot: Meanwhile, the mistake stirs up old feelings for Giyuu and the B plot is centered around him meeting Urokodaki and Sabito for the first time, Sabito’s initially coarse behavior and how it was always undercut but a real tenderness for him. We span several years, showing Giyuu and Sabito’s relationship developing from a sibling-esque rivalry to the beginnings of first love, and finish the B plot probably the night before final selection.

Finally after their mission Giyuu is injured and they both find a Wisteria house to patch up. Sanemi finally demands to know why Giyuu “insulted” him and Giyuu immediately takes offense to the notion that being called Sabito’s name is anything but an honor. His temper takes ahold of him and he finally tells Sanemi exactly what Sabito meant to him. Sanemi immediately feels bad for his assumption, especially given his own history as a big brother.

And then they. Idk. Kiss or something. whatever

#the sabigiyuu brainrot has consumed me can you tell #kny #I LOVE WRITING BABY GIYUU HE STILL TALKS ;_;#kind of #also don’t ask me to define the sabigiyuu relationship because not even Sabito and Giyuu can do that #are they rivals ? extremely close friends? in an elaborate QPR? in love?#who knows #coincidentally the same is going on with Sanemi lol #sanemi: ohhh he was your kinda brother. Aw you love me like a brother!#Giyuu who was fully in love with Sabito: uh. yeah sure let’s just go with that #postcards from stupid town #we Stan two emotionally stunted kings 💖

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non-un-topo · 2 years

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I love you wired headphones I love you non-touch screens I love you thick laptops I love you devices with buttons I love you phones with non-glass edges I love you usb ports I love you dvd and blu-ray players I love you discs I love you cars that don’t have screens I love you menus you don’t need wifi to read I love you mp3 files

#so guess who will probably have to buy a new laptop for school and is not happy about it lol #this was going to be an 'i hate you etc' post but i want to love... ;_; still all of these statements are so snarky hfdhhgfg #i'm tired of it!!! tired!!! i might be the last person on earth who does not have data! i've never once had data on my phone!#stop asking me to scan a qr code or whatever! i literally cannot!#also i love love love you youtube to mp3. been my bestie since 2011 #hate the demand for students to have all the latest and best in technology at all times. and the demand to be available 24/7.#i need a good device so i can attend my zoom class AT school after an in-person class. amongst youngins who never use headphones.#what.... is the point babe. all of us are already at the school in-person. every uni has handled the pandemic so poorly #it's just confusion and lack of info all the time. meanwhile the students have to be fully prepared for anything and spend bank on tech #give me some $$ then school i worked my butt off for the grades pls i know you can do itttt #also ads if you target me i'm sniping you

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good-beanswrites · 5 months

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LCSYS ask again(undercover asker here hiiiiiaufhghghgn)thank you for responding!!!! ilovfe seeing your ideas theyre such good fuel in between trials❤️❤️

i was wondering how th prisoners would react to es’ usage of violence, like some of the younger prisoners complaining about it while the older are concerned because Hello Where did that stem from???? you cant tell me es’ “phew, i feel so much better” after hitting shidou didn’t send his mind racing a million miles per minute

ALSO curious about YONAH………… similar to how red’s violence towards es was scripted, was kotoko’s monologue about es being imperfect Also scripted, or was it on her own? yonah is probably my favourite voice drama of all time and I’m curious about how it would be interpreted in this au 🫶

Ah hello again! Thank you so much for reaching out -- every time I think I've covered everything you guys hit me with a new insane detail that makes my brain go brrrrr >:3

Because OMG I spent so much time thinking of the faked violence, I don't know why I never put as much attention on the flipside! I love the idea of Jackalope assuring them, "there will be no physical punishments. We'll talk about restraints but that's all fake. We'll make up injuries between trials but that's all fake. You don't have to worry about any real pain." And then this 15yo strolls up, interrogation one, ready to smack someone😅😅😅

Seriously though, I think it would come as a pretty big surprise to the group. They knew it was a possibility, but didn't think Es was that likely to attack, since they've made a few comments about being against violent punishments. Haruka comes back to mention the slap, and Yuno follows their instructions and says she also suffered violence, and the group is Shocked. I think it would just kill Fuuta that he wasn't allowed to hit back and avenge the others. He probably has the most complaints about the situation (and is insanely relieved that he get by in his own interrogation.) In a feeble attempt to get back at Es and make them feel bad, he encourages Muu to cry and make a big show about being afraid of them. Muu is frightened enough that it doesn't take much persuasion... I think Kotoko and unfortunately Amane wouldn't mind the threat, they both have lives in which authority showing power isn't out of place (and maybe Haruka?). Mahiru, too, thinks it's just the way a prison guard can run their prison if they want, though she's determined her charm will keep things running pleasantly.

Kazui reaches out asap* to question the legality of the experiment, since they're allowing children to get hit, even if by other children. There's a tangle of signatures and consent from everyone involved so it's okay, but the whole thing still rubs him the wrong way. He knew the experiment was a bit shady, but he(Though, this does make his first vd kind of funny -- instead of actually talking through his theories on the prison, now it feels like he's just egging Es on to see if they'll actually hit him...)

And I really like that idea that Shidou's dad instincts kick in (or maybe it's doctor instincts)! He'd understand if it was a child trying to play the role of an intimidating adult, but the way Es is doing things, the things they're saying, it all points to something deeper going on in Es' head. I can see him sitting down with the others and Jackalope to discuss. Of course Milgram gives him very little to work with, but this still kickstarts everyone's efforts to make sure Es is also taken care of post-Milgram.

*I just realized I'm still a bit fuzzy on communication during the trials. Jackalope can definitely get information to the prisoners (most commonly the 'voices' they're supposed to be hearing based on Es' notes, but also in case of emergency changes or things). I was picturing the prisoners unable to communicate outward until the trial ends, as it builds up the feeling of isolation and imprisonment. The issue is, I feel like Jackalope would want to keep that line open in case the prisoners had questions/issues with the experiment that affected their acting. So idk if the prisoners voice these concerns about Es mid-trial or they're forced to wait. I'll get back to you on that, hm

And Yonah!!

I wasn't avoiding spoilers, I actively looked for snippets here and there, but it was this ask that finally motivated me to sit down and watch it through -- and I'm SO GLAD I DID 👀 It's really well-written and wonderfully acted!! I'm floored with the whole thing omg

I really like the idea that the Milgram team instructed Kotoko to mention Es' imperfection to rattle them a bit, but left the specifics to her. Jackalope thought she'd just make some quick comment, and does a double take when he listens in on the interrogation and realizes she has a lot to say on Es and the way Milgram is run.

Jacklope told her to be harsh with Es, and she thought that was no problem at all. She felt those opinions strongly and wasn't going to go easy on the criticism just because they were a kid. She goes into the interrogation ready to stay completely put-together... and then surprises everyone and herself when Es' distress moves her to pull them into a tight hug and tell them everything's going to be alright ;---;

#milgram #es #ill have to peek back through the material but i definitely remember es saying they dont have to worry about violence #and also openly condemning kotoko and other violent reactions #so the sudden switch would get their gears turning 👀#operation 'save es from whatever crap is going on' begins as early as t1 #more in line with canon than the au but capri had a thorough post about es' attacks and stuff with physical touch -- maybe i go peek at tha #i think theres more angst if the prisoners cant communicate with Anyone during the trials -- theyre completely sealed off #but i feel like it may cause more problems than its worth... but if its just a story i can just write those logistic problems away lol...#thank you for the ask!! i also need fuel between such long breaks of content so it makes me so happy to chat about this :D #and i appreciate the little nudge to watch yonah -- i can def see why its your favorite omg #that last moment i mentioned is SO important to me -- it reveals a huge part of kotoko that i think even she doesnt fully realize ;-;#tw child abuse #yonah spoilers #lights camera sing your sins

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optiwashere · 23 days

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For AO3 I always recommend muting users(since most people forget about it). Like I am going through the Shadowheart/Original Female Characters tag then I see the [REDACTED] ship there, I mute all those users, and voila I have a cleaner page where I can easily see the new stuff. It sucks you have to use it, and if the person you muted writes something you would like you will be missing it. But that usually doesn't happen and the peace of mind you will be getting from not having to scroll all those fics will be far worth it.

Oh absolutely, I liberally use the mute and block features! That's a good shout, anon 💜

They're my favorite thing on any site tbh, and I think more people should get used to curating their own spaces like this. It's good for everyone to just avoid the things you don't want to see, you know? I'm sure we all have that one ship we get tired of popping up, and the Shadowheart/Original Female Character tag is really rife with it in a terrible way sometimes.

Still don't understand how all the vampire boy/OC fics wound up there, but even so...

Can 100% concur with anon on this, mute is a blessed button and I heartily recommend it. You can find it on any author's profile/dashboard at the top right. I also use AO3 Savior to get more granular and block tags I don't want to see, and I've only good things to say about it.

#hey you can ask me things!#random fandom thoughts #and yeah it's just how things go - I'm fully aware that people mute me but that's their business lol #also to be clear: i only mute people on ao3 when they abuse ship tags tbh #ao3 savior blocks the tags I already don't want to see

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forcedhesitation · 3 months

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stop fucking flirting with me, you rancid little man

#bg3 #thoughts about media #never had this dialogue before. durge exclusive or...??#either way- I'm lying astarion. please keep talking about murder. it does something for me personally.#also LMAO at him “hiding” his vampirism. baby I can SEE your fangs and bite mark. you aren't hiding shit.#imagining him asking corydalis this and corydalis having to explain that decapitating him would be difficult due to his scaly skin.#with the parasite- his abilities are weakened and thus he can actually be poisoned whereas normally he is immune.#he'd admit he's always been curious what it's like to be poisoned lol.#you know. despite only having fully beat the game once- I have nearly 500 hrs in bg3.#I've half finished many campaigns. and now. when I must begin an adventure with no corydalis to return to...#...well it hurts. it is not the same without him...I will forever treasure him and experiencing the story alongside him.#this new character is a durge. aaaanother tiefling because I enjoy them. he isn't Actually the durge lorewise though.#I had my own story already formulated for him. even before I made him in game. I think I still want to keep him a bhaalspawn though.#if not bhaal- he'll be tied to myrkul. since corydalis has existing beef with myrkul.#he's got body type 1 instead of 2 and goodness it is SO strange to Look Up To the gents. like what do you MEAN they are TALL?!#astarion is like a little mouse. he is not supposed to be tall! wyll has transmasculine short king allure. he is not supposed to be tall!#gale can be a LITTLE tall. I guess. but he's such a sopping wet cat of a man. I can hardly imagine him being THAT tall.#none of them are taller than corydalis! bar halsin and karlach of course.

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francy-sketches · 7 months

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Who IS your favorite character then? 👀

cersei :3

#Anonymous #asks #I don't draw her a lot just bc I can't get her design right 😭 idk something's always off #also it's bc she's a fully realized character + more people talk about her so in my head I'm like. well I have less to add #I feel like I tend get more creative inspiration from chatacters/aspects of a character that are less popular/developed #not always but often #idk if that makes sense #like sansa is another fave of mine but I dont really draw or talk about her bc well everything's kind of been said already #but with cersei it IS mostly bc I can't get her right lol #and also even tho she's popular I stay away from most of her stans bc they piss me off like stfu you don't get her!!!#they're all 'ohh twincest so smexy' bitches noo ur making it boring!! its not smexy it's CRINGE that's the whole appeal!! in my opinion :)#so I can almost pretend she's a niche character that only I and my beloved mutuals with correct opinions like #anyway. classic tangent in the tags from tumblr user francy-sketches

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zanukavat · 3 months

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can u tell me about the two little gay alien guys

OOOH SHIT YOU HAVENT WATCHED SOLAR OPPOSITES??!? you gotta. oh my god. please.

they're terry and korvo and theyre the most dysfunctional deeply-in-love dumbass alien husbands youll have ever laid your eyes upon.

the show is so silly and genuinely lovely. the plot is pretty much, family of aliens who "stranded" on earth and need to carry out their mission on the planet but instead settle into human life and domesticity. also theyve got kids (replicants) and a pet/child(more of a pet with a mind of its own).

terry is more accustomed to and a fan of human culture whereas korvo is stern and rational in the beginning and god i love their character development and relationship so so much

when i started watching it i kinda just did it cuz i had caught up with rick and morty, a friend had already seen solar opposites a while ago and said its good. and i was like, seems good; oh justin did this show too, guess i'll watch it. he voices korvo but as you might know they changed his VA for the newest season by shooting him with a voice changer dart lmao so now he's british

#HEHEE if u do decide to watch it let me know..its so fun....#now might be a nice time cuz like #i watched it before s7 of rnm dropped kinda in a wait for that #and now s7 is done so it might be nice to fill the gap while we wait? :]#either way. i love it so much.. its honestly a very feel-good show #also i havent even mentioned the really good subplot it has #ill let you find everything out for yourself ofc if you do decide to pick it up but yea very fun very worth it #might feel a little bit tame or slow in the beginning but to be fair most shows kinda are #and its hulu so you cant exactly fully compare it to something like rick and morty lol #it does however have all the familiar sci-fi silliness #which i very much loveeee #also korvo is my fave idk if you can tell . . .. . .. .. .#ask #catholickedd

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emmaspolaroid · 2 months

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@lonely-cereal oh i get to explain this ship. ohhh my god. i don’t have the energy to put this in essay form, but here’s the breakdown of my Rayvio agenda 💜🖤

I personally prefer to ship Ray with someone who isn’t from Grace Field, for Isabella reasons

and Violet is unlike anyone he’s ever met, in both looks and personality

but let’s be so serious: she looks like a slightly less feminine Norman, has Emma’s courage. the twist is her attitude. I think Ray would be drawn to her.

they instantly understood each other 👇

they both try to pretend they’re cool and chill, when the opposite is true they care so so so much and have a natural inclination to protect

they look like punk ass mallrat MySpace emo kids like that’s all i can really say on that aspect. but bro trust me on this just trust me

Ray guided her and the rest of the Goldy Pond kids back to the bunker, and it took two weeks, and they had a lot of time to get to know each other. Violet was relativity uninjured compared to the other GP main players, so she’s probably the one who Ray spoke to most often (aside from Lucas ofc) and they definitely worked together while getting such a huge group across that vast distance.

And they had even more time to get close during the search for Cuvitadala. further reading. I think, if we’d gotten more fleshed out chapters from that part of the story, we’d see them interacting a lot more.

it’s not a jump to say they became friends pretty quickly, even less of a jump to suggest they have a solid dynamic. we saw them gang up on Emma for being reckless (really, they’re both worried about her), demonstrating that they’re on the same page, and they already move as a unit.

(we’re entering headcanon territory so just close your eyes and open your mind to my vision) While I assume Emma and Ray paired off most often during the search for Cuvitadala — they are the besties of all time after all — as well as Ray and Don, I see Violet and Ray being a surprisingly frequent pair. Gilda and Emma definitely take notice of this development.

now walk with me here, because in my expert opinion, this ship is a slowwwww burn. like it takes them almost a decade to actually get together. But they just vibe with each other. they hang out more and more after coming to the human world, growing steadily closer.

Ray probably understands what’s happening and comes to terms with it first, deciding to simply Ignore these feelings until they go away. He thinks there’s just no way she’d ever like him like that. And seeing as he places such high value in friendship, he might even think it unfair to put those feelings on her.

Violet is more hesitant, always cautious when it comes to investing emotionally. However, she knew early on this nerd was going to be a problem for her. She also elected to ignore these feelings, and it works for a decent amount of time.

Time goes on, and they start to grow up. The dynamic changes a little, and their sarcastic banter has become more like play flirting, then more like actual flirting. They both think the other is 100% joking.

But Violet gets annoyed with the will-they-won’t-they a few years after they find Emma, and just decides to say Fuck It and kisses him to get it out of her system. this plan backfires, spectacularly.

Ray is like Woah ?!?!!!

They kinda just don’t talk about it and carry on like before, for a few weeks. Until she’s like “oh hey btw what the fuck is your problem” and he’s like “what’s UR problem” and then. bam. Rayvio. Vioray. You agree. 🙏

#lol you don’t actually have to agree or like the ship btw #but i like it! and this is why #like sorry as soon as i saw them interact i was like 👀 fully locked in! but sugita has risen against me……#the promised neverland #rayvio #vioray #nikki talks about tpn #sorry for plugging my own writing but there’s like. nothing to pull from lol.#there’s probably more to be said but I’m so tired lol this is what i can offer u #but I WILL elaborate if asked #also please don’t misunderstand me this is not cishet #punk rock.. gender nonconforming.. baby those are synonyms!

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venusbyline · 14 days

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❤️, 🌙

❤️ - i'm 5'2 (pls save me jacob elordi)

🌙 - capricorn sun, taurus moon and taurus rising too (but at least my venus is in sagittarius lool)

#venusbyline #ask game #emoji game #also you can fully ask me lol #send me asks #get to know the person behind the blog #get to know the author #ask me anything #send asks #get to know me #zodiac stuff

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astranauticus · 3 months

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ok i like rushed through the whole orv webtoon way too fast so now i have thoughts going in like 5 different directions but ep121-123 drive me so fucking insane actually. every time i think about those two conversations i have to sit down

#orv #orv liveblog #like i feel like depictions of childhood abuse in fiction tend to depiction the relationship as some version of #'the one evil violent parent and the one good parent trying their best (it wasnt good enough)'#see: the twins parents from lc s2 is the obvious one but also like #going back to my roots lol but enji and rei todoroki? or hell even fire lord ozai and ursa #yknow theres this idea of like theres the one who was trying! and the one who fucked it all up #well yeah rei's the one who scarred her sons face but thats so obviously framed as like a trauma response outside of her control #like its not something youre reeaally meant to blame her for yknow #the WHOLE idea with kim dokja's conversation with yoo sangah is whether he's supposed to blame/forgive lee sookyung #wait ok those conversations drive me so insane like im feeling the alevel literature urge to fuckin close read quotes #that one line where he thinks like this is the vilest form of violence he can use against sangah goes by SO fast but it hit me SO hard #the idea of asking her to put herself in this nightmare situation she has no frame of reference for understanding or empathising with #and then asking her as someone who she rly cares about! to be the judge in this situation she cannot possibly fully grasp #and all of that being framed as an act of violence towards her. like asking her to do this knowing she cant possibly do it #but also 'did you want me to seem pleased to see you' 'a little (lie)' and 'do you think of me as a mother' 'a little (lie)'#like the pretense of a normal relationship over the yeah we know our relationships fucked over the #unfortunately we still talk and think in the same way and we understand each other way too well #ok wait but circling back to the original point. i saw this fucking incredible fanart on twitter that sort of goes into the like #how do you?? handle?? not knowing if youre supposed to blame your parent for something that they did that hurt you #like its this little animation thing thats all in kdj's internal monologue except for one line where its him saying #'im terrible. i deserved what she did to me'#and its like. yeah that would be easier huh. like the self loathing is easier to handle than the confusion and cognitive dissonance #full disclosure i saw that fanart literally a year ago before i knew jack shit about orv and the sentiment hit me SO HARD i just #havent been able to stop thinking about it for a whole year. like as soon as i finished 123 i immediately went to look for it in my archive #i checked the artist has a tumblr but that art is not on it and it bugs me so much i want them to know that they somehow like #managed to make art so painful it defeated both my non-orv reading self and my lifelong severe memory problems #i mean in comparison that line (that also went by alarmingly fast) about how without twsa back then like kdj would not be here today #like not so much to dig into just. Yikes #and him telling ysa all of this with that fucking smile on his face like thats the part that really gets to me just his *fucking expression

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bioswear · 11 months

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I peeled my saniderm off and didn’t cry 😂

Update to my DrakeNieR iconography sleeve that I’ve been patchwork designing into a cohesive sleeve. I have a strong vision and I’m determined to see it through.

Thinking about tackling my elbow next and just getting it over with LOL 🥴

Black Box + Lunar tears: Tattooed by Ella Baer

Final Song Flower Band: Tattooed by MourningMisery (IG)

Ornate YoRHa Hand: Tattooed by Giulia Covelli

#nier automata #nier #i like how you can tell i wear short sleeve shirts #and that my tattoo now perfectly marks where my farmers tan starts #my tattoo talk #i have to get my ornate YoRHa symbol hand fixed :(#also I’m probably gonna go back in and get the arm cuff part fully connected once this heals completely #originally it shoudlve been a full band but there was a design mixup with the references #and so we had to change it on the fly #and the artist I went to was really patient and flexible but I felt bad asking for so many small changes #also the inner bicep fucking hurt so idk I don’t mind that it’s not complete #and I don’t mind the horizontal lines that would be in the band bc it’s on my inner arm anyway #but I need them to connect it’s driving me nuts lol

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unproduciblesmackdown · 2 months

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truly something that, amidst facing / going through a dramatic Life Change ft. unavoidable emotional effects of that, there are instances where i can't conceal any & all degrees of being distressed / upset, & repeatedly getting "it's hard for me too" as a Direct Response to that: really something & a half how the asserted theoretical Sympathy of [i feel similarly!] is invoked so as to, oh you know, preclude sympathetic Treatment. such as that what would be More sympathetic in these instances would be to say Nothing, "if there's nothing but dismissal / making it first & foremost about someone else's feelings to say, don't say it at all" style

#reading also that original Lovelessness essay ''love is meant to make me human / love is also the mechanism by which my humanity #has been denied'' always preferring to have [sorry! couldn't fully bottle up this Emotiona externally manifesting at all!] Ignored rather #than ''nicely'' interacted with so as to Invalidate; Dismiss; someone's annoyed at you for having it; etc #for bonus context like we are not in the same boat with it.#not a case of ''the same situation; mine is worse though'' like no; fundamentally different situations here lmao. mine is worse #If You Feel So Bad. Or At All. then at least now do me the favor of Not Saying That; Repeatedly #their feelings put on me too in other ways. stewing resentment into lashing out; tossing out ''but i'm justified'' like ok! Your business!!#the ol like. If You're Going To Do Something Anyways then how you justify it to yourself is Your business / b/w you & your god as they say #& the last thing to do is be making it the problem of ppl Most Affected by what you're gonna do anyways & Also ask their Absolution.....#like if you need more moral support abt What You're Doing Anyways: turn to Anyone Else. even No One if you have to.#bit going tf through it when it's spilling over into Posting but such is life!! we all have that [the horrors. girl help] blogger on dash #again the tl;dr like oh you don't say. the [umm but have you considered? My Feelings! (they're so sympathetic at all. yor welcome)] is #the mechanism through which Really basic sympathy is being denied & replaced with [Saying Nothing would've been less hurtful]#misgendering me the other night too while Also all 'hey I'm trying to talk to the customer service. why are You going up & talking first'#(that was me experiencing the latter. i didn't say it but i was like cmon. my glasses are fogging up w/surgical mask (don't have access to #more effective masks so doing what Nonzero i can there) i'm a bit carsick i'm weathering a crisis. can i have anything here lol)#just Oh You Know. The Horrors....#balancing ofc trying to endure trying to self soothe etc etc. with ''it's the horrors. it's gonna be horrific & you're gonna be affected''#ah the [being kind to oneself] like also means knowing how reasonable it is to Not solo contain & endure & Cope Through everything....#crushing a paper cup in my hands genuinely i would like to generously thank my virtual allies out here today. mic feedback #irl In Real Life? life is Real asf here & nobody Realer than them

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pinkytoothlesso11 · 1 year

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Hi Pinky

What Make Strickler So Special for you?

For me Jim and Claire what make them Special "

is the fact that Jim Show more emotion he wouldn't be afraid to shad a tear or two he is very emotional Person. as Someone who tend to show more emotion then most males i can relate to it. and i feel Like he is Very Special.

Claire is Probably the Darkness inside her heart , her Losing control over emotions and her hard time accepting reality. while also think the Worst things Possible is Something that i found really close to home.

That's a pretty good question! And I like you sharing your reasons for liking Jim and Claire, which are definitely some of mine too!

I can't limit my reasons for liking Strickler to one, so I'll give you my top five:

I like his complexity, he's never portrayed as black and white. He's morally grey, even when he reforms he doesn't have a complete personality change, he's still himself.

I love Strickler's dynamic with Jim. I love how they go from teacher and student, to enemies to reluctant allies, to mentor and student, then friends, and finally to family and father/son. I appriciate RoTT ONLY for consolidating their relationship a little more, and I have every reason to believe in the new timeline they'll only get closer then ever before.

I enjoy the development of Stricklake, even though it has its ups and downs because I am a shameless monster lover myself and support Barb 100%. I also appreciate that Barbara and Strickler have things to work through and it's not instantly fixed.

I like Strickler's stupid puns and sense of humour. He makes me laugh so much with his stupidness at times. (his accent does NOT help).

This is what really did it for me though: he has WINGS! As someone obsessed with dragons that was the icing on the cake for me lol.

#trollhunters #tales of arcadia #Walter Strickler #Jim Lake Jr #Barbara Lake #Ask answers #Seriously it's dangerous asking me what I like about Strickler there's too much I like!#And he's also why I now realise that I always go for the same sort of characters lol #I do sort of hate how Strickler dragged out his antagonistic role after Bular died #That would have been the perfect time to reevaluate where he was standing with Jim since he seemed really against hurting him till after-#-Bular died #But I think he's very stubborn so that's not helpful and he remained in control of Angor Rot for not very long at all lmao #Also Strickler and Jim's rivalry in second half of season one is comedy gold ngl #I sort of can appreciate that at the end of the series he's back at the start dating Barbara and with Jim fully believing in his ability-#-to change. Something poetic I guess about it too similar to Claire and Jim's love you for a thousand lifetimes #At least Strickler and Barbara don't need to remember quite yet the past timeline lol they can be happy for a while #Stricklake

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