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wombrion · 22 days

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You probably get this a lot, but the way you go at drawing the Madoka cast is great and I love Homura being a gangly wet cat of a teenager. It's very fun. Kyoko also has incredible vibes. Also[this goes on for several minutes]

waaa thank yuuuuuuuu!! these two are one of my faves dynamic wise.. even though they dont really got going on in canon i think theyre so fun together:)

#kyoko would be n1 bad influence #but in a necessary kinda way #she would take homu to break n burn stuff in a parking lot #then take her to burger king #helps her break out of her shell by destruction of private property and what not #also they live together ive decided #no more homelessness and lonely appartment #peace and love on earth #homura akemi #kyoko sakura #arts

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 5 months

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Hello! I have come asking for you to info-dump about the the modern human au. I full of brain rot of them (especially after the last thing you posted about them, damn) Maybe you can tell us a bit more Sally!!

lucky for you, i've been full of that good ol brainrot As Well! thoughts! feelings! ideas! i got em!

so since we're already on the subject of the Crash Arc, allow me to expand on it for a moment before i get to Sally Thinkings! if you've read the snippet, you may have noticed the extent of Wally's injuries was not listed yet. well! he got messed up with a capital F! since it's fiction and i'm god in this scenario, i'm veering slightly away from realistic damage, immediate & lasting. bc lets be real. if i stuck to "this is as realistic as i can make it", then Wally would be aaaaaabsolutely fucked. it was a bad crash in a very unsafe vehicle at high speeds. like - this is what happened. a drunk driver hit Home going 70 down the freeway. swerve, fishtail, tumble down a (small, shallow, really its more like a glorified ditch) ravine with trees and rocks and shit on it. absolute miracle that Wally didn't die in the crash, let alone during the solid half hour (slightly longer) he was trapped in Home before someone noticed the crash site and called emergency personnel. Wally "hanging up" on Barnaby was actually the impact jarring him so he slipped and hit the end call button. but yeah without going into technicalities and detail, Wally has some lasting damage in his dominant hand. It takes extensive physical therapy for him to be able to paint/draw again at the same level he had been at. the hematoma hadn't done a lot of brain damage that wouldn't resolve itself with time. in my mind, when Wally wakes up in the hospital, for a few days he's very confused and his memory is shot. he'll wake up, interact, then go to sleep, but when he wakes up again its like waking up for the first time again. he just can't retain memories for a bit. he's got some severe brain fog. his mood is also kinda fucked with - he's uncharacteristically irritable with low patience, etc. these are all things that clear up with time, but in my mind Wally has chronic migraines going forward. bad ones! and there are days where it's harder fr him to concentrate. and yk. a teeny bit of chronic pain where his shin bone was pinned back together and where his hand was essentially crushed. but other than that he's fine going forward! good days and bad days!

but enough about that! You Want To Hear About Sally!

i imagine that she becomes quite successful in the theater industry. i'm not too familiar with it myself, so i'm gonna be uh. Vague about it? but she starts her own theater troupe - it's a bit of a commute from home base to the town she works in, where the theater is located in, but she makes it work! of the group, she's probably away more than any of them. working on shows, traveling to work on other ones - i like to think she's been on Broadway! she probably has had opportunities to do tv/movie acting, but idk... i feel like Sally would be like "nah. live shows or nothing". maybe at some point she takes up voice acting gigs, as long as she can do them from home. she probably has her own little room-turned-VA-studio thing. idk how that works either! it seems right! but yes Howdy's store's automated messages and advertisements are in Sally's voice. she's probably picked up a temporarily modeling gig here and there.

so Sally is very very busy. Poppy is supportive. everyone is, and they all love to help out when they can - and reel Sally in when the "stardom" starts to get to her head. they do their best to acclimate to occasionally getting jumpscared by her voice in a grocery store or in. idk. fashion shoots. victoria's secret billboards. that last one was a joke! maybe. i think she would.

i also like to imagine Sally like... getting some sort of award and then spending a solid five minutes naming her friends, thanking them with specificity, and then plugging their own stuff. they probably have a rotation for who accompanies her as her plus one for events and parties she may or may not be invited to. she's not like... a Big celebrity but! she's Known and Liked! she has Connections! i like to imagine her and Wally looking dapper as fuck at a Venue...

so the friend group typically stays together, with Sally going off to do her Things the most. she makes sure to schedule time to be with her friends and girlfriend/wife/Poppy between work and gigs and etc. she somehow finds a balance with Ease. or apparent ease... someone get this girl a vacation...

#lmao now im thinking about them all scheduling a joint vacay #sally is having the time of her life getting to Relax and just Pamper Herself #everyone else is also greatly enjoying the break #except howdy. he's a mess. to him relaxing is working. things are too calm. too quiet. understim effect x100 #on that vein ive been thinking about a covid arc and its. Funny #and domestic!#where are the covid fics of characters getting stuck together during lockdown...#rambles from the bog #wh modern human au #but yes been thinking about the au a lot #ive decided that wally does eventually get a job that he actually Enjoys!#previously he was just doing his indie art and such. bc he'd try a job and be like 'wow. i hate this. this is stupid. bye'#his art brings in more money anyway. he's living that miraculous imaginary life where art provides reliable sustainable income #enough so that barnaby doesn't need a full time job! bc this is fiction and i want them to have an easy life #in this specific area anyway #i would like them to live in a world where its slightly kinder... the housing crisis doesnt exist... one can live on minimum wage...#also thinking more about their homes and such. etc!

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thelastharbinger · 9 months

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Tidbits of ATSV That I Enjoyed (Or Alternatively: Just Miles Being The Most Endearing Spidey Ever)

Miles patting The Spot's head after successfully webbing him (I don't see this as condescending, but rather him still engaging with the humanity of a villain like Spot) and ~very assertively~ telling/asking him not to escape.

"I'm like Robin Hood-if he gave to himself."

Miles' spidey senses going off when he arrives late to his dad's party because there's nothing more frightening than Brown parents when they're mad at you. Beware the chancla or correa!

O.k. So we all know there are different versions of the movie out there. You may already know that one of the slight differences is when Miles goes to save Inspector Singh. There's a version where you can hear Gwen's voice in the distant background yelling no! when she thinks Miles gets crushed under the rubble, and there's another where she's silent as she webs to him. Now, I have found ANOTHER version (online) where her shouting is even more at the forefront. She's practically screaming and sounds more desperate, (prolly because it's close to the same way her Peter Parker died so she's reliving trauma) and the fear in her voice is palpable. That one haunts me.

Jefferson trying to equate studying for his police exams to childbirth, which Rio quickly nips in the bud.

Ganke having a soccer poster of Son Heung Min, a famous Korean footballer who currently plays for the Premier League Tottenham Hotspur and is captain of the South Korean national team.

Miles having a Sashimi (his universe's version of Supreme, but I just like the idea that Miles loves eating sashimi. Like I know that kid has good taste in food) poster in his bedroom.

The fact that Miles kept in touch with Aunt May for long enough after the events of ITSV that he helps her move.

The Spot saying he was one of the more handsome scientists at Alchemax according to his colleagues.

Miles and Gwen having the same collectible toys, the only difference being that he keeps his in the box and she doesn't.

"Hey, don't try to wow me with big words, man," *in deep manly voice* "I do crosswords every day"- Miles after Spot points out Alchemax as "the crucible of our connection!"

Miles going, "This job is so dumb sometimes" after he tries to web Spot at the deli, but it goes through a hole and lands on his face.

"Nahhh, he seems more Dominican to me." Kinda want Miles to meet a native Dominican Spidey because that dynamic would highkey fuck hard *pun not intended*. They would repair relations between our two islands-PR&DR.

"Almost there Mami *smiley face* *cowboy* prayer hands*"

The college admissions coach at Visions Academy straight up saying, "That's your story! Now, just stick to the script..." Ma'am what???

"Calmate Mami, eso no es my fault."

"I've hit a lot of different villains with a lot of different food...I'm just trying to lighten the mood."

Miles in his angsty teen era and smart-mouthing everyone around him. Love that for him.

"He almost killed his mom as a baby, I mean, look at those shoulders." No but for real tho. Those shoulders are as wide as a truck. Kim Seokjin who??? (if you understood that reference, ily).

Miles writing a love letter to his dad in 2 cakes.

Gwen at the water tower chowing and saying how feelings make her hungry after her and Miles talked about how they can't be together cause it would end in tragedy. Like Gwen, come again?!

Also, Miles' and Gwen's talk at the Williamsburg Bank Building being lowkey the catalyst for the 2nd/3rd acts of the film. Without them both kind of silently admitting their feelings for each other, Miles probably wouldn't have chased after her the way he did. Pretty sure you know the rest.

"I bet she doesn't even speak Spanish," and Jeff going "Que barbaridad" in his very broken Spanish. Queue Rio's bombastic side eye.

Both Gwen and Miles referring to Spot as a Villain Of The Week, even though neither of them have spoken about Spot to each other.

"I was bitten by a-wouldnt you like to know? Know what I mean?" SIR. Chill. This movie is for children.

The Spot inverting himself, going from a white mass with black spots to a gaping black hole with smaller white spirals. It's giving Junji Ito.

The irony of Pavitr exclaiming, "Well that was another easy adventure for Spider-Man!" right before an incoming canon event. HIS. He was about to experience his first big loss, and his happy-go-lucky nature would've been challenged.

Miguel saying conyo! when all the Spideys start pointing at each other.

"!Cállate!" "Nosy!" Sidebar: we don't talk about Gwen's banter with bad guys enough. She's so funny!

A lot of the Peters saying hi to Gwen as she passes HQ because she is canonically the one lost love--the love interest they all would've ended up with had she not died, so they all have an affection for her.

Web-Slinger going "Giddy up!" Cause he's swinging up.

Miles offering his fresh new takes on how to deal with the Spot upon meeting Miguel, saying "He just wants to be taken seriously. Like we all do." MILES YOU BEAUTIFUL, COMPASSIONATE GOLDEN SUNFLOWER BOY I LOVE YOUUUUU.

Hobie referring to Peter B. as Humbling Reality Spider-Man, which considering how steeped in tragedy the Spidey lore is, is really saying something.

Miguel's nonono no puedo más no puedo más. His misery is very funny and delightful to me. Little bitch ass.

"You know you're the only Spider-Man who isn't funny." Yes! More Miguel slander in the next one, please! Little bitch ass.

"Snitch!"

Miles shouting out Peter's name for help whilst Miguel pins and lays into him the fact that he's an anomaly. This after he momentarily glitches back to his ITSV store-bought suit. Mimicking the way-in also the first movie-Miles shouting out Peter's name for his own rescue as Doc Ock attacks him at the research facility. Because even though he feels hurt by Peter at this point, that's still his dad mentor and he still instinctively looks to him for protection. Rip my heart out why don't you!

Gwen sneaking back into her and her dad's place just to get that printed polaroid of her and Miles, a pic she already has on her phone.

Earth-42 Miles wearing Nike while our Miles wears Jordans.

#hi. ive seen this movie 8x in theaters and twice on pirating sites. i am unwell #also sorry not sorry for the miguel slander. i am a miles loyalist thru and thru thst bitch is on thin ice #but also literally can't get over gwen “it really is so nice to get to talk to you. me & him its different. in every other universe...stacy #cause directly underneath that she's actually saying. “i missed you. and what i have with you i literally do not have with anyone else and.#you dont know this but ive met hundreds and thousands of spiderpeople. nd even in my friendship with hobie its not like what i have with yo #and im actually really smitten with you. the one person i shouldn't be smitten with bc there is no happy ending for us. and idk...#if i should hold off. and im letting you know all this so that you can decide for me. whether to take that lesp of faith or not with you. &#hope that say yes and make the first move so that i cant but help to just sink into you.“#AND IT MAKES SENSE! SHE MET HIM JUST AS HE WAS LIVING THROUGH AN EXPERIENCE SHE DID. OF BECOMING SPIDEY. AND RIGHT AFTER #SUFFERING THE GREATEST TRAGEDY OF HER LIFE WHICH SHE WAS ABOUT TO BEAR WITNESS THRU WITH HIM. SHE WAS THERE FOR HIS UNCLE DYING AND WATCHED #HIM BECOME SPIDERMAN. WE FORGET THAT THEY ACTUALLY WENT THRU SOME HEAVY THINGS TOGETHER. THEYRE TRAUMABONDED. I KNOW THATS NOT WHAT THAT WO #ACTUALLY MEANS. BUT IT MAKES SENSE THAT SHE CAN ONLY TALK TO MILES BC THEY PERFECTLY UNDERSTAND EO.#anyways idk why im shouting. im high rn. but crazy how all of that meaning was subtly thrown in there. like we got a confession scene folks #from gwen of all people! i love that for me.#also back to miguel: so i know he's hot. but if a hot person were to ever be rude to a waiter we agree theyre no longer hot right? right.#atsv #miles morales #itsv #miguel o'hara #the spot #ghostflower #gwiles #gwen stacy #ghost spider #gwen x miles #rio morales #across the spider verse #into the spider verse

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kathrynmjaneway · 4 months

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i came out to my parents last night 😄

#and it went FINE #AH #like its all good and chill #i knew my mum suspected and i was counting on that and that she might have talked to my dad about it before which i dont if she actually did #but i think so #and like ive been dropping things like going to pride with all my queer friends etc #and my mum was like 'yeah i suspected' last night #and this morning she checked in on me again to see if im all good #and she was like 'you do know that ive known for years right'#and i was like 'yeah 🥹🥹'#and last night i was also like that i dont wanna like shout it out to my grandparents and extended family (yet)#and my D A D said yeah that's yoir decision! you decide when to tell people!#and my mum this morning then also was like i have one piece of advice #dont tell your (one) grandma #you can just wait her out #bc my aunt had 'a lesbian phase' aka lived with a woman for a few years #which i ALSO JUST FOUND OUT VERY RECENTLY THAT WASNT JUST TWO FRIENDS LIVING TOGETHER PLATONICALLY #and apparently my grandma had a few choice words to say about that #which yeah i probably like will not tell her bc why should i???#and i Knew that #anyway #MERRY CHRISTMAS I DIDNT RUIN CHRISTMAS ITS ALL GOOD IM HAPPY IM RELIEVED I CRIED BC THATS WHAT I DO #personal #shdhsjskdhfhdhshsjdhdjak #needed to share :')

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celticwoman · 3 months

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so. on wed im starting a levelling course for one of the entrance exams i have to take for this new uni and im kinda excited 👍🏻

#i wanst gonna attend bc i signed up jic but then i found out its optional. and the school is pretty far from where i live #(the commute is like. an hour long at most. its not That bad. but still)#and also. i signed up for the night class so 😬#but since job hunting hasnt been successful so far im so bored. and as much as i claim to hate it #i need some human interaction #ive decided im gonna attend. and ill also get used to the commute in case i get in :-)#so yeah. not that bad. its a bit nerve wracking but im cautiously excited #im hoping i meet at least one person i can hang out with. maybe we can even study together #well see #cami.txt

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dragons-and-yellow-roses · 4 months

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Can someone come sit on my bed while I clean my room pls? Thanks and I love you <3

#my room is very unclean #just because moving is hard #i moved in august so i dont have much of an excuse #actually i do. i had to spend a lot of time saving up for furniture and stuff to put my stuff on #i just recently got a desk. chair. and bookshelf #before that i didnt have any place to unpack my stuff into #plus im just a messy person with severe mental illness #yknow what would really help me get my room together tho?#someone to sit on my bed. while i clean. you can read a book or play on your phone #maybe even someone to help me build my desk because instructions are often bad #a few months ago i built a futon for the apartment. i live with my sibling and another roommate #sibling was working. and im strong and independent so i decided to build it by myself #but my roommate was so nice. and helped me build it. we were both bad at understanding the instructions but together we got it #and she was so sweet the whole time. and it was one of the nicest experiences ive had since i moved #anyway id really like to do that with someone again #just enjoy their presence and do something unimportant with them so we have an excuse to spend time together #im at the terrible point of the year where im crushing on literally everyone. my roommate. a girl i knew for four days and got her number #we text semi-frequently and she might start working at the camp i work at #and also one of my coworkers thats only into guys #my roommate has a gf. the girl i knew for four days lives across the country. and the coworker of course is into men #im falling in love with unattainable people. and i just want to clean while someone sits on my bed. and build a desk with them

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capfalcon · 1 year

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i think people should be required to do 10 hours of volunteering/community service every time they say the word "problematic"

#i hate it. i hate it. as someone who deals w social media and studies it for a living/career #i fucking hate that word #its like just one step away from people saying 'ive decided these things are all immoral' and lumping them all together #i understand why the word is used i just think its literally meaningless #problematic could mean conflict. it could mean important discourse. it could mean someone has had a negative impact #it could mean that what they said has harmed people #problematic means literally nothing #it provides no nuance no substance #and people throw it around like it means something when it doesnt #and they act like its this Terrible Complex issue when in reality #its just some fuckin buzzword people use to describe a myraid of much bigger much more interesting conversations #and you dont get to the heart of those conversations by throwing the word problematic around as if its some #Genuine label #ur not the social justice activist you think you are just by using the word problematic #and its so frustrating listening to people talk on and on about race and 'problematic' people and issues #idk man. shut up and go volunteer somewhere.#make a difference in your community. spend less time talking about old tweets or pedagogy and more time helping people who need it.#and its also. i also really hate the word problematic bc i feel like the only people who use it #are people who think the world can be divided into black and white #like go help build some houses or pack food for homeless people or garden at ur local park #make a difference and then worry about all this shit #actions speak louder than words #stop talking about how fuckin problematic it is that this guy hates queer people and actually go and help some queer people #etc etc. ugh.

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omgsomeonesomewhereonearth · 2 years

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Can't believe I just watched a Bengali movie where a gay man and a woman settled together in what essentially boils down to a queerplatonic marriage

What a world.

#i mean like #the movie wasn't *about* them #it wasn't like 'omg massive groundbreaking moment for queer rep in indian movies'#the movie was mostly about the girl's elderly parents and also their family as a whole #but there was this amazing scene where the girl and her dad were talking and he asked her when she and her husband were having a baby #as indian parents do #and she told him never and that her husband is gay #and that she didn't know until after marriage because his parents had forced him into an arranged heterosexual marriage #and her father said - well you two should get divorced immediately because then you'll both be free #and she was like #actually no.#(the following is translated and paraphrased and not as poetic as it was in the movie.)#is marriage only good for one thing? for romance and children?#we make eachother happy. there are no lies between us. we live together and take care of one another.#ive had plenty of relationships during our marriage. he's had a boyfriend. even so we've decided to stay with eachother.#and she like talked about how their friendship is so strong and they fulfill their wedding vows to eachother without needing romance #it was nice #i don't think it was perfect or outstanding rep but i personally never expected to hear the word gay in a bangali movie #like it wasn't even bollywood guys #and like I know they didn't use the word 'queerplatonic'#but from that description I would say it fits?

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supercantaloupe · 1 year

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i really despise all those "older sister" posts bc in my experience they're literally never accurate. like im sure there ARE older sisters out there whose experience is like that but MY older sister is So Very Much Not

#i wanna talk about me #i swear she completely monopolizes the attention the space the concern the decisions. for EVERYTHING #always has the tv on whatever she wants it to be. and just leaves it on when she goes somewhere else #leaves her dishes around instead of putting them away.#decides what everyone is having for dinner. herself #dominates every conversation and gets mad if i try to get a word in edgewise #i know she like. lives in colorado. and is home less than me. so like. i SHOULD be understanding and just let her have fun #but also ive been doing this our whole lives...we lived in the same house for 19 years together and it's always like this #always fucking on the retreat. always submitting and just letting her get whatever she wants. cause it's easier than the drama of arguing #and making our parents mad.#but like #man. idfk.#it would be nice to actually be able to spend an evening watching a movie on the couch with mom too #ig thats a lot to ask for tho since thats what she does every single week :/#and gd forbid i kick HER out. oh noo. never. it's MY job to be out of the way #never hers

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shirtshawaiian · 1 year

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love wins

#now ive decided theyve got a forbidden romance . but just this once they can enjoy a moment together. immortalized by picture #alright i guess i have lore with my bedroom now. ahem #right now: that pigman is my boyfriend pigman. and that gnome is his boyfriend #thats the giant gnome the biggest of his group. so they all look up to him for leadership #especially after the loss of a recent couple (i took them to my office)#(theyre having a wonderful time there currently i left my beanie behind on one. sorry ot him)#so this gnome this big guy new and fresh to the room is like. lost #but my pigmans got him. (i am fine with this of course)#in fact im the wingman . my pigman boyfriend and his boyfriend the gnome #unfortunately they are Separated as the gnome must live life upon my windowsill and the pigman in my bed..............................#maybe i'll take more pictures of them together they make me very happy #its not inherently any wars or anything its just... separated by distance. and the giant gnome feels as though his little gnome pals #might not like his relationship with the pigman #simply due to lack of gnome and plush relationships in my room #the only thing close to that is my furby and my sucklet who are on an on-and-off relationship immortalized by some instagram posts #there is lego mothman and lego steve's skeleton too i guess but theyre both legos. they wouldnt understand. also theyre in a bit of a rough #patch in their relationship since mothman crashed the car after hooking up with steve in a bar. you know what i mean?#maybe i should clean my room. add environmental storytelling. hmmm

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pa-pa-plasma · 2 years

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Heem

#I found him in the woods while camping like 2 n a half weeks ago #i didnt have a car so we just. chilled out together in my mom's trailer while i waited for someone to pick us up #& now i love him too much to give him away #he's just a little guy. a little man. just a little boyman #i already bought him a little fountain & he has a bed & toys & 2 litter boxes & he loves dirt #might name him dirt. or mud. maybe dirtball or mudball #an homage to my late boy Fireball #only bad thing about all this shit is that literally as soon as I said ''found another kitten in the woods'' in the groupchat #everyone was already deciding who's keeping him & what his name is & all that #like I'm not even involved at all #also the kitten cant eat anything but soft food right now. he cant even eat softer treats #but he's eating & he's mostly getting along with Ben & he's really interested in the fish tank #he runs around like a crazy person too. between my room & the animal room. just bookin it #at top speeds #he loves ikea rats too. might get him a really big ikea stuffy just to see what he does #another problem is he loves sugar cookies so that's gonna be a problem. he was trying to eat my lemon sugar cookies #i havent had kittens in 18 years btw #man the more i look at him the more i cant imagine giving him away #ive lived without a cat for too long duuude i need him #he made me lose a few Splatoon games today but I forgive him #he is just a little baby boy & he trusts me enough now to pick him up & kiss him on the face & swing him around #for reference the first time i tried to pick him up he bit & scratched the shit outta me #he does the same to everyone else too. except me. because cats think im cool #& also I know cat language #currently the boy is in the animal room playing with toys & also his litter box. because litter is so fun to throw #anyway i just wanted everyone to see him. have you seen him? now you have :)

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chisatowo · 2 years

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Less ocs that are canon character's partners or siblings more ocs that are canon characters annoying younger cousin they've met like twice /j

#rat rambles #oc posting #band posting #anyways momoko is on the mind lol #Ive said she and mashiro are cousins before but to elaborate a lil theyve only interacted a few times but momoko kinda hates her #mainly because their parents pushed them rly hard achedemically and was constantly comparred to mashiro who was comparatively much better #they started trying to rebel against that pressure and tried to find smth that they could do without worrying abt other's expectations #and that lead to her finding a passion for music and making new friends who also loved music #them 4 would practice playing and create songs together but never rly went beyond that although they certainly planned to at some point #but then when morfonica became a thing and started doing more live performamces momoko kinda freaked out #she felt like mashiro was gonna steal music from her and it was gonna be like school all over again with mashiro being the score to meet #so she decided to push the band to try performing for real and while they were fine and even excited to do it as time went on they started #to notice that momoko seemed to be having less and less fun with their music and started to worry #after talking to her abt it briefly it freaks momoko out too since she didnt rly notice and she didnt want to stop liking music #with her bandmates help she starts trying to find out what was holding her back and although she tried hard to not let the conclusion be #made it was pretty apparent to her that it was largely because of mashiro and how she felt the need to be objectively better than her #which yknow isnt rly possible with music lol #long story short momoko eventually started trying to work through some of the issues and while shes not completely over it shes gained a #begrudging respect for morfonica and mashiro and is trying to repair their image of mashiro in their mind #I have some light thoughts abt how the other 3 would interact with morfonica but thats not strictly canon to their story since I think #tsukushi would explode if yuriko talked to her yuriko would think shes so cool and mature and shed praise tsukushi sm #anyways I should rly sleep now gn

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sagxshi · 8 months

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i fucking hate everything about applying for mcat fee assistance this shit fucking sucks fuck the aamc

#splatter speaks #personal //#dont rb///#like. the whole thing is super fucking classist. its not enough to say that youre poor and submit like tax returns. no they want like 15 #goddamn documents. they want some from each parent (even if you dont live with them. i havent lived with my dad in decades and they still #wanted like. welfare statements. ). i actually just had to resubmit a bunch of forms bc they werent Precise enough.#it took me fucking MONTHS!!! to get everything together thanks to bureaucratic nonsense!!!#i started this application in JUNE. it is now SEPTEMBER.#like listen i wouldve given up if it werent for how fucking much i want to pursue medicine.#i stfg they do this on purpose to prevent poor people from applying.#this would be so helpful. like it means i dont have to pay as much to send each school app later (it costs hundreds per school). and it #also drops the price of the MCAT exam itself from $330 to $150.#i dont plan on taking it more than i have to but still. any little bit helps.#listen idk this turned into a whole ass rant. plus i have work tomorrow and i spent like 3 hours precharting bc we have 47 fucking patients #tomorrow for some fucking reason. who the fuck decided that would be ok. we normally see high 30s if that.#oh and this isnt even touching the fact i have to write a second essay talking about why i identify as like. a marginalized group. like. im #fucking disabled dude. why are you making it Harder for disabled people and not making the abled people write about why THEY should get in.#jk i know why!!! its ableism!!!!#jesus christ. im so drained. like yall i just want to be a forensic pathologist SO BAD. ive been aiming for that since high school #i know medicine is a horrible field rn but like. i genuinely want to do it.#anyways idk how else to say it. plus my hands hurt from typing all this

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listen-to-the-inner-walrus · 11 months

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so theres a lot of posts going round about the titanic wreck and the missing submarines; all of them that ive seen have made very good points about how shoddy the submersible seemed to be and how the company decided to wait eight hours before reporting it, and how this is a play stupid games, win stupid prizes for the ultra-wealthy who paid like 250grand a ticket for this thing.

but what i havent seen any posts about is how the titanic wreck is a gravesite and this tourism is disturbing the graves of over 1500 people.

sometimes its kinda hard to remember that those on the titanic were real people; it was over a century ago, the story has been romanticised in so many ways (like the movie), theres conspiracies theories galore that cloud everything with misinformation, but at the end of the day, those who died were real people.

do you want their names? heres a list of them; its a long read. and for fun, heres another site where you can see photos of the children and babies who died aboard.

their bodies are long gone and their lives long forgotten. all we have to remember them and honour them is the wreck itself. its all we have of them and it is their gravesite. its their tombstone.

caitlin doughty/ask a morticians video on the great lakes discusses the topic well, and why we should leave these shipwrecks alone because again, they are the gravesites of all the souls who died aboard those ships. we rarely have bodies to recover so we really are left just with the wreck.

and what really upsets me about titanic tourism is how the majority of those who died that night were not the ultra-wealthy rich folks you might picture when you think of ocean liners.

61% of the first class passengers survived

42% of the second class passengers survived

24% of the third class passengers survived

24% of the crew survived **

the majority of those who died that night were regular folk; not to be cliche, but they were just like us. titanics wreck is not only a gravesite for over 1500 people, its also a majority working class gravesite.

and look at us now. look at what were doing. the ultra-wealthy can pay the equivalent of peanuts to them to disturb a mass gravesite of the exact kind of people they exploit today to hold onto all their wealth.

its easy to point and laugh at these dumb idiots in their playstation controller submarine, seemingly held together with super glue and duct tape, but its also important to remember that what they were doing was simply disturbing a gravesite for fun. though the company does research, these guys werent down there to conduct research, they were there so they could brag about it to their friends. its like “climbing mount everest” while your sherpa does all the work.

if you cant tell, i have a lot of feelings about this. shipwrecks and ocean liners are one of my special interests and im currently building a (beginner’s) model of the titanic, for fucks sake. but i would never go down to see that wreck because its a fucking gravesite and we should not be disturbing their final resting place.

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hannieehaee · 27 days

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ARE WE STILL FRIENDS (teaser)

18+ / mdi

summary: being besties with two of the most popular idols in korea always came with a few rumors here and there, but what happened when one of your platonic besties suddenly started acting a little friendlier than usual? or worse, what happened when they both turned their affections to you?

content: idol!au, hybeidol!reader x idol!mingyu, hybeidol!reader x idol!jungkook, 97liner!reader, friends2lovers, not mingyu x jk (they just share u like all besties would<3), not that much plot, afab reader, smut, oral (f and m receiving), body worship, fingering, penetrative sex, etc.

(^ no actual content warnings in the teaser)

wc: 1.3k (teaser); 8.2k (full fic)

release date: april 27th

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"Do you think the company would get mad if we did a live together right now?", Jungkook pondered out loud as the three of you sat on different pieces of furniture around his large living room.

"Yeah."

"They didn't seem to mind when Jungkook and I did it that one time," disagreed Mingyu.

"Yeah, but I'm the girl. I'm the one who wakes up to new dating rumors every time we hang out publicly."

"Yeah, but people must know we're just friends by now, right? It's been years."

That much was true.

You weren't sure of the exact date, but your friendship with both boys predated the overall international success of Kpop as of recent years. When you had met both boys, they had barely battled their way through puberty – though you weren't faring any better.

The media enjoyed making the three of you a subject, knowing that you were evidently the closest out of all members of the popular 97s friend group. Being the only girl integrant, it was common for people to have the misconception that you were romantically involved with either Mingyu or Jungkook, seeing as you were often spotted in public with them.

You'd gotten used to the rumors and hate that came attached to being their friend, now usually leaving those things in the back burner rather than letting them bother you. By now, the three of you were a bit more careless about being seen together. Being seniors in the industry, those things didn't matter much to you anymore, but being seen inside Jungkook's house would surely stir up the worst rumors to date, so going live with him was entirely out of the question.

It did bother you sometimes; the double standard. While Jungkook and Mingyu could even interact in public or mention each other freely, any time you did so you were met with hate from either fandom, sometimes even your own. It also made you worry about your future. Could you ever be in a relationship without facing the brunt of all the hate that would come your way? At 26 years of age, it was a frustrating reality to think about.

Jungkook got up at some point to go fetch some more bottles of soju. Apparently the seven bottles the three of you had drank collectively weren't enough for the large men you were drinking with.

While Jungkook was gone, Mingyu got up from his seat on the couch opposite to you and took a seat down next to you, invading your personal space like he usually did.

"Worrying your pretty little head about something?", asked Mingyu as he leaned over you, taking the occasional sip from his drink.

"It's nothing."

"C'mon, what's up?", his hand ran up and down your arm in a soothing manner.

Invading your space and being overly touchy usually meant that he was tipsy. But to be fair, you were a bit tipsy too.

"Do you ever think about dating?"

"Who? You?", he chuckled.

"No, dumbass. I mean in general."

He seemed to sober up a little at the mention of the subject, straightening up a bit as he sat sideways on the couch so he could look at you fully.

"What's got you thinking about that?"

"I don't know ... I'm 26 now. Isn't it time I started settling down? Have someone filling up the other half of the bed," you pondered, feeling a bit pathetic as you did so.

Mingyu let out a quiet sound of confusion, eyebrows furrowed and head leaning to the side in question.

"Isn't that what me and Jungkook are for?"

Not taking him seriously, you chuckled and took a swing of your almost empty bottle of soju.

"I'm serious, Mingyu. I mean a romantic relationship, where, you know, it's just us and we do couple things and we settle down and all that stuff."

"What can you do with some guy that you couldn't do with us?", he grabbed both your drinks and set them on the table.

Suddenly, his demeanor seemed a bit more serious, which confused you.

Where the hell was Jungkook with those drinks?

"I- Are you serious? Do you need me to tell you?"

"Yeah, I mean, why would you need to look for some guy if you have us?"

Oh. He was serious.

"Because we're friends?," you were beyond confused, "I can't go out with you romantically, or move in with you, or," you gulped, "or sleep with you."

"You can't?", he scoot closer to you.

"Mingyu ..."

"I just mean ... Why would you go after some loser when we can just take care of you?", his hand went back to touching you, though this time it ran up and down your thigh rather than your arm. That false semblance of innocence was gone, "You want someone to keep your bed warm? You don't even have to ask ... I'll do it- we'll do it."

Through his short speech, he got closer and closer, just as the air in the room got heavier. The atmosphere itself shifted dramatically, specially with Mingyu so close to you.

Mingyu was the touchiest man you'd ever known. Being his best friend, you had fallen victim to his touchy demeanor endless times, but never like this. Never while his eyes were hooded and heavy with some emotion you'd never seen in them before.

"Gyu, I-"

"Can I show you?", he rasped, eyes now on your lips.

"Y-you're drunk," you were sure that must've been it. The combination between drinking and talking about dating must've short circuited his brain.

"Just tipsy ... Tipsy enough to get the balls to tell you how much I want you ... but lucid enough to remember how many times I've thought about this."

The hands on your thighs moved to your waist, closing in on you, slowly pulling you toward him. By the end of it, you were halfway sitting on his lap.

"You've thought about this?"

Your nervous hands went to his shoulders for support, easily giving in to him.

"So many times. Jungkook too," he chuckled as he began burying his head in your neck, lips ghosting the sensitive skin.

Lacking any control of your body, you repositioned yourself to allow him better access to you, now fully on his lap as he sat sideways on the couch, arms wrapped fully around you and face buried in your neck.

"Gyu, I-"

"Yeah? Is this okay? Is it okay if I kiss your neck like this? This is what you wanted, right? Someone to take care of you?", he mumbled as he made his way to your ear with breathy kisses.

You were burning up, completely powerless to Mingyu. It was kind of embarrassing how easily you gave in to him. How you had been entirely unaware of his want for you until five minutes ago, yet you were now pliant in his hold, willing to listen to his senseless argument about him and Jungkook being good replacement for a relationship. You also had that to think about – the Jungkook aspect of it all.

The reminder of Jungkook's presence woke you up a bit, remembering that you were literally sitting on your best friend's lap while in your other best friend's living room.

With half a mind to let Mingyu do whatever he wanted to do with you, you powered your way through your decision to pull him away from your neck.

"Gyu, wait. Kook could get here any minute-"

"Don't stop on my account. Seemed like you were having fun without me."

Your head snapped to the door at the introduction of the raspy voice of your best friend, finding said friend leaning against the doorframe with a few drinks in one hand and a few ramen cups stacked on the other.

"Jungkook-"

"So, can someone catch me up?", he got closer, dropping off all the food he was carrying on the table and sitting next to you on the couch.

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imthatqueerkid · 1 year

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#crush blogging day 18 #found out he has a dog today! shes very cute :]#also that hes just 100% willing to send me videos of him playing various instruments #i lowkey forget what people look/sound like because thats how my brain works #and i forgot how cute he is and how much i like his voice <3333 #i get to hang out with him tomorrow im so excitedddddd #and he might stay for dinner maybe which could be fun or could be really embarrassing for me #because i decided tacos but i can never get tge seasoning right for tacos why didn’t i pick something easy boring and not messy????#im such a messy eater why the hell would i pick tacos #he likes tacos and barely gets to eat them so he got very excited #i do realize this sounds like an innuendo its not i promise #everything is family friendly around here #now the real question is- will he notice that my dad isnt living here and if he does will he ask #and if he asks how much tragic backstory do i give #like 'my dad? he emotionally finacially physically and sexually abused me/my family for years and hes dead to me' might be too heavy #for a first hangout convo #technically also not our first hangout weve already run errands and eaten dinner together #ok that got depressing really quick lets get back to being in love #yeah so i really like him if you hadn't guessed #its not like ive been saying that everydag for the last 2 weeks #i find it funny that when i was dating [ex] it took us 2 months to hangout outside of school #and [redacted name] and i aren't even dating and hes already coming to my house and meeting my mom who might i add #saud he could stay the night????#this is record timing in the 'getting invited to Jasper’s house' world it took years for my best friend to even know where i live #given there was a pandemic in there... the point is i really really really like him #alright that's enough #fire boy #from the couch #Spotify

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