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asapeveryday · 2 days

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We Have Now

Pairing: Nika Mühl x Reader

Warnings: lil bit of angst, suggestive content

Summary: The season is over, the seniors have graduated and the summer has begun. The future holds a lot of uncertainty, but your feelings for Nika have never been uncertain. Is it too late for you?

A/n: I just can’t resist summer themed fics. Also I’m ngl this is NOTT my best work so I’m sorry for that… enjoy anyways.

“Holy shit!”

Through the window of your bedroom you can see the sunset has turned outside an entrancing mix of tropical colours. Pink, purple, orange and yellow mix in the clouds and paint the world around you for a moment, and you know you need to see it up close.

You rush down the stairs and past the living room, where the rest of the team is sleeping on the couch with a movie on in the background.

It had been a long day for everyone, the team had planned to spend a couple days of July at an airbnb in Rhode Island back in February, and the plan thankfully took off.

The day had been filled with a long car ride, various TikToks, loud music, unpacking, swimming and barbecuing. Everyone was exhausted.

When you rush out to the deck you’re encapsulated by the scenery. Sunsets were beautiful, but even better by the beach. The white sand and deep ocean water against the rich setting sky was something out of a book.

After taking about a hundred photos and videos, you put your phone away and just stood in astonishment.

Playing basketball with these girls at Uconn was one of the biggest blessings you’d ever received in your life, and you were going to miss them so much. You often found yourself swimming in old memories at night, memories of locker room conversations, late night drives, shared playlists, loud Friday night parties, shared looks, useless yearning and post game tears.

You’d already gone through your sad feelings at graduation though, and the draft had brought some more light to the situation. You had no regrets whatsoever about your college career, except for maybe one thing. And that thing was on the beach right now.

Nika was laying on the sand, just far enough from the ocean to avoid getting hit by the high tide. She didn’t say anything when you laid down beside her, the both of you just stared at the darkening sky as the sound of waves filled the silence.

“Remember how different things were when we first met?” You finally say after some time.

Nika quietly laughs. “How could I forget?”

You roll your eyes playfully. “Gosh, I thought you were so weird.”

“You were weirder.” She grumbles.

“You just thought all Americans were weird.”

“Because you guys are! I never saw so many overly confident basketball players who were so bad till’ I came here.”

The two of you laugh together for a moment, then it’s quiet again.

Your hand is excruciatingly close to hers, but neither of you move closer.

“Everything’s so different now.” Nika mumbles, almost to herself.

You turn your head to face her. Nika’s side profile is strong, prominent nose, perfect lips, sharp eyebrows and expressive eyes. Her cheeks are pink from being out in the sun. You have the urge to make them pinker, but you shake the thought away.

“Yeah. Everything is different…but that’s a good thing”

Nika nods solemnly, but you can tell she’s thinking hard.

“Niks, don’t worry too much okay? Things work out if they’re meant to.”

She brings a hand to her face, covering her eyes and muffling her voice, which slightly wavers when she says. “What if I don’t make it?”

With this you give in and take her hand, squeezing it tight for a moment.

“Baby they’re lucky to have you. One day with you and they’ll know you’re needed on that team. Everyone else knows it for sure.”

“Says who?” Her eyebrows furrow. “I can’t just assume this’ll work out. What if it doesn’t? What the fuck do I do then? All my work will have been for nothing.”

“If Seattle doesn’t see you as an asset to their team, then I assure you there’ll be another team just waiting for you. Everyone here knows how valuable you are as a player, and the internet wouldn’t let anyone forget.”

She isn’t very convinced, but she turns her head to meet your gaze. Her eyes remind you of a puppies eyes. “Thank you.” She says, sincere and slightly embarrassed. Her hand is still in yours and your noses are almost touching. You wonder if she’d ever talk to you again if you kissed her.

At the thought of that, your stomach sinks. You sit up suddenly, hand breaking from hers. You don’t see how her face drops when you do it.

“I-“ you start, but hesitate. You didn’t want to regret anything like this again. You wanted her to know every thought in your head, even if it had a chance of going sour. “I’m really gonna miss you Nika. More than anyone else, I think.” You finally manage to get out.

She sits up now too, her brown hair blowing in the salty wind, her almost hazel eyes glinting from the reflection of the water, or perhaps something else, something like hope.

“More than anyone else?” She questions you.

“Yeah.” You say, turning to meet her stare. “I’ve always liked you more than the others.”

“Hm.” She says, as if she was expecting more.

The silence is eating at you, you just want to scream out how badly you want her. You know it’s too late, when this trip is over everyone splits. You to your hometown, Aaliyah to Washington, Nika to Seattle, Paige and the others to Connecticut. Still, you didn’t want to live with this in you forever.

“I had a massive crush on you during freshman year.” You utter as confidently as possible.

Nika’s lips part in surprise “You- you did?”

“Yeah. Major.” You scoff. Those days were almost pathetic in hindsight, obvious to everyone but Nika and yourself.

You watch as Nika draws swirls in the sand with her finger. You can practically hear the gears turning in her head.

“And…when did this crush fade away?” She finally asks you.

You let a beat pass before sucking it up and saying. “It didn’t.”

Nika’s eyes really widen now. You hold her gaze as best as you can. “I never stopped liking you. It just got stronger overtime, actually.”

You almost recoil when she scowls at you.

“Fuck you.”

“What?”

“Fuck!” She rubs her face, exasperated. “You- urgh, I wish you told me. I wish you told me way, way earlier.”

You don’t say anything.

“I wish I knew. Don’t you get it?” She whines, almost pleadingly. “God, if you’d told me way earlier we could’ve…maybe we would’ve..” she trails off.

Finding out that Nika Mühl, your best friend and longest love, also loved you should’ve been the best moment of your life. Instead it had you thinking of everything that could’ve been.

“I was scared.” You mutter. “I was so, so scared, I don’t know why. I wish I’d just told you, but you know me. I never take chances. I pass the ball, I don’t make the shot. I just…I wouldn’t have been able to take it if you didn’t feel the same. So I never did anything.”

She’s close to you now, hand on your knee, face flushed.

“What are we gonna do?”

You stare at her face, eyes darting from her eyes, then lips, the her eyes again.

Her eyes are beautiful. Honey brown, golden in the sun but piercing now at dusk, eyelashes long and fluttering as she tries to make sense of this situation.

You’ve wanted her more than you’ve wanted that ring at the end of the National Tournament every single year. The thought of you wasting time that could’ve been spent pressed next to her, skin to skin and soul to soul? It was sickening to you.

Still, here she was. Eyes begging you for something you’ve dreamed of. The sky now staining the beach a violent pink.

When your mouth meets hers it’s everything you’ve fantasized about. Her lips are full and soft, fitting perfectly against your own. You can feel her lashes tickle your face as you tilt your head just right, her arms get goosebumps when you fiddle with her hair.

Pulling away from her, you can’t help but melt at the satisfied smile on her face.

“I’ve wanted to do that for so long.” Nika says. “I just wish it could’ve happened earlier.”

“I’m tired of wishing.” You say, putting a hand on her face gently. “We can’t change anything now. It’s over. But we have today.”

She drinks in the feeling of being this close to you. “We have now.” Nika whispers.

Your kisses are sweet and chaste at first, but it’s getting colder out and you need her warmth. She changes the pace, clashing into you with a sense of urgency now. When her mouth slightly opens and you feel her tongue against yours you know it’s over for you. She can have whatever she wants.

Nika finds herself straddling you now, and you’re suddenly hyper aware of everything that’s happening.

After four years of thinking of her before bed, before letting your hands take care of yourself night after night to the thought of her, here she was in all her glory. Body toned and breathing hard, hair sprawled against her tan skin, fingers untying her bikini top.

She leans into you, but instead of kissing you she puts her mouth to your ear. You can feel her smirk against your skin.

“How much of the past four years do you wanna bet I can make up for in one night?

#Spotify #fanfic #fanfiction #uconn wbb #light angst #angst with a happy ending #rpf #nika muhl x reader #nika muhl #nika mühl #uconn women’s basketball

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strawberrybyers · 2 days

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okay so after that video was posted of the screams at the radio station, i remembered i wanted to look up info on what these episode titles mean and i think it gives some insight as to what the hell is going on at that radio station. so yeah let’s get into it 👇

first things first: the episode titles of the first 6 episodes has been released via jeff sneider. apparently sneider is an award-winning film critic so idk i imagine this would be legit considering he wouldn’t want to lose his credibility considering his status?? but who knows

episode 1: the crawl ( i wrote about this episode when they first announced the title)

episode 2: the vanishing of ***** wheeler (personally i think it’s karen going missing. it just makes so much sense to me. she had her own poster for s4. she has had contact with the mindflayer when she tried to have an affair with billy when he was a host. there’s interesting parallels between karen and the creel family. like karen is going missing i just know it. and nancy also said in s4 that something happened to her mom in one of the visions vecna showed her!)

episode 3: the turbow trap (ok so apparently a turbo trap is an acoustic tool?? so my assumption after reading up on it, is that a turbo trap basically absorbs the bass through the tube of it because there is a hole on the top of it and depending on the size of hole, dictates the air flow which then puts out a certain frequency. basically, the more air a turbo trap can “trap”, the lower the frequency it can reach. i imagine they are going to be creating a big turbo trap involving music and/or sound since that is a deterrent for vecna and it also attracts the demo bats?? and they’re also filming at the radio station a lot and radio stations are frequencies (think FM and AM radio stations you go to to listen to music or the news or whatever))

episode 4: the sorcerer (i mean my immediate thoughts went to el, but then after reading some D&D lore about the connection a sorcerer has with dragons (imagery/mentions of dragons throughout the seasons and the painting was of the party up against a dragon), a possible touch of a demon (vecna/mindflayer), and the mention of how they’re competitive to the usefulness of wizards (will the wise) in a party… i’m like holy shit is the sorcerer potentially WILL????? like will finally evolves to becoming a sorcerer in s5?? or the sorcerer is el and will remains the wizard and we get the super duo willel???)

episode 5: shock jock (this is the definition of a shock jock. i’m thinking which character would fit this description and i say it’s murray. that would also make sense as to why he’s filmed there at the radio station. remember murray’s character was introduced as someone who was investigating the russians and the lab and all that, so for him to start a radio station being the “humorous, controversial guy” in all this mess makes 100% of sense to me lmao)

episode 6: escape from camazotz (i feel like this title gives some insight as to what the hell was going on in the new footage of screaming at the radio station. a camazotz is basically a death bat. i assume it’s the demo bats making a comeback from s4. but here’s the thing: a camazotz is described in one description from some computer game to have a very specific screech. if this screech, hits an enemy god then the sound wave will echo. just think back to the explanation of the turbo trap and what that does. so yeah, i think camazotz are at the radio station and the screeching was THEM. the screams sounded so chilling thinking it was steve or someone else, but i don’t think it was human screams! i think they were demo bat screeches 😎 also, steve was attacked by one of these things so idk does he have some connection with them now and that’s why they’re after him???)

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wildissylupus · 2 days

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I'll dm the video. Thought it sent in the ask.

Ok, watched the interview and holy shit does it give a lot of context. It gives both a lot of context with how the seasons and mythics are made along with just the lore in general.

So for those who are not willing to watch the interview here are some thinsg that were revealed lore wise;

Lifeweaver is most likely the leader of Vishkar and MW!Vishkar is a military organization, having to goal of healing the world at all costs. It's also confirmed that MW!Lucio would be working for Vishkar.

It was also revealed in this interview that they played with the idea of Symm switching places with Lucio, which leads me to now having the HC that MW!Sym listens to music a lot of the time and especially while she's working.

Baptiste and Sojourn skins are actually not Mirrorwatch skins but are in the firm ground of "they may as well be". Also it is confirmed that no matter the universe, Sojourn would never join Talon, it's also somewhat implied that MW!Baptiste would just be a version of him that never left Talon.

Winston would be a Junker, specifically a Tinker.

MW!Angela is usually called Vengence and has a negative reaction to being called Angela.

Talon and Overwatch's goals as a whole are still the same but idevidually characters goals has changed, an exmple used in the interview was Doomfists morals being changed to a "the strong protect the weak".

It was also confirmed that yes, Soldier 76 would be Talon and Reaper would be Overwatch, but I still stand by my HC that Jack founded Talon and then retired.

Honestly this interview was such a good watch and not just because I'm obsessed with Overwatch lore. It's also because as a creative myself, a creative actively studying to go into this field of work, it was so interesting to hear about OW's art teams creative process. Not only that but to hear that it was similar to my own was fantastic.

#overwatch #overwatch 2 #overwatch lore #overwatch headcanons #analysis #mirrorwatch

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commanderogerss · 6 months

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chichiricatsan · 4 months

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#the stupendium #if you're a writer and you haven't played alan wake it's all good - just PLEASE listen to The Ribbon (the 2nd vid)#you'll probably be confused but it's ok the lyrics will hit hard regardless because HOLY SHIT #also this is for any of you that have been on my blog and seen my alan wake spams and want to play or look up the games #watch these amazing music videos by the stupendium for the games they're based on - 1st is Control - 2nd is Alan Wake (2)#it's an interconnected universe so they're related #all their songs are bangers #their and cami-cat's vocals are *chef's kiss* <3 #Youtube

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jaymzsguitar · 1 year

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NEW METALLICA SINGLE “screaming suicide” DROPPED IM GOING INSANE AHHHHHH

#HOLY SHIT #music video is fire #KEEP MY INSIDE MY NAME IS SUICIDEEE #also papa het always so real with his lyrics #james hetfield #metallica #lars ulrich #kirk hammett #robert trujillo #cliff burton #jason newsted #metal

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finchers-ipad · 5 months

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photographer: okay guys we are going to get some good shots of the Propaganda Film Founders, so if you could just all stand against the wall and face the camera *click* okay great! now let’s do a silly one where you all put your hands on the wall to look like you are bing arrested, but no one do a cunty pose okay?

Fincher: haha okayyy (lying)

#WHY IS HE DOING ALL THAT #i just found this gem of a picture today holy shit #if you don’t know propaganda films was a film and music video production company that was co founded by Fincher and this group of guys #they mainly produced music videos but also produced ‘being john malkovitch’#and ‘full frontal’ and ‘the game’ and ‘adaptation’ etc #but the company dissolved in 2002 in pretty sure #random info dump sorry #on the hunt for a Propaganda Films Crew jacket but they were all sold years ago on sketchy websites #so i’m not holding out much hope 😔#david fincher #propaganda films company

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emailsquid · 6 months

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GUARDS! throw this youtuber into the boiling oil vats for five million years

#squid emails #holy shit #i hate this because i recfognise my old self in it #NO ITS NOT #NO ARTT IS INHERENTLY BETTER #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #even if there was *better* art #It Would Not Be Video Game Music #video game music is good! i like it!#there is also popular music that i think is worse than videogame music #however #this idea is built off nerds who think composition is everything #who fail to grapple with themes and interesting ideas that non-game music produces #game music feels nice to them because of its clarity of purpose #but cant be bothered to think deeper about other music because the themes are deeper than surface level #GOD #HATRED AND HELLFIRE FOR THIS KIND OF OPINION

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snowychicken · 7 months

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APATHY IS BORING

SADNESS IS SO LAST YEAR

I WANT TO FEEL ALIVE

CARVE UP MY BONES WITH A SYNTHESIZER

#apathy is boring #bears in trees #screaming lyrics into the void #im really liking this new era #like holy fucking shit #anyway everyone listen to 'apathy is boring' by hit dirtbag boyband bears in trees and also watch the music video that just dropped #i am screaming

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lizeon · 8 months

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just finished watching that longplay of ai: the somnium files i started watching like a month ago, i see why people say its such a good game now

#gonna start watching nirvana initiative next #it took me like a month to watch cuz except for a few times i was only watching it in the morning before getting ready for work #so only like 45-55 mins at a time #most of the game i just thought was pretty good. like i was entertained but just kept thinking i couldnt wait to see where it was going #then like the last 5 hours of the play through really took off holy shit #the part.... that part at the end... with aiba's ''i understand''..... had me crying #also boss im so sorry i ever suspected you #the musical number was unexpected lmao (also it part was in english for some reason...)#aw boo the same channel doesn't have a video for the sequel hopefully someone else has posted one also subbed #aitsf

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thewhizzyhead · 7 months

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okay um so how utterly shocked and/or disappointed would you guys be if I told you that the one thing that has finally convinced me to actually check out Starkid's The Guy Who Didn't Like Musicals,,,was a video of the musical's closing number filled with literally all of the musical's spoilers + a plot twist and a breakdown that is clearly meant to be experienced um chronologically for it to have the most impact especially considering that it HEAVILY involves the show's two main characters and that said twist HEAVILY relies upon ummmm yea actually having watched the fucking musical properly first-

#basically all i'm saying is #adhd is a bitch #and inevitable is one of the best musical closing numbers i've ever seen #oki its important to establish that i already know of the musical's whole plot waaaay before even watching the inevitable video #so like i know all of the twists and tricks even if i haveng actually watched the musical in its entirety yet #i have also listened to a couple of songs from it too long ago #and tho i liked the songs and i loved the plots premise ummm yea i got busy and wasnt really that hooked yet despite knowing it was cool #so anyways like the non-existent attention span bitch that i am i checked out inevitable today cause why not #and um holy fuck i'm hooked holy shit this is so perfectly executed #eVERYONE'S ACTING! LAUREN LOPEZ'S TERROR! HER BREAKING THE 4TH WALL OUT OF DESPERATION!#tHE SHOW STOPPING NUMBER!#the ending has finally convinced me to watch the musical fROM THE BEGINNING BECAUSE HOLY FUCK #iNEVITABLE IS PERFECTLY EXECUTED AND I CAN GO ON AND ON AND ON ABOUT IT LIKE I AM IN AWE #i knew this show was good but i didnt know it was THAT GOOD #will definitely check this out soon #the guy who didn't like musicals #starkid

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sapphiclinos-moved · 6 months

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I have been thinking about megaverse constantly

#like holy shit the snippet was so fucking good #also I really hope we get a music video because those looks are very very nice and I need to see the boys traumatise that old man #stray kids #skz #sapphicminho says things

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jackredfieldwasmyjacob · 6 months

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btw happy día de la almudena to c tangana and nathy peluso in specific

#i will never shut up about this song i'm so sorry #ateo is a religious experience (no pun intended). to me #and those two lines are quite possibly the most madrileño thing i've heard in song and it's so satisfying #to hear that 'laj cosah' !!! that's how i talk !!! i know we're not allowed to like our accent but i do love the j and h sounds <33 #also the music video !!! holy shit the music video !!!#the song becomes ten times better once watching the mv istg #there's this one line. 'quiero gritar que te echo de menos' that makes me go feral #cause in the mv they are smiling to each other while singing it in a way that makes me believe true love exists and yeah...#please watch the mv #AND LISTEN TO ATEO !!!! SUNG BY C TANGANA FT NATHY PELUSO !! NOW !!!!

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astranauticus · 4 months

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found an animatic so good its inspired me to seriously consider starting work on that rwd set me free animatic again as if i dont already have 64521234 other things to be working on. why must you do this to me

#asto speaks #hello welcome back to me windging #its an ak chongyue animatic using changgwi by ahn yeeun which #if nothing else thanks for introducing me to that song holy shit. what the fuck #yknow how my music taste is music that doesnt quite sound like music. yeah this is music that sounds like a horror movie #actually obsessed. also the original music video fucks severely #but ALSO the animatic is sooo good but i cant really show it on here because like its in chinese but so much of what makes it so good is li #the INCREDIBLE typography. man that artist sure knows how to compose and edit what the fuck #changgwi 🤝 set me free: chorus of buddhist chanting that makes life difficult if youre planning an animatic apparently

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clonesupport · 1 year

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Sorrow’s Remedy

imagine finding your soulmate and the world steals him away from you

mini playlist ˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆

╰┈➤ ghost of you - 5 seconds of summer : “if i can dream long enough, you’d tell me i’d be just fine / so i drown it out like i always do / dancing through our house with the ghost of you / and i chase it down, with a shot of truth / dancing through our house with the ghost of you”

╰┈➤ impossible year - panic! at the disco : “there’s no you and me / this impossible year / only heartbreak and heartache / and gin made of tears / the bitter pill i swallow / the scars souvenir / that tattoo, your last bruise / this impossible year / there’s never air to breathe / there’s never in-betweens / these nightmares always hang on past the dreams”

╰┈➤ before you go - lewis capaldi : “so, before you go / was there something i could’ve said / to make it all stop hurting? / it kills me how your mind can make you feel so worthless / so, before you go”

╰┈➤ thinking of you - katy perry : “how do i get better once i’ve had the best? / you said there’s tons of fish in the water / so the waters i will test / he kissed my lips, i taste your mouth / he pulled me in, i was disgusted with myself / ‘cause when i’m with him, i am thinking of you / what you would do if / you were the one who was spending the night / oh, i wish that i was looking into your eyes”

so i’ve been crying too much so decided to input my depressive state into some content AHAHAHA listening to my “missing arthur morgan” playlist while thinking about amalla losing arthur? oof that’s how you fuel more tears baby🥴🥴🥴

these two make me hurt so much but they’re one of my favourite to think about, why must i hurt myself so~ do i have a playlist dedicated to the feeling of grief i had when i was coping with the ending of rdr2? yes, is it all depressing “losing/missing your loved one” music? yes- so anyway the playlist right?

#angst baby #arthur morgan angst will forever be my favourite and hold such a special place in my cold decrepit heart TwT #ship: sorrows’s remedy #amalla and arthur #moodboards #ship moodboard #also the music video for thinking of you? didn’t have to make the song so much sadder holy shit #that song is forever my favourite katy perry song #but knowing the music video’s story doesn’t help with me inserting arthur into that anyway—-

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