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milqueandsugar · 3 years

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Ok so, first of, your writing is so good! I am a literal simp for techno and this blog is giving me so much food. Also like, for the recent series of protective/possesive techno, what if when they arrive at the fortress reader sees a blaze spawner, and decides to farm a bit while techno can look for nether wart. Techno being techno takes a little longer to find some, so reader is basically covered in blaze powder. Which basically also has a gold colouring, if ya know what I mean

🏵 Your Tea Is Ready PT 4 🏵

Warnings: slight nsfw, mentions of injuries/violence , possessive/obsessive behavior

Genre: fluff

| Technoblade |

It took a couple days after the brawl to convince techno to head back to the nether

You had long since ran out of netherwart and were running out of blaze powder now

After bringing this up to the Piglin he finally caved and brought you back to the nether, without your gold armour of course

If he was going back to the nether he'd like to at least be able to look at you

Taking the same route as before he stopped you just before you got o the village

Shrugging off his Cape he wrapped it around your shoulders, tightening it to properly fit you but it was at least three sizes to big

"Dont worry Tech I'm not gonna catch a cold" you tease a bit confused

"Its to prevent any more proposals, or attacks from the piglins" he explained

"Oh that's a good idea"

Nodding with a grunt he leads you toward the village, keeping a keen eye for any piglin getting to close to you

Whether it was the Cape, the menacing presence or simply the scene that played out a few days ago not many piglins even cast a glance at you

Reaching the end of the city, bd catching sight of the fortress you let out a relieved sigh

"Well that went better then last time"

"I don't make the same mistake twice"

"You know I've seen you play chess before-"

"We're not talking about this again "

He was quick to shut down the humiliating topic, even quicker to forget his Cape around your shoulders as he lead you up the fortress stairs

"Okay okay, what ever you say tech"

Wandering around the fortress for a bit you realize its be so much faster if you split up, Techno however was hesitant

"What if you find a wither?"

"I'll kill it! I can defend myself fine, just not.. great. We can get out of here faster Tech"

He opens his mouth the protest but quickly changes his mind, shaking his head he sighs

"Fine, call me if you need anything"

"Of course! See you soon Tech!"

He watches you leave for a few minuets, long after your gone he sighs. You'll be fine, right? Please if there was a god let you be okay

He couldn't describe the relief that washed over him when he heard you calling for him,

Turning to see you his jaw dropped

You were covered in gold, his cape, even a bit of blood dripped from the length of your sword

One of those things on a normal basis would make him weak in the knees

But this? This was too much, your messy hair, the dust and dirt clinging to your skin, he was undeniably swooning

"Hey Tech?"

"Your beautiful.."

It hit you like an fright train, the gold!

Blushing redder then the cape you were wrapped in your eyes widened, Yechno told you how much Piglins loved gold all the time, and you were covered in it!

"Tech...?"

The words barely left your quivering lips as he slowly approached you, looming over your figure as you stared into black eyes, the eyes of a hungry animal

You were so fucked

#dsmp x reader #mcyt x y/n #dsmp imagine #mcyt x reader #mcyt x you #mcyt imagine #technoblade x you #technoblade x reader #technoblade x y/n #blood for the blood god

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minahoeshi · 3 years

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you were loved the most of all.

Ushijima Wakatoshi x reader | break-up angst

summary: You should've known that when Ushijima Wakatoshi found it easy to fall in love with you, it might be even easier for him to fall out of it. But who expects the worst when it comes to loving someone as seemingly perfect as him, anyway?

Chapter 1 of 2

Chapter 2 of 2

He said it was easy to fall in love with you. He said he didn’t know when exactly, at which place, nor for what reason. Simply one day, Ushijima Wakatoshi found himself looking at you with the epiphany that maybe there’s something more meant to happen between you and him. There you stood before him that day, the person he could promise love to. (And there he stood before you that moment, the boy whose promises you found yourself believing in no matter what.)

So maybe that’s why it was even easier for him to fall out of love. When he told you he was no longer in love with you, it didn’t matter to you to ask when exactly, at which place, or for what reason. Even the universe itself is meant to fizzle out one day along with the death of the stars. Just one more person drifting away from you like a lone planet with no real orbit shouldn’t leave you broken. You are used to this. You won’t fall apart.

But you break anyway.

It was snowing outside when he decided to tell you to end things now before it hurts both of you even further. Not that the snow has anything to do with the coldness creeping up your chest threatening to spill out of you in endless sobs. You were glad, though. That at the very least, he remained honest with his feelings. He never left you guessing. Every time, he never forgets to tell you what’s on his mind. His honesty is something he thought was necessary.

“I understand, don’t worry. Thank you for telling me right away. I know you’re also considering me–” you tell him and choke up. There are tears running down your face but you’re not worried about that. Wakatoshi never let you mask your emotions around him. For the longest time, he reminded you to feel free to be completely bare with him. All the good and the bad, he said. Don’t be afraid to show them to me. I will always understand.

He steps closer and puts you between his arms. You feel his chin on top of your head as you lean your face into his chest. You’re sobbing now. “I’ll be fine, Toshi. We’ll be fine.”

He kisses the top of your head and lets you stay in his arms for minutes. “I loved you then, and I love you still. It’s just that they’re no longer the same kind. I will stay if you ask me to, okay? Anything you want.”

This only makes you cry harder. He’s always been too good. And even in breaking your heart, he’s too good. You want him to hold on. You want to ask him to stay with you for years and years. Even with a different kind of love, you’ll let him be as long he’s close by. But someone like him who has dreams beyond yourself shouldn’t ever be with someone like you who still lacks certainty toward anything.

“Just for tonight,” you ask, still crying. “Can I stay?”

“of course,” he replies. Anytime you want. Anything you want. It has always been this way.

Because humans are creatures of routines and familiarity, you spend that night the way you usually do when you’re at his place. You cook dinner with him and eat on the dining table, sharing stories and laughter. You keep adding food to his plate and he smiles as you giggle at everything you find funny.

It’s okay, it’s okay. You’ll be okay. You’ll be fine.

You clean the kitchen and stay in the living room. He leans on the couch as you lay down with your head on his lap. You keep talking and laughing. He goes along, sometimes adding things to make you laugh even more, sometimes simply agreeing, sometimes asking questions. You keep it loud and light, afraid of the silence. Inside you, it’s so heavy, your heart might just fall off. This will be the last, you tell yourself. You want to be happy for now. While he’s still here.

"Do me a favor, okay?" You tell him as you're nearing slumber. "Let me leave first tomorrow. Maybe stay in bed, maybe pretend you're asleep. But tomorrow, don't get out of the room until I've left the house." Your voice shakes, feeling yourself wanting to sob.

"I don't want to wake up to another empty bed but I don't want to see your face when I wake up too," you curl into him even further. "I'm sorry for being selfish. I'm sorry I still don't really know what to do. And I know you wake up pretty early and you know, do stuff, but just for tomorrow, please?"

Wakatoshi didn't really understand why. He originally planned on cooking breakfast for you and taking you to the train station. He would watch you board the train and he'd make sure to smile at you as he waves. You always waved back. That's how it works. Even after fights, and even after especially bad nights, you'd still do the same. Watching you leave with a smile was how you both knew you'd still be fine the days after. That nothing much can affect your relationship. For years, this has been the routine.

But tomorrow, he knows he has to give way. He knows what he said hurt you. It would be wrong of him to do what he wants simply because he's used to.

Tomorrow's the last, he realises. And then if you want, he'd never see you again.

You wake up pretty early. The sky is a calm shade of blue, the world outside still waking up. You check the time on your phone and find it's 6 AM. Last night, you slept with your back on him. The sight before you is the other end of his bedroom and you notice just how much of yourself you've managed to leave around his place. Pieces of just one other person in his life, scattered in places around his world pretending that’s just where they belong. You didn't mind leaving things behind back then. You never really thought of the day that you might’ve to take back all of them. Just how does one pick up parts of themselves when they thought they’ve finally found a place for them to stay?

But as you stand up, you conclude that when things end, traces shouldn’t be left behind. He didn’t decide to break up only to be reminded of you even after you’re no longer close to him. So you go and pick every little thing that's yours. Even your jacket and sweaters and a few pairs pyjamas in his closet. You'll just take his things from your place too and hand it to Tendou's shop. Coming back here won’t do you any good. Him coming to your place instead wouldn’t either.

Collecting all your things, even the ones you can't use anymore, you leave the bedroom and enter the living room. You don't have many belongings here aside from some DVDs and books. You only take the books and leave the rest for him. You've always preferred reading anyway.

Setting your bag and things aside on the sofa, you go ahead and wash yourself in the bathroom and bring your toothbrush and some other products with you when you're done. You then head to the kitchen to cook him something light to eat for breakfast . You knew you didn't have to. He knows how to cook. It has always been him cooking breakfast for you. When you could, you’d rather stay in bed until the very moment you must start preparing to go to uni or work. But you did anyway. He's probably in his bed, awake. He has never been a heavy sleeper. With all the moving you did around his room, he was bound to wake up if he wasn't already.

You make him a simple omelette and write a small message on top of it with ketchup. "Good luck with practice today!"

You've already cleaned everything you used, preferring to wash and set utensils as soon as you're done with them. That way, when you're sitting down to eat, there won't be any cluster around to distract you.

You put the ketchup down and decide that should be enough. You'll stop here. You should go now.

Ushijima is sitting on his bed. He's been awake since 5 AM when he usually goes on his run. It isn't the first time he chose to stay with you instead of going out, but he can't help but feel heavy this time. He stayed in for you. But as the minutes pass by, it seems that he simply cannot find the courage to sit up and face you.

He wants to sink into his bed.

There's knock on the door followed by sentences uttered softly. "Toshi, I'm going now. There's breakfast on the table. Make sure to eat before you go."

There goes the heavy feeling again. Maybe if this keeps up, he might just actually sink and never get back up.

You've done that a few times. Leaving while he's still in the room. You don't even open the door. You simply knock and tell him you're about to go, always reminding him to eat before he goes too.

But this will be the last, he thinks. If you leave now, will he never see you again?

a/n

chapter 2 will be up soon not rly sure when tho. (it's up now the link is at the top)

also, im not entirely sure but i think i didnt use any pronouns or gendered nouns for this except "girl" in the 1st paragraph which i erased just now? if i'm right, then i hope everyone reading this get to feel as though theyre rly the person in the story. unless ofc u dont want that bc this isnt the happiest ushitoshi x reader fic u can find🥲. but thanks for reading!!!! m so sorry for typos nd other errors as well. i kinda cant read my own writings bc sometimes doing so makes me wanna smack myself in the head and never write again nd i hate that so now im leaving my mistakes to the gods nd hope they love me enough or smth. but yes thank u sm again for reading!!!!

#ushijima x reader #ushijima scenarios #ushijima angst #ushijima fanfic #ushijima reader insert #ushijima x y/n #ushijima wakatoshi

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yostresswritinggirl · 3 years

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Lantern Flame Submission

"Hey Xiao, come see the lanterns with us!"

The ask does not have any cruel intentions behind it. He knows it. They must have thought he had something to celebrate with Liyue's citizens in their festival. The traveler doesn't know what the lantern rite means to an adeptus like him.

Still, Xiao can't do anything about the karmic strings binded to his wrists, painfully tightening and leaving bruises in his skin.

"No. I have no interest in human traditions." He scowls at the duo, crossing his arms to hide his hands clenching in fists.

"Huh? But I thought the festival was based on Liyue adepti?" Paimon tilts her head, floating around. Xiao does not answer her, simply choosing to turn around and disappearing from the conversation.

"Hey, Alatus!"

It's been ages, but he can still hear their voice clearly, both in his nightmares and dreams. How ironic is it that he's haunted by the one thing he consumes from mortal lives?

A long time ago, when Xiao was just Alatus, one of the many Yakshas (not the only one who survived). Back when he still had people to come home to, when he fought to survive not only because he had duties to attend to, but because he also had someone special to protect.

His eyes had focused on their vision, barely hanging from their thigh with a beaten-up string. The crimson on the pyro symbol of his fellow Yaksha matched the red highlights on his own hair, as well as the majority of clothes he wore. For some reason, he seemed to favour the color...

"You should be more careful. You'll end up dropping it one of those days" Alatus scolded them, his eye twitching slightly. However, they didn't pay it much attention, just chuckling as a response to his antics.

"Don't worry, Alatus! It looks simple and weak, but looks can be deceiving, right?"

Somehow, the same thing could be applied to their own person as well. Of all Yakshas, Alatus was sure that the one right in front of him was the most surprising. They were strong enough to slay demons as if they were nothing, but it was their personality that made him fall as hard as he did.

They held the stars in their eyes. Every day, they would come to him and tell something new that they discovered while wandering around. They held too much love for the world and their habitants to simply pass by things and ignore them.

Back then, Alatus looked foward to passing all days of his immortal life alongside his beloved. Sometimes, fighting was difficult, to the point he didn't know if he was going to make it. But when he thought of his partner waiting for him, he had hope.

But they loved too much.

The negative energy sometimes came to a point where it would corrupt young humans souls, and as their duty, the Yakshas would have to slay them. Having mortal blood on their hands crushed their heart until it couldn't withstand it anymore.

"These voices...please...make it stop!"

He desesperately screamed his lungs out, hoping that at least they would hear his voice over their own screams and come to their senses. He could see their vision splattered on the ground, its red string burning with a cursed black tone within the flames, but they weren't even controling the fire consciously. Karma took over their element, unforgiving, burning every inch of life within range. Alatus tried to get close, but the fire caught on his clothes and it was so painful that he could not breathe properly. In the end, he could not save his lover.

Almost nothing was left of them. The black flames were unforgiving, not sparing even ash of their greed. As if a cruel joke of destiny, the only thing Xiao- not Alatus- could hold as a memory was their red string attached to the vision.

"This is the furtherst I'll go." Xiao stated simply, narrowing his eyes at the traveler and Paimon. The pair sighed in defeat, finally accepting his refusal.

"Okay then. I was hoping to give to you when we were inside Liyue, but since you don't want to go... Take this."

"... a Xiao Lantern?" He eyed it suspiciously, reluntant in taking the object from the traveler's hands.

"Yeah. I know you don't care for those things, but... People say that wishes come true if you write it on a lantern. Maybe you could try it?"

The adeptus glared at the lantern, as if it had commited a grave sin against Rex Lapis.

"Whatever. It's time for you to go." Xiao dismissed them quickly, shaking his head.

The lantern at his side mocked him at all instants, but he couldn't find it in himself to get rid of it or to leave Liyue's outskirts before.

The Mingxiao Lantern was at the same time beautiful and painful. Each lantern after it had a red string hanging from them that sent him deep into memories he didn't want to remember, from a time that he wanted to forget.

His eyes caught on the lantern at his side, untouched.

Maybe it's time to let go.

He untied the string attached to his bells in his belt, staring at it lost. Heart cracking, he instead looped around the lantern, allowing it to soar into the sky.

He hoped that their soul was resting peacefully after so much suffering. Perphaps... one day could he join them?

notes: hiyaa, im the 🐥 anon

please ignore any grammar mistakes saudhsiuafsa im not a english native speaker and im writing this sleep deprived(insomnia does things to you :(( )

also, i dont know what to name this? like, i suck at titles, so feel free to choose!

and yea, morning angst hits different :// idk honestly to think about it??

Omayghad, not to project or anything, but thiz gave me sick Intermittent vibes like an alternate and that's so damn wack. Blessed post!

#Xiao x Reader #Xiao #exiled community #anon 🐥#gender neutral #angst #submission

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randomsevans · 4 years

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a long , long time

Weekly challenge

@donutloverxo

@captain-rogers-beard

hasn't been read through so please ignore the mistakes please

this is sorta a continued of ROSE , but can be read by its self

How ?

How can you do this ? How are you going to keep going ? Why did he do this ? Why leave you ? Why leave his daughter ? why her , why is it always her ?

you dont know how your going to do this ,you dont know how your gonna cop being a single parent , you dont know how you are going to do it alone ,. More importantly how are you going to get over him ?

How are you ever going to get over Steve Rogers ?

one thing is for sure , you have to for the sake of your daughter . Even though you will never love another , because Steve no matter what will always be your first and only love and that why it hurts so much .But you need to at least be strong for your daughter , she just lost her father.

Time , time is all you need .

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it was a random Sunday , at a random park where Steve sat , He knows that he has just when back to ever one , but he hasn't showed his face yet. He looked around the park as the tree rustle against the wind as the odd person or two passes by . At this moment he feels peace .He had lived a beautiful life , with the women he truly loves and he wouldn't change .A life with Peggy , a life in his time was everything Steve wanted and got .

But for him the last 8 years or so haven't been easy , with old age playing effect on him ,the snap and the death of his love he was mostly been by himself . leaving him more time to think about them , her , you , his daughter . wonder what it would be like if he stay , how you are , did you meet some one else ? the thought sickens steve your his wife ... wait was his wife and what about his daughter he doesn't want another man raiser her .But what thats what it like now he made his choice and no matter what life he picked , it would always be filled with what ifs / and questions , theory on how he life would of went .

He buried the memory of you and his daughter for so long , Peggy never knew he had a daughter or a wife . His other children never know that there have a sister who is the same age as their grandchildren . He never thought about you , not untill it came to the years where he knew some place in the world right now , you and his younger self where together , meeting , working , dating , married , a child all together . And now your by your self .

on the days like when he asked you to marry him , got married he thought about you all day , was so so temper to go and see you and him self , but it was to risky . he remember everything , every detail to your hair , dress , your shocked face when he got on his knee . the small tear that rolled down your cheek where saying your “i dos “ . He would sit there on those days buying a single rose and drawing you.

even on the day you were born you never left his mind , he find it quiet funny and sad on that day , thinking this is the day his wife was born , but also all the pain that was to come your way , that he couldnt do anyhing about

But htere were days like the 7th of January 2020 were he couldn't just sit there by himself with his thoughts . He made his way to a random hospital in Brooklyn . He sat outside on a bench for hours , people would pass by ask if was okay an odd nurse or too would come up and ask if he was a patience . unknowingly to them his daughter , his eldest , yet youngest chronologically was being born . He sat there for hours thinking and remembering , the first time he holded her , her first steps , the annoyed look on your face when her first word was “pa “ , he remember how happy he was , he swears he never smiled so wide so happy , spinning his daughter around promising her the world because she said dad first . He chucked at the memory . He left sortly after not getting a glance at you or his daughter since he could risk seeing his self .

that was roughly three years ago and on that day every year he would celebrate in one why . he would also send her a gift which he knows he should but he couldn't stop him self .

Now he sits here on this bench, knowing soon he will have to see everyone well at least Bruce and Bucky to tell them not his okay an nothing went wrong . He was so lost in his thoughts he didnt notice the little girl run passed and trip over a rock right in frount of him

the girl had pushed her hands ifrount of her to try and save her self and let out a little cry . Steve got up the fastest her could , he reach of her hand and helped her up , while looking around to see if there was anyone running after her , not yet anyway .

the little girl was now up on her feet , with small sniffles . Her hair was long and blonde covering her face in all different direction . Her little hands trying to push her hair out of her face . Steve kneeled down to help her .

“ are you ok....”

he stop , his old heart began to beat face , his eyes wide

“ Sarah ?”

the sight of his daughter broke him , he didnt realise how much he missed her , his first child , the one he promise to always be around .

“ hmm “ was the onlt thing that came out of her . she glanced up to meet steves eyes . Blue meet blue , the same blue

Hers widen , in shook , she looked like she was about to cry .

“ h ... how do yo. you know ..my ..n..name “ she coked on every word , taking her time .

Steve was silent he didn't know what to say , the fact that his daughter that he left behind was right infrount of him.

her mouth only widen as she brought her tiny hand up towards steve face and pointed at his teary eyes .

“ y.. you ... you stole my daddy's eyes “ her little face scrunched up angerly

he slighlt chuckled shaking his head “ n..no i didnt blue “

her hand quickly wet to her side at the name

“wh... onli daddy cowlds me t..hat “

“ i.. i know “ his tears now fully streaming downs his eyes .

“how?” she asked quickly

“be..because ..” he truly didnt know what to say

“ your my daddy ?”

he forget how smart she was , she may only be three but even Tony said shell grew up to be a genius and has the smartest around about an 8 year old the least time there checked

he nodded his head in relief , the little girl only seem to grow anger as she place her hand on his cheek .

“liar .. my daddy is young .... my daddy will hurt you .... my daddy is c.cap .. amwerica he .. does good ..and doesn't liek liars “ but then she paused for a moment her eyes grew red and her lip trembled “b...but his a li..liar ... he l...my daddy ..left me “

and with that she fell to the ground with aloud sob , and Steve went with her , both crying on the floor

“ h..”

“mm im sorry blue ...but i am your .. daddy ?” he knows he shouldn't but he couldn't help it his little girl right there crying over him , his heart is breaking and dying

“how could i ever leave her ? “but he did

“ho.. how ?” you looked up

he stay silent how do you tell you daughter you left her and her mother to grow old with some one else.

“ how do i know your .. not lying ?”he glared at him . the same expression she shares with you , he let out a small chuckled , his daughter asking all the right question , she she so much like you .

“ i call .. you blue be..because we both .. have blue eyes “ a small smile placed on his lips , at the memory of finding the perfect nickname of his daughter .

she just nodded in agreement staring him down . he smile shiftig on his bony knees .

“ yo.. your first word was pa ... your birthday is 7th of January , you cant go to sleep with out piggy .. yo..you favoit food is cookie .. double double chocolate chips that antie nat makes .... you love that silly little show that .. “

“the song “ she cut him off

“what ?” he titled his head

“ if you are really my daddy .. you know the song “ her eyes soften almost coming to terms that he is her father

he paused for a mintes , cold tears falling from his eyes , every memory , everytime he song her to sleep with the song , the song that was your and his first dance together as husband and wife

“it ... its” he could trust his own words , his voice he was so emotional he was sure hes old fragil body would give away .

“ its .. its been a . long .. long time “ he closer his eyes in a temper to clear his vision as he sung the melody

“never thought that you would be standing here so close to me ,

theres so much i feel that i should say

but words can wait untill some other day

kiss me once the kiss me twist

then kiss me one again

its been a long long time

haven't felt like this my dear

since cant remember when

you'll never know how many dreams

iv dreamed about you

or just how empty there seem with out you

so kiss me once then kiss me twist

then kiss me once again “

he paushed on ever word , every line , a thousand memory and emotions , him meaning every word as he looked into the yes of his daughter , that he had missed so much , the same blue eys he shared . The ones that have grown to accept that he is her father , her papa , her daddy .

with both teary eyes ,cold stinging cheeks against the hash wind on he ground of a random park , on a random Sunday , there finish the song together meaning very word , as father and daughter

“its been a long , long time “

#captain america #steve rogers #steve x reader #steve x daughter #steve rogers x y/n #steve rogers x reader #captain america x reader

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anotherweirdhunterfromspn · 6 years

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'You're the best Man of Letters'

Characters: Henry Winchester x (male)Reader ; Sam Winchester ; Dean Winchester ; Abaddon ; mentions of Josie, Child John W. And Millie.

Warnings: Spoilers of S8 and S9.

~ SPNmasterlist ❤~

'Henry will be a man of letter soon, so he'll need some help to be around the bunker without getting lost or something wrongs, if you dont have a problem with that we was espected you could help him. Mister (Y/L/N)'

(Y/N) smiles a bit, you're a man of letters and you always want to help the new members when they enter in the secret society. 'Yes sir, I'll be glad to help him' Your boss smile and shake your hand with you, you stay in the room waiting to your boss get the new member.

'So, Henry this is (Y/N) (Y/L/N). He'll be your coworker, whatever you need you only have to ask him.'

'Yes sir.' Henry smile to you 'Good morning, my name is Henry Winchester. Nice to meet you'

You looked him, feeling yourself get blushed, he was a gorgeous man. 'The plasure is mine.' You said, shakin your hands with his. You can't help with that but you start to feel like Henry and you in sometime will be more than coworkers, maybe he'll become a good friend after all. You look at his hand and see the little ring in his finger, maybe he is married. 'Oh, congratulations '

'Thanks you' He said before move his hands behind him.

'May I... Can I ask how long ago you got married?' You asked to him before leaved the room with Henry behind you. 'My apologies if that was a personal question, I didn't mean that to make you feel unconfortable'

Henry laughed a bit and you felt your heart beats faster for two seconds, you get blushed. You didn't know that, but you're going to fall for a married man. You shake your head before still walking with Henry. 'So, I gonna show you the bunker and you can ask me anything in the proced. It's okey?'

' Perfect, thank you very much sir. And my apologis if you get involved to do all of this for my fault.'

'No, its okey.' You said, smiling at him. 'I always be glad to help you, so please callme (Y/N).' Henry smile a bit, starting to follow you when you leaved the room.

Time pass faster and you were so glad to meet him more, Henry was a very interesting person and, for you, He'll be the most pefect Man of Letters. He told you about his wife Millie and his little son's John, the way he spoak about them with you proved the truly love he feels for his family. You didn't talk a lot about you, there is nothing you can tell him, you were just an orphan, your father was a hunter and he was killed by a demon when you was five years old. Your mother, well, she leaved you when you was a baby.

'You really love your family, that's wonderful.' You said to him, he smiled to you. Both of you were in the library, searching for a spellbook for certain information you need to get to help a hunter.

'Thanks you, but what about you?' You looked down to the floor and take a breath before talk

'I'm alone, my mother left me when I was a baby and my father died in a demon hunt.' You left the book on the table, seaching the spell list. 'Nor a girlfriend, I never had dates. So, I'm always be very lonely.'

'(Y/N)... My apologies, I- I should not have asked that ' He give you a little smile, you didn't look at him and that make him feel bad with himself. ' I'm sorry ' He puts his hand on your cheeks, making you looks at his eyes. 'Don't be sad for my mistake, just forget it and smile. its okey? You have a wonderfull smile.' You will never tell him the strange feeling growned inside you in that moment, but you only want to get lost in his eyes. You never liked another mans before him, but Henry it was diferent to any person on the world, you like it, you like the way he's unique.

You love him, but he is married and never will looked you the way you start to look at him

' (Y/N)? ' Henry asked you, with worry in his eyes. You were looking him in silence with tears in your eyes. Did I hurt you so bad with my question? ' Please don't cry.'

' I'm sorry.' You said, cleaning you tears from your cheeks, Henry still in from you but this time he has his hands on your sholders. 'It's okey, we - we need to finish our work.' You'll go to read the book but Henry didn't let you go from his hands. ' Henry, I'm fine.'

'No, you not.' He said before hugs you.

You can't tell him, you're starting to love him, a marriage man with a little child, and it was scaring you. 'I'm sorry Henry.'

'For what?'

That time you didn't anwser him, you just cried in silence in his arms. For the next three days you didn't pass a lot time with him, you feel strange when Henry talks with Josie or another person on the Bunker. Henry tried to talk with you about your emotions and your sad look on your face, but you excuse yourself saying it's nothing and everything will be okay. but isn't, because you fall in love with him and you know that will be a problem, you know probably Henry only see you like a little brother.

'(Y/N)! We- We need to talk' Henry said, trying to stop you. Both of you, an also Josie, are going to be sent to a religious convent on Milton, Illinois, before you two left you will need a little reseach for the case. You look at him, you were to tired and hurt to ignoring him anymore. 'Can we talk (Y/N)?'

' why not?' You smiled, trying to get away from him. Henry stop you against the wall.

'Why are you like this?'

'What are you talking about?' You asked, looking at his eyes, " He looks worry, but why? I'm just a collegue for him, he have a wife and a son. "

'You- you were so... I dont know what I did or what I said, I dont know what I did to hurt you like that... You are not yourself and I'm worry about you.' Henry sigh, he was nervious. In the last days, he noticed how important you're for him. 'I need to know... Because I really care about you (Y/N)' You find yourself brushing hard and looking at the floor.

'I...' You said, but another person broke the little moment saiding something to you two. Your boss was seaching you, because its time to go to your mission. Henry looks disapointlet with the interrumtion, but he is more relaxed because he knows you will talk to him about this later. 'Lets go Henry, we have a long travel to do' You smiled at him, and Henry retorn it to you and grabbed your hand.

'What ?'

He was trying to tell you, to tell you how special you are for him, how many things he was feeling for you. But he didn't, He couldn't tell you anything. And that was killing him, because on Milton you got possesed by Abaddon and she slaughter the Mans of Letters the day of his inisiation.

He never spected to travel to the future, he never spected had to kill you to save the life of his grandsons. Unlucky, before get the shot from Dean's weapon Abaddon left your body, making the three Winchester see you die slowly for the bullet on your abdomen.

'(Y/N)!' Henry scream and caught your body in his arms, Sam and Dean hurry up and try to call Castiel to saved your life but it was to late, the angel it was bussy and you was losing many blood. 'Everything will be okey, just stay with us (Y/N)' Henry voice sound so weak, like if He was going to cry.

'Henry... I'm sorry, she was trying to - to possesed your body and I- I was scared, because I didn't want to lose you..' You whisper to Henry, he was alive because of you saved his life in 1958, and that makes you happy. 'You was... Under my supervision...' Henry looked how you skin lose his natural colour and become pale. 'I'm proud of you... You are the best... Man of Letters ' He smile a bit sadness in his eyes, '(Y/N) you are the best Man of Letters.' You smiled at him

'I... love you Henry'

Henry lose his smile and tears were slowly down in his cheeks.

'I'm sorry (Y/N)... I love you too...' He kissed you on your lips and you smiled a bit before closed your eyes.

'Dude, wow. ' Dean said, Sam was impacted to. 'I saw many weird things but I never spected to see my young grandfather kissing an another man after shot him' Sam punch him in his shoulder, 'Dude, C'mon! We need to find where Abaddon is.'

'I'm going to stop her.' Henry said, with a dark tone on his voice. 'And you two, are going to help to find the way to kill that monster. '

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First Year of High School Guide

Hi guys! I thought I would post this because I made so many mistakes in my first year of high school and I want to help some of you out.

-first things first, develop a routine for yourself, morning and night. It's pretty basic but trust me it will come in handy. Another good trick is to make a school routine for when you are running late, that way you are never unprepared

-Very important: Wash your face! and moisturize! I can't stress this enough. Acne is the worst, so find a routine that works for you. I recommend the Burts Bees foaming face wash with their exfoliator. As for a moisturizer, I use Aveeno and it works great for me

-School supplies: I know it's really nice to have cute school supplies, but I wouldn't go all out. a nice pencil case and something for you locker should do it. Better to keep things simple and add your own personal touch later.

-Emergency kit: another super important thing!! in your kit you should have:

-hair ties/bobby pins

-some facial wipes (never know when oily skin will hit you)

-mini hand creme, especially if you live in a cold place. I live in Canada and I can tell you that hand creme is a must in those winter months

-mini deodorant (and on that note ALWAYS wear deodorant!)

-lip balm

-cough drops (this may seem stupid/a waste of money now, but when you have that super sore throat and you are annoying everyone around you with coughs, you'll thank me)

-pads/tampons/pantiliners

-concealer (it's a good thing to have in a pinch, but not necessary)

-hand sanitizer (it's nasty at school, need I say more)

-band aids (this is not really a necessity, but it's always good to be prepared)

-mints or gum.in my opinion mints are better but you do you

-emergency money (this shouldn't be money that you use to buy junk food; it should be used for emergency bus fare or something)

-mini sample perfume or something. always good to have

-tide to go (you never know when you'll spill some sauce or whatever on your shirt

-a pack of tissues

-floss

- mini brush for your hair

you can keep this kit in your bag or just leave it in your locker

On that note, here are some things to keep in your locker:

-water bottle

-spare earbuds

-some snacks (i recommend some healthy granola bars and one candy bar or something. treat yo’self)

-portable charger

-a sweater

-a book

And while we are on the topic of lockers:

You don't need to have all those cute locker chandeliers or whatever. In the long run, it's a waste of money. Just one of those sturdy shelf organizers and a mat for your winter/rain boots is good, but a magnetic basket of sorts would be good for extra pencils or whatever as well

Please keep your lockers organized! obviously, you can't expect them to be in tip top shape all the time, but try to keep it neat for the most part. It will help a lot if you are late to class or if you need to find a specific book

Now for the social aspect of school:

The first year of high school is a transition year and a year for everyone to figure out who their friends are and just get the hang of high school. So while it's important to study and get good marks, don't devote all your time to studying. Get out a bit! even if you just meet acquaintances, it's always good to have a friendly face in the halls. Don't be afraid to plan stuff with people you are friends with! if you are a little nervous, the movie theatre is always a great place to meet. For the most part, you'll be watching a movie and when the movie is over you'll be able to share your opinions on it.

BUT

if you feel nervous about going somewhere with people you don't really know well, please don't feel pressured! Only go with someone you are 100% comfortable with.If they seem at all shady, don't go for it. Get to know them a little better inside of school and then judge whether or not you should meet up with them.

Here comes one of the mistakes I made in my first year:

Toxic Friendships

I was super close friends with this girl. At the time, I didn't realize that she was brainwashing me and making me feel bad about myself, but she was. She essentially forced me to like the same music as her and despite my family saying that she was bad news, I still hung out with her and only her because she was incredibly clingy. I wish I had ditched her and made friends with my current friend group sooner because it would have saved a ton of late night anxiety. If this happens to you, slowly start hanging out with them less. But if they don't get the hint tell them politely that you don't think you two have much in common and that you would like to hang out less. I know it will be hard, but you have to push through to see the light at the end of the tunnel. Toxic relationships are the worst thing ever

PLEASE DONT HAVE SEX OR GET WITH ANY GUYS

you are still young and now is the time to hang with friends! a crush is fine, but don't do anything sexual until you are both comfortable with each other and trust each other 100% and god forbid you do do anything, USE PROTECTION

Also, clubs are a lot of fun! and even sports! Join one or two or three, but not more than that. you don't want to be overwhelmed.

Okay now for the part everyone is excited for: Academics

So academics are super important. It's basically why you are at school. My advice would be to study for at least an hour every day. Of course, if you have a big test or the subject is hard, study for longer. I know this will also be tedious but try doing most of your weekend homework on Friday because then you'll have two days of rest and plenty of time to replenish.

Exams will be stressful but do not make the mistake I did in my first year, leaving all exam studying until the week before. It was so stupid. I know you might think that the course is easy and you'll pass with flying colours, but it won't hurt to go over your notes a couple of times

One bad test score won't harm you. Everyone gets those two tests a year that they didn't do so good on. Don't panic over it, look over the test, realise your mistakes and go see the teacher so you can know if there is any way to boost up your mark

Another mistake I made:

don't cheat on tests or exams. remember the toxic friend I told you about? She gave me an answer sheet to an exam, with me thinking it was only a homework assignment and that I would get a head start on the homework to come.

worst mistake of my life. I have no idea how this will affect the way colleges look at me, but I'm hoping for the best. just don't cheat. be honest

Staying healthy:

I was the worst when it came to health. I was always eating junk and never did anything physical. I'm not saying don't eat sweets, but your main focus should be fruits and vegetables. At first, my motivation was to get skinny, but now my motivation is keeping a healthy body

another thing: almost everyone is insecure about their bodies. I wish I could say something to change that, but it's a fact. if it gets too obsessive, please go get help. Your health (mental and physical) is the most important thing

Well, that covers most of it. Sorry for this huge rant, but i really want to help you guys. Send me asks if you have any more questions! nothing is too weird!

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