#almost doxxed myself when posting this lmao
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3dolc x roe results!
Hey hey, so its finally here! Ik it’s late but here are just some of the results I received from the @cleostoohot and @starliet challenge!
Desired College Acceptance
This is... something I've struggled with for such a long time, so I'm honestly so proud that I've gotten to this point. I was rejected from my no 1 uni in March, and while sure, I got into other places, I was pretty dejected about the rejection. So now after the challenge, I.... drum roll please.... got into my no 1 uni!!! I'm not going to give too many details because I don't want to get doxxed LMAO but, AHHHHH I'M JUST SO EXCITED!!!! I also manifested that my roommate would be one of my best friends(past best friend, not a new one lol), and I heard some bad rumors about the food/dorms there, so I changed it, all to highly ranked stuff with plenty of options lol.
Desired Body
I mentioned this earlier, but manifesting away my period has always been something I aimed to do. This isn't as related to this challenge since I affirmed for it before but, it's been almost a month since the last date that I was supposed to get my period, so I'll take that as a win LMAO.
My stomach also completely slimmed down. I used to have a protruding stomach, but now it’s just so flat?? My thighs and arms are also skinnier and toned, skin is clear and hair-free(only where I want it to be), andddd yup! Literally in love with the way my body looks :pp.
Fluency in Desired Language
I was talking with my parents in our language when they noticed how much better I had gotten at it. I actually feel comfortable enough in it that I could actually argue in it and joke around, and overall, I'm very happy with the results lol.
Ending Thoughts
I'm just so pumped right now, and I can't wait to see what wonderful things pop up in my reality next! If I wanted to tell one thing to anyone trying this challenge or just manifesting in general, it would be to just keep persisting. If you read my 3dolc x roe update post, you'll know that I actually did not have a good time the first two days ;-; I was spiraling and honestly had so many intrusive thoughts pop up in my head. However, I just kept interrupting the thought and affirming against it, and then it got much much easier. I let myself take more time(shit happens, i get busy lol) to make up for this, and baam. All my results are here lol. I'm probably going to manifest more stuff with this, so stay tuned!
-cinna
#success story#law of assumption#loa#mine#self concept#manifestation#motivation#manifesting#3dolc#roe#mindset#neville goddard#sammy ingram
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Just a little sharing backstory moment to my last post 🙂❤️ before I get back to my scheduled crackhead energy 🤣🤣
I am a clown, 100%, and I love it, but I appreciate all forms of writing and art and all that stuff. The post I just did I guess in a way is a slight bit of a "self-deprecating" joke I suppose 🤣
Around 2-3 years ago I wrote for another fandom, very similar stuff that I do now in this one, I made people laugh, I met so many lovely and great people, it was so wholesome and amazing for a while, and I really enjoyed being in that fandom, I wrote for it for like a year, but I ended up having to leave it, because it turned out to be one of the most TOXIC fucking fandoms I have EVER encountered.
Towards the end I found out there was a literal discord server dedicated to hating on me, ran by a girl who was ALWAYS in my DM's being nice to me lmao, she also happend to be a writer in that fandom too, and the discord server consisted of her and alot of the other Serious writers in the fandom..And they fuuuuuckin hated me 🤣 I only found out because one of the serious writers ended up having a huge fall out with the main girl after the girl doxxed her, and she told me about it and sent me screenshots and apologised to me for ever being invovled lmao, (swear to god I wish I was making this up because I know how dramatic it sounds haha) so I yeeted myself out of that fandom, deleted my account and everything. And I haven't been involved directly with a fandom ever since, until now.
This fandom so far is so nice💚 and I'm really loving it here 😊 when I did my first thing here, I ALMOST wasn't going to hit post, from having horror fucking flashbacks to the last fandom haha but I'm glad I did.
Anyway, thanks for reading 🙂 and BIG LOVE to you all 💖💖💖💖
On with the shenanigans💚
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For those of you who have followed or seen the chronicles of my lost great aunt (surprise 5 hour road trip), here's a recap and some added context.
I heard there was family coming over from another state. This has happened before with no issues. Now, I won't dox myself but I will say I live decently far from this state, about 12 hours.
Enter my Great Aunt. She's a bit eccentric. An oddball old lady. She seemed to have a few issues getting to our state. She got turned around, ended up a couple odd places, but as far as I know she stayed, like, reasonably on-course over the course of a couple days. People were keeping tabs on her but not concerned from what I gathered (which was admittedly not much since there's communication issues lmao, but this story will be way longer if I get into that so let's move on).
And then she got into our state and hit one of the main cities on the third day. All she had to do was stay on the interstate. It was a pretty straight shot. And somehow, she ended up 120 miles off course. Two and a half hours of a drive. In the fucking mountains.
My grandmother had been calling her to see where she was, since she should have been there by now. And let me tell you, the BAFFLED SILENCE when we heard where she was. ("what do you MEAN she's in (area)?") At first, we gave her directions and let her drive more. We called again later to learn she took our directions and ended up MORE OFF COURSE. She ended up SOMEHOW going south (wrong direction, like, entirely) (again). Again, interstate highway, all you have to do is go north. It's not that hard. I don't know how this happened. Cue the concern setting in and my mother deciding it was probably time to take an impromptu road trip to go get her, lest she end up even further off course and driving at night on top of that. So, within the span of ten minutes, I went from chilling with relatives to getting in the car to drive out into the middle of nowhere to find my VERY, VERY LOST GREAT AUNT in a 5 hour long round-trip. The drive was gorgeous, though. It was mountains and wine country almost the whole way through.
I WISH I could post the map of where she ended up. If we're discord mutuals then I'm fine showing you since you already know what state I live in, probably. just dm me because it's SO????? CONFUSING? It's fucking BAFFLING, how far off course she got. ALSO this is the version of the story WITHOUT the intrapersonal drama, conflict, epic highs and lows of having a parent you argued with that morning and suddenly end up in a car for 5 hours with. God. Anyways here's some pictures lol. My phone camera is shitty enough that you shouldn't be able to triangulate my location via street signs lmao, plus I looked over them pretty carefully so there's no identifying stuff. Besides, she was so fucking out of the way that this isn't even an accurate representation of where I live, if one of you is a nosy weirdo who figures it out (please... like, don't though???).
#anyways thank you guys for coming with me on this INSANE ASS FUCKING JOURNEY#taylor's tag#If ever there was a post to go in taylor's tag it's this one#i mean to be fair i just throw random shit in there but still
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sims tag!
tagged by: @magpiesims! thank youuu
1. What’s your favourite sims death? so for the questions that are about gameplay, i unfortunately cannot give great answers as the idea of actually playing the game makes me want to throw up with anxiety. if i made a sim and it died i would have to stomp on my hard drive
2. Alpha CC or Maxis Match? maxis mix bc i love a realistic outfit with cartoony hair
3. Do you cheat when your sims gain weight? again i do not play the game but what a bizarre thing to do. side eye if you do this
4. Do you use move objects? yes ofc
5. Favorite mod? everything that makes cas more usable ie stand still, lighting, backgrounds
6. First expansion/game/stuff pack you got? i have not paid one single penny towards the sims i used the dlc unlocker to get them all at once
7. Do you pronounce “live mode” like aLIVE or LIVing? like alive
8. Who’s your favorite sim that you’ve made? probably one where i just dumped all of my favorite cc onto one sim
9. Have you made a simself? yes i just updated my simself and will be posting it soon :-)
10. What sim traits do you give yourself? cat lover, loyal, and foodie i think
11. Which is your favorite EA hair color? i like the light/mid tone blondes bc they’re more realistic
12. Favorite EA hair? there’s this one braided hairstyle that’s like shoulder length with the top pulled back i think it’s base game
13. Favorite life stage? any of the adult stages that’s all i ever make lmao
14. Are you a builder or are you in it for the gameplay? between these builder bc of the whole game anxiety thing but i almost exclusively just play in cas
15. Are you a CC creator? no i have a liberal arts degree
16. Do you have any simblr friends/a sim squad? just my emma @lowvintagesims <3
17. What’s your favorite game? (1, 2, 3, or 4) i’ve only played 3 and 4 and 3 was for like two minutes so i have to go with 4
18. Do you have any sims merch? no <3
19. Do you have a YouTube for sims? no <3
20. How has your “sim style” changed throughout your years of playing? i’ve only played for about a year but i think i’ve gotten better at selecting cc and applying it cohesively
21. What’s your Origin ID? not doxxing myself
22. Who’s your favorite CC creator? ugh idk anyone’s names but there’s this one person who’s made a bunch of like alt/emo looking hairs and the thumbnails are really cool renders and i love them
23. How long have you had a simblr? about 4 minutes
24. How do you edit your pictures? photopea bc free
25. What expansion/game/stuff pack do you want next? fairies but also i could just use cc to do that
25. What expansion/game/stuff pack is your favorite so far? ngl i almost always filter for cc only and i do not play the game so i am not totally familiar with the function of each pack
this was v fun!! tagging @lowvintagesims <3
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tag game!!
rules: answer 30 questions and tag 20 blogs you are contractually obligated to get to know better. i definitely don’t know 20 people well enough to tag them but i will tag a few :) and thank you @callalilycas for tagging me!!
name: raven or sam!
sign: aquarius (january)
height: 5’6”
time: almost midnight
birthday: january 31st
favorite bands/artists: halsey and megan thee stallion for sure, but i listen to too much random shit to pick other favorites lmao.
last movie: the sea beast on netflix! i highly recommend
last show: stranger things! just finished the season finale today. cried a lot :( it was awesome though
when i created this blog: uhhhhhhhhhhh that’s a great question. like maybe 2020?? 2019?? i don’t remember but it was like over two years ago
what i post: mostly supernatural, sometimes i return to my marvel roots though when i’m really excited about something
last thing i googled: the location of a boutique in a town i can’t say without doxxing myself 💀
other blogs: @slingers @warbirdworthington slingers is like my messy everything i like gets reblogged here blog. and ww is my x-men blog
do i get asks: usually just from my mutuals, but when i was a marvel blog people would ask me stuff about characters fairly often. that was fun :)
following: 221! i hadn’t checked in a while so i honestly thought it would be more than that lmao. and i have like 270 something followers so the ratio is pretty clean
average hours of sleep: uhhhhh like too many. 10 probably. i stay up late and then sleep until noon most days. which is bad. i need to fix my sleep schedule
instruments: i used to play the flute but quit when i got to high school. kinda miss it but i don’t really feel like starting again
what i’m wearing: pajamas :) the shirt is a harley davidson shirt and my shorts have like colorful leopard print
dream job: i don’t really have one? something to do with animals maybe
dream trip: i’ve always wanted to see iceland. it looks gorgeous in pictures
nationality: american
favorite songs: this is so hard what. probably i am not a woman i’m a god by halsey, girls in the hood by megan thee stallion, and mary on a cross by ghost
last book i read: dracula! i don’t have a lot of time to read usually so dracula daily has been my best friend
3 fictional universes I’d live in: supernatural of course, the percy jackson universe, and star wars. would i die in all three? most likely. but i would have a good time
alright tagging people now! no pressure or anything of course <3 @cxyotl @bucketbug @the-blue-butterfly-effect @itsvs @dumbfuck-mojave not gonna tag anyone else bc i hate bothering people but wooo yay done
#tag game#this was a good way to kill time waiting for my laundry to get done kdhdkdjd#thanks again liz for tagging me :)
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My writing on Women, the State, and Revolution.
Wendy Goldman’s Women, the State, and Revolution is a thorough analysis of the circumstances of women during the 1920s USSR, with a focus on the state’s attempts to create legal and economic gender equality. Space is also dedicated to the condition of children, focusing on children who lived on the street, and to the ultimate fate of Bolshevik attempts at radical reform in the 1930s. Throughout the book, the contrast between the radicalism of the Bolshevik imagination and the limits of what was possible under the material conditions of the time is a constant theme, as repeated attempts at reform were challenged by the poverty and “backwardness” of the USSR.
Goldman begins with a brief summary of feminist history up to the 1920s, with a specific focus on Marx and Engels. The most important idea here is that the context of social relations is determined by the economic relations of the time. The shift from tribal society to feudal and agricultural societies reduced women to a subservient role, and the imagination of historical ‘feminists’ was consequently limited. Only with the advent of the capitalist system could questions of women’s liberation be raised and discussed, and in Marx and Engels’ view, only with the advent of socialism could they be answered. Upon the success of the October Revolution, the Bolsheviks quickly established the equal rights of men and women under the law, a legal stride forward that the rest of the world still struggled with. The socialist promise of economic equality would be far more challenging to deliver.
Goldman splits the Bolshevik program for women and families into four major interconnected components: the liberation of women through waged labor, the replacement of marriage with a free union based on mutual love and respect, the socialization of household labor, and the withering away of the family. Arguably the most essential of these was waged labor, as the Bolsheviks identified women’s dependence on their husbands as a cause of many of the issues women faced. War communism suggested a positive outlook for women, as men left to fight the civil war and women took their place in the factories, but this would prove to be short lived. After the conclusion of the war and the establishment of NEP, unemployment skyrocketed and men returned to take their jobs back. The ideal of women as wage workers, independent from their husbands, would not be realized in the 1920s.
The Bolsheviks introduced civil marriage largely as a shot at the church, and many of them ultimately believed that marriage would become unnecessary. Romantic and sexual unions between men and women (and only between men and women) would be based on mutual affection and respect, and there would be no need for the intrusion of the state into these private affairs. In the same vein, the Bolsheviks legalized no-fault divorce as a means of ending bad unions. This utopian view ran into the unfortunate reality of women’s economic situation, where despite the efforts of the party, they were still overwhelmingly dependent on their husbands. The Bolsheviks were forced to enact a system of alimony to allow dependent wives who had been abandoned by their husband, often with children, to extract economic support. This system was overburdened and ineffective, often running up against the simple issue that men were too poor to support their ex-wives and children, especially if they took another wife. The result was devastating for women and children.
The Bolsheviks also hoped to socialize all housework, with domestic labor being communalized compensated instead of being done by unpaid housewives. While this ideal was enacted partially during war communism, after NEP was established, it became clear that it was simply too expensive to socialize housework in this way. The “subsidy” of unpaid housework by women was too costly to remove.
Most radically, the Bolsheviks predicted that in time the family would wither away as various functions of it were replaced by the state. Most crucially, they hoped to socialize childcare, placing children in homes that would raise them collectively. This ran into the same issue that socializing of housework did. The resources to create massive state programs to raise children did not exist in the 1920s USSR. NEP gutted funding for social services, and amidst the insufficiency of what remained, Bolsheviks were forced to return to the family as a means of raising children the state could not care for. Adoption, initially outlawed, was reintroduced.
Goldman dedicates the final section of the book to the 1930s USSR and the brutal end of the libertarian dreams of the 1920s. Women finally achieved near-equal participation in the labor force, but only after real wages had fallen so significantly that a married couple’s combined salary would only purchase as much as a single man’s salary in the 1920s. Marriage was strengthened, divorce made more challenging, and legal punishments for failing to pay alimony became more punitive. The family returned for good as an essential labor unit, irreplaceable in its economic value. Abortion was outlawed, and the jurists and theorists who advocated for more radical, libertarian ideals for women and families were purged. While equal participation in the labor force did change the power balance between men and women, the changes crushed the idyllic hopes of the 1920s, and they would not be resurrected.
Women, the State, and Revolution is thorough, exacting, and relentless in driving home its core point: it is impossible to radically change the social relations between men and women without the prerequisite economic shifts. No-fault divorce for women without economic equality for women is not freedom so much as yet another way they can be exploited, equality in sexual relations between men and women is impossible while no effective contraception exists, the liberation of the peasant women is intractable while the household remains the primary unit of production, and the withering away of the family is little more than a distant dream while thousands of children that the state cannot care for walk the streets. This is not to say that Goldman condemns the Bolsheviks; she acknowledges the incredible strides forward in legal equality, the legalization of abortion, and the care the legal system took in its attempts to handle divorce and child criminality. But the reality of the incredible poverty of the 1920s USSR was inescapable, and as a result, the set of radical Bolshevik ideals aimed at reimagining the role of women and the family failed.
#almost doxxed myself when posting this lmao#writing#goldman#not my best writing but i think it gets the gist
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I FINALLY GOT A LETTER BACK FROM DREAM
I'M SO FUCKING HAPPY RN i sent him a letter back in June (with some origami i made for him) after he opened the PO box and i was really afraid that it won't arrive bc i have never sent anything to the usa before BUT IT DID and i even got a letter back !!
#it got soaked asf bc it was raining all day and i guess the postman somehow fucked it up lol#anyway excuse me i gotta SCREAM#i almost doxed myself lmao i nearly forgot to censor my address#for the ppl who don't know dream sends back a letter like this for everyone who sends him smth#and yeah i used a copy of a van gogh painting as the background and that's on being creative#the way i actually jumped all around my room when i got it#my mum found it and when she gave it to me and she was like 'close your eyes and promise me you won't scream' she knows me too well#anyway AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#dreamwastaken#not me having like a whole other post in the tags tho
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Hi! So I’m sort of new to the gaylor world, like I followed you slightly before the url change. I was first introduced to gaylor through the “she’s a lesbian” side and I’ve found myself moving more to the “she’s maybe bi” side. But I still follow some “she’s a lesbian” blogs, not babygaters though. I didn’t see a problem with that at first, but now I’m starting to think there’s something not quite right there.
Basically, I saw someone ask one of those “she’s a lesbian” blogs about infighting in the fandom, and they replied saying rude things about a lot of blogs including yours. I would normally just scroll past dumb drama, but then I saw them accuse Cam Whatiwillsay of doxxing, and be extremely, startlingly rude to an anon who asked her what happened/for proof. Doxxing is past dumb drama into crimes, so now I want to know what’s going on.
Can you explain what happened? Did Cam actually dox someone? Why are people so angry at her and you? I am confused because I really thought that you and one of the people involved in that were friends, like I feel like I saw you and her interacting publicly kind of often back when you were swiftiesleuth.
I feel like I might be being overly nosy, but I’m curious. If you’re not comfortable posting this because you don’t want to start drama, that’s fine. Or if you want me to send the urls in a separate message so you know what the heck I’m talking about, I can do that too - I don’t know if you can guess who/what I’m talking about based on what I’ve told you. I almost didn’t send you this because I’m sort of embarrassed that I was following blogs that think she’s a goldstar lol please don’t judge me too harshly! Thanks!
Cam never doxxed anyone lmao. SR/TTB did. She doxxed like four people including me and two of the people were outed when she doxxed them. I can and have shown all my emails from TTB and am happy to forward the originals to people who doubt this is real. I can’t show the other peoples’ because it’s not my story.
The whole thing is an incredibly hectic accusation and it’s not… true. If they have proof, they should show it at least in DMs same as how people who were doxxed by TTB/SR had… proof… like you can’t just say shit like that lmao.
I don’t really care who talks shit about me, I think I’m pretty clear on what all I’m about and my values and if people don’t like my vibes that’s fine. It literally is just dumb drama imo where people don’t like my takes and therefore decide to sling accusations imo but like 🤷🏻♀️🤷🏻♀️ as my high school teacher used to say the tallest trees get the most wind. I don’t want to see the URLs, I don’t want to read shit about myself, and like I don’t want anyone going out to like “defend my honor” (or Cam’s for that matter, except with the doxxing stuff because you should defend that since it’s a HECTIC and baseless allegation). Let people yell into the void if that’s what makes them happy yk like who cares? Fandom however you want. If that’s writing shit about other accounts like fair fucking enough do your thing bestie let it all out lmao.
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10 49 96? (also some of those questions sound like dox bait lmao, probably not intentional but damn)
I’m always so careful with those questions set, some of them can be so weird, especially since things like choosing between nuggets from McDonald’s and Wendy’s when I never even was in a country that would have Wendy’s is... kinda hilarious XD But I am bored. And I don’t know what to do with myself. So, why not.
Thank you for sending these!
10. how would you describe your style?
If we’re talking purely about like, the way I dress, then the answer is: floral patterns. Floral patterns everywhere. A floral dress + black leggings is most my style, add a necklace with a small fox or some LGBT accent and that’s pretty much me. Like, my friends are actually concerned when they see me without any floral patterns.
and if we’re talking abt any other kind of style then the only thing I can say is that it’s a mess
49. what was the last compliment you received?
Eh, honestly all I can think of is comments under the new chapter of With a Touch of Despair that I posted 2 days ago? I especially liked this one and it stayed with me:
Like, dang, it’s so nice!
96. day or night?
Night. It’s quiet, the sun doesn’t hurt my eyes and it’s the only time when I can just relax and focus on things I enjoy without the fear of being interrupted. Unfortunately, the fact that I almost never sleep at night is also the reason why my health is so shitty.
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Unusual Asks List
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Salty Ask List Thing:
1,3,4,11,19,26
Thanky you so much as always <3
the list
1. What OTPs in your fandom(s) do you just not get?
uh... reed900, if i have to choose. i've read fics about this ship before but as time passes i realise that i just can't see the two of them together asjcbaljbx (though it might be related to my personal hc about gavin that he's aroace and how 900 is a literal mars child haha). otherwise, i see a point in virtually every single ship. and i still read a lot of reed900 things to this day because they're written so damned well.
3: Have you ever unfollowed someone over a fandom opinion?
yes. and no, i'm not saying who though some of you might already know.
4. Do you have a NoTP in your fandom? Are they a popular OTP?
i... don't think i have a notp. like i said in 1, i can usually rationalise myself to shipping a certain thing just to read a fic lmao.
11. Is there an unpopular character you like that the fandom doesn’t? Why?
for dbh, definitely north. why people don't like her isn't my story to tell, but personally i just kind of see myself in north in the way that i'm not afraid of burning everything to the ground to protect the people and ideas i care for, i guess.
for mass effect, ashley. many people see her as a space racist or the one who got butchered in me3 (and i must agree with the latter in terms of character design), but my brain can substitute the gaps and create an alternative version of her design so... yeah. ashley is cool.
19. What is the one thing you hate most about your fandom?
mostly? metaphotical babies who read 2 analysis on the game and then go on a spree to attack nearly everyone in the fandom by bringing out the big words and accusations thinking that it will make them look smart and progressive, then going back to simping over the character that is the only guy 90% of the fandom focuses on. please, you aren't being smart, this isn't advocacy, and you're just an uneducated dick who didn't even process what you read before regurgitating an opinion that isn't even yours until 2 and a half hours ago when you stumbled across the analysis. go actually play the game, read some books, talk to the people in the fandom. stop making a fool out of yourself and pretending to be a victim.
also, trolls who try to stir up drama. go shoo, you're now blocked and one more questionable post from being doxxed. i'm not famous enough to have encountered them myself, but that doesn't mean that they aren't annoying. or funny. depends on how annoying they are. i mostly find them pathetically funny but that doesn't stop my brain from wanting to take a bat and beat them to the sun so fast that they break the sound barrier.
26. Most shippable character?
allen, because he's my fav character and is almost a blank canvas so i can simply mold him to whatever i want for the situation to ship him with another character, be they an oc or an existing character in the fandom. then again i ship nearly everything - it just depends on the situation - so a lot of people are shippable to me.
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and i think that's all for now. my usual habit in a fandom is to carve out a place for myself (and arrive many years later...) instead of waiting for people to invite me in so i don't exactly have a lot of interaction with the fandom at large in public, but if you wanna talk to me about anything dbh or mass effect you can hit me up in the ask box or send me a friend request on discord. my ID is selrahcngow#5939. beware of long rants about captain allen and oddly specific ficverses though.
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