if equal affection cannot be,
LET THE MORE LOVING ONE BE ME.
tolkien (2019) / crush, richard siken / the holiday (2006) / the song of achilles, madeline miller / because i liked you, a.e. housman / the secret history, donna tartt / the more loving one, w. h. auden
He would not stay for me, and who can wonder? He would not stay for me to stand and gaze. I shook his hand, and tore my heart in sunder. And went with half my life about my ways.
"Shot? so quick, so clean an ending? / Oh that was right, lad, that was brave: / Yours was not an ill for mending, / 'Twas best to take it to the grave."
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These, in the day when heaven was falling,
The hour when earth’s foundations fled,
Followed their mercenary calling
And took their wages and are dead.
Their shoulders held the sky suspended;
They stood, and earth’s foundations stay;
What God abandoned, these defended,
And saved the sum of things for pay.
AE Housman.
“Ten thousand times I've done my best / And all's to do again.” —A.E. Housman
My memo is done, my job applications are in, I’m halfway through a statutory research assignment, and I’m only just beginning the reading portion of reading week.