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mx-nada · 2 months

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objectsona again

#my art #help i keep changing my objectsona #AAANYWAYS #osc #object show community #objectsona #object oc #ze's ube flavored again because filo number 1 and also i just like ube

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tinycowboybro · 11 months

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I am back at it again with another VegasPete song

Dog Days by Ethel Cain works so well for vegaspete that I wish that I was able to make edits and I will now explain to you why:

Exhibit A:

“No one’s ever gonna love me, no, not like you do/ Every night, I’m crying in my sleep ‘cause I’m dreaming about you”

This line goes with the post safe house scenes, specifically for Pete, having to struggle with how he feels about Vegas as his own person and how he should feel about Vegas as a main family bodyguard. The soup scene where he cries is almost right on the mark.

The loving line could also honestly also work for Vegas and it’s repeated through out the song. No one really did love him in the way that Pete did. We can see that in the ending when Pete (and Macau) stay with Vegas even after he was no longer a minor family heir, which was what Gun hinged all his “love” for Vegas on. Vegas basically only knew conditional love until Pete.

Exhibit B:

“You walk a fine line between god and animal/ You’re just a feral dog I worship in bedroom ceremonials”

Again, this one is from Pete’s perspective about Vegas. Vegas with his outward persona of self absorption that can’t be touched while inwardly still being a young boy gnashing his teeth and biting everyone around him before they can hurt him. Vegas who is known for his brutality and cold sadism that should make everyone fear him but who also sits by his father’s side like a dog begging for love and praise, etc etc

i think because it says “you’re just a feral dog” you could say that it’s also Pete seeing through that exterior very quickly and realizing Vegas is still that scared and angry kid

Exhibit C:

“Cut me up and take me like the bread and blood at church/ Love’s never been more than pain, so baby, show me how bad you hurt”

Ok this lyric is already insane in general I absolutely love Ethel Cain but you can’t tell me that “hurt me, and then (consume) me like holy communion” is not Vegaspete’s entire genre.

i mean come ON

tear me apart, worship me, it’s all the same to them. Beat the shit out of me, tell me you love me, kiss me with blood in your mouth and i’ll ask you to be the one to kill me because to me that means I’ve meant more to you than i have to anyone else in my life. (can you love me enough to kill me)

:)

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grand-line-shenanigans · 1 year

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Sensory overload

#fma #fmab #dolcetto #the devil's nest #my art #eye strain #ok FUCK IT im DONE staring at this #gives you the Sensory Processing Issues dolcetto #i. actually do not now how to ID this piece.#id in alt #dear google. how to accurately describe semi-abstract art #aaanyways #i tried a new style of coloring for this piece so that was fun!! maybe shouldve set my color palette before starting the coloring but #it turned out alrigbt in the end! the composition was the hardest part istg #also my eyes hurt now. hahah

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greenearthpuppy · 2 years

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PROTESILAUS

as the anvil falls from the heavens,

for a single, terrifying moment,

he feels fear.

logically, he knows

nothing will happen to him.

he is used to this.

as it impacts his skull,

sprays blood on the bars of his cage,

pushes shards of bone into his brain,

a flash of golden light blinds the onlookers.

flesh and bone regrow before their eyes,

mending what should have been unfixable.

he laughs as his executioner stares in horror,

laughs as he spots the favor he had called in,

and laughs as he is rescued from his cell.

he grins the whole joyride home,

dried blood gluing his hair to his forehead,

because unlike his namesake,

he is the man who cannot die.

#literally only posting this to show off cuz the og doc its in is an assignment frm last semesters #AAANYWAYS #sillywrites #dsmp #dream smp #technoblade #this is messy its from april ok. ok

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thedaughterofkings · 25 days

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Aragorn/Boromir is so *clenches fist*

The sheer potential for arranged marriage fics !!!!!!

OOOOOOHHHHHHHH!!!!!! I don't think I've read any arranged marriage fic for them!!!! Can you believe that????

Any recs ???

#I'm honestly a little particular about my lotr fic reading #one of the few fandoms where I'm really not at all into AUs #the other is got/asoiaf #I haven't read THAT much given my general obsession with lotr #but *clenches fist* really does fit them to a t #my brother my captain my king #*CLENCHES FIST!!!!!!!*#god the potential #aaanyways #lessa says #hyraeth #lord of the rings #aragorn/boromir

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thebeautifulfantastic · 2 years

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moments in “one breath” that took my breath away or made me CRY:

[HEAVY SPOILERS AHEAD]

the story of little girl Scully crying about the snake she’d killed (just a little bit, I wasn’t fully crying that early in the episode lol)

Mulder going absolutely BALLISTIC in the hospital trying to find out who had done this to her

the moment when in Scully’s vision, the rope tethering her boat to the dock pulls and snaps (really, I think the boat and dock made a beautiful metaphor)

when Scully’s dad appears to her in a vision and says the when he realized he would never see her again his life felt like it had been the length of one breath and he never knew how much he loved her until he could never tell her and and he’ll see her again soon BUT NOT JUST YET (fully crying by this point)

Mulder trying to resign from the FBI (because without Scully… what’s he waiting around there for?)

Skinner’s story of his near-death and telling Mulder his resignation was unacceptable, and especially Mulder’s realization that it was Skinner who gave him the address for the Cigarette Smoking Man (another moment where I really cried)

the scene with Mulder at her bedside! “I feel, Scully, that you believe you’re not ready to go. And you’ve always had the strength of your beliefs, Scully. And I think you believe you’re not ready to go. I don’t know if my being here will help bring you back. But I’m here.” (yes, I know I just quoted the entire scene :P)

the fact that Mulder passed on the only chance to find answers about what happened to Scully and let his apartment get trashed because he needed to see her (and then cried when he got home, and broke my heart)

Scully’s: “Not Fox — Mulder.” and then later: “Mulder, I had the strength of your beliefs.”

….just the whole freaking thing, okay?

#AHH this episode was so intense but sososo good! (Lu you were right ;))#also… the whole mystery around Nurse Owens?#i’m inclined to believe she’s some kind of angelic or otherworldly being #even though i know they left it ambiguous on purpose and maybe it should remain that way #who knows? but i kinda like that theory #aaanyways #i could say so much more about this ep but i have to sleep #i’m sure I’ll say more later #alsjalsjdjakajdndjsj FEELINGS #the x files #txf liveblog #belle speaks #one breath #txf s2 #dana scully #fox mulder #msr #belle liveblogs

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pyrriax · 5 months

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hey guys im back at it again with the horrible levels of s4 zam brainrot. um.

did i manage to somehow make this song about him in my head? yes! yes i did. and i cannot be normal about it.

#haunted ecosystem #genuinely when youre insane enough about your blorbos everything is about them. this is one of those cases #also i might be writing some more things. and probably watching some vods.#im writing something to post as a general christmas gift fic (as i've done for the last like. two years? in my heart at least) alongside #the two event fics i have in the works PLUS the twb flash prompt event im participating in :)#expect some more bizarre concept fics soon i think! i might also pick up some older threads that i havent touched #i think it'll be fun since my muse is definitely leaning toward writing zam. i love writing him honestly #i have a thing for distinctly pathetic and paranoid characters (see: my adoration for outsiders!apo & pandora [oc])#who knew i'd enjoy writing characters i relate to #is it weird to say that the general concept of asomatous and the stuff i want to write related to it is very near to my heart. and like #its very personal. its inspired by my experiences you see. the concept of losing sight of reality in isolation and also just #the bugs. i never had a moment with bug pinning but i did have a problem with collecting the corpses of animals i found dead #once spring rolls around im going to work on processing them and giving them proper display and love #AAANYWAYS #ohhhh my god i should finish up bedrock shards and bloody garden #those two are my og fics for this fandom. i want to complete them and share them even if they arent fully how i view the characters now #i think its interesting to share and show initial impressions and also show how i wasn't fully sure about these guys #(also i love how i didnt understand the concept and mechanics of the cleansing but its still Present because it was before s5 so like #it was either s3 or abandon canon and i was sooooo afraid of leaving canon behind in favor of exploring)#my talking in tags habit is showing again.... woops #does anybody even read these? i have no clue #if you do i am so sorry for my habit of talking about dead animals. good lord. it happens so often #i forget it isnt normal until people point it out. having to explain that *yes* i collect dead things is. fun #oh man i have some coyote skulls i really need to clean at some point. its just a pain since i need to get the cage out again and prep them #since the method that got recommended to me is actually bad for the bones (since it involves essentially cooking them which softens #the bones and makes them a lot more likely to break or splinter. so i need to leave them out or bury them and im still not sure which wil #work better. it really depends on if spring is going to be dry as hell again or not. im rambling AND off topic. woops)#Spotify

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cat-of-doodles · 2 years

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they are zombie survivor

#i have been playing project zomboid lately #It Is Fun.#i made my oc's traits. this has helped me to create my characters more #Aubrey is brave but she's also disorganized and eats a lot #meanwhile Dia is an optimist but she lacks stealth #oh and all my characters sleep a lot. they are true snoozers #aaanyways #furry #sfw furry #fursona #Aubrey #Cat #Dia

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mothemoiselle · 6 months

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in a very ‘begging him to pull out but he won’t’ mood lately

#cw dubcon #cw noncon #cw baby trapping #just to be safe #esp in noncon situations #my blood is on fire #aaanyways #moth talks ‎𐦍

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concenecxere · 7 months

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i know i shouldnt read into them but the little things are mounting up! theyre becoming a big thing! i promise! if she notices it all how am i supposed to just let that go????

#aaanyways #delusions mounting again in the bar #me #mine #diary #words #word vomit #journal

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quemirabobo · 1 year

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Yu ♡ alguien se habrá acordado que mañana es navidad?

Adari💚

JAJAJAJAJAJAJ no puedo creer que mañana es navidad, sigo re manija lpm

Vivo cerca de una zona de mayoristas, fui ayer y hoy y era imposible de la cantidad de personas que salieron a comprar a último momento (like me). Hasta el martes/miércoles ponele era todo de la selección pero ahora se acordaron que es navidad y sacaron los fuegos artificiales y juguetes ajajjaajjaja

#a todo esto se quedaron sin camisetas #hace poco mis papás le regalaron las camisetas de la selección a mis hermanos y me preguntaron si queria pero dije que no #el motivo (que no gue mencionado en ese momento pues mufa) era porque quería que la mia tuviera las 3 estrellitas 🫶#aaanyways #ya estas lista? compraste cosas para tus sobrinites‚ flia y parejas?

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thvnderr · 1 year

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❀ *ﾟ hwang hyunjin. demi man. he/they. bisexual/demiromantic. ⇝ hey, isn’t that bronx dong-geun ( nickname: ghost )? i think that the twenty-four year old from buffalo, new york works as a part time scare actor at the house of judgement, part time dancer at sugar's lounge and a member of the bastards, but outside of that people describe them as the buzz in the ears after a gun is shot nearby, smudged lipstick, one last prayer before kicking the bag into the ditch. i hear they are emotionally unavailable & self-serving, but they are also known to be confident & adaptable. consider giving them a visit at their home in the seal harbor apartments and get to know why they’re called the matryoshka.

[ Fire. Brimstone. Water torrents. Gasoline. Lightning.

Red nail polish. Menthol cigarettes. Poet shirts. Chains. Leather.

Squeeze on the waist. Lip chewing. Blueberry gum. Shared lipstick after kissing. Hickies. ]

Violence tw, depersonalization tw, anxiety tw, death mention tw

Blurred memories and dreams fog the mind of someone easily chthonic. Vague sensations, FEELINGS of a long forgotten home. COLD. Muffled words. WAKE UP.

Memories about disappointment never lack, though. “Not quite like the others”, “Good results, but rough process”, “Too independent”. These are spoken in a haze from faceless shadows, but still, the ANXIOUSNESS jolts him up from his bed.

Bronx gets a headache every time he tries to fully remember. The sensation of being ditched like a broken doll remains. No. Not only a sensation, he knows he was abandoned to his own sheer luck like a stray animal to lick his wounds on his own.

Odd jobs got him some cash to get through the day; mostly offering himself as server or entertainer in clubs and pubs.

He’s good at other things too, though.

A good liar, an EXCELLENT liar even to himself. Really good at playing pretend and dressing up. Chameleons into people’s lives as necessary, but he never really knows how to get out.

Pretends detachment, but his necessity for affection makes him obsessed, one to cling to fake personalities and life stories for the sake of being SOMEONE that people appreciate.

Bronx looks at the mirror and sometimes recognizing himself does not come easily. How many jobs has he done in the past that his personality ( own and mimicked ) blur?

He gotta keep his brain busy with two part time jobs and whatever entertainment he manages to find in his free time.

Then he’s rescued recruited by the Bastards. Bronx is good at getting the shit done. He doesn’t mind getting his hands DIRTY, specially if he’s going to receive a pat on the back afterwards.

Old habits die hard. The Bastards gives him enough entertainment, enough work even to keep his mind busy, but still, a lighter is constantly fidgeted between his fingers; the faster the click, the faster the wick will burn out. “Sometimes, a little spark is all we need”, he’d say to himself.

GOD, poor kid has only been doing the ugly stuff for the attention and the affection. He will claim independence and ruthless behavior, but scratch behind his ear and you will have him following you around for a day or two.

Enabler and easy to enable. Bronx can get carried away without much of a resistance if his buttons are easily pushed. Recklessness gets you killed. He knows this very well and still, the adrenaline rush drowns his brain faster than common sense.

Look, be weary. REALLY. Whether you can or cannot trust him is very up to how he is feeling that day. Will rarely harm out of nowhere, but never test the patience of a survivor.

TRAITS

Casually friendly, Bronx is someone who’s easy to get along with… unless you meet him at any of his odd jobs. Seems calm, but has a huge apetite for chaos, so parties are a good place to find him.

Aquarius, but probs has an Aries and/or Scorpio moon or rising, because he is intense.

Very shameless in general.

Sometimes goes to church in a pitiful attempt to enlighten himself. Usually gets kicked out before the ceremony is over for something he did or said. Clearly, the enlightening is not getting anywhere, but he still finds the thrill at pulling an act some Sundays.

Is touchy. Loves holding hands and giving kisses. Has never been in love, I think, so he gives affection to everyone.

Befriending him includes 3 am drives to the 7/11 for a snack, sabotaging your ex’s car, netflix & chill with a dick you can trust, emotional scarring and making your crush jealous.

PINTEREST BOARD

#anchorintro #lmk if anything else needs to be tagged!#He's a mess but pls come plot w us!#I will most likely edit this later tonight bc I am sure I missed something #aaanyways

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measuredmotion · 2 years

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not being obsessed. at all. kyle allen. have a nice day fighting through it and do your best! 🤸‍♂️🥋

#kyle allen #this may be or not #a fan account #✌️#aaanyways #dancer #actor

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zikadraws · 2 years

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Oh and by the way yes NOW I'm done with school...

Time to organize for that whole ''adult life'' thing now I guess- =>

#sorry to get over your head with that I know it's like the third time-#aaanyways #*whistling noises*

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akira-seeya · 2 years

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ok to be honest i had no idea if/how my art has improved but that fairy blue. wow

i usually sketch in pencil before using pen and give up before picking up the pen bc i’m a perfectionist but this time i just used pen and it was so refreshing?? and everything was proportional first try like what?? i didn’t know i could do that. huh

#also i think ive found my artstyle (for traditional at least) so im happy about that #i just. couldnt figure out characteristics of my own art?? but i think i can now #tbh dont think anything has actually changed in my artstyle #its just for my peace of mind (?) yk #aaanyways #txt #!

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justareallyboredfangirl · 3 months

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it’s not often that i’m struck with the ‘takes everything literally’ aspect of autism but when it happens boy is it a fun time

just saw a billboard simply saying “Need new neighbors?” and had a moment where i thought to myself ‘holy shit..how do you buy new neighbors??’ before realizing it was a real estate ad

#just my life #aaanyways #thats effective advertising. ill remember that billboard literally forever now

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