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laylanatorseventeen · 1 year

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not on my watch!!!! not!! on my!!! watch!!!

#im not totally finished with pmmm but this has beamed into my head more than once #tho from context clues in getting on here it seems homura has been doing it much longer than okabe had to #im seeing stuff like TEN YEARS repeating a month where i think someone did the math from like the vn and came up with okabe spending about #a year repeating the same day #either way they both saw their loved one die and was like nope! slam that time travel redo button #pmmm #steins gate #and to top it off madoka and mayuri both seem to have this like..... inferiority complex almost. like thinking theyre useless and a burden #while their time travel protectors are like I LOVE YOU BITCH #wait a minute. 10x12=120 loops for homura. okabe like definitely had more than that even if its for a shorter time.#like i feel like im playing trauma pissing contest but like i feel the need to defend my boy bc even tho he didnt spend 10 whole years #cause like he did a lot of loops back to back to back without sleepbefore he started getting more time in his loops and i know he got SHOT #and hit by cars and shit during those loops so it was like REAL REAL ROUGH even if it wasnt like 10 whole years. my mans did the same day/#three day period like 300+ times to save his bff + gf and friends and i love him for it

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myoonmii · 27 days

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I can’t believe Arthur had his entire perception of Merlin shattered before him and still managed to fall in love with him all over again in a day

#merlin #merthur #he just relived all the years they spent together #but this time it was coming to understand Merlin’s reveal changed nothing #he took everything that happened in the past but this time he felt it all in a day #he got to meet Merlin again #and I think that thought is making me go crazy #he got to meet and fall in love with Merlin #where somehow everything and nothing changed #and I’d like to think he died content #bbc merlin #arthur pendragon #I know I’m repeating the same thing again in the tags but I’m THINKING

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aaandbackstabbed · 2 months

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Della and Donald: you’ve told us this story many times

Scrooge: and you’ll hear it again!

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amelia-yap · 2 years

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@white-rose-week day 1: parallel

different yet the same

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mofffun · 3 months

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Kingoh pre-finale wall of text

...that said, I've actually written much over the past month. I thought I wouldn't be able to take the Kingoh loss, but turns out I'm unexpectedly fine with it, but now that it's near, I'm running away covering my ears again.

"Final", "Last". Shut up. That's enough of a trigger to burst out in tears. That's sadness, that's inevitable. But winding back, I've been feeling a calmness because the hardwork and passion of the cast and crew have culminated into a spectacular grand finale. The fact that I was so obsessed with conveying my gratitude to the show, I forgot in the end, the final word the show leaves me will be none other than,

"Thank you for your support this year!"

The fact that their messsage reached us, and ours to them, and back again. This is the best ending a beautiful story can have. It connects people, and it lives on as a legend.

Kingoh helped me through some hard times. Its importance to me is not going to be shadowed by any flaws it definitely has.

Sentai being a yearly toku means there is only this moment that the two of us cross paths. One year of "we", once in our lives. Had Kingoh not been a toku, it could've sequels until the day I have my own kids. But because it's a toku, a heroic fairy tale, this one chance is what it is. A miracle that brought me hope and courage.

Most of all, I'm thankful for meeting all of you on this blog, and fans in other countries on different platforms. If I had to sum up what Kingoh gifted me, it's "Connections". I became more proactive and adventurous this year. I learned to be "selfish", to try again, to say it out loud. I get to be a kid again not because I'm escaping anymore, but because I can believe there's still good in this world, the little that we can do.

#i just written in pieces before i'm not sure if i'm repeating myself but #it's important to me i write something before the finale airs #i'm like. so jealous of people who get to go to g-ro SAME DAY #it's so surreal i try to deceive myself it's not the end of kingoh with g-ro and flt and vs + next year's vs #but it is #it really is.#mon mon

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wymgreenteam · 7 months

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https://www.tumblr.com/zeegras/730882872879267840

Can I tempt you with a Nico Hischier Baker!AU ?!?!

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anon when i tell you i've been losing my mind over these images since yun sent me them yesterday, i mean it wholeheartedly... i had to go unearth the old cooking au i had buried in my drafts because of this new development... it's more of a celebrity chef nico and celebrity NOT chef jack au than a baker nico au specifically, but there is baking in there, i promise!! so no tempting needed haha :)

excerpts under the cut!

“This is a bad idea,” Cole says for the third time.

“Fuck you, this is a fantastic idea!” Trevor points a pinkie at him, the rest of the fingers on his hand preoccupied with holding his beer. “It’s like Worst Cooks In America but for celebrities!”

Jack’s smile drops. “It’s like what?”

“It’s one of the shows Jimmy likes to watch—“

“He’s not even American, Z, what the fuck?”

Quinn pinches the bridge of his nose. “Sorry, the fact that Jamie’s not American is the problem you have with this concept?”

“But I can cook!” Jack protests. Silence and four flat stares greet him. “I can! Guys, come on!”

“That,” Quinn starts, leaning back in his seat, “Is one thing I think we all can disagree with you on.”

Jack throws a wadded up napkin across the table at him, but it misses when Quinn ducks. Whatever.

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“I don’t like how this started as cooking lessons but has slowly devolved into me being the fire safety marshal while you try and look at an egg without setting the smoke alarms off,” Nico muses, clearly trying to keep the smile off his face for the sake of Jack’s already fragile pride as he peeks over Jack’s shoulder.

“This is exactly how it was before you showed up… just minus the precautions,” Jack comments, looking forlornly at the egg that’s no more than a smoldering pile of crisp stuck to the bottom of the frying pan. He pokes at it sadly with a spatula, a pout making its way onto his lips. “There’s no hope for me.”

“And I’m beginning to think you might be right about that,” Nico mutters, shaking his head as he rolls up his sleeves. Before Jack can protest, he pats Jack's hip gently and says, “Move over and I’ll show you again, yeah? Try and pay attention this time.”

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Jack heaves the door open, not thinking as he kicks off his shoes and they land next to a pair of sneakers that fit much larger feet than his own. He doesn’t notice the familiar, worn brown leather jacket hung up on the usually-empty hook as he shucks his suit jacket and loops it over his arm as he shuffles down the hallway into the kitchen. Frowning, he loosens his tie. He’d swear he turned these lights off before he left. It also smells really good, which is weird, because he hasn’t even ordered his takeout yet, and—

“There you are.”

Jack jumps, turning to see Nico standing in his kitchen, a towel tossed over his shoulder, sleeves rolled up to his elbows, smiling. “Nico?”

“It’s Wednesday,” Nico says, tilting his head to the pan on the stove that’s simmering with something thick and red-brown. That’s what smells so amazing.

“Oh, fuck, sorry, I—” Jack feels so frazzled all of a sudden, his days jumbling up in his head. How could he forget that it’s Wednesday? “I had a work thing and it ran late… I didn’t mean to leave you waiting, sorry.”

Nico shrugs. “No worries, things happen,” he says, turning back to the stove to stir the sauce. “You look nice, though.”

Jack feels his face heat through eight increasingly deep shades of red. He has to duck his head hastily, grateful that Nico’s back is still turned. “Uh— Thanks? You too?”

Nico just chuckles. It sounds so good, all warm and deep. Jack kind of wants to roll over and die.

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Nico peeks up at Jack from his position between his legs, making deliberate eye contact as he bends one of Jack’s knees until it touches his chest, leaning forward to lick the line of honey from his sensitive inner thigh. Jack has to choke back an incredibly embarrassing sound when Nico stops to nibble a bruise at the juncture of his hip. He feels so deliciously stretched out and exposed, wrists still obediently pressed to the mattress above his head, and it doesn’t help that Nico’s looking at him like he wants to eat Jack alive.

#i started this fic like three years ago #for the most part it's just been sitting happily in my drafts #but occasionally the idea wakes me up out of nowhere and haunts me for a month until i write like 5k of it #only to put it away again and have the cycle repeat #this WILL be finished one day though i promise #too much fodder (these images... nico and jack in the same building... nico in his sommelier era this summer... etc) for it not to be #celeb chef au #lil.snippets

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cheese-crusts · 19 days

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ask game! current nine fav albums: chose 9 then tag 9 people

tagged by @a-bed-of-moss

In no particular order:

An Evening With Silk Sonic by Bruno Mars

Its Bruno Mars

Unreal Earth by Hozier

An album based on Dante's Inferno?

Without Fear by Dermot Kennedy

One of my all time favorites, its so incredibly soul crushing.

Believe in Me, Who Believes in You by Aries

Not much to say here, I really like this one.

Shadowglow by Flipturn

Really, I love all of their songs. This one is really personal.

Tim by Avicii

Yeah no I really dont have much to say here.

Doom Days (This Got Out Of Hand Edition) by Bastille

Every song in this is a banger no I will not be taking questions

Wild World (Complete Edition) by Bastille

EVERY SONG IN THIS IS A BANGER NO I WILL NOT BE TAKING QUESTIONS

All This Bad Blood by Bastille

EVERY SONG-

No pressure tags! @fuckterfs-deactivated20221212 @the-second-visitor @stargazing-enby @shredded-cheese-wizard @gec-co @joaniejustwokeup @/anyone who sees this!

#is it clear that i relisten to the same shit until the day i die #is it clear that my music taste hasnt changed in years #shout out. my shit music taste #thank you for the tag!!!#this was really hard i wont lie #so many albums but not enough albums #also ngl ive been listening to the same playlist on repeat for ages so i have no idea what to #yeah #almost none of these artists are even in that playlist soob #Some Honorable mentions!#Love and Happiness for when i really want to feel my religious trauma #The Fool Ryn Weaver #Montero #Solar Power #Hot Fuss

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rottenlittlefink · 5 months

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I’m sorry but I don’t think it should take months/years to manifest…

#reality shifting #loassumption #manifestation #I listened to a manifesting weed+edibles sub on repeat for a while #and a couple days later my coworker gave me edibles #I was shocked at how quickly it happened??#anyways this is only one example since I’m still pretty new at this #I’m also an impatient mf bro it ain’t gonna take me a year to manifest???#same goes for shifting to your DR #it doesn’t have to take literal years lmao

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showrunnerihardlyknowher · 5 months

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As the first math anon (the one with the failed exam), I really do appreciate you writing out a response for me. I will sincerely take your advice and tips to heart.

I hope it helps, anon!! If there's any specific parts giving you trouble (except geometry bestie sorry) I'm happy to try and help break it down!

#ask #anon #i will never forget being in middle school while my dad went back to college for some certificate thingy #and by chance we happened to be at the same level algebra for our math class #and on the same lesson #so i asked him for help with my homework one night and he was like 'yeah i got you we just learned that watch THIS' and showed me how #next day i got it back and i was like **so that was fucking wrong**#my dad says that was the day he knew he'd never be able to help me with my current schoolwork again it was too above his paygrade #did we all have that childhood experience of our dads angrily yelling/repeating a math question at us because we didn't know the answer #but also like 2 years ago my nephew asked me for help with his online math class and ofc it was geometry #i spent like 30 min working out one problem and i was like 'okay i am confident THIS is the answer (:'#and my answer wasn't even one of the 4 multiple choices lmao #listen boy you live in the golden age of the internet where you can just google the solution okay i had WORK for it at your age so #stop asking me about the angle of a cylinder or whatever

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dreamlogic · 6 months

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quietly getting more & more annoyed at my housemate & her bf as the evening goes on. thought they were at his house this weekend but they showed up unexpectedly to have loud sex here, left for a little bit, came back in the middle of a fight, and are now watching tv really loudly in between continuing to totally-not-fight-everything's-FINE.

#ctxt #shit chat #they're both rly nice people who genuinely love each other a lot & have been together like 7 years #but in the time i've known them they just keep playing out the same maladaptive patterns together and it's painful to watch #one of them will be irritable for some reason and snap at the other; other responds by airing a deep-seated grievance they've been sittin on #and instead of just. having a conflict about it to its conclusion to resolve the issue they just both fall over themselves apologizing #and spend several hours being really touchy & reactive to little things but overwhelmingly gentle/reassuring/affectionate #person A: *snaps* im sorry baby i didn't mean it i'm just stressed i love you so much can i do anything for you?#person B: no no my love you're fine i'm not mad i understand can i do anything for YOU you're so special i care about you so much #*make out in the kitchen about it a bit. swap roles rinse & repeat*#like i know turning towards a loved one after conflict instead of giving them the cold shoulder is a sign of emotional maturity #and is generally a healthy communication habit #but like. you gotta actually HAVE the conflict first instead of glossing over it the minute difficult emotions come up???#and when they get in these loops i really think they should just. agree on a mutual time out to do their own thing for a day #calm down sort themselves out and then come back together to mend things #instead of just reflexively drawing closer together immediately to try and smother discontent #which just results in them still being upset and now tripping over each other bumping elbows exacerbating things #while being obnoxiously saccharine to cover it up #i mean. 7 yrs is nothing to sneeze at but imo this is. not a sustainable way of relating & building a life together #and it sucks to watch it play out. reminds me of my parents who were blissfully incompatible in a similar way for like 30 years #before it finally blew up spectacularly with a lot of collateral damage earlier this year.

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eggmeralda · 6 days

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I wish there was a way you could put like. every song in the world on shuffle

#spotify playlists made for you are not enough #bc they're based on music i already like and i don't Wanna Hear Music I Already Like #god i need a hyperfixation that is Stable and also New (not a revival of one I've had since I was 16)#bc they introduce me to music i wouldn't have even thought of ever going near #not to compare everything to the highs of my tflu obsession but like?#that introduced me to So Much Music (some related. some not)#i probably listened to more genres in 2022 than i have ever listened to in my life #but idk. i could just listen to some random genre i have no interest in but what would be the point?#there needs to be a sort of 'hilda would've liked this in the 40s' 'this reminds me of swagtre' 'this is literally the plot of nddp' etc #sort of connection #but all i have right now is the endless cycling continuation of the south park obsession i had in 2016. which makes it very easy to just #listened to the music i listened to back then #also it's like. I've seen everything in that fandom there's nothing new i can really get out of it?#it's more just a mix of nostalgia and it's like. easy to get into bc idk. a lot of characters and storylines so you don't get bored in one #place for so long. almost the perfect obsession if it wasn't literally South Park #but surely i can just type in a character's name on spotify and find new music that way?#hahaha No #bc every single sp playlist I've looked through only seems to use like the same 10 songs. and i don't really like any of them #also 'he would not fucking say that' except it's 'he would not fucking listen to that'#most of the time. idk #i need new Vibes that's the problem #there's always a new vibe going on at all times but it seems to have stopped around the start of this year #maybe i just need a job. once i have a job there'll be a location i go to regularly. and I'll have to travel there in some way. and that #will be a new experience. and there'll be new vibes #I'll probably stumble across a new hyperfixation in the process. and then find new music from it #but for now everything is so stagnant and all i really listen to is 80s/90s indie pop and then just music i've listened to since I was 14 #i can't even ask for recommendations bc even if i like a song it has nothing to stick to in my brain #i'll be like ''this is a cool song i like it'' and listen to it on repeat and then go off it like a day later #oh fuck tag limit #ramble

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excusemeaminute · 6 months

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#ok so all of my top 5 were songs i listened to on repeat in the first like #3 or 4 months of the year #lol #read into that whatever you like #ramblings #could cry just thinking about you was a massive cosy song #id listen to it for hours while i slept lol #apparently a total of 274 times loooolllll #glue song and you on my atm were big pining songs around valentines day #red wine supernova #an old year tound banger #and same for highway tune!#still dk what pov indie means exactly but !#yea !#there it is !

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steakout-05 · 2 months

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eeuuaghh i would like everyone to know that i apologise if i have not responded to your reblogs/mentions/posts on tumblr, i have really terrible social anxiety and for some reason people talking to me makes my nervous system think i'm being hunted for sport by a resident evil boss. sorry if i havent responded i'm not being rude i'm just having a panic attack :P

additionally: social anxiety is actually the reason why a lot of my old posts from late 2022 had weird spacing and spelling mistakes. i was too anxious to type properly

#sorry this seems like a random thing to post but it has been bugging me for a little bit now and i want to post it #and by a little bit i mean the entire time i've been on this website #as for the reason i have social anxiety: i went to a really terrible high school full of dangerous people-#-who were literally like. the worst most bigoted people ever. not everyone there was bad of course but 90% of them were-#-and that stunted by social development by 5-6 years and now every time someone talks to me i feel like i'm about to get murdered #also primary school was. bad. the other kids could sniff out the autism in me and didn't like me for it #this post isn't directed towards anyone specifically but also it kinda is because there's a DM from someone-#-that i haven't responded to in literally 8 months and every time i think about it i get anxious #i'm sorry!!! i'm not trying to ignore you on purpose and i want to say something but my brain literally will not let me out of fear :(#i'm not used to getting talked to directly so every time i do my entire nervous system starts screaming and running in circles #it's kinda ridiculous because it's like. come on. why are you having a panic attack over a message on tumblr it's LITERALLY just words on-#-a screen what are you freaking out about. but also it's like hhhhh unfamiliar social situation scary. help.#unrelated to that but i am very worried about what people will think of me and like i know i really shouldn't worry about that-#-because i can't control what other people think of me and it really shouldn't be any of my or their business. but also-#-i have legitimate trauma that backs my fears up and every time someone is even slightly critical towards me my brain just goes-#-''see? it happened again i TOLD you it would happen again. idiot. you shouldn't have said anything''#and then i hide and cry and lay in bed thinking about how i'm going to die until i suddenly snap out of it and think-#-''wait hang on why should i care. i love being a weirdo on the internet why should i let my anxieties stop me''#and then it happens AGAIN and it's just a viscous cycle at that point #be silly on the internet -> detect slight criticism -> think everyone hates you again -> go back on your bullshit after 3 days of crying #and it makes sense because that exact same pattern happened to me countless times as a child.#be silly in school -> get made fun of for it -> get hated for it -> rinse and repeat until you think everyone is dangerous and they hate yo #if i could put it in a metaphor it would be like me being a little rabbit who thinks everyone is a scary wolf because of their big shadows-#-even though they're all also rabbits and i'm just paying attention to the scariest parts of them because i only know what wolves look like #trauma does fucked up things to your psyche lemmie tell you #social anxiety #anxiety disorder #i'm literally the ''too scared to order food'' stereotype except it's not a stereotype because it's real and every time i look at the 7/11-#-at my campus i go ''hm but what if they hate me for the food i buy there'' even though they're LITERALLY SELLING IT what is WRONG with me #anyway um. social anxiety sucks and i don't mean to not reply ro everyone who talks to me i am sorr y

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astral-catastrophe · 9 months

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#Tomorrow it will have been four years since my grandpa died #I’m always bitchier this time of year. Sorry.#Especially since I can’t spend the day with mom. It was her dad.#She works and dad’s a bitch. She canceled the day off bc weekends are dad’s #Fucking damn it #People always say I’m the mini version of him. Bc of the way I see things. Say things. Walk. Think. act. Look even.#People say I remind them of him but they’re surprised to see the same mental struggles repeated in me

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findstenicht · 5 months

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im like two steps away from having a full-on breakdown over my MA thesis, which is fun considering that i havent even started working on it

#nina.txt #i wanted to have *something* by the end of the year so that i could look for supervisors in january and then start writing in february #but genuinely the only real idea i have would be a methodical/methodological nightmare #and i got nothing else. ive already said everything i wanted to say. im done. i think weve already researched everything.#i could maybe turn this one project im working on into a thesis but were so early days in the project and i cant #just repeat the exact same thing for my thesis so. idk. idk.

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jamy-libations · 8 months

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9.24.23

for the first time in a while, queued a lot of posts today :) i'm always worshipping, but i haven't done something like this in a long time, it feels nice

#maybe i should find the old '10 days' or '30 days' posts and do that too #a lot of them might be repeats because like #i've had the same favorite myth for years #but it'd still be nice #personal?#weather memory

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