May 27, 2023 - Saturday

Busy week - writing exams, grading (lots and lots of) papers, joining countless meetings, all while planning a whole event. My internship project is currently on the backburner because everything else is more urgent, but I’m really looking forward to the end of next week when I finally finish all my work and start summer break! Then I can focus all my attention on art, my 10 billion random ideas, and the Islamic studies classes I signed up for 💗

when i was rewatching the survival show for the anniversary celebrations i noticed how seungmin kept getting comments about how he does his role well in supporting the vocal line and he doesn’t stand out because he doesn’t need to. (and how the main vocal didn’t stand out as a main vocal but anyway..) and we know what seung is like and how seriously he takes things and the responsibilities he is given. i just can’t stop thinking about what it must’ve been like for him to be suddenly told he’s the main vocal now and he has to shine and has to be the vocal foundation for a group that always gets told it’s just rappers and they don’t have strong vocals. him and innie (and honourary vocalracha member lee know) have such moving vocals and i’m so so proud of them and their voices are so healing it’s wonderful to listen to them. i’m getting distracted but yeah i adore kim seungmin so much and he was given such a heavy burden and he grew so fiercely with it and he carries the team on his wide wide shoulders so gracefully and honestly and i love him so much <3

graduated 2 years late but who caares im FREEE i can do wjatever i want. i can do anything. i am going to draw my little characters

Mom's biopsy results came back. It is not cancer

O look it’s my favorite gay people from Batman 🌂♦️

I take it you've been very busy the past few days?

I have, yeah. My offline life has been making it difficult to draw, and when I do draw I've been working on the two posts I want finished by Halloween. So I haven't been able to draw silly little side stuffs. :(

Silly side stuff might be a bit of mood whiplash at the moment though, lol.

But come to think of it, Mangkorn... Some things—it's not that we can't choose; it's just that we don't dare choose.

the utter lack of affection or care amongst my extended family is so bleak and miserable

Ironed out some of the last kinks in the Hail, True Body AU plot last night and today. So now I can safely say that this AU has an established ending planned out and I know exactly how it's all going to get there!

Finally got some good news today!!

I hope that one day my art will connect with people enough to the point they're comfortable enough leaving pictures of cool bugs they found in my inbox

Until that blissful future, I shall continue drawing silly pictures of my own

had an incredible amount of Feelings about the realization that i essentially go to work cosplaying hawkeye pierce every day

(he/him)

i did the alt text for like 2 or 3 of my 2020 mini zines so theyre getting closer and closer to posting

ok but that prema vers of girl logan.. got me simping over someone who literally doesn't exist. anyways here's hoping oscar can fight bc i'm swinging for sure. it's on sight koala boy

i do NOT have any more good prema girl!logan pictures but she is so so adorable! early in the storyboarding process it was rly important for me to fully think out their teenage relationship and i very much used faceapp to get a visual starting point for that~ to me they r just kids who fell in love before they knew what they were doing. i'm gonna include at least one flashback abt them bc it IS important. sorry i just used ur message as a jumping point to talk abt het!loscar MORE everyone feel free to keep reminding me/bullying me to get back to their fic 💖💖💖

Sent in my name for graduation and will go to the bookstore after class to order my cap and gown and I’ve been crying all goddamn morning

not having your own space is tough, i'm sending positivity your way and hope you can go back to what suit you soon <3

thank youu 💖 it really is tough not having a place where i can be alone for longer than like 10 minutes at a time. and because of everything that's happening, i need to be emotionally present for my family too, i can't just do my own thing in the same room. i feel bad even complaining (and i wouldn't complain in front of any of my family) because i'm not the one going through such a hard time right now but i'd be lying if i said this wasn't super stressful for me too. i'm just trying to keep up a happy energy and keep my family level-headed, rational, and thinking about the long-term consequences of their actions because.... my family is not known for that lmaoo sorry to just rant to you cryptically but plans keep falling through with my friends because they're really busy right now too and i can't vent about this over the phone without someone hearing me so i'm just. overwhelmed haha but thank you for listening i appreciate it