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aqqleshiqqing-archive · 8 months

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i hopped on call with my friends today and had a lot of fun hanging out with them 🥺 bee drew a fuckton of shit i have to share them....

kevin's here because milo and i expressed our hype in watching the next spooky month annual episode and ofc kevin my beloved was worth mentioning SHHDDGSHEJEZ i miss him so much I wanna go back to him <3

maroon belongs to bee and clear belongs to nero! they have such wonderful goofies <3

#while i was on call i realized i had a growing fever developing but being with you guys made me feel less dizzy 😭#idk why im getting sick a lot lately kinda worried #but aside from that!!#guys look at bees drawings pls hes so talented i love it!!!!#im actuslly so happy man #yesterday was so exhausting but i got this all for free and im just akskdjjdjddjjss thank you!!!!!!#and you guys ofc are all so goofy ily #fucking explosing at the painted steven drawing RAAAGGGH HES SO HANDSOME #i caj finally see chonky red HSHSHAHDHAHS HES SO HANDSOME WIWIWIWIWIWIW #it was also really fun watching bee draw irl because i really adore her style #YEAH ANYWAYS!!! YOU GUYS MADE ME FEEL BETTER TODAY LOVE U #pokespe parents #~ lovely gifts #bee tag #nero tag #milo tag #<- still mentioning u just cuz <3 #♥️ memoryshipping #♥️ appleshipping #jaide (mangaverse).insert #jaide (gameverse).insert #ill go mention kevin too why not hehe #kevin.crsh

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tatoasting · 2 years

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Seeing gay people in public <3

#its rare but sometimes... sometimes <3 #literally fell in love with this couple instantly. I want to be a part of what you guys have #like. ugh!!!! i dont know if I wanted to be one of them or was just in love but like. god I wish I said more things to them #they also got a thing thats usually really good but this time isnt and I wish I could have magically made better food for them :((#u deserve the world and I've decided this bc youre cool and have that pretty gayboy swag I love so dearly #okay I'm being weird now probably but whatever I have a migraine and feel super fucking weird today so like. deal with me or unfollow idgac #also they recognized the movie I was watching and its like. hm. interesting. i love you. its a don bluth movie btw. yeah. anyway <3 #(this is me realizing I havent fallen in love with a stranger like this in a while and I missed it hehe)

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chelemlem · 4 months

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For the prompts: 5 times Oscar takes care of Lando and 1 time Lando takes care of him Back!

ty anon! hope u don't mind that i combined 2 prompts + made it LOVE ISLAND AU ↓ (why is this 1k)

"Watch your step," their driver says sharply, half a second before Lando's loafers slip on a particularly wet patch of earth climbing out the car.

"Cheers, mate," Lando says, heart thundering. Jesus. Fine way to start off his reality T.V career. Week one and out of the running 'cause he split his head open on some fucking rocks.

Lando extracts his fingers from around the guy's bicep. Huh, not bad. He wasn’t trying to cop a feel, but.

"Anytime."

And he’s back to squinting at something on his digital notebook. Pale and rumpled, he looks out of place in the Majorca sunshine. There's a subtle furrow between his brows, like he’s got a long list of tasks to get through, and Lando’s just the first.

"That was close," George fusses, strategically sliding an arm around Lando's shoulder in a way that both highlights their height difference and show off his delts. One of those posh Cotswold types; harmless enough. Lando'd picked him for his first date because at the end of the day, they wanted the same thing—to win.

"Yeah, scary," Lando blinks up at him. Giggles for the cameras.

Lando's going to quit.

Or like. Sue someone. He stares down at his pre-packaged meal, stomach turning. This was the one thing, the one thing he listed as part of his dietary restrictions, and still—

A shadow falls across his lap.

"Here," the PA from before says. Brown hair, thighs. Oscar?

Lando eyes the unmarked takeaway box hovering in front of him with suspicion. It smells okay. And anything's better than fish.

"Chicken rice," Oscar clarifies, handing him a spoon to match. "Thai okay?"

Oh. Lando gives him a smile, small but genuine. So someone did read the profile they made him write. Who would've thought?

Oscar clears his throat. "If you need anything else, just—I'll be over there."

He hightails it to where Luisa and the other girls are holding court around the firepit, sliding his headset back on as he goes. Nice arse too.

Crew aren't allowed to speak to the islanders, if Max’s rudimentary Reddit trawl is to be believed, but whatever. Lando's not one for rules anyway.

He tucks into his chicken rice and tries to think of other things he needs.

"There's a new bombshell arriving today," Oscar casually lets slip at mic-up. Quietly, under his breath.

The fuck? It's only been forty-eight hours since Nyck got here. Or maybe longer—who the fuck knows with the way time passes in the villa. There's nothing to do but tan and flirt, the sun setting on the same listless, lazy day forever. Forever.

But more importantly—

"They hotter than me?"

Oscar's face does this put-upon little thing before sliding back to neutral. Instead of responding, he winds the mic pack around Lando's waist, bending down to secure it at his hips.

Lando knows how to do it himself by now. Oscar knows Lando knows.

"By a fair bit, I reckon," he says finally, and escapes before Lando can call him a liar.

"Also, you've got a terrible poker face. At least pretend to be touched when he surprises you with breakfast."

"He made me eggs and toast, mate. Not exactly Michelin-star, is it?" Or chicken rice, for that matter.

Oscar sighs. "Next week's vote's going to the public. Just so you know."

Lando's not worried. He's survived this long—longer than Daniel, even, who won fan favourite, week two—so clearly there's something he's doing right.

He sort of wants out, anyway. He misses his phone. God, he misses sex. Everyone talks a big game, but when it actually comes down to it they're fucking, like, shy about doing it in front of the cameras. And the cameras are bleeding everywhere. Lando would know.

The only reprieve, or something like it, is—Oscar.

He's not exactly forthcoming with chatter, but through the power of being cute and annoying, Lando learns a lot about him anyway.

Like how he's a fan of the cricket. And he's got three sisters, none of whom give a fuck about the show. And how apparently being a former cub scout makes him some kind of authority on tying people up.

"Just saying those knots seemed loose, is all."

Lando feels a smirk coming on. "Watching, were you?"

Oscar rolls his eyes. "I review the Hideaway footage to make sure it's fit for broadcast, yes."

"Kinky."

"Good job. Really defended my honour there."

"Fuck off," Oscar says, surprisingly calm for someone with bruises trawling the side of their face.

"Dunno why you thought you could take him. He's got like two stone and six centimetres on you. And Charles heard he's done amateur boxing—"

"Got one decent one in there, at least?"

"Element of surprise, s'all it was."

Lando gives up with the bandages. He has no idea what he's doing—and his hands are shaking too much to be of any real use. Best leave it to medical.

"Oscar," he says, rubbing his eyes. His thumb comes away damp. Christ, this better not end up on telly. "The fuck were you thinking, mate."

Oscar exhales long and hard. His voice is softer when he says: "Sorry. Wasn't really… thinking."

Lando punches his arm lightly—the good one.

"Next time, just. Ask me out normally, alright?"

"They're not firing me," Oscar's voice sounds stunned through the phone, coloured with relief. It's the most emotion Lando's ever heard out of him. Well, second most. "Did you—?"

"My agent said me and Carlos can call it quits two months after the finale," Lando interrupts. It's important, after all.

There's quiet over the line. He can hear Oscar breathing. In out, in out.

"And what did you say?"

Lando leans forward, against the dash of his borrowed McLaren. The one he's being paid to drive around in, posting selfies with wine and roses in the passenger's.

Runner's up is first loser and all that, but. It's still a pretty good deal.

"Told her I'll do two weeks."

#landoscar #ch. fic #love island finalist and tech heir lando norris spotted getting HOT AND HEAVY with SOME GUY #who is this MYSTERY MAN. he is SO UNREMARKABLE #op81 #ln4

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kdvnco · 2 years

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When you call him another members name as a prank

pairings! : heeseung x reader, jay x reader, jake x reader, sunghoon x reader, sunoo x reader, jungwon x reader, niki x reader

genere! : fluff

warnings! : none

LEE HEESEUNG

His head immediatelly jolted up, scanning the room for the mentioned member. His eyes widened, confused at the thought of having his bandmate in his dorm room, while his girlfriend was over. He dosen't find anybody else in the room, so he takes a look at you, only to find you starring right at him. Confused expresion on his face. "Me?" he pointed to himself. "Did you just call me Jake?" he asked when you nodded. "No, i didn't?" you tried hard to keep yourself from smiling. "You literally did?" he raised an eyebrow, scanning your face for an answer. "You have been hanging out with Jake a lot, are you losing interest in me..?" he asked quietly, hurt plastered all over his expression. He got self-conscious thinking about you spending so much time with his member rather than him. Was he funnier? Better looking?

"Heeseung, no." you panicked, not expecting this prank to end up this way. "I really like Jake, but he's like a brother to me. I love you the most." you held his face in your palms, starring right into his eyes. "Yeah, me too. I was just sulking on this for a couple of weeks now." he looked down, avoiding eye contact. "Weeks? Jesus, you could have talk to me about this. If it bothered you that much we have to communicate." you caresed his hair a gave him a peck on the lips. "Also, it was a prank."

[rest utc!]

PARK JONGSONG

"You meant to say jay, right?" he raised an eyebrow, looking up from his phone. "Y-yes. I meant to say jay.." you face palmed yourself just to keep the act up. He put his gaze back on his phone. You thought that was it, and that you can't get more reaction oit of him. Why is he so cool right now, then get angry at the slightest thing?

"Jungwon is cute, but i'm definetely cuter." he pouted. You shot your head in his direction, not expecting him to say anything else. "Aw, you really are cuter Jjongsongie!" you held his cheeks in your hands and babied him. "Then why'd you call me Jungwon?" the way his expression changed so fast made you nervous. "U-um..." you looked away, sensing his firm gaze on you. "Did you forget i'm your boyfriend?" he grabbed your hand and intertwined your fingers with his. "It was a prank, sorry?" you couldn't carry on, you needed time to calm down. "Like i thought." he layed back, pleased with your answer going back on his phone.

SIM JAEYUN

"Heeseung-, i mean Jake, sorry... Could you pass me the water?" you shook your head while softly smiling at him, why did you lowkey feel sorry already? "Nah, it's cool. Here." he handed you the bottle and went back on doing his thing. Wow he's calm.

When you weren't paying attentiom he was actually pouting, and he was jelous. Big time. "You said you'd hang out with who exactly?" he looked at you curiously. "Heeseung. We're going to play some games at his." you smiled getting closer to him. "Can i tag along? I-i'm very bored today." he rubbed the back of his neck. "Or we could stay home and spend some time together instead of Heeseung?" he softly smiled, hoping to see you getting whipped by him, and luckily you did seem to like the idea. You were omly doing it for the prank anyway.

"It was a prank actually." you told him, playing with his fingers. "Really?" he widened his eyes then let out a sigh of relief. "Thank God! I thought you really confused me for Heeseung." you guys did end up cuddling all day.

PARK SUNGHOON

"Hey, Heeseu-, Ja-, Sunoo-, Sunghoon!" he looked at you in disbelief. "What is wrong with you?" you did a bit too much, it's clear, but why is his reaction so funny? "Nah, don't talk to me for the rest of the day." he pushed you away when you tried to get close to him. "Sunghoon babie~" you laughed, not being able to keep yourself composed anymore. "No, don't get close cheater." you rolled your eyes at his word. "And how am i a cheater?" you tilted your head to the side. "Obviously, that means i'm not the one running in your mind. You like someone else!" he burried his fave into the jolt of his elbow, fake crying to make you feel quilty. "It was a prank!" you said in disbelief. How can someone be so childish.

A couple of hours passed. Sunghoon looked he was at peace with you now. At least you thought. "Gaeul~!" he shouted when you were in the kitchen. You stopped what you were doing and slowly made your way to him leaving what you were doing. "Did you just confuse me for your dog?" he definetely gave you your own medicine for way longer.

KIM SUNOO

The disrespect! He let out a huge gasp with a shocked expression, hand on chest not expexting you to call him Niki. "I am Sunoo!" he scolded you with a hand on his hip. "And i am your boyfriend!" he jumped on you, making you carry him. "Geez, Sunno i got it, just get down please. I don't know how much longer till i fall." you tried to keep him up with all your strenght. It didn't help that he kept clinging to you.

"You're not allowed to hang out with him anymore!" he told you, face burried into your neck. "It was a prank!" you fell back, ending up on the couch. "It was a prank, so please get off." you sighed in relief when he got up and sat next to you. "Why would you want to upset me?" he crosses his arms. "If you wanna play pranks, we can do that." he waa sulking for the rest of the day, but by night he calmed down and did end up sleeping with you in his arms.

YANG JUNGWON

He shot his head at you, blinking multiple times. "...yes?" he questioned you, but also replied to you. Why did you call him jay? "Look!" you showed him something on your phone. He looked, no questiones asked. At least not out loud. Was it so easy to confuse him and Jay? But he's your boyfriend, not Jay. Was it because both of their names start with a j?

"Jay-, Jungwon? You good?" again. One time could be an accident, but again? Why did he keep quiet? He should speak up. "Why are you calling me Jay?" he quickly said, feeling embarrassed. Why was he so shy? "Oh i did? Sorry!" you patted his head and went back to your business. That was it? Sorry? "Is there any reason, or...?" he asked, raising an eyebrow. "It was an accident." you smiled at him. "Oh, okay..." he pouted. "Hey, it was actually a prank sorry!" you hugged him not being able to keep up the act. He looked so hurt, lil sweetheart.

NISHIMURA RIKI

"Don't do that." he whined when he heard one of his hyungs name just to see nome of them was here. "I'm niki, not Sunghoon." he pouted and layed back being clearly upset. "It was an accident sorry!" you hwld his shoulder, but he was quick to escape it. "Why would you do that? Do you wanna hang out more? We can meet tomorrow too!" he just wanted you to focus on him, and him only. You were on a home date with him, so you a 100% were focused on him, but why meantion his elder? "No Niki, look i was just thinking of talking to Sunghoon, sorry i didn't mean it in a bad way." he looked genuinely upset. Why is he so serious. "Now my wole day is ruined!" he sighed. "Don't be dramatic!" this time you laughed out loud. Why was he so funny when angry? " I'm not dramatic! It is a problem-" he got cut of by a peck on his lips, shutting him up immediately. "It was a prank, stupid." you ruffled his hair while smiling at him. "It definetely wasn't funny." he had a serious expression on his face. "So you're the only one to play pranks, huh?" "Exactly."

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newtthetranswriter · 10 months

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hii can u write a cuddle session with yuuta?

Summary: Just a lazy day cuddling and watching The Dragon Prince.

Paring: Yuta x gn!Reader

Word Count: 874

A/N: Thank you for requesting this. I love cuddles with Yuta, he’s just so sweet. I couldn’t help but use the dragon prince as the show they watch while cuddling because it’s one of my favorites right now and if you’ve watched you should understand my comparisons, if you haven’t watched it I highly recommend, it has such diversity and has the same feel as Avatar the Last Airbender, plus there are a bunch of easter eggs for atla because one of the creators was also a writer and producer on Avatar. Anyway, enjoy this lovely piece and let me know what you think. MINORS AND AGELESS BLOGS DO NOT INTERACT

Dating Yuta has been a dream come true. He is the sweetest guy I have ever met and it feels like he understands me better than anyone. It’s almost like he can sense when I’m having a bad day because today he suggested that we skip hanging out with our friends to just stay in and watch one of my favorite shows. So, that's exactly what we are doing right now, we’er cuddled up on my bed with a bowl of skittles on my lap watching The Dragon Prince on netflix.

I just really enjoy laying with him and commenting on the little jokes each character makes or judging Viren for being a horrible father. We also like to try and figure out which character reminds us of each other and our friends, that’s the current debate we are having.

“There is no way Toge is Claudia, if anything he’s Zym. Because one, he can’t talk, and two he likes to cause trouble. I don’t think any of our friends are evil enough to be Claudia.” I said completely flabbergasted that he would insinuate that our best friend would be able to do such horrid things to people and animals.

He laughed and said “I wasn’t saying that because I think he’s evil or something, I was saying it because in the first few seasons Claudia is a complete dork, yeah she sucks for doing dark magic but she does dumb stuff as well. Anyway, now that we have Inumaki picked, who would Maki be? I personally think Rayla is an exact copy of her; they would both roll their eyes and slap someone for being an idiot.”

I chuckled at his defense, “I completely agree. Maki is also too stubborn to ask for help when she really needs it. Panda is Ezran, I will not accept any argument, he understands Toge and encourages his dumb behaviors.” I started with no room for argument. “Also you are Soren, don't try to fight it, that's my final decision and I'm sticking to it.”

“W-what how am I Soren?” My boyfriend looked at me obviously confused by my statement. “I’m not disagreeing, I’m just curious why you think that.”

“Well for one you both use swords to fight. But most importantly, you are both extremely kind in spite of the fact you have both been through a lot. Soren spent years being gaslite by his father into doing horrible things, and when he tried to make his sister see it she also tried to gaslight him. Once he finally realized his family was doing horrible things he made the hard choice to leave them and change for the better. Now I’m not saying you have the same past but I know you struggled and suffered for a while. Having Rika lash out everytime something even came close to threatening you and not understanding it had to have been difficult, but instead of giving up, you decided to keep fighting and try and make it so no one else has to go through what you did.” I pointed out the major similarities between the two swordsmen. “Also I think you are both adorable.”

He just watched amazed by my reasoning, thinking I was just gonna say it was because they both use swords and are dorks, but no it was like I had thought about this alot. “I-i- Wow, you’ve thought about that a lot haven’t you?” he asked with a light blush.

I smiled up at him. “ Yeah I have, you have been through a lot and I'm proud of you for it. Now the most important question, what character am I?” I asked, trying to see his brain work.

“Oh definitely Bait.” He said confidently as I looked at him in shock.

“Excuse me, I just gave a college dissertation level speech on why I think you are a handsome swordsman, and all I get is a toad.” I said sitting up and turning to fully face him.

“Well yeah you are both adorable when you’re grumpy, both love shiny things, and you have a massive sweet tooth.” He said, defending his choice, reaching to try and pull back to lay with him. I begrudgingly layed back down resting my head on his chest, I felt his arm wrap around my shoulders as he placed a kiss to the top of my head. “Now shush, one of your favorite moments is coming up.”

I just nodded and snuggled closer to his side as I turned to watch as general Amya accidentally ruined her own engagement. I always find it funny, like yeah I get wanting to propose in a flashy way but seriously. Amya is a high ranked general who doesn't seem like someone who enjoys random surprises, what else would you expect to happen ambushing her with what look like flaming whips. I chuckled at the scene before closing my eyes, just enjoying the time I get to spend cuddling Yuta. I whispered a quiet “I Love you” as I drifted off to sleep.

Right as I let sleep take over, I heard Yuta respond with his “I love you too” before we both feel asleep to the sounds of dragons, elves, and magic.

#jjk x reader #jujustsu kaisen x reader #jujutsu kaisen #yuta okkotsu x reader #x reader #fluff #jujutsu yuta #yuta okkotsu

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stellas-starry-stove13 · 3 days

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hello! this is my first order so it may be incorrect (sorry if it is!), but may I get pancakes with milk chocolate, black coffee, a frappuccino, and whole wheat bread? (more context: reader is suicidal and on akito's way home from a concert he finds them and talks them away from killing themselves?)

sorry if this is incorrect! if it is, please tell me what I did wrong for the future!

♥︎ • A Reason to Live • ♥︎ Akito x fem! reader

Dish: Pancake

Drink: Frappuccino (strangers to lovers)

Side: Whole wheat bread (depressed reader)

Ingredients: Milk chocolate (hurt/comfort), TW: Black coffee (mentions of suicide and suicidal thoughts!) Scroll past this now if you are uncomfortable with this! ⚠⚠

Notifying: @akitosheart, @hpd--ena, a pancake has been made!

C/N: II think i kinda screwed up fsr i was thinking milk chocolate was still romance and not hurt/comfort- IM SORRY I SHOULD KNOW MY OWN MENU- ALSO I ACCIDENTLY SHEDULED THIS AN HOUR LATER THAN IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE- anyway, Hi anon! Just wanna say, if you, or anyone who's reading this is dealing with black coffee, dont do it! Killing yourself wont make things better, but worse! Not just for you, but for the people who love you! And dont ever say no one loves you, because Jesus loves you! Everyone is equal it worth, no matter how many mistakes we may have made! And guess what? There's light at the end of the tunnel! Alsp thanks for requesting :p btw i was super motivated to write this after seeing all the order syou guys gave me today so it might be higher quality. I mean like FIVE ORDERS IN ONE DAY??? SRSLY??? OMG ILYG SO MUCH😭😭😭

As my feet form a light tapping sound by hitting the concrete, my mind wanders across my brain before I hear a sorrowful sigh in the distance.

My curiosity piqued, I raise my head from my phone as I spot a dejected girl standing under a big maple tree, its leaves casting a shadow on her face.

My first thought is to go back to scrolling mindlessly on my phone, but another thought tells me to approach the lonely girl for some unknown reason.

Standing awkwardly in my spot, I ponder on a decision, when I see a shiny pocket knife being drawn from the girl's pocket by no one else but herself.

Suddenly, my stomach churns, and an immediate frown tugs on my lips as I hastily approach the female.

My feet only quicken the moment I watch her raise the knife to her throat.

“H-Hey.. Excuse me.”

I watch as the girl glances at me, her eyes dull and lifeless like that of a dead person's. Someone who's given up on life..

“U-Um... Could I see that knife for a second?”

“...”

She hands me the knife, uncaring of what I was going to do with such a sharp object being held tightly in my hand.

I take the knife away from her gently, making sure it's nowhere near any part of her in fear of hurting her.

Taking a deep breath, I finally muster up the courage to address her previous actions.

“Hey, um... People love you, yknow?”

I stand there awkwardly as I watch her deadpan expression change not even in the slightest at my words.

“... What?”

“So don't kill yourself.. Um... I'm sorry if you are going through things that make you want to end your life... But... But it all stops now. If you need a friend, I'll be your friend, okay?”

Gosh I hope she actually was trying to end her life or I'd be making of fool out of myself thinking she was. Wait no, I shouldn't say that. It's better for me to make a fool out my self then for her to try to end her life—

“Are you serious?”

“... Huh? Serious about what? ..... Oh yeah, I'll be your friend if you need me to. It.. Uhh makes me sad to see people so depressed to such an extent is... Sad.”

“So you just wanna be my friend because you pity me.”

“N-No... Not pity... Sympathy.”

“Why would you sympathize for me?”

“Because.. It sad that people feel so bad that they want to end their own lives. I.... I want to prevent that from happening.”

Hesitantly, I place a hand on her shoulder and offer her a awkward but friendly smile.

“I know it seems weird since I'm just a stranger... But I.. Can't just watch someone about to kill themself and do nothing. So.. What do ya say? Wanna be my friend? You don't have anything to lose, right?”

“......”

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A few months later..

“Hey, you called?”

“Yeah.”

....

“So what did you call for?”

“I wanted to tell you something.”

“Okay.”

“... I like you.”

“.... ?!”

I blink in shock, the phone almost falling to its doom before I manage to catch it.

“You... What?”

“Do you like me back?”

“I-I....”

“If you don't answer within ten seconds I'm hanging up.”

“W-Wait! I-I like you too!”

“.... You do?”

“..... Yeah.”

Silence roams through our ears before a sound catches my attention. The small, tiny sound of the corners of her mouth slightly going upwards.

#project sekai x reader #` • . ° your dish has been served! ° . • `#project sekai akito shinonome #akito shinonome x reader #akito shinonome #shinonome akito #akito x reader #suicidal comfort

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teddybeartoji · 2 months

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MICKEYYY i’m sneaking out of my blanket fort… leaving a treat and some flowers on ur bed (ominously)……. 🥞🌻🌷🌹🛌 i hope ur day is going super nicely !! :33 IT’S TECHNICALLY SPRING HOW R WE FEELING it’s still gray n sludgy here :((( but i hope it’s better where u are !!!

anyway anyway i just wanted to check in w u BUT i also wanted to ask….. what hq ep are u on + who r ur faves so far ?? 👀👀 idk if u’ve met noya and asahi yet but i love them sm they’re my pookies. IT’S SUCH A FEEL-GOOD SHOW ISN’T IT it makes me smile sm too !! T—T

ily mickey i’m crawling back into the blanket fort (sneakily) (ominously)….. tell armin i love him <3

ARIIIIII MY LITTLE IRIS<33333333 i love me some ominous flowers mwahahahaha thank you they're so beautiful!!!!! IT'S VERY MUCH SPRING HERE TODAY!!!! idk how long that's gonna last but today is super super good!!! it's sunny and it's not too cold either wahhhhh i'm automatically feeling so fresh n hyped lmao I'M GONNA SEND SOME OF THE SUN TO YOU THOUGH I'LL CUT IT IN HALF AND YOU'LL GET THE BIGGER SIDE I PROMISE!!!!!

here's the guy!!!! we just went outside we both wanted to feel the sun<333333 i wanted to go to the park but uhhhh my period kinda has me in lockdown though💀💀💀 fuck that bitch but even that little piece of sun made me feel so much better already🌻🌻🌻🌻

HQQQQQQQQQ I LOVE IT SOOOOO MUCH!!!!! i'm currently on season2 ep 12!!!!! I DON'T THINK I CAN PICK A FAVOURITE THOUGHHHHHH LIKE I LOVE THEM ALL THEY'RE ALL A BUNCH OF CUTIES ok maybe hinata is my favourite................ HOW COULD HE NOT BEEEEEEEEE HE'S A LITTLE RAY OF SUNSHINEE I NEED TO PUT HIM IN MY POCKET he gets so excited over everything and ahhhh he just means the world to me.....

i was gonna make fun of his height the other day bc he really is super tiny next to all of the other players but that was until he said that he's 163cm and................................................................................. i can't really make fun of him if we're LITERALLY the same height now can i.....💀

pls i almost cried already too...... the eps with tsukishima and his brother:((((((((((((((( when he saw that he wasn't even on the court:(((( yeah that got me a little bit but i'm so happy that he's more comfortable on the team now and that he's enjoying it!!!!!!!! i love him.

kuroo is so funny too............. hehehhehehe gojo has transformed into a high schooler....................................... pls the scene where tsukki asks him why is he even giving them advice when they're techically rivals and he just goes "well, i've just always been a really nice person" as the lighting is making him seem like some angel ahsghghasghaghah so silly i loved it a lot

WAITT BUT I ALSO LOVE NOYA AND ASAHI AAAAAAAAAAAA i've never loved the whole cast of a show this is kinda crazy. everybody being so afraid of asahi just bc of his size is so funny poor guy lmao ALSO bc you know i'm on my voice actor bs did u know that asahi's va is the guy who also voices kunikida??????????????????? SO COOL

OHHHHH ANDD WHEN HINATA AND KAGEYAMA FINALLY GOT THAT FAST ATTACK RIGHT???????????? AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA THAT WAS SOOOOO CUTE I LOVE HOW EXCITED THEY ALL GET WHEN THEY GET A POINT and i love how much they all praise each other all around????? "nice receive" and "don't worry about it" and "we got the next one"????????????????? wahhhh it really is a feel good show my cheeks hurt from watching it

i think i have an extra soft spot for sugawara too!!!!! he deserves his own little mention he's a sweetheart

THIS GOT SO LONG AGAIN WHEWW BUT I REALLY AM ENJOYING IT I LOVE THEM ALLL SO SO SO MUCH they all deserve a good hair ruffle (coach ukai is getting a cheek kiss he's so fine) WAIT ALSO I LOVE THE GIRLS!!! THE MANAGERS!!!!! THEY'RE SO SWEET OH AND TAKEDA TOOO FUCKKK I JUST LOVE EVERYBODY OKAY<333

too much love i might die ari please hold me..... cue very dramatic sigh.... IS YOUR BLANKET FORT COMFY DO YOU WANT ME TO MAKE IT BIGGER? BETTER? DO YOU WANT MORE SNACKS? TEA? COFFEE? MORE PILLOWS MORE BLANKETS????????? I NEED TO MAKE SURE YOU'RE FEELING GOOD THIS IS A MUST!!!! YOU'RE MY NR.1 PRIORITY!!!!!!! anyway i hope the sun will come out soon for you too i'm making the call rn I LOVE YOUUUU<333333

#unbelievable i didn't mention oikawa :OOOOOOO #he's in my head though..................#i miss him i haven't seen him in..............#a few episodes..................#where is my dipshit pretty boy i need him back #WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHLOVE U ARIII #I HOPE YOUR DAY IS GOING SO WELL!!!!!#I HOPE YOU SLEPT WELL TOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#MWAH MWAH MWAH #ari <3 #friends!!

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mew-ya · 3 months

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So I don’t usually handle this particular day very well, and I’m not gonna get into why, but we’ll say I usually just ignore it and let it go by.

But today I find myself musing about Quill and Maren - not as a couple, but as two people on a double date with Marco and Katakuri.

And Marco and Kata are stuck “suffering” as Quill and Maren are both locked in some kind of contest for who is dating the “better” guy. They’re not being rude toward anyone (there’s no putting down going on, we’re all getting along), but it’s a lot “oh yeah? [my man] did something even (cooler/sweeter/smoother).” Going on xD

Marco and Kata just completely embarrassed but I feel like Maren and Quill are really just using it as cover to boast about their loves to anyone else within ear shot. And woe be to anyone who bad mouths Marco or Katakuri, they’d both be on said offender like the little rat gremlins they can totally be.

(Woe unto anyone who bad mouths Quill or Maren, I can’t imagine surviving that “I’m smiling because I’m furious” mood from Marco or Katakuri.)

Anyway, you did this to me and I just wanted to share and thank you for it.

omg QUIN I'm having violent cute aggression, this is absolutely adorable! thank you so much for sharing and I'm happy you could have something fun to think about instead of having to avoid it!

this dynamic is so funny and Maren would haha. he doesn't prescribe to the "perfect" katakuri at all but in a way has a whole other "perfect" view of katakuri that includes his imperfections. he thinks so, so highly of him, honestly repeatedly insulting katakuri is like the only way to make him angry. he's the most chill dude otherwise, but this is a topic he cannot let go. katakuri is the sun he wants to orbit around. and kata is just embarassed by that but he's also used to it.

this works on so many levels with what I already have for Maren and Marco too, I have this vision that Maren is a bit. mmm. competitive?? with Marco? like Maren is basically a younger brother and their personalities are actually quite similar in ways, but therein lies a problem. I think they grate on each other a bit in the way that siblings do. so I think it makes total sense he'd be that way with Marco's partner too if she had the right personality haha.

and gosh, i love the image of "I'm smiling because I'm furious" haha, katakuri with a creepy smile after he's used jelly beans to knock out 3 people who said something bad about Maren 2 seconds into the future. acts like nothing even happened and Maren just like "I TOLD YOU TO STOP DOING THAT" dlfkghdfg.

thank u for sharing again!! this made me happy :D

#quinloki #katamaren #quill #marco

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comfortjoonie · 1 year

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Hi I don't know if you are comfortable writing this, and it is completely understandable if you don't. I had a request and was wondering if u could write a story about RM and that he is feeling insecure about his looks and weight so he starts dieting and its starts getting bad to the point he ends up passing out but the members help him get better.

Thanks for the request anon! I am totally comfortable writing this! I hope you like it:

Tw// disordered eating, body shaming

DISCLAIMER:: In this story I talk from Namjoon’s perspective. I do not believe the things I wrote, I’m writing what he is thinking. The things he think in the story, I don’t believe and neither does he. Just putting that out there. Anyways..

Namjoon blinks his eyes and squints back at the comments. It’s 2am and his vision is getting blurry. But he needs to keep reading, he can’t stop.

Army_jhope188: Yeah, RM on the left. He’s definitely fat these days.

Bts_fan_1219: He totally has a double chin. No one in the fandom really likes him even before he was fat.

Rmcity: Don’t say it, the fandom loves him and he’s not fat, he just gained muscle.

Suga_fan_bt21: He’s not muscular. He’s a fatass.

Jungkookswife321: I heard he had anorexia a while back, maybe you shouldn’t say stuff like that.

Bts_fan_1219: It’s not working, I think everyone hopes he gets it again so he can stop messing up the visuals of the whole group with his weight.

Namjoon put his head in his hands and closed the laptop. It was true. He knew it was true. He’d gained weight. But he had never thought of himself as fat until he saw the comments. And they were right, he could feel it. Guilt washed him hard as he realized that he was throwing off the group with his weight. They had a dance practice soon. Cameras were going to be on them. He had two weeks, and he couldn’t let the fans down.

Namjoon decided to start tomorrow. Quickly, quietly, he went to the kitchen to grab a bowl of rice – his last meal for the next two weeks. He sat on the dining chair and ate it, but he felt so guilty that he couldn’t get past three bites. He was literally weighing the group down. He needed to stop eating, completely.

He went to bed and rested fitfully, plagued by memories of the comments he’d seen. When he woke up, he was already hungry. It was 10am, and dance practice started in 30 minutes. He heard the bustling of the other members in the kitchen, and he pulled on his clothes and went to the kitchen.

“Good morning, Namjoonie-hyung,” Jimin said, smiling, and Namjoon smiled back. He felt his stomach growl uncomfortably. He always ate before 10am. It felt weird.

“Good morning, Jimin,” Namjoon said.

“Joonie, sit down. You need to eat before practice today,” Jin said, pointing to a chair.

“I’m not really hungry, hyung. I just woke up,” Namjoon shrugged.

“Just promise me you’ll eat after practice, right?” Jin asked, and Namjoon smiled and nodded.

—--

When practice was over, Namjoon was still hungry. He resolved to chugging water, which made him feel full, but he was still shaking. He sat for the rest of the day in his room, scrolling through comments. He needed the motivation.

Btsarmy_jimin: I guarantee you he’ll come for the next comeback looking like a total pig.

Taehyungsluv: He already does, we know.

Alicia_robinson: Lol, I know right? If he doesn’t come back skinnier I’m unstanning.

Jin_forever: Seriously? You guys are so gross.

Namjoon sighed and rubbed his eyes. He needed sleep. If he didn’t have food, he definitely needed sleep.

—--

The next day went the same. He felt hungry, but he went to dance practice anyways. He felt weak and shaky, but he could push through. When he woke up the third day, he was shaking. His body ached. But he still went to dance practice. He could already see that he was starting to lose weight. Every night, he looked at the comments. It was different than before. It didn’t make him feel sad and overwhelmed with guilt. It made him excited – this was his motivation. He was going to be skinny again. He was going to make ARMY happy again.

—--

The sixth day, Namjoon was barely functioning. He was shaking so badly that he could barely walk, and between every break in choreography, he was gasping so hard for air that the staff brought in an oxygen mask for him. He insisted he was just out of shape and had a cold, and it seemed that everyone believed him.

He woke up in a cold sweat. He felt nauseous, and instead of the ache he’d gotten used to over the past days, a sharp, striking pain hit his stomach. He knew it was hunger pangs, he just had no idea why it took so long to start. But it was so painful that when he tried to move he cried out in pain and Hoseok came rushing into his room.

“Joonie, what’s wrong?” Hoseok asked, kneeling beside Namjoon’s bed.

“I don’t feel good, hyung…” Namjoon moaned.

“Have you eaten since yesterday’s lunch?”

“Yes,” Namjoon lied.

“You look really bad, Joonah. I think you should stay home today. I’ll stay with you, ok?”

“No, it’s fine, y-you should go,” Namjoon said softly. Hoseok pressed his lips together.

“Call me if you need anything, ok?” Hoseok said, and Namjoon nodded. He was too exhausted to say anything else.

Namjoon heard Hoseok and the others leave. He tried to sleep, but the pain was too intense for it. He wasn’t sure how long it was before the nausea made him feel like he was about to vomit. He knew he wasn’t going to – there was nothing – but he felt so sick. He needed water. He was dizzy and disoriented as he reached for his phone and whispered “call Jung Hoseok” into the search bar.

The phone rang for a full minute, then stopped. Hoseok didn’t answer. Namjoon nearly cried. He needed his hyung. He called again, and this time Hoseok answered.

“Namjoonie?”

“Hobi-hyung.” Namjoon’s voice was weak and raspy.

“What’s wrong Joonie?”

“...I’m so thirsty.”

Hoseok paused. “Do you need me to get water for you?”

“Yes,” Namjoon whispered.

“I’ll be right there, Joon. Ten minutes, ok?”

Namjoon hung up the phone. He wasn’t sure if he could wait ten minutes. He hadn’t drank water in a full day, and he hadn’t eaten in six. He closed his eyes again.

When he opened his eyes, Hoseok was there with a glass of water. He blinked. No, everyone was there.

“You really look awful, Namjoonie,” Hoseok whispered. “Why don’t you sit up so you can drink?”

Namjoon weakly pulled himself up. Hoseok tilted the water to his lips, and Namjoon tried to drink, but he was shaking so hard and was so dizzy. Suddenly, he felt his body go limp and the next thing he knew he had passed out.

Jungkook barely caught Namjoon before his head hit the floor. Everyone gasped as they saw Namjoon unconscious. His body was completely slumped into Jungkook’s arms. All they could do was wait for him to wake up.

Namjoon jolted in Jungkook’s arms and the younger helped lift his head up.

“It’s ok, Namjoonie. What happened?” Yoongi asked.

“We should take him to a hospital,” Jimin said, but Yoongi shook his head.

“Are you sick?”

Namjoon suddenly broke down crying. “What’s wrong, honey?” Seokjin asked, petting Namjoon’s hair as his dongsaeng put his head in his hands.

“I h-haven’t eaten,” Namjoon sobbed. “In six d-days, I just wanted t-to be sk–inny again.”

Seokjin’s heart broke. “What do you mean, Joonie?”

“E-everyone thinks I’m fat. All of th-the fans think I’m fat…I just w-wanted to be handsome for them,” Namjoon cried, shaking so hard that Jungkook had to hold him steady.

“No, Namjoonie-hyung, you’re beautiful,” Taehyung said. Namjoon shook his head and sobbed. “Yes, you are. You’re the most handsome man in the world. It doesn’t matter what people say.”

“B-but I am fat,” Namjoon sniffed, and Yoongi wiped his tears.

“You’re not fat at all. You’ve just gained muscle. And that’s a good thing, Joonie, you love working out. You should do things that make you happy.”

“I’m making all y-you guys look bad…”

“You make us look better, Joonie,” Hoseok said. “You’re not fat at all. You’re perfect. Come here.” Hoseok brought Namjoon’s head to his chest, feeling the younger’s tears land on his shirt. “You’re perfect. You’re perfect,” He said again.

Yoongi reached over to rub Namjoon’s back. “You should eat, Joonie. You’re so pale. How about some rice?”

Namjoon shook his head furiously. “N-no, I need–”

“You need to let us take care of you. You need to eat, Joonie,” Yoongi said gently. “OK?”

There was a pause before Namjoon answered.

“O-OK…”

Yoongi smiled. “I’ll go make some rice for you. You’ll feel better in no time.”

#namjoon #namjoon fluff #cared!namjoon #caretaker!hoseok #caretaker!taehyung #caretaker!yoongi #caretaker!jungkook #caretaker!jimin #caretaker!seokjin #fluff #bts fanfiction #bts fluff #namjoon fanfiction #sick!namjoon #angst #bts angst #namjoon angst

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itsjaywalkers · 6 days

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Lauriee!! Anon here who asked you about the advice on getting my fic out there haha

First of all I'm so sorry you had a shitty day, thankfully it passed so I hope today is better for you! And thank you so so so much for responding! I appreciate you taking your time to answer my questions and validating my fear haha

I'm still very scared to post it, but you made me feel so much more lighter to, so I'm gonna do it after I have read it and analyzed it probably for 33003 time you know just to make sure haha

I can't thank you enough, I didn't expect you writing me an essay, like I knew you were sweet but that sweet??? Any tips for that? Also I'm anon who told you that if you were a character you would be Pandora and here you are proving my point!

Anyways, I'll post it! And i do hope you see it, but it's very unlikely, but if you doo see it by any chance, I'll make sure to pop on here and tell you so!

Thank youu Lauriee, sending you so much love and joy and hugs and kisses!!!!<333

DARLING I JUST GOT UR OTHER ASK BUT I WANTED TO ANSWER THIS ONE FIRST <3

yesterday was a bit better (my best friend + my sister came to pick me up after work and we went home together) but today was Awful again.. the ice cream machine exploded and me and my manager spent 2 hours cleaning everything, we got a 42 ppl booking out of fucking nowhere and another one of 16 ppl?? at the same time?? i was at my limit, it was so bad that they let me sit down during the last hour of my shift, they kept feeding me red bulls and the chefs made me a pizza. remember that this is also my eighth day in a row

BUT ANYWAY no need to thank me at all babe <3 i'm always more than happy to help!! and it brings me so much joy to hear that my answer actually made u feel better about the whole thing. i get u on the overanalysing part, i reread everything i write before i post it at least a dozen times. until words barely look like words anymore

IM REALLY NOT THAT SWEET U GUYS ARE JUST TOO KIND TO ME and stopppp the fact that u were also the person that told me i give pandora vibes.. i cherish u even more now nonnie, u have my whole heart

IM SO PROUD OF U look at u go!! hell yeah!! manifesting that it'll end up in my dash somehow!! i'm sure it's Beautiful <333

sending u a hundred kisses MWAHHHH

#asks #anons

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fiapartridge · 10 months

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Daisy wakes up in a horrible mood, and Will sends her messages periodically just to check in on her

omg yes if will's away and can't physically be with her, he'll be sending messages throughout the day to make sure she's okay

will: rise and shine, baby!!!!!!

daisy: morning

will: you okay???

daisy: no, the coffee machine is broken. and i have an 8 am class today and then i have ballet practice later and drew is making me help him study for his history of sports class because he said i "owe him one" for the time i bailed on getting ice cream with him. so no. i'm not ok.

will: wish i was there, i could've beaten fortescue's ass for you :(

daisy: eh, i could do that on my own

will: 100%

daisy's typing...

will: sorry, my mom is going batshit because my sister lost her lv bag. i'll text you after (tell u if my sister made it out alive lol). i love you, baby ❤️

daisy: i love you! tell grace i wish her luck

will: and me???

daisy: she's not mad at u stupid and plus i like gracie more than u 😇

will: i hate you

daisy: i love you

will: gotta go before the screaming starts i'll text you later, pretty girl

will: i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you

-> 1 hour later

will: hi, baby grace made it out alive sadly :(

will: hope your 8 am wasn't too terrible. you know i hate that old woman's voice she sounds like my great aunt. you know the one with the nasaly voice she really needs to get that thing checked up

will: anyway i love you hope you're okay

daisy: wait my professor??? LOL she's so sweet don't bully her

daisy: and i'm okay. thank u for checking in my love

will: always, baby

-> 30 minutes later

will: hope you didn't kill drew

daisy: will she has me trapped help help help she's gonna kill me SOSOSOSOSOSOS call 911!!!

will: drew give the phone back to daisy and stop harassing her

daisy: hey, i'm not harassing her

will: so how'd you get her phone

daisy: definitely not by jumping her

daisy: he jumped me. that bitch fucking jumped me

will: LMAO DONT KILL HIM WE HAVE A GAME IN 2 DAYS

daisy: don't worry i wont hurt your precious dman

will: thank you love

daisy: but i didn't promise a quick death - he wouldn't feel it... so technically i'm not hurting him???

will: okay i'll help you hide the body when i come back i think there's space in the freezer he's a tiny guy

daisy: he's taller than u willy

will: okay but he's lanky if he gets chopped up those bits and pieces are smalllll

daisy: shit ur right

daisy: you guys are fucking lunatics YOURE GONNA KILL ME AND CHOP ME UP AND PUT ME IN THE FREEZER HUH???

will: stop jumping daisy

daisy: you guys need to stop watching crime docs together

will: yeah yeah give daisy back to me, farts

daisy: forts**** autocorrect i assume

will: nope shit stinks

daisy: hi i missed you

daisy: drew threw my textbook down the stairs and made a run for with my phone so 😀 not much studying

will: i'm coming back today & i'm ready to beat his ass ❤️

daisy: love you gotta go before he starts swinging on me

will: i love you more like a million times more like you're going to get sick of me soon that's how much i love you dais

daisy: not possible <3

-> later in the day - after dinner time

will: how was ballet practice misty

will: hope drew didn't sustain any major injuries

will: also hope your day got better

will: i wish i was there. i miss you so much. all i want to do is kiss you sweet girl

daisy: i love you so much

daisy: practice was good, started the swan lake dance choreo which was so fun but so exhausting my eyes are literally struggling to stay open

daisy: ur almost home and u can come straight to my arms

daisy: i'm sleeping in ur room tonight because drew wanted to cram in some actual studying. he's really worried about his midterm

will: coach says if he doesn't pass the class he can't play against harvard on tuesday

daisy: ouch. i think he'll do fine he's just scared. he knows everything it's just the anxiety that's eating him up

will: hows yours today

daisy: my what

will: anxiety. are you okay? do you need anything? i'm on my way back i can grab you those chips you really like

daisy: i'm okay, my love. your texts kept me from going crazy today haha

daisy: i can't wait to see you. don't wake me when u get home tn. i just wanna be happy to see you in the morning

will: i love you, sweet girl. almost there

daisy: see you in the morning ❤️ i love you

#perreault!sister x will smith

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sweetfawnsposts · 3 months

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Affectionate caring ken x reader

HELLO!!! I’m posting on this account since my other one is outdated and old. Fresh starts are always fun on the internet! Especially when you get banned (T⌓T)

Anyways enough about me! More about this silly fanfic one shot! This is a one shot of ken from the popular Barbie movie that released last year! Oh dear! I remember playing with Barbie’s a lot! I had a dream house and everything! This one shot contains lovey dovey things, kisses, cuddles! No nsfw i promise! Just read this and find out for yourself!

Enjoy this one shot!!

(your name is y/n l/n, you are a very sweet person! You’re like the other Barbies! Today, you weren’t feeling well.

You had a fever, a high fever, stereotypical Barbie called you for some fun at the pool. You couldn’t get up.)

(Barbie) Hello y/n! What’s up?

(y/n) mh.. not feeling very well..

(Barbie) oh no!! what’s the matter??

(y/n) My head hurts so badly.. I feel all warm and I’ve been sneezing and I have a sore throat..

(Barbie) oh no.. I hope you feel better y/n! Don’t forget to take lots of medicine! Me and the other Barbies won’t forget about you! I’ll talk to you later!

(y/n) thank you barbie, bye..

(You then heard a knock on the door, you went to open the door. It was ken, he seemed extremely sad.)

(Ken) Hey y/n!

(y/n) oh h-hey! What’re you doing here?

(You and ken went upstairs and he sat down on your bed. You laid down since your head was hurting.)

(Ken) are you feeling okay?

(Ken touched your cheek and your forehead)

(y/n) I feel awful…

(Ken) oh y/n…

(Ken has a big giant spot for you in his heart, since Barbie doesn’t like him, he’s always had a little crush on you. You just didn’t notice. You were like Barbie too. But you wouldn’t put down a sweet man like him.)

(Ken) I’ll be close to you y/n.. Don’t worry..

(y/n) Thanks ken.. do you want me to put the blanket on you too?

(Ken) yes y/n.. yes please~

(Ken wasn’t always good when it comes to flirting, but he had so much love to his voice. He was like a dog begging for its owners attention.)

(Ken) y/n..?

(y/n) y-yeah?..

(Your hearts were beating, ken was hugging you from behind. His heart was beating so fast.)

(Ken) You’re so warm..

(y/n) woah.. thanks ken.. I’m really enjoying this right now..

(Ken) I love you so much y/n.. you’re so pretty and I really wanna date you. Will you let me date you y/n?..

(y/n) I love you too ken…

(Ken) can we kiss now? Like in the movies?..

(Ken wasn’t experienced with kissing)

(y/n) I’m sick ken, I’ll give you a small one on the cheek. I’ll make it long.

(You kissed his cheek softly, when you pulled away softly. He was literally red, like he never experienced this before)

(Ken) thank you y/n.. i love you..

(y/n) Your welcome ken.. let’s get some rest.. goodnight~

(Ken) goodnight~

(Oh and then u guys both cuddle and nuzzle into each others warmth!)

Sorry if this sucks, I haven’t made fanfiction in a long time! Next one is gonna be a macaulay culkin fanfic! It’s also gonna be a one shot and I’ll make it a bit long! Bye for now

#ken #barbie movie #kenfrombarbie #kenxreader #kenfrombarbiexreader #ryangoslingxreader #Barbie

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abigail · 5 months

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in regards to the postman thing i would say absolutely trust your gut. just reading that made me feel very uneasy. it may be a good idea to file a complaint or something? if he oversteps or does anything else weird it could help to have some kind of paper trail, just in case the situation escalates. in the end it may be nothing but i think it's always better to be safe than sorry. at the very least i would say just trust yourself and don't share any personal info even if he keeps asking. wishing you the best and stay safe! <3

yeah I thought on it more while at work today (and read the comments some mutuals left on the post - I read them while on shift and haven’t had a chance to reply but I agree with what was said !! thank u guys I love u lots !!!) and I for am going to trust my gut with it like.. since he called me by nickname it felt weird and he’s only gotten more uhh.. weird I guess.. (also I wanna note you guys can call me abi or whatever like .. it’s literally in my carrd lol but with this random man just assuming to call me by a nickname when idk him and he knows nothing about me… felt weird.. anyway !!)

I’m not sure if I’m able to file a complaint tbh .. as in, I don’t even know HIS name for one and if I was to do it I’m not sure if it would even do anything.. like for example whenever I’ve worked somewhere and has to file a complaint for similar stuff, barely anything has happened (as sad as that is).. and because he obviously knows where I live and now knows my bus stop/time I get the bus/direction I’m going etc I’m kind of anxious for if I was to do something about it he would… react in a way I’d rather he didn’t.. if you get me lol

but yeah I’m not gonna tell him anything personal !! I haven’t really told him anything anyway but yeah I’m gonna try to keep any future conversation as small and dull and whatnot as possible.. and I’m hoping he will see how uninterested I am and calm down, if not then maybe in the new year I’ll figure out a way to report him

thank you (and beloved mutuals who commented on the post) for saying all of this though and letting me know your thoughts and such !! I’m glad I’m not being silly about it and other people agree it’s odd behaviour and something to make a note of.. truly thank you for reading my post and messaging me ♡ sending big hugs !!!

#I think I only have .. 3 expected parcels coming now for this month and #two of them should come at the same time so hopefully should be ok with not seeing him much #and I think I’m gonna get the earlier bus tomorrow/rest of the week just to be safe lol #i

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thisdreamplace · 2 years

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How would you advice to let go of people (a romantic interest)? I decided today that I am defeated in a situation and I really have to move on but it hurts and I don't like the pain that I'm feeling🥺. The guy I like is dating someone else. I don't want to cling to someone I can't be with, it wouldn't be fair to do so. I know I need to move on and continue with my life and put myself first, but I'm kind of scared that I will never find someone better than this person, he was a dream for me and I probably got my hopes too high while also thinking I was not going to get him (in other words, I put him on a pedestal). I am actually happy for him, his girlfriend is really pretty and it seems like she loves him, and I know he's a wonderful person and will make her happy, so yeah I'm very very happy for both of them. Romance has always been beautiful for me to watch, so I'm lowkey shipping them and rooting for them. I think that what hurts me the most is that I also wish I had someone to love me like that, eeeew but yeah. Putting this into words just made me realize that I feel lonely and uncapable of feeling loved by another person 😢 anyways if you read all of this, thank you. I needed a friend. If I go with this story to one of my friends they would probably think I'm overreacting about some guy again 💀

:( 🫂 hugs lol <3

just bc like. thats a hard feeling. and i think it says a lot that you want to let go rn, instead of holding on for the hell of it (“well the law says i CAN so I WILL” type lol)

its definitely difficult sometimes because the desire feels so outside of ourselves, yk ? that idea of “when that person comes to me THEN i can finally feel loved !” and it makes sense to the human experience because we lived by that rule, that our feelings are results of what life gives to us. the difficult thing is realizing our feelings are our own, n life doesnt decide them. no one gets to decide but us.

i think its wonderful that by the end of the message, you realized how you really feel. how you feel lonely and unloveable. well there you go, there is your quest. to let everything else go, to stop believing someone else has the responsibility of making you feel some type of way. and choosing that feeling on your own, as a choice. as a moment by moment choice. let go of him day by day, little by little. knowing that you, and how you feel about yourself and your life, is much more important than painfully holding onto something/someone.

i hope this helps 💕 i’m glad u were able to vent ! <3

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sizhui · 1 year

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hi angie!! :3c i spent my day w my sibling today and its a funny story!! anyways i kept forgetting ud alr changed ur url TTwTT

ive always been curious about it but what is it abt bl that draws u in specifically! it doesnt have to be anything profound tbh hut are there any genre specific tropes / things u enjoy n what r the other ones ud like to see or imagine will not stick around? i think i migjtve alr asked this in the past but if your opinions have changed id be curious too!!

HI DEAR LAB 😊💝 I'm glad you could enjoy a funny day with your sibling! THANK YOU FOR ASKING ME ABOUT BL it feels silly but i do love it so I'm glad to talk about it haha!

The main reason would probably be that I like - actually regardless of the gender of the person they're in love with - seeing men written as being emotional. It just makes me cheerful for some reason since in most media men always just need to be strong and cool - i love when men are dramatic and romantic and such! It's hard to find that in m/f romances, although i do enjoy a few where the woman is the cool one and the man is lovey dovey (like the king's affection hehe.) But anyways I like that men in BL are kind of idealized. This isn't to say that men irl don't have emotions, but i never really got close to any man so i didn't get to witness that so reading BL is for me kind of like observing men having feelings like a little curious scientist HAHAHA. I don't read that much of Japanese or western BL, so when discussing tropes I like and dislike I'll stick mostly to danmei conventions! I've noticed that the gong-shou dichotomy in danmei novels isn't a rly as prominent as it is in Japanese BL manga, and I enjoy that. It mostly sticks to having one guy be somewhat more proactive in pursuing the relationship (& the sexual role but i dont wanna discuss that) rather than the jarring thing where one guy is old and angular and the other looks with huge tearful eyes LMAO. Many novels also like to play with gong-shou expectations - for example, Wei Wuxian is likes to play-pursue and tease a relationship more than Lan Wangji does, but when push comes to shove Lan Wangji makes the big steps. My favorite example is probably Wen Kexing and Zhou Zishu, in which Wen Kexings is the gong , but Zhou Zishu calls him his wife and he's the one who's better at cooking and looking after the kid and such. I kind of like when the Gong is the more fem one and the shou is the more masc one it's hehe. I also really like the almost ever present danmei trope of the couple adopting a young usually orphaned boy though i know that's a thing in het cdramas and cnovels too but it happens in most of the danmei novels I've read and never fails to make me kick my feet i love... family! The more dramatic the plot is with more misunderstandings and romantic twists and turns, the more I like it, but I dislike all forced situations such as "the bad guys made them do it" or "one of the guy makes a move while drunk" it's annoyingggg. But yeah anyways the point is i just love to see men .....caring. goofing around. Being silly in love . A little more joy in this world!

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pequenosol · 1 year

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Alright!! I have A LOT of stuff to write about today, so here goes nothing! Also, I'm spoiler ing this because. Well. Major ending spoilers fftdtrdrssrdrdr

My original plan was to fight Arven next, but after completing the Victory Road storyline, I was sent back to the academy, and as I exited, Clive caught up to me and (to no one's suprise) revealed that he is, in fact, Director Clavell. Then the weirdo claimed he was Cassiopia, and proceeded to fight me, and I proceeded to kick his rear. ALSO. YOU GUYS. He has a Polteageist on his team 👀 I didn't know he was a man of fine taste!!

After I beat him, Clavell admitted he was lying and got dragged away by one of the teachers. Since I was already there, I decided, eyyy! Why don't I finish up Starfall Street? So I headed to the courtyard for a beatdown.

Cassiopia was there and, to no one's surprise again, revealed they were Penny and challenged me to a fight, which I proceeded to easily beat them in (though all those Baby-Doll Eyes were very annoying >:/). Afterwards, there was a bunch of Team Star stuff that made me cry ;u; I LOVE THOSE LOSERS SO MUCH, YOU GUYSSSSSS-

Also. This screenshot. I'm DYING over it X"D WHEEZE-

After that and some more lore and dialog, I headed over to the Lighthouse to meet up with Arven and see what his dad wanted.

Also. Somehow I beat Arven there even though it's been over a week??? X"D

Anyways, we go inside, Turo called us, and told us to bring the Violet Book down to Area Zero, aka the crater. We say yes, but Arven's nervous and wants to test his abilities because apparently the Pokemon down there are very strong, so we fight. And I destroy him.....Tbh I'm not sure if I'm the best indicator of strength??? XD The battle wasn't really fair at all dtddrrsrsrsdrdfdt

After that, Arven says we need to get a team together, and I suggest Penny and Nemona, to which he's like, "Yeah they'll work ig."

So, I head out to the entrance of Area Zero, land there, and then poor baby Oolong gets scared and won't come out :c Turo calls us and tells us we need to unlock 4 lock thingies at four different lab stations scattered around the crater, so we do that! There's also a lot of Pokemon around there you can fight, but because I'm lame and doing a nuzlocke and hyperfixating on the story I didn’t fight any of them :p As we proceed to unlock stuff, we face a few scripted fights, everyone talks (especially Arven about his daddy issues), and can. can I just say I LOVE the rivals' dynamics with each other??? It's so fun oh my god...

Anyways, as we unlock the last gate thing (which, I will say, I love the aesthetic of the last area xgdtdtf) Turo glitches out and struggles to say children. Like. Sir.

This ain't how you spell that.

Anyways, I'm starting to get sus vibes from that man. We proceed down further to the main lab, and get attacked by a bunch of Paradox Pokemon. We beat them up but I get separated from the rivals and have to go inside the lab by myself. Oh and Oolong's out of their ball now! :D Also there's another Miraidon who's a total DICK >:c (pardon my language ^^')

While I'm in the lab, the Turo that was calling us revealed that he's actually a robotic-ai-clone of the original professor. Tbh. I would have been very suprised if I hadn't already spoiled that for myself X"D Anyways, apparently the real Turo died by protecting Oolong from the other Miraidon in a territory scuffle. The AI Turo takes me into an elevator, gives me some exposition and answers, and asks me to turn off the time machine that the original Turo made because it's messing up Paldea's ecosystem.

Once we get into the time machine room, AI Turo tells me how to turn it off, and warns me that once I do so, the lab's defense system will be triggered and he'll likely attack me. But then he says that he believes in me, so that makes me feel better c: I put the book in, and prepare myself for the final fight.

And. Like. Let me just say, the whole getting-ready-to fight scene is awesome as HECK. As for the actual fight, it. Was a bit scary X"D Turo’s Paradox Pokemon hit like TRUCKS, even though I was around 8-9 levels higher than them. I had a few close calls where my Pokemon almost died, but we were managing to defeat Turo's at a fairly decent pace.

At four Pokemon in, my Team was looking worse for wear. Turo sent out Iron Hands next, and Fennel, the Pokemon I planned to use to take them down, wasn't in any shape to do so. I know how Hariyama fight- I have one after all; they're very bulky with high HP and Defense stats. Fennel wasn't a special attacker and was low on HP- she wasn't going to be able to defeat them. So, I sent out the only Pokemon I had on full HP that would (hopefully) be able to deal damage without taking too much in return: Cinnamon.

Cinnamon started chipping away at Iron Hand's massive HP bar. Then, Iron Hands retaliated with a Thunder Punch- and Cinnamon ATE IT LIKE IT WAS NOTHING. BRUH!! 👀

Iron Hands went down the next turn, and out came Turo’s last Pokemon; Iron Valiat. I was sweating buckets. Cinnamon was the best equipped Pokemon to deal with them, but even knowing that, I was nervous as HECK. And it didn't help that Iron Valiant went first and got a crit with psycho cut. With my heart pouding, I clicked torch song and hoped for the best...

And Cinnamon OHKO'D them immediately!! CINNAMON BABY- this is why you're my favorite <3

Anyways, Nemona, Penny, and Arven showed up after I beat him, but turns out it wasn't over, Turo becomes a rock, LOCKS MY POKEMON IN THE POKEBALLS, and sends out the mean Miraidon.

Thankfully, I figured out that I can send out Oolong because Turo only locked Pokemon registered to me, and Oolong's registered to him! Also, I LOVED the final fight... it was scripted, but it was very fun and clever! We defeated the other Miraidon, and then Turo calmed down, told Arven he loved him, and told us he had to go into the future, else the time machine would stay running, so he did that. Me and the gang then headed home, and the credits rolled.

Man, can I just say I Iove this game??? 👀 It was so good, and the characters were all pretty well written! I know there's some post-game stuff, but I usually don't do the post game stuff, and I have a couple other video games I'd like to play, so we'll see XD

Thanks y'all, for hanging in there and going through this journey with me! :D Have a good day!

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