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xomnus · 1 month

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Avatar: The Last Airbender THE BLUE SPIRIT - June 17, 2005

#atlaedit #avataredit #animationedit #zukaang #avatar #atla #**#**: gifs #listen listen listen. this episode got an IRON GRIP on me #the atmosphere in it is so much more intense and mysterious than the other episodes in s1 #and it ends with that heartrending part with them in the forest. where aang is. so sad and lost in this new world he woke up in #also just wanna say I ADORE the framings and color contrasts in this episode. the slow shift into the night and the harsh reds against blue #is just so cheffs kiss #and the music. omg the music. ive had the tsungi horn track and the blue spirit resque on repeat for WEEKS NOW #ok thats all BYE LMAO #cinemation

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monarchamos · 1 year

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pov the new hire at your detective agency turns out to be the infamous gravity-manipulator and mafia executive who went missing two years ago wwyd

remember this post I made a few days ago about ADA!Chuuya wearing Dazai's coat? yeah well i went ahead and drew the loser and his oversized coat

(i may or may not have added the ring impulsively only bc i was inspired by this lovely fanfic i read last night)

#i forgot to add to the og coat post but chuuya also keeps the coat bc detective murase also wore a coat like that #dazai just doesnt wear his coat anymore. idk. maybe later on chuuya gets him a new coat eventually as thanks for bringing him to the light #Chuuya gets a red shirt to match dazai's blue shirt bc they really do be the red/blue gays #also i think chuuya should get boots. combat boots even. for obvious reasons #chuuya definitely clings to dazai for his first few weeks at the agency (not that hed ever admit it)#dw tho he fits in sooner or later. he works well with ranpo and kenji and also he's drinking buddies w/ yosano #chuuya watching kunikida argue with dazai: wow thats harsh could never be me #MonarchArt #Soukoku #bungo stray dogs #chuuya nakahara #dazai drags chuuya into the ada au #dazai osamu #kunikida doppo #yosano akiko #edogawa ranpo #nakajima atsushi

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rithmeres · 2 months

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'before you embark on a journey of revenge, dig two graves' what a stupid quote. im killing way more than two people idiot

#hxh #hunter x hunter #kurapika #kurapika kurta #i watched 99 and rewatched most of 2011 the week i was sick and had SO much fun with it #and i caught up on the manga also #this piece was so hard because i was fighting every single natural stylistic tendency i have #my use of shape is so weak and i obscure it with loose lineart and textures and harsh lighting #so i was like ok. no lineart no textures no shading u have to draw EVERYTHING with the straightedge lasso tool #boy i almost died. but it looks sick #i don’t think i need to tag this as spoilers but madison please let me know if you want me to spoiler tag hxh posts for you #if anyone is interested in prints let me know. i would love to make prints of this one #wherefore art thou

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upperranktwo · 2 years

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☆Happy Birthday Uzui Tengen☆

31st October

#knyedit #knysource #dailyanime #dailyanimatedgifs #anisource #kimetsu no yaiba #kny #demon slayer #uzui tengen #tengen uzui #useradrienne #usergojoana #sky gifs #second tengen set in less than a week omh #hope this looks okay to everyone <33333 #He is the only hashira that I don't own any merch of THIS NEEDS TO CHANGE!#maybe I should order a figure hmmm #feels harsh for me to have everyone else but not him :(

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prettyquickpoetry · 9 months

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To all other editors and ghostwriters:

There’s apparently this $2000 online course called Fiction Profits Academy ‘teaching’ people how to make tons of passive income on Amazon as an ‘author’ by outsourcing everything. They’re being taught to squeeze writers and editors for everything they’ve got for the lowest possible price.

The students have flooded Upwork. You’ve probably seen all the many listings for ghost writing with infinitesimal budgets popping up. STAY AWAY.

These people are trying to flood the self publishing market with the sole purpose of making money. They are going to drive the cost of work way down, negatively affecting all freelancers whether they work directly with an FPA student or not.

I don’t know what makes them think this is a good idea. Authors who actually write books themselves and publish with the purpose of sharing their stories barely break even.

Readers aren’t stupid. They can tell if your story has heart or not, and these people trying to pay $300 for an entire novel? There’s no heart in that.

So good luck to these students, many of whom are already $10k+ in the red. And good luck to the freelancers they’re bleeding dry.

#fiction profits academy #fpa #fiverr #upwork #freelance editor #con speaks #can you tell i just got burned by one of them?#stringing me along for work for WEEKS and then backing out because i’m trying to make a living wage #after a month long project she made me cry over with her harsh unfair feedback #lollll

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pebblezone · 1 year

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She is soooo Living Dead Girl core

#hellsing #hellsing ultimate #seras victoria #a #okay I need to explain myself I started a journey last week to get world without logos on Apple Music which worked but before involved me #searching through hellsing playlists and one of them had dragula and I was omg wait rob zombie I’ve never given you the time of day that #ends now to which I listen to all of hellbilly deluxe and am like this is sooooo seras core my baby girl #so starting Monday I’m evening what cool drawing can I make so I can be like living dead girl core #also so on Instagram I can have it be the little jingle that was the main driving point #the important thing to note is I finished ultimate Tuesday and decided that I have to watch the abridge because it seems like #required reading so that same night I begin watching the abridge as I’m finalizing the sketch for this #next day comes I’m going ham and I hit the 7th episode and imagine my absolute horror to find they used it for her going ham #I’m unoriginal beyond reason and I’m very distressed about it that’s it I’ve bared my soul to the harsh harsh world #abridged makes me remember that cishets interact with media too

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doubledyke · 3 months

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Once I head someone say Sarah is the only really necessary or meaningful female character, and that Nazz and the Kankers are pretty much disposable; ''Nazz has no personality, and the Kankers are absent from 50% of episodes and are just a Diabolous ex-machina ending when they appear. The could work very well without any of them.''

What do you think of this?

are they implying that she's only "meaningful" because she's related to ed? because...yikes dog. sarah serves a pretty similar role to the kankers in that she foils the scams and pranks and acts as an obstacle and/or deterrent. an antagonist. but the way they fulfill the role and the reaction they get from the eds are different in ways that i'm too lazy to get into at the moment.

now i could genuinely be missing something because i've never taken a class on media analysis or whatever the fuck, but i truly don't get what people mean when they say nazz is uniquely lacking in personality. i'm not saying eene has excellent, fleshed out female characters, but some people act as if 1) any of the non-eds have highly complex personalities that are explored canonically 2) being kind, outgoing, flirtatious, sporty, etc. aren't personality traits. just because someone doesn't like her personality doesn't mean it doesn't exist. and we know just as much, if not more about nazz's interests than we do the kankers. or jonny: he likes wood, is laid back and seems to enjoy superheroes. or kevin: he likes bmx. he's a bully. he has a crush on nazz. he's buds with rolf, whose backstory we probably know the most about after the eds (maybe even more?). then there's jimmy who lowkey has a great, complex personality.

seems like since nazz is pretty, is into stereotypically "girly" things and is nice, people consider her a "bad" (female) character. which to me is hilarious and ironic. these are the same people who call the kankers "evil". like okay... 😂

this idea that all female characters are supposed to be virtuous geniuses... it's a show about 3 dumbass preteen boys. there are tons of female-led shows available out there, and female main characters galore. these people should go watch em. seriously. im tired of hearing about it frankly.

oh and if edd was canonically a girl, people would hate her and call her a mary sue 👍

#idk i might delete this later bc i'm in a piss poor mood atm and i don't mean to sound harsh #as usual not ranting at you anon #but people can make up tomes of fanon lore for these male cartoon characters #but suddenly the hc well runneth dry when it's time to get creative with a female character whose backstory isn't spelled out for them #i'm not saying you have to divide your attention equally between male and female characters because i don't #but i also don't need my cartoons to be feminist manifestos lmfao #i have to live as an afab every day i have my own thanks #just saying if someone wants female stories with great female characters they're out there #stop looking for them on netflix and amazon prime maybe #okay let me stop because i'm getting riled up and going off the deep end #i don't even care like THAT but once i get going i can't stop #can you tell i've had a terrible week #oh and to the anon who sent the ask about a certain ship #sorry mate i'm not posting that one #text

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forcebookish · 6 months

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i don't think i wanna read any more only friends meta for the rest of my life

#that post going around about The Thread looks good but thinking about that piece of shit makes me so angry my eyes go out of focus lmao #sorry #tbh i was really harsh on the last few episodes of only friends and while i stand by my complaints #they wouldn't nearly have bothered me as much if it weren't for the psychic damage i received every week from BL fandom's worst of the wors #the victim-blaming. the lesbophobia and misogyny. the sex negativity. the acephobia and virgin shaming. the woobification of abusers.#AND I DIDN'T READ HALF OF IT?? i didn't even read the original thread my mind was boggled enough just knowing the thesis of it #may your floors be littered with legos #ofs liveblog

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goldkirk · 3 months

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I DON'T HAVE TO LIE ANYMORE!

#I DON'T HAVE TO LIE ANYMORE ABOUT ANYTHING #IT DOESN'T HAVE TO OVERRIDE ALL OTHER PROGRAMMING EVER AGAIN #HA #MY GOD THAT FEELS LIKE TWO DECADES OF RELIEF #and I found out yesterday. that this year. next winter. it IS two decades. exactly. this is the year. every day i am shown new reminders #that keep me going in my mission to relearn to fully and instinctually trust my self #ever since [redacted therapist] asked me point blank and my IMMEDIATE response was complete disbelief #a firm 'you think there's any universe where i'd feel like i could trust myself? after my nonstop history of failures and being horrible?'#tone “No!” of disbelief #and a horrible way-too-harsh laugh that bolted out before I could strangle it off and stop it.#that woman never coddled my feelings any time I spoke something alarming or bullshit and that was so helpful to me #and the tone she let exist in her voice when she responded to me with a very uncharacteristic “Oh Katie.”#was so. so much more agonizing for me. than her responding with an immediate logical slam-dunk of the truth about healthy behavior and stuf #anyway ramble over i'm so tired. i've done so much trauma work this week i am Drained emotionally #now i see what the past several months but especially especially #the baffling (to me) infuriating out-of-control-speedrun-somatic-processing + every-health-condition-flaring slog that December and January #were for me when I hadn't expected anything to be wrong #...and the extremely specific way this certain zone and particular incident kept coming up over and over and over and over and OVER was not #a bug. it was a feature. thank goodness i trust myself for little things now bc that's the only way i was able to get to this other side #and look back and suddenly realize that my subconscious and body knew what they needed and had a plan in progress the whole time. just like #i rationally say I trust them to have and do.#and that perhaps maybe. for real for real instead of just TELLING myself hard enough a lie that i trust my self and i trust my body and tha #they always know their own needs and timing if really slow down and listen to them f u l l y #anyway. yeah. bye haha i need to stop oversharing on the internet #trauma evolution #shh katie #personal #my god. i wished for this day more than i wished for anything else my whole life. all these many many many many years. what magic.#add to journal #abuse

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 11 months

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why is job hunting.

that's it that's the post

#this is both radicalizing me even more & absolutely harshing my mellow #why. do i need. to communicate with a 'virtual assistant'. to apply at hot fucking topic #you know? maybe i Dont need to apply there. who wants em #everywhere is like you need This This and This #oh look an entry level job! aaaand i need a thousand certifications #Excuse Me Where Do People Who Have Done Nothing With Their Life Thus Far Apply???#why do jobs exist. why cant we all just vibe huh #each application feels like a new death sentence #cant wait to work myself into the ground for a company that views me as nothing but an easily replaceable part! yeehaw!#cant wait to sacrifice my personal time / hobbies / wellbeing for a nine-to-five 5 days a week job i hate!#absolutely unprompted #this world we live in is miserable and infuriating and i want to SHAKE PEOPLE #fucking!! look outside!!! value yourself!! the company is not your family!! they are not worth dying for!! we are all worth so much more!!#gonna go out in the middle of a field and SCREAM #humans are made for art and kindness and for enjoying the short life we're forced into #why make an already doomed existence even worse huh.#why subject ourselves to that. we deserve better. our pasts deserve better. our futures deserve better.#sorry sorry im just. ARGH. this world!!! this life!!! could be so good!!!#but late stage capitalism rampant corruption among Many Other Issues said noooooooo #happiness is illeeegallllll #what if i BITE you. huh. what then. die #every time i sit down to apply i have to actively Not Think About It or i'll delete all my tabs and stop before i start #we as humans are not built for this life... we did not evolve proclivity for kindness and art just to stress ourselves to death #over silly jobs that do Not require the level of dedication we are forced to apply #abolish the 5 day 40+ hour work week... decrease the horrifying amount of funding given to cops and the military... etc...#i think i need to go lie down for a minute im feeling Too Much Anger at the absolute state of things #so happy to be an american. (sarcasm sarcasm sarcasm)

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eijiroukiriot · 5 months

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kirishima nation!! i’m setting off on a 12 hour flight (with nobody in the seat next to me!!! 🕺) - if you have anything nice that’s happened to you recently or any updates you want to share about how your year’s gone or any thoughts about kirishima my inbox is open!

#idk if I’m too inactive here to solicit messages for when i get off this flight #but it sounded nice to hear how you guys have been if you do wanna let me know #there’s soooo so much music on the in flight entertainment console that i made a krbk playlist. on the delta airlines in flight entertainm #ent system #needless to say it’s been a very krbk month in my life #i do hope you’ve had a nice month and your holidays and new year go well!! hope the cold isn’t too harsh where you are #oh my god I’m so excited to be in a country with central heating if only for a few weeks #thoughts

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sableeira · 1 year

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okay but ada dazai is so pretty princess vibe and prison dazai is so cat vibe. pre-dark era dazai is also cat vibe but not in the silly way but in the haunted way. dark era and beast dazai are both bastard vibe but in a tragic way and in the most affectionate way possible. the peak of dazai’s pretty princess vibe was during dead apple.

#this is the extent of character analysis you can expect from me #pre dark era dazai cat vibe can be silly sometimes but it is always haunted. prison dazai cat vibe can be haunted but is always silly.#tbh most of these can be applied to any era but some eras give off more of that certain vibe #like I’m sorry but prison dazai hasn’t been serving pretty princess for a while :/ maybe it’s the lack of trench coat or maybe I just don’t #see the vision rn. he kinda always give bastard vibe and maybe I’m too harsh by applying that vibe to dark era Dazai buuuuut I’m always #thinking about that one scene where he asks the mimic assassin to shoot him in front of oda and then I’m back at bastard vibe #because yeah that’s my lil tragic bastard guy! :(#is this coherent? are any of these words in the bible? tune in next week to find out #bungou stray dogs #bungo stray dogs #bsd #dazai osamu #bsd dazai

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generationa1trauma · 19 days

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I am kissing u all on the forehead

#i have an internal desire 2 chat but unfortunately my internal desire 2 not put effort into anything is winning #no chats no vibes i am lying here staring into space #watching something is 2 much work socializing makes me exhausted this has been a rough week #its very easy for me 2 make little jokey jokes but multiple days in a row of missing breaks or taking them late #and being overworked bc my department depends on me has been #its been difficult #and mentally i am just. im so exhausted #also w rooster teeth closing even tho i havent been big in the fandom for a while its just kinda heavy #i also. i am feeling. i dont know if tumblr rp is all that it used to be for me #i adore the muses i adore the writing i adore my partners #theres just. theres something somewhere being a road block i just dont know what #i dont know if its just life being a lot so im struggling to keep up or if it's just like. im outgrowing it or its outgrowing me #i fell in love w rping bc of the community but i fear these days its. it doesnt Feel like a community anymore #some people do and are trying and it means the world but there is an overwhelming loneliness on this site these days #idk if thats just me or what #and i understand the harsh circle of not being here means no attention means not being here #but just. idk. idk what i am trying to say idk what the vibes r this post like my life is a mess w no coherent outcomes

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hanzajesthanza · 1 year

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#regis being an intermediary between a druidess and a witcher #between female and male between nature and exterminator between the harsh light and soft darkness.#the witcher books #book: tower of the swallow #c: regis #c: geralt #cahir is also here but he’s not getting tagged #excerpt #because i wish to eat a third donut #s: the anthropomorphism speaks through me #the best part is that he and geralt hang out here a week later on a date (exploring dark caves together searching for avallac’h)

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randomfoggytiger · 10 months

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No Drama: Just Clearing Up Some Misconceptions

For the past few weeks, I've noticed that a few gif making blogs have been blocking me from seeing their posts... and I had my suspicions but didn't want to assume anything.

I'm crushed (no joke) to report my suspicions were correct.

A few weeks? months? ago, @jewish-mulder and I had an exchange which i thought was completely bantery and in good faith, see post here to determine for yourselves. The context was laughing over screenshots from DD's old skit with Gary Shandling. Anna/jewish-mulder read it through a bisexual lens-- which is a-okay to me! (the exchange is still in my archives here, for reference.) I saw it through DD and Gary's original intent-- Gary accidentally interpreting DD's actions as sexual interest rather than DD being a Weird Man TM; which is really funny to me. Regardless, either way is hilarious.

Soon after our exchange, I returned to the post to see if my last comment was responded to... and found the comments muted. Immediately after that, I noticed I could no longer reblog her gifs. Which... hurt; because, frankly, I was one of the mutuals that foamed over her new creations and supported (still do) her when she was debating putting watermarks on her gifs (because theft is revolting; and she has every right to protect her property.)

I had a prior incident that I thought was Tumblr weirdness: after joining tumblr, @jewish-mulder and @baronessblixen were my inspirations; and I loved (love) their creations. The first time I got blocked, I chocked it up to Tumblr weirdness (the first wave of the porn bots wrecked havoc); and, after contacting jewish-mulder through anon/Ao3, etc., she was just fine reinstating me. I had so much fun with her as a mutual. And it's okay if I'm not her cup of tea-- no one is everyone's! :DDD If she had needed to block me, that was okay in my book. So, when she did, I thought it was either Tumblr shenanigans or personal taste. If she wanted to refollow, she'd see my work and hop on later. In essence: I moved on.

BUT the timing always made me wonder worriedly... and my worst suspicions were confirmed when I noticed other gif blogs started blocking me.

So... I activated Anon Mode and found this post about me (screenshots below):

What's even more... crushing? is that I checked her replies and... yeah, it turns out I WAS blocked intentionally the first time.

I don't know why the first time, either, so I can't lay out proof. Didn't even have a suspicion on my part then, honestly.

(Gonna be honest: my "uwu" was something I use exclusively for this fandom because I felt accepted and included, sharing a space with fellow fans of a show that pulled me out of a COVID depression. I guesssssssssss I should dial back on that.)

Here's my response:

Anna, why didn't you just ask me? Why did you block me, never communicate, and secretly tell others to block me as well? I've never and will never do anything to hurt or marginalize anyone. Why did you not give me the curtesy to defend myself?

I am not a bigot. I condone hate of any kind; and I wish everyone to live their lives in their happiest way possible.

I want to have fun on my blog, laugh at my own things, and appreciate mine/your/everyone's humor. Your sexuality has nothing to do with my estimation of you as a person; and I'm both sorry it came across that way and hurt that you'd assume so about me.

Truly, I do hope this is all a misconception. I don't bear any ill will, I'm sorry if there was hurt because it was unintentional; and I don't want to pit you and yours against me. Keep making awesome things; and if our journeys are separate, then I wish you a good one, regardless.

Thank you to anyone who read this. Please don't cause her problems, etc.-- I don't think you will XDDD just had to put it out there-- and feel free to keep on keepin' on with Anna. Mutually enjoy each other to your hearts' content! I welcome everyone and don't want to draw lines, because your fandom or interpretation experiences are your own.

But I can't tolerate misunderstandings or... lies? To this day, her work is an inspiration to me; and I'll still read and enjoy her fics that drew me to Tumblr in the first place. And it really, really hurts to think I'd never have known about this if I hadn't followed my gut.

If you think there's something I'm missing or have missed out on, feel free to tell me-- comment, tag, anon, or dm. I'm always open.

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existentialvoidofexistence · 6 months

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tagged by @lilolilyr

Shuffle the first 10 songs on your on-repeat playlist and list the first 10 songs that play

Hung By The Guts - YandereChainsawRegurgitationFactory

Servants - Zeal and Ardor

S/C/A/R/E/C/R/O/W - My Chemical Romance

Undone - Rotersand

Feathery Wings - Aurelio Voltaire

Wolves in the Walls - Annisokay

Pale - Aesthetic Perfection

Götterdämmerung - Zeal and Ardor

Hustle Bones - Death Grips

Sacrilegium III - Zeal and Ardor

As you can see I like Zeal and Ardor a normal amount. They did show up three times though so it feels fair to mention #11 (Pink Bubblegum - Scene Queen) and #12 (Nothing's gonna be alright - Murderdolls), since it absolutely wouldn't be representative without them making an appearance in some way.

Tagging @ratabethchase @the-furies @myceyelium <3

#literally my blog title comes from a scene queen track (the rapture but its pink) and #I listen to the murderdolls women and children last album cover-to-cover at least twice a week #number 13 was Dana-Dan by bloodywood which is amazing and you should absolutely listen to it #i only have two playlists one is just labelled ''music'' and the other is full of harsh noise and experimental and outsider music #I'm sure you can guess which one I picked #... I did cheat slightly bc there are a bunch of songs that my friend's dad gave me that I never listen to #so I'm officially deciding they DON'T count as ''on repeat'' because I usually skip them anyway #tagging games #listen to my playlist boy

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