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frizzy-frizz-frizz · 1 year

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"the kevjean dynamic has me in a chokehold i cant stop thinking about them." SAME and I think its so valid of us there's too little of them out there whether it's romantic or platonic it's actually a crime

"i should reread it again" lmao that's exactly what I'm doing I'm currently halfway through chapter 3 (now 5 now the sequel and I'm done i might reread it again now since its complete). Also lost??? Omg you're so so correct here. "But if only you could see yourself in my eyes you'd see you shine, you shine I know you'd never leave me behind but I am lost this time" you are so so correct here

"these three will be the end of me i swear." THIS ENTIRE PARAGRAPH WILL BE THE END OF ME I SWEAR

"even the AGES are right." I KNOW HOW DOES IT FIT SO WELL

"my interpretation is VERY self indulgement." Self indulge away I'm here for it

"i associate my tears ricochet with post-baltimore kandrew." Lmao listen I thought this but then I was like perhaps that's too controversial idk but I'm so glad you went for it anyway

"FIRMLY believe andrew has had some horrible horrible thoughts about being like every person who's hurt kevin." I AM SO WITH YOU HERE THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT I THOUGHT

"listen those two are practically melded together okay" they rlly rlly are okay I'm in the middle of Andrews pov in tnotg sequel and I'm having feelings

"SOBBING THESE TWO THEY END ME I WILL NEVER STOP TALKING ABOUT THEM" hurting each other = hurting themselves

"once again, about kevin running away to the foxes and jean being at the nest" ykw this is such a valid interpretation but I refuse to believe that they didn't at least somewhat repair their relationship post canon okay I need them to be roommates okay

"BUT for extra sad you can remember all the drafts nora wrote where Jean died." BABE LITERALLY WHY THE FUCK WOULD I WANT TO REMEMBER THAT I ACTIVELY TRY AND NOT THINK ABOUT THAT I'm so fucking glad we had him joining the trojans instead that's so so much happier I remember the previous drafts and I need to lie the fuck down

"Andrew digging his heels and yet following Kevin and he promises andrew the world and them drags him towards it" YOU GET IT they were fucking attached at the hip

I am now actually incapable of listening to willow without thinking of kandrew the same way I can't listen to liability without thinking of kevin or dorothea without kevneil or two birds without kevjean

YOUVE ADDED THIS IS ME TRYING listen the way this song gets to me "I had the shiniest wheels now they're rusting" Literally him breaking his hand "Could've followed my fears all the way down" KEVIN "I was so ahead of the curve, the curve became a sphere fell behind on my classmates, and I ended up here" is this not him going from a raven to a fox???? "but I didn't pour the whiskey" the song's also about alcohol addiction this song's now linked to him in my head

Okay I have listened to silence before but with them??? "I found peace in your violence" yes I can see this "Can't show me there's no point in trying" is this not the entire point of their deal??? Kevin constantly trying to get him to try and to give him something to build his life around??? But also in reverse andrew giving him the chance to learn how to play again??? "I'm in need of a savior but I'm not asking for favors" GODDAMN "I'm so used to being in the wrong, I'm tired of caring" andrew core

I'm not ok is so pre-canon kandrew the way I dont even know which lyrics to start quoting first "I can be a handful but that's why you have two hands" lmao accurate I don't even know which one of them that could refer to "I can be a danger, danger for you" I THINK IM JUST GOING TO HAVE TO QUOTE THE WHOLE SONG "Too many issues, so I wouldn't blame you" ITS THEM???

505??? I LOVE 505 "If it's a seven hour flight or a forty-five minute drive" yk how in tnotg andrew flies to Boston bc kevins team would be there. Sorry I'm never shutting up about this fic ever "I'd probably still adore you with your hands around my neck or I did last time I checked" I NEED A MOMENT SHIT HOW DID I FORGET THIS LINE WHAT HAVE YOU DONE WHY WOULD YOU SUGGEST THIS IM NEVER GOING TO BE ABLE TO MOVE PAST THIS OH MY GOD "But I crumble completely when you cry" BABE YOU KNOW THAT ONE BIT IN TNOTG SEQUEL "If Andrew turns his head now, and finds Kevin quietly crying, it'll be the only thing that has ever happened to him." Yeah I'm def rereading this the way I can never stop thinking of it its THE kandriel post canon fic. "It seems like once again you've had to greet me with goodbye" Post graduation vibes everytime they meet they know it won't last long FUCK I'm obsessed with this song with them you've given me crack

I am not a robot okay okay you mention a song by marina and you've got my attention with every lyric I keep flip flopping between who the song is talking about "You've been acting awful tough lately smoking a lot of cigarettes lately" bc this is clearly andrew right but then "you don't always have to be on top better to be hated than loved loved loved for what you're not" which is so kevin??? Lowkey the way raven fans turned on him when he joined the foxes "I'm vulnerable I am not a robot" this could honestly be either of them the way both of them are viewed by the ppl around them

WOLVES WITHOUT TEETH YOURE SO RIGHT FOR THIS “Open my chest and colour my spine” I DONT EVEN KNOW WHERE TO START WITH THIS the idea that andrew was doing his best to hold up kevins spine for like months until he could do it himself "I'll be the blood if you'll be the bones" I don't know why but in my mind kevin is clearly the blood while andrew is the bones "hover like a hummingbird haunt me in my sleep" they were fucking attached at the hip obsessed with each other and OKAY SO THE CHORUS you would not believe what i found on genius lyrics "They are not running from the physical thing, but from what the thing represents emotionally. A wolf prostrate and panting is seeking permission for something, it wants it, but needs consent. The “tearing with out teeth” is the emotional pain of the mutual love and attraction they share, but cannot express." I actually can't look at this any other way now wtf was this person on when they wrote this annotation why does it work so well for them my god "how can I keep you inside my lungs" listen I'm sorry to keep bringing up tnotg but also tnotg andrew to kevin

Ghost of you by 5sos kinda reminds me of kandrew but like post baltimore (PLS I ACTUALLY WROTE THIS BEFORE YOU SENT THAT ASK and yes you absolutely should create a kandrew playlist if you want i'll be here for it) yk the whole missing someone who isn't there's anymore "still can't sleep on your side" them not being able to sleep in the same bed bc of a whole host of issues for both of them but also bc kevins gone and moved out "dancing through our house with the ghost of you" he's not there anymore when he's been within arms reach before "when you ran away, and no one could feel your hurt" LIKE ITS THEM

Also idk if this is bc I've just started twisting every song I listen to until it relates to aftg but endgame for kandriel??? Like first part is Kandrew the second verse is kevineil and third verse is andriel?? This either works rlly well and I'm correct or I've completely lost my mind (but like "I protect you with my life...reconnected when we were little bit older...i hit you like bang...calling my bluff on all my usual tricks"???)

Have you considered Dollhouse by Melanie bc it lowkey describes the nest/perfect court the idea that the public sees smth that it totally false while shit is going down behind the scene like "everyone thinks that we're perfect please don't let them look through the curtains" "smile for the picture pose with your brother"

LAST WORDS OF A SHOOTING STAR IN ON YOUR PLAYLIST "All of this turbulence wasn’t forecasted" him expecting to stay at the nest for college and then having to leave and all the drama that came after "I am relieved I left my room tidy" HIS ROOM AT THE NEST and when neil was there and it was like all perfectly preserved "they’ll never know how I’d stared at the dark in that room with no thoughts" again the nest?? It has just occurred to me that this could apply to jean as well "my dreams made music in the night" both of them dreaming of being able to get out one day "I was going to live" THEM FINALLY BEING ABLE TO LEAVE "you’d say you love me and look in my eyes but I know through mine you were looking in yours" okay okay but is this not kevin and rikos entire relationship riko looking at kevin but only viewing himself through it bc kevin was just an extension of himself and not his own person

Also Life on your playlist works so well???? "twenty-two and confused" this is like nothing new all over again bc HOW DOES THE AGE FIT "broken miss America" kevin being one of America's sweethearts is like so personal to me. WHICH REMINDS ME Miss America and the Heartbreak prince fits so so well for kandrew I feel like I've definitely seen someone mention it somewhere but I can't for the life of me remember who or where but god does it work I mean "I saw the scoreboard and ran for my life" pls see the vision I need your opinion

Queen of the night also works so well for them you're right EVERY LINE IS SO THEM "I've bandaged your bruises you've held back my hair who'd've known when this started that we'd end up here" pre canon to post canon them growing into ppl who can be good to and for each other "you reach out and touch me, say my name like a prayer" I need to go lie down how dare you suggest this song "all my friends say you're dangerous but I don't fucking care" okay my first thought was pre-canon ppl warning them to stay away from each other bc kevin could potentially bring down the mafia on andrew and Andrews whole stay away I'm dangerous vibe but like the only friends they had pre canon were like jean and renee??? So lol no there was no-one telling them to keep away from each other "This holy redemption tears us in two but I can't turn my back to you" Post baltimore divorce era vibes babe "one hand on the wheel and one hand on my thigh" lmao listen its a cliche but I feel like andrew would enjoy it with like Kevin or Neil in the passenger seat as long as no one is watching them "you're kissing my fingers, and I kiss your tattoo's" HOW DARE YOU RECOMMEND THIS SONG TO ME HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO SURVIVE THIS also I'm a strong believer of multiple tattoos older kevin (his dad has them and there's this one fanart by lucky-slice that's so lovely and you can rip this out of my cold dead hands). "and talk shit forever" lmao domestic kandriel shit talking ppl and gossiping is my jam

This got long I'm slightly concerned it won't send lol

line break for my lovely mutuals <3

lol my answers is just as long and i lowkey wanna post this without a paragraph break and plague people's dash

'there's too little of them out there whether it's romantic or platonic it's actually a crime' RIGHT?? kevjean is soooo scarce so of course we get to make everything about them. their specific dynamic is just so special and i am hooked on it

SAME im currently rereading tnotg this series is my lifeline. dayurno is a genius i owe them my life

' Lmao listen I thought this but then I was like perhaps that's too controversial idk but I'm so glad you went for its anyway' I couldnt bear to remove it!! i have so many feeling about this song i had to sit there and process it bear to remove this song not when it so so perfect and i am always in need of more material about the

YES someone agrees with me about my tears ricochet this is so validating. and YEAH the cherry liquor ice cream in the tnotg sequel!! i was never the same. i think of that scene a lot while listening to this song. they are SO- canonically attached at the hip kandrew really will end me huh 'Lmao listen I thought this but then I was like perhaps that's too controversial idk but I'm so glad you went for it anyway' oh there was no way i was skipping THIS SONG i have sooo many feeling about it its essential kandrew divorce era shit

i am DESPERATE for kevin and jean to get something of a happy ending I want them to find peace so badly they will absolutely rebuild post canon this is not up for argument.....but I may or may not read an unhealthy amount of kevjean agnst. but honestly if nora had killed off jean after ALL OF THAT I would've just put the book down right then and there i couldn't that bro i COULDNT

"they were fucking attached at the hip" they were they really were like- knowing each schedule and every little habit THEY ARE BASICALLY MARRIED

YEAH willow is so so perfect i listen to it on repeat i cant help it and i understand you so completely its impossible to separate liability and kevin in my mind now

' "I was so ahead of the curve, the curve became a sphere fell behind on my classmates, and I ended up here" is this not him going from a raven to a fox??? ' god yes this lyrics is what did it for me. this song is so so so inherently kevin with his stubbron single minded focus. kevin who's never done anything halfway flying or fighting or falling. ' "but I didn't pour the whiskey" the song's also about alcohol addiction this song's now linked to him in my head' YES YES cause it is absolutely criminal how little his alcoholism is addressed in this fandom i NEED more fics where its a main plot point.

' is this not the entire point of their deal??? Kevin constantly trying to get him to try and to give him something to build his life around??? But also in reverse andrew giving him the chance to learn how to play again??? ' akdnfnsjnndj YEAH YOU GET IT ITS SO THEM i cant believe it took me so long to consider this but now. i cannot stop.

'I THINK IM JUST GOING TO HAVE TO QUOTE THE WHOLE SONG "Too many issues, so I wouldn't blame you" ITS THEM ' JUST THE WHOLE SONG I COULDNT BELIEVE IT WASNT WRITTEN FOR THEM

"yk how in tnotg andrew flies to Boston bc kevins team would be there" not andrew Afraid Of Heights minyard getting on a fucking plane to got to an EXY event of all things just cause kevin will be there and- ngl that was may favourite kandrew scene in tnotg its PERFECT I LOVE IT. 505 KILLED ME AND BROUGHT ME BACK TO LIFE THAT LINE JUST ENDED ME RIGHT THERE HOW IS IT JUST SO- if i have to be stuck on this forever so do you "BABE YOU KNOW THAT ONE BIT IN TNOTG SEQUEL" EXACTLY you get it!! I was actually rereading tnotg when 505 came on and I FROZE it was SO PERFECT. I feel you I'd forgotten that lyric existed but now I listen to it on repeat I cant stop its so so so perfect it might as well be crack

'I keep flip flopping between who the song is talking about' right?? and every other line could be about either of them god they are so complementary but also theyre so much more alike than people realise at first and this song shows that so well. THIS WHOLE SONG IS BASICALLY KANDREW ARGUING BACK AND FORTH DONT YOU SEE "andrew, mockcingly: Who you never really liked and you never trusted But you are so magnetic, you pick up all the pins", "kevin: Never committing to anything, You don't pick up the phone when it ring, ring, rings", "both of them: Don't be so pathetic, just open up and sing"

' "I'll be the blood if you'll be the bones" I don't know why but in my mind kevin is clearly the blood while andrew is the bones' I HAD THE SAME THOUGHT!! it just fits so well?? youre right. And no no PLEASE continue mentioning tnotg i actually added this song because of tnotg. remember that one scene where neil thought andrew would slash his chest open for kevin and kevin walk into his chest and never look back?? YEA this exactly. omg omg i hadnt see the analysis of the song "I actually can't look at this any other way now wtf was this person on when they wrote this annotation why does it work so well for them my god" SAME this now lives rent free in my head i cant see it any other way either

'Ghost of you by 5sos kinda reminds me of kandrew but like post baltimore (PLS I ACTUALLY WROTE THIS BEFORE YOU SENT THAT ASK ' THE COINCEDNCE LMAO. no no but youre right and this song is so them like im supposed to hear "and i chase it down with a shot of truth, that my feet dont dance like they did with you" and NOT think of those dramatic fuckers?? when its clearly about them finding their sides feeling too empty?? their schedules out of balance?? their steps ungraceful after each movement was complementary...steps in a dance....give and take....at eqilibrium with each other for years?? how does one walk when the constant comforting weight by their side has been ripped away leaving bruised skin in his wake?? disgracefully that's how.

ENDGAME i hadnt considered BUT YOURE RIGHT I SEE IT. or maybe my brain is the saame and twits everything into being all about these exny idiots...perhaps we'll never know. immediately the kandreil of it all with the "oh and i got big enemies" and these dramatics fucks and their very different reputations. and THEN "you hold me down and i protect you with my life" VERSE ONE COMING IN WITH KANDREW.

i really really like the kevneil portion in endgame sooo much tho ' "I protect you with my life…reconnected when we were little bit older" ' THIS IS SO NEIL SINGING "Even when we'd argue, we don't do it for long, And you understand the good and bad, end up in the song" them CONSTANTLY arguing on and off court and kevin being the only one who understands all of neil, who knows the whole story, neil being the only fox who GETS what the nest is like....even BEFORE the nathaneil reveal kevin SEES him he picks him out of hundreds of potential players because he understands, KNOWS his game, his potential ON SIGHT (im confident this would be the case in any universe, kevin constantly finding him).

GOOD GOD THE ANDREIL AT THE END "calling my bluff on all my usual tricks" literally end me now cause they learnt each other so fluently in so little time "And I can't let you go, your hand print's on my soul" THIS LYRIC?? , andrew's hands always firm and decided yet always always kind....how could he go very long without his touch now that he's felt it? now that the memory is cooling balm on his skin on his soul?? "I hit you like bang" neil coming in like a whirlwind becoming essentially so quickly!! (and also andrew hitting him with the raquet in tfc lol)....imma put this song on my kevin playlist..the andreil portion can be like a fun extra in the middle of all the kevin vibes

dollhouse is very interesting i dont listen to melanie much i hadnt considered this.....but damn the vibes are so so much like the nest. kevin having to play the part of #2 of the perferct court...riko's brother...the raven with the perfect life...the media darling. no one really knows what goes on in the nest behind closed doors. no one can ever hear what kevin actually wants to say and that's the thing!! he's been voiceless his whole life....being torn apart in private and then paraded around like a show pony in public. god kevin day has been trapping in plastic wrapping for so long. I NEED THIS SONG IN THE PLAYLIST

LIFE IS SO PERFECT YOU GET IT. tbh the age mentioned is why i started thinking about kevin with this song in mind and now i cant stop. yessssss kevin day the media darling the broken miss america!!! a large part of my playlist is based around this i cant- "SHE WROTE IT ON THE BATHROOM WALL IN HER FAVOURITE SHADE OF LIPSTICK L I F E" there's just something so- kevin about that action. its barely thought through yet desperate yet so so resolute somehow. I CANT EXPLAIN but this song?? it is EXACTLY the emotions/attitude i imagine kevin would have during his healing process especially post baltimore. "Call it a night when the lights in the club dont shine no more" AND THEN "Call it a night when the lights in the studio dont shine no more" i mean come ON

'EVERY LINE IS SO THEM' RIGHT?? literally every part of it is perfect ilisten to this while imagining them on a drive alone to wherever they like aka a date not that andrew would call it that, and andrew gets to watch kevin bask in the sunlight and kevinn gets to watch him unwind and just- the heavy comfort these two can find in each other WHILE being the person one who can fully rile the other up (until neil). ' "you reach out and touch me, say my name like a prayer" I need to go lie down how dare you suggest this song ' HAHA i had the same reaction this song is on par with 505 in terms of utterly destructive lyrics in the context of kandrew.

ngl one of my favourite songs on the kandrew playlist is alone with me by vance joy like i heard the first line and i sold immediately this song is SO THEM YOU NEED TO LISTEN TO IT "i saw you smile, i knew you had spirit" ISNT THIS THAT ONE SCENE "so, did you have fun?" "youre despicable kevin day, dont know why i keep you around"?? IM SOBBING THIS IS ABOUT KEVIN BEING PROUD OF ANDREW!! and seeing him actually *try* and show courage and being like "i told you so i told you you could do it, i knew from the beginning all that you are and can be" AND THEN "isnt it odd the way we tell ourselves we've go limits" THIS IS BOTH OF THEM?? GOD THIS SONG

#kevin playlist #kandrew playlist #both technically #going to the hospital tomorrow lol #might be basically living there for a few days #sorry if this is a little scattered #expect multiple edits to this post #ask stuff

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lovebykai · 3 years

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Bury Me

》 Pretty Girl - Ending Commissioned by @bubbleu

Type: Full Length [ 2K to 4K ]

Word Count: 2.4K

Pairing: Haitani Ran x Reader x Haitani Rindou

Warning(s): Angst. Pregnancy. Toxic Relationships Healing. Children. Hurt & Comfort.

Authors Note: I actually really like this ending. Maybe I'll do drabbles for post baby life. 😂

You run.

Possibly the dumbest thing you've ever done— or maybe the best idea you ever had. Only time would tell. But you run and you get as far away as fast as you can.

It isn't far enough to dodge a phone call, though, and their names appear over and over and over for days, then weeks, then months. At the year mark they finally stop calling and you have two bundles of joy that were never intended but loved all the same.

And they don't even know.

"Yes, we're doing okay." You aren't but you're not going to tell your friend — and savior — that. Work is hard to come by and childcare is even worse, so you're living off government assistance that isn't assisting as much as you'd like. You know he would help you, but it felt wrong to ask for more than what he'd already done.

"You don't sound okay." Mitsuyas quiet drawl has you swallowing thickly as you try to shuffle around enough you can put a bottle in each little mouth.

It wasn't supposed to be this way.

"I'm just a little stressed." A lot stressed.

Desperate and scared and lonely. You'd had twins with heads full of blond hair and violet eyes and hadn't been able to deny them the last name Haitani. It didn't match the one you'd picked for yourself, but emotion had been riding you at the time when you'd filled out their paperwork.

If the dynamic duo that had your life in a chokehold caught wind of what you'd done... you can't imagine they'll respond well. It wasn’t just you that you were hiding from them anymore.

"I wish you'd let me—" There's abruptly shouting on the other end of the line and the sound of glass breaking. An eerie silence follows before the sound of something crunching catches your ear and you know you should hang up.

"We found you." Rindous voice makes goosebumps crawl up your arms.

"And we're coming."

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Mitsuya doesn't call anymore and you're hoping and praying he's alright. After the last phone call, you run again; this time with two little screeching bundles attached to you instead of hiding out in your tummy. Your hair is green and the contacts you wear itch but it's a small price to pay when you're running from some of the most powerful men in Japan.

"Shh, my little loves." The ratty hotel you've taken up residence in is... terrible but manageable. Your neighbors are usually women of the night with friendly smiles and cigarettes to spare so you try not to complain. It could be worse.

You don't know how, exactly, but it could.

"Suiren— Suzuran!" They're impossible to negotiate with at this age and you are well aware of that fact as you bounce one on each arm, cooing their names as though that will help at all. They've been screaming for over an hour now and the longer it lasts the closer to tears you get.

You're starting to sniffle, overwhelmed by the situation you've put yourself in. For what? Because they were cheating? Could it really even be called that when you've never insisted on a label or commitment? They were always fucking other people so why did you suddenly decide now it wasn't okay?

Pregnancy hormones, you're sure. You'd found out at 13 weeks and when you'd decided to tell them and found them in the midst of their standard bullshit you'd snapped. Was it reasonable? Rational? You weren't even sure anymore but you did know it was risky to let your children grow up around—

The door is opened with the click of a lock that lets you know whoever your visitor is, they had a key.

Except when you turn with misty eyes to address them, a sharp inhale is all you manage.

Ran is wide eyed in the door frame; his lanky form completely hiding you from his brothers view as he just... stares. You can practically see the gears turning in his beautiful eyes, slow blinking in a way that makes you shift uncomfortably on your feet.

"Move, damnit!" Rindou finally gets enough and shoves his brother into the room with an annoyed look; it's like someone hit the repeat button the minute those eyes turn on you because he's also staring with a comically large gaze.

The babies are quiet; fathers and sons staring at one another in that loving way only babies manage before they break into matching smiles as though it was planned.

Rindou moves before Ran and you don't mean to stumble back but you do. Not that it matters because he doesn't even pay attention to you, grabbing the nearest kid — Suiren — and holding him up for inspection. Then the eldest Haitani follows, relieving you of Suzuran with deft fingers. Neither addresses you at all, simply taking in their offspring with curious eyes.

You promptly burst into tears.

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"Suzu!" Rindou is cooing, grinning down at the babbling six month old as if he didn't miss the first three months of his life. And Suzuran is just as happy to babble and grin at his father, little arms waving with more precision than he'd had in the previous months.

They haven't forgiven you, but they didn't leave you stranded and alone, either. Sometimes you think that would have been preferable.

Ran is watching you take in the very domestic scene, Suiren tucked up against his shoulder. You can feel the way his gaze traces every line of your face. The sudden appearance of children was what finally got them in line. There hadn't been a single woman since the three of you returned home, and you were grateful for that, at least.

"Y/N." It feels weird to hear your name falling from the older brothers lips. You hate it so intensely it's almost blinding, but you turn to acknowledge him anyway.

"I'm sorry." It echoes in the suddenly quiet home as he approaches; his shoes clicking on marble floors before crouching in front of you. Instinctively, your knees part to give him space and hes passing the drooly baby in his arms to you.

"For all of it," A deep breath passes his bow lips and you're feeling emotional all the sudden. "I'm sorry that I hurt you, and I need you to know I never meant to— not enough for you to run, anyway. You and Rindou mean everything to me." His gaze flickers to the child in your arms.

"And the kids. You're my family, my little lamb; you don't have to forgive me, but I do love you. I never stopped." Suiren is hefted from your arms and over your shoulder just before you lean in to press your forehead against Rans. The two of you pull together like magnets, clinging desperately to each other.

"I love you, too." It's a choked confession as he traces patterns up and down your spine; you don't even realize Rindou has toted the children to another room.

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"Do you know whose they are?" Rindou is the one to ask and you scoff, shaking your head at him over the dinner table. Ran is feeding Suzuran and you're feeding his brother. It's a balancing act as you try to eat your cereal, but you're making it work.

"No, and I don't think it matters. Do you?" His eyes flicker away from yours and you realize that this is something that's been eating him up inside.

The bitter part of you is petty enough to think he deserves it.

"I'm curious." Ran admits and you give him a surprised look. Neither man had treated them as anything less than theirs and you can't help but worry something will change if it's revealed that they're one or the others.

"But it doesn't matter, bunny" Rindou murmurs, and you're so taken off guard at the use of the nickname that you drop your spoon with a loud clatter. It earns you a smirk that you haven't seen directed at you in ages, and that makes your cheeks heat.

Suiren promptly starts crying as he finishes his bottle and it forces your brain to flip mom mode back on.

"I love you," You can't look at him, instead making faces at your upset child. "And I'm sorry, too." His apology is just that simple but you know it's probably the best you'll ever get. Their actions have spoken louder than either of them anyway.

"I love you too, Rindou." When you smile at him, he's watching you with a tender gaze that sends your heart fluttering.

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"Is Mitsuya okay?" It takes nearly a year before you work up the nerve to ask, and they both laugh at you with a toddler on each hip.

"Perfectly healthy. Mikey made sure to punish us for our transgressions, don't worry, little lamb." Ran is smirking so smugly you want to slap him.

"He also cleaned up the mess we left with him and let the nosy little rat know you're safe." Rindou comments as the three of you walk through the grocery store.

Usually, you didn't have to do the domestic activities, but you'd been locked in the house with the kids for so long that you were stir crazy. Thus, grocery shopping. Even wandering through the aisles was better than one more fucking episode of Sharkdog.

"Mama, juice!" Suiren is gesturing vaguely to the rows of drinks and you pause long enough to try and help him decipher which one he wants before moving on.

"Sausage!" The eager shout is Suzuran the minute you turn to corner and a couple giggles somewhere further down as Rindou plucks the meat up and adds it to the cart. They're not new to words at a year and a half old, but they're not necessarily good at using them yet either.

"Say we need coffee!" Ran is whispering conspiratorially to Suiren behind you as you grab the frozen dinners you keep on hand for rough evenings and you mask a grin. It takes five different tries before the quieter of your son's finally speaks up.

"Mama, coffee!" You can't help but laugh, turning to plant a kiss on his chubby cheek that earns you a squeal.

"Mama! Mama!" Suzuran, naturally, cannot abide his brother getting a kiss when he doesn't so you make sure to give him one as well.

You nearly miss the heated look you get from Rindou when you lean back, but once you catch his gaze warmth begins spreading up the back of your neck. After much deliberation, it was discovered that the twins were his sons by blood — not that it had ever mattered to Ran, who simply said, "they're the perfect blend of my two favorite people in the world, why would I be upset?" when you asked — and that had been that.

The three of you hadn't so much as kissed in over a year, which was wild to think about since you knew they weren't sleeping with anyone else either.

"Aht, aht! It's my turn next, Rin!" You inhale sharply at Rans teasing tone, turning to swat him on the chest before returning to your shopping cart.

♡ ~ ♡ ~ ♡

"Is this all you want me for?" You're not sure why it is you're so emotional about it, but you are. Ran his carding his fingers through your hair, chuckling a bit to himself against the sensitive skin of your neck.

"I've loved you since we were snot nosed brats, my little lamb. No, having kids isn't all I want you for. I'd be perfectly content with just Suiren and Suzuran if that's what you wanted." You believe him, because when he leans back to gauge your reaction, his brow us furrowed with a bit of concern. It's different; seeing Ran uncertain with the way he was touching you was almost empowering.

"Then why did you wait so long?" You nearly choke on that question, swallowing thickly as he caressed your cheek.

"We hurt you—" Ran doesn't get choked up, but he definitely stumbles and has to clear his throat. "We hurt you with our promiscuity, and decided we should wait and see if you were even interested in sex with us before we tried anything."

It was sweet. Odd, and definitely not the answer you'd expected, but sweet.

He's looking at you like he's nervous you're going to lash out; still tracing the apple of your cheek with his thumb as he waits on you to process. When you don't end the long silence, he continues.

"It's always been you. I've never wanted someone like I want you and I'm so sorr—"

You kiss him, arms looping around his neck as he lets out a soft whimper of relief.

♡ ~ ♡ ~ ♡

Rindou is the one who is home when you decide to take the pregnancy test later; entertaining the twins as you sit on the counter in you're way-too-fancy bathroom. They're all laughing in the living room, feet thumping against the floor noisily while you wait. It's a comfort as your stomach twists with anxiety.

Ran would be happy, of course. He'd only been half-joking about going next, after all, and you doubted Rindou would be bothered. They may even be excited to be around for the pregnancy this time.

When 'Positive' appears on the little screen, all your rationalizing gets promptly tossed out.

And that's how Rindou discovers you on the bathroom floor with your forehead pressed to your knees, trying to breathe through the sudden upset happening in your body.

"Bunny, you don't— you don't have to keep it if—"

"That's not it!" You're blurting it out with a sob, rubbing your eyes with the heels of your palms.

"I'm— so— happy!" He gives you an incredulous look when that comes out on a series of sobs too, settling down beside you and rubbing your back while you tried to explain.

"Last time everything got fucked up!" Is what you finally choke out and he seems to grasp what you're getting at because he promptly pulls you into his arms. Soft kisses are pressed to your head, then your cheeks and nose, and finally brushed across your lips as you sniffle and whimper.

"Oh, bunny." Rindou sighs, resting his forehead to yours for a beat before making you meet his eye.

"This time we're going to all be together and it's going to be amazing." He couldn't fix what had already been done, but as you leaned up to kiss him, you realized you didn't need him to anymore.

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lordbhreanna · 2 years

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In the scene where Jill either misses her mark or refuses to shoot Nicholai leading to her and Carlos' death, when he swiftly turns to throw the knife at her his facial expression seems to be a mix of disappointment, betrayal and even very painful for him to do. His chuckle seems to be more of a cover for his disappointment that he was correct in her fears. I know he has his motivations and his directives, but why would the designers put that in the game with that pained expression on his face?

Post 2 continued: Seems deliberately placed, what was that expression about and why would they put that in the game? Why not just have him smile or even determined to prove her weak and end it?

And thanks for answering my questions, I just really want to understand the motivations of the writers and designers when they plan things the way they do, your explanations are amazing!

First off, sorry for taking so long to reply this time, and you’re welcome! 😊 Finding out what goes in the creators’ mind is something super interesting and can make you look at certain stuff in a different light - though in the cases we’ve been talking about, I’m mostly infering from what seems more obvious. In my experience, for RE storytelling, I think Occam’s razor is the best approach, because its stories are usually pretty straightforward and simple (which I don’t think it’s a bad thing.)

Now about the scene, I rambled a lot about it here, but it’s true that he looks disappointed there for a second. To be honest, I’m not sure if it was intended or not, because when you look at the actual scene and not just gifs/screencaps, it goes by very quick, so it could be just the actor doing an expression of exertion since Carlos had Nicholai on a chokehold seconds before, or maybe it’s just one of those things that happens with mocap that (despite how good RE3's mocap is) not all expressions are conveyed as well and it might give the wrong impression.

But that’s something we’ll never know, and whether it was intended or not, it fits that he’d be disappointed in Jill at that moment since his reaction when she shoots is almost the opposite - like there’s a tinge of approval there, and he’s laughing at the end. So why not show him disappointed if she fails to shoot? His words are “Knew you couldn’t pull the trigger,” so she’s proven that he was right all along in this ending, and just before the scene he had told her “shame you didn’t listen to me when you had the chance.” I think it fits with the dynamic that Jill and Nicholai have in RE3R, since he’s constantly telling her she should be worrying about surviving on her own and not others. He shows disapproval when she fights him back in the garage because of Murphy’s death, then shows approval when she goes on the subway leaving Carlos behind. It’s more or less the same, just applied to the ending.

(This has me thinking about a character approval system like in Dragon Age, but for Resident Evil XD)

So, to sum it up and not start ranting much again (which I’m prone to do 😂), I do think he *looks* disappointed - not sure it was deliberate, but what was deliberate is having him laugh his ass off when Jill leaves him to die, so I think it’s fair to assume the opposite could be right as well.

Just look at this trash man cackling when he's about to die*:

That's the power of Jill Valentine.

*Narratively speaking in RE3R, because he lives in my canon and that's what matters to me 😌

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lavieenblancetnoir · 4 years

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Blind Dates

summary I Kageyama realizes that he is the last of his friends that is single. Yearning for something more than just volleyball, he goes on a series of not-so great blind dates in an attempt to attain a relationship. Will he find the one?

genre: ?

pairings: implied y/n x kageyama

word count: 1.5k

a/n: i hope you all enjoy my first haikyuu fic! i opened up my asks so please send in some requests, it can be anything!- i'd love to write some stuff up for you guys :)

“ I cannot believe this is happening “

Kageyama Tobio thought as he sat in complete and utter silence, his hands pressed tightly together in front of him. He was attending a reunion dinner of sorts with his former Karasuno teammates- or that’s what he thought it was supposed to be. Much of the old team had come, with exception of Nishinoya-who was out fishing somewhere in the world, however what he did not expect was for almost everyone to bring a “ plus-one ” or in other words: a significant other.

Surprisingly, Tanaka had gotten married first and even more surprisingly was that he got married to Kiyoko. And not too long after it had been Daichi tying the knot, to the previous captain of the girl’s volleyball team- Michimiya. Kageyama had scanned the table even further noting that every previous member had brought or at least had a significant other, all except for one. His eyes had then landed onto Hinata, realizing he didn’t know if the short wing spiker had someone or not.

Not realizing how much he had been leering, Hinata snaps him out of his thoughts, “ Kageyama, are you okay? “

“ Y-yes.. ”, he continued to leer at him. Should he ask? After another round of silence, he finally asked, “ Hinata… ”

“ Yes? ”

He internally cursed himself, “ Do… Do you have a significant other as well?

Hinata tilted his head to the side curiously before his eyes brightened and he confidently responded, “ Actually I have a date next week! “

Kageyama snapped, grabbing Hinata’s shoulders to violently shake him. “ You?! Of all people--How?! ”

The whole table gawked at what just happened, instantly remembering the interesting dynamics between the two. It’s been three years since highschool and they seem to not have outgrown these petty fights of theirs.

Slam!

Almost instantaneously the quarreling has ceased with Kageyama easing his chokehold on Hinata. Daichi had stood up from where he had been sitting with an all too familiar glare gracing his face. “ What.. Do you think you’re doing?! ”, he roared, immediately berating them for their behavior. Tsukishima began to snicker in the corner, drawing the table's attention to him. Kageyama glared at him knowing what’s about to come next.

“ Kageyama is just jealous that the shorty got a date before he did!,” the blonde laughed.

——

Kageyama idly stood outside the café, waiting for the date that Hinata graciously set up. He groaned, he still seriously cannot believe that Hinata got a date before him. The setter thinks he’s handsome? Or at least pretty alright looking, he had never given it much thought. For a male, he was definitely tall, driven, with a stable career -- those were all things attractive right? To be fair girls were never much of a concern to him up until now, he had volleyball after all. However as of late, he’d been seeing so many of his friends get into serious relationships. Seeing them have someone to support and cherish seems to be different..?

He sighed and looked down at his phone. Whoever Hinata set me up with is late.

Scanning around the area he saw no one in a hurry- maybe he got stood up. Looking down at his phone again, he debated whether or not he should just leave. Not soon after, a timid looking girl with glasses appeared, “ K-Kageyama? “

The date was awkward. Sato Aoi was a girl of few words, much like himself, though this led to a very uncomfortable date. Aoi was just shy whereas he was socially-awkward, not to mention that they literally had nothing in common, making their outing difficult to say the least. Now- she was definitely a nice girl, it was just literary theories and all that mumbo jumbo simply does not process and never will in his poor head.

Kageyama absentmindedly walked into the locker room, leaving his team wondering what exactly is wrong with their setter. Maybe dating is just not something for him right now and, as much as it pained him to think, maybe it would never be. He quite visibly shook his head at these thoughts. Briskly walking to his locker to change, he saw Ushijima begin to do so as well. Even back in highschool, Kageyama observed that they both were similar in some ways from their stoic nature to their desire to dominate in volleyball. One difference unfortunately, was that Ushijima was very much engaged. He let out an exasperated groan.

“ Kageyama-kun. ”

“...”

——

He found himself yet again waiting for another blind date set up by none other than Hoshiumi- who listened in on his conversation with Ushijima. Kageyama grimaced at the memory as he remembered the outside hitter’s loud voice piercing through the locker room as he exclaimed stuff about “ finding him a hook-up. ”

Kageyama looked up from the table he was sitting at, his eyes wandering the lobby of the lavish hotel. It was a rather odd place to have a date, he couldn’t fathom what exactly is so appealing about having a date here. Lost in his thoughts, he almost missed the woman who traced a line across his back before she waltzed in front of him.

“ Kageyama Tobio? “

He nodded stiffly, his eyes widening at the woman that had appeared in front of him. She was a looker, he’d give Hoshiumi that much. Sitting up straighter he couldn’t help but notice how well fitting her attire was, everything she wore to how she did her hair perfectly accented every feature. Conversation seemed to flow better with this Watanbe Yume, mainly due to her outgoing nature. There was not much they had in common but it was much easier to grasp and far more interesting than literary theory. He found her to be sure of herself, well-versed in many things, and a woman of culture from what grasped from her stories of travelling the world. Though he did notice she was a bit too touchy, finding her constantly playfully nudging him and such.

A flirtatious smile graced her face as she placed a hand on Kageyama, drawing him out from his thoughts.

“ Let’s go upstairs Tobio? ”

“ What? ”

“ Don’t you want to have some fun? ”

——

Kageyama must have been desperate, really desperate. He found himself waiting yet again for someone--except this time it wasn’t a date. The setter had begrudgingly sought out help from the infamous Oikawa Tooru-- a talented setter who was just as talented with the ladies. He chugged his beer, knowing all too well for what’s to come. Luckily Oikawa seemed to be mindful of their tense relationship and opted for a lax bar setting rather than a restaurant to reconvene.

“ Tobio-chan~ ” Oikawa waltzed in with his nephew, Takeru, in tow.

Kageyama stared at him and did not say anything. Did he just bring a 13 year old to a bar with him? Picking up on his silent judging, and instantaneously igniting the hate felt before.

“ What? Have you never heard of a designated- ” Oikawa stopped to look at an equally judgemental Takeru before reasserting, “ Designated person to take care of you when you’re drunk! ”

“ Sure… ”

With that, both took swigs of beer before Kageyama divulged his failed blind dates.

——

Kageyama scowled. This was far from the “ perfect date ” that was promised. He knew he shouldn't have trusted his former upperclassmen. He should've known all the girls he knew were a part of his " fanclub. " How Oikawa kept a steady following since highschool and while he was in Argentina was beyond him.

“ And then Oikawa- ”

If Kageyama learned how to do anything from these blinddates, it would be how to tune someone out. He was tired, the poor guy had gone out on three consecutive dates, and still no luck. At this point, why even try? Soon enough the date was over and while Kageyama had the decency to stay for the whole duration of it, he wanted to claw his ears out hearing that much praise for Oikawa. He stayed within the tiny restaurant that he just had his date in, thank god he suggested it.

This time Kageyama had picked the place out instead of allowing his so-called date. He thought perhaps that the quaint nature of his favorite spot to eat would bring some level of comfort or some type of luck- or bring him the one. He found that groaning and sighing was a constant action the last couple of days. And of course, all of this was ranted to the waitress he often saw working there. Being a regular, Kageyama had naturally grown to know some of the workers especially (y/n) who was similar in age to him.

You were around the same age, a college student pursuing a music degree. The two of you got along quite well especially since you both had much of the same views and drive towards your respected goals. He took a sip of his drink and sunk back into his chair, watching you giggle at his dilemma.

“Maybe you’d enjoy going out with me instead,” (y/n) joked before picking up his empty cup and walking away.

His eyes widened. Oh shit, you were there the whole time.

Kageyama then stumbled to his feet after you, knowing that you were the one he should have been asking out.

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psychobhyun · 5 years

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Foreword: When Do Kyungsoo finally presented as an Alpha in front of his whole pack, everyone was surprised. He’s an unmated Alpha and he needs a mate. Now. But you.... you’re not even aware of the existence of Kyungsoo’s ‘kind’.

Warnings: a/b/o dynamics, knotting, biting, cunnilingus, marking, creampie

Genre: smut

Kyungsoo drives through the abandoned road near the woods and ends up entering the human world. He sprays a little bit of perfume on himself to get rid of the earthy smell that he’s so familiar with… change it to a scent that humans will not turn their heads to. He knows he’s going to get unwanted attention if he smells like soil and grass.

He pulls out some clothes from his motorcycle and dresses himself up in human attire that consisted of a white v neck t-shirt, leather jacket, and black jeans. This is what humans wear… isn’t it? He thought. He casually strolls down the neighborhood and walks into the mall to meet a member of another pack named Baekhyun who was his old friend.

When Kyungsoo walks in the restaurant, Baekhyun’s loud voice bombarded his eardrums almost immediately. “Kyungsoo! I’ve missed you so much,” Baekhyun says as he pretends to chokehold Kyungsoo. When Kyungsoo gives no reaction to it Baekhyun lets him go and scoffs. “You’re still as boring as ever.” Kyungsoo chuckles at Baekhyun’s comment and asks for the menu to one of the waitresses, which was you. It was almost 11 p.m so there were barely any people working.

After you took Kyungsoo and Baekhyun’s orders, they started to chat about how their packs were doing. You see, Kyungsoo used to be in the same pack as Baekhyun’s but he hated their current Alpha and decided to leave.

Kyungsoo just presented as an Alpha to his pack a few days ago and telling Baekhyun was something important for him because Baekhyun’s pack’s Alpha ridiculed Kyungsoo for not announcing his status despite being of age to present. Kyungsoo was what would be considered a ‘late-bloomer’ in the human world. He developed slower than the other wolves but all that matters was that he’s an Alpha now… right?

When you placed a steak right in front of Kyungsoo and Baekhyun, they ate and enjoyed the meal until it was almost the time to close the restaurant. After saying their goodbyes, Kyungsoo walked out and decided to admire the night sky for a bit. The wind was blowing hard and Kyungsoo was feeling a bit chilly because the leather jacket was barely warming him up.

But then he saw you rubbing your hands and shivering so Kyungsoo walked up to you.

But that’s when it hit him. Your scent.

Kyungsoo was positive you were not a werewolf. Not even half of it. But he’s attracted to your scent somehow and he thinks it’s ridiculous. You look up at him despite the little height difference and Kyungsoo’s groin grow hot for no reason. He keeps a straight face as he offers you his jacket. You watch in confusion as he drapes it over you.

You took a big inhale which alarmed Kyungsoo. His eyes widen when he sees you hold his jacket tighter. It’s making it hard for him not to go savage on you he knew better. “Smells like grass and soil after rain, it’s nice,” you comment. Your eyes widen when you just realized what you said. “I’m not making any sense, am I?” You laugh awkwardly and Kyungsoo grabs your arm to drag you to his motorcycle.

You should be screaming. You should be calling the cops because someone you barely know is making you sit on the back of his motorcycle and driving you away somewhere but you can’t seem to feel any bad intentions radiating from him. So you choose to keep yourself calm until you fully know what you’re getting into.

When Kyungsoo stops in front of a dead-end it was starting to creep you out a bit. He takes off his helmet and notices the scared look on your face. Using a voice as reassuring as possible, he starts speaking. “I’m Kyungsoo, nice to meet you.” He offers you a hand and you take it to shake his but he ended up holding it. He comes closer to you like you were pulling him when in fact you were standing still this whole time.

You introduced him your name and Kyungsoo thinks it’s a good thing. You trust him even though your face says otherwise. He takes a deep breath and gazes deep into your eyes. His eyes slant to look at you closely and his face is merely inches away from your’s but you find yourself rooted to the place you’re standing on. Kyungsoo finally pops the thing he’s been dying to say to you.

“I’m your mate.” Your eyebrows furrow in confusion. Mate? Have you ever heard this term before? In Twilight probably. “I think I don’t understand you, Kyungsoo.” He sighs. He knows he can’t expect too much from a pure human. “Please don’t run away. I’ll show you what I’m trying to say instead.” Kyungsoo takes a few steps back and peels his clothes one by one. You’re blushing and think you’re high because there’s a stranger in front of you, slowly stripping.

Kyungsoo stops before he takes off his underwear. I should really run for sure, you thought. You don’t know where you are and your brain is sending you red signals but you’re too curious about what he’s going to reveal. “Can you turn around, please?” Kyungsoo asks. You don’t understand how he’s so gentle and polite to you. It’s the number reason you don’t feel threatened.

You turn your body away from Kyungsoo. Then you feel the atmosphere shift and you’re truly mortified to look back because you don’t want the worst possible scenario to happen. You hear a soft growl from behind you. You can’t seem to move and Kyungsoo’s wolf was growing impatient with your slow pace. You feel fur touch your skin and you inhale abruptly.

Don’t be scared, a foreign voice pops up in your head and you scream, crouching on the woods’ floor. You try to hide under your arms but a lick on your wrist makes you look up. A wolf was sitting in front of you. He had gray fur and his eyes were a dark green. When you relaxed a bit, the wolf’s eyes change into a red hue and you’re stunned. I am a werewolf and you are my mate.

“How am I your mate? I’m sure I’m a human,” you blurt out. The wolf inside Kyungsoo whimpers at your crudeness. Kyungsoo tells his wolf to calm down so he can reason with you. A wolf’s mate is chosen by the moon goddess. A human mate is uncommon but there are a lot of stories of a wolf mating with a human. Kyungsoo notices that you are silent after he finished his explanation. He decides to continue. I’m sure you are confused but don’t defy the moon goddess.

Moon goddess? How can an unknown goddess dictate your life? You were not accepting this. You just can’t. You have a life and you have friends and family you just can’t leave. You stand up to pat away the soil staining your legs and make your way through the forest. You knew you were heading nowhere. You were sure that you’re lost. But a crunching sound coming from some leaves tells you something is trailing behind you.

Kyungsoo.

Please, don’t defy the moon goddess. You were frustrated at him and his minimal explanation so you snap. “I don’t know you and I’m sorry, but I can’t help you.” You try to say in the softest way possible. This is not a choice. You are my mate and I am yours. You turned your shoes to make your way out but a sudden attack to you caused you to stumble back upon the grass. Another wolf with piercing blue eyes and dark brown fur is right in front of you, growling at Kyungsoo.

The wolf was from a rival pack and he’s there because he found out Kyungsoo is an Alpha. You tried to hide behind a tree so you wouldn’t stand in their ways. Their wolves seem to be communicating because they’ve been howling nonstop. Then Kyungsoo’s voice pops up again. He wants to take you from me because he knows when an Alpha gets rejected by his mate we grow weaker. Please, run away.

Your eyes widen at what Kyungsoo told you. Is this the effect of denying your mate? You wanted to run away and forget about all this but thinking about Kyungsoo, his kind words to you, losing a battle because you tried to deny what was meant to be. You couldn’t bear the burden. But you don’t know how you can help him.

How can I help you, Kyungsoo? I want to help. I can’t leave you. Your words resonated in Kyungsoo’s head and he smiles internally. Kyungsoo’s wolf’s spirits lifted up and he has the motivation to win against the rival pack’s wolf. Please, please, win, Kyungsoo. Kyungsoo himself feels the energy pumping through his veins again after hearing your encouragements and he puts up a battle with his competition.

You pray that Kyungsoo wins and when you peak at the fight again, Kyungsoo’s wolf was on top of the enemy’s, growling to him. The wolf underneath was bloody and whimpering. Wow, that was fast, you thought. Kyungsoo’s wolf is really strong and in no time, the other wolf runs off to where he came from. You walk your way out to Kyungsoo and rub his ears, feeling the soft fur under your fingertips. Kyungsoo’s wolf lays down on the grass, loving the little caresses you’re giving to it. You smile at how adorable he is and press your cheeks to Kyungsoo’s wolf’s back. Smells so good.

Then you feel the fur disappear and Kyungsoo’s back in his human form. Bare. Naked. And you want to scream but you know it’s a bad idea but you did it anyway. It’s a different story when it’s Kyungsoo’s wolf that’s not wearing anything because his fur is hiding everything but when it’s human Kyungsoo…… You blush at the sight and take your eyes away as he gets his clothes from the place he left them.

When he’s wearing his v-neck shirt and jeans again so you relax. You avoid eye contact when you burst the bubble first. “Kyungsoo, I’m sorry. I was selfish,” you start. You look at Kyungsoo and see a few cuts on his lip and blood was dripping slowly from one of his sleeves. It was staining his white shirt and you have never felt so guilty before. “I should’ve explained myself better, it’s not your fault.”

The way Kyungsoo formed his words made you flutter. “I’m still sorry, now you’re bleeding because of me. I want to help.” You say as you drape your arms around Kyungsoo’s neck and he hisses because your hair scratched against one of his cut. “You don’t need to. I’ll give you a ride home.” You look up at him in confusion. Home? His home?

“No, your home, silly.” Kyungsoo chuckles lightly. You still felt guilty. “No, let’s go to yours. I want to help you.” Kyungsoo tried to say no but even standing up was hard for him. “See? This is why I need to help you. Please.” Kyungsoo silenced himself as you helped him walk through the woods. Since you can’t drive a motorcycle and it was Kyungsoo’s pack’s territory, he wasn’t concerned about it. Kyungsoo was heavy but you can’t really complain about it because he literally saved your life.

When Kyungsoo finally told you to stop, you saw a house with the lights on. Kyungsoo unlocks the door after he retrieves the keys from his jeans. He lays down on the couch and you asked him where his first aid kit was. You cleaned his cuts and brought a bag of ice for him to press on his bruises. You stare at him, still blaming yourself for letting Kyungsoo get hurt.

“I don’t understand how you became weak, Kyungsoo. Is it really because I didn’t want to be your mate?” You asked to clarify. This night has turned into a rollercoaster right and you never wanted to get on it. “Yes. If a werewolves’ mate rejects them, they grow weak. In some cases, they die. I only didn’t because in your heart you weren’t completely against the idea.” Your eyes widen. Kyungsoo was speaking the truth.

“I’m just really sorry you had to go through that, I wish you could heal faster.” You say as you touched his skin lightly. It was the lightest of touch. You felt like you could hurt him again if you touched him further. But you knew Kyungsoo was a werewolf. That alone made him so much more powerful than you. He was also an Alpha. He belonged at the top.

“I can heal fast but I’m not sure it’s a method you’d like to take,” he starts. “An Alpha grows stronger when he has a mate. I know you still have your doubts and I don’t want to pressure you so I can claim you and gain strength, so I’ll wait for a few days before I get my power back.” After he finishes his explanation, you know what he meant. “Claiming, what does that mean?”

Kyungsoo feeds your curiosity and he explains as much as he could in the span of thirty minutes. He explained the concept of mates, the moon goddess that werewolves worship, and everything about Alphas, Betas, and Omegas. If you were a werewolf, you’d be an omega, you thought. You were made to service Kyungsoo. He also explained how Alphas go through ruts. Kyungsoo is expected to go through one soon since he has found his mate. You.

“I’ll help, Kyungsoo.” Kyungsoo looks at you and has a surprised expression on your face. You don’t know if it’s because of the guilt or just the fact that your heart says it feels natural like this. Explains why dating has always been disastrous for you. “You really don’t have to.” You shook your head and press your forehead against Kyungsoo’s. His forehead feels cold under yours. You can really focus on his lips. It has a very adorable heart shape. His eyebrows are thick yet tame.

Kyungsoo’s eyes close because being in this close proximity with you is starting to stir his stomach. He can feel your breath fanning on his cheeks and it soothes him and his wolf. His wolf has been whimpering all night long. Do something, it pleads. Your mate is right in front of you and you’re not claiming her? His wolf is not understanding that you need time.

“I want to, okay?” You lean in to kiss him. His lips feel magical. You find your mouth opening to welcome his tongue in. It should not feel this good when you’ve done absolutely nothing. Kyungsoo is already panting. You’re sitting right on top of his crotch and your little movements are creating delicious friction against the material of his boxers.

He moans when you kiss his neck. You insert your hand into his shirt and touch his chest, rubbing him. Kyungsoo’s eyes twinkle when you help him take off his stained shirt. You took time to admire him because wow. He was toned. His abs weren’t the most prominent but it feels nice on your skin. “You’re breathtaking, Kyungsoo.”

The fact that you’re accepting Kyungsoo makes Kyungsoo’s wolf happy. Kyungsoo is already gaining energy only from touching you. You were surprised when Kyungsoo carried you in his arms and brought you to his bedroom. It smelled so much like him and it was intoxicating. You admire the way the lights wash over Kyungsoo as you look up at him.

You smile in embarrassment when Kyungsoo peels your work uniform off of you. He inhales deeply when his lips land on your neck and your scent hits home for him. He kisses you deeply as he drags your skirt down along with your panties. Kyungsoo’s eyes shift to a red hue once more but this time you choose to admire it. Somehow the shyness has left you completely and all you want to do is helping Kyungsoo.

Your eyes widen when Kyungsoo’s head is suddenly between your thighs. You took a deep breath when he dives in and licks you enthusiastically. Your hands fist his hair and he groans. He likes it when you twitch under his touches. When you’re already squirming, Kyungsoo has a satisfied smirk because your pupils are dilated and your mouth won’t stop producing cute gasps. Kyungsoo can’t wait until he can ruin you. But that’s for another day, he thought.

You feel him latching his lips on your neck and it’s ticklish. Then he bites on your skin and creates a red mark. For some reason, you’re disappointed he didn’t do it deeper. “You want me to claim you?” A change in Kyungsoo’s tone makes you alarmed. “Yes, Alpha.” Kyungsoo curses under his breath because you’re saying it with so much innocence and your eyes are sparkling from the reflection of the lights inside your room. “Fuck, I can’t control myself, baby.”

Your eyes roll back when Kyungsoo thrusts inside of you and you feel the base of his peculiar dick. He has a knot and he warned you that it was going to expand inside of you when he comes. Something about it turns you on. Kyungsoo starts at a slow pace and you’re already in so much ecstasy. Is this how sex should properly feel? All your previous boyfriends made Kyungsoo seem like such a sex god in your eyes. Kyungsoo smiles with pride. You often forget he can read your mind.

His cock rubs against your walls and his size was doing nothing less than stuffing you completely full. “Faster, Alpha. Please!” He listened well to your request and manipulates his hips so much faster than before. He’s hitting your g-spot with so much precision it made you see stars. He leans in for a kiss and it was your last straw. “Please bite me, please,” you begged. With pleasure, Kyungsoo finally sinks his teeth where your neck meets your shoulder. A little blood spilled since Kyungsoo went quite deep but it felt like heaven.

You came when Kyungsoo licks up your blood but Kyungsoo still had so much energy and he was still so far for an orgasm. Kyungsoo didn’t stop for one second and kept pushing in and out of you at a rapid pace. Your eyes roll back and Kyungsoo’s wolf’s heart was swelling pride and how good Kyungsoo is satisfying his mate.

“You feel so good inside me, Alpha. I want you to come in me and knot me!” You whispered into Kyungsoo’s ear. His self-restraint was decreasing every single second his cock is sheathed by your velvety walls and your last sentence caused him to growl deep in his throat as he spilled inside of you. You feel his come coating your walls but he has not stopped shooting his semen into your womb and making you feel full. “Take it, take it all, beautiful. You’re such a perfect mate.” Kyungsoo’s forehead was spotted with sweat and you’re breathing right on his face.

You’ve completely accepted your fate and the fact that you will spend the rest of your life with Kyungsoo. This is where you are meant to be and you’re happy. Your Alpha fucks you four more times. His stamina will be the death of you, you thought.

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