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ynverse · 1 year

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chemical imbalance

L x gn! reader | fluff

a/n: i want to cause a chemical imbalance in his brain so badly

“it seems like you have caused a chemical imbalance within my body.”

your head whipped towards L at his random outburst. it wasn’t unusual for the man to ignore social cues, or be wholly inept and unaware of the clues at all, but this sentence felt different.

“ryuzaki, what,” you questioned, putting down some files regarding the third kira, “is this your way of saying you suspect me of being the second kira again? we have already proven misa was the second kira.”

if this were another accusation, you would probably rip your hair out of frustration. you suspected light of being the first kira - more like knew he was after he randomly gained misa amane as a “girlfriend.” understandably, your connection to light made the notorious L wary of you being the second kira - the idea of childhood friends sticking together wasn’t one he could rule out. thankfully, misa’s sudden appearance cleared your name - though, the detective wanted you to stay with the task force for the time being to prove you had zero relation to the case. L also valued the fact that you could push your emotions aside and try to help solve the case, something he grew to appreciate more when soichiro finally accepted your word against light’s and viewed his son as a possibility.

“frankly speaking, the likelihood of you being kira at some point in time will never be completely zero,” L calmly stated, his teeth barely brushing against his calloused thumb, “however, this is not directly about the kira case.”

“oh?”

you couldn’t help but tilt your head slightly, wondering what he meant. it wasn’t unheard of for you to be stumped by the man deemed the world’s greatest detective (the world’s top three greatest detectives apparently) but something told you this was different. to be honest, you didn’t even think he had the capacity or desire to think about anything beyond the kira case. he spent dollar after dollar, risked life and limb, and even resorted to morally grey techniques to get this far…the idea of him focused on anything else seemed absurd.

“my ventral tegmental area started producing dopamine around you.”

“uhm,” you hummed aloud, “am i supposed to understand what you mean?”

the detective only let his shoulders sag even more, seemingly annoyed he had to explain to you further. L greatly understood that there was a price for everything but he couldn’t help but feel aggravated at times when he had to explain himself. it was an easy deduction in his mind, one so simple that an explanation shouldn’t be needed. there was also a nagging in his mind that was not from intellectual superiority. a nagging that felt like he shouldn’t explain himself for fear of actually being understood. logically, it made sense for him to want to fault you for the feelings that have risen inside of him but his heart was suddenly trying to sway the detective’s reasoning. human emotions are such fickle things, always hindering the logical capabilities of the species is capable of.

sentience lies within emotions. that is what made humans scientifically the better species, as many researchers like to argue, but L felt as if it was the opposite. his owlish eyes only glinted in them when he knew he has won a game, his childish nature only appearing at times when others would deem it insignificant. L did not need emotions to hinder him. he saw the way soichiro looked over at his son with loving eyes and a strong sense of familial connection, completely ignoring the fact that his son is a likely candidate for the world’s most wanted. L did not want to be blinded by emotion, but it was not in his nature to go down feebly.

“dopamine plays a huge role in addiction miss y/n. it jumps from each of our neurons and builds a pathway for the stimuli to take over our whole brain. then the nucleus accumbens increases the production of dopamine. this causes the adrenal gland to become active which manufactures adrenaline and norepinephrine; our flight or fight response is now present - though i suppose it is now flight, fight, freeze, fawn, or submit. do you understand where i am leading,” L tilted his head, his owlishly dark eyes gazing straight at yours.

you honestly understood maybe seventy-five percent of what he said at most. you would look around the room to get help from others — a common occurrence as no one could keep up with the eccentric detective — but it was just you and L present at the moment. typically, these small moments between the two of you were interrupted by a discovery or watari bringing snacks to help the both of you focus. you liked the idea of the aloof man beside you speaking and interacting like normal, as normal as he can get, but you were beginning to feel a little frustrated by his statements. for one, they made you feel incredibly stupid as you couldn’t process the words he was saying at the speed at which he did. secondly, you were close to finding a link to the third kira but that was now lost in your mind as the detective managed to garner all your attention. and lastly, you were irritated by how pretty he seemed to be with the blue light from the screens radiating off his ghostly pale skin. the man who, although justified, is aiming to put her best friend behind bars. the man who uses moral grey but legal techniques to gain victory. the man who probably saw her as a pawn, maybe even a bishop if she was lucky, in this chess match constructed by him and light… the man who was beside you. this wasn’t a place for emotions but would you be human if you didn’t seem to show immense sentience at the worst times?

“ryuzaki, please speak japanese or even english - just not whatever this is,” you sighed exasperatedly.

L moved his thumb from his bottom lip and let out a small sigh, “you are clouding my judgment. when you are around, my frontal lobe doesn’t seem to be occupying at full capacity even when i sit the way i do. my amygdala seems broken; the idea of you being kira in any sense seems to be statistically plausible yet i cannot fathom it. you are hindering my detective work and my capabilities - though, i do not anticipate it as purposeful which is more frustrating. i think it would be safe to assume i have feelings for you.”

“romantic feelings ryuzaki? or platonic? no offense,” you started, seeing his eyes analyze your every move, “but you don’t seem like the type to be able to tell the difference.”

“if it was strictly platonic, my frontal lobe and amygdala would not be as hindered. it seems more plausible to me that these feelings are romantic.”

you could only stare at him, unaware of the heat rising to your face and your hands playing with themselves. you both knew this was not the time to build strong emotional attachments to one another but who were you at your core if not someone who yearned for affection?

“based on your reaction, i assume you feel the same way…or at least aren’t appalled by the idea,” L turned back towards the screen, a ghost of a smile on his lips, “we do not have to do anything about this at the moment, I rather have us both be safe from kira before we try to progress or discuss anything between us.”

you simply nodded before looking back at the files on the yotsuba group, pretending to focus as you try to gaze at the detective from the corner of your eyes. this wasn’t the time for romance but you both would try and make the time available as soon as possible. however, for now, you two would enjoy the comfort of knowing the feelings were mutual and that at the end of this path, someone would be waiting for you with open arms.

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ryukzakiii · 4 months

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young detectives ⭑ l. lawliet

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working under the world renowned detective L never seemed like it would be anything but some research and communication over a computer, that is until the greatest case of L’s career brought him to japan and caused him to seek help outside of law enforcement.

pairing: l lawliet x fem!reader

series contents/warnings: swearing, violence, substance use (alcohol mainly), slight age gap between L and reader, mentions of previous things between reader and light, smut!! (minors dni!!), i don’t know what else to warn you about but it’s L and Light so it’s some mental mind fucks all around obviously!!

SERIES MASTERLIST

chapter one ⭑ coming soon !

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nerdstify · 10 days

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I'm writing a Death Note story and need help with the middle. Send your ideas via DMs, comments, or asks. If I like them, I might even draw them! Also open to Death Note art requests. Share any Death Note-related ideas and I'll see what I can do.

(and in this case comments too!)

Start and end of the fic under the cut:

Start:

God, the rain was gorgeous. L wasn’t usually one to remark or note on the beauty of people; people did things and said things that he couldn’t understand. They hurt and killed and lied; and for what? For only themselves. But the world- the non-people part of the world- was utterly beautiful. L knew why the rain fell. It brought the plants to life. And even though sometimes it felt like nature didn’t have a purpose- like destructive typhoons and hurricanes- he at least understood that these catastrophes weren’t self-serving. The rain had no greed or selfishness; nothing to gain, and so the chaos was out of its control. The rain was always his favourite, grey and rhythmic and cool. Any beauty he saw in a human was simply a reflection of the beauty of the rain. Watari, cool and graceful and methodical as himself, nurturing lost children like they were plants below his sky. Soichiro, stoic and sturdy, creating a calm and intentional rhythm for L to think to. These people and others he had admired for sharing the qualities of the rain he loved, but there was one more. A conundrum that L couldn’t quite place.

Light Yagami. Not just the rain, but a monsoon. He was endless and unrelenting. No matter how many challenges you gave him, he dodged and weaved until the rainwater had flooded every crack in the moulding and invaded your basement. L wasn’t fond of people getting into his basement. He wasn’t cool and stoic and calm, but he came with a surging heat and a blinding sun and a furious intensity. L was almost sure he was Kira, because like Light, like the monsoon, Kira barely seemed human to him. He didn’t seem to be killing for personal or even corporate gain. Kira had convinced himself and the world that he killed for righteous reasons; for saving the good in humanity, but L couldn’t believe that. Kira killed because like Light, like the monsoon, he simply couldn’t stop.

He had never before been so attracted to a person, yet so repelled. If Light contained a duality and, say, Kira was a north magnet, and Light was a south– then L was north. There was nothing his heart, mind, and the deepest parts of his very soul craved more than a friend- or so he told himself- like Light.

But Light was Kira.

Wasn’t he?

Ending:

He knew it. Of course Light was Kira. There was no way around it. L was doomed by this narrative of friendship he had written for himself. Light was so perfect that L couldn’t have beared to lose him. So charming that the barely human, hardly affectionate, happily lonely L had warmed to him. Welcomed him. Shown him the smallest, quietest parts of himself. But Light was barely human too; becoming less and less by the day. And as L grew more and more attached, Light grew further away. A part of him had known from the very beginning how he would die. It wasn’t a slip-up in safety or privacy, it wasn’t a miscalculation, or a misjudgement of character- in fact he had judged Light perfectly from the very beginning. It was trust that had killed him.

His first, his best and worst friend, using him even now. No doubt faking his grief towards the task force. Or perhaps the grief was real. Despite it all, L couldn’t help but clutch onto the glimmer of hope he kept locked tightly in his ribcage, as the light faded from his eyes, that he could still mean something to Light, despite using him and throwing him aside.

Like he did Misa. Like he would his father and Sayu. Like he did his own soul. Like he did everyone once they stopped being fun to play with. Kira really was a child.

He had always known he would die right here, in task force headquarters, where he was supposed to be safe, and at Light’s hand, who was supposed to be his equal. He had imagined dying with a subtle smirk, Light finally incriminated, and a successor lined up to catch him. But in his ideations of death, not once had it occurred to him that it would hurt so much.

The grief, the guilt, the regret, and most of all the gaping wound that Light created, ripping into him with his bare hands and clawing at the insides of his chest, twisting a knife right into his gut as he pretended to care that he was gone.

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lawliet-ryuzaki-ryuga · 2 years

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Chapter 1

LawlietX Reader

word count: 3580

Topic: you’ve been brought in to the case from another institution similar to the Wammy’s House. Which was created by a friend of Watari.. It’s going to be a small story divided into chapters about how you and L form a friendship, which might grow into something else...

P.s.: i never proof read this.. so i’m sorry guys

It was a cool day in Japan, I had just moved here to help with a case. I had heard of this Kira case and how One of the greatest detectives,L, was on this case.

Watari whom I met only once my whole life had contacted Elies, my suppose caregiver or instructor. He had requested I come in to join the case to find this Kira. It was clear that off the bat this individual had a God like complex, but the truth was they were simply a serial killer. Anyway; to say I’m nervous is an understatement, Elies has been talking my ear off telling me how I’ve prepared for this my whole life.

I suppose I have, not that I wished to do so.. but it was my gift and talent, and as Elies would say “ it would be a shame if you were to let it go to waste.” I had been part of Elies institution for as long as I can remember. I was given patterns, and images to constantly study, to analyze body language of the other kids in the institution. None of which ever happened in person, I stayed in my room and watched it all through a screen. Elies had said it will allow me to see the big picture, which I think was beneficial to some extent. We had just passed security and now headed towards the headquarters room itself. Watari greeted us at the entrance and walked us through the process. I do believe I was asked questions but my responses were simply forgotten, or maybe I never answered. Just as we were about to enter Watari stopped before us and said “ I believe you’ll be able to help, I’ve heard great things about you Y/N/N.” Without much of a response you simply nodded. Just as you walked in you were introduced.

“ I would like to introduce to you Y/N/N and Elies to the Task force team. Please let me know if there’s any concerns” Watari nods slightly before continuing his was out with Elies, leaving me.. Alone.

“ Hello Ms.Y/N/N it’s lovely to meet you and have you on the team! It will be great to have another pair of eyes and ears you can say! Oh.. and I’m Matsuda!” He extends his hand for me to shake

The man whom I’ve come to know as Matsuda, is an interesting man. It seems like he’s a very extroverted person, which is a liability in any case, but they are also the ones to make extreme choices and act out of impulse.. once again a liability, but can be used as bait if need be. With a brief look at the extended hand you stare, “ I don’t shake hands.” I walk away from the interaction and take a look around the office.

“ and why is that Ms.Y/N/N, perhaps you don’t trust us? Well.. i find that Odd considering you’re the one who’s new to this task force.” A calm monotonous voice speaks. I glance up to see that a man sitting in an odd position with his hands on his knees to be speaking . Hmm.. I wonder why he sits like that? It could be that it’s his protective stance, a natural instinct to want to protect one’s internal organs.. maybe it could be a behavior that brings comfort? No. With the way he leans forward to the screen.. as well as sucking his thumb so it seems.. that’s behavior of one thinking.. he sits that way to think and work.. odd way to sit, unless he’s been conditioned to sit that way to help with his thought process.

“ you can’t trust anyone, the world is filled with liars.. and liars are monsters who take form of a human, to manipulate.. so no I don’t trust anyone.” You spoke back in hopes he would turn around and show himself. But instead another voice speaks up, a voice that comes from a tall brown haired boy. “ we’ll I can assure you that none of us here are monsters, and I wouldn’t say a liar is a monster, sounds over dramatic to say that, given we have all lied at one point. we’re all here for one reason only.. and that’s to catch Kira!”

Interesting to see… a man who is quick to speak up to defend his friend/coworker, but it sounded more of trying to defend himself.. and who is ‘we’ I made it clear that I’m not a liar .. unless someone in this room is known for lying… Besides a person who lies a lot would be the first to say that “ everyone lies,” so who are you trying to convince? Me, someone you just met or the people around you that you’ve been possibly.. wait no, that you Have been deceiving.

“ I made my statement and I will stand by it, but giving that you folded your arms as soon as you began talking indicates that you’re defensive about this topic, for reasons I’m not sure why.. unless your threatened by me.. possibly afraid that I will catch you in a lie that you’re trying to hide? No that would be too easy for me to point out because I do not know you, but to the people you’ve been working with, they’re oblivious. So tell me why you decided to jump in when i mentioned being a monster?” I keep my eye contact on this young man.

“ Well you were calling him a monster, and i-”

“ No I said trust no one because liars are monsters, so I never said he lied nor did I ever call him directly a monster, I simply don’t trust him. Not to mention that Mr. Matsuda didn’t seem bothered by my comment, simply embarrassed. Yet.. Yet you seem to be bothered by such words, is it because you’re a monster.. and liar? Maybe it’s because you’re hiding something like a dark secret.. Go on, tell me.”

I look around the room to see shocked faces, and that’s when the boy begins to speak again. “ I don’t know who you are or why you’re so defensive but I have nothing to hide, and if this is your way of saying that I’m Kira, I would stop while I’m ahead because I am not Kira!”

Not Kira? I never said anything about Kira, why bring him up.. I look around and see the slouched boy freeze in his seat, what is it? Is he thinking the same thing as I am..

“ Well considering I never brought up Kira, but you have related the topic of Kira to the topic of lying and a monster.. And the young man in the corner froze the moment you said you were “ not Kira” I’m going to make the assumption that you are a suspect to be Kira and in fact I have no doubt that you are him. You spoke too confidently on what it means to be a liar, and who can be considered a monster, making it where you feel like you have a say on who and what is bad.. Since Kira is all about removing evil in the world, it would make sense for Kira to also make judgment on who and what is considered bad.. Which is what you did exactly. I will now also stand by this statement, that you Are a monster and you are Kira.”

You could hear gasps go all around the office, but a small chuckle coming from the slouched man, surprisingly it sounded very sweet and endearing..

“ I don’t think I have seen someone come to such a quick conclusion as I have. It's nice to see that I have someone on the same page as I am.” He turns around in his chair and I’m met with dark circles eyes, a somber look that paints his face. “ Oh and I’m L, but do request that you call me Ryuzaki for safety reasons.”

“ It’s great to meet you, I’m Y/N but I go by Y/N/N for safety reasons. I look forward to solving this case along with you.”

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It has been over 3 weeks that I have been helping with the case and just when we think we’ve gotten somewhere, everything is pushed back. Currently we have both Light and Misa in confinement

“Y/N/N what do you think of this theory, Misa is deeply in love with Light.. Now I don't have much idea of what Love or emotions are to look like, but I do think that’s your field of study.. I think that Misa would do anything for light, even kill.. Now you already know my assumptions on Light and Misa being the real and second Kira… But do you really think that such powers could travel from person to person?” L speaks in his usual position with his eyesight on his tea cup, as he fills and adds his sugar.

“ Considering they were confined for such a period of time but the tapes both show the same reaction of “shock” it makes no sense… If they were both from the beginning saying they were not Kira, then why the sudden change in body language and awareness. Making me think that they were either being controlled and their memory was removed of them being kira, which explains the shock of their situations.. Or they both had it planned all along to act in the same manner.. Oh and by the way you're missing two more lumps of sugar, your tea won't be sweet enough.” I lean over and add the two extra sugar cubes and take the spoon that was set on the plate to stir the tea.

L stares at me with a puzzled look and back at his tea with a slight nod, he takes a sip of his tea and gives a slight hum and smile in my direction. “ I see you’re very observant, and learned a bit about my sugar intake.”

I look at him with a blank stare of ‘are you serious’; “ well I know you put 8 cubes of sugar in your tea, 10 in your coffee. When you have a box of chocolates, you eat the chocolates that only have the ones that have no weird textures, such as anything that has nuts. When you have your cake you enjoy eating off the small whipped cream before taking a bite from your cake and leaving the strawberry for last. I have studied you enough to know you like the back of my hand.”

“ I see.. Well I have studied you as well. I noticed that when you write notes you lean so close to the paper, like if you’re not close enough your thoughts won't transfer to the paper. You bounce your leg rather fast depending on if someone is saying something that alarming. When you sleep you curl up in a fetus position no matter where you are.. When no one is looking or paying attention, you tend to hug yourself.” His pupils enlarge as he stares, a hint of when you look at something you like or interests you.

“ Great points, but if you have no understanding of why a person acts a certain way, then that information is useless. Let's get back to the case, I think you should take them out of confinement and have chief plan out a murder situation where they both think they’re going to be executed but the chief plans on killing Light. If they are playing dumb with us, Misa loves light so much that she would kill light’s father, or light the real kira would have no problem of killing his own father.” It’s a long shot but I would like to see their reaction to such extreme measures

L has no issues and agrees with my plan, he goes and calls chief Yagami and tells him about the plan. Today is the day that we watch it all happen.

I’m sitting by L and watching the whole situation happen, to say that I’m nervous is an understatement. I sit in my chair with my knees to my chest as I wrap my arms around my legs, watching the screen like it’s an action film.

“I’m going to kill you here and then kill myself” cheif Yagami speaks. You hear protests coming from Misa and Light. I watch the interaction and analyze every movement and word my brain goes into overdrive. Although I know what to expect and know that the gun is a blank, I still jump in my seat and reach for L’s arm when it goes off. I sense L tense with contact making me pull away quick with a mouth full of apologies.

“ It’s alright, it was a loud sound I suppose.”

I nod and turn my head back to the screen, when I hear apologies coming from Light's father. I turn to tell L, “ well Chief is still alive so it clears them.. Not to mention their body language was very Sincere.. But somehow I can't help but question light.”

“ I agree with you Y/N/N, he could have seen right through our plan.”

L begins to address Amane then tells Light that they are to be together 24/7 until Kira is brought to justice.

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Both Light and L have been handcuffed together, and we have miss Amane ask if L was on the “ other side of the fence.” At that comment I couldn't help but let out a small laugh, L turns to me and gives me a small glare. “ I told you I’m not doing this because I want to” L mumbles.

With a huff Amane starts asking how she’ll be going on dates with light if L is always around. L mentions how they could still go together, he’ll just be there. Amane is quick to disagree, “ well then we can go on double dates, you can bring Y/N/N and you can kiss her so you don’t have to watch Light and I kiss! Maybe then you won’t be such a pervert!I don’t even know you two and I already know you’re both weird, how come she hasn’t spoken a word! ”

“Light please make Misa stop.” L asks with a desperate plea.

Once Light shut Misa up, a thought came to mind.. Misa mentioned Love at first sight.. I tap L’s shoulder and lean into whisper “ If it’s love at first sight.. And it was in May 22, the same day the second kira mentioned they’d be there.. Isn’t it a bit weird that she just “ knew” it was him that would be her soulmate?” L nods and turns his head in my direction, our faces so close to one another. I feel my cheeks heat up as I look away and lean back.

L brings up everything that I said and even asks how Misa would feel if light were Kira, and not to my surprise she still loved him.. In Fact she would love him even more.. And even try to help Kira, which would be light in the depiction that L played out. L lets out a hum… While you can tell that everyone in the room wishes they could kill Misa at that very moment, especially when she was just kind of cleared. L lets Misa know that her new manager will be Matsuda and will be following her around.

She is quick to ask why that “ old” man was going to be her manager and why not me.. When I first heard that I was quick to jump in, “ because I will not have the Patience to listen to you nor will I want to listen to you complain. I have better things to do than watch over an individual who has 3 dancing brain cells to function.”

Misa is quick to run towards me and slap me across my face, leaving me in shock. I Had never encountered violence.. I was always kept away from kids and others.. This case has exposed me to more human interaction than I have ever encountered in my whole life.. I look back at her with my hand over my cheek, and stare at her cheek.. I suppose eye for an eye, with one swift I grab her by her small pigtails and yank her towards me to only slap her back. You could hear gasps go around the room. I am not sure why there were no gasps when she hit me.. Was I not supposed to hit her, maybe I was supposed to do a different move instead of slapping her?

She tries to lung at me but Light grabs her and Aizawa kicks her out.. Once everything was spoken about everyone leaves the room.. Well that is besides L and light. L turns to me and asks if I'm okay. “Yeah just stings, was i not supposed to hit her back? I saw a lot of kids when I was told to study and they would do that when they get hit.” Light turns to me with a questionable look.

“ Why do you say that when you were told to study? Did you not interact with them?”

“ I was never allowed to talk to the other children, Elies said I was different from the other kids.. And kids like me are meant to do more studying than playing.. So I was never allowed to play with the others, he was scared that they would ruin my greatness.So I don't know how to react to certain things, i was just taught to observe and understand actions, but I don't know how to act with others.”

Light apologizes and avoids my eye contact after that. L asks watari to bring an ice pack and hands it to me to put against my cheek.

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It is the next day and we are sitting in the living room with Misa and I on one side of the table and L and light on the other side. Misa is going off about how this isn't fair and how she wants to be alone with Light.. L tells her to ignore us and asks for her cake. She says that cake makes her fat but L is quick with a come back and says that you don’t gain weight if you use your head. That just makes Misa fume, “ What is it with all of you thinking I’m stupid! And I’ll give you the cake if you let me and Light be alone!”

“ Even if we leave you two alone, we’re still going to be watching through the camera”

“ Y/N/N! CAN YOU TELL YOUR CREEPY BOYFRIEND TO STOP BEING A PERVERT!” Misa yells.

I look at her with a blank stare and look at the cake L was eyeing, I reach over and hand it to him. L gives me a slight smile as he begins to munch away at the cake.. Light speaks up and asks L on why we haven’t made much progress.. L goes over his whole speech on what I said was the case when they were confined… But ends his speech with not wanting to try so hard, and that there’s no reason to keep trying. Light gets up calls on Ryuzaki, L turns his head in his direction and the next thing I know L is being punched. Misa and i are quick to get up from our seats in shock! Since L and Light are tied together, L goes flying back and Light goes flying forward. Misa began screaming and steps over a cake, her worries now being that she stepped on a cake which ruined her socks. My attention going back to the boys when L kicks Light in return.. And did i just hear him say “ an eye for an eye my friend?” That’s what i said yesterday, so i wasn’t wrong for hitting Misa back!

Light begins to accuse L of not being satisfied until he can prove that Light is Kira, which is true. I won’t be satisfied until Light admits that he was once and is Kira. Next thing we know Light punches L again and L goes for another kick. Somehow When Light wants to go for another punch, he elbows my eye. Which catches both of the boys' attention. Light begins to apologize but for some reason I acted before I thought and the next thing I knew I was punching Light across the face. This caught Misa’s attention and now she’s coming in my direction. I duck before she could hit me leaving her to trip over her own feet. I feel arms pull me away from her, I look back quickly ready to go for another hit when it's L. Light grabs Misa before she can come for me again, though there isn’t much distance between L and Light, they both do their best to keep her and I apart.

Soon later we hear the phone ring, L reaches over to grab the phone and answers all while still holding on to me just in case I runaway.. Once he hangs up Light asks what it was.. To which L says “Matsuda is acting stupid again.” Light not surprised and says it’s Matsuda’s speciality.. I look at L and Light telling them that Matsuda can hear them, to which both shrug.

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wisteriasymphony · 8 days

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(Un)Lucky Killer - Pitch Drabble

"It's nicotine gum," L stated plainly, now holding the wad between her teeth to make it visible (which Adrien wished she hadn't). To make things worse, L leaned in to him, her face now inches away from his. "Want a taste?"

Unsurprisingly and to preserve his dignity, Adrien evaded such a horrible proposition by tumbling out of his chair, an act which he would swear upon all things living and dead was intentional and not a flustered accident whatsoever.

"You—!" He shoved her face away with his hand. "I don't know what you think you're getting out of this, you salacious witch!" Of course, the handcuffs binding them together did little to help his case, as he could only shove L away as far as the chain would allow. "And to think people consider you a detective."

L saw the opportunity Adrien was baiting for her and quickly shut it down. "Why would I ever explain my tactics to you, regardless of what you think of them?"

Of course, there were lies on both sides. Adrien had studied L's previous work to know that she was a damn good detective, unconventional sexiness or otherwise, and holding her in such a high regard was precisely why her lowbrow provocations worked so well on him. L, on the other hand, was aware that she was as much a teenage girl as she was a brilliant detective, so many of her more bizarre "tactics" were just in pursuit of having fun. Girls will be girls, you know, what with their coquettish giggling and fashion magazines... and whatever else L could tell herself she'd be doing with her life if she wasn't too busy solving cases.

#this doesn't fit anywhere in the story anymore so i'm just sharing it here #(un)lucky killer au #mlb death note au #miraculous fanfic #claudrien #claudia perreault #adrien agreste #adrien clairemont #death note au #fem!l ryuzaki #god this is kind of felix coded too but like i can't justify it to myself

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kokonutcat · 8 months

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If we do straight ships to avoid suspicion it’s normalising heterosexuality which doesn’t help against internalised homophobia because lgbt lack representation in movies, books, music, ect which is why I suspect by a percentage of exactly 63% that Light is Kira. In the other hand, if we do gay ships it’s fetishization and deshumanizing and therefore homophobic which means without the shadow of a doubt that Light is Kira

#and some people will say i’m gay for this 🗣️🔥💯‼️#yaoi writén by a slovenian femboy #fanfic about ryuzaki #and naruto and sasuke when their blood was formed a heart #i wiuld’t share matching necklaces with someone whos just my best friend 👎#naruto liked girls especially sakura throughout the series #stop making yourselves look delusional #we get the joke but sheesh 🙄#death note #light yagami #my posts and my shitposts

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jaxyza · 5 months

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some art for the fanfic i wrote

Context: rex joined a kaibacorp sponsorship program for duelist scholars and it sucked the life outta him. He was crunched into being a product made to work 24/7 and win, and make the kaibacorp brand look good.

Seto kaiba, who neglected rex's wellbeing in the first place, gets what he deserves in the end but it's not without heartbreak

#artbyjax #art by jax #anime #manga #art #yugioh #digital art #rex raptor #fanart #dinosaur ryuzaki #kaibacorp #ygo #fanfic #jaxyza #happy hopeful ending where the characters all grow and move forward but the sad parts are intense #maybe I'll post it.#maybe.#idk yet

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lupines-slash-recs · 2 years

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Rec: The Lovers Gambit (Where You Toss the Pieces Aside and Start Kissing Your Opponent) by WhyDoesEverythingHappenSoMuch

Title: The Lovers Gambit (Where You Toss the Pieces Aside and Start Kissing Your Opponent) Author: WhyDoesEverythingHappenSoMuch Canon: Death Note Pairing: Light Yagami/L Lawliet Rating: Mature [R] Word Count: 12,182 Summary: In which the boys work out their feelings over a game of chess.

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lovelunar21 · 2 years

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Hello Cherry is here Who is excited for Halloween and L's birthday i have some good news regarding my wattpad account future writting status aka what im planning to write next If you have any suggestions for books Just remember please no smut or 18+

I might start working on new chapters for my L oneshots book plus more books 1 book specially decidated for This adorable birthday boy and a halloween special aswell Im in the mood to start writting again

#death note #death note l lawliet #death note l #l lawliet #death note imagine #death note fanfiction #fanfic #fanfiction #ryuzaki death note #wattpad #wattpad writer #deathnotewattpad #fanfic wattpad #fanficwritter #fanfic writing

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bubblegumanatomy · 5 months

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Lunchtime - Matsuda x Reader (gender neutral)

synopsis_ after matsuda has a rough day, you try your best to comfort him during a lunch together

word count_ 1,479

warning_ fluff, hurt/comfort, very cringey

note_ this is the first fanfic i've written so yeah, i know it's really, really bad. but i love matsuda soo :)

Quickly going through your notes, you make sure to double-check all the names. Despite it being tedious work, you were interested in the new turns this case was bringing. Just a few months ago you joined as a member of the task force, looking to find and put an end to Kira, and now you were investigating the renowned insurance company, Yotsuba Cooperation.

Standing up, you made your way towards L, carrying the sizable stack of papers in your hands.

“Ryuzaki, Here's a list of domestic employees in the Yotsuba Group.”

“Thank you very much”, L said as you handed it to him. He started looking through the papers, and you being unsure of what to do next, awkwardly stood there watching him. While doing so, you felt someone's gaze fixed on you. Looking up, you saw who it was. Matsuda.

You smiled at him, and he smiled back.

Despite trying to keep up your enthusiasm, you couldn’t lie, this was all really draining on you. It had only been a handful of people in the police force who joined the Kira investigation, and your decision to do so didn’t come without its consequences. In the past few days, ever since your parents found out about the ultimatum given by the police force, they've been calling you nonstop and pressuring you to leave the investigation behind, saying that it wasn't worth losing your job over. At times, you agreed with them. All this pressure and putting your life at risk... made you wonder if your contributions to the team even made it worth the cost.

But Matsuda... made things a bit better. He was the only person in the task force you felt like you could really talk to. Everyone else was too serious, understandably so, but it didn’t help put your mind at ease.

For the past few weeks, you and Matsuda have been eating lunch together, discussing just about anything. Talking about the investigation, your otherwise somewhat mundane lives, your futures, and other things you found interesting. Whether that be senseless conspiracy theories on Kira or about how you thought L was leading the case.

You found a lot of comfort in these lunchtimes together. It was much more than just a lunch with a friendly colleague. It was a bit of normalcy and positivity in your otherwise gloomy and stressful life. And it wasn't just the upbeat conversations that helped. Whenever the feeling of worthlessness started to grow on you, when you felt like you might be nothing more than dead weight to the task force, he would hurriedly try to convince you otherwise, with one of his hands covering his mouth, still stuffed with food, leading to more than one occasion of him choking.

Now, as you were smiling at him, you recognized what he was feeling. You'd seen that look in his eyes many times before. Just like you did from time to time, he was also feeling quite useless to the task force.

His smile quickly dropped as he put on a more serious face.

"Ryuzaki! Is there anything I can do, besides being Misa's manager?"

"You want to be useful?" L asked, not sparing Matsuda a glance.

"Yes!" Matsuda answered eagerly. He seemed ready to do just about anything to prove himself.

"Then could you get me another cup of coffee?"

You cringed at L's reply and felt upset about how Matsuda seemed so defeated by L's request. It wasn't just L who made comments like that. Unfortunately, Matsuda was a frequent recipient of criticism from most of the task force.

Even so, he walked away to fulfill L's request, looking back at you for a moment. You tried to give him a sympathetic smile, and again, he smiled back, just like he always did. But this time, the smile seemed forced.

time skip to lunch time

You waited anxiously at the place where you and Matsuda usually had lunch. He was never this late, in fact, you two would usually walk here together. But you haven't seen him since he went to fetch L's coffee, and it was beginning to worry you. Matsuda was relatively good at not letting all of the stress and criticism get to him. He was always quick to bounce back and have a smile on his face. It was one of the reasons you liked him so much, and in a 'more than friendly colleagues' kind of way. But today might have been his breaking point.

After a few more minutes, you finally saw him coming your way. His hair was slightly disheveled, lunch in one hand and papers in another. You quickly straightened your back and put on a smile to try and brighten the mood that you knew wouldn't be all that great. However, the second he sat down, your face dropped.

His eyes were slightly red, and even though he had a smile on his face, it was obvious that he had just cried.

He quickly looked at his watch, "I'm sorry I was so late y/n! I seem to have lost track of time." he said letting out a laugh.

You looked at him as he quickly opened his lunch and started to eat. His eyes looking everywhere but at yours. You figured he didn't want to talk about what was going on. But you wanted to try your best to help him, so you decided to, albeit hesitantly, ask "Hey... Matsuda, are you feeling okay?".

"Of course I'm okay!" He replied almost too quickly, giving you a smile but still not looking directly at your eyes.

You leave it at that and let the silence take over, not wanting to push any further and make him uncomfortable. You also couldn't find it in yourself to continue normal conversations like you always did. Talking about how Kira might be a police officer or even a politician, or complaining yet again about how exhausting the security measures were for getting into the taskforce headquarters.

10 minutes passed by without another word exchanged and it only got increasingly unbearable for you. Lunches with Matsuda are never like this.

"I'm pretty useless aren't I?" he asked suddenly, though in a light-hearted way. The hurt in his voice was more than obvious. He leaned his head back, staring at the ceiling in an attempt to not cry again.

"What? Why would you even say that? Of course not." you say, putting your chopsticks down and looking at him. "I know how you must feel. I feel that way too a lot, but trust me, you're not useless."

"You don't need to lie to me, I'm not that stupid." He silently remarked, eyes finally meeting yours."

Your heart sank as you looked at his eyes, you finally realized just how much everyone's comments affected him.

"Matsuda... please don't say that. Just think about it. There were well over a hundred police officers in the Kira investigation before, and out of the seven who decided to continue, even when things seemed dangerous, you were one of them. You may not be L or Light, but you're you, and your contributions may be different from theirs, but that doesn't make them worthless."

"Y/n, I..."

"Also, I know that no one applauded or even recognized you for it, but you're the one who helped Light figure out the connection between Kira and the Yotsuba Group, right? That's such a huge lead! How could you ever think you're useless?"

"That was just one small thing. And like you said, only seven people continued. Only seven and yet, I'm still the most incapable and useless. It's not just me who thinks that, everyone does, and I can't even blame them. Everybody else is so serious and I feel like a stupid kid trying to fit in or be of help to someone. "

"No Matsuda." you interrupted while getting up from your seat. "You may think the way you act is "childish" or "stupid", but to me, your ability to stay positive even in such grim circumstances makes everything more... bearable, and I might not be able to speak for everybody else, but I know for a fact that you're the reason I keep on coming here every day, the reason I try my best to work towards finding Kira. I look forward to lunch together, not just because of our fun conversations, but because you give me so much energy and motivation to work harder. I just..."

Knowing the last thing you wanted to say to him, you embraced him in a hug, hoping he could feel all your thoughts and emotions through it. After a few seconds, he returned the hug, burying his face in the crook of your neck.

"Matsuda... I love you"

There was a long pause before his hug tightened.

He replied, "I love you too y/n."

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ynverse · 1 year

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death note

“I’ll work hard to make you love me.”

l lawliet

↳ chemical imbalance

light yagami

↳ a fall like lightning from the sky

teru mikami

↳ love’s gift

#death note #death note x reader #ryuzaki x reader #ryuzaki #l #l x reader #l lawliet #lawliet #lawliet x reader #light yagami #light yagami x reader #light #light x reader #drabbles #oneshots #headcanons #fanfic #death note fanfic

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purplink8 · 7 months

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I really want to write and/or read a fanfic where Light & L are in a fake/pretend relationship (initially of course) for Light to maybe thwart his family's plans to get married to Kiyomi & L 'cause of wishing to know the man (his genius employee) behind his perfect mask. Light, while fake-dating Ryuzaki, doesn't know he's L (Light's boss in an investigation + the world's greatest detective); L definitely tries to use the knowledge that Light doesn't know his true identity to his advantage- and slowly but surely they fall in love...much to their surprise.

#death note #light yagami #l lawliet #lawlight #p #if nobody writes this; i will

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thewittyphantom · 2 months

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I found a really funny, cute fanfic about Rex Raptor realizing he has a "secret" admirer.

https://www.fanfiction.net/s/14330796/1/It-s-Not-a-Secret-if-It-s-Obvious

Ryuzaki thinks he has a secret admirer. Turns out, he's just stupid.

#yu gi oh #fan fiction #rex raptor #weevil underwood #espa roba #bonz

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eyecicles · 1 month

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Sorry I haven't engaged in fandom much for a long time, what the heck is the Ryuzaki theory?

That "Ryuzaki" is much more than just an alias to L. And that most, if not all, of his little eccentricities are fake. People give many different reasons for why he would put on such an elaborate act (though none of them make much sense to me).

The main argument is that the L we see in the first few chapters - before he introduces himself to the task force - is so different that the way he behaves in front of other people can't be genuine. Obata himself explains that he changed his design after a few chapters, but even without his word, it's still very easy to poke lots of holes into this theory.

Oh, and people often use “Another Note” in their arguments. They claim that L probably didn't just steal the name "Ryuzaki" from B, but also his whole shtick.

Like, I'm aware that L is manipulative and uses the way other characters see him against them, but I'm still very much convinced that his quirks (like his eating habits, his preferred way of sitting, how he always wears the same outfit, the way he holds things, etc.) are real.

A few years back, you couldn't escape fanfics about L putting on makeup for his "act", or posts about how sad it was that he didn't die as his real self, among other things. It was pretty wild.

#anon #asks #l lawliet #ryuzaki persona theory

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citruscloudsandmoon · 4 months

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Lawmane Day 05: Ephemeral

An excerpt from a unpublished fanfic which I have been working on in a very non-serious fashion. Translation: I have completely ignored the story 🥲

Thought to share it here because it fits the theme( I think? 😅). Hope you like it 🌻.

Heart-Stopper

One set finally caught Misa’s eye. It was a traditional canopy bed, the wood in color of black, its fittings that of copper hue. There was light intricate carving on the edges of its headboard, giving the whole thing a grand look. It was simply beautiful.

Unable to help herself, Misa lightly tapped the fingers against the wood, loving the soft clacking sounds it made. Net curtains will most definitely look much better than the satin ones, she decided, fingering the fabric draped over the frame.

Misa turned “Ryuzaki what do you……….”

She couldn’t complete the question. She wasn’t able to.

Ryuzaki was lying on the bed alright, except not normally. He appeared to be sunk amidst the sheets and fluffy pillows, arms and legs struck out in odd angles.

“Ryuzaki!” Misa loudly exclaimed, rushing towards his side at once.

“It’s alright Miss Amane! I can get out” Ryuzaki assured but Misa thought otherwise.

“Didn’t I tell you not to test them Ryuzaki?! Look at you! You are struck!” Misa cried out, clearly dismayed.

“I can assure you Miss Amane, I am not” Ryuzaki insisted, still struggling.

The blonde shook her head. Putting down her bag, she briskly marched toward the bouncy bed and reached for Ryuzaki’s arm. Grasping it firmly with both her hands, she tried pulling him.

Being light weighted she should have known better that it wasn’t going to work out.

“Woah!” Misa yelped, feeling her feet leaving the wooden floor instantly. It happened so fast. One minute she was standing. In the next moment, she found herself lying on top of Ryuzaki.

Ryuzaki let out a loud gasp. The impact wasn’t hard but it was sudden. It took him by surprise.

Misa heard him for then she started apologizing profusely. “Sorry sorry Ryuzaki! Misa didn’t mean to land on you!"

“It’s okay Miss Amane, you were only trying to help…….”

“But you got hurt! And……ooff!” Misa’ elbow slipped, making her cut off her speech. Dammit! The hell was wrong with bed? it won’t stay still!

Misa tried rolling but it only made her sunk further in the mattress.

“Miss Amane, stop rolling! You are only making it worst!” ‘Worst?! They wouldn’t be here at the first place if Ryuzaki didn’t jumped on them! Misa thought furiously.

Digging her nails on the blanket, Misa lifted herself to retort to Ryuzaki’ statement. It was only then she realized just how close they were to each other.

Ryuzaki had braced his palms on the duvet, holding himself from making any possible movement. The position would have looked comical if it weren’t for Ryuzaki breathing heavily, gazing at her with hooded gaze, fringes slightly ruffled.

That familiar warm feeling which dropped by earlier this afternoon returned at once. Only this time, it came back with much force.

A shirt slipped from Ryuzaki’s neck, exposing his one side of the collarbones. Misa blushed at the sight. She had seen numerous man shirtless before, both in real and in media. And yet Misa was going red like there was no tomorrow.

Calm yourself Misa, calm yourself Goddamit! She scolded to herself inwardly. It was difficult to think of anything else when all she was thinking of was Ryuzaki’s exposed neck and just how pale and sturdy it appeared. Her fingers were itching to run on his clavicle, wondering about its smoothness.

Before her body could take the decision for her, Ryuzaki all of a sudden flipped their sides, pining her hands above her head with his hands and her legs with his shins.

Misa was now under Ryuzaki. It couldn’t get any more awkward than this.

She was petrified. And so was Ryuzaki, who after pining Misa to the bed didn’t know what to do now.

Someone cleared a throat. Misa and Ryuzaki looked up and saw Ken, the salesperson who now was no longer smiling but was looking at them expressionless, his lips pursed as if he had swallowed a lemon.

“Getting comfy are we? Maceo does tend to have that effect” He commented, his tone uncharacteristically cold and formal.

Sinkholes popped around in Japan every now and then. Misa wished one would pop around here too so that she could disappear in the ground along with bed. This was beyond embarrassing.

#death note #l lawliet #L #Misa Amane #Lawmane #Lxmisa #l x misa #Lawmane week 2023 #Lawmane Day 05: Ephemereal #Sharing an excerpt? I know....very lazy effort but oh well 🥲🤡#Otp: I think I just met my wife #Line: I could fall for you #Your honour! They are both clowns in love but don't know yet ❤️

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