#Pls tell me this is relatable
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When you’ve been abused so bad you want to kill yourself because you can’t fathom being abused so bad and by so many different people
#ryan.txt#bpd#borderline personality disorder#cptsd#ptsd#trauma#traumatized#pls tell me this is relatable
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Did anyone else used to think eleven was called eleventeen or was i just stupid CAUSE I SWEAR TO GOD I REMEMBER ELEVENTEEN BEING A NUMBER AMD THEN IT BECAME ELEVEN
Yeah i really need to go to sleep...
#fyp#fypシ#mickeys late night rants#I SWEAR ELEVENTEEN WAS A NUMBER#pls dont tell me im the only one that thought this#pls tell me this is relatable#and this kids is why we go to sleep#eleventeen is a number#i swear to god it was#byeee <3
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hey do u guys feel a new hyperfixation coming on and are just like powerless to stop it or are you normal
#this msg brought to you by my approaching obsession with always sunny#also the last several months of only thinking about#elementary#iasip#it’s always sunny podcast#I’ve watched every back to back of the podcast and like#was I even really able to watch most of the show without longing for death#no#am I obsessed with the podcast anyway#absolutely#over the last couple months I’ve become obsessed with Batman it’s always sunny and elementary#idk why#but there are no other thoughts in my mind#pls tell me this is relatable#/normal#also brought to u by my oncoming adhd diagnosis#meaning my dr thinks I have it and so do I and my whole family but I haven’t had the legit diagnosis yet#the nhs is struggling rn I’m not taking up unnecessary space#sorry I’m hyperfixating#hyperfixating? kinda check. i don't like using specific neurodivergency terms w/o a diagnosis but i sure do obsess with things completely#adhd
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me rn scrolling on tumblr/pinterest for hours on end knowing i’m going to hate myself tmr morning for not sleeping earlier :,)
#teateaaxx#pls tell me this is relatable#no but why#i wake up at 6am.#literally what is the point#reblog please#i beg#relatable?#at least for me
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were you determined to learn Morse code as a kid so that you could communicate with your friends during class as if loud tapping wouldn't be obnoxious or was that just me
#Spy era#Cursed memories#Idk what I thought would happen#Text post#Morse code moment#Morse code#Childhood#Nostalgia#Pls tell me this is relatable#Relatable#Question mark
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Me healing my childhood trauma and reliving my child-like wonder by rewriting FNaF AUs from whenever sister location came out bc after that I left bc I was getting confused asf
I still am like wtf is going on? I left after Pizza Sim now Afton a grandpa, all the robots are more furry than ever, THERES AN ALIVE CHILD??? Also wtf theres was a VR game???? GRAPHICS NOVELS THAT DREW CRICUS BABY IN. A REALLY WEIRD WAY??!???!?
#pls tell me this is relatable#also old era fans still existed so that’s why I’m getting back into the FNaF fandom#But yeah I might post about them since I only decided to rewrite two#fnaf au#fnaf#fnaf sl
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one thing about me is that ill be bawling to the sadest song ive ever listened to that can literally make me feel like im reliving my trauma and ill still act like im in an amv for it
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so there’s this game…… .. …
#dead plate#wip#dead plate vincent#dead plate rody#i binged the whole game last night and i am in love ..#here’s a ?secret? i’m a sucker for indie horror games#they’re my bread and butter#this one has got toxic yaoi and i am all for it#i don’t usually draw stuff like this so uh#idk i’m still embarrassed when i draw creepy or quote on quote edgy art for some reason#first non vocaloid related piece in so long my god#dw alotta vocaloid is on the way#tw uncomfortable#tw cannibalism#SORRY IF THESE ARENT CORRECT TAGS PLS TELL ME IF I SHOULD ADD OTHERS
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@rayshippouuchiha : posts something I have absolutely no idea about in a fandom I've never been part of
Me, absolutely not specifically seven crows in a disguise, still finding it relatable/shiny:
Also here's my cat holding still for a picture after I told her it was for Ray (betrayal lol she never does that for anyone else):
#Naruto meme#pls excuse my shitty Photoshop skills#also#RAY#STOP MAKING RELATABLE POINTS ABOUT FICTIONAL MEN OLD ENOUGH TO BE MY FATHER#(or at least they were when I first saw them...)#YOU SPECIFICALLY GAVE ME A DADDY KINK#BECAUSE OF AIZAWA#AND KAKASHI#I'll stop there bc I honestly don't have time for the full round up which is a shame#BUT YOU ALSO GOT ME INTERESTED IN FANDOMS AND CROSSOVERS#my poor sleep schedule 😔#don't take this too seriously#bc I also love you and my cat poses for pictures when I tell her it's for you#I'm pretty sure she just likes the sound of Ray though
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wip wednesday 💕
i'd like to take a brief interlude from my depressive spiral to present a small excerpt from the slutty elriel fic i'm working on, still hoping to get this out this week but taylor swift put a pin in my plans and i've been wallowing in bed for like 96 straight hours.
no warnings here bc im saving the actual slutty content for the full published piece.
hope everyone's having a good week 💖
Elain blindly wandered down the dark hallways.The echo of her heels on the stone floor was menacing, causing the already frantic beat of her heart to rise to an almost worrisome crescendo. It didn’t help that she could barely see and was relying solely on the occasional flickering fae light and the cool, insistent shadow pressed to the small of her back to guide her towards her mystery destination.
It felt like she’d been walking for hours, turning this way and that in the labyrinth that made up the various chambers of this unfamiliar place but finally, the pressure of the shadow on her back eased as she approached an arched door right at the end of the seemingly never ending hallway. She paused in front of it, unsure what to do until the shadow slid up her arm and along her neck, wrapping itself around her ear.
Go.
Elain swallowed, her gloved hand reaching out for the doorknob.
Subconsciously, she knew where that shadow had been guiding her. Knew that the neat, dark interior of this room was the perfect match for what she’d always imagined in those salacious dreams of hers.
She’d been ready to see him. Aching to see him. But to open the door and get her first glimpse of him… she hadn’t quite been ready for that.
Azriel was reclined in a leather chair behind his desk. The jacket he'd been wearing earlier had been discarded and left to drape on cabinet at the far end of the room. The first few buttons of his crisp white shirt was undone, providing a glimpse of the tantalising tattoos hidden underneath. He had one long leg folded over the over, one ankle resting on his knee. And on that knee, cradled by his large, scarred hand, sat a short glass of amber liquid that perfectly matched his honeyed eyes.
“I’ve been waiting for you.”
#elriel#yes this is the under the weeping willow follow up hehe#elriel fic#wip wednesday#my writing#anyway if you're reading this pls tell me what your favourite ttpd song is#or what the one you relate to the most is#my fave is guilty as sin? for obvious reasons#the one i relate to the most is the prophecy lmao#hence the depressive spiral!#but also the bolter so good luck working out how both of those things can be true#ALSO down bad is a bop and i really do be crying at the gym teenage petulance and all#ALSO loml but i actually cant discuss that one yet for the sake of my sanity#thanks for coming to my taylor swift ted talk im going to bed now
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Life is chill until I remember the Wattpad Account I had during Covid.
#I wrote PJO / HP Crossovers#ptsd fr#can anyone relate?#pls tell me i’m not the only one#wattpad#marauders#harry potter#percy jackson#covid flashbacks
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the harmonizer fandom rn (i'll never have a unique experience)
#oo would be fun if yall add your relapse friend reactions below#pls tell me yall can relate#harmonizers#fifth harmony#5h#5h renaissance
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I have a problem, everytime I see someone's pfp I Imagine that's what they look like even though ik which celebrity it is
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Now for my dear DCMK exchange gift giver. I come with some fic recs and a couple of headcanons for our favourite certified lil guy.
A selection of personal fic recs of the platonic/familial/friendship kind (sprinkled with a bit of romance too). Please note that all these fics come back to one thing: Shinichi/Conan is involved, as he tends to be my main focus (also I'm a huge Found Family trope lover, as you might be able to tell from some of these recs). I also decided to forgo my soulmate AU recs, since it seems you likely know those! (Though, if you'd ever like more fic recs... just let me know. And I hope you'll find one or two on this list that you haven't yet read and you'll like!)
warm soup on a frigid night: Detective Boys centric, my heart melted gosh.
Once and For All: another Detective Boys centric fic, I'M SCREAMING thEY ARE SO PRECIOUS.
A Friend In Need: Kaitou KID centric, really love how organic this fic is, both from KID's and Shinichi's POV.
You Have an Hour: Sonoko's POV and an extremely funny and relatable fic.
You're okay, you're safe: oh, my beloved Sakura Trio, also from Sonoko's POV which I adore, and Sonoko's feelings in this... I feel her.
Switched: KID centric, FREAKING BODY SWAP, and so well written too, very fun read.
Guide you home: I love the Guide/Sentinel universe so much, this has romantic KaiAo, Heizuha, ShinRan, and lots of other platonic combinations, this is also a case fic and emotional.
Identity: One of my favourite scenarios, OCCHAN AND RAN BEING AWARE FROM THE BEGINNING, MY HEART-
Code Red: KOGOROU CENTRIC, let him shine!
The Cloning Secret: do you want to read something absolutely heart-wrenching, disturbing, yet absolutely brilliant? Go no further. We warned: this is a work in progress.
Misconceptions, Illusions, and Lies (and Other Forms of Fair Play): I absolutely adore this fic, the idea of Ran and KID working together, also bonus points for different POVs, also a work in progress.
Shenanigans in Beika: one of my ultimate favourite fic series, off all time, the interactions in this are just way too charming and precious and dear. Also a work in progress.
until the flowers bloom again: same author (yes, one of my favourite authors, sue me) as Shenanigans in Beika, involves the Detective Boys and ShinRan, and my heart just... gosh, this fic is so precious.
Hidden Epidemic: I love the first part the most, but this as a whole has a lot of headcanons incorporated into it that I love to bits. Lots of POV changes, and so many characters (Detective Boys, Heiji, Kazuha, KID, Ran and so on)
pet: super short, but also SUPER CUTE, absolutely in love with the idea of Ai having a cat. (one of my favourite authors for the fandom)
(the space between) where you smile and hide: one of the very few and precious Kazuha POV fics, especially her thinking about Shinichi. (also one of my favourite authors, and if you like one Hattori Heiji, I highly rec holly's other fics too)
Observations: my ultimate favourite fic involving Takagi Wataru, part of it is from his POV too, and it has so many great things about it. (VERMOUTH!!! Also Heiji and Satou working together! And most importantly: Takagi finally getting an answer to his Question.)
All Night Gang: I ADORE THIS FIC SO SO SO MUCH, THE FACT THAT KAZUHA AND RAN GET TO FINALLY KNOW. Also the adorable chatting in the first part. All the different POVs later on. And all the FEELINGS AND HEADCANONS AND THE THING THIS FIXES ABOUT CANON FOR ME. I'M so grateful for the existence of this fic.
Nothing To Lose: Detective Boys, PRECIOUS CHILDREN, they just miss their friend, this fic made me so emotional, dammit. SHINICHI YOU FCKIN IDIOT-
Family of the heart: God. This fic. THIS FIC. I LOVE PARENTAL MOURI KOGOROU WITH A PASSION.
never were and not anymore: this series? Damn. The shapeshifter concept in it is MARVELOUS AND MASTERFUL. The way it got merged into the universe, and how it changed events. Also THE RELATIONSHIPS IN THIS KILL ME in the best way.
Scion: I absolutely adore this author, and this is one of my ultimate favourite fics involving Shinichi and KID. The supernatural element is so exquisitely fitting into the universe, and how Shinichi's feelings are so complex, and the teamwork... just. Everything about this fic pulls at my heartstrings.
As for personal headcanons for Shinichi/Conan, here is a few:
Shinichi/Conan is neurodivergent as fck. I personally like to think he is on the autism spectrum, but I'm very flexible on the exact nature. One thing for sure: he is not neurotypical. At. All.
HE'S A CERTIFIED PENCIL BITER YOUR HONOUR!!! (IT'S NOT EVEN A HEADCANON AT THIS POINT- *GETS HIT*)
No one can tell me, No One, that after all these traumatic experiences this child doesn't experience panic attacks or PTSD.
WHAT DO YOU MEAN HE STOPPED PLAYING SOCCER, HE LOVES SOCCER!! (The kids are totally the reason he got more involved in soccer again, YOU HEAR ME-)
Shinichi keeping gloves on his person for Crime Scene Examination Purposes, At All Times.
Shinichi having his own shorthand, you cannot tell me he doesn't TAKE NOTES, he so totally WOULD. (HE HAS A NOTEBOOK ON HIM!!! AND SOMETHING TO WRITE WITH!!! OFC HE WOULD HAVE AN EFFECTIVE WAY TO TAKE NOTES!!!)
Thank you for your attention, may you have a blessed day, darling!
#la junk talks#detco posting#in a way#and also#manga#detective conan#for that one page#fanfic#bc this includes recs#and since this is related#dcmk exchange#this took longer than expected bc i went overboard again. someone pls tell me how to do casual...
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wil zola project with locs is my everything
#wil#zola project#zola project wil#vocaloid#I KNOW HE LOOKS SO DIFFERENT TO ‘CANON’ WIL BUT..#I LOVE HIM..#i’ve never rlly seen wil as green coded ngl#he just suits orange 2 me..#first time drawing him with locs and i love it#if i made any errors that aren’t cartoon-style related with drawing them tho pls tell me#id like to draw them best i can in a cartoon style !!?#idk where that question mark came from anyway#i love wil zola project#i used no sketch so this may be off so whoops#i drew it after spending hours working on a wall ( tearing wallpaper putting plaster up#etc#so my hands were fucked#but . the sudden wil inspiration had me in a choke hold
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I almost just spiraled into a panic attack bc I love Buck so much
#is this relatable#pls tell me I’m not insane#buddie#911 fox#911#eddie diaz#evan buckley#911 tv show#evan buck buckley#buck x eddie#buck and eddie#911 abc
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