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moo-blogging · 2 years

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Hi~Love your late night thoughts 💕would you be able to do a story in modern AU where Levi is a gangster member and he met the doctor/nurse female reader at the hospital while bringing his injured self in?

Hello stranger ~ Thank you so much for reading my thoughts, I am super happy you love them. And thank you so so much for requesting, I love your idea!! Sorry it took me some time to write because words aren't flowing :(

1 ModernAU Levi x Nurse female reader coming up! Enjoy :)

Late night thoughts #56:

A bloodied man stumbled through the double doors and collapsed on the floor. Gasps overtook the bustling Emergency Room as people jumped away from the man. All eyes were on him. Nobody breathed.

'Where is the fucking doctor...' the man groaned. The amount of blood on him had struck fear in the people in the room, even the experienced medics hesitated.

Inhaling deeply, the security guard plucked up his courage and approached the man. 'Sir? Sir? Can you hear me?' he asked. But as soon as he saw the tattoo on the back of his palm, he gasped and moved away.

A two headed snake coiled around his index and middle finger, the symbol of the infamous mob. Now the pieces had finally come together, and nobody wanted to get involved into this mess involving gangsters.

'Well? Are you going to let me die here? In a fucking hospital?' the man coughed blood as he glared at the security guard. The 6 feet 5 guard stared back at him helplessly. Helping him might be costly.

You were too busy to notice the man by the door, but the whispers in the Emergency Room became too loud to ignore. 'What is it?' you asked the nurse standing closest to you.

'A gang member just came in, blood and all. He's on the floor now but nobody wants to take him.' The nurse tilted her head towards the direction of the doors.

'We are a hospital, we treat everyone.' You scribbled the heart rate and oxygen level of your patient onto the report.

'Not if they can't pay. We get paid by their bills.' The nurse said flatly. 'Besides, this one looks like trouble.'

'Well, that's why we have to make sure they live to pay their bills,' you dropped the report into the pouch by the bed, 'he looks like he's dying now' and you jogged towards the man.

The injured man was struggling to push himself up. You knelt by his side, your knee soaked in his blood, and asked 'can you pay your medical bills?'

Spitting a mouthful of blood, he glared at you with his spiteful grey-ish blue eyes. 'With cash.'

'Good, I have a bed for you. Let me help you up,' You threw his arm over your shoulders and firmly grabbed him waist, supporting him as your pulled him through the watchful crowd to the last bed at the end of the alley. The man groaned as he tried to limped at your pace, but you were not slowing down. You knew time was essential right now. And he had lost a lot of time on the floor.

'My name is y/n and I am your nurse. What's your name?' You asked him as you sat him down on the bed. You dragged the curtains for privacy.

Hesitating, he said 'Levi.'

'Ok, Levi, do you want to share what brought you here?' You pulled the equipment cart from the next bed and picked out a pair of scissors. 'I need to cut your clothes.' You announced.

Looking away, Levi swallowed and nodded. You quickly cut off his blood soaked T-shirt and dropped it onto the floor with a wet slap. You studied his body, lean and muscled, but also dotted with scars and fresh cuts. You found several deep cuts across his torso and arms. But a huge cut on his right shoulder grabbed your attention, a clear sign of stabbing.

'Your pants have to go too,' you suspected more injuries on his legs as the bedsheet turned red beneath him. Levi remained silent as you cut his slacks. You found more cuts on his outer thighs, but not as serious as the one on his shoulder. 'Blood lost,' you mumbled to yourself. You grabbed a bottle of disinfectant, a tray of cotton balls, needles and thread from the equipment cart and started to patch Levi up immediately.

Soaking the cotton balls with pungent disinfectant, you worked on the wound on his shoulder first. Bright fresh blood oozed out from the cut, flowing through Levi's fingers as he pressed on the wound, trying in vain to stop the blood. 'Hands off,' you removed his hand as more blood flowed out. Staring into his eyes, you told him 'this will sting' and you pressed the soaked cotton onto his wound.

Levi flinched, a cry escaped between his gritted teeth. Wiping off the blood on his skin, you could see the hole clearly. You started to sew his wound up. He looked away as your needles pierced through on his skin.

'You are pale from the blood lost,' you told him as you see the contrast of your complexion and his.

'I am pale like this,' he mumbled. Moving his eyes, he stole a glance at you. Your brows were slightly frowning in focus as you moved the tweezers smoothly on his skin. You hair was tied into a tight bun behind your head, strands of hair sticked out in all direction.

'Maybe you should audition as the next vampire for Twilight, at least that doesn't require you to bleed,' you had put 17 stitches on him but still the wound was big.

'Why would you help me?' Levi coughed, 'aren't you afraid of me?' He finally turned his head to look at you fixated on patching him up. He studied your face, seeing how your lashes curled unevenly, freckles and small pores dotted your forehead and you had a birthmark beneath your ear.

'Because you pay my bills,' you said flatly, not looking away from your hands.

'Is that all you care about? Money?' Levi sounded disappointed. He thought you would say something else.

'Let's be realistic here, our life revolves around money,' You tied a small knot at the end of your stitches. 'And between the two of us, you look like a dying cat.' You lifted your face and stared into his eyes. Frowning, he looked into yours too, pupil dilating slightly. He could see you were genuine. The way you looked at him was... something raw and pure. He swallowed nervously.

'Can I borrow your phone? I think I lost mine. I need someone to bring money to pay your bills,' Levi held his hand out. Signing, you fished your phone from your pocket, unlocked it with a simple password before handing it to him. He took your phone and started dialing. You focused your attention on the smaller cuts around his torso and thighs.

You jumped as something vibrated beneath the sheets of the hospital bed.

'Oh, guess I didn't lose my phone,' Levi pulled a phone with a broken screen from the sheets, showing your phone number on it. 'I can even pay for your dinner. What time are you getting off?' He blurted before he could stop himself. He tried to keep a poker face but his heart was pounding so hard he was sure his whole body was shaking.

Rolling your eyes, you pressed a disinfectant-soaked cotton onto a cut on his torso. Levi flinched and dropped his phone onto the floor. You smirked as you continued patching him up.

#ok this is long #but hey i think i got out of my burnout #levi ackerman x reader #levi ackerman #aot x y/n #levi x reader #levi x y/n #levi ackerman x you #midnight thoughts #levi fanfic

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wildbasil · 25 days

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things haven't been great but i think they will be. eventually 🌻🌼🩷

#personal #comics #tw abuse #digital art #personal comic #for the record no i don't think my mother loves me #but the idea that she did kept me in an awful situation for a very long time #the number of times people said “she's your mother. she's trying her best. of course she loves you” etc etc #but i don't think “love” and abuse are mutually exclusive #like even if someone DOES love you it doesn't mean it's not abuse and it doesn't mean it's ok #art tag

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elodieunderglass · 7 months

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changes and trends in horror-genre films are linked to the anxieties of the culture in its time and place. Vampires are the manifestation of grappling with sexuality; aliens, of foreign influence. Horror from the Cold War is about apathy and annihilation; classic Japanese horror is characterised by “nature’s revenge”; psychological horror plays with anxieties that absorbed its audience, like pregnancy/abortion, mental illness, femininity. Some horror presses on the bruise of being trapped in a situation with upsetting tasks to complete, especially ones that compromise you as a person - reflecting the horrors and anxieties of capitalism etc etc etc. Cosmic horror is slightly out of fashion because our culture is more comfortable with, even wistful for, “the unknown.” Monster horror now has to be aware of itself, as a contingent of people now live in the freedom and comfort of saying “I would willingly, gladly, even preferentially fuck that monster.” But I don’t know much about films or genres: that ground has been covered by cleverer people.

I don’t actually like horror or movies. What interests me at the moment is how horror of the 2020s has an element of perception and paying attention.

Multiple movies in one year discussed monsters that killed you if you perceived them. There are monsters you can’t look at; monsters that kill you instantly if you get their attention. Monsters where you have to be silent, look down, hold still: pray that they pass over you. M Zombies have changed from a hand-waved virus that covers extras in splashy gore, to insidious spores. A disaster film is called Don’t Look Up, a horror film is called Nope. Even trashy nun horror sets up strange premises of keeping your eyes fixed on something as the devil GETS you.

No idea if this is anything. (I haven’t seen any of these things because, unfortunately, I hate them.) Someone who understands better than me could say something clever here, and I hope they do.

But the thing I’m thinking about is what this will look like to the future, as the Victorian sex vampires and Cold War anxieties look to us. I think they’ll have a little sympathy, but they probably won’t. You poor little prey animals, the kids will say, you were awfully afraid of facing up to things, weren’t you?

#this is the sort of observation I make here that people #go off and write their thesis about #so while I’m not expecting to be the first or cleverest person to say this #if you do use it as a springboard #tell me if you get a good grade ok?#I’ll be tremendously proud of you #like if you take a shitpost and use it to craft deep attentive thought on something important #I just think that’s probably the most noble use of a human brain #it makes me want to take off my hat and slam it to the ground in inexpressible emotion #it’s a cowboy hat btw #and I say something like GOLDURN IT THAT KID SURE HAS DELIVERED.#ok so don’t deny me this #especially if you correct me after a long research journey #GOLDURN IT THE KID IS RIGHT!

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strongermonster · 1 year

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why is this written like it's trying to hypnotize me into making a batch of caramelized onions, and more importantly, why is it working

#DON'T YOU WANT THAT FOR YOURSELF? DON'T YOU WANT THAT FOR YOURSELF? DON'T YOU WANT THAT FOR YOURSELF? DON'T YOU WANT THAT FOR YOURSELF? DO—#i just wanted to know if they froze ok so i can make huge batches for mujadara #it takes SO LONG let me just make Tons at once #jj stuff

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isjasz · 17 days

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🌖🌗🌘🌑🌒🌓🌖

(happy eclipse day yesterday🎆🎆🎆)

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peachybunana · 3 months

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THEYRE HERE AND THEYRE REAL

#sonic the hedgehog #sonic #shadow the hedgehog #sonic generations #sonic x shadow generations #sonadow #IM FREAKING OUTTTT #AAAAAAAAA #peachys art #2k #this INSTA BLEW UP #THANK U TUMBLR... UR A REAL ONE... TWITTER ALGORITHM HATED THIS ONE (got around 50 likes in the same time as this one)#maybe i will ... draw them more. who knows.#3k #THIS IS INSANE #U GUYS ARE INSANE #/POS #4k #ok this is getting long this is the last time im updating the tags

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mintysammys · 8 months

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Go white boy go

#astarion #bg3 #baldur's gate 3 #baldurs gate fanart #This drawing took me far too long #He deserves it tho so that's ok #First of hopefully many fanarts in the futureeee #Giving Tumblr another try but my acc looks süß af I'm sorry

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rubysparx · 4 months

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Honestly I don't think I'm qualified to make this post, I just don't know if I can make coherent enough words man. But the thoughts are in there and I will try to articulate them. This is probably going to be mostly images though. anyway yeah KABRU POST.

A couple nights ago (at approximately 2:30am, lasting a little over half an hour) I had a bit of a moment about Kabru. That, too, was mostly images- most of what you see in this more concise post were presented then as well. I think my main points of the "moment" were about Kabru's trauma + self hatred, his autism and/or general otherness, and also a little labru if you'd like..

I think something easy to start with is I wanna point out Kabru's constant back and forth and conflicting opinions of demihumans and how, I believe, thats a reflection of how he goes back and forth on what he believes his purpose of living is- and the general worth of his own life. I've said it before and i've just kinda shown it in images; Kabru is "i think im a monster and it disgusts me" where Laios is "I know im a human and it disgusts me" (i could go more into the latter on another post)

the above are both from the world bible, with the left being from the section on kobolds and the right being from the section on Kuro specifically. Utaya was very near to the desert where most of the kobold population is, this is likely why Kabru is able to speak Kuro's language- he grew up around demihumans. (chapter 48 cover, kobold chapter in the world bible) I won't try to speak for how his mother or the rest of utaya felt about the kobolds but I can say that Kabru was very much othered as a child, as was his mother, purely for the way her son's (kabru) eyes looked.

I feel like its fair enough to say that both kabru and the kobolds were othered, and possibly for similar reasons (villager's seeing them as nonhuman, as monsters) and the fact that Kabru learned their language probably didn't help his case. I think his perception of kobolds (and all demihumans, subsequently himself, as he probably still views himself as nonhuman or not human enough.. deep down) was damaged by the Utaya incident. at 2:30am when I first started this ramble my main comment was that "had the utaya incident not happened kabru would have little reason to feel ashamed for his connection to monsters. and may have ended up similar to laios in that he couldve had otherkin swag" which is just a sort of silly way of saying Kabru could've learned to love the thought that he is possibly nonhuman or at least not hated himself so much for it.

in the original ramble I said, and quote, "he has been STALKING laios. laios is his hyperfixation to learn how he can ever be loved. he keeps going back and forth so harshly on wether or not he wants to kill Laios and he clearly sees his survival from utaya not as an unfortunate trauma [*] but as a necessary, deserved fate. a punishment for his mother's witchy sins, and for his sin of being non-human. to atone for it all, to apologize for being alive, he tries to better the lives of all humanity. He was set on his way to dethrone the governor of the island . do you understand? im going insane" *i also said somethings about the way he processes other people's traumas and not his own. He's able to understand and even help some people, but he struggles to process his own issues and see himself as worthy of love and life.

^some examples of Kabru being understanding of or helping others who have suffered greatly. I think its also worth mentioning that with Rin (called "Lynn" in that translation) he says "I wish there was a way to get her out of this" though he's insisted and pushed for himself to go into a dungeon;

In chapter 94, Mithrun says "The desire I had left wasn't revenge. All I wanted.. was for it to finish devouring me." and I don't feel like it's a stretch to say Kabru was in a similar situation. Mithrun sought out the demon with no plan on how to kill something like that because deep down he wanted it to end his (Mithrun's) own life, to finish the trauma it caused and kill him. I think Kabru went into the dungeon in part with the hopes that it'd kill him. That the same thing that destroyed Utaya and caused him so much trauma would just.. finish him.

I just think Kabru is a beautifully complex character, I have a lotta thoughts on him and I don't see nearly as many analysis posts for him than I do Laios (despite labru being such a popular ship)

there is no tldr for this post idk how to summarize it. do what you will with this collection of images. have fun. go crazy

fun fact the woman in the bottom left corner is his mother, she is labeled here as "witch"

#dungeon meshi #delicious in dungeon #dunmeshi #kabru #kabru dungeon meshi #kabios #labru #yeah its a long post i dont care. read it #also i only mentioned it briefly but i do think kabru is autistic .#yk that post thats like 'no im not autistic i know all the social cues etc etc etc. hey wait a minute' yeah. that #ok whatever. starts making another laios post

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wardingshout · 4 months

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Zelda goes mushroom girl

#tloz #a link to the past #zelda #link #my art #I was happy with that first one but for some reason decided it still needed a companion piece so I spent way too long on that second one...#I don't think there was any time during the progress where I was happy with it but hfduhdfu at least I got to Attempt drawing moss hell yea #I also at some point sat in Pyu's art stream and said I enjoy drawing legs As I was being murdered by the infamously impossibe (imo) squat.#it's ok I had fun !! but I need to learn how to let doodles be doodles or I'll never finish stuff at this rate dfsuhfd #if everything in my tloz tag looks like it was drawn by different people uuuh 2023 was art crisis year ngl......#I'm falling back into my old ways rn though #anyway I think about these two a lot I think they're both stone faced and awkward ppl in different ways but they try rly hard to be friends #like I like to think it starts out so incredibly awkward and a bit sad bc they keep stepping over each other's toes accidentally the harder #they try but idk they find comfy middle ground idk in my brain they have a very interesting friendship I wanna get around to drawing it #in a proper way that might make sense....#if I don't write 200 tags I will die maybe it's bc I grew up on dA or smth #and yes I know how to find 1 (one) type of mushroom /I/ am not mushroom girl unfortunately smh

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troutreznor · 3 months

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SMALL DOG SYNDROME

small dog you’re so funny when you snap small dog you’re so funny when you shake small dog you’re so bad when you bark small dog you never learned the rules

small dog lays flat on the floor and sighs and whines while it waits for you to come back from wherever you go all day small dog doesn’t know if you’re coming home small dog hides under the bed to puke does it quiet eats its shame before you ever smell it small dog’s bark is worse than its bite small dog you are so funny when you bite small dog it’s so funny when you’re mad so by all means pick it up throw it around lock it in a cage while you laugh small dog you are so funny when you cry

small dog can’t remember being a wolf can’t remember being big howling in harpstring harmony like a plucked and quivering note in a catacomb sleeping in a warm pile of bodies in a dry place that smells like family the taste of fresh hot blood and wet bone iron fire honey salt

small dog run free beneath the moon in your dreams

small dog is so happy you’re home!! small dog loves you!!!

JMGD

#my writing #spilled ink #spilled poetry #idfk how to tag this #poetry is not dead #words words words #ok to rb #this has very minimal editing and i havent written shit in a long long time now so be nice to me for the love of god

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z0mbiefrank · 5 months

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unemployed acitivity #283: made the saw bathroom in the sims

#dont even wanna know how long this took #its november ok #saw #saw movie #the sims #the sims 4

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puppyeared · 13 days

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basement guys

#hehehee ive been meaning to draw them lol #i have a bunch of comic ideas i wanna get around to but theyre gonna take a while orz #first one is based on a headcanon abt links humming coined by arystocat.. idk i had a really vivid interaction thinking abt it #the other one is longer but basically connecting the zonai are descendants of gods rumor with some zelda canon abt how #hylians have long ears to hear messages frm the gods.. rauru is really hard to draw though so i keep redoing it ugh #im also practicing how to properly draw faces and i think i like how these came out...!!!#i really suck at gettingthe 3/4 face angles right so rn i consider this a win #my art #myart #doodles #loz #legend of zelda #totk #tears of the kingdom #zelda #link #ganondorf #tloz #ok now i sleep

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payasita · 7 months

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*drops a dead heretic at your door* Meow

yeah

#cult of the lamb #cotl #narilamb #hi i know you sent this weeks ago but thats just how long it took for a joke to get airdropped into my brain this time #doodles #referencing my own fic would have been too easy ok

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classycookiexo · 23 days

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This is literally so iconic

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echos-girlfriend · 1 year

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🖊 your choice!! @fives-girlfriend

Oooo!! Well I totally just want to gush about how Sa’dyra lost her arm.. it’s not the most lighthearted thing.. but it’s a cool story..

so when she was a padawan many years ago, when she was 17.. her and Plo Koon went to a droid factory during the early years of the rise of the separatist party. As her and Plo Koon investigated the factory, they were ambushed by the newly fashioned Droidekas.. causing her to fall from a great height onto the conveyor belt.. her arm was encased in metal (just like the scene with Anakin in attack of the clones) however with her situation.. her arm was melted off from the elbow joint and encased in the metal. Plo koon searched for her.. but assumed his padawan was unfortunately dead.. she was later found by the separatist leader of the factory. She was imprisoned and eventually sold to the techno union (This is where they got their ideas to torture echo in my AU) they gave her a cybernetic arm as well as experimented with the their new internal cybernetics.. such as giving her cybernetics along her spine and her leg joints.. giving her more strength and speed.. but Sa’dyra didn’t let this happen without a fight. She was eventually encased in carbonite for being an ‘unruly prisoner’ where she stay encased for 5 years on another separatist planet..when she was presumably 22 years old.. she was discovered by Qui-Gon Jinn and his then padawan.. Obi-Wan Kenobi. Having been awoken 5 years later Sa’dyra Went through struggles.. the times has changed, she was older, her old green saber was gone.. and she needed to get a new one.. after going to caves, she climbed to the highest point of the cave.. using the changes in her body to her advantage and pulled out a yellow kyber crystal.. a true sign that she had changed in many ways.. but was still the strong, brave Jedi she was those years before her imprisonment..

#OK THIS IS LONG #I APOLOGIZE #oc rambles #oc background #oc backstory #how Sa’dyra got her cybernetics and her yellow saber #Sa’dyra secla

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allysketches · 7 months

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uh, I don't know if crowley and aziraphale know of this popular human custom... um, hugging, I believe – but I think they'd like it a lot actually 🥺

but honestly the fact we never saw them hugging, not even once (yet!!... I hope)... a crime, really 😔

#good omens #good omens fanart #ineffable husbands #crowley #aziraphale #crowley x aziraphale #aziracrow #anthony j crowley #neil gaiman #my art #my (already almost non existent) anatomy knowledge really said “lol I'm out” for this one #and I stared at it for waaay too long to the point where everything seems weird #so I hope it looks ok?

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