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princelancey · 2 years
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Some of you need to learn to use this -.-
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princekirijo · 2 months
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Last line challenge
I was tagged by @sayheykid (thank u for the tag!!)
rules: in a new post, share the last line you wrote and tag as many people as there are words (or as many as you feel like).
This is from a lil thing I was experimenting with:
As Skull was about to object, Joker stopped causing the rest of the party to come to a halt behind him. They'd reached the end of the corridor they'd been travelling down. The hall had been fairly uneventful, something they needed after the disaster that was the previous floor, Riku still winced when he thought about how close that blade trap had come to knocking his head off.
"Anybody see any other doors on the way down?"
The thieves shook their heads.
Joker sighed, "well guess the only way forward is through this door. Let's just get this over with."
Nodding in agreement they all braced themselves. Hopefully there would be a safe room close by, the tower was really starting to do a number on all of them
I'm gonna tag @ragecndybars @latenitewaffles and anyone else who would like to give it a go :3
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spectral-honey · 2 years
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Rät by Penelope Scott is a Jason Todd song
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solardistress · 6 months
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delete this later bjt im thinkin h about how id be able to get a hift . or make one somehkw for my friendo guy beautiful boy dude . husbbiryhdyavis coming out soon ad idwant to get him soething . er . get him something ? mame hjm something ? i dunno . i want t o buy flowers b ur thatvseems like a bit much…
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mukamibabe · 2 years
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Hi!
I saw you write for Karlheinz and wanted to ask if you can write a one-shot on Karlheinz overstimulating his wife as a punishment who tried to escape him,like she was forced by Karl to marry him.
So maybe a lemon of him catching her and the "aftermath"?
I CAN'T ON HOW AMAZING YOUR BLOG IS!!! 💜💜💜
hi! thanks for asking!! <3 and thank you for saying that about my blog!! 
onto content warnings, uhh. usual diabolik lovers stuff with like. horrible relationships and such. 
also, with the nature of this request, i think this would probably be considered dubious consent? the relationship isn’t entirely clear, i wanted it to be somewhat ambiguous but to sum it up, i guess you could say the reader? s/o? is attracted to karlheinz but has extremely mixed feelings regarding him? or even like.. a one sided relationship but the wife is not as.. infatuated with karl as he is with her, if that makes sense? honestly it might even be seen as hate sex??  it gets more dubcon-ish near the end.
and omg bc i can’t stop talking lmao i also made it so it’s unclear whether or not his wife was a human or not. just for more.. like. oc-insert/ self-insert purposes? idk . and because i still can’t shut up, does anyone wanna like?? let me know if these are too long?? i feel like everything is just long and it’s like. .ok?? i mean it is my personal preference when reading stuff like this but like? ? idk ok anywyas
don’t read if any of this may make you uncomfortable, and also please don’t read this if you shouldn’t be because there will be nsfw content under the cut. 
oh,,, and like the last scenario/drabble i wrote,, i still feel like my writing is kind of all over the place so i hope this is ok 😳 idk why im always changing povs and whatnot but i don’t think i did for this one? um anyways go easy on me im insecure ok lmao
A game. That’s all this relationship seemed to be. To Karlheinz, at least.
Like the snake the vampire lord was, he would strike at his prey without any warning, and that is exactly what he had done to the new woman he had called his wife. 
It was bold of her, honestly- to escape the way she did. Karlheinz could almost laugh at the audacity, or the fact that she actually believed she could get away from him.
Being the sadistic vampire he was, seemingly something his sons had inherited from him, he found amusement in playing with his food, so to speak. While his prey, in this instance, wasn’t entirely just a meal, holding more importance than that considering he has already chosen to be wedded to her. He wished he could say he knew she wasn’t stupid, but considering her choice to run from him, he wasn’t so sure.
So, he allowed her to run. Like a wolf, testing it’s prey. He tailed her discreetly, and, both to his disappointment as well as satisfaction, she was completely unaware. So, when she finally let her guard down? Karlheinz went in for the kill.
It was silent, and his wife breathed heavily, slouched over as she finally got the opportunity to rest, at least for a bit. She couldn’t deny that it was almost suspicious that her husband seemed to have not trailed her at all, but the thought of being free of him outweighed anything else. 
“What brings you here, my love?”
Upon hearing his voice, she looked up immediately, blinking rapidly to confirm whether or not what she was seeing was real. 
Her mouth had dropped open, after seeing that, and after a couple more blinks, he was not gone, and was instead, getting closer.
“Worry not, my dear. I know this might be a surprise but I assure you, it’s alright. Lets just get you back to where you belong and we can discuss this later.”
Not allowing room for any protests or excuses, Karlheinz, after stopping within an arm’s length, quickly grabbed her wrist, pulling her closer to him before whisking her away. 
Despite her having many moments with Karlheinz, including teleportation, it was still something she could never get used to. Hell, she was barely processing the fact that she had been utterly fooled by Karlheinz, thinking she was safe. It didn’t really help that she was already exhausted from constantly being on the move, as well as her own shock at the situation. Really, she couldn’t even think about defying him, as all she really sought was a rest.
After a quick second, within a flash, both were back at the place Karlheinz called home. For his wife, she would never call it her home, but alas, it mattered little to Karl. 
Setting the woman down on their large, plush bed, truly fit for a king like Karl, he fixed his hair, letting the locks fall down after pulling it from his bun. His wife only sat on their bed, refusing to look at her so-called husband, tears gathering from the corners of her eyes. She did not want to give him the satisfaction of seeing her tears. Unfortunately for her, Karl noticed immediately, stepping closer to her before cupping her cheek with a gloved hand. 
“Shhh, shh, you’re alright. I’m not going to harm you, darling.”
Lies.
Sure, the woman could agree that he had never physically harmed her, but she knew who he was. She knew how easy it was for him to slither his way into your mind, to have you bend under his will. Perhaps that was why she felt complied to apologize, but it would be a lie. Escaping from him, albeit temporarily, was one of the best feelings she’d felt since being married to the man. 
Regardless, she had to stop herself from moving away from him, or pushing his hand away. Or maybe both.
“Go ahead and get some rest. You’ll be safe here, I assure you.” Karlheinz spoke up once again, looking at his wife with a look of faux concern, but she didn’t know that. The woman only stared at him in response, just hoping he’d leave her alone, at least for a moment. Maybe she’d be lucky enough to get some shut eye before facing the consequences of running away from a vampire lord. The lack of trust was clear here, but what else could she do? Surely he had used some sort of magic to prevent her from escaping once more. The windows, that revealed a shining night sky, were nearly impossible to escape from, at least without causing a complete mess. Accepting defeat, for now at least, the woman let herself relax onto the mattress, though not entirely. Not long after, her so called husband left the room after gathering some scrolls that sat on his desk, allowing her to finally drift off to sleep, after fighting it for a moment- being on the run is definitely exhausting, more so than she would’ve thought.
About an hour or two had passed until Karlheinz returned once more. His wife still slept soundly, unaware of his presence. He had no plans of sleeping, really, but had stripped himself of his heavier clothes, leaving him in a loose, thin dress shirt and a simple pair of breeches. Unusual for him, sure, but he quite literally was trying to climb into bed and start showing his affections for his wife. 
Before Karlheinz could actually get settled into their bed, his wife’s eyes opened upon feeling the shift in the mattress. Groggy, she squinted, looking up at the pale man though not having the energy to shrink away from him. Instead, she averted her gaze, laying her head back against the pillow. She really did want to go back to sleep, or at least her body did, but doing so wouldn’t be the easiest thing to do, per se. She’d be lying if she said she didn’t have at least a slight fear of how Karlheinz was going to treat her after escaping.
As Karl made himself more comfortable, inching closer to the woman who had given up on worrying and once again found herself trying to fall back asleep, turning around, her back facing the man. This was cut short, however, instantaneously upon feeling an icicle for a hand graze lightly against her neck, making her stiffen immediately. Karlheinz definitely noticed the way she had to prevent herself from recoiling, but only hushed her, his cold body only getting closer to her, chest pressed up against her back. His lips moved towards her neck after pushing away any obstacles, peppering her neck with delicate kisses. It didn’t surprise either of them that this only made her stiffen up more, but the man did not stop, only speaking quietly after kissing her neck for a bit longer.
“Forgive me for waking you, but can you blame me after all? Chasing after you has made me parched, my dear little wife.” He spoke, before going back to attacking her neck.
The woman felt no need to speak. He was going to bite her anyways, and not putting up a fight would only make it worse for herself. Besides, she had literally just woken from her slumber only moments ago. The vampire took his wife’s silence as permission, not that he needed it anyways, and bit down into her skin, sucking up the sanguine liquid that he’d craved since his wife’s little escapade. As he drank from her, he nudged his knee gently in-between the woman’s bare legs. Which, once she thought about it, she had no recalling of ever changing out of her clothes, but didn’t feel like feeding into that trail of thought. She knew the culprit, regardless of whether or not he did it directly. Letting out a shaky exhale, she squeezed her legs together, to which Karl only pressed his hips against her own. It was to her relief she hadn’t felt anything yet, but knowing him, it wouldn’t be for much longer. To add, Karl had also snaked his arm around her, fingertips playing with the hem of her shirt. 
“Karl..” The woman mumbled, eyes clasped shut as she, to her dismay, leaned into his touch, focusing on the movement of his tongue, lapping up her blood, to the cold calf that rested against her own, intertwining their legs, not to mention the icy hand that slivered slowly up and down her waist. That hand was quick to start moving downwards, tickling at her hips before she stopped him, pulling her arm from underneath her to grasp his own. She was thankful that doing so made him pause, at least from getting any lower. It was bad enough his bites already made her feel some type of way, and his other affectionate touches did not help the conflict she felt from actually enjoying the feeling of his fangs biting into her. 
Luckily, or at least she wanted to think so, Karlheinz pulled away from her neck, to which the woman then shifted, laying on her back looking at Karl, who was currently licking up the remnant off of his lips. 
“Don’t deny yourself, darling. You know you want me to make you feel good.” He said, almost teasingly- and it was true. Partially. It wouldn’t be her first time getting intimate with the man, and even just thinking about the mind-blowing orgasms he’s brought her to makes her shiver, as much as she hated it. Letting out a slight whine, the woman huffed in denial, watching, and feeling, his every move. “But-”, is what escaped her lips before Karlheinz moved in for a kiss, prodding his tongue into her mouth, allowing her to get a faint taste of her own blood. Her hand moved to push against Karl’s chest, but both of them knew it really wouldn’t have an effect. In fact, she was barely pushing at all, slowly succumbing to all of his touch, which seemed to make her body melt. 
Karlheinz pulled away from the kiss, leaving a few marks against her collarbone before scooting himself lower.
“I know you’re still tired. Let me take care of you, and just relax in the meantime.” The vampire said softly, moving her shirt upwards to reveal her stomach, allowing him to plant a gentle kiss against the soft skin. She did not at all anticipate the feeling of his fangs pierce into her once more, in such a sensitive place, no less. Truth be told, the king wasn’t even thirsty any more- he saw pain as a fair enough punishment for her actions, despite it being mixed with pleasure as well. After biting her again, his lips then moved downwards as her blood dripped down her stomach. He lapped it up, stopping at the hem of her undergarments and looking up at his wife, who shivered at the touch of his fingers that attempted to pull the underwear down. Raising her hand, she impulsively pushed his head away as she stuttered a protest. He only looked up at her for a few seconds, savoring the conflicted look smeared on her face. Ignoring her words, Karl removed the pair, with her hesitant assistance to shimmy out of them and kicking them off so they could get lost somewhere within the comforter.
A primal glint flashed in the man’s honey colored eyes, smirking at the sight of her, wet and clenching around nothing, again, to her dismay. He wasted no time, sitting up as he ran one finger along her folds, getting his fingertip wet with her slick. 
“Please,” his wife cried out, though she really didn’t know what specifically she was pleading for. She wished nothing more for him to both leave her alone as well as to fill her up. This confusion was exactly what Karlheinz loved most. 
Letting out a quiet chuckle, Karlheinz, without warning, pushed two fingers into her hole, curving them upwards, thumb lightly pressing against her clit. 
“Ah, you’re so spoiled, my dear. Even after running away from me, you still get treated like a queen.. You have it lucky, don’t you think?”
“Fuck you.” Was her response, squirming a bit as she tried to block out the feeling his fingers were making her feel. In retort of her hostile reply, the man inserted a third digit, admittedly getting a bit rougher with her, pressing harder onto her clit. As he thrusted his fingers into her, she felt his fangs graze the flat of her thigh for a second before he bit her. Again. Though the vampire had never mentioned anything about ‘punishing’ his wife, it was starting to become clear that the bites were intentional. Then, after marking her once again, he moved his body back up, still fingering her as he claimed her lips for a second time. His fingers continued to work her up, using his thumb to play with her clit the way he recalled. Although both of them were caught in each other’s mouths, he could hear her breaths growing heavier, trying so hard to not let out any sound. 
Abruptly, his fingers came to a halt after he pulled away from her lips, to which she let out an audible whine. Looking at the woman intently, he slid back down giving a tiny nip against her thigh before moving his mouth towards her pubis, biting down there as well. It was quick, and no blood had spilled, but it only added to her theory that this was indeed her consequence for running. Then, he moved down to her cunt and with no hesitation, started to eat her out, lapping up every bit of her juices, nose pressed against her sensitive clit. 
Biting back a moan, his wife intertwined her fingers in Karl’s hair, tugging at it slightly but it was no use. 
“Enough..!” She spat, though unable to help the way her hips raised against his mouth that continued to explore her entirety, occasionally moving upwards to suck at her clit. As she could have expected, Karlheinz showed no resistance and was completely ignorant against her words as well as the slight tug at his scalp. Bringing her closer to the edge, the pull on his hair only got tighter, hearing a string of curses come from his wife who was eagerly awaiting that sweet release. Following that shortly after was a loud moan of his name, chasing that release like a starved animal. 
“Hah...! Karl, I’m close,” 
Her words came out breathy, almost like a whisper, and Karlheinz’ mouth only got more and more relentless until she came undone beneath his mouth. Back arched, the woman cried out as Karl continued to lap up everything flowing from her.
“Nngh..! Please, it hurts..!” Letting out a choked cry, she tried to squirm away from the mouth that still attacked at her folds, but he had only held her down, bringing tears to her eyes just at the feeling of the overwhelming sensitivity, to the point where it was uncomfortable.
The vampire did not stop, though continued for only a little longer, savoring every cry and squirm, and every little touch she did against him, trying to push him away and struggling to shove him, fists balled. He let go of her hips, letting her fall back down against the bed, legs shaking slightly as she squeezed her eyes shut, doing her best to catch her breath. 
At that point, her mind felt almost blank, not even noticing that Karlheinz had swiftly pulled down his pants, releasing his strained length that throbbed at the sight of his wife who had been brought to tears. 
Unfortunately for his poor little wife, her so called punishment wasn’t over with yet. Karl had interrupted her time in which she tried to recover, lifting her up effortlessly, pulling him onto his lap. His hardened cock brushed against her, and before she could even manage to protest, both physically and verbally, he thrusted into her sensitive, sopping core, making her cry out, tears falling from the corner of her eyes that remained tightly shut. A few thrusts into her, the vampire laid her back down against the bed, pressing his forehead against her own as he harshly ground his hips against her. Even if she wanted to, she couldn’t get any words out of her mouth. The only thing she could focus on was her husband pounding into her, his pace growing faster with every second. Any words that she was actually managing to form only came out slurred, and were then interrupted by Karl’s lips that resorted to kissing her as fondly as before. 
His hips began to stutter after a while, feeling her cunt contract around him, moans and cries being muffled by one another’s mouths. The woman turned her head to the side, pulling away from the kiss as she felt that familiar buildup at her core, squeezing her thighs together but it was no use. Karlheinz was ramming into her roughly, making her toes curl and fingers holding onto the sheets for dear life. Just before Karlheinz was chasing his high, the woman gushed against him, and as she came down, her squeezing walls only encouraging the man’s growingly erratic pace, to which he came inside of her not long after. 
He stayed inside of her for a short while before pulling out, watching his seed seep out onto the blankets, from her hole. Karlheinz was quick to catch his breath, at least in comparison of the girl who’s tears continued to fall, mouth agape. 
“Hah.. There you go, my love.. Let it all out.” Karlheinz cooed, placing a chaste kiss against her cheek.
“Perhaps this will make you reconsider even thinking about running from me again.”
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brights-place · 7 months
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Hey, do you write for Hobo Heart and Homicidal Liu? If yes, could we get some hcs for Liu or Hobo? :) Thx!
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Dating Hobo-Heart and Liu Headcannons + Sully
Pairings: Hobo Heart and Homocidal Liu (Seperate)
Warnings: Cursing, Mental Illnesses, D.I.D, Sully being a little bitch- I mean awesome friend!
A/N: Wassup! Sorry for you request taking about so long to write I have been focusing on my socials but glad I finally got this out due to having it in my drafts for awhile to upload! Tbh hobo heart needs more love! LIKE PLEASE HE’S A SWEETIE PIE! Ignore the fact that they are all murders for a moment yall shush AND I MEAN SHUSHHHH!!! Anywyas hope you enjoy this gift :>>
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Liu
- Due to having D.I.D I think he would find it difficult sometimes maintaining Sully.
- he hated the fact he fell for you… he loves you yes but you didn’t deserve him he thought you deserved better.
- If you are having an breakdown he would be there faster then sonic exe.
- When you are bored you two decide to walk around in the woods together hand in hand as you blabber on about things you like or something that happened.
- You two ended up dancing in the rain one time while some soft music played in the background. It really was like an romantic scene.
- you two got sick after but it was so ducking worth it.
- whenever he would switch he would bawl his eyes out cause he didn’t like you being around sully.
- sully is seven years old for god sakes but is an menace so you try your best to relax the other alter in Liu is body.
- Sully loves talking to you about what Liu says about you all the time.
- You and Sully at night time like to gossip and shit talk people but liu doesn’t know cause he is asleep.
- Give liu all the love he deserves after everything he's been through
- make sure your close to Jeff since he finds bonds with family are important and knows that he can trust you
- if you ever want to make his day. Just be there in the room he will immediately park up and will tell you his worries
- if you wanna make him even happier cut off Jeff’s head and bring it to Liu that man would panic but at the same time he happy
- if you do cut off Jeff’s head… Sulky would complain about how he wasn’t the one who did it
- he made you an playlist for your anniversary and you cried cause he put down all your favourite songs
- he learned how to make flower crowns with Sally and Lifeless Lucy. He gave you said flower crown and you bawled your eyes out.
-More earth and nature tones and aesthetics. It reminds him of his childhood, where he grew up by a creek.
- Being from New Orleans he loves music mainly Jazz and Pop
- He has violent impulses even when he was a kid and before the… incident
- but he would never take it out on you. If he ever did he would lock himself up and yell at himself.
- When sully gets violent you use the spray bottle
- Liu hates his scars with an burning passion.
- kiss his face, kiss the scars to make him feel whole atleast he will hold you tight.
- He knows how to play the alto-Sax Idk why HE JUST DOES!
- When his scarf ripped he panicked so much.
- you sewed it back up/or knitted it back together he was so happy he wouldn’t stop peppering your face with kisses
- He HATES absolutely HATES seeing people give him looks for his scars.
- Even though Liu/Sully's normally never seen with anything covering his face. Sometimes when Liu/Sully gets insecure he puts on a mask to cover his stitches in public to avoid getting stares and causing a scene.
- He’s the type of guy who would take your heels (if your an woman or identify as one) and give you his own shoes and will walk barefoot even if it’s painful as shit he would do it for you.
- Liu can cook like an fancy ass rich chef. He’s one of the main people who cook for dinner, and lunch
- Liu isn't very open his emotions when you first started to date. you need to take things slow and let him open up when he's ready for it.
- Asking about his brother isn't something you should do at this point, its a very touchy subject.
- he likes nature walks but he also likes late night drives
- it’s an thing you both would do if you had free time together.
- He loves holding you close to him.
- he doesn’t want to lose you and neither does sully… even if he won’t admit it Sully loves the gossip night time sessions.
Hobo Heart
- He doesn’t want to be hurt again…
- yet he fell for you
- he found it difficult and hard he was stressed out not wanting to have these feelings that he had before.
- he was wary and didn’t understand at all
- He has REAL trust issues
- he needs constant validation and reassurance, and he needs you to give him that he craves it.
- I know DAMN FUCKING WELL! That his love language is Acts of Service and Quality Time
- He's a really careful and analytical guy so the fact that he's dating you means he trusts you A LOT
- He doesn’t show much affection due to not understanding it at all.
- But if needed to comfort you secretly and the most subtle way possible he will hold your pinky with his pinky.
- He literally stole someone’s heart and offered it to you.
- (if your an Cannibal) he would also steal the organs for you but leave the kidneys for Jack
- he doesn’t like cooking but he LOVES baking.
- If your sad he would make you some sweets and give you some.
- Him and Sally which is an rare sight making sweets for her tea party.
- you caught them when you came back earlier from an misson.
- he loves flying into the sky when the sun is about to set or rise and likes taking you up with him.
- he worries that you will leave him so he will try his best for you NOT to leave him
- you always assure him about it and pepper kisses on his face.
- he made you an boquet of flowers from what he found in an persons garden and around the woods.
- it took 4 hours for him to find the Right flowers
- He'd protect you from any threat coming his way and put you above anyone else and everything else
- You get hurt?
- he will fly away from the scene with you in his arms or he will ruin an bitch and tear them to shreds
- He loves going on walks with you
- Whenever he's stressed out he likes knowing that you're there with him, and holding your hand is the perfect way for him to do that.
- he hates how he didn’t find you sooner
- He loves his dog so if his dog likes you he would like you too
- he melted when you two met and it was the best thing for Hobo Heart to see.
- It takes a little while for him to be openly vulnerable with you, but when he did, you're thoughts about his never changed, if only it made your feelings for him stronger and the same goes for him when he first met you.
- you wanted to dance in the rain? Hell no he wouldn’t want to get sick or see you get sick.
- He ended up dancing with you in the rain and flying towards the sky above while you danced around happily
- He loves watching you just talk about things you like and hate it let’s him get to know more about you
- Ocassionally you two like going out for picnics. You prepare everything and go to the nearest park to eat. Then, you sit on the grass and see the sunset together.
- he loves playing with your hair or you playing with his it makes him relax
- his wings are like an weighted blanket so he likes using it as an blanket for you when your cold
- He loves and cares for you something he felt once but got ruined.
- but you changed it for him. He will forever be in your debt for taking him out of his sad sink while and made him open up more around you and some others.
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saffricatrice · 5 days
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this is highly different from the usual posts i make, but im only posting this because i don;t have. anywhere else to really say it normally and in a way that doesnt seem like im purposely making the people around me discomforted. regular posting will go back after this, but for this vent post specifically tw for: mentions of (almost) sucide attempts and suicidal thoughts
i almost attempted quite a few nights ago. almost. i had the knife in my hand but pussied out last second. i'm glad i did. i thoguht the worst period of my life was roughyl around 13 to 15 or so, but even though i did have suicidal thoughts then and hid it all up with whimsy, i never got this close to an attempt. i don't know why i tried this, i don't want to die, i want to live and be happy and i am still trying to be happy and hopeful despite all of this, i am trying to be optimistic but i suppose despite my current belief (or something im trying to turn into a genuine belief) that my life is worth something, i guess i am just havig Quite The Year right now.
i want to live, you know, and i will live, im sure of that, i guess that one moment was a odd one off thing, if that makes sense. i know i will make it through whatever im going through, and i have a strong reason to keep on living --- it's for the people that i love, mainly, my friends. i don't want them to ever have to miss me, or to ever stay awake in bed during late night crying about my suicide. i want to die of old age, i want to be there for the people i love, my life really is just other people and honestly, i think any reason to live is a good reason to live, as long as it makes you happy and improtantly alive.
i am the most loved ive ever been in my current friendgroup (but i don't think they deserve to hear me vent about uncomfortable topics nor would they want to me which is understandable), i think, but "home" has been horrible. i don't know what to do with myself, everytime im out i dread going home, i don't think i've ever past a day without crying at least once, or getting irrationally angry at something minor. and things have happened in the past also affected the way i think, you know. sometimes i don't believe the love my friends have for me, even though i also at the same time i know its true. i know i deserve to be loved and i will do anything to be loved and in turn i love all my friends like they're my entire world, but it feels like my brain is at war with itself, one side being stupid irrational thoughts and actual logic. i often have breakdowns about "not being anyones best friend", and whenever i vent about this to a friend of mine, theyre always like "ur my best friend!!" and i want to believe them so badly and i kind of DO but i also don't, some annoying part of me just thinks theyre just... saying that. i suppose. its kind of silly to believe i was born a person, sometimes i feel like a vortex, always hungry for love, craving more than what im given. this is such a long paragraph already but i havent even describe the extent of my emotionality, which tbh i rather would not do. i already said too much anywyas. but also little enough taht i just sound like a whiny little bitch, tbh.
i dont know why i said so much, i think it was another attempt to make the few people that read this not worry much about me trying to attempt suicide again. but yeah, i was having a Time. god this barely makes sense lol. thanks for anyone who read tho no ones obligated to respond or interact. i got over it, it was a few days ago anyways. jus had to say it somewhere without making thigns in the friendgroup feel uncomforyable.
sometimes i wish i didnt live but im so fucking glad i did
sorry for this post you lot, promise thisll be the only one. love you guys even if i barely know u. i dont mean to sound like an attention seeker, i just need to say it somewhere, i guess. god i sound so stipid lmfao
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shanieveh · 10 months
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ok so like- i read your villain genshin men x hero reader and im obsessed.
now here me out... food for thought
villain genshin men, but the reader is the lover/sidekick of the hero.
genshin man has always loved the reader, but the reader is gaslighting themself into believing theres nothing because "no, he's a villain, I cant" and so on so forth.
now picture this- hero sacrifices the reader for the "greater-good" or say chooses to save the greater amount of people over them, and reader is just shocked because wtf
Enter genshin men with the "he didn't deserve you anyways" and "I can treat you better" etc-
bonus: hero thinks reader is dead only to see them with the villain.
I think the whole thing would be delightfully angsty.
exhibit a, using Alhaitham:
Alhaitham had done it. He had the hero at a crossroads-- save you, hero's lover and sidekick; or save the large group of hostages. He had set up tripwires you see. If he ran to save you, he'd trigger the wire to kill the hostages. If he ran to the hostages, he'd trigger the wire that plunged you into a water tank (and with the bricks tied to your feet and your hands tied, you wouldn't be swimming back up.
It hurt Alhaitham to put you in a dangerous situation, but he was so sure that you'd be safe.
He couldn't fathom the idea that the hero would sacrifice you. Why wouldn't anyone choose their own lover-- let alone someone as great as you-- over a bunch of strangers?
The plan was perfect in Alhaitham's eyes. The hero would never be able to choose, and Alhaitham would defeat them. Sure, you might hate him for destroying your loved one, but there's not much else to do.
Alhaitham had done it. Or he thought he had. Never did he expect the hero to turn and run to the hostages, triggering the tripwire that plunged you into the water tank.
Alhaitham was stunned. He didn't move.
He didn't run after the hero. He didn't press the button he had all along to kill the hostages (although in hindsight, he wished he had waited until the hero was right in front of them to push it. Nothing more than the bastard deserved for leaving you..)
Alhaitham slowly turned to look at your sinking figure.
You looked so sad. So defeated. So betrayed.
You looked like you'd given up, like you had accepted that this was how you'd die. To save a bunch of nobodies.
Alhaitham dove in the water tank, small blade in hand. He hugs cuts the ropes, and pulls you towards him as he swims up and out.
He holds you close as you cry. You don't bother to pull away or to hit him. All you know is Alhaitham saved you, and the hero didn't.
"I'm sorry. I didn't think he'd abandon you."
"Neither did I"
"... I would never let someone take you away from me like that.
"I'll treat you better than that fake hero ever did."
ok but like- just think of the possibilities!!!
Anywyas that was my food for thought. Hope you enjoyed my little tid bit
this fed me for days omg. I enjoyed this :((( but i believe with some men they def avoid the reader because like they don't want a "weakness" but over time they will warm up to reader.
But for some reason i dont think they'll have that "i can treat you better mindset" probably in some way they are afraid of what they can do to the reader and how they can hurt them. But once the reader understands this they will probably bond from it.
With how that villain genshin men was made i just REALLY want that "he will save the world for you" mindset. Because im delusional. thank you this is so great please im sorry for replying late and i didnt proof read this response this is what im feeling the moment
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xherry7816 · 1 year
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not 2 brag but ive offically reach 100 likes YIPPIE !!!!
anyways i thought abt the thiefKAI au (gosh i hate KAI so mcuh hes always in my head) and i tried 2 make like drawing 4 it.
so basically if this was a long au i think itd start, yk, at the start so at the time KAIs just starting out but like gaining traction from society or whatever
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so these are what i had in mind for like his og look, i gave him this fat hood bc A, i cant draw hoods and B, i think he looks silly (in a good way) erm and his shirt reached to just under the crotch. gosh erm i didnt like saying that, can i say upper middle thigh reigion ?? uhhh yeah. OH and the question is raised oh yeab sure its makes sense he could have become a thief because he needs food and supplies for him and NYA but why is he becoming some big scale infamous theif ?? thank you fot asking and well my answer is GARMADON (aaaahh!!) or some other large scale villain hiring KAI to steal all this expensive important stuff to yk exchange for money. the villain gets to progress with thier evil scheme and KAI, who is yk oblivious, gets money from it - win win situation.
i was thinking about giving well known better off more successful theifKAI to be wearing an oni mask, yk the full coverage and cool power boost (specifically the mask of hatred because it turns u all lava-y and how the color ourple is associated with royaltly and therefore the wealth and expense KAI loathed for in childhood which i think would be a nice way 2 tie it all together) but idk if that made him too OPish if yk what i mean but then again its not like hes in awarw of the other two masks, not that he'd go on a quest for them unless he knew they were valuable so maybe i will give him the mask.
and o my dear friends you may wonder AA WHAT ABOUT NYA ??? FEAR NOT compadre for i have a plan for him HOHO. so obviously NYA isnt oblivious to her brother's job shenanigans but hes kept enough of it away from her that she doesnt have enough of the pieces to put it all together so basically he has no idea whats goinf on with her brother. however NYA does manage to grow up somewhat comfortably and she manages to secure his place quite high in BORG.INC, aha saying INC kinda makes it sound evil. in this way she gets acquainted with PIXAL, ZANE and JAY who are during this time all ninja bc yk BORG stuff. btw we are moving this all into an au where the world turns out somehwat the same even without KAI just so i dont have to imagine the whole word differently bc thatd be hard and id make plenty of inconsistencies. ANYWYAS theyre all friends which is cool however NYA has a secret identity, ull never guess it,,,, SAMURAI X whoo !!!! SAMURAIX is a solo vigilante that not only stops crime but sometimes teams up with the NINJA (whos identies are secret) to fight bigger gangs.
everyone gets acquainted during one of KAIs heists where hes tryna steal, idk a golden weapon because theyv all been dug up and put on display in old rich peoples homes. i feel KAI is more on the stealth side of things but once he engages into battle he likes to be a little eccentric but cornered hes awfully angsty. this is indeed still and elemental master au! however KAI and NYA have not yet realised they can will the elements.
ill stop drawing KAI now i need 2 draw the other members, its literally been months since ive drawn LLOYD and ive never drawn PIXAL,,, someone please take this au i want 2 see something be done witj it TT
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salted-caramel-tea · 2 years
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i have so many thoughts about bee and puppycat but i don’t know anyone else that likes it so bear with me while i ramble about how i’m feeling about the story rn
right i’ve watched lazy in space the whole way through about 6 times now trying to figure shit out and i think i have more questions than when i started .
let’s just . so puppycat is the space outlaw that was made very clear multiple times from the very first episode . the sleeping lady that was thought to be the jellyfish princess in the original youtube series is now violet, the space outlaws .. friend?? since childhood . cardamon is violets son. the island belongs to violet
bee never ages . bee got sick presumably as a child . as a result she was made a cyborg by her dad who is still alive ?? but only connects with her through the music box on her birthdays and when she needs fixed . puppycat has known bee and her dad for most of bees life .
the song said that the princess and the warlocks were after the space outlaw. the princess was killed in the first episode and the hands that follow bee and puppycat throughout their temp work are the warlocks which we found out in like ep 8 i think that’s the earliest i can remember
the stuff in the lake is said to belong to bee . pretty sure that’s all bits and pieces for puppycats ship.
i have so many questions
where is bees dad and what is his connection to puppycat, bee obviously acquired him in the first episode for a reason and as the episodes go on we learn that they’ve known each other for years, but what happened for bees dad to find him???
the hair kind of reminds me of ,, the kid (i can’t remember if he was given a name or not) ,, in the recovery team . which would also explain how cardamon has the same smiley face hammer . and also why bee gets the ‘candies’ from her dad every year and now the child said he wanted to use the candy to ‘make something better’ and soon after splitting the candy in half just like bee does when she gets them on her birthdays . and why young bee looked so much like the kid and why violet says they need to get bees dad to clean up the mess .
upon reflection i have decided the kid is definitely bees dad . i may have been a little slow with that one
wait hold on ,, was that even the princess or was it the space outlaws teacher from that one sequence in the flashback episode . if so why was she there and why did she take the space outlaw / princess story personally
anywya . what happened to bee . obviously she stopped aging because she’s like made of fucking metal now but there were previous clips of her as a young child and a baby .
what happened to violet and cardamon?? why have they been asleep for so long ?? how did cardamon wake up ??? why did they go back to sleep ?? who is cardamons dad ????
what happened to the recovery teams ship for it to end up so broken and seemingly part of the island that grew around it ???? how long has violet been asleep . will puppycat become the space outlaw again ????? how do violets tears work ????
what about the multiple bees at the end??? all 5 make up the physical bee but how??? is there any connection to the multiple puppycats in bees dream sequences ??? are they going to be able to fix bee ??? they’re leaving the planet but where exactly are they going ??? what about the warlocks ????
i have so many thoughts about this show but i’m tired and i have a rlly bad cold so i need to take a break from staring at the screen
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maniaparty · 10 months
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thinking about altan/echo and every day i get worried abt people misunderstanding the difference between the two like it's an alter thing.. but really they are the same person
the whole thing is echo was sort of like aaaaaaa STAGE NAME!! echo really was an "echo" of ximself (cheesy). xe was an act that altan could slip into and pretend to be. xe was still conscious, it was always an active decision, xe was just acting. still the same guy, but "echo" sounds cooler than altan
"but echo didn't remember who altan was during mqm" YOUSEE> THERE IS A REASON FOR THIS!!!! when he was meant to die beneath the rocks, xe did give ximself up. he gave up the one thing that tied xim to being altan in xir mind, and it was that bracelet.
nothing about altan really changed when xe became echo during mqm. the whole thing with him acting like that was because xe needed to be someone. nyoko would only call him echo (because thats just how it was between them). xe always needed to be right, he always had to have the upper hand, was so sure of ximself, and didn't really see a reason to trust all of the strangers around xim because... why would he.
:peepotalk: idek if any of this makes sense. throughout mqm the thought of xim not knowing who xe was was so scary and so to combat that he became echo. he knew all of the things that xe'd tell ximself that he was and xe stuck with them cuz they were all he had to go off of. and the thought of asking someone else who he is was so!?>!@?!@ XED JUMP OFF THE FACE OF THE EARTH
anywyas after he remembered who he was xe obviously was mortified of how they acted. not that badly cuz it was still... him. he'd think those things but not be as blunt or open about them i guess.
idk i can barely see my screen right now but i think altans fear of being known despite desperately craving attention makes me sad
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infected-paul · 7 months
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what is your favorite disney fact or facts?
hi anon tysm i am going to infodump!!!
sooo disney (in all forms, history, parks, movies etc)
has been my lifelong special interest... like literally no other spinterest has succeded my disney spinterest.
so naturally, i am vv autistic abt it and have many autistic thoughts on it..
below the cut i have listen only a very small fraction of them. enjoy 💖💖 ^._.^
(it deleted so i have to retype everything... :( )
☆ GOATS !!!
i love the disney goats a normal amount!!!
five legged goat 🐐 is vv cute....
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look at him i wuv him... he's just a little guy....
he has five legs!!! i do not know why... he is the only goat with 5 legs.. all his siblings have 4...
DYNAGOAT!!!???!!??!?!!!!
LOOK AT HIM HES SO!!!
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no, silly billy, don't eat the dynamite
when i went to disneyland last summer and i rode big thunder and i saw him i screamed so loud ( loud indoor voice level, i am vv quiet)
KILIMANJARO SFARI 🐐 <- WOAG IS A TINY GOAT!!
ANYWAY LOOKieeee look at themmm
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there are sooo many.... i once counted 20.. they jump around and are sk cute i think they are 7 inches tall v cute u wuv them they make cute noises
i refuse to talk abt rafikis planet watch goat rubbing i dont wike it..
☆ HAUNTED MANSION !!!
out of all things disney, this is probably the thing i have been most autistic about the longest
it was a spinterest all on it's own..
anywya CONSTANCE MOTHERFUCKING HATACHAWAY???
okay i could tqlk abt her alone for hours
constance is what you would call a classic instance of a balck widow bride. she marries rich guys and them kills them after the wedding and inherits all their money. yk with a hatchet.. like in her name. she is vv cool i strive to be like her (<- kidding).
leottaaaa is cool sure i prefer little leota
HURRY BAAACK HURRRRY BAAAACKKK!! BE SURE, TO BRING YOUR.. DEATH! .... CERTIFICATE.... IF YOU DE-CIDE TO JOIN !US! . MAKE !! FINAL !! ARRANGEMENTS NOW ,,, WE'VE BEEN... DYING (GIGGLE) TO HAVE YOU HAHAHAAAAGAAA GIGGLE GIGGLE
I CAN QUOTE ALMOST THE ENTIRE RIDE. ...
THE MUSIC IN THIS RIDE (INSTRUMENETALS) GO HARD
☆ TOWER OF TERROR !!!
I LOVE OT SO MUCH unfortunately you get no facts for this one... they're for me only....
did u know hotels with dark secrets r my favourite trope ever....
☆ MISC !!!
I LOVE VERY MUCH -> NEWSIES, FROZEN BROADWAY, TANGLED THE SERIES DUCKTALES BIG HERO 6 THE SERIES ELENA OF AVALOR MUPPET BABIES DARK!WING! DUCK! ETC ETC
☆ MUPPETVISION-3D !!!
i can also quote the entirety of thjs
STOP THIS FOOLISHNESS AT ONCE!! WELL WHAT KIND OF FOOLISHNESS WOULD YOU LIKE TO SEE SIR?
WHAT A MOVING MOMENT-- YEAH I WISH THEY'D MOVE IT TO PITTSBURGH
PIGGYS RENDITION OF DREAM A LITTLE DREAM
BEAN BUNNY !!!!
I HATE WALDO!! THOUGH!!! I HATE THAT STUPID THING SO MUCH!!!
AND AT NO POINT WILL WE BE STOOPING TO ANY CHEAP 3D TRICKS! (THEY DO JUST THAT)
ANYWAY!!! THAT IS ALL FOR NOW!!! I HOPE YOU ENJOYED MY GOING CRAZY WITH IT AND I HOPE THIS IS UNDERSTANDABLE
anyeay again tysm for asking!!! have a great week!!!
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bestie i’ve never played genshin but i know u do and i made this tier list and wanted to share it (based purely off of looks) and tell me why i thought the top man was diluc 💀💀 HAHA
LMAOOOO PLS I CANT BLAME U FOR THIS LIST i would also bark for zhongli but also itto would definitely bark for u that man (oni technically) is FERAL
kissing xinyan, shenhe, ei and kaeya is so real they’re so fine i love them 🫶 yae (the pink fox lady) would def enjoy that drunken kiss and ayaka (blue bangs girl) would probably blush rlly rlly hard 😭 tbh i can see u as rlly good friends w ayato (blue hair) shinobu (green hair) and ningguang (sexy white haired lady), they’re all very intelligent (shinobu makes sure itto doesn’t fuck up too much LMAO) but xiao,, now that is a sad mf w no family and no friends (he’s the green guy) tbh i can also see u as good friends w beidou (brunette eyepatch lady) she’s a pirate captain that drinks a lot and has a sexy rich gf (ningguang)
now the bottom of the list… PLSSS yk i would be the first to admit DILUCS PLAYABLE MODEL IS UGLY 🤞😭😭 ITS SO TRAGIC BUT HE MY LIL STINK STINK ANYWAY the mfs in the bye list,, i don’t blame u i would punt them all (not barbara tho shes a sweetheart 🫶) THE MURDER VICTIMS ARE SK DIVERSE LMAOOO U GOT THE WHOLE LOT, the slacker, the over worker, the annoying child w daddy issues, the irrelevant one, the overly flirty one and the furry (even tho keqing aka the cat girl is my bae we love to see it)
ANYWYAS TY FOR SENDING ME UR LIST I LOVED SEEING IT 🫶🫶🫶
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no-vamos · 9 months
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Heyo welcome back to novas endless pining. We’re about 5 weeks into school and a new crush has emerged(!!!!) unfortunately said crush is in the year beneath me despite being older than one of my friends in my grade. How M is in my grade despite being born in late September is so funny to me. Current crush CB is four months younger than me.
I think what’s weird about this crush is that it’s mostly induced by myself but most of it is just genuine curiosity about him. I feel like I know very little about him and I find it hard to read him. He’s super analytical and very careful about what he says, not necessarily in a kind way but more in a… self preservation way? I can’t tell if that’s a turnoff or not bc so far one of the things that’s really attractive about him to me is his arrogance. Ikik that sounds so strange but it’s honestly kinda attractive. I like a man who knows his worth.
So, he’s in my youth group, which is how I mainly interact with him. I’m currently really desperate to get to know him bc I wanna know what makes him tic. All last year he would just sit in the corner of the myf room and observe, but he would mainly stare at me. Or, I think he would. It’s hard to monitor where someone is looking when they mostly look at you, if that makes sense.
Anyways we had church retreat this past weekend and oh boy did I take the opportunity to try to corner this boy. Unfortunately he didn’t come until Saturday afternoon/night bc he had a cross country meet which made me super antsy. Anywyas when he did get there, he mostly hung out with S and I like normal, but somehow and I don’t actually remember how, I managed to get S and CB to come with me to go get my stuff from where I had been staying the night before. I mostly pestered S on the way there bc technically I’m closer with S than CB but on the way back I made CB hold my pillow and he didn’t complain??? He could’ve said no. In fact they didn’t have to come with me at all. Prior I had said like “bye” as they walked away bc I was waiting for another friend to get her stuff and S and CB just came back and I offered if they’d like to come with me to get my stuff and CB was like “sure” which is basically yes in his terms.
THEN I kinda hung out with their trio and eventually played this game with CB and some other MYF kids and I kinda purposely plonked myself next to him bc duh I wanna be closer to him but I had the excuse of my brother being right next to him so it was fine. Then omg this was fun I kinda pestered him the whole game about not trusting me and seeing him like smirk and try not to smile at me was just akajfbsjoaid. At some point I was pestering him about… something I don’t exactly remember and he was like “well I’m trying to formulate my thoughts so people don’t make decision based on them” or something like that and idk that was kinda hot bc I was pestering him about how the later it got the more he talked (but I was trying to make it out to be that he was talkative bc he was lying about not being it bc I knew who was it bc *i* was it lol)
Then in the morning we made “awkward” eye contact bc I had been up at ass o’clock in the morning and he had been woken up by my cousin kicking him in the head. Either way it was funny I made fun of him later about it. And then prior to lunch, our group was working on a puzzle and I was making small talk and also pestering him again and our youth pastor came up and this like sent butterflies into my stomach bc CB and I are going back and forth and our youth pastor goes “ha! Look at the way he’s trying not to smile” or something along the lines of “ha you’re trying so hard not to smile” and like ????? He was talking to me so he was trying not to show that he liked talking to me???? Was that it??? Idk but the butterflies man
Then when we were actually standing in line for lunch we’re talking about school and stuff and I’m explaining why I don’t like classes with this particular teacher that he really likes and stuff and he goes “well most people who don’t like his classes don’t like doing the work” and I’m like “ouch that makes me sound like a bad person” and he goes “well youre an exception” and of course I want to believe that he said that bc he genuinely thinks I’m smart and not bc i showed disappointment at being perceived like that by him.
also fun times, he sit across from me in choir, like directly across, bc for some reason the basses and sopranos face each other, and i was half poking fun at him always staring at me, and he got all like half defensive about how "theres no where else to look" which i mentally called bullshit bc im not always staring at him, but i like making funny faces at him across the room.
honestly i can talk so much about him but idk if id want to date him. another reason i like him so much is bc hed be both religious and financial security for me. were both mennonite and hes planning on becoming an architect, which all in all is a pretty well paying career. so thats attractive as well. physically, not to intentionally size shame, hes a bit more of the skinner side, but hes also 17 and a runner. im not necessarily skinny and ive learnt having so's that make being skinny a big thing about themselves makes me super insecure. hes definitely still growing into himself, but i do think hes more attractive than last year imo. part of me would like to go to banquet with him but i think id still want to go alone. idk where hes planning on going for college but im aiming for out of state so that puts me at distance.
anyways just wanted to debrief some crush thoughts
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mxxn-taeil · 6 years
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harrysweasleys · 4 years
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sunflowers // h.p
Summary: Hi dear! Could you write a Harry Potter x reader? The reader has a bubbly/kind personality like Alice (Alice in wonderland) or Rapunzel (tangled) and Harry loves her company and has a crush on her? Also it would be cool if the reader is a Hufflepuff and has some sort of pet (your choice) thanks in advance and have a nice day/night!
Warnings: none
Word Count: 2.2k
A/N: this request was so so so sweet. i am not overly familiar with alice’s characters tho, so i based the reader more on rapunzel! also, for some reason, all of my harry fics start with an S. i don’t know why. anywyas, hope you enjoy! :)
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Harry quite adored going to Care of Magical Creatures.
Yes, he liked Hagrid and enjoyed his presence and comforting mannerisms, but his mind was on something else as he strolled down to the hut for class.
You.
Harry also quite adored you.
You with your bright eyes, bubbly personality, and love for all things around you.
Harry, who was constantly checking behind his shoulder for signs of danger, admired your love for life and the way you were always eager to learn and experience things. A trait he wished he was able to share as well.
His heart stuttered in his chest as he came to the front of Hagrid’s hut and saw you. A yellow sunflower in your hair, your smile bright, and your eyes holding all signs of curiosity. Though Harry found he didn’t know much about you, he knew how much you loved all the strange creatures Hagrid showed off to the class.
Harry thought you perfectly fitted the Hufflepuff stereotype. Not that he wanted to believe in stereotypes — he often found them misleading and false — but when it came to you, he found you fit every Hufflepuff characteristic. Sweet, kind, curious, smart. 
“Gather ‘round, you lot!” Hagrid waved his gigantic hands to the crowd of students, causing Harry to snap his attention away from you, “Today we’re gonna be in the forest. I’ve got a magnificent creature.”
“Hagrid’s definition of magnificent creature usually means danger,” Ron leaned over and muttered in Harry’s ear, a slight chuckle in the tone of his voice.
“Right,” Harry replied, his mind not really focused on Ron or Hagrid as he walked into the forest behind the group of students. Though he hated being distracted in class, especially when Hagrid was the one teaching it, he really couldn’t help himself. 
After nearly five minutes of walking through dense bushes and towering trees, the group came to an opening of trees where sunlight streaked down and illuminated the group.
“Stay here, I’ll be righ’ back!” Hagrid grinned, taking off behind some trees, leaning the students gaping around blankly.
Harry looked over at you, your glow somehow still radiating in the thick shadow of the trees. He didn’t understand how someone could be so effortlessly beautiful.
“Mate, if you keep staring with such burning intensity she might just evaporate,” Ron leaned in and muttered in his ear, Harry’s cheeks burning at the comment.
“I’m not staring,” he defended, narrowing his eyes and trying his best to look anywhere but you.
Ron raised an eyebrow, “Right. Sure.”
But Harry chose not to answer this comment, turning back to you. And he was glad he did or else he would have missed the brilliant way your face lit up at the sight of the creature Hagrid returned with.
Large, white, horselike and covered in feathers, Harry thought it looked rather odd. But the way your face broke into a massive grin, your eyes sparkling, Harry would have thought you were looking at the most beautiful creature ever to exist.
“This is a Hippogriff, his name is Buckbeak,” Hagrid pat the large animal on the back, “Anyone wan’ to come say hello?”
Harry, too busy fighting off his blush, hadn’t noticed the entirety of the class move backwards. Well, everyone except for him and you.
“Y/N, Harry, come on forwards,” Hagrid grinned, clapping his hands together with excitement.
Harry felt his heart give a jolt as he walked towards the Hippogriff, unsure if his nerves were stemming from his close proximity to you or the large creature. He wiped his hands on his robes and tried to fix his unruly hair in the short span before he was standing next to the creature.
“Oh, Professor Hagrid, he’s beautiful,” your smooth voice complimented.
“You have to bow,” Hagrid said, “Bow and if he returns the gesture, you can approach.”
Both you and Harry obeyed, bowing low and waiting for the creature to do the same. When it did, your face broke out into a massive smile and you walked forwards, placing your hand on its side and rubbing your fingers through its massive feathers.
“Yer a natural!” Hagrid grinned at you, causing your cheeks to turn a slight shade of pink, “Go on, Harry. He won’ bite.”
Harry, too overcome with a strange sense of giddiness, raised his hand and placed it on the creature’s back, surprised at how soft it felt to the touch.
“Isn’t he gorgeous?” you asked, voice directed towards Harry.
He stuttered as he tried to find his breath, “Yeah, really is.”
Though this wasn’t his first time talking to you, he felt as nervous as he did then. His belly fluttered with butterflies and his head was fuzzy and he really wished he could push past the fact that all of his senses were betraying him by focusing on you.
“I’ve never seen a Hippogriff in person before,” you smiled, lifting your hand to pet it over it’s head, “Only in books.”
Harry nodded, “Me neither.” He wished he had the courage to actually strike up a reasonable conversation, but he couldn’t. 
“Right, you two, I’ll get back to teaching,” Hagrid raised his hands, motioning for the two of you to return the rest of the group. You both complied, standing next to each other as Hagrid talked about the life of a Hippogriff.
He wasn’t paying as much attention as he should be, however, as his mind was fuzzy with how close you were standing to him. He could smell you — was it... roses? Sunflowers?
It was flowery, that’s all he could say. And it was intoxicating. Something about you reminded him of a fresh spring morning with the sun beaming down on the grass and trees. He found it rather refreshing. 
Too focused on trying not to make a fool of himself, he hadn’t noticed class was over until you called his name.
“Hm?” he spun around.
“Your friends left,” you pointed to where Ron and Hermione were walking away with knowing grins.
Harry frowned, “Oh. Thanks.”
He began to walk away, a slight trudge in his step, until you caught up to him. Your hair was bouncing with every step you took and the yellow flower in your hair glowed brightly as the two of you exited the forest and stepped into the sunlight.
“We have Herbology together too,” you smiled at him, “We can walk together. Unless you want to walk alone.”
“No, we can walk together,” he replied rather quickly, sounding incredibly eager. However, he was pleased to notice you seemed oblivious to his romantic longing — your eyes were too focused on the scenery of the Hogwarts grounds.
“Always something in the fall, isn’t it?” you asked, “The colours, the smell. It’s my favorite season.”
“Hm, yeah, mine too,” Harry agreed with you, though lucky for him it was truthful. He did always enjoy the coziness that came with the autumn season.
You turned to face him, your eyebrow quirked and a smirk ghosting your lips, “You don’t say much, do you, Harry Potter?”
He was honestly caught off guard by the question, your sudden bold tone of voice rendering his mind blank as to how to answer.
“Sorry,” you giggled, “It’s fine if you don’t say much. I don’t either. Usually. But you seem like a good person to talk to.”
Harry smiled to himself, turning to face you while trying his best to hide his warm cheeks, “It’s alright. I enjoy your company.”
The walk to the Herbology greenhouse was rather silent, but Harry’s mind was swirling with all the different ways he could try and talk to you. He knew that that was why Hermione and Ron had taken off without him, but he somehow couldn’t find the guts to do it. The last thing he wanted was to look like a fool.
“Before anyone sits, we need to partner up for the class!” Professor Sprout shouted once the Hufflepuffs and Gryffindors had all entered the warm room.
Harry scowled as Ron and Hermione grabbed each other’s hands and smirked at him.
“Er — Y/N, do you — want to be partners? Maybe?” Harry asked, rubbing his hand at the back of his neck.
You flashed him a breathtaking smile, “Of course! Here, let’s sit there.”
He followed you to the nearest empty desk where a strange plant sat atop.
“Oh, look at it,” you smiled, peering curiously at the plant, “So unique.”
Although Harry never really had a fascination for plants, or Herbology in particular, he found himself enjoying this class more than usual. He could hear you complimenting the strange plant multiple times as the class went on, your sparkling eyes and wide grin never faltering.
Harry had a weird déjà-vu of every conversation he’d had with Neville, who was also a Herbology enthusiast. But, he had to admit, he much rather enjoyed your rambling than Neville’s.
He was disappointed when class ended and he knew the two of you would have to go your separate ways until whenever your next shared class would be. This was the most he had ever really spoken to you and he could barely muster up the guts to have an actual conversation.  
“I’ll see you around, Harry!” you waved at him as you left the class, huddled amongst a group of your house mates.
He brought up his hand, “See you!” and waved back as you took off. He watched you disappear around the bend and into the crowd heading back towards the castle.
“Oh, the look of love,” Ron pat him across the shoulder as the three of them made their way back to the castle, Hermione chuckling silently on his other side, “Young romance blossoms at the—”
“Shut up, Ron,” Harry groaned, causing his ginger friend to burst out laughing. His ears felt hot and he had a strong urge to take off without his friends, as they had just done to him.
“Talk to her outside of class, Harry,” Hermione urged, “She seems quite lovely. And interested.”
Harry scoffed, trying not to get his hopes up, “Don’t think she’s interested in me, Hermione.”
“You’ll never know unless you find out, Harry,” Ron said, his head held high.
“That’s how it works, yes,” Hermione rolled her eyes, “Just talk to her.”
——
For the rest of the day, and the next day, and the next week, Harry had become too preoccupied with Quidditch practice and homework to really focus or think about anything else. His mind was feeling constantly swamped and he barely had time to take a breather.
Which is why the first day he had nothing to do — and luckily for him, it was a Saturday so he didn’t have classes either— he decided to take a stroll throughout the castle. Rain was pouring down, therefore students were hidden away in their common rooms and dorm rooms and Harry decided he needed a moment to be alone and unwind. The stress of the upcoming Quidditch match — that Oliver Wood was not helping with — was beginning to send Harry into a bit of a frenzy. Not to mention Snape and McGonagall’s essay assignments that Hermione had refused to lend a hand with. 
Harry couldn’t help but want some alone time.
He had left Ron and Hermione back in the Gryffindor tower and made his way down to the courtyard, where the heavy sound of the rain was somehow relaxing him. The dark clouds made him feel like Hogwarts was in its own little bubble outside of the world and the thought was soothing.
He began to walk around, thinking that maybe he should head back up soon, but stopped in his tracks when he found himself nearly stepping on a toad.
Harry stared at it as it sat on the stone floor, perfectly still.
“Sunnie!”
A soft voice called throughout the empty corridor, echoing over the sound of the rain. The toad let out a loud croak and the distant footsteps grew louder as the person followed the sound of it.
Before he knew it, Harry was face to face with you.
“Oh, hi Harry,” you smiled, leaning over to pick up the toad, “Sorry. Sunnie ran away.”
Harry looked at the little creature sitting in your hands, “No problem. You named it Sunnie?”
You nodded, “After my mum. Her favorite flower was a sunflower.”
All of a sudden, things clicked. This is why you always wore one in your hair, why you smelled like them — the yellow wasn’t just because you were a Hufflepuff. 
Harry stared at you like an idiot, slightly captivated by your beauty and partially unsure of what else to say. For some reason, just you mentioning the fact of the sunflower made him understand you just a tad more.
“Well, thanks for helping me find her,” you raised your hand in a small salute and began to walk away.
“Wait!” Harry called out before he could think of a plan. You spun around on the spot, eyebrow raised, and Harry wanted nothing more than to disappear. He didn’t have a plan and now he was going to look like a fool.
“Yeah?” you asked.
“Er — do you want to walk together?” he asked, placing his hands in his pockets and grinning awkwardly.
However, his heart was set to ease when you nodded and bit your lip, “I’d love to.”
So the two of you walked through the halls, making small talk and laughing about random things.
Maybe one day, Harry would work up the courage to tell you. Maybe one day.
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