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lifeonmarz-blog · 1 year

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12th House MOON Synastry Relationship Stories

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My last four flings moon has been in my 12th house. I’ve been in two of of theirs. I’m a Scorpio moon with Pisces in the 12th house. I always attract pisces moon men. It also doesn’t hurt that my Mercury & Venus are in pisces. My Sun & Venus are also in the 12th house.

~Person #1 (Both ways)

Our relationship was short lived (6 months) but we both agreed it felt so much longer. Our relationship was long distance, that was a first for me. Actions on both our ends gave us trust issues. We both questioned each others motives. New information would come out and make us question each other, LIKE WHY WOULDNT YOU SAY THAT SOONER. It’s like we new what we wanted from each other but wouldn’t give into what the other person wanted (also bc of mars opp pluto composite) I really felt like I loved him and honestly without much reason. I assume he feels the same. I still feel like our journey isn’t finished yet.

Person #2 (His Moon in my 12H)

This guys moon fell into my 12th house. I see him mostly as a friend we flirt and realistically he’s more compatible with me than others but he doesn’t have his shit together so I just don’t see myself taking him serious right now. Sometimes I feel bad bc I feel like i’m using him for emotional fulfillment and not returning the same care in return. He has been trying to get with me for yearssss. Now we actually have a friendship. I avoided him for awhile bc he had sex with my ex bestfriend. Even though we aren’t friends anymore it was still kind of weird to me although their fling was a one night stand, that just bugged me for awhile. We vent to each other and i feel like i can rely on him to be a support system. I’m still a mystery to him.

Person #3 (His Moon in my 12H)

Number 3 was nice but I was intimidated by his financial success and maturity. He chased me for awhile then when he noticed I had lil anger he bowed out pretty fast. Id say i subconsciously sabotaged that relationship by feeling like i didn’t deserve to experience nice things and i felt like i wasn’t on his level. This is stupid yes, but this is the 12th house were talking about I was suppressing this shit.

Person #4 (Both ways)

So this guy had been my crush on instagram for awhile (like yearsss) so we finally start talking and this ended pretty quickly as well bc of mars conjunct pluto and venus opp uranus (i was uranus). I was the pluto person and his temper was short but he was the one who couldn’t handle the relationship. I felt like we wouldve been reallllly close if he had a better temper. He actually really reminded me of myself unfortunately. I liked him and the way he expressed himself. His mars was in my 8th house so he was really invasive about wanting to know about my childhood but i actually liked it. He picked up on little things very easily.

Closing statements:

I met all of these people online and haven’t met any of them in person because of blockages in our way (really mostly arguing) but distance plays a role as well. All of these started off as crushes. One sided for the men with their moon in my 12th and from my side with #2 and mutual with #1. They disturb something in my psyche for sure. They trigger certain parts of me where I feel I lack.

-Luv of MARZ

#moon astrology #synastry #astro observations #astrology #8th house #12th house

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aynanasstuff · 2 years

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Tu Marz Hai, Dawa Bhi// Sam Wilson x Desi!Reader

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Summary: you'd had enough of the fighting. you're done.

Warnings: angstttttt, swear words, dialogue-heavy, fem!reader

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"You are suffocating me!"

Your heart drops to the earth's core. At least that's how it feels with your body burning up with numbness.

"You are suffocating me and I'm getting sick of it!"

"You're being cruel, Sam!"

"I'm not being cruel, I'm done walking around eggshells with you."

He walks over to the bedroom, about to slam the door shut before you grab it to a stop.

"Well, you knew what you were getting into when you asked me out! You know the way I show love-"

"Acting like my mother is not love! As for knowing what I was getting into, you knew damn well what being with me meant, what my job meant!"

Ah, we're back to it. The thing that started this cruel battle of words. You weren't communicating, you were trying to win. This wasn't you. You didn't fight, you always put each other first, you let things go. You never fight.

"I know and I'm sorry that I want you to be here with me once in a while."

"Oh, don't do that-"

"Don't do what? Care?"

"Don't put your insecurities on me, don't make the villain here."

"I'm not doing shit, I'm just.." You eyes are welling up and you hate it.

"Oh, don't start crying now, that's just manipulative." He huffs and turns away from you.

"God! Sam, stop explaining my reactions to me, who the fuck are you? Huh?"

"Well, someone should because you just don't get it, you don't get how easy you've had it. 'Oh, she's sensitive, don't hurt her feelings, don't make her feel bad'. What about me? I hate that you can't handle things like a fucking adult! I'm not your fucking dad! You know what I do is important, not just for me but for keeping the fucking world safe, to keep you safe. It would've been a lot better if we just never got together!"

You don't come back from that. You don't take those words back.

The numbness returns, a heavy blanket over you as you're drenched underneath it, all the things you hate about yourself being poured over you like molten lava. Red. Hot.

The band of metal, heavy on your finger, feels cool to your touch as you silde it off. It hit his chest and falls to the ground where both your hearts lay, broken and bleeding, with a clink.

You turn around and walk away- from Sam, your home, your everything.

Sam thuds to the ground on his knees and he wishes you were in front of him as he apologizes to air that knew you, that left with your footsteps and had him clutching at his chest, begging for it to come back.

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A/N:I hope that was good? I mean I don't really write angst that much because I've already got enough of it irl but yeah, if you liked reading it please reblog and comment <3

Tags: @janetsnakehole02 @lil-stark @nelleana @blueberrynonnie @turbolisedcomet @sebsbrokentoe <3

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sortavibing · 3 years

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hello hello hello its marz!!! omg so ur blog is so gorgeous! could i request an alphabet hc for matsukawa (i love this man a lil too much) all from the romantic alphabet cause i don't feel like hurting tonight, for R, U, Q, C and L? i'll add that im an istp, aquarius sun, virgo moon, really sarcastic, chaotic, independent and adventurous! congrats on starting ur blog, i can't wait to see it grow! lots of love! (also i love the alphabet hc idea!!!)

ack hello! thank you for requesting i love ur blog! anyways onto the hcs! sorry this took so long, my parents turned off the wifi for the night and my data ran out a few weeks ago :P. ok, i hope you enjoy the hcs!

R: Rainy Day (what do they do with you on a rainy day?)

ok so it depends if it’s raining hard or not; if it is, you guys will stay inside and play a video game like wii sports (he is really good at the sword fighting game-like really good- you will never beat him and he loves beating you at it) and then you guys will shade oikawa on instagram (cue the fairy comments and the compliments that are really insults) because oikawa’s responses are so funny and it’s honestly high tier comedy. once the rain lightens up, you guys will go outside and just mess around in the puddles while the rain gets you guys wetter and wetter. after that adventure(?) you both dry off, and just chill and watch a cheesy movie where both of you make fun of the main characters (your shady comments pop off)

U: Unique (what is something that’s kinda weird that you do together?)

you guys both like to try weird fast food combos with each other. like, if you go to mcdonald’s you will 100% order like a vanilla milkshake and add barbecue sauce or something, and it’s absolute shit but you guys slowly got used to it bc it is the funniest thing ever to see the looks on people’s faces when you order the drink. you both have yet to finish a whole barbecue sauce milkshake, because it’s just gross, but you still love ordering it. mattsun once ordered it for you secretly and put it in a covered cup, so when you took the first sip- let’s just say you didn’t trust him with your food for a long time after that. (he wished he got your reaction on video because it was one of the funniest facial expressions he has ever saw on your face)

Q: Quaint (what small things do you do together that mean a lot to them?)

matsukawa really enjoys all the inside jokes you have with each other because whenever you mention one in public, it’s like a little secret that both of you share and he loves the bond that it forms between you. he always starts to smile just a bit wider when you say a joke you guys have together and he tries to make as many jokes as possible around you so you guys can share more inside jokes. he really likes it when everyone else is just confused when you say something because then he knows for sure it’s just a special thing both of you share with each other and that makes him feel like he’s your number one and that makes him really happy.

C: Cuddle (how do they cuddle?)

he definitely likes to be a big spoon, and he also really likes for you to lay stomach down on him while he lays on his back, with his arms wrapped around you. if only he was real smh matsukawa snores, like not that loud, but he sure isn’t quiet either, so you can look forward to that when you are trying to fall asleep lmao. while you guys are cuddling you both like to talk about the most random shit, like ranging from how were your days, to like what would happen if an asteroid hit the earth right now, plunging the world into a dystopian era level panic, and there is literally no in between. so yeah, he’s a really good cuddler and he needs you in his arms to fall asleep😌

L: Love (who said “i love you first” and what was the situation?)

mattsun said “i love you first”. it was after they beat karasuno at the national prelims im just going to forget about how they lost to karasuno their 2nd game because i can’t handle that now he was still riding the high of victory, and since you were watching him from the front of the stands, he said that you were his “good luck charm” and after the team meeting, he met up with you outside the gym and drove you to a nearby convince store, where you both bought snacks, and then he drove you to an empty parking lot, where you guys just vibed while listening to music (Devil Town by Cavetown), eating, and talking. after a while, you guys started playing truth or dare, and for one of the truths you asked him,

“what’s something you want to get off your chest”

“i love you”

and you just paused like- hold up, and looked at him with ur mouth open and after like 2 seconds of shock you responded back with

“i love you too”

that was one of the best days both of you have ever had with each other🤠

thank you for reading!

#matsukawa hcs #matsukawa imagines #matsukawa x reader #haikyuu matsukawa #haikyuu!!#haikyuu #haikyuu imagines #haikyuu headcanons #haikyuu x reader

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