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liesandnights · 2 years

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In my losing friends era

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gunkbaby · 11 hours

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I hope me using my bpd/projecting it to discuss Shuu doesn’t offend anyone. I’m never saying he canonically has it or anything but i just use him as a way to not see myself as a psycho bitch or whatever. It helps sometimes, and i just see me in him or him in me. I hope that’s ok.

#People got really mad at me when i projected my ed onto him #I’m sorry for hurting everyone #I can never see myself as a person but i see shu as one #So if i project onto him sometimes it helps me not do horrible things to myself and fuck everything up more #I’m very invested in portraying shuu accurately and I desperately hate that i could only contribute further to his mischaracterisation #I make silly jokes abt him being autism or having food issues but that’s to cope. Just some jokes bc i need to laugh at these things or ris #Losing everything #I genuinely do see bpd/autism/a food disorder in him but i would never say it’s canon #Everyday i hope i do him justice #I mess up and he will never be 100% canon ofc but. I try.#I hope that shows #I’m sorry #I mess everything up

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a-hearts-a-heavy-burden · 6 months

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I arranged a payment schedule for my storage unit but it does me absolutely no good. I do not have the money to make the next payment (by Nov 14th) and if I can't they sell my unit immediately.

I'm fucking gutted. I am so fucking upset but I can't even fucking cry it out because my sister is going to make me feel like garbage for it.

So it's just sitting in my brain and in my gut needing to be released in some emotional way but I haven't had any fucking time alone to just cry.

I don't know what to do. I'm in the negative in my bank account. I am wearing dirty clothes because I don't have money to wash them and I'm not allowed to borrow money from my sister. All of my belongings are about to be fucking sold off to some rich creep. Family photos, gifts from and for friends, family ornaments etc. All gone.

I am fucking sick of being fucking broke. I apply and apply and apply and get no fucking interviews. I get paid $380 once a month and that's it. I want to just not exist anymore. I'm so fucking sad and so fucking done with this life.

I just want to disappear 😞

#deeply depressed #hurting #sad #loss #losing everything #feeling disgusting #I just need a fucking break

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evidently-endless · 8 days

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i think we should remind musicians they can absolutely make up little stories for their songs btw. it doesn’t have to be about them at all. you can invent a guy and put him in situations to music. time honoured tradition in fact.

#i love reading your examples! however next person to be like um actually this exists?? it’s on sight #i know it exists. i think it’s fun. that’s why i think more people should do it.#sometimes i think the confessional style loses impact because everything has to be excavated from the depths of the soul #and somehow. confessional writing seems to be going with the most disaffected bland sound possible. odd.#i love deeply personal songs! i love when songs sound like they mean something to the artist!#something something wider issue of mining trauma and being performatively vulnerable for quote unquote content #idk i don’t have the actual knowledge to write about this well there’s just something not landing for me recently #mine

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ruporas · 28 days

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dragon meat, you, and me

#marcille donato #falin touden #farcille #dungeon meshi #delicious in dungeon #tw blood #tw body horror #tw gore #as a normal farcille fan this revival has been on my mind since i first read it and getting to watch it is like yippee!!#like messy revivals are everything - the consequences that will haunt u for the rest of the time they are alive #the initial hopeful moments where it all seemed well but quickly descend to That not being the case - losing not only the bit of evidence #evidence that your dream may work out but also someone you deeply care about in the process… marcille my Beloved #ofc wholly thruout the journey - at the forefront of it - getting falin back was the most crucial point but so wuickly :(( it was lost #on the other end its crazy to think about the compoments of falin now - human - dragon (dungeon) - marcille’s magic and desperation #the food the crew cooked (digested) - she is made of many parts!!#also i did not realize how medical it feels to draw smth like this. i dont usually explore the inner parts or use a lot of blood #in my work so rendering everything and looking up refs it felt quite magical (?)#ruporas art

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andidontwanttheworldtoseeme12 · 4 months

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#empty #emptiness #lose #loser #losing everything #alone #alone in the dark #hate myself

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montanabohemian · 10 months

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if i see a single one of you pissed that your faves canceled an event or a con appearance because they're striking for fair wages then imma come for you in your sleep 🔪🔪🔪

(direct that fury where it belongs: AMPTP and the execs)

#sag aftra #sagaftra #sag aftra strong #sag aftra strike #union strong #wga strike #PAY THE FUCKING ACTORS AND WRITERS #i hope the execs lose EVERYTHING #sag strike #sag-aftra #(BY THE WAY I'VE MADE A MINOR EDIT ON THE ORIGINAL POST)#in case you're confused: BE PISSED OFF. BUT DIRECT IT AT AMPTP AND THE EXECS.#if you don't get to see your fave at an event or a con? IT IS NOT THE UNION'S FAULT. IT IS THE FAULT OF THE EXECS #AMPTP AND THE EXECS ARE REFUSINGS TO NEGOTIATE IN GOOD FAITH AND ARE REFUSING TO PAY ACTORS AND WRITERS FAIRLY #SUPPORT THE WGA AND SAG STRIKE #if that means you can't see them at a con? then take the money you were gonna spend on that con and donate it #to the entertainment community fund #DIRECT YOUR ANGER WHERE IT BELONGS #WHICH IS AT AMPTP AND THE GREEDY PIECE OF SHIT EXECS #another edit: i forgot to add alt text which is my bad. I HAVE CORRECTED THAT.

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itsoktonotbeokayy · 5 months

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I have this never ending knot feeling in my stomach with everything going, I'm so fucking scared I'm losing everything I own bc I don't have any help/time and storage JUST oped up 😭

#im scared #knot's in my stomach #losing everything

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intensethought · 6 months

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Learn the keys to bouncing back after adversity and see how to focus on the choices and behaviors that enable you to rebuild after loss, failure or setback.

#Overcoming Adversity #Bouncing Back #Grit and Determination #Divorce #Loss #Failure #Intense Thought #Job Loss #Starting Over #Losing Everything #Starting Out #First Time #Youtube

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itsfroggg · 6 months

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I hate losing friends too popularity🫀

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t4tails · 1 month

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have you guys seen the mod of r/samandmax losing his shit over ppl drawing gay fanart and deciding to ban all sam and max shipping from the subreddit

#og post #i woke up to this and am kind of losing it its so fucking funny #dude the creator of the series literally had them as bride & groom cake toppers at his own wedding #“childhood memories” dude everything but the cartoon is for young adults pretty clearly be fr fr

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eldritchdyke · 5 months

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Every remake of a game should come with a copy of the game it is remaking that is compatible with modern hardware but otherwise untouched and I'm not even exaggerating this should be mandated by law. If you're going to attempt to recreate a piece of art you have to give people access to its original context otherwise it becomes the only context and makes the previous version simply a superceded product

#eldritch chatter #getting unreasonably upset thinking about the sh2 remake becoming peoples only touchstone for the series #and then having everything the original did and and all its jank (intentional and not) get lost #its the same as losing the original versions of star wars with the practical effects #it keeps people from actually engaging with the culture that the remake came from and understanding it and that makes me want to chew glass

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sanzundertale · 9 months

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babygirl i will invent stages of grief you have never seen before

#good omens #good omens 2 #good omens spoilers #so that ending huh!#this has been sitting in my drafts for months #i’ve been waiting for something to emotionally devastate me enough to post this and!! yeah!!!!!! this applies!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#losing my mind #i was stunned i was at a loss for words #need season 3 on a flash drive and plugged into my brain STAT I CANT DO THIS #AUUUGGGGGHHH #good omens s2 #good omens season 2 #ineffable husbands #ineffable partners #time to open ao3 and pretend everything is fine!

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madewithonerib · 8 months

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F4] Meaning/Purpose in Life

Then if there isn't, let me let me give you one more & this is actually a practical one because then I have to kind of run on here to the end.

I think to my last point is a really practical one.

Victor Frankel who was a Jewish Psychologist. [I think, I'm not sure] it's like was he a psychiatrist?

Well he was put in the death camps, in a concentration camps & he survived, but when he came out he wrote a classic called “Man's Search for Meaning”

It is I think very underappreciated—but here's what he saw & this is what I got from reading the book & it was very powerful.

Now by the way, this is not a case for Christianity.

It's a case for GOD.

But listen it's not a case for Christianity per se—he noticed the people in the concentration camps were under incredible pressure.

• They were stripped of everything • They were stripped of their wealth • They stripped of their social status • They stripped of their clothes • They are stripped of their family members

Very often their family members were taken away from them among other things.

• They stripped of their jobs • They stripped of homes • They stripped of everything

And he found that there were three responses:

[a] One kind of person became cruel & in some cases evil there were some prisoners that began to steal other people's [other prisoners'] food & anything to survive including collaborate with the enemy..

Collaborate with the Germans, the Nazis, so they became cruel or evil

[b] The second group just shriveled up they almost literally curled up into balls & died in some cases.

They actually literally did it, but it just meant you could just see them collapse; they couldn't think, outside they didn't look at anybody else.

They didn't see anybody else, they just saw them selves & their problems & they just collapsed.

[c] It was a third group of people who maintained an ability to love/serve/sacrifice for other people.

The first two were utterly absorbed in themselves —they just, it's like they were just sucked in & only one of the three groups was able to maintain a certain amount of hope.

A certain amount of it may well not be hope for getting out—but it was just a love a caring for their neighbor as it were.

………………………………………………………………… And by the way if I remember correctly they were not three equal sized groups. The first group was small, the third group was small, the middle group was probably the biggest! …………………………………………………………………

He realized he said when he got out as he reflected on he said “Now why in the world would people & probably they're all Jewish people of course & they were all German Jews. I mean there were European Jews & so why would they respond so differently?!

Here's what he decided:

It's in the title of the book everybody lives for some -thing, but if you live for your career/family/human approval/power/influence/social status..

In other words, if what gives you meaning in life, if the thing you're living for [here's what he said almost everybody he realized was living for things that the Concentration Camp could take away]

………………………………………………………………… The only people who stayed heroic, the only people who stayed sane were people whose main meaning in life wasn't something death camps could take away from them. …………………………………………………………………

And I don't know what that is by the way.

You know I said what would that be?

Well all I know is it has to be awfully spiritual. Now wouldn't it? Because if you're living for your career/ human approval..if you're living for power/comfort/ control or for anything other than GOD

—in other words, you better have a spiritual dimension to your life because you know

you probably aren't going to be stuck in a concentration camp, but I can tell you a lot of the things that mean the most to you are going to be stripped away from you one day soon, & when it does

Are you going to curl up into a ball & die?

F4.1] Reason to Believe in GOD

Now lastly so what I'm trying to say is, if there is a GOD that's what you live for & you can be stuck in a concentration camp.

If there is a GOD fine-tuning the Universe makes sense, love has significance.

If there's a GOD then human rights & moral obligation makes sense, but if there is no GOD those things you can believe in them—but there's a bigger leap of faith

Don't you want to believe those things are significant in spite of what you believe about the Universe, and about GOD? Then if you actually believed in GOD, do you see the problem that non-belief brings???

Just to have the integrity to see it & consider a question —if all these things make more sense, if there is a GOD than there isn't not a GOD.

What's your problem with believing in GOD?

Reason for GOD P,1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9 | Timothy J. Keller [Jude 1:23]

#Reason to Hope #Meaning in Life #Losing Everything #Bakruptcy #Book of Job #Tragic Loss #What's your problem #Reason for GOD #Timothy J. Keller #F4-8

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artsformyvoid · 9 months

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It's only after we've lost everything that we're free to do anything.”

― Chuck Palahniuk, Fight Club

#loss #losing everything #fight club

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ruporas · 13 hours

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your love returns in tragedy (ID in alt)

#farcille #falin touden #marcille donato #dungeon meshi #dunmeshi #coming face to face with the consequences of acting out of love - marcille u will always be famous #dunmeshi is really a series that keeps on moving bc it's about so many different characters and centered on the journey #rather than like... introspectively on one singular individual so i dont think we see marcille dwell on it but we can see her fatigue #her shock and surprise in the recent ep “don't hurt her she's just confused” Gah. desperately trying to grasp everything thats going on and #not to lose hope. bc undoubtedly the remains she put together was falin's - that short moment of reprieve the party had was with falin #she was able to bring her back her magic did it!! but the violence the fatal swings was not falin at all.#just pondering about holding that guilt... it's such a huge responsibility to be in charge of life in the first place and yet it is #a burden she'll keep trudging with. defying the natural orders to keep the people she love alive... i Lauv her...#also shared sentiment with the rest of the fandom but God. Chimera Falin... she is Everything....#ruporas art

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