I went into this trying to cause chaos but now I'm genuinely saying this because they kinda need to be called out.
Crimson, the big demon, the player, is kind of bleugh.
I would say pathetic but in truth the term they need should be more complex and left to interpretation.
Crimson, you clearly have issues and you have a horrible way of dealing with them. That is clear beyond belief. (It's even stated by lili herself.)
You should probably realize that you're never going to get what you want out of things. You clearly want some emotional attachment however the way you determined a "fool proof way" to get it will only lead you to disappointment. Though, personally, I don't care. You did this to yourself and you wrapped all of us into it because you're both selfish and blind. That's not my problem.
I can only be so calm and uncaring about your behavior, though I guess I still don't care lmao.
I don't care what happens anymore, I don't care about if we die(though idk about the others' opinions lol). We've been doomed to a cycle. We'll break eventually. The moment we weren't allowed to die was the moment that proved there is no turning point, there is nothing for us anymore.
God, all I wanted to do was relax.
I wish we were still with Dust, I really want cuddles right now.
Congrats, Crimson. You've officially made things harder for everyone, including yourself. I don't even care what you say to that or how you feel.
(Idk why I got so into typing this lmao)
yeah they're a bit of a self contradictory asshole. (you good bud?/gen/lh I did put the warning tags there for a reason lol. you're absolutely right to call them out for it. I hope it didn't trigger you!)
also not gonna deny them being basically a whirlpool of angst dragging anyone who comes close enough to the bullshit.
but this reaction of yours would... trigger them to go back to being absolutely HORRIBLE to you.
they were being "docile" and "peaceful" to you so far. but they can do SO MUCH worse to you than what they did to dust.
they'd also weaponize sans knowing you care for him. they're toxic most when they're being threatened with being LEFT BEHIND or left alone. if you treat them by ignoring them?
yeaaaah they're gonna fucking lose their shit and go off the rails just to keep you there... they're not yandere for no reason. and unlike most media actual people with yandere like traits aren't cool or bad ass. they're scary and disgusting selfish people who CAN'T see beyond their own desires. trapped in their own head.
dust is the opposite but has the same obsession he wants to save you from their games by killing you.
I know they're mean. and it's okay if you hate them! I didn't make them to be likable. I just made them the combination of being completely apathetic AND obsessed to death...
are you gonna choose death/true reset? that's always an option to weaponize against both dust AND crimson.
I'll wait to see who else is on board.
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i am wildly out of practice and did hang on by the skin of my teeth the last time i was taking a formal class in japanese
but the class was called "advanced academic japanese"
(not to mention i kinda started picking up the language when i was ten years old and have been acknowledged as having internalized the Vibe of it)
so those are my credentials if anyone is curious.
but also always always ALWAYS check for yourself, there's so many people around being way too confident about making Statements about japanese, or being plain weird about it!
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How are leviathans born?
they are mostly regular sea creatures that mutated with the toxic waste dumped at the ocean depths. but since they are creatures of magic and the world is filled with magical essense instead of dying from radiation they are simply twisted and their genetic code is altered.
on some rare occasions where magic makes up for what the two lack in biological compatibility (soul bonds and such) they can still reproduce and make more of their kind but due to their long live span they don't even look for mates or procreation much.
either way most leviathans are just mutated magical beasts that have been living for hundreds of years in the ocean.
in crimson's case, they were one of the rare cases of being born as leviathan instead of evolving to it. they were an abandoned offspring of an ancient sea monster (a cross between a starfish and and eel leviathan)
they took the appearance of the eel and retrained the regenerative ability of a starfish.
(crimson can technically regrow themselves from a severed limb as small as a finger to a wholnew body but since they have ONE soul, it only inhabits one regenerated part. they can't duplicate themselves.)
leviathans often take care of their offsprings with GREAT care because in most cases due to genetic mutations and incompatibility the offspring will die. the larger the offspring, the bigger their survival chance! so when crimson was born AS A TINY SUPER SMALL EGG... they were already a disappointment to their parents. there was just so little hope for them. they abandoned the egg.
crimson's unhatched egg was devoured by an unsuspecting fish, and they simply assumed it was just another loss. they had lost so many that it was practically the norm. they went on to focus on the bigger siblings.
after that? the creature that ate crimson swam to someplace VERRRRY far away. (crimson's siblings are probably still out there somewhere but crimson couldn't care less)
after a while the fish started to feel an intense stomach pain. crimson was slowly eating or out from the inside, literally covered in stomach acid, constantly dying, then coming back, dying and regenerating... hardening it's scales... growing bigger and bigger. dying again and again SINCE their conception.
it was HELL. the pain was so great that their nerves were damaged and never fully recovered.
but they broke out... only to find themselves in the stomach of a bigger fish..
repeating cycle of maddening pain until they overcame each and every single trial... climbing the food chain with tooth and nail. they were eaten, torn to shreds, bitten in half... gutted, hunted and killed so many times... but they never died.
it's not that they didn't want to. they COULDN'T die. their body simply would just rebuild itself. even if they did NOTHING they'd still feel the pain they'd still know they would come back.
they didn't exactly have a great childhood... they did eventually began to climb the food chain ranks and start HUNTING the things that had previously eaten them.
"revenge tastes SO SWEET. more. I wanna kill more! "
eventually they grew big enough to be as big as a regular sized mer... they started to kill every single thing in their path, high on power and vengeance. was it because of the pain they felt as they were little? or was it the addictive HIGH of conquering foes? they started at the bottom but they were on top now.
the world had hurt them and now they felt like hurting the world back 100 times. so much spite so much bloodlust.
if course they'd inevitably kill everyone in the sunken city ruins...
and slowly fall deeper and deeper into megalomania and a greed for more power.
something that slowly lost it's meaning to them when every living thing in the area had died...
empty. so empty. so lonely.
they wished they hadn't done that. one. just one survivor.
they promised themselves they wouldn't kill it. it didn't matter. they wanted someone ANYONE to talk to them. it didn't matter if it was a vengeful enemy.
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