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#Jake sim au
heeverseblog · 9 months
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take me away (sjy)
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pairing: vampire!jake x human!reader
summary: you’re in a secret relationship with one of the hottest male ceos in korea. but that’s not the real secret. the real secret? he’s a vampire.
genre: SMUT, established secret relationship, vampire au, rich people au
warnings: oral (male and fem receiving) a lot of cursing, jake sucks reader’s blood, it's filthy ngl
note: reader and sunghoon aren’t officially engaged so no form of cheating was involved
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your parents wanted you to attend this masquerade ball where elites such as your family are invited.
you’re an heiress to your father’s interior business that his family’s worked hard for years. when really, he only ended up having the title because his older brother died when your father was 17 and he was the only heir left.
but like any other child, he was forced to marry your mother and like where you are now, they met at a ball and ended up getting married a week later. except they didn’t meet at a masquerade ball.
anyway. that’s why you’re here. your dad wants to marry you off with park sunghoon since his father owned one of korea’s richest banks.
you’ve met sunghoon once and he was nice. but that’s it. you don’t like him like that nor want to start anything with him.
“y/n!”
you roll your eyes, pissed that you were enjoying your glass of champagne. but being the professional person you were, you turn around and greeted sunghoon.
“park sunghoon.”
“you having a pleasant evening?”
i was until you arrived.
“my glass of champagne was keeping me company.”
“maybe you need extra company tonight?”
you internally curse at your father for letting park sunghoon flirt with you. ever since you two met he’s been trying to win you over.
the music turns into a slow, sensual song. you scrunched your forehead, wondering why the heck would they let this type of song play at a formal event like this. you were just thankful that you’re wearing your mask and he wouldn’t see you.
“shall we dance?”
you gave sunghoon a fake smile that he was oblivious to notice before accepting his hand he offered to you.
sunghoon placed his right hand on your waist while his left hand holds your right hand. you revert your attention to the other attendants of the party. they were busy dancing with their partners. your father was busy chatting with sunghoon’s father, both of them were laughing, probably talking about your marriage with sunghoon. the thought made you want to vomit.
suddenly you were spun around and changed partners. your hands landed on someone else’s chest. his chest was bare and covered with only his black blazer.
“like what you see princess?”
hearing the owner of that voice erased all your worries and anger you felt just now.
“you made it,” you whisper.
even if he was wearing a mask, you still think jake sim was the most handsome man in this room. and to be fair, it’s because he is the man you love, and you’ll ever love.
“wouldn’t miss a chance to see you.”
jake slides his hands down to your waist, teasing you by subtly sliding it to your butt. you pull his hands up to your waist again, raising your eyebrows then remembering you were wearing a mask.
“you changed your hair.”
“do you like it?”
“i love it.”
jake changed his hair from blonde to black but still he looked so hot.
“was sunghoon bothering you?”
“nevermind him,” you pull jake closer to you, “you’re here.”
jake bit his lips and turned you around. your back pressing on his chest and you can feel jake’s lips hovering on your neck. his touch made you shiver that you rest your head on jake’s shoulder from behind you.
“like the music tonight?”
you roll your eyes when you realized jake was this naughty to suggest this type of music.
“admit it, it made everything better.”
“hmm…it’s too public though. wanted something more private.”
“my princess is so naughty.”
jake took this as a chance to kiss the side of your neck and you sighed, loud enough for jake to hear that you liked it.
your bliss was cut off when sunghoon saw you in the arms of another man.
fuck.
you quickly turn around and even though your mask was covering half of your face, jake can sense you were panicking.
“what’s wrong, princess?”
“sunghoon saw us.”
jake eyes at sunghoon looking at him with a glare. he smirks and looks down at you, “let’s get out of here.”
you smile too and let yourself be pulled by jake away from the crowd.
you didn’t bother asking how jake knew a way out since you trust him and he was willing to take you away from your worries. at that moment, you didn’t care if your father saw you running away, let alone running away with a someone who wasn’t your supposed fiancée.
you and jake used the emergency stairs and both of you ran as fast as you could. both of you were like naughty little kids running away from their parents. and it felt freeing that you did.
minutes later, you reached jake’s tesla and both of you drove away from the place.
you take off your mask and laughed, “did you see the look on his face?”
you continue laughing and jake could jake laugh at how happy you looked.
“glad to take you away.”
“i’d let you take me away anytime.”
you lean forward and took a good look at jake tonight. his exposed chest and his hair got you all worked up tonight.
so how did you and jake meet?
you met jake at the golf club where you and your parents go to every weekend. they always use the “spend time with your family” card on weekends since you like to hang out with your friends or go to night clubs.
your parents were busy talking to some co-business owners and the owners of the gold club. you were just using your phone and you felt something hit your ankles and it made you hiss.
“what the fuck.”
“sorry, miss.”
the owner of the voice had a gentle yet husky voice. when you looked up, you were met with the most beautiful face you’ve ever seen. his eyes were so gentle that you could stare at them all day and not get tired of them.
“are you alright, miss…”
“y/n!”
you turn around and see your parents walking over to you along with mr. and mrs. choi, beomgyu’s parents.
“ah, sim jaeyun, isn’t it?”
“yes, sir. you can call me jake,” jake shook hands with your father.
“y/n, this is jake, current ceo of sim tuxedos. as a matter of fact, your tuxedos are always the ones i grab.”
“really? thank you, sir.”
“jake, this is y/n. my daughter.”
you face jake again and he holds your hand and kisses it. the action made your heart flutter, considering it’s an action that you find too vintage and weird because why would you kiss someone’s hand on the first meeting?
but jake…he changed the way you thought about that.
“nice to meet you, y/n.”
you smile, thinking that you might be seeing jake often in the golf club after that. and you did.
you and jake would often find yourselves talking about your life. both of you were the only child. you learned that jake lost his parents at a young age and you didn’t miss the way his eyes became sad.
“i’m sorry,” you touch his hand, “it must have been hard for you.”
jake nods, “it was at first. but i didn’t want them to die without making their dream come true.”
“which is?”
“become successful. for me to meet a beautiful girl.”
your eyes grew wide and you shot your head up. jake laughed at your reaction.
“don’t you often hear that?”
you hesitantly shake, “n-no. i don’t think i do.”
“i guess i have to say it more often then.”
before you knew it, you fell in love with jake sim. he let you be yourself without thinking of responsibilities and made you feel loved without asking for anything in return.
but you didn’t tell your father yet. you had to find the perfect time to tell him without your father thinking it’s just a fling.
but when the news of your father wanting you to marry park sunghoon dropped, you wanted to argue but your dad was fast enough to tell you that this is good for your business.
you couldn’t help it so you immediately drove yourself to jake’s place and wanted to tell him to take you away in any part of the world.
on the way to jake’s penthouse, your nervously tapped your foot repeatedly on the ground. you were scared to tell him of the news and how he would react.
when the elevator doors opened, you breathed in before calling out his name, “jake.”
minutes later, jake came walking to you with him wearing his white shirt and joggers.
“y/n?”
when jake saw you crying, he immediately held your face.
“what’s wrong, princess?”
“my dad…he wants me to marry park sunghoon.”
you couldn��t help but release your tears and pushed yourself to jake’s chest. jake immediately hugged you and brushed your hair, hoping it would calm you down.
“shhh…shhh…”
“take me away.”
jake stopped his movements and pulled away from the hug, “what?”
“take me away, jake. please.”
“y/n…i…”
jake stopped, thinking of what to say.
“y/n, i love you but…i can’t.”
“w-what?”
“i can’t, y/n.”
“b-but…you said you love me.”
“i do but…we can’t be together together.”
you were shocked, speechless, confused, pissed?
you snort, “what?” you shake your head, “what the fuck are you saying?!”
jake tried to calm you down by holding your shoulders, “princess, calm down.”
“don’t sweet talk me right now! why can’t we be together?!”
jake was speechless, he didn’t know what to say.
“y/n…i’m sorry. i can’t…”
just like that…your hopes and dreams were crushed by the man you thought would save you from hell.
“you know what…fuck you jake.”
you pushed jake but ended up stumbling backwards and hit the vase behind you. the vase broke and shards of glass got into your leg.
“fuck!”
you looked down and saw your leg was bleeding.
“y/n!”
jake walked closer to you but he stopped. he lost balanced and fell to the ground and he was flinching.
even though you were angry, you were worried of jake’s state so you stood up and walked closer to him.
“jake?”
“y/n, no!”
you flinched when he raised his voice at you but he wasn’t facing you.
“j-jake. you’re scaring me.”
jake was covering his face, specifically his nose and mouth. when you got a better look at him, you were surprised to see his eyes turn red.
“what the…”
jake immediately stood up and went to his refrigerator where he immediately drank from his water jug with red…wait.
is that…blood?
the metallic sort of smell from the liquid spilling from jake’s mouth filled your nose as he gulps it in. the liquid was dripping from the side of his mouth as he finishes the whole jug. once he was done, you can see how his teeth suddenly became sharp.
oh my god.
“j-jake…”
when jake heard your voice, only did he notice what he has done. your reaction filled with fear was written all over your face.
“y/n—”
“no!” you scream, telling jake to stop his tracks.
“you—you’re…”
you couldn’t continue what you wanted to say, still hurt and shocked of what you’ve seen just now.
without a thought, you ran and fled.
that night you came home with your leg still bleeding, forgetting that it ever did. the only reason you could tell your mother was that you fell.
jake didn’t come to the golf club after that. he stopped texting and calling you.
you thought that it was for the best but...you love him. and you want all of him.
you immediately rushed to jake’s penthouse and without a doubt, kissed him the moment you saw him.
“y/n?”
“i don’t care who or what you are. i love you and i want all of you.”
jake didn’t give it another thought to pull you again to a kiss and both of you ended up giving yourselves to each other that night.
remembering what happened to the both of you instantly made you quiet throughout the whole ride until you got to his place. jake noticed your change of demeanor and immediately held your cheek.
“what’s on your mind, princess?”
“nothing, just…what would i do without you?”
you leaned into jake’s touch and he kisses your forehead before both of you get out of the car.
when you got out, only did you notice that you’re in an unfamiliar place. you were in a more remote place where it’s only a wooden house by a hill.
“where are we?”
jake smiles before holding your hand, “come on. i’ll show you.”
both of you ended up taking a long walk before you got to the house.
when you opened it, the interior looked cozy like it was one of those houses from “little women” but with a twist.
“it’s my parents’ house. i just had it remodeled a little.”
you took a look around. you can see now it did have a vintage vibe in it.
“do you come here often?”
“sometimes. when i want to take my mind off of things.”
“and…how many women have you brought here before?”
jake snickers, hugging you from behind, “you’re the only one i brought home here.”
you roll your eyes, “so there were others before me? what did you do? bring them home to their parents and to have tea like how men do in the olden times?”
“first, i was never serious with them. second, did you just call me old?”
“well you’re four centuries older than me.”
jake tickled you from behind and you ran away but jake was too fast that he caught you, trapped you in the wall.
“think you can run away from me?”
you answered back by pulling jake down and giving him a passionate kiss. jake kissed you back and pressed you closer to him by holding your back. his touch made you open your mouth, almost taking jake’s lips inside. you grin when you felt something poking you from down there.
jake pulls away for a second, “i have to fuck you.”
“fuck me hard then.”
jake pushed you inside a room and you hit your back on the bed.
you watched as jake undressed himself above you. the sight was mouth-watering that you immediately sat up and took jake’s dick in your mouth.
“fuck just like that!”
you watch jake throw his head back and felt proud of yourself. you bobbed your head up and down as you continue sucking jake’s cock. the squelching sound was turning you on too that you continued what you were doing.
“you taste good.”
your words and tone just made jake turned on for you more. you were surprised when he held your head and bobbed it up and down the base of his dick. you were letting out choked moans and you had to hold on jake’s hips to hold yourself.
“you’re making me cum, fuck!”
after two minutes of sucking, jake came on your mouth and you licked every bit of him. you stood up and wrapped your arms around jake’s neck as he held your waist.
“i want one too,” you say, putting your lips, “please.”
“of course.”
jake started unzipping your dress and let the garment fall down your body, until it reached the floor. you were almost bare, only leaving you with your panties.
“get on the bed for me,” jake says with his husky voice.
you immediately sat on the bed, waiting for jake to come over you. and when he did, he laid you down and he went down on you, taking off your panties.
you moan when jake started sucking your clit and the feeling made you arch your back. jake was eating you and not just your clit but you felt like jake was sucking your soul into him.
“a-AAAAH!”
“cum for me.”
jake lifted your ass cheeks to lift your lower body as he continues to eat you out. your eyes rolled to the back of your head as you feel your legs shaking and toes clenching. you were thankful that the house was secluded, or else people would have heard your screams. you held the sides of your
after jake sucked every bit of juice in you, you kept panting and you can feel sweat dripping down your neck as jake sucked every bit of your essence from your clit to your inner thighs.
jake sets down your legs and immediately help the back of your neck to pull you in an intense kiss. he pushes his tongue inside your mouth and you opened it.
“i love it when you’re eager,” jake says before kissing you again with a growl.
“you make me eager.”
jake wasted no time in putting his cock inside you and it immediately made you roll your eyes at the back of your head.
“look at you,” jake smirks while looking down at you, “such a mess for me already.”
jake rocks his hips forward and you let out another scream. his movements were harder than usual. and in most cases, it’s you taking the lead but this…it made you turn on so much. he kept thrusting in and out that you were craving more and more.
the moment you felt your hole squeezing jake’s cock, he lets out a grunt followed by a moan.
“jake…m-fuck! you’re so fucking good!”
you and jake screaming curses and each other’s names for god knows how long. your head was spinning thanks to jake’s powerful and strong thrusts but it was also sending you to heaven that you didn’t want it to end.
“jake…i’m gonna cum.”
“hold on a little longer.”
if jake was gonna be honest, he wanted to cum right there and now but he wanted to make this moment last forever that he wanted more time inside of you.
you held jake’s shoulder, calling his attention, “come here.”
jake leans down and gives you a very hard kiss. you inhaled sharply as he gave you more thrusts as he locks his lips on yours. when you gasped, jake opened his mouth and entered his tongue on yours.
“i can’t take it anymore…”
jake nods his head, “cum for me.”
jake thrusted more and you felt a lot of cum dripping down your legs. both of you were a mess and continued panting until the two of you came.
you look down at your legs and moan at the sight.
“shit.”
jake laid his body down at your chest, you can hear and feel him panting heavily. you rubbed the back of his head and kissed his temples.
you and jake got under the sheets and clinged to each other the whole night. it’s been a while since you last saw jake that you wanted to cherish this moment.
“have i told you that you look beautiful tonight?”
you blush and hide your face at jake’s chest.
“how can you manage to act so cute when you literally just railed me?”
jake caught your cheek and pulled you close to kiss your forehead then your lips. when you pulled away, you gave him a smile before lying down on his chest again.
“so…this is your room.”
“actually…it’s my parents’.”
your eyes grew wide then you pulled yourself up.
“WHAT?”
jake was surprised at your reaction that he ended up laughing.
“wait, you’re joking right?”
jake sits up, “my room is at the other end of the hall.”
you slapped jake’s chest and he yelped, “ow!”
“why didn’t you tell me before we started fucking?”
“and break that sexual tension we had?”
“we fucked in your parents’ room!”
jake couldn’t say anything and laughed instead.
“oh god they’re gonna think i’m some girl who likes to have sex anywhere.”
“i swear to you, my parents aren’t like that. they’d love you. and besides,” jake holds your face, “i didn’t think it was just fucking. not when it’s with the woman i love.”
you felt like tearing up and when you did, jake used his thumbs to wipe your tears away.
“i love you so much,” you whisper.
jake pressed his lips on yours.
“can i take you away?”
your heart started busting a move. after that incident with jake, you didn’t think about bringing it up with him again. but you’ve always wanted to escape your shitty home and spend the rest of your life with jake.
“you mean it?”
“of course, i mean it.”
jake gives you a longer but slow kiss, sealing the promise he made to you just now.
“would you…bite me then?”
jake should be worried that you suddenly asked this butt he knew the way you were looking at him right now that you have made up your mind. you were ready to be like him. you were ready to spend a lifetime with him.
wasting no time, jake moved your hair and with your neck exposed, he gave it a quick kiss before piercing his fangs onto your skin.
you flinched, not doubting that the feeling is painful but jake held your body close to his and lets you clutch to him.
after a few minutes, jake was done sucking your blood and he licked your wounded area.
“give it a few minutes.”
you literally felt that blood was sucked out of you and it made you dizzy. you were still hugging jake so he gently placed both of you down, not letting you go.
“i’m…my head…”
jake gently brushed the back of his fingers on your face, “i know, princess. just rest. tomorrow, you won’t need to worry about loosing me.”
with that last statement, you drifted yourself to sleep, dreaming what it would be like to spend an eternity with jake by your side.
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luvlyhyunjin · 14 days
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Fallen Star┃Jake Sim
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↳✶ Pairing: Jake Sim x Female Reader
↳✶ Genre: social media au, model!jake x reader, angst, lots of misunderstandings, mature themes, slow burn, smut, fluff here and there
↳✶ Synopsis: after being fired and blacklisted from the entertainment industry your life is on the verge of falling apart. An opportunity arises to save you when you get a job offer to work as a personal assistant for ex lead singer of the rock band PARANOIA! and now turned model, nicknamed the nation’s sweetheart- Jake Sim. However his image crumbles quickly when you discover he’s nothing but the devil in disguise.
A story of two hurt souls finding comfort within each other in the most unexpected ways.
↳✶ Warnings +18(minors dni): lots of swearing, inappropriate jokes, mature themes and sexual content, drug use and drinking, addiction, mental illnesses (ocd, anxiety, depression), mentions of deadly diseases. cheating (not jake or reader) , character death (not main)
-Will add more later.
↳✶ Characters: enhypen members , blackpink's jennie , itzy's ryujin , soojin , txt's yeonjun.
↳✶ Taglist : open | Status : COMING SOON.
↳✶ Spotify Playlist :
*this entire series came to life with the help of my angel @laceangel333 thank you for everything <3
⛥ PROFILES [YN'S SIDE]
⛥ PROFILES [JAKE'S SIDE]
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⛥ one - manifest, manipulate, masturbate.
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jebetwo · 1 month
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dancing with the devil. preview
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IN WHICH, he wants you but you need him.
pairing : fuckbuddy!jake x afab!reader
genre : angst, smut, fluff ????, hurt no comfort, totga
warnings : heartbreak, mature and sexual themes, drinking, smoking weed, usage of profanity (a lot!), jake can be a dick, morally gray characterization, just hear me out it's a ride of emotions
taglist : OPEN leave a comment or ask!
wc : 1k??? idk sorry LOL (estimated 15-20k)
reblogs are super appreciated 💝
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THE BASS SHOOK YOUR BODY, reverberating in your chest as you navigated through the sea of bodies in the crowded living room. You were shocked as to how hundreds of university students could fit in a shitty basement suite, but who were you to complain? Lights illuminated the crowd in hues of the most vibrant of colours, casting large shadows against the walls. You had never been one for loud, crowded places, but tonight was different.
Tonight? You were on a mission.
Your eyes scanned the room, searching for a familiar face amidst the chaos. And then, you saw him.
Ah, Jake Sim. The very (and only) reason you even thought of, let alone decided to go to a party. It's not like you didn't drink or didn't have any friends, quite the contrary, actually. You just never found any interest in mingling with sweaty bodies for hours just to stumble home and wake up with a raging headache.
All of that is thrown out the window, anyway. You're already here, faced with the purpose of your arrival.
You and Jake have a somewhat complicated relationship. You've known of each other since middle school and even became apart same friend group for all four years of high school. But back then you weren't friends with Jake.
No, no. You weren't allowed to be friends with Jake.
Park Sunghoon, your now ex-boyfriend and current best friend of Jake absolutely hated the idea of you getting close to him. You never understood why he hated the idea of you and Jake being close; you never got the chance to even talk to the guy, let alone give Sunghoon a reason to forbid a friendship. You were quick to assume maybe he just didn't like you being around guys, which was even quicker to be ruled out as a possibility. You were friends with every other one of his best triends except Jake.
It's no surprise to anyone that Jake found you extremely attractive. Hell, he found you more beautiful than anyone, anything he's ever seen. He sees more than just physical perfection; he sees the essence of everything he's ever longed for. Your eyes hold a universe of secrets and desires, each flicker of emotion a tantalizing invitation to explore the depths of your soul. Your smile is like the first light of dawn, it dances across your lips, a melody of joy and mischief that leaves him breathless.
Jake jumped at the chance to talk to you the second he heard the front door of his and Sunghoon's shared apartment slam shut, the second he saw his best friend standing with his head hanging low in the middle of their shared space. He knew that was it. You guys were done and he yearned for you both but God, was he excited. He knew Sunghoon messed up when he didn't tell you he was leaving to study abroad until days before his departure. He knew you were going to break up when your face shifted through all kinds of confusing emotions when Sunghoon told you he was leaving. He knew this was his chance to finally get you.
He remembers how surprised you were when he first texted you out of the blue, even if it was a simple
hey
ik this is so outta nowhere
but
how are you doing?
He remembers how surprised he was when you started responding to him in longer sentences. He remembers when your conversations prolonged for hours. He remembers when you confided in him on your problems. He remembers you told him when something good happened, and most of all? He remembers when you finally agreed to go to a party to let loose, forget about Sunghoon and get lost in him instead.
Sometimes he feels bad for himself. Sunghoon was being selfish and kept you away from him for the past four years? Jake thought Sunghoon was the luckiest motherfucker alive for having you as his girlfriend. He envied that Sunghoon would be able to call you his, he would be able to wrap his arm around your waist and pull you close to his body around everyone, he would be able to kiss your plush lips that he could only dream of tasting, he would be able to hear you would moan out his name and chant it like a mantra. At the same time, Jake understood why Sunghoon kept you from him.
Sunghoon knew the way Jake looked at you.
He never said it, he didn't want to confront it, so he dealt with it how he could to keep both your love and his friend in his life.
It's funny how time can be so cruel.
It was inevitable that you started to slowly fall for Jaks as time went on. He filled the void that his best friend left in your heart. He was there for you and was objective with his opinion, he was soft yet stern with his words, he made your bad days good and your good days better, he made you feel new heights of joy, and he was exactly what you needed. You wanted Jake and there was nothing you could do about it; you fell before you could catch yourself. You were unsure with if what you felt for Jake was right, if Sunghoon is upset that you talk- Wait, did he even know you guys talked?
Yet, you found yourself excited and void of any feelings of uncertainty when you saw Jake sporting a toothy smile on his face as he took another sip of God knows what in his cup.
He stood out like a scorching flame in the darkness of an abyss, his golden hair catching the hues of neon casting the room as he laughed with his friends. There was something so captivating about him, something that made everything around him glow, something that drew you in despite your better judgment.
With a deep breath, you pushed your way through the compact crowd, determined to make your move before doubt could take hold of you and push you away from this scenario. As you approached him, your heart pounded in your chest, the sound drowned out by the pulsing music. You could feel the second he saw you; the heat of his gaze burning your skin as you drew nearer, anticipation mingling with nerves in the pit of your stomach.
When you finally reached him, he looked down at you with a grin. It sent shivers down your spine, goosebumps coated your skin, so much so you couldn't tell if you were cold or if this was just the effect he had on you.
"Well, well, well, look who decided to grace us with her presence," he teased, his voice low and husky, yet loud enough to reach your ears over the deatening music.
You laughed, trying to ignore the flutter of butterflies in your stomach as he pulled you into a warm embrace. His arms looped loosely around your waist after pulling out of the hug, you swear your skin was burning under his touch.
You could smell the alcohol radiating on his body.
Alcohol. That's what you needed.
Before you could stop yourself, you grabbed the red cup in his hand and downed the rest of what he had left. You felt the fiery burn flow through your body and veins- why the fuck is this so strong?
For a moment, there was a flicker of something in his eyes, a vulnerability that you had never seen before. A dark gaze that you couldn't quite put your finger on.
God, Jake could cum to the image of you downing his drink.
"Couldn't stay away, could I?" you shot back, your tone playful despite the rapid beat of your heart.
"I'm glad you came," he said, his lips ghosting the shell of your ear, "didn't think you would."
"Yeah?" you respond, Jake looks at you with a slight shrug before grinning.
"Yeah, but you did," he tightened the hold on your body and pulled you closer to his, your arms found home looped around his neck, "for me."
You felt the warmth spreading to your face after his last sentence. You weren't sure whether it was the alcohol or the fact he made you so flustered. Maybe this wasn’t a good idea. But, before you could overthink any farther Jake interrupted your thoughts.
"It's okay though," he leaned in closer to your face, lips centimetres apart, "I came here for you."
Ah, there it is. The feeling of being wanted and craved, the feeling you so desperately thirsted for after Sunghoon left. You grew so accustomed to having him around, four years, just like that. Gone.
That doesn’t matter anymore though. No, none of it matters with Jake’s face so close to yours, so close that you could count every eyelash if he let you.
He was about to kiss you, you're sure. You could feel his breath ghosting your lips, but then he loosened his grip on you and back away. Before you could question if you did something wrong, he grabbed a hold of your hand and pulled you into the crowd, seemingly forgetting about his friends the second you arrived.
All that mattered to him was that you were here, in front of him, and he wasn't going to let anything keep him away from you again. He was going to get what he wants because Jake?
Jake always gets what he wants.
"Sorry princess, my favourite song is playing and I need to dance," you laughed in his face in disbelief. He mirrored the smile that you had.
Happiness looks good on you, he thought.
You were swept up in the whirlwind of the night, lost in a haze of laughter and music and stolen glances. But even as you danced with Jake all night, you couldn't shake this odd feeling that beneath the surface, there was something darker lurking, waiting to pull you under.
But for now, you pushed those thoughts aside, allowing yourself to get lost in the moment. After all, tonight was about forgetting, about losing yourself in the chaos of the night and pretending, if only for a little while, that everything was okay, that this is your new normal.
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yunjardi · 2 years
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test drive [best friend jake x fem reader smut]
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warnings::: smut[mdni], riding, oral, spanking, unprotected sex [don't be a fool, wrap your tool], fingering/finger riding, thigh riding, jake is kinda too big for the reader to take for a second lol, bulge kink, a bit of cockwarming, dirty talk, usage of the pet names princess, doll, & slut, friends to something more??? [lmk know if i missed anything]
w.c- ~2.2k
•i apologize for any errors
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the fridays you spent with jake were always some of, if not, the best moments of your first two years of university. whether it was just the two of you or with a group, getting to be with him outside of class always made your stomach flip with excitement. it was no doubt that jake was extremely handsome, probably the most handsome guy you've ever laid eyes on. not to mention the sexual tension that very clearly burned between you, and you'd be lying if you said you didn't think about jake every time you masturbated or had sex with someone. you even had a few close calls of almost moaning jake's name instead of the person you're having sex with's name, but luckily it hasn't happened... yet.
it was another one of those evenings after school where you two decided to hang out alone because it was a pretty stressful week, and you both needed some 'alone-but-not-actually-alone' time with each other to ease your nerves.
"jake?" you asked softly as you shifted closer to him on the couch (as if you two weren't already close enough). "hm?" he responded as he brought his cute puppy-dog eyes from the tv screen to your blushing face. you always got shy around jake and even though you tried to hide it, he was fully aware of the fact that he flustered you with just a single look.
"this movie is boring," you whined as you looked into his pretty eyes, "let's watch something else." jake sighed but eventually gave in to your suggestion because he always gave you what you wanted. "so what do you suggest we watch instead?" he asked as he used the remote to go back to the main menu of the streaming service. jake handed you the remote and let you scroll for a while until you stumbled upon an r rated movie that was practically just a porno hidden in the sea of movies that the streaming service offered. jake gave you a wide-eyed look as you pressed play nonchalantly.
"y-you wanna watch this?" jake's words stumbling in slight disbelief, "are you sure?" "mhm," you responded as you put your head against his chest, listening to his rapid heartbeat.
the opening scene wasn't too bad, just mild stuff like making out and awkward dirty talk. you kept your eyes fixated on the tv, but out of the corner of your eye, you could see jake's face growing flustered as the arm he had wrapped around you stiffened. it wasn't until the actual sex part of the movie came that he began to gulp nervously, his adam's apple bobbing as he swallowed. you pretended to be fully invested in the movie when in reality, jake had all your attention. you began to grow flustered as well when the sex scene got more intense. you couldn't help but think about doing all those things with jake.
suddenly, the actors switched positions; the girl getting on top of the guy, rolling her hips against his. riding was something that you'd never tried before, and imagining being on top of jake while he was literally sitting right next to you felt like a slippery slope, but you couldn't help but feel yourself getting wet at your lewd thoughts. 'fuck it,' you thought to yourself before looking up at jake for the first time since the movie started.
"jake?" you asked, him immediately looking down at you nervously in response, "h-have you ever had someone ride you before?" you knew that after asking this question, there was no going back. he nodded, "a long time ago when i used to hook up with people," he responded, "why?" at this point, you were unbelievably nervous and mildly embarrassed. "i-ive just never done it and kinda wanted to try, that's all," you said as you looked down at your hands, beginning to twiddle your thumbs a bit. he raised an eyebrow at you, looking flustered for the nth time tonight. "with me?" he asked.
"yes please."
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not long after your sudden proposal, you found yourself on top of jake; it felt like a dream so unreal that you questioned if it was truly happening or if you had just fallen asleep mid-movie and are now having a wet dream. but nope, it was 100% happening, no turning back now.
you gently nestled your hips against his as he switched the tv off, holding your hips down. "jake?" you asked shyly, making him look up from adoring your body. "yes, y/n?" he responded as he continued to run his big hands up and down your torso. "are you sure you're okay with this?" you continued, growing a little nervous, anticipating his response. "are you kidding? you don't know how many times i've beat my cock to the thought of you on top of me," he said as his hands traveled into your shirt, goosebumps forming on your body as you blushed at his comment.
you could feel his member growing underneath you every time you rocked your hips against his. he began to play with the waistband of your tight leggings impatiently. you quickly noticed how impatient he seemed to be getting, so you took it upon yourself to roll off of him and slip your bottoms off, panties included. "fuck, get back on top of me right now," jake commanded as he pulled your hips back over to him, sitting you down on one of his thighs.
"ride."
you whimpered as you gave into his demands, slowly rolling your hips against his jogger clad thigh. "such a good slut," jake breathed out as you continued to move your hips against his muscular thigh, a little wet spot forming on a small part of his bottoms where your entrance sat. you let out a few quiet mewls as jake began to rub your sensitive clit, eventually putting a finger inside you. he gently began to pump his long finger in and out of you, making sure to do it slow enough to where you could feel every inch of his finger inside you.
"jake," you breathed out, "f-feels so good." he smirked and chuckled. "i know, baby," he replied as he brought his thumb up to your clit, rubbing gentle circles around it, "don't stop rolling those pretty hips on my thigh, understand?" you nodded as you kept on rocking your hips against his thigh. "m-more please," you whimpered as you pushed your hips against his finger, wanting to feel him deeper inside you. he bit his lip as he slid his middle finger inside you, moaning at the way your walls clenched and pulsed around his two fingers.
you continued to push your hips against his fingers as you moaned and begged him not to stop shoving his long digits in and out of your aching hole. "such a slut" jake scoffed, "fucking yourself on my fingers like that. your tight little pussy can barely take my fingers, what more with my cock?" he slid his fingers out of you and brought them up to his mouth, moaning at the taste. "so sweet," he breathed out after removing his fingers from inside his mouth. "open, princess." you opened your mouth as per his request, swirling you tongue around his fingers to collect the rest of the arousal that he didn't already lick off himself. he chuckled as he lifted you off his now soaked thigh, pulling his joggers off along with his boxers.
he was big, like, really big. his size scared you but turned you on at the same time.
"s-so big," you whimpered quietly as you wrapped your small hand around his veiny member, your hand not big enough to wrap all the way around his girth. "it's okay, baby. we'll take it slow," he said softly "now, try putting those pretty lips around my cock." you nodded as you took as much of him in your mouth that you could, causing his head to fall back as he cursed. you took him out of your mouth for a second to kiss up and down his shaft and tip as he tugged at your hair and groaned. "is it good?" you asked innocently, looking up at jake. "fuck yes," he responded, looking down at you, "hurry and get on top of me."
you were such a sucker for his dominant side; following every single one of his commands, wanting to be a good girl for him. you nervously hovered over his big cock, scared to sink down onto it. "you don't have to rush yourself, princess," jake said reassuringly, "do it gently." you nodded as you lowered your hips onto his tip, gasping at the stretch as you sank your hips down further and further. "fuck," you mewled as your legs trembled, "so big, jakey." he kissed down your neck, biting at a soft section of flesh as you continued to push yourself further and further down. "you're taking me so well, princess," jake praised once his cock was fully inside you.
slowly, you began to roll your hips, moaning at how deep he was inside you. "jakey, feels s-so good," you moaned loudly. "yeah? feels good? bounce on it, slut," he demanded, gripping onto your hips. you adjusted your position and slowly began to let your hips rise and fall against is thick member. jake groaned as he dug his nails into the soft flesh of your ass. he was in love with the feeling of your ass bouncing against his thighs as you let out loud moans. "jake, fuck!" you whined as you continued to bounce up and down on his cock, your walls tightening with ever stroke.
"such a good slut for me," jake whispered in your ear as he began to thrust into you gently, aiding you in reaching your high. you felt yourself creaming all over his veiny cock as he gave you harsh slaps on your ass until there was a red mark on your soft skin. you couldn't get enough of the feeling he was giving you, which led you to continue bouncing on him, chasing another orgasm. "aw, slut wants to cum again? so needy," jake mocked as he looked down at your lower stomach, watching the way his cock made your stomach bulge out every time you came crashing down on his cock.
your cum leaked from your inner thighs onto his as the two of you fell deeper and deeper into a euphoric state. "fuck, i'm close," jake groaned out as he ran his hands down your torso, "where do you want it?" you shifted your hips side to side, getting into a snug position on top of him, wanting him to release inside of you. he looked at you with surprise in his cute puppy dog eyes, nodding his head up and down in a questioning manner. you nodded back at him in approval. "you really want me to cum inside that pretty little pussy of yours, princess?" jake asked as he placed his hand on your lower abdomen where he'd be filling you up. you nodded your head up and down again. "please?" you whimpered. he chuckled as he laid a kiss on your collar bone. "how could i ever say no to you?" he said as he began to thrust himself into you again, the pleasure engulfing your entire body.
soon, jake's strokes got sloppier as you gently rocked your hips back and forth, helping him reach his high. you heard his breathing hitch as he let out a string of moans and curses. "fuck, y/n. i fucking love you," he groaned as his cum leaked out of your sore pussy back onto his softening member. jake sat up, gently holding onto your torso to bring you up with him. his cock was still buried inside you as you rested your head against his chest, listening to his calming heartbeat. the sight of his sweaty shirt sexily clinging to his body almost made you want to keep going for several more rounds.
after catching your breath, you both looked at each other and smiled. "was it good?" you asked with an innocent tone, "also you said you loved me... is that true?" you looked up at him with your pretty doe eyes, adoring his features from the angle you were in. jake leaned in and gave you a passionate kiss to solidify what he had said earlier, blushing when he pulled away.
"soooo, how was the test drive?" jake joked, his pun making you want to forget everything that just happened. even after the most passionate sex, he still finds a way to ruin the moment.
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drunkjaked · 2 years
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DEVOUT ft sim jaeyun
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church boy jake + smut (minors dni) + 3316 words
pairing: jake x fem!reader
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In your name we pray, amen. The voice of the pastor’s son is sweet when he prays. Plump lips curving into a smile when he opens his eyes. Big hands performing the sign of the cross. Mesmerising. Perfect. And his neatly styled hair barely budges when he bows his head before leaving the altar to take his seat next to his mother in the front pew. 
Falling to his knees, Jake Sim follows the order of the service reverently. And you can’t get enough. He bows his head over his hands in prayer, eyes falling shut before saying a silent amen and taking his seat again.
He wears a pretty grin as he smiles for a picture with his family on the church stoop. Genuine happiness slipping from his being in rays, the sun shining for him by the looks of things. Jake kisses his mother on the cheek before heading back inside to chat with his friends by the refreshments table. 
When you see him again, his eyes are already set on you - staring over the rim of a clear plastic cup, apple juice sweet on his tongue. His eyes flick to the door and back to yours, hiding a smirk behind his hand at the way you nod in immediate understanding - excusing herself from your circle and making your way out of the room. 
He’s quick to follow you, wearing a kind smile as he greets you politely in the foyer. Hands at a respectful height on your back when he hugs you briefly, putting on a PG show of sorts for the adults lingering in the hall. 
“Hey, pretty.” Jake whispers in your ear before you part. “Is this dress new?” 
You nod. “I thought you might like it.” 
“Like it?” He pulls his bottom lip between his teeth, eyes trailing your body. Unsure of whether he’ll be able to say anything appropriate, he opts for a thumbs up to show his approval. Two thumbs up.
The (kind of long) walk to his car, which is conveniently parked down the street, consists of you looking over your shoulder every couple steps and Jake wrapping his arm around you, mumbling: you’re making me nervous, quit it.
He giggles when he pulls you onto his lap, telling you that he really does love your dress and your voice is soft when you tell him not to crease it, crinkling your nose when he bunches the thin, black fabric in his hand. 
You wrap your arms around his neck and a sigh falls from his mouth when you shift in his lap. “Good?” 
“Mm.” 
His hand is heavy on your leg, slipping under the material and trailing upwards. You smile when he pushes past your cotton panties, drawing a sharp breath as his thumb drags between your folds, spreading your arousal to your clit.  “Good?” He echoes you. You roll your eyes. 
But you nod anyway.
“I missed this pretty pussy.” Jake whispers, looking down the space between you, your arousal glistening in the afternoon light. 
You hide your face in the crook of his neck, embarrassed. “You just had it last night.” You mumble, laughing a little at the way his hips buck up towards you at the mention of your time together - his mind tracking back to the way you looked with your chin wet and your lips swollen from sucking him off. The curve of your ass. Your tits. Your smile. Your lau-It’s possible that he’s in way too deep. Jake leaves kisses on your collarbone for a moment, though he’s not sure how much longer he can do that without leaving a mark. 
Sighing into his skin at the feeling of his finger pushing into your hole, your brows knit together as he curls it up towards your belly button. Your head falls forward when his thumb catches your clit again. The pretty curve of his lips as he watches you makes your heart leap and you can’t help kissing him, your lips moving against his, needy, desperate, moaning into his mouth as his fingers pick up their pace. 
The tight feeling in your stomach leaves you struggling to keep your composure, the kiss becoming messier as your orgasm grows nearer and nearer, egged on by the sound of how wet you are. You pull away to catch your breath and Jake tells you that you look so pretty like this. 
‘Like this’. Two words added for the sole purpose of keeping his feelings to himself, though not entirely inaccurate - with the crease in your brows, your lips held apart. The slight sheen of sweat on your forehead from the heat of the summer. 
Or maybe because you’re as nervous around him as he is around you, which is what he’s hoping fo-Your hand wraps around his wrist, snapping him out of his thoughts. 
His hand stills immediately. “You okay?” 
“Mm, It’s just that,” A pause. You let your teeth worry your bottom lip for a little bit, grip on his wrist not letting up. “I don’t want.. to.. make a mess.” Your voice trails off into (almost) nothing which makes him chuckle lightly.
You bury your face in his neck again, mumbling don’t make fun against his skin.
Hey, he surprises himself with the softness in his voice. “I wouldn’t.” 
After you let go of his wrist Jake takes his fingers out of you, pressing his lips together at the way you let out a breath. His arm wraps around your shoulder, hugging you, though the scent of your sweet pussy drives him crazy. 
Crazy enough to ruin the sweet moment as he brings his fingers to his lips, sucking on it. Hips bucking up instinctively, eyes screwing shut when you grind against him. 
“C’mere.” He kisses your cheek, silently begging you to look at him. To kiss him. His palm is heavy over the spot he’d kissed. “You know I wouldn’t.” 
You nod. You know. 
On the seat next to him your phone vibrates. A text. And another. “I gotta-” Jake cuts you off with a mumbled you don’t, his hands wrapping around your wrists to keep you still.
Jake.
“Hmm?”
The way he rolls his hips against yours is enough to make you lose your train of thought, all plans to protest shut down at the sight of his pretty eyes fluttering shu- Your phone starts ringing, shifting in the seat. As if on cue, a cute grin spreads on your face when you answer, voice sickly sweet when you say, hi, daddy.
Jake’s brows raise at this, cock twitching in his pants. Daddy? He mouths, thrown off by your word choice. You stifle a laugh, slapping him lightly on the chest. And you’re pretty while he watches you - biting on your bottom lip as you hold the phone to your ear. 
The voice through the phone is too faint for him to hear but the message is obvious with the way you nod your head. “Oh, I’ll be right there.”
You say I love you sincerely before cutting the call, looking down at him with a slight pout. “Gotta run, Jakey.” 
He huffs a sigh. “Are you ever gonna get your licence?”
Are you ever gonna get your licence? You mock, screwing your face up at him. He rolls his eyes. “We both know that even if I could drive, my parents would just make me drive all of us.”
You’re not sure why but Jake laughs at this. 
And you laugh because he does.
"I'll see you later." You say, hating the way his pretty lips fall into a frown - though he smiles when you kiss him. "Okay, bye."
Jake hums, holding onto your dress. “Again."
You grab him by the neck, pulling him in and pressing your lips to his. Smiling at the feeling of his tongue running across your teeth before struggling to pull away because he catches your bottom lip between his teeth. Jake. You groan. "I have to go."
"Yeah, okay, just one more." He mumbles against your lips.
So you kiss him again, pulling away and grinning down at him when he asks for another kiss.
"Do you wanna come over on Thursday?" You ask, kissing down his neck and letting out a breathy laugh as his hand grabs at your ass again. “My parents won’t be home.”
Jake’s prayers are answered and Thursday comes quickly. He runs a nervous hand through his hair that - after your begging - he’d dyed back to its natural colour, and you open the door in a camisole (that does nothing to hide the way your nipples nudge against it) and some shorts. The smile on your face is wide when you see him, and the two of you manage to sit through 3 whole minutes of the movie playing on your laptop before touching each other. 
Wordlessly, he lets a finger play with the hem of your thin shorts, looking up at you before continuing. You nod. He draws patterns on your bare thigh for a little bit before you mumble a don’t tease me, and he can’t help the laugh that comes from his nose. 
Jake nips at your skin lightly and you spread your legs - he has to turn away from you to hide the smile he wears at how receptive you are. Biting his lip so hard he almost draws blood when he realises you’re not wearing any panties, wetness warm on his skin as soon as he touches you. 
Using his fingers to hold your folds apart, he slides his middle finger over the length of your slit, spreading your arousal all over your pussy before playing with your clit and rubbing it in tiny circles just the way you like. Seemingly out of habit, you lean into him, letting your forehead rest in the crook of his ne-Like that, you mumble into the fabric of his shirt as he puts a little more pressure on it. 
“You’re so wet,” he whispers, awestruck. 
You whimper in response (and you love hate the cockiness in his voice). “It’s the dark hair,” you joke, letting your hand find his neck to play with the hair at his nape.
Jake’s finger falters between your legs and his voice is quiet when he asks, is that so?
Lifting your head from his neck you can’t help but giggle at the look on his face, brows pulled together, eyes scanning your face to read your expression. You gasp at the feeling of his thick finger pushing into you. “Obviously not.” You shake your head. “I just..” You cut yourself off with a moan, hiding your face in his shirt again to prevent yourself from finishing that sentence.
And you thank God that he doesn’t annoy you about it.
He nudges another finger into you, his cock aching in his pants when you mewl, tugging at his hair at the feeling of his fingers working at your cunt. The stretch always surprises you, his fingers so much thicker than your own, longer. 
Always leaves you bucking your hips to chase his thrusts, leaves you moaning into his chest. Leaves Jake in awe at your sensitivity as he thumbs at your clit. His free hand rubbing your back, and those plush lips telling you how pretty you are as he works you closer and closer to your climax.
A pathetic whimper slips from your mouth at the sudden feeling of emptiness. “Why?” Your voice is a whisper as you catch your breath, lifting your head to look at hi-and your eyes widen at the sight of his fingers resting between his pretty lips, mumbling an apology before pushing your thighs apart.
Falling to his knees, Jake Sim takes a reverent lick at your dripping slit. And you can’t get enough. He bows his head between your legs in awe, eyes falling shut before saying a silent prayer of thanks. Thankful for life. For this moment. For you. 
He pulls your clit between his soft lips, sucking gently. Sweetly. And the way he groans against your body only makes you shiver.
Some combination of how close you’d already been and how good Jake is between your legs brings back the heat in your stomach. Forces your back to arch up toward the ceiling. Your fingers to tangle in his hair. Your toes to curl and you-Jake!
You squirm against his face when you cum, writhing on the sheets, against his tongue which doesn’t let up. “You always taste so good.” He mumbles, pulling away for a second to take a look at the mess you’d made. “So pretty.” 
Jake hovers over you and you like the way you taste on his tongue when he kisses you, his dark hair tickling your forehead as his lips move against yours with a lust you’ve never seen from him - only parting for the split second it takes you to lift his shirt over his head, looping your arms around his neck (your nails dragging random patterns lightly on his back), just as desperate to stay close as he seems to be. 
His teeth bump against yours and the way he giggles afterwards makes your stomach flip, butterflies running rampant. Though it’s difficult to think about how cute he is when you feel his finger toying with your pussy again, the sudden feeling of his index and middle pushing into you forcing a moan from your mouth into his. You start to say the word more though you’re cut off by a gasp when his thumb presses on your clit. 
It doesn’t take long before his arm gets tired from holding himself up and he breaks away from your lips for just long enough to ask is this alright? As he lowers his torso onto yours, trying not to put all his weight down on you, and for you to reply with a clipped yes. 
The increased proximity lets you feel how hard he is against your bare skin, thick, heavy through the fabric of his underwear, your heart rate picking up as you realise this might be the closest it’s ever been to your hole - separated only by the cotton briefs he still has on. And a few centimetres.
As if reading your mind, he asks. “It doesn’t count if it doesn’t go in, right?” His voice a soft mumble against your lips. 
Jake, you whisper. 
His finger stills against your clit, as he leans away from you, his face resting above yours. Eyes flicking across your face, his own features smoothing out - the picture of innocence right in front of you. “You wanna stop?” 
You shake your head, nails still lightly grazing his back. “Wanna feel you.” 
Jake’s cock twitches at the desperation in your voice. “Baby,” his voice is soft when he speaks, his hand coming up from between your legs to rest on your shoulder. The pad of his thumb dragging over your collarbone. “You know we can’t.” 
The words come out automatically, the way they always do. Laced with a conviction that recedes more and more with each repetition. And he’s sure it’s only a matter of time before he’ll say them but give you what you want anyway. What you both want. Crave.
But for now he kisses you. Lets his hand slip back down between your bodies. Lets it wrap around his cock. Strokes it. Once. Twice. Three times before bringing his tip to your cunt. A gasp slipping from his mouth at the feeling of your wetness against him. Your nails pushing crescents into his skin at the sudden warmth, the way his head feels against your clit, rubbing, circling. He chuckles a little at this, though the warning is clear in his careful, cutie, as he reminds you not to leave marks on his back. 
Again.
There’s a neediness in your whines and he knows that if you tell him once more how much you want him he’ll cave, so as per Jake’s suggestion you switch your position - I saw it in a video, he tells you in a raspy voice. 
“You feel-” He sits up on his elbows, brows knitting together at the sight before him. “-So good.” 
Your hips rock-“Oh, my God.”-over his cock, shaft hot between your folds, the way you did against his mouth earlier - eager, desperate. 
He stares intently, overwhelmed. Lets his eyes rake over every part of you that he can see, even looking around the room he’s been in many times, committing everything he sees, feels, everything about this moment to memory, knowing he’ll be jerking off to the thought of this forever. 
There’s no ignoring the way his stomach tenses up, his head turning to the side and eyes falling shut in hopes of lasting even just a tiny bit longer - though with his eyes closed it feels as though everything increases tenfold.
Jake’s grip on your thighs tightens, skin white over his knuckles as he holds you down, the friction almost too much to bear and it leaves you whimpering at the way his tip bumps against your swollen clit, shivers racking through your body at the contact. 
You’ve never felt him like this before, never saw him like this before - so pretty, fucked out underneath you. Because of you. The sight makes your chest swell with pride, urging you to rock back and forth with even more desperation, losing your rhythm slightly as you chase your high. 
His hair sticks to his forehead with sweat as his cock throbs, his tip pretty, glossy and red while it grazes at your clit. The way he shifts between your thighs leaving you to wonder what it’ll be like to finally have him in you. Thick cock splitting you apart, scraping your walls, reaching everywhere his fingers can’t. You wonder what he’ll sound like, how it’ll feel when he twitches inside you. When he cums inside you. This thought pattern only makes your movements sloppier and pulls the knot in your stomach tighter.
The audible stroking of your pussy on hi-With a breathy moan, Jake makes a mess of himself, and you, as he cums hot all over you. “Fuck.” He sighs, unable to tear his eyes away from the sight, cursing under his breath at the way you look - coated in white, coated in him. 
His hips stutter underneath you, hitting your clit again, over and over and o-Oh, you cry out, hot tears stinging at the corners of your eyes and his name tumbling from your lips repeatedly as you finish again. 
The way your cum mixes with his, pooling between your bodies, messy, slippery, connecting the two of you in strings makes him dizzy, and you feel so sensitive that it almost hurts when his cock twitches against you. 
Jake is more than eager to lick you clean afterwards, moaning against your skin as he tastes you and him together for the first time. And if it weren’t for how sleepy you seemed, he would have made you cum on his tongue again. Instead, he spoons you when you ask him, though to your disappointment he rejects your offer to nap with you. 
“Next time.” He mumbles against the back of your head. “I’ll come over early and we can nap all day, huh, princess?”
“Only nap?”
“If that’s what you want,” His chuckle is soft as he nuzzles his face into your neck. “But I really can’t stay.” He reminds you, trying to get up from behind you.
“Just a couple minutes.” You yawn, moving your hips under the covers, more than pleased with the way you can feel him getting hard again.
Too comfortable - and honestly too tired - to protest, he nods his head. Rolls his hips lazily against your ass. Just a couple minutes, he repeats through a yawn, letting his eyes close and tightening his grip around your waist. 
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pagesofmiracles · 11 months
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Rink of Love 💓🗯
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SUMMARY. after bumping into a cute girl, due to his lack of skating ability, jake makes it his goal to take some skating lessons so that it'll never happen again. little does he know, he signed up for the classes that she teaches.
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bamnamuu · 8 months
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1. i see him in my dreams
warnings: swearing, threatening to push people out of cars
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We have orientation today. It's nothing special mostly just ‘blah blah blah’ , they split us up into groups the games and ticket people are with yeonjun and then everyone else is with soobin, I believe I wasn't exactly paying attention, how could I Jake was standing like six feet away from me, he looked better than I remember. I'm lost in my own daydream until beomgyu speaks up beside me. 
‘’ y/n?’’ 
‘’Humh’’ I turned to face him. 
‘’ I just said I'm gonna head over to heesung’’ he said. 
‘’ .. Good luck!’’ I said with a smile. 
‘’ why, we’re just looking around the park?’’ he was 
‘’cause you're going to be with kai!’’ smiling as I was turning away, I hear him mutter something under his breath. My group had left me, so I had to run to catch up. Bumping into lily, we started talking. It's all nice and breezy until we reach our destination. The ticket booth,
‘’Do you think they'll drag me back here if I start running?’’ 
‘’ They might not but, I would’’
‘’ lil I heard that one summer, two girls were working and they got locked in and died!’’
‘’Did Taehyun tell you that one too?’’
‘’Yeah, unfortunately, he also called me a lobster!’’ I finished my sentence and face lily, she was making a face like she was trying to hold in her laugh, before completely breaking. 
Too much time passes and we have gone over the basics like ‘take money give a ticket and repeat’, pretty simple, its that hard, but it’s extremely hot luckily yeonjun left the booth door open so we get some wind, then they bring out the yellow uniforms and send us on our way.
‘’ Oh I forgot about the mic’s, there are two on and off buttons, one for in the booth, one for outside. It's better to just leave the outside one at all times!’’  yeonjun said as he re-entered the booth and showed us how to use the mics before kicking us out and locking the booth. 
‘’ where's soob?’’ lily said as we caught up with Beomgyu and yunjin.
‘’ he has to stay back and do important work things’’ Yunjin brings her hands up to make air quotations. 
‘’ soo who wants to get boba?’’ lily shrieks in my ear, and everyone starts running back to the gyus' car.
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Beomgyu had agreed to drive all of us besides kai to work. I don’t know why our huening kai is an angel, with saying that Beomgyu threatened to push me out of the moving car.
‘’ beomgyu can we not threaten our friends first thing in the morning?’’
‘’yunjin it's 11:00 am, also no I will threaten my friends when they're wrong’’ he's glaring at me through the rearview mirror i can feel it, but i decide I don't care, cause I'm in a sharpie-smelling car with my friends, also if he does push me out of the car i will make him pay my hospital bills, i move up in my seat and grab the aux chord that attached to gyus phone and play music until we make to our destination and start work. 
Taehyun's tips have been working, or at least his last one, because I haven't been able to think all day. It's that busy, but where our booth is located, I get to see a small view of Jake and Beomgyu handing out mini fishing poles to kids, but that fun is ruined when the glare of the sun blocks my view. Lily and I have been crushing the shit out of our jobs and only been a couple of days. As I handed a ticket to the last person in line, I look to Lily. 
‘’I'm gonna go on break now, Do you think you can handle this beast all by yourself?’’ pointing at the empty line, she tells me she's all good and to enjoy the wind, and I leave. I take my time walking to the staff lounge since there’s a nice cold breeze, passing beomgyu’s booth, and a bunch of screaming kids i get to the door and sit down on one of the bright green chairs, while putting my headphones on i hear someone enter the room, looking up from my phone i see jake staring at me.
“y/n right?”
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authors note 🗒️: soooo chapter one is done !! this is my first story so if it’s bad that’s why 🫶 jake pov next time 🙀
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Synopsis: Y/N and her friends all wind up working at the same amusement park for the entire summer. It just so happens that her longtime crush, Jake Sim, is working at the same park with his friends. Unfortunately for Jake, his ex-girlfriend Yoona has planned to make her way back into his life, so his friends bring up the idea of having a fake girlfriend so that Yoona will leave him alone, and his eyes just so happen to land on the girl in the ticketing booth.
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flytomyseoul · 3 months
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TO BE BLUNT… Chapter 2. i go bathroom
WARNINGS: weed lol
many errors in this one, soobin MEANT to say KFT is where he works ...
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theskzvibe · 2 years
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red party
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PAIRING— jake sim x y/n
GENRE— fluff, established relationship
SYNOPSIS— you and your boyfriend jake attend a friends business party
WARNINGS— slight alcohol consumption
FEATURING— stayc & enhypen members
WORD COUNT—1.128k
“princess you look gorgeous.” jake grabbed your hands in his and brought your dainty hand up to his mouth to place a gentle kiss on it, making you blush.
“thanks jakey. you look so good” you responded and kissed his cheek. the closeness of you two caused you to smell jakes cologne, it was an intoxicating scent, you could never get enough of it. he always reminded you of home and made you feel safe.
“thanks jakey. you look so good” you responded and kissed his cheek. the closeness of you two caused you to smell jakes cologne, it was an intoxicating scent, you could never get enough of it. he always reminded you of home and made you feel safe.
jake smiled and tucked a strand of your hair behind your ear.
“let’s go!” jake pulled you towards the front door.
“i’m excited. jays company has been so successful, i’m so happy for him” you stated as you grabbed your clutch and reached for your heels. jake nodded in agreement, and quickly beat you to it, grabbing your heels and getting on his knees to help you.
“jakey, you don’t have to” you felt bad as his suit was not cheap and he was sitting on the floor for you.
“i want to” he said while looking into your eyes, causing you to melt. he grabbed you hand and placed it on his shoulder for support as he helped you step into your heels and tighten them.
jake being the gentleman he is, he ran ahead of you to open the car door for you making you giggle in return. jake then started his car and drove to jays mansion.
during the car ride, jake kept his right hand on your thigh, and you played with his fingers, occasionally intertwining your fingers together. the sky was darkening and filling with stars as music played through the cars speakers. when you and jake started dating two years ago, you both decided to always create an updated playlist that you both can add to.
thirty minutes later, you both arrived to jays house.
jake parked the car on the street and hopped out of the car and jogged over to your side to get the door for you.
“baby you don’t have to rush over to get the door for me, i feel bad” you said taking his hand to get out of the car.
“don’t feel bad, i want to take care of my princess.” jake reassured and you looked down in embarrassment.
jake giggled and tugged your hand, approaching the front door. you knocked and shortly after, jay opened the huge wooden door.
“hey you guys made it! thanks for coming!” jay said while hugging both you and jake.
“of course we wouldn’t miss it for the world bro” jake said and suddenly isa appeared behind jay.
“YOU GUYS ARE HERE! Y/N YOU LOOK SO HOT, RED IS DEFINITELY YOUR COLOR” she shouted and pulled you into a death-grip hug. you giggled in return and squeezed her back.
“hello you look incredible isa” you gawked at your best friends beauty.
“y/n back off my girlfriend” jay joked pulling isa towards him.
“hey don’t speak to y/n like that!” jake joked right back and heeseung walked over.
“you guys want anything to drink?” heeseung asked after hugging you and jake.
“omg yes take us to the bar” you pointed towards the bar and jake laughed.
“she will have a shirley temple.” jake whispered to heeseung.
you and jake both decided on champagne to celebrate jays company’s success. heeseung, jake and niki were talking in the living room as you gathered around yoon and seeun by the kitchen island.
“pretty sure jakes not even listening to niki right now as he’s starring at y/n. i mean you two live together and yet he still can’t get enough of you” seeun laughed looking at jake stare at you with a longing expression across the huge room.
“i know. i’ve never seen my cousin so in love before, y/n you got him on a leash” yoon joked and huffed.
“i know it’s cringey, but i could never have asked for a better boyfriend” you blushed and sipped your shirley temple- giving up on the champagne.
“it’s not cringey. i bet he will propose soon” seeun smiled and you gasped.
“you think so?” you covered your mouth in shock. sure you and jake have spoke about marriage and how one day you two would love to get married, but you didn’t expect it now.
“i’m sure he’s itching to wife you up and put a huge ring on your finger” yoon stated.
jay ushered everyone into the backyard for fireworks and to sit by the fire. approaching the back door, jake found you and intertwined your hands, meeting your eyes with his own and smiling.
everyone stood outside watching the fireworks in amusement. you suddenly shivered, and jake being jake, noticing every minor detail about you, quickly shrugs his suit coat off and gently drapes it over your shoulders. you were thankful it was dark out, so he couldn’t see how bright red you were blushing, and mumbling a “thank you” to him.
around midnight, the party started to die down, you and jake stayed after to help clean up. saying goodbye to your best friends and heading outside towards the car.
you both took your seats in the car and started the drive home. some time along the way, you fell into a deep sleep. when jake noticed that you were off into dreamland, he quickly turned the music off and turned your seat warmer on, seeing the goosebumps on your legs. he smiled to himself after seeing you so calm and effortlessly beautiful.
once you both arrived home. jake waiting the the car with you while you slept. he quietly opened his door and dashed over to your side, unbuckling you. he was about to pick you up when you woke up.
“you’re up?” jake smiled as you yawned.
“sorry i fell asleep.” you smiled back and jake took your hand and helped you out of the car.
entering your apartment, you went to remove your heels, but jake beat you to it, crouching down and unbuckling them for you.
“thank you baby” you yawned again and he giggled.
“you’re so cute” jake grabbed your face with his hands and placed a kiss on your lips before pulling you into a hug.
“let’s get you to bed princess” jake whispered into your ear before taking you to bed.
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beom1e · 2 years
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what a shame! 0 prologue
genre angst. warning arguing, mean jake. word count 1.02k.
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may 10th, 2017
every year, the school sports competition took place. schools belonging to the city of seoul would send their best performing sports team to compete, and the winners would take home a trophy for the display. and you went every year, representing your school as the captain of their volleyball team.
the rest of your team had became your friends after so many years, having followed each other to the same high school to stick together. you were thankful for them and their ability to not fall apart as a team, you just never really clicked with any of them. your best friend, however, now played a totally different sport at a totally different school.
sim jaeyun was a striker for his school’s soccer team, and his team was just as good at winning those trophies as yours was. you valued his friendship above everything else in the world, and not even winning could come close to the euphoric feeling jake’s friendship had always given you. though it could be difficult to stay in touch, you didn’t mind when it came to him.
jake had always been there for you. when the stress got to you and you considered resigning from the team, he was always there to remind you just how much you loved playing volleyball. he was the first person you looked for in the crowd after being handed your trophy — the first person you would throw your arms around in a hug to celebrate your victory. you didn’t want to sound dramatic, but you viewed him as your lifeline. or maybe, you had.
a part of you knew your friendship wasn’t going to stay the same forever. the two of you were growing and discovering yourselves, and you always worried that one day jake would realise he no longer needed you to be in his life. you just… weren’t expecting things to fall apart so soon.
after a gruelling week of non-stop volleyball games, your team was announced first place. your teammates all began squealing with joy and pulling you into hug after hug, while you were unable to wipe the proud smile off your face. you were pushed forward to accept the trophy and shook the man’s hand, bowing politely before giddily turning back to your team.
‘i’m going to find jake!’ you called to your team as you handed off the trophy to them. they brushed you off and continued buzzing over their most recent victory.
you spun around, eyes landing on the familiar dark blue uniforms that jake’s soccer team wore. with the widest smile on your face, you waved to jake in hopes he would come running over to congratulate you. the expectation was that he would lift you into the air and spin you around until you were dizzy, before going off on a tangent about how proud of you he was like he always had. but the reality was that he shifted his gaze towards the other side of the venue and paid you no mind.
your heart sunk, but you weren’t going to let his bad mood rain on your parade. you forced a smile and followed your team towards the changing rooms, ready to confront jake later.
by the time the last winner had been announced, the sun was just starting to set. your team were already making their way over to your school’s bus where your coach stood waiting. you stayed sat on the cold bench not too far from boys’ changing rooms, watching for any sign of jake.
he stepped out onto the grass mid-conversation with a teammate, his bag slung across his school uniform as it always was. he was laughing and joking around with them, so you had hope. but when he spun around to see you, his expression dropped.
‘hey,’ you waved, and he began walking towards you with his hands shoved into his pockets. ‘you played really well today.’
‘clearly not well enough,’ the two of you began walking towards the buses. you turned to see his sullen expression.
‘you shouldn’t think like that, jake,’ you placed your hand on his shoulder comfortingly. ‘this event isn’t about winning.’
‘that’s exactly what it’s about, y/n,’ he shrugged your hand away from his shoulder and began walking ahead of you. the sound of shoes on gravel followed as he dropped down onto the designated parking area for the buses.
‘you win every year,’ you reminded. ‘one year won’t—’
‘that’s easy for you to say,’ he spun around, making you stop in your tracks out of shock. ‘because your team won. how? i don’t know… that was the worst i’ve ever seen you play.’
‘jake, what?’ you frowned, picking up the speed to get ahead of him. he was forced to stop as you stood blocking his way. ‘i know you’re upset, so i’m choosing to ignore that. but why are you being such a sore loser all of a sudden?’
‘i’m not just saying it because i’m upset,’ he raised his voice. ‘your team is mediocre at best, but you still get to bring home a trophy because nobody actually cares about volleyball. you’re devoting your life to the biggest waste-of-time sport in the world, and all that hard work isn’t even paying off.’
‘what is your problem!?’ you spat, stepping back. ‘are you seriously this upset because you lost one stupid game?’
‘like you wouldn’t be this upset!?’ he glared back at you, and you could see that there was nothing but hatred behind his eyes. ‘i don’t have time for this right now, my bus is about to leave.’
‘don’t you dare walk away from me!’ you called after him. ‘if you get on that bus right now, i will never speak to you again!’
he didn’t hesitate. he didn’t stop to look back at you. he didn’t come back to apologise or to take back the things he said. he simply shoved his hands back into his pockets and followed the rest of his team onto the bus. you stood there on the gravel as the sun set behind you, eyes watering and heart breaking.
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heeverseblog · 1 year
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this time
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synopsis: you confessed to jake sim in your senior year of high school but got rejected. now you’re a single mom in need of a math tutor to help your daughter pass math class. you happen to stumble upon jake’s profile and end up hiring him.
pairing: math tutor!jake x single mom!reader
genre: childhood acquaintances to lovers, single parent au, fluff, little bit of angst but happy ending
warnings: unrequited love (only at the beginning), mentions of early pregnancy, abandonment, fear of being in a relationship, one suggestive scene, short argument about career
word count: 11,359 words
note: THIS WHOLE STORY IS RUSHED AND NOT HEAVILY PROOFREAD, SORRY :((((
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the first day you saw jake sim was at your school’s library. you were reading “anne of green gables” while he was reading a physics textbook. a freakin’ physics textbook. who reads a physics textbook at eight years old? apparently, jake sim does.
he looked so invested in reading formulas and his glasses were thick black-framed ones. you thought it was cute when he was sticking his tongue out as he was reading probably some formulas and terms. you forgot about gilbert blythe because that day, jake sim became number one in your “the cutest boys i’ve ever seen” list.
word was sent out that you had a huge, massive crush on jake sim. who wouldn’t know when you shout his name every time he passes by your way? you’d give him love notes saying how cute he looked with his glasses and how he has the cutest smile. every cringey, embarrassing thing a girl can do and call her crush just for him to notice her. yes, you’ve done it all.
when you became a teenager, you think that what you feel towards jake is more than just a crush. the longer you got to know him, the more you got to see how kind he was. when everyone was having a hard time understanding math, he’d write on the blackboard formulas and explaining when and where to use them. when a kid fell on his bike, he cleaned the wound and carried him to the school clinic, even when he was tired and sweaty from soccer practice.
one time, you were bored at math class. so you doodled the soccer field from your window. then your math teacher slams his hands on your table and proceeds to humiliate you on your artistic dreams. your colored pencils were confiscated and as shallow as it may be, you felt like a part of you was taken away after being humiliated.
while it was lunch time, jake came out of your classroom going with his friends, sunghoon and jay. you were still sad about what happened a while ago. when you sat down, you were surprised when you colored pencils were placed under your desk. you remember jake coming out of the classroom. you smile, realizing that you liked jake sim.
every girl fell on line in talking to jake sim. but you always made sure you were first. rumors spread that jake had a crush on the transfer student, kazuha. the rumors were confirmed when he asked her to the school dance. they danced that night but nothing bloomed. you noticed jake looked a little sulky the following week. and you thought that simply making him laugh like making funny faces or giving him cookies will make him feel better. and he did. jake was never mean to you. he still treats you kindly like everyone else. and you were fine with that. but you wanted to step your game.
a few weeks left and you will be graduating high school. so you wanted to confess to jake properly. you drew a banner with your confession, “jake sim, will you accept me?” you remember setting up the art room with lights. your art teacher was kind enough to allow you, knowing that you were her favorite student.
“jake sim, i’ve liked you since the day you were reading that textbook in the library. i’ve always liked you and it took me years to properly confess how I truly feel . so… you held out the flowers to him, “will you accept me?”
you felt like crying saying your confession. but you didn’t care. you gave him the peonies from your mother’s flower shop. when you thought will reach for the flowers, he held hands and slowly pulled them down. your face went down along with your hands.
“y/n, i appreciate what you have done…but,” jake looked down at the floor, “i don’t like you like that.”
you’d be lying to yourself when you say you’re not hurt. you tried your best not to blink or else the tears will come out of your eyes.
“oh. um…thank you for being honest.” you gave him a forced smile, feeling your eyes well up. on cue, the school bell rings, signaling it’s time for all students to get out of the building.
“i’ll see you tomorrow?”
jake nods, “see you tomorrow.”
you gave him a pat in the back before turning of the lights then ran out of the art room. you let the tears run down your face as the petals from the peonies fell, leaving a trail on the floor.
after a week, you received your high school diploma and off you to college you go. you and your friends took pictures together and you thought that it would be nice to walk around your school for one last time. from the classrooms, to the playgrounds, to the soccer fields. then you took one last glance at the art room, recalling the day you experienced your first heartbreak.
when you went back to your parents, they gave you a tight hug before giving you a bouquet. then you catch a glimpse of jake with his family. like yours, his parents were proud of him for finishing top of his class. your heart might have swelled a little but before you could feel it more, your dad said he’d take you and your mom out to dinner.
jake sim might not like you back but you were sure that he will be a good memory you can look back to.
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“i’m sorry, mom.” your seven-year-old daughter tells you as both of you walked out of her classroom. apparently, she wasn’t the best at math class and her homeroom teacher was beginning to worry. but who were you to be disappointed when you were never the best at math either.
you kneel down, holding your daughter’s shoulders, “aera, we’re going to hire someone to help you, alright?”
aera pouts while nodding her head. you held her cheek, “sweetie, it’ll be alright. hm?” your daughter slowly nods her head then both of you went home.
you’re in an app searching for math tutors that look friendly but will help your daughter excel in class. it’s been an hour and you still haven’t found the right one.
“mommy, what’s for dinner?” aera says as she colors in her coloring book.
“we’re having spaghetti tonight, sweetie.” aera just nods her head and goes back to coloring. when you returned your attention to your phone, a familiar name popped up.
sim jaeyun: part-time physics teacher, part-time math tutor
sim jaeyun or known as jake sim when you were just a girl living in a small town. he was the boy you’ve had a huge crush on ever since you were eight years old. because of your silly crush on him, you confessed to him a week before your high school graduation. but he didn’t like you that way.
admit it or not, jake is a strong candidate. aside from attending the same school as kids, jake was best in math and physics and had a good reputation for being a math wizard.
unconsciously, you tapped the hello! are you available for a meet-up? option.
“shit!” you stand up from the couch.
“mom, that’s a bad word,” aera says while coloring her coloring book at the dinning table.
“you’re right, sweetie. mommy is sorry.” you say and kneeled to reach your daughter’s height. you smile, thinking that your daughter takes after you in her interest in drawing and coloring. she’d always ask you for coloring books, sometimes crayons if her old ones kept breaking. then one time you gave her the 64 crayons that you’ve always wanted as a kid.
“mommy, look!” aera colored the tiger pink.
“that’s wonderful, baby!” aera goes back into coloring while you prepare your dinner.
while you were cooking your spaghetti, your phone beeps and you received a message.
hello there! may i know who i’ll be tutoring?
you reply, it’s my seven-year-old daughter. she needs help in math.
jake: oh i see. may i know who i am speaking with?
you take a deep breath and typed your full name.
jake: y/n? did we go to the same school together?
y/n: yup! same school since 2nd grade to high school.
jake: oh wow! how are you doing?
y/n: i’m doing well right now.
jake: that’s good to hear!
jake: about your daughter, where exactly does she need help in math?
y/n: if it’s not too much to ask, she needs help in everything.
jake: oh no problem! are you available to meet-up?
y/n: sure! will send you the details soon.
jake: great! looking forward to meeting you.
y/n: looking forward to meeting you too.
“oh no!”
you immediately put your phone down and got the pot away from the stove with smoke coming out of it.
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you told jake to meet you at this café that is somewhat near where you lived and where jake is residing. it’s been long since you last saw jake and your last encounter with him was at the art room with a banner and lights where you confessed. then he rejected you.
you were holding tight on your cup of coffee. after you told jake where you were seated, you were expecting to meet him anytime soon. and that thought made you more nervous.
“y/n?”
your organs did somersaults when you hear his familiar voice. and when you turn around, you were also greeted with a familiar face.
“j-jake. hi.”
jake still wore glasses. difference is that they were no longer thick black-framed ones but specs. aside from that, he did not change much. he still looked as gentle like before.
“sorry to keep you waiting. one of my students needed help.”
“no worries. please, take a seat.”
jake sits at the seat across you. he places his bag on the floor then he returns his gaze at you.
“sorry i didn’t order anything for you yet. i didn’t know what you liked.”
“it’s okay. so, your daughter needs help?”
“yeah, aera, she…she has trouble understanding problem-solving equations. has a hard time memorizing the multiplication table too, apparently.”
some part of you felt awkward that your daughter got her weakness in math from you. and jake knew that.
“do you have any worksheets from her class?”
“oh, yes,” you bring out the sheets if paper from your bag and gave it to jake. he reviews the papers and you felt déjà vu, remembering the day you first saw him in the library while reading a physics textbook.
“i see the problem here. she mixes the formulas and interchanges them.”
“is she…does she need extreme hands on help?”
“i can’t say yet but if i tutor her soon, i'll let you know the progress.”
“thank you…” you pause, not knowing to call him mr. sim, teacher sim, or just by his name.
“sorry,” you let out an awkward laugh, “i just don’t know how to address you?”
“jake is fine. i mean we went to the same school.”
“okay. thank you, jake.”
“thank you, too. y/n.” then jake gets his bag.
“you’re leaving?”
“yeah, i have to do some tasks first. but let me know when i can tutor her.”
“sure thing. see you soon?”
jake nods, “see you soon.” then he leaves the café.
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you and jake agreed that he will tutor aera from 2 pm to 5 pm every thursday and friday. at first, aera is shy to meet a new person but you assured her that her new tutor is a friend of yours. and she promised that she will behave.
the doorbell rang and as you expected, jake was outside.
“hi.”
“hi. i hope i’m not too early.”
“oh, no. you came just in time. come on in.”
when you let jake in your unit, you told him to wait by the living room while you call aera by her bedroom.
“sweetie, your tutor is here. come and say hi.”
when aera came out of her room, her shyness aent away.
“aera, this is jake. he’s going to tutor you at math. say hi, sweetie.”
“hello!” aera waves to jake to which he found adorable and softly giggles.
“it’s nice to meet you, aera.”
“mommy says you’re her friend. i call aunt yujin and aunt gaeul aunties because they’re mommy’s friends. can i call you uncle jake?”
“aera…”
“uncle jake sounds nice.” jake said with a smile on his face.
“do you want us to start, aera?” jake asks and aera nods before pulling jake to the dining table.
before jake and aera started their tutor session, you asked permission from jake if you can stay by your room with the door open. and he was kind enough to understand that you were careful with aera.
surprisingly, jake and aera got along well. aera had a hard time understanding the formulas and comprehending problems but jake was very patient with her. you always knew that jake would be a great teacher but you never knew that day will actually come true.
“okay, so when you add 4 and 7, you’ll be transferring the other one here, to 6. so it becomes 7. then you add 7 and 2. and what’s the answer?”
“91?”
“good job, aera!” then jake did a high five to aera before circling the worksheet with his red pen.
“uncle jake, can you be my math teacher instead? you’re nicer than mrs. im.”
“did you know that mrs. im was also my math teacher. your mom and i were her students.”
“it means that she’s old! no wonder why she’s so grumpy.”
“aera, what did we say about bad mouthing people?” you say from the kitchen as you start preparing your dinner.
“it’s not going to make us different from them.”
“that’s right.”
jake softly laughed at your statement, “okay, aera. that’s all for today. if you still need help next time, we can always go back. but try studying on your own too, okay?”
“okay, uncle jake!”
jake starts packing his things then you and aera see him out.
“uncle jake, thank you for teaching me today. you’re so nice and i had fun.”
“you’re welcome, aera.”
aera looks up at you, “mommy, say thank you, too.”
you rub aera’s shoulders, “yes, ma’am,” then faced jake, “thank you for helping aera today. really.”
“you’re welcome,” jake looks down at aera, “i’ll see you tomorrow, okay kiddo?”
“see you tomorrow, uncle jake!” aera waves and jake gives her a smile before he leaves.
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months have passed since jake tutored aera. the process wasn’t easy at first since aera is really having a hard time understanding math. but as jake promised, he updated you that aera is still in need of help to improve. and you were grateful that he was patient with her, despite being exhausted from being a teacher at school.
most days, aera was excited for her tutoring sessions. she even boasts how she has a good tutor and jake’s her favorite teacher slash uncle. and you have to admit, it was cute.
today, you were busy finishing an illustration for a children’s book. most of the time, you sell your works online or have clients contact you for commissions. it wasn’t a stable job but you had to earn for you and your daughter. and thank god, your clients paid you well.
in the middle of working, you received a message from yujin, saying that there will be a class reunion at the town hall two months from now. you didn’t know if you’ll be able to go but you might if your friends are going.
yujin: so how’s the tutoring going on?
y/n: it’s going pretty well, actually. jake is really patient with aera and he always make sure that she understands what he’s teaching her
gaeul: you know…it’s not too late to re-live high schaer
y/n: eh???
yujin: she means to shoot your shot
y/n: very funny guys -_-
y/n: jake is just tutoring aera and he’s just doing his job
gaeul: 👀
yujin: if you say so 🤪
y/n: gotta get ready. i’ll be picking up aera in a bit and jake will be arriving after.
yujin: ooooh y/n is getting ready for her date.
y/n: OH PLEASE 😡
you roll your eyes before locking your phone and turning off your tablet.
when you were done getting dressed, the doorbell rang and when you opened it, you were surprised to see jake.
“hi, jake. i was just about to pick-up aera from school.”
jake scrunches his forehead then looks at his watch, “oh,” he lets out a laugh, “my class ended early and i might have thought i was late. i can come back later.”
“oh no, please. do you want to come with me and pick-up aera? she’ll be glad to see you.”
“sure.”
“great. let’s go.”
during the car ride, you and jake didn’t say a word. it was either you were busy watching the road or avoiding talking to him.
“so how have you been?”
“hm?”
“i mostly see you during tutoring sessions but we never really…'talked.’”
“oh, uh…well today was fine. i’m currently doing an illustration for a children’s book. not halfway done but I’m making progress. you?” you liked to jake before immediately returning your attention to the road.
“one of my students said that physics was useless and why do we need to study how fast a frisbee can travel.”
you try holding your laugh but jake caught you so you retort, “sorry it’s just that a kinda remember myself. and well, i couldn’t help my daughter in her math homework.”
it was silent again and all you could hear was the tires and the car engine.
“for what’s worth, aera is a good kid.”
you smile at jake’s comment and looked at him for a while, “thanks.”
“we’re here.”
“it’s been a while since i saw this place.”
you spot aera waiting at the waiting area and when she sees your car, she stands up and waits for you. and when you and jake got out of the car, she immediately runs to jake, hugging his leg.
“uncle jake, you’re here!”
jake giggles, “it’s good to see you too, kiddo.” then he rubs aera’s head like usual.
“don’t i get a hug?”
“mommy!” aera opens her arms and then you carry her. she gives you a kiss.
“let’s go home?” you asks and aera nods.
the three of you went to the car. aera was still happy that jake was with you to pick her up.
“uncle jake, can you come and pick me up next time?”
“aera, uncle jake has classes to teach. you can still see each other during tutoring sessions.”
aera pouts at what you said. jake looks back, “how about i bring you ice cream next week?”
aera smiles, “yes, please!”
“you might spoil her with too much sweets.” you nag.
“can it be mint chocolate, please?”
jake’s eyes grew wide then he looks at you and back at aera, “you really are your mother’s daughter.”
“hey mint chocolate deserves to be respected,” you defend.
“not when it tastes like toothbrush.”
“that’s mean!” you and aera say in unison.
throughout the whole ride, three of you were still bickering about mint chocolate being the superior ice cream flavor. you never thought that someone could actually get along with you and your daughter’s antics. and you liked it.
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“i’m sorry for the overtime, jake. but don’t worry, i’ll increase today’s payment session.”
exams were coming and aera needed help in studying. you felt bad that you had to ask jake to stay for a while but you promised him that he’ll be compensated more than his usual pay.
“it’s alright. besides, aera needed help.”
“why don’t you stay for dinner? you might be hungry.”
“oh, no. i couldn’t.”
“no, really. it’s the least i can do for thanking you.”
“if you insist then,” jake places his bag down the chair, “dinner would be great.”
and dinner was going great. aera told jake herself that jake was her favorite teacher. and jake felt honored. aera kept telling stories of her school life and how she made friends. then aera tells how
“you know, your uncle jake helped everyone in math before. he’s a math wizard.”
“uncle jake, did you help mom math too?”
“i did. she got the 4th highest grade in our math exam.”
“and of course, your uncle jake got the highest grade.”
jake does this hand gesture where he says “oh please.”
“is my mom hard to teach?”
you and jake laughed, “well…let’s say you’re a fast learner than your mother.”
“mommy, i’m better at you in math!”
“i can’t believe you two are teaming up against me,” then you pretend to get shot at the heart and jake and aera laughed at your antics.
after dinner was done, aera became sleepy. she promised that she’ll finish her homework tomorrow. you let her sleep early because she looked exhausted.
“goodnight, uncle jake.” aera says then yawns.
“goodnight, kiddo. you did well today.” jake kneels down and aera hugs jake. you were surprised but jake returned the hug, the sight melted your heart.
“okay, sweetie. uncle jake has to go home and sleep too.” aera pulls away from the hug and then you tell her to get her clothes and take a shower.
“bye, uncle jake.” aera says before getting inside the bathroom.
when it was just you and jake alone, you looked into each other and laughed.
“aera will be sleeping well tonight.”
“yeah, looks like it.”
“hey,” you pause for a while, “thank you. for helping aera. she hasn’t been this happy for a while.”
“thank you for letting me stay.” for some reason, your heart fluttered, “for dinner.”
“oh,” then you let out a chuckle, “you’re welcome.”
you and jake let out another chuckle. and it might seem cringey but you didn’t care. because right now—this felt right. you looking to his eyes, and him doing the same. almost like you didn’t want him to leave.
“i, uh…” jake coughs, “i should probably go.”
“oh. yeah…right. drive safely.”
jake nods before he opens the door, saying goodbye before leaving.
when you closed the door, you let out a breath you realized you haven’t been holding. you’ve replayed how jake looked at you just a while ago. and every time you remembered his face, your heart would beat fast. when you remember him being a good friend to aera, you couldn’t help but melt at his gentleness towards your daughter.
“mommy?” aera walks out of the bathroom with a towel on her shoulders, “are you sick?”
“huh? oh. no, no sweetie.”
“your face is red.”
“it’s just hot sweetie. let’s tuck you to bed, okay?”
after tucking aera to bed, it was your turn to get ready for bed. and when you thought you’ll be able to sleep peacefully, days of jake bonding with your daughter flashed in your mind again. he hated mint chocolate but when he promised to bring a tub of it, he ate it with you and aera. he finished a cup of it and didn’t think of spitting it out or drinking water to cleanse his tongue. one time, when you gave him a glass of water, your fingers touched and you immediately pulled away.
you kept tossing and turning all night. it was like you were your old self, gushing over jake in the smallest things. though this time, you had a daughter. and jake treats her so well that you couldn’t help but smile and melt.
and you wore that smile until you slept peacefully at night.
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lately, you’ve been having headaches while feeling muscle pains. when you took a temperature test, it showed that you had fever. you immediately called yujin, saying you needed help to take care of aera. you couldn’t ask your parents help because they have a store to take of at home. besides, you didn’t want them to take a bus all the way here to the city. you were just thankful that yujin was happy to babysit aera while you we sick and you said that you were fine with being alone for now. you told jake about your sickness and aera’s tutoring sessions will be cancelled for now. he hopes for you to get better soon.
“remember to listen to aunt yujin, alright?”
“mhm!”
“and you don’t keep her waiting when she comes to fetch you.”
“yes, mommy!”
“don’t forget to finish your homework, alright? especially math.”
“yes, mommy!” you smile at your daughter then shift your attention to yujin, “thank you for doing this.”
“aera and i will have a good time, don’t worry,” yujin soothes aera’s head.
“i’m going to miss you, sweetie.” sadly, you couldn’t kiss aera goodbye.
“i’m going to miss you too, mommy!”
“okay sweetie, you’re going be late for school.”
aera and yujin say their goodbyes and you were left alone in your home. you lied down on your bed, with a glass of water beside you. you wrapped yourself in your blanket, hoping that it’ll stop you from shivering.
hours have passed and what you’ve been doing is eating, cleaning the used dishes, drinking medicine, and sleeping. you couldn’t wait to get better but you still felt sick and weak.
you were covered in your blanket when your doorbell rang. you wondered if it was yujin but she must be at home this hour, watching over aera.
you wore your mask before getting the door. when you opened it, you were surprised to see jake holding a stainless-steel lunchbox.
“oh, jake. hi.”
“i, uh…i made us some dinner. i made you soup.” jake raises the lunchbox, “i just thought you needed something to warm you up.”
you couldn’t help but melt at jake’s words. he really has this talent of turning small things into something big. and it made your heart flutter.
“come on in.” you opened the door for jake and let him in like always.
“i’ll just get us some plates.” then jake holds your shoulder, “i’ll do it. you can lie down and rest.”
you nod, “okay.” you were about to enter your room but you turn around, “plates and bowls are in the upper right cabinet.”
“got it.”
“and the spoons—” then jake shows you that he found the utensils on the other side of the cabinet.
“i’ll…” you point to your room and jake assures you that he’s got it covered.
you never let anyone in your home aside from your friends and parents. yujin and gaeul have always been pestering you to go on blind dates but you never did. letting someone else in your life was making you a little doubtful. but you were glad that jake is someone you knew and looks trustworthy.
“hey,” jake enters with a tray of the food he brought. you sit up then jake places the tray in front of you.
“what’s tonight’s main course?”
“well, we have ramyeon with ham, boiled eggs, and green onions.”
“sounds delicious.”
“here,” jake scoops some soup and gently blows it before bringing the spoon close to your mouth. you take the soup in your mouth and you smile, “that’s good soup. give my compliments to the chef.”
jake softly laughs, “will do.”
and jake proceeds to feed you the noodles and other toppings. you felt shy every time you couldn’t take the food in your mouth, especially if they were noodles. but jake didn’t judged you. when you were almost done, you drank the remaining soup left.
“you good?”
you nod, “mhm! thanks for the food. how about you?”
“i already ate, don’t worry.” you nod then you drank your medicine.
“um…jake?”
“yeah?”
“thank you for coming over.”
jake smiles, “you’re welcome. you can sleep if you want to.”
“hm? aren’t you…don’t you need to go home and do other things?”
“if it’s alright with you…could i stay for a while? i just figured that you need someone to take care of you right now.”
you couldn’t find the right words to say. jake sim, your highschool classmate, childhood crush, your daughter’s math tutor—is willing to nurse you.
“are you sure?”
“if it’s alright with you. because,” jake slowly brings his hand to your forehead. when you realized what he wanted to do, you leaned forward, letting his hand touch your forehead.
“you’re still burning up.”
the thought of jake sim touching your forehead still causes you to become speechless. when he lets go, you pretended to not be bothered at all.
“are you sure you’ll be okay? i’m a heavy sleeper.”
“i don’t mind. sleep all you want.”
jake takes the tray and helps you fix your pillow, tucking you inside your blanket.
“goodnight, y/n.”
you smile, “goodnight, jake.”
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jake was by your side until the day you got better. he cooked you food and let you rest. you felt guilty that he had to nurse you but he wanted to do it wholeheartedly. and your heart fluttered.
you confessed to aera that her uncle jake has been taking care of you while she was away. she was jealous at first because she wanted to take care of you. but you explained to her that you didn’t want to get her sick. she came to her senses and thanked jake that he took care of you. yujin, though, was protective at first but she proceeded to tease you about it.
though lately you’ve realized, your attraction on jake sim was coming back. but this time, you were starting to see him in a different light. he has always been selfless, kind, and gentle but him showing those actions to your daughter made you like him more. but of course, you couldn’t tell him directly how you felt. things were different now that you’re a mom and he’s your daughter’s math tutor.
you’d rather hide your feelings than accept a rejectin. you’ll be reminded that things that come into your life are temporary.
today, you were going to take aera out to a museum for kids. why? because she got a high score in her math exam. while you were sick, aera managed to study on her own and remember the lessons she had with jake. you called jake and told him the news and he felt so proud of her.
“mommy, can uncle jake come with us?”
“i don’t know, sweetie. but i’ll call uncle jake first, okay?” aera nods her head vigorously.
jake’s phone continued ringing and you waited for him to pick-up the call.
“hello, y/n?”
“hey, jake.”
“hi, uncle jake!” aera says and you hear jake laugh.
“aera says hi.”
“well, what’s up?”
“oh…you see, i’m taking aera out today. and we were wondering—i mean she was wondering if…if you wanted to come with us.”
you shake your head, feeling anxious if jake caught you. but that worry disappeared when jake replies, “sure, i mean i’d love to.” and he sounded full of glee.
“g-great! we’ll pick you up then?”
“oh, no. i’ll pick you guys up.”
“oh. but—”
“no, really. i want to pick you guys up.”
“oh,” again, jake’s doing the smallest things can become big. “okay, we’ll be ready by then.”
“okay. see you later.
“see you later.”
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never in a long time has jake sim thought that he’ll be meeting y/n again. not in a million years has he also expected to meet y/n’s daughter.
jake sim was just having a regular day: teaching physics at school, checking their papers, and create lesson plans. he goes home, continues checking papers, finishes his lesson plan, and reads more textbooks whether it be math or physics. finally, he washes up, does a little bit of social media, then goes to bed.
jake was used to getting compliments of him being a math genius. many expected him to be a scholar, a professor, an engineer, or a physicist. but it wasn’t that easy. believe it or not, jake sim couldn’t seem to know where he can fit in. he was the golden boy from high school but after he graduated, he became lost and unsure. but he did know he loved math and physics alongside ramyeon noodles.
jake sim does his daily routine when suddenly, he receives a message. he puts his papers down and checks his phone.
hello! are you available for a meet-up?
then he replies, hello there! may i know who i’ll be tutoring?
the sender didn’t reply. he thought that it was the usual ones who reply after an hour or two so he goes back to checking his papers.
after a while, the sender replied.
it’s my seven-year-old daughter. she needs help in math.
jake returns his attention to his phone.
jake: oh i see. may i know who i am speaking with?
the sender sends a familiar name. then jake remembers a girl he frequently heard in school.
jake: y/n? did we go to the same school together?
y/n: yup! same school since 2nd grade to high school.
jake felt like catching up with an old friend. he might have not known you that much but he knew your reputation of being one of his admirers and that you were full of spirit with a good personality. though he did remember you causing some trouble but you weren’t the bad student type. in fact, he remembers you giving him compliments on sticky notes.
jake: great! looking forward to meeting you.
y/n: looking forward to meeting you too.
fast forward to the day jake was going to meet you. it was only a casual meet-up about agreements and how he’ll help your daughter pass math class. he noticed that you seemed worried about your kid but he assured you that he’ll try his best to help her.
and when he met her, he couldn’t help but soften up. meeting aera was like a breath of fresh air to his regular students. aera was willing to listen and learn on her lessons. she was very sweet and fun to be with. her spirit reminded him of yours when you were younger.
“uncle jake, i drew this picture for you.” aera gives him a drawing of him, reading books on the table with a blackboard behind him that had math equations.
“you really drew this?” jake asks amazed at your daughter’s drawing skills.
“mhm! because you’re my favorite teacher and i like you.”
jake couldn’t help but smile at aera. the kid was too cute and sweet to do such a thing. he heard you walking from the kitchen, and you had some biscuits placed inside a bowl.
“for the both of you.”
“thank you, mommy.”
jake notices how aera says “thank you” whether it be small or big actions. he liked that about a kid. but then again, he notices that you do the same. and he can’t help but think that you really are a good  mother.
ever since jake met you and aera, his routine might have become longer than before. but he didn’t mind one bit. not when he can get to help you and aera.
jake’s first reaction of you getting sick was that he got worried. the thought of you sick in bed, alone in your home almost made him loose his mind at class.
“i just figured that you need someone to take care of you right now.”
he knew that you got stressed and tired from taking care of aera. he couldn’t imagine how you managed to get through it in seven years. and he wanted to take care of you.
jake might have had had encounters with women but they weren’t any serious. in his defense, he only went on dates so that sunghoon can stop pestering him.
his bond with you and aera’s was different. the only connection you and jake had was that you both went to the same school. now, you don’t have any status aside from the fact that he’s a math tutor. but he liked it when you ask them how they’re doing and give you snacks. something about your smile and warmth makes him feel comfortable and excited at the same time.
right now, he felt happy feeling that you’re letting him be part of your mother and daughter time.
“uncle jake, have you ever been to a museum?”
“i have. your mother and i went to one in a field trip.”
“mommy says that we’re going to a museum filled with drawings.”
“that sounds fun. you excited?”
“mhm! and it’s more exciting because you’re here.”
jake looks at you, smiling at the interaction. throughout the whole ride, he’s been noticing that you’ve been smiling and giggling the whole ride. and he couldn’t help but gush over it.
the moment the three of you came into the museum, aera couldn’t help but become excited. you let aera be happy and excited but not too much or she’ll break some displays.
you took a picture of aera at the interactive displays. jake took pictures of you and aera, you doing vise versa when aera wanted a picture with him. then aera says that she wanted to have a picture with the three of you. when jake looked at the picture, he couldn’t help but think the three of you looked like a family.
“uncle jake, look! you look like my daddy.”
aera’s words affected both of you. jake has always noticed that your bond with you and aera has changed. but he never noticed that it was beyond that. until now.
“sweetie, let’s go to the mannequins, hm?”
“okay!”
then you carry aera and the two of you happily walk to the mannequins. aera was giggling at how the living mannequin gave her a flower.
suddenly, jake saw you carrying a baby in a living room. then aera comes running to you, and you show her the baby. “here’s your little sister, you say.” then you look at jake, “honey.” aera calls him, “daddy!” then runs to his direction.
“jake!”
he blinks when you called him.
“let’s go?”
“uh, y-yeah. i’ll be right there.”
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you had a great time day today. aera was happy to spend her day with you guys and you were happy that she’s happy. jake’s company also made you feel happy. you thought that today’s trip would only be you and aera but with jake, it became a memorable one that you’ll never forget.
aera was sleeping peacefully at the back. you and jake were still awake but both of you were tired.
“she had fun, didn’t she?” jake asks, his eyes focusing on the road.
“she certainly did.
“who knew that she can run so fast?”
“one time, i had to chase her for thirty minutes in a playground. couldn’t catch up with her.”
“she reminds me of you. when we were eight.”
“oh please. anyone can barely put up with my energy.”
“it’s one of the best things about you.”
once again, jake sim made your heart flutter. when the car stops, jake looks at you and you avoid his gaze.
you let out a soft laugh, “yeah. i might have passed it down too much. you might have a hard time catching up with us.”
“i don’t mind. i can catch up just fine.”
then the light turns green and jake starts driving again. you were clutching your hand to your chest. your heart was beating fast that you could barely breathe. you hoped that your heart will have mercy until you got home.
minutes later, you arrived at your home. jake said he can carry aera all the way up to your unit.
you opened the door to aera’s room and jake slowly lies her down. you stand by the doorway and watch jake tuck her in and rub aera’s forehead before he leaves the room. both of you take one last glance at aera before you closed the door.
“thank you for tucking her in. and driving us home.”
“you’re welcome.”
just like the other night, you and jake were standing by the door, staring at each other. both of you didn’t say anything but give each other a look. you recognized that look because you had that look from when you were young and when you met jake again. some part of you felt scared. you never let anyone else in your life, after being left with a baby to raise on your own. but that other part was telling you that you felt happy and excited by letting someone in your life again. when all he showed you was you were worth taking care of.
“jake, i—”
jake didn’t let you finish when his lips landed on yours. his mouth molded perfectly in yours and you couldn’t help but kiss back. jake grabs your nape and the action made you sharply inhale. both of you kissed faster and tried catching each other’s lips. realizing that you’re standing in front if your daughter’s door, you pull away.
“she might hear us.” you whisper and before jake could say anything, you pulled him to your room.
when both of you got inside, you lean at the door and jake kisses you again. this time, you pulled him down by wrapping your arms around his neck. you tried catching your breaths before diving back into each other’s lips. jake slides his hand down to your waist and you let out a whimper. he took that signal as a sign to take off his coat and pull you with him.
you ended up being on top of jake and both if you giggled. you took off your jacket and before you knew it, jake was on top of you. he goes back to kissing you and holding your waist, as you held the sides of his face. jake’s lips left yours as he brushes it to your cheeks, down to your jaw, then down to your neck.
you let out a sigh, feeling euphoria. his touch was gentle and you yearned for it. you pull jake closer and he continues his magic. he slides his hands up then behind your back. you pull jake up and kissed again. he slows his movements this time, getting the rhythm that you wanted.
then realization hit you. this feeling was familiar and the thought was scaring you. the last time you felt this kind of attraction, that person was temporary in your life. you knew that jake was too. eventually, you and jake will part ways when his task is done.
“jake…” you say when you pull away. but jake doesn’t hear you and latches his lips on your neck again.
“wait. jake, stop.”
then jake finally hears you and his eyes looked worried.
“did i hurt you?”
“no. no, no. i…”
you couldn’t look at him in the eye. when you stood up, you brushed your hair back and looked at anywhere else.
“is everything okay?”
“i’m sorry. i don’t…”
you covered your face out if embarrassment, along with fear.
“y/n?” jake holds your arm. his touch made you slowly uncover your face.
“are you okay?”
“i’m…i’m scared.”
jake looks at you with his soft eyes. he places his hand on your cheek and you can feel the tears falling from your eyes.
“oh, no. don’t cry.”
but you did. you let yourself be pulled by jake’s embrace. jake calms you down by rubbing your back.
“everything is going to be alright. i'm here.”
for the first time, you’re actually believing those words.
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after crying and staying silent for hours, you finally had the courage to tell jake your sturggles.
“I met this guy in college. he was a year older than me but we took the same class.
“we went on a few dates before we became official. we had a plan. we graduate, gets jobs, get married, and eventually start a family.
“getting drunk at the graduation party was not part of it. getting pregnant after the party—not at all.”
jake continues to hold your hand as both of you lie down on your bed. he let you rest your head on his shoulder as you tell your story. jake sympathized with you, waiting for you to finish what you wanted to say.
“i told him but he said he was sticking to his plan. so he’s completely out of the picture and i raised aera on my own.
“ever since then, i was so scared of letting anyone in my life again. it scares me.
“i’m sorry.”
jake puts his hand on your cheek and you face him.
“don’t be. you’re allowed to feel what you feel.”
you give jake a smile, still feeling your eyes swell. but you were thankful that jake was very understanding.
“thank you for listening.”
“thank you for telling me.”
jake soothes your back and you didn’t notice that you fell asleep in his arms.
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after that night, you and jake exchanged “hi’s” awkwardly. but you tried your best not to show aera or let it affect you and jake’s agreement.
weeks passed, you and jake grew out of your awkward phase and became more comfortable eith each other. but he never forced you to start anything with him. he continued being a great father-figure to aera.
you can say that what you had was unlabeled but a part of you knows that you were starting to fall in love with jake. but you were afraid to tell him.
you were just washing the dishes after jake and aera finished their cakes. then aera’s question made you stop.
“uncle jake, if i get a high grade in math, does that mean you won’t be going here anymore?”
“of course not, kiddo. why would you think that?”
“because after i get a high grade, you won’t be teaching me anymore.”
“well, yes…because you already know how to do math. but…” at this point, you were looking at jake then he continues, “it doesn’t mean i'll stop visiting you.”
“really?”
“really.”
then aera hugs jake and he hugged her back.
“if you ace the final exam, we’ll eat mint chocolate ice cream together.” then jake looks at you.
“okay!”
aera did her best and jake was beyond proud of her. you were too. you were proud for the both of them. seeing jake with aera, you thought that he can be more than a father-figure. you knew that both of them have a special bond that is more than a tutor and student.
the next days, jake was starting to stay at home longer. he was so familiar with the place that he remembers where you keep your plates and utensils. one time, the three of you played monopoly and you didn’t remember how long you played because the three of you were having fun. jake declared himself as the winner even though there is no real winner in monopoly.
some nights, you and jake would tuck aera together and she liked it. she never complained about having a father but with jake becoming part of your lives, it was like a dream come true for her.
“i don’t know if me hanging out longer looks like i'm invading your home.”
“i don’t mind. besides, we like having you around.”
you and jake were alone in the living room. drinking a glass of wine while having late night conversations.
“do you maybe…want us to go out sometime? just the two of us.”
“yeah. i’d love that.”
“great. it’s a date then.”
you were surprised but you liked it.
“yes, jake. it’s a date.”
you lean on the couch with the glass on your right hand. jake leans in the couch too, looking at you softly.
“it’s weird though.”
“what is?”
“that i never got to see how amazing you are. you’re not just the girl who causes trouble or teachers dislike for drawing in class.”
“to be fair, i never realized how good you are with kids. it’s making me hard not to fall for you.”
you didn’t know if it was the alcohol. but you suddenly confessing your feelings for jake sim was somehow déjà vu.
“i’ll, uh,” you put down your glass, “i’ll make us some coffee.”
you stand up and was about to go to the kitchen when jake pulls you around and kisses you. you kissed him back, tasting the red sine you just drank. jake holds your cheek and you lean forward, holding his waist.
when you pull away, your eyes were still closed but you can feel jake’s breath on your lips.
“i love you.”
you open your eyes and jake was smiling at you. His cheeks were red. might be from the wine or from the proximity and confession he just said.
 “i’m not drunk am i?”
jake smirks, “i don’t think so.” then kisses you again, and you pull him closer.
“thank you for accepting me.” you whisper at his lips.
“no. thank you for accepting me.”
who would’ve thought that a bottle of red wine was all you needed for the perfect confession. but for now, you needed to make two cups of coffee so you and jake can have a proper conversation.
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when you told aera the news, you told her that you loved jake like how anne loves gilbert and that jake loves you the same. then aera follows, “but didn’t you already know?” and you were caught off guard.
nevertheless, aera liked the idea of you and jake being together. you haven’t told her about how you met jake. but one day you will so that she’ll know that the right person will come along in time.
just as jake promised you, both of you will be going on a date together. you asked where you’ll be going but he said it was a surprise.
so you dressed up wearing a denim dress that you thought you’ll never use. you wore the necklace your mother gave you when you graduated high school. it felt weird when you asked aera if you looked okay. but she says that you look beautiful as ever. both yujin and gaeul wanted to babysit her this time. but you also knew that they wanted to see you finally having your date with jake sim. but they were hapoy for you that you finally found someone.
“you really don’t want to tell me where we’re going?”
“not a chance.”
you roll your eyes but you knew that jake was trying to give you a date you can remember.
minutes later, the scenery changed into a lake. the water was shining and the grass was turning to a yellow green color thanks to the sunlight. your jaw dropped at the scenery. it was like an actual painting.
when jake stopped the car, he immediately got out and opened the door for you.
“i wanted to find a place only for us.”
“how did you find this place?”
“had a little help from sunghoon and jay.”
“oh how are those two anyway?”
“they’re doing well, actually. jay is engaged and sunghoon is in denial that he’s crushing on his workmate.
you laugh, remembering sunghoon for his schemes and playboy antics. you remember him teasing jake about a girl he liked in high school.
“you okay?”
“hm?”
“you look grumpy.”
“oh.” you shake your head and grab the picnic basket from jake, “come on!”
the whole picnic, you and jake did some catching up. you told him that your parents are still residing in your hometown and your mom’s flower shop is still om business. your dad retired long ago and he just stays at home. jake’s parents were in australia and they were professors in two different universities.
“i suddenly remembered something. weren’t you supposed to move back to australia after high school?”
jake looks down at your figure, “you trying to get rid of me?” then you give jake a “really?” look and he laughs. you sit up and looked at him, placing your palm on his chest. jake was looking up at the sky, thinking deep.
“it was planned, yes. honestly, i was happy to be back home for a while but…something was telling me that i had to be somewhere else.
“i told my parents that i wanted to go back here. they were hesitant at first but i told them to trust me.”
“and did you find what you were looking for?”
“i did,” then he looks at you, “and i realized that i made the right choice to come home.”
“welcome home, jake.” you leaned down and intended to give him a quick kiss but he leans his face forward, trapping your lips.
“that wasn’t fair.”
“i love you too.”
you laugh but gave jake quick pecks and kept saying “I love you’s” in between. you were afraid of being too affectionate but you couldn’t help but show them when jake showers you a lot of it.
jake giggles like a kid then he hovers over you and it was his turn to attack you with kisses.
then both of you ate the sandwiches he made then watched the sunset together. and it was better than any romance movie you watched.
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you and jake didn’t really care if you wanted to go public with your relationship. but now that both of you are driving back to your home town for the reunion, you couldn’t help but be nervous. everyone in high school knew your reputation especially that jake was involved. they don’t even know that you’re a single mom of a seven-year-old girl. and now, you’re dating the boy you had a crush on.
your friends won’t be coming because they had to babysit aera. you were hesitant at first to go but you promised jake that you’ll come with him. also, he really wanted to introduce you as his girlfriend to his friends.
“you ready?” jake unbuckles his seatbelt and then he notices you tensing up.
“you okay, baby?”
“what? oh. y-yeah. maybe not?”
“i’ll be with you the whole time,” jake places his hand on yours, “okay?”
you gulp then nod, “okay.”
jake unbuckles your seatbelt, “let’s go.”
when you and jake entered the hall, everyone was in their tables, probably chatting about their careers and relationships. they were all familiar faces. chaewon, the former class president, was chatting with your former homeroom teacher, mrs. bang. somi, one of jake’s admirers was with a date. ej was with his friend nicholas. those two were hard to separate.
“jake, my man!”
you and jake turn around and see jay approaching you. he and jake gave a brotherly hug. then out of no where, sunghoon barges in and headlocks jake.
“dude!”
“sim jaeyun is here!”
and apparently it caught everyone’s attention and they began whispering when they saw you with the famous “02z of daebom high.”
“so…jake.” sunghoon eyes you then back to jake, raising his eyebrows up and down.
“sunghoon, jay, you remember y/n, don’t you?” jake places his hand around your waist.
“how could we forget when she always screams in the hallways 'jake sim jjan!’ or ‘jakey, the sun can’t shine without your existence in the world!’”
“oh please, don’t.” your face becomes red from embarrassment.
“but y/n, i have to say, it’s about time jake did something more than spend his time on paperwork.”
the four of you chatted for a while before finding a table for the four of you. being in the same table with the three flower boys was your high school dream. it felt weird that it came true after many years but in different circumstances.
“baby, want something to eat?”
“not that hungry, thank you.”
“how about some appetizers?”
“meatballs with cheese would be nice though.”
“i’ll be right back,” jake eyes his friends, “be nice.”
“yes, sir!” sunghoon and jay do a salute before jake leaves you with them.
“y/n, tell me. has jake been giving you headaches?”
“no, actually, he’s been helping me a lot. he’d drop by and help tutor my daughter. then we’d have movie nights until we tuck aera to sleep. we go and do the most mundane dates but with him…he makes it so special.”
then you noticed jay and sunghoon just looking at you in awe.
“you really love him, don’t you?”
you nod, “i do. very much.”
“he may not be telling you this but, ever since he met you, his boring, ordinary life became vibrant and full of joy. i’ve never seen him that happy since.”
jay’s words made you feel accepted. he has always had a way with words but it was the first time you actually heard it.
“thanks, jay.”
“y/n, in case he does do something stupid, just give him a smack in the head and he’ll come around.”
“will try to remember that, sunghoon.”
“meatballs for my lady,” jake places the plate in front of you. jay and sunghoon were about to get some when jake slaps their hands.
“go get your own.”
jay was about to slap jake’s shoulder when mrs. bang starts to speak.
“class of 20xx, i’d like to start this reunion by saying, welcome home.”
everyone claps and you follow. your homeroom teacher continues by saying that there will be a program performed by somi and her friends. like before, she’s always had charisma when performing on stage.
there was games. pocky games were always the best. jay and sunghoon did it by vote. everyone cheered when the pocky stick became small in very bite. both of them didn’t want to loose but they didn’t want to touch each other’s lips either so jay took the fall.
there were some awardings too. the life of the party: sunghoon. shy prince: ej. math wizard: your jake. you got the artist award.
the event was still on-going but you and jake left early. you wanted jake to formally meet your parents.
on the drive going there, you felt nervous but you didn’t want to let jake know. as for jake, you can sense that he’s nervous because he was biting his tongue while looking at his feet.
“baby,” you call jake and when he turns around, “you cup his face.”
“they’re going to love you.”
this time, you’re assuring jake. you felt nervous too but you love jake and you know that he’s a good man that your parents will love.
you and jake waited for someone to answer the door. and when it opened, your mom answers it.
“hi, mom. dad.”
“y/n? who’s this?”
“this is jake. he’s my boyfriend.”
and your parents ended up loving jake. they remember him when you mentioned you went to daebom high together. suddenly, they told jake stories about you gushing over jake. you figured that you had quite the reputation here in town.
“oh jake, you should’ve seen y/n write your name at the back of her notebook with hearts.”
“mom!” you cover your face but your parents kept teasing you.
“jake, y/n might seem the free spirit type but she’s someone who has a big heart.”
“yes, sir. and i'll take care of her and aera.”
your dad kept offering jake some alcohol but you kept reminding him that both of you need to drive home. but a twist of events lead to jake becoming wasted and your parents saying that both of you should spend the night here.
“mom, i have to see aera.”
“y/n, you’re tired and jake is drunk. now, i don’t want both of you getting into an accident.”
you sigh, “yes, mom.”
you carried jake to your old room and lie him on his back. he kept calling your name but you just laughed, finding him cute with his red face.
“baby, i need to take off your shirt. okay?”
jake pouts and covers his chest, “my girlfriend will get mad at me.”
“jake, it’s me.”
jake slowly opens his eyes, “oHhh y/n!”
just like that, jake was fast asleep. you slowly lifted him so he can sit up. when he was sitting on the head board, you gently unbuttoned his shirt. you were thankful that he was wearing a white shirt inside. after that, you positioned him facing the side with a pillow under his head.
“talk about ‘i’ll take care of her.’”
you laugh softly but you lightly jake’s head. he looked really cute. sleeping like a baby.
“y/n…” jake says  slurring in his sleep.
“you and aera,” he lets out a hiccup, “are the best thing,” another hiccup, “that’s ever happened to me.”
for so long, you were so scared that when you let someone in your life, they’d leave you. for a while, you thought that you were content that it was just you and your daughter against the world. but eventually, this man right here, drunk and sleep talking is going to be a good father to aera. this man right here is the one you want to spend the rest if your life with.
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you’ve been dating for a while now and he has been dropping by your place almost every day. so you asked him to move in with you. it wasn’t anything new except that jake doesn’t have to drive before he gets to see you and aera.
and when you slept at the same bed for the first time, it was a little awkward. but like before, both of you adjusted and got used to it.
you and jake would cuddle before you go to bed. he’d be the big spoon, whether you were facing behind him or you were lying on his chest.
“you know, i should’ve asked you sooner.”
“be grateful that i said yes in a heartbeat.”
“oh, thank you, sir jake.” you teasingly thank him like he was a knight.
the rest of the night, you’d have tickle fights until both of you will snuggle until you sleep.
but like any other relationship, there were always misunderstandings and conflicts.
“jake, all i'm saying is that we don’t have enough money to buy a new place.”
“y/n, i have enough to get us one.”
“didn’t it come across your mind that we should be buying it together?”
“well if maybe your job was—”
“what, jake? if i were a teacher, earning a monthly salary like you?”
“y/n, that’s not what i meant.”
but you walked out before he could finish. you didn’t talk to jake for the rest of the night. jake waa in the living room while you stayed in your bedroom. you were thankful that aera was oblivious to the situation.
after an hour, jake went inside your room and you were facing behind him.
“y/n…”
you didn’t say anything.
“i’m sorry. i shouldn’t have said that.”
“you think?”
“i just thought that if we get a new place, we’d finally settle in a home as a family. but truth is, wherever you are…you are my home.”
you finally turn around, but all you could do was stare at jake as he waits for you to say something.
“did you say family?”
‘yeah. i did.”
you didn’t think before hugging jake. he hugs you back, burying his face on your neck.
you and jake agreed that when the time is right, you’ll get a new place and everything else will fall into place.
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you’ve been thinking for a while about what jake said. you did consider moving to a new place but your savings weren’t enough. but you also wanted to start a new life with jake in it.
so you decided to find a full-time job as an art teacher for elementary students. hoping that you’ll have enough income for your family’s future. and no, you didn’t force yourself. you choice this because it’s for the ones you love.
“ms. y/n, am i doing a okay?”
“you’re doing great, jungwon!” you give your student a big smile.
“niki you’re doing great too!”
you never fail to compliment your students. you might not have the best audiences when you were young. but you didn’t want to crush children’s dreams when they remind you of how you were.
“okay, kids. don’t forget that your homework is due tomorrow.”
you were thankful that your class was the last one. you were in the middle of fixing your things when someone knocked at the door.
“hey.”
“hey. your class is done?”
“yeah. well, i clocked out early.”
oh, right. jake finally became a full-time math teacher. both of you work at the same school. he thought that he should be helping you so you can get a new place. besides, it’s a great opportunity for him to go home with you and aera.
“are you not feeling well?” you stand up and held jake’s forehead but he shakes his head.
“actually, we are going out for a while.”
your eyes grew wide, “where are we going?”
“i’ll tell you when we get there.”
“jake.”
“it’s going to be fun,” you raised your brow at jake then he says, “i promise.”
next thing you knew, you and jake were in the car taking the route to  your hometown. the next surprising thing is when he parked in front of your old school.
“what are we doing here?”
jake just gives you a smile before getting out of the car. he opens the door for you, kneeling down.
“come with me.”
it might seem weird that jake always makes your heart flutter for the bare minimum but heck, this is jake sim we’re talking about.
both if you were walking down the hallways of the school. it felt weird walking in the same place where you called jake’s name to get his attention. now, you’re holding each other’s hand.
“don’t worry, the teachers know that we’re visiting.”
“any reason why we’re visiting?”
“when we reach the end of the hall, you’ll know.”
so you and jake continue walking. both of you stop then jake holds your hand.
“for this part, i'm going to need you to close your eyes.”
you were hesitant at first but you did what jake asked. he was holding your hand the whole time you walked with your eyes closed. then he stopped.
“wait a minute.”
jake’s lets go if your hand.
“you can open them now.”
you were greeted with lights behind jake. the banner with the sign, “will you accept me?” then you realized that this is how you confessed to jake in high school. and you’re in the same room.
jake was holding a bouquet with pink, white, and red roses with baby’s breath. and he had a ring on his other hand.
“y/n, i never would’ve thought that my boring, plain, life would be so colorful, vibrant, and joyful. you and aera…i couldn’t imagine how my life would turn out if you weren’t in my life. you let me become part of your life, and i want to spend my remaining days with you and our family.”
“so,” jake kneels down in front of you. the action caught your breath away.
“will you accept me?”
you gave yourself a minute to process what was happening. and when you did, you finally say…
“jake, i appreciate what you have done but…
“it would be a shame if i don’t say yes.”
you laugh and you let your tears fall on your face.
“yes, yes, yes.”
 jake stands up and finally gives you a tight hug. you bury your face in his chest.
jake kisses your head and whispers, “i love you.”
you lift your head up, “i love you.”
the last time you fell in love, things might not have gone the way you wanted them to. you doubted a lot of things and distanced yourself. then you met a man who proved to you that you deserve a second chance.
this time, you were sure that it will be different and will be the best thing that has ever happened to you.
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luvlyhyunjin · 9 days
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Fallen Star┃Jake Sim
PROFILES [YN'S SIDE] ✪
✶ Masterlist.
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nishimura yn: 23 years old, was born in japan but moved to korea very young with her mom. have been working as a personal assistant for a famous female actor -Nari- but recently got fired and then blacklisted from the industry by her. older sister of niki and have been taking care of him ever since they were young.
nishimura niki: 19, younger brother of yn. art major and switches between living in the dorms and yn's apartment. had a really weak immune system ever since he was young so he gets sick very easily.
yang jungwon: 19, accounting major, niki's childhood friend and roommate and is really close to yn as well, treats her as an older sister.
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lee heeseung: 24, met yn when he was a senior in high school while yn was a junior and they have been best friends ever since. first person she thinks of whenever she's in trouble. works at his family's owned restaurant.
shin ryujin: 23, works at a cafe that yn used to go to a lot when she was working for nari and they clicked right away and became best friends. is dating jennie kim.
choi yeonjun: 25, professional photographer but currently unemployed doesn't get a lot of job opportunities. yn's boyfriend of a year met her during an afterparty and they have been in love ever since.
↳✶ Synopsis: after being fired and blacklisted from the entertainment industry your life is on the verge of falling apart. An opportunity arises to save you when you get a job offer to work as a personal assistant for ex lead singer of the rock band PARANOIA! and now turned model, nicknamed the nation’s sweetheart- Jake Sim. However his image crumbles quickly when you discover he’s nothing but the devil in disguise.
A story of two hurt souls finding comfort within each other in the most unexpected ways.
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jebetwo · 12 days
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mend my heart.
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IN WHICH, you lie to keep his peace.
PAIRING ‧₊˚ boyfriend!jake x reader
GENRE ‧₊˚ angst, hurt no comfort, l2s, drabble
WORD COUNT ‧₊˚ 430
reblogs are always appreciated 🤎
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“I think I’m falling out of love with you.”
What prepares you for a sentence like that?
Nothing. Nothing does.
It's a whisper of betrayal, a dagger concealed within the velvet folds of affection. Each syllable drips with the bitter taste of disillusionment, a venom that seeps into the cracks of your heart, poisoning every beat with the ache of loss.
When those words tumbled from Jake’s lips, they shatter the fragile illusion of security you've built around your love. They unravel the carefully woven tapestry of your shared memories, leaving behind a tangled mess of broken promises and shattered dreams.
You remember the way Jake’s laughter filled the air, warm and infectious, melting away the worries of the world. You recall the softness of his touch, the way his fingers traced patterns across your skin, leaving behind a trail of sparks that ignited a fire within you. Every time you were with him it felt like the first time you fell in love with each other; it was like reliving your first memory three years ago, for every day, every moment of your life.
But now? Now, as you replay those memories in your mind, they feel like distant memories of a love that once burned bright but now flickers in the shadows.
“I think I’m falling out of love with you.”
It's a tidal wave of emotion, crashing over you with a force that leaves you gasping for breath. It drags you under, pulling you into the depths of despair, where every breath is a struggle and every heartbeat a reminder of the love you can no longer hold onto.
As those words echo in the caverns of your soul, they leave behind a hollow emptiness, a gaping void where his love used to reside. You reach out, grasping for something, anything, to anchor you to the reality of what he's saying, but there's nothing there, just the cold reminder of his confession ringing in your ears.
You remember the whispered promises exchanged under the moonlight, the stolen glances across crowded rooms that spoke volumes without a single word.
But now? Now, as you cling to those memories like a lifeline, they feel like shards of glass cutting deep into your wounded heart.
“I think I’m falling out of love with you.”
It's a symphony of heartbreak, each note a dagger to your soul, tearing through the delicate fabric of your happiness until there's nothing left but the raw, jagged edges of your pain. And as you stand there, drowning in the wreckage of your love, you can't help but wonder how something so beautiful could end in such agony.
"I think I'm falling out of love with you, too.”
It’s a whisper just above your breath.
And what prepares you for this?
Nothing. Nothing does.
The admission is a dagger to your own heart.
A deception born out of love and desperation.
A love so deep for him that you’re willing to endure the agony in silence even when it’s devouring you from within.
It’s funny to think that you’re still protecting him after the betrayal your heart feels, the cracks deepening with each second of defeaning silence. You know Jake wouldn’t be able to live with himself knowing you’re hurt. He may not be in love with you, yeah, but he still loves you, right? Right.
Jake’s expression softens at your words, a flicker of relief passing across his features before he pulls you into a tight embrace. As you cling to him, you can’t help but wonder if maybe, just maybe, you held onto him tight enough you would feel the shattered pieces of your heart mend together.
You would do anything to keep his heart still beating, even if it wasn’t for you.
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yunjardi · 2 years
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you'll never skate alone again (90's au) teaser/preview
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click here for a "CD" of y/n's fav songs
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pairing: non-idol jake x fem. reader
genre: smut [mdni], angst, fluff
warnings:
smut; i'll expand on the smut warnings later on [mdni], mentions of blood and injuries, smoking, drinking (mentions of alcoholism), depression, implied suicidal thoughts, mentally abusive parent (mother), broken family/home, briefly running away from home [i'll definitely expand on these warnings if applicable once the fic is fully finished]
synopsis:
after being alone and stuck in your mind for years, you began to skateboard as a hobby; it quickly became the only thing you wanted to do, and you couldn't remember life before the day you first stepped on an old skateboard with your beat-up converse.
it wasn't until you met a guy at your local skatepark that you had a reason, other than skateboarding, to look forward to the next day. the hours you spent at the skatepark weren't so lonely anymore and now, maybe you had a reason to try to be... happy.
background info:
this story takes place in seattle in the u.s., and the main character (y/n) and jake are both 18 years old (legal age in the u.s. and seniors in high school)
p.s. this will be written in intentional lowercase
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"hey, wait up!" you laughed as jake began to skate in front of you before you were able to get on your board, "everything is always a competition with you, isn't it?" you teased playfully as you quickly caught up to him.
you looked over at him to see his smile; that smile that you couldn't seem to get enough of. secretly, you really liked when he'd skate away from you super fast to tease you because it gave you a chance to see how unbelievably attractive he looked when the wind rushed through his hair, making a carefree smile form on his face.
it was definitely too late at night for two teenagers, who had school the next day, to be going on a late night rendezvous, but you didn't care; you didn't care about anything when you were with him. he made you feel as if life had more to offer than what was previously dealt to you; your new reality was a complete 180 from what it once was.
nights like these made you realize how much jake meant to you. how much he'd changed your life for the better. how much he'd opened your eyes to a kind happiness you would've never known existed if it weren't for him. how much you loved him.
love... a word that you hadn't used in a genuine manner in ages until jake skated his way into your life then into your heart.
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a/n: hi gang i hope this teaser made you feel a little excited for the skater boy jake fic <3 i'm working really hard on it so i hope it's up to par with what you guys are imagining it to be lol
p.s. dw i'm still gonna be writing MHBTD at the same time as i'm working on this fic so you can still expect new chapters to come out soon :)
feel free to send an ask to be added to the taglist!
-jake whore jardi <3
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drunkjaked · 1 year
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SLEEPY ft sim jaeyun
birthday boy jake gets to open his gift just a little after midnight /// 1391 words + smut (minors dni) !
pairing: bf!jake x fem!reader
i accidentally had this queued for nov 16 and im realising now.. sorry folks and happy birthday to jake – my most favourite person in the whole universe !!! can’t believe we get to be the same age for the next month and two days.. i am lucky 🧘
The space around you is almost completely dark when you open your eyes, the only light in the room coming from the LED clock on your nightstand (shedding its jarring light) which tells you that it’s just past 2am. And you’re not sure how Jake knows you’re awake but his breath brushes your bare shoulder when he whispers, good morning.
“Happy birthday, love.” You tell him, raising a hand to his head and combing your fingers through his hair. 
The smile on his face (and his sleepiness) is audible in his voice when he says thanks. “How were you not the first to greet me when we live together?” He grumbles.
“I’m sleeping.”
“Yeah?”
“Mm.” 
Jake doesn’t respond for a beat and you go on pretending like you can’t feel how hard he is against your ass. “Wake up, baby.” His voice is a mumble against your skin as he presses a kiss to the column of your neck. His hips roll against yours and you can’t stop the sigh that pushes past your lips. “I want you.”
“I know you do.” 
“Don’t pretend like you don’t want me back.” 
Your mouth stretches in a yawn. “Not pretending,” you lie.
Even though you can’t see him, you can tell he’s rolling his eyes. “Can I have you?”
“Of course.”
You lift your leg when Jake pats your knee, a thick finger falling into the space and dipping right to your centre. He sighs in your ear. “On my birthday? Really?” The (faux) disappointment is thick in his voice when he feels your underwear against his skin. Though he doesn’t relent, the pad of his middle finger stroking you, a satisfied hum slipping from his lips at the feeling of the growing wet spot on the cotton, his voice obnoxiously high in pitch when he repeats your earlier words: not pretending. 
The friction is maddening already, to the point you can’t bring yourself to make a comeback, let alone think of one. “Please,” you whimper as you rock into his touch.
“What do you want?”
“Touch me.”
“I am.” He chuckles almost groggily before rolling his hips towards you and pulling air through his teeth.
“Properly.” 
Obedient as ever, you turn around to face him when he asks you, letting your leg rest over his hip. Finally, his hand slips past your waistband, fingers holding your folds apart as he drags through your slick. His lips are slightly chapped against yours as he kisses you, whines falling from your mouth into his as he tugs your hard clit in circles – the whines turning into moans as he puts pressure on it, his ring finger teasing at your slit. 
Breathless, you rest your forehead against his, eyes screwing shut when his finger dips into you with ease. In the dim light of the room, he watches your face scrunch up when he grazes your spot. “So pretty.” He mumbles, his lips tugging up into a smile as he pulls all the way out. 
“Jake,” you groan – a gasp slipping out when he pushes two of his fingers into you, filling you to the knuckle, stretching you open.
“I know, baby,” he mumbles against your skin, letting his thumb find your clit once again. 
“More.” 
It stings a little as he adds a third finger. Stings a little more when he separates them inside you, doing all he can to work you open and get you to cum. 
And he can tell you’re close with the way you shudder against him, the way your breath hitches in your throat when his fingers repeatedly curl against your spot. Your walls clench around his fingers and he knows it won’t be long, though you can’t find the words to tell him, his name tumbling from your mouth as you cry out for him. 
Yet all it takes for you to finish is his voice. Deep. Raspy. “Cum for me.” 
He can’t help but smile as he feels your release on his hand, mumbling the words good girl as he leans in to kiss you, which does nothing to help you calm down. “Open, baby,” he tells you when he pulls away from your lips, bringing his fingers to your mouth and groaning as you suck your cum from them. When his hand is clean (enough) he kisses you again, moaning into your mouth at the taste of you on your tongue as it touches his. 
“Please, Jake, need you.” You whimper against his lips. 
And how could he turn you down when you sound so pretty.. As you lay on your back, he hovers over you, his favourite chain dangling in your face, the metal is cool against your skin. “Hey,” he whispers. 
“Hi.” 
“You okay?” 
You hum in response, breath hitching in your throat once again at the feeling of his hard cock on your thigh, his head leaking precum onto your skin. He smiles at you, one of the hands that had been resting on the sheet next to you dipping down between your bodies. A little too desperate to feel you, Jake skips out on the teasing that’s become a part of your routine, lining up his tip with your slit and pushing in. 
All the way in. 
His face falls into the crook of your neck as he sighs against your skin. “Fuck,” he mumbles, his brows knitting together at the feeling of your walls around him after (about twelve hours) what feels like forever. He wastes no time letting you adjust to the way he stretches you, fills you up completely, and pulls his hips up off of you, thrusting forward once more at a pace that drives you mad. 
It’s slow at first, as if he’s taking the chance to feel every last inch of the pretty cunt he dreams about. And it’s jarring but given the way your clit throbs every time he touches it, you appreciate his patience as he pulls practically all the way out before pushing all the way back in.
This doesn’t last long, and you count six or .. was it seven? Eight .. maybe.. you’re not sure how many when the knot starts to form in your stomach, his hips rolling at a quicker pace than you think you’ve ever felt. Faster, harde—Jake.
He lets out a breath at the feeling of your fingernails digging into his shoulder, he’s close and it’s obvious. You both are. Obvious in the way that his arms start to shake as he holds himself up, the way he starts to whine as your walls stutter around him. “Shit,” he groans. 
Jake’s hair tickles your forehead when he leans down to kiss you, his strokes losing their force, their rhythm, he rocks into you distractedly as his tongue moves against yours. The kiss is sloppy, messy, teeth bumping against one another while you feel him twitching inside you. 
A shudder racks through your body, the knot snapping, your toes curling, eyes screwing shut as your back arches up from the bed, and the string of noises curses falling from your mouth is incoherent as you cum all over his cock. He follows shortly after, leaving you feeling impossibly full, his stomach tensing while he tries his best to keep fucking you despite how overwhelmed he’s starting to feel. 
He stays over you as he tries to calm down, leaning up a little when he finally manages to catch his breath. “No, no, no,” you whimper, wrapping your legs around his waist to keep him close. “Wanna stay like this for a bit.” 
Never one to turn down the offer of cockwarming, he lets himself fall down onto you, his weight on your body only making him feel that much closer as the two of you lay in the quiet of the room around you. “Thank you,” he whispers into your neck, alternating between kissing and sucking on the skin there.
A giggle makes its way out as you bury your fingers in his hair. “What for?” 
“For this.” He leans up off of you a little, looking down into your eyes. “For you.” The corners of his pretty lips quirk up when he says it and it’s clear he gets a little shy after speaking as he immediately hides his face in your neck once more. Your perfect birthday boy.
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thank u sm for reading, i hope you enjoyed this sleepy groggy sweet (maybe???) smut i wrote with my eyelids closing on themselves <333 happy birthday once again to the most lovely boy to ever exist, i love u more than u know (jake obviously not you guys because you all know how much i love you (i hope) ! i accidentally queued this for the wrong day bc i SUCK 👎👎👎
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ft this from my bff.. she gets it 🧘
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