thinking of gaz feeling so special if you trust him to make you feel good — nsfw under the cut, fem!reader
sitting in your shared apartment, leaning back on your low level couch, your pants and underwear abandoned somewhere—neither of you care to look. you’re nervous as kyle lowers to his knees in front of you, in front of the couch. your face is burning as your legs are pressed together, your heart hammering behind your rib cage. your knees are raised upwards, your ankles covering where you’re most sensitive.
his shirt is abandoned somewhere; something about needing to feel your skin, but.. he doesn’t reach forward like you expect him to. kyle doesn’t grab your legs to spread them for you like you expect him to. you open your eyes, which you never even realized that they were closed, and peer over your knees. you look at him and god, kyle looks starving—but.. his hands remain on his thighs. he’s looking to you, his eyes half lidded as his fingertips twitch. seeking your permission, always putting your comfort first.
he’s the one who asked to do this. kyle sees your hesitancy, and he’s about to voice for about the third time that you don’t have to do this—but you spread your legs, showing him your soaked cunt. you let out a nervous shaky breath, and your head rolls back when he reaches forward, gently wrapping his arms around your thighs and dragging his tongue through the wetness. you’ve always known he’s a talker during sex, you’ve sucked his cock plenty of times; but you gush when you realize he’s mumbling into your folds, his eyes focusing on your face.
I'm watching the Percy Jackson TV show like Marvel nerds watch MCU movies. That tiny archery kid in the background? That might be my son. That girl in the garden that's the size of a pixel? That's my daughter. I'm playing Where's Waldo because I KNOW THE KIDS EXIST GODS DAM IT SO JUST SHOW THEM TO ME!!
Everyone else moved on but im still at the “is that okay?” from Tommy right after he kisses Buck and their stupid little smiles and the way he straightens his shirt and I need to be put out fr