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jonphaedrus · 1 year

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2022 fic year in review

2022 was a weird year. i pulled an all-nighter on feb 16 and i was possessed by the ghost of prfr past and an opera only i care about and then i woke up ten months later (kidding. i have not woken up at all) nearly a million words later and with my entire life in slight disarray and an unbreakable obsession with pokémon villain from baby jrpg fake france

anyway let's do the breakdown. im gonna take some questions from the overall ao3 wrapped lists going around, and then do the greatest hits/thoughs of all my fav fics from every month of the year (by posted date, including if it was adjusted for reveals; im not taking into account when things were "actually" written, but also neither will ongoing wips still unfinished count)

total word count in 2022: i waited to post this until id posted my final fics of the year and got the final count and cant stop staring at that 780k total. wtf. some of this is wips from across multiple years updated in 2022 (and much of it is roleswap which is going to get bumped into 2023...) but it's the most i've ever written on my own, ever. multiple past years combined. i stuggled so much with writing from 2018-2021 and i thought i'd never find it as easy or relaxing again and to have found joy in my words makes me so happy. LOOK HOW MUCH I WROTE! WHAT THE FUCK!!!!

fav fic i wrote this year: not counting ongoing wips (sorry roleswap. otherwise roleswap would be like the #1 thing on every answer), "tomorrow you must love me" is the best thing ive ever written (before roleswap) and it was such a joy and struggle to work on. i was so nervous and scared writing every bit of it but it came out exactly the way i wanted to. learning how to write longfic (for me) has been such a beautiful experience and it's made me so happy to share with others!

fav fic i read this year: "do let the old enmity be" by sam (my favorite gift anyone has ever given me on ao3 i cant—i cant even handle it i melt i explode i climb onto the rooftop to holler across the atlantic ocean), both fics in sam's mutual pining series (i have read both of these fics so many times... my favorite sam fics. or close to my favorite sam fics. we met because of mp1... these two STUPID, STUPID FUCKING FISH!!!!) and "mira vs. sasha cant" which might not have been written for me but it was written to infiltrate my brain and give me strength beyond imagining. oh, my god, it's so good, please read it. I AM NO LONGER ASKING.

fav series i read this year: royals having a nice time by ba_lailah. if you like polyamory, gender, sex (both the kind you do with other people and the bits attached to the body), pregnancy, family, parenthood, developing relationships, realism and worldbuilding, kids, the complexity of monarchy and the realities of rule, really REALLY REALLY hot porn, and some of the best bdsm ive ever read, treat yourself and go read rhant. there's a 250k novel coming this year. it's incredible. worth your time. go. read it.

fav exchange this year: fic in a box. the chance to play around with mediums and stylesheets and the exchange community around fiab was lovely. all the pinch hits i wrote were so much fun—i literally don't think i saw a single prompt i didnt adore!—and the mods were fabulous and i got LITERALLY THE BEST GIFT EVER. fiab is honestly a ton of fun. if you're new to exchanges and you want to try something a little out of left field, i really recommend fiab! the signups can be sort of esoteric but don't let the mediums or the complexity of the rulesets scare you off (they almost scared me off but sam coaxed me through it like a nervous small mammal) or the 10k minimum. you can break that up in so many ways (vids, art, cross stitch or knitting patterns, pixel art, voxel art, interactive fiction, asw remixes, comics, poetry, drabbles, standard fic, social media...) that it's really accessible and encourages so much thinking out of the box. i am SO EXCITED for next year.

fav ship i wrote for: GEE, I FUCKING WONDER.

fav character pov to write: you might think "prfr, either half" but no. it's shauna, actually. i love writing her and her perspective on things. she's so relatable and i just. i love her. her voice comes so easily to me, i cant wait to write her more in 2023

fav scene i wrote: a three-way tie between "as you treated him, so shall i treat you" which is just one scene but it set me on such an unexpected and amazing path to meeting some of my best friends and the most important people in my life and improving my craft and becoming so much happier on every axis ALL BECAUSE I DIDNT SLEEP AND I WAS MAD NOBODY ELSE HAD WRITTEN LYSANDRE GETTING STEPPED ON.... the scene with shauna and augustine in the grass in "with tenderness and pretty words it is easy to conquer good girls' hearts" which was a lot of catharsis for me as well as augustine and shauna, and a very specific chapter late in roleswap. i'm not saying which one. that's for me to know and you to find out.

wip i finally finished: inspired by the ficwip server, i've been working (slowly) on some of my old wips, and finally finished starry heavens, which was meant to be done like eight years ago. it's character studies of every major character in tales of symphonia, and getting to see it in full and my growth as an author over the better part of the last decadeis a little humbling. ive come so far! writing is great actually!

wip i've yet to finish: roleswap. 2023. we will do it. it will be done. as soon as my fffx is draft complete, roleswap is my heart and soul.

most read fic: it is (a little unsurprisingly given how long it is...) roleswap! which makes me so, so happy. sam and i have worked so hard

longest fic (completed in 2022): "tomorrow you must love me" at 57k

shortest fic: apparently it was "in which the author reaches the end of his rope" at 193 words. i didnt even remember writing this so jkhlkdfjhglsdhkfg

fav fic title used: "RÉEL FIBSHING: LUMIOSE CITY EDITION" which is twine-style interactive fiction about magikarp jump, set in sam's "as the night the day" universe which i wholeheartedly adore and you should go read it.

biggest surprise while writing: how much easier it is for me to do multi-chapter and longform works! i've always really struggled in the past to stay committed and complete things, but this year i've really started to move into the realm of being able to just... write longfic! that's very exciting to me.

fav comment received: shout out to ao3 users yelp, who is an absolute delight in exchanges. like, seriously, yelp is such a sweetheart. omg. i would write for them in an exchange again in a heartbeat and their comments are so sweet.... and also every other comment i got. thank you ;;v;; they make me so happy... i hardly ever even know what to say

fav fic author i read: i wonder who that ao3 user samifer is. what a guy. in all seriousness, this year my favorite authors were my friends. they helped me out, gave me advice, and made me feel so full of love i can't even begin to say how much. i'm so lucky to know these amazing people and i can't encourage you to read everything by sam, kay, neku, lailah, or sushi enough. theyre all amazing fabulous authors and fantastic people and i love them so much. you should go love them too!!!!!

total fics/chapters uploaded: 174. i said that aloud and my husband said "holy crap babe" from the other room. what the actual fuck

what am i most looking forward to next year: FINISHING ROLESWAP IM SO EXCITED ITS ALL IM THINKING ABOUT!!! IM SO READY AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

ok and finally under the cut my favorite fic from each month of 2022!

JANUARY 2022 -- SINCE THE DARK (owain & l'arachel, gen)

i've been doing nagamas since the very first year and it's still one of my favorite exchanges. getting to play around with a narrator as fun as owain and contrasting him with l'arachel was great and seeing their crossover interactions was so good. nagamas gr9 actually. 10/10 exchange will always participate again

FEBRUARY 2022 -- AS YOU TREATED HIM, SO SHALL I TREAT YOU (prfr, m)

what else, lol? i didnt sleep i listened to an entire opera, i blacked out, i woke up ten months later and discovered i'd moved in and written like four novels. i am never moving back out. i love everyone in this house. especially sam.

MARCH 2022 -- IN EVERY PLACE, AT EVERY TIME (prfr, e)

inspired by sam prompting for phone sex and mutual pining, playing around with academia and conferences and giving this the most #onbrand title/chapter title/summary combo i could come up with this also led to me meeting new dear friends!!

APRIL 2022 -- TOMORROW YOU MUST LOVE ME (prfr, e)

im so stupid proud of this fic. setting up a plot this complex with so many moving pieces and multiple povs and multiple mediums and dealing with so many real life issues was a lot of moving pieces but it was so, so worth it. it was worth all of the work because it's one of the best things ive ever written and it came out just how i wanted to and it helped me make my friends happy and aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa i just love prfr and writing c/c/c has been just amazing and I WILL KEEP GOING NEXT YEAR!! THIS YEAR WHATEVER IT'S 2023 NOW BUT WHATEVER ITS STILL 5783

MAY 2022 -- WHO COULD USE FORCE AGAINST A HEART LIKE HIS (IV) (prfr, e)

sam prompted me for using bdsm as therapy and i wanted to write cnc and it spiralled very out of control. one of the questions someone asked early on with c/c/c was what happened at The Incident and i'd intended to write that and playing with vanilla sex and safewording and cnc and trust was really difficult and i've struggled off and on for most of the year with this series of 5+1 but every one as i've finished it has been such an accomplishment even when it's been hard. especially when it's been hard.

JUNE 2022 -- 'TIS NOT LONG BEFORE THEY FEEL THEIR FEEBLE SOULS BEGIN TO REEL

how, HOW, HOW??? WAS I THE FIRST PERSON TO (APPARENTLY??) WRITE T4T SEX POLLEN FIC ON AO3? anyway it was fun and the result is sexy sexy sex

JULY 2022 -- AS THOUGH IT WERE POSSIBLE TO COMMAND LOVE

sam asked for prfr one bed and then FIFTY THOUSAND FUCKING WORDS LATER they finally made it to the bed and fucked in it. good for them.

AUGUST 2022 -- SILKEN DALLIANCE

the entire writer's month challenge was an experience (writing that much every day for a month... im glad i did it but im not doing it again i dont think dfkjhgkdfhg) but of all the fics i wrote i think this was my favorite. i really struggled with this prompt and i wasn't all that happy with it as i was writing it/right after but as time has passed i've been more and more proud of it.

SEPTEMBER 2022 -- TIRED OF THIS BODY

i dont really have anything insightful to say here. uh. getting into new and slightly unexpected kinks is character growth?

OCTOBER 2022 -- ONE CANDLE IN THE RAIN

something something if i had a nickel for every trans serial killer au i've written id have two nickels which is a weird number of nickels to have for something this specific and niche. anyway getting into new and slightly unexpected kinks (and then getting your friends into new and slightly unexpected kinks) is character growth

NOVEMBER 2022 -- WHO COULD USE FORCE AGAINST A HEART LIKE HIS (V)

i stuill have mixed feelings about this fic. i think this was like... my fifth or sixth attempt at writing it, and it honestly still didnt turn out exactly how i wanted it to and im a little bit frustrated by that, but as much as i tell people it doesn't have to be perfect it just has to be done, i struggle with "done, not perfect" and "done, not perfect" here meant i finished this and it made me happy. ive learned a lot this year and one of the things i learned was to let go of perfection and finish stories and be happy with the growth from them. this grew out of so many ideas and the way it ended up is just right just the way it is.

DECEMBER 2022 -- AZURE AS ANTEDILUVIAN SONG or RÉEL FIBSHING: LUMIOSE CITY EDITION

fiab was such a good exchange ;__; i had so much fun and i can't wait to do it again next year. pinch hitting and treating and getting to write for some of my best friends and trying out new mediums was so much fun and i definitely feel like i grew a lot as a writer in the process. writing interactive fiction was a new one for me (i've never written anything even like a choose your own adventure even just for friends before as a kid or anything) and it definitely was a new experience, especially playing around with 2nd person like that, and twine had a learning curve, but it was a fun learning curve c: azure as antediluvian song came out of me all in one go based on a prompt without even intending to write it. kazuha is my favorite genshin character and i loved this au concept and getting to play around with ayato was unexpectedly enjoyable! genshin lore good.

#this is a stable writing tag #oh my god its done why do i talk so much there are so many questions #IM GOING TO SHOWER NOW #HAPPY ENEW YEAR I WILL NOT CHANGE I WILL KEEP TORTURING LYSANDRE #THIS IS A PROMISE

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shower-phantom-ideas · 5 months

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Yall imagine Danny getting help from Batman and tells him about how hes on the run (it was a joke in passing smh) and how he has no home (it was ment to be funny man) then all of a sudden Bruce way shows up on a totally casual stroll in his neighbourhood. “Oh look a child who is in need laaa dee daa let me help you poor random child who I have no idea who you are.” As if Danny is an idiot. He isnt fooled in the slightest. He knows when something is up. Batman clearly is using Bruce Wayne to help kids off the street.

Danny is staying at Wayne manner and notices how no one really talks about the bats. Or tif they do Bruce gets this look then quickly changes the subject. Hes putting so much effort into it too. And at first Danny hardly noticed. Now it’s obvious theres a connection. At first he thought Bruce Wayne hated batman with how often he refused to comment or gave his kids a glare when they mentioned the big bad bat. But now it’s clearly something else. Danny got a chance to talk to the commissioner alone and then it clicked. Danny had asked whats Mr.Waynes beef with Batman and the commissioner seemed so confused. Quickly telling Danny about how the two have worked together. How Bruce has even helped the bat with information or a distraction from time to time. Why would Danny think that he hated him???

And BAM Danny had it. Bruce Wayne is dating THE Batman!!! Holy shit it makes so much sense. Danny would often find batgear around the house. Bruce probably got targeted a bunch and thats probably how they met.

Now hes trying so hard to be supported of his clearly closeted father figure. He also gets why it’s not public info too. Paints a huge target on Bruce. Plus his many many kids. Must be hard for them. What a crazy life they live. Jason would probably be so jealous of their literal fairytale romance.

Danny tells Bruce that he is supported by him and that his secret is safe until hes ready to tell anyone else. Bruce niw thinking Danny knows hes batman shows up no mask and Danny goes nuts. “You can’t out yourself in danger to protect him bruce!!! You are just some himbo man!!! He wouldnt want this!!!” Thinking Bruce is going to try and fight in Batmans place.

Then Danny walks up and places a hand on bruces should (he has to reach lmao shorty). “I will go. I will keep everyone safe. You can count in me” transforms snd flys off to defeat the big bad. Leaving a fully stunned and confused bruce.

#danny phantom #dp x dc #dpxdc #yall have seen the batman lego movie right?#I mean the jokerxbatman stuff was fantastic but I loved how ribin thought he got two dads #then he lost them both at the same time #beautiful #I was gonna have more to this and I might later #I have so mich stuff to fo and im standing here soaking my pgone in the shower to write this shit #thats why I have so many typos now a days byw cause my phone is sopping #also im missing a bit ig my goot cause I guess I just moonley brain and ripped it off???#idk why I did that but it started bleeding and it hurts all the time and I kist want it to stop #but also I started to do it a third time #yes I did it twice #lord help me im stupid #ok im a go dye my hair white. unrelated ti dp

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darubyprincx · 6 months

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the only thing worse than creating art is not creating art

#ray's tag #keys' art #undescribed #YO WHATS UP its another low effort psuedo art piece comic about dealing with mental disabilities while creating things from ya boy #i have such low esteem in myself and the things i create it's crazy. like what am i doing. i work my ass off for like eight hours and get #a stupid low quality video from it. And for what. It's all just shit. i go between stubborn optimism and depression i jsut #.#yeah i feel like a sack of shit right now #im gonna go get a shower

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marblerose-rue · 1 year

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the planes of existence

#my art #do not copy trace or steal #dovewing #lionblaze #jayfeather #wc #wc art #waca #warriors #warrior cats #this is more experimental than anything . very silly very fun #whenever i used to draw dove lion and jay i always drew dove upset . for whatever reason #and i didnt really understand what shes going through but now that im older and now that more has happened to her . yeah . i get it #i also had a phase where i didnt like dove and that was part of the reason xd i promise thats not the case anymore i lovewing dovewing #i kin her i project onto her sm . im so normal about her #i know the planes of existence is a dnd thing but if we think abt it . dovewing earth jayfeather heaven lionblaze hell #that has nothing to do with personal opinions its literally parts of their story unless im remembering wrong #i just dont have a good title without sounding corny x_x #anyway goodnight tumblr im gonna shower and go to bed happy super bowl (did not do a single football related thing)

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ttvck · 6 days

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catfish comp

#thout abt this sinc3 im going to shower now #i feel like i was really going through it when i made that first one. but i dont remember what it was that was killing me

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 11 months

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everybody stay with me im shifting back into speculation & analyzing mode, this time about everybody's favorite pair of besties. ill put this under the cut for everyone's sakes

and please, take all of this with a Hefty grain of salt.

so ive been... thinking about a thing. a maybe-possibility. which if this has some merit, the part of me that loves characters having a good time and feeling good feels is screaming in fear. but the louder part of me that loves angst and hurting characters is rubbing its little fly hands together.

short version: i think Barnaby is going to emotionally distance from Wally, if not outright grow to resent him. maybe temporarily, maybe not.

full version: *cracks knuckles* strap in folks. so.

first of all, an entire chunk of Barnaby's bio is dedicated to his character relation to Wally. everyone else only has one-off lines dedicated to their relationships to other neighbors - even Frank & Julie just have single sentences about each other (note that they're described as "partnered with" and "depicted with" respectively. more on that soon). even Wally's bio has his Barnaby mention tacked onto the end of his first paragraph instead of being its own dedicated section

and then there's their character designs - their bios explicitly point out that they share characteristics; color schemes, hearts on their soles, similar outfits.

they were made to be best friends. literally. this quote is what made me start turning this theory over in my mind (sourced from @ /theneighborhoodwatch's collected & absolutely fascinating livestream trivia)

it appears that Barnaby literally did not have a say in whether or not he and Wally are friends. their bios even say "illustrated pages note that they were best friends multiple times." they have to be best friends.

which brings us back to Frank & Julie. they briefly reference each other in their bios, but they aren't described as best friends. it's incredibly likely that they were meant to be a romantic couple - i briefly covered that theory in this post (dont read the first one i was going insane) but they managed to avoid that. Frank and Julie defied the script and chose to be best friends instead.

and then in the trivia document a few more character relationships are briefly touched on, like how Howdy considers Barnaby a close friend, and Sally considers either Barnaby or Poppy as her closest friend, etc.

everyone else seems to be choosing who they're close with. they're forming their own opinions and dynamics and relationships. & its interesting that Barnaby is stated for both of these - as if implying that he may return the friendship feelings, or at the very least he's developed enough of a relationship with them to earn their affection

Barnaby and Wally... i doubt they ever got that. they were best friends from the start, no development, no choice. it's written into them.

and then there's how their relationship has been portrayed so far. i believe i saw an ask where Clown stated that Barnaby is very polite to Wally, which struck me as odd. have you ever had a polite relationship to your best friend? have you ever seen best friends be polite? i'd be surprised!

best friends mess with each other! they tease and rib and roast! what is a best friend for if not mutual tomfuckery?! jesting around? playfully pushing boundaries? a Polite best friendship... that's a straight up oxymoron. no such thing. that sounds boring and exhausting.

not only that, but the fact that Barnaby is often used for Wally's painting segments, and is the go-to guy for teaching Wally something new, is kind of concerning. it gives me the vibe that a big part of Barnaby's literal reason for existing is to be Wally's friend & guide.

which would make the fact of him being described as polite to Wally make sense. of course he's not going to push their relationship or try to deepen it - he's forming his own dynamics with the other neighbors. with Wally... it's already established. that is how they are with each other. that is what they are to each other.

and it's not like Wally can be the one to introduce nuances. i don't mean that as a slight or anything - he's just the way he's been described and the things stated about him that make me think that he wouldn't really... know how to? it just wouldn't occur to him. he probably thinks his and Barnaby's relationship is what a best friendship is and is how it should be.

but they have to hang out. they have to refer to each other as best friends. and while i believe that Wally does wholeheartedly think that they're best friends, close as can be... i doubt Barnaby feels the same. like - yes, he probably does care about Wally. everybody likes Wally.

but it's gotta be frustrating for Barnaby, especially as time goes on and he becomes more himself as a person over just being a character playing a part. it probably stunts his relationship growth with others, since his ~best friend spot~ is already taken and who would want to encroach on that? especially since its taken by Wally mcfuckin Darling?

their friendship might become less of a role and more of a responsibility. Barnaby might grow to feel obligated to stick with Wally as his "best friend". someone invites Barnaby to hang out and/or help with something? sorry, he has to pose for Wally's painting. Barnaby is trying to do his own thing? sorry, Wally is knocking on the door and asking for help with something.

i wonder if Barnaby ever hopes that Wally will go to someone else, or feels relief when he does. and then does he feel irritation/guilt over that denied hope or that granted relief? then does he get angry at himself for those emotions?

how would this effect how he treats Wally and acts around him? this confusing muddle of emotions and this strange growing resentment for his painfully earnest friend who only ever means well, if he means at all.

it makes me curious whether or not this theory has merit. and how this could come to a head. what would Barnaby, in this situation, do if/when he discovers that they're puppets on a set, and he's literally written to be Wally's bestie while everyone else changed their scripts and chose their own relationships.

personally, i don't think he'd be happy, and i doubt he'd handle it well.

#holy Shit this was tough to translate from my brain #i literally wrote it all out in my head while in the shower #and then i went to get it down on 'paper' and it was Tangled To Hell And Back #*taking a break from art*#brain: soooooo we're bored now. lets overthink and share these thinkings #welcome home theory #welcome home speculation #SERIOUSLY THOUGH IM SCARED FOR BARNABY AND WALLY #mainly for wally bc Ouch it would hurt him to have their relationship sour #barnaby getting resentful and wally not understanding why his best friend is acting differently towards him #and PLEASE keep in mind that im mostly talking outta my ass here #but like.... ugh #barnaby looking at wally walking over one day and feeling the urge to turn away or groan in irritation/exasperation #him posing for a painting and wishing he were anywhere else.#him wanting to be closer with other puppets but unable to bring himself to try bc of the Guilt #everywhere he turns hes called 'wallys best friend' and asked 'wheres wally? hes usually with you' when hes alone #and hearing 'if you want to find wally/barnaby go look for barnaby/wally. if you see one the other isnt far away'#that has GOT to get on his nerves over time #this constant stagnation of their relationship while everyone else is evolving and growing. hes Stuck.#even julie & frank who were written to be together find a way to circumvent that and add so much depth and uniqueness to their relationship #if you want a happy side of this. it could lead to barnaby & wally being really truly besties #barnaby could have an arc about thinking 'holy shit it was all fabricated. Fuck that and Fuck you[wally]'#and then going 'holy shit i Do actually love and care about him[wally] and i want us to develop a real meaningful friendship'#BUT WHO KNOWS who knows not me!#also it must be tiring to constantly have to explain his jokes and so many other things #bc wally Is a curious guy! he wants to learn!#but maybe barnaby just wants to have an uninterrupted conversation but he Cant bc wallys just built different #not said as a bad thing At All.#just... people are complicated. sometimes we have mean thoughts/emotions that conflict with what we really think/feel and our morals #we're only human. everyone is mean sometimes if only in our heads.& yeah theyre technically Puppets but lets not get caught up on semantics

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neptunite-stars · 1 year

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souma for @ophanem’s diner shuffle!

was thinking of a unit name for them and (with the help of a friend) came up with “Soda☆pop!” and maybe the event name would be like Vibrant Flavors → Colorful Start! or smth like that but anyway here u go :D

#souma kanzaki #enstars #ensemble stars #neptunite's doodles #diner shuffle #the pose for this actually decimated me it took me the entire day and also half of yesterday to do this illustration aslkdufahskjdfh #i rly rly love how he turned out tho!!!! hehe the lil bun too #and the hairclips and stickers on the roller skates heheh #anyway i like. barely took a break on this whoops ahah #i did take a shower tho and it felt wonderful #i thought id be done like. 30 mins ago. but here i am dancing with my rainbow wig and red nose #i am a fool for thinking i wouldnt take longer skjdfjk #i have some designs for the other stickers on his otehr shoe but yeah #there was another illust of him that i wanted to do but. no #i might draw the graffiti shuffle. but im so tired rn #also i have so much homework to do and i did NONE of it today #i should go to sleep soon #goodbye askdjfh #ok but like soumas hair is soooo easy to draw #ok bye for real now

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hoshi-kawaii · 5 months

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I hate that being sick means that you sometimes have to say no to things even if it breaks your heart.

#i have a chance to visit my month old niece today but i cant go because i havent showered in 5 days #and im only awake right now because I had a horrible sleep experience yesterday #not to mention i had to miss thanksgiving #i couldnt call my sister like she asked me to because of my bad night of sleep #fibromyalgia #chronic pain #chronic illness

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lunar-years · 3 months

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we don't talk enough about how much of a romantic roy kent is like this man is a SAP!!!!

#i saw that rainbow gifset yesterday and now i can't stop thinking about him telling the cab driver he needs to date his wife #that and the ROSE PETAL bath and the all expenses paid lavish 6 wk trip to marbella and the tower of gift boxes and lets go get cocktails #and cooking dinners and those KISSES and him on his knees I......much to think about!!#i just know he adores his partner/s sooo much and cherishes them and showers love upon them whilst spoiling them deeply im obsessed w him #roy kent #ted lasso #celebration fic is hitting these notes btw bc im being super self indulgent

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selenealwayscries · 2 years

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Wanted to try out other art styles so here's a couple other people's zedaph designs

original artists of the designs I tried recreating: @sickcroww30 , @weaselmcdiesel , @mojo-chojo , @noctude , @wasyago and @lunaticalis

ᵗʰᵃⁿᵏ ᵘ ᶠᵒʳ ˡᵉᵗᵗⁱⁿᵍ ᵐᵉ ᵘˢᵉ ᵗʰᵉᵐ ʰᵃʰᵃ ⁱ ʰᵒᵖᵉ ⁱ ᵈⁱᵈⁿᵗ ᵇᵘᵗᶜʰᵉʳ ᵗʰᵉᵐ

#mcyt #hermitcraft #hermitblr #zedaph #zedaphplays #this was a really fun challenge ngl #i found it really nice to just observe other peoples art styles and see the differences between everyones lineart #i wanted to see how far i can go while armed with just a mechanical pencil #also im doing this because i miss this man deeply . a day without him uploading is another day of missing him #where did he go . where is he . when will he return from the war </3 /what #turned to macrodosing on zed fan content . doin GREAT really 👍#<- not doing great #anyways i gotta shower now its like 12am rn for me #gonna wrap up the rant here lol *falls off the chair and lies there unmoving*#catgirl supreme

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fqiryspit · 2 years

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𝐟𝐚𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝐝𝐚𝐲 𝐝𝐚𝐝𝐝𝐲 ; 𝐞.𝐣𝐚𝐞𝐠𝐞𝐫

Eren x Fem!Reader

part 5 of: baby fever

cw: breeding kink, praise kink, fingering, oral (m), lactation kink, cum eating, switch eren, cum cleaning, squirting, ball-sucking, committed relationship, pregnancy, rainy day sex.

summary: Its fathers day and Eren decides his gift is going to be impregnating you

you leaned on the door frame of the nursery, where a shirtless Eren swayed with your baby girl on his chest -taking soft breaths as she slips into a deep sleep.

he turns and sees you, making his cheeky smile even wider as he motions you over, with a slight sigh you walk to him just to get smothered in kisses

"Thank you" he whispered on your lips, the sun dimming down with an orange glow that fell on every inch of his beautiful features

"For?" you tease, he looks down and your eyes follow to the perfect little girl you both made

"For making her..." he whispered once more in fear of waking the infant, you smile while creasing his cheek having him to look back up to you

"If it wasn't for your baby fever we wouldn't be here right now" you let out silent laughs as he furrows his brows, cheeks becoming warm once the image of him impregnating you flashes in his brain

"speaking of baby fever..." he slightly sings, hips still swaying as the babe lays perfectly on his pecs

"no..."

"It's gonna be fathers day soon..." he teases even further

"eren jaeger no"

"and I was thinking"

"cover her ears because I'm about to-" "we should make another one"

The thrashing of rain pours in your ears but it's not enough to drown out his moans as Eren cries out for you.

thank goodness for your thick walls because Eren can't handle seeing you like this,

You're on your knees, completely naked as your milk-filled breast pout at him -basically begging him to suck them- as you suck him dry

these past couple of months have been about you, now it's time for you to praise him for this fathers day

your glossy lips are stretched out as he wrapped his fingers around your locks, and your eyes tear up with blurry pupils covered in bliss as Eren makes you rub yourself on the flooring

you rubbed your pretty little pussy lips back and forth as you simulated your clit, almost becoming too much with how you worked yourself up

he loved seeing your tits bounce with every hump as you choked on his dick, your hands reached up to cup his aching balls making a guttural moan escape from his throat

you slide him out as you flash your pretty lashes at him

"They're so sore, baby"

"Mm-hm you've been driving me fucking crazy" he admits as you watch in awe at this disheveled man crumbling from you

his hair is a mess, his bun is holding on for dear life as the rest sticks to his forehead, pretty red lips bruised from biting and kissing

a mischievous smile forms as you lean over to kiss his very achy ball

"s-shit"

you lick them wet before placing one into your mouth

"Oh my fucking- please don't stop" you let out a corrupt giggle causing vibrations to erupt from his sensitive area

your hands wrap around his sore cock as you begin to pump him while sucking and suckling onto his ball

"please baby" he whines while squirming, cock twitching over and over as the feeling of you begins to be too much

"cum" you order before harshly sucking his ball once more, he cries out a moan as white spurts out of his abused tip, his cum splashed onto your breasts as the rest dribbles out, leaving a kiss on his tip before beginning to stand up

you watch his dizzy eyes follow you as you stand, beautiful green eyes with pupils spinning with lust and desire -those eyes fall to your milking breasts

"on the bed" now he orders as you lay yourself down, he places himself on top of you as he swipes some of his cum up with his fingers

he brings it up to your eyes as the baby batter drips from his fingertips,

"open." you follow immediately as you open your mouth, woozy eyes following with every word he says

he doesn't hesitate to stick his fingers down your throat, choking you with them as you lap his cum up

"good girl" he praises before coming down to lick the rest of himself off your tits

it was something about watching his eager tongue lap up his own cum off of your that made you wrap your legs around his thigh and start grinding your needy little pussy on it

he chuckles while looking back up to you "that desperate for my cock sweetie?" he teases but you only nod with a cry leaving your occupied lips

he removes his fingers from your mouth and traces them down until they're at your cunt, starting to drag them up and down your wet folds

"p-please eren" you moan as he rolls his eyes at your impatientness and pushes his fingers in

he leans down to toy with your nipple, milk leaving the bud as he sucks a little too much on it, noticing how you whimpered at it made a smirk form on his precious lips

"can I milk you?" he asks so simply, like asking for the time -yes, he has drunken your milk before but this time, he is determined to suck you dry

"y-yes" you almost forgot is fluttering fingers inside you that were so delicately stroking your g-spot

he dove into your nipple as he placed his teeth on the areola, beginning to suck the pretty milk out of you

"eren!" you cried out as you dug your fingers into his now loose hair, spreading down into your chest as his pretty green eyes looked up to you between the curtain of hair

his fingers curled into your pussy walls, your cunt gripping onto his fingers as they sucked him in deeper

"eren fuck! I'm gonna cum!" you sobbed as he brought his free hand up to your other breast, gripping around it so your milk would dribble out -causing a sweet moan to leave your lips and for him to let out a deep moan, drinking you up as the best fucking meal

striking eyes never leaving yours as your cum squirts out of you, shaking from the intensity of your orgasm

"fuck baby did I just make you squirt?" he chuckles as he looks at the mess you made, his wrists covered in your cum as the bed suffered as well

his cock standing at the incident, even just from that you're already closing your thighs at the sight

he nibbles on his bottom lip from your doings, moving your thighs apart to get between them

"ready f'me?" he lazily says as he is hung up on the idea of your sweet walls choking his dick

"yes! please just fuck me eren!" you whine as he taunts with a swipe up your folds

"okay baby, I'll fuck you"

and just like that, he slams his cock in you with one quick thrust, you cry his name out as he shuts his eyes, your pussy suffocating his cock so fucking perfectly he focuses on not cumming immediately in your awaiting womb

"alright ima start movin now baby" he slurs, already pussy drunk as he begins to thrust into you

kissing your cervix as he kisses your lips, your pretty red pillows swollen with blurry eyes -so fucking pretty for him

you could hear the wetness of your pussy with every thrust, the cum being a great lubricant as he sped up into your drooling cunt

you felt every drag of his cock, balls slapping against your ass as he rams himself in and out, you looked up with spinning pupils seeing this gorgeous fucking man lifting one of your legs up and over his shoulder to dig his cock deeper into your hole. his green eyes lighting up the whole room as he towers over your needy body, his abs glistening with sweat as his hair falls low on his collar bones

he is fucking you like a whore

"you're so beautiful, baby"

-in the most loving way possible

"eren you look like a god" you babble out at his previous statement, causing a genuine laugh to erupt from his chest

"then honey, you're my goddess" he speaks purely as his cock slides in and out of you, walls tightening around him at his complement

the little light in the room hit his features perfectly as he thrusts himself in and out, this intimidating man towers over you and he can't help but sputter out compliments about you

"I love it when you're dizzy, you're so fucking pretty" he smiles, looking at how your eyes can't focus on anything as the main thing on your mind is pleasure -how your thighs are covered in slick and your mouth is stuck open, letting out needy moans as you beg for him, how your breast bounce with each thrust and how your eyes squeeze shut on a particularly good place

"Fuck, I need to cum in you"

"w-what?" you managed to mumble out as you felt your orgasm about to snap

"Baby, I need to fill you up...please let me help make another baby" he winces in your ear as he speeds up into a feral pace

his cock treats you so well as it slams into you, the room spinning as you feel him in your stomach so fucking full of his dick you can't think as your pussy keeps sucking him in deeper

hell, why wouldn't you make another? You love your baby so much, maybe another one won't hurt...

"fuck! yes, cum in me just please don't fucking stop!" you cry out as your coil snaps, creaming on his cock as you hear Eren whimper out,

"Fuck baby, yes please fucking cum on me, I'll fill you up so good" he whines as he rams in and out

"Fuck! I'm cumming I'm cumming!" he cries out as he shoots his baby batter into your womb, even after he collapses onto you, you can still feel him spurting out cum into you.

you cuddle into his warm body as his cock still sits snug in you, rain crying out into the window you catch your breaths as Eren begins to speak up

"do you really want another baby?" he whispers on your neck as your back away to face him and kiss his pouty lips

"I'd love to be impregnated by you once more Eren Jaeger" you state proudly and his face goes fucking red as he avoids your gaze as if he doesn't have his dick snug in your pussy

"...you could've just said 'yeah'" he mumbles while laughing into your neck, kissing it up to your laughing lips

the slow cries of a baby could be heard from the other room, Eren closes his eyes for a moment as the screeching continues making you giggle, kissing him once more as you whispered on his lips,

"happy fathers day, daddy"

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