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#IDC THATS GONNA BE CANON IN MY WORLD
ninjautistic · 14 days
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I am DOWN BAD for a growling garmadon like HOTDAMN?? 🧎🧎🧎🙏🙏🙏
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do u think when lilith went through the portal a second time, she finally understood/remembered what happened after she got taken by the tarask in s1??? n why she comes back validly shaken n desperate for ANYONE to understand? 
do u think she understood that adriel n reya know each other n he was her best bet at understanding her monster nature? i think thats why she went to him, scared out of her mind but hiding it well, n just going with whatever he was doing cuz she knew, as much as her sisters love her n care for her, they got no fucking clue whats going on. its not their fault, but she did leave toledo n her mother’s house knowing she needed to find answers fast, knowing she could never be the warrior nun and what that entails, knowing she shouldve made peace with that a long time ago but fuck that was her WHOLE LIFE thrown away by a complete newbie who made her like this!!! the very monster she was supposed to hunt!!! 
my bby knew jack shit of what she was doing either, she just traded a bad situation for another bad situation that she could at least understand. i think thats why she trusts adriel so blindly, he SOUNDS like the answers she needed, she feels understood. but its also why at that ava n lilith scene where ava ends up hurting lilith on her face at the end, lilith is so fucking emotional n angry n scared when ava tells her to go back. 
how can she go back when she fucked up like this? how can she go back n act like shes truly at their side when they cant n will never understand hers? how can she go back to a place where it felt like home, like her destiny, when she failed them so horribly? she can never go back. she doesnt believe she can or should. shes heartbroken, n she cares so deeply abt ava n her sisters but those hours spent on the other side showed her some truth she cant ignore. n now she has to live with it. 
she wants to do what the warrior nun would do, save the world of evil, help her sisters. well, sometimes that job has difficult decisions. sometimes ppl die. im thinking abt the first ep when lilith tells mary that she knows what needs to happen. n shes right!! if they want to get rid of evil n save ppl, they need to be objective n follow the protocols. i think her siding with adriel n then her, at the end after he dies, when she warns beatrice of the war, helps ava to a place where she knows she can heal n survive, n literally does not give a single fuck abt adriel afterwards, just needed to warn her sister n go away, maybe to prepare herself for this war, was lilith’s way of doing what a warrior nun would do. 
she thought adriel could actually give her the tools n maybe even help her save the world. but then he died n she understood that maybe she needs to do this shit by herself. so she flies off, no fucks given. her business here is done, n now there’s war preparations to be done. i dont think she was ever in love with adriel, they were using each other for their own goals. 
would i have preferred if lilith found her new monster identity by herself n with the help of her sisters?? yes. do i like that she trusted a crusty white men to do it?? no. but i cant stand when ppl say that lilith loves adriel or smth. bby she didnt blink when the guy died. she was like “oh well, time to help beatrice save ava” like??? that scene shocked me n gave me hope that maybe lilith matured in a way that made her harder to manipulate. doubtful, but im hopeful. 
that girl is still very much driven by ambition but also by praise. those are her weaknesses for sure. 
also im pretty sure shes gonna get killed off next season cuz im used to shows like these to disappoint me so. yh.
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oceanwithouthermoon · 5 months
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i like to hc that saikis shapeshifting is limited in that he can't actually choose what he looks like... he just picks a category and becomes what he would look like as that thing..
AND OKAY i know that this. just straight up is not true. there are things in the manga that can disprove this i think.
BUT the manga is also super inconsistent about his powers, and this hc is the best way that i can try and make sense of some of the inconsistencies i care most about...
LIKE his shapeshifting is supposed to take two whole hours. but in the halloween chapter, he randomly shapeshifts into a monster to scare kaido... this both disproves my hc (kinda?) and also proves that it could be true at the same time because it makes an inconsistency with whats supposed to be canon.. so yea, if canon can be slightly inconsistent, i can too! (im not sure what other explanation this could have.. it cant be hypnotization cuz he cant use that on himself..)
and i know that not everything needs to make sense.. this hc still doesnt make it ALL make sense.. and thats fine!! im just gonna see it that way because it helps me picture it better..
but anyway, yeah, the biggest problem i had with the shapeshifting that this hc changes for me is kuriko/kusuko... he complains that people find her attractive.. how does that make sense if he can choose how he looks ?? he knows what average people look like, he could just make her look like girl satou ? plus, he becomes the SAME 'kuriko' every time.. like its literally his girl sona, even though yk damn well she probably has a reputation as the girl who was into dilfs and prob has daddy issues, and was also apparently seen with teruhashi.. (and yea yea whatever this was just for manga purposes, idc)
i also question why he doesnt make HIMSELF look more average, other than hypnotizing the world into thinking pink hair is average, but that can be explained easily by certain things like how it might take effort to remain shapeshifted for long periods of time or its just more physically and emotionally comfortable to be his 'natural' form..
idk.. whatever..
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ben-wisehart · 1 year
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hi! do you ever feel like the bingqiu fandom is binghe biased? like a lot of the time its giving.. “wow binghe is our little precious bun who deserves the world and more! ..oh and stinky neet loser sqq is so blessed to have him lul” it feels unfair towards sqq :( it makes me sad hes no ones fave but thats okay like whatever right? but even when its bingqiu hes treated like an afterthought. like we have binghe fans criticising sqq for not doing more, sj fans are frankly delusional, sqh fans think hes “too mean” to their precious hamster, liushen fans only like him bc hes a good hole/dick for lqg (obligatory “not all men” lol) idk i only follow a handful of svsss twt accs because no one seems to like him, he feels either tolerated or treated as a gag character lol 🥹
i just dislike a lot of fanon bingqiu i think? i read all the books before hopping on twitter and i see some absolute rancid takes on there like the woobification of Shaun(tm) qinghua and jiumei.. which is easy enough to avoid tbf so whatever floats their boat idc. but when i follow bingqiu accs, it feels like OC x OC rather than ~bingqiu~ if that makes sense? like i LOVE the manipulative crybaby domtop x flustered thin face subby pillow princess they have going on!! and fanon bingqiu is just.. not it? and obv id never send hate or anything (i just block and keep it moving) but it makes it kinda sucky when the fandom is already teeny tiny and a large chunk of the fandom isnt what i envisioned/expected i guess which is so odd! when they essentially erase canon!! if it’s like some queerbaity ship or whatever, people can characterise them however they want but its like CANON how they act/are in bed/etc and its all taken away!!! idk im probably just whining sorry 😭
(i included all my thoughts here sorry for the spam!!)
hey, thanks for stopping by!! I definitely know what you mean with regards to SQQ, but I will assure you that there are very much still plenty of dedicated "sqq mains" out there. My sphere of influence on twitter is heavily biased toward people for whom sqq is their favourite character, so maybe I'm not getting a representative sample of the fandom overall, but he's definitely a very well loved character and has more than his fair share of people who do him justice in their writing and for whom he's their primary blorbo!! I remember posting this on reddit a while back and more than half of the responses (though admittedly a small sample size) had him as their fave. So, I don't think he's without appreciation!
But with that said, I do get where you’re coming from. I’m not gonna talk about readers who take his actions in bad faith and actively dislike him (HOW??), but as you’ve said, even among people who do like him, we don’t always understand him as well as we could. Most fans do get on some level that he’s an unreliable narrator, but it’s still very common for people to take him at face value and completely miss his depth. He’s a funny little guy with amusing narration, but he’s also kind and selfless, and he’s also smart and witty, and obnoxious and annoying, and frankly pretty insensitive, and deeply, deeply traumatised—and a million other things! He has layers.
I think all popular characters in fandom will inevitably start getting boiled down to a few key traits. And as somebody who’s been writing fic for 15 years, it’s really hard not to let your own biases colour your portrayal? I absolutely do it with SQQ!! I focus on his kinder, warmer aspects and downplay his flaws, I’ll readily admit that. We all get drawn to a favourite character for a certain trait, and that trait becomes the grit around which our interpretations form. If you’re somebody that likes silly characters, you’re going to write SQQ and dial his silliness up to eleven. If you like kind characters, you’ll write SQQ with emphasis on his kindness. None of these traits are OOC in and of themselves, but if you start to only read fanfic and don’t revisit the source material, you can get lost in what’s popular and forget all the depth that actually made them interesting in the first place. And once you’ve grown attached to a particular version of the characters in your head, it can be really hard to let go of it. I don’t really know where I’m going with this, but I'll add that I think protagonists are just particularly prone to this happening because they're usually the one the audience relates to most.
Idk if any of that really addresses the stuff you were talking about. You mentioned dom top Binghe/pillow princess sqq and to be honest I’m kind of reluctant to talk about this in depth because I’ve received negative comments in the past for supposedly being anti-bottom Binghe, when all I’ve ever said on this matter is that I think it’s a bit weird to insist that “I’m scared of hurting you so I might as well let you do it” is proof that Binghe is canonically a bottom. The fact that someone found that statement so threatening to their view of the characters that they would go to my ao3 page, click on the first fic they saw that happened to feature bottom SQQ and leave their holier-than-thou anonymous opinion there is just bizarre to me.
To be honest tho, it tends to be Binghe characterisation that puts me off moreso than Shen Qingqiu. The only SQQ characterisation that truly bothers me is when people write him as willing to hurt Binghe, or willing to do anything with underage Binghe, but there is a LOT of Binghe stuff that I’m sensitive too. Idk if you read this thread of mine but like, even my friends whom I love make “Binghe stalking/imprisoning/"atticwifing" SQQ” jokes and these bother me way more than any random stranger saying SQQ would get off on spanking Binghe.
And like, it’s kind of hard because objectively, Binghe is a very dark character, so it doesn't feel particularly OOC to say he would do those things, but it's about framing. It bothers me when the emphasis is on how fucked up he is and not how hard he's trying, because it implies a level of futility that I just don’t think is there in canon. To me the beauty of him is in how much doing right by SQQ doesn't come naturally to him, but he ultimately decides to do it anyway because he wants SQQ to be happy. (I feel it needs to be said that I don't mean this in a judgy "if you write dark Binghe you don't understand him and are a bad person" way. Just that I myself can't handle that, and I strongly disagree if you think it's where Bingqiu's relationship is headed).
but idk, I've found my corner and I'm very happy here. I actually don't read fic as often as you'd think, mostly because I am sooooo picky, so I totally get where you're coming from :) but the fandom is still decently sized and very diverse, so there are always going to be at least a few people who share your feelings, if you can find them!
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nolzo · 1 year
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posting my akuma class + quantic kids headcanons because i have strong opinions about a lot of them :
this will include: race hc, personality (?) hc, my opinions about them. enjoy!!
akuma class - alix, juleka, rose, nathaniel, chloe, & sabrina
alix kubdel
- mixed black and french
- she/they/he prns
- does not have dyed hair like in canon i really dont like it
- (in relation to lila's whole thing) i like to think alix is one of the students with more sense compared to the rest. like they really just . dont care
juleka couffaine (FAVVVV)
- southeast asian (probably indonesian)
- he/she prns
- love him, fav character of all of them by far
- i think shes one year older the whole class in canon??? bc shes lukas twin and i think luka is older too?? juleka just failed a grade or something
- second fav lesbian of the class. yall are gonna hate my first fav.. my third fav is rose (JULROSE 4EVER)
- has even more piercings and jewelry than in canon plus facial piercings
- i think he'd be a scene kid or something like that
rose lavillant
- arab (kuwait??? saudi arabia?? idk)
- she/her prns
- not sure how to feel ab the short blonde pixie cut she has going on in canon bc i hc her as a hijabi
- the hair was ugly anyways i literally cant defend it
- third fav lesbian and shes dating juleka i think its canon if it isnt idc julrose 4life
- only one more lesbian in the class tho. sighs
nathaniel kurtzberg
- racially ambiguous white (is jewish an ethinicty? if it is thats what nath is)
- he/him prns
- he has two moms im not getting into it
- he's gay he just had really bad comphet guys (his comphet crush was marinette, the actual crush is canon)
- he is now dating marc. i think its canon
- i like his red hair but it needs to be styled differently bc it's too similar to julekas imo
chloe bourgeios
- mixed black and french
- she/it prns
- shes a snobby rich kid and i love her for it
- its like my second fav character lowk. well maybe after luka and juleka
- its so fucking mean in canon like jeez dude pull that stick out of your ass
- it tormented marinette badddd bro but i dont like thinking about that i am actually pro chloe redemption
- i like to think (in my hc) that she didnt actual mess up marinette that bad it was just super petty jealousy type picking on like nothing tooooooo serious
- anyways she exclusively wears pearls and matching sets in yellow
- shes my number one fav lesbian in the class guys .
- i actually ship it with marinette (NOT in the weird victim/bully way...................) like in an imaginary world where it wasnt so bad. like i see the dynamic i see the potential
- i also ship her with sabrina (also not in the servant/master way) i like to think chloe has a super soft spot for sabrina and the class just isnt aware of their specific dynamic. i think its cute
sabrina raincomprix
- white french
- she/her prns
- ginger, love that about her
- shes chloes lackey in canon but i hc their dynamic as: sab is the brains chlo is the brawn (except its actually like influence/charisma not actual strength. neither of them have that)
- free her in canon tbh
- i do not have much to say about her but the biggest thing she has going for her for me is that i hc her as autistic. i do not have anything to support that or anything to add to that.
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monstertsunami · 1 year
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okay i cannot for the life of me remember the names of the pafl people (i am. bad at names. as evidenced by me not having one) so gimmie the pafl ship you've got Brainworms about right now. not in the sense of love or hate, but the one that just has a specific rant locked n loaded for and which leaves you awake at night.
HI HIII IDC THAT YOU DONT KNOW THEIR NAMES IM JUST SO HAPPY THAT YOURE SENDING ME AN ASK ABT MY FIXATION DESPITE KNOWING NOTHING ABOUT IT <333<3333<3
temnova/olya would be way too obvious for this SO instead im gonna ramble abt sergei/olya my favorite ever (so-called) m/f ship<3<3
forgive me in advance for fumbling my analysis bc words do not come to me well n settling with the second-best word choice always ends up skewing the meaning.. i am also not good at organizing my thoughts at all lol :p
sergolya (made up the ship name myself bc idk if theres a widley used one oops) is a canon ship and thats why its GOOOD. bc pafl is like. REALISTIC and not in the annoying nihilistic grimdark way but just in the way that the characters feel so natural with how they interact with each other and the world and how they react to situations and how situations effect them... its just. real as fuck. absolutely insane skill on ferry's part. but this is REALLY GOOD for every pafl relationship, romantic or not, because they're complex.
sergei and olya have a flawed relationship! theres a lack of communication, sergei being sergei, olya being olya, etc. but its still so so obvious that they love each other DEEPLY! maybe olya's blinded by her insecurities and maybe sergei doesnt externalize it in an obvious way, but when you look even an inch deep into their motivations throughout the entire story, especially when they make poor decisions, its just intertwined with their love for each other.
now where sergolya REALLY gets developed is in The Mill, which specifically touches on olya's insecurities and sergei's overbearing-ness. yes this is why its my favorite pafl song :3
olya appears stoic and logical, she never looks affected by anything, she is taking a fucking prison sentence with stride. but shes still a very emotional person at heart, shown by her affection towards anya, some random kid that keeps following her home, and her getting so attatched to a mutant that she puts herself at risk to keep him safe. all very illogical, emotion driven actions that you wouldnt expect from her based on her external disposition. olya is not as untouchable as she lets off, and she is especially deeply affected by nikita's view of her. (even before kolya's death he was an asshole. fucking misogynist) she cant help but take nikita's harsh words to heart, and that effects her and sergei's relationship. she's terribly afraid of opening up to him in fear that he will leave her the same as nikita left nadya, and has trouble internalizing and accepting the love he expresses to her. she desperately wants to ask for some reassurance, some promise that he wouldnt one day just decide that shes too much of a burden, that shes not worth it anymore, and abandon her. she DESPERATELY wants him to love her, but she just cant accept that he already does love her for herself.
"ill draw a circle in the sand / drive myself around the bend / in a desperate attempt to hold onto your battered hand"
now this is where the dramatic irony comes in. because seeing his internal monologue in the mill, the same song where olya was lamenting about all that, it is very very obvious that he cares so deeply for olya. now sergei has his issue with being overbearing and overprotective when it comes to those he loves, sheltering sanya to the point where she acts out and befriends yura. its his primary flaw, but god if it isnt the most prominent indicator of sergei's attachment to a person. once you know that about him and how he expresses those types of emotions, he practically wears his heart on his sleeve. he wants what he thinks is best for her and sanya and he really DOES care so so much about them both but he doesnt stop to think and its so. oh my god i just love them both so much u dont understand.
"now my only hope is that one day youll understand / ill wrap the chain round my heart and her hammering neck / and save whats left / though i know that someday this weight will come to break my back"
just the way that sergei and olya have such similar problems that manifest in different ways to affect their relationship. olya masks her emotions bc of experiences with misogyny and shes trying to be a Strong Woman and.. sergei masks his bc the environment he grew up in (& his own experiences and traumas) fostering toxic masculinity(???) and poor coping mechanisms. and so its this ouroboros of poor comminication because sergei doesnt know how to show olya he loves her and he doesnt even know thst she needs that because she wont TELL him and then SHE goes on to think that sergeis percieved indifference is his lack of affection and CONTINUES not telling him out of fear of rejection. i. UGH. these two are destroying my mind
thanks for reading if u got this far. have my favorite official sergolya doodles
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(i could write an extra essay on my thoughts abt these doodles specifically as well but ill spare you<3)
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hiiii you never gonna escape my live reaction
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People should be able to fight or disagree with their partners without being scared of losing them to something far worse.
damn thats really unhealthy cause one never should feel like walking on eggshells in their relationship its exhausting bruh
"You literally have a sugar daddy and you're going to make me pay? What a cheap ass, Lightwood."
i know this is setting up for angst but idc sugar baby alec right!! he deserves it
"Alec, people do not use substances to escape this world. They do it so that they can become a part of this world. A world that has not been kind to them and yet, all they want is to feel like they belong."
this. its always seem kinda icky to me when most narratives about addiction is people being too weak to resist and use them to escape reality. this put my feeling on it perfectly.
"You just asked me to sit with you?" Alec says incredulously.
"Yes but this is my side of the bed." Magnus states.
"God, you're so annoying. I'm leaving." Alec huffs and turns to leave the room, but a hand on his arm stops him—-and pulls him back towards the bed.
you are on hospital bed. put the rom-com act away. its no time to be insufferable
Magnus lifts his head to look up at him and nods. "I am now."
alec playing with my hair would solve my problems too but not all of us have that luxury
Of course, his coping mechanisms would need a coping mechanism too.
how can he still joking while getting his diagnosis I-
He remembers the same expression on his mother's face. Her constantly being worried about Asmodeus, waiting for him to come back home.
again Assholedeus can choke on hot coals
Alec strokes his cheeks softly. "I knew you were obsessed with me but I didnt realise that not talking to me for a week makes you more stupid."
why he listing this like an achievement. is he gonna put them in his cv next. "I make magnus bane act stupid by lack of vitamin me"
"Can I kiss you now? I can deal with alcohol withdrawal but not from the withdrawal I'm getting from not kissing you for a week."
alec's confidence will never falter he got support from the man himself, cry about it
Alec gives her a soft smile. He picks up the girl in his arms and sits her down on the chair vacated by him—bends down on the floor and teaches her how to tie her lace.
i know lrhwy!alec not gonna have any kid but he just has dad vibe there i said it
Or maybe Magnus is the third wheel.
no the third wheel are you twos overthinking and not talking about it
"People shouldn't have kids just because they want them. They should have kids because they want them and can provide a good life to them. Anything less than that is selfish." Alec comments.
some ppl want to have kids and have the ability to raise them properly but still fvck up so yeah. parenting is hard how tf my parents put up with me
His boyfriend chuckles at that. "We are not becoming a Cat family. Maybe we can get a dog in the future."
arrow about to snatch the bestest family member award in the future
He almost believes that he deserves punishment for making a living out of war.
this is parallel to canon alec being a shadowhunter. i scream
They find out that Sebastian did this. It's revenge. Alec doesn't know what for.
sebitchtian better catch it. by it i mean he should be dipped in boiling oil
"Holy fuck." Alec yells as soon as his eyes land on Magnus, who is wearing deep burgundy lingerie with a garter belt.
i planted this. idk how but i planted this
"Come on. It's not like we've never done it without it." Magnus tries to convince Alec.
doing it raw cause u hiding something in the closet. lets be real for a second
Magnus takes the butt plug in his mouth in a seductive motion, keeping eye contact with Alec, whose eyes darken a bit. "I just want some messy, rough, caveman sex. Is that too much from you, soldier?
porn roleplay script aside that isnt hygienic stop putting everything in your mouth magnus!
"How long have you been drinking again?"
you can hear the pin drop
"I was losing my mind today so I thought I'll clean the clothes. Get my mind busy." Alec mumbles.
this reminds me the time i was so sad im willing to do chemistry revision. it was so bad for me
Something must be wrong with Magnus because all he can think right now is how glad he is that Alec has only found seven out of the nine places.
damn its a scavenger hunt
"Sometimes it feels like you love alcohol more than you love me."
Sometimes I do.
you should have told me im not the favorite child in the family it would have hurt less
"You literally were about to get your name and identity changed when you thought Clary wasn't into you." Alec accuses.
jace got the lightwood dramatic from you dont even deny it alec
21st October.
i can hear the italicized oh and the dramatic orchestra background music in my mind
He stares at the two of them. "You have helped plenty. You can leave, I wouldn't want to be a bother to you guys."
he's bitch and he's baby and that's on three-dimensional character
Alec deflates at the word and steps back. "I was just trying to help. Chairman was crying."
meanwhile chairman is looking very much unbothered
It's a tiring process, and Alec needs to take a break a couple of times since his body needs rest. Arrow comes to check on him and remind him to rest, and Alec kisses the dog softly.
hes better than me if i got crushed by an entire ceiling you would have to princess carry me out of my bed
Alec is here to recover and not to meddle in Magnus's life. He doesn't have the right to cook for him or take care of him anymore.
why you go from a to z to infinity stone with one sentence it's literally one sentence omfgggg shut ur virgo ass up
"Chairman, why didn't you tell me I was an idiot."
maybe if you paid chairman
It's just something his ex-boyfriend did all the fucking time, and Magnus was so used to it that he hated having to do it himself after the breakup, so he cut his hair.
has magnus heard of sth call hairclips
"Why? You're broken up so he is public property again."
"Shut up."
magnus: he not my bf but he still my bf in the sense that my bf not my bf do you understand????!?
Alec chuckles softly at that. "You're doing a lot more than cooking in my dreams."
alec is just never loosing the inappropriate flirt contest
"Well. I did cook dinner that one time." Magnus comments and then pauses when he remembers that one time.
damn i so looking forward to the breakup
He almost wants to leave the room and run away because being near Alec hurts.
But he can't leave because being near Alec is like oxygen.
you can just make an alec plushie. problem solved
"Alec, I'm moving to London."
when he's Welcome to New York but you're London Boy
damn does malec have any relationship to attempt at distance relationship lmaooooo
Bold of you to assume I’m not waiting for your reactions cause they are funniest thing ever.
I also dislike the addiction arcs where someone is shown weak. I think addiction is more complex than that and those sides are not portrayed that well in media usually. I tried my best in reflecting that.
“Shut your Virgo ass up” MAAM I-
“Has Magnus ever heard of smth called hair clips” WHEN I TELL U I CHOKED.
And again at “does malec have any relationship to attempt at long distance” YOU ARE BRUTAL AND HILARIOUS AS ALWAYS ANH.
I can write a para giving my reaction to your reactions lmao.
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miwtual · 1 year
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hiiii baby!!! 21 and 26 (i know but just giving you an excuse to rant about your faves <3)
hi baby just know im kissing u on the mouth for this <3
21. favorite ship of the year
we both know what im gonna say and idc how many people dont like it or dont care about it im gonna say EDANCY!!!!!!!! like yes they are a rarepair and yes a lot of people dont see it but whats important to me is that i do and that i have friends that also do!!!!!!! they're a fun couple and even if its far fetched to believe they could ever become canon i just like ships that allow for characters who didnt get a lot of conversation in canon to actually have a connection and thats what edancy is for me <3 and ive gotten closer with so many new friends and mutuals this year because of this ship too!!!
26. best song you listened to this year
okok i listened to so much music this year BUT let me say that this year motionless in white released their album scoring the end of the world this year and yes the entire album is amazing and i love every single song on the album BUTTTTT i will say that cyberhex has definitely gotten up there as my favorite on the album. it's such a cool conglomerate of what motionless in white used to sound like and the sound that they're trying out now with the album, the entirety of the song including its music video were made with friends of the guys who are in motionless in white (one of their guitarists, ricky olson, was a lead director of the mv!), and the entire song is a love song to the fans. from the title of the album u can probably guess that a lot of it is about the struggles of the world right now (i mean........ "scoring the end of the world", yknow) and how it feels to live in a world like that, but cyberhex is like...... about being connected. it's about how everyone used the internet and other means to continue to be connected through these hard times the last few years, and how (to quote the song itself) love will find a way, and how through the fans and through the love that the fans have had for this band for years, motionless in white have continued to find a way <3
end of year fandom asks
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many-gay-magpies · 2 years
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okay you've got me popping some popcorn and settling down bc I LIKE THE WAY YOU THINK AND YES GIVE ME ALL THAT PRE-DARK MOON STUFF. PLEASE. IM A SUCKER FOR GOOD HEADCANONS AND THEN CANON COMES ALONG TO RUIN SHIT. pre-dark moon my general thoughts/timeline was that the boys were born vampires, and uncommonly strong ones, so they were taken to the "orphanage" to observe their powers and raise them in a contained environment away from the world. eventually they break out (not necessarily bc orphanage evil but bc smth tells me these kids did Not want to sit down and be obedient). i also had a sense that the orphanage was a distant victorian past and the boys at decelis is the present decades later, trying to move through life away from that traumatic past. once dark moon/tamed-dashed jpn dropped i adopted more of that evil orphanage mindset. and thats when i started thinking about sooha. what if sooha was born superpowered like the boys, but because she's not an actual vamp she evaded the kidnapping by the orphanage and thats why she doesn't have that story. think about it— they could have this deep connection because they all originated together somehow, but the orphanage taking the boys separated them. and thats why the low-grade vampires are searching for sooha. because the organization realized they missed one.
AND RLY NO LITERALLY YALL THINK IT WAS SOME SORT OF "ATTACK" FROM LOW-GRADE VAMPS???? U HAVE A VERY STRESSED AND VERY MISCHIEVOUS GROUP OF SEVEN BOYS WITH PYROKINESIS, SUPER STRENGTH, SUPER SPEED, ETC. HAVE U EVER HEARD OF TEENAGE ANGST AND REBELLION.
no bc youre So right idc if its supposed to be deep or not. idc about "oh dont think about it too much and just enjoy the story." NO. I WANT ACTIONS AND EXPERIENCES TO HAVE CONSEQUENCES. TO HAVE WEIGHT. I WANT TO SEE LASTING EFFECTS THAT ALTER THE COURSE OF THE STORY. WHATS THE POINT OF ANY BACKSTORIES OR BATTLES OR TRAUMAS IF THEY DON'T . MEAN ANYTHING????? hybe im angry at u
-vrvr anon
hehehe YES sit down with your popcorn because boy have i got some CONTENT for YOU. idk if youd be interested in reading the old enhaverse shit i have posted or not (forewarning if you are i actually havent gone back and read it in a while so it may be. bad-- like i remember it being decent but that was like last year so my standards could have changed LMAO) but if you ARE i could link those. and also maaaan the SHIT we put sunoo's character through omg those were some wild times
firstly though id like to adress your pre-dark moon headcanons because. that actually makes a lot of sense HFBFJFBJF and it fits with the addition of sooha too! OOH WAIT OR I JUST HAD AN IDEA. in the scenario where the boys were turned into vampires (not necessarily born as them; idk how that would work so im not gonna try and figure out the logistics just yet), then experimented on to be made into the better, more functional and long-lasting superpowered vampires, maybe the superpower part was like... an afterthought of sorts, just added on to make them even BIGGER powerhouses of destruction/idk whatever. but then whoever made them (im just gonna call them the organization for now like you) may have been like "wait, could this superpower gene... work on normal humans?". so then they either take a bunch of pregnant moms OR a bunch of newborn babies and run all the experiments and shit and well,, most of them die (because a: i like angst and b: it would explain why sooha's the only superpowered human in the story/why the organization wants her so bad) except one: sooha. but sooha's mom obviously doesn't WANT her daughter to live her life as a lab rat, so she figures out a way to get her daughter and herself out, escaping and probably pulling some wild identity-alteration shit so she and her daughter can live safely without the threat of being constantly hunted hanging over their heads.
WAITWAITWAIT OR. omg okay im sorry my brain is doing one of those things where i try to figure out the plot holes of a story or concept literally as im explaining it to someone hsjbffj give me a second-- if we're going with the timeline where the "orphanage" was like a long time ago and everything. maybe sooha's MOM was one of the babies that got experimented on, and she was the only one that didnt die, but she never showed any signs of superpowers or anything so the organization figured she was a dud... but it turns out, years and years later when she has her OWN kid (sooha), whatever weird superpowered genes the organization injected her with manifest in her daughter instead, and the organization is AFTER sooha because they somehow caught wind of this miraculous superpowered child who wasn't a vampire and went "oh shit so it DID work" and now theyre after her. idk how sooha and the boys having their whole weird ✨connection✨ would work in this situation, maybe they can just feel that she has the same weird superpowered genes as them and they feel drawn to her because of it? idk
really i dont know how that entire storyline would go—i just went off on a whole other train of thought there lmao (that was not intended, sorry). now though i wanna start telling you about my friends and i's pre-dark moon ideas because it ties into the idea of how the vampires originated and also cuz. well i want to. HDJFBFJFB (im gonna group this into sections actually via titles because i have a feeling this is gonna get insanely long again)
pre-dark moon: selene and the orphanage
okay SO: the train of thought that we had initially sort of started because of the mysterious princessy/queen-y figure that appeared in the drunk-dazed mv (who i now realize was most likely meant to be sooha, but SHHH we're in pre-dark moon headcanon territory now lets ignore that). we conceptualized her as this sort of... motherly or goddess-like "vampire queen" figure. in the story we constructed, she was the one that MADE the boys, although because we were all sluts for angst and trauma it turned... very quickly dark. she was very definitely NOT a good guy lmao.
the idea with the orphanage was that the vampire queen (who i called selene, based off of the greek or roman goddess of the moon and mother of vampires-- i think, i might have my myths mixed up there) was the one that started it all. she orchestrated the orphanage, hired all the staff, ran the entire "project" so to speak: she wanted to create more vampires like her. maybe she was lonely at first, but got driven mad by the loneliness and the vampirism combined; maybe she wanted to build an army. i don't know, we never got her motives fully straightened out. the pills that the boys all took in given-taken were pills containing her blood: that was how they were turned (in our story vampires didnt get turned via biting, they got turned by consuming the blood of another vampire; i think i read about that somewhere). it was a very slow process, so the boys (who had all been brought to the orphanage as kids and grew up there together) weren't aware of what was happening until it was too late. now, we stuck with the whole "orphanage bad and abusive, enha escape" storyline from the very start, so that happened; they ran away and set out in the world on their own, constantly on the run from the orphanage and selene.
now onto the more... character-specific parts (from here on out im gonna refer to the enha boys with a c! before their names to distinguish them from the real people because the dark moon names. uh. dont exactly work with the kind of story we created lol). unbeknownst to the rest of the boys, while they were all still in the orphanage, from the time when they were little kids up until their escape, c!sunoo felt sort of estranged and overlooked—like the others didnt care about him as much, or like he was irrelevant (this wasnt true, they cared for him a lot, but you get the idea). he started building up a habit of running away from the orphanage and into the forest surrounding it, where he would meet up with selene—who at the time he didnt know was the vampire queen. selene basically fucking groomed and manipulated him jnto believing the others didnt love him, she was the only one who would ever TRULY love him, the others would never understand, etc etc. she was a massive bitch lmao that's basically it
now this idea did come in part from my love of traumatizing characters, but it ALSO came from the entire enhaverse circle on tumblr thinking sunoo in the mvs was like. evil. but artzyy and i didnt like the idea of his character being just straight-up evil and not caring about the other boys so we were like "but what if he was manipulated" and then it just sort of spiraled from there. after the boys escape the orphanage, they come across this castle where selene lives. none of the boys know all the shit she's pulled with c!sunoo—they just think she's this benevolent motherly figure, if a slightly suspicious one. after a while of staying in the castle they figure out she's no good and escape, again, but by then c!sunoo has already been roped into betraying them by selene and he works as a sort of double agent for the rest of the story, sowing their demise at selene's behest. there are... a LOT of feelings had about this, just generally, by everyone. as you'd probably expect.
another thing to know about me and my mutuals' version of the enhypen that lore is that we were all apparently gay and longing when we were coming up with all of this so we sort of projected and. made the characters into this one giant gay poly qpr situation. i really dont know what happened HHDJFHFJNFN the fever mv came out and we started making jokes about it being gay (because WE all were; still are, that hasn't changed) and the jokes became less and less like jokes the more we posted about them, which tended to happen a lot with us for some reason. so. yeah.
and THEN of course the official dark moon teasers got dropped and hybe went "haha hey theyre brothers actually" and all of us at dear old engeneblr went "haha wow okay thats great!!!" while simultaneously shoving all our gayass character ideas under the metaphorical rug. and like yeah it ended up being revealed that the guys arent BLOOD brothers, they were just raised in the orphanage together and DECIDED to be brothers, but now i see them as being far too familial for that to ever not be weird.
(i even had a thing going for a while where i was compiling all the stuff about enhaverse to make into its own story, with different names for the characters to separate them both from the dark moon boys AND from the real-life enhypen; i ended up losing interest and its remained a hardly-touched note in my phone ever since, but the character names are still on there and i think theyre pretty snazzy if i may be allowed to toot my own horn about it)
okay NOW. to address:
the rest of your ask
-because that did indeed get just as insane and long-winded as i was expecting lmao. i wanna double back for a second and kinda talk about your sooha ideas again because,, i know i went on that whole tangent about how she and they boys could be related in the whole "artificial/experimental vampire" thing i had laid out, but i really do like the idea of them somehow all being BORN superpowered like that but being seperated—if thats the case, who or what made them? how old were they when they were seperated? what the hell HAPPENED?
(i really dont know how that storyline would work but i just got a very very cute idea involving it which is just. so you know the whole concept in canon where sooha was a "princess" in a past life and the boys were her "knights"? what if those are repressed memories of them all playing make-believe as kids with sooha as the beautiful princess in the tower and the seven boys as the knights that rescued her from the fearsome dragon? what if?)
okay A N Y W A Y moving on (before i go on another tangent). jino totally burned that fucking orphanage down i dont care what anyone says, the organization probably went "hahahaha oh yeah it was an ATTACK we were ATTACKED these children TOTALLY didnt leave of their own volition they had a GREAT time here but they were FORCED to LEAVE by the ATTACK" to cover up the fact that they were harboring teens in the midst of their respective rebellious phases while also having literal superpowers without any fireproofing. like. what
"oh dont think about it too much and just enjoy the story" i cant enjoy a story with no substance. i cant ENJOY a story when theres nothing there for me to actually GET INTO. "just enjoy the story dont think about it too hard" is used for silly comedies and stuff. not THIS. i can't enjoy a story if its straight up not written well. the meaning and the trauma and the impact IS the part that i enjoy.
*deep, deep inhale* WHEW okay. WOW. did uh . did your popcorn last you through all that? GMVDBFBFN i know we already established that i shouldnt be sorry for writing a lot but i,,, still kind of feel a little sorry--
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seoafin · 2 years
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Morgannnn (it me again, surprise??)
I feel like the first time i sent that long ass rant message i didn't really fully express why i'm so in love with your stories and your writing so i'm gonna do it here and also share some other thoughts along the way! <3
First of all, the way you write feels so smooth and in place that i actually have a feeling i'm reading the canon material its self (it is canon idc) and also how you portray Gojo? the way he's in love with the reader, him being absolutely whipped for his children, him as a whole person? it feels so in character to me that it doesn't have anything off putting like you would enouncter in most Gojo fics. I suck at giving a thourough explanation but i will do my best: firstly, rip to my youth was an absolute gem to read and the way you've written everything, everyone, the way you've portrayed and written Riko healed my soul because i love her so much, she's my precious child that deserved the world. the semingly bad mouthed gojo behaviour, the way he's been a menace in hs and also the same time how reader seems to always ground him?? "it's my fault for thinking you could do better" (was that the line? i hope i got it right oof) please the way she can always bring him back on the ground and make him feel human, it's loveee, love LOVE that makes this man human and you have done such an amazing job showing that via his interactions with Geto and reader, even Shoko subtly! Also how you talked about friends also being platonic lovers and vice versa, im so ALL for that! i love how you portrayed that through them, the cuddling, hugs, gojo simply existing in her space because she got used to it and at this point pretty much allows it, and honestly for someone as weary and distrustful as Gojo, it would honestly take alot for someone to enter his shell like that and he allows himself to be vulnerable. I like how you write him as a guy that has no game and gets zero girls lmao because its true its canon, i like to think that he's more interested and drawn towards reader's attention and its her that he really wants but she's just so goddamn oblivious!!
Absolutely loved how you written them with Megumi and Tsumiki, Megumi being mama's boy, it's canon too i love to see it, Gojo being so touchy and clingy with reader is a big yes for me. So in conclusion, i also love you for leaving cultural notes and you're actually willing to stand up to fandom discourse and racism thats plagued within it, i wish people understood or tried to take japanese culture into account when writing Gojo or any other character, it really shows the nuance and its something thats being dismissed even in english translations, it just ain't there. But you, you've done it everytime and it makes me fall in love with your work all over again, i just think it's very neat and you as a person here and the way you interact with your followers is very pleasing, at least those that are nice and considerate towards you, i simply love your energy. You're like a better version of Gege Akutami lmao 😭
With that said, i love how we agree that Gojo is a touch starved bisexual virgin loser that cries himself to sleep, i also agree with previous anons that said Gojo doesn't fuck around at all, because i myself just don't see it as Satoru way of coping let alone being the one to use humans that way, it simply contradicts everything else he is as a person and despite being an asshole and sucking most of the time, i'll say it again, it's love that makes him human. Idk how reader and Gojo started dating (family au) or rip verse but i like to think that as the previous anons said, they were it for each other, and Gojo being a cheeky lil shit that he is didn't say a word at first but was glad nonetheless, brings me back to when you talked about friends being platonic lovers and such, so i do think they'd be messing around w each other like that for a bit before anything serious actually started happening, until reader stopped being so oblivious 😭 also the way he proposed lmao i loved that its so Gojo thing to do, but yeah, Gojo dad is also superb, the way his kids treat him is hilarious but they do love him nonetheless, ahhhh im practically rambling at this point but i LOVE LOVE everything!! the day i found your blog was the day my soul was cured, so thanks for simply existing? Anyways, im very awkward when trying to write my thoughts thouroughly so please forgive me for that and i hope you'll continue to slay and stay amazing! 🥰
ms tina i read this message over literally 50 times in the span of one hour and stared at it on the subway so i could straight up memorize it. like this message is going to go on my gravestone it's going to BE my gravestone. im going to expose myself as a ff writer in real life but i do NOT care i want this to be the last thing i see before i kick the bucket
yes ur right!!! rip!mc did say smt along those lines (i don't rlly rmb either lmfao) in hs i think rip!mc is one of the first people along with geto who is unafraid to tell him what she thinks but it isn't in a malicious way which is what gets gojo even more annoyed bc she isn't necessarily out to antagonize him even though he antagonizes her 😭 (it was full on menace behavior from him in hs)
SO TRUE IT'S ALL ABOUT LOVE. are they friends?? are they lovers?? who knows! who cares! they Are in love though! i do not like how friends and lovers are categorized as two different things. all friends are and should be lovers in some capacity.....that's friendship that’s love baybe. the concept that maybe we should be a little in love with our friends is so true. so good. i abide that in every (healthy) thing i write bc friendship is the basis of love!!!
i love writing hs gojo bc he IS lame he’s a loser with exactly one friend. he wants to tell rip!mc that he likes her outfit and ends up telling her the color clashes with her skin tone. hs gojo is immature and bratty and it’s the last time he gets to be. i rlly like writing rip!mc in the perspective of still seeing gojo like that even as adults. even when he’s smoother and little more charming and smiles more easily and makes a fool out of himself on purpose she’s still seeing the bratty tongue tied gojo he was in hs so yes they ground each other
im happy ppl read those cultural notes!!!!! and im even happier that ppl still like this blog despite the discourse i drag into it bc smts i just see something and it ITCHES when i can’t say anything like god we should be calling this out.....i am too messy sometimes but im afraid it’s the only way i can make this fandom and writing somewhat tolerable not only for me hopefully anyone else that has ever been aggrieved by popular fandom 😭😭😭
im going to sound very sappy but thank U for reading and sending me this wonderful lovely amazing message that i am mentally printing out and digesting i love it so much. like i don’t think i can thank u enough for giving me kindness and encouragement i am so insane rn with emotion. i am so so so so happy u like my writing enough to send me this big ass message about it and it’s getting messages like this that make writing worth it...anyway i am Emotional
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poly-space-nerds · 3 years
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aha im finally going to type this up properly. Here is the Dinluke au! that includes the sequel characters as kids! (its basically Din and Grogu fix everything)
So, Luke has his jedi school on Yavin IV and it’s coincidentally quite close to Mandalore. (i still don’t necessarily understand what is and isn’t outer rim territory so like...bear with me here). And we have the basic setup of Din travelling between the two planets to visit Grogu and establish Mandalore and on the way he falls for Luke and so on.
Mand’alor Din travels quite a lot to establish trading and treaties with other planets. Along the way he ends up going to Jakku, and finding lil force sensitive Rey. She’s hesitant to leave with him, but he knows what it’s like to hope for parents to come back. He promises her that he knows someone in Jakku, and that if anyone comes by looking for her, to send them to him. and after maybe a bit more convincing, she agrees to train with Luke.
It’s not all peace treaties with Din though, and i imagine he still does some bounties or maybe he has to help run Imperials out of a town. After the battle, he opens a room that has a bunch of kids. They were taken from a nearby town, their parents all slaughtered. Din takes them in as foundlings and it isn’t until weeks later as he’s with some of them, does he realize one of the children, one who calls himself Finn, is actually force sensitive. He also goes to start training with Luke.
Yavin IV isn’t just a Jedi school. As far as I know it has actual towns? Or at least homes. It’s where Shara Bey and Kes Dameron reside, along with their son, Poe! The jedi school isn’t close to any of the homes, but lil Poe still manages to “sneak” into it. Luke knows full well that the kid watches in on lessons, but he lets him be. He brings it up to Din when they’re making dinner, and the mandalorian decides to teach him some things. This gets popular as it goes around the school and more kids decide to join in until Din also gets his own class to teach. Poe makes friends easily with Rey, Finn, and Grogu, and they get into trouble a lot.
Now it comes to Ben. I kinda debated putting him in this au but since he’s a child, i decided he deserved a chance. He feels like an outsider in the school, with his mom being a senator and his uncles being the teachers. But that’s how he gets close to Grogu. They have something in common that allows them to connect and i think that before the other three joined, it was mainly just them playing around and being friends, especially at family get togethers. 
When the other kids showed up, he distanced himself from Grogu. He got really jealous and almost quietly possessive and decided to retreat into himself. it didn’t help that he had this voice in his head that was making his everything worse. Grogu wasn’t having any of it though. He didn’t really understand why Ben kept trying to pull himself away and he talks to Luke about it. Luke, who does understand, starts to have actual conversations with Ben about what’s going on and Ben opens up to him about the voice, and the other bad stuff going on in his mind. They both decide to work together to figure this out. 
In turn, i think Ben starts accepting the other three more. Actually hanging out with them and Grogu. They absolutely become the troublemaker crew and would be the bane of Luke’s existence if he wasn’t so fond of them all. I’d like to think that with actual support from his friends and family, that voice that tempts him to the dark side slowly quiets, especially since he knows now how to overcome dark emotions like jealousy and anger. (yes i did write three paragraphs about Ben that just means “please let this kid get therapy”)
this is long but i’m not done yet im sorry.
I don’t know how old these kids are. I’m thinking like 8-11? Finn being 8 and Poe being 11? fuck canon age gaps idc.
anyway, this all started because i fell in love with retired dinluke so we gonna skip a lot of years in which Din is no longer Mand’alor. He probably passed it off to someone else. not any of the kids though.
Luke’s students are all off on their own adventures. Some became Jedis and have their own students, some aren’t Jedi and are just doing their own thing, and who knows, maybe some swore to the Mandalorian creed. Regardless, Luke and Din are both content with the world. They get to have their happy peace after years and years of doing what the world demanded of them, even if they did it willingly. Luke’s students still come and visit. The troublesome five have been off into the world (maybe resolving some palpatine shit idk), but they like coming home and causing trouble for old time’s sake. Din and Luke don’t mind, that’s just what comes with being in the Skywalker family.
yeah so thats my little fix it au in which Din and Luke falling in love saves everything so the sequels never happened. if y’all wanna add something or talk about it with me please do! i know this was a lot to read but i appreciate it!
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incorrect-hs-quotes · 4 years
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i wanna draw some homestucks,, so drop yalls headcanons 🥺
ok im finally gonna answer this . other mods youre 100% free to tack on obviously for I Cannot Fucking Stop You
im gonna try to pack as many solidified physical headcanons in here as i can ? i dont have any for the dancestors yet but like im fuckin. chock full of the humans and the alpha trolls
-mod dave
john is completely greek, and like tan greek. could pass as arab tan greek. for some reason i hc john with like. auburn / chestnut brown hair not straight-up black. idk i vibe with it. hes 5′8 (4′20)
kanaya has jade green bangs. trust me on this. it carried over from my humanstuck headcanon and now troll kanaya just has green bangs. also she has several piercings on each ear (idk how many yet so go nuts) and homegirl ROCKS the hoops
HUMANSTUCK KARKAT FRENCH / LEBANESE VITILIGO POLIOSIS. and hes FIVE FOOT TWO (troll karkat i dont hc with vitiligo cause its supposed to mirror his already existing blood pigment mutation but he still has the poliosis bangs !!)
dave is mostly german and hes albino. and hes 5′9. this is fucking imperative cause this means hes 69 inches tall
i dont draw tavros with a slicked-back mohawk like i should ?? it almost looks like a curly undercut. its a curly undercut. tavros has an undercut now also idc how tall he was with his real legs BITCH he specifically asked for his metal legs to add him up to 5′10. tall tavros rights
hear me out . humanstuck saudi nepeta. blue hijab, scarfs got cat ears on top. i am a genius and i know this. also shes the shortest at a whopping fucking 4′11
UNTAMABLE MASS OF HAIR ARADIA !!! shes fucking ASIAN and shes 5′3!!!!!!!!!! (and im talkin bout troll ardi babey !! shes east alternian!! this is canon!! she has the same genetic disposition as damara WHO IS EAST BEFORAN !! OUR GIRL IS JAPANESE !!!)
im gonna get Yelled At for this one cause ik thats how he was probably supposed to be written but bpleas.......i dont like greasy sollux......let his hair be fluffy..........sollux fluffy hair.............also hes the same height as dave this is not up for debate
CHUBBY ROSE AND JANE CHUBBY ROSE AND JANE CHUBBY ROSE AND JANE also jane has freckles . JANE. HAS. FRECKLES. also rose has dirty blond hair while jane has jet black
any roxy you can think of has a blond-to-pink ombre in their hair. transmasc? transfem? gnc? nonbinary? ftm? mtf? fucking cis? blond-to-pink hombre. this is a universal constant. ALSO ROXY HAS OCULAR ALBINISM. like this is real its literally albinism but like In The Eyes and thats it. they themselves are not albino but their eyes sure are thats why theyre PINK
dirk definitely has the decapitation scar around his neck. i just recently got into this hc and idk why i havent yet. also ik pesterquest IK PESTERQUEST. but . dirk tol. dirk 5′10. and hes got a long nose. goes straight down. its not pointy tho it like rounds out ? idk how to describe it unless i physically Draw Him
terezi is thin and 5′5 and has a round face. humanstuck headcanon is shes chinese / korean and that def carries over into my troll hc gimme east alternian terezi I Beg
idk where in the WORLD i got this hc but humanstuck gamzee is fucking scotch irish for some goddamn reason to me and hes got light brown hair and where his dark facepaint is there are MASSES of freckles. this man is COVERED in them. (and hes probably secretly covered in them troll-ways too bitch damn!)
everybody draws vriskas hair so fucking large and i love that for them but like . idk bitch straight hair down the back is how i go and i like it ? like a fuckin ruler. its just Long
oh feferis got fucking freckles too !!!!!!!!!!!!! but like sparse ones not like. masses like gamzee may or may not have
and eridan is ONE INCH SHORTER THAN SOLLUX THIS PISSES HIM OFF TO NO AVAIL THIS IS IMPERATIVE THAT YOU KNOW THIS
i dont have any specific ones for jade or jake or equius, the pesterquest sprites got em fuckin dead on for me. my race hc for the engleys tho is a mix of polynesian (samoan / native hawaiian) and native aussie, both with dark brown hair, and my humanstuck eq is algerian / moroccan if you guys wanted to know B)
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sukirichi · 3 years
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THE BLUEEEE I LOVE YOUR NEW THEME!!! im using a phone rn so im not sure if you made any changes when it comes to the pc version but i reckon that it looks cool too!!
KANXODNC ALSO HAVE YOU SEEN THE HAITANI BROTHERS IN THE NEW EPISODE?? IDK WHAT ITS CALLED OR ANYTHING BUT IM PRETTY SURE RINDOUS WEARING A TURTLE NECK??? LIKE SIRRR HE HAS SUCH A PRETTY NECK AND LIKE RAN??
FUCKING. RAN.
IMMACULATE MWAH. UNBELIEVABLE. BREATH TAKING. SPOT ON. OUT OF THIS WORLD
also ily<33
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MY BESTIE LIV I MISSED YOU WHERE YOU BEEN ON THE SERVER, WE WERE SCREAMING LAST NIGHT 😭 and aaah thank you, i’m glad you love my new theme uwu it fits me so well me thinks hehehehe. ALSO UH for the laptop version i didn’t change anything and i don’t edit there anymore bcos i’m too lazy :// so it still remains pink and green bcos its mine and naoya’s colors massive UWU
YES I’VE SEEN THE HAITANI BROTJERS AJSLWLWL my eyes zeroed in on ran’s long legs like sir can you pls give me some of that i wanna be tall too 😭 but nah omg they look so comfy i am melting rn ;" WJEKWKW RINDOU WITH A PRETTY NECK ITS CANON ME THINKS
TOTALLY, THEY’RE OUT OF THIS WORLD 😭 now imagine bonten arc animated SHEEEEE I WILL LOSE IT IM GONNA BE A BONTEN BLOG IDC (thats not true cuz Naoya remains #1 but we can dream) and awww ily too baby 🥺💕
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Send me a “ 🔥 “ for an unpopular opinion.
🔥 Ty you’re the perfect person for me to go off about this first one with- lets talk about ocs.
OCs are often treated badly in this RPC.
As ya’ll know, I write ocs.  I write a lot of them, I write a grand total of.... Eleven, with varying degrees of activity.  So obviously, this is an issue that I not only care about, but it effects me GREATLY.  I don’t write any canon characters (anymore) bc I can’t take the pressure of being ic and true to canon bc I’m a stickler for canon.  Anyway.
OCs.  We’ve all probably had them at some point.  IF you’ve been around long enough there was even a server dedicated to them that I was a part of.  And in being in that server and writing ocs, I have made some observations.
-OC Popularity is often directly linked to either the popularity of the writer.  Chances are, if you’re a popular blog that writes canons.... If you offer an OC, people will like them.  Blogs are popular because the writing is good and the writer is friendly, so obviously, your OC will be appealing.  This??  Isn’t a bad thing.  It’s just something that I have noticed.  I’ll never really get all that mad at an oc for being popular lol.  I might get jealous but like.  I won’t do jack about it.
-OCs are often better than canon characters.  I said it.  Lets face it, Horikoshi has so many characters that he can’t make all of them as fleshed out and well cooked like the protagonists and the main antagonists. OCs offer fresh new blood to the story we all know and love, and they might just end up spicing up what your blog canon is.  Seriously, I’d fuckin kill to see some of the OC’s ive met in the actual publicization.  And we can all agree, any OC is better than Mineta. /lh Anyway, holding canon characters i nthe highest regard of who’s worth writing and who’s worth writing with, you’re only holding yourself back,
-People are often stinky about family of canon character OCs and I think people shouldn’t brush them off so readily.  Like.  Bro, *holds up Hideki Kirishima* this boy is canon idc what you say.  IT’s fun to make the world a little bigger.  Indulge a bit, see how it feels to give your canon muse a sibling.  Just.  JUST DO IT.
-People avoid oc muses with bitchin powers As if our main characters aren’t OP as hell.  Like.  Come one.  We’re having fun don;t make us feel bad.  Communicate and talk about things.  Just bc my OC has a quirk that COULD kill yours immediately, doesn’t mean I’m gonna make it happen without your permission.  People are quick to assume that OCs godmod.  Stop that.
-SO MANY PEOPLE HAVE OCS BUT ARE SCARED TO WRITE THEM.  Y’all.  It’s okay.  Please, write your ocs.  People will come to them, I swear.  Some of my favorite ocs pretty much had to be coaxed out of people, and now i can’t imagine these ocs not running around.  We should be confident in our creations.  It takes a huge amount of skill to create a new character from scratch.
🔥 That actually kinda brings me into my next thing, which is what I like to call the Just Make And OC moment.  I’ve seen this in a lot of fandoms, and I’ve started to see it more and more in this community.  What is this moment?
Say you’re writing a canon character.  You think, hey, I like this character, but what if.... X.  So, you roll with it, you do X.  You like it, you keep it.  And then, you’re like... What if.... Y.  And you do that too.  Great, you’re having fun.  But then, you’re like... Z... I REALLY want Z.  And these can be small things, but more often than not, they’re BIG things.  Big, CHARACTER CHANGING things.  
We all have the freedom to interpret canon how we want, and write our muses how we want.... But... What if you just... Took everything you just did.... And just... Made an OC.  Like, you’ve changed core elements of the character so much that they’re barely recognizable.  just give them a new name, maybe change the hair color and BOOM.  You have a GREAT OC to start with.  I used to be in the Undertale RPC and Fandom and if you’re familiar you know that Undertale is just... AU City.  And it’s fun, I’m glad people have fun- but if you’re changing literally everything about a character, even their NAME... It’s just??  Why bother, just make an OC.  It’s fine.  BC if you think about it, you’re not really an alternate universe, it’s the MHA universe and its character that you’re altering.  And there’s a point where... You’ve just made your own character, and that’s sick as hell.
I’m not talking like... Those things where “Oh yeah it’s all the same except instead of dying, Magne lives and has a beautiful husband and lives to be one hundred” or “This is a verse where a villain character gets rehabbed into heroic society” because those are things that wont take away or add too much to the character.  It’s more like you’re opening a door for new things without adding or taking away too much.  It’s when you diverge so far from the character... THAT’S when the Just Make An OC Moment kicks in.
PART of the reason I think people don’t just do this is they like being connected to the canon character, bc it means that they can still garner interest but chances are, if you already have people interested in writing with you, they will happily take your oc. 
All that to say, if you write a canon divergent canon character, don’t stop, if it makes you happy.  Like, seriously this is just something I see and feel.  But also dont?  Be surprised?  If people aren’t super on board?  I don’t really like to write with straight up moral flipped characters bc i feel like... If Deku was a sadistic villain brought up by AFO instead of his mom, he ain’t Deku anymore.  THATS JUST ME, but I’m not the only person who feels that way.  People might just want that classic vanilla canon, and you shouldn’t make people feel guilty for it, in my opinion.  Keep doing what makes you happy, and let other folks to the same.  
Also, it’s not your place to tell someone what they should or shouldn’t do.  If someone writes a canon divergent and you don’t like the divergences, move on.  It’s not your business.  That’s not what I’m doing, I’m just saying that sometimes I am bothered by this, because to me it seems like a lot of these canon divergent canons are in essence, OCs, but since they still have the canon’s name and face strapped to it, it gets more love and attention.  And that bugs me, and I will point it out!  I’m not sorry for it.
I know this one will make me lose some of you so I’m sorry.
🔥 I’m running out of juice but uh can we talk about how blogs about minor characters are the fucking tits bc like i said earlier Horikoshi has so many characters he left a lot of side characters with next to no bones and the people who take those bones and stuff them full of flesh???  Chefs kiss.  That’s kind of my exception to the Just Make An OC Moment.  At some point, that character just BELONGS to that person, like Spinner belongs to Eros, or how Meow created a Hawks’ dad that is so much better than what we got, and Flowers literally created Wash.
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                  hey  everyone welcome BACK to my blog  ,  hi  , how  are  ya ?   i’m   RUZZY   (  or  ru  ,  rudy  idk  if thats too  much  lmAO  )  &  i  have  not  been  apart  of  a  group  in  84  years ............  that  graphic  is  so  extra  but  i  was  bored  &  first  impressions  are  everything  ,  ANYWHO  this  is  my  mans WARNER  played  by  my  mans  GRAYSON DOLAN  ,  who  lacks  f’n  resources  so  i  gotta  work  some  magic  w/  all  these  gifs  on  tumblr  lmao  so  any  gif  icons  are  noT  mine  for  the  most  part  they’ll  be  taken  from  gifs  alr  created  (  s/o  2  the  fly  hunnies  that  made  ‘em  )  anyway  ya’ll  don’t  really  care  abt  me  lmao  soooooo here’s warner ! PLS  feel  free  to  hmu ANYTIME  for  the  plots  &  things  of  that  nature  u  could  lit  never  bother  me  idc ,  my  discord  is  𝐫𝐮𝐳𝐳𝐲𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐝𝐚𝐮𝐳𝐢#1643 if  u  everrr need  to  get  ahold  of  me  when  im  not  on  tumblr  !
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         𝐆𝐑𝐀𝐘𝐒𝐎𝐍 𝐃𝐎𝐋𝐀𝐍, cismale, he/his. → look out, there’s 𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐄𝐑 𝐕𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐑𝐆𝐄𝐋𝐃. you know, the 𝐓𝐖𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐘  year old 𝐁𝐑𝐎𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑 of 𝐁𝐄𝐓𝐀 𝐋𝐀𝐌𝐁𝐀𝐃𝐀 𝐌𝐔. you know, i overheard someone say that they were 𝐒𝐄𝐂𝐑𝐄𝐓𝐈𝐕𝐄, 𝐑𝐄𝐁𝐄𝐋𝐋𝐈𝐎𝐔𝐒 , 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐆  and 𝐃𝐄𝐕𝐎𝐓𝐄𝐃. but that’s just rumours. fresh new pairs of air jordan 1's, the roar of a crowd in a stadium, and lost weekends come to mind when i think of them. what about you? [ ruzzy, he/him, 18, est ]
TW : CANCER MENTION  ,  SMOKING  MENTION  .
//   »    GENERAL      :
FULL NAME   :   warner     evangelino   alexander       vandergeld       (   inspired by the antagonists of white chicks lmaooo   )     .
HOMETOWN  : new  york  city  ,  new york  .
NICKNAMES   :   dumbass   .
AGE   :   twenty  .
BIRTHDAY   :   october twenty-first   .
ZODIAC   :   libra   .
GENDER   :   male   .
PRONOUNS   :   he      &      him   .
NATIONALITY   :   american   .
ETHNICITY   :   german  ,   italian  ,  irish   .
LABEL(S)   :   the   golden boy   ,   the   lothario   ,   the   jock   .
TROPE(S)  :  chick magnet  ,  hormone-addled teenager  ,  unwitting pawn  , upper class twit  ,
OCCUPATION   :  college student  &  collegiate football player  & full time frat bro  .
FRAT : beta lambada mu  .
MAJOR   :   environmental science  .
POS  : charming  ,  charismatic  ,  brave  ,  athetic ,  dedicated  ,   eco-friendly  ,  high-moral compass  ,  book smart  ,  kind  ,  energetic  ,  optimistic  , loyal (  most of the time  ) ,  respectful  ,   well-rounded  ,  level-headed  , ambitious  ,  debonair  ,  life of the paty  .
NEG   :  compulsive  ,  easily-influenced  ,  dimwitted  , hypersexualized  ,  problematic  ,  addictive  , rebellious  ,  bemused  ,  defensive  ,  clingy  ,  hopeless-romatic  ,  overly-competitive  ,  envious .
INSP  : nate archibald  (  gossip girl  )  
//   »    PAST      :
          warner   was  born  &  raised  in  the  city  that  never sleeps  and    is  the  product  of  evangeline   moretti-vandergeld  , an   intelligent   american-italian  socialite  turned   environmental   politician  ,   and  captain  william   vandergeld  ,  a  former   navy   captain  ,   and  now   a   shareholder   in   some   boring   fortune   500   company   that   allowed   his   wife   and   son   to   live   an   affluent  ,   and   privileged   life  . his   mother  however  ,   was   the   real deal  ,   often   using   their   sum   of   wealth   to   donate   to   multiple   charities  ,  organizations  , etc, she was  dedicated  to  keeping  new  york  city  (  and  all  who  lived there  )  clean  and  safe   , and  she instilled  those  same  values  onto  her  son.
          some people are born lucky  ,  and others  ,  lucky  to  be  born  .   warner  was  the  first  option  .  his childhood  was  nothing  short  of  happiness  ,  and  happiest  days  were  with  his  mother  ,  for  as  long  as he  could  remember  ,  any happy  moment  in  his childhood  was  faded  right  into  her.
          things  took�� a  drastic  change  his freshman  year  of  (  private  obvy lmao  )  high-school   .   warner’s  mother  was  diagnosed  with  breast  cancer  ,  and  little  to  his  knowledge  ,  it wasn’t  looking  pretty  from  the  start  .  she was  frequently  in  and  out  of the hospital  for  a  few  months  at  a  time  and  it  was  not  looking  good  on  any  fronts  .  one  day  when  she  went  to  the  hospital  it seemed  like  she  never  left  ,  maybe  she  didn’t  ,  those  days  were  a blur  for  warner  to  be  honest  .  watching  his  mother  lose  life  , every  single  day  was  not  a task  he  was  up  for  .
          by  then  it  was  just  warner  and  his  father  ,  they  were  all  they  had  in  the big  city  . (  when  he  wasn’t  always  away  on business  )  warner  grew  up  in   that  big  luxy  town  house  all  by  himself  ,  with  the  company  of  loyal  maids  ,  chefs  ,   and  nannies  of course  .  but  in  high  school  , the  more  he  really submerged  himself  into  it  ,  it  was  a  crazy  world  &  he  loved  it  .  whilst  getting  demands  from  his  father  in  tokyo  to  attend  those  boring  sailing  classes  ,  warner  instead  headed  out  to  their  beach  house  in  the  hamptons  for  an  early  20  rager  .
       warner  undoubtedly knew  the  power  he  possessed  ,   big  man  on  campus  type  &  it felt  good  , until  about towards  the  end  of his  junior  year  he  was  honestly  all   partied   out  ,  but  of  course reputation  is   everything  ,  in  order  to  keep  up  thats  when  he  picked  up  the   real  ugly  habits  ,  that  were  of  course  fun  .  smoking  numerous  amounts  of  marijuana  ,  various  girls  in  -  and  -  out  every other  day  was  a  feeling  like  no  other  ,   he  knew  it  was  wrong  ,  he  knew  his  mom  would  be  ashamed  ,  him  doing  all these  things  and  not carrying  on  her  legacy  in  some  way .  but  he  couldn’t  help  himself  in a  all  honesty   ,   and   no  doubt  some  of  that  transitioned  over  in  college .
//   »    AES   :
          lost weekends partying  ,  chicken  wings  &  french  fries  ,  air  jordan  1′s  ,  gucci  guilty  cologne  ,  friday  night  lights  ,  clouds  of  smoke  &  red  eyes  ,  diamond  encrusted  jewelry  glistening  under  bright  lights  in  a  dark  room  ,  nike  sweatsuits  ,  game  winning  moves  ,  new  york  city  at  night  ,  hamptons  in  the  summer  ,  spring  break  in  miami  ,  impulsive decisions  .
//   »    TL;DR   :
(  and  some  stuff  i  probably  missed  oops  )  warner  is  a  conflicted  mama’s   boy  who  knows  half  the  shit  he does  is  wrong  but  can’t  stop  .  after  his  mothers passing  he had  an absent father  who seemed  to  always  be  away  on  business  ,  only  in  town  for  a  month  or  two  ,  missing  his sons’ multiple  feats   to  keep  himself  distracted  from  the  fact  that  his  wife  was  no  longer  with  them. created  immense daddy  issues  for  warner  ,  especially  since  he  was  a  standout  football  star  &  2x   stage  champ in  high  school  ,  and is  currently  playing  collegiality  for  the  irish ,  with  dreams  of  making  it  in  the  nfl  cause  screw  his  dad  he  don’t  wanna  go   2  the  navy   ,   or  work  for  dat  company # not  gonna  happen .  warner  took  great  advantage  of  wealth  &  his  fathers  absence  ,  but  he’s  lowkey  partied  out  in  college  ,  or  so  he likes  to  say  but  he fakes  it ‘till  he  makes  it bc  he  doesn’t  his  brothers  to think  he’s  lame . HE’S  LIVING  FOR  EVERYBODY  BUT  HIM  BASICALLY .
//   »    HEADCANONS    :
warner  is  on  a  football  scholarship  majoring  in  environmental  science  bc  although  he  most  likely  won’t  do  shit  w/  da  degree its  for  mommy  .
he can EASILY  be  manipulated  or  taken  advantage  of  ,  he’s  book  smart  but lowkey  dumber  than  a  fucking  box  of  rocks 
immastonerbyyoungthug.mp3  .  occasionally ,  but  ,  more  so  than  that  ?  he  always  manages  to  flush  out  his  system  in  time  if  needed  be  ,  but  he  loves  2  roll  up  #  stress relief 
a  BEAST  on  that  field  (  student  athlete  meme  here  )
has  all  the  canon  gray  tattoos  bc  fuck  what  dad  thinks  .  he  wears  a solid  16 inch gold  chain  ,  and  another  of  the same  length with  his  moms’  name  on  it  , never  fucking  takes  it  off  ,  showers  with  it  cause  he  can  .
ok  ........  he  rich  ,  but  like  not  i  can  do  whatever  i  want  rich  ???  he  may  not  ever  have  to  work  a  day  in  his   life  ,  but  he  don’t  got  the pull  u  think  he  does  w/  his  dumb  ass  u  probably  couldn’t  even  tell  he’s  got  money  with  his  minimalist  fashion  sense  .
he  has  a  higher  moral  compass  than  most  of  his  frat  bros  ,  but  the  stupid  shit  he does  ,  u most  likely  won’t  even  be  able  to tell  ,  he’s  definitely  a  serial  romeo  and  a  heartbreaker  ,  one  compliment  ?  he’s  ready  to  drop  his  pants  &  fall  in  love  w/   u  .
HE DUMB  ,  but  like  he  can  talk  his  way  into  &  out  of  anything  ,  most  of  the  time  ,  batting  those  big  brown  eyes  &  a  million  dollar  smile  has  saved  his  ass  on  multiple  occasions  .
//   »    WANTED CONNECTIONS   :
EX-GIRLFRIEND :  i’m  thinking  his  first  &  only  “  serious  “  relationship  while  in  college  .  were  going  pretty  steady  until  he  cheated  on  her  (  hmm wc  on  who  he  cheated  on  her w/ ??  ) ,  she  never  found  out  but  that  guilt  ate warner TF UP  so  he  cut  things  off  with  her  via  text  message  and blocked  her  number  ,  ignores  her  any  chance  he  gets  ‘till  this  day  ,  cause  he  doesn’t  have  any  balls  and  cannot  face  his  fears  .
FRAT BROS  : lowkey  what  i’m  MOST  excited  for  asdfgh  like  whoever  is  in  beta  lambada mu  hit  me  the  fuck UP so  we  can  discuss  dynamics  ,  roomates  ,  allat  .
FOOTBALL TEAM  : same  for  above  ,  he’s  lowkey  cocky  &  got  sly  comments  when  he’s  on  the  field  ,  he constantly  humbles  himself  but  can’t  helps  it  ,  he is  hot  shit  and  he  knows  it  , how does  his  team  feel  ab  that  ??  w/  his  defensive  ass  !
GOOD-LUCK CHARM  :  prolly  a  girl  (  bonus  points  if  a  cheerleader  ???  im  not  picky  tho  i promise  if  ur  muse  don’t  shake  poms  idc  )  it  happened  out  the  blue  ,  they  screamed  his  name  while  the  team  was  walking  out  for  a  game  ,  and  she  called  that  he’d  get  3  td’s  and  thats  exactly  what  he  did  now  they  joke  ab  it  and  shit  (  maybe  a  goodluck  kiss b4  games  bc  its  warner lolol  ) idk  i  came  up  wit  it  on the  spot but  i love  it.
//   »    MISC   :
i’m a dumbass  &  this  got  way  longer  than  i  expected  but  if  u  made  it   all  the  way  thru  ily . 
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0tivez · 2 years
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Ive never been the same since tbh 🥲 im forever paranoid now
Megumi would have the most confused expression ever. the visual representation of "huh??"
random hc that I just came up with: Megumi hair was literally a carbon copy of Toji's and the reason its all spiky now is bc gojo forced him to switch it up a bit; gojo can existence is a bit more peaceful since then. this is not canon compliant at all but idc let me leave in my fantasy world 😭
if it wasn't for the chokehold that Aki has me on- ill create a Facebook acc solely to respond to those stupid ass comments ffs
And I just finished reading the reze "arc" (dunno if you could call it an arc) and im so frustrated?? I think?? I dislike maxima and I love denji and FUCKING AKI IM GONNA- I love him, thats all im gonna say.
oh and im also skimming through jjk manga bc my friend is reading it as well (I actually think they already finished it??) and reading the word Shibuya just sends me into immediate panic lol
ofc Yuzuru has abs im gonna sob TT the core strength that man needs to do things on a ice must me insane.
you, talking about jjk: // me: 😍, your analyses (is that the plural??) are always on point and very satisfying to read LMFAO I hope that doesn't sound odd :,)
I agree that toji isn't as bad as people make him out to be as well! its funny bc my opinion about his character did a 180 quite literally. I used to think he was the worst.
Im glad to hear that your schedule is lighter now! I remember when I was in college (I dropped out bc of mental health reasons and now im figuring out what I truly wanna do) and the workload was absolutely insane. manifesting that you get awesome results 🕯
Also!! I finished writing and then editing my first fic!! it was a gojo angst LMFAO. I published it yesterday on a new blog! kinda like a fresh start :D im thinking of moving blogs as well; make the new one my main. I think making the navi was the hardest part of the whole blog creation tbh :p I wanted to share bc I'm excited and all!! 😅
and I know I already it but, welcome back!! thanks for taking the time to answer all my little asks as well, you didn't need to TT
I hope your week goes great! have a good one!! <3
-🥳 anon
i keep forgetting about many fights in shibuya, literally. i occasionally forget toji appeared in shibuya lmaoo my brain is protecting my mental health i guess
oof gojo teaching baby megumi how to style his hair in front of the mirror 🤧 he can't reach the mirror so gojo seats him on the counter 🥺
reze arc is bomb hehe. reze is best girl fr. i disliked her a lot at first but she's just so cool for me to hate her lmaoo. i've been meaning to reread csm cause i remember NOTHING but i don't know if i can handle everything just yet :') fun fact, i was planning to dress up as kobeni for a halloween party this year but had to go back home :') next year, hopefully! tho my main costume would be freddie mercury in i want to break free >:) i'm afraid no one would recognize my costume and i would be unmasked as a weeb and not the cool, cold blooded sexy bitch i am 😔
i swear to god aki is the sexiest man ever. the second he was introduced, i have created the holy trinity of cold blooded, black haired man.
okay hear me out. megumi, giyuu and aki ARE THE SAME EXACT CHARACTER. SAME. they even have the same fucking mbti and enneagram type ffs
if takahiro sakurai voices aki (which would be perfect, exactly how i imagined and also leaked as a possibility?) he will also add up to my holy trinity of men i simp for, that being geto, giyuu and aki lmaooooo im fucked 😫
sorry that came out of nowhere klmalwskmf i've been waiitng to tell someone this for ages now
(a little venty under the cut)
omg thank you 🥺🥺🥺 you're literally so sweet! i love splurging jjk bullshit out, having someone enjoy listening to them means the whole world to me, and i love you <3
toji appeared for like, 1% of the manga and became one of the best written characters imo. he's so complex, he's not good or bad. his character raises a very important question to me which seems to apply to jujutsu kaisen as a whole: what exactly is bad? can you really blame toji for the way he turned out to be? the things he did? there really is no winners in this manga, if the mc was switched, pretty sure our main cast would be the villains too
imagine a spin off from toji's pov 🤤
i especially love how toji fucked up the ENTIRE world for 3 million yen JKWNAWDSKJNASDW my man. the legend. i will DIE if gojo doesn't have a flashback of toji or smth like imagine. just imagine. him getting unboxed. he sees maki. he's like what the fuck?? and we see a panel of hidden inventory again. damn.
aah turns out it's not as light as i thought it would be lol
i can 100% understand dropping out for mental health reasons, especially now. i literally feel my mental health collapse physically. sadly, for my future, dropping out isn't really an option. i know that this feeling is temporary, i just feel angry you know? it's really just the tuesdays, i fucking hate tuesdays so much. i overslept TWICE today. TWICE. i hate tuesdays
workload really is awful! worst thing is, it's not the law part. i LOVE my law classes. i wish i could have fucking time to study for them. i mostly take non-law classes this semester and i swear to fucking god i'm not studying law, i'm studying whatever the fuck those classes are. i feel like i'm not learning anything from them, they're just bullshit. at least i hope they will be useful for when i start my interviews for internships. what do you have in mind for what you wanna do? how's the search going?
aah that's so exciting, congratulations! i would love to read it sometime, if you feel comfortable with sharing it of course :) i find organizing my blog so relaxing. just the sheer pleasure of organizing is so good, but tumblr is awful so i understand the struggle lol
aah thanks again! speaking with you relaxes me a lot :) i try to write back faster but i can't write on my phone TT
btw sorry for dumping everything all of the sudden lol this turned out very venty
have a good week babe 😽
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