DAMIEN LEWIS IS BRITISH???!!!!?

Context i rewatched the scene in episode one and holy fuck do I hate this man

I am upset at something different but focusing on this so rant under the cut. I swear a lot and it’s kinda long so be warned

Look I know show! Aemma is older but holy shit he’s put her through at least five pregnancies (I don’t remember the exact number)!! At least four babies died!! And he’s hesitant when she says she’s done??? It’s not your uterus mf

And then! I get he’s the king he can make his own damn choices I don’t expect him to ask (even though he fucking should have) but at the very fucking least tell her???? No ‘hey we’re trying a new method of saving the baby’ no ‘hey so we’re going to try to cut out the baby’ nothing!!! Just ‘they’re bringing the baby out’ and ‘don’t be scared’! Why the fuck shouldn’t she be scared you are fucking cutting her open!! The fuck???

Also like I get it’s Medieval times and all but they do know the hole the baby comes out of right?? Like they have seen babies come though this hole (this exact hole to be precise) why not make it bigger or something??? Instead of just starting in the middle??? But nope murder time because of bullshit

And one more thing he couldn’t be with her until it was an emergency?! Sir your wife has had at least a few miscarriages!!! Announce the tourney then be with your fucking wife you dick!!!

I’m not getting into the whole ‘sees Rhaenyra as a child but goes for Alicent who is the same fucking age’ thing right now but that is also so fucked up

As well as the ‘also doesn’t teach Rhaenyra shit’ stuff like there are two particular frames that do not help (shot of Daemons empty seat then immediate cut to Rhaenyra pouring his cup) (like you know your brother tell your only child Something!!!)

I do hate this man. So fucking much. How he has any fans suprises me like how do you like this man

(And don’t say he felt guilty and redeemed himself bc no tf he did not! I don’t care how good Paddy is I love Paddy but Viserys can trip into the seven hells)

May 15, 2024 Update:

Spoken Poetry Video Premieres

[#spokenpoetry] Until The Blade Falls… by CJOAT | Inspired by @KendrickLamar’s Meet the Grahams

Me: I don’t even wanna try driving to work tomorrow

Sis: take a snow day (but like. for reals. don’t go. it’s dangerous)

Me: do you think mom- nah, can you call them and tell them I’m not coming? 🥺

Sis: mom’ll do it. (it’s me, I’m mom)

Me: the ONLY MOM I’VE EVER HAD 😭

Sis: stop it, i just finished crying over the princess and the frog, I’ve got no more tears left

Me: 🥺❤️ lob u

Sis: ❤️

Ada and Annette’s interaction is so underrated. I love them. They sound like two high school mean girls from rival friendship groups, or whatever the equivalent is in the resident evil universe.

I want to say your style is soft and whimsical? If that's the word. Its a nice variation to a lot of the others I've seen. Sorry if my words are not wording. I love your style is just so fluffy and sweet between Ghost and Soap.

daww thank you! That's so sweet!! Drawing big buff military men has been a challenge for me, it's very different from my usual stuff - but it's fun to love a piece of media so much that it forces you to leave your creative comfort zone. I used to only draw animals when I started out, so that's definitely shaped my style into what it is. But Ghost and Soap deserve a little softness, as a treat, so it’s ok that my style is sorta mismatched with the source material

got high and watched a bunch of ateez dance practices. feeling delusional about yunho rn

fr tho how much of rei’s exposition was the truth if he’s still willing to let ichiro believe his mom is dead 😞

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new emotion unlocked it’s called tracy chapman fast car 3am breakdown

“Just fucking kiss me, man” is a quote that imprinted itself on my brain and like theoretically it’s not the CRAZIEST thing somebody could say but to me it’s very loaded and emotional. But it comes from a plotline that involves a guy cheating on his wife by having gay e-sex on Street Fighter so I also dunno how to feel about it.

Okay this is something that has taken me years to come to terms with and I just need to get off my chest especially since im not in therapy anymore and honestly only a few close friends know this but talking about it is still hard and I want to be able to better forgive myself and get rid of some of the internalized shame that plagues me because of this, and like, just be more comfortable admitting this fact to myself so I can better heal from it. And I know it’s also triggering to a lot of people so I never feel like it’s ever appropriate to discuss I should have a therapist again maybe sometime. But I’m gonna just say it and maybe delete this later. But I’m a rape + abuse survivor and it’s took me years to even “unlock” this trauma and properly process it. I’ve come a long way but idk I just wanted to get this off my chest because it’s been aching to come out but I also don’t wanna burden people.

KYS NIER IS FOR FUCKING FAGS AAAAAAA

Buddy I am a fag.

this whole Carly/brennan thing is actually kinda cute, looks like Blackbeard is laying on the charm 🤭

68 Days Until • 李泽言0113生日快乐~ .⁠｡⁠*♡

it’s the way he’s brought her out to be the person she is today;

someone who knows, has seen & experienced EVERYTHING –– yet time and again he’s chosen to stand by her choice despite every possibility stating otherwise, and has done everything above and beyond his capabilities to make sure the choice she has made turns out to be what she hopes for.

—— the way being a self-sacrificing, beacon of light for everyone else comes so naturally to him is just ༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ

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