thinking about riding dazai’s thigh and how he’d throw your arms over his shoulders and how he’d have his hands on your hips to guide you and how he’d squeeze your asscheeks and spread them apart as you grind and how he’d call you his pretty baby and how he’d bounce his leg and eat up your yelps and whines and how he’d put his fingers in your mouth and how he’d mark up your neck and how he’d beg you to make a mess on his thigh and how he’d keep his slacks on so he can watch your cum stain them and how he’d

fuck if he wasn’t made for black and white photography~🎃

Everyone loved my Cas op so much, so here’s my Jensen one!

I made Radio Company stickers and was selling them at the con (and will probably post them online too) and so I went up and handed him one and said “congrats on your first performance, I made this for you!” And he looked at it and gave me a sweet little awe face and we took the picture. Then he’s like “can I keep this?” And I’m like “of course it’s your band and I made it for you!” He said thanks and I started backing up still talking to him and said “I have more of you want some more, I can bring them to autos” and he says “oh yes, I need some to put on my guitar case” and I said something back but surely can’t remember bc I stopped breathing 😂😂😂

SO at ops later, I go up (him and Misha signed my iPad case) and I held up a bag of stickers and his face lights up and I hand them over. I’m like “here’s these bc you wanted more, and I included some extras bc I told you I am feral for the Winchesters so I’ve made some stickers for the show too.” He said “awesome, thank you so much” and I said “one thing tho, please don’t come after me for copyright infringement bc I am not rich 😂” and he laughed (a mini unicorn laugh) and said “copy that!”.

Idk how I’m alive, y’all, but this was one of the best weekends of my life. Amazing.

aftersun but it’s remus and harry

glen via leslies insta stories 📷

tw: dark thoughts

literally sucks when i’m the one who always checks in on my friends if they post something concerning on their stories but no one ever checks in on me when i literally say i want it all to end

Me: I have a lot to do today, lots to write, better get started!

Also me: Maybe there’s another QuickStart fic out, I should check the tag again.

And Laurence knew him. Knew him and knew himself.

He remembered a door opening in Bristol three years earlier, and voice asking him to come outside his prison in a Britain under siege.

“Tenzing”.

try not to get heartbroken over the same person every week challenge (IMPOSSIBLE!!!!)

Author Update 03/14

I’m not alright.

My emotional state has been in a serious state of flux, last week it was so bad that I called my doctor and got an appointment to have it officially looked at.

After much talk with my doctor and taking an extensive test, I was diagnosed with clinical depression

My doctor was actually shocked with how bad he said the results looked. He asked me twice if I was suicidal or not.

I’m not. But sometimes the weight of the world just gets to me. My stress is elevated and the loneliness has been increasing.

I’m not alright but I’m also not alone. And I’m not giving up. I’m fighting it daily and seeking out new things to do and proper treatments.

If there’s any point to this, I would say: don’t be afraid to admit it to yourself, seek out the proper treatment, and show grace to yourself when you feel at your lowest.

Take good care of yourself and your state of mind.

Thank you.

WHY DO I FEEL BAD FOR THE DOODLER

haha so we’re meeting daniel next week huh

Guess who’s making soup at 2:15 am

Hi, love your writing ✍️, keep up the good work 🥰❤️❤️❤️❤️

Why am I only seeing this? I’m so sorry I’m the worst 😭

Just bawled my eyes out because I feel so demotivated and insicure about my writing lately so reading these kind of messages really warms my heart. Thank you so much, you have no idea but you really made my day ❤️

i’m just living. i’m not alive.