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Went to Costco with the fellas 💪
@cumgrandpa @gaycompilation
#tagged in order of appearance#I’m guy all the way on the right in the 2nd pic#we had a fun time :-)#dead files#dead text
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stay away ! | pablo gavi x fem! real madrid player! ! reader
summary; after their relationship goes public, pablo has to face threats from a certain team over his girlfriend, the baby of the team
fc; carla camacho
warnings; ?
notes; requested ! MY REQUESTS ARE CLOSED 🤒😫😫
masterlist !
yourusername uploaded to their story !
[caption 1; hubba hubba pablogavi ] [caption 2; mi amor 🩷]
lindacaicedo__11 replied to your story !
lindacaicedo__11 q es esto ??? [what is this ???]
atheeneeaa_10 replied to your story !
atheeneeaa_10 uuuuhmmmm,,,, y/n??
vinijr replied to your story !
vinijr y/n?? why are you dating a b*rca player ??????
carolineweir95 replied to your story !
carolineweir95 since when have you been in a relationship????
carolineweir95 with someone from the rival team too????
pablogavi replied to your story !
pablogavi couldn’t even ease ur teammates into knowing, just a straight hard launch 😭😭😭
yourusername i like to give them heart attacks for funsies sometimes 🚶♀️🚶♀️🚶♀️
yourusername they’re already going crazy, even vini😭😭😭
pablogavi yeah if a barca femeni player was dating one of ur guys i’d question ur morals and thought process🤒
yourusername so he’s right for questioning my morals and thought process 🤔🤔
pablogavi no your morals are right bc ur dating me 😁😁😁
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yourusername: what a long but exciting week 🥸
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pablogavi: 😍😍😍 liked by yourusername !
pablogavi: siempre tan bella [always so beautiful]
yourusername: 🥹🫶
olgacarmona7: she’s a child.
yourusername: we’re the same age olga
pablogavi: we’re the same age tho🤨
atheeneeaa_10: STAY AWAY FROM HER🤺
username: it’s like that one demi lovato meme 😭😭😭
username: the scars on her leg 🙁
username: LINDAAA
username: omg jude
username: starboy and stargirl of real madrid iktr
judebellingham: nah why do i look so awkward
yourusername: just a bit 😕😕
lindacaicedo__11: 😋👍
yourusername: 😁
username: the way the squad is so protective of her is so 😭😭
username: y/n acting like nothing happened after hard launching her relationship w gavi is the level of idgaf i aspire to be at 🤭
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yourusername: 🤍🤍
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paablogavi: think ❤️💙 is a better combo😁
sofie.svava: no.
yourusername: you’re on thin ice , babe , very thin
kathellensousa: stay away🤺🤺
pablogavi: always supporting the loml 😁❤️💙
yourusername: always supporting the loml too😁🤍🤍
username: not them using their team color for hearts im 😭😭
username: i’m a culer but omg i love y/n sm😞😞
username: pls i love them
username: football’s power couple fr 😍
frejaolofssonn: ouuuu girl….
judebellingham: exactly what i said 🙄🙄🙄
camavinga:🙄🙄🙄🙄
yourusername: i can say a lot abt u three watch it 🙄
carolineweir95: as long as you’re happy 😕😕
pablogavi: she is😁
lindacaicedo__11: let her speak for herself 😒
yourusername: you’re all drama queens 😭
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pablogavi: mi amor ❤️🩹
tagged; yourusername
yourusername: amorrrrr🫶🫶
yourusername: tqqq🥹 [ily]
pablogavi: tqqqq❤️
username: she’s so cute :(
username: the 2nd pic…. MIGHT go crazy idk
pedri: simp
pablogavi: and proud 😌
olgacarmona7: i mean….. she looks happy :/
lindacaicedo__11: i guess this is ok
sofie.svava: barley ok let’s be fr
judebellingham: sigh….
pablogavi: 🤨🤨
yourusername: shhhh they’re slowly going into the acceptance phase
username: jude wyd here
atheeneeaa_10: watch your back if i see a single hint of sadness come from her bc of you.
pablogavi: aye aye 🫡
username: sad day for the gavi girls 🕊️🕊️
username: i ADORE them
username: they’re so😞😞
username: Y/NNNNNNN
username: enemies to lovers fr
username: the merengue x culer combo goes hard tbh
#football smau#footballer x y/n#football player x reader#footballer x reader#football imagine#football imagines#football scenarios#football one shot#pablo gavi scenarios#pablo gavi imagine#gavi scenarios#pablo gavi x reader#gavi x reader#pablo gavi smau#gavi smau
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Here’s my official Disney Hercules/Disney Villains/Hades merch haul (so far lol)
You guys already saw these but here’s the Sega Disney Villain Mystery Prize plush and a limited edition flexing Hades medallion pin lol
These are 2 Hades Funko pops I have (left: regular glow-in-the-dark Hades, right: throne Hades) and a 25th Hercules Anniversary Christmas ornament of Hades and baby Herc
also btw I bought 2 Funko pops because the glow-in-the-dark one has a defect with the hair in the back (I think it was attached wrong so there’s like a weird gap in the back), also you need a UV light to make the Funko pop glow in the dark and that basically only works if I have the light from my window shining on it (and I’m a hermit that hates light so I never have my curtains open 😂 honestly thinking about putting it in my car as a dashboard ornament and then buying the “chessboard Hades” Funko pop to replace that one in my room lol
This is the $50 Hercules blanket I mentioned before that I got from the Disney store on my birthday last year lol, it’s really comfy and soft and I actually slept with it last night because it got cold in my room lol
A Hades T-shirt (also got it last year for my birthday at the Disney store lol)
You all know I have Horn of Plenty and the book from the Disney Villains book series (also the book sleeve came with random scratches and stuff on it when I got it so that kinda sucks and makes it look dirty but oh well lmao) lol, but I also have a Disney villains coloring book (actually thinking about getting some more Disney villain coloring books! There’s a color by numbers one that I really want to buy!)
These are actually pictures I got from a 2023 Disney Villains calendar I got for Christmas in 2022 lol. I literally only wanted it for these pics specifically because I just love them so much! Actually, the “I bring the fire” one was actually for the month of March (which is my birth month lol)!
I believe this was my very first Disney loungefly bag and wallet set of Hades! I actually currently use this one when I travel lol! I just love how gorgeous Hades looks 😍 also whenever I go out and people are like “omg I love your bag!” I have to resist the urge to be completely honest and say “Thanks! I’m in love with him! He’s my fictional husband!” 😂 but instead I’m just like “Haha! Thanks! I just love Hades and I’m obsessed with him!” 😂 it’s literally that meme like “They don’t know I’m in love with a fictional character” 🤣
I think this was 2nd set I bought? I just ADORE the flowers around Hades! I got it because it just instantly reminded me of Hades and Persephone lol! They also didn’t have a matching wallet so I got one that kinda matched. I know the quote on the wallet is hard to read because of the lighting, but it says “NO PLACE FOR FAIRY TALES” lol (there’s actually another Disney villains bag with Hades with flowers on it and I wanna buy that one too 😂)
And then my 3rd loungefly set lol! I love this one too because it has 3 pockets and it’s glow-in-the-dark! (I like to use this one around Halloween lol idk why I just think it looks cooler for some reason). My only thing about this set is that the wallet is small and doesn’t have a coin pouch, so there’s no place to put my change. I’ll have to find a cute coin purse to go with it lol.
And last, but certainly not least, my collection of the Hades comics! I just love the way Hades looks in all of these!!! 😍💙
Anyways, that’s it lol! I also have fan made merch (mainly stickers but also other stuff) of Hades, but I thought I’d just show you guys the official Disney ones. I’ll certainly be adding more to this collection, so stay tuned for more lol! 😁
#I’ve been meaning to do this for week now and finally got the energy to do it 😂#sorry about the glare and awkward cropping/angles in some pics#my room has the worst lighting 😂#disney#hercules#hades#hercules 1997#disney’s hercules#disney hades#hades disney#hades hercules#disney villains
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photographer!yn
for all my wives because we can’t stop thirsting over these bts pics
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yourinstagram early hair and makeup test #elvisfilm
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user3 how did you get these pics?
↳ user5 she’s the film’s photographer, baz hired her
↳ yourinstagram that he did!! I have a very cool job
oliviadejonge making austin look 10x better
↳ yourinstagram it’s hard work 🥱
austinfan6 austin in these pics hnggggg 🥴🥴🥴
↳ austinfan8 makes me feel some sorta way
user11 are you going to post more Elvis bts
↳ yourinstagram my entire feed is now dedicated to pictures of my time in Australia and Elvis 🫶🏼
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oliviadejonge yourinstagram and i take on australia
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yourinstagram miss dejonge arent you supposed to be on set right now?
↳ oliviadejonge miss l/n I didn’t think that canoodling with the talent was in your job description 🧐
↳ austinfan16 sorry what?
austinfan18 as if olivia just outed y/n like that
austinfan19 now olivia tell us which cast member y/n was kissing 🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼
↳ austinfan22 has to be austin
↳ user24 idk dacre was seen in queensland a few days ago…
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yourinstagram baz and austin in early hair and makeup tests for #elvisfilm
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austinfan22 just admit you’re dating austin
austinfan25 you’re not fooling anyone xo
austinbutler your eye for art never ceases to amaze me
↳ yourinstagram 🖤
↳ user26 what’re y’all doing? .. screwin?
↳ austinfan28 definitely
dacremontgomery you’re an amazing photographer y/n
↳ yourinstagram ❤️❤️
↳ austinfan30 me trying to decode what the different coloured hearts mean 😤😤😤
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yourinstagram six months in australia now, so grateful for my job and everything that’s come with it 🖤
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austinfan32 UHHHHH Y/N WHATS THAT NECKLACE YOURE WEARING
austinfan35 UMMMMM LIKE AN INTITAL NOT BECAUSE HE OWNS YOU.. BUT BECAUSE HE REALLY KNOWS YOU???
↳ austinfan36 I knew she was a swiftie 😭😭
user37 y/n exposed her and austin I can’t believe this 🫢
austinfan38 ‘A’ AS IN AUSTIN
yourinstagram has deleted this post !
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austinupdates OKAY!!! So Y/N L/N, the Elvis film photographer, had the second post up yesterday and then deleted it because she was wearing a necklace with an ‘A’ on it (1st slide) Many people believe that they’ve been together for the last six months or so. Now Y/N has reuploaded the picture with the necklace CROPPED OUT (2nd slide)!!!
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austinfan44 Y/N YOURE NOT SLICK
user47 I understand wanting to keep our relationship private, but now everyone knows they should just tell us
austinfan49 I want y/n and austin content
user53 confused, wasn’t she sending hearts to dacre???
↳ austinfan55 she just replied to his comment with some
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austinbutler grateful for this opportunity to fill such big shoes. thank you to my lady for capturing my first time all done up as the king #elvisfilm
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austinfan58 austin being the one to confirm their relationship was not on my bingo card for this year
austinfan61 MY LADY? Someone catch me im swooning
austinfan64 y/n these elvis pics are making me h-word…
↳ yourinstagram me too, it’s okay
user66 I cant wait for this movie
bazlurhman you’re such a talent 🌟
austinbutler 🖤🖤🖤
↳ yourinstagram 🖤
↳ austinfan68 guys i think black hearts are their thing, we might just be dumb 😭😭
oliviadejonge wait.. you’re dating y/n… I’m also dating y/n
↳ austinbutler yourinstagram care to explain?
↳ yourinstagram there’s enough of me to go around, go back to doing your jobs
#austin butler#austin butler imagine#austin butler one shot#austin butler x reader#austin butler fluff#austin butler drabble#elvis 2022#austin butler fake instagram#ig photographer yn
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Just watched the Connor McDavid: Whatever it Takes documentary and my main takeaway is that he’s insane but here are a bunch of random notes and pics:
““If it was up to my mom, we probably would’ve been a skiing family”
The drive, that’s who he is, he’s always been that way, since he was probably 3 or 4, he refused to let his parents help him get dressed and he would carry his bag everywhere, the bag was bigger than he was
“He’s intense and he’s competitive”
Bobby Orr said when he was 15 that he was gonna be the greatest skater to ever play
Tracy Wilson: Olympian and skating coach “what I love about Connor is it’s all about power, doesn’t matter how it looks, it’s about getting there”
Kassian “we haven’t seen a player like that in the game in maybe forever”
McDavid “at the end of the day, you’re still playing an nhl game, but that’s not much to hang your hat on” in reference to being out of the playoffs
“Right on the post square and I just felt the pain right away, thought I’d just broken my leg into a couple pieces”
They keep replaying him going into the net at top speed and it’s fucking horrible to watch
He whispered to me “I think it’s broke”- Kassian
“I was having flashbacks to Stamkos’s energy and I know stammer really well”
Stamkos texted therapist: “did he break his tibia?”
“If I could do it all over again, you’d like to take it back”- giordano
Team physical therapist asked if he could move his leg and told him he could either try to get up or call the gurney. Connor said “no, no, no” and stood up even though he was worried and thought his leg was going to give out”
“I held it together until we got though the tunnel and then I was just a mess” it took them 10 minutes to get back to the room
He said “stop, just give me a second”
3 guys had to hold him up the way back
Lauren “it was really hard when he called me, he just said “I think I broke my leg””
Brian “he was really upset and in pain, as a parent it’s hard”
Kelly: “it’s the worst thing in the world”
“Maybe in hindsight it would’ve been better if it was broken”
Never realized the infamous scene where Leon squeezes Connor in the hallway is from this.
Grade 2 strain of his pcl
“Hey dad, just want you to know I’m going for a second opinion in Colorado Springs”
Doctor told him it was a full pcl tear where tears on bth sides of his miniscus, “tore the popliteus right of the bone”
Full reconstruction of the knee, pcl, and popliteus would require a year recovery, doctor said he needed to do it asap, within a few day
“He was distraught, very, very under described”
His mom wanted him to have the surgery
Surgical intervention is to give it stability back
Had to make decision in 48hrs about whether or not to operate.
“He was very emotional and it was very difficult for him to talk.”
3rd opinion in LA: 2nd doctor is right about the issues but thinks the surgery is risky and doesn’t believe in it, wants to try to rehab it
Had to make that decision at 22 in 24 hours
Pcl cut right in half, back of knee joint completely torn, popliteus also completely torn, lateral and medial meniscus are both torn, crack in front of tibia from where he hit the post
“Hockey is my life”
He wanted to hear that he didn’t need surgery
His rehab guy literally lived with him
7 days a week, 10 hrs a day
50% chance to get him maybe skating again by end of summer
He was in a hyperbaric chamber daily for 40 days, 2 hours at a time
Claustrophobic in a literal tube
“At one point, doctor cleared him to flex his quad muscle”
They had to keep the injury as secret as possible, didn’t tell Ken Holland how bad it was
He would call his mom right after every mri appointment
He was in the pool all the time working on his knee
While rehabbing, his core specialist was like “might as well work on everything while we’re stuck here” and they worked on his core, pelvic floor, rotational movement, spine, everything
Gymnastics coach also helped
Didn’t want him to skate till September
He went on the ice with just his dad on his doc’s recommendation before September
He was so happy to be back on the ice with his father, completely changed emotionally that day
You can really see how much he loves just skating
He was so happy to know that even if he couldn’t fully heal he could still go on with the brace and skate
He’s so smooth in these skating exercises while in an insane brace
“One thing to be out there playing the game but another to do it at the level he was capable of”
Tracy Wilson did in their own words “edging” with him for afternoons, taking him through all sorts of movements and exercises without his brace
Opening night started to look like a possibility
He wanted to be there for training camp
He decided not to participate in biosteel
He wanted to play in all 7 exhibition games even though most veterans only did 4
“Like my first game all over again”
Seeing him on opening night was incredible for his training people
Okay, seeing the canucks slashing at him and shoving him into the boards in the home opener is now making me so protective
“He willed himself back”
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Top posts of the year
Hello fellow followers! As the end of the year is slowly approaching, I want to give a thanks to all your support! We may not all share the same interests, but we all share a similar interest of wishing to connect more with our feminine sides. I want to share my last Throwback Thursday by looking back at something more special outside of my own past: my most popular captions by my followers! It will also be my pinned post until New Year’s Day arrives! Here are the top 5 most liked and shared captions (created by me) from this blog:
5th most popular is this one of Sunny Leone in sexy lingerie. This one was created out of impulse and I was caught by surprise that it caught on more than I would have thought. Then again, someone hot like her would provoke you into cracking your egg if she actually said that.
4th place is this art of someone dressing as a woman. This was my very first caption and decided to use this well known drawing used in captions for several years. From what I was able to find later, it was a commission drawn by a known TG transformation artist. However, this person in the drawing is transgender and she (not “he”) is happy to see herself looking back. The euphoria in her face may explain why she hasn’t worn the wig yet. Crossdressing may help some trans individuals with dysphoria and can even serve as a catalyst in transitioning if they feel the need to feminize (or masculinize if trans male) beyond dressing. I may look into recreating this caption in the future as I related more to this pic after discovering the origin.
3rd place is this caption of some girl in cleavage. I’m just going to leave it at that. I wrote as a way to show how “boymoding” can only work until your feminizing results make it difficult to hide. Boymoding, from what I was able to understand, is when transitioning girls under HRT dress as male, but everyone around them notices they’re turning into a girl. In other words, the people around them see them as a crossdresser instead of a guy now. Yet, boymoders deny their feminizing changes. Once it becomes too obvious, like bigger breasts or softer skin, their only option left is to come out as a trans girl.
2nd is this very hot GIF, and it’s easy to see why it’s so hypnotic. The crop top and leggings hugging her own curves, the way she moves, her long, flowing hair, and her overall looks are persuasive enough to either chase her, become her, or both! The clip was originally from a Vine (remember those?) that was difficult to edit, recrop, and make into what you’re seeing right now. I don’t make GIFs anymore, but maybe I’ll make another one like this one day.
And in 1st place is this one of a woman holding a set of pills. Although they’re actually birth control pills, this pic was used in long-gone caption affirming the user to take hormones. Many trans people are placed in a waiting list to be prescribed gender-affirming hormones, and that’s after an extensive time being in therapy sessions. These waitlists take months, or even years, before being cleared out. Oh, and these trans people are all adults! So it’s no surprise as to see why many would love to get their hands on HRT if handed to them instantly. If you’re in that process, please reach resources such as Planned Parenthood, Plume, or other sources available in your country or region that will help you guide your transition into a girl.
-Conclusion
These top posts say something more than wishing to connect with our feminine sides. Based on this list, it seems many wish to also become a girl for other reasons. I can’t judge what you like as I am responsible for creating these captions. But as someone who is learning more about their trans identity, my captions are slowly drifting away from fantasy and diving more into reality. I will slip in something provocative as a way to tease you. But it most likely won’t fall under the “forced fem” topic, but rather as a way to “crack” your egg. There will be more surprises showing up come next year, or up until this blog lasts. Until then, happy night people!
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Thoughts on the 2nd Season of Leverage: Redemption
OK. So I finally got around to watching Leverage: Redemption season 2. It was a decent season (or half-season?). I do remember liking more of the episodes from season 1, but that may be because there were more episodes overall (Hence, why I referred to this as a half-season.).
Random Thought #1 --
I can say one of the major pluses of season 2 was the opportunity to see Aldis Hodge more. And of course, that wink at the audience regarding the DC cinematic universe was not lost on me. I’m glad he was able to participate in more episodes this time around, but I am just as happy to see his career flourish on the big screen too.
Any chance to see more of Aldis is always appreciated. But you know who I did miss?
Random Thought #2 --
None of the episodes were directed by Jonathan Frakes this season. I’m not saying I can’t enjoy Leverage without Jonny behind the camera, but when he’s not there, his absence is certainly felt. I can only guess it was because he was off getting his Captain Riker on in the 3rd season of Star Trek: Picard. Sure, I loved seeing him on ST: Pic, but he better direct some eps for the next season of Leverage or I'll ... stew silently like the impetulant child that I am.
Random Thought #3 --
Moving on. My favorite episode of the 2nd season was the non-Leverage Leverage episode titled “The Belly of the Beast Job.” I liked how our team takes a bit of a backseat to others in this episode, and let a duo of novices attempt to save the world for once.
It was all very cute watching the Fab 5 help from the sidelines, plus the realistic scenario of the villain and the victim(s) really resonated with me. The storyline was incredibly honest regarding the nature of workplace harassment, even affording the reality that sometimes when there’s a woman in a position to help, she may be more concerned with looking out for herself than protecting others. I really appreciated that honesty in storytelling on such a sensitive issue.
Also, the actor who played the bad guy, aka the smarmy record executive, was fantastic! I remember him – Jeffrey Vincent Parise – from an episode of Burn Notice where he played a fairly distinctive villain who was similarly flamboyant, but very different in other ways. In this episode of L:R, it seems he has turned up the creeper factor to 11, and delivered an especially realistic performance in a character that you love to hate. Kudos to him and whoever was responsible for casting him on the show!
Random Thought #4 --
I also have to admit some of my favorite moments of season 2 involved Harry Wilson. Particularly when he had to imitate Eliot in The Walk In The Woods Job. He actually did a pretty good job with the Spencer Growl™, but he couldn't get the rest of the voice exactly right. It was still funny as hell though.
As for his first time in the vents in The Museum Makeover Job, oh my goodness. 😂 At first, I felt a bit sorry for him because tight spaces are not my friend either. But then he started acting like a cartoon character and I couldn't help but laugh. I have a feeling that was intentional (by the writers) for us folks who might have felt some residual claustrophobia when watching through our screens.
So having Harry freak out in an absurdly cartoon-y manner helped keep the situation light, I think. And it just made me adore Noah Wyle's complete lack of ego when it comes to comedy even more.
Random Thought #5 --
Finally, I know I’m late to the party here, since the season 2 finale aired in January, but I’m sure I wasn’t the only one who was shocked to find out that Eliot Spencer is adopted. And that his adoptive parents are Black! [insert head exploding emoji]
But let me tell you this … I don’t hate it.
Here’s why:
It’s just like Eliot to keep this type of info to himself. He plays everything close to the vest, and this definitely would qualify as info that no one needs to know but him.
It adds a different kind of beat to Christian’s roles where he often plays men (usually from Oklahoma) who have estranged relationships with their father. I wasn’t too interested in seeing him play that same character beat yet again, so adding in a transracial adoption angle actually gave it a fresh twist.
His dad was played by Keith freakin’ David. Keith. Freakin’. David. If you only know Keith David through his voiceover work in animation, that may not seem like a big deal to you. But for those of us who grew up on this man’s film and TV work onscreen coupled with that very distinctive voice of his, … well … let's just say I fangirled for quite a while when he first appeared on camera. And when it was revealed that he was Eliot’s dad, I had the stupidest jaw-dropping grin on my face for like 5 minutes.
And on top of that, Christian got to shoot a fight scene with Keith too. Dude! I don’t personally know Chris (although I’ve met him several times), but I am sure he pinched himself more than once while preparing for and shooting that scene. I can only imagine he was trying really hard not to picture himself as a stand-in for the late great Rowdy Roddy Piper in that iconic fight scene in They Live. Heck, a part of me was doing it myself as I was watching it. I genuinely felt incredibly happy for Chris for getting the opportunity to work with Keith in this way.
With that said, I did make my way over to ao3 to see if anyone has written any fanfic around the whole adoption storyline. So far, I’ve only found two. There may be others, but they’re not too easy to track with the search tool, so it's a slow process.
Anyway, I noticed in the comments section on one of the fanfics I found, the author mentioned that they saw a comment on Facebook stating that the person wished that Eliot’s father had been Native American instead. And the author worked into the story the idea that Eliot’s biological mom was Native due to this comment.
Here’s the thing. I don’t have a problem with the author at all. They just wrote a quick story offering a wee bit of background on how Eliot ended up with the Spencers.
But I admit that I find that Facebook comment to be unnecessary and giving off some skanky anti-Black vibes. Yes, Chris has Native ancestry IRL. But how many times has he played characters where both of his parents were white and not Native? Did this person leaving the comment ever lament over his parents not being Native for any of those other roles? And if not, why not?
Here was an opportunity to allow Chris to be a part of multiracial onscreen family in a way that he hasn’t been able to in the past, and apparently, someone objected to that multiracial family being of African descent instead of Indigenous descent. They apparently didn't care about how it affords Eliot a new layer of complexity that we would rarely see in any other role Chris has played in the past (assuming the writers want to do something with it). It also acknowledges that Black people adopt children of other races and ethnicities too, which typically isn’t shown or discussed on American television. Transracial adoption is often painted as something only white or Asian-American parents do.
I’m not saying that the Facebook comment was racist, but it definitely seemed to have anti-Black bias that is far too often brushed aside when it comes to non-Black communities of color. And I hope that this person's sentiment is the exception, not the rule in the Leverage fandom.
Ok. That's it. I just wanted to share my thoughts on those aspects of season 2. Feel free to agree or disagree or something else. Thanks for reading my ramblings, and I will now happily sit over here and wait on season 2 of Almost Paradise premiering in July.
#leverage#leverage: redemption#fandom#christian kane#keith david#noah wyle#racism in fandom#aldis hodge#jonathan frakes#eliot spencer#billy spencer#harry wilson#alec hardison
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HeliosR - Dino Albani Card story ‘‘Family gathering’’
Translation of Dino Albani’s 2nd anniversary card story from ‘Helios Rising Heroes’.
Junior: -And this is a picture taken at the party held to celebrate our one year anniversary for being admitted.
Junior: All the food was amazing at this super luxurious venue!
Granny: Oh my, truly. What a wonderful place. So you celebrated in such a fancy, sparkly location.
Pops: Aren’t you just looking cool there, Junior-kun. You were dapper at the wedding ceremony already, and here's an other side of coolness coming from you.
Junior: R-really? You don’t usually see me walking around in these kinda clothes, so the fact that you think that means a lot
Faith: Grandfather, grandmother, look at my picture too. The one where I’m standing with Ochibi-chan
Pops: Ooh, where, where?
Junior: Gah, don’t get in the way you Shitty DJ! He just said I was cool and all too!
Faith: Why’re you mad? Will showing my pic make them stop calling you cool or something?
Junior: Gh…..KYAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!!!!
Keith: Shuddup…..
Dino: Ahaha, as long as they’re having fun♪ Obviously same goes for Junior, but seeing Faith enjoy himself is making me happy
Dino: I thought about how I could go for a little vacation, and ended up excitedly inviting everyone over to my family’s home…
Dino: Although the more I think about it, I’m a bit worried if it was the right call to make given how it was everyone’s precious time off…
Keith: No need to go out of your way to fret over it. Ain’t like these guys had anything planned in particular
Keith: It’s their earned time off after giving it all they got with training this whole year, so ain’t it got this feeling of a special occasion to it? …Not that I know any better.
Dino: I guess so… It’s reassuring to hear you say that.
Dino: The last time I was here I told granny and pops that when I drop by again I'll be taking the whole team with me
Dino: Spending time like this, together with pops and granny who raised me, then with you and the rookies, it might as well be a dream.
Dino: It’s like a “big ol’ family gathering!”, which makes me super duper happy♪
Keith: Really now….
Keith: Kinda amazing ya can say sumn’ like that without getting embarrassed. Not that it’s a new development or anything….
Dino: Eh!? Did I say something embarrassing?
Keith: Don’t mind it~
Pops: Come to think of it, Junior-kun is the son of that “The Lightning”, right
Keith: ……Oh?
Granny: Yes, yes! Both me and pops were surprised to hear that when we were watching the broadcast of the LOM the other day!
Pops: So that’s why you got called to throw the first ball for the Tiger Jets before. It all made sense when I heard it.
Dino: Uwawah, this is bad… They don’t know about Junior’s whole situation…
Dino: What do we do, Keith. Should we step in?
Keith: …….. Nah-
Junior: Yep, that’s right. “The Lightning” is my dad.
Junior: You two must’ve seen his ceremonial first pitch in real time, yeah? Dino told me that
Pops: Yes exactly! I remember how your father had done a splendid job just like you, Junior-kun
Dino: H-huh…? He’s handling it better than I thought he would.
Keith: …Hmm?
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Keith: ………
Dino: Keith
Keith: Oh, what’s up
Dino: Ah, there really isn’t anything… Rather, sorry for interrupting your little moment of rest
Keith: I ain’t taking a breather, I’m just smoking. Having a cigarette while surrounded by Mother Nature feels a bit criminal though.
Dino: Ahaha…
Keith: What now?
Dino: Nothing… Was wondering if you weren’t feeling tired or so…
Keith: Tired?
Dino: I mean, it’s not like there’s a moment of peace with how things always get rowdy at my place, right?
Dino: For me it’s nothing out of the ordinary, but there’s also people who can’t stand these kinds of things…
Keith: Ya think so?
Dino: …Am I wrong?
Keith: Haaah… What’cha getting strange ideas for this late
Keith: Ain’t like it’s the first time I’m here, or meeting yer pops and granny for the matter…
Keith: Besides, how many years do ya think we’ve been friends. If that’s what it is, we’ve gotten over that hill long time ago
Dino: EEEH!?
Keith: And if yer talking ‘bout all the noise, ain’t like it’s much different from back at the Tower
Keith: Seriously man, you're eons late with worrying after all that merry making. And since yer the one proposed the idea, ya better show me how to have fun with all ya got.
Dino: Keith……
Keith: Hm? ….What’s up with that car?
Dino: Ah!
Brad: I ended up being late.
Keith: Eh….? huh? Brad!?
Dino: You totally aren’t late at all. Thanks for coming despite being busy.
Keith: Oi, oioioioi, what’s the meaning of this… You didn’t tell me anything
Dino: I also invited Brad to come over. Since granny and pops have been always mentioning how they wanna him again too.
Brad: I hadn’t been called over since our Academy days. My apologies for also not being able to drop to give my greetings when they had come to New Million too.
Dino: It’s all good, no worries about that! I’d like for you to relax and enjoy yourself too today♪
Brad: I see… You have my gratitude for letting me have a nice holiday.
Keith: Listen, Dino. With Brad coming here and all, stuffs gonna get, y’know… we gotta need to like follow through and all, what’cha gonna do ‘bout all that?
Dino: Follow through?
Keith: I’m talking ‘bout Faith here! Ya didn’t tell me anything, don’t say that you kept quiet from him t-
Faith: Keith, Dino, what’re you doing?
Keith: …….!
Faith: Ah…..
Faith & Brad: …….
Keith: O-oi, is this gon’ be alright-
Faith: So you came?
Brad: Yes
Faith: …Well isn’t that just perfect timing? We were just about to eat dinner right now
Faith: You two should head inside soon too
Keith: Y-yeah……
Brad: I shall go greet your grandmother and grandfather at once.
Keith: ………
Dino: Of course I brought this up to Faith before. And then he told me it wouldn’t be a problem or anything.
Keith: …Hmm?
Dino: C’mon, let’s also get inside! There’ll be plenty of delicious furnace baked pizza to eat~♪
Dino: This time around I planned everything to make sure it’ll be enjoyable. So I’ll do as you said and have fun with everything I got in me!
Dino: A pizza party together with all of my beloved family! It doesn’t get more love and peace than that…☆
Keith: Haha….. Am no match for that love and peace alien after all…
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Sketchbook and You
If you’ve been following me for a bit (or you take a read through the descriptions over on my Art Blog), you’ve probably noticed the name of a few non-standard art programs. This is about one of them!
Things I want to get out of the way before the break:
No, I’m not here to sell you on the program. I’ll simply tell you what I like/dislike from my years of using it.
Yes, I’ll help you with some stuff that might come in handy if you decide to take the plunge.
And now… Here's a long-time user’s perspective on Sketchbook.
So! Sketchbook… it's been around for a while. I bought my 1st copy way back in the day for my (at the time) brand new 2nd Gen iPod Touch! It was great for doing quick sketches on the go. The thing I liked about it over the other popular paint program – Colors! - was the Pencil brush. Not surprising that a guy who primarily draws on paper would go for the brush most like the main tool he uses but hey? I’m basic like that.
For me, a solid feeling pencil was the difference between me drawing on my iPod or sticking to my physical notepad.
Back then, it was still owned by AutoDesk and went by SketchBook Express, SketchBook Mobile Express and SketchBook Pro. Each had their own quirks with the Express series being their “Free" versions. Over on the desktop side, they had things like the Copic Edition – a free program that allowed you to try use the official Copic marker colors in your pics. That would get walked over to SketchBook Pro later on and remain 'till the Sketchbook crew split off from AutoDesk in June of 2021.
Alrighty… With all of that history out of the way, To the Point!
Yes, I enjoy using Sketchbook. It’s the way I draw on my devices when I'm not using a mouse in Illustrator or doing basic stuff in Fireworks. It's super simple and good for what I need. No triple deep menus of things it can do that you need proper classes to learn to take full advantage of. Since it’s always had a mobile version (maybe that was it’s original platform), the menus are simple and easy to hide. You can import, export and build your own brushes from scratch. In the version that released closest to this writing (the October 2022 release), they even added something close to what was lost during their split from AutoDesk – a really neat color feature. Although it (currently) lacks the Copics from before, it makes up for that in both the ability to select colors and import, export and build whole color books.
Does this mean I’m recommending it? Not really.
I dig it, sure… but those used to neat things like the ability to save out timelapse videos from your desktop files or native 3D models or even just being able to add text will find it lacking. The formats it uses – TIFFs and PSDs - are fine for some. I personally like to work in PNG so I have to be careful to save out my layers individually or the whole thing will be flattened. Same goes with saving things in general. Like with any program, you need to be sure you’re saving things in the right file. I’ve noticed my copies of SB tend to remember the last file name used, auto filling the field. If I’m going too fast, I face a real risk saving over an older project.
The only thing I can recommend is to try before you buy.
How does one do that when the program is a one-time-fee dealie? Well… before the split, AutoDesk made the last version of SBPro free for everyone. I don’t normally do this ‘cause it’s a bit of a dick move and links will change as time goes one but I’ll drop a link to it and the archived page for the Much older Copic Edition in the next bit. Just understand that, for as good as Sketchbook is and for as long as it has been around, it’s kind of starting from scratch again with their newfound independence.
That’s about all I have to say about the subject. All in all, I enjoy using Sketchbook and have found it worth the price over the years. If You want to give the program the best shot it can, here’s some links that might help you along the way:
Sketchbook – The main site. Gets you the latest versions and a little more.
Extras Page – Like the name suggests, this has extras. Stuff like downloadable brush sets and some color books.
SketchBook Pro Free Brush Mega Set – Thanks to the hard work of a redditor, this is the best way to get damn near every free brush set that was offered by AutoDesk over the years.
AutoDesk SketchBook ver 8.7.1 – A link to the last edition they released before the split. It is free and comes with access to all the stuff the old Pro version did (Copics, perspective grids, other non-standard stuff I can’t remember). You can still import/export/build brushes with this.
SketchBook Copic Edition – What it says on the tin. This old version allows you the (at the time) new feature of the official Copic color book… and not much else if I remember right. It predates a lot of improvements. I don’t even remember if you could import brushes. It’s the least sketchy way to try out the basics of Sketchbook before you decide on jumping in completely.
If this helped you make a decision, I’m both shocked and amazed. Personally, I’d give one of the older copies a shot if they’ll run on your gear (That Copic one is OLD). Between the simple interface that knows when to get out of the way to the newer features they Just introduced, I think it’s worth it if only to try it.
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Okay so this is like a Lot to explain especially since there’s so much context but I’ll shorten it down the best I can. (I am so angry with these people so excuse me if I say something mean!)
1st friendship:
Well call this person AZ. AZ has been my friend since the start of the year last year and we had a friendgroup that we made. AZ wasn’t in the best state of mind and was easily used by others because she didn’t know how to say no. I helped her gain the right to say no throughout the year and helped her through a bunch of things. She said a lot of crazy shit like “I want to tear my nails off cuz I think that’d be cool” and “I want to cut that babies cheek cuz I think the blood would look so pretty flowing down” and idk abt you but that’s a 🚩🚩🚩that wasn’t it too she was like “unknowingly” transphobic (how can she be “unknowingly” when she reasoned that the reason why she used the wrong pronouns for me is cuz I look feminine.. two days ago I js had enough cuz she kept going on about how blood is so pretty and all and said that she wanted to hurt others/herself and I just like dropped her !
2nd friendship:
Well call this person DG for how much a DOG they are /neg , I’m younger than this person and they had a sense of “I’m older so I’m better” and would literally bully me but when it came to the other two people in the friend group they were all buddy buddy with both of them. Two days ago they said that I looked like someone and me and one of the two eldest (well call DN) disagreed DN kept going on about how the person in the pic didn’t look like me and said “literally (Me) is better, she looks like a 2/10” and DG responded with “More like (me) is a 2/10. Why you guys being so sensitive” then after that it went into a heated fight (DN was being reasonable while DG wasn’t at all) then aft that the two eldest took my “side” and are iffy with DG now
Sorry for yapping it’s a lot but there’s so much more I can say because that’s js how much shit went down in two days 😭🙏🏽
-🦦 anon
Oh lord in regards of the first friend it sounds like she changed a lot of bc of her surroundings like she feared she’d be discarded or wouldn’t fit in so she started saying anything and everything to upkeep a facade I’d def run the other way from her bc the things she says and the transphobia is 🧍🏻like yeah we all have impulsive or even intrusive thoughts but it just sounds like she’s saying whatever to fit whatever image she made in her head but like who wants to be around a person who seems so violent for no apparent reason
Also my god does dg sound like the worst friend I’ll always say with my whole chest that every joke comes with a little bit of truth and it genuinely feels like they have a lot of disdain for you but even if it was all said or meant in a joking manner the way they act and speak to you sounds cruel
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NFL Week 18
Week 18 brought much excitement to the fan meticulously watching to see where their teams would seed for the playoffs. Although the Detroit Lions could not get into the playoffs because the Seattle Seahawks beat the Los Angeles Rams earlier in the day. It brought great joy to my eyes to see the Packers lose. I was also disappointed to not see Calvin Johnson’s record broke this season. And even with the addition of a 17th game, what Johnson did was really impressive considering he achieved the milestone in 16 games. By next week I will have chosen this years wideout of the year award. And with the way Davante Adams finished his season it’ll be a close race to select who I feel is the NFL’s top wideout.
Not too many wideouts scored touchdowns this weekend. Three out of seven that I’m about to talk about scored 4 touchdowns combined. The wideout of the week is non other than Jerry Jeudy of the Denver Broncos. It appears that head coach Nathaniel Hackett was the problem. Russell Wilson has looked like a different quarterback since the Broncos fired the coach. It’s also exciting to see Jeudy healthy. The kid is extremely explosive. He caught 5 balls for 154 yards with no tinkers. I loved how he jogged off the ball luring the db to sleep and then sped past him for a 50 yard gain that was actually under thrown. Jeudy’s last catch was a speed dig where he caught the ball and exploded between a few defenders for another 15 yards. I look forward to Jeudy having the best season of his career next year.
Drake London will have a promising career. London finished the season 134 yards away from 1,000. Throughout the season he made some big plays. I believe he made my blog 2-3 times this yeas which is not bad for a rookie. London finished his afternoon with 6 catches for 120 yards with zero scores. Utilizing his big frame, London was able to do most of his damage across the middle on over and post routes. He was able to beat a defender on a nice go route to finish with a pretty good night at the office.
K.J. Osborn is a nice number 3 wideout to have. His speed is definitely his strong point and with the attention Jefferson demands, the respect that Adam Thielen has, leaves Osborn with opportunities to ball as he did and making his way to the blog for a 2nd time. Osborn caught 5 passes for 117 yards but did not score. His big play came on a fake screen to Thielen, where Osborn faked a block and caught a 40 yard gain up the right sideline. He caught a couple of out patterns to finish the game. I have the 49ers as my team going to the Super Bowl but I hope lady luck sticks in the Vikings corner because their defense has needed help all year.
Brandin Cooks had his first 100 yard game of the season. Cooks caught 5 balls for 106 yards with 1 touchdown on skinny post. Stefon “Im Him” Diggs finally got back to his old ways after going 6 games without eclipsing 100 yards. Diggs caught 7 passes for 104 yards with a touchdown on a streak-route. Christian Watson amounted the same amount of yards as Diggs. Watson tallied his 104 yards on just 5 catches including an unbelievable diving 1-hand catch on a 50-yard bomb from Aaron Rodgers. And lastly is our guy Keenan Allen of the San Diego Chargers. Allen finished his regular season with 8 catches for 102 yards and scored twice. Allen is playing fast and appears to be healthy. With a healthy wideout core I could see the Chargers giving teams in the AFC a run for their money. Who knows they could end up upsetting the Chiefs or Bengals.
I’m proud of the way the wideouts on each team played this season. I looked forward to great plays being made throughout the playoffs. And may the best wideouts win.
This concludes my first full season blog. To keep it going I think I’m going to post videos or pics and blog about how a wideout should train during the off season. I don’t know I’m just going to post what feels natural and see where it takes me. Wideouts Let’s Go!
#wideouts4life#wideouts#wideoutspublishing#NFL#week 18#detroit lions#seattle seahawks#davante adams#jerry jeudy#denver broncos#nathaniel hackett#russell wilson#drake london#kj osborn#san francisco 49ers#minnesota vikings#brandin cooks#stefon diggs#christian watson#aaron rodgers#keenan allen#kansas city chiefs#cincinatti bengals#coach ches#wideoutguru#Youtube
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Name for N6 + Official Designs and Ages for Main6!
SO! i know i said i’d stop for today. i swear i tried, i really did try to stop brainstorming, but i just couldn’t ...
anywayssss this resulted in me messing around with some Fantasy Name Generator i found on google and ... well. our lovely N6, demi-goddess, mender N6, now has a name! she has been baptized everybody! from this day forth, N6 shall be called .... DRUMROLLS PLEASE! *drumrolls, drumrolls* Phala !!!!
i looked through so many goddess names that i started seeing blurry for a few minutes, but it was absolutely worth it. ahh, the second i saw the name, top of the 10-names list, i connected with it on a spiritual level never before felt by yours truly. Phala. phala phala phalalalalalalalala
it said there that this name actually means Goddess of Commerce, which ... uhhhh. i don’t really know how accurate this would be for my Phala, but eh, the name is pretty, and its fit for a goddess, what more do we need?
and now. even more exciting news everybody! after frying my eyes on that darned website full of text, i decide to move onto another three darned websites - but full of images this time. i’m not talented in the art-drawing-painting-designing department at all, so i knew i had to resort to some other solution in order to give you guys a proper visual to the main6, soooooo .... picrew!
i used 3 different sites for each of their designs, so you can imagine how much of a toll this had (has) on my eyes ToT but everything for my dears. another reason i designed them 6 each on 3 different sites is beacsue i wanted to get the most accurate depiction i could :D also, tiny details such as moles, earrings, scars etc. aren’t alwayd available on every site, so i’ll make sure to specify for everybody in particular what peculiarity they may have ^^ all in all, it’s up to each and everyone of you to imagine them as you may please, this is me, the creator of this story, doing just that in hopes of making your job easier, haha
Official Designs and Ages for Main6
(just as a small a/n: the ages specified here are the ones the characters start out with at the very beginning of the story. if time passes, i’ll announce how much it was and each character’s current age. only when/if that happens though. for now, enjoy~)
Filip - the Prince - 24 years old (born on march 3rd)
Filip has a mole on the left side of his face, below his lip
he has a torn left eyebrow, but it doesn’t show because of his longer bangs - as a scar would be seen as rebelious, unfit for a prince
the closest i could get to his desired design in terms of hair and eye color is in the middle pic. i know the other pics are kindy funky with their colors heh (he still looks good though, dammit!)
he is very stylish, and especially revels in warm colors, such as white, cream, brown etc. vitage style baby
Kaji - the Bodyguard - 19 years old (born on november 13th)
Kaji is the redhead of my cast. end of story (the shade of it is slightly redder than the 3rd pic and slightly less red than the 2nd pic, just enough for his elemental hair stripe to be noticeable)
unfortunately, the first site i used lacked both a short ponytail, which is what he preferrs to wear his hair like, and a nice shade of red. dissappointing, but not unexpected.
he has piercings. boy went through a rough time, and rebeling was a coping method for him
he has a scar on his left cheek, starting from his jaw all the way up to right below his eye. backstory on that tba
violet eyes!
yes, he smokes. tries to stop, dunno if he manages. Filip always makes sure to lecture him on how unhealthy it is.
he likes turtlenecks!
although he wears his hair tied in a low ponytail 98% of the times, in the last pic you can have a glimpse of his hair down :D
Shreya - the Mommy Mercenary - 26 years old (born on december 20th)
some may say that longer hair gets in their way during the heat of battles, but Shreya? nah, her hair is is her treasure. that way, she can achieve victory and have her hair flutter heroically in the wind!
dark, green eyes
silver jewelry! i switched my mind on it halfway through, since i initially wanted her to wear gold to complement her earth amulet, but yellow is Piper′s thing. she can keep her lovely jewelry silver
charming smile shining through!
loves green! loves plants and nature! she’s been travelling since forever and only the plants have been a constant companion in her journeys
Milo - the “Brawns” - 18 years old (born april 1st)
tanned skin since he spends so much time out in the sun, adventuring!
he has barely visible freckles. and almost a permanent blush? makes it seem like he’s the one getitng flirted with, jeez
pearly white hair !! tried growing it out at some point but since he cut it, Piper must’ve made fun of him or something (or maybe she just wanted them to match?)
loves sea creatures. doesn’t even have correlation with his amulet, he just loves sea creatures. growing up in a family of fishermen does things to a youngster
he doesn’t like talking about it, but the only reason he has pierced ears is because his older sister told him that earrings would make him more attractive to girls. he took her word on it and didn’t shed a tear as his ears were pierced! (...okay, maybe one tear...)
Phala reassured him that earrings fit him and made him seem softer, which is indeed appealing to most people. didn’t specify girls. he agreed with it. maybe he understood her memmo, maybe he was hypnotized by her beauty. neither of them know for sure
in the last pic you can see his staff fully extended, held onto his back! it’s usually conpacted into a 4th of its entirety though. in the same pic you can also see his amulet tied to the necklace he found!
Piper - the “Brains” - 17 years old (born on 5th october)
she’s so pale, it’s a wonder she’s a full-time adventurer and doesn’t get sunburnt!
her amber eyes matches her blonde hair! very pretty <3
she started wearing eyeglasses when she was very young, thinking it would help her focus on her studies, then actually started needing them to be able to read ... yickes
loves yellow! air might be her element, but she’ll never abandon her fondness for this color. she even asked Shreya to switch the representative colors with her; Shreya loves green so the trade was successful!
when she was younger, she had way longer hair, but in recent years she became keen on mullets and eventually cut her own hair into one, or something similar to it, anyways. it makes her look like a geek, but she actually is one, so she doesn’t mind!
she wears a yellow cloth headband on the side of which she tied her amulet aswell as -slight spoiler ahead!- 2 longer white feathers from her parakeet, angled downwards and curling behind her ear, exactly like in the last pic (imagine the feathers are attached to her headband, not earrings)
Phala - ??? years old, seemingly 23 years old (born on august 24th)
her hair is most accurately represented by the 2nd pic, both in shade and in shape
her skin tone is very similar to Milo′s
she has silver eyes <3
she has a beauty mark slightly beneat her left eye, just like in the last pictures (fun fact: it was originally beneath her right eye, but i let myself be coerced by the sites...)
pretty earrings! she only got them after her awakening in the present times, but she loves them as if they have been lifelong companions.
must be why she appreciated Milo having earrings too? also, she openly expresses how lovely she thinks Kaji′s piercings are, but he only seems to frown and uneasily poke at them whenever she praises them, maybe he doesn’t like them? but then why did he get so many? ah, human teens are weird. best leave it unquestioned or hunt down Filip for answers - he always seems to have them.
the sites used for the pictures are as follows:
1. https://picrew.me/image_maker/684058
2. https://picrew.me/image_maker/197705
3. https://picrew.me/image_maker/582810
that was that lovely readers! it’s very late here for me, so i’ll end it short and head to bed; my eyes desperately need the rest. i hope the images helped you better visualise each character and hopefully, maybe even connect to them more? does anybody has any favorites yet? i personally can’t choose, i got attached to all of them so much ToT Piper has a really soft spot reserved in my heart though, must protect <3 but then again, have you seen Milo? and don’t get me started on Phala .... but Kaji was originally my favorite... and let’s not forget our tourist attractions, Filip and Shreya UGH they’re so fine
yeah, that was all. sweet dreams~!
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Heart with You
Florence x Reader
Warnings: mild cussing, all fluff with some angst
Word count: just about 3k
A/n: this is the 2nd fic I pulled out tonight so I'm sorry if its shit but I just can't stop writing for Florence
*pic not mine
It’s no secret that you and Florence are close friends. You spend 90% of your time together, you do everything that best friends do, she even lives in the apartment right next to yours and spends most days and nights at your place, and vice versa.
It’s also no secret that you two were in love with each other. Well, to everyone but you and Florence.
I mean, it’s so incredibly obvious, you two would have to be complete idiots to not see it and yet, somehow, neither of you have any idea.
It’s not like the idea has never crossed your mind. Maybe Florence does feel the same way. Maybe all the times that you two cuddle on the couch and in your bed wasn’t what “just friends” do. Or all the times she’s ditched her boyfriends or someone else to spend time with you cooking dinner together meant that she cared more for you than just a friend. Or how it was kind of weird that you two have a routine of walking Billie at 6 am every morning and it always bums Flo out when you can’t come because you have to be at work earlier than normal .
But then again, best friends are supposed to be that close, right? You always chalked it up to the fact that you two were the closest friends ever and nothing more.
Yet every time Flo would come up and wrap her arms around your waist and kiss your cheek, you’d get butterflies and wish you could turn around, grab her by the face, and kiss her until you both can’t breathe. Yeah, that’s just what friends do.
You had no idea that Florence felt the same way. Neither of you had the guts to confess the intense feelings you have for each other. It’s so painful for your friends, even your families, to watch you two interact, because they all saw it. They all could see how much you two love each other and if only you two could just say how you felt for the other, everything would be right and beautiful.
But then came Zach. Florence was so happy with him. He made her smile and laugh, just like you did, and you thought, well, I guess that’s that.
You were happy for them, really. Especially for Flo. She deserved someone that saw what you saw in her. She deserved someone who would hang the moon and all the stars for her, and if that couldn’t be you, then she might as well find it in someone else - and she did.
But there was always this feeling, like she wasn’t meant to be with him. You couldn’t explain it; it’s almost like your intuition was screaming “don’t let her be with him, tell her how you feel!” But you never said anything. If things were meant to happen, they would have happened by now, you thought.
And when they broke up 2 years later, you weren’t surprised. You saw it coming. But you were there for her, to pick up the pieces that he broke.
He broke her. Your Florence. She was broken and of course, she came running to you because you were the most important person in her life. No guy could ever break the bond, the love, that you two had. If only you could see it.
Yet, to this day, neither of you had any idea that the other was madly in love. Man, if only you two knew.
New Years Eve has always been cringey for you. Ringing in the new year and having someone to kiss on New Years just seemed so cliche for you. Truthfully, you had always wanted someone to kiss on New Years, but the last 2 years, you had to watch Florence kiss Zach so the whole ordeal had been ruined for you.
“Come on, Y/N, it’ll be so much fun! Please?” Florence begged as she followed you to the kitchen. You grabbed a bowl from her cabinet and walked to the fridge to grab the vanilla flavored oat milk that Florence buys just for you to keep in her fridge.
“I’m sure it’ll be fun Flo, but I’m just not in the mood today,” you sighed as you poured Cheerios into the bowl, followed by the oat milk.
Florence was trying to talk you into going out to a New Years Eve party thrown by the director Florence recently worked with. Normally, you’d be all for it, but knowing how you felt about New Years, you just weren’t feeling it. Or at least you had to pretend you weren’t.
Little did she know, you had planned to surprise her at the party.
“Why not? You used to love New Years. What happened to you?”
“Becau-Nothing Flo, can you please just drop it?” You had to be careful not to say anything that could out your feelings, or plans for the night, for Florence and she was treading on thin ice.
Florence huffed and puffed but eventually dropped it, but not before giving you the side eye. She knew something was off, she could tell by your energy. But if you said it was nothing, she was just going to have to believe you.
Once you finished your cereal, you kissed her on the cheek and left to go next door to your place to pick out what you wanted to wear.
You wanted to look perfect tonight for Florence, who no doubtedly would look stunning. The grip she had on you, you’d think you’d melt just by her looking at you.
Eventually, you decided on your outfit, shoes, and accessories, as well as your hair and makeup and by that point, it was time to get ready. Obviously, you were going to show up late so Florence wouldn’t suspect anything, but you figured she would come over to show you how she looked before she left.
Before you knew it, there was a knock on the door, Florence, of course.
You ran to open it and the minute you did, your jaw hit the floor. Everything about her, wow.
“Y/N, close your mouth, you’re going to get flies in there,” Florence smirked as she walked right past you and into your apartment.
Her beautiful blonde hair was in perfect waves and she had on the sparkliest spaghetti strap dress that complemented her every curve and wow. All you could do was gawk at how amazing she looked.
Your eyes were scanning her up and down and eventually landed back up to her eyes, which were staring right back at you. “Well? How do I look? I need your opinion.”
You started walking toward her as she did a little spin to show off the back. “Florence, you look incredible. I think this is your best look yet,” you said as you grabbed her arm.
A smile crept up on her lips as she did a goofy curtsy, which caused you to erupt in laughter.
“Well thank you, that’s so kind of you to say,” she giggled. Her eyes never left yours and you could feel a blush creep up to your cheeks. You coughed to distract her from your rosey cheeks and you took a seat on your barstool.
“Seriously, Flo. You look so good in that dress.”
“Well damn, Y/N, if you wanna ask me out, just say that,” Florence shot back with that thick accent of her’s. Now you were really blushing.
Quick to change the subject, you looked back at the clock to check the time.
“What time are you supposed to be there, you should get going,” you said as you got up to grab a glass of water. All that gawking made you thirsty.
“Are you trying to get rid of me?”
“For sure, I have a hot date coming and I don’t want him to catch my side piece in here with me,” you smirked, making her squint her eyes at you with a shake of her head. She grabbed her tiny purse and put it on her shoulder as she headed for the door.
“Someone might as well have you tonight if I can’t have you at the party with me. Seriously Y/N, it’s not going to be the same without you.” A longing look came over her face as she looked back at you. You made your way over to her and gave her a quick hug.
“I promise I’ll make it up to you tomorrow. We can hang out all day and make vision boards or something. As long as you get back here in one piece, you call me if you need a ride home or anything, okay?”
She nodded, smiled, and was out the door. Now, it was your turn to get ready.
Luckily, you knew exactly where the party was being held, as you managed to contact a friend of a friend that’s related to the director so you wouldn’t spoil the surprise for your best friend. Within 30 minutes, you were ready and out the door, sporting a black pants suit with a black lace lingerie body suit underneath. A look you knew would turn heads, although you were only worried about one in particular.
The minute you arrived at the location of the party, your palms began to sweat and you could feel the pit in your stomach begin to grow. Trying not to let your anxiety get the best of you, you dropped your car off at the valet service and made your way inside, dying to see Florence.
The party was being held at the 30th floor penthouse in the building so the elevator ride up was quite a long one, unfortunate for you because the moment you got inside to ride up, you felt like you were going to vomit.
Why were you so nervous? You’ve been to parties multiple times, especially with Flo, this wasn’t anything new. But there was just something in the moment in the elevator that made this whole night feel like a lot - like everything was going to change. But you had no idea what the feeling was or why it was happening.
After a long ride up to the 30th floor, you finally managed to squeeze yourself out of the elevator, barely getting past a couple that was already far gone and ready to kick off the New Year in bed.
The muted noise of music and people that got louder the closer you got to the door meant you were about to see the girl you’re in love with and ring in the new year with her. Nerves were taking over but all you could think about was Flo.
Once you were in the well-decorated penthouse, you scanned around the room, looking for the familiar blonde in a sea of people. It was easy to find her, as her laugh and heavy accent was audible from a mile away. The second she found you, her face lit up into the most gorgeous smile you had the privilege of seeing every day, a loud squeal following right after.
“Y/N! You came! How the hell did you get here?” Florence ran right to you, ignoring all the people trying to stop her, attempting to get a chance to have a conversation with her. Her arms wrapped around you in a tight embrace, but her energetic body wouldn’t stop jumping up and down in excitement.
“I have my ways,” you smirked as she grasped your face in her hands. “I wanted to surprise you.”
“You’re so sneaky! I am so surprised, and so happy you’re here, you have no idea!” As you two reunited and Florence kept asking how you pulled everything off, you just couldn’t help but look at her, and I mean really look at her.
The way her eyes lit up when she saw you, to the toothy smile she flashed every time she talked to you. You could feel your heart swell every minute you were close to her.
“- and that outfit, Y/N. I mean, come on! You look so sexy, I don’t think I’ve ever seen you in something so flattering,” continued Flo as you two made your way to a quiet corner.
“It doesn’t even compare to you, Flo. I still can’t get over how great you look.”
A shy smile formed on Flo’s lips as you looked at her, keeping eye contact for a second longer than usual. A little blush formed on the blonde’s cheeks, or maybe it was just the alcohol, either way, both of you all of a sudden felt a little more nervous around each other than usual.
Throughout the night, you followed Florence around as she introduced you to all of her old co-stars, people she had met throughout the night, and some old friends, all while getting you drinks from the free bar. It was a dream, getting to go out with Flo and really see her be happy and free, like she once had been. It was totally different a few months ago, when she and Zach broke up. You didn’t think you’d see this Florence for a long time.
Close to midnight, a bunch of people gathered in the living room to watch the ball drop on the massive flat screen mounted to the wall, but you needed some fresh air, as things were getting a little crowded and stuffy inside. You let Florence know that you’d be right back as you made your way out to the balcony.
You made your way out to the railing and let your body lean up against it, as the cool air blew through your hair. The moon was full and the stars bright and all you could feel was happy. Your thoughts were interrupted as a warm hand landed softly on your back.
Florence.
“Darling, are you okay? Why are you out here in the cold?” Florence joined beside you, turning her body to face you. Her cheeks were rosy and eyes glossed over, so you know she had a little too much to drink. But she looked content. Happy.
“I’m okay, I just needed some air. It was getting a bit too much in there,” you explained as you looked up at the moon. A smile crept up on Flo’s face as she looked up too, the stars shining bright down at the two of you.
“I’m really happy you decided to come tonight, I was so upset that we wouldn’t get to spend New Years together. Ever since Zach broke up with me, I feel like I’ve been clinging to you so much, I understand if you wanted a little time away,” Florence said. You looked away from the moon and into her glossy eyes, but she wouldn’t look at you.
“I never want any time away from you Flo, you’re my best friend. I love being with you more than anything.”
Florence looked at you, with a sad smile, tears brimming her eyes. “Sometimes I just worry I’m too much for you, for everyone, that’s all.”
You grabbed her hands and intertwined your fingers with hers, rubbing your thumb on hers. Her thinking she’s too much broke your heart, the girl you love shouldn’t feel this way. If only she knew how much she meant to you.
Here goes nothing, you thought.
“Why would you think that? Flo, you’re everything to me. If only you could see yourself the way that I see you. The way you laugh, your voice, the kindness that you show to others, everything about you is amazing. You could never be too much for me, I promise.”
Florence shook her head, a single tear falling from her eye. She couldn’t believe what she was hearing. “Y/N, what are you saying?”
You took a deep breath, swallowing all doubts and nerves that you had.
“I’m in love with you, Flo. I’ve been in love with you since we first met. All these years that we’ve spent together, the closer we got, the harder I fell for you. I’m sorry it took me so long to tell you that and if this ruins our friendship and you don’t feel the same way, I’m sorry. But I can’t stand you thinking that you’re too much for me, for anyone.” By the time you were done, you realized that the countdown to midnight was almost over, everyone yelling 5, 4, 3…
You felt two hands cupping your face as Florence pulled you in for a kiss as the clock struck 12. Fireworks were going off in the sky behind you, people cheering, but all you could feel was the kiss. A sweet, yet hungry kiss that was exactly what you imagined time after time.
Florence grabbed your waist and pulled you closer, your lips moving together like you had done this a million times with her.
As you both pulled away, a sudden realization hit you and left a smile on your face.
“Y/N, I’m in love with you too,” Florence exclaimed. A giddy feeling crept up on you, like a child who just told their first crush that they liked them.
“Oh thank God,” you laughed, all of the nerves leaving your body and a sense of relief and content settling in.
You couldn’t believe it, the most beautiful girl in the world, your best friend was in love with you too. How crazy is that?
“My heart is so full with you, you have no idea,” you smiled as you pulled Flo in again, closing the gap between your lips, as the fireworks continued in the distance.
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So I don’t know who is going to really care about this, but I could really use some help.
My baby, my floofy boy, my sweet guy, Shadow (he’s the dog in my profile pic, but I’ll also attach some pics below) had an accident in January where he fell off of a 2nd story deck. He was lucky, all things considered, but his front right paw was seriously injured.
Since the accident, we’ve been trying to keep his movement restricted, and I had been giving him his medicine as instructed.
His limp hasn’t gone away, and he avoids doing things like running, jumping, and playing. He sometimes looks like his “wrist” bends too far back, and looks like he walks flat-footed. The anti-inflammatory he had been taking was giving him ulcers (blood in stool and blood clots in his throw up tipped me off) so I had to take him off of it.
The vets/animal hospital we’ve been dealing with has been awful, writing off my concerns, giving me medicine without informing me of the risks, and not being communicative or even reading my boys chart before doing/assuming things, and I’ve already spent a little over $1k paying for x-rays, visits, meds, etc. I’ve finally gotten him into a university animal hospital with the right specialists, and we are going next week when I’m done with finals. It’s a 2 hour drive away, but I will be staying with family. They said they’d be able to run all the diagnostics the day of the appointment, and, if he needs it, they’ll preform the surgery the next day and keep him over the weekend to monitor.
I’m pretty sure he has been suffering from carpal hyperextension. Today I asked what things would cost, and on the low end, if they only have to do a ligament reconstruction, they said $2500-4000. If they have to do a carpal arthrodesis (where they use plates and screws to fuse the joint together) it would cost between $4500-5500. Those prices include the exam, diagnostics, blood work, anesthesia, and procedure.
Regardless of which procedure he needs, they said the after surgery care would be the same. Bandage changes weekly, done at a vets office, which is about $80 each week for about 8 weeks (~$640 total). Then at 6 or 8 weeks, they want to do another round of x-rays to determine if he’s ready to move on to the next stage of recovery. If he isn’t, then they’ll do even more x-rays at 8 or 12 weeks. Each X-ray is $400.
So, best case, it’s going to range between $3600-5400, and worst case it’s going to be between $5600-7000.
Yeah. I have no idea how I’m going to afford this. I graduate next week and I have my first job out of college starting in August, but I have to relocate 10+ hours away from home, which costs lots of money too, and I won’t get paid until I do start working again.
I’m not here to ask for money though. I have no service I’ll be able to give, really. Best I could offer is a crocheted blanket, hat, or hand warmers. I’ll probably see if I can borrow money from a family member and pay them back later.
What I need is for my voice to not be the only voice out there. Pray for my boy, and ask that Hecate speed his healing and ease his pain. Do a money spell for me, so I may find a way to make ends meet. Do a luck spell so that my boy is lucky enough to not need anything too invasive.
Please. Pray to whoever helps you, or whoever you think may help me. Work your magic with me in mind. Even sending good vibes my way helps, cuz I’ve been feeling like such a sucky dog mom lately.
Now, dog tax.
I’ve also included a picture of his paws after his fall. Pretty dramatic difference.
If you’ve made it this far in my post, thank you for your time. Blessed be.
#baby witch#witchcraft#green witch#witchblr#witch#witches of tumblr#witchy vibes#witchy#witchy shit#witches don’t have to be sorted#witches helping witches#hecate#hellenistic#baby pagan#paganblr#pagan witch#greek paganism
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Watched the twitch stream w/ Jack and here are some notes
It’s interesting that Jack was supposed to be an actual character in the show and Mark still hasn’t told him who it is. I wonder if that character is supposed to be part of the noir-verse since I think that’s where Jack would fit
Watching Corridor Crew helped Mark understand VFX better. That’s really cool!
The dummy truly is the MVP
Their friendship is so cute. Mark feeling bad for not being able to watch Jack’s HDWGH Documentary because he was busy and Jack assuring him it’s alright. Awww
ISWM Premiere stories!!! He pulled out from a hat a name of someone present there and that’s how they chose where to go
As always the crew is left confused but following their oh so great leader lol
Talk about the original plan for the How Did We Get Here Tour
Mark giving Jack advice about ADHD stuff
lol Mark pavlov-ing himself with candies. Reminds me of that one Distractible episode
Work stories! Having done a job or two in my life it really is boring. My brain is always just itching to do something or else I get sleepy even if I had an ample amount that day.
Wade is the reason we got the Pokemon smash or pass video.
ADHD stories
All the Way getting a gold record.
Schmoyoho’s Space is so cool is in the show. Minor spoiler is it’s going to be more prevalent in Part 2
Guess I’m gonna relisten to the jazz music in the film noir-verse
I Don’t Want To Be Free story time. I vaguely remember the place but I do remember the part of the story where they had to memorize it in less than an hour from the AHWM explanation stream
A boar spear?!
Sheesh stories about the US seriously scare me. You guys can have weapons and firearms????
Mike the butterfly knife guy
Speaking of knives, my dream of the day was just Amy posting more pics of herself on set and one of them she was doing a cool dynamic pose like Zoro when he has his swords out but instead of swords, its knives. Followed by a cute one of just her messing on set.
TF2 mention from Mark 😭 I miss playing that game. My laptop literally plays at 10fps and lagging so much and I just had to delete it.
Having watched the amazon self defense video recently I do remember that “tactical whip”.
Jack focusing TOTM. Good on you for taking things slow this time ‘round.
I’m sorry guys but I’m more of a tea person in general. Unless its really sweet I just don’t drink it (and is it really coffee at that point?)
Charlie (moistcritikal) mention :DDDD reading the live chat reminded me there’s that unfinished business about the pole dancing challenge! Right! That was a thing! I hope they collab at some point
That 59:00 speech onwards. I want to give him a standing ovation. Maaarkkk that was super duper sweet! He truly gets it
Jack outright calling Mark a himbo. Bro, Mark’s ego is getting stroked because of you.
And it’s not alright for my heart because well, it’s like an open secret. You just don’t go saying it out loud even if we all know it. But it does make me incredibly happy. I should clip that sometime but I’m tired right now.
Mark thinking of a 2nd nudes calendar... uhh... hmm...
The boner cast bois doing a collab soon-ish? starting with Big Foot maybe??
Gosh hearing them just chatting and catching up is so nice~
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𝐖𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐆𝐈𝐅𝐓𝐒/𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐆𝐄𝐒 𝐎𝐅 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐋𝐈𝐅𝐄 𝐀𝐑𝐄 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐀𝐓?
𝒅𝒊𝒔𝒄𝒍𝒂𝒊𝒎𝒆𝒓: 𝒕𝒂𝒌𝒆 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒓𝒆𝒔𝒐𝒏𝒂𝒕𝒆𝒔, 𝒕𝒂𝒌𝒆 𝒂𝒘𝒂𝒚 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒅𝒐𝒆𝒔𝒏’𝒕. 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒌𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒅𝒓𝒊𝒍𝒍. 𝒂𝒍𝒔𝒐, 𝒊 𝒅𝒐𝒏’𝒕 𝒒𝒖𝒊𝒕𝒆 𝒌𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒓𝒅 𝒑𝒊𝒄𝒕𝒖𝒓𝒆 𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒔 𝒇𝒓𝒐𝒎 𝒔𝒐 𝒊𝒇 𝒔𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒄𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅 𝒍𝒆𝒕 𝒎𝒆 𝒌𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝒔𝒐 𝒊 𝒄𝒂𝒏 𝒄𝒓𝒆𝒅𝒊𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒂𝒓𝒕𝒊𝒔𝒕, 𝒎𝒖𝒄𝒉 𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒓𝒆𝒄𝒊𝒂𝒕𝒆𝒅.
artist credit: https://twitter.com/yoneyamai/status/1381623146588078084 (1st pic), https://twitter.com/yoneyamai/status/1249713807108083712 (2nd pic), https://twitter.com/kun333r/status/1345931205389258754?s=12 (4th pic)
pile 1 - queen of swords rx. ace of swords, 9 of swords, 7 of wands, 3 of cups rx, 4 of pentacles, page of pentacles in rx, the tower rx
🔷 possibly in a period of isolation
🔷 clairsentience is coming through here, i think y’all are highly intelligent with your intuitive skills
🔷 can cut through bullshit quite easily, but bc of that you might seem to use that against yourself? regardless, you guys are very powerful mentally in your own right.
🔷 yet, even so - you stand up against those negative thoughts sent your way and that is quite admirable. idk why but im getting high aquarius energy in here
🔷 they’re being resourceful and reserved with their current situation, although there’s something limited in your resources — not necessarily financially-based, but your energy might be limited right now so you’re reserving your energies, your love, your presence, etc.
🔷 given your recent events, it makes so much sense. i feel as if you guys have tumbled through a very difficult period in your life where you were forced to go through cutting people off. whether it was a community or a group of friends, i think you guys had to cut them off because it wasn’t aligning with you. with the wheel of fortune in rx, you guys had to go through some shit because of (possible) toxicity involved within your circles.
🔷 what i’m getting is that either they’ve made you doubt your choices by gaslighting you to regret your decisions, or you’ve had some lingering negative energy with your anxiety and doubts from cutting them off.
🔷 but i really have to say that continuing to be steadfast and firm about your boundaries? reserving your energy and knowing your worth??? yes please
🔷 however, i’m getting that because of this, you might had been received as cold and detached after this period in your life when… really, you’re the victor against a silent battle that people may not necessarily understand.
🔷 not to sound like ‘oh, everything happens for a reason’ because…. honestly, life is a b*tch at times and things happen randomly. it sucks that you all had to go through this time, and this pain you feel is valid.
🔷 i honestly think you’ve been lead through this period for a very special reason. this might’ve been to hone in on your intuitive skills and to purge out things from your life that hadn’t been serving you for your highest good.
🔷 oh, and look at that. the tower in rx is in the back of the deck.
🔷 i’m telling you, i feel like y’all really dodged a bullet here. should you had stay, i think you would’ve gone through so much sh*t than the things you’ve been dealing at the current moment.
🔷 y’all wildin out here lmao. sending good vibes your way, pile 1.
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pile 2 - 9 of cups Rx, 7 of Wands Rx, 10 of Swords, 2 of Cups Rx, 5 of Wands, 3 of Cups, King of Swords Rx, The Devil Rx, The Hanged Man Rx
🏏 you guys are really in the thick of it right now, pile 2.
🏏 from what i’m getting, willpower is your gift. you actually not only have a lot of resilience for your current situation, but you’re not afraid to show people what’s currently going on emotionally.
🏏 however… your energy/energies are blocked right now due to your current circumstances. by blocked, it doesn’t necessarily mean numb, but something is definitely out of balance. i’m getting that your natural state is usually very empathic, someone who keeps the calm in situations, very strong values.
🏏 the reason why this is out of balance is because of a hurt atm.
🏏 someone either betrayed you or you betrayed someone. this might be a lover, relative, etc. the harmony/balance between you two broke. it’s almost like you walked on eggshells with this person.
🏏 your emotions are currently out of control right now. again, trying to get this reading is SO HARD because i feel like something is blocking me to do so. like, i’m sorta disassociating reading this pile while trying to keep track. i want to distract myself; occupy myself from feeling frustrated.
🏏 pile 2, i think that’s how you’re feeling.
🏏 you… might be blocking your emotions from feeling the brunt of it or some part of your emotions is running loose/haywire right now.
🏏 i think you get that it’s manifesting on how you withstand yourself. there’s no barriers, very little boundaries — things are just.. honestly out of your control. tbh, i think you feel extremely hurt that it’s just overshadowing every logical thought process.
🏏 you absolutely can and WILL bite back. however, this combativeness might be misused against your friends/community/colleagues because of the inward hurt going on. given king of swords in Rx, this might manifest in gossip, tyrannical behavior, maliciousness and manipulation or vice versa.
🏏 i think you’re realizing this and you want to break free of it. unhealthy habits, mentalities involving your betrayal with this person, and the shackles breaking loose means that you want to surrender this hurt. you really do.
🏏 but you’re afraid, in a way, of what this will look like for you. you’re afraid of letting go because this person you had in your life played such a big role and you don’t know what to do now.
🏏 surrender it, pile 2. go through the grieving process and allow yourself to feel hurt, let these feelings flow. i’m so sorry you had to go through this.
🏏 but acknowledge that just because you feel hurt doesn’t mean you should lash out on other people in the process. you’re usually very balanced in what to do especially since you are a powerhouse in usual things. surrender and take care of yourself.
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pile 3 - Knight of Wands Rx, Page of Cups Rx, 7 of Wands, Ace of Swords Rx, 9 of Cups Rx, 7 of Wands Rx, 6 of Cups, 5 of Pentacles Rx, 8 of Wands
🔑 what i’m getting really strongly is clairvoyancey and clairaudience
🔑 i’m also getting the sense that you’re quite possibly physically moving apartments? or in a moving situation from what im hearing intuitively
🔑 alternatively, you could be hesitating from venturing what’s going on around you in search for an apartment (or situation?). maybe not just in a physical sense, but an emotional sense as well.
🔑 new situations, new changes, new surroundings — these scare you. you know that you’re moving out more, but… i think you get stuck to what could’ve been for a very long while. the things familiar to you if they had stayed. you get stuck in that sense because you’re not willing to look out and see what’s beyond the horizons.
🔑 the main symptom that’s blocking your (very) strong crown chakra and third-eye chakra is your fear. fear of the unknown.
🔑 i’m also getting that you’re trying your hardest to be in control of the situation in total though. even though you know you’re getting somewhat distracted from what’s going on internally, you are trying your best to move forward. but be sure to be aware that you can’t overextend yourself from looking internally over what could’ve been but ALSO look outwardly to do your own thing.
🔑 your focus will be split and you won’t be able to give much focus because you’re constantly flip-flopping from the past and the present.
🔑 like.. choose ONE, you know.
🔑 preferably the present lmao. things change and shifts are sudden, and while your pain is valid, there’s no way that continuing to dwell on the past is healthy.
🔑 learn to realize that change is inevitable, and that it’s completely okay to change.. the more you resist it, the more distracted you will be over things that should’ve happened. the best you can do in this situation is to go with the flow, pile 3. things will move quickly for you, and that’s going to be okay.
🔑 also idk if this is important but hail and a HUGE weather change can affect you immensely because it’s hailing here in southern california lmao and it usually NEVER happens so
🔑 where you guys live, y’all wildin.
🔑 in all seriousness, live in the present, pile 3. mediate on that crown/third-eye chakra and focus on what you have on the present.
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pile 4 - The Tower Rx, King of Swords Rx, Page of Swords, The Magician, Queen of Cups, Queen of Pentacles Rx, 4 of Swords Rx, 8 of Wands Rx, 7 of Wands Rx
💿 before i pulled the tarot reading, the phrase - not good enough immediately struck me. is that how you’re feeling, pile 4? you’re also sort of second-guessing yourself a lot for some reason?
💿 but what you guys don’t realize is that your gifts are also extremely strong. you guys are manifestors and from what Spirit’s telling me, you have a very sharp mind. extremely witty, you have a lot of ideas up in your head.
💿 y’all might be numerology lifepath 11s, and have prominent gemini in your chart? i don’t know why that popped up to me so strongly all of a sudden but ok Spirit
💿 you guys naturally wander around for ideas, but sometimes a lot of these ideas can be scattered all over the place because of the abundance of so many ideas. and the thing with you is that your manifestations can be very rapid — boom, boom, boom. it happens all in one go.
💿 but for some reason, i think you guys are being forced to slow down for the reason that you guys are.. on the defense, i think?
💿 i picture a witch pointing her wand at six people (i think the imagery is from the modern witch tarot) and there’s some sort of overbalance of energy here. you’re either being extremely defensive, or your voice has been hindered and you’re not necessarily standing up for yourself.
💿 i think you guys may possibly deal with cruel mother-figure. stingy, might be manipulative, and sorta… sorta like hoarding things to oneself? alternatively, it might be the other way around where you might be acting that way? the energy is really hazy and i think it borders between the two because your relationship with your mother is just so complicated.
💿 what you guys don’t understand is that there’s a block between you two and your manifestations for the reason being that something very crucial - a tearing down or a major change in your life is sorta being delayed too. there’s an extremely hard block that i can’t place and i’m not sure why?
💿 spirit is saying to ‘look outside the box.’ there could be things related to your defensivenes — shadow traits you have to work on to understand why you get so triggered from time.
💿 so i used shufflemancy for you guys because i’m coming up with blanks for more details (something i have never done before in my past piles), and you want to know what i got?
💿 define me by jhene aiko. i s2g you guys are so hard to put a finger on because i literally cannot define you guys. the next song is criminal by gawvi and.. yeah, okay, this makes sense.
💿 this is more in the case that you’re being misunderstood by a mother-figure or by your literal mom. because you guys see things so.. expansively, the way you execute it might not necessarily be the best way. you’re burning out + the misunderstanding here…
💿 it’s just… yeah. you’re definitely being forced into a stage where you need to slow down by spirit.
💿 but you guys are incredibly intelligent. you guys got this. y’all already know what to do.
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#pac reading#pick a pile#pick a pac#pick a picture#tarot#tarot reading#astro community#tarot community#choose a pile#for some reason i feel strangely burnt out trying to do this pile?#idk things just kept getting in the way#like ive been wanting to do this pile for a while but i kept getting tired#ugh#anyway lmao#enjoy the reading
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