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arsillanola · 9 months

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Look I’m posting art for the first time in *checks notes*…uhhh a while.

I’ve been pretty obsessed with good omens after season 2, and the finale drove me insane. But I’m not going to complain when it made me create art for the first time in literal years. So, thanks @neil-gaiman, I love these silly celestials

#I’m actually nervous posting this #how strange #good omens #good omens art #go2 fanart #fanart #ineffable husbands #art #don’t ask me why they’re not consistent #I had fun #neil gaiman

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ohno-the-sun · 6 months

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Updated Luca au references for my fic Under the Surface to celebrate Moon finally showing up yippee!

Wanted a more realistic depiction of what they looked like

Inspiration of the design from @chknbzkt

#sundrop #fnaf daycare attendant #moondrop #fnaf sun #fnaf moon #my art #Luca au #mermaid au #mermaid sun #mermaid moon #lol wrong season but alas #at least they’re creepy mermaids?#warning I will be obnoxious in reblogging this #I spent waaay too long on this pfpt #I’m actually so nervous posting this #oh also note I’m dumb and forgot that suns eye is fine in this au so the eye should be normal #fix later

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jellyvibes710 · 1 month

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@evenmoreofadisaster it’s a super rough story board but I first stumbled upon these guys because of @2aceofspades doodles of them and now I’m gradually becoming obsessed haha

I haven’t gotten too far into the story yet so the dynamic might be off, I’m sorry if it is 🫠

#rottmnt #rottmnt leo #save rise of the tmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rottmnt donnie #rise of the tmnt #rise disaster twins #rottmnt disaster twins #i still dont know how to tag #but aw well #maybe posting this will help motivate me to actually finish #if not I’ll probably just delete it #buying more time with tag’s because I’m nervous to post this #ahhhhhhhhhhh

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wreckedandpolemic · 18 days

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pls post the stuff abt their kids omg

lalalala i didn’t tear up at Any point during the writing of this (she lied)

so your eldest, alanis, is matty’s little mini-me. from the minute she’s born, you can tell; she has a full head of dark, thick hair that you know will sprout into his pretty ringlets, his brown eyes blink up at you from her sweet little face, and you can even see his nose scrunched up in her tiny little features. you’ve never felt more in love than with her tiny little body against your chest, tears in matty’s eyes as he holds you both. “oh, my god,” he breathes. “i’m a dad. hello, little one. i love you so much. god, i didn’t know i could love someone this much. she’s so tiny!” he coos, staring down at her adoringly.

“she looks like you,” you murmur, stroking over the bridge of her nose, her little face smaller than your palm.

tears are spilling down matty’s cheeks, his smile brilliant. “you think so?” he chuckles wetly. “god, hope that’s the only thing she gets from me. listen to me, baba,” he says seriously, addressing her like she can understand him, her eyes wide with fascination. “don’t be like me. be like your mum, yeah? ‘cause she’s the best thing that’s ever happened to me.” your heart melts, and despite the lingering pain and slight delirium, you’ve never been happier.

as alanis gets a little older, though, it’s obvious she’s ignoring his warning, matty’s personality as obvious in her as his hair. she’s a little diva (“confident!” matty chimes in.), bossy and a know-it-all (“self-assured and clever! aren’t you, little lani-girl? my clever girl, don’t listen to mummy.”), but underneath she really is the sweetest little thing. matty’s absolutely enamoured with her, spoils her rotten, unable to say no to her big brown eyes. you can’t complain too much, though — you know from experience how difficult those eyes are to refuse <3

she’s nearly three when you tell her you’re pregnant again, slightly worried about her reaction because she’s so used to being your spoilt little baby. but her little face just lights up, toddling towards you on her chubby, unsteady legs and pressing her hands against your belly. “hi, baby!” she says excitedly. “baby soon, mummy?”

you laugh, picking her up and smothering her in kisses as matty tells her, “babies, sweetheart.”

alanis gasps, her eyes going comically wide as she goggles at you. “how many, mummy? four? seven?”

you shake your head, your own eyes widening. “no, baby. just two, promise.”

and, true enough, six months later, you bring vera and fiona home. alanis is obsessed with them, obsessed with being a big sister. she’s gentler with them than you’ve ever seen her, fascinated as they learn to grip onto her fingers. one night, you go to put her to bed and find her in the twins’ room, singing nursery rhymes and lullabies over their cribs. you sprint for matty, tugging him by the arm to show him, tears brimming in both your and his eyes.

“she’s so precious,” matty whispers, your head resting against his shoulder as he wraps an arm around you.

“she’s just like you. aren’t you, baby?” you add when she looks up and sees you both watching her. “you’re dada’s little mini-me, right?”

alanis nods wildly, running as fast as her little legs will carry her into matty’s arms, giggling wildly as he spins her around. “my little girl,” he grins. “not so little anymore, are you? before i know it, you’ll be sixteen and kissing boys. or girls.”

she wrinkles her little nose, the expression so reminiscent of your husband that you can’t stifle your laugh. “kissing for mummy and dada. not for lani. yucky.” she says firmly.

matty nods proudly. “that’s right, sweetheart. yucky. no kissing ‘til you’re twenty-five. no, thirty.”

you scoff. “we were married before i was twenty-five, matthew.”

“god, i don’t know how your dad didn’t fu- flipping kill me. i get it, now,” he says, balancing alanis on his hip. “i need her to stay my little girl forever. okay, lani? gotta be dada’s sweet little baby girl forever,” he tells her seriously as she reaches up to tug on his curls. “you want a bedtime story?” he asks, and she agrees enthusiastically, matty singing to her under his breath as he carries her to her room. you watch them go, in their own little world, your chest swelling with love.

watching their little personalities develop as they grow up is the absolute highlight of your life. alanis gets more like matty every passing day, all unruly curls and biting wit. even when she grows into a moody teenager, the two of them stay heartwarmingly close, matching curly heads bent together, always whispering and giggling. vera starts out life as the easiest of your three girls, calm and easily entertained, rarely crying, and largely stays that way. in your house of dramatists and divas, you sometimes worry that she’s so laid-back that she’ll just disappear. but she has a built-in best friend in boisterous little fiona, always dragging her out from under a pile of books on some adventure or another.

matty’s never so happy as when he’s with his girls. he’ll never think twice about calling off or leaving work early if you need or even just want him to, always at your side. knowing your girls won’t grow up how you did, emotionally walled off in a house that wasn’t a home, warms your heart. your home is soundtracked by laughter, squabbling, the crackle of a vinyl player or the chimes of a piano.

you don’t realise how different their childhoods are to yours until alanis comes home, aged thirteen, and bemoans some embarrassing situation involving the girl she likes, dramatically throwing her head into your lap and her feet into matty’s. you didn’t come out to your parents until you were in college, and you’d never have gone to them with boy problems. so you cuddle your girl close, kiss her curly little head, offer her ice cream and a movie to feel better.

vera pokes her head around the door just as elle is starting to study for the lsats, tucking herself in between you and alanis and letting you squeeze her into your arms. when fiona joins you fifteen minutes later, matty declares you’re having a movie night and bedtime is cancelled, darting off to bring you all popcorn.

three hours later, your girls have fallen asleep in a pile on the sofa between you and your husband, and the pair of you are fighting off the sandman yourselves. you tuck them carefully into bed, their peaceful faces twitching into tiny smiles when you kiss their foreheads gently and creep into your own bed. eyes closing with matty’s arms around you, your last waking thoughts are of the perfect family you’ve built. this, you think, is home. this is love.

#i’m lowkey so nervous to post this #i have actually never wanted to write kidfic before this #i’m so obsessed with them :(#matty pls let me have your kids #matty healy x reader #matty healy #the 1975 fanfic #the 1975 #writing #white and gold #alanis #vera #fiona #blurb

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fizzybugzz · 9 months

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I feel good abt my art now finally so here’s me trying to figure out how to draw wander again lolzzz :3

#me when I disappear for months #sry I know im rly inconsistent 😭#woy #wander over yonder #doodles #woy fanart #I’m so nervous about posting again after so long but I know no one actually cares 😨

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mifflebat · 16 days

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emerged from the depths to bring This Accursed Hedgehog

christened Tempest it/its

#own art #sth #sonic oc #the blue makes the grey look less grey and more blue FUCK #it’s okay i need to just throw art down and i’m relatively proud of this even though it’s not actually finished #it’s finished ENOUGH i need to feed the masses #don’t worry about the fact it’s not in the official style #i got fed up with the proportions and i needed to make something Long and Worm-On-A-String esque #anyways hope you guys r good #i’m putting this on queue i can’t actively press the post now button without getting strangely nervous

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rainymoodlet · 1 year

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ready to fall in love? 🌸

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wrayofmoonshine · 2 years

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i have a hc in my head that steve spent a few of his formative years being raised by his nonna in italy and eddie is originally from the appalachian region and both of them had to unlearn their accents when they moved to hawkins, but they still come out when they’re tired or overwhelmed. anyway what i’m getting at is the party showing up uninvited to steddie’s house while they’re taking a nap, and being unexpectedly bombarded by a thick lilting italian accent and a strong appalachian drawl, neither of which any of them can actually understand

#steddie #steve harrington #eddie munson #stranger things #stranger things s4 #I’m always a little nervous to post steddie headcanons #cause I have to remind myself that no one else knows the version of them in my head #but I hope this speaks to some people #italian steve harrington #and #Appalachian Eddie Munson #mean so much to me actually #redneck Eddie Munson

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uhbasicallyjustmilex · 7 months

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AHHHHHH okay so i may or may not have just spontaneously bought tickets to see miles in london in february and i am SO EXCITED 🤩🤩

#i probably shouldn’t have bc i’m seeing him once already #and my bank balance is crying #but you know what #it’s been a really tough couple months and this is my ‘well done for getting through this 💗’ present to myself #and i absolutely cannot wait #it’s also going to be my first time actually visiting london which i’m so excited for #AND i get to see my best friend who’s just moved there #so many things to be happy (and a little nervous!) about #anyway now i need to try and calm down so i can go out and meet my friend without seeming like i’m actually high #I’M GOING TO SEE MILES AHHHHHHH #miles kane #omb era #lulu posts

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sirompp · 4 months

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jughead(2015) panel redraw 😁😁😁

(original panel under the cut)

#me tag🍭#art tag🍭#YIPPEEE #this took me 3 hours btw .#3 hours straight. i didnt stop. my autism powers #Straight… unlike JUGHEAD ‼️got that canonical aroace swag #fuck man what do i tag this as #jughead(2015)#aroace jughead #okay that’s all i’m tagging actually. because im Scared #ummm 😁😁😁#i get so nervous posting my art. its so embarrassing like. here you go. its a picture. and i drew it. with my hands #Ummm. I kinda like this guy (Jughead)#i have around. uhhh. two hundred archie comic books. if you. were wondering #i think it’s 200. i havent counted them in like two years #Gets scared. Okay bye.

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alangdorf · 15 days

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Sorryyyy for dropping off the face of the earth; got kinda shy after that last post but mostly I’ve just been writing though I cannot guarantee that any of that will ever be finished (also I’m very insecure about my writing AAAH). Figure I might as well post the valentines I had done (like two months late lol); interestingly this turned into more of a hand lettering exercise than I was expecting lol

#len’en #yabusame houlen #suzumi kuzu #tsubakura enraku #haiji senri #art #digital #there was one more but I’m not confident it’s like. funny? and I have stuff I’d eant to change abt it #and these four have pretty good comedic timing as a set so I’ll just leave well enough alone #also had plans for a Kuroji and uhhh Xeno a but those haven’t panned out #you’ll have to excuse me I’ve been going off the rails and also have not fixed the meds situation (I’m completely out atm)#started like four fics; yes they are all suzutsuba and there is. so much sex (not described/on screen but STILL)#didn’t manage to stay away from Hamal Cine Bad End either jfhshsjfb #too nervous abt talking yo pol rn to leave comments but zaranthropy if you’re reading this I owe you my life #also I think I said I was inspired on something by dissociation constant and then when chapter 2 came out I relized it was something I had #completely misinterpreted but I’m too embarrassed to actually go and check lol……#*talking to ppl sorry I had to turn off my autocorrect cause it was being compeltely unreasonable #OH YEAH also this Haiji design was a little bit inspired by a redesign of them from uhhhhhhh who was it. idk most of their blog is gone but #I’ll go check my likes #anyway I like how they tuned out also that joke came to me several days after valentine’s and gave me the idea for this whole thing #edit: can’t find the post anymore for some reason but I think yhe name was like chiosu or something?#did somebody go delete their blog while I wasn’t looking

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frnkiebby · 27 days

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so I'm writing about how gerard is utterly in love with frank and his face, how would you describe frank?(don't feel pressured)

@fruityfroggyfelon So i’ve been trying to figure out in like what capacity you’re asking this? like how would i describe frank to someone or like how id describe frank in writing…so i just went with how i’d describe frank in writing. and feel free to do whatever with this, use it to whatever degree you want, hate it, love it, whatever. also idfk why im so nervous posting this lmfao i don’t think i should be but fuck dude.

also, i’ve never written gee so i’m not gonna attempt their speech patterns, so ig it’s a like you pov of frank. but any way, here we go.~🎃

The way the afternoon sun hit Frank’s face always had you in awe. The way it brought out the flecks of gold in his eyes, the warmth and depth it brought to his beautiful brown hair. He was fucking stunning, there was no other way to describe it. Your favorite thing was the way his entire face scrunched up when you said something that that really got him laughing. That uneven giggle of his always had you laughing with him every single time. You loved watching him work, the absolute focus visible on his face was nothing short of endearing. His eyebrows drawn together, lips pressed together and quirked to one side, almost a scowl. You loved the perfect slope of his nose and the way his jawline led into his adorable slightly crooked chin. The little scar on the bridge of his nose from what you always assumed to be from chicken pox as a child, and the small nearly closed up holes of where his nose and lip rings used to be— you could stare at him forever just mapping out all of the small features that you fall in love with all over again every time you see him.

#christ please why am i so nervous #i don’t want people to hate whatever i do so i think it’s just a perfectionist complex #but jfc im vibrating out of my skin help #let me stipulate that i didn’t and don’t feel pressured okay?#i love writing in any capacity #and i don’t actually think i’m shit at it but i’m also terrified that this is shit #ANY WAY #jfc okay we’re posting #frnkiebby #fruityfroggyfelon #frank iero #mcr #writing prompt/idea/idfk what

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whatssyrodoin · 1 year

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@somerandomdudelmao ‘s apocalypse au has a chokehold on me hhhhhhhhhhhh

Go enjoy the comic

#rottmnt #tmnt #rottmnt au #tmnt au #rottmnt fanart #my art #rise of the tmnt #tmnt fanart #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #cass apocalyptic series #riseofthetmnt #rottmnt leo #tmnt leonardo #tmnt future #me contemplating on actually posting this because I’m hella nervous to share my art lmao

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artaelyn · 6 months

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Wooowwwwww. Yeah I had too much fun drawing this

#I don’t know what gore looks like so I’m too nervous to post the uncensored version #but it was sooooo fun to draw ough #artie.draws #fnaf #michael afton #five nights at freddy's #OKAAAY I don’t actually know a lot about Fnaf but my friend explained some of the lore and I am obsessed with this Michael guy #actually I could post the uncensored version if people want me to #but I’m. it’s not realistic. like with the scooper. it wouldn’t look like what I drew #can you tell how nervous I am about posting this

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moving-to-dreamwinged · 5 months

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i posted and deleted these last night bc i felt Weird but im brave now. look s/i doodle

she is so lame im going to make her so miserable

#.mei’s art #shes actually not really an s/i bc im not putting her in-universe or wtv #bc i simply don’t have the creative capacity to write lore #but shes like. Me for art purposes #i will continue to doodle her and make her more and more pathetic with every sketch #can u guys tell i’m nervous posting rn

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squuote · 11 months

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I think people should be allowed to share their distaste for certain headcanons n such without people making posts about how they’re ‘gatekeeping’. for as much as I’m a ‘do what you want’ kinda dude, I do think that includes allowing people to express why they don’t enjoy something. like most people are pretty civil bout it until you antagonize them by pointing and saying they’re ‘policing’ spaces.

#crow thoughts #sorry fandom stuff is like. kinda stressing me out a bit #and it’s kinda making me nervous to post opinions on things.#additionally I think people need to hear out minorities when it comes to things and not antagonize them #additionally if they aren’t going up to people and saying rude shit or actively posting rude shit in the tags #what does it matter if they don’t enjoy your headcanon?#like I’ve already seen four different posts all talking about fandom negativity and it’s like. just block them.#additionally maybe also don’t put those posts in the main tags? especially if the other person just posted it to their blog :-|#im not explaining this correctly. I just don’t have good experience with people who point and claim negativity #especially in the context of actual criticism about character design preferences and the treatment of certain designs #like you cannot deny that people treat fat designs very differently from skinny designs #ur not a bad dude for having a skinny design but you gotta allow people to discuss and critique things #idk I’m just tired as fuck seeing people in the main tags make longass posts about an opinion from a handful of people-#-who only posted it to their blog and not directly in the tags yknow?#if I get too anxious I’ll delete this but for now I’ll post this

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