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#I’m about to ruin your lives#brat tamer santi#dom santi#triple frontier#santiago garcia x francisco morales#santiago garcia x you#pedro pascal characters#oscar isaac characters#triple frontier fic#santiago garcia smut#santiago pope garcia x reader#frankie morales#triple frontier fanfiction
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OCD will literally remove your brain's ability to register when a task is Complete and then create 10,000 incredibly ridiculous and extremely specific rules for you to follow in every single aspect of your life (to keep you safe, of course, it tells you.) and then tells you that if you don’t do them Correctly and Completely every single time it tells you to (it tells you countless times per day) then the Entire Fucking World Will End and then it’ll do this fucked up thing where it makes you believe that nonsense.
and then people that don’t have it will make silly little jokes about being soooooo OCD and make t-shirts with fun little acronyms on them like Obsessive Coffee Disorder and tell you how much they like it when things are organized and clean, too!!
and then you’re supposed to just. laugh. like you haven’t been robbed of your entire being and potential and been taken over by a mind and life altering disability
#PSA: don’t fucking tell me to Seek Therapy or Try Medication. i am Aware. i have Tried. it isn’t that fucking simple#and this is my blog. i’ll complain about my illnesses all i want to. if you don’t like it i strongly encourage you to unfollow me#ocd#actually ocd#cw ocd#cw mental illness#mental health stuff#Seven.txt#Obsessive Compulsive Disorder is actually SO goddamn insidious. and only ppl that have lived with it will understand that#it’s a terrible terrible thing. to have something ruin your entire life under the guise of keeping you safe#it’s like being abused by your own mind and i don’t say that lightly#okay. stopped crying long enough to get this post out of my brain and onto my blog#gonna put Walking Disaster on loop and return to my Mental Illness Floor Time now#if no one hears from me for a little while it’s not personal i just. need to not be a Person right now. i’m so tired
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so. everyone thank taylor swift. because i do not believe that this part of now that we don’t talk isn’t about stsg
#GREW YOUR HAIR LONG FROM THE OUTSIDE IT LOOKS LIKE YOURE TRYIN LIVES ON#I MISS THE OLD WAYS#YOU DIDNF HAVE TO CHANGE???#I GUESS I DONT HAVE A SAY NOW???#why would she ruin me like this#half the vault songs on 1989 r about heartbreak and being left n i can see stsg in all of them#none of the vault songs missed#she did what she had to do#anyway this could just be me making everything about them bc i’m mentally ill but we’ll ignore that#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#stsg#satosugu#꒰ soon you'll get better. ꒱
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you ever just. become overwhelmed by a sudden out-of-nowhere wave of tenderness and affection and longing for reconnection directed towards someone to whom you no longer speak for Very Good Reasons
#‘out of nowhere’ she says like she hasn’t been doing a lot of reading/thinking recently about various tragic messy breakups#and the later regrets of the parties involved#anyway. tell me not to text her#it’s been over two years since the last time we talked… absolutely no reason to break that streak now. lord give me strength#she was really fucking mean to me! like objectively intentionally unwarrantedly cruel! it ruined an entire year of my life#and fundamentally changed me as a person on a deep level! there’s a lot of things i used to like about myself that i don’t think i’m ever#going to get back#and yet every once in a while we have to do the whole ‘maybe i could make things right’ song and dance 😔#the thing is most of the time i’m not even really angry with her anymore like enough time has passed since all the shit went down that#really i just sort of look at her behavior and feel sad. both because of the impact on me but also because of the ‘that’s really how you#felt you needed to act towards someone who cared about you? you couldn’t have just expressed your feelings in an honest and productive way#instead of just lashing out in the cruelest possible way and ruining the entire relationship beyond hope of repair?’#and i feel bad and sorry that it went that way and honestly i kind of pity her and hope she’s gotten some of her shit worked out#so i’m not like. actively pissed off at her anymore. but also i can’t think about her without thinking about the worst year of my life so 🙃#i don’t actually feel that trying to reopen that door would be very healthy for me at least#we did try a Reconciliation of sorts a couple of months after the initial falling-out and while it was kind of helpful for me in that she#like. apologized lmao. and affirmed that i wasn’t crazy and she did in fact On Purpose say the most hurtful things she possibly could have#said to me given the information she had at her disposal. and that i really had not done anything to her that could warrant that. etc.#it also left a sour enough taste in my mouth that i just don’t see a future where the two of us spending time together is enjoyable for me#and yet… the regret will always live inside me i think. maybe if i were a stronger person…#caseyposting
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Every time I see a post that’s like “hey don’t do this behavior! It’s rude, and even quite toxic” there’s like 12 replies or tags that are like “um only NARICSSISTS do this, to MANIPULATE us 😡” and it’s like… first of all no?? Anyone’s capable of shitty behavior, stop arm-chair diagnosing anyone you don’t like with a real personality disorder people deal with. Second of all I promise you that not every single narcissist is some evil villain out to get you, and most are literally just?? Normal people?! Leading normal lives.
#npd safe#npd#actually narcissistic#Gwah like I saw this post with an important message about not making everything about yourself and caring about others needs#and within two seconds of notes I saw someone being like ‘only narcissists behave like this’ and I’m just like#believe it or not! people who aren’t narcissistic are still in fact capable of being shitty#and plenty of narcissists are just normal people leading their own lives#I’m just tired of my personality disorder being portrayed as this thing that immediately makes you an evil monster like dude#I’m not here to manipulate you and ruin your life#I just want to hang out with my friends and like get a job and draw and shit
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I’ve been a Wof fan since the tender age of 10. I was also an internet kid, so I’ve been in this fandom a long time. So I’ll say it with my chest, this fandom has killed a lot of the pure wonder and love I once had, and try to still have, for this series.
No one is excited for anything. No one can enjoy anything. There’s no hype. There’s only complaining. Everything is wrong, and bad, and apparently horribly written even though Tui is clearly just having fun with her little dragon books yet y’all expect Cormac McCarthy level writing from her.
This is what some of y’all sound like:
“These characters suck! Those characters suck! Why? Well..because I said so?”
“Dark colored dragons are the villains (even though they are clearly based off of caucasian Nazi’s)?? This must be racist!!!”
“Tui made a (clearly unintentional) mistake when mentioning a character’s age? She’s a p!doph!le!! She groomed me!”
^^^(unfortunately, this is a real claim I’ve seen)
post: This book is horrible, let me tell you why…
Me: *nodding, actually excited to read this critical post, as I agree this particular book in the series is not the best*
Y’all: ACTUALLY, it sucks because it doesn’t affirm my headcannons, and doesn’t focus on the particular niche background characters I wished it focused on! Nye-hehehe!! Tui is the most illiterate writer!!!
Me: good heavens.
#this is a total vent post#learn to like something without coming to hate it#learn to have fun#learn to live a little#learn to not ruin everything you love#with your own unreasonable expectations#learn to take things namely children’s books lightly#I’m just so sick of the needlessly critical bashing#and just to make it clear#I LOVE deep genuine analysis and critique#especially of wof since it’s my fav series of all time#but I rarely ever see genuine critique#all I see is complaining complaining complaining#over and over about stupid things#especially with the guidebook#it’s like you guys can’t stand something just being a fun easy not groundbreaking read#y’all need it to be perfect#but even if it was perfect it still wouldn’t be good enough#not for y’all#wings of fire#wof#dragons#a guide to the dragon world
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no but actually we are so serious about bigender aggressively outdoorsy very southern john. someone else write this so we don’t have to
#he crossdresses his first time because he’s home for summer break and has told his family about his boyfriend#and patsy goes “if you’re gay now can i paint your nails” and he goes uh. about that. i’m kind of. well.#she puts him in a skirt & she sees herself in a mirror and starts crying#and patsy’s like oh fuck this was not the plan i do not know how to comfort my older brother (sister??) what is going on#john eventually collects herself and apologizes for getting emotional and she says. very awkwardly#”it’s fine i didn’t put eyeliner on you yet so it doesn’t matter”#john’s gonna be fine. he has a moment about it for a while but he grows into it during the rest of the summer#he neglects to tell alex about the gender stuff so there’s a while where he’s more open with his family than with his boyfriend#which feels like a bizarre joke. what world is he living in where his dad lets him wear a dress to dinner#but it’s nice! she’s doing okay#patsy will not let him borrow her clothes after the first time she gets potting soil on something. she gets very huffy and goes#“DAD we’re going to the MALL so my STUPID SISTER can’t RUIN MY THINGS ANYMORE”#and henry#with no idea how to break up Girl Fights#says “…be back for dinner”#(she forgives john like half an hour into buying him a new wardrobe)
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I miss Jason Todd’s “I’m gonna dress up as one of the Batfamily and fight everyone” era. (Aka pretty much all of Pre-Flashpoint.)
Some examples:
Jason Todd as Robin when he decided to fight Tim Drake (who was also Robin).
(Where did he get the grown ass man sized Robin costume? Did he make it himself? Hire a freelancing fetish tailor? Why does he look like he’s 35? Also, not cool that he got rid of the panties. Cowardly.)
Moving on, there’s this, where he decided to dress up as Nightwing and kill bad people in NYC to…team up with Dick? Kind of?
(This is also the Tentacle Monster Jason arc, so…lot to unpacked here.)
And, finally, Batman!Jason during Battle for the Cowl, aka Gunbats.
(I’ve always been sympathetic to Gunbats!Jason, what with dead!Bruce mashing all of his triggers IN HIS FUCKING FAREWELL MESSAGE AGGHHH. Also his costume looked fucking cool.)
Anyway, now we clearly need Batgirl!Jason, Spoiler!Jason, and Signal!Jason to complete the set. (And, obviously, Batwoman!Jason would keep the cowl-wig.)
#Jason Todd#red hood#Robin#nightwing#Batman#he lives for the drama#dc comics#pre-battle-for-the-cowl Jason had the best energy#I’M JUST GONNA SHOW UP DRESSED AS YOU AND RUIN YOUR DAY#WHERE DID I GET THIS COSTUME???#DON’T ASK QUESTIONS#THAT’S NOT WHAT THIS IS ABOUT#AND DON’T ASK ME WHAT IT IS ABOUT#comic panels
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being insane about ahsoka as i always am but my god. imagine looking at your brother for the first time in fifteen years. after you thought you lost him - you did lose him! you missed him so much you meditate to the sound of his voice because all you have left are ghosts and memories. you have grieved him for your entire adult life. you have built yourself into a person he would be proud of, you have survived based on the lessons he taught you. you have made yourself his mausoleum. your code name is a cry of remembrance - maybe he’ll hear your efforts even through death and maybe, just maybe, he’s proud of you.
and then you see him for the first time in fifteen years and he kills you, in one way or the other. he haunts every single day you ever live
#ahsoka tano#star wars#anakin skywalker#SCREAMING ABOUT THEM ALWAYS#you spend every day of your adolescence with this man and he haunts every day you ever live#i’m not saying everything ahsoka does is for anakin. but i do think a lot of her selfless actions are motivated by grief#and of course an urge to do good! but also. so much grief#i think ahsoka thinks about anakin every single day of her life. i think she never stops wondering how much good he could’ve done#even after malachor! even after he tries to kill her! even when it’s delusional#because she blames herself for his death and fall and ruin. and every day works to make up for the fact that she lived and he didn’t#ahsoka is so violently shaped by grief! and anakin! to her those things are one and the same!
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#hi yes i cant be the only young adult that has no fucking clue what to do with their life right?#not even playing the ���haha same’ card rn but genuinely actually no idea what interests me ‘career-wise’#‘i’m just worried about you. what to you want to do with your life?’ LIKE#FUCK I DONT KNOW I STILL GENUINELY NEVER EXPECTED GETTING THIS FAR#i dont like *anything* specifically enough to want to base a whole life on it.#i dont. *love* things#outside of art anyway. and we already know art aint a viable career in america unless u grind like hell-#-and let me tell u i do not love life enough to grind like hell just to live off the biggest thing that gives me joy#because then it would stop giving me joy#like once upon a time i thought i might do good as a baker and now that i know i cant eat gluten most food is ruined for me#i hate food and making food. eating is a chore and i do not enjoy it. i gave up baking.#like. there are more examples but every avenue i’ve tried to take that i like has failed me in a way that sucks all the joy out of it#having a career feels meaningless to me. going back to college just feels like a pointless and indebting endeavor.#am i just depressed? is my brain just still way off base chemically?#it’s pissing me off and stressing me out honestly.#luka vents#delete later
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some of y’all should. go outside. touch some grass maybe.
#one of the joys of being a human is being able to go be stupid in our youth#we say and do stupid shit as kids or teenagers because we don’t know any better#and what’s a better way of finding out that our words or actions were wrong than experiencing backlash for it firsthand??#how are we supposed to learn from our mistakes if we never make them??#that’s what our childhoods are for. being stupid#and then we grow up and we take all that stupidness we had as children and learn from it#but some extremely chronically online people don’t believe in making mistakes?? like ever??#not even as a child#which is baffling to me#because we’re all stupid as kids. all of us. especially the people who pretend they’re better than everyone else#so if someone made an honest mistake in their past#literally what right do you have to criticize them for it#if they’ve changed and grown as a person there’s no need to hold their past against them#and i’m talking about actual mistakes not shit like bullying people or saying slurs repeatedly bc you think it’s funny#i’m talking about shit like saying offensive jokes because you were taught the humour of them but not the harm#and saying ignorant shit because you literally didn’t know any better#anyways people who try to cancel people for harmless shit they did 10+ years ago go outside#delete your twitter account while you’re at it#you’re currently choosing to be judgemental and overly critical of people’s pasts in an attempt to ruin their lives#and i think that says more about you than it does about them
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do you guys think i should steal the outdoor cat that’s been roaming around my apartment complex and just keep her in my apartment. know that if even one person says yes i will probably do it
#she very clearly belongs to someone like she has a flea collar on (with no information on it mind you). but she’s just been like#running around the parking lot and hiding under cars and we’re right next to a really busy road!! and she keeps coming up to my#screen door and meowing and if i go out on the patio she’ll sit with me for like an hour at a time and if i walk outside sometimes she#comes running to me :-((( she’s like the sweetest cat I’ve ever met and she should not be roaming the parking lot!!! yesterday she was#fully asleep in the MIDDLE of the parking lot I had to pick her up and move her into the grass#i’ve already named her. and we’re bonded at this point i don’t know that i can live without her (it’s been 3 days). she’s my best friend#one of my neighbors has already told me i should keep her. if it weren’t for my sister’s cat she would be in my apartment already.#but im considering it anyways. i could make it work#also like i don’t necessarily WANT to steal someone’s cat but as far as im concerned if you choose to have an outdoor cat yoh surrender all#ownership of thag animal. if someone decides they want to take your outdoor cat and keep her inside and give her a safe life that’s their#cat now. you don’t have a cat anymkre. maybe try again when you learn how to take care of animals#anyways uhmmmm. this is my situation. i have not been able to think about anything else for 3 days because I’m so worried about her getting#hit by a car or something. so at this point stealing her would be for my own mental well-being. but also i definitely should not do this. so#OH ALSO. there’s a second cat that also definitely belongs to the same person that i discovered last night when I was looking for the first#cat. and I definitely cannot steal both of them. so keep that information in mind when you are giving me your final decisions.#maybe I could steal both of them. this is ruining my#life#taylor xoxo
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walked into my dorm room again today and guess what my roommate is doing? playing minecraft again. i’ve been in here for 15 minutes and she hasn’t even had the decency to put her headphones in, so she’s been playing with the sound on this entire time. what the fuck did i do to deserve this
#honestly i thought we were getting along#she ignored me about 50% of the time whenever i entered the room but when we did interact things were fine#but now i don’t even want to speak to her anymore because it’s just not worth it if she can’t show me the bare minimum of consideration#this has really ruined my week i’ll be honest#i’m going to make sure i get a single next year because i don’t even want to have to try to live with another human being anymore#and like. sure. i could ASK her to put her headphones on but:#1) the chances of her being rude about it because i’m ruining her gaming experience are disappointingly high#2) it should be a basic decency to put on some fucking headphones and turn off your sound when another person is in the room#i fucking hate gamers they’re all like this i swear
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i’m not saying i’ve got unresolved trauma but i am saying that this alex rider fanfic is making me remember how shit my dad is
#Fortunate Son - Respectable on Ao3 if y’all wanna read#my dad is a piece of shit~ i have daddy issues~~#NO BECAUSE it’s taking me a while but i’m slowly getting to the point of “he will never be worthy of my forgiveness”#like hear me out here: i don’t need to care about the man who traumatized me! 😨#in the fic sarov starts yelling and throws a wine glass to scare alex and then hugs him and asks for his forgiveness-#-and i got a flashback to when something similar happened to me with mark and i know i would’ve forgiven him#fuck you mark! you’ve ruined me! i’ll never be your daughter again!! 🥰🥰😁😁#you absolute horrible piece of shit of a man! i despise you! i can’t love normally and i won’t ever be okay!! ☺️☺️#it’s just. AUGH. i prolly shouldn’t compare me n alex but like#sarov: lost a child and his wife and fully believes he was right and also a military man#my dad: made me lose my mother and then i went to live with her so he lost both of us and fully believes he was right and is navy!#and both are abusive pieces of shit who have lost their sons and are deluding themselves into thinking they can use violence#to get them back!! wow!! it’s almost as they’re similar!!#now look i’m not saying mark would cause nuclear war over me but i am saying he is an abusive piece of shit who has done horrid things#he nearly k/lled my stepmom so <3 yay! luckily i think they’re getting divorced atm so good for her#sorry for venting on main i just have a lot of feelings and my family is tired of hearing abt me complain abt mark lol#mech’s being an idiot again#do not look at this later for your own good mech tag#mech is depressed as fuck#shitty dad#alex rider#ao3#trauma mention#fanfic
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need to start violently putting cis ppl in the cocktail shaker when they act up
#‘oh i think all trans people are delusional and mentally ill but i would never say it to any of their FACES 🥰’#‘everyone has the right to live how they want!’ i will kill you?#same thing with the ‘idk i just think people will fake being trans for attention’ give me 1 concrete example of someone doing this. quickly#and i’m not even allowed to be angry about this! i’m supposed to take what i can get and be grateful for it! bc at least it’s not violent!#far out do you ever just live your life and then are violently reminded that most people think you’re delusional#or making some kind of fucked up fashion statement or ‘ruining your life for attention’#jesus wept i am trying to exist and figure myself out as i see fit. not my issue you can’t comprehend any kind of nuance whatsoever.#so so so so sick of it
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#can’t say this on twt#but like. the vatican doesn’t have the right to tell people what to wear even when they’re visiting the building#like????? all these people who are like “i’m liberal!” are suddenly like “well it’s the VATICAN she can’t wear a TUBE TOP in the VATICAN”#like what?????????? WHAT’S WRONG WITH TUBE TOPS HM? what is disrespectful about having bare shoulders and a bare abdomen???#shut the fuck up#rambling#the vatican is not just a religious building it’s a historical building#and this sort of shit is part of the reason why young adults increasingly are choosing atheism#y’all make up nonsense about respect and not wearing a tube top and then complain when people say your religion is shit#well i’m sorry when your religion is out here ruining people’s lives i don’t think it has the right to demand wearing a partially#transparent robe when inside historical religious buildings
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